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previously on Felicity I'm leaving tonight are you gonna come with me it's

not just us I mean you know there are other people involved we have a chance

to go on this trip together and I really want to do it come with me to Berlin I'm

a little ahead of myself I already ordered you a ticket I didn't have to

make a decision between Ben and Noel but I did

so where to it

was the very end of

my freshman year and there I was sitting in the cab

so wetter

it was like a moment

of truth

I'm going crazy here what happened this is Megan our for meeting starts in 15

minutes as if I care to who what the hell did you do I want to tell you the

story Javier but it's kind of a story okay so fine tell the fast right now I'm

not kidding I'm serious please okay

I can't deal with you okay okay look I

know I don't always say things that I mean exactly but this is serious tell me

who the hell you did go with or I will kill you I'm gonna go to this meeting

right now but I will come back and I will tell you everything I'm all

emotional I promise I will give you all the details later and I'm so glad you

got your visa can you believe that my

life is so good now you better come back

and tell me or you are fired I'm not kidding it's so unfair

dear Sally I'm sitting in my new room

that squeak is my new bed god is it

weird being back I mean for a million reasons but the first of which is my new

roommate to be honest when I first

got here all I was thinking about was Ben

what it was gonna be like to see them again how I was gonna deal with the

consequences of what I did last

year things felt kind of chaotic the only

comfort was knowing that this year I'm an RA which meant I was going to have a

single room excuse me hi I'm

looking for the resident advisor meeting oh god this

was it you missed it oh I missed my first are you meeting I'm Nancy I'm the

fourth floor advisor I'm Felicity

hi hi hi I my flight was delayed from San

Francisco so could you just give me the CliffsNotes version yeah over the

summer they discovered that Slater Hall had asbestos like more asbestos than

oxygen so now they have to double up on all the other dorms so now doubles or

triples and singles or doubles and it's just a disaster well I was supposed to

have a single this year that's what everybody was saying at the meeting

nice work missing the first RA meeting we're roommates again that was kind of

my reaction to except angrier and louder and in between we're in roommates I

added a word it's not gonna be so bad though living with Megan again being

co-raised we have 46 advisees

which is a pretty huge responsibility I'm a little

nervous the dorm cafeteria is open from 6 30 a.m.

to 8 o'clock p.m.

but the one

the Student Union is open until 10 and the food there sucks um well it's the

best but it's not the worst yeah

it is are there any other questions before we

wrap up hi does health services fill prescriptions yes what kind of

prescription what's wrong with you

birth control health services will fill

that prescription just fine but I wouldn't necessarily take birth control

advice from her she's had sex once Megan listen just stay away from health

services oh and the guy she had sex with she barely even knew I can't believe

last year I need a refill on zomig for a migraine because I was living with her

and they gave me 20 zyprexa which is an antipsychotic which might not have been

an accident um if you go check it out for yourself I'm sure it'll be fine so I

think that's everything welcome to your freshman year and come talk to us with

any questions at any time have a great year

what the hell was that meeting went pretty well we just announced my sexual

history to strangers is one a history hey and I have news for you no one cares

excuse me I just wanted to stay for the record that we all know how lame it is

that you two had to explain to us where the library is as if we were a gaggle of

morons but despite the assignment you two run an exceptional meeting you

should know that I'm Brian Burke so is it true what she said that you only had

sex one time that is none of your business hey hey I'm not the one who

brought it up I'm just intrigued so our advisors allowed to get involved with

their advisors no well you know it didn't stop the last year damn it this

is not gonna work us living together again being you know Co RAs I'm going to

the housing office I'm gonna transfer no then I'm gonna have to transfer think of

how your actions affect me for once

who are you people call me Berkey excuse me

is she always this moody

Freshman packet, $15, down for $20.

Excuse me, sir.

Have you heard about a freshman packet?

No, thank you.

Sure?

I'll take one.

Hey.

Hi.

How you doing?

You look great.

You, too.

What are you selling?

Oh, this is genius.

The freshman packet.

I've been wanting to do this for years.

It's amazing.

It's all the essentials, pre-assembled,

totally practical and convenient.

You've got aspirin, naps, pepper spray, condoms.

I mean, not pepper spray condoms, but energy bars,

no-dose, 15 bucks.

How many have you sold?

Well, I've only been out here a couple hours.

What's going on with you?

Have you talked to Ben?

No.

No, not since May.

Yeah, he's supposed to get in today,

but I haven't heard from him yet.

Anyway, I am so excited to be back.

Yeah?

Yeah.

We're just going to have fun this year.

I have a new outlook, a single room,

and a make-up for last year, which was a real dark patch.

That's impossible.

That's the year you met me.

Will you come by?

Say hello?

Unless it's gonna be awkward with Ben.

No, that was a long time ago.

I'll definitely come by.

I hope so.

Five bucks, no more.

Five?

Yes.

Are you nuts?

Freshman packet.

Five bucks.

Oh my God, are you Julie?

We've totally been waiting for you.

Hi, I'm Stacey, this is Penny.

I'm Penny, this is Stacey.

Hi.

Um, is this my room?

Julie, I'm Rick.

You're Julie, right?

Yeah, I'm supposed to have a single.

I know, but there was a promise that her face was you.

This is going to be the best year, I'm so happy I'm a sophomore roommate.

Wow.

So I'm back in New York, except it doesn't feel the same.

And maybe it's just because I haven't really seen anyone yet.

Like Elena or Julie.

Ben or Noel.

Or maybe Megan put a hex on me, which wouldn't surprise me one bit.

I've been roomed with Megan Rotundi, another R.A.

And, um, here's the problem.

I can't live with Megan Rotundi.

We lived together last year and it's just real contentious.

It's not good for me or her or the advisees.

And, um, I was just curious if I could be reassigned.

I just need another place to live.

Uh-huh.

Well, since you're an R.A.,

you can apply to switch to live with another R.A.

But, uh, it's very unlikely you'll get a room change.

Okay.

Thanks.

May I help you?

Um, no thanks.

I was gonna ask the same question.

One year ago today, I was becoming friends with people.

Now, I'm becoming enemies.

Let's get this here.

So, where to?

Kennedy Airport, please.

International Terminal.

Wait a minute.

You said you went with Ben.

I know, but when the driver asked where to, that's what came out.

I was just sitting there in the car.

It felt...

it felt right.

It felt safe.

Which made me realize that if I went with Noel...

I mean, I know we would have a great time.

I knew what that trip would be.

But we're not going to the airport.

170 Worcester Street, please.

I knew the question would haunt me.

What would have happened had I gone with Ben?

How could you not go with Noel?

So cute with the pinky ring.

Have you ever seen a smile so electric?

Javier, yes, I know.

Baba Ben with his new haircut.

You are like an incredible buffet of men.

The best thing was it was a chance to get to know what Ben was really like.

It was...

Sex?

No.

Good for you.

Do you want me to put these on?

What?

Are you telling them the story?

Yeah.

I wish I'd been there.

Yeah, that would have been interesting if you'd come with us.

Yeah, a different kind of trip.

Yes.

Yes, why don't you put those out?

They're delicious.

Okay.

So what about Noel and Julie?

Who hates you now, right?

Neither of them returned my phone calls this summer.

I called Noel once in Berlin and some girl answered.

Well, you know, good for him.

You know, I'm sure he didn't spend all summer long pining over you.

Forget you, you broke his heart.

Javier.

No, no, well, that's why you love me.

I'm sorry, you know, brutal honesty.

Noel walked right by me yesterday.

Which I deserve.

I mean, I deserve whatever I get.

You know what?

I'm sure, you know, once you finally talk to Noel, everything's going to be fine.

I've sold almost 30 packets since I ran into you.

I don't know what the hell I was thinking about $15, you know?

I mean, five bucks, it isn't threatening.

It's a good lesson.

Uh-oh.

What's wrong?

Living with two cheerleaders.

They spent all morning doing herkies in their underwear.

I don't know what that means, but cheerle aders in their underwear sounds fantastic.

I'm supposed to have a single, and I am living in a locker room.

You know if you if you need to I mean

you could you could stay at the loft for a while

No, I can't do that.

Why not what but it's because of Ben

come on like you said what happened with you guys was a long

time ago

Seriously stay as long as you want.

Fuck. You're the greatest.

Thank you so much, but I think I'm gonna tough it out

You sure?

Give me an E.

Give me an S

All right, well if there's any more und erwear activity give me a call all right

All right

So I hope things are going well for you a little less hectic than they are here

Someone's at the door come in

It's Ben say hi

Hi, is that Sally still making those?

So I will talk back soon love Felicity

So what did you say on the tape yeah

Really I

Asked her if

She thought Noel or Julie would ever forgive us.

Oh

Yeah

So are you?

Are you sorry that you went with me?

I'm sorry that you spent the rest of the summer in Mexico

I think I wish it weren't so complicated

Yeah, me too

So Julie moving in here

So you wouldn't be comfortable.

No, I don't care

I'm not sure if she's gonna be comfortable, you know

considering the circumstances

What what circumstances just the facts,

you know that Felicity and I well we might start dating

What the hell is that expression well

Felicity is not exactly the girl you date.

Oh She's not no.

She's the girl you marry.

Yeah, I swear to God.

I'm eight years older than you

I mean when you were born, I was already in Little League.

Okay, that's a lifetime of experience

What did you play first base Randy good?

Yeah. Yeah, it's pretty good.

Listen Ben.

Listen to me

Okay, I like Felicity, but I mean you're not ready for that

You know, she is this thoughtful

challenging

complicated girl who examines the world she sees it and you're

You're like you're like this idiot.

I mean, it's not your fault.

I mean, you're you're a young guy

I'm telling you man

You get caught up in this and and it's

drama and it's pain and then you've blown the relationship for the rest of your life

Well, I'll tell you what

You do what you want about Julian and I'll do what I want about Felicity.

All right, I like her

I can't help it.

We idiots like Felicity

I

I Can't believe it.

I used to just hope I'd run into him

and now here we are kissing in the back room and making plans

Elena said she saw it coming.

Did I tell you this part that when Noel got back from Berlin?

He found a two-bedroom sublet right above Epstein bar.

He called Elena to ask if she knew anyone looking for an apartment

She said yeah me

Elena was the greatest.

She called me to make sure I didn't mind.

I told her I was jealous

Getting your own apartment sounds so amazing

Amazing

I should

go no way.

I'm getting you a drink look at this

A real bridge no more of that two-foot square crap

Thanks

Nice, huh, living room, kitchen, nose room, my room, bathroom.

I can give a tour without even moving

All right

to your great new place

Congratulations.

Thanks

I know just being here is making you uncomfortable.

No, I'm it's fine.

Whatever

Has he uh

Mentioned anything about me?

No

What she worries me?

Well dish on bin, what's the latest?

I

Don't things are things are good.

They're good

Are they good?

Or are they good?

I mean how good

They they're good they're not

good

So when are they gonna get good?

I

Bought a new table

Cool, how's it going?

Good, thanks.

I gotta go back to the store.

There's a chair I might want to get.

That's a great, I like your place.

I'm glad.

Being an RA is a lot harder than it looks.

I'm pretty sure I've given horrible advice at least a dozen times already.

You'll get the hang of it.

If I can do what anybody can.

No, you're actually really good at it.

Thank you.

I called you.

In Berlin, someone answered.

Oh yeah?

Must have been Beth.

Beth?

Was she in the program?

Berlin turned out to be wonderful.

It was the best three months of my life.

I mean I was

a little annoyed at first, you know, wondering what you were doing with Ben.

Whether you were staying in motels or just camping out, you know.

You know, wondering what positions you guys were in,

whether he was on top or you were on top.

No.

I'm just being honest.

I was wondering the same things about you

and Ben that you were just thinking about me and Beth.

This is so horrible, the way we're talking to each other right now.

You think so?

I don't know.

I think it's kind of liberating saying exactly what you feel.

I mean somehow,

it makes me feel better telling you that I slept with Beth and that she was great.

So what is it?

Is it revenge?

I don't think so.

I think it just feels good to settle the score.

Make sure you know there's some parody.

It's not a competition.

Well, whatever it is,

it's over.

I can honestly say,

without any sense of uncertainty,

that I never want to see you again.

I know we will, we go to the same college.

I just don't want to.

But I'm glad you like the apartment.

We're not here.

Leave a message or just hang up.

How do you do it?

Last year we used your outgoing message, this year it's mine.

What's a bug up your butt?

Just lay off, okay?

What?

Just tell me, come on.

Just lay off.

Look, if you're still mad because I told everyone you'd only had sex once...

I'm not in the mood for another one of your sarcastic remarks, okay?

Well, you're right.

I thought about it and, uh, that was really screwed up.

And like they said at Wicca Camp,

everything you put out you get back times three, so...

See what I'm doing here?

I'm trying to be a good roommate.

Well, that's...

really weird.

I know.

So...

Come on, just, uh...

Just tell me, what's going on?

When I chose Ben...

It's just...

it's had a really horrible ripple effect on everything.

I mean, I knew that I would...

hurt Noel.

And Julie, but...

Knowing that intellectually?

And then having to live that...

I'm sorry.

I can't do this.

You're just gonna pour your heart out and I'm gonna say something sarcastic.

I just know I will, so we should...

stop.

Okay.

Okay.

Okay!

We're the Hartford Dingoes and we're steppin' in style.

We know we're number one, we're gonna stay a while.

We're the Hartford Dingoes and we always keep our cool.

We'll always conquer your team when they take us in a duel.

I said, hey, we got the power.

It's boiling hot.

We're gonna rock steady till we almost drop.

That was great.

Excuse me, I'm moving out.

Hey.

Hi, the front door was open.

Come on in.

How was your summer?

Oh, hot as hell.

I just got the air conditioning fixed.

You looking for Ben?

Yeah, yeah.

Is he here?

No.

Uh, Javier called.

He had to go to work, so...

Oh.

Hey, what's going on?

I'm moving in for a while.

What's going on with you?

Uh, nothing.

Okay.

She's moving in.

She said she was moving in for a while.

Sean didn't mention that?

No, he asked me what I thought about it, but he didn't say he was gonna do it.

What do you think about it?

I don't care.

Well, of course you care.

I swear to God, I don't care.

I really don't.

Hello, lovebirds.

Hi, um...

I need you at the register, that's why I paid you.

All right. Okay, I'll be there in one second.

Okay.

Don't worry about Julie moving in, because it's fine.

It really doesn't matter.

Yeah, I'm sure you're right.

I'm sure it's it's just a little weird.

Yes

Listen I want to tell you something

Yeah, what?

Guess what?

Love is blind, but my customers are not well most of them

So I need you to maybe earn your wage.

All right, okay, okay nice stop.

I like that.

Thanks We can't talk here.

Do you want to go out tonight?

Are you free?

Sure, okay?

um

I'll pick you up around eight, okay

He wants to tell me something that's classic

code isn't it he's about to break up with me

Unless it's nothing whatever.

I'm not gonna overthink this.

I'm just gonna go out, and I'm gonna have a good time

God this first week is exhausting

The way it looks to me, you're playing with fire.

I could not take those cheerleaders.

You know this has nothing to do with those cheerleaders.

You living with Ben is just gonna get ugly.

Trust me.

I'm living with Noel and I already see it happening.

Oh, it's not the same thing.

No, it's not the same thing because Noel and Felicity broke up.

Felicity and Ben are just starting out.

Yeah, well, there's not a chance that they're gonna last.

No, not when you're living in the vault.

Okay, uh, the Blair Witch Project goes on at 10.15.

I'm not seeing them moving.

Oh, it's scary.

It's good.

All right, well, uh, the film forum has Spinal Tap.

I never seen that.

You never saw Spinal Tap?

Mm-mm.

Oh, my God.

Hi.

Hi.

Well, this isn't awkward.

No, no, no.

Look, we're all adults.

I think we can handle this.

Hey, I haven't seen you yet.

How you doing?

Hi.

You know, you haven't seen me either.

How come you don't say hi to me, Ben?

Hi, Noel.

Hi, Ben.

All right, so what movie are we going to watch?

Let's go see whatever stars in the next two minutes.

We should probably get some sleep.

No, you guys stay.

We're leaving.

Yeah, unless you want to come see the movie with us.

Noel.

What?

I'm allowed to invite Felicity and the guy that's going to be in the movie?

You know what?

You don't have to be such a dick about this.

I think this is exactly the amount of dick that I need to be.

Is this an example of the new Noel?

You know, shut up, okay?

You shut up.

Don't tell me to shut up.

You know, yeah, be an ass to Elena.

If you talk to me again, I will kick your ass.

You're going to kick my ass how?

Using a computer?

No, just relax.

You're going to kick my ass.

That's phony.

No, just get over it.

Grow up.

I'm sorry.

Is that what you want?

No, you shouldn't be sorry.

You got everything you want.

You should be thrilled.

All right, all right, all right.

Let's go.

Come on, let's go.

No.

No, I'm not going.

I'm not going anywhere.

Let's just, guys, let's go see The Blair Witch Project.

I told you I'm not going to see that movie.

What did you want to talk to me about?

Probably how things are getting too serious, right, Ben?

You know what?

I can't take this.

I'm going to go.

Are you coming?

No, I'm not leaving just because of this.

Well, then you're either stronger than I am or you're a masochist.

Are you going to come with me?

No.

All right.

Gets up and goes pretty well, doesn't he?

No, I need to borrow some money.

Oh, who knew that was coming?

What is that supposed to mean?

Nothing, Elena.

It doesn't mean anything.

This blows.

Is this what the rest of the year is going to be like?

Who is it?

Me.

Come in.

Hey.

Well, yeah, we never got to talk.

Yeah, yeah, I know.

I was just thinking that.

It's kind of driving me crazy.

Can I say something first?

Sure, you usually do.

Um, if this is a breakup,

not that we were ever even really dating, but, um,

could you just do it fast?

I mean, you know, don't stammer and talk searchingly.

Just, you know, say it.

This isn't gonna work out and, uh,

that way it's not water torture.

I wanted to make sure that you know,

that you really understand

that Julie moving in doesn't mean anything.

I don't want you to be worried about that.

I wanted to say that I'm happy we're doing this.

I'm so happy we're doing this.

I wanted to say that I missed you when I was in Mexico.

Just so you know, I didn't mean what I said last night.

What, calling me cheapo?

No, I didn't call you cheapo, I just...

Look, I felt like I'd been spending a lot of money recently, but I know...

I know that you have too.

Damn right, that table cost me 90 bucks.

I know.

So, I'm sorry.

Okay?

I know things are not easy for you right now.

Between you and Felicity.

But we're living together.

If things are going to work out, we've got to trust each other.

Well, that's kind of hard, you know?

I mean, you guys are really good friends.

I know that, but...

If there's something going on that you want to talk about,

I won't say anything if you don't want me to.

I...

I had an affair with Dr.

McGrath.

What?

I asked him out, and...

he said yes.

And we start sleeping together.

He even gave me a better grade,

even though I didn't ask.

But I...

I didn't turn it down either.

You slept with that guy?

What I did on my summer vacation by Athena Tyler.

He called a few weeks ago and said it wasn't gonna work out,

and he hasn't called again.

Oh my God, you slept with that guy?

No one knows.

No one but you.

Ah, good.

So now you have something on me.

Yeah.

So from now on, I want you to be honest with me.

Alright?

Okay.

That is the ugliest table I've ever seen.

Really?

Oh, yeah.

Good.

No, no, no, look at it.

90 bucks?

You know, I meant what I said last night.

If you're gonna be mad at someone, be mad at me.

Are you giving me permission to be mad at you?

Oh, boy.

No, I'm just saying don't take it all out on Felicity.

It's my fault, too.

I know whose fault it was.

After the summer, after everything I've gone through,

I realized who I trust and give my heart to is my choice.

And last year, I just chose badly.

Oh.

And I was mad at you last night,

but I'm not consumed by this.

My life is a lot more than you and Felicity.

Did you break it off with Felicity yet?

Sean, could you lay off, please?

I mean, I'm not paying rent so I don't get attacked by everyone.

No, I was just thinking about it, though.

She came to New York because of you.

Yes.

Okay, think about what that means for her.

What if she's...

in love with you?

In love?

Yeah.

Sean, what's your problem?

I'm just...

I'm just asking,

because I don't want you to get broadsided

by this emotional Mack truck.

Would you still want to date her

if you knew that she loved you?

Yes, I like her.

No.

You're not listening to my question, okay?

This isn't about you, Ben.

This is about her.

Look me in the eyes and tell me,

if I knew Felicity loved me,

I wouldn't get freaked out.

No, I'm not gonna do that.

Okay, well, then, you gotta end this thing.

If I knew Felicity loved me,

I wouldn't get freaked out.

Say it again.

If I knew Felicity loved me,

I wouldn't get freaked out.

Uh-huh.

You're not ready for this.

You know, you are the most annoying landlord.

You know that?

End it.

Okay, trust me.

I know what I'm talking about.

Before it kills you.

This is like a melanoma.

Is there any way you can move out?

How could you tell him he could have a ferret?

The freak said he wanted one.

The freak.

Why did you become an RA to begin with?

Hi.

Hi.

You have to come help me with this.

No, I'm going out.

You deal with it.

She told one of our advisees he could have a ferret.

Will you just help me?

This guy, his roommate's allergic.

It's gross.

Do you mind just waiting a little bit?

No, sure.

I have to go deal with some ferrets.

So you and Ben, huh?

Sort of.

You guys doing it yet?

No.

So when do you think you will?

Do it.

Are you trying to be annoying?

Kind of.

He's cute, I guess.

Yeah, he is.

I can't believe it.

I used to just hope I'd run into him,

and now here we are, kissing in the back room and making plans.

All I know is I want this feeling to last the rest of my life.

God, Sally.

I don't know what this is, but I think...

I mean, maybe it's love.