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[Moving Train]
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♫I heard an old old story, how saviour
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came from glory. How he gave His life on
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Calvary, to save someone like me. I heard
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about is groaning of his precious Bloods
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atoning, then I repented of my sin and won the victory♫
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Good morning. Good morning. I thank God for this
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glorious Lord's Day, our church and for
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my family. As many of you already
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know, our daughter, Sarah, is leaving us.
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Later today she'll be heading off to college
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and she will be missed by her brother
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and mother, and me too of course.
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When Sarah was a young girl, she loved to
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ride, had a vivid imagination.
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In fact, I fell in love with the way her
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mother wrote so beautifully years ago.
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And Sarah's blessed with her mother's
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talent and stubbornness.
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No, not your mom. In reality, Sarah's a lot
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like her dad.
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Sarah will be studying journalism and as
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every parent, you want your child to go
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out and make a positive difference in
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the world.
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In Matthew, God scripture tells us "let
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your light shine before others, so they
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may see your good deeds and glorify your
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father in heaven. Sarah, my prayer for you
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as you go out in this world, you make a
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positive difference, your light shines
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bright, and never goes down. Now if you
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would, take your Bibles up, turn to Jonah
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chapter 1 for today's message.
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Jonah chapter 1, verse 1. "The word of the
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Lord came to Jonah son of Amitai, go to
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the great city of Nineveh
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and preach against it because its wickedness has
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come before me, but Jonah ran away from
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the Lord and headed to Tarsus. He went
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down to Joppa where he found a ship
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bound for that port. After paying the
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fare, he went aboard and sailed for
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Tarsus to flee from the Lord"
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Sure gonna miss you Sarah.
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Ah, yeah. It's the first time away from the
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city. I'm gonna miss my friends and my
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family. Oh, good luck to you. Don't get all
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well and start partying. Come on, not a chance.
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You know schools too important to me.
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[Pop music]
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Damn girl, you scared the shit out of me
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Tony tang, but you can call me TT. Sarah
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Oneal. You had a beautiful voice. Girl, please.
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Yeah, you should be a professional singer.
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No, you're not catching me 10 years from
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now on TV one dong song, talking about
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how broke I am, divorced, on drugs, kids by
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five different baby daddies, no. I sing
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for myself. What's TV one? Anyway,
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let me help you with your bags. Where are you
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from? uh Green Pastures, Oklahoma. You?
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South Central LA. My dad owns a cool spot
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on Venice Beach and in South Central.
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I know I look black with tight eyes but
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my mom is black in my father's Asian. She
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says she got tired of big dick, so
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she married my father. That's fucked up right?
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[Laughing]
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Girl, I'm just playing but she does tell
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him that when she's mad. What about your
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people? um, my mother and brother?
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Oh is he cute?
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Yeah, but he's 14. Oh. um, my father is a
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pastor and a farmer. Oh damn, I've just
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been cursing and shit? I mean, I'm sorry.
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My girl Keisha said I need to check my
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vocabulary. It is my second year
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in college. You'll like Keisha, she into that
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spiritual shit- I mean stuff. We can meet
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up with her tomorrow, she works late at
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the coffee shop. So what are you studying?
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Journalism, I want to be a writer. Oh cool.
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Oh my god!
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What? Nothing. Girl, you really our country.
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What? It just looks like your ashes
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jumped off the Mayflower, that's what.
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You're not getting a dick- I mean you
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ain't getting no man looking like that.
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I'm just saying. I'm not here for that.
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I don't want to lose my scholarship but
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I was thinking about going shopping this
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weekend. Oh yeah, I'm down. Cool. Bye.
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Bye!
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[Country music]
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I'd like to introduce myself to you. I am
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Professor Miller, and welcome to
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Journalism 201. This course you're going
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to take, is going to teach both
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storytelling and how you can face themes
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through your writing as a Journalist.
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Your first assignment, I want you to go
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out and find a story that entreat you.
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You would be graded at the end with your
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writing but in class, you're going to
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learn how to become a great
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investigative journalist. So go out
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and make me proud people, and please, do
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not waste your parents money.
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Alright guys, here's your pizza. You know if you need anything else.
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No, thank you.
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[Chatting in the background]
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Hello, can I get you a glass of iced tea?
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or anything? Actually, a glass of water
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would be fine.
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Okay, great. um, excuse me, are you Keisha?
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Yes. I'm TT's roommate, Sarah. Oh really. Yeah. Okay. She said you don't always-
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I do, I do. You just moved here right? Yes.
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from Oklahoma. Oh cool. Yeah. What are you studying? Journalism I actually
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have like this-
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Sorry it's TT, she's trying to- oh okay.
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Yes, she was supposed to meet me here but
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she can't make it.
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I'm- I have this paper, I have to find a good topic
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for. hmm.
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So- Cool, let me tell you what, I would like a party this
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weekend and it's gonna be at the melting
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pot here in Dallas, you guys should come. Yeah
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that would be great. Okay great.
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I'll come back with your water. Thank You, Keisha.
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Anyway, did you see that bitch's mouth fall open?
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Thought I couldn't pay. Which do you
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want, cash or charge?
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Yeah, she was a little shocked when she
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saw all that cash in your wallet, was that
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all $100 bills? Yeah mostly, but you know it's
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funny how they think minorities don't
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come for money, like we don't work for
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ours. Kiss my ass trick. Does that always happen? Oh, yes
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maybe following me and be the white bitch's
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still in makeup, boosting clothes. I can't
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steal. Like those prison whores would
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be fighting over my fondness. I can't have
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it. Does it the bother you?
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It did, but then I just kind of like
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ignore it and laugh, then you find a ways
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to get people to put their foot in their mouth.
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I love cracking bitches faces. Cacker
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face? Yeah, like prove them wrong, get them
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to pick up their face off the floor,
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It's an expression. Oh, I don't think I could
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handle that that well. hmm, welcome to the
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big city. You deal with a lot of shit
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here but don't let that scare you. Maybe
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I can show you around and then
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eventually you can make some more
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friends. Thanks, I appreciate that.
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[Door opened]
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I hate working this fucking shit, can't
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make no damn money, these broke-ass
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niggas. I'm leaving this motherfucker.
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Yeah, I hear you, but are you working at the right boy last night?
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Cos I know you get a group thing and I know
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you get a lot of love there, here love my
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seats yeah. Hell yeah, the bitches love
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me too, shit!
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Well, hell no. I told my cousin, Keisha
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I was going to her broke ass birthday party.
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She liked going to some club that
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serves some damn non-alcoholic
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smoothies, like what if they get in it?
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Girl, what kind of shit is that? That's fucked up
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I can't go nowhere without a drink. Shit I
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can't have fun without my drink,
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hell no. Yeah, right. Tell everybody, think it's some college
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hangout spot with her and her friends
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get together, think they can talk about
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changing the world.
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Some political bullshit. I don't know why
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ain't nothing gonna change. Government,
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people, they're not gonna do a damn thing.
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Everybody's so fucking fine by it. Exactly!
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I ain't stripping because I love this shit. Okay, fuck. Yeah, I do.
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While I'm fine and look this damn good, I'm a milk these niggas
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and bitches for every dime they got, and have a fat
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bank robe from for you, watch. Damn right easy girls, nobody gives a fuck
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[Rap music]
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♫♫Brace yourself, just know nice Ricky to
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show. Everything is everything we about
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to blow up in the car, seat belt saw his
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on the wheel, turn the GPS on set at the
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talent bill. We can reach paradise
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instead of using paradise. Can you see my vision, use your pair of eyes, yeah♫♫
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♫♫Blacky blacky blacky, Blacky blacky blacky, Why are you so ugly, Why are you so ugly♫♫
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♫♫Blacky blacky blacky ♫♫Blacky blacky blacky- Leave my cousin alone.
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She's beautiful, you hater. You're the ugly one
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Who needs these kinds of fools anyway, we're cousin,
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don't ever feel those haters.
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What's the matter? They always make fun of me, I don't have to be so dark.
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Don't worry about them, baby. You are my
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beautiful girl. Daddy loves you
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and Keyshia loves you, you gotta love yourself. Okay, dad.
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Let's go home, daddy will make it right.
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See you later, Kay.
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We'll be back in teen y'all. Smoothies are at the bar. They have a new smoothie
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Tacare, Orange, Julius. I'm going to say, it is delicious, I'm on my second one.
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So, I'll see you out there in a second, okay.
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I don't think Keisha give the shit, like-
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Hi ladies, want something to drink? I think I'm
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gonna get that new tacare juice orange. Oh, that sounds
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good baby, yes give me one too.
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Y'all still ain't got no alcohol here?
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No ma'am, they do not have alcoholic
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beverages, only smoothies and water.
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Well, I guess I'll take one of those Orange
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Julius too, but none that tacare, I don't want
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to be having diarrhea and shit.
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Alright.
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Oh my god. So anyway.
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Okay, I'm so glad that you made it
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out with me, on my birthday. So um, I mean, how
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you been? What's it been like, a year? How've you been, how's Mikky? Keisha!
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Hey! Happy birthday. Oh my gosh, thank you so much.
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Look at you. Oh, thank you so much for coming out. If you
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need anything, give me a call. I appreciate it.
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[Music]
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How's Nikky?
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We broke up months ago, that trick ain't right. Oh my gosh, I was so cute
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together. I'm so sorry to hear that. Don't be.
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I caught that trick with another piece of
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fish in my bed, no less than a week that
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we got into it. She started acting all
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crazy when she got back from your joint.
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Acting like she- you know what, you don't
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even want to know, but I'm good.
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I'm looking for some new fish. Acting like what, Kay?
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It's not going to a fuckin plantation, she
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came back acting all word, like those
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bitches in lockup, treat me like I was a
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fucking slave. Hell no! You know I don't
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play that shit, cousin. Hell no! Plus that
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trick's real jealous. I'm good. I'm good, for real.
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[Music]
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Hey girl, happy birthday! I um
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Hey! Hi! Sit with the ladies.
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um, TT's dad's store got robbed, and so
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her mum asked her to come to the shop. Oh men!
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that's too bad.
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[Music]
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Thanks. Well Sarah, these are my friends.
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Hi. This is Chad, Crystal and my Candy. Hi.
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Hey, Candy! Why are you doing that up in here. Keisha, listen to me.
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So Sarah, how do you like it so far?
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I like it, I'm just little homesick.
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Kind of miss my family
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and my horse, Starlight.
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Hey Sarah, I actually ride horses.
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My family, they own a ranch about 25 miles
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inside of Dallas. If you ever want to come ride.
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Yeah, I'd love to.
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So Sarah, what's your major? Journalism.
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I have this professor Miller- Me too, I have her.
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She's great. Yeah, I just didn't think I was
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getting ready to writing an assignment this big, so
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soon. You have to get story right.
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Don't worry, you'll find the right topic,
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and it'll probably just fall right
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in your lap. So always something crazy in this city.
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But I don't know what you bitches came
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here to do, but it's time to sign out.
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Hey Sarah- eh, come dance with me.
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Hey Sarah, so nice to meet you. Me too. All right.
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Stay safe. You too.
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[Music]
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Well! well! well! Hey Sarah. Hey. Did you
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have a good time?
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Yeah, Keisha's friends are super nice.
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Yeah, they're okay, but I'm not trying to drink
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smoothies, that's for kids. I don't
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really drink that much, so tired. Yes you
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are but I can't see you drinking anyway.
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I don't really.
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You all help getting that good grade,
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you should call me.
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Thanks. Okay.
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[Music]
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See you later.
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Hey Sarah. Hey. I know we didn't get to talk
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much inside but I was wondering if you're gonna grab
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a coffee. It's a little late. How about
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I won't keep you out much later. I actually
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know a place nearby. Okay. Alright? Yeah, sure.
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So, a peaky girl from Oklahoma, what do y'all do for
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fun in the country? Well, I don't know, I guess the same thing all Texas boys do here.
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Cow things and camp out with each other and sleeping with the neighbours sheep.
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Okay, I deserve that.
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Yeah, you did.
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So, why journalism? I guess I get it from my mom.
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My family does missionary work and
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travel supports of Indian and Africa,
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throughout the year. Wow, that must have
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been exciting. Let's just say it was a
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humbling experience. I can imagine.
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Yeah, my mom, she's able to capture and paint
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these pictures with her writing and I've
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seen the look on the congregation's face
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when she's reading her books,
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It's amazing. I knew that I wanted to be like
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her. What are the names of your mom's books?
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There's two, one is, "God still loves
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Africa" and "God loves our love" Okay,
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can't say I've heard of any of them but I'd
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love to read them one day. Most people
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have it, but I have a copy you can borrow.
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I'd love that. So I guess you and your mom
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are pretty close? No, um, my dad and I used to
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be close until my little brother came
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along. Now we're just like two sheeps
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passing out the night.
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My mom thinks that I was gonna sleep
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with every boy in town. So did you?
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Did I what? Sleep with every boy in town.
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No I I- No I what? I'm. What? I'm a virgin.
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and I'm
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waiting for the right person, just like
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the Good Book says
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When I was 14, I got really sick and I
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had to stay home from school, but we have
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this big TV in the living room but we
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were only allowed to watch it on
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Saturdays, and my mom had to leave to
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go get some feeds and it's about an hour up and
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an hour back, so I decided to run into
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the living room and try to watch TV
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and there was a show on and it was this
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woman, just wanted to know who the father
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of her baby was. She slept with like 20
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men, and so the host of this show, he
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does this DNA test, right. All 20 of them
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weren't the father. She started crying
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and running around on stage and
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all these people are laughing at her when he
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should have been praying for her.
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I decided after I saw that, that no
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fornication for me, plus my parents would
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killed me and raised the baby on their
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own. Yeah, my mom came back and I was
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asleep on the couch, with that show on.
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She was so mad, she didn't even spank me for a week.
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God, you're not only beautiful
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but I love your innocence.
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Thank you. I respect that, it shows true
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strength, exactly what God intended a woman
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to be, not just about her sexuality.
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So if your wife gained a thousand pounds, you'd
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still love her just for her mind?
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Mind and body. My mom like five years ago,
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she actually lost her leg in a car accident
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and my dad loved her just the same.
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So yeah, if my wife gained a thousand pounds,
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I'll love all 1,000 pounds over and then
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I'd buy her a treadmill with some salads.
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I loved her, I don't want to die on me.
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Oh my god, I didn't realize it was this
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late. I would've loved to finish this
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conversation but I really need to go home.
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How about I walk you? Okay. Alright.
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[Phone dialing]
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[Phone ringing]
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Hello!
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Good morning bunny. Good morning mommy
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Is everything okay?
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Yeah, fine. Your daddy and I were just
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wondering if you found a church yet.
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I was online yesterday, and that's some pretty good review- Come to God Missionary
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Church. It's like five blocks from campus.
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Yeah, I've seen that Church. It's just that I was up late studying.
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[Music]
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umm, but I will try to make service next week. Second
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service's at 12 o'clock today. I know but
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I have a paper due tomorrow. Okay, okay
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buddy. Just don't forget that God comes
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first. I know, I love you mum, I'll call you a little later, bye.
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Sarah?
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Kids!
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[Phone Dialing]
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[Phone vibrating]
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What's up? Is this candy? Who this? It's- it's Sarah
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TT's roommate. Oh, hey girl
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um you told me to call you if I wanted
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to grade on my paper. Do you have a car?
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No, I know I'm gonna get you, you can
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just fix me edges, okay? Okay, I'll see you then.
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Thank you. Hey.
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[Music]
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[Texting]
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[Ladies talking]
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Great. You want something to drink? Yeah, water would be fine.
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Water! I'll be quiet. Yeah,
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Can I use the bathroom for a- Yes down the hall to the right. This way? Yeah.
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[Footsteps]
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[Footsteps]
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Anyway, let me get this out so I can record you,
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that way, you know I can take notes later
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and what not. So what made you want to
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become an exotic dancer? Oh, girl
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we're gonna need a drink before we start this. Oh no, that's okay, I don't really drink.
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I'm gonna need a drink before we
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start this. Okay.
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Cuz if you want to know more
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about me, I have to start on my life first.
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Yeah, I could drink it.
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New Jersey. You're so beautiful, I had to look at
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you. Anyway, my mum was fifteen and
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pregnant with me when we came over from Kenya.
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My uncle, uncle Milton,
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Keisha's dad, he helped us come over.
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He came to the US, maybe two years before us.
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Anyway, my mom came over here, started
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and finished high school, and graduated
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from nursing school, girl.
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That's where she met my stepdad.
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Dr. Dave Morgan.
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A white dude.
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Kay, you're alright?
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They got married when I was 12. He was
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nice to my mom, and gave us a real good
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life. I had any toy, money, rich white
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grandparents, cousins, a big-ass house and
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shit and toys under the side.
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We were rich,
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until my mom, that bitch fucked it all up.
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[Music]
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[Music]
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[Music]
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[Music]
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[Music]
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[Music]
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[Music]
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[Music]
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[Music]
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Babe! Don't call me babe, you pedophile. So
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all this time, you like little girls. What
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the hell. You are supposed to be her
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father. I was not hurting her, I love her
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and she loves me.
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You are sick. Hey, let me explain.
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[Girl screams]
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Go to your room, Candy. But mum- Go now, mummy needs to talk to daddy.
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[Door closed and locked]
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Wake up, wake up you asshole.
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What's this? Untie me. Please baby, what's this, untie
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me. Please baby. So, how long have you
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been fucking my little kid, sweetie? I can
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explain. Please untie me, please. So we can
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talk. I promise, it's it's not what you
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think, ask Candy. Why would you? Why my
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baby? You know what happened to me. You
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know what my dad did. I left my country
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to take her away from all that.
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How could you? I know, I know sweetie.
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[Shaking door]
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Untie me, please. I'm begging you. I asked you
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a question. How long have you been fucking
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my little Kay? Yeah, I've been doing it for
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a while. Your baby girl loves it, she's better than
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you've ever been.
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[Forcing door open]
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Mum, stop. He didn't do anything mum, I love him.
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No. Oh God. Never again. No, Doris, no no no! Mum, stop. Ahhh!
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My mum went native on his ass, took him back to Kenya. I was mad
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at my mom for a long time.
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I lost every
520
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fucking thing I love and still trying
521
00:36:40,800 --> 00:36:42,460
to find out how to get it back.
522
00:36:45,230 --> 00:36:48,660
Had to move back in with my poor ass uncle.
523
00:36:48,660 --> 00:36:54,290
Milton, always trying to tell me what the fuck to do.
524
00:36:54,300 --> 00:36:56,300
So, where is your mum now?
525
00:36:59,130 --> 00:37:01,560
Oh, she's locked up, doing a stretch for
526
00:37:01,560 --> 00:37:04,130
killing my stepdad, yeah.
527
00:37:06,730 --> 00:37:12,690
Mum's back ass stuff in the room and so he played out.
528
00:37:12,700 --> 00:37:16,600
[Laughing]
529
00:37:16,600 --> 00:37:21,430
But that's not the fucked up that.
530
00:37:26,130 --> 00:37:28,460
See, my mom just told me two years
531
00:37:28,460 --> 00:37:31,830
ago who my real father was.
532
00:37:38,200 --> 00:37:42,300
My grandfather, my fucking grandfather.
533
00:37:42,300 --> 00:37:45,100
Ain't that part a bitch?
534
00:37:50,460 --> 00:37:53,560
My life can't get no better than this.
535
00:38:02,660 --> 00:38:06,730
I know my mom was only trying to protect me because she was raped.
536
00:38:11,060 --> 00:38:12,330
They never tried my white ass
537
00:38:12,330 --> 00:38:16,360
grandmother, no offense.
538
00:38:17,230 --> 00:38:20,630
Knew her son was a pedophile but did not
539
00:38:20,630 --> 00:38:25,590
want him to lose his license. Luckily,
540
00:38:25,600 --> 00:38:31,530
some of the other victims parents, seen the case from the news.
541
00:38:31,530 --> 00:38:32,790
Found out he was dead.
542
00:38:32,800 --> 00:38:35,660
Kay spoke out because they knew they
543
00:38:35,660 --> 00:38:38,160
were going to be on them.
544
00:38:41,730 --> 00:38:45,930
My mom would have got the death penalty
545
00:38:48,200 --> 00:38:51,100
but they gave her 10 because she let him
546
00:38:51,100 --> 00:38:56,430
bleed out, and it wasn't premeditated.
547
00:38:56,430 --> 00:38:59,360
She'd be out in 6 months.
548
00:39:01,430 --> 00:39:04,130
Fucked up, uhh.
549
00:39:10,030 --> 00:39:13,890
[Music]
550
00:39:13,900 --> 00:39:19,460
[Music]
551
00:39:19,460 --> 00:39:25,730
[Music]
552
00:39:25,730 --> 00:39:31,660
Sarah, China, China, Sarah. And her girlfriend, Blake Brown.
553
00:39:31,660 --> 00:39:36,330
Oh, and black thing, men.
554
00:39:36,330 --> 00:39:46,960
You roll with the rest of that girl or what? No, here is where this fun is, right here.
555
00:39:49,360 --> 00:39:51,630
Oh shit! Sarah, we got to go.
556
00:39:51,630 --> 00:40:00,460
[Music]
557
00:40:00,460 --> 00:40:03,560
[Music]
558
00:40:03,560 --> 00:40:09,590
[Music]
559
00:40:09,600 --> 00:40:15,000
[Music... Baby crying]
560
00:40:15,000 --> 00:40:22,460
[Noise from TV]
561
00:40:28,060 --> 00:40:33,390
[Noise from TV]
562
00:40:33,400 --> 00:40:38,730
What is this? uhh, every day I come home from work and yo ass sitting
563
00:40:38,730 --> 00:40:40,190
on this couch, watching these damn
564
00:40:40,200 --> 00:40:43,860
reality shows. Why is the baby crying?
565
00:40:43,860 --> 00:40:46,460
Can one of you get a job? Reggie!
566
00:40:46,460 --> 00:40:50,760
You watching these damn housewives and you know none of these bitches a real housewife.
567
00:40:50,760 --> 00:40:52,590
When do you see any of them cooking
568
00:40:52,600 --> 00:40:54,900
or cleaning? And why do they walk around
569
00:40:54,900 --> 00:40:57,000
all day in a cocktail dress in heels?
570
00:40:57,000 --> 00:40:59,660
This ain't "I Love Lucy" I'm a real
571
00:40:59,660 --> 00:41:04,560
housewife. Reggie! Reggie! get you monkey ass- Mama, what's up? What's up, I'm
572
00:41:04,560 --> 00:41:06,160
back here working on some beats. Reggie,
573
00:41:06,160 --> 00:41:07,460
didn't I tell you y'all need to get a
574
00:41:07,460 --> 00:41:11,390
job? A J-O-B. If your daddy was here Regg,
575
00:41:11,400 --> 00:41:14,330
he would beat your ass. God rest his soul
576
00:41:14,330 --> 00:41:19,460
Mama, daddy's in Houston. Well, it don't matter where he is, you need to do
577
00:41:19,460 --> 00:41:22,190
more, uhh, you need to do more than he did
578
00:41:22,200 --> 00:41:24,300
Reggie. You have a family to take care of.
579
00:41:24,300 --> 00:41:26,900
I do what I can, Regg but you gotta do
580
00:41:26,900 --> 00:41:29,800
more. Mama, I got this. You got what?
581
00:41:29,800 --> 00:41:33,830
This nigga will get off this bitches tit, make her go somewhere. You say something you
582
00:41:33,830 --> 00:41:35,330
wretched bitch?
583
00:41:35,330 --> 00:41:37,090
[Baby crying]
584
00:41:37,100 --> 00:41:39,300
No ma'am.
585
00:41:39,300 --> 00:41:42,300
Bitch.
586
00:41:42,300 --> 00:41:43,230
[Baby suckling]
587
00:41:43,230 --> 00:41:46,530
Mom, I ain't got time for this.
588
00:41:46,530 --> 00:41:49,630
[Music]
589
00:41:49,630 --> 00:41:51,060
[Music]
590
00:41:51,060 --> 00:41:54,560
Damn, where's that Reggie ass?
591
00:41:54,560 --> 00:41:58,260
[Music]
592
00:41:58,260 --> 00:42:05,690
Don't worry your Reggie ass, you know what I'm saying. Don't even speak to him-
593
00:42:05,700 --> 00:42:15,600
[Music]
594
00:42:15,600 --> 00:42:20,560
Ooh hey, haha. Hey Candy. Hey Candy,
595
00:42:20,560 --> 00:42:24,060
when are you gonna let me hear, uhh? Nigga, fuck you, you know you couldn't hit this
596
00:42:24,060 --> 00:42:26,590
in less that 6 feet. Fuck you! You need
597
00:42:26,600 --> 00:42:30,930
some vitamin D your life. No nigga, you need to go get a job. Hey hey, who
598
00:42:30,930 --> 00:42:37,330
your friend is, uhh? Nobody, don't worry about it. I like your new chocolate, oh.
599
00:42:37,330 --> 00:42:40,430
[Music]
600
00:42:40,430 --> 00:42:48,430
[Music]
601
00:42:48,430 --> 00:42:50,230
[Bang on the door]
602
00:42:50,230 --> 00:42:51,760
Come on in.
603
00:42:51,760 --> 00:42:54,930
[Music]
604
00:42:54,930 --> 00:42:59,690
Keisha, are you ready? Yeah, just a second, I went out before you get here.
605
00:42:59,700 --> 00:43:03,430
Girl, when are you moving out of these damn projects?
606
00:43:03,430 --> 00:43:09,360
You know I'm doing what my papa did not want me to try. Jesus, hurry up.
607
00:43:09,360 --> 00:43:20,090
[Music]
608
00:43:20,100 --> 00:43:23,560
Can you please come out, I'm ready to go.
609
00:43:23,560 --> 00:43:25,030
Okay, I'm out.
610
00:43:25,030 --> 00:43:28,090
[Door opened and closed]
611
00:43:28,100 --> 00:43:30,830
Where the hell you've been little boy? They opened up a new
612
00:43:30,830 --> 00:43:32,190
chicken shine and gave us free chicken.
613
00:43:32,200 --> 00:43:34,700
Really? You know I was waiting on you.
614
00:43:34,700 --> 00:43:38,930
Only niggas, give me something that
615
00:43:38,930 --> 00:43:41,860
chicken, boy. You know we're cool, you better watch your
616
00:43:41,860 --> 00:43:43,230
little brother, don't be letting him get
617
00:43:43,230 --> 00:43:45,430
into shit like you do. Okay mom, I got this
618
00:43:45,430 --> 00:43:47,630
senior little brother loves his boo-boo.
619
00:43:47,630 --> 00:43:50,530
Oh yeah! Anyway, you could put that chicken
620
00:43:50,530 --> 00:43:52,960
in there, get dinner out when you're ready, and when you're done,
621
00:43:52,960 --> 00:43:54,790
make him watch a movie. Last time I came
622
00:43:54,800 --> 00:43:56,800
home, there was water and toilet paper all
623
00:43:56,800 --> 00:43:58,260
over the bathroom floor. I'm not trying
624
00:43:58,260 --> 00:43:59,630
argue when I come here and think.
625
00:43:59,630 --> 00:44:01,490
Big brother I'll teach his little brother how to wipe and
626
00:44:01,500 --> 00:44:04,000
wash his ass, what's wrong with that?
627
00:44:04,000 --> 00:44:06,960
Okay mum, no problem, I got it.
628
00:44:06,960 --> 00:44:09,730
All right.
629
00:44:10,730 --> 00:44:14,130
Look Wewe, I'm sorry, I had a really
630
00:44:14,130 --> 00:44:16,630
hard day at work. You know most moms
631
00:44:16,630 --> 00:44:18,860
don't like their son's girlfriend but you
632
00:44:18,860 --> 00:44:20,830
know what Wewe, if you and my son don't make it,
633
00:44:20,830 --> 00:44:23,190
just find a man that'll take care of you
634
00:44:23,200 --> 00:44:26,700
and my grandbaby, loves you and loves God.
635
00:44:26,700 --> 00:44:32,360
You know, that- that's all that one can
ask for
636
00:44:38,200 --> 00:44:40,360
[Door opened and closed]
637
00:44:40,360 --> 00:44:43,530
Why's these fools kid running out on me, damn.
638
00:44:43,530 --> 00:44:45,360
[Music]
639
00:44:45,360 --> 00:44:46,630
What's up, what's up?
640
00:44:46,630 --> 00:44:47,990
[Music]
641
00:44:48,000 --> 00:44:50,060
You're going to do your thing again? What the hell are you talking about?
642
00:44:50,060 --> 00:44:53,590
You know what I'm talking about. Oh men, I don't want to hear this. What! Come here
643
00:44:53,600 --> 00:44:57,730
come here. What! You know what we did- Bitch, you fucking with my man? Wow! Bitch!
644
00:44:57,730 --> 00:45:00,760
[Music]
645
00:45:00,760 --> 00:45:06,130
[Ladies fighting]
646
00:45:06,130 --> 00:45:13,990
[Screaming... fighting]
647
00:45:14,000 --> 00:45:18,230
Hell, I'm going to fuck this bitch up, look what she did to my hair. Bitch, get this shit and let's
648
00:45:18,230 --> 00:45:20,590
go. What the fuck's wrong with you, go.
649
00:45:20,600 --> 00:45:27,900
[Ladies arguing]
650
00:45:27,900 --> 00:45:32,130
Girls, roll on, roll on.
651
00:45:32,130 --> 00:45:33,860
[Music]
652
00:45:33,860 --> 00:45:35,590
Why you got the ass working?
653
00:45:35,600 --> 00:45:47,330
[Music]
654
00:45:47,330 --> 00:45:57,860
[Music]
655
00:45:57,860 --> 00:46:10,130
[Music]
656
00:46:10,130 --> 00:46:15,560
[Music]
657
00:46:15,560 --> 00:46:40,060
[Music]
658
00:46:40,060 --> 00:46:47,760
So Sarah! Where are you from? Green Pastures, Oklahoma.
659
00:46:47,760 --> 00:46:53,430
Girl, what the hell is that? Do y'all even have like, streetlights?
660
00:46:53,430 --> 00:46:57,230
is that the boondocks or something? I mean what?
661
00:46:57,230 --> 00:46:59,390
There's little lights.
662
00:46:59,400 --> 00:47:00,960
[Laughing]
663
00:47:00,960 --> 00:47:03,260
So this your first time out of the sticks?
664
00:47:03,260 --> 00:47:05,660
Yeah, I got a scholarship and I'm
665
00:47:05,660 --> 00:47:11,860
here to study Journalism. So, do y'all have hot ass bitches like us in sticks?
666
00:47:11,860 --> 00:47:14,590
Probably not like this, right?
667
00:47:14,600 --> 00:47:16,330
[Laughing]
668
00:47:16,330 --> 00:47:20,330
Bitch, you're fooling yourself, han! Yes I am. Yes, yes.
669
00:47:20,330 --> 00:47:26,090
So is it- do you like dancing for women? Is it
670
00:47:26,100 --> 00:47:31,600
hard being so open to being exposed? Me?
671
00:47:31,600 --> 00:47:35,530
It's all about money, and women give what?
672
00:47:35,530 --> 00:47:44,060
True. Damn right girl. Its true. Okay, so what
673
00:47:44,060 --> 00:47:47,160
are your plans for the future? I'm going
674
00:47:47,160 --> 00:47:49,590
to school to be a chemist. I'd rather do five
675
00:47:49,600 --> 00:47:54,130
in school, than five in the pen for selling that shit. hmm, that's right. For me,
676
00:47:54,130 --> 00:47:57,490
so I was out, killer baby. What?
677
00:47:57,500 --> 00:48:00,630
Some gum try to get my booty fired.
678
00:48:00,630 --> 00:48:05,460
[Ladies laughing]
679
00:48:05,460 --> 00:48:10,590
So umm, why did you start, Candy?
680
00:48:10,600 --> 00:48:13,930
[Music]
681
00:48:13,930 --> 00:48:19,090
Tell you want to know why I started dancing, uhh? Miss Sarah
682
00:48:19,100 --> 00:48:21,460
[Music]
683
00:48:21,460 --> 00:48:24,130
Well then mystic lady.
684
00:48:24,130 --> 00:48:34,990
[Music]
685
00:48:35,000 --> 00:48:41,500
[Music]
686
00:48:41,500 --> 00:48:47,430
[Music]
687
00:48:47,430 --> 00:48:54,060
[Music]
688
00:48:54,060 --> 00:48:58,790
[Music]
689
00:48:58,800 --> 00:49:03,530
[Phone vibrating]
690
00:49:03,530 --> 00:49:05,190
Hi mom.
691
00:49:05,200 --> 00:49:11,100
How was your weekend? It was good. Are you
692
00:49:11,100 --> 00:49:15,700
going to church today? Yeah I am
693
00:49:15,700 --> 00:49:33,860
[Music]
694
00:49:33,860 --> 00:49:45,190
[Text messaging]
695
00:49:45,200 --> 00:50:02,330
[Music]
696
00:50:02,330 --> 00:50:06,960
[Music]
697
00:50:06,960 --> 00:50:32,460
[Music]
698
00:50:32,460 --> 00:50:40,390
[Music]
699
00:50:40,400 --> 00:50:44,430
God, you're gorgeous. Thank you.
700
00:50:44,430 --> 00:50:47,790
Compliments GT. So, how's that paper
701
00:50:47,800 --> 00:50:54,730
coming? It's coming. So um, what's going on
702
00:50:54,730 --> 00:50:55,660
with you and candy?
703
00:50:55,660 --> 00:51:02,090
I don't know, she's different. I like her,
704
00:51:02,100 --> 00:51:06,300
her life is exciting and wild. Her life
705
00:51:06,300 --> 00:51:09,200
is dangerous, Sarah. Do you really know
706
00:51:09,200 --> 00:51:10,600
that are you just saying that because you don't
707
00:51:10,600 --> 00:51:14,500
like her? I like you. I like you
708
00:51:14,500 --> 00:51:16,600
too but you didn't answer my question.
709
00:51:16,600 --> 00:51:19,400
Look, all I know is what Keisha tells me.
710
00:51:19,400 --> 00:51:21,930
Candy seems like a nice person though.
711
00:51:21,930 --> 00:51:23,990
Maybe you should get to know Candy for
712
00:51:24,000 --> 00:51:27,900
yourself. Maybe you're right, but I'd like
713
00:51:27,900 --> 00:51:29,530
to get to know you.
714
00:51:29,530 --> 00:51:57,730
[Music]
715
00:51:59,000 --> 00:52:00,660
Hey Sarah!
716
00:52:00,660 --> 00:52:11,330
Hey, what are you doing here? I was just thinking about you. Yeah? Yeah.
717
00:52:11,330 --> 00:52:15,490
I know you wanted to finish your paper.
718
00:52:15,500 --> 00:52:18,460
Yeah.
719
00:52:18,460 --> 00:52:21,990
Look, I'm going to Miami this weekend. You
720
00:52:22,000 --> 00:52:26,400
should come with me. I got a pen a little
721
00:52:26,400 --> 00:52:29,930
work. So I'll be on business but I'm sure
722
00:52:29,930 --> 00:52:33,160
you can mix in a little pleasure too.
723
00:52:34,530 --> 00:52:37,890
What do you say?
724
00:52:37,900 --> 00:52:42,960
Okay.
725
00:52:42,960 --> 00:52:52,230
[Music]
726
00:52:52,230 --> 00:52:57,160
[Music]
727
00:52:57,160 --> 00:53:00,260
[Music]
728
00:53:00,260 --> 00:53:04,160
[Music]
729
00:53:04,160 --> 00:53:06,190
Candy!
730
00:53:06,200 --> 00:53:09,130
Candy! What's wrong?
731
00:53:09,130 --> 00:53:12,760
I've never been in a place like this, I don't know that I can do this.
732
00:53:12,760 --> 00:53:23,890
We'll be in disguise, okay. What? We'll be in disguise, it'll be fun, come on.
733
00:53:23,900 --> 00:53:28,130
[Music]
734
00:53:28,130 --> 00:53:30,990
[Music]
735
00:53:31,000 --> 00:53:33,230
[Music]
736
00:53:33,230 --> 00:53:35,960
[Music]
737
00:53:35,960 --> 00:53:37,730
[Music]
738
00:53:37,730 --> 00:53:39,660
[Music]
739
00:53:39,660 --> 00:53:41,930
[Music]
740
00:53:41,930 --> 00:53:45,230
[Music]
741
00:53:45,230 --> 00:53:50,690
[Music]
742
00:53:50,700 --> 00:53:54,000
[Music]
743
00:53:54,000 --> 00:53:57,060
[Music]
744
00:53:57,060 --> 00:53:59,490
[Music]
745
00:53:59,500 --> 00:54:02,330
[Music]
746
00:54:02,330 --> 00:54:05,460
[Music]
747
00:54:05,460 --> 00:54:08,930
[Music]
748
00:54:08,930 --> 00:54:11,990
[Music]
749
00:54:12,000 --> 00:54:34,000
[Music]
750
00:54:34,000 --> 00:54:38,930
[Music]
751
00:54:38,930 --> 00:54:44,960
So your ass can't call nobody? Why should I?
752
00:54:44,960 --> 00:54:47,490
Don't front cuz you got this white bitch
753
00:54:47,500 --> 00:54:51,230
with you. Calm your ass down, ain't nobody
754
00:54:51,230 --> 00:54:54,790
hearing all this. Man, you know I'm just playing.
755
00:54:54,800 --> 00:54:59,630
How've you been? Now that's better, anyway
756
00:54:59,630 --> 00:55:05,030
this is Sarah, she's here doing a paper.
757
00:55:05,030 --> 00:55:07,030
And I'm here on business.
758
00:55:07,030 --> 00:55:11,530
You, dancing, you know me.
759
00:55:11,530 --> 00:55:15,390
Why don't you just go dance somewhere else?
760
00:55:15,400 --> 00:55:19,800
[Music]
761
00:55:19,800 --> 00:55:22,860
[Music]
762
00:55:22,860 --> 00:55:33,790
[Music]
763
00:55:33,800 --> 00:55:42,300
[Music]
764
00:55:42,300 --> 00:55:51,300
[Music]
765
00:55:51,300 --> 00:55:57,630
[Music]
766
00:55:57,630 --> 00:56:04,630
[Music]
767
00:56:04,630 --> 00:56:10,130
[Music]
768
00:56:10,130 --> 00:56:14,760
[Music]
769
00:56:14,760 --> 00:56:20,460
[Music]
770
00:56:20,460 --> 00:56:24,590
[Music]
771
00:56:24,600 --> 00:56:34,900
[Music]
772
00:56:34,900 --> 00:56:41,500
[Music]
773
00:56:41,500 --> 00:56:50,030
[Music]
774
00:56:50,030 --> 00:56:56,530
[Music]
775
00:56:56,530 --> 00:57:00,160
[Music]
776
00:57:00,160 --> 00:57:14,290
[Music]
777
00:57:14,300 --> 00:57:21,830
[Music]
778
00:57:21,830 --> 00:57:27,160
[Music]
779
00:57:27,160 --> 00:57:32,860
[Music]
780
00:57:32,860 --> 00:57:37,030
Oh my God.
781
00:57:44,430 --> 00:57:55,890
[Music]
782
00:57:55,900 --> 00:57:57,360
[Music]
783
00:57:57,360 --> 00:57:58,990
[Music]
784
00:57:59,000 --> 00:58:00,800
[Music]
785
00:58:00,800 --> 00:58:02,460
[Music]
786
00:58:02,460 --> 00:58:03,930
[Music]
787
00:58:03,930 --> 00:58:05,560
[Music]
788
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[Music]
789
00:58:07,460 --> 00:58:10,430
[Music]
790
00:58:10,430 --> 00:58:12,860
[Music]
791
00:58:12,860 --> 00:58:15,130
[Music]
792
00:58:15,130 --> 00:58:16,390
[Music]
793
00:58:16,400 --> 00:58:18,760
[Music]
794
00:58:18,760 --> 00:58:20,590
[Music]
795
00:58:20,600 --> 00:58:22,830
[Music]
796
00:58:22,830 --> 00:58:24,490
[Music]
797
00:58:24,500 --> 00:58:27,500
[Music]
798
00:58:27,500 --> 00:58:57,700
[Music]
799
00:58:57,700 --> 00:59:02,000
You may now kiss the bride. Eew, that's
800
00:59:02,000 --> 00:59:05,060
grouse. Girls don't kiss Sarah, that is
801
00:59:05,060 --> 00:59:10,230
not right. I'm telling your mom, you're going to hell.
802
00:59:10,230 --> 00:59:12,760
Told us in Sunday school, that is sin.
803
00:59:12,760 --> 00:59:15,290
Well I'm gonna marry a girl one day. Let's go.
804
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I'm telling your mom.
805
00:59:18,460 --> 00:59:30,660
[Music]
806
00:59:30,660 --> 00:59:35,060
Look, this is the best wing day ever.
807
00:59:39,200 --> 00:59:44,230
This is simple and not right.
808
00:59:48,760 --> 00:59:53,530
I'm not ever going to catch you doing that again.
809
00:59:56,860 --> 01:00:07,330
Good, baby? Yeah, I was just thinking. About?
810
01:00:07,330 --> 01:00:12,990
When I was little girl. I think this could grow
811
01:00:13,000 --> 01:00:18,330
into love. How is that so wrong?
812
01:00:20,030 --> 01:00:25,130
This is probably the first timer.
813
01:00:25,130 --> 01:00:30,960
I really can't explain it. I have someone
814
01:00:30,960 --> 01:00:37,030
check you out while I handle my business.
815
01:00:37,030 --> 01:00:40,830
I was trying to figure out my life too.
816
01:00:42,800 --> 01:00:47,160
Sometimes I'm so confused, but like right
817
01:00:47,160 --> 01:00:51,260
now, I'm here with you, everything makes
818
01:00:51,260 --> 01:00:55,460
sense. The way I was raised, my family and
819
01:00:55,460 --> 01:00:57,660
the church tells me not to feel it this way,
820
01:00:57,660 --> 01:01:02,230
but I feel happy. I think this could grow
821
01:01:02,230 --> 01:01:07,290
into love. How is that so wrong?
822
01:01:07,300 --> 01:01:09,430
You're hurting your mind, I'll tell you,
823
01:01:09,430 --> 01:01:11,360
[Music]
824
01:01:11,360 --> 01:01:14,290
sometimes they can't fool you,
825
01:01:14,300 --> 01:01:16,100
especially when it comes to this thing
826
01:01:16,100 --> 01:01:22,730
called love. My brain was confusing too.
827
01:01:22,730 --> 01:01:28,930
I told you about my father and how my mom was in prison.
828
01:01:28,930 --> 01:01:34,530
It's crazy, at first glance, you're not
829
01:01:34,530 --> 01:01:35,930
saying like we should have nothing
830
01:01:35,930 --> 01:01:41,260
in common, but yeah
831
01:01:42,630 --> 01:01:47,090
We're so much alike in so many differently ways.
832
01:01:47,900 --> 01:01:51,600
You've noticed that too.
833
01:01:52,360 --> 01:01:56,990
Still, people totally acknowledge. The sticks
834
01:01:57,000 --> 01:02:00,430
can also be a spiritual thing, not just a
835
01:02:00,430 --> 01:02:04,830
physical experience. Even the Bible has
836
01:02:04,830 --> 01:02:06,260
its on the Psalm on it.
837
01:02:06,260 --> 01:02:09,190
[Music]
838
01:02:09,200 --> 01:02:11,860
What happens
839
01:02:11,860 --> 01:02:15,290
as people experience what they want, to make
840
01:02:15,300 --> 01:02:17,030
it better for them.
841
01:02:17,030 --> 01:02:18,330
[Music]
842
01:02:18,330 --> 01:02:21,660
How often do they talk about sex in your church?
843
01:02:21,660 --> 01:02:30,430
None really. Exactly.
844
01:02:30,430 --> 01:02:32,960
[Music]
845
01:02:32,960 --> 01:02:37,990
So what do they want us to do? Not have
846
01:02:38,000 --> 01:02:43,530
those spiritual connections? Only have
847
01:02:43,530 --> 01:02:45,460
them on their conditions.
848
01:02:45,460 --> 01:02:49,660
[Music]
849
01:02:49,660 --> 01:02:54,130
How do we live, while the whole world's in this
850
01:02:54,130 --> 01:03:02,960
new term, heck, okay. I think I can do it.
851
01:03:02,960 --> 01:03:06,330
So, live your life Sarah, I'm with you.
852
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[Music]
853
01:03:09,700 --> 01:03:11,300
[Text message]
854
01:03:11,300 --> 01:03:15,960
shit! shit! shit!
855
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[Music]
856
01:03:20,260 --> 01:03:23,030
[Airplane landing]
857
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Sarah Cohen has gone- Damn it, bitch. As though their community daughter will
858
01:03:28,900 --> 01:03:32,160
coming together this- I'm Sarah, I didn't know.
859
01:03:32,160 --> 01:03:36,060
Police car there, blanketed with flowers. And this morning, we're
860
01:03:36,060 --> 01:03:37,860
We are getting news- It was bound to happen sooner or later,
861
01:03:37,860 --> 01:03:40,330
right? Eye witness accounts of the fear as well
862
01:03:40,330 --> 01:03:44,290
as- I know she's your Ex, but what does she want?
863
01:03:44,300 --> 01:03:46,230
Nothing. I've got men right there on the
864
01:03:46,230 --> 01:03:50,990
ground. Don't worry about her ass, I got you. Good morning Paul, and
865
01:03:51,000 --> 01:03:53,030
that fear and heroism you mentioned was
866
01:03:53,030 --> 01:03:55,060
intensified by the fact that the city
867
01:03:55,060 --> 01:03:56,960
officials thought they were under siege
868
01:03:56,960 --> 01:04:00,030
by an unknown number of-
869
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[Music]
870
01:04:07,200 --> 01:04:13,530
So sweetheart, how's school going? Sarah!
871
01:04:13,530 --> 01:04:18,190
your father's speaking to you. Sorry dad.
872
01:04:18,200 --> 01:04:21,430
What did you say? Sweetheart how's school going,
873
01:04:21,430 --> 01:04:28,460
everything good? Yeah, I'm just overwhelmed. Who has
874
01:04:28,460 --> 01:04:32,990
you overwhelmed? What do you mean who?
875
01:04:33,000 --> 01:04:35,360
School is busy and everything, and
876
01:04:35,360 --> 01:04:41,130
everyone's new, that's all. So, you care
tell us who the girl is I saw you with
877
01:04:41,130 --> 01:04:49,130
the other day? She look mature. What girl?
878
01:04:49,130 --> 01:04:54,590
She's just a friend. So this friend has you
879
01:04:54,600 --> 01:04:57,530
lying to your parents. No, I just didn't
880
01:04:57,530 --> 01:05:00,060
want to tell you. You were already both
881
01:05:00,060 --> 01:05:01,790
so worried about me going away to school,
882
01:05:01,800 --> 01:05:04,500
I just wanted to do this on my own.
883
01:05:04,500 --> 01:05:07,030
To right is too experience, and I need to
884
01:05:07,030 --> 01:05:10,690
have my own experiences. Sis, is this the
885
01:05:10,700 --> 01:05:13,000
girl I saw you with in that video? Men,
886
01:05:13,000 --> 01:05:17,160
she's hot. What video? Sarah, I need to see
887
01:05:17,160 --> 01:05:23,630
this video. Damn it, you may be excused. Your father and I
888
01:05:23,630 --> 01:05:25,560
need to talk to your sister.
889
01:05:25,560 --> 01:05:27,890
[Chair drags on floor]
890
01:05:27,900 --> 01:05:29,860
Way to go,
891
01:05:29,860 --> 01:05:32,360
fix this.
892
01:05:36,600 --> 01:05:40,300
This is not a lifestyle that your father and
893
01:05:40,300 --> 01:05:42,800
I want you to live. This isn't a
894
01:05:42,800 --> 01:05:46,000
lifestyle, this is my life. How can you
895
01:05:46,000 --> 01:05:47,200
talk about not judging and that's
896
01:05:47,200 --> 01:05:48,860
exactly what you're doing to me?
897
01:05:48,860 --> 01:05:52,360
Sweetheart, we're not judging you, we're
898
01:05:52,360 --> 01:05:53,890
just trying to help you make better lot
899
01:05:53,900 --> 01:05:57,330
of choices. It's an abomination
900
01:05:57,330 --> 01:06:02,630
and we raised you better than this. Now I get
it.
901
01:06:02,630 --> 01:06:04,730
Since I was 11 years old, you've been
902
01:06:04,730 --> 01:06:10,460
trying to beat the gay out of me. What do you mean? I was
903
01:06:10,460 --> 01:06:12,990
11, I had a wedding and my friends were
904
01:06:13,000 --> 01:06:15,930
there. Mom saw me marrying my dolls
905
01:06:15,930 --> 01:06:17,230
and my friends left because they said
906
01:06:17,230 --> 01:06:22,290
girls don't kiss other girls, and she beat me.
907
01:06:22,300 --> 01:06:27,930
Alice, why would you do that? William, she
908
01:06:27,930 --> 01:06:31,030
should still not be behaving like this.
909
01:06:31,030 --> 01:06:35,530
Leviticus, Leviticus 20:13 says that "if a
910
01:06:35,530 --> 01:06:38,490
man practices homosexuality, having sex
911
01:06:38,500 --> 01:06:40,300
with another man, as if with a woman.
912
01:06:40,300 --> 01:06:45,530
They have both committed a detestable act and they should be put to death.
913
01:06:45,530 --> 01:06:48,690
for both are guilty of a capital offense"
914
01:06:48,700 --> 01:06:51,500
Alice, Sarah knows the Bible. Instead of
915
01:06:51,500 --> 01:06:53,560
condemning her, we should be trying to
916
01:06:53,560 --> 01:06:55,960
help her. Help her to understand why she
917
01:06:55,960 --> 01:07:03,230
feels this way. Oh my God, my baby's going to hell.
918
01:07:03,230 --> 01:07:06,190
What is it mom, that has you so angry that I
919
01:07:06,200 --> 01:07:07,900
would grow up to embarrass you by being
920
01:07:07,900 --> 01:07:10,700
gay or that you secretly are?
921
01:07:10,700 --> 01:07:13,760
[Slap]
922
01:07:23,030 --> 01:07:27,430
[Music]
923
01:07:27,430 --> 01:07:31,760
[Text message]
924
01:07:31,760 --> 01:07:52,530
[Music]
925
01:07:52,530 --> 01:08:12,430
[Sobbing]
926
01:08:12,430 --> 01:08:15,590
mom's really pissed.
927
01:08:15,600 --> 01:08:17,730
She needs to lighten up and stop being
928
01:08:17,730 --> 01:08:21,290
so close-minded though. I think the 1800's
929
01:08:21,300 --> 01:08:24,400
I don't even know what to say to her.
930
01:08:24,400 --> 01:08:27,760
It's not like she hated me anyway. I mean
931
01:08:27,760 --> 01:08:29,930
she's just like that with me too.
932
01:08:29,930 --> 01:08:32,430
Dad just stays busy with church.
933
01:08:32,430 --> 01:08:37,090
I don't know if he knows what goes on.
934
01:08:37,100 --> 01:08:39,230
Mom almost lost it when she saw that
935
01:08:39,230 --> 01:08:41,990
video. I didn't even hear come in the
936
01:08:42,000 --> 01:08:46,130
room. Hey look, that is not your fault,
937
01:08:46,130 --> 01:08:50,160
okay. Just be happy.
938
01:08:50,160 --> 01:08:53,360
You two have grown up too fast. Hey Dad.
939
01:08:53,360 --> 01:08:56,930
Hey. David, I need to talk to Sarah for a
few minutes.
940
01:08:56,930 --> 01:08:58,960
Sure.
941
01:08:58,960 --> 01:09:01,630
See you later sis.
942
01:09:05,000 --> 01:09:07,000
He's a good son.
943
01:09:07,000 --> 01:09:09,700
Sarah, I've missed you. Well dad, I missed
944
01:09:09,700 --> 01:09:16,330
her too. It's good to see you. Me too dad. So how's
945
01:09:16,330 --> 01:09:21,090
life in the big city? You're adjusting okay? Yeah dad.
946
01:09:21,100 --> 01:09:25,800
Things are good. I have some friends.
947
01:09:25,800 --> 01:09:28,230
I might have to get a new roommate though.
948
01:09:28,230 --> 01:09:32,030
We'll just keep bumping heads.
I'm sorry to hear that.
949
01:09:32,030 --> 01:09:36,790
Judge not, lest ye be judged. I know, I'm
950
01:09:36,800 --> 01:09:38,800
trying to be open-minded but she's just
951
01:09:38,800 --> 01:09:44,330
so loud and like her life is so hard.
952
01:09:44,330 --> 01:09:48,490
I guess everyone has their hard times,
953
01:09:48,500 --> 01:09:51,700
just in different ways. You're a smart girl
954
01:09:51,700 --> 01:09:53,700
sweetheart, you'll figure it out.
955
01:09:53,700 --> 01:09:56,530
Just remember Sarah, God is your
956
01:09:56,530 --> 01:10:00,930
salvation. Trust, don't be afraid. The Lord,
957
01:10:00,930 --> 01:10:05,890
Jehovah is your strength.
958
01:10:07,100 --> 01:10:13,030
I love you daddy. I love you too sweetheart.
959
01:10:14,730 --> 01:10:53,690
[Music]
960
01:10:53,700 --> 01:10:58,760
[Phone ringing]
961
01:10:58,760 --> 01:11:01,590
Hey babe, sorry I haven't been able to
962
01:11:01,600 --> 01:11:04,830
talk much. Things have been really
963
01:11:04,830 --> 01:11:08,560
tense around here and my mom just won't let me breathe.
964
01:11:08,560 --> 01:11:13,830
She umm- she saw on campus together and thinks you are a bad influence
965
01:11:13,830 --> 01:11:19,130
and that you made me lie to her. Oh wow. I can't really worry
966
01:11:19,130 --> 01:11:22,330
about it. My dad's being his usual self
967
01:11:22,330 --> 01:11:26,690
here but not here really. Did have a good
968
01:11:26,700 --> 01:11:31,360
talk earlier. He just pretended like the night before, it didn't happen.
969
01:11:31,360 --> 01:11:36,060
But on a better note, my brother
970
01:11:36,060 --> 01:11:40,390
thinks you're hot. He happened to see the
971
01:11:40,400 --> 01:11:43,530
video and mom walked in on him and saw
it. Oh damn,
972
01:11:43,530 --> 01:11:46,090
tell your brother I said thanks. Yeah she
973
01:11:46,100 --> 01:11:48,660
put two and two together and came up
974
01:11:48,660 --> 01:11:52,890
with you. Something else is going on with
975
01:11:52,900 --> 01:11:55,400
them though but dad won't really say
976
01:11:55,400 --> 01:11:56,860
much. He just said that he wants me to
977
01:11:56,860 --> 01:11:59,530
make the right choices.
978
01:12:01,530 --> 01:12:06,490
I'm sorry about all that's been gone on. I hope you think you
979
01:12:06,500 --> 01:12:10,030
made the right choice?
980
01:12:10,030 --> 01:12:13,630
You know what, I'm really missing you.
981
01:12:13,630 --> 01:12:18,130
Surprisingly, I'm bored without your ass.
982
01:12:18,130 --> 01:12:23,330
Are you trying to be sweet? Well you know.
983
01:12:23,330 --> 01:12:28,460
I can't wait to see you either. Okay
984
01:12:28,460 --> 01:12:30,430
I better go, I don't want mom accusing you
985
01:12:30,430 --> 01:12:32,060
of making me a prisoner in my own room
986
01:12:32,060 --> 01:12:34,460
and being addicted to orange is the new
black.
987
01:12:34,460 --> 01:12:38,160
Girl, you're crazy.
988
01:12:47,760 --> 01:12:51,230
Hey!... Hey!
989
01:12:52,960 --> 01:13:00,290
[Opened and closed refrigerator]
990
01:13:14,200 --> 01:13:19,760
So uh, was that Candy sweet? Teetee, I
991
01:13:19,760 --> 01:13:21,990
don't want to hear this, I already got it
992
01:13:22,000 --> 01:13:26,960
back home, not here. I tried to tell you.
993
01:13:26,960 --> 01:13:29,790
Sarah, I'm just concerned about you. I
994
01:13:29,800 --> 01:13:32,000
know where she's from, I don't want her to hurt
995
01:13:32,000 --> 01:13:35,660
you. Don't, I am tired of everyone telling
996
01:13:35,660 --> 01:13:38,230
me what to do. Well that's on you if you
997
01:13:38,230 --> 01:13:41,360
don't want to listen. Why don't you get a
998
01:13:41,360 --> 01:13:43,690
life and stop trying to live mine. Who
999
01:13:43,700 --> 01:13:47,930
are you, my roommate or my mother? Do you
1000
01:13:47,930 --> 01:13:49,660
want a man or are you secretly wanting
1001
01:13:49,660 --> 01:13:52,730
pussy? I am tired of all the damn secrets.
1002
01:13:52,730 --> 01:13:56,090
Okay miss know-it-all, I'm just trying to
1003
01:13:56,100 --> 01:14:00,160
help you. I haven't seen one guy with you
1004
01:14:00,160 --> 01:14:01,530
here since I've been here but you're
1005
01:14:01,530 --> 01:14:04,590
always dick this and dick that, and yeah,
1006
01:14:04,600 --> 01:14:06,700
I hear that damn vibrator in the
1007
01:14:06,700 --> 01:14:08,660
bathroom. Ain't no guy ever gonna move
1008
01:14:08,660 --> 01:14:11,760
that fast, are you fronting? The little
1009
01:14:11,760 --> 01:14:13,290
country girl gets into the city and thinks
1010
01:14:13,300 --> 01:14:16,030
she's hip to everything. Live your life
1011
01:14:16,030 --> 01:14:19,430
Sarah. We said we would be open to each
1012
01:14:19,430 --> 01:14:21,260
other and get to know each other, but
1013
01:14:21,260 --> 01:14:22,690
you're always judging Candy and her life
1014
01:14:22,700 --> 01:14:26,100
and you don't even know her.
1015
01:14:26,100 --> 01:14:32,200
Are you jealous? Is she who you want? Or
1016
01:14:32,200 --> 01:14:34,760
who you want to be? I don't want that
1017
01:14:34,760 --> 01:14:36,060
bitch. Oh really!
1018
01:14:36,060 --> 01:14:39,130
I can't tell and maybe if you ask nicely,
1019
01:14:39,130 --> 01:14:41,190
she'll strap it on for you, but guess
1020
01:14:41,200 --> 01:14:44,560
what, she doesn't have to for me. I said I
1021
01:14:44,560 --> 01:14:48,090
don't want your bitch. And I won't try to
1022
01:14:48,100 --> 01:14:49,530
help you anymore.
1023
01:14:49,530 --> 01:14:52,130
Whatever you want to believe Teetee, I didn't
1024
01:14:52,130 --> 01:14:53,460
ask for your help.
1025
01:14:53,460 --> 01:14:55,930
Candy hasn't done shit to you and I'm
1026
01:14:55,930 --> 01:14:57,490
the one who determines who I want to be
1027
01:14:57,500 --> 01:15:00,200
with. So if you don't like that, fine, but
1028
01:15:00,200 --> 01:15:03,760
I don't need your opinion every damn time.
1029
01:15:05,230 --> 01:15:12,630
[Text messaging]
1030
01:15:12,630 --> 01:15:21,890
[Text messaging]
1031
01:15:21,900 --> 01:15:46,230
[Music]
1032
01:15:46,230 --> 01:15:51,660
[Music]
1033
01:15:55,360 --> 01:15:56,590
[Door opened]
1034
01:15:56,600 --> 01:16:01,260
Hey! What's up. Is Candy here? Sure is. Okay.
1035
01:16:01,260 --> 01:16:05,160
Is she back there? Yeah, she's right there.
1036
01:16:05,160 --> 01:16:13,960
[Footsteps]
1037
01:16:13,960 --> 01:16:15,590
[Gasps]
1038
01:16:17,600 --> 01:16:19,960
Are yous serious right now?
1039
01:16:19,960 --> 01:16:28,530
Ah, Damn! I'm so sorry, Sarah. Jesus! I cannot believe- Sarah! -I trusted you.
1040
01:16:28,530 --> 01:16:32,660
Please, Sarah please. Nooo! Welcome to the gay world.
1041
01:16:32,660 --> 01:16:34,260
[Footsteps]
1042
01:16:34,260 --> 01:16:35,830
Sarah!
1043
01:16:35,830 --> 01:16:37,760
[Door closed]
1044
01:16:37,760 --> 01:16:38,830
What?
1045
01:16:38,830 --> 01:16:42,730
[Footsteps]
1046
01:16:42,730 --> 01:16:46,990
So, it makes you say that to me, uh. Fuck! Get the fuck out, What? come on. Get the fuck out.
1047
01:16:47,000 --> 01:16:51,460
And fuck you China. Busted! Fuck you bitch.
1048
01:16:51,460 --> 01:17:02,160
[Music]
1049
01:17:02,160 --> 01:17:09,030
Hey stranger, where you been? Hey umm, around. Is everything okay?
1050
01:17:09,030 --> 01:17:14,230
Yeah, I'm fine. Are you sure?
1051
01:17:14,230 --> 01:17:15,530
Well, if you ever need to talk about
1052
01:17:15,530 --> 01:17:19,190
anything, you know you can give me a call. Thank you.
1053
01:17:19,200 --> 01:17:21,030
No problem. Well, you got my number.
1054
01:17:21,030 --> 01:17:25,030
Yeah. I'll see you later? Yeah.
1055
01:17:25,030 --> 01:17:27,130
Bye. Bye.
1056
01:17:27,130 --> 01:17:34,290
[Music]
1057
01:17:34,300 --> 01:17:36,460
How was everything? Good, the pizza was nice.
1058
01:17:36,460 --> 01:17:38,460
Oh great. I really hope you guys enjoyed
1059
01:17:38,460 --> 01:17:41,690
your experience. I hope you have a great day.
1060
01:17:41,700 --> 01:17:44,130
Thank you. Keisha!
1061
01:17:44,130 --> 01:17:46,530
Can I talk to you? Yeah, coming.
1062
01:17:50,530 --> 01:17:52,390
I want to know more about Candy.
1063
01:17:52,400 --> 01:17:55,900
Man, I love my cousin
1064
01:17:55,900 --> 01:17:56,930
and everything but you have to be
1065
01:17:56,930 --> 01:18:00,560
careful, man. She is who she is. what does
1066
01:18:00,560 --> 01:18:03,830
that mean? Mean's just her life has been
1067
01:18:03,830 --> 01:18:07,930
a bit difficult and she hurt a lot.
1068
01:18:07,930 --> 01:18:11,290
She might not ever get over it all alone. And ever
1069
01:18:11,300 --> 01:18:12,800
since our mothers been in prison, man,
1070
01:18:12,800 --> 01:18:17,900
she's been on her own. She came to stay with my
1071
01:18:17,900 --> 01:18:19,700
family but she just wasn't happy you
1072
01:18:19,700 --> 01:18:23,600
know. You know her enough, you just got to talk
1073
01:18:23,600 --> 01:18:27,500
to her about that. She just seems really
1074
01:18:27,500 --> 01:18:32,600
guarded, I don't know that I can. If you
1075
01:18:32,600 --> 01:18:35,100
wanna know, just ask her.
1076
01:18:35,100 --> 01:18:39,060
[Foosteps]
1077
01:18:39,060 --> 01:18:40,530
Sarah.
1078
01:18:40,530 --> 01:18:45,390
Can I talk to you? Yeah, okay.
1079
01:18:51,560 --> 01:18:53,760
Look, I know
1080
01:18:53,760 --> 01:18:57,190
I'm sorry it's not enough but I really am.
1081
01:18:57,200 --> 01:19:01,600
I'm not trying to hurt you, Sarah.
1082
01:19:02,700 --> 01:19:08,800
I'm always hurting myself. I'm just so
1083
01:19:08,800 --> 01:19:11,860
used to people fucking up, that I guess
1084
01:19:11,860 --> 01:19:13,590
I'm not giving you a chance to show me
1085
01:19:13,600 --> 01:19:16,300
who you truly are.
1086
01:19:16,300 --> 01:19:23,460
[Music]
1087
01:19:23,460 --> 01:19:26,290
We're just getting to know each other.
1088
01:19:26,300 --> 01:19:30,160
I'm still getting to know myself.
1089
01:19:30,160 --> 01:19:34,260
I really like you. Already you've taught me
1090
01:19:34,260 --> 01:19:37,890
so many things about life, like how to be
1091
01:19:37,900 --> 01:19:42,300
okay with being myself. Here? Yes, Candy
1092
01:19:42,300 --> 01:19:44,930
but you have to trust me as I'm trusting
1093
01:19:44,930 --> 01:19:50,890
you. Everything, is new to me right now.
1094
01:19:50,900 --> 01:19:55,200
Being away from home, going to college, you.
1095
01:20:00,130 --> 01:20:06,460
I'm really sorry, I really am.
1096
01:20:06,460 --> 01:20:07,330
[Music]
1097
01:20:07,330 --> 01:20:10,690
I want to show you.
1098
01:20:10,700 --> 01:20:13,800
I will show you.
1099
01:20:13,800 --> 01:20:16,360
[Music]
1100
01:20:16,360 --> 01:20:19,630
Please give me another chance.
1101
01:20:19,630 --> 01:20:22,630
[Music]
1102
01:20:22,630 --> 01:20:25,130
[Music]
1103
01:20:25,130 --> 01:20:27,760
What is perfect,
1104
01:20:27,760 --> 01:20:30,060
so
1105
01:20:30,060 --> 01:20:33,530
Yes, I will give you another chance. You
1106
01:20:33,530 --> 01:20:37,960
don't have to buy me love but like flowers
1107
01:20:37,960 --> 01:20:41,330
are always nice. I got you.
1108
01:20:41,330 --> 01:20:43,990
[Music]
1109
01:20:44,000 --> 01:20:46,130
Let's get out of here, okay.
1110
01:20:55,860 --> 01:20:59,590
I told you not to fuck with that bitch.
1111
01:21:00,030 --> 01:21:03,560
Why don't you worry about you? Where's
1112
01:21:03,560 --> 01:21:05,990
your man? Why are you trying to be about
1113
01:21:06,000 --> 01:21:08,700
their life, Sarah? What are you really know
1114
01:21:08,700 --> 01:21:11,300
Teetee? You don't know me and do you even
1115
01:21:11,300 --> 01:21:14,700
know yourself? You come off like
1116
01:21:14,700 --> 01:21:17,360
everything's so black to you. Are you
1117
01:21:17,360 --> 01:21:18,460
ashamed to be Asian?
1118
01:21:18,460 --> 01:21:23,190
I know who I am and I've been trying
1119
01:21:23,200 --> 01:21:26,300
too long to make everybody else happy. My
1120
01:21:26,300 --> 01:21:30,600
friends, my family, my faith. I just want
1121
01:21:30,600 --> 01:21:33,000
to be me and everybody else needs to
1122
01:21:33,000 --> 01:21:37,800
start accepting that. Bitch, you don't
1123
01:21:37,800 --> 01:21:38,730
know me either.
1124
01:21:38,730 --> 01:21:41,390
I've been looked down on for being half
1125
01:21:41,400 --> 01:21:44,560
black, half Asian. You think it's easy
1126
01:21:44,560 --> 01:21:48,260
with the Asians shunning me, being stared
1127
01:21:48,260 --> 01:21:51,790
at every time I walk into a store? Being
1128
01:21:51,800 --> 01:21:55,930
bullied and picked on, even spit on, by
1129
01:21:55,930 --> 01:21:58,090
black girls just because of my beauty
1130
01:21:58,100 --> 01:22:04,300
and good hair? So yeah, we all got our
1131
01:22:04,300 --> 01:22:07,500
shit. Yeah, we do Teetee, but I don't hold it
1132
01:22:07,500 --> 01:22:09,530
against you. Just don't think your
1133
01:22:09,530 --> 01:22:13,130
shit is bigger than anyone else's. Candy
1134
01:22:13,130 --> 01:22:16,030
and I have talked and we're good. I know
1135
01:22:16,030 --> 01:22:17,790
she's been hurt and she doesn't know the
1136
01:22:17,800 --> 01:22:20,700
best way sometimes but she is trying
1137
01:22:20,700 --> 01:22:23,760
and I have to see where it goes. I know
1138
01:22:23,760 --> 01:22:26,590
she and I can teach each other about life and
1139
01:22:26,600 --> 01:22:32,730
love. Whatever! I'm sorry for calling you
1140
01:22:32,730 --> 01:22:37,660
a bitch, you didn't deserve that. Thank you.
1141
01:22:37,660 --> 01:22:42,130
And you're right, I don't know your life
1142
01:22:42,130 --> 01:22:45,490
and you don't know mine but we have to
1143
01:22:45,500 --> 01:22:48,230
be open-minded with each other. I'm
1144
01:22:48,230 --> 01:22:49,360
willing if you are.
1145
01:22:49,360 --> 01:22:52,760
I feel you girl.
1146
01:22:52,760 --> 01:22:58,230
[Music]
1147
01:22:58,230 --> 01:23:00,290
Hey baby,
1148
01:23:00,300 --> 01:23:05,000
staying out of trouble? I really am.
1149
01:23:05,000 --> 01:23:11,260
I know my baby. How you been? Good just a
1150
01:23:11,260 --> 01:23:17,390
lot going on. What's a lot? Nothing
1151
01:23:17,400 --> 01:23:24,530
really. Talk to me girl. Okay,
1152
01:23:26,430 --> 01:23:34,860
Why did you do that, let daddy die? I
1153
01:23:34,860 --> 01:23:41,060
know he loves me, he told me he did. He was
1154
01:23:41,060 --> 01:23:43,390
better than all the other guys you dated.
1155
01:23:43,400 --> 01:23:47,260
They never had time for me, always acting
1156
01:23:47,260 --> 01:23:49,760
like I was a bother to them.
1157
01:23:52,100 --> 01:23:55,730
Dave bought me anything I wanted, and you took away
1158
01:23:55,730 --> 01:24:00,330
everything and you being here, you left
1159
01:24:00,330 --> 01:24:01,360
me too.
1160
01:24:03,260 --> 01:24:06,560
You lied all those years to me about my father.
1161
01:24:09,600 --> 01:24:12,400
Mum, why life gotta be so fucked up?
1162
01:24:17,060 --> 01:24:23,090
Baby, I thought I was protecting you by not
1163
01:24:23,100 --> 01:24:26,930
telling you who your father was. I was a
1164
01:24:26,930 --> 01:24:30,360
child myself when it happened and I was
1165
01:24:30,360 --> 01:24:35,930
so ashamed. Now I know I put a curse on
1166
01:24:35,930 --> 01:24:43,430
you, like I did with Dave. Baby, that was not
1167
01:24:43,430 --> 01:24:49,290
love, Candy. He manipulated you, he took
1168
01:24:49,300 --> 01:24:50,700
advantage of you.
1169
01:24:50,700 --> 01:24:55,800
He took my baby's innocence and yes
1170
01:24:55,800 --> 01:25:00,230
I would do it all over again. I would die
1171
01:25:00,230 --> 01:25:05,230
for you baby. I'm sorry.
1172
01:25:05,230 --> 01:25:08,090
[Music]
1173
01:25:08,100 --> 01:25:11,630
I'm sorry I did not teach you real love.
1174
01:25:11,630 --> 01:25:15,930
He did whatever he needed to do to make
1175
01:25:15,930 --> 01:25:18,460
you gain his trust and make you believe
1176
01:25:18,460 --> 01:25:24,130
that was love. Baby, he was sick. Only a
1177
01:25:24,130 --> 01:25:27,830
sick man would do that to a child.
1178
01:25:27,830 --> 01:25:32,390
As your mother, I should have protected you
1179
01:25:32,400 --> 01:25:35,760
but I failed you just like my mother
1180
01:25:35,760 --> 01:25:40,430
failed me. All I could do was make sure
1181
01:25:40,430 --> 01:25:46,190
you didn't get hurt at any cost.
1182
01:25:46,200 --> 01:25:51,530
[Music]
1183
01:25:51,530 --> 01:25:52,590
You shoudn't have never
1184
01:25:52,600 --> 01:25:56,060
left home. I know baby.
1185
01:25:56,060 --> 01:26:01,330
I wanted for you a better life. I needed
1186
01:26:01,330 --> 01:26:04,390
to take you away from the things I did
1187
01:26:04,400 --> 01:26:08,400
not want you to be around. Things that
1188
01:26:08,400 --> 01:26:12,100
were too common and accepted, and now,
1189
01:26:12,100 --> 01:26:15,660
those same very things are wrong.
1190
01:26:15,660 --> 01:26:19,730
I should have seen that shit with Dave
1191
01:26:19,730 --> 01:26:23,990
but I was so blinded by love
1192
01:26:24,000 --> 01:26:28,730
and I'd let my baby get hurt. But he
1193
01:26:28,730 --> 01:26:34,560
didn't hurt me mum. Yes he did, he hurt you.
1194
01:26:34,560 --> 01:26:36,760
[Music]
1195
01:26:36,760 --> 01:26:39,930
Emotionally and mentally.
1196
01:26:39,930 --> 01:26:45,590
Look at your relationships and you will see.
1197
01:26:45,600 --> 01:27:00,200
[Music]
1198
01:27:00,200 --> 01:27:04,630
I always thought I'm here to be happy.
1199
01:27:04,630 --> 01:27:09,190
I never felt right when me and Dave had sex
1200
01:27:09,200 --> 01:27:11,860
but he told me it was okay.
1201
01:27:11,860 --> 01:27:17,690
[Music]
1202
01:27:17,700 --> 01:27:21,230
You were always at work.
1203
01:27:21,230 --> 01:27:22,590
[Music]
1204
01:27:22,600 --> 01:27:25,860
and he was always home, so I
1205
01:27:25,860 --> 01:27:31,460
[Music]
1206
01:27:31,460 --> 01:27:37,090
Yes baby. Baby I needed to
1207
01:27:37,100 --> 01:27:39,930
have a decent life for you and me.
1208
01:27:39,930 --> 01:27:41,990
I didn't want any man to think he
1209
01:27:42,000 --> 01:27:46,260
controlled me but I overlooked the idea
1210
01:27:46,260 --> 01:27:51,190
that he will try to control you too.
1211
01:27:51,200 --> 01:27:52,760
[Sniffling]
1212
01:27:55,860 --> 01:27:58,530
I don't blame you anymore mom.
1213
01:28:02,000 --> 01:28:04,030
I can't change the past.
1214
01:28:08,700 --> 01:28:11,000
I just need to work on me
1215
01:28:11,000 --> 01:28:13,430
and better my future.
1216
01:28:18,130 --> 01:28:20,830
That's my girl.
1217
01:28:20,830 --> 01:28:56,460
[Song]
1218
01:28:56,460 --> 01:29:00,460
Hi. Hi, so glad you could make it.
1219
01:29:00,460 --> 01:29:05,660
Yeah I try to be open-minded but I just
1220
01:29:05,660 --> 01:29:07,890
don't really know. Well, what is it that
1221
01:29:07,900 --> 01:29:14,900
you need to know? If I can be happy with
1222
01:29:14,900 --> 01:29:16,130
who I am.
1223
01:29:16,130 --> 01:29:19,960
or if it's better to just be and
1224
01:29:19,960 --> 01:29:23,990
possibly not be happy. You should desire
1225
01:29:24,000 --> 01:29:26,930
to be happy for you and not anyone else.
1226
01:29:26,930 --> 01:29:30,560
We all struggle with acceptance but that
1227
01:29:30,560 --> 01:29:33,260
should not be the reason you live.
1228
01:29:33,260 --> 01:29:35,730
The Bible says that "he will give you
1229
01:29:35,730 --> 01:29:39,130
the desires of your heart, we are to seek him
1230
01:29:39,130 --> 01:29:42,690
first in all that we do" So whatever we
1231
01:29:42,700 --> 01:29:45,660
question, we should ask him for the
1232
01:29:45,660 --> 01:29:50,430
solution. Oh, maybe he doesn't hear me
1233
01:29:50,430 --> 01:29:52,390
because I've been asking for a while.
1234
01:29:52,400 --> 01:29:55,630
I know where you are, I was there too.
1235
01:29:55,630 --> 01:29:58,360
I lived that lifestyle for most of my life
1236
01:29:58,360 --> 01:30:01,360
but I had to decide if God was happy
1237
01:30:01,360 --> 01:30:05,430
with me. Was I serving his purpose? I felt
1238
01:30:05,430 --> 01:30:08,060
my calling was to counsel young people,
1239
01:30:08,060 --> 01:30:11,690
cursed with the same struggle. There is a
1240
01:30:11,700 --> 01:30:15,160
way out. How can there be a way out, my
1241
01:30:15,160 --> 01:30:16,690
heart hurts his foot?
1242
01:30:16,700 --> 01:30:20,700
I shouldn't be confused about who I want
1243
01:30:20,700 --> 01:30:23,160
to be with or my own happiness. You have
1244
01:30:23,160 --> 01:30:26,390
to let him heal your heart so that you
1245
01:30:26,400 --> 01:30:30,700
may find the true way. Yet the Bible says
1246
01:30:30,700 --> 01:30:34,530
"we are created in His image" why would he
1247
01:30:34,530 --> 01:30:37,530
create me like this? We all have asked
1248
01:30:37,530 --> 01:30:40,490
that question. That is a trick of this
1249
01:30:40,500 --> 01:30:44,630
world and we should not believe that.
1250
01:30:44,630 --> 01:30:47,290
You need to be stronger than this curse put
1251
01:30:47,300 --> 01:30:53,860
on you. It is a sickness that we must not accept.
1252
01:30:53,860 --> 01:31:00,190
[Music]
1253
01:31:00,200 --> 01:31:05,130
You know I'll be paroled soon? Yeah, I got
1254
01:31:05,130 --> 01:31:07,930
the day marked in my calendar. Will you
1255
01:31:07,930 --> 01:31:13,490
come see me then, baby? I'm gonna see if
1256
01:31:13,500 --> 01:31:17,230
Keisha is available. You and Keisha?
1257
01:31:17,230 --> 01:31:28,460
getting along? Yeah. Umm, good. So anyone special you
1258
01:31:28,460 --> 01:31:39,030
seeing? Yeah, she's different. At times I
1259
01:31:39,030 --> 01:31:44,830
feel like I don't deserve her and then I
1260
01:31:44,830 --> 01:31:46,260
feel like she's the best thing that ever
1261
01:31:46,260 --> 01:31:49,960
happened to me. A change for the better you know.
1262
01:31:56,800 --> 01:31:59,300
I just want to love her.
1263
01:31:59,300 --> 01:32:01,460
[Music]
1264
01:32:01,460 --> 01:32:03,560
I know I need to learn to love myself
1265
01:32:03,560 --> 01:32:09,760
first. That's what you've got to do, love
1266
01:32:09,760 --> 01:32:17,090
you. This girl sounds very special.
1267
01:32:17,100 --> 01:32:21,230
[Music]
1268
01:32:21,230 --> 01:32:24,760
You know I want you to be happy, right?
1269
01:32:24,760 --> 01:32:25,660
[Music]
1270
01:32:25,660 --> 01:32:27,960
Always me.
1271
01:32:27,960 --> 01:32:29,430
[Music]
1272
01:32:29,430 --> 01:32:35,890
When I get out, I want us to rebuild.
1273
01:32:35,900 --> 01:32:40,600
I want to be a part of your life but I
1274
01:32:40,600 --> 01:32:45,360
need your forgiveness. I already forgave you.
1275
01:32:45,360 --> 01:32:47,360
[Music]
1276
01:32:47,360 --> 01:32:51,430
I'm glad. Like I said before,
1277
01:32:51,430 --> 01:32:54,360
[Music]
1278
01:32:54,360 --> 01:32:57,190
that was a long time ago, I was young.
1279
01:32:57,200 --> 01:33:00,160
It's all different now mum.
1280
01:33:00,160 --> 01:33:04,160
[Music]
1281
01:33:04,160 --> 01:33:05,460
Forgiveness is
1282
01:33:05,460 --> 01:33:10,490
important you know. I can't wait to meet
1283
01:33:10,500 --> 01:33:13,960
this special girl. The girl that makes my
1284
01:33:13,960 --> 01:33:15,960
baby happy.
1285
01:33:15,960 --> 01:33:19,160
Yeah.
1286
01:33:19,160 --> 01:33:23,130
Her name is Sarah.
1287
01:33:23,130 --> 01:33:26,290
I almost messed it all up, but she
1288
01:33:26,300 --> 01:33:29,930
forgave me and gave me a second chance.
1289
01:33:29,930 --> 01:33:32,030
[Music]
1290
01:33:32,030 --> 01:33:37,630
I need to grow up, she deserves that.
1291
01:33:37,630 --> 01:33:43,890
Stop being young and dumb, beside,
1292
01:33:43,900 --> 01:33:46,400
but I ain't young anymore.
1293
01:33:46,400 --> 01:33:54,900
Yeah, your butt is getting old, baby. As
1294
01:33:54,900 --> 01:33:56,860
long as we can acknowledge our
1295
01:33:56,860 --> 01:34:02,090
mistakes and want to do better, those that love us,
1296
01:34:02,100 --> 01:34:06,000
will see that too and help us along the
1297
01:34:06,000 --> 01:34:11,400
way. Life should always see us growing.
1298
01:34:11,400 --> 01:34:16,530
I want you to be able to help me as well.
1299
01:34:16,530 --> 01:34:22,790
If we are not continually growing, we're
1300
01:34:22,800 --> 01:34:25,760
not living, just existing.
1301
01:34:25,760 --> 01:34:27,690
[Music]
1302
01:34:27,700 --> 01:34:30,500
I hear you mum.
1303
01:34:30,500 --> 01:34:35,960
Take care baby girl, I love you.
1304
01:34:35,960 --> 01:34:39,890
Me too, love you.
1305
01:34:42,500 --> 01:34:43,660
[Music]
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[Text messaging]
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[Music]
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Hello Miss O'Neil. Hi professor Miller, I wanted
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to turn in my paper. I know it's early
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but I'm gonna be going out of town and
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then I'd like to go home early. I'm a
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little homesick, first time away for me.
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I understand and that's fine for me.
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I can get one graded another way and I knew
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you were gonna be a great student. Thank you.
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I've really enjoyed your class even
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though you're tough, I learned a lot. I've
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always wanted to be a writer and I feel
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that I can because of you. Well, I look
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forward to the day that I can say Sarah
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O'Neill, yes I know her, she was my star
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pupil. So go and have fun on your
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vacation and we will see you next
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semester. Thank you professor Miller.
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[Airplane landing]
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[Music]
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So where's your white bitch? Damn Nikky, can you
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just get off my dick already? Why can't
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you just go to you, somewhere else. Why your ass keeps coming to my city? Not for your ass.
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Are you sure? Fuck ya. Where's that old
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little fish? What, she found out your ass is crazy too?
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I gotcha, yo' coming.
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[Music]
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No, you don't. Don't tear your ass about that shit
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Get your little prison bitch. Baby I still
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love you. Okay, I fucked up but what can I do?
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[Music]
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Leave me the fuck alone.
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Fifty people are dead in the worst mass shooting in US history.
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A gunman wielding an assault type rifle
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in a hand gun, opened fire inside a
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crowded gay nightclub early Sunday. At least fifty people are dead.
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[Door closed]
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Hey baby. Hey babe. How did it go? Good. Made
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that money, plus they love me here. So
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glad you could come with me. But this is
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there for me. You're not going back to
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Miami? No, I'm done. I'm done dancing, done
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coming to Miami.
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I need something real, for both you and
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me. You deserve that
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plus I want to just be with you. After
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tomorrow, we're going back home and I
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want you to just focus on school.
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I'll take care of you, I'm gonna start my
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business. Yeah, what do you have in mind?
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You'll see.
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[Kissing]
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I'm going to take a shower. Noooo! Noooo. Snuggle! I need a shower.
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[Music]
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[Suspense]
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[Music]
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Growing up,
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I looked up to you dad, more than I think
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you will ever know. I wanted to be you.
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I wanted to know how to fix things when
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they were broken. I wanted to know how to
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work on cars.
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I loved being with you and the horses.
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[Music]
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I wanted to have a wife and family to take
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care of, all of this, just like you.
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I never saw anything wrong or different
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about how I felt. You were my model and
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even though you would rather David help
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you with working on whatever car we had
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at the time. I was the one out there with
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you, watching and learning the tools to
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give to you. Meanwhile, my brother just
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went about playing with no interest.
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I kind of felt like maybe I was supposed
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to be a boy but I wasn't and that didn't
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really bother me too much, at least not
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until I got older. You seem to resist my
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help a lot of the time but I didn't care.
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You would even tell me to "go help your
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mother" maybe that would make me a girl.
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I would still try to watch and spend
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time with you when I could. You didn't
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pay much attention to me and I felt like
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you weren't interested in me but the
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horses connected me to you. I love our
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horses because you do and when you
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bought me my own horse, I named her
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Starlight and she gave me peace. I'd love
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to see her smile when I rode and your
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happiness when I would win in
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competitions. Sometimes, the distance
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between us made me feel, for a long time,
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that I wasn't your kid or that you
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didn't want me. It was always difficult
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to talk with you for fear of
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disappointing you. So I think a lot of my
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strength came from having to be so
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independent. You will say I'm stubborn,
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you seem proud only when other people
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would show or say they're proud of me.
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[Music]
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I never really knew how you felt until I
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came out to you. When I did, you could not
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really acknowledge it but you said you
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felt like you were not there for me. You
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somewhat blamed yourself, even though I
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knew it. Five years old, I had an
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attraction for women. I say women because
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I had never had a crush on girls my age.
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It was always a teacher, a friend's mom
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or an actress.
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I know growing up, it was difficult and
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unique. Too many people told me, even you.
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For as much as human nature thrives on
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fitting in, always felt outside of the
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box. I guess it was my god-given right
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be unique. So much of my life experiences
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were shaped, learned or developed in
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small town Green Pastures, USA. I will say
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that even with the negativity and
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difficult times, I am blessed and even
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stronger for them.
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[Music]
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You're the only man that I need in my life
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and I want you to be proud of me. Once my
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brother grows up, I will add him to the
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list. Going away to school has been good
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for me because I'm finally out from
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under your cover and moms. I'm able to be
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me and I'm happy. I want you to know that
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I've met a girl, her name is Candy. She's
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been through a lot but I look forward to
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us growing together. I can already feel
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that she loves me and I'm beginning to love her.
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[Music]
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I love you so much dad
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and I hope you and Mom will be open to meeting
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Candy. I want all the special people in
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my life to know because they all love me. Love, Sarah.
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[Music]
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Sarah, wrote this letter to me and I felt that you share it
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with all of you. We say life is precious, why don't we treat it that way?
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Tell our children we love them, we 'll do anything for them. It is really seen in our actions
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So many times we allow life to pass us by.
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In our church and in living.
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I hate my wife.
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We believe tomorrow will be better.
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because we cannot embrace today.
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And we want yesterday back and we cannot have it.
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Now, Sarah's gone. Gone before she
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knows how proud I am of her. Gone
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before she ever knows my great love for her.
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[Music]
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Sarah's teaching me, even in her death. That's one thing I
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loved about her. Even as a little girl,
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I knew she was special and different.
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[Music]
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But I though if I would deny what I
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believed and what I felt, it all just
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go away, when instead, I pushed Sarah away.
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and I can't allow that to happen again
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for my son.
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[Music]
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David!
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I want you to know, that whoever you become,
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we will be proud of you. Whoever you choose to
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want, I will want them also. I want David to live the life
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that he want's to live. I want him to be happy,
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not trying to please me or his mum or anyone else. I say
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this to David and to everyone of you. Don't just live your life, love life
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till death.
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[Music]
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I'm so sorry. It is not your fault.
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I should have protected her. I should
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have protected her too. I should have
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protected her and not sheltered her
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and let her know that no matter who you are,
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that some people will see your greatness
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and try and destroy you.
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She lived a fairy tale and I should have
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shown her the real word. I should have
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been honest with her and I kept her from my own truth.
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[Music]
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I loved her so much. And she loved you too.
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[sobbing]
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[Music]
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So, how's aunt Mary?
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She's good.
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I spoke with her yesterday before going
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to the memorial.
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She was upset and more worried about me.
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I told her I'll be fine, just said it was
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gonna hurt for a long time.
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I know cousin, I'm sorry.
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Now, she was so sweet and I know that she
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really loved you but you really are a
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better person for her being in your life.
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That's why I want to kill that bitch.
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Candy you have to learn how to forgive
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so that you can have peace in your own
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life. And I know that aunt marry told you that.
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[Sniffling]
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Yes she did.
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Why is it that I always keep loosing? You know, I know that we
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haven't been that close growing up but
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I've always looked at you as one of the
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strongest people that I know and it
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sucks that aunt Marry had the kid locked up
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over that loser but that's what she felt
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like she had to do at the time. And I
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know that she thought you were strong
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enough to maintain, even though you
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didn't see it. Yeah, you're right, I shouldn't have focused on what I had to gain.
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I'm just tired, Keisha. Tired of that when
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a little good does come, it always seems to get fucked up.
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[Sobbing]
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This Sarah, come out and she
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had me felt like I wanna do better for myself.
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I want refer her always.
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till the end. I never thought that the edn will be so soon.
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[Sobbing]
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We live and we live so well, right.
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Yeah but why this shit gotta be so hard?
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[Sobbing]
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Thanks.
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Gotta be there more for each other, okay. Cool.
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[Music]
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I got you baby girl and this time,
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I won't let you go.
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[Music]
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[Music]
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♫♫Yeah, you ever been in love? I know she was
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♫♫Tattered Souls, exquisite tastes. Yeah, she beautiful,
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that black rose from the hood. The one
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they talk about, whose misunderstood. She's a
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this, she's a that for the more her booty
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clap but before that, she was moving down
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g-packs or ugly act that caused young
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shot it tears, huh. Over and over again huh huh
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close peers 3:00 in the morning,
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is we low creeper starts. Stepfather and
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a barrel forcing her legs apart, damn. Death
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threats to her mother if the truth sprouts.
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Tears and screams from my black whose
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never heard. If I catch your mama, put a
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pot and that's my word. Shy! shy!
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Tatted soul, rise, rise. Tatted soul, shine shine.
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Tatted soul, rise, rise. Tatted soul, shine shine.
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Tatted soul, rise, rise. Tatted soul, shine shine.
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Tatted soul, rise, rise. Yeah!
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♫♫I can relate, once a woman in my past life
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break called Nikhil the nigger twice
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slice slice, cha cha. Now I'm in the man's
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01:59:18,760 --> 01:59:21,430
body atooma bronze, it's a rights law or
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01:59:21,430 --> 01:59:23,560
forgetting for my soul states plain.
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That's poets of the presence, Candy
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gotta stripper freak essence, a curse or a
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blessing, she learn a life lessons, life
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01:59:32,730 --> 01:59:35,560
lessons. Yeah, that's the blessing, a new
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01:59:35,560 --> 01:59:38,030
direction through the lives in the screens
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and then for her dreams, she died inside
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01:59:41,030 --> 01:59:43,890
but still shine like moon beans, looking
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01:59:43,900 --> 01:59:45,760
for real love like Kanye looking for
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Jesus. Yeah! I like being in her life
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completing puzzle pieces, the love in
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their eyes we're passionate increases.
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Who we are the judge, the love real love
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happens for a reason♫♫
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