Original subtitles

April 12, 2011

My smile looks like the backside of a bug.

I say this because the cutest girl in my school once said that to me.

That's true.

My mother abandoned me when I was a child, I don't know what kind of face she has.

I keep wondering does my mother's smiling face look like the backside of a bug, too?

The opposite, Asuka's smile is so cute.

She has the cutest smile in the world.

I love it.

I would do anything to protect her smile.

Asuka, are you awake?

I'm awake.

Good Morning.

Hiroshi …

let's break up.

What?

I think we should break up.

But ...

Why?

I don't know why.

Oh!

- Asuka! - I'm okay.

Asuka cries every time there's an earthquake.

And when she cries she will clench her teeth.

I'm not scared.

There's not enough tremor and verbal talent to embrace Asuka anymore.

It's pretty shaky, wasn't it? How strong was it?

Asuka must have made up her mind.

Parting from a beloved one I have been crying and laughing with for six years

I want to end it with a smile and say thank you.

The earthquake's magnitude was 4.0

Look!

What's wrong with that weird face.

Uh, I'm laughing.

I wonder am I laughing with weird smiles on my face just now?

I've spent six years of my life with the woman I love most

and it ended today, April 12, 2011.

May 1995

Do you know? There are mites on our faces.

There are about 0.2 mm of mites in pores and sebaceous glands.

It's true. It's really on your face.

Hiroshi! Hiroshi!

Yes, the mites are transferred.

Stop it.

Takahashi, sit down.

- Take the mites away. - Sit down, please!

Hey, this class is so interesting, isn't it?

I think so.

That's amazing, Yamamura doesn't have a single branch of hair.

Hey ...

will you come up to the roof now?

Huh?

Thank you.

So, Yamamura ...

I'll kill the mites on your face.

I was thinking about it during class earlier.

It looks you have a lot of mites on your face.

From now on, I'm going to get rid of mites on your face.

I will always.

Don't tell anyone about this.

Even so, I don't think anyone will believe you.

My ordinary days were ended.

That's 30 seconds of jest time, but that's okay.

Because the cutest girl in my school keeps touching my face.

Please show me more your real smile

when you make fool of me until the graduation day.

I'm tired of this.

You don't have to come anymore.

Okay.

I'm sorry I have been doing this kind of thing.

It must be hurt, didn't it?

Not at all.

You were always grinning, didn't you?

Why did you come to be slapped?

Because you're a pervert?

I don't know.

I don't really know what to do with it.

Oh.

I've always thought about it.

Thought what?

Your smile looks like the backside of a bug, doesn't it?

Look! Your face looks like the backside of this beetle.

Last!

Hiroshi!

We'll all go hang out after this done, you wanna join?

Oh, I have something to do today.

Oh, I see.

- I've been rejected. - Yeah, you were rejected.

- Good work. - Thank you for your hard work.

Translation: neet21

On Nights When I Want To End It All Episode 1 Translation: neet21

November 2005

GUILLOTINE MUSIC CHAT

eat8989rice: Eh! (lol) Oh gosh! I have been listening to it, too (lol) manganbarururu25: Wow a great coincidence (lol) cOc0made0ide: (lol) What a coincidence! (lol) [a_s_u_k_a entered the chat room]

sakata_gold: Welcome! ibaragixibarakio: Yo! 325soul100: Hi there! chocochanxoxo: Hi there! beeryorijuuuuuice: Welcome!!!

kanabun9465: Hi!

a_s_u_k_a: Hi! Wait a minute, I'll follow the log.

[eat8989rice left the chat room] kanabun9465：What? Do you know? (lol) a_s_u_k_a: I like it a lot! [325soul100 left the chat room]

kanabun9465: Fellini's “La Strada” (film: The Road) and “Gekiretsu Baka” (manga: Violent Fool) kanabun9465: People who like both of these things are getting smaller! So, why don't you sing? a_s_u_k_a: Get the request!

kanabun9465: Today is Yuzu's “Natsuiro” (Summer Color) (lol) a_s_u_k_a: That's good (lol), it's pretty rare, why?

kanabun9465: I have memories! a_s_u_k_a: uh〜(lol), wait I'll record it

♬～(BGM: Yuzu's “Natsuiro”)

a_s_u_k_a: I think everyone is enjoying it a_s_u_k_a: At work now? kanabun9465: I don't go to work today〜 kanabun9465: I'm writing a novel now a_s_u_k_a: Good luck!

♬ The sound of the wind bell, it drifted me off to sleep

♬ I'm dreaming and drooling

♬ The smell of the wind come over through a screen door

♬ Everyone has a holiday ...

kanabun9465: I'm working now! a_s_uk_a: Any progress? kanabun945: It goes well! a_s_u_k_a: I want to read it (lol) kanabun9465: You do, until I finish it (lol)

kanabun9465: Well, I want to listen to Asuka's live songs (lol) a_s_u_k_a: Well, those are pretty cool (lol)

kanabun9465: You always send me songs (lol)

kanabun9465: You always send me songs (lol) a_s_u_k_a: Do you want to see me now?

Asuka's “Hymne à l'amour​” (Hymn to Love)

Excuse me ...

Are you Asuka?

Ah, yes.

Are you kanabun9465 (beetle9465)?

Ah, yes I'm.

Nice to meet you, kanabun9465.

Nice to meet you.

Ah, yes.

It's hard to call you kanabun9465

may I have your name?

It doesn't have to be your real name.

Oh... my real name is Ono.

You actually tell me your real name.

Do I?

What's your last name?

Hiroshi.

Is it okay with Hiroshi?

Yes.

Then, I will call you Hiroshi.

Asuka is my real name, too.

- Is that so. - Yes.

Asuka, I think you look like my favorite actress.

I'm fine with Asuka.

Who?

She's such a cute actress.

but I have forgotten her name.

But she's such a cute actress.

Ah then, shall we go for dinner?

I-I think it's probably over here.

Hey, you got a reservation or something?

I didn't. Is it not good?

It's not like that.

If you haven't made a reservation

let's get some yakiniku.

Oh, yakiniku?

- We are going to grill beef? - Yes

It's my first date, let's celebrate!

I order beef tongue, rib, tripe, chuck, brisket

also bottom and top sirloin, tenderloin, rump

Ah! gukbap! (korean rice shop)

- Let me have some gukbap, too! - Gukbap, okay.

What about drinks?

Oh, it's ...

I'll pay the bill, so don't worry.

Huh?

I'm the one who invited you.

No, no! I can't let a woman pay for me.

I'll pay for you.

Actually, I'm happy about that.

I think I have more money to spare.

Are you doing some unusual work?

I don't do that kind of job.

- Is your family rich? - Nope.

I'm doing work properly.

What's it? I'm sorry if I make you feel uncomfortable.

Is it the nightlife business?

Not it.

Do you really want to know?

I want to know.

Are you sure?

I want you to tell me.

I'm living by selling my spits to the perverts.

Huh?

I'm living by selling my spits to the perverts.

What's that?

To the perverts

To the perverts ...

my spits

my spits ...

I'm selling it to them.

I'm selling it to them.

I thought it was going to be a nightlife business.

That's good!

Yeah, that's good.

Want to know more?

I'll see you later.

You have a good spit today.

But I don't want to be attacked, so I have a stun gun.

It's too much, isn't it?

But you know

by selling my spits

I earn 200,000 yen easily and I would be able to buy a nice guitar.

It would be easier for me to write songs if I have a guitar.

I think it's okay until I succeed in music.

I'm pulling it too much, aren't I?

I think it's all right.

Huh?!

I think it's wonderful.

I think ...

you are so cool.

Are you looking down on me?

I'm not.

I respect you who can do so much for your dream.

That's the first time I was told such a thing.

Yeah, well ...

Hiroshi!

You're a novelist, aren't you?

Will you let me hear your songs next time?

It's embarrassing.

What are you embarrassed off by spitting at a pervert?

I don't mind being ridiculed for spitting at a pervert.

But I can't live if I make fun of songs.

It's okay.

Huh?

Don't worry.

I won't make fun of songs.

It's not a bad thing to work hard for a dream.

Let's live with me.

I like you.

I've liked you ever since you had chats with me.

I like it when you eat beef that I've never heard of.

I fell in love with you when I saw you laughing.

I like you, who like Fellini's “La Strada” (film: The Road).

I also like you, who like “Gekiretsu Baka” (manga: Violent Fool).

I've come to like you more now.

But I now know you're such a hard working person

so I like you better than at any moment I just mentioned.

Please live with me.

Yes.

I like you, too.

I'll pay for all the living expenses.

So, you can have a comfortable part-time job

you don't have to sell your spit, and you should be able to concentrate on music.

Thank you.

But now, I'll pay the bill.

That's a lot!

These all are 1,000 yen bills.

Why?

It feels like a rich.

- What's funny? - Nothing.

Why are you laughing?

Am I strange?

My teddy bear doll!

- Can you hold it? - Y-yeah.

- It's okay? - It's okay, okay.

- Hey! Look! - What?

Ta-da! This is my most favorite.

Ta-da, It's my hero, the ultimate dragon.

And there's a sign on it, too.

Oh, look! Wart balls!

- Do you like wart balls? - I like it!

♬～(BGM: Hymn to Love)

- I'm off. - Take care!

It's so yummy.

You work at the manga cafe, are you free to read comics or anything you want there?

Huh? Yes. I read a lot!

Is there anything interesting?

Let's see ...

Ah, “Gekiretsu Baka” was so interesting.

I'm off.

Asuka, what time will you back home?

It's around the evening.

About five o'clock

When it's over, let's go have dinner together.

Okay.

I'm off!

Take care!

There! There!

I want to buy spits.

Discount for the newcomers, max. ¥6,000 OFF

Please give me a kind one.

That's what women are like.

If the customer gets in trouble, they will act as a mother

and abandoned their own kids.

But if it was Asuka, she wouldn't do that.

Your mother and that woman betrayed you, right?

But, like “Monster Healie” in “Dragon Quest IV”

who had dreamed of becoming a human

it took Healie a long time to become a human being.

Asuka should be able to do it, too.

I don't know what that means.

I trust her.

You are such a positive person.

Ah!

Your time is over, do you want to extend it?

It's already over?

Yes, have you calmed down?

Yeah, thanks.

Do you want to extend it?

No, I don't.

I promise to have dinner together.

Is that so?

For the last ...

let me swallow your spits.

Spits?

It's not allowed?

It's another extra service, though.

That's okay, just do it.

Oh, I'm sorry.

Hiroshi!

You came so early.

Yes.

Have you waited here long enough?

I don't know. I was dazed.

I see! I see!

I'm sorry I'm late.

You work at the manga cafe, don't you?

Yes, I do.

- Well, that's good! - Wow!

Good work!

Thanks.

It's all right.

Asuka, let's continue attaching each other and live together.

Depression and anxiety disorder, you have a sleep problem, don't you?

I'll start as an apprentice for writers.

My name is Okada.

Thank you for having me.

It's all right, come on.

But Asuka is the only one who likes me.