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Feride!

-Ferida, come down! -Low!

Feride, come down! You are going to fall.

Feride, come down!

Feride!

Feride, come down!

Feride, come down! You are going to fall!

Come down, you're going to fall!

-Come down right now. - In a moment, sister.

Go to sleep!

I'll go down as soon as I'm done.

Please!

My God! What are you doing climbing a tree at midnight, Feride?

Come down immediately.

Go to sleep! Leave me alone!

Feride, you have to go down. Now, quickly!

Come on.

go away Because of her she doesn't come.

I tell them to go away! I'm not going down!

Have the guard bring the ladder.

Feride!

-Mother! - Feride!

Feride!

This diary is a girl's homework

that she couldn't finish in time.

It is her self-appointed task,

not to forget why she exiled her heart,

I hate her and resent her.

I was between 11 and 12 years old.

The French teacher, Sister Aleksi, gave us a writing assignment.

He said to write down our first memories.

Above all, those of our parents and siblings.

"They will serve as inspiration," she said.

I've been thinking about it a lot.

What was she going to write? I refreshed my memory.

My most vivid memory of my mother involved apricots and halva.

We lived in Beirut then, because my father was

Major of Cavalry.

Feride, no more. He's going to hurt your stomach.

One more and that's it.

Today I have guard. Don't wait for me for dinner.

The doctor will come tomorrow. With medications.

At night it is cold. Don't catch a cold.

You knew

that if you plant the seed a tree will be born

with hundreds of tacky?

As?

Put her in.

Now come here.

Hold her. Fill the opening.

Good.

The first watering is called "water of life".

Mom, I'm not hungry yet.

Hours have passed. Sit down.

Your dress is dirty.

I do not see anything.

Go change. Wash up and sit at the table.

I'm not going to eat.

Feride!

I do not want to eat. My tummy hurts. I'm not going to eat!

For eating too many apricots.

Mom, why does my lamp go out?

Mother?

Can I leave without eating? My stomach hurts.

I can do like you.

The first one to blink loses.

Mother?

I broke the mirror dad gave you. Are you mad at me?

Look Mom. I am a dancer.

Mom, I'm scared.

What happened to mom, dad?

My dad decided to take her to Istanbul,

to my aunt Besime's mansion.

A father can explain to a girl the death of her mother in several ways.

My dad had his own way of it.

Rather, he didn't know how.

I also want to put water for mom.

Stop Feride! Stop my girl!

If my father could have explained to me that my mother's departure,

that his death had been an irreparable mistake,

I would not have filled the void with apricot trees.

I thought we had planted a mother in the ground

so that all the mothers in the world would call me "daughter".

Is mommy going to grow up fast?

It will be fun when she gets to my size.

Let's play, I'll tell you stories for moms.

Dad, will I have to call her "Mom" again when she's my size?

Feride.

My daughter.

It's not how you imagine it.

Then how?

I do not kow how to say it.

My sweet daughter.

-Your mother... -Nizamettin Bey?

-The magnet is going to start. -I'm coming.

All the deceased must be happy, because no one has returned.

Those who suffer are those who stay.

Such a little girl.

She was orphaned at that age.

Poor Feride.

How is she going to grow among so many soldiers?

She will reach adolescence.

Besime Hanım will not let Feride go.

She says that she is Güzide's legacy.

An aunt is like half a mother.

What is half mother?

My sheep! Here you are.

Come, sweetheart.

Can I try?

-Do you like halva? -I love it.

Come.

Wait.

Here you have.

-Burn! -I'll cool it.

Go to your aunt Besime. We'll get you more.

-Well. -Runs.

Besime Hanım wants to have her here, but what does Nizamettin Bey say?

If he is smart he will say yes.

-This mansion is like Feride's. -That's how it is.

-I brought you fondant. -Why?

-Why are you sad. -I? Because?

Brother! Do not touch her!

His mom died. She can infect us.

"Her mother of hers died."

That easy.

Necmiye and Kamuran made

what my father, the Cavalry Commander, could not.

I knew what death was.

For a time I believed that the death of my mother

it was a contagious disease that I had contracted.

If she touched someone, her mother would die.

What nonsense.

Don't eat that or you'll catch it too.

She was a girl who longed for her mother's halva.

I forgot mom's face the day she died.

But I know that I slept all that night looking at her pale face.

Who erases those memories from our minds and from our eyes?

Brother-in-law, will you leave tomorrow?

I must be in Karbala on Friday.

Me too?

Let Feride stay, Nizamettin Bey. It's my sister's legacy.

I will take good care of her.

-Dad! -Mother!

Brother-in-law, you know what to do,

but she is a girl. What will she do among so many soldiers?

You will spend three months here, five months there.

Always abroad.

If you want, she can come with us to Tekirdag.

What are you saying? She will be like a sister to Mujgan.

My sweet niece.

She will go with you on summer vacation.

Thank you all.

But I will enroll Feride in a boarding school.

That?

At a school? She is a girl!

So it will not be a burden and you will receive an education.

You can spend your vacation in the mansion. What do you think?

The choice is yours, Nizamettin Bey.

But remember that Feride

is also like our daughter.

I don't know if it would be appropriate for her to go to school.

What would people say?

The decision rests with her father.

What he says will be done.

Am I never going to see mom again, dad?

You will see her.

what a liar She died, but you don't want to tell me.

Death doesn't exist, Feride.

Death is a lie.

The deceased only leave if we forget them.

keep your mom here

and here, in your heart of gold.

I already forgot her face.

Well, she looks at the stars. You will surely see it.

What star is she?

Let's take a closer look.

Dad, look!

My mom flew by.

Did she already see that part?

Yeah!

Very good.

You're not leaving while I'm asleep, are you?

No heart. Tomorrow morning we will go to school.

Sleep well. We will get up early.

-Alright. -OK?

I'll be down. I'll leave the door open.

Sleep well.

-You can talk? -Come, brother-in-law. Sit down.

You said they will leave tomorrow.

This is...

These are the shares that your father-in-law inherited from your deceased wife.

We didn't want them when my father-in-law died, and I still don't want them.

You still haven't forgiven him.

You were both stubborn, you still are.

He made us suffer a lot.

Because he didn't want his daughter to leave with his orderly.

I took it anyway, didn't I?

But I lost her too soon.

May she rest in peace.

Amen.

I know she would have wanted it that way.

Think about your daughter's future.

That's what I do, I'm her father.

I didn't make my intentions clear.

It is not a matter of pride. Look.

You have money.

If you want, you can retire and start a new life with your daughter.

Who knows? You could marry again.

Impossible.

I will not touch that money.

Nobody will be my wife after Güzide.

Hey brother in law.

Your daughter lost her mom when she needed her the most.

If you go...

That's why she's going to boarding school.

You won't have time to think about us.

Feride will not stay at home

knitting, waiting for a suitor.

You know how she is.

He looks like a child.

That's right, brother-in-law.

In fact, she is stronger than my Kamuran.

Güzide's inheritance will go to Feride. He left her in your care.

When she is about to get married, give it to her as her dowry.

As you wish.

Feride?

Heart?

Feride?

Heart?

FRENCH SCHOOL FOR GIRLS

Come here love.

Feride?

Alright. It doesn't matter.

I am sister Aleksi.

Love, why don't you talk? Say hello to the teacher.

Forgive her. She is lovely.

Let's continue with the registration.

Come, daughter.

I want to stay here.

Why are you in a bad mood?

Can't we make it easier?

I feel the same, Feride.

Come on, don't upset dad.

-Can she stay here? -Of course.

While we do the registration, Feride can go see the school.

Lady Beatrice.

Stay here.

What does it say here?

"Our father who art in Heaven".

My mom is also in heaven.

Don't you want one?

Eat one for me.

I know you're going to be an outstanding student.

Feride.

Daughter, I'm leaving.

But I will come to visit you often.

You promise?

Feride?

-Welcome. -Thank you.

-How are you? -I'm fine. Thanks dude.

Excellent honey.

Kamuran and Necmiye await you.

They missed you.

Dilber Kalfa made delicious food for you.

-Aunt Besime made pudding? -For sure yes.

-Did you put the chicken in the oven? -Yeah.

Necmiye, help me wash the rice.

-I'll make rice pudding. -I don't like.

Come here. I'll pinch you blue.

Help for a change.

First I hide my dolls.

Will Feride come?

It is not obvious?

She also hides that. She will break it.

I've told you many times.

Don't bother her like last time.

I'm going to pinch you blue.

But mom... She annoys us all the time.

Don't say that. She is very sad.

That's why she's a bit naughty.

You get angry when we say something.

You love Feride more than us.

It isn't true. I love everyone equally.

She doesn't have a mom. Have compassion.

Do not talk like that. I'll get angry.

Milk!

Silence! You're crazy!

Everyone will listen to you. You will put us to shame.

It's my job, dear Nuriye.

So won't you come for me?

I come because it is my profession. Do you wanna milk?

Two liters.

I will empty it slowly to enjoy your beauty, dear Nuriye.

I miss you.

Look how happy the girl is. May God take care of her.

Aunt! I'm here, Aunt Besime!

Hold on girl!

My heart, my angel. Welcome.

Look, Nuriye. Feride has arrived.

Welcome.

A kiss.

How are your teachers?

We don't call them teachers. They are soeur and ma soeur.

-What does "ma soeur" mean? -I don't know.

It means "sister".

What will become of the world? Can you say "sister" to your teacher?

At our school we do. I guess because we're all sisters.

I'm not sure.

They never get married. They die without having a husband, right?

That is very hard. God forbid!

Shut up. Here are the girls.

There are countless pebbles!

Why don't I look him in the eye?

Why don't I want it?

It's crazy.

Your mom was the prettiest of us.

Your aunt Ayse was the ugliest. She had a big nose.

I was the plumpest.

And the cutest.

Heart.

Aunt, do I look like my mom?

And a lot! The same eyes, the same mouth, the same eyebrows.

I think this eyebrow is from my dad and the other one is from my mom.

So funny. How do you come up with those things?

Because my dad's eyebrow points up.

Aunt. My dad never keeps his promises.

He promised me that he would come but he never did. Because?

She said so in his letter. They extended their service.

- I shouldn't be angry. -You should not.

When I grow up I'll be like dad, a soldier.

No. Why do you say so?

-Girls can't be soldiers. -It doesn't matter. I do.

You will marry and have a family.

It is Necmiye's dream.

No lady. All girls dream of getting married.

You will be a girlfriend. My girlfriend.

You will be my girlfriend.

- Here, girl. I don't want that milk.

My mom should give it to me.

She brought the milk to Feride.

You take the milk to Feride and mom to me.

She steals my mom. Let her bring my milk.

I love my mom!

Mother! I love my mom!

I want my mom to bring me the milk.

It's alright, I'm here! What's happening?

-Here I am. -Mother!

What's going on?

Mom, I missed you.

It's OK love. Here I am.

When you're not around I have nightmares. Sleep with me.

Alright. I can sleep alone.

It is always so. She arrives with new customs.

The three of us will sleep together.

Come, Feride. lie down.

-Sleep well. -You too, Hanim.

Good night. Don't forget to blow out the candles.

drink it

Very good.

To sleep.

My loves.

Let me smell my mom too.

Alright.

Please.

Pee.

Pee yourself, Necmiye.

You're in the bathroom.

Pee.

Necmieye! You wet the bed, girl.

You dirty the sheets. My God!

Fast! Necmiye wet the bed!

-It doesn't matter. -I'm sorry.

-Wait. -Fast! Everything is wet!

I did not go! Mother!

-What a shame! -Fast!

-Come on. -Heart. Do not Cry.

Alright. We will dry them in the sun.

For eating so much watermelon before bed.

Love, these things happen.

You dreamed that you were in the field and you became.

I wet everything until I became an adult. Right, Nuriye?

-You too. -I never.

It could be.

Yes I got wet. I ruined seven comforters.

The sun dries the pee. It dried me many times.

Humidity problems, love.

-Good morning. -Good morning.

Give your teachers the cookies I gave you.

So that they treat you well.

Not teachers, sisters.

It's okay, it doesn't matter.

Give your sister a kiss.

All the girls competed to flirt with him.

One loved him more than the others.

Obviously, he wasn't interested in the one she loved him the most.

Did I have to notice myself?

what have you done

Why do you throw mud at Kamuran?

Because he ignores me.

Marcel Proust wrote in his novel In Search of Lost Time

about his adventures as a writer.

But Marcel has a hard time calling up memories of him.

He can't sit down and write.

But near the end of the book, Marcel...

But near the end of the book, Marcel

finds the memories of him by chance.

and he writes.

He wrote 4,000 pages of what he couldn't remember? Oh!

Sorry! What did you say Feride?

Sister, this book is too long and boring.

How are we going to read it?

You have many years left, Feride.

In time you will come to appreciate the value of this book.

We are still girls. Have pity on us. save us.

Please save us.

Fine, okay.

I will give you a task before reading this extraordinary book.

Yeah? They will look for their own lost time.

Write down your childhood memories.

They can start with their parents and their siblings.

They will serve as inspiration.

-Childhood memories? -Yeah.

-Parents? -That's how it is.

How am I going to write?

"My mom has blonde hair and creamy smooth skin."

A brunette like you?

I look like my dad. Let's see what you wrote.

Apricots, halva... What, a star?

You have hogged the whole school. Do you want to hog the stars too?

Be quiet!

Feride? Where are you going?

-I'll get angry. -With my mom!

Sister, Feride is in the tree.

-That? -She climbed a tree!

Mom, please let me remember your face.

At least come to my dreams.

Feride!

Feride, come down. You are going to fall.

Feride!

Feride, come down! You are going to fall!

Come down, you're going to fall!

-Come down right now. - In a moment, sister.

Go to sleep!

I'll go down as soon as I'm done.

Please!

My God! What are you doing climbing a tree at midnight, Feride?

Come down immediately.

Go to sleep! Leave me alone!

Feride, you have to go down. Now, quickly!

Come on.

go away Because of her she doesn't come.

I tell them to go away! I'm not going down!

Have the guard bring the ladder.

My condolences.

Are they Nizamettin's things?

Seyfetin, who is it?

I am the orderly of Major Nizamettin of the Cavalry.

I must give you the bad news.

Has he died?

He became a martyr.

My condolences.

-Mother! - Feride!

No, she is not a girl. She is a Lovebird, a love bird.

You finally opened your eyes again.

You almost scared us to death.

I am sorry sister.

Do not get up.

Mari's dad says you should rest.

So I don't have to go to class tomorrow?

Let me go to the mansion.

It's not that serious, miss.

Sleep and you'll come to your senses.

In the morning you will feel good.

Feride. Your aunt Besime is here.

Kamura too. We hide?

Sister Matild told them what happened.

Feride, are you okay? It hurts?

Get up. Let's go home.

The doctor says I'm fine.

You will rest for a few days.

Until the bandages come off.

No, I'm going to miss classes.

Feride.

Last night you wanted to go to the mansion.

Last night my aunt Besime was not like this.

She has wet cheeks.

They look wet from sweat.

When I found out that you had fallen, I was sad.

You must come with us.

Because?

Feride.

-I give you permission. -I do not want to go.

Feride.

I brought you this.

-There's more in the house! -I don't want to!

-I will not go. But, Feride...

Your dad...

My dad is a doctor. That's how he met my mom.

Then they got married and I was born.

My dad takes us on a picnic when he rests.

I do not have father. My mom doesn't say much.

I have older brothers.

I don't get along with the older one.

But my other brother loves me.

My dad named me Muzaffer because he wanted him to be a boy.

But I was a girl.

He didn't get mad at my mom.

Because they love each other very much.

Give me my pencil.

Sister, Feride took my pencil from me.

Feride, give him her pencil.

-I don't want to. -Please.

Once we went to the Goksu river. My dad taught me to fish.

I caught a big one.

When we fish more, my dad and I come back.

...is like the pupil, which helps us to see.

God observes his creation through man

and he has mercy on him.

My beautiful girls, the only duty of the

human being is to keep his heart pure.

To be worthy of the infinite source of love and kindness...

Infinite light!

Light. Sacred light.

Do you see what is happening to me?

Sister Matild, she is bathed in light.

My fast has been accepted.

Hallelujah. Thanks, Dad.

You are amazing Feride.

She must not have believed it.

How mean. She has been asking for forgiveness in prayer for months.

What she did?

Don't tell anyone.

She saw a man in a dream.

In a very interesting situation.

I heard her confess.

Who was the man?

Good...

Sister Matild went into seclusion,

Her classes are canceled for today.

-OK? -OK.

They can do what they want.

Cough, please.

I'm ashamed.

I am a doctor. Don't be ashamed.

Cough, please.

Let me cough in her ear.

-I'll be back later. -No. Enters.

Fresh air, oxygen.

It's all you need.

May he recover quickly.

Another boring young lady.

It's good that you came.

I leave you with my patients.

Where are you going?

-I have an appointment. -That mysterious love.

Yes bye.

Today we will go to the printer. Do not forget.

Doctor, I'm dying!

Enter please.

Kamuran attends to the beauties and I to the beasts.

Lucky.

It's good that we have free hours. I already wanted to see Hadji Arif.

Let's go for a walk with them.

What paint is it?

It's not paint, it's primer.

It's a toiletry item that all Parisians use.

That foundation doesn't suit you. You are pale as a ghost.

It isn't true. I'm smooth. Men like pale girls.

You look like one of Vlad the Impaler's harem.

Looks like he sucked all the blood out of you.

It's torture.

You already want to suffer it.

You are Lovebird, such matters do not interest you.

It is natural to be pretty for our loved ones.

You don't know that feeling because you don't feel anything.

I pity you

You will never know the delights of loving and being loved.

Amazed, you will see our arousal from afar.

You will bother everyone to get even.

Girls, don't be so hard on Feride.

For her it is logical.

Of course it will bother us.

With her ferocity, she will never seduce any man.

She poor thing.

Nadide, Lebibe, Felike. Nadide, Lebibe, Felike.

Leave them, they are flirtatious. Nadide, Lebibe, Felike.

I need to tell you something. I'll go eat at your mansion.

Necmiye invited me. Come with me.

They go alone to eat.

It isn't true! I have an appointment.

I don't believe it!

Why do you think I ruined Sister Matild's class?

Why did not you tell me?

Who is your date with?

With a man who loves me as I am.

Excuse me, I'm late.

Above.

Who are you going to see?

How I look?

I won't tell you, if you don't tell me who you're going to see.

Whatever you want.

Brother, why so much secrecy?

Don't insist, Necmiye.

Do not interfere in things that do not concern you.

To the Goksu river, quickly.

Cumali Bey. To the Goksu river.

As you wish, sir.

Cumali prepared the carriage?

-He already left. Did you send it somewhere?

My brother has a date, he took it.

He must have gone with some patient.

No, mom, it's a matter of the heart.

It's a secret.

-You must be serious. -Do you know who she is?

If a man thinks it's necessary to keep that a secret,

it's because he's madly in love with the girl.

If he wants he can tell us. We'll go ask for the girl's hand.

-Maybe you have doubts. "Then he's not sure about her."

Maybe he doesn't know if you would approve, Besime Hanım.

Seyfettin, you must know something. Tell me please.

You've talked to him, haven't you? He must have told you something.

Bye bye.

But you have to tell me.

Boats for rent! Travel boats.

Boats for rent!

Boats for rent!

Thanks God.

I missed you a lot.

The longing drives me crazy.

Please don't hide your face.

Would he?

I suffer a lot when I don't see you.

Did we make up, my daisy?

Sure, if you like this mud.

No Please. Don't be childish.

I don't know how to show love.

My colleagues were right.

I was very wild.

Since I love you, I can make your life hell.

Because you love me, you deserve calamities of biblical proportions.

Since my parents abandoned me,

I believed that she was not worthy of being loved.

If the one who saw the stars with you leaves you,

why would the others stay?

Yesterday Selim stared at me.

Excellent news, sister.

How did he look? Interested, or was he looking away?

He gave me brief but very interested glances.

I'm making this scarf.

I wish the same would happen to me.

Necmiye, has someone bewitched me?

I'm ready to love, why can't I find anyone?

I'm depressed. Even Lovebird has a boyfriend.

That? Our Lovebird?

I swear.

She has a special relationship.

It just can't be.

-Who could love her? -She confessed.

But you would have seen her showing off.

My God! Who is he?

Nobody knows.

I would say Kamuran. He is the only one...

Of course not!

A gentleman like my brother with Lovebird?

Why do you say that? Feride is a very beautiful girl.

I'm not talking about her beauty.

My brother wouldn't look at her.

They are always fighting. Like dogs and cats.

It just can't be. I do not think that's true.

Crap.

The mermaid Ephtalia!

The Snake Charming Wolf.

Sahin Ufkabakan and the most beautiful actress Katina.

They will all perform at the fair.

Give me two.

Come back soon.

You haven't come lately.

Brother? What happened to your bag?

Nothing. Some naughty children.

How are you Kamuran? -Good. Thank you Mari.

My father speaks highly of your ability.

He is proud. Congratulations.

Do not tell me.

He pleases me to hear it.

Professor Lazar was our hero at school.

Say hello to me, please.

I'll visit him as soon as he can.

-I will tell. -Excuse me.

-Can I be your brother's girlfriend? -Hey!

Because? Who am I going to fall in love with? Teach me.

Necmiye, in time I will lose the ability to love.

When I get out, I'm going to fall in love with the first man I see.

He counts on it.

I have a surprise for you.

We will leave tonight. Actress Katina is going to perform.

I'm happy for you.

What's the matter?

I tell you all my secrets, but you...

You hurt me, Feride.

Do not trust me.

I found out that you had a boyfriend along with the others.

It is not what you are thinking.

So tell me what's up.

I'll tell you if you keep the secret.

Have you ever known to tell your secrets to someone?

-You are very sensitive. -I'm fine.

Can't keep a secret?

Tell me who you are. Do you love him, does he love you back?

How long have you been together? Why did you not tell me?

We'll see each other on vacation. I'm dying of love.

The love virus has returned to the prison.

The virus looks like a fish out of water.

I guess they couldn't see each other.

Nadide, Lebibe, Felike. Nadide, Lebibe, Felike.

What happened to your dress? Did you roll in the mud, Lovebird?

I can not go. I have things to do at the printer.

It's not for fun.

The time has come, Selim. we start. Harvest time.

Who will reap?

You and I.

He brought you very far. You became a doctor.

I know.

-Thanks to you. -Thanks to me.

Why did I do all this?

For this day.

Do you want to get your family back?

First you must pay the debt you have with me.

I know.

-But how? -Don't worry.

You have a stroke of luck.

You must have been born on a holy day.

There's a girl.

Of beauty and class worthy of you,

and with a fortune equivalent to your poverty.

In other words, she is a millionaire.

You have to make her your wife.

And then...

The chief physician does not understand.

He says we don't have for expenses.

The patients' sheets and blankets look like rags.

Then your dad can do charity work.

We at the hospital will thank you.

Fabrics will arrive from India next week.

We will handle.

Your father is very generous.

He will donate the best fabrics for the hospital.

We do not only receive fabrics from India, Besime Hanım.

I do not know about that. It's what I heard.

But, dad, be careful when

trading with foreigners.

There is an outbreak of plague. Do not import merchandise.

No, son.

It's not that bad.

I said something wrong?

No.

Enjoy.

The soup is delicious. Leave something for Feride.

She loves it. No?

I said I would fall in love with the first man I see.

Misel, from Feride's aunt's mansion to here...

The bulgur salad turned my stomach.

In short, I did not see any man. Not one!

They are extinct.

Where are the men from Istanbul?

If they cast a bad luck spell on me, let it be returned.

Feride, you don't say anything. We talk and you shut up.

I left and then went back to school.

You said you had a date.

Tell us Feride. Why don't you count?

Do you feel superior? -It's not because of that.

I am ashamed.

Of course. When she arrived she was covered in mud.

-What will he have been doing? -Mud?

- Tell us right now. -How exciting.

Don't push me. Enough.

I'm going to scream.

Forward. So we can accuse you with sister Aleksi.

She sabotaged Sister Matild's class to see her love forbidden from her.

Lovebird ran with her lover.

She came back covered in mud.

Circumstances arouse very suspicious questions.

She blushed, embarrassed.

Who knows what he's done with her lover out of everyone's sight.

Nadide, Lebibe, Felike.

What would your aunt say if she knew?

-She would be depressed. -Well, I'll tell you.

But I won't tell you her name.

I'm going to call it my treasure.

-I know who your treasure is. -Who?

What a shame! You told her, and I didn't.

You can't know.

I will tell them. I'll tell them, Lovebird.

-I'll tell them. -What happened?

-Did you forget her name, honey? I didn't forget, honey.

Kamuran!

That handsome doctor?

Girls!

What's that noise?

Come on. Fast!

Dear Queen Mother.

Now loose the soup.

Your father and I are curious.

I'm not curious, Kamuran.

Alright! I do have it, son.

When are you getting married?

Or do we lose hope?

My God! Mom, what are you talking about?

If you are waiting for someone, she asks for her hand.

I already want to be a mother-in-law.

I want to hear the fuss of my grandchildren in this house.

My friends play with their grandchildren and gossip with their daughters-in-law.

Don't you have pity on me? -Cookies?

Kamuran, why don't I have a daughter-in-law?

Selim is here, Kamuran Bey. Wait downstairs.

-I'm coming. -I wish there was yogurt.

I'll bring yogurt.

Invite him to dinner. You must eat something.

No, dad. Let's go to the printer.

Son. I hope you don't post something that will get you in trouble.

Uncle Seyfetin. How are you?

-I'm fine. -Dad will also come to the printing house.

-Yeah? That honor. -No.

He just wanted me out of the house.

I hope I don't bother you guys.

He comes to supervise us.

He is worried that we will post something inconvenient.

She accepted it.

He has accepted. My love.

What did you do then?

You saw Kamuran.

We want to know the details. TRUE?

Yeah.

It's okay, but don't yell anymore.

Don't ask anything. Listen quietly.

Alright.

Where were they seen?

In the Goksu river.

The Goksu River inspires love.

It's like a flood of romance.

And then?

After,

we met And that's it.

Feride?

Don't do like that!

We looked at each other for a long time.

He is very attractive.

I'm tired of seeing you in secret, of pretending that

I don't love you, of not being able to touch you.

Trust me.

I want to fight against the whole world to be with you, my angel.

"Why are you…" "So shy?" she said.

Why are you so shy?

Aunt Besime doesn't want them to be together, does she?

My God! You grew up with them.

-And she loves you. -That's what Kamuran said.

He grabbed my hand.

Don't say that.

My mom loves you too. She'll get used to it.

What good is our love if we don't

face them and don't fight together?

What did you say to him?

I said, "I'm scared, Kamuran. Give me time to think about it."

Why are mothers opposed to future daughters-in-law?

Then lock up your son.

Don't bother me, Misel. This is my aunt Besime.

She raised me when my mom died.

She would appreciate it if you would measure your words.

I'm not talking bad about her.

All stories are like that.

His mother doesn't love her,

or her mother doesn't love him.

Because? There is no logical reason.

It's true.

What a sad story, sister.

That's how it is.

I will pray for you.

I love the cover.

See, dad? Was there reason to worry?

Your poems are beautiful.

But I couldn't say that I understood your essays.

I always say

-That art is for the people. -Art is for art's sake.

Art is for fun. Are we going to have fun until we get drunk?

What do you say, dad?

All the people of Istanbul will be there.

Why go to such vulgar and cheap places?

If we want to go out, we can go to more suitable and elegant places.

We have never missed the fair.

We do not serve for the elegant.

In other words, all the relatives are ordinary people.

No, you misunderstand me.

Alright.

We're not in the mood for parties.

-Dad. -Son.

Feride?

-I'm sorry. -Because?

I was offended that you didn't tell me about Kamuran.

He was very sensitive.

It doesn't matter. Forget it.

-I understand you. -You have to leave this here.

You don't want to lose your surrogate parents.

That's why you're afraid of your aunt Besime.

It's hard. You are between a rock and a hard place.

That's how it is. Forget it. Aren't we here looking for your boy?

Come on.

That girl. The one with the scarf

As I said, he always comes when there is a fair.

It is your golden opportunity to pay me your debt.

She has a generous dowry and a huge mansion.

Convince her fast.

She is also beautiful.

Do not fall in love.

You have 10 days. I will go to Elazıg.

Solve it before he comes back.

She is an extraordinary girl.

What is her name?

"Don't think this pain won't stop

"This world is temporary

"It's like the life of mortals

"Times will end, joy will end."

It's good that we came.

It's been a while.

Son,

your mother is right.

Death is already around us.

Dad.

May God grant you and mom a long life.

I don't want to cry for you.

May God give us consecutive deaths.

Kamuran.

You are of marriageable age.

Now I know why you drink.

They say you're dating someone. Listen.

-If it's serious... -That's right, dad.

But she has concerns.

That's right.

She needs time.

How does she "she needs time?"

Is she a student?

Come on. Can't you make a snake come out?

If I see you close to me again, I will shout: "Thief!".

I see the show.

No! See a different show.

I will see you. You are more beautiful.

That will be you. Impertinent!

Thanks for the compliment, miss.

I...

honey.

honey.

Let's decide about Lovebird, dad.

As you wish, son.

-I don't want to embarrass you. -Thank you.

You got mad at dinner.

Let's just say I got sad.

You brought me memories.

I was seven years old.

My mother, my father,

my older brothers.

Now you would have uncles. Would it be that bad?

We would have a few drinks together.

I'm sure you'd get along with my little brother.

You would tell him all the things you don't tell me.

They would go looking for girls together.

I would get angry

but not really.

It is my duty as a father.

Would have been fun.

I lost them all to the black death.

Plague.

I know you lost them when you were young.

But I didn't know it was because of the disease.

How could you know, son?

You were very small.

I kept it from you on purpose.

Of all my children, only Feride knows.

She never said anything.

She always releases the soup very quickly.

That means she is playing.

Where were you? You disappeared. Stay with me.

Let's go!

Thank you.

The clothes are going to dry. I hope we don't catch a cold.

Guard! Do not sleep!

Bring us the tea.

Cheers, Feride.

Thank my Lord.

Cheers, Misel. -Thank my Lord.

Geographic explorations are done because...

Sorry sir.

The invention of the compass...

Excuse me.

-What's happening? -Miss Feride has a visitor.

Feride, you can go to the living room.

You. Kamuran.

Welcome dear cousin.

How are you, dear Feride?

You look pale

I have excellent health. Thank you. And you?

Let's get to the point, Feride.

Where were you yesterday?

At school, where else?

I am always busy with homework.

I am a bird imprisoned in a cage.

-I'm not happy. -It's obvious.

Really.

In your haste, you didn't clean the mud off your shoes.

-What does that have to do with anything? -Where were you yesterday?

You're crazy? Enough of nonsense. If not, I'll scream.

Why are you torturing me?

That?

You are crazy? What are you doing?

Do not scream.

Why do you ask about the mud on my shoes?

Why do you want to lift my skirt?

Because?

Because?

Because?

Who resists, is given to be desired.

If you see someone every day, they'll like

you less than if you see them once a month.

What a beautiful romance.

They are suffering.

suffering.

Feride?

Tell me, where have you been?

I told you at school.

When I asked about you, they told me that there were no classes yesterday.

And what does that mean? That I wasn't here?

You know how to lie

but your vulgarity gives you away.

You were in the Goksu river, right?

You threw mud at me because I didn't see you.

Like when you were a child.

Who was that woman?

Thanks God.

How I miss

play with my refined cousin.

What airs of grandeur.

What pride in the look.

I will teach him.

The longing drives me crazy.

Please don't hide your face.

How flattering.

I would?

I suffer a lot when I don't see you.

I would?

I suffer a lot when I don't see you.

Did we make up, my daisy?

Sure, if you like this mud.

Sure, if you promise to keep ours a secret.

No Please. Don't be childish.

Good heavens.

They are just children. It doesn't matter.

Forget it.

what a jerk He did not see me.

I'm tired of seeing you in secret, of pretending that

I don't love you, of not being able to touch you.

Trust me.

I want to fight against the whole world to be with you, my angel.

Why are you so shy?

Check it out. What words.

Suffering, tears, cheesy.

I think your mother would object, son.

I'm sure she would object. I can not stand it.

Besides, she's right.

Son? Who is that woman?

Don't say that.

My mom loves you too.

She'll get used to it.

What good is our love if we don't

face them and don't fight together?

I'm not ready. Do not insist.

-Understand me please. -Okay, my daisy.

As you wish.

But she knows that I suffer.

Excellent. That you die of love

A boat trip will do you good.

Everything will be fine for me if I'm with you.

Tell me. Who is your beloved blonde?

I don't want you to tell anyone.

I propose you something. I won't

tell anyone about your love, and you

Will you tell me her name?

Why do you think I would make a deal with you?

Why do you do so many crazy things?

-Do you want to bet? -Never.

You will fall into my power.

You will beg.

I'll find out who your blonde is.

You are going to negotiate with me.

I'd beat you up right here, but... Forget it.

Oh yeah? Try it.

Matter closed.

If I find out you talked, I'll cut out your tongue.

I hear nothing. What do they say?

Get out of here.

I will ask the superior for permission.

Come to the hospital to be checked.

If it turns into pneumonia, you will die.

If it's so hard to fake love,

what will it be like when it's real?

Sorry sir.

-Sorry sir. -Sorry sir.

How strange that all three have felt bad.

The food hurt them.

Open your books...

Sorry sir.

On page 56. We will study Christopher Columbus.

Read from page one.

Feride.

I thought the two of you were arguing.

It's always the same.

Why did you come?

Because he misses me.

He will ask permission to take me to the mansion.

He wants to take care of me in person.

How nice.

He adores you. Be thankful.

This?

An adventurous friend bought it in Ceylon.

Kamuran loves it.

Yes. And his father. Thanks to whoever brought it.

-What do you want to drink? -Nothing. Lets go to the market.

We're going to say hello. -But not. Sit down and rest.

You must not touch it. It is to drink.

Don't return it. throw it away

Make coffee for Neriman Hanım.

I want mine with milk.

How are you honey?

Like a bird in a cage.

What's that? I don't like you talking like that.

Don't hold back the girl, Besime.

She is silent. Where have you been the last few days?

You appear and disappear like a cormorant. I won't forgive you for the tea.

You have abandoned me, Neriman. You offend me.

Don't be offended, sister.

"I want mine with milk."

How many problems. poison yourself!

It's not your father's dairy.

They give the same problems every time they come to the mansion.

They are abusive. You'll see, she will come to say that she is hungry.

They are parasites.

-The black widow returned. -Careful. I am also a widow.

Me too. Did you think she had seven husbands?

Gülmisal Kalfa, you are not like her.

She doesn't compare to you.

For years we have shown good manners

and education, we never complained.

We don't chase men like her.

She is a man eater.

There was an animal with huge jaws.

Kamuran Bey showed us the photograph of her.

How to know?

It was green, with a big mouth.

God forces him to live in the mud, in the water.

Crocodile.

Well done, girl. Crocodile.

Widow Neriman is like a crocodile.

She always lures her thirsty victims into her bed.

She then devours them.

God knows who she'll devour next.

I say what I think?

How about Kamuran Bey?

Kamuran would not turn to see her.

She is old enough to be Kamuran's mother.

Everything can happen.

Is there anyone who resists the black widow?

Impossible. My Kamuran would not make that mistake.

We're just going to assume it's true.

Besime Hanım would pull her teeth out.

-What happened? -I'm hungry.

I'm going to eat something.

He coughs.

You make noise when you breathe.

What did you do after? Did you swim in the river?

I know how to keep a secret.

-You can tell me. -Open the mouth.

Tell me.

I'll help you. Who was she?

Open the mouth. Open well.

She is someone important.

I already warned you.

If you keep insisting, I'll cut out your tongue.

Do it.

I'll find out, you'll see.

Yes of course.

I will prescribe two days of rest.

At home, you will not go to school.

To the order.

Aunt, no. You will catch it.

It doesn't matter. infect me

It's good that Kamuran gave you rest.

-Welcome. -Thank you.

Gülmisal Kalfa, how are you?

Waiting for death.

May you live many years.

Give me your bag, love.

Forward.

You are flushed with illness, you look even more beautiful.

-Lovebird. -Don't call her Lovebird.

I have told you. She already she is a lady.

-You will scare off her suitors. On the contrary, I like it.

But people always ask us why we gave you that nickname.

She always climbs to the roofs and to the trees, like a bird.

You should too, Necmiye. Expand your horizons.

You have to do it together.

How did my brother know you were sick?

-I do not understand that part. -Yes like?

Did they tell you at school?

were you that bad? Because you got sick?

No aunt. I'm fine.

Kamuran just came. By chance.

My brother. Close to your school.

Was he passing through?

I guess he had a patient out there.

That's how it is. My son passes near the school.

Sister, is that you? Welcome.

Mari. Look, I brought you bulgur salad.

I don't want to see the bulgur salad. She turned my stomach.

But thanks, the girls will eat it up.

- Were you offended? -Not because?

I have excellent news.

That's why I came. Lovebird is in the mansion.

- Is it true that my brother came? -He is depressed, Necmiye.

Because?

He has an affair, but he is afraid that Besime Hanım will not approve.

He is very sad.

Kamuran knelt down to beg. I saw it with my own eyes.

-Crap. I saw it with my eyes.

But you do not believe me.

It's not that he doesn't believe you. My parents would be happy if they got married.

I said the same. I said, "Auntie Besime loves you."

Kamuran said the same. I think Feride wants to keep the secret.

Why would she be?

Feride must not know that they know. She will scold me.

Marie, don't be silly.

My brother also wants to keep it a secret.

They are too cautious. There must be a cat locked up.

Good heavens!

It is my fault. I deserve to be treated like this.

It's you?

I recognized you. It's you. What are you doing here?

-Looking for trouble. -Doctor. We can't find the vein.

One moment. I'm coming.

Wait for me a moment.

-Because? -Please.

Do not go. let me meet you

We must not lose hope.

As your doctor, I will do everything I can.

You must not give up.

Thank you.

Go to the corridor for these medicines.

I told him that he is my relative.

They will not charge you anything.

God bless you, Kamuran Bey.

Eat well please.

Who was the woman who came out?

It seemed very sad.

Her name is Sureyya.

Do you know her?

We had seen each other.

He didn't stop thinking about her.

An unfortunate young woman.

- Is he dying? -Unfortunately.

Her illness worsened.

His days are numbered.

Where were you? You left without telling anyone.

Kamuran gave me medicine. I went to the hospital.

-I have a fever. -Oh yeah? How nice.

Come, let's talk.

Dear Feride, I want you to answer truthfully.

- Sure, aunt. Ask. -An aunt is like half a mother.

I know from experience.

Now tell me, don't hesitate.

Is there a relationship between Kamuran and you?

What are you talking about?

I would be very pleased. You are like a daughter to me.

I would like you to be my daughter-in-law.

Kamuran and me?

Feride and me? Please, mother.

-That know-it-all... -That self-righteous...

-Bitter... -Cursy...

Rude Lovebird, I don't like it at all.

-I'm glad to hear it. -It's true.

They are such for what.

Mom, I don't think you understand.

I understand, son, but you still don't.

Great romances start with arguments.

My God!

These lights...

I want to go back to school tomorrow.

Yes, you're already late.

She must rest.

I sent him more rest than necessary.

Stay tomorrow. You will return the next day.

Thanks for your interest. I already feel better.

I will not let you go. You know that visitors will come tomorrow.

There will be a party. We will look at the moon.

Besides, I'd be glad if you stayed.

Before I die you will be mine, young lady.

Thank you.

-I want to try your coffee, Feride. -Sure, uncle-in-law.

As usual?

-One with little sugar. -Clear.

Tomorrow I will go to the pantheon.

Feride also wanted to go. I was going to tell you.

And you didn't say He would have taken her.

She never asks anyone for anything.

She has always done everything without any help.

Feride, it's good that you stayed. You made me happy.

-You have a fever? -Why do you say that?

You offend me.

You always want to push me away and feel that you are superior to me.

-You turn pale when you see me. -You too.

Would you do me a favor, Feride?

she knew it. Tell me.

There's a boy. He saw it when he was with my brother.

The dead believe that the living eat halva every day.

Do you think I see your brother that much?

I don't see your brother every day. Why do I want to see that lout?

Do not be angry. It was an expression.

Maybe you've seen it around.

His name is Selim.

I hope you have common sense.

That's why I need you, Feride.

What do you want me to do? Brainwash him?

Shut up and listen.

Selim will come tomorrow.

We exchange glances.

More or less. He deflects his.

I think he does it because he is my brother's friend.

I have to be sure of what he feels.

What do you want me to do?

Tomorrow he will be near you and my brother.

I want you to let me accompany them.

Fresh coffee with soft hands.

Here you have.

-Thank you. - Enjoy, uncle.

Heart.

Advantage.

I don't drink coffee without foam. No, thanks.

My God! Did you get burned, Kamuran?

-Are you okay, son? -Oh no!

I'm fine.

Put on water. It will ease the pain.

Put on water. Very good.

I think I was born in a pond, like a fish.

Or that I came out of the earth like grass.

I have not forgotten, but my memories are fragmented.

If only this pain that I carry inside would disappear.

I was orphaned of mother and father.

I thought they were this pain.

Thank God for my high tolerance for suffering.

You are luckier than me, daughter.

Your parents have graves.

I thought your parents were here.

They are absent.

That's why you were so insistent on having my father's funeral here, right?

I'm not telling you this to make you cry.

If you lock yourself in your thoughts,

you begin to believe that the world has never seen so much suffering.

You think your pain and sorrow are the worst.

But ask anyone, they will tell you that their pain is great.

You are not alone, my beautiful girl.

Who knows what has happened and what will happen?

One day we will remember the pain with

a smile, and the happy days with tears.

Something worse will always come, and everything is temporary.

But never stop looking at the horizon.

How can I reciprocate?

Being happy.

I am in love with you, Nuriye.

It seems.

A cup for those who suffer for love.

It serves.

Today we will review finances.

That's why you had to stay.

I'll go to the workshop for the books. we will sit down Do not go to sleep.

I have never seen them and I will not start now.

But that money is yours.

Don't you care what is spent and invested in?

No.

You are like your father.

Alright, she didn't cry.

Here you will put the carpet.

-How are you Ferid? -Good.

It's my fault, for being nice.

Being kind is your only virtue.

Imagine if you saw my other virtues.

I believe you.

What's up guys?

Nothing, dad. We had fun with Feride's cuteness.

Excuse me, Uncle Seyfettin.

What an ugly attitude, Kamuran.

You made her angry. She is no longer a girl, she is a young woman.

Please be careful.

You're right, dad. Don't worry, I'll talk to her.

Dilber Kalfa. Need help?

Of course. Come.

Come, precious.

-You're a witch. -Make up your mind.

Am I a witch or a monkey?

I have to admit it. You're too ugly to be cute.

Witch.

Nice to meet you. I am Feride.

Lovebird, come quickly. I need you.

I don't know which one to wear.

This one, this one or this one?

What will I tell you? They are all beautiful.

I have to choose the most beautiful of all.

Good.

What does your heart say?

It says nothing.

Well. Decide by color.

So that such?

cute but sad It looks like Anna Karenina.

Whose?

You wouldn't like me.

Then no.

-And this other one? -It's nice.

It seems like a dream.

If I wear it, Selim will think I'm a rainbow-chasing dreamer.

Neither.

This one has a guarantee.

He is very noble.

He was looking for you. Let's go.

what have you done It looks like a market.

Clean immediately. Fast.

I always choose the best.

It was your mother's favorite dress.

What good taste.

Today you have to wear it.

I can wear this?

They are almost the same size.

If necessary we sew it. Try it on.

Feride. It's beautiful.

Thank you.

My dress is horrible.

No.

It is very cute.

It looks dull next to yours.

Do not exaggerate. You look beautiful.

Can I borrow yours for today?

It was from my mom.

Welcome.

Will there be shadow theater?

Yes, there will be shadow theater.

Take advantage of your talent. Play the clown

come all Come closer.

-Besime Hanım. -Here I am.

Do not be angry. I won't be late today.

It had to be today.

-What I can do? - Let the work wait.

The merchandise arrived. The ships do not wait.

Like I don't know you.

As if all of them were coming for me.

God, give me patience.

Girls, Kamuran in the middle.

After midnight she won't let you in.

She already stops playing.

My dear Karagoz, since he was going to Safiye,

I thought of cutting wood for the winter.

-Do not tell me. -That's how it is.

- Was it wet? -You do not even imagine it.

Cabbage-faced demon.

If you cut wet wood it will cost you your head.

Why are you hitting me, Karagoz? I cut down some trees, so what?

I broke your head, so what?

You won't hit me again.

You offended me and I will not return.

Your father has not returned.

He said he would be late.

Work is a pretext. He is a stray.

It's been like that for 40 years. My suffering has no end.

It is the last one.

Here you go.

There's the driver's money.

-May God give you more. -To you too. Thank you.

I will separate the upholstery.

Tomorrow we will do it together. Let's go.

Boss.

The cloths are dirty.

Close it, Adem.

Adem, close it!

Feride?

Come with me.

She already arrived. She is with my brother.

We go with them. We talked about it in the kitchen.

Wouldn't that be improper?

I say no.

I will think of topics of conversation.

Brother.

Omer Bey's grandson is getting married next week.

-And? I'm going to wash my face.

cool off. Here I wait for you.

What were you saying?

He was asking if we could leave. Fer...

Feride?

And your aunt, sweetheart?

She is in the garden.

I know why you ran away from me, love.

Congratulations.

Don't tell anyone you saw me at the fair.

They would be angry, because I dropped out of school.

I would never say it.

Thank you. Bye bye.

I know the real reason you left.

-Necmiye. -Of course not.

So?

I spoke with Kamuran. He told me everything.

What did that snake tell you about me?

Kamuran and I do what we can for you.

-For me? -We will save you.

What are you talking about? I am very calm.

No.

Do not give up.

What do you care?

In Europe there is a cure for your disease.

It is a single case. The important thing is that a patient survived.

We will give the same treatment to you.

I mean, what...

I'm going to die?

Dilber Kalfa. And Lovebird?

I don't know. Go there.

Give me a drink.

Mother.

Dad.

Save me a place. I will go with you.

My daisy.

Stay with me.

-No I can not. -Yes you can.

-Someone will see us. -It isn't true.

Hey!

Feride?

Neriman was your secret lover?

Do not scream! They will listen to you.

My daisy.

That poetic.

Feride, come down. Let's talk.

Of course not. I'm not that naive.

I'm not going down.

I won't do anything to you, I promise.

Do you think I'm afraid of you?

If you don't go down, I'll go up.

Forget it. You will break the suit.

I tried.

Do not come. Go away, Kamuran.

Lovebird, you are a...

Go away.

Kamuran, please go.

I forbid you to climb this tree. It's my tree.

We are going to fall.

-Look at me. -I don't want to.

Ferid, please. Look at me.

Kamuran, please. Don't ask me to look at you.

Why are you so stubborn? Don't know.

It sounds like you want to commit suicide.

always so rebellious

Do something without being repeated.

-Be reasonable, for a change. -I see you. Speaks.

Please don't say it.

I defeated you, Kamuran. I told you that you would fall into my power.

-Bravo, you did what you said. -Thank you.

What a scandalous relationship.

I never would have imagined it.

-I propose you something. Why do you think he would accept?

Please Feride.

I beg you. I will do what you want.

What I want?

I swear, if they hadn't told me that night that he was going to die,

I couldn't have talked like that.

I would not do it.

Selim's misunderstanding

He gave me a lot of courage that night and the following days.

How immature.

Damn it, Feride. I will do what you want.

But don't tell anyone about Neriman and me. Or I will lose her.

I'm not so cruel to let you suffer.

How not. I know you.

There was a misunderstanding at school.

The girls think that we, you and I...

Us...

They think we are lovers.

AND?

I want them to continue to believe it until he dies on me.

-That? -You heard me.

As?

Feride. You went crazy.

Now I have to pretend I'm your lover?

You're not kidding.

Is seriously.

Done deal.

Done deal.