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♪I'm hesitant to say it♪

♪I still have something to tell you♪

♪And what are you laughing at♪

♪Do you already know what I want to say♪

♪I pretend to not care about it♪

♪and get rid of your sadness♪

♪But I don't want you to know what I want to say♪

♪I suddenly become speechless♪

♪You're talking about your dream♪

♪and crying so hard♪

♪Missing you is like bird migration♪

♪Birds who fly for so long but never notice each other♪

♪You're like the summer sky♪

♪and I'm the stars♪

♪With you can I only shine♪

♪and be important♪

♪I hit your shoulder on purpose♪

♪Listening to your reprimand♪

♪It's really sweet to care about you♪

[The Best of You in My Mind]

[Episode 11]

Only two of us are available

since Nie Yue is getting busy.

Right.

Are you from Luo City?

Yes.

We can go home together in the New Year.

Sure.

I can't.

I'm not going back this year.

I'm staying here.

My brother and dad are coming here.

Not going back?

How about Xu Fang?

Him? I think he will go back.

Why do you ask about him?

Nothing. Just asking.

It's been a while since I met him

due to classes and my part-time job.

Made your decision?

We are going to the winter training soon.

You need to act

soon towards Lin Xi Chi.

What does it have to do with the training?

Brother.

Let me give you an analysis.

Look.

Here in Rong City,

Ye Shao Wen stays with Lin Xi Chi every day.

You don't even see her at all.

It's different back in Luo City.

You have the home advantage.

Put the familiar streets and memories to good use.

The important thing is

Ye Shao Wen won't be there.

How good that is!

But I have a winter training. I can't go back.

Since

you can't go back,

you should do something before she leaves.

Tell her your feelings

at least.

Give her a farewell hug or something.

Don't worry about me.

Nie Yue is going home soon.

How about you?

I'm not you.

Don't use me as a comparison.

Who am I?

Go for it.

Lin Xi Chi, I'm going for the winter training.

I can't go back home with you,

but I bought a ticket for you.

Don't fall asleep on the way.

Don't talk to strangers and

drink less water, so you don't go to the toilet too often.

Anyway...

This girl will surely

sleep past her station.

Driver.

Why are you here?

To send you off.

Get in.

Please.

I'll send you to the station,

if I don't have the winter training.

I don't want it.

Happy New Year.

It's still early.

To the train station, please.

Alright.

Thank you.

See you next semester.

See you.

Bye.

Bye.

Bye.

That's it.

It's raining heavily.

There's only an umbrella. How will I go back?

Why don't I send you back

before I go back?

That works.

[Jiang Zheng Xu]

[Nie Yue]

Sticker war?

Come on. I'm not afraid of you.

Be careful.

Take care on the train.

Tell me when you arrive.

Xu Fang!

Chi Chi said that your home is at Luo City as well.

We said that we would go back together,

but she said she wouldn't go home this year.

She asked me to go with you,

since you go back.

I've never taken a train alone before.

I'm scared, so...

Hold on. I'll ask her.

Wash your ears.

[Fang Fang]

Be good.

What's wrong?

I heard you're not going back to Luo City this year?

Yes. I'm going to work at the pet shop.

Senior Ye.

Chi Chi, let's see fireworks at the New Year.

Alright.

You called

just to ask me that?

Got it.

How did he know that I'm not going back to Luo City?

I don't think that's the case.

I'm sorry.

Happy holidays.

Ta Mei. We are not done yet.

Come back.

I'm sorry.

You must be new.

Where's the manager?

She has gone out.

Dad. Mom.

Why are you here?

The dogs here

are not your pet.

How could you bath them without tying them up?

What should we tell the owners,

if their dogs ran away?

See for yourself.

There's water everywhere.

Customers might slip because of this.

Our shop

aims to be the best pet shop in Rong City.

These might be minor details,

but they are important too, understand?

Mom, the manager has an emergency today.

Another worker is also on sick leave.

If it isn't for Chi Chi,

we might close for today.

Chi Chi?

She is Lin Xi Chi.

She is my junior.

Hello, uncle. Hello, auntie.

Miss, we would like some time alone.

Alright.

I won't be disturbing you.

Let's go.

Son...

Mom.

You...

Why are you here?

Now you've caused trouble, right?

You're wet.

Mom.

Chi Chi.

Mom got a sudden notice

to have a business trip.

I can't meet you

for the days of New Year.

I don't have a choice.

Hurry and tell your dad about this.

Let me find someone

to buy you a ticket to Luo City.

I...

I really can't spend

the New Year with you?

Chi Chi, you are a good girl.

You should understand.

I'm hanging up.

Alright. Whatever you say.

Let's sit over there.

Sure.

Let's go.

You have your own opinions.

Whatever you say.

Ta Mei, do you think that mom is trying to hide something from me?

I suddenly feel that

I don't understand mom at all.

Mom.

Why do I feel that

you never need me at all?

Is it because

I'm not good enough?

I don't deserve your care?

Mom.

I have many things to ask you,

but I feel that

we are getting further apart.

Landlady, is there a water disruption?

Xu Fang, I want to talk to you.

You're packing to go home?

We're going to the winter training this afternoon.

Don't you know it?

Nie Yue didn't tell me.

She couldn't see you usually.

You're too busy.

I'm getting further away

from the archery team.

Didn't you want a relationship?

Let me introduce someone.

Yao Wang.

Aren't you single?

You and Lin Xi Chi make a good couple.

What?

Xu Fang, what do you mean?

Captain Fang.

Don't involve the innocent.

I wanted to find you...

I don't need any introduction.

I want a boyfriend

like Senior Ye.

Look at all your fat.

Don't tell Nie Yue about them.

A mug?

A mug.

The first to get

a boyfriend in our dorm is appearing.

I wanted to find you...

Didn't you want a relationship?

Let me introduce someone.

We're going to the winter training this afternoon.

Don't you know it?

I'm getting further away

from the archery team.

The dogs here

are not your pets.

How could you bath them without tying them up?

Chi Chi.

Mom got a sudden notice

to have a business trip.

I can't meet you

for the days of New Year.

Chi Chi, I have surgery.

I need to go to the hospital tonight.

Let's meet another day.

Who broke my mug?

Does everyone hate me?

Mom.

She still keeps our photos.

Hello.

Chi Chi, why are you here?

Is this your new husband and your new daughter?

Did you have a divorce with dad?

When?

Ten years ago.

Ten years ago?

You told me

you can't be with us

because of work.

You asked me to take care of the house,

take care of Geng Geng and dad.

You asked me to wait for you.

Listen to me.

It's complicated.

You already had a new family!

You don't want us anymore!

No. That's not true.

Mom.

I...

I can explain it.

Why did you lie to me?

Why did you make me look like a fool?

Do you know that

my biggest wish

is to live with you?

I know.

I'm still waiting for you to come back.

I'm still waiting for you to come back!

Chi Chi, good girl.

Listen to me.

No.

I...

I know you feel bad right now.

Let...

Let me explain, alright?

You don't want us anymore!

That...

That's not true.

Because Geng Geng and I are not good enough for you?

No.

You'll always be the best for me.

Listen to me.

Calm down.

Who is she?

Who are they?

They are better than me!

No.

No, Chi Chi.

I...

Mom, do you remember...

this is my birthday present

when I was a kid?

The day when you left,

both my front teeth fell out.

I put them inside and always carry them.

Slowly.

Here.

Pass it to the back.

Hello, Lin Xi Geng.

Is that Xu Fang?

This is Lin Xi Chi's father.

Is Chi Chi with you?

No. What's wrong?

Here is the thing.

Something happened to our family.

She's not

picking up her phone

and she's not at her dorm.

I wanted to ask you

if you know where she is.

Uncle, don't worry.

I'll go and find her.

What's up?

Lin Xi Chi is missing. Tell the coach I'm leaving.

Well...

You must find her!

Tell her what you wanted to tell!

Mom.

Good girl.

Mom.

Slowly.

Let's go.

Let's go home.

Good girl.

Mom. I'm hungry.

Hungry?

What do you want?

Meat.

Let's go and have something nice.

♪In my memory♪

♪the story continues♪

♪Whenever I think of it♪

♪I can only smile and sigh♪

♪Because I didn't manage to♪

♪tell you everything♪

♪Your smile♪

♪always comforted me♪ [Fang Fang]

♪Two voices on the phone♪

Lin Xi Chi, where are you?

Aren't you at training?

Where are you?

Fine, you're not telling me?

I'm going

to search every KTV in Rong City.

You should know

what would happen if I find you.

Chun Yang Road.

Wait for me there.

Don't go anywhere. You hear me?

♪Because I never forget you♪

♪It's all♪

♪in the past♪

Why are you spacing out? Get on.

Coach.

Where's Xu Fang?

Where's Xu Fang?

Xu Fang has an emergency.

He...

lost something dear to him.

Something dear?

Lin Xi Chi!

Lin Xi Chi!

Lin Xi Chi, where are you?

Lin Xi Chi!

Lin Xi Chi, come out!

Lin Xi Chi!

Get lost!

Lin Xi Chi!

Lin Xi Chi!

Lin Xi Chi!

Lin Xi Chi!

♪The struggle which once held me down♪

♪Can I see you again♪

♪Because I never forget you♪

♪It's all♪

Don't go.

♪in the past♪

♪Can I see you again♪

Mom!

Don't go!

♪That smile♪

♪which is at the junction all this time♪

♪Can I see you again♪

♪and start a new day♪

♪There's a type of nostalgia♪

♪forever in my heart♪

♪Can I see you again♪

Mom!

Mom!

♪The world♪

♪remains the same because of you♪

♪The world♪

♪remains the same because of you♪

Are you going to throw up?

Fang Fang.

They bullied me.

Who were they?

Them.

Them?

Them!

Someone broke my mug.

Who was it?

I thought we were getting along well.

I thought they liked me.

Your roommates?

Some of them felt disgusted

that I worked at a pet shop.

They said that

I am dating a fool.

The fool is a good person.

But I don't like him.

I don't like the good person.

And they...

They lied to me.

They lied to me for years.

They divorced years ago.

Divorced years ago.

Years...

Years ago.

I can't see.

Lin Xi Chi.

They even pretended

in front of me.

They pretended to be in love.

They hide everything from me.

They hide from me.

I was still thinking...

I was still thinking

that our family could live together happily.

I'm the world's biggest fool.

Nobody wants me anymore, right?

Everyone hates me.

Am I not needed?

Who told you that?

Don't you still have me?

Yes.

I still have Fang Fang.

Chi Chi.

My dog likes me.

I can't see.

Good girl.

Good dog.

Fang Fang likes me, right?

Let's go back.

Go back.

I'm not going back.

Where do you want to go?

I have nowhere to go.

Chi Chi.

[Brother Fang]

Brother Fang.

Lin Xi Geng.

I found Lin Xi Chi.

Tell uncle that she's safe.

Is my sister alright?

Geng Geng.

She's fine. She's just drunk.

Geng Geng.

Lin Xi Chi.

Sister, are you drunk?

You want to throw up?

[Lin Xi Geng on the phone]

Hold it in. We're on the metro.

We'll reach the hotel soon.

Hotel?

Xu Fang, are you human?

Why did you bring her to a hotel?

Xu Fang, explain yourself.

Why didn't you send her back to school?

I want to throw up.

Hold it in.

Alright?

No.

Sleep for now.

Alright?

Sleep for a while.

Xu Fang!

Talk to me, Xu Fang!

I want to talk to my sister!

Sister, are you alright?

Sister!

[Chenguang Station]

I'll walk myself.

Slowly.

Myself.

This...

This way.

[Season Hotel]

How many rooms do you want?

Two.

Sir, your key cards.

Thank you.

Get up.

Let me hold you?

Let me carry you?

Let's go.

Get up.

Get up.

Fang Fang.

Silly dog.

Silly dog, Fang Fang.

Slowly.

I can still drink.

I can still drink.

You...

Why are you sitting on the floor?

Are you alright?

Why did you bring me to such a place?

What do you mean I brought you here?

You're drunk and asked me to bring you here.

Get up.

Slowly.

Here.

Feeling better?

I made you some honey water.

Here.

Get up.

Get up.

Here. One, two, three.

Honey water. It's warm.

It's sweet, right?

Slowly.

It's alright.

Fang Fang.

You look good today.

You stink.

You're the one who stinks.

You made me stink.

I'm going to take a bath.

Toiletries.

Be careful. Don't slip.

Lin Xi Chi, are you alright?

You...

Well,

I'm in the opposite room.

Call me if you need help.

So...

I guess I'll leave.

♪It's not that hard♪

♪It's not hard to make a choice♪

♪It's all warm♪

♪and scattered anticipation♪

♪It's not that hard♪

♪It's not hard to make a choice♪

♪It's all endless♪

♪yet ordinary courage♪

♪Many have lost their loved ones due to their hesitations♪

♪They're always helpless and in a hurry♪

♪They're upset all the time♪

♪Actually, it's not that hard♪

♪It's not hard to smile♪

♪Without noticing it♪

♪We always wipe our tears♪

♪It's not that hard♪

♪It's not hard to give a promise♪

♪The regret from the past♪

♪isn't the present♪

♪It's not that hard♪

♪It's not hard to give a hug♪

♪Our times♪

♪shouldn't struggle with loneliness♪

♪It's not that hard♪

♪It's not hard to love someone♪

♪Even though we get hurt and separated♪

♪they're all the best parts♪

♪in our lives♪