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[Intro Music]
[Moving Train]
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♫I heard an old old story, how saviour
came from glory. How he gave His life on
Calvary, to save someone like me. I heard
about is groaning of his precious Bloods
atoning, then I repented of my sin and won the victory♫
Good morning. Good morning. I thank God for this
glorious Lord's Day, our church and for
my family. As many of you already
know, our daughter, Sarah, is leaving us.
Later today she'll be heading off to college
and she will be missed by her brother
and mother, and me too of course.
When Sarah was a young girl, she loved to
ride, had a vivid imagination.
In fact, I fell in love with the way her
mother wrote so beautifully years ago.
And Sarah's blessed with her mother's
talent and stubbornness.
No, not your mom. In reality, Sarah's a lot
like her dad.
Sarah will be studying journalism and as
every parent, you want your child to go
out and make a positive difference in
the world.
In Matthew, God scripture tells us "let
your light shine before others, so they
may see your good deeds and glorify your
father in heaven. Sarah, my prayer for you
as you go out in this world, you make a
positive difference, your light shines
bright, and never goes down. Now if you
would, take your Bibles up, turn to Jonah
chapter 1 for today's message.
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Jonah chapter 1, verse 1. "The word of the
Lord came to Jonah son of Amitai, go to
the great city of Nineveh
and preach against it because its wickedness has
come before me, but Jonah ran away from
the Lord and headed to Tarsus. He went
down to Joppa where he found a ship
bound for that port. After paying the
fare, he went aboard and sailed for
Tarsus to flee from the Lord"
Sure gonna miss you Sarah.
Ah, yeah. It's the first time away from the
city. I'm gonna miss my friends and my
family. Oh, good luck to you. Don't get all
well and start partying. Come on, not a chance.
You know schools too important to me.
[Country music]
[Pop music]
Damn girl, you scared the shit out of me
Tony tang, but you can call me TT. Sarah
Oneal. You had a beautiful voice. Girl, please.
Yeah, you should be a professional singer.
No, you're not catching me 10 years from
now on TV one dong song, talking about
how broke I am, divorced, on drugs, kids by
five different baby daddies, no. I sing
for myself. What's TV one? Anyway,
let me help you with your bags. Where are you
from? uh Green Pastures, Oklahoma. You?
South Central LA. My dad owns a cool spot
on Venice Beach and in South Central.
I know I look black with tight eyes but
my mom is black in my father's Asian. She
says she got tired of big dick, so
she married my father. That's fucked up right?
[Laughing]
Girl, I'm just playing but she does tell
him that when she's mad. What about your
people? um, my mother and brother?
Oh is he cute?
Yeah, but he's 14. Oh. um, my father is a
pastor and a farmer. Oh damn, I've just
been cursing and shit? I mean, I'm sorry.
My girl Keisha said I need to check my
vocabulary. It is my second year
in college. You'll like Keisha, she into that
spiritual shit- I mean stuff. We can meet
up with her tomorrow, she works late at
the coffee shop. So what are you studying?
Journalism, I want to be a writer. Oh cool.
Oh my god!
What? Nothing. Girl, you really our country.
What? It just looks like your ashes
jumped off the Mayflower, that's what.
You're not getting a dick- I mean you
ain't getting no man looking like that.
I'm just saying. I'm not here for that.
I don't want to lose my scholarship but
I was thinking about going shopping this
weekend. Oh yeah, I'm down. Cool. Bye.
Bye!
[Country music]
[Country music]
I'd like to introduce myself to you. I am
Professor Miller, and welcome to
Journalism 201. This course you're going
to take, is going to teach both
storytelling and how you can face themes
through your writing as a Journalist.
Your first assignment, I want you to go
out and find a story that entreat you.
You would be graded at the end with your
writing but in class, you're going to
learn how to become a great
investigative journalist. So go out
and make me proud people, and please, do
not waste your parents money.
Alright guys, here's your pizza. You know if you need anything else.
No, thank you.
[Chatting in the background]
Hello, can I get you a glass of iced tea?
or anything? Actually, a glass of water
would be fine.
Okay, great. um, excuse me, are you Keisha?
Yes. I'm TT's roommate, Sarah. Oh really. Yeah. Okay. She said you don't always-
I do, I do. You just moved here right? Yes.
from Oklahoma. Oh cool. Yeah. What are you studying? Journalism I actually
have like this-
Sorry it's TT, she's trying to- oh okay.
Yes, she was supposed to meet me here but
she can't make it.
I'm- I have this paper, I have to find a good topic
for. hmm.
So- Cool, let me tell you what, I would like a party this
weekend and it's gonna be at the melting
pot here in Dallas, you guys should come. Yeah
that would be great. Okay great.
I'll come back with your water. Thank You, Keisha.
[Music]
Anyway, did you see that bitch's mouth fall open?
Thought I couldn't pay. Which do you
want, cash or charge?
Yeah, she was a little shocked when she
saw all that cash in your wallet, was that
all $100 bills? Yeah mostly, but you know it's
funny how they think minorities don't
come for money, like we don't work for
ours. Kiss my ass trick. Does that always happen? Oh, yes
maybe following me and be the white bitch's
still in makeup, boosting clothes. I can't
steal. Like those prison whores would
be fighting over my fondness. I can't have
it. Does it the bother you?
It did, but then I just kind of like
ignore it and laugh, then you find a ways
to get people to put their foot in their mouth.
I love cracking bitches faces. Cacker
face? Yeah, like prove them wrong, get them
to pick up their face off the floor,
It's an expression. Oh, I don't think I could
handle that that well. hmm, welcome to the
big city. You deal with a lot of shit
here but don't let that scare you. Maybe
I can show you around and then
eventually you can make some more
friends. Thanks, I appreciate that.
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[Door opened]
I hate working this fucking shit, can't
make no damn money, these broke-ass
niggas. I'm leaving this motherfucker.
Yeah, I hear you, but are you working at the right boy last night?
Cos I know you get a group thing and I know
you get a lot of love there, here love my
seats yeah. Hell yeah, the bitches love
me too, shit!
Well, hell no. I told my cousin, Keisha
I was going to her broke ass birthday party.
She liked going to some club that
serves some damn non-alcoholic
smoothies, like what if they get in it?
Girl, what kind of shit is that? That's fucked up
I can't go nowhere without a drink. Shit I
can't have fun without my drink,
hell no. Yeah, right. Tell everybody, think it's some college
hangout spot with her and her friends
get together, think they can talk about
changing the world.
Some political bullshit. I don't know why
ain't nothing gonna change. Government,
people, they're not gonna do a damn thing.
Everybody's so fucking fine by it. Exactly!
I ain't stripping because I love this shit. Okay, fuck. Yeah, I do.
While I'm fine and look this damn good, I'm a milk these niggas
and bitches for every dime they got, and have a fat
bank robe from for you, watch. Damn right easy girls, nobody gives a fuck
[Rap music]
♫♫Brace yourself, just know nice Ricky to
show. Everything is everything we about
to blow up in the car, seat belt saw his
on the wheel, turn the GPS on set at the
talent bill. We can reach paradise
instead of using paradise. Can you see my vision, use your pair of eyes, yeah♫♫
[Rap music]
[Children playing]
♫♫Blacky blacky blacky, Blacky blacky blacky, Why are you so ugly, Why are you so ugly♫♫
♫♫Blacky blacky blacky ♫♫Blacky blacky blacky- Leave my cousin alone.
She's beautiful, you hater. You're the ugly one
Who needs these kinds of fools anyway, we're cousin,
don't ever feel those haters.
What's the matter? They always make fun of me, I don't have to be so dark.
Don't worry about them, baby. You are my
beautiful girl. Daddy loves you
and Keyshia loves you, you gotta love yourself. Okay, dad.
[Music]
Let's go home, daddy will make it right.
See you later, Kay.
[Music]
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We'll be back in teen y'all. Smoothies are at the bar. They have a new smoothie
Tacare, Orange, Julius. I'm going to say, it is delicious, I'm on my second one.
So, I'll see you out there in a second, okay.
I don't think Keisha give the shit, like-
Hi ladies, want something to drink? I think I'm
gonna get that new tacare juice orange. Oh, that sounds
good baby, yes give me one too.
Y'all still ain't got no alcohol here?
No ma'am, they do not have alcoholic
beverages, only smoothies and water.
Well, I guess I'll take one of those Orange
Julius too, but none that tacare, I don't want
to be having diarrhea and shit.
Alright.
Oh my god. So anyway.
Okay, I'm so glad that you made it
out with me, on my birthday. So um, I mean, how
you been? What's it been like, a year? How've you been, how's Mikky? Keisha!
Hey! Happy birthday. Oh my gosh, thank you so much.
Look at you. Oh, thank you so much for coming out. If you
need anything, give me a call. I appreciate it.
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How's Nikky?
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We broke up months ago, that trick ain't right. Oh my gosh, I was so cute
together. I'm so sorry to hear that. Don't be.
I caught that trick with another piece of
fish in my bed, no less than a week that
we got into it. She started acting all
crazy when she got back from your joint.
Acting like she- you know what, you don't
even want to know, but I'm good.
I'm looking for some new fish. Acting like what, Kay?
[Music]
It's not going to a fuckin plantation, she
came back acting all word, like those
bitches in lockup, treat me like I was a
fucking slave. Hell no! You know I don't
play that shit, cousin. Hell no! Plus that
trick's real jealous. I'm good. I'm good, for real.
[Music]
[Music]
Hey girl, happy birthday! I um
Hey! Hi! Sit with the ladies.
um, TT's dad's store got robbed, and so
her mum asked her to come to the shop. Oh men!
that's too bad.
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Thanks. Well Sarah, these are my friends.
Hi. This is Chad, Crystal and my Candy. Hi.
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Hey, Candy! Why are you doing that up in here. Keisha, listen to me.
[Music]
So Sarah, how do you like it so far?
[Music]
I like it, I'm just little homesick.
Kind of miss my family
and my horse, Starlight.
Hey Sarah, I actually ride horses.
My family, they own a ranch about 25 miles
inside of Dallas. If you ever want to come ride.
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Yeah, I'd love to.
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So Sarah, what's your major? Journalism.
I have this professor Miller- Me too, I have her.
She's great. Yeah, I just didn't think I was
getting ready to writing an assignment this big, so
soon. You have to get story right.
Don't worry, you'll find the right topic,
and it'll probably just fall right
in your lap. So always something crazy in this city.
[Music]
But I don't know what you bitches came
here to do, but it's time to sign out.
Hey Sarah- eh, come dance with me.
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Hey Sarah, so nice to meet you. Me too. All right.
Stay safe. You too.
[Footsteps]
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Well! well! well! Hey Sarah. Hey. Did you
have a good time?
Yeah, Keisha's friends are super nice.
Yeah, they're okay, but I'm not trying to drink
smoothies, that's for kids. I don't
really drink that much, so tired. Yes you
are but I can't see you drinking anyway.
I don't really.
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You all help getting that good grade,
you should call me.
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Thanks. Okay.
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See you later.
[Footsteps]
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Hey Sarah. Hey. I know we didn't get to talk
much inside but I was wondering if you're gonna grab
a coffee. It's a little late. How about
I won't keep you out much later. I actually
know a place nearby. Okay. Alright? Yeah, sure.
So, a peaky girl from Oklahoma, what do y'all do for
fun in the country? Well, I don't know, I guess the same thing all Texas boys do here.
Cow things and camp out with each other and sleeping with the neighbours sheep.
Okay, I deserve that.
Yeah, you did.
So, why journalism? I guess I get it from my mom.
My family does missionary work and
travel supports of Indian and Africa,
throughout the year. Wow, that must have
been exciting. Let's just say it was a
humbling experience. I can imagine.
Yeah, my mom, she's able to capture and paint
these pictures with her writing and I've
seen the look on the congregation's face
when she's reading her books,
It's amazing. I knew that I wanted to be like
her. What are the names of your mom's books?
There's two, one is, "God still loves
Africa" and "God loves our love" Okay,
can't say I've heard of any of them but I'd
love to read them one day. Most people
have it, but I have a copy you can borrow.
I'd love that. So I guess you and your mom
are pretty close? No, um, my dad and I used to
be close until my little brother came
along. Now we're just like two sheeps
passing out the night.
My mom thinks that I was gonna sleep
with every boy in town. So did you?
Did I what? Sleep with every boy in town.
No I I- No I what? I'm. What? I'm a virgin.
and I'm
waiting for the right person, just like
the Good Book says
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When I was 14, I got really sick and I
had to stay home from school, but we have
this big TV in the living room but we
were only allowed to watch it on
Saturdays, and my mom had to leave to
go get some feeds and it's about an hour up and
an hour back, so I decided to run into
the living room and try to watch TV
and there was a show on and it was this
woman, just wanted to know who the father
of her baby was. She slept with like 20
men, and so the host of this show, he
does this DNA test, right. All 20 of them
weren't the father. She started crying
and running around on stage and
all these people are laughing at her when he
should have been praying for her.
I decided after I saw that, that no
fornication for me, plus my parents would
killed me and raised the baby on their
own. Yeah, my mom came back and I was
asleep on the couch, with that show on.
She was so mad, she didn't even spank me for a week.
God, you're not only beautiful
but I love your innocence.
Thank you. I respect that, it shows true
strength, exactly what God intended a woman
to be, not just about her sexuality.
So if your wife gained a thousand pounds, you'd
still love her just for her mind?
Mind and body. My mom like five years ago,
she actually lost her leg in a car accident
and my dad loved her just the same.
So yeah, if my wife gained a thousand pounds,
I'll love all 1,000 pounds over and then
I'd buy her a treadmill with some salads.
I loved her, I don't want to die on me.
Oh my god, I didn't realize it was this
late. I would've loved to finish this
conversation but I really need to go home.
How about I walk you? Okay. Alright.
[Music]
[Phone dialing]
[Phone ringing]
Hello!
Good morning bunny. Good morning mommy
Is everything okay?
Yeah, fine. Your daddy and I were just
wondering if you found a church yet.
I was online yesterday, and that's some pretty good review- Come to God Missionary
Church. It's like five blocks from campus.
Yeah, I've seen that Church. It's just that I was up late studying.
[Music]
umm, but I will try to make service next week. Second
service's at 12 o'clock today. I know but
I have a paper due tomorrow. Okay, okay
buddy. Just don't forget that God comes
first. I know, I love you mum, I'll call you a little later, bye.
Sarah?
[Music]
Kids!
[Music]
[Phone Dialing]
[Phone vibrating]
What's up? Is this candy? Who this? It's- it's Sarah
TT's roommate. Oh, hey girl
um you told me to call you if I wanted
to grade on my paper. Do you have a car?
No, I know I'm gonna get you, you can
just fix me edges, okay? Okay, I'll see you then.
Thank you. Hey.
[Music]
[Texting]
[Music]
[Ladies talking]
Great. You want something to drink? Yeah, water would be fine.
Water! I'll be quiet. Yeah,
Can I use the bathroom for a- Yes down the hall to the right. This way? Yeah.
[Footsteps]
[Music]
[Footsteps]
Anyway, let me get this out so I can record you,
that way, you know I can take notes later
and what not. So what made you want to
become an exotic dancer? Oh, girl
we're gonna need a drink before we start this. Oh no, that's okay, I don't really drink.
I'm gonna need a drink before we
start this. Okay.
Cuz if you want to know more
about me, I have to start on my life first.
Yeah, I could drink it.
New Jersey. You're so beautiful, I had to look at
you. Anyway, my mum was fifteen and
pregnant with me when we came over from Kenya.
My uncle, uncle Milton,
Keisha's dad, he helped us come over.
He came to the US, maybe two years before us.
Anyway, my mom came over here, started
and finished high school, and graduated
from nursing school, girl.
That's where she met my stepdad.
Dr. Dave Morgan.
A white dude.
Kay, you're alright?
They got married when I was 12. He was
nice to my mom, and gave us a real good
life. I had any toy, money, rich white
grandparents, cousins, a big-ass house and
shit and toys under the side.
We were rich,
until my mom, that bitch fucked it all up.
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Babe! Don't call me babe, you pedophile. So
all this time, you like little girls. What
the hell. You are supposed to be her
father. I was not hurting her, I love her
and she loves me.
You are sick. Hey, let me explain.
[Girl screams]
Go to your room, Candy. But mum- Go now, mummy needs to talk to daddy.
[Door closed and locked]
Wake up, wake up you asshole.
What's this? Untie me. Please baby, what's this, untie
me. Please baby. So, how long have you
been fucking my little kid, sweetie? I can
explain. Please untie me, please. So we can
talk. I promise, it's it's not what you
think, ask Candy. Why would you? Why my
baby? You know what happened to me. You
know what my dad did. I left my country
to take her away from all that.
How could you? I know, I know sweetie.
[Shaking door]
Untie me, please. I'm begging you. I asked you
a question. How long have you been fucking
my little Kay? Yeah, I've been doing it for
a while. Your baby girl loves it, she's better than
you've ever been.
[Forcing door open]
Mum, stop. He didn't do anything mum, I love him.
No. Oh God. Never again. No, Doris, no no no! Mum, stop. Ahhh!
My mum went native on his ass, took him back to Kenya. I was mad
at my mom for a long time.
I lost every
fucking thing I love and still trying
to find out how to get it back.
Had to move back in with my poor ass uncle.
Milton, always trying to tell me what the fuck to do.
So, where is your mum now?
Oh, she's locked up, doing a stretch for
killing my stepdad, yeah.
Mum's back ass stuff in the room and so he played out.
[Laughing]
But that's not the fucked up that.
See, my mom just told me two years
ago who my real father was.
My grandfather, my fucking grandfather.
Ain't that part a bitch?
My life can't get no better than this.
I know my mom was only trying to protect me because she was raped.
They never tried my white ass
grandmother, no offense.
Knew her son was a pedophile but did not
want him to lose his license. Luckily,
some of the other victims parents, seen the case from the news.
Found out he was dead.
Kay spoke out because they knew they
were going to be on them.
My mom would have got the death penalty
but they gave her 10 because she let him
bleed out, and it wasn't premeditated.
She'd be out in 6 months.
Fucked up, uhh.
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Sarah, China, China, Sarah. And her girlfriend, Blake Brown.
Oh, and black thing, men.
You roll with the rest of that girl or what? No, here is where this fun is, right here.
Oh shit! Sarah, we got to go.
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[Music... Baby crying]
[Noise from TV]
[Noise from TV]
What is this? uhh, every day I come home from work and yo ass sitting
on this couch, watching these damn
reality shows. Why is the baby crying?
Can one of you get a job? Reggie!
You watching these damn housewives and you know none of these bitches a real housewife.
When do you see any of them cooking
or cleaning? And why do they walk around
all day in a cocktail dress in heels?
This ain't "I Love Lucy" I'm a real
housewife. Reggie! Reggie! get you monkey ass- Mama, what's up? What's up, I'm
back here working on some beats. Reggie,
didn't I tell you y'all need to get a
job? A J-O-B. If your daddy was here Regg,
he would beat your ass. God rest his soul
Mama, daddy's in Houston. Well, it don't matter where he is, you need to do
more, uhh, you need to do more than he did
Reggie. You have a family to take care of.
I do what I can, Regg but you gotta do
more. Mama, I got this. You got what?
This nigga will get off this bitches tit, make her go somewhere. You say something you
wretched bitch?
[Baby crying]
No ma'am.
Bitch.
[Baby suckling]
Mom, I ain't got time for this.
[Music]
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Damn, where's that Reggie ass?
[Music]
Don't worry your Reggie ass, you know what I'm saying. Don't even speak to him-
[Music]
Ooh hey, haha. Hey Candy. Hey Candy,
when are you gonna let me hear, uhh? Nigga, fuck you, you know you couldn't hit this
in less that 6 feet. Fuck you! You need
some vitamin D your life. No nigga, you need to go get a job. Hey hey, who
your friend is, uhh? Nobody, don't worry about it. I like your new chocolate, oh.
[Music]
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[Bang on the door]
Come on in.
[Music]
Keisha, are you ready? Yeah, just a second, I went out before you get here.
Girl, when are you moving out of these damn projects?
You know I'm doing what my papa did not want me to try. Jesus, hurry up.
[Music]
Can you please come out, I'm ready to go.
Okay, I'm out.
[Door opened and closed]
Where the hell you've been little boy? They opened up a new
chicken shine and gave us free chicken.
Really? You know I was waiting on you.
Only niggas, give me something that
chicken, boy. You know we're cool, you better watch your
little brother, don't be letting him get
into shit like you do. Okay mom, I got this
senior little brother loves his boo-boo.
Oh yeah! Anyway, you could put that chicken
in there, get dinner out when you're ready, and when you're done,
make him watch a movie. Last time I came
home, there was water and toilet paper all
over the bathroom floor. I'm not trying
argue when I come here and think.
Big brother I'll teach his little brother how to wipe and
wash his ass, what's wrong with that?
Okay mum, no problem, I got it.
All right.
Look Wewe, I'm sorry, I had a really
hard day at work. You know most moms
don't like their son's girlfriend but you
know what Wewe, if you and my son don't make it,
just find a man that'll take care of you
and my grandbaby, loves you and loves God.
You know, that- that's all that one can ask for
[Door opened and closed]
Why's these fools kid running out on me, damn.
[Music]
What's up, what's up?
[Music]
You're going to do your thing again? What the hell are you talking about?
You know what I'm talking about. Oh men, I don't want to hear this. What! Come here
come here. What! You know what we did- Bitch, you fucking with my man? Wow! Bitch!
[Music]
[Ladies fighting]
[Screaming... fighting]
Hell, I'm going to fuck this bitch up, look what she did to my hair. Bitch, get this shit and let's
go. What the fuck's wrong with you, go.
[Ladies arguing]
Girls, roll on, roll on.
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Why you got the ass working?
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So Sarah! Where are you from? Green Pastures, Oklahoma.
Girl, what the hell is that? Do y'all even have like, streetlights?
is that the boondocks or something? I mean what?
There's little lights.
[Laughing]
So this your first time out of the sticks?
Yeah, I got a scholarship and I'm
here to study Journalism. So, do y'all have hot ass bitches like us in sticks?
Probably not like this, right?
[Laughing]
Bitch, you're fooling yourself, han! Yes I am. Yes, yes.
So is it- do you like dancing for women? Is it
hard being so open to being exposed? Me?
It's all about money, and women give what?
True. Damn right girl. Its true. Okay, so what
are your plans for the future? I'm going
to school to be a chemist. I'd rather do five
in school, than five in the pen for selling that shit. hmm, that's right. For me,
so I was out, killer baby. What?
Some gum try to get my booty fired.
[Ladies laughing]
So umm, why did you start, Candy?
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Tell you want to know why I started dancing, uhh? Miss Sarah
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Well then mystic lady.
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[Phone vibrating]
Hi mom.
How was your weekend? It was good. Are you
going to church today? Yeah I am
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[Text messaging]
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God, you're gorgeous. Thank you.
Compliments GT. So, how's that paper
coming? It's coming. So um, what's going on
with you and candy?
I don't know, she's different. I like her,
her life is exciting and wild. Her life
is dangerous, Sarah. Do you really know
that are you just saying that because you don't
like her? I like you. I like you
too but you didn't answer my question.
Look, all I know is what Keisha tells me.
Candy seems like a nice person though.
Maybe you should get to know Candy for
yourself. Maybe you're right, but I'd like
to get to know you.
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Hey Sarah!
Hey, what are you doing here? I was just thinking about you. Yeah? Yeah.
I know you wanted to finish your paper.
Yeah.
Look, I'm going to Miami this weekend. You
should come with me. I got a pen a little
work. So I'll be on business but I'm sure
you can mix in a little pleasure too.
What do you say?
Okay.
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Candy!
Candy! What's wrong?
I've never been in a place like this, I don't know that I can do this.
We'll be in disguise, okay. What? We'll be in disguise, it'll be fun, come on.
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So your ass can't call nobody? Why should I?
Don't front cuz you got this white bitch
with you. Calm your ass down, ain't nobody
hearing all this. Man, you know I'm just playing.
How've you been? Now that's better, anyway
this is Sarah, she's here doing a paper.
And I'm here on business.
You, dancing, you know me.
Why don't you just go dance somewhere else?
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Oh my God.
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You may now kiss the bride. Eew, that's
grouse. Girls don't kiss Sarah, that is
not right. I'm telling your mom, you're going to hell.
Told us in Sunday school, that is sin.
Well I'm gonna marry a girl one day. Let's go.
I'm telling your mom.
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Look, this is the best wing day ever.
This is simple and not right.
I'm not ever going to catch you doing that again.
Good, baby? Yeah, I was just thinking. About?
When I was little girl. I think this could grow
into love. How is that so wrong?
This is probably the first timer.
I really can't explain it. I have someone
check you out while I handle my business.
I was trying to figure out my life too.
Sometimes I'm so confused, but like right
now, I'm here with you, everything makes
sense. The way I was raised, my family and
the church tells me not to feel it this way,
but I feel happy. I think this could grow
into love. How is that so wrong?
You're hurting your mind, I'll tell you,
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sometimes they can't fool you,
especially when it comes to this thing
called love. My brain was confusing too.
I told you about my father and how my mom was in prison.
It's crazy, at first glance, you're not
saying like we should have nothing
in common, but yeah
We're so much alike in so many differently ways.
You've noticed that too.
Still, people totally acknowledge. The sticks
can also be a spiritual thing, not just a
physical experience. Even the Bible has
its on the Psalm on it.
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What happens
as people experience what they want, to make
it better for them.
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How often do they talk about sex in your church?
None really. Exactly.
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So what do they want us to do? Not have
those spiritual connections? Only have
them on their conditions.
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How do we live, while the whole world's in this
new term, heck, okay. I think I can do it.
So, live your life Sarah, I'm with you.
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[Text message]
shit! shit! shit!
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[Airplane landing]
Sarah Cohen has gone- Damn it, bitch. As though their community daughter will
coming together this- I'm Sarah, I didn't know.
Police car there, blanketed with flowers. And this morning, we're
We are getting news- It was bound to happen sooner or later,
right? Eye witness accounts of the fear as well
as- I know she's your Ex, but what does she want?
Nothing. I've got men right there on the
ground. Don't worry about her ass, I got you. Good morning Paul, and
that fear and heroism you mentioned was
intensified by the fact that the city
officials thought they were under siege
by an unknown number of-
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So sweetheart, how's school going? Sarah!
your father's speaking to you. Sorry dad.
What did you say? Sweetheart how's school going,
everything good? Yeah, I'm just overwhelmed. Who has
you overwhelmed? What do you mean who?
School is busy and everything, and
everyone's new, that's all. So, you care tell us who the girl is I saw you with
the other day? She look mature. What girl?
She's just a friend. So this friend has you
lying to your parents. No, I just didn't
want to tell you. You were already both
so worried about me going away to school,
I just wanted to do this on my own.
To right is too experience, and I need to
have my own experiences. Sis, is this the
girl I saw you with in that video? Men,
she's hot. What video? Sarah, I need to see
this video. Damn it, you may be excused. Your father and I
need to talk to your sister.
[Chair drags on floor]
Way to go,
fix this.
This is not a lifestyle that your father and
I want you to live. This isn't a
lifestyle, this is my life. How can you
talk about not judging and that's
exactly what you're doing to me?
Sweetheart, we're not judging you, we're
just trying to help you make better lot
of choices. It's an abomination
and we raised you better than this. Now I get it.
Since I was 11 years old, you've been
trying to beat the gay out of me. What do you mean? I was
11, I had a wedding and my friends were
there. Mom saw me marrying my dolls
and my friends left because they said
girls don't kiss other girls, and she beat me.
Alice, why would you do that? William, she
should still not be behaving like this.
Leviticus, Leviticus 20:13 says that "if a
man practices homosexuality, having sex
with another man, as if with a woman.
They have both committed a detestable act and they should be put to death.
for both are guilty of a capital offense"
Alice, Sarah knows the Bible. Instead of
condemning her, we should be trying to
help her. Help her to understand why she
feels this way. Oh my God, my baby's going to hell.
What is it mom, that has you so angry that I
would grow up to embarrass you by being
gay or that you secretly are?
[Slap]
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[Text message]
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[Sobbing]
mom's really pissed.
She needs to lighten up and stop being
so close-minded though. I think the 1800's
I don't even know what to say to her.
It's not like she hated me anyway. I mean
she's just like that with me too.
Dad just stays busy with church.
I don't know if he knows what goes on.
Mom almost lost it when she saw that
video. I didn't even hear come in the
room. Hey look, that is not your fault,
okay. Just be happy.
You two have grown up too fast. Hey Dad.
Hey. David, I need to talk to Sarah for a few minutes.
Sure.
See you later sis.
He's a good son.
Sarah, I've missed you. Well dad, I missed
her too. It's good to see you. Me too dad. So how's
life in the big city? You're adjusting okay? Yeah dad.
Things are good. I have some friends.
I might have to get a new roommate though.
We'll just keep bumping heads. I'm sorry to hear that.
Judge not, lest ye be judged. I know, I'm
trying to be open-minded but she's just
so loud and like her life is so hard.
I guess everyone has their hard times,
just in different ways. You're a smart girl
sweetheart, you'll figure it out.
Just remember Sarah, God is your
salvation. Trust, don't be afraid. The Lord,
Jehovah is your strength.
I love you daddy. I love you too sweetheart.
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[Phone ringing]
Hey babe, sorry I haven't been able to
talk much. Things have been really
tense around here and my mom just won't let me breathe.
She umm- she saw on campus together and thinks you are a bad influence
and that you made me lie to her. Oh wow. I can't really worry
about it. My dad's being his usual self
here but not here really. Did have a good
talk earlier. He just pretended like the night before, it didn't happen.
But on a better note, my brother
thinks you're hot. He happened to see the
video and mom walked in on him and saw it. Oh damn,
tell your brother I said thanks. Yeah she
put two and two together and came up
with you. Something else is going on with
them though but dad won't really say
much. He just said that he wants me to
make the right choices.
I'm sorry about all that's been gone on. I hope you think you
made the right choice?
You know what, I'm really missing you.
Surprisingly, I'm bored without your ass.
Are you trying to be sweet? Well you know.
I can't wait to see you either. Okay
I better go, I don't want mom accusing you
of making me a prisoner in my own room
and being addicted to orange is the new black.
Girl, you're crazy.
Hey!... Hey!
[Opened and closed refrigerator]
So uh, was that Candy sweet? Teetee, I
don't want to hear this, I already got it
back home, not here. I tried to tell you.
Sarah, I'm just concerned about you. I
know where she's from, I don't want her to hurt
you. Don't, I am tired of everyone telling
me what to do. Well that's on you if you
don't want to listen. Why don't you get a
life and stop trying to live mine. Who
are you, my roommate or my mother? Do you
want a man or are you secretly wanting
pussy? I am tired of all the damn secrets.
Okay miss know-it-all, I'm just trying to
help you. I haven't seen one guy with you
here since I've been here but you're
always dick this and dick that, and yeah,
I hear that damn vibrator in the
bathroom. Ain't no guy ever gonna move
that fast, are you fronting? The little
country girl gets into the city and thinks
she's hip to everything. Live your life
Sarah. We said we would be open to each
other and get to know each other, but
you're always judging Candy and her life
and you don't even know her.
Are you jealous? Is she who you want? Or
who you want to be? I don't want that
bitch. Oh really!
I can't tell and maybe if you ask nicely,
she'll strap it on for you, but guess
what, she doesn't have to for me. I said I
don't want your bitch. And I won't try to
help you anymore.
Whatever you want to believe Teetee, I didn't
ask for your help.
Candy hasn't done shit to you and I'm
the one who determines who I want to be
with. So if you don't like that, fine, but
I don't need your opinion every damn time.
[Text messaging]
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[Door opened]
Hey! What's up. Is Candy here? Sure is. Okay.
Is she back there? Yeah, she's right there.
[Footsteps]
[Gasps]
Are yous serious right now?
Ah, Damn! I'm so sorry, Sarah. Jesus! I cannot believe- Sarah! -I trusted you.
Please, Sarah please. Nooo! Welcome to the gay world.
[Footsteps]
Sarah!
[Door closed]
What?
[Footsteps]
So, it makes you say that to me, uh. Fuck! Get the fuck out, What? come on. Get the fuck out.
And fuck you China. Busted! Fuck you bitch.
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Hey stranger, where you been? Hey umm, around. Is everything okay?
Yeah, I'm fine. Are you sure?
Well, if you ever need to talk about
anything, you know you can give me a call. Thank you.
No problem. Well, you got my number.
Yeah. I'll see you later? Yeah.
Bye. Bye.
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How was everything? Good, the pizza was nice.
Oh great. I really hope you guys enjoyed
your experience. I hope you have a great day.
Thank you. Keisha!
Can I talk to you? Yeah, coming.
I want to know more about Candy.
Man, I love my cousin
and everything but you have to be
careful, man. She is who she is. what does
that mean? Mean's just her life has been
a bit difficult and she hurt a lot.
She might not ever get over it all alone. And ever
since our mothers been in prison, man,
she's been on her own. She came to stay with my
family but she just wasn't happy you
know. You know her enough, you just got to talk
to her about that. She just seems really
guarded, I don't know that I can. If you
wanna know, just ask her.
[Foosteps]
Sarah.
Can I talk to you? Yeah, okay.
Look, I know
I'm sorry it's not enough but I really am.
I'm not trying to hurt you, Sarah.
I'm always hurting myself. I'm just so
used to people fucking up, that I guess
I'm not giving you a chance to show me
who you truly are.
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We're just getting to know each other.
I'm still getting to know myself.
I really like you. Already you've taught me
so many things about life, like how to be
okay with being myself. Here? Yes, Candy
but you have to trust me as I'm trusting
you. Everything, is new to me right now.
Being away from home, going to college, you.
I'm really sorry, I really am.
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I want to show you.
I will show you.
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Please give me another chance.
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What is perfect,
so
Yes, I will give you another chance. You
don't have to buy me love but like flowers
are always nice. I got you.
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Let's get out of here, okay.
I told you not to fuck with that bitch.
Why don't you worry about you? Where's
your man? Why are you trying to be about
their life, Sarah? What are you really know
Teetee? You don't know me and do you even
know yourself? You come off like
everything's so black to you. Are you
ashamed to be Asian?
I know who I am and I've been trying
too long to make everybody else happy. My
friends, my family, my faith. I just want
to be me and everybody else needs to
start accepting that. Bitch, you don't
know me either.
I've been looked down on for being half
black, half Asian. You think it's easy
with the Asians shunning me, being stared
at every time I walk into a store? Being
bullied and picked on, even spit on, by
black girls just because of my beauty
and good hair? So yeah, we all got our
shit. Yeah, we do Teetee, but I don't hold it
against you. Just don't think your
shit is bigger than anyone else's. Candy
and I have talked and we're good. I know
she's been hurt and she doesn't know the
best way sometimes but she is trying
and I have to see where it goes. I know
she and I can teach each other about life and
love. Whatever! I'm sorry for calling you
a bitch, you didn't deserve that. Thank you.
And you're right, I don't know your life
and you don't know mine but we have to
be open-minded with each other. I'm
willing if you are.
I feel you girl.
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Hey baby,
staying out of trouble? I really am.
I know my baby. How you been? Good just a
lot going on. What's a lot? Nothing
really. Talk to me girl. Okay,
Why did you do that, let daddy die? I
know he loves me, he told me he did. He was
better than all the other guys you dated.
They never had time for me, always acting
like I was a bother to them.
Dave bought me anything I wanted, and you took away
everything and you being here, you left
me too.
You lied all those years to me about my father.
Mum, why life gotta be so fucked up?
Baby, I thought I was protecting you by not
telling you who your father was. I was a
child myself when it happened and I was
so ashamed. Now I know I put a curse on
you, like I did with Dave. Baby, that was not
love, Candy. He manipulated you, he took
advantage of you.
He took my baby's innocence and yes
I would do it all over again. I would die
for you baby. I'm sorry.
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I'm sorry I did not teach you real love.
He did whatever he needed to do to make
you gain his trust and make you believe
that was love. Baby, he was sick. Only a
sick man would do that to a child.
As your mother, I should have protected you
but I failed you just like my mother
failed me. All I could do was make sure
you didn't get hurt at any cost.
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You shoudn't have never
left home. I know baby.
I wanted for you a better life. I needed
to take you away from the things I did
not want you to be around. Things that
were too common and accepted, and now,
those same very things are wrong.
I should have seen that shit with Dave
but I was so blinded by love
and I'd let my baby get hurt. But he
didn't hurt me mum. Yes he did, he hurt you.
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Emotionally and mentally.
Look at your relationships and you will see.
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I always thought I'm here to be happy.
I never felt right when me and Dave had sex
but he told me it was okay.
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You were always at work.
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and he was always home, so I
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Yes baby. Baby I needed to
have a decent life for you and me.
I didn't want any man to think he
controlled me but I overlooked the idea
that he will try to control you too.
[Sniffling]
I don't blame you anymore mom.
I can't change the past.
I just need to work on me
and better my future.
That's my girl.
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Hi. Hi, so glad you could make it.
Yeah I try to be open-minded but I just
don't really know. Well, what is it that
you need to know? If I can be happy with
who I am.
or if it's better to just be and
possibly not be happy. You should desire
to be happy for you and not anyone else.
We all struggle with acceptance but that
should not be the reason you live.
The Bible says that "he will give you
the desires of your heart, we are to seek him
first in all that we do" So whatever we
question, we should ask him for the
solution. Oh, maybe he doesn't hear me
because I've been asking for a while.
I know where you are, I was there too.
I lived that lifestyle for most of my life
but I had to decide if God was happy
with me. Was I serving his purpose? I felt
my calling was to counsel young people,
cursed with the same struggle. There is a
way out. How can there be a way out, my
heart hurts his foot?
I shouldn't be confused about who I want
to be with or my own happiness. You have
to let him heal your heart so that you
may find the true way. Yet the Bible says
"we are created in His image" why would he
create me like this? We all have asked
that question. That is a trick of this
world and we should not believe that.
You need to be stronger than this curse put
on you. It is a sickness that we must not accept.
[Music]
You know I'll be paroled soon? Yeah, I got
the day marked in my calendar. Will you
come see me then, baby? I'm gonna see if
Keisha is available. You and Keisha?
getting along? Yeah. Umm, good. So anyone special you
seeing? Yeah, she's different. At times I
feel like I don't deserve her and then I
feel like she's the best thing that ever
happened to me. A change for the better you know.
I just want to love her.
[Music]
I know I need to learn to love myself
first. That's what you've got to do, love
you. This girl sounds very special.
[Music]
You know I want you to be happy, right?
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Always me.
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When I get out, I want us to rebuild.
I want to be a part of your life but I
need your forgiveness. I already forgave you.
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I'm glad. Like I said before,
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that was a long time ago, I was young.
It's all different now mum.
[Music]
Forgiveness is
important you know. I can't wait to meet
this special girl. The girl that makes my
baby happy.
Yeah.
Her name is Sarah.
I almost messed it all up, but she
forgave me and gave me a second chance.
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I need to grow up, she deserves that.
Stop being young and dumb, beside,
but I ain't young anymore.
Yeah, your butt is getting old, baby. As
long as we can acknowledge our
mistakes and want to do better, those that love us,
will see that too and help us along the
way. Life should always see us growing.
I want you to be able to help me as well.
If we are not continually growing, we're
not living, just existing.
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I hear you mum.
Take care baby girl, I love you.
Me too, love you.
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[Text messaging]
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Hello Miss O'Neil. Hi professor Miller, I wanted
to turn in my paper. I know it's early
but I'm gonna be going out of town and
then I'd like to go home early. I'm a
little homesick, first time away for me.
I understand and that's fine for me.
I can get one graded another way and I knew
you were gonna be a great student. Thank you.
I've really enjoyed your class even
though you're tough, I learned a lot. I've
always wanted to be a writer and I feel
that I can because of you. Well, I look
forward to the day that I can say Sarah
O'Neill, yes I know her, she was my star
pupil. So go and have fun on your
vacation and we will see you next
semester. Thank you professor Miller.
[Airplane landing]
[Music]
So where's your white bitch? Damn Nikky, can you
just get off my dick already? Why can't
you just go to you, somewhere else. Why your ass keeps coming to my city? Not for your ass.
Are you sure? Fuck ya. Where's that old
little fish? What, she found out your ass is crazy too?
I gotcha, yo' coming.
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No, you don't. Don't tear your ass about that shit
Get your little prison bitch. Baby I still
love you. Okay, I fucked up but what can I do?
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Leave me the fuck alone.
Fifty people are dead in the worst mass shooting in US history.
A gunman wielding an assault type rifle
in a hand gun, opened fire inside a
crowded gay nightclub early Sunday. At least fifty people are dead.
[Door closed]
Hey baby. Hey babe. How did it go? Good. Made
that money, plus they love me here. So
glad you could come with me. But this is
there for me. You're not going back to
Miami? No, I'm done. I'm done dancing, done
coming to Miami.
I need something real, for both you and
me. You deserve that
plus I want to just be with you. After
tomorrow, we're going back home and I
want you to just focus on school.
I'll take care of you, I'm gonna start my
business. Yeah, what do you have in mind?
You'll see.
[Kissing]
I'm going to take a shower. Noooo! Noooo. Snuggle! I need a shower.
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Growing up,
I looked up to you dad, more than I think
you will ever know. I wanted to be you.
I wanted to know how to fix things when
they were broken. I wanted to know how to
work on cars.
I loved being with you and the horses.
[Music]
I wanted to have a wife and family to take
care of, all of this, just like you.
I never saw anything wrong or different
about how I felt. You were my model and
even though you would rather David help
you with working on whatever car we had
at the time. I was the one out there with
you, watching and learning the tools to
give to you. Meanwhile, my brother just
went about playing with no interest.
I kind of felt like maybe I was supposed
to be a boy but I wasn't and that didn't
really bother me too much, at least not
until I got older. You seem to resist my
help a lot of the time but I didn't care.
You would even tell me to "go help your
mother" maybe that would make me a girl.
I would still try to watch and spend
time with you when I could. You didn't
pay much attention to me and I felt like
you weren't interested in me but the
horses connected me to you. I love our
horses because you do and when you
bought me my own horse, I named her
Starlight and she gave me peace. I'd love
to see her smile when I rode and your
happiness when I would win in
competitions. Sometimes, the distance
between us made me feel, for a long time,
that I wasn't your kid or that you
didn't want me. It was always difficult
to talk with you for fear of
disappointing you. So I think a lot of my
strength came from having to be so
independent. You will say I'm stubborn,
you seem proud only when other people
would show or say they're proud of me.
[Music]
I never really knew how you felt until I
came out to you. When I did, you could not
really acknowledge it but you said you
felt like you were not there for me. You
somewhat blamed yourself, even though I
knew it. Five years old, I had an
attraction for women. I say women because
I had never had a crush on girls my age.
It was always a teacher, a friend's mom
or an actress.
I know growing up, it was difficult and
unique. Too many people told me, even you.
For as much as human nature thrives on
fitting in, always felt outside of the
box. I guess it was my god-given right
be unique. So much of my life experiences
were shaped, learned or developed in
small town Green Pastures, USA. I will say
that even with the negativity and
difficult times, I am blessed and even
stronger for them.
[Music]
You're the only man that I need in my life
and I want you to be proud of me. Once my
brother grows up, I will add him to the
list. Going away to school has been good
for me because I'm finally out from
under your cover and moms. I'm able to be
me and I'm happy. I want you to know that
I've met a girl, her name is Candy. She's
been through a lot but I look forward to
us growing together. I can already feel
that she loves me and I'm beginning to love her.
[Music]
I love you so much dad
and I hope you and Mom will be open to meeting
Candy. I want all the special people in
my life to know because they all love me. Love, Sarah.
[Music]
Sarah, wrote this letter to me and I felt that you share it
with all of you. We say life is precious, why don't we treat it that way?
Tell our children we love them, we 'll do anything for them. It is really seen in our actions
So many times we allow life to pass us by.
In our church and in living.
I hate my wife.
We believe tomorrow will be better.
because we cannot embrace today.
And we want yesterday back and we cannot have it.
Now, Sarah's gone. Gone before she
knows how proud I am of her. Gone
before she ever knows my great love for her.
[Music]
Sarah's teaching me, even in her death. That's one thing I
loved about her. Even as a little girl,
I knew she was special and different.
[Music]
But I though if I would deny what I
believed and what I felt, it all just
go away, when instead, I pushed Sarah away.
and I can't allow that to happen again
for my son.
[Music]
David!
I want you to know, that whoever you become,
we will be proud of you. Whoever you choose to
want, I will want them also. I want David to live the life
that he want's to live. I want him to be happy,
not trying to please me or his mum or anyone else. I say
this to David and to everyone of you. Don't just live your life, love life
till death.
[Music]
I'm so sorry. It is not your fault.
I should have protected her. I should
have protected her too. I should have
protected her and not sheltered her
and let her know that no matter who you are,
that some people will see your greatness
and try and destroy you.
She lived a fairy tale and I should have
shown her the real word. I should have
been honest with her and I kept her from my own truth.
[Music]
I loved her so much. And she loved you too.
[sobbing]
[Music]
So, how's aunt Mary?
She's good.
I spoke with her yesterday before going
to the memorial.
She was upset and more worried about me.
I told her I'll be fine, just said it was
gonna hurt for a long time.
I know cousin, I'm sorry.
Now, she was so sweet and I know that she
really loved you but you really are a
better person for her being in your life.
That's why I want to kill that bitch.
Candy you have to learn how to forgive
so that you can have peace in your own
life. And I know that aunt marry told you that.
[Sniffling]
Yes she did.
Why is it that I always keep loosing? You know, I know that we
haven't been that close growing up but
I've always looked at you as one of the
strongest people that I know and it
sucks that aunt Marry had the kid locked up
over that loser but that's what she felt
like she had to do at the time. And I
know that she thought you were strong
enough to maintain, even though you
didn't see it. Yeah, you're right, I shouldn't have focused on what I had to gain.
I'm just tired, Keisha. Tired of that when
a little good does come, it always seems to get fucked up.
[Sobbing]
This Sarah, come out and she
had me felt like I wanna do better for myself.
I want refer her always.
till the end. I never thought that the edn will be so soon.
[Sobbing]
We live and we live so well, right.
Yeah but why this shit gotta be so hard?
[Sobbing]
Thanks.
Gotta be there more for each other, okay. Cool.
[Music]
I got you baby girl and this time,
I won't let you go.
[Music]
[Music]
♫♫Yeah, you ever been in love? I know she was
♫♫Tattered Souls, exquisite tastes. Yeah, she beautiful,
that black rose from the hood. The one
they talk about, whose misunderstood. She's a
this, she's a that for the more her booty
clap but before that, she was moving down
g-packs or ugly act that caused young
shot it tears, huh. Over and over again huh huh
close peers 3:00 in the morning,
is we low creeper starts. Stepfather and
a barrel forcing her legs apart, damn. Death
threats to her mother if the truth sprouts.
Tears and screams from my black whose
never heard. If I catch your mama, put a
pot and that's my word. Shy! shy!
Tatted soul, rise, rise. Tatted soul, shine shine.
Tatted soul, rise, rise. Tatted soul, shine shine.
Tatted soul, rise, rise. Tatted soul, shine shine.
Tatted soul, rise, rise. Yeah!
♫♫I can relate, once a woman in my past life
break called Nikhil the nigger twice
slice slice, cha cha. Now I'm in the man's
body atooma bronze, it's a rights law or
forgetting for my soul states plain.
That's poets of the presence, Candy
gotta stripper freak essence, a curse or a
blessing, she learn a life lessons, life
lessons. Yeah, that's the blessing, a new
direction through the lives in the screens
and then for her dreams, she died inside
but still shine like moon beans, looking
for real love like Kanye looking for
Jesus. Yeah! I like being in her life
completing puzzle pieces, the love in
their eyes we're passionate increases.
Who we are the judge, the love real love
happens for a reason♫♫
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