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Episode 17

I was going to go, but came back.

The hit-and-run accident

was my doing.

Eun Young and I can't be together because of that,

so don't burden yourself with this.

I was really sorry about that.

I am regretting

for my behavior.

A Word From Warm Heart

Min Soo!

I am sorry for making you bring my luggage in this situation.

No, it is okay.

Are you home for good now?

I am not sure.

But the house seems really unfamiliar.

It seems like it isn't our house, after being away a few days.

I met Eun Young's sister.

Why did you meet her?

I have a debt to Eun Young's sister.

So...

Did you tell her that you caused that accident?

I did.

Why?

Because she thinks it is her fault.

It is her fault.

If she knows that, Eun Young will know too.

Can you handle it?

It is the truth.

I really hate

you showing yourself to them.

Why did she suddenly come looking for you and everything?

Like us, they are family as well.

I don't like Eun Young's family to have a hard time.

In any case,

I am not happy for what you did this time.

Brother-in-law came and found me.

He was really sorry.

Do you want to come in?

Your brother-in-law told you to come in.

I don't want to.

I don't want to see him for a while.

I guess it is true how people care more for those who are directly related.

I am sorry, Noona.

I don't think I fully understood your pain.

Because of how Brother-in-law affected me and you... now those two events happened together...

It isn't easy talking to Brother-in-law.

Where is Min Soo?

He left.

Without coming in?

He said he doesn't want to see you.

I can really go insane.

Do you really hate me?

How come you hate me?

Even when the whole world turns back at me

you shouldn't.

Min Soo is like one of my children.

I tried my best to not discriminate him from our children.

I wanted to give him everything

that he wanted if I could.

To know that because of me,

he thinks he can't have something that he wants the most.

It hurts my heart.

You were always on my side in these times.

If you are drunk, go in and sleep.

I am not drunk.

Divorce Petition.

Aigo, my daughter, you brushed well.

Where is mom?

I will try calling.

Call her quickly to see how far she is from home.

Yoon Jung.

Yeah.

Do you like dad or mom?

That question is bad.

Okay.

Yeah.

Where are you? It is late and why haven't you come in?

I will go home. I am at the park.

Why did you walk there again?

What is the matter?

No, I will come home.

You are outside? It is cold.

Because you kept making me worry.

Did you get your mother home safely?

Of course I did.

I met the guy Eun Young is dating.

Why did you meet him?

To tell him to date Eun Young without thinking about us.

Why say that?

Why shouldn't he think about us?

Can you see him from now on?

I can just leave from my family.

Do you think that makes sense?

Sister-in-law can just give up. What is the big deal?

So what did he say?

He said he would break up.

Then I like that. I guess...

His Noona caused the car accident, so he probably doesn't have anything to say.

We shouldn't get involved with them.

They won't get involved with you anyways.

I just have to close my eyes.

If we don't get a divorce, it will be funny with me.

I have the right to have a say in this!

Don't go.

I don't know why this doesn't touch me.

I have been thinking.

I saw my mother get sick

and saw your parents get weak...

I saw how you were to my mother.

And now I fully understand what kind of

daughter you are to your parents.

I have told you before, right?

The reason why we could continue our marriage even when you didn't love me

is because of the time we spent together, the child we have together,

and both of our parents.

Everything lies in there.

Do you...

want to try?

Of course we will torture ourself with the

sudden memories that pops up and the pain that comes with it.

But don't you...

want to try once more?

I don't want to.

Why not?

'Cause I am sure that we won't be able to do it.

It's not that you want something else?

What do you mean something else?

Why are you sensitive about the phrase 'something else?'

It's because I am scared.

About what?

Scared that you will get hurt because of me.

Not only you, but also those who are related to me...

so I am sensitive about every single word that comes out.

Why did you become such a coward?

Your charm was being simple and bright.

These days...

there is a poem that won't leave my mind.

It's the poem of Hwang Ji Woo.

I don't know that person.

It's sad.

Where I have loved is only left with haunted houses.

Those who came to me

have all left me with

a few broken parts.

Why would that poem come out at this moment?

That is how I feel now.

I am telling you that I won't leave you!

I am saying let's try once more!

My parents won't leave me.

Eun Young will leave me.

My parents will be in pain because they didn't leave me.

The best that I can do

is for me to disappear

for those that I love.

That includes you. - HEY!

You are too haste to jump to the conclusion!

You are over-reacting over your sister!

I feel like I am cursed.

I walk all day but I come back to the same place.

I walked into a different road

and hoped that this life

would be different...

but I am still standing at the same place.

That is who I am right now.

If you leave now

we can protect at least some bits of

the time we spent together and

the things we made together.

Hey Eun Jin!

What should we do about Yoon Jung?

Will I be able to raise Yoon Jung well?

Will she be able to live with a mother like me?

HEY!

Let's think once more about

who can raise Yoon Jun

for the sake of her future.

You are too cheesy.

Oppa, you are too cold. You will soon regret acting cold.

It has turned out the way you said.

Now, I regret it.

This is a confession.

I will say this for the record,

but the reason for our break up

was my choice.

How could he...?

How could he just cut me off at once?

It's him!

Yes! He can't break up with me!

How could you open up the door so quickly without knowing who it is?

Why are you here?

I came to have a drink with you

and I see that you already started on your own.

We can drink some more together. What do you want do eat with the drink? Should I order pork feet?

Just go, I don't want to drink with you two.

Eun Young...

Just take it easy. Mom and dad are in such a bad mood these days.

If you hadn't lost money after investing in stocks, then our parents wouldn't be in that much agony!

Oh you are such a b*tch. I came all the way here for you!

No need to do things for me. I never asked.

Ever since when did you do things for me?

Hey you!

Even when you go crazy for a man, you should keep boundaries. - Hey stop!

Yes, I am crazy to an extent to cross the boundary!

But ever since when did you act like an elder to act so noble!!

Eun Young you are just too much!

I said that I was crazy, nothing bothers me now.

What wrong did I do?

Am I the one who cheated?

Why would everyone say that to me?

Go to my sister and tell her to live her life correctly!

Let's go. She needs some more time.

I miss you... I miss you so much!

Why only think of your own sister?

Was I nothing to you?

Brother-in-law

Your sister disappeared!

What happened to you?

What?

What are you trying to do by coming here without telling me?

What time is it now?

When did you come here?

I tried to sleep but it was too stuffy there.

I was going to go in at dawn before Mother-in-law wakes up.

You've never done this before.

Do you know how worried I was?

You weren't like this.

You were a person who only acted within the frames.

You knew what orders were.

These days, you are like a rugby ball, so unpredictable.

Does your worry mean getting mad?

Today was the first for me to know that extreme worry to turn into anger.

Why?

Nothing.

It is good to know that you were worried enough to get mad.

Why did you do that?

If you hadn't done it, then none of this would have happened.

Never mind...

It is all my fault.

All happened because I put a tail behind you.

If I hadn't done that

and have just nitpicked you when I knew about your affair

or had just ignored it, none of this would have happened.

Don't say that. This is my fault.

I have done wrong... I have...

I wasn't thankful for the peaceful life... Got bored and this happened.

As you have made your own room in your library,

I have made my own room in the storage.

I dealt with every problem and buried it all in that room.

But...

I never knew that Min Soo would be looking into my room.

If I had a normal married couple life with you

then none of this would have happened.

Your husband has another woman

but why did I had to go to the illegal detective office rather than to ask you.

Why was I afraid of being abandoned?

I have done nothing wrong.

It was you who did wrong...

but why was I the one afraid of being abandoned?

I am the problem.

We were the problem.

We were not a normal married couple.

So my brother got hurt because of me.

Do you know what it means for him to have a family?

I ruined it all!

I know what kind of life he had...

but I ruined his life!

It is all my fault. Don't do this.

Now who will he ever fall in love with?

He would now never want to create a family with someone.

I'm really sorry.

It is great to live alone.

I didn't do it for you.

I think I did it for myself...

to be acknowledged by someone that I am a certain figure.

Now I want to live a life for myself.

Okay.

You sleep here tonight. You don't have to come early tomorrow.

What if she calls in Hye Hwang and Hye Joon?

I will take care of that.

You just rest at where you feel comfortable.

I hope you let me do that at least.

My problem was that I loved you too much.

I was afraid that I would loose you.

So I couldn't say a thing.

If I say something, then you need to choose and decide.

I was afraid that you wouldn't choose me.

I was afraid that you would choose her.

Even as I endure it, it comes back.

You two are the ones who did wrong, but why do I have to feel the pain?

What should I do for you?

I hope you get crazy as well.

Now you look crazy as well.

I wanted to live as a woman forever.

I wanted to be a woman who is loved.

I feel like I am cursed.

I walk all day but I am back at where I used to be.

Yoon Jung! Yoon Jung!

Don't you want to eat breakfast?

I will get you cereal with milk.

What about mom?

I want to leave her sleep in.

What's wrong?

If you don't want to eat, then leave it.

Are you mad that I woke you?

Should I have left you sleep in?

It was odd when you asked me who I like better between you and mom.

Mom also asked me the same question before.

She asked me if I liked you or not.

Then she asked you for a divorce.

How could you remember all that?

It is all tedious.

Hey how could you use that word when you are so young?

I heard it all yesterday.

Heard what?

You are a liar!

Why me?

You said that you would never get a divorce!

Who said that we would get a divorce?

I heard it all yesterday, I said!

You heard it wrong!

Mom and dad are not getting a divorce.

Mom said that Yoon Jung...

No no...

Trust me.

We don't have much side dish since I didn't go to the market.

But there is almost no side dish...

Lunch will be different, right?

What do you want?

Now that I hear you say that, I feel like I am back at home.

You like being back here, right?

I fed Yoon Jung already.

Thank you.

Eun Jin. - What?

Yoon Jung is scared.

I guess she heard our conversation yesterday.

Try to comfort her.

Um...

I will go off to work now.

Are you reading?

Yoon Jung!

What?

What's wrong?

I don't know.

Now that I see you, tears just come out.

I'm sorry.

I am really sorry.

I did wrong.

Why do you want to break up with dad?

Dad won't drink much any more

and he is now nice.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry to show you all this.

Sorry to make you feel scared.

I don't like it when someone asks me if I like you or dad.

It's because I like you more than dad.

I can't tell this to dad because he will feel sad.

I like you the most in this world.

Really?

This is a secret to your grandparents.

Okay. I will keep this secret to dad as well.

We like each other the most, right mom?

Of course.

But I also like dad.

Not as much as you, but I like him too.

What about you?

I also like dad.

I liked him a lot.

So that is why we got married.

But why do you guys fight?

We didn't fight yersterday.

We were just having a conversation.

But you said

that you two should think about who will raise me.

How did you remember that?

If you heard that then you should have told us about it right then.

Then I should have explained that to you right away.

Did you cry alone in the room

after hearing that?

Why?

If I cry, you cry as well.

I love you dear.

I do too.

Just remember that I love you.

Forget everything else.

Alright?

But how can I forget what I remember?

But still, try to forget.

Look at me.

Just remember that I love you the most.

That's enough.

Nothing else is needed.

Okay?

Okay.

Mother, it's Sung Soo.

I have something to tell you.

Can I pay a visit now?

Of course, come.

Who is it?

Sung Soo... I guess now is the time.

What did he say?

He said that he will come by.

There is nothing we can do.

If they can't live together, then that's

Hello?

Yes Unni, this is Eun Young.

I know.

I want to meet you.

Do we have to meet each other?

I heard everything from my sister.

I will go to your place, where should I go?

I am here.

Do you still have time before you go to work?

I already told them that I will be late.

What's wrong for you to tell work you will be late.

First, I will sit down.

Okay. Let's do that.

Mother, Father.

I am really sorry for everything.

I took Eun Jin with me to make her happy but...

to only make this out of it all. I'm really sorry.

Okay. I understand.

We are in no position to push you two to live together.

What else can we do.

Now that you wish to live on for your own life...

as a parent I should give you blessing.

No, it's not that.

Mother, Father.

I want to start over with Eun Jin.

What?

But Eun Jin is so down over what happened with her sister

so I don't know how to approach her.

If you have a firm heart, then you can move Eun Jin's heart as well.

Please take care of Yoon Jung today.

So that we can talk tonight.

Okay. Aigoo, aigoo!

Okay, you have thought well.

This is the happiest news amongst what I've heard these days.

I was almost about to die because of my children...

Did you choose wisely?

Yes.

Eun Jin won't be easy.

I want to try.

I will remind myself of what I did

to win Eun Jin's heart when I first met her.

I want to try again.

Great. You two had that past.

This is great! It will all turn out great.

Honey, I am so happy today.

Sung Soo, thank you!

I am really thankful to you!

Are you headed to the market?

That and some other things.

It feels good to be back, right?

Wherever you are, your home is the best!

I called Anna.

You have lunch with her.

Why when you are here?

I have an appointment.

You are very busy.

I came back because you asked me to.

You said that I can talk back at you.

How much do you pay to Anna?

I thought Anna came because she liked me.

But why is she so stiff when she is getting paid?

She doesn't come to places like this even with money.

She came here because I was the one who asked her.

What do you mean places like this? What's wrong with this place?

She feels like a called in chef.

Her father is a professor

and she studied abroad...

Okay, fine.

How could she brag about a family background like that?

She talked fondly of you.

What did she say?

She said that your heart seemed warm.

It's just that you speak this and that at the same time...

I guess she has the right eyes to read people.

I am warm and weak.

Yes.

When will your brother get married?

Not yet...

I heard that you met them as well!

Did you just really meet them?

It is complicated.

They will take care of this matter on their own.

If it's complicated, don't do it.

How can things be complicated from the beginning?

I heard that the woman had good conditions, but I guess she is calculative.

It is best for a man to marry a woman

who is better off than himself.

I thought that it will be better here

than where it is crowded, so I called you here.

Yes.

Did you drink a lot?

Do I smell? - A little...

I drink a lot when I am stressed out.

Oppa told me not to...

Sit down.

I asked him out after getting drunk.

But he said no.

And then he said that a woman shouldn't talk that easily...

Okay so sit down.

Hey!

I am sorry.

I will apologize instead of my sister.

Don't do this, stand up.

No.

No, stand up!

Stand up, sit down and let's talk. Then we can talk!

What's wrong?

Bathroom!!!

This way.

How much did you drink?

Enough to forget that I miss him.

But it never went away.

Take this.

What did your family say? Your sister knows too.

I never really talked with my sister.

We just fought in front of my mom.

No, she was just screamed at by me.

I am sensitive about discrimination.

I fought back at my mom for that.

My sister was nice and I wasn't,

so my parents would feel unfair for me to say that.

Then why would you say that when you know they would feel unfair.

That is the privilege of a child.

To say something that upsets parents...

You have good parents.

Honestly, I don't know how your couple's connection with my sister's couple relates to me.

Marriage is not only about you two.

It's not only about us but it is made around us.

We can talk about it and make sure that it doesn't bother everybody.

Of course, it would be uncomfortable for you to see me but

I don't look like my sister.

So I won't remind you of her.

Do you think this is possible if I allow you two?

Yes. I think my sister has no say in this.

What about your parents?

My parents can't go against me as well.

Do you want to meet Min Soo?

Yes.

But he won't pick up my calls.

I wanted to go to his room and wait forever, but then I was afraid that that would make him hate me so I couldn't.

It will be hard for you to meet Min Soo.

It won't be as hard as how it is now.

I don't know if it is right for you two to meet each other.

Unni...

Who is this?

Yes it is right, please talk.

Oh yes, I am Na Eun Young's father.

Ah yes... I guess she didn't call your bank because she was so sick.

I will tell her right away and tell her to go back to work.

Yes.

Who is it?

It is Eun Young's work place

but I guess she didn't show up to work without even telling them.

She didn't go to the bank?

I guess so.

Oh my... I thought one was over and now what?

Hey you get ready to go out and come.

Okay.

You first call Eun Young.

Okay.

Do you hear something?

I guess she isn't home.

Where did she go even without going to work?

What do you want to say?

Why did you have to see me?

Now you two talk. I have to go.

Noona...

You talk.

Don't leave her like that.

Oppa you are so bad.

Let's talk outside where it is open.

Will I do something to you if we stay here?

Not you, I am afraid that I would do something to you.

Let's go out.

No.

What brings you here?

Sung Soo asked me to take care of Yoon Jung so I came by.

I wanted to pick her up while we are out.

Where are you coming from?

I guess Eun Young is really going to make a big mess.

Don't tell her!

She should know!

It is better to know little by little

and if she figures it out all at once, then she will be in shock!

Did something happen to Eun Young?

Did you eat?

Don't ask that.

You sound too warm.

Let's not do this.

Why should we be in pain for what we didn't do?

Your sister and my sister are all a third person here.

Are you a sister's boy?

A noona's boy?

Until when will you just look at your sister?

You have to become an adult! That means to take care of a woman!

Oppa!

Your sister didn't tell you anything?

- You met my sister? - Yes.

She seemed to be in a lot of pain because of us.

So why did you put everyone in a hard place?

Your sister doesn't oppose us and my sister says it's okay too.

But why would you say no?

- Eun Young. - Yes?

Listen carefully to what I have to say to you.

Okay I will.

So you listen to me well.

Your sister had a car accident right?

Yes, how do you know that?

I did that.

You are lying...

Now you are making up to break up with me, right?

No.

I wanted to give pain to those who gave pain to my sister.

So we can't be.

It's because I am bad.

What would have happened if things had gone wrong?

But it didn't go wrong!

So what about that?

If someone tortures my sister

then I would have thrown a rock at them.

My sister did wrong, so it is all fine.

It's fine.

Come back to your senses!

Do you know how it is like to hurt someone?

First you have to hate them.

Then you justify why you have to do this.

Then you make that person a real bad person to feel comfortable about yourself.

The woman who gave pain

to my sister

as she met someone else's husband.

I have to punish her.

She deserves the punishment!

- How can I frighten her? How? - Stop!

Stop it...

Listen carefully.

Accept the reality.

I can't be with you because I can't forgive myself.

In my life

you were the first woman

who I wanted to protect.

So it makes me feel awful for what I did.

You said that you liked your sister.

You said that your sister is pretty.

When I look at you, it reminds me of it all.

Reminds me of how bad I am.

Now you understand?

Eat well.

And work well.

Take care of yourself.

What ever the situation may be

don't let go of yourself.

Okay?

Be careful on your way back.

Go now.

I will watch you leave.

Oppa...

But you are a good person.

Trust me on that.

Aren't you too late for lunch?

Shall I go?

No.

Choose your words wisely.

You know me, I will act just like you say.

Oh my.

You think I will be scared by that?

I am Choo Young Ae!

What?

Mrs. Choo Young Ae?

You have bright ears?

Yes, I am bright in every way. My ears my eyes

and my heart too!

This shouldn't go long terms.

It will turn out well. Now that Eun Jin is working out...

It will be okay.

You don't know?

Yes.

Then he didn't tell you?

He came to us first?

I guess so.

Sung Soo came by our place this morning.

He said that he wants a new start with you.

You don't know how relieved I was.

You think so too, right?

What's wrong with you?

Okay.

Hey, how is Min Soo noona like?

You should know since you had cooking class with her.

She is a good person.

What good would it bring you to know that she is a good person?

They can't wor

Can't they?

No, of course not!

Even when things are simple, your life can get complicated

but why start with complication?

You don't know when things will turn out bad. I don't like it.

You know how sneaky a person is?

First I thought Min Soo was a good person

but after that

he says that he thinks he has a dull face so he doesn't like him.

I met him but he was okay. He had good heart.

Anyways, they can't get married.

Who said that they can?

First Eun Young should listen to us!

Min Soo asked her to break up with him.

But what does my daughter lack for her to cling onto him like that?

I am worried that she will all become dull like that.

To look at her not going to work and wandering around...

I don't know what to do.

I want to meet Min Soo's sister and have a conversation with her

to make me feel less stuffy.

But why would you meet who? Don't meet her!

You're old enough, don't get yourself embarrassed.

Let's get married!

I will make you happy!

Oh this surprised me.

Oh it's me.

Eun Young didn't go to work today.

Without even calling work.

The bank seemed to have called my parent's place.

What happens then?

It is okay yet.

But if she misses work wihtout prior notice for a few days, it will be reported to the HR team.

Then I can't do anything about it.

- Then she can get passed today, right? - Yes.

I will go down and talk to them.

That's great.

Come out for dinner.

I heard that you asked my mom to take care of Yoon Jung for tonight.

Yes.

Don't do that.

Don't try too hard.

Just live as it flows.

So you won't come out for dinner?

Yes.

Come out. We need to eat anyways.

This is no effort, no trials, but just dinner.

Okay.

Don't think of your situation together with your sister's.

Your sister wouldn't want that.

I know.

It won't be good for her if she gets connected with me...

so I won't connect myself with her.

The hit and run case...

I did that.

I was really sorry about it.

I regret it now.

My behavior...

Hello.

I want to...

meet you for once.

Why?

I have something to talk with you about Eun Young.

What is there for you to talk with me about her.

Okay.

If you don't want to see me, then I won't.

I didn't say that yet.

We see each other quite often.

I said that we shouldn't come across each other even as a coincidence...

Life just doesn't go the way you want it to.

Righ

Will you never accept Eun Young?

I see you two together.

You two both lack to read other's face.

The only thing you could come up with to let your sister get married is to cut all connections?

- Eun Young? - Did something happen to Eun Young?

This is ironic. We are getting divorced and now we solve things together like a married couple.

I don't want to get a divorce, but I might have to.

I feel pitiful for you these days...

So let's start again.

Will you be able to forgive me?