All language subtitles for Roswell.New.Mexico.S02E07.WEBRip.x264-ION10

Previously
on Roswell, New Mexico...

Maybe spending the decade dead

inside of an egg coffin
from outer space

has some side effects.
MICHAEL:
But you've been pumping Max

full of antidote
for three days.

LIZ:
Parts of your brain
that have gone dark

are lighting up again.

Who sold you the pills?
It was Mom!

She was either too high
to notice that

they're missing or she knows
and she doesn't care.

LIZ:
I was crying

'cause I'd had a tough day
and I want my mom.

Maybe she just thinks I can
take care of myself, but...

I'm not done being
taken care of.

ISOBEL:
Ground your intention.

Feel the current running
through your body,

your hands guiding it
with purpose.

See?

Your turn.

Oh, this is stupid.

Ground my intention?
I don't speak

bored rich lady at yoga.

(scoffs)
We have been at this

for a week and I
still can't control

what happened to me.
The thing with Max's heart

was just a fluke.
We got time.

I love hanging out
with you.
It's called training, Rosa.

You have to do it if you want
to control your abilities.

With great power

comes great responsibility.

MAX:
Maybe don't remind her

of all the Spider-Man
movies she's missed.

Look, I know

I'm...

supposed to be
a silent observer over here,

but I do know
a thing or two

about electricity shooting
out of your fingertips

at inopportune times.

So let's try
a different approach.

I'd like to approach home.

We have to figure out
how to manage this.

Your extrasensory appliance
homicide's getting expensive.

Think about it
this way...
I swear to God,

if you bring up alien puberty

one more time...

Okay, no, no. I'll just...

Let me show you.

Oh, but with your words.

Your heart isn't strong enough,

and we don't know
how your pacemaker's

gonna respond to this.

Yeah, you're right.

Okay. Uh...

(exhales)
Okay,

draw energy

from your spine...
No, don't touch me.

Look, you
resurrected me.

I jump-started your heart.
We're good.

That doesn't mean that I need
to like you or trust you

or want you around.

You are the one
who told me

over and over again,
in my sleep,

how dangerous you are.

I started drinking
again to shut you up.

So I'm sorry if I'm not

super pumped that you're
banging my sister.

Rosa. Hey.

Uh, no, she's right.

I've invaded her space

enough.
I'm sorry. I was...

trying to help.

(sighs)
This morning,

she shorted a hair dryer
before she even plugged it in.

I'm worried she's

gonna hurt herself.

Or someone else.

Saturn's rings,
extra Foster's ranch.

How about you whip up a
Peanut Butter Blast-Off

and bring it upstairs?

I... heard a little mouse crying

in her room this morning.
I think we are past the point

of milkshake coping mechanisms.

This might call for flan, then.

(laughs)
Sure, Dad.

Here you go.

Thanks.
Thank you.

Escamoles, extra
space jam, please.

Friends and family discount?

Don't be rude,

mija.

Come give your mama a kiss.

We're closed.

If you're here for prom photos,

you're a little late.
The I-40

is practically a parking lot
at this time of day.

Ai, tough crowd.

Well...

I didn't come empty-handed.

Merry Christmas,

happy 18th birthday,

graduation,
mi corazón.

Helena.

Arturito.

Te ves bien.

How long has it been?

Seven years.

Since Jim's funeral.

Why are you here now?

Your dad asked me to come.

ARTURO:
I asked you

to transfer your half
of the diner to Liz,

so she could sponsor
my residency.

You could have e-mailed

the papers back.

You're not gonna sign them.
I don't want

to hold up your father's path
to citizenship,

but a little part of me
still lives in this place.

¿Cuánto quieres, Mamá?

How much do you want?

Let's discuss over dinner.

Mm.

Can't. Busy.

Forever.

No dinner...

no diner.

Dinner's at 7:00.

Try not to be a decade late
this time.

Look, all I'm gonna say is

she had
a very thoughtful manicure.
Whoa.

So you're gonna be
a Planet 7 regular?

Mm, maybe.

I'm very happy for you.

I should have known
all along, honestly.

I mean, what does an alien care
about human gender constructs?

Seriously, Max, if it doesn't
work out with you and Liz,

you should...
save a horse,

ride a cowboy.
Oh.

Sounds good.

What's up, Max?
You had a bad burrito?

Something wrong
with your pacemaker?

Liz checks my vitals constantly.

I don't need you worrying, too.

Okay, why are you brooding?

You guys remember that
recurring dream I used to have

about being chained up?

I'm starting to think
that maybe it was more

than just a night
terror, that maybe...

it's a memory from
before we came out of the pods.

It's becoming

more specific.

It's... it feels like
it happened.

Maybe if we give you more
of the antidote.
Max,

you just got your life back.

Look, it's probably
just a dream. But if it isn't,

why open up some portal
to a dark past

that potentially involves
child imprisonment?

Isobel's right.

You don't need
the added stress.

Let's just be happy
with where we are.

(Isobel laughs)

Oh, my gosh.

He is like if the
heart-eyes emoji

and the cowboy hat emoji

had a little emoji baby.
Oh, yeah.

Cute.
(chuckles)

Thanks for the beer, guys.
I'm gonna go try

to get my job back
so I can pay for the next one.

Good luck.
Thank you.

Wait, who's
paying for this?

Where's my red jacket?
Did you borrow it

while I was dead?
Okay, you're ridiculous.

Mom hated that one.
It drove her crazy.

She'd be like,
"Eres una mujercita."

Whoa.
You are not coming to dinner.

Mom is an opportunist.
If she found out

she had a kid
who came back from the dead,

she would use you
to get to Anderson Cooper,

and then she'd use him
to promote

her latest lounge singer gig.

I'm not leaving you alone
with Hurricane Helena.

Liz, Mom is
your kryptonite.

Okay? She turns you into this
needy little spider monkey

who's, like, desperate for her
attention, and then she's gone,

and you're crying under the
covers for a week. It's...

To you, Mom just left.

But I took your advice

and I stopped believing in her
a long time ago.

I can handle dinner.

Okay? All I want

is for her
to sign that contract and go.

(sighs)

16 bucks.

(hissing inhale)

No friends-with-benefits
discount?

Ooh, sorry,
that Groupon expired.

Mm.
And Isobel pays double.

(whispers):
Becky tax.

Huh.

Uh, maybe you can work it off.

Lead bartender quit
this morning.

He went off to chase
his rodeo clown dreams.

Oh, I don't think Sanders
would take too kindly

to you poaching
his only mechanic.

Mm.
How about

I get dinner tonight?

Kyle!

(distorted):
We can get pad thai.

Prasong owes me, like, 20 bucks
from the last time I

beat him in pool, so...

Are you all
right, DeLuca?

I think Kyle Valenti's
been abducted.

MAX:
My heart was broken.
Liz ended things,

and a part of me died.
I felt like I couldn't breathe

until I saw the border.
I was suffocating here.

Try leading several
short-staffed investigations

with the mayor breathing
down your neck.

I have never taken

a vacation day, Sheriff.

I've never even taken

a sick day.

I've been here since I was 18.

Okay?
That means something to me.

D-Doesn't that mean
something to you?

Six months probation.

Desk duty.

I'm the best cop you've got.

I need eyes on you
at all times now.

Desk duty's the
best I can offer.

Thank you, Sheriff.

Have you heard
from Deputy Cameron at all?

She hasn't replied
to my texts

or anything.

You hurt a lot of people
when you disappeared, Evans.

I can't say
I blame her.

Evans.

You back?

Maybe. Maybe, yeah.

Um,

hey, listen, Joe,
I was wondering if you

could do me a favor.

Hey.

You did the best
you could.

Look, you shouldn't be here.

This room
hasn't been sterilized yet.

Relax. I'm not gonna catch
the poor guy's motorcycle crash.

I was just trying
to comfort you or whatever.

My bad.

How come you're always
at the hospital?

I'm starting to feel
like you're a ghost

who only I can see.

No one hangs around here
for fun.

I've been doing
admin work for my dad.

He's always here,
so I'm always here.

Look, whatever episode
of Grey's Anatomy

we're stuck in, I want out.

I can't work
like this.

Performance anxiety?
I'm quite competent

in my performance.

Go on.

You don't want
to disappoint your fans.

Ask them if they can see me...

or if you were just
talking to a ghost.

Seems a bit much.
My mom raided my piggy bank

to score a fix. Twice.

Better safe than sorry.

(sighs)

Especially since
a certain deputy

refused to wear his uniform.

My mom hates cops.

It would have been awesome.
Well,

you'll have to get used
to seeing me in civvies.

Valenti wants me
on desk duty.

That is good news.

Yes.

You can still do
what you love without

overtaxing
your system.

Desk cops
still help people.

MAX:
I don't know...

LIZ:
Mm-hmm.

Hey, Papi,
are you wearing cologne?

This is my natural musk.

(stammers)
Candles?

Utensils that match?
We are heading into

a hostile negotiation.
Eye on the prize, people.

We have to eat.
I mean,

look at Max--
he's a bag of bones.

(door opens)

Hope you don't
mind I'm early.

Thank you for this, Arturo.

And who do we have here?

Uh, Max Evans, ma'am.

Oh, yes.

Ann and Dave Evans' son.

Pero que guapo estas.

He's a deputy sheriff.

I won't hold it against him.

You didn't open
my present.

Papi, should we
take our seats? Yeah.

Is she this bossy
in the bedroom?

Mamá.

MAX:
I love how strong-willed

she is, plus...

I kind of like
being bossed around.

(both laugh)

And he's funny, too.

Cuidado Arturito.

This one's going to sweep
our daughter off her feet.

He better treat
her with respect.

Diego pales in comparison.

Diego?

How-how do you know...
Found your

wedding registry online.

S-So...

in lieu of calling for ten
years, you cyber-stalked me?

HELENA:
You seemed busy.

Top of your class.

Three degrees.

I was very proud, mija.

Always.

Look, there are
medical reasons

for non-drug-induced
hallucinations--

epilepsy,
schizophrenia...

My mom has a degenerative
brain disease.

My grandma did, too.

I've always known I'd be next.

Let me run a scan.

My mom has been through
all of the tests.

No disrespect to your mom's
neurologists, but, um, I've

made a few unusual medical
advancements lately, so

could her doctors
transfer her files to me?

MICHAEL:
Maria.

Let him try to help.

What are escamoles, exactly?

Ant larvae--
Ortecho family recipe.

Space jam helps. Okay,
let's get down to business.

The paperwork, it's
actually quite simple...
You know,

Arturo prepared
this same meal

the night we bought the diner.

When our American dream
came true.

Your dream.

I wanted to be Selena.

Liz, remember,
we used sing?

I remember you drunkenly
singing along to the radio

with your daughters
in the backseat.

I made a lot
of bad choices back then.

But not anymore.

Ten years sober
and counting.

Since Rosa died.

Losing her was a wake-up call.

I was sick
for a long time.

I needed help.

I'm happy
for your recovery, Mom.

My greatest regret

is never getting Rosa
the help she needed.

She was passionate, fearless.

I like to think
she got that from me,

but...

...she got the worst of me, too.

Well, ten years.

I think that, uh,
calls for a toast.

Yes.

(static crackles)

To my preciosa Rosa Linda,

looking down at us
from above.

(rock music playing upstairs)

(music playing loudly)

♪ Try to... ♪

Real mature. Keep it up
and I'm gonna drop you off

at Area 51 myself.
Blame your boyfriend

for messing with my DNA.
Please

try to keep your anxiety low.

And whatever you do,
don't go downstairs.

Copy that, Warden.

What happened--

injure yourself
doing admin work

for your dad?

I just gave blood.

Mm.
Look, you're not the only one

who can save lives,
McDreamy.

Excuse me.

I just found out
a friend of mine is sick.

And I can't

do anything to help her.

And I hate

feeling helpless.

I'm sorry.

That sucks.

Do you want a hug?

I can ask around if you like.

I should go.

It's gonna be a late night.

(music playing over earbuds)

(door closes)

Oh, God.

Howdy.

Let me guess.

Liz called you.

Rosa, it's not 2008.

Only psychopaths
call people now.

She told me you were,
uh, struggling.

Okay.

I don't need
a babysitter.

That's good, 'cause
I don't do bedtime.

I was thinking maybe we
could get into some trouble.

¡Órale!

It's time to lighten up
the mood a little bit.

No? Max, if you're gonna
date my daughter,

I need to know you can dance.

Leave him alone, Mom.

He's tired.
No, no, it's okay.

I'm-I'm not tired.

One dance, Mrs. Ortecho.

HELENA:
Careful not
to mess my hair.

Oh.

Oh.
Good.

(Helena laughs)

Oh, ándale, gùero.

You're a natural.

(Helena laughing)

("Bidi Bidi Bom Bom"
by Selena playing)

Party's over.

Time to discuss the Crashdown.

We're having a nice time,
Elizabeth.

No, this isn't a family reunion.

We are a struggling
small business,

and closing before the evening
rush cost us a lot of money.

We are here because you're
the only thing in the way
of Dad's happiness.

I'm trying to be nice.
Give us a number.

Give us any number.

ARTURO:
Liz, por favor...

LIZ:
No, Dad.

Haven't we endured enough?

Okay, uh...

what am I looking at here?

You tell me.

That's a black hole.

An unstoppable force
of destruction.

And it's getting closer.

I see a girl looking
into her own doom.

She thinks
it's inevitable,

that she can't stop it,

but she can.

See, she created it.

That means she can destroy it.

You and Max, you keep talking
about harnessing emotion

and grounding myself, right?

But I can't do that.

It is in my DNA
to be screwed up.

Literally.

My mom's mentally ill.

(exhales)
So, so am I.

I... was broken

long before Noah
did what he did.

That's why he chose me
to prey on.

That's probably why
he chose you, too.

When I was little,
Grandma Patty was

the only adult who understood
my make-believe world.

Thing is,
I was six.

So my favorite things
about her were...

just illness,

I guess.
When did your mom start to...

Oh, I'm-I'm not sure.

She was always kind of...

out there. By the time I
realized it was more than that,

I just became
obsessed with money.

Wanted to be able
to take care of her.

I invested everything
Grandma Patty left me,

and I worked, scrounged.

It was about three days
after my mom was finally fired

from her job at the Pony, I...

bought the place.

That's my girl.

Woman. Woman.

Not mine.

Your own.
Sorry.

I'm learning.

(door opens)
KYLE: Okay.

These tests take time.
(door closes)

But I do have some good news.

Maria, you are not an alien.

Thank you?

Your blood doesn't contain
a certain protein that's present

in all three members
of the pod squad

and which somehow got

into Rosa's system
while she was, um...

Marinated in goo.
Exactly.

Look, there is one thing

I noticed
in your grandmother's file.

Her insurance company
is the same one

that paid
for my dad's cancer treatments.

Okay...

My dad got cancer

because of an alien incident
at Caulfield Prison.

A fake insurance company

established by Project Shepherd

covered his bills.

Okay, so my
grandmother

got sick at the same
alien prison where...

your mother died?

Should I go check on Rosa?

If she caused all this...
This wasn't

Rosa.

She's with Isobel.

Go home, Max.

My family's obviously causing
you anxiety.

How many times do I have to
tell you? There's nothing wrong

with me.
Yeah, there is.

Your heart is weak.

So drop the macho crap
and accept that I know
what I'm talking about.

I am not made of glass, Liz.

HELENA:
Well, we can all see that.

(laughs)
The street lights
are still on.

I'll go check
the circuit breaker. Max.

Join me.
Yeah.

Well, I do know a thing or two
about faulty wiring, so...

(sighs)

Have you two thought
about children?

Your eggs aren't

getting any younger. (laughs)

(sighs)

I understand.

The last thing you want
to do is spend more time

with your horrible mother,

but I'm trying, Liz.

Meet me halfway.

Abre tu regalo.

If I open it,

will you tell me how much
you want for half the diner?

You were obsessed
with these sneakers.

It's all you wanted
for your quinces,

but I dropped the ball.

I did that a lot back then.

I hoped one day I would be
able to get them for you.

In rehab...

I realized
all the things I lost.

The people I hurt.

Mostly you.

I just want to
start making up

for all the things I missed.

¿Mija,

me enseñas tus prom photos?

I'll go get 'em.

Yeah, well, Helena is
certainly entertaining.

She always goes about doing
the right thing the wrong way.

I tried to be the rock,
but it was never enough.

The more I tried to anchor her,
the more she fought against me.

(sighs heavily)

Hmm.

Huh.

Must have been a little mouse.

I ended up wearing Rosa's
red dress.

Mom, about tonight-- I...

Oh.

Where did you get
that space jam?

(laughs)

I wanted to take
a little piece

of the Crashdown
back to Nebraska.

This entire night,
all-all of the theatrics,

just so that you could
steal from us, huh?

How much did you take?
Don't be rude, mija.

I left the dial on three

just in case.

You remembered
the combination.

You could barely remember
to pick me up from school.

I'm still your mother.
Then show me the purse.

Oh, absolutely not.

(grunts)

(grunts)

You stole Abuela's ring?

(panting)

I cannot believe
you would take this.

You lost all rights
to this family heirloom

when you abandoned
our family.

Rosa pushed me away.
She told me to leave.

Rosa was a teenager,
heartbroken

because you lied to her
her whole life.

You were the parent.

Okay, she was a child.

I was a child.

I left to protect you.

I couldn't bear to hurt you.

(panting)

But you did.

I needed a mother, and you
were nowhere to be found.

Did you?

When I left, you
achieved so much.

I may not be the PTA mom who
made cookies for bake sales

or hosted sleepovers,

but I sacrificed
everything

to come to this country to
give you a better life.

And yet here you are,
playing house with a...

a güerito cop and
slinging cheap burgers

with antennas
on your head.

I pushed you
to be extraordinary!

You think that was a good thing?

You think that was fair?

I felt like I had to be perfect

to get a single scrap
of your love.

I was never good enough for you.

You do not care about me.

Or Rosa.

You knew that Rosa was skimming
off your pain pills,

but you figured
that if you busted her,

Papi would find out
about your problem.

You were selfish,
and you were consumed

in your own chaos.

And you ended up
destroying two families--

ours and the Valentis.

I know all about

your affair with Jim.

I know that Rosa
was really his daughter.

And I know
that she threatened

to expose you
if you didn't leave town.

You are the reason
that Rosa relapsed.

You are the reason
that she was gonna leave.

Papi.

(explosion)

(garbled radio transmission,
siren wailing)

Where's Max?

I told him to go home.

Sheriff Valenti said

your car was doused
with lighter fluid.

Given your reputation,
it could be anyone.

Mm.

So Michelle Valenti
has no leads?

Can't say I'm surprised.

She always was
the last to know.

Take the ring,

sign the papers and go.
No. Papi.

That's all you
have left of Abuela.

It's just a thing.

I have so much more
of my mother than that.

I only wish the same

was true for you, Liz.

Got a pen?

A deal's a deal.

Don't come back.

There's nothing left
for you here.

For what it's worth,

I really did want to see you.

(door opens)

You didn't think she was gonna
keep the ring, did you?

Maybe.

But none of that matters now.

I'm going to get
my green card.

(laughs)

(both laugh)

Dad, I, uh...

What I said about...
Jim Valenti...

(voice breaking):
I never wanted you to know.

Oh, Liz.

I knew.

I... always knew,

and it never mattered.

Rosa es mi hija,

siempre y para toda la vida.

Helena.

Oh, it was the dancing,
wasn't it?

I'm afraid that's all
it's ever gonna be.

I want the ring.

What are you gonna do?
Arrest me?

Not without a
warrant, but I will

put in a call to Lincoln PD
and let them know

they have a perp in
possession of stolen property.

You can't fool me
with this hero act.

I know a con when I see one.

You're a nobody pretending
like hell to be someone worthy.

It's only a matter of time
before Liz sees that, too.

Maybe you're right.

I am playing the hero,

just like you're playing the
politician's perfect arm candy.

See, I did a
little digging.

And your boyfriend, Dirk--

he ran for
city council.

It's very impressive.

But there's no mention
of your daughters.

I'm guessing Dirk doesn't
even know about Liz or Rosa.

Does he know anything
about you, Helena?

'Cause it would
be such a shame

if he found out about
a little town called Roswell.

I don't need
to explain myself to you.

I wouldn't believe you anyway.

(laughs)

I was wrong.

Maybe you do have huevos.

Glad you weren't abducted.
I'm glad you're not an alien.

(glasses clink)

♪ I was just
a little flower... ♪

Ooh.

I know that face.

You uncovered
a massive conspiracy.

I checked the Caulfield drives.

No sign of a
Patricia DeLuca,

but there was
a Patricia Harris.

Her maiden name.

She signed up to participate
in an experimental trial.

Government was interested in
weaponizing alien abilities.

They wanted to create
super soldiers.

Your grandma was one of
the first human subjects.

Kind of wish
I was an alien instead.

What happened to the experiment?

It was a total failure.

Caulfield shut it
down in the '70s

after people
started dying.

I don't understand how your
grandmother got involved.

I do.

Henrietta Lacks,

Tuskegee,
Holmesburg.

The DeLucas aren't
the first black people

to be secretly experimented on.

We're gonna need
more drinks.

If I'm losing any brain cells
tonight,

it's gonna be
because of tequila.

Well, I will leave
you two to it.

(sighs)

Oh.
(fabric tearing)
You okay?

If I get tetanus,

I get free shots
for life, Maria.

(chuckles)

(keys jangle)

(groans)

What is it?
What's wrong?

MARIA:
Kyle!

Look out!

(high-pitched ringing)

(glass shatters)
(grunts)

Kyle.

(panting)

(groans)

(exhales, hisses)

(groans)

(panting)

(indistinct chatter)

Dropped Valenti
at the hospital.

He, um, did not
want me to stay,

which is weird, because I have
excellent bedside manner.

(chuckles softly)

Now that we know your illness
is related to Caulfield,

we can find a cure for it.

Maybe it's not
an illness.

I saw the future
today, Guerin.

When I first found out

Grandma Patty was experimented
on, I was furious.

But what if my genetic
inheritance isn't just...

injustice?

It's also actual superpowers.

Saved a life today.

And not just
any life--

Kyle Valenti's.

Tomorrow,

he's gonna turn around
and save five more lives.

(chuckles)

Yeah.

It's pretty awesome.

Hmm, you smell
like lighter fluid.

(sniffles)
Which I guess is better

than trashing Mom's car
with an electric outburst.

Rosa.

Look, I was gonna set
her car on fire,

but then I changed my mind.

I don't know
why I couldn't do it.

She's hurt us so much.

But then I saw you crying

and it made me so angry

and I felt helpless
and I just...

I couldn't rescue you,

and I'm sorry.
Hey, I'm fine.

Mom is gone,

and she's never
coming back.

I survived.

Liz, I blew up her car
and she still didn't stay.

It's just--
It's-it's all so pathetic.

(sniffles)
We needed a mom.

And it sucks that she
didn't need us back.

But...

you know, there's
a silver lining
(sniffles)

in all of this.

She's been sober
for ten years.

I saw her chip.

If Hurricane Helena
can pull through,

so will you.

(sniffles)

(exhales)

What the hell happened?

Eh, drunk driver tried
to turn me into roadkill.

(chuckles)
It's late.

Why are you roaming
around the hospital?
I was up in the gallery

contemplating American downfall,
thanks to progressive socialism.

But, uh, Magic Mike

seems much more
interesting.
(chuckles)

You want to give me a hand?

Yeah.

Squeamish
all of a sudden.
(chuckles)

What happened to the girl
who brought snacks

to an amputation?
Okay, it's different

when it's someone I...

Look.
Huh.

I-I don't really
have friends.

Mm.

People tend to bail
when things get real.

I'm not into that.

And...

sometimes there are days
where I feel

like you are the only person
who sees me.

So it's a good thing that
you didn't get turned...

The feeling
is mutual.

How did you...

Don't worry.

I didn't zap her.
I swear.

(chuckles)

I told you she
didn't like cops.

Yeah.

About that, um...

I got a call from my buddy Joe

down at the station
about Cameron.

She hasn't been answering
my texts, and I was worried.

Joe ran her plates,

and her car was impounded
just a couple hours away.

I mean,
it's probably nothing,

but I'm gonna look into it.

And I'm turning in my badge
and my gun,

but I can't do
desk duty.

My friend might be in trouble.

I get it.

I love that about you.

But it still scares me.

I can't lose you again.

You won't.

I promise.

Okay.

And... I'm sorry
I snapped at you earlier.

(inhales)

But, you know, now that, uh,

we've had our first real fight

as a couple...
Oh.

I am not having makeup sex
with you in my dad's diner.

Mm-mm.

Pretty sure
it's half yours now.

(gasps)

(chuckles)

Mm-hmm.

Mm.

(exhales)

Do you think that Noah chose me
because I was already broken?

I think you are
the only one of us

who ever keeps it together.

I'm serious, Michael.

The night that
drifter attacked me,

why am I the only one
who started blacking out?

I mean, Max literally
murdered a man,

but I'm the one who breaks?

You were traumatized.

We were kids.

Yeah.

At that age,

trauma gets etched
on to your soul.

But what if it's not in my soul?

What if it's in my DNA?

Look, my whole life,
I've played Stepford wife

because I thought that's
what I was supposed to do.

But...

I need to understand myself now.

I need to know where I'm from.

And if I don't know who
my biological parents are,

how am I ever gonna
know who I really am?

What are you saying, Iz?

I know that we said we shouldn't
look into the past, but...

It keeps pulling you back.

Me, too.

I spent my whole life
thinking I'd, uh, build a ship

and blast off
into the ether.

And then, uh, the minute I
decide to leave that all behind

and focus on this-this
good thing in front of me,

I'm sucked back in.

Maria's family was
experimented on at Caulfield.

I need to find out more,

so I can find a cure
for her illness.

♪ With your feet on the air ♪
(crying)

♪ And your head on the ground ♪

(exhales)

(sniffles)

♪ Try this trick ♪

♪ And spin it ♪

♪ Your head will collapse ♪

♪ But there's nothing in it ♪

♪ And you'll ask yourself ♪

♪ Where is my mind? ♪

♪ Ah... ♪

♪ Oh... ♪

♪ Where is my mind? ♪

♪ Where is my mind? ♪

♪ Where is ♪

♪ My mind? ♪