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[Intro Music]

[Moving Train]

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♫I heard an old old story, how saviour

came from glory. How he gave His life on

Calvary, to save someone like me. I heard

about is groaning of his precious Bloods

atoning, then I repented of my sin and won the victory♫

Good morning. Good morning. I thank God for this

glorious Lord's Day, our church and for

my family. As many of you already

know, our daughter, Sarah, is leaving us.

Later today she'll be heading off to college

and she will be missed by her brother

and mother, and me too of course.

When Sarah was a young girl, she loved to

ride, had a vivid imagination.

In fact, I fell in love with the way her

mother wrote so beautifully years ago.

And Sarah's blessed with her mother's

talent and stubbornness.

No, not your mom. In reality, Sarah's a lot

like her dad.

Sarah will be studying journalism and as

every parent, you want your child to go

out and make a positive difference in

the world.

In Matthew, God scripture tells us "let

your light shine before others, so they

may see your good deeds and glorify your

father in heaven. Sarah, my prayer for you

as you go out in this world, you make a

positive difference, your light shines

bright, and never goes down. Now if you

would, take your Bibles up, turn to Jonah

chapter 1 for today's message.

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Jonah chapter 1, verse 1. "The word of the

Lord came to Jonah son of Amitai, go to

the great city of Nineveh

and preach against it because its wickedness has

come before me, but Jonah ran away from

the Lord and headed to Tarsus. He went

down to Joppa where he found a ship

bound for that port. After paying the

fare, he went aboard and sailed for

Tarsus to flee from the Lord"

Sure gonna miss you Sarah.

Ah, yeah. It's the first time away from the

city. I'm gonna miss my friends and my

family. Oh, good luck to you. Don't get all

well and start partying. Come on, not a chance.

You know schools too important to me.

[Country music]

[Pop music]

Damn girl, you scared the shit out of me

Tony tang, but you can call me TT. Sarah

Oneal. You had a beautiful voice. Girl, please.

Yeah, you should be a professional singer.

No, you're not catching me 10 years from

now on TV one dong song, talking about

how broke I am, divorced, on drugs, kids by

five different baby daddies, no. I sing

for myself. What's TV one? Anyway,

let me help you with your bags. Where are you

from? uh Green Pastures, Oklahoma. You?

South Central LA. My dad owns a cool spot

on Venice Beach and in South Central.

I know I look black with tight eyes but

my mom is black in my father's Asian. She

says she got tired of big dick, so

she married my father. That's fucked up right?

[Laughing]

Girl, I'm just playing but she does tell

him that when she's mad. What about your

people? um, my mother and brother?

Oh is he cute?

Yeah, but he's 14. Oh. um, my father is a

pastor and a farmer. Oh damn, I've just

been cursing and shit? I mean, I'm sorry.

My girl Keisha said I need to check my

vocabulary. It is my second year

in college. You'll like Keisha, she into that

spiritual shit- I mean stuff. We can meet

up with her tomorrow, she works late at

the coffee shop. So what are you studying?

Journalism, I want to be a writer. Oh cool.

Oh my god!

What? Nothing. Girl, you really our country.

What? It just looks like your ashes

jumped off the Mayflower, that's what.

You're not getting a dick- I mean you

ain't getting no man looking like that.

I'm just saying. I'm not here for that.

I don't want to lose my scholarship but

I was thinking about going shopping this

weekend. Oh yeah, I'm down. Cool. Bye.

Bye!

[Country music]

[Country music]

I'd like to introduce myself to you. I am

Professor Miller, and welcome to

Journalism 201. This course you're going

to take, is going to teach both

storytelling and how you can face themes

through your writing as a Journalist.

Your first assignment, I want you to go

out and find a story that entreat you.

You would be graded at the end with your

writing but in class, you're going to

learn how to become a great

investigative journalist. So go out

and make me proud people, and please, do

not waste your parents money.

Alright guys, here's your pizza. You know if you need anything else.

No, thank you.

[Chatting in the background]

Hello, can I get you a glass of iced tea?

or anything? Actually, a glass of water

would be fine.

Okay, great. um, excuse me, are you Keisha?

Yes. I'm TT's roommate, Sarah. Oh really. Yeah. Okay. She said you don't always-

I do, I do. You just moved here right? Yes.

from Oklahoma. Oh cool. Yeah. What are you studying? Journalism I actually

have like this-

Sorry it's TT, she's trying to- oh okay.

Yes, she was supposed to meet me here but

she can't make it.

I'm- I have this paper, I have to find a good topic

for. hmm.

So- Cool, let me tell you what, I would like a party this

weekend and it's gonna be at the melting

pot here in Dallas, you guys should come. Yeah

that would be great. Okay great.

I'll come back with your water. Thank You, Keisha.

[Music]

Anyway, did you see that bitch's mouth fall open?

Thought I couldn't pay. Which do you

want, cash or charge?

Yeah, she was a little shocked when she

saw all that cash in your wallet, was that

all $100 bills? Yeah mostly, but you know it's

funny how they think minorities don't

come for money, like we don't work for

ours. Kiss my ass trick. Does that always happen? Oh, yes

maybe following me and be the white bitch's

still in makeup, boosting clothes. I can't

steal. Like those prison whores would

be fighting over my fondness. I can't have

it. Does it the bother you?

It did, but then I just kind of like

ignore it and laugh, then you find a ways

to get people to put their foot in their mouth.

I love cracking bitches faces. Cacker

face? Yeah, like prove them wrong, get them

to pick up their face off the floor,

It's an expression. Oh, I don't think I could

handle that that well. hmm, welcome to the

big city. You deal with a lot of shit

here but don't let that scare you. Maybe

I can show you around and then

eventually you can make some more

friends. Thanks, I appreciate that.

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[Door opened]

I hate working this fucking shit, can't

make no damn money, these broke-ass

niggas. I'm leaving this motherfucker.

Yeah, I hear you, but are you working at the right boy last night?

Cos I know you get a group thing and I know

you get a lot of love there, here love my

seats yeah. Hell yeah, the bitches love

me too, shit!

Well, hell no. I told my cousin, Keisha

I was going to her broke ass birthday party.

She liked going to some club that

serves some damn non-alcoholic

smoothies, like what if they get in it?

Girl, what kind of shit is that? That's fucked up

I can't go nowhere without a drink. Shit I

can't have fun without my drink,

hell no. Yeah, right. Tell everybody, think it's some college

hangout spot with her and her friends

get together, think they can talk about

changing the world.

Some political bullshit. I don't know why

ain't nothing gonna change. Government,

people, they're not gonna do a damn thing.

Everybody's so fucking fine by it. Exactly!

I ain't stripping because I love this shit. Okay, fuck. Yeah, I do.

While I'm fine and look this damn good, I'm a milk these niggas

and bitches for every dime they got, and have a fat

bank robe from for you, watch. Damn right easy girls, nobody gives a fuck

[Rap music]

♫♫Brace yourself, just know nice Ricky to

show. Everything is everything we about

to blow up in the car, seat belt saw his

on the wheel, turn the GPS on set at the

talent bill. We can reach paradise

instead of using paradise. Can you see my vision, use your pair of eyes, yeah♫♫

[Rap music]

[Children playing]

♫♫Blacky blacky blacky, Blacky blacky blacky, Why are you so ugly, Why are you so ugly♫♫

♫♫Blacky blacky blacky ♫♫Blacky blacky blacky- Leave my cousin alone.

She's beautiful, you hater. You're the ugly one

Who needs these kinds of fools anyway, we're cousin,

don't ever feel those haters.

What's the matter? They always make fun of me, I don't have to be so dark.

Don't worry about them, baby. You are my

beautiful girl. Daddy loves you

and Keyshia loves you, you gotta love yourself. Okay, dad.

[Music]

Let's go home, daddy will make it right.

See you later, Kay.

[Music]

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We'll be back in teen y'all. Smoothies are at the bar. They have a new smoothie

Tacare, Orange, Julius. I'm going to say, it is delicious, I'm on my second one.

So, I'll see you out there in a second, okay.

I don't think Keisha give the shit, like-

Hi ladies, want something to drink? I think I'm

gonna get that new tacare juice orange. Oh, that sounds

good baby, yes give me one too.

Y'all still ain't got no alcohol here?

No ma'am, they do not have alcoholic

beverages, only smoothies and water.

Well, I guess I'll take one of those Orange

Julius too, but none that tacare, I don't want

to be having diarrhea and shit.

Alright.

Oh my god. So anyway.

Okay, I'm so glad that you made it

out with me, on my birthday. So um, I mean, how

you been? What's it been like, a year? How've you been, how's Mikky? Keisha!

Hey! Happy birthday. Oh my gosh, thank you so much.

Look at you. Oh, thank you so much for coming out. If you

need anything, give me a call. I appreciate it.

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How's Nikky?

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We broke up months ago, that trick ain't right. Oh my gosh, I was so cute

together. I'm so sorry to hear that. Don't be.

I caught that trick with another piece of

fish in my bed, no less than a week that

we got into it. She started acting all

crazy when she got back from your joint.

Acting like she- you know what, you don't

even want to know, but I'm good.

I'm looking for some new fish. Acting like what, Kay?

[Music]

It's not going to a fuckin plantation, she

came back acting all word, like those

bitches in lockup, treat me like I was a

fucking slave. Hell no! You know I don't

play that shit, cousin. Hell no! Plus that

trick's real jealous. I'm good. I'm good, for real.

[Music]

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Hey girl, happy birthday! I um

Hey! Hi! Sit with the ladies.

um, TT's dad's store got robbed, and so

her mum asked her to come to the shop. Oh men!

that's too bad.

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Thanks. Well Sarah, these are my friends.

Hi. This is Chad, Crystal and my Candy. Hi.

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Hey, Candy! Why are you doing that up in here. Keisha, listen to me.

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So Sarah, how do you like it so far?

[Music]

I like it, I'm just little homesick.

Kind of miss my family

and my horse, Starlight.

Hey Sarah, I actually ride horses.

My family, they own a ranch about 25 miles

inside of Dallas. If you ever want to come ride.

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Yeah, I'd love to.

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So Sarah, what's your major? Journalism.

I have this professor Miller- Me too, I have her.

She's great. Yeah, I just didn't think I was

getting ready to writing an assignment this big, so

soon. You have to get story right.

Don't worry, you'll find the right topic,

and it'll probably just fall right

in your lap. So always something crazy in this city.

[Music]

But I don't know what you bitches came

here to do, but it's time to sign out.

Hey Sarah- eh, come dance with me.

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Hey Sarah, so nice to meet you. Me too. All right.

Stay safe. You too.

[Footsteps]

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Well! well! well! Hey Sarah. Hey. Did you

have a good time?

Yeah, Keisha's friends are super nice.

Yeah, they're okay, but I'm not trying to drink

smoothies, that's for kids. I don't

really drink that much, so tired. Yes you

are but I can't see you drinking anyway.

I don't really.

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You all help getting that good grade,

you should call me.

[Music]

Thanks. Okay.

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See you later.

[Footsteps]

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Hey Sarah. Hey. I know we didn't get to talk

much inside but I was wondering if you're gonna grab

a coffee. It's a little late. How about

I won't keep you out much later. I actually

know a place nearby. Okay. Alright? Yeah, sure.

So, a peaky girl from Oklahoma, what do y'all do for

fun in the country? Well, I don't know, I guess the same thing all Texas boys do here.

Cow things and camp out with each other and sleeping with the neighbours sheep.

Okay, I deserve that.

Yeah, you did.

So, why journalism? I guess I get it from my mom.

My family does missionary work and

travel supports of Indian and Africa,

throughout the year. Wow, that must have

been exciting. Let's just say it was a

humbling experience. I can imagine.

Yeah, my mom, she's able to capture and paint

these pictures with her writing and I've

seen the look on the congregation's face

when she's reading her books,

It's amazing. I knew that I wanted to be like

her. What are the names of your mom's books?

There's two, one is, "God still loves

Africa" and "God loves our love" Okay,

can't say I've heard of any of them but I'd

love to read them one day. Most people

have it, but I have a copy you can borrow.

I'd love that. So I guess you and your mom

are pretty close? No, um, my dad and I used to

be close until my little brother came

along. Now we're just like two sheeps

passing out the night.

My mom thinks that I was gonna sleep

with every boy in town. So did you?

Did I what? Sleep with every boy in town.

No I I- No I what? I'm. What? I'm a virgin.

and I'm

waiting for the right person, just like

the Good Book says

[Music]

When I was 14, I got really sick and I

had to stay home from school, but we have

this big TV in the living room but we

were only allowed to watch it on

Saturdays, and my mom had to leave to

go get some feeds and it's about an hour up and

an hour back, so I decided to run into

the living room and try to watch TV

and there was a show on and it was this

woman, just wanted to know who the father

of her baby was. She slept with like 20

men, and so the host of this show, he

does this DNA test, right. All 20 of them

weren't the father. She started crying

and running around on stage and

all these people are laughing at her when he

should have been praying for her.

I decided after I saw that, that no

fornication for me, plus my parents would

killed me and raised the baby on their

own. Yeah, my mom came back and I was

asleep on the couch, with that show on.

She was so mad, she didn't even spank me for a week.

God, you're not only beautiful

but I love your innocence.

Thank you. I respect that, it shows true

strength, exactly what God intended a woman

to be, not just about her sexuality.

So if your wife gained a thousand pounds, you'd

still love her just for her mind?

Mind and body. My mom like five years ago,

she actually lost her leg in a car accident

and my dad loved her just the same.

So yeah, if my wife gained a thousand pounds,

I'll love all 1,000 pounds over and then

I'd buy her a treadmill with some salads.

I loved her, I don't want to die on me.

Oh my god, I didn't realize it was this

late. I would've loved to finish this

conversation but I really need to go home.

How about I walk you? Okay. Alright.

[Music]

[Phone dialing]

[Phone ringing]

Hello!

Good morning bunny. Good morning mommy

Is everything okay?

Yeah, fine. Your daddy and I were just

wondering if you found a church yet.

I was online yesterday, and that's some pretty good review- Come to God Missionary

Church. It's like five blocks from campus.

Yeah, I've seen that Church. It's just that I was up late studying.

[Music]

umm, but I will try to make service next week. Second

service's at 12 o'clock today. I know but

I have a paper due tomorrow. Okay, okay

buddy. Just don't forget that God comes

first. I know, I love you mum, I'll call you a little later, bye.

Sarah?

[Music]

Kids!

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[Phone Dialing]

[Phone vibrating]

What's up? Is this candy? Who this? It's- it's Sarah

TT's roommate. Oh, hey girl

um you told me to call you if I wanted

to grade on my paper. Do you have a car?

No, I know I'm gonna get you, you can

just fix me edges, okay? Okay, I'll see you then.

Thank you. Hey.

[Music]

[Texting]

[Music]

[Ladies talking]

Great. You want something to drink? Yeah, water would be fine.

Water! I'll be quiet. Yeah,

Can I use the bathroom for a- Yes down the hall to the right. This way? Yeah.

[Footsteps]

[Music]

[Footsteps]

Anyway, let me get this out so I can record you,

that way, you know I can take notes later

and what not. So what made you want to

become an exotic dancer? Oh, girl

we're gonna need a drink before we start this. Oh no, that's okay, I don't really drink.

I'm gonna need a drink before we

start this. Okay.

Cuz if you want to know more

about me, I have to start on my life first.

Yeah, I could drink it.

New Jersey. You're so beautiful, I had to look at

you. Anyway, my mum was fifteen and

pregnant with me when we came over from Kenya.

My uncle, uncle Milton,

Keisha's dad, he helped us come over.

He came to the US, maybe two years before us.

Anyway, my mom came over here, started

and finished high school, and graduated

from nursing school, girl.

That's where she met my stepdad.

Dr. Dave Morgan.

A white dude.

Kay, you're alright?

They got married when I was 12. He was

nice to my mom, and gave us a real good

life. I had any toy, money, rich white

grandparents, cousins, a big-ass house and

shit and toys under the side.

We were rich,

until my mom, that bitch fucked it all up.

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Babe! Don't call me babe, you pedophile. So

all this time, you like little girls. What

the hell. You are supposed to be her

father. I was not hurting her, I love her

and she loves me.

You are sick. Hey, let me explain.

[Girl screams]

Go to your room, Candy. But mum- Go now, mummy needs to talk to daddy.

[Door closed and locked]

Wake up, wake up you asshole.

What's this? Untie me. Please baby, what's this, untie

me. Please baby. So, how long have you

been fucking my little kid, sweetie? I can

explain. Please untie me, please. So we can

talk. I promise, it's it's not what you

think, ask Candy. Why would you? Why my

baby? You know what happened to me. You

know what my dad did. I left my country

to take her away from all that.

How could you? I know, I know sweetie.

[Shaking door]

Untie me, please. I'm begging you. I asked you

a question. How long have you been fucking

my little Kay? Yeah, I've been doing it for

a while. Your baby girl loves it, she's better than

you've ever been.

[Forcing door open]

Mum, stop. He didn't do anything mum, I love him.

No. Oh God. Never again. No, Doris, no no no! Mum, stop. Ahhh!

My mum went native on his ass, took him back to Kenya. I was mad

at my mom for a long time.

I lost every

fucking thing I love and still trying

to find out how to get it back.

Had to move back in with my poor ass uncle.

Milton, always trying to tell me what the fuck to do.

So, where is your mum now?

Oh, she's locked up, doing a stretch for

killing my stepdad, yeah.

Mum's back ass stuff in the room and so he played out.

[Laughing]

But that's not the fucked up that.

See, my mom just told me two years

ago who my real father was.

My grandfather, my fucking grandfather.

Ain't that part a bitch?

My life can't get no better than this.

I know my mom was only trying to protect me because she was raped.

They never tried my white ass

grandmother, no offense.

Knew her son was a pedophile but did not

want him to lose his license. Luckily,

some of the other victims parents, seen the case from the news.

Found out he was dead.

Kay spoke out because they knew they

were going to be on them.

My mom would have got the death penalty

but they gave her 10 because she let him

bleed out, and it wasn't premeditated.

She'd be out in 6 months.

Fucked up, uhh.

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Sarah, China, China, Sarah. And her girlfriend, Blake Brown.

Oh, and black thing, men.

You roll with the rest of that girl or what? No, here is where this fun is, right here.

Oh shit! Sarah, we got to go.

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[Music... Baby crying]

[Noise from TV]

[Noise from TV]

What is this? uhh, every day I come home from work and yo ass sitting

on this couch, watching these damn

reality shows. Why is the baby crying?

Can one of you get a job? Reggie!

You watching these damn housewives and you know none of these bitches a real housewife.

When do you see any of them cooking

or cleaning? And why do they walk around

all day in a cocktail dress in heels?

This ain't "I Love Lucy" I'm a real

housewife. Reggie! Reggie! get you monkey ass- Mama, what's up? What's up, I'm

back here working on some beats. Reggie,

didn't I tell you y'all need to get a

job? A J-O-B. If your daddy was here Regg,

he would beat your ass. God rest his soul

Mama, daddy's in Houston. Well, it don't matter where he is, you need to do

more, uhh, you need to do more than he did

Reggie. You have a family to take care of.

I do what I can, Regg but you gotta do

more. Mama, I got this. You got what?

This nigga will get off this bitches tit, make her go somewhere. You say something you

wretched bitch?

[Baby crying]

No ma'am.

Bitch.

[Baby suckling]

Mom, I ain't got time for this.

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Damn, where's that Reggie ass?

[Music]

Don't worry your Reggie ass, you know what I'm saying. Don't even speak to him-

[Music]

Ooh hey, haha. Hey Candy. Hey Candy,

when are you gonna let me hear, uhh? Nigga, fuck you, you know you couldn't hit this

in less that 6 feet. Fuck you! You need

some vitamin D your life. No nigga, you need to go get a job. Hey hey, who

your friend is, uhh? Nobody, don't worry about it. I like your new chocolate, oh.

[Music]

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[Bang on the door]

Come on in.

[Music]

Keisha, are you ready? Yeah, just a second, I went out before you get here.

Girl, when are you moving out of these damn projects?

You know I'm doing what my papa did not want me to try. Jesus, hurry up.

[Music]

Can you please come out, I'm ready to go.

Okay, I'm out.

[Door opened and closed]

Where the hell you've been little boy? They opened up a new

chicken shine and gave us free chicken.

Really? You know I was waiting on you.

Only niggas, give me something that

chicken, boy. You know we're cool, you better watch your

little brother, don't be letting him get

into shit like you do. Okay mom, I got this

senior little brother loves his boo-boo.

Oh yeah! Anyway, you could put that chicken

in there, get dinner out when you're ready, and when you're done,

make him watch a movie. Last time I came

home, there was water and toilet paper all

over the bathroom floor. I'm not trying

argue when I come here and think.

Big brother I'll teach his little brother how to wipe and

wash his ass, what's wrong with that?

Okay mum, no problem, I got it.

All right.

Look Wewe, I'm sorry, I had a really

hard day at work. You know most moms

don't like their son's girlfriend but you

know what Wewe, if you and my son don't make it,

just find a man that'll take care of you

and my grandbaby, loves you and loves God.

You know, that- that's all that one can ask for

[Door opened and closed]

Why's these fools kid running out on me, damn.

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What's up, what's up?

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You're going to do your thing again? What the hell are you talking about?

You know what I'm talking about. Oh men, I don't want to hear this. What! Come here

come here. What! You know what we did- Bitch, you fucking with my man? Wow! Bitch!

[Music]

[Ladies fighting]

[Screaming... fighting]

Hell, I'm going to fuck this bitch up, look what she did to my hair. Bitch, get this shit and let's

go. What the fuck's wrong with you, go.

[Ladies arguing]

Girls, roll on, roll on.

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Why you got the ass working?

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So Sarah! Where are you from? Green Pastures, Oklahoma.

Girl, what the hell is that? Do y'all even have like, streetlights?

is that the boondocks or something? I mean what?

There's little lights.

[Laughing]

So this your first time out of the sticks?

Yeah, I got a scholarship and I'm

here to study Journalism. So, do y'all have hot ass bitches like us in sticks?

Probably not like this, right?

[Laughing]

Bitch, you're fooling yourself, han! Yes I am. Yes, yes.

So is it- do you like dancing for women? Is it

hard being so open to being exposed? Me?

It's all about money, and women give what?

True. Damn right girl. Its true. Okay, so what

are your plans for the future? I'm going

to school to be a chemist. I'd rather do five

in school, than five in the pen for selling that shit. hmm, that's right. For me,

so I was out, killer baby. What?

Some gum try to get my booty fired.

[Ladies laughing]

So umm, why did you start, Candy?

[Music]

Tell you want to know why I started dancing, uhh? Miss Sarah

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Well then mystic lady.

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[Phone vibrating]

Hi mom.

How was your weekend? It was good. Are you

going to church today? Yeah I am

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[Text messaging]

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God, you're gorgeous. Thank you.

Compliments GT. So, how's that paper

coming? It's coming. So um, what's going on

with you and candy?

I don't know, she's different. I like her,

her life is exciting and wild. Her life

is dangerous, Sarah. Do you really know

that are you just saying that because you don't

like her? I like you. I like you

too but you didn't answer my question.

Look, all I know is what Keisha tells me.

Candy seems like a nice person though.

Maybe you should get to know Candy for

yourself. Maybe you're right, but I'd like

to get to know you.

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Hey Sarah!

Hey, what are you doing here? I was just thinking about you. Yeah? Yeah.

I know you wanted to finish your paper.

Yeah.

Look, I'm going to Miami this weekend. You

should come with me. I got a pen a little

work. So I'll be on business but I'm sure

you can mix in a little pleasure too.

What do you say?

Okay.

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Candy!

Candy! What's wrong?

I've never been in a place like this, I don't know that I can do this.

We'll be in disguise, okay. What? We'll be in disguise, it'll be fun, come on.

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So your ass can't call nobody? Why should I?

Don't front cuz you got this white bitch

with you. Calm your ass down, ain't nobody

hearing all this. Man, you know I'm just playing.

How've you been? Now that's better, anyway

this is Sarah, she's here doing a paper.

And I'm here on business.

You, dancing, you know me.

Why don't you just go dance somewhere else?

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Oh my God.

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You may now kiss the bride. Eew, that's

grouse. Girls don't kiss Sarah, that is

not right. I'm telling your mom, you're going to hell.

Told us in Sunday school, that is sin.

Well I'm gonna marry a girl one day. Let's go.

I'm telling your mom.

[Music]

Look, this is the best wing day ever.

This is simple and not right.

I'm not ever going to catch you doing that again.

Good, baby? Yeah, I was just thinking. About?

When I was little girl. I think this could grow

into love. How is that so wrong?

This is probably the first timer.

I really can't explain it. I have someone

check you out while I handle my business.

I was trying to figure out my life too.

Sometimes I'm so confused, but like right

now, I'm here with you, everything makes

sense. The way I was raised, my family and

the church tells me not to feel it this way,

but I feel happy. I think this could grow

into love. How is that so wrong?

You're hurting your mind, I'll tell you,

[Music]

sometimes they can't fool you,

especially when it comes to this thing

called love. My brain was confusing too.

I told you about my father and how my mom was in prison.

It's crazy, at first glance, you're not

saying like we should have nothing

in common, but yeah

We're so much alike in so many differently ways.

You've noticed that too.

Still, people totally acknowledge. The sticks

can also be a spiritual thing, not just a

physical experience. Even the Bible has

its on the Psalm on it.

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What happens

as people experience what they want, to make

it better for them.

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How often do they talk about sex in your church?

None really. Exactly.

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So what do they want us to do? Not have

those spiritual connections? Only have

them on their conditions.

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How do we live, while the whole world's in this

new term, heck, okay. I think I can do it.

So, live your life Sarah, I'm with you.

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[Text message]

shit! shit! shit!

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[Airplane landing]

Sarah Cohen has gone- Damn it, bitch. As though their community daughter will

coming together this- I'm Sarah, I didn't know.

Police car there, blanketed with flowers. And this morning, we're

We are getting news- It was bound to happen sooner or later,

right? Eye witness accounts of the fear as well

as- I know she's your Ex, but what does she want?

Nothing. I've got men right there on the

ground. Don't worry about her ass, I got you. Good morning Paul, and

that fear and heroism you mentioned was

intensified by the fact that the city

officials thought they were under siege

by an unknown number of-

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So sweetheart, how's school going? Sarah!

your father's speaking to you. Sorry dad.

What did you say? Sweetheart how's school going,

everything good? Yeah, I'm just overwhelmed. Who has

you overwhelmed? What do you mean who?

School is busy and everything, and

everyone's new, that's all. So, you care tell us who the girl is I saw you with

the other day? She look mature. What girl?

She's just a friend. So this friend has you

lying to your parents. No, I just didn't

want to tell you. You were already both

so worried about me going away to school,

I just wanted to do this on my own.

To right is too experience, and I need to

have my own experiences. Sis, is this the

girl I saw you with in that video? Men,

she's hot. What video? Sarah, I need to see

this video. Damn it, you may be excused. Your father and I

need to talk to your sister.

[Chair drags on floor]

Way to go,

fix this.

This is not a lifestyle that your father and

I want you to live. This isn't a

lifestyle, this is my life. How can you

talk about not judging and that's

exactly what you're doing to me?

Sweetheart, we're not judging you, we're

just trying to help you make better lot

of choices. It's an abomination

and we raised you better than this. Now I get it.

Since I was 11 years old, you've been

trying to beat the gay out of me. What do you mean? I was

11, I had a wedding and my friends were

there. Mom saw me marrying my dolls

and my friends left because they said

girls don't kiss other girls, and she beat me.

Alice, why would you do that? William, she

should still not be behaving like this.

Leviticus, Leviticus 20:13 says that "if a

man practices homosexuality, having sex

with another man, as if with a woman.

They have both committed a detestable act and they should be put to death.

for both are guilty of a capital offense"

Alice, Sarah knows the Bible. Instead of

condemning her, we should be trying to

help her. Help her to understand why she

feels this way. Oh my God, my baby's going to hell.

What is it mom, that has you so angry that I

would grow up to embarrass you by being

gay or that you secretly are?

[Slap]

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[Text message]

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[Sobbing]

mom's really pissed.

She needs to lighten up and stop being

so close-minded though. I think the 1800's

I don't even know what to say to her.

It's not like she hated me anyway. I mean

she's just like that with me too.

Dad just stays busy with church.

I don't know if he knows what goes on.

Mom almost lost it when she saw that

video. I didn't even hear come in the

room. Hey look, that is not your fault,

okay. Just be happy.

You two have grown up too fast. Hey Dad.

Hey. David, I need to talk to Sarah for a few minutes.

Sure.

See you later sis.

He's a good son.

Sarah, I've missed you. Well dad, I missed

her too. It's good to see you. Me too dad. So how's

life in the big city? You're adjusting okay? Yeah dad.

Things are good. I have some friends.

I might have to get a new roommate though.

We'll just keep bumping heads. I'm sorry to hear that.

Judge not, lest ye be judged. I know, I'm

trying to be open-minded but she's just

so loud and like her life is so hard.

I guess everyone has their hard times,

just in different ways. You're a smart girl

sweetheart, you'll figure it out.

Just remember Sarah, God is your

salvation. Trust, don't be afraid. The Lord,

Jehovah is your strength.

I love you daddy. I love you too sweetheart.

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[Phone ringing]

Hey babe, sorry I haven't been able to

talk much. Things have been really

tense around here and my mom just won't let me breathe.

She umm- she saw on campus together and thinks you are a bad influence

and that you made me lie to her. Oh wow. I can't really worry

about it. My dad's being his usual self

here but not here really. Did have a good

talk earlier. He just pretended like the night before, it didn't happen.

But on a better note, my brother

thinks you're hot. He happened to see the

video and mom walked in on him and saw it. Oh damn,

tell your brother I said thanks. Yeah she

put two and two together and came up

with you. Something else is going on with

them though but dad won't really say

much. He just said that he wants me to

make the right choices.

I'm sorry about all that's been gone on. I hope you think you

made the right choice?

You know what, I'm really missing you.

Surprisingly, I'm bored without your ass.

Are you trying to be sweet? Well you know.

I can't wait to see you either. Okay

I better go, I don't want mom accusing you

of making me a prisoner in my own room

and being addicted to orange is the new black.

Girl, you're crazy.

Hey!... Hey!

[Opened and closed refrigerator]

So uh, was that Candy sweet? Teetee, I

don't want to hear this, I already got it

back home, not here. I tried to tell you.

Sarah, I'm just concerned about you. I

know where she's from, I don't want her to hurt

you. Don't, I am tired of everyone telling

me what to do. Well that's on you if you

don't want to listen. Why don't you get a

life and stop trying to live mine. Who

are you, my roommate or my mother? Do you

want a man or are you secretly wanting

pussy? I am tired of all the damn secrets.

Okay miss know-it-all, I'm just trying to

help you. I haven't seen one guy with you

here since I've been here but you're

always dick this and dick that, and yeah,

I hear that damn vibrator in the

bathroom. Ain't no guy ever gonna move

that fast, are you fronting? The little

country girl gets into the city and thinks

she's hip to everything. Live your life

Sarah. We said we would be open to each

other and get to know each other, but

you're always judging Candy and her life

and you don't even know her.

Are you jealous? Is she who you want? Or

who you want to be? I don't want that

bitch. Oh really!

I can't tell and maybe if you ask nicely,

she'll strap it on for you, but guess

what, she doesn't have to for me. I said I

don't want your bitch. And I won't try to

help you anymore.

Whatever you want to believe Teetee, I didn't

ask for your help.

Candy hasn't done shit to you and I'm

the one who determines who I want to be

with. So if you don't like that, fine, but

I don't need your opinion every damn time.

[Text messaging]

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[Door opened]

Hey! What's up. Is Candy here? Sure is. Okay.

Is she back there? Yeah, she's right there.

[Footsteps]

[Gasps]

Are yous serious right now?

Ah, Damn! I'm so sorry, Sarah. Jesus! I cannot believe- Sarah! -I trusted you.

Please, Sarah please. Nooo! Welcome to the gay world.

[Footsteps]

Sarah!

[Door closed]

What?

[Footsteps]

So, it makes you say that to me, uh. Fuck! Get the fuck out, What? come on. Get the fuck out.

And fuck you China. Busted! Fuck you bitch.

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Hey stranger, where you been? Hey umm, around. Is everything okay?

Yeah, I'm fine. Are you sure?

Well, if you ever need to talk about

anything, you know you can give me a call. Thank you.

No problem. Well, you got my number.

Yeah. I'll see you later? Yeah.

Bye. Bye.

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How was everything? Good, the pizza was nice.

Oh great. I really hope you guys enjoyed

your experience. I hope you have a great day.

Thank you. Keisha!

Can I talk to you? Yeah, coming.

I want to know more about Candy.

Man, I love my cousin

and everything but you have to be

careful, man. She is who she is. what does

that mean? Mean's just her life has been

a bit difficult and she hurt a lot.

She might not ever get over it all alone. And ever

since our mothers been in prison, man,

she's been on her own. She came to stay with my

family but she just wasn't happy you

know. You know her enough, you just got to talk

to her about that. She just seems really

guarded, I don't know that I can. If you

wanna know, just ask her.

[Foosteps]

Sarah.

Can I talk to you? Yeah, okay.

Look, I know

I'm sorry it's not enough but I really am.

I'm not trying to hurt you, Sarah.

I'm always hurting myself. I'm just so

used to people fucking up, that I guess

I'm not giving you a chance to show me

who you truly are.

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We're just getting to know each other.

I'm still getting to know myself.

I really like you. Already you've taught me

so many things about life, like how to be

okay with being myself. Here? Yes, Candy

but you have to trust me as I'm trusting

you. Everything, is new to me right now.

Being away from home, going to college, you.

I'm really sorry, I really am.

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I want to show you.

I will show you.

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Please give me another chance.

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What is perfect,

so

Yes, I will give you another chance. You

don't have to buy me love but like flowers

are always nice. I got you.

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Let's get out of here, okay.

I told you not to fuck with that bitch.

Why don't you worry about you? Where's

your man? Why are you trying to be about

their life, Sarah? What are you really know

Teetee? You don't know me and do you even

know yourself? You come off like

everything's so black to you. Are you

ashamed to be Asian?

I know who I am and I've been trying

too long to make everybody else happy. My

friends, my family, my faith. I just want

to be me and everybody else needs to

start accepting that. Bitch, you don't

know me either.

I've been looked down on for being half

black, half Asian. You think it's easy

with the Asians shunning me, being stared

at every time I walk into a store? Being

bullied and picked on, even spit on, by

black girls just because of my beauty

and good hair? So yeah, we all got our

shit. Yeah, we do Teetee, but I don't hold it

against you. Just don't think your

shit is bigger than anyone else's. Candy

and I have talked and we're good. I know

she's been hurt and she doesn't know the

best way sometimes but she is trying

and I have to see where it goes. I know

she and I can teach each other about life and

love. Whatever! I'm sorry for calling you

a bitch, you didn't deserve that. Thank you.

And you're right, I don't know your life

and you don't know mine but we have to

be open-minded with each other. I'm

willing if you are.

I feel you girl.

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Hey baby,

staying out of trouble? I really am.

I know my baby. How you been? Good just a

lot going on. What's a lot? Nothing

really. Talk to me girl. Okay,

Why did you do that, let daddy die? I

know he loves me, he told me he did. He was

better than all the other guys you dated.

They never had time for me, always acting

like I was a bother to them.

Dave bought me anything I wanted, and you took away

everything and you being here, you left

me too.

You lied all those years to me about my father.

Mum, why life gotta be so fucked up?

Baby, I thought I was protecting you by not

telling you who your father was. I was a

child myself when it happened and I was

so ashamed. Now I know I put a curse on

you, like I did with Dave. Baby, that was not

love, Candy. He manipulated you, he took

advantage of you.

He took my baby's innocence and yes

I would do it all over again. I would die

for you baby. I'm sorry.

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I'm sorry I did not teach you real love.

He did whatever he needed to do to make

you gain his trust and make you believe

that was love. Baby, he was sick. Only a

sick man would do that to a child.

As your mother, I should have protected you

but I failed you just like my mother

failed me. All I could do was make sure

you didn't get hurt at any cost.

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You shoudn't have never

left home. I know baby.

I wanted for you a better life. I needed

to take you away from the things I did

not want you to be around. Things that

were too common and accepted, and now,

those same very things are wrong.

I should have seen that shit with Dave

but I was so blinded by love

and I'd let my baby get hurt. But he

didn't hurt me mum. Yes he did, he hurt you.

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Emotionally and mentally.

Look at your relationships and you will see.

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I always thought I'm here to be happy.

I never felt right when me and Dave had sex

but he told me it was okay.

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You were always at work.

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and he was always home, so I

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Yes baby. Baby I needed to

have a decent life for you and me.

I didn't want any man to think he

controlled me but I overlooked the idea

that he will try to control you too.

[Sniffling]

I don't blame you anymore mom.

I can't change the past.

I just need to work on me

and better my future.

That's my girl.

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Hi. Hi, so glad you could make it.

Yeah I try to be open-minded but I just

don't really know. Well, what is it that

you need to know? If I can be happy with

who I am.

or if it's better to just be and

possibly not be happy. You should desire

to be happy for you and not anyone else.

We all struggle with acceptance but that

should not be the reason you live.

The Bible says that "he will give you

the desires of your heart, we are to seek him

first in all that we do" So whatever we

question, we should ask him for the

solution. Oh, maybe he doesn't hear me

because I've been asking for a while.

I know where you are, I was there too.

I lived that lifestyle for most of my life

but I had to decide if God was happy

with me. Was I serving his purpose? I felt

my calling was to counsel young people,

cursed with the same struggle. There is a

way out. How can there be a way out, my

heart hurts his foot?

I shouldn't be confused about who I want

to be with or my own happiness. You have

to let him heal your heart so that you

may find the true way. Yet the Bible says

"we are created in His image" why would he

create me like this? We all have asked

that question. That is a trick of this

world and we should not believe that.

You need to be stronger than this curse put

on you. It is a sickness that we must not accept.

[Music]

You know I'll be paroled soon? Yeah, I got

the day marked in my calendar. Will you

come see me then, baby? I'm gonna see if

Keisha is available. You and Keisha?

getting along? Yeah. Umm, good. So anyone special you

seeing? Yeah, she's different. At times I

feel like I don't deserve her and then I

feel like she's the best thing that ever

happened to me. A change for the better you know.

I just want to love her.

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I know I need to learn to love myself

first. That's what you've got to do, love

you. This girl sounds very special.

[Music]

You know I want you to be happy, right?

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Always me.

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When I get out, I want us to rebuild.

I want to be a part of your life but I

need your forgiveness. I already forgave you.

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I'm glad. Like I said before,

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that was a long time ago, I was young.

It's all different now mum.

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Forgiveness is

important you know. I can't wait to meet

this special girl. The girl that makes my

baby happy.

Yeah.

Her name is Sarah.

I almost messed it all up, but she

forgave me and gave me a second chance.

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I need to grow up, she deserves that.

Stop being young and dumb, beside,

but I ain't young anymore.

Yeah, your butt is getting old, baby. As

long as we can acknowledge our

mistakes and want to do better, those that love us,

will see that too and help us along the

way. Life should always see us growing.

I want you to be able to help me as well.

If we are not continually growing, we're

not living, just existing.

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I hear you mum.

Take care baby girl, I love you.

Me too, love you.

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[Text messaging]

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Hello Miss O'Neil. Hi professor Miller, I wanted

to turn in my paper. I know it's early

but I'm gonna be going out of town and

then I'd like to go home early. I'm a

little homesick, first time away for me.

I understand and that's fine for me.

I can get one graded another way and I knew

you were gonna be a great student. Thank you.

I've really enjoyed your class even

though you're tough, I learned a lot. I've

always wanted to be a writer and I feel

that I can because of you. Well, I look

forward to the day that I can say Sarah

O'Neill, yes I know her, she was my star

pupil. So go and have fun on your

vacation and we will see you next

semester. Thank you professor Miller.

[Airplane landing]

[Music]

So where's your white bitch? Damn Nikky, can you

just get off my dick already? Why can't

you just go to you, somewhere else. Why your ass keeps coming to my city? Not for your ass.

Are you sure? Fuck ya. Where's that old

little fish? What, she found out your ass is crazy too?

I gotcha, yo' coming.

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No, you don't. Don't tear your ass about that shit

Get your little prison bitch. Baby I still

love you. Okay, I fucked up but what can I do?

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Leave me the fuck alone.

Fifty people are dead in the worst mass shooting in US history.

A gunman wielding an assault type rifle

in a hand gun, opened fire inside a

crowded gay nightclub early Sunday. At least fifty people are dead.

[Door closed]

Hey baby. Hey babe. How did it go? Good. Made

that money, plus they love me here. So

glad you could come with me. But this is

there for me. You're not going back to

Miami? No, I'm done. I'm done dancing, done

coming to Miami.

I need something real, for both you and

me. You deserve that

plus I want to just be with you. After

tomorrow, we're going back home and I

want you to just focus on school.

I'll take care of you, I'm gonna start my

business. Yeah, what do you have in mind?

You'll see.

[Kissing]

I'm going to take a shower. Noooo! Noooo. Snuggle! I need a shower.

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Growing up,

I looked up to you dad, more than I think

you will ever know. I wanted to be you.

I wanted to know how to fix things when

they were broken. I wanted to know how to

work on cars.

I loved being with you and the horses.

[Music]

I wanted to have a wife and family to take

care of, all of this, just like you.

I never saw anything wrong or different

about how I felt. You were my model and

even though you would rather David help

you with working on whatever car we had

at the time. I was the one out there with

you, watching and learning the tools to

give to you. Meanwhile, my brother just

went about playing with no interest.

I kind of felt like maybe I was supposed

to be a boy but I wasn't and that didn't

really bother me too much, at least not

until I got older. You seem to resist my

help a lot of the time but I didn't care.

You would even tell me to "go help your

mother" maybe that would make me a girl.

I would still try to watch and spend

time with you when I could. You didn't

pay much attention to me and I felt like

you weren't interested in me but the

horses connected me to you. I love our

horses because you do and when you

bought me my own horse, I named her

Starlight and she gave me peace. I'd love

to see her smile when I rode and your

happiness when I would win in

competitions. Sometimes, the distance

between us made me feel, for a long time,

that I wasn't your kid or that you

didn't want me. It was always difficult

to talk with you for fear of

disappointing you. So I think a lot of my

strength came from having to be so

independent. You will say I'm stubborn,

you seem proud only when other people

would show or say they're proud of me.

[Music]

I never really knew how you felt until I

came out to you. When I did, you could not

really acknowledge it but you said you

felt like you were not there for me. You

somewhat blamed yourself, even though I

knew it. Five years old, I had an

attraction for women. I say women because

I had never had a crush on girls my age.

It was always a teacher, a friend's mom

or an actress.

I know growing up, it was difficult and

unique. Too many people told me, even you.

For as much as human nature thrives on

fitting in, always felt outside of the

box. I guess it was my god-given right

be unique. So much of my life experiences

were shaped, learned or developed in

small town Green Pastures, USA. I will say

that even with the negativity and

difficult times, I am blessed and even

stronger for them.

[Music]

You're the only man that I need in my life

and I want you to be proud of me. Once my

brother grows up, I will add him to the

list. Going away to school has been good

for me because I'm finally out from

under your cover and moms. I'm able to be

me and I'm happy. I want you to know that

I've met a girl, her name is Candy. She's

been through a lot but I look forward to

us growing together. I can already feel

that she loves me and I'm beginning to love her.

[Music]

I love you so much dad

and I hope you and Mom will be open to meeting

Candy. I want all the special people in

my life to know because they all love me. Love, Sarah.

[Music]

Sarah, wrote this letter to me and I felt that you share it

with all of you. We say life is precious, why don't we treat it that way?

Tell our children we love them, we 'll do anything for them. It is really seen in our actions

So many times we allow life to pass us by.

In our church and in living.

I hate my wife.

We believe tomorrow will be better.

because we cannot embrace today.

And we want yesterday back and we cannot have it.

Now, Sarah's gone. Gone before she

knows how proud I am of her. Gone

before she ever knows my great love for her.

[Music]

Sarah's teaching me, even in her death. That's one thing I

loved about her. Even as a little girl,

I knew she was special and different.

[Music]

But I though if I would deny what I

believed and what I felt, it all just

go away, when instead, I pushed Sarah away.

and I can't allow that to happen again

for my son.

[Music]

David!

I want you to know, that whoever you become,

we will be proud of you. Whoever you choose to

want, I will want them also. I want David to live the life

that he want's to live. I want him to be happy,

not trying to please me or his mum or anyone else. I say

this to David and to everyone of you. Don't just live your life, love life

till death.

[Music]

I'm so sorry. It is not your fault.

I should have protected her. I should

have protected her too. I should have

protected her and not sheltered her

and let her know that no matter who you are,

that some people will see your greatness

and try and destroy you.

She lived a fairy tale and I should have

shown her the real word. I should have

been honest with her and I kept her from my own truth.

[Music]

I loved her so much. And she loved you too.

[sobbing]

[Music]

So, how's aunt Mary?

She's good.

I spoke with her yesterday before going

to the memorial.

She was upset and more worried about me.

I told her I'll be fine, just said it was

gonna hurt for a long time.

I know cousin, I'm sorry.

Now, she was so sweet and I know that she

really loved you but you really are a

better person for her being in your life.

That's why I want to kill that bitch.

Candy you have to learn how to forgive

so that you can have peace in your own

life. And I know that aunt marry told you that.

[Sniffling]

Yes she did.

Why is it that I always keep loosing? You know, I know that we

haven't been that close growing up but

I've always looked at you as one of the

strongest people that I know and it

sucks that aunt Marry had the kid locked up

over that loser but that's what she felt

like she had to do at the time. And I

know that she thought you were strong

enough to maintain, even though you

didn't see it. Yeah, you're right, I shouldn't have focused on what I had to gain.

I'm just tired, Keisha. Tired of that when

a little good does come, it always seems to get fucked up.

[Sobbing]

This Sarah, come out and she

had me felt like I wanna do better for myself.

I want refer her always.

till the end. I never thought that the edn will be so soon.

[Sobbing]

We live and we live so well, right.

Yeah but why this shit gotta be so hard?

[Sobbing]

Thanks.

Gotta be there more for each other, okay. Cool.

[Music]

I got you baby girl and this time,

I won't let you go.

[Music]

[Music]

♫♫Yeah, you ever been in love? I know she was

♫♫Tattered Souls, exquisite tastes. Yeah, she beautiful,

that black rose from the hood. The one

they talk about, whose misunderstood. She's a

this, she's a that for the more her booty

clap but before that, she was moving down

g-packs or ugly act that caused young

shot it tears, huh. Over and over again huh huh

close peers 3:00 in the morning,

is we low creeper starts. Stepfather and

a barrel forcing her legs apart, damn. Death

threats to her mother if the truth sprouts.

Tears and screams from my black whose

never heard. If I catch your mama, put a

pot and that's my word. Shy! shy!

Tatted soul, rise, rise. Tatted soul, shine shine.

Tatted soul, rise, rise. Tatted soul, shine shine.

Tatted soul, rise, rise. Tatted soul, shine shine.

Tatted soul, rise, rise. Yeah!

♫♫I can relate, once a woman in my past life

break called Nikhil the nigger twice

slice slice, cha cha. Now I'm in the man's

body atooma bronze, it's a rights law or

forgetting for my soul states plain.

That's poets of the presence, Candy

gotta stripper freak essence, a curse or a

blessing, she learn a life lessons, life

lessons. Yeah, that's the blessing, a new

direction through the lives in the screens

and then for her dreams, she died inside

but still shine like moon beans, looking

for real love like Kanye looking for

Jesus. Yeah! I like being in her life

completing puzzle pieces, the love in

their eyes we're passionate increases.

Who we are the judge, the love real love

happens for a reason♫♫

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