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- I am about to place
my fate in you, my jury.

Yes, you out there,

sitting on the couch
with your remote control,

gathered around the glow
of the modern day fire.

You see, since I was a kid, I
imagined my life as a movie.

Imagined a crew surrounding
me, filming my every step.

So it's totally appropriate
that you, my audience,

will decide guilty
or not guilty.

But before you do, please,
weigh all of the evidence.

Shit.

- What are you looking at?

- Another one bites the dust.

- Just feed me, man, I'm hungry.

- So how does it feel?

- You mean does it bum me out

to watch seven of my homies die?

Or am I happy to finally
have the tank all to myself?

- Yeah, which?

- What do you think?

Now feed me, bitch.

- Come on,
feed me, feed me, feed me.

If you don't feed me,

I'm gonna eat him.

I am so dizzy.

- More pellets, more pellets.

- Can't you see we're starving?

- You were supposed
to feed us five minutes ago!

- It's about time.

- Don't you
give a shit about us?

- Why do
cats always get fed first?

- Tap water, no Evian?

Find food, find food.

Find food, find food.

- Sound off!

- Daddy, where's my drink?

- Can you think of
another way to ask that?

- Please, please,
please, please, please.

Daddy.

- Another fish died,
Shaq Number Seven.

That just leaves
Shaq Number Eight.

- Poor fish.

- Yeah, poor fish.

- More cereal.

- Okay kiddo, have a good day.

- Kiss off?

- Kiss is off.
- Good.

Good morning, it's 11:30.

It's a beautiful day
out, clear and sunny.

Rise and shine.

- You never run your hands
through my hair anymore.

- Why do you do that?

- What?

- Why is it when I'm
doing something nice,

you point out how I
never do anything nice?

- That's not a
good habit, is it?

- No.

- Can you believe
we still have ants?

- Yeah, I called the service.

How'd you sleep?

- I had to take two Ativans.

Then I was up again at
four for about two hours,

took another.

- A little gin and
pot, too, I noticed.

- Don't start with me.

I had a tough night.

After you left I
started meditating.

And it suddenly hit me.

What happened to me,

I always thought of as happening
to a seven-year-old girl

or thinking about
how it happened

to someone the same
age Walt is now.

But last night it really...

I started thinking
about how it happened...

to me.

Not a seven-year-old
girl in a picture.

It was me.

- You wanna lie down?

- Oh yeah.

- I wish I knew what to say.

- Talk to me like it was
Walt this happened to.

- I will always protect you.

What happened was
wrong and terrible.

No one should ever hurt
someone as special as you.

As wonderful as you.

You mean everything to me.

You're smart and
lovable, talented.

I will always love you.

Always.

- I know, I know.

Nobody sympathizes with
someone in a Mercedes.

But I can't help it,
it's the car I drive.

I remember the first time
I saw one of these SLKs.

I fell in love with it, it's
the best car I've ever had.

So don't hold it
against me, okay?

- Where does SpongeBob live?

A, under a rock; B, in a
pineapple or C, Jurassic Park?

Over.

- B, in a pineapple, over.

- Correct, over.

- There's your
coach, go get 'em.

Over and out.

Which one's yours?

- Green shirt, yours?

- Oh, the one checking
out the gopher holes.

Yeah, that's my boy.

So, so what's with
the bellybutton ring?

- Oh, my last act of rebellion.

What about you?

You've got, uh, skateboard
sneakers and what?

Pacific Sunwear shorts,
what's up with that?

- Oh, I'm trying to
become a 14-year-old.

You know what's
so cool right now?

Boys' socks.

- The only type of girls'
clothes I ever used to wear

were my wife's socks
'cause they're short

and guys' come up to here.

- Oh I know, I hate that.

- Finally, short
socks are in for guys.

My days of
cross-dressing are over.

- Yeah, sure they are.

I bet you're wearing

red Victoria's Secret
panties right now.

- Hot pink.

- Pink's cool, but
the shirt has to go.

No logos, billboards aren't in.

And if those are
your comic books,

you have taken the
14-year-old thing too far.

- Nah, studio wants us to
turn these into a screenplay.

- So have you written
anything I might have seen?

- Oh, we had a movie
out last summer.

My wife and I write together.

She's sick today.

- Oh, it's goin' around.

So, what was the movie?

- Oh, it was just
this, this bear movie.

- I saw that.
- Yeah?

- Oh my God, when that black
actor, what's his name?

When that bear jumped
out and got him,

that I did not expect.

- Yeah, well it was
a good popcorn movie.

- Oh, it was great.

I was so scared, I was grabbin'
my husband's arm so hard

he had to tell me to
ease up, it was great.

- I'm Mark, by the way.

- Danni, as in
Daddy wanted a boy.

- Sorry to interrupt,
members of the jury,

but I suspect that
you're wondering by now,

have I already thought
about having sex with her?

Well, you have to understand,

as I notice there
are a good number

of female members in the
jury, the truth about men.

Women like to think that
they're the same as men

because they find themselves
fantasizing about sex

with someone other
than their spouse,

a la the handsome Naval
officer in Eyes Wide Shut.

But ladies, for men,
at least for me,

it's more of a second
by second thing.

- What is SpongeBob's
favorite food?

- Thank you for
not wearing a bra.

B, Crabby Patties, over.

- Correct.

- So perfect from here.

Going for the frontal
view, don't let me down.

Oh, sorry about that, chief.

Yikes, Polanski-ville,
not going there.

Okay, there's your coach.

Go get 'em, over and out.

Go get 'em.

Mayday, mayday.

Bellybutton ring.

Do I sit there?

No way, I can't sit there.

I have to sit there,
sit there, sit there.

But I'm always that way.

My wife tells me her
girlfriends complain

that their husbands, who
are just in their forties,

can't get it to stay up.

I can't keep it down.

But, ladies and gentlemen
of the jury, please,

don't judge me so harshly.

Thinking and doing are
two different things.

Even Jimmy Carter, whose
initials are the same as Christ,

for Chrissakes, even
he lusted in his heart.

- So your son's
into SpongeBob, too?

- Oh, yeah, SpongeBob
in, Pokemon out.

- Yep.

Oh, did you know they're
giving away posters

at KB Toys on Saturday?

- Oh really, that's great.
- Mm, hm.

- Are you gonna take your son?

- I might go in the morning.

- And so I was looking
for her, B-F-D.

She just seemed
nice, that's all.

We talked the whole
hour of practice.

She's nice, that's all.

- Dad, they're givin' away
free goldfish at the pet store.

- Walt, we are not
getting a goldfish.

- Hey, come on,
can't I just look?

- Yes, you can look,

but I'm telling you we're
not getting a goldfish.

We already have two
cats and six hamsters

and I end up feeding them all,

so we are not
getting a goldfish.

What are you gonna name 'em?

- Shaq One, Two, Three, Four,
Five, Six, Seven, Eight.

- It's a good name.

Welcome to our home.

- Like everybody would be
better off if I wasn't here.

If I was dead.

- No, look at me.

Look at me.

That's your brain
trying to trick you.

That is chemicals in your brain

that are fighting against you.

- It's me, it's
what's inside me.

- No, no, it's not really you.

You have an illness.

When you have the flu, your
body is not what it normally is.

You don't look at yourself and
think, this is the real me.

You think, this is me sick.

Well this is you, sick, and
you're gonna get better.

- How?

I'm on every drug in
the goddamn pharmacy.

- They're not working right.

We'll have to find
something else.

Because you're vital to us.

Vital to me, we need
you, we love you.

- You don't understand.

It's not like I'm just
a little depressed.

- I know.
- No, you don't.

It's agony, every
fucking minute is agony.

Coming from somewhere inside
me and I can't tell where.

It's like I'm going to
fall into a black hole

and never come out.

- Don't let it trick you.

It's not on your side right now.

I am.

You have to believe me.

While she sleeps,

I often find myself
watching old clips

from the movie of my life.

Wow, it's beautiful.

- It's in case you
ever lose your way.

- Oh, to our new house?

- Read the cover.

- Neh-so-we-toil--

- North, east, south, west,

you're the one I love the best.

- It's true.

- Thank you, thank you.

- Thank you for the house.

- After my movie's
over, I stare at her.

In sleep she is so peaceful,

having found a refuge from
all her sadness and fears.

Yes, go Walt!

- Hey, stranger.
- Hey.

- Where you been?

- Oh, Walt was sick last week.

How'd we do?

- We won, four to two.
- Woo hoo!

- Not that anyone's
supposed to keep score.

- So you wanna do
an errand with me?

It was my week to bring the
drinks but I left them at home.

So I gotta go to
the grocery store.

If you come with me,
we can get chocolate.

- Okay.

- So, so how long have you
guys been back together?

- Goin' on a year.

- Well, maybe it was
good for you two.

A break.

- He's just so caught up
in his work, you know?

I mean, he quotes Gordon Gekko:

"Money doesn't sleep."

- It's a good movie.

- He's gotten
better about it now.

- Did you see other people
when you were separated?

- Oh yeah.

- I've been married
sixteen-and-a-half years.

So please tell me,
what was it like

being with someone else?

- It was great.

I don't think it's
natural to be monogamous.

But, you know, we do
what we have to do.

- We got that bar in a gift
basket from a producer after

he chose someone else to write
the new Terminator movie.

It was good.

- Well, as long as
it's dark chocolate.

If it's not dark chocolate,
there's no point.

- Dark chocolate with almonds.
- Even better.

- Come on Walt!

Oh get up honey, come
on, honey, get up!

Get up Walter, come on.

Come on honey get up!

- Way to go, woo!

Woo-hoo!

- Mark.
- Hm?

- Your voice, it's
so high-pitched, you
sound like a girl.

Woo-hoo!

Good job, all right!

- Younger, taller, handsomer.

- She's not that good looking.
- Who?

- Danni, her lips
come together funny.

You talk about her so much.

- She's nice, that's all.

- I'm sorry.

I hate men with deep voices.

- I hate soccer.

Welcome to Atlanta

and the main event.

Like any woman,

our challenger refused
to do the weigh-in.

Right, age has definitely

been kind to her, she
looks strong and ready.

- But she's yet to
defeat the champion,

Frank Cantrell, AKA Step-Dad.

Age 62, weighing in at 165.

And he's looking

a little the worse
for wear, Chuck,

a pretty big paunch and
those awful bow-legs.

- He's always been
ashamed of those, Bill,

but what he loses in physique

he makes up for in
sheer brutality.

He's been an unstoppable
force to the challenger.

Wait a second,

is that a cigarette
in his glove?

- Incredible!

And I thought he was on
the patch during training.

- No cheap shots, no low
blows, no slow motion.

No animal sound effects.

Touch gloves.

Come out fighting.

- As usual, it's Carrie
in Frank's corner.

A remarkable team and for the
past sixteen-and-a-half years,

this man's been
in Lorna's corner.

- Minus that six weeks
when she went solo.

- That's just a bump
in the road, Chuck.

But, what concerns me is this:

is he really up to the task

or will he get squeamish
at the first sight of blood

and try to stop the fight?

We'll know soon enough.

- Hang in there,
champ, it's on its way.

- I've been hungry
for like, 33 minutes.

- Where's the bird?

- It's almost ready.

Would you like to
know the menu, Lorna?

- Sure, Mom.

- Well, we're having turkey.

And fluffy cornbread stuffing.

Uh, crumb green beans.

Fancy sweet potatoes
and cranberry sauce.

Oh, my pies.

- A-ha.

- Sweet potato with old
fashioned rum sauce and pecan.

- Can I have some pie or
something, I'm hungry.

- After supper.

- Oh, my sauce, excuse me.

- You're gonna have
to be patient, Walt.

- You said that 34 minutes ago.

- Okay, son, sit up in your
chair and give me a break.

All right?

- You don't want me to
starve to death, do you?

- Put your silverware down.

- What, he said to put it down.

- I'll tell ya what he needs.

He needs his butt spanked.

- He's eight, he's hungry.

- I didn't let you
carry on like that

when you were eight.

- He can't help it.
- He could help it.

He's got you pretty
well trained, I see.

Children need
discipline, darling.

You don't wanna raise a brat.

Take it from me,

you better start now
before it's too late.

- She's
not answering that upper cut.

- Seems weak on her legs.

- And there's the
bell ending the round.

- Maybe they've just faced
each other one time too many,

'cause I'm just not
feeling the intensity.

The heat.

- Frank, you do the carving.
- Mm, hm.

- There, Walt, take this to
the den and eat it there.

You can watch TV, go on, now.

I can't do this anymore.

- Do what?

- Pretend to love you.

For years, every
time I've seen you,

every time I've picked up the
phone and heard your voice,

I've pretended that
everything was okay.

- Oh, for God's sakes, Lorna.

Let's just eat our dinner
before it gets cold.

- Walt's eight years old
and he wants to, what?

Hit him with his belt
'cause he's hungry?

Send him out to find a switch?

- I didn't say a goddamn
thing about hitting anybody!

- I have not forgotten,
right at this table,

you threw a plate
of food in my face.

- Oh Lorna, you have
the longest index finger

in the world.

- Don't you defend him.

Do you remember hitting
me hard across the mouth

in an elevator?

'Cause I said you didn't need

to keep punching the
button for it to work?

All of your so-called discipline
when I was a teenager?

I started to totally fall apart.

- Oh, you never fell apart.

You were bumped up two grades.

Graduated high school
when you were 16.

Look at your house!

You've always
landed on your feet.

- I was falling apart.

Why do you think I left
home when I was 16?

To get away from you,
to save my sanity.

I remember you making me...

a fully-developed teen...

strip to my underwear
and you beating me

for running away for two days.

You stopped, smoked a cig,

came back and beat me some more.

- I don't remember ever
doing any such thing.

- Everything's always gotta be
so dramatic with you, Lorna.

You are the heroine
in your own tragedy.

- Sounds like you
and your shrink

have had a lot to talk about.

Always blame the parents.

You wait 'til your
son is an adult

and blaming everything on you.

Bunch of raging bullshit!

- You have never once
owned up to what you did.

- Well, I don't know
what you want me to say.

- You don't? Really?

I apologize, how about that?

- You are a grown woman.

Whatever happened,
happened a long time ago.

I'm not about to kiss your ass.

- Where were you?

You were supposed to take
of me and you didn't.

- You liked to
worry us to death.

You know, with your
drinking and your drugs

and your stayin' out
all night with boys.

You were outta control
and you deserved it.

- What about the
stuff when I was five?

And six?

And eight?

What about that?

I remember coming to
you for help, Mom.

Telling you I felt
crazy, I wanted a shrink.

Sexually abused
by Peter's friend.

And you, turning away and
saying nothin' happened to you.

I took good care of you,
yes, you are perfect.

That was always the
message, Mother is perfect.

But I was dirty.

Whorish, unclean.

Groveling around down
there in the muck.

That was how you
wanted me to feel.

But I have perfection, perfect
husband, perfect house,

career, friends, perfect life.

So fuck you!

Fuck both of you!

- A K-O in the second round.

No punches pulled tonight.

- Do you know how I would've
written it if it was a movie?

- Like a boxing scene
in the Raging Bull.

- No, I would have left
the room with Walt.

Taken the shotgun
from the gun cabinet,

and then I would have made
my way back downstairs

to the dining room.

Happy Thanksgiving.

- Oh shit.

- Love you, mean it.

- That'd be a good scene.

A real trailer moment.

- But the Raging Bull
idea is good, too.

- I trust that you will
come to understand,

those of you out there in
your den or your bedroom,

why I am doing this.

Tonight was not the first
time I'd heard about

what Lorna's brother's
friend had done to her.

Lorna could handle
her parents now,

but he was another story.

About a year ago, after
kicking me out of the house,

then taking me back in,

Lorna told her physician
that she was sleep-deprived.

The doctor said that
chronic insomnia

was almost always a
psychological issue

and she recommended a
therapist and a psychiatrist

that specialized in
medication for depression.

In the very first session,

her therapist asked Lorna
if she'd ever been molested.

You see, the brain
will do anything

to avoid dealing with trauma.

It represses things.

That doesn't mean that
Lorna had forgotten

what had happened to
her at the age of seven.

She told her mother
about it when she was 15.

But, when the brain
doesn't want you

to revisit the dark place,

it distracts you with
backaches, neck pain, insomnia.

The brain has many
weapons in its arsenal;

anything to avoid that place.

Yes, I admit that was
me in the front seat,

the shotgun riding shotgun.

You see, after a few sessions,

the therapist suggested
that Lorna write down

what had happened and
how it had affected her.

"I remember the shower
running, Peter in the shower.

"He's sitting on Peter's
bed beckoning me over.

"I don't want to.

"I want to, I like the
attention, special attention.

"I don't like at all the
fear of being caught.

"The pain, the feeling I'm
left with, I know it's bad.

"I feel some tiny bit clever
'cause I pretend to sleep

"and am a heavy rag doll as
he tries to manipulate my body

"as he takes off my pajamas.

"He pulls the pants
down around my ankles.

"I did make it a
little hard for him

"and I'm pleased with this.

"He has never taken all
my clothes off before.

"It's too much, too exposed.

"I remember him, Ralph Dell.

"Ugly, pimply teen
with dark hair,

"brown eyes, maybe glasses.

"Suddenly my face pressed
down and it's in my mouth.

"All I remember of him is
that sick smile, his voice:

"Is that okay?

"Am I hurting you?

"Very quickly he is..."

- Very quickly he is
spewing in my mouth.

I reel back, gag spit it.

Think it's piss in my mouth.

Then he pulls my clothes
back and I open my eyes

and I think I just ran away.

Time up, shower stopped.

I think I just ran away.

I don't understand what
is happening to me,

but it is making me bad.

I have a secret.

A dirty secret I
must not tell a soul.

Forget it.

So I do.

God I have a great husband.

- Wake up.

Wake up!

- What, oh fuck, fuck!

- Ralph Dell?

- Who are you, what do you want?

- Did you used to
live on Hazelton Road?

Is that where your parents
lived when you were 16?

- Uh, Hazelton Road, yeah.

- Do remember a little
girl named Lorna?

- Who?

- Peter's little sister.

Do you remember her?

Of course you remember her.

- No, I don't know
what you're talkin' about.

Who are you?

- Don't lie to me.

- What are you talking about?

- Don't even fucking lie to me.

- You put the gun down.

- Don't lie to me or I'll
blow your fucking face off!

- I don't know what you want,
I don't know what you want!

- Tell me you remember her!

- I remember her,
Peter's little sister,

she was always hangin' around
when I played in his band.

- And...

what did you do to her?

- Nothin', I didn't do
nothin', man, I swear.

- Open your mouth.
- What?

- I'm gonna help you remember.

- Fuck you.

- Open your mouth mother fucker
or I'll pull the trigger!

- No, please!
- Open it!

Is that okay?

Am I hurting you?

Swallow this.

You wouldn't convict
me, would you, my jury?

Don't you think he did
this to other children?

He could still be doing it now.

If it was your wife, your
daughter, your sister,

you'd slaughter him too, right?

No, you wouldn't.

But you'd fantasize about it.

And you'd run it
over and over again.

Like a movie.

But as much as I
wanted to do it,

to drive there to shoot
him or hack him to pieces,

as many times as
I'd run the images

through the
projector in my mind,

I could not open the cabinet.

So this is not the crime
that you must judge me on.

- I didn't know how
much it affected them.

Frank wasn't always like that.

It's just the stress
of the business.

They seemed okay.

I'm sorry.

- You need to tell her that.

- It doesn't matter,
she's so cold.

- Cold?

You don't know her
at all, do you?

- We must've done
something right.

I mean look at her.

She's so successful.

She married you.

She does so well.

I mean we musta done
something right.

- You just remember it
can all end in a snap.

- Yeah, yeah.

- And they put
you in movie jail.

- Yeah, yeah.

- One minute I'm
producing a movie for FOX,

I'm on a roll, I
got the new Beemer.

Next minute it tanks, it's
straight to movie jail.

Do not collect $200,
do not pass go.

- Yeah.

- We need more gin!

- Sweetie, you have to get
us some more Tanqueray.

There's a bottle at the house
and you're okay to drive.

- Come with me.

- No, no, we're gonna

- Here, this is Walt's.

- Oh, Walt, here.

- Careful, careful with that.

- I know!

Hey Annie, Annie, come here.

You don't smoke, right?

- No.
- Okay, cool.

You guys go, bottle
of Tanqueray, go!

Yoo-hoo!

- What a great house, how
long have you lived here?

- A couple years.

- Yeah, how much
did you pay for it?

- I don't wanna think about it.

- Hey, I love your
oven, does Lorna bake?

- Nah, not much.

- Well you two seem
like a great couple.

I can't believe we
hadn't met before,

though I do remember
you from Casino Night.

- Really?

- You were, uh, you
were in a tuxedo.

You looked very sharp.

Whoa, your shoe's untied.

- Oh, yeah.

My laces have been
untied for years,

but, I haven't
tripped on 'em yet.

- Oh, I'll tie 'em
for you, I insist.

So I wanna ask you something,
a hypothetical question.

- Well that's, that's
the most dangerous kind.

- Do you think it's possible
for two married people

to have sex with
someone else just once

and afterwards just be friends?

- I think that's a
hell of a question.

- 'Cause I'd really
like to be friends

with you and Lorna.

- I don't think it's possible.

You know, someone always
ends up telling someone,

or someone gets hurt

because they like the
other person too much

or, you know, it's
a chemical thing.

- It's just I've been
married twelve years

and I've been thinking am I
gonna have sex with the same man

for the rest of my life?

I mean the animal kingdom
is not monogamous.

Except penguins, you know.

I saw on the Discovery Channel
that penguins are monogamous.

- Oh, well, of course all
penguins look exactly alike.

I mean once you've had a
penguin you've had them all.

- That's good.

- I grew up in New Hampshire

and we used to
ski every weekend.

And one thing I learned
was not to ski the last run

because that's when
the trail's really icy

and most people break their legs

and you'd be sledded
down by the ski patrol.

- Oh, I don't follow.

- Oh, that's okay, I
mean I'm ad-libbing.

It's late Annie, it's the
last run, and I don't,

I think we better not
go down the mountain.

- You're right.

Besides you have
the perfect wife.

She's so fun and she's so alive.

And you don't wanna mess
with a perfect marriage.

- So, President Calvin
Coolidge and his wife

are visiting a government farm.

And Mrs. Coolidge sees
this rooster, you know,

so she says to the
farmer, she says,

how many times a
day does he do that?

And the farmer says,
twelve times a day.

She says, would you please
tell the President that?

So the farmer goes
to the president,

tells him about the
rooster, twelve times a day.

And Coolidge says,
same hen each time?

The farmer says no, no, a
different hen each time.

He says, would you please
tell Mrs. Coolidge that?

Don't shoot the messenger,
it's a true story.

- Hey, hey, hey!
- Absolutely.

- Woo, woo, woo, woo!

- Hey, speaking of,
where have you guys been?

- Yay, hold this
thank you, thank you.

Whoop, oh shit!

I'm sorry, I'm sorry.

- You know we should probably
think about going pretty soon,

Walt's got a game tomorrow.

- Oh, he's fine, I'm
fine, we're all fine.

- I think you're a
little too fine, honey.

- Well, so what?

This is the best
I've felt for months.

- I know, but you have
to take your medication

and you're drinking.

- I don't need to take
my medication anymore.

- And I worry.
- I don't.

Having it out with my
parents helped a lot.

It was a relief, what?

You want me to be on
medication the rest of my life?

- No, I don't.

- Well, I'm not sick.

Come on, come on.

It's Friday night.

Don't be a wet blanket.

- Yeah, don't be a wet blanket.

- Hey, Coach.

- Yeah.

- Hey, listen,

I know this is a lot to spring
on ya at the last minute,

but, uh, Walt would
really like it

if he could play goalie.

- Has he been practicing?

- Yeah, I told him he had to

so we've practiced
a little every day.

Of course I realize how each
game really comes down to

if the goalie can
stop the ball or not.

And since this is the
last game of the season--

- Look, I'll put him
in the last ten minutes

and I'll put our best
players on defense--

- Oh, great.

- I don't care if we
win or lose the game.

If he wants to play
goalie he can play.

- Thanks, thank you.

Look, there's Steven Spielberg.

- Let's go, boys!

- Hey.
- Hey

- That's the same shirt you
wore the first time I met you.

- This?

- I remember.

I can't believe this is
the last game, this is it.

- I know.

- Substitution Ref!

- Oh shit, is it the
last ten minutes already?

- Walt, you're gonna be great.

- Okay, Walt, let's go!

- Lookin' good, Walt.

Stay in the middle of the
goal and watch the ball.

Sorry.

♪ Now you're messin' with a

♪ A son of a bitch

♪ Now you're messin'
with a son of a bitch ♪

♪ Now you're messin' with a

♪ A son of a bitch

♪ Now you're messin'
with a son of a bitch ♪

- That morning my son
the goalie was beaming

and I was the proudest
father in the Palisades.

Woo, hoo, hoo!

Ah, see?

Told ya Mommy would be here.

You wanna stop and play?

- Sure.

- Hello?

- Hi.
- Hey.

- So, who's the second
to the last boss?

- Bowser, duh.

- Doing good.

- Hey.

- Hey!
- Hey there.

- How'd it go?

- We won, Walt made three saves.

- That's great.

- Spielberg was there, his
kid was on the other team.

- Did you ask Steve when
he's gonna return my call?

I left a message in '97.

- Walt made three saves?

- They didn't score on him once,

it was unbelievable
how he did in the goal.

- And we beat Spielberg.
- We beat Spielberg.

You would have really
liked watching him.

- I know, I didn't get
any sleep last night.

- Yeah, I'm sure that pot
is really helping, too.

- It's helping me,
what about you, Steven?

- I feel fantastic.

- By the time I got there it
would've been almost over.

- Well, he didn't play goal
'til the last ten minutes.

- I wasn't sure what
field it was this week.

- I left it on the
bulletin board.

- I couldn't get out
there in the heat.

I don't feel good, okay?

- I thought it was just women
who were always on the rag.

- Hello?

- Hi, Danni, it's Mark.

- Oh, hi.

- How are you?

- Good, hold on a sec.

- Okay.

- There, sorry, I
was just putting on a shirt.

So, what's doin'?

- Oh, nothing much, I just,

it's Tuesday and it's
weird, no more practice.

- Yeah, I know.

- I guess I got used to
seeing you every week.

Well, the truth is,

I just really look forward
to Tuesdays, you know?

It's sorta the day that the
rest of my week led up to.

- It was fun.

- Anyway, you know, I think
I'd just kick myself, you know,

and thinking about
it a lot later on,

if I didn't just come
out and tell you, well,

maybe you can already tell.

But you probably have
no idea how badly

I have wanted to
hook up with you.

I'd thought long and hard
about using the phrase hook up.

I determined it was
best because, A, it's
what the kids say,

and any years I could shed
in this situation would help;

B, it didn't sound
tawdry or revolting

nor C, too mushy, in fact,

I wish we'd had the phrase
hook up when I was younger.

It's great

- You have?

- Yeah, I mean, when
I first met you,

I thought you were really
hot-looking, beautiful-looking.

But then when we started
spending more time together

and actually talking
each week, I really,

I really started
to like you a lot,

and I started
thinking about you,

and now I'm really
rambling because I can tell

this is going nowhere and I'm
getting really embarrassed.

- No, don't be
embarrassed, I'm flattered.

But I can't do that,
you know, I'm married.

- Right, right.

I guess that time
when we were driving

you were talking about how
being faithful wasn't natural,

it was just conjecture--

- Right, I also
said that you know,

you do what you have to do.

- Yeah, you did.

Well, maybe it was
just the chocolate.

- Ha, ha, yeah,
definitely the chocolate.

- God, I'm so embarrassed.

- Don't be
embarrassed, it's, you know,

if I'd met you back when
I was separated that--

- No, look, I'm just glad
that you're not, you know,

pissed or repulsed by me.

- Of course not, don't be silly.

- Well, then, tail tucked,
I will hang up now,

and try to pretend like this
phone call never happened.

- Aw.

- I will miss seeing you.

Bye.

- Bye.

- Oh, I'm such a fucking idiot!

♪ What, what, what, what

♪ One, two, one,
two, three, ow ♪

♪ Wake up kids we've got
the dreamers disease ♪

♪ Age 14 they've got
you down on your knees ♪

♪ So polite we're busy
still saying please ♪

♪ Frenemies who when you're
down ain't your friend ♪

♪ Every night we smash
their Mercedes-Benz ♪

♪ First we run and then
we laugh 'til we cry ♪

♪ But when the night is fall

- Hello?

- It's me again, I
promise I won't be long.

- That's okay.

- I just thought I
should really try

and explain myself a
little more, you know?

So you'd understand
and you wouldn't think

that I was just
some married jerk

that does this kind
of thing all the time.

I have been faithful to my
wife since we met in college.

And, well, I'm very aware
of what I'm doing and why.

And, see, this past
year-and-a-half,

it's just been really hard.

See, my wife is
clinically depressed

but she stopped
taking her medication

and so I'm having
to do everything.

And, I really, I can't
talk to anyone about it.

- What do you do for yourself?

- For myself?

- Yeah, what
do you do for yourself?

Just for you?

- Nothing, I guess that's what
I was looking for with you.

Something that's just for me.

I mean I know it came out
like it was all about sex

and I'm sorry about that.

I mean I do think you're
really beautiful and all that

but I guess I need
a friend who's just mine.

- I could be your friend.

- We talked for over an hour.

It was so much
better than a shrink.

A shrink gets paid
to empathize and ask,

how did that make you feel?

Just like a prostitute
gets paid to make you feel

like you've got a
big, perfect dick.

But for some reason, I
honestly don't know why,

Danni really listened,
really cared.

With her, it was real.

And then it was back to reality.

- Hey!

- Hey.

- Hey guess what?

- What?

- I met Steven's drug dealer.

She's a little old lady
from Pasadena

it was a riot.

Gray hair, pint-sized,
all the money she makes

goes directly to her
grandkids' college fund.

I, uh, I bought an ounce.

I can't keep
mooching off Steven.

Even he was starting
to complain.

- I don't see how you can stand

spending so much time with
him, he's such a blowhard.

- Oh I just tune him out
when he goes on like that.

- He's a jerk to me,
not that you'd notice.

- He is not, he likes you a lot.

- Oh bullshit, at his
wife's birthday party,

he was being such an asshole.

Making fun of the
way I told that joke

while he was putting
his arms around you.

- He was drunk.

- He's always drunk.

And he's an asshole
when he's drunk.

Ergo, he's always an asshole.

- He's not an asshole!

- If he wasn't your pot
buddy, your drinking buddy,

you'd think he was an asshole.

- You know what that was
about at Barb's party?

- What?

- She had invited Butch Tyler,

who she clearly wants to fuck.

And she made that big deal about

how couples shouldn't
sit next to each other,

so she could sit next
to Butch all night.

It's her 40th birthday

and she treats her
husband with contempt.

So, yeah, he flirted with me,

and yeah, he got
a little drunk--

- You always have
an excuse for him,

you're so understanding
of Steven.

- We're both going through
a hard time right now.

He's out of work.

He's stuck in a rental and
his wife's going around

looking at houses they
couldn't possibly afford.

- See you don't get it, he's
taking you down with him.

- Steven's not
taking me anywhere.

I'm perfectly capable of
bringing myself down, thank you.

- Why do you think he can't
get arrested in this town?

Because he's a drunk,
he is not sharp.

Would you trust Steven

to produce an
80-million-dollar movie?

50? 20? 10?

- Do you know what we talk
about when we're together?

- What, I have no idea.

- Usually nothing, we
just sit in his backyard,

we have a little wine,
we smoke a little dope.

Stare up at the trees.

- Yeah, but what do
you get out of that?

- A break, I just need a break.

You make me feel unproductive,
you make me feel--

- Well, you are unproductive.

- Well yeah, I know that.

You think I like not being able

to get out of bed
in the morning?

Not being able to write?

I earned half of everything
we've got from writing,

and right now the
idea of writing again

fills me with nothing but dread.

Just like coming home and
seeing you fills me with dread.

'Cause I know all we do
is get into it and argue

and I'm sick of
it, do you hear me?

I'm sick of it!

- Where are you going?

- To pick up our son at school,

if that's all right with you.

And tonight I am taking
Annie to the Comedy Store

to see JoJo's act.

- There's that meeting at Zach's
tomorrow morning, remember?

- Yeah, I remember,
I'm not stupid.

I'll be home at 10, Mother.

- Okay, wait, wait.
- I have to get Walt.

- You got a couple minutes.

Look, I don't wanna fight.

I don't.

I understand why you just wanna
sit and stare at the trees.

It's been tough going through
all this stuff, it's no fun.

- No, it's not.

- I miss you when
you're not here.

- You miss that I'm not working.

- No, no, I miss you.

I miss going for
long walks with you.

I miss lunch at Marmalade's.

I miss writing a sexy
scene and taking a break

and acting it out.

- I'm not going
to drink tonight.

I'm going to get on
a better schedule.

You can wake me up
tomorrow morning at 9:30.

Okay?

Okay, okay, okay?

Okay.

- Okay.

Let's go get our son.

- Hi Dad!

- Hey, buddy.

- Hey Mom, hey Dad.

Can you pour mustard and
ketchup on me like a hotdog?

- Hey, maybe, maybe, maybe.
- Okay.

Time for the pickles!

- On your foot!

- Pickles, whoa!

- We should do this every day!

- Oh, stop!

- I'm going to bed.

- Well, where have you been?

- Uh, after we saw her act,
JoJo wanted to go to this party.

Danny DeVito was there
with his kids, great kids.

- Well, I don't think
they were there 'til two.

- Oh, I wanted to
go way before but.

She only had three drinks
but they were doubles.

Anyway, I didn't dare
have her drop me off

and then drive herself
home, so I drove your car.

It's a really nice
car, by the way.

- Thanks.

- Oh, she threw up
in the driveway so.

- So, uh, I guess you
need a ride home, huh?

- Yeah.

Are you okay?

- I remember my mom hosing down

my stepdad's puke off
the stoop of our house.

I'm not going to
become my mother.

- Well, I promise I won't
go out with her again

for anything that
involves alcohol.

- My birthday's Saturday.
- Really?

And what do you want
for your birthday?

- I don't know.

I do know, actually.

A progressive scan DVD player

with DTS and THX-Ultra decoding.

- Whoa, boys and their toys.

- Yeah.

- Well, I can't
give you that, but,

I could give you a blow job.

- Well that's certainly the
best offer I've gotten so far.

- But you're from New Hampshire

and you don't ski the last
run or however that went, so.

- Yeah, huh.

- Oh, I guess we'll
just have to settle

for a pre-B-day kiss.

Good night.

- Shaq Number Four,
I hardly knew ye.

- Better him than me.

- Ah, my genius
writers, dove Lorna?

- Oh, she's come
down with the flu

so she won't be joining us.

- Oh, poor thing.

I'll have Kiyomi fix her
up some chicken soup.

- Very sweet of you.

- And, uh, you
can take it right home.

Why did you make
the secretary older?

- A studio note,

they thought it'd be
better if she was--

- I don't care
what they thought.

You let me deal with the
studio, I'll protect you.

- All right.

- Okay, now I'm not sure
hashish is right for our girl.

It seems pretty tame.

- Yeah, I agree.

But we thought cocaine was
too passe and heroin too much.

- What about ecstasy?

And that would get her
in trouble with the firm

but it's not too much.

Ever done it?

- Uh, no, no, no.

I've never done
anything more than pot.

- It wasn't around
in my drug days.

It sounds right, though.

- I'm going to Book Soup.

Need anything?

- Uh, no thanks.

Brenda, Mark, Brenda.

- Hi.
- Oh, I loved your movie.

- Well, thanks.
- It was great.

- It was just a bear movie
but for a bear movie,

it was pretty good.

- The best part was when
that, uh, African-American,

I can't remember his name

and that bear came outta
nowhere, it was creepy.

Anyway, nice to meet you.

- You, too.

- A-M-W.

I met her at this
fashion show in Chicago.

So when she calls to tell me
she's coming out for a week,

I say she can stay here.

Then last night we're
in bed and she goes,

I'm not sure about goin'
back to Chicago right now.

It's winter.

I might sign with this
modeling agency out here.

And I felt my blood run cold.

I told her from the start,
I am not the marrying kind.

Try to get that
line in the script.

I'm not the marrying
kind, I like that.

- Okay.

- Okay, look, if the studio
tries giving you any more notes,

you tell 'em to go
through me first.

We'll talk some more
in a couple of weeks.

I'm going to Bermuda, Sting
is letting me use his house.

- Nice.
- Yeah, I know.

Every day I think
about what I've got.

I was living on the street
starting at 12 years old.

Now look at this.

I just hope they keep
lettin' me make pictures.

- Oh, you'll be like John
Huston if you wanna be.

Directing with an oxygen mask.

- Yeah, I love making pictures.

It's all I love.

- See, I'm not my mother.

I pay someone to hose
down the puke for me.

Zach loved the laundry
room scene you wrote.

- That was a good
scene, wasn't it?

- Yeah, but he wants more of a
shorthand between our couple.

- Peel back the
layers of the onion.

He didn't say that, did he?

- No, thank God.

- We've been together forever,
what do we talk about?

- I don't know.

Zach's going to
Bermuda for two weeks.

- I know, we had our
honeymoon in Bermuda.

We could have them
talk about that.

Gag.

- I loved our honeymoon.

- No no.

I mean, gag, the characters
talking about it.

I hate it in movies
when people do that.

No, it was nice
when we were there.

I still have a little jar of
pink sand in my jewelry box.

But if you tell
anyone I'll kill you.

- You remember how
the hotel's name

began with the same letter
as ours and so every night

we'd sneak out the
engraved silverware

from the restaurant?

- You, you snuck out the silver!

- You, you, snuck out more.

- No, you kept
hiding the towels.

You almost took
the shower curtain.

Where did you get the soup?

- Oh, courtesy of Zach's cook.
- Oh.

- He thinks you have the flu.

- Yeah, well...

I'm never drinking again.

- Don't say that to me.

- No, I mean it this time.

I don't wanna drink anymore.

- Well, how do you
feel about ecstasy?

- What?

- I wanna have a small
birthday party Saturday night.

And Zach wants our
heroine to do ecstasy

and lose her job over it, so,

I just kinda wanna
see what it's like.

Write what you
know and all that.

- So who's invited?

- Boston told me he does X
with Liz and they love it,

so I'm calling them.

Brad and Mary.

Maybe Brock and Danni.

- Fine with me.

Just don't like it too
much, Clean Marine.

- Before our last game,

this fireball let it be known

that he wanted his shot in goal,

and AYSO is about
everybody having a chance.

Well, this fireball
went on to play goal

like he was born there,

making three incredible saves

that would've gotten by the
best goalies in this league.

So will Walter
please come forward?

- There you go.

Hey.

- Hey.

Have you done ecstasy?

- Mm, once.

I liked it so much I decided
never to do it again.

You wanna do some tonight?

- Sure.

- He's asleep.

- Then it's time for
the party favors.

- Liz, any words of
wisdom for us virgins?

- Uh, you're gonna
be very thirsty.

Boss has a cooler filled
with water bottles.

Should take about a half
hour to really kick in.

Birthday boy.

- Hey, it has a little
four leaf clover on it.

- They're magically delicious.

Danni?

- I'm just gonna drink.

- Okay, but you're gonna
have a hangover tomorrow

and we won't.

Are you going to play with us?

- I'm not drinking.
- Yay.

- Remember, the
first rule about X-club,

is that no one
talks about X-club.

- You're right there
with me, aren't you?

- Oh yeah, yeah.

♪ It's so easy to play
up your breakdown ♪

♪ It's so easy to fly
through the window ♪

♪ It's so easy to
fool with the sound ♪

- No poking, no poke-poke,
boys always poke.

Just sway.

- Okay.
- Let me do the work.

- Hey, you look happy.

- I can't help it,

I've got this smile
plastered on my face.

Are you guys feelin' it?

- Absolutely, we're talkin'
about the Roman Empire.

- Yeah, good drugs, dude.

- Brock was telling me about how

the Roman persecution of--

- I gotta go.

- No, 'cause like
there was no water.

- Yeah, that's right.

♪ Inside this fantasy

♪ It seems so real to me

♪ Synthetic ecstasy

♪ When her legs are open

♪ True life behind the wall

♪ Where men and angels fall

♪ A fading memory

♪ When my mind is frozen

♪ Frozen

♪ Right

♪ How long will I be here

♪ Without you near

♪ Because I'm so cold

♪ Break them first
or I'll get broken ♪

- Hey, where are the chicks?

♪ Is not what I was told

♪ Now I'm so cold

♪ I'm so cold

♪ So cold

♪ Inside this

- Is this Californian or what?

- Or what.

- Man, we're lucky,
our chicks are so hot.

- Aw!

- Especially mine.

- Well, yours are
bought and paid for.

When I first moved to L.A.

I thought you had
to have a boob job

just to get a driver's license.

- You do.

- I'm swimming.

- Oh my God, look!

- Think you used enough
dynamite there, Butch?

- I'm cold, I'm
going in the Jacuzzi.

- I'm with Lorna.

- A line from the movie.

Hi.
- Hi, it's cold.

- Yeah.

- Go under.

Go back.

- Down boy, down boy.

Carl Yastrzemski,
Bobby Orr, Larry Bird.

Z-Y-X-W-V-U-T-S.

There you go.

You guys sure you
can drive home okay?

'Cause you're welcome
to crash here.

Everyone else is.

- No.

- Thanks, Dylan will be home
from his sleepover early

and we gotta let the dog out.

- Yeah.
- Okay.

- Thanks for havin' us.

- Well, thanks for comin'.

Good night.

- Happy Birthday.

- I replayed that night
in the pool over and over,

like a film loop.

- Here.
- Thanks.

This is Mark.

Yeah, it just arrived.

Well, tell Brian
we'll read it tonight.

- Daddy, the TV's not working!

- Quit whacking off
and get your ass out here!

- You forgot to
feed us, what's wrong with you?

- I give up.

- You know exactly how
this is going to end.

- How?

- You're gonna see me for
awhile, we're gonna be friends,

and then you're gonna realize

that it's not gonna
go beyond that.

You'll lose interest
and it'll end.

It happens to me all the time.

- So you're used to
guys falling for you.

- Yep.

- Yeah, but you said that we
wouldn't go beyond friends.

Look what happened.

- Well, that was a fluke.

- No it wasn't, nope.

- Yes it was, I'd never even
gone skinny dipping before.

- No it wasn't.

A fluke? No.

I don't like that word.

- Okay, well, you can call it
whatever you need to call it

but that is what it is.

- No, it wasn't a
fluke, I'll tell ya why.

Let's say it was my
friend Boston in the pool.

You wouldn't have done
that with him, right?

- No.
- See, it wasn't a fluke.

- But I might of done
that with someone else.

- Okay, okay,
here's what I think.

It was a fluke if you
hadn't been drunk.

If you hadn't been
skinny dipping.

If the water had been warmer

and other people had been
in the pool, if, if, if.

I say, it was such a fluke
that it was meant to be.

- Okay.

- Come to a hotel with me.
- No, no, no.

- Come on, please?
- No.

- Come on
- No.

- Why not?
- 'Cause I'd feel guilty.

- Did you feel
guilt about before?

- Guilt comes with climax.

- So if you climax twice
then the two guilties

will cancel each other out.

- Twice?
- Mm-hm.

- Oh, promises, promises.

- I never even got to kiss you.

- You're gonna get to know
me and you're gonna realize

that I'm not the
person you think I am.

- See you think I've put you
up on a pedestal or something.

- I'm just a Joe.

- I'm just a Joe, too.

- Oh, thanks for bringin'
me down to your level.

- I think about
you all the time.

I have imaginary
conversations with you.

I've even had an imaginary
conversation with you where

I tell you that I have imaginary
conversations with you.

I just, I just
wanna be with you.

But if that can't happen
then I'll settle for friends.

I can handle that.

- Good, I'm not 100%
convinced, but good.

- Friends, friends is good.

I pull these out on
occasion, a reminder.

Yeah, I know they're
sappy but they're real.

We used to tape them to
the wall in the bathroom

of our first apartment.

I look in the mirror,
what do I see?

There's so much of
you inside of me.

I'm in a dream, alive,
a dream come true.

Could there be so much
of me inside of you?

I know the answer, but
I still want to hear.

- Even if I had a brain
transplant, ba-doom.

- Oh that's the best one yet.

Uh-oh.
- What?

- Make room for Daddy.

- What are you doing?
- What are you doing?

- What are you doing?

- I'm just reading these.

- Golden oldies.

- Not that old, classic rock.

- Come to bed, hon.

I hate sleeping without you.

- Hey, it tickles, it tickles!

- Hey, hey, hey, it's fair.

- Mommy, that tickles!

- Oh, did Mommy make these?

- Yeah, I'm gonna hang
'em up on the door.

Ow, you made me fall!

- Great, can I, uh, talk to you?

- Yeah, in a sec?

- Sure.
- Okay.

- Come on!

- We still have ants, I
can't stand it anymore.

- The guy's comin'
to spray tomorrow.

- Well, tell him to
get under the house,

'cause there must be a
nest in the foundation.

I heard the phone, what's up?

- It was Brian.

We're fired.

- What?

- Studio is not gonna hire
us to write another draft.

Apparently in Bermuda Zach
was so inspired by our script

that he decided to
rewrite it himself.

- That asshole!

- He didn't even call
us to let us know.

His genius writers.

- We worked our ass
off for him ten months.

- I think that was
part of the problem.

- Oh, here you go.

- We shouldn't have taken
ten months, we were slow.

- You don't know why Zach
decided to do what he did

and you will never know--

- We should have written
two scripts in ten months

and made twice the money.

Brian says we have to take
more bites out of the apple.

- Brian can go fuck himself.

- Studios want new
material to read.

You have to keep feeding
the beast, you know that.

This is a fashion industry
and if we don't watch it

we're gonna be out of fashion,
like your friend, Steven.

- Well, why don't
you do more huh?

Yourself, why can't
you be the man for once

and do the work?

- What, you don't
think I want to?

You told me the stuff
I write alone sucks.

- It does suck.

- What am I supposed to
do, turn in shitty work?

- You're supposed
to write better!

I want a drink, do
you want a drink?

- No, thanks.

- No, you'll just
have another brownie

like you're so in control.

- On April 15th, 18--

- No cheating.

- 65, Abruham Lincoln was--

- Abraham.
- That's what I said.

Abraham Lincoln
was assassinated.

- Other than that, Mrs. Lincoln,
how did you enjoy the play?

You sound great, Walt.

- Thanks.

- I'll be back in half an hour.

- Where you going

- Um,

just a sec.

- Read it again.

- Um, Steven ran out.

I'm just gonna take
him a couple of joints.

I'm gonna be right back.

- Okay, but it's really
not a good night to party.

I'm worn out and I'd really like

if you could put him to bed.

Plus tomorrow
morning's his play.

- Just going there and
then comin' right back.

- Okay.

By 2 a.m. I feared that
something terrible had happened.

She could be in a
drunken car accident.

She could be dead.

I could feel it in my gut.

Feel that something awful was
happening at this very moment.

- Marko! Polo!

- Steven, Steven, go home.

- Oh, don't be mad.

- No, no, just one more
drink, for all of us.

- Steven, go home to your wife,

she's been calling all night
and it's three in the morning.

- Ah, relax, just one more.

- I'm telling you to get the
fuck outta here and go home.

- Aw, you don't have
to be like that.

It's okay, Steven.

- No, no, it's not okay.

Go home, you fucking
asshole, go home.

- I don't know why
you're getting so upset.

Nothing happened.

- Go home, I'm warning you.

- Mark.

- Honey, go inside, all right?

For God's sake, Walter's
play is tomorrow morning.

- Yeah, I know,
I'm gonna be there.

I'm setting the alarm, I
told you I'm gonna be there.

- Right, right, just go to bed.

- You know, don't
boss me around.

You're always trying
to control me.

You wanna get wasted it's okay.

But I tell you I
wanna stop drinking

and you want an ecstasy party.

Did you ever think about that?

- Honey, go to bed, okay?

Just go to bed.
- No, nope.

- Go to bed.
- Nope.

- Go to bed.
- Nope.

- And you, you selfish
fucking prick, leave.

- Lorna--

- Don't look at
her, motherfucker.

I am telling you to
turn around and go home.

Now, get out!

- Jesus, Mark, you're
acting totally ridiculous.

What's the matter with you?

- You are not coming in my
house ever again, you hear me?

- I don't know why you're
so upset about this.

There's nothing
going on between us.

- You're an asshole, a loser,
a has been who never was.

- You've got it all wrong.

- Goddammit, can't
you get it through

your thick fucking skull

that I just want you
to go fucking home?

- Oh, wow, I think I've
had enough of this.

- Look.

This is your last chance,
Mark, I'm warning you.

- Fuck off.

- I mean it, your last chance.

- On April 15th, 1865,

Abraham Lincoln was ass-inated.

Honest Abe had become our
most beloved president.

- Excellent show, everyone.

We wanna thank you, parents,
for coming out today to watch.

Uh, it means a great deal to
all your children here today.

Now, if you would, we're gonna
continue our math lesson.

- Aren't you gonna say hi?

- Oh, hi.

- Where's Lorna?

- She's at home.

- Another late night?

We'll talk later.

Let's get the kids
together for a play date.

- If we look
at exercise three-eight,

you notice six, six times five.

- And this is when things
start to get dicey, I confess.

I'd had no sleep,
my head throbbed.

I felt like a guest
in my own life

as the world spun without me.

And I craved a
Nestle's crunch bar.

And then came the crash.

Sorry.
- Mark!

- Hey.
- Hi.

- Well I hope they don't
raise my insurance over this.

- Uh, no damage done.

Hey, did you see Billy Crystal?

I saw Billy Crystal over
in the deli section.

Are you okay?

No offense, but you look
like you should have

coins over your eyes.

- No offense taken.

- You having one of those days?

- Yeah, I know shit has to roll
downhill but why do I always

have to be the one
stuck in fuckin' valley?

- I'm right down
there with you, kiddo.

You and me both.

- And she meant it, too.

Who knows what was going
on behind her closed doors,

but I'm sure it wasn't
picture-perfect.

Not for her, not for anyone.

- Well, it's nice
running into you.

- You, too.

- Hey, why don't you think
about gettin' some junk food

next time, will ya?

- Danni!

Hey.

- You are losing
control, my friend.

- I just thought that you
might need some of these, too.

They're dark chocolate
with almonds.

- Thanks.

- Don't go.

Tell me this is real.

- It's real.

- Yeah, it's really you.
- Yeah.

- You taste so good.

- You're gonna take this
as a backhanded compliment,

but you know what was so nice?

- What?

- Well Brock is really
huge and, well, it hurts.

But you felt just right.

- Ah, the advantages
of a small dick.

- I didn't say small.

- Oh, I'm exactly
average, I measured.

- We can never do this again.

- That's what you
said about the pool.

- I mean it this time.

- I wrote a poem about the pool.

- Oh, no.

- Yeah, I didn't tell
you 'cause I was afraid

it would freak you out.

- Good thinking.

- It's a couple syllables too
long for a haiku but it'll do.

Do you wanna hear it?

- Okay.

- I remember when the
earth stood still,

and nothing moved
except me inside you.

- I am a non-functioning
member of society,

once active, now not.

How'd he do?

- Great, great.

I could tell he was nervous
because he said his stomach hurt

but he was great.

- I'm fucking up.

I'm a fuck-up.

I'm a fuck-up.

Remember Bermuda?

Pink sand?

And us sneaking
out the silverware

engraved with the initial
of my new last name?

Don't forget that.

Don't forget the good years.

We had a lot of good years.

- I have a confession to make.

- What is it?

- I, uh...

I tried to kill
Shaq Number Eight.

- What?

- Yeah, I went in to
feed him this morning

and I expected him to be
dead, because they'd all died,

one by one, and I'd
just fed the cats

and the hamsters and
the plants and Walter

and I was just sick
of it, and I was,

I was really sick of waiting
for this fish to die.

So, I took him and I
flushed him down the toilet.

And then it came back,
I couldn't believe it.

He had to live, so he did.

We're still here, you and I.

We made it.

- Yeah, yeah, whatever asshole.

Just hurry up and feed me.

- So now the time has
come, time to decide.

You, a jury of my peers
bathed in the screen's glow.

Am I guilty?

And of what crime?

Adultery?

Illicit drug use?

Attempted murder of a goldfish?

You could convict me of all
of these and more, I suppose.

I have no excuses but
I have my reasons.

Yet I submit to you
that I am truly guilty

of only one thing:

Of being human.

- Of being human.

- Of being human.

- Of being human.

- Of being human.