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Lashauwn Beyond: This is not
RuPaul's Best Friend Race.
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Laganja Estranja:
I feel very attacked!
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Vanjie: I was trying
to reach closure with you!
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Silky: If I would've lip synced
for my life today, bitch,
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I was ready to do so!
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RuPaul: This is Untucked,
backstage at the competition
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to become America's
next drag superstar.
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Girl, if you're not
watching Untucked,
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you're only getting
half the story.
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Director: That's a break
on the main stage.
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All cameras re-po.
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RuPaul: Thank you, ladies.
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While you untuck backstage,
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the judges and I will debate.
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You may leave the stage.
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I agree with everything
the judges have said about me.
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I agree that sometimes
my comedy falls flat,
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that I get too esoteric
in my humor.
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But I think I gave the judges
exactly what's true to myself,
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and I'm feeling,
more than anything,
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empowered to continue on
in this competition.
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I'm just gonna keep doing me.
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Bitch, I'm feeling good.
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I'm not a debater,
but what I do is argue.
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And I'm just really excited
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that the judges finally
got to see more about who I am,
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and most likely will want to
see more from me going
forward.graphic
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Speeding.
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Oh, child.
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Mm, come here, my pretty.
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Oh.
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-Oh, we have new furnishings.
-Ooh.
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We're blessed and highly favored
with this Objects furniture.
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Well, how is everybody feeling?
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I feel really good.
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You look good today, bitch.
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It was like, aah!
[laughs]
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-You honestly today...
-Look stunning.
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Thank you, thank you.
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You've made, such, like,
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an incredible improvement
since day one.
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And that's coming
from her, who--
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The one that called me ugly.
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The one that called you ugly.
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Don't touch me.
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[all laugh]
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"Don't touch me."
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She said your makeup
looked better.
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She did not say you were pretty.
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Oh, I've been taking tips
from so many.
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I took tips from Widow,
I've taken tips from Jaida.
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-Yes!
-And it's--it's--thank God.
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Well, we gonna get it,
we--look--
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We gonna get it even better.
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Crystal, what are you thinking
right now?
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Okay, hi, everybody,
it's me, Crystal.
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It's my third week in the top,
and I wanna win.
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I would like
to congratulate you.
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You've been on a roll.
You've been in the top.
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Comeback queen.
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She is literally the toes
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that are about the spill out
of the shoe that is too small,
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but refuses to let go.
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Yes, thank you.
Thank you.
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The cliffhanger.
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You will make it, Crystal.
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-Jaida, this look is amazing.
-You look amazing.
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-Thank you.
-It's amazeballs.
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I'm blown away
that you actually made this.
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Well, thank God
I'm not lip syncing,
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because if I had
to lip sync today,
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you would know that I made it.
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Leg opens,
it's like psht.
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It's made to walk on the runway,
and that's it.
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Hah!
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How are you, Gigi?
King George.
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I'm not upset about
the challenge, really.
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As soon as we left filming it,
I kind of was prepared
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for what the judges
were going to tell me.
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I'm not sure.
Are you a big politics fan?
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I'm not.
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Yeah, I think that hurt you
in this challenge,
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because to be able
to parody something,
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you have to kind of have
a base knowledge of it,
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and I felt like
maybe that was missing.
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I'm just ashamed
for not educating myself.
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A lot of people
don't want us to think
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that politics are important,
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because if you don't think
it's important,
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then it's easier
for them to win.
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To even just say, you know what?
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I have not been paying attention
to something that's important,
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and I'm gonna change that,
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that's already in itself a lot
just to admit that.
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I am not well-versed
in politics,
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but one thing
about this challenge
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that I am excited about
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is it really made me realize
what I wanna be doing
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and how I wanna change.
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Because to me,
that's really important.
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However,
I'm a little bit worried
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that I have a weakness
compared to the others.
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Jackie, I just wanna know where
you're at, how you're feeling.
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I mean, look...
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What do you...
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I...
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I was scared to wear this.
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There are so many people
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who will think that
what I'm doing is wrong,
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but there are so many people
who don't even have that voice.
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There is such a small
queer Muslim community.
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Even I've talked to you girls
about hard it is for me
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and being honest about
who I am with my own family.
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And if you're lucky enough where
this issue won't affect you,
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you may not know
how important this is to me
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and so many other people.
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What you did tonight
on the runway
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was you really showed
stars and stripes out there.
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And what you did for young
LGBTQAI Muslim people,
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you literally blew the doors
fucking wide open.
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Humongous balls.
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[laughs]
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I mean, look,
I don't want this
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to be a sad moment for me,
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because more than anything,
I'm proud.
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-Yeah.
-And if I have to lip sync,
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I'm proud to look like this
and to be myself.
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-Fierce, brave.
-Brave.
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Yeah.
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So I wanna talk--
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That was the first time
this season
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that Ru raised her tone,
and I was shook.
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Widow, how did it feel?
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Like, because she was, like,
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talking directly to you
when it happened.
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I stayed up till 4:30 in
the morning just writing stuff,
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and it just feels like
it was all for nothing.
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You're digging yourself
into a hole right now,
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and you don't have to do that.
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This is all just
constructive criticism.
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It's really hard
for me to be--
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It's hard.
The competition's fucking hard.
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But don't do that to yourself.
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The payoff is not worth it.
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I felt like I did exactly
what I thought was great,
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and once again...
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You know what, Widow?
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You are really good,
and, like, what Ru was saying
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is, like, really important.
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Like, sometimes no matter
how good we think we did,
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it's okay to fuck up.
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But, like, you don't have to
beat yourself up about it.
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And I don't mean, like,
just because--
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Like, you're not a failure.
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If you make it past today,
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that tomorrow won't be better,
you know what I mean?
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It's no longer just one thing.
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it's, like, every fucking week.
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And I'm just, like, the fuck.
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Like, I literally got no sleep
for this entire challengecheck
here act end
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because I stayed up writing it.
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Hell, I should have
just fucking went to sleep.
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I should have just came in,
you know,
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bright-eyed and bushy-tailed
like everybody else,
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and just said fuck it.
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I'm tired of writing material.
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I'm tired of trying
to put it together
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just to be told that it's awful.
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Like, and that's all I hear.
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Well, they didn't say
it was awful.
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But they didn't say it was good.
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I'm not gonna lie to you.
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I'm crushed, devastated,
I'm disappointed.
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I thought I was giving so much
more in this competition,
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but apparently not.
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I think I'm good
at pretty much everything,
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and then realizing that I'm not,
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and there are other queens
that do it better than me,
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it's a complete mind fuck.
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Do you hear
what they were, like, saying
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about, like, not letting
your feelings overtake you?
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It's a little
past that point now.
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I literally felt like
this was my turnaround,
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and I'm right back
where I was last week.
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Right back where I was
the week before.
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Right back where I was
ever since the first week.
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I relate to you in that way,
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and I was in the bottom
a lot of times.
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And I felt like I was
giving my all and doing my best,
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and it really is like
a game of Jumanji.
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You never know
what is going to happen.
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Yeah.
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Well, right now
I'm getting ran over
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by the entire stampede
of all the animals
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that were running through
the living room.
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Widow, it wasn't
that it wasn't funny.
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It just wasn't as funny
as some of the other girls.
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I hear what y'all saying,
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but I don't think anyone is
understanding what I'm saying.
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Literally the only person
that I heard
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that got other bad critiques
was Jackie,
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which means
that I am not funnier
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than anybody else
that's up here.
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That's literally all I heard.
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I am tired
of not getting anything,
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and it's literally just...
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Really, at the end of the day,
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like, if you don't want
to think in your mind
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that what can happen can change,
then it won't.
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If you tell yourself
that you cannot do this,
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like, it's not gonna work.
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Each week passes by,
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and Widow is slowly but surely
beating herself up.
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When Chaka Khan came in,
she had high hopes
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and she really got back in that
headspace that she needed to be.
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But as soon as Chaka left,
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it was, like, right back down
to where she had been,
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and it's hard to watch.
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How you feeling, Miss Thing?
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Rotten?
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I know the feeling.
You just gotta fight.
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-When you were in the bottom...
-My runway.
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It was because
we all were great,
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and it came down
to the runway.
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I know it's not my runways.
I know my runways look great.
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I don't get it.
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The only thing I hear
is "You weren't funny."
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You weren't funny.
You weren't funny."
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But I don't think
any of them said
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that you, like,
literally wasn't funny.
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It just was less funny.
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"Less funny" means "not funny."
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That's how I see it.
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Like, I can't talk myself
out of it,
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I can't move past it,
I can't get around it.
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It's just--it's physically,
emotionally,
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it literally feels like 13 years
of preparing to do everything
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is just--this is killing
every fiber in my being.
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And I just feel like...
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[sighs] It just feels like
I'm gonna be seeing Kansas
Citycheck at ed
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a lot sooner than I expected.
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Girl, don't say that.
Don't get in that mindset.
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Because if you get in
that mindset, it'll come true.
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I was on a downward spiral
in my head
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the night of having
to lip sync against Brita,
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and it all clicked when I was,
like,
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You know what?
I'm about to lip sync.
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Lip syncing is what I do.
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I get that,
250
00:10:43.343 --> 00:10:46.312
and that's what got me through
the Chaka Khan song.
251
00:10:46.312 --> 00:10:47.714
Mm-hmm.
252
00:10:47.714 --> 00:10:52.018
But my body is falling apart,
and I can't deal with it,
253
00:10:52.018 --> 00:10:53.419
because I have to try
254
00:10:53.419 --> 00:10:56.356
to get through
this fucking mind fuck
255
00:10:56.356 --> 00:10:58.157
that is literally making me
256
00:10:58.157 --> 00:11:01.594
not even sure of who I am
as an entertainer anymore.
257
00:11:01.594 --> 00:11:04.597
I've run so much things
in Kansas City,
258
00:11:04.597 --> 00:11:08.902
it's making me just think
that I just got lucky.
259
00:11:08.902 --> 00:11:11.471
Girl, no,
you're here for a reason.
260
00:11:11.471 --> 00:11:14.207
You're that bitch in Kansas
for a reason.
261
00:11:14.207 --> 00:11:17.110
So don't ever think
you just got lucky.
262
00:11:17.110 --> 00:11:20.313
Widow is starting to take
all the critiques
263
00:11:20.313 --> 00:11:21.848
a little too personal.
264
00:11:21.848 --> 00:11:25.318
You have to be able to
separate yourself from your art,
265
00:11:25.318 --> 00:11:27.320
and she's not.
266
00:11:27.320 --> 00:11:29.622
It's really
tearing her up inside.
267
00:11:29.622 --> 00:11:31.824
She's used to being,
like, that bitch,
268
00:11:31.824 --> 00:11:33.960
and it's hard to say, okay,
269
00:11:33.960 --> 00:11:36.629
maybe I wasn't the best
at this moment,
270
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and keep pushing through.
271
00:11:38.031 --> 00:11:40.233
But that's what you have to do.
272
00:11:40.233 --> 00:11:41.968
Look, bitch, right now
273
00:11:41.968 --> 00:11:44.637
everybody's still real cool
and comfortable and collected.
274
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Do you all feel like maybe we
have, like, some hidden issues?
275
00:11:47.907 --> 00:11:52.845
Okay, listen, I think
America wants us to fight,
276
00:11:52.845 --> 00:11:57.383
and America wants to see some
issues happen, which there--
277
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I mean, clearly
there have been in the past.
278
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Yes! Mm!
279
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So you hate a bitch,
but you love a bitch.
280
00:12:01.554 --> 00:12:02.789
You hate a bitch,
but you love a bitch.
281
00:12:02.789 --> 00:12:04.757
I don't have any issues
with any of y'all.
282
00:12:04.757 --> 00:12:06.626
I mean, there's part of me
283
00:12:06.626 --> 00:12:08.528
that wishes we could connect
with Widow more,
284
00:12:08.528 --> 00:12:10.196
but I don't think
it has anything to do with us.
285
00:12:10.196 --> 00:12:11.364
Ooh.
286
00:12:11.364 --> 00:12:13.066
That sounds like an issue.
287
00:12:13.066 --> 00:12:15.435
-[laughs]
-But, like, it's--
288
00:12:15.435 --> 00:12:17.971
it's, like, I'm not gonna be,
like, mad at her about that.
289
00:12:17.971 --> 00:12:19.806
I think she's got
a lot of things in her mind
290
00:12:19.806 --> 00:12:22.442
that are keeping her
from connecting with us.
291
00:12:22.442 --> 00:12:24.644
I mean, I could pull her into
this conversation if we want.
292
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We could talk to her about it.
293
00:12:26.179 --> 00:12:29.082
I guess at the end of the day,
like, it just is what it is.
294
00:12:29.082 --> 00:12:30.450
Like, I'm not upset enough
295
00:12:30.450 --> 00:12:33.286
to really confront someone
about not being my best friend.
296
00:12:33.286 --> 00:12:35.488
Throughout this competition,
297
00:12:35.488 --> 00:12:39.659
Widow seems to be quick to
jump to the wrong conclusions.
298
00:12:39.659 --> 00:12:41.461
She's kind of separated herself
299
00:12:41.461 --> 00:12:44.297
whenever she's either
gotten a negative criticism,
300
00:12:44.297 --> 00:12:48.801
or whenever she was upset with
any of us, she would pull away.
301
00:12:48.801 --> 00:12:52.071
And I feel bad that she hasn't
been able to connect to me
302
00:12:52.071 --> 00:12:56.009
or the other girls
as much as I would have hoped.
303
00:12:56.009 --> 00:12:57.043
But that's her problem.
304
00:12:57.043 --> 00:12:58.277
To me, I think that, like,
305
00:12:58.277 --> 00:13:00.380
if an issue
is worth calling out,
306
00:13:00.380 --> 00:13:01.681
then it's an issue
worth addressing.
307
00:13:01.681 --> 00:13:02.749
That's just me.end act
308
00:13:05.652 --> 00:13:07.086
Do you wanna talk to Widow?
309
00:13:07.086 --> 00:13:10.623
I mean, it seems like
she really wants her space.
310
00:13:10.623 --> 00:13:14.427
I mean, go ahead,
get it off our chests now,
311
00:13:14.427 --> 00:13:16.296
because someone's
going home tonight.
312
00:13:19.666 --> 00:13:21.901
All right, queens,
five minutes left.
313
00:13:21.901 --> 00:13:23.102
-Oh.
-Oh.
314
00:13:23.102 --> 00:13:24.604
Five minutes.
315
00:13:24.604 --> 00:13:26.172
-Oh, my God.
-Five minutes, ladies.
316
00:13:26.172 --> 00:13:28.074
Could you adhere my star?
317
00:13:28.074 --> 00:13:30.810
The shorter side is supposed
to stab me in the neck,
318
00:13:30.810 --> 00:13:32.011
not the longer one.
319
00:13:32.011 --> 00:13:33.479
Hey, Miss Thing.
320
00:13:33.479 --> 00:13:34.647
Howdy.
321
00:13:34.647 --> 00:13:36.749
I think it's me and you tonight.
322
00:13:36.749 --> 00:13:37.850
[sighs]
323
00:13:37.850 --> 00:13:39.118
Can I tell you something?
324
00:13:39.118 --> 00:13:40.386
Yes, if you don't mind me
looking down,
325
00:13:40.386 --> 00:13:41.454
trying to figure out
how my stars--
326
00:13:41.454 --> 00:13:43.423
Put that on.
Let me help you, baby.
327
00:13:43.423 --> 00:13:44.557
Trying to figure out
328
00:13:44.557 --> 00:13:46.893
how my stars and stripes
goes back together.
329
00:13:46.893 --> 00:13:48.261
Thank you.
330
00:13:48.261 --> 00:13:49.262
I was saying earlier back there,
331
00:13:49.262 --> 00:13:50.697
they were like,
"What's going on?
332
00:13:50.697 --> 00:13:53.633
Are we really best friends,
or is there stuff between us?"
333
00:13:53.633 --> 00:13:55.802
And I wanna tell you
my only wish
334
00:13:55.802 --> 00:13:58.771
is that we could have been a
little closer this competition.
335
00:13:58.771 --> 00:14:02.508
I see your heart
and I see your pain, too,
336
00:14:02.508 --> 00:14:05.678
and I know sometimes that's why
you pull away from us sometimes.
337
00:14:05.678 --> 00:14:07.080
And I'm sorry
338
00:14:07.080 --> 00:14:09.215
if I've ever made you feel
like you can't talk to me.
339
00:14:09.215 --> 00:14:11.617
But I really,
really respect you.
340
00:14:11.617 --> 00:14:14.420
I think you're really
incredible as a queen.
341
00:14:16.122 --> 00:14:17.724
Why do you we always
have to have conversations
342
00:14:17.724 --> 00:14:20.093
when one of us is dying?
343
00:14:20.093 --> 00:14:23.663
Look, you are a special,
special entertainer.
344
00:14:23.663 --> 00:14:24.764
-You, too.
-You're a special human being.
345
00:14:24.764 --> 00:14:26.065
You're gonna teach me
346
00:14:26.065 --> 00:14:28.167
how to do those drops and kicks
and stuff, aren't you?
347
00:14:28.167 --> 00:14:29.402
Not during this,
but another time.
348
00:14:29.402 --> 00:14:30.670
You have to stretch.
You have to stretch first.
349
00:14:30.670 --> 00:14:32.305
Yeah, stretch first.
350
00:14:34.140 --> 00:14:36.375
I have a lot of feelings.
351
00:14:36.375 --> 00:14:39.679
But I feel strength
coming through me
352
00:14:39.679 --> 00:14:41.948
as I'm wearing this outfit.
353
00:14:41.948 --> 00:14:44.350
I have a fire
lit up under my ass,
354
00:14:44.350 --> 00:14:46.686
knowing that
it's make-or-break time.
355
00:14:46.686 --> 00:14:50.423
I have to show the judges
that I need to be here
356
00:14:50.423 --> 00:14:52.358
all the way through to the end.
357
00:14:52.358 --> 00:14:54.761
All the emotions
358
00:14:54.761 --> 00:14:58.397
are just circling around
my head at this moment,
359
00:14:58.397 --> 00:15:03.136
and my emotions
haven't really changed.
360
00:15:03.136 --> 00:15:07.907
I'm trying so hard
to push these feelings down
361
00:15:07.907 --> 00:15:13.012
so I can give a great lip sync
to redeem myself.
362
00:15:13.012 --> 00:15:17.150
I'm at least going to
give you a show, hopefully.
363
00:15:20.286 --> 00:15:22.021
All right, queens.
364
00:15:22.021 --> 00:15:23.856
-No, no, no.
-Come with me.
365
00:15:23.856 --> 00:15:25.992
I'm either dressed
for an inauguration
366
00:15:25.992 --> 00:15:28.528
or I'm dressed
for an assassination.
367
00:15:28.528 --> 00:15:30.496
So we will see.
368
00:15:30.496 --> 00:15:32.799
RuPaul: Welcome back, ladies.
369
00:15:32.799 --> 00:15:35.368
I've made some decisions.
370
00:15:35.368 --> 00:15:38.437
Widow Von'Du.
371
00:15:38.437 --> 00:15:40.473
Jackie Cox.
372
00:15:40.473 --> 00:15:41.741
The time has come...
373
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for you to lip sync
374
00:15:45.444 --> 00:15:47.146
for...
375
00:15:47.146 --> 00:15:49.982
your...
376
00:15:49.982 --> 00:15:51.484
life!
377
00:15:51.484 --> 00:15:56.255
Jackie Cox, shantay you stay.
378
00:15:56.255 --> 00:16:00.960
Widow Von'Du, sashay away.
379
00:16:00.960 --> 00:16:03.629
I feel like I let you down.
380
00:16:03.629 --> 00:16:05.264
You did not let me down.
381
00:16:05.264 --> 00:16:08.634
[cries] Thank you
for this amazing opportunity.
382
00:16:20.313 --> 00:16:22.682
I don't think I have
one inner saboteur.
383
00:16:22.682 --> 00:16:26.118
I have several inner saboteurs.
384
00:16:26.118 --> 00:16:30.556
One wants to be angry
and defend myself.
385
00:16:30.556 --> 00:16:34.760
The other one wants to cry
and hide away.
386
00:16:34.760 --> 00:16:39.065
And there's one
that's just defeat,
387
00:16:39.065 --> 00:16:41.100
and that one's
the biggest one of all.
388
00:16:41.100 --> 00:16:43.336
It's the one that's
all the way in the back,
389
00:16:43.336 --> 00:16:46.873
that just waits
for its one moment to strike.
390
00:16:46.873 --> 00:16:48.875
I knew it was coming.
391
00:16:55.248 --> 00:16:57.149
Ugh.
392
00:16:58.417 --> 00:17:00.019
Now, I know
you're not gonna see
393
00:17:00.019 --> 00:17:04.123
a lot of me doubting myself,
394
00:17:04.123 --> 00:17:10.062
and I don't know
where it really came from.
395
00:17:10.062 --> 00:17:13.766
Because I walked in
and I felt, you know,
396
00:17:13.766 --> 00:17:15.868
like, yes, bitch, I might be.
397
00:17:15.868 --> 00:17:18.004
I'm that bitch.
398
00:17:18.004 --> 00:17:21.073
At some point down the line
I got in my own way
399
00:17:21.073 --> 00:17:23.776
and couldn't move my big ass
out of the way.
400
00:17:26.612 --> 00:17:29.282
They must have knew
I was going to need these.
401
00:17:29.282 --> 00:17:30.783
[laughs]
402
00:17:32.785 --> 00:17:37.423
I agree wholeheartedly that
I was standing in my own way
403
00:17:37.423 --> 00:17:41.160
and not letting my light shine.
404
00:17:44.397 --> 00:17:46.299
Goodbye, werkroom.
405
00:17:48.367 --> 00:17:50.303
Ugh.
406
00:17:50.303 --> 00:17:53.372
Bye, nine pictures of RuPaul.
407
00:17:53.372 --> 00:17:57.343
I guess just like
the way I came in.
408
00:17:57.343 --> 00:18:00.346
Relax your throat, bitches.
409
00:18:00.346 --> 00:18:03.482
We've just begun,
and you're still gagging.
410
00:18:03.482 --> 00:18:06.218
This is only the tip.
411
00:18:06.218 --> 00:18:08.187
[laughs]
412
00:18:08.187 --> 00:18:10.056
At the end of the day,
413
00:18:10.056 --> 00:18:11.557
you have to have
the experience,
414
00:18:11.557 --> 00:18:12.925
you gotta learn things.
415
00:18:12.925 --> 00:18:15.761
I thought I was
so much stronger
416
00:18:15.761 --> 00:18:19.265
than the dark demons
that I've held back
417
00:18:19.265 --> 00:18:20.700
for many a year,
418
00:18:20.700 --> 00:18:23.002
you know,
and I hope that one day
419
00:18:23.002 --> 00:18:24.870
I get another chance
to redeem myself.
420
00:18:24.870 --> 00:18:26.706
That's my goal.
421
00:18:26.706 --> 00:18:28.708
But right now,
422
00:18:28.708 --> 00:18:32.812
I'm going to remind myself
one more again
423
00:18:32.812 --> 00:18:34.914
that I'm that bitch.
424
00:18:34.914 --> 00:18:37.249
Widow motherfucking Von'Du.
425
00:18:37.249 --> 00:18:39.118
[laughs]
426
00:18:39.118 --> 00:18:40.686
Whenever you are in doubt,
427
00:18:40.686 --> 00:18:43.723
rub them fucking thighs together
428
00:18:43.723 --> 00:18:46.726
and remember
who the fuck you are.
429
00:18:46.726 --> 00:18:48.928
Now, can you take me
430
00:18:48.928 --> 00:18:50.830
to go get something
that's fucking greasy to eat?
431
00:18:50.830 --> 00:18:52.798
I'm tired of eating
healthy-ass food.graphic /
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432
00:21:02.128 --> 00:21:06.232
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434
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435
00:21:10.369 --> 00:21:14.073
♪ I am American,
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436
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♪ I am American, American ♪
437
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♪ Just like you, too ♪
438
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439
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♪ I am American, American ♪
440
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441
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