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Are you nervous?

Not at all.

It's time.

Put that out.

Yes, sir.

There is Light

Hello.

She's new?

You're a valued client, Mr. Mizutani.

Help me.

OK.

We're moving you to the bed.

Here you go.

Lift the blanket.

Right.

Are you ready?

OK, here we go.

One, two, three!

Grab his legs.

Are you OK?

There.

She's new so go easy on her.

Sure, Manager.

Excuse me.

Take care of him.

I'm Saori. Nice to meet you.

Allow me.

Don't you like it?

Well... It's amazing...

I have Progressive muscular dystrophy.

Know of it?

I've heard of it...

My muscles are wasting away.

It's like my batteries are dying.

Our life expectancy is 30. I'm 34.

I don't have much longer.

It's my body so I can do what I want with it.

No one will stop me.

I see.

Let's begin.

Go on.

OK.

My best friend wasn't even 2O when he died from the same disease.

He wanted to touch a woman's breast just once.

He was just a kid.

If he was alive he could have touched mine all he liked.

When you die, everything ends.

Been an escort for long?

Yes.

Why did you answer my ad?

Servicing disabled guys sounded easy.

Immobile men are less of a threat.

I see.

- That was yummy. - Good.

Did you always work with the disabled?

Do you make more from them?

Yeah.

In Japan

3.4 million disabled adults live at home.

Really?

3,480,000 of them.

That's a lot.

Statistically there must be over 10,000 in this town.

Where are they?

You don't see them in the streets, do you?

No.

Japan is disability-unfriendly so they stay home.

10,000 disabled people are hiding under those roofs.

Not many escort agencies cater to the disabled.

I can monopolize the market.

It has potential to become huge.

It occurred to me when I was a care provider.

Is that right?

Sure is.

The next guy is demanding but don't let it bother you.

OK.

You new?

Yes, I'm Saori.

Nice.

Come here.

- Come to me. - OK.

Come here and sit down.

Hug me.

Come on.

Hug me.

That's right. You're adorable.

Good, hug me tighter.

Don't be nervous.

Hug me.

Come on, hug me tight.

- You're Saori? - Yes.

Take me to the bed.

Don't be nervous. It's OK!

That's the girl, you're doing fine. Take it off.

- OK. - Get closer.

That's the trick.

Almost!

Closer!

Nice and close.

I'll lift you now, sir.

Saori.

It's arthrogryposis multiplex congenita.

That's what I have.

It's the same in German too.

Sounds like a diet pill

or something they put in toothpaste.

1 in 10,000 people gets it.

That's the odds of you getting it.

It's not so rare.

It's like the odds of becoming a pop singer.

That's my disease.

Anyway, I have a question for you.

Do you feel sorry for us?

Well...

Um... I don't know.

What? You're working with the disabled so you need to know.

No idea?

Too bad.

People with disabilities, I for one...

Since we're born we are looked at with sympathy.

Normal folks feel sorry for us.

They put us in a 'pitiful' category.

But...

I often wonder if we really are.

You see...

When I was born

the doctor looked at me and asked my parents,

'You want a stillbirth?'

- Understand? - Yes.

He meant that he could pretend I'd died at birth.

Dad was furious.

So was Mom. She said, 'l won't let you kill my boy!'

She told the doc that they'd raise me despite the difficulties.

And that's what they did.

That's why I've lived to a ripe old age.

No thanks to the doctor.

That's my life story.

I had the support of my parents and relatives.

At least I was born with my family's blessings.

Now tell me.

Does a disabled man like me deserve pity

or does a girl like you?

Nobody stops you.

Am I right?

Is there anyone?

I guess not.

But you can forget about that!

Your pretty face put me in a philosophical mood.

Forget it, it doesn't matter.

What really matters is that our differences

put us on equal terms.

An equal relationship is the best! Then we can have fun.

OK?

- OK. - Good.

Got for it!

Can I take this off?

Yes, please. Pull it over my head.

Over your head.

Then pull it up.

Very good.

Very good.

Oh, I'm in heaven.

You're good, Saori.

You're very good.

Are you sure you're new to this?

Saori, you're very good.

Thank you.

So good.

Saori...

Since you're so good,

Wow, Saori, wait.

Hold your horses. Since you're so good...

Let's make love.

No, we can't.

Why not?

Oh, wait! Saori, listen...

I'll pay you double, OK?

We have a policy.

What policy?

Forget your policy.

You don't often get to make love to a disabled man.

It's a rarity. You'll regret it if you don't.

Thank you.

You're leaving.

Yes.

Can I book you again?

Yes.

- Really? - Yes.

Great!

How about the next time we do this

we make love.

- It won't happen. - Please!

No!

Let me take this.

OK.

Right.

Oh, that's no problem.

You can leave it to us.

I'll see you, sir.

A change of plan. I have to pick up a girl.

Can you go by yourself?

OK.

The third house on the right. The name is Eto.

- OK. - See you later.

Come in.

This morning...

I gave him a shower.

I appreciate it.

I'll step out for a couple of hours.

OK, I see.

One, two, three!

Were you surprised?

- She knows. - Yes. Many moms call us.

The disabled have no privacy

flake care of/I.

All right.

Nice to meet you, I'm Saori.

Today you get a French kiss, a hand job, body kissing

a blowjob, sixty-nine and a massage.

Options are cosplay, vibrators or a hole licking at 3,000 yen.

2,000 yen to watch me masturbate or cum in my mouth.

You can rip my stockings or take Polaroid photos for 1,000 yen.

Well... that's enough. Please stop.

How about a-hole licking?

What do you do?

I'll... lick your anus.

Oh... no thank you.

As you wish. No options.

Here we go.

I'm new and this is my first day.

I may not look nervous but I am.

OK, let's have a good time.

Does it feel good?

That's enough.

What's wrong?

That's enough!

Please stop.

I don't get erections nor ejaculate.

A bike accident a year ago left me with a spinal injury.

Weren't you told?

Mom called you without asking me.

She's in denial about my condition.

She thinks that I should have girls.

My mom...

She thinks a young woman will arouse me

so my reproductive functions wlll return.

It won't happen.

I'm sorry but I want you to leave.

The money is in the envelope.

Whoops...

Here, here and here.

Will you stay with us?

Take your time to decide.

I'll stay.

Text me.

I need the cash.

You'll stay?

Good.

Your next job is...

- On Monday. - Right.

Megumi is on tonight...

Are you still working?

Yes.

We're open 24 hours a day so

I have to get you girls organized.

Here's fine.

OK.

- Thank you. - See you.

I'm sorry bu!

I wan! you to leave.

The money is in the envelope.

I'll use the shower.

We haven't visited in a while.

You're looking good, Kenji.

I think you lost weight.

Are you dating?

We've been together for half a year.

Didn't we tell you?

No. We haven't met for 1 year.

Hey, don't sulk.

After dating Takaya I noticed how kind he is.

I'm not.

He was all excited about visiting you, Kenji.

Was he?

Let's all go out some time!

Good idea!

Hi, Kenji! Are these two your friends?

Who are you?

I'm his girlfriend. Who are you?

No way!

Why can't a disabled guy have a girl?

Hey, don't talk about him like that!

'Takaya, I'm bored with sex. Let's go check on Kenji.'

'The accident left poor Kenji crippled!'

'It'll be fun.'

- Stop it! - But...

It's none of your business.

Why are you here?

I came for this.

Bye.

Don't leave, I'm making tea.

Sorry, I have to go.

Can you be my boy's friend?

Please.

You can't go round doing weird shit like that!

Got it?

Sorry.

We have a reputation.

Was it pity?

You think you're a saint?

You're an escort girl who licks assholes for cash.

Oh, sorry Megumi.

Don't mind me.

Understand?

Yes.

It's time to go.

Yes.

Hey.

Pull that kind of stunt again and you'll be sorry.

Right.

Do you think I hurt his feelings?

You know...

You are with me now.

I don't want to hear about other guys.

Right?

OK.

You're right.

- Saori. - Yes.

You're a good girl.

Thank you.

As you're such a good girl

let's do it!

No, that makes no sense.

Please, please!

My hat says 'Sex.'

- No. - Please!

Leave it on! Sex, please!

- No. - Yes!

Please! I want to use my good/eg!

Let's make love for real!

- I can't do that. - Please!

Don't stare at us!

Let them stare.

It's natural! We do look odd.

Do we?

Yeah! A couple like us coming out of a hotel is weird.

- We're OK! - You just got used to it.

We all use wheelchairs when we are babies.

We call them strollers.

- Not the same. - Really?

Babies go in strollers.

Speaking of which...

How about car sex in the wheelchair?

It'll be different.

But it'll cost extra.

I'd have to pay extra for that? OK then.

I have to ask Mr. Tsuda.

- Let's make love. - No.

We'll have our version of car sex In the wheelchair.

- That's new. - Yeah.

A nice change.

- No one does it. - They do!

You can mount me.

HI; after seeing your webpage

I decided to text you.

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Can f book her on {be 77277 in {be afternoon?

I'm I/rr/Yled that I can book Saar/I

I get around in a whee/chair

so I! shouldn't be a prob/em if she came alone.

My disab/Y/Iy is quite m/Yd

It's my fantasy to have such a girlfriend

I look forward to meeting hen

The man in the wheelchair is in room 309.

OK.

This is Saori. I'm coming in.

Hi, I'm here!

Hello.

Did I make you wait?

Yes, you did.

You thought you could hide in an escort agency for the disabled!

I looked all over for you.

Did you think you could escape me?

Did you?

I have a Y-million-yen debt thanks to you.

I'm in deep shit.

I have to call the Manager.

Or he'll get mad at me...

We'll never separate.

We'll travel around the world like we promised.

I hope you fit in my suitcase.

No!

Be quiet!

Are you OK?

Saori!

...that's fine. I'll tell you when she comes to.

Sorry to trouble you.

Look who's awake.

Thank God.

Where is he...?

Don't worry, the police got him.

I blew it big time.

I'm sorry.

I'm with the fire department.

I here for a routine mspechon.

Hello, is anybody in the room?

Fuck, why now?

I'm with the fire department...

Saori!

- Saori! - Get out of here!

You bastard!

Stop it!

No, please!

Saori, answer if you're here.

Saori.

Saori.

Saori, are you OK?

Come on.

This is bad!

It's over.

You'll be OK.

It's over now.

There's nothing to be scared of now.

Thank you.

I wish you'd told me that you'd been stalked.

For security purposes.

I'm sorry.

I'll call the officer. Can you talk?

Yes.

Manager.

I want to keep working for you.

Right. OK.

Good. Get better first.

Thank you.

Hey, officer.

Officer, she's come to.

She's kind of groggy so she may not talk much.

Kenji.

I bet you're hungry.

I made beef casserole.

I know you love it.

I made lots of it.

Here.

Eat as much as you want.

I'll wipe your body after dinner.

What's wrong?

Hey?

What's the matter, baby?

What's wrong?

I am not your pet.

What's that"?

Of course you're not my...

I'm sorry.

Have I done something to irritate you?

Forgive me.

I'll eat in another room.

You're the last person I expected to visit.

The manager tried to stop me.

You still work for him?

Yes.

You like crippled people?

Do they turn you on?

Tell me what they have that I don't.

Nothing. There's no difference.

Everybody has something missing, right?

You and I are no different.

When I've done my time I'll stalk you again.

I'm no longer afraid.

You always booked me at my last agency.

Thank you.

It made me happy.

If it's OK with you, can we be friends?

I'd be happy to.

Drop by any time.

I miss people.

Sure.

Excuse me but may I ask who you are?

L~\

I'm Mizutani's friend.

My brother died 3 weeks ago.

What"?

He got pneumonia

and died from complications.

How come you didn't know that?

I have progressive muscular cystrophy

Know/I?

Our life expectancy is 30 I'm 34

I don'! have much longer

When you die, everything ends.

I know who you are.

You're the escort he used when we were out.

Did he owe you?

Did Mizutani...

Was he in pain when he died?

That's none of your concern. Please leave.

You make me sick.

Here.

Were you watching me?

I've wanted to apologize.

I'm sorry about howl behaved the other day.

It's OK.

You said exactly what I wanted to say.

- Really? - Yes.

Taking a stroll?

I'm nervous. I haven't been outside for so long.

Can I come? I have nothing to do.

Sure.

Where to?

U ndeci ded.

Are you running away from home?

I hadn't thought of it like that...

But it sounds good.

You're bad.

Sure am.

Hello... Are you taking a break now?

Recharging?

It's about my friend, who's in a wheelchair...

I was wondering if you had time to take him to the sea.

Yes, the sea! I know it's kind of far.

But would you consider taking us?

You see I was admiring your nlce truck...

We could just get in the back if that's OK.

Yes? Are you sure?

Thank you!

OK, we have a ride!

I put you under a magic spell

I put you under a magic spell

I can walk in my dreams.

I play soccer and go out with girls.

It's so much fun.

Do you dream every day?

Just sometimes.

When I wake up I pray.

I pray that my dream comes true.

My prayers are short.

I know nothing will change.

A blind pianist won an international competition.

I saw him on TV. He's awesome.

I know lots of people like that.

But they're unique.

I can't play piano. I don't have any talent.

You don't need to accomplish anything.

All you need is to find a reason to go on.

That's good enough.

What?

You're more serious than I thought.

Lay off!

It feels good to talk like this.

The sun will rise soon.

Then we should go back.

Where are you going?

What are you doing?

Oh, God!

What are you doing?

We're OK, I can stand...

Don't stop me.

I can't take it!

I can't take it anymore!

Don't die!

Let me die.

No!

Please live.

What for?

Live for me.

Please...

Look at that. The sun's up.

Let's go back.

It's daybreak.

Will you keep that job of yours?

Yes. It's fun.

Men are adorable.

Would you be offended if I booked you?

No.

Text the agency and book me.

For special treatment.

I have to work and make money then.

Good. Way to go.

It's time. Let's go.

Right.

Put it out.

Hello.

Hello.

English translation by Dean Shimauchi

Subtitle timing, editing and additions for this version by famitsul

Project co-ordinator miikki

Special thanks to ikeda69

A 'TEAM AWESOME' presentation

Written & Directed by Yukihiro Toda