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We turned right on the Harcourt Street.

I thought you could turn right. I don't know.

What if I pretend to faint and sneak a peak and start there?

I'll diagnose you with not a chance syndrome.

Okay. You can't turn right.

No, you can't, can you? How's he doing?

He spoke to me. Did you find out?

You can turn onto Harcourt Street. It's okay.

Anna said that last night you rang her.

You wanted to go to that rehab place.

So I rang this place today. It's called the Cloysters.

I don't need to go to rehab.

Why don't you just go and try it?

Meet your roommate, Jacky.

The doctor says that you probably need to do IVF,

but I don't have 10 grand to just drop

at the slight chance of having a baby.

What is this? It's my rainy day fund.

You take what you need out of it.

Anna, do you think that he's going to be up for a wedding

in a month? You might have to push it back a bit.

Aiden, can you hear me?

Help! Is there anybody out there?

How long have you been standing there?

They're gorgeous.

Not too long.

Ten minutes.

Oh, no, I'm not hungry.

Yeah, just take a bite. No, I'm not hungry.

Come on. Take a bite.

Okay.

Mm-hmm. Mmm-hmm.

Yes.

It's a yeah? Yeah.

I love you. I love you. I love you.

♪ Hey, I, I wouldn't let him in.

♪ No, I, I wouldn't, I wouldn't let him in.

♪ His eyes are close together, and he wears a toothy grin,

don't let him in.

♪ No, I wouldn't if I were you, let him in.

Dad.

Oh, you're awake, babe.

How long have I been asleep?

What, a while?

They had us to sedate you. Where's Aiden?

Love.. What? Where's Aiden?

He's gone.

He died.

Now, Aiden's parents are going to take him back to America.

They said they'd-Okay, stop.

Do you have my phone?

Yeah. Yeah.

Are you... okay?

Any questions? Yeah.

Do you have a charger?

I don't.

Can I use your phone then?

Yeah. Thanks.

Did you hear what I said about Aiden?

I did.

We have tickets to Glastonbury, and we had seven laptops online

and two phones just to get out of the queue.

It's a music festival. I know what it is.

Millions of people wanted the tickets, and we got them.

We went to brunch to celebrate, and Aiden ordered pancakes with

bacon, but they came with blueberries.

He was so confused and annoyed because giving people things

that they didn't order is inherent waste.

So I ate them.

So this is about the tickets? Yeah.

Millions of people wanted these tickets.

We got them, and now we can't go.

So it's the right thing to do.

Anna, love, it isn't for ages.

There's no rush of something... It is, dad.

People need to make plans.

Can't just rock up to Glastonbury the day before.

Anna.

Hi. Hey.

Are you okay? I'm so sorry.

Okay?

And we're all here.

Well, not literally, but Maggie and Helen and Mum were at home.

But Maggie's made a rota.

Do you know anyone who wants tickets to Glastonbury?

Excuse me?

No, I don't.

Anna?

Are you okay, love?

Aiden's parents said at their church that they live stream,

so we can all tune into the funeral.

Or could we all go?

You know, be there in person?

Livestream funeral is not very consoling.

She can't fly with a punctured lung.

Yeah, I can't use this.

Can you open marketplace for me?

Marketplace?

I can try, yeah. Mmm.

I just...

It's just really bizarre..

That this is how you're reacting, Anna.

Aiden.

Yeah, well, if you don't like it, you can leave.

I don't have a problem.

No, I just...

I'm just saying that I think it's strange you're

focusing on concert tickets. It's a festival.

Um, the hospital has a bereavement team..

Dad... the doctor said.

And maybe... Okay, stop. Stop, dad.

Don't want you to say anything else.

Okay? Just leave it, dad.

Just leave it. Yeah.

Just stop...

Yeah?

Yeah.

Maybe we can talk about this later.

Yeah, give me the phone.

All right.

Thank you.

And dad, you really need to get a proper phone.

This is shite.

No.

Go away.

Fuck sake.

Open the window now, please. Yeah, yeah, yeah.

Open the window. Yeah, yeah, I'm trying, I'm trying.

You're in a disabled bay.

Visitors are supposed to use the main car park at the back.

Yeah, I'm just leaving. Well, there's a fine.

No, I'm leaving right now.

Well, I have to give you a ticket.

My sister's fiance just died.

It's not a disability. It's a tragedy.

There's no parking bay for that.

Ticket. I'm not taking that.

Don't make me call the guards. What's going on here?

This young lady's being obstructive.

He wouldn't let me go home.

She's in a disabled bay. It was a mistake.

I was in a rush to see Anna. Come on Fergus. She's moving away.

She didn't see the sign.

Her sister's fiance just died.

So she said. I don't make the rules.

Tickets printed. Uh..

Thanks for trying. Okay? Yeah.

It's just awful.

You know, for Anna.

There's nothing...

Nothing I can do.

It looks like she's got a good family to help her through this.

Yeah.

Right.

Better head away before Fergus comes back.

Yeah. God forbid.

Get caught twice in one day. Wouldn't be good.

Have a good day. You too.

At least, try to. Yeah.

Thanks.

Hmm.

Oh, for fuck's sake.

I. Am. Going.

Morning, love.

Just logged into our bank account.

Did you rob a credit union?

No, em...

Dad gave me money in case we need to go down the IVF route.

IVF?

Yeah, if we need to. Did you tell him we need to?

No.

But...

We might. We've had one miscarriage, Maggie.

I don't think we should even be thinking about going

down the IVF route. So when do we get help?

We've been trying for ages and we've managed one

pregnancy that I then lost.

Every month, my eggs are getting worse.

Like, I'm ageing.

Okay, if we need help, I'm not taking your father's money.

I love your family, Maggie, but can you imagine if they paid

for our baby, he'd have the child signed up to the Youth Wing

in Fianna Fail before it can even hold its own head.

It's not funny, Paul. And I'm not joking.

We'll do it naturally ourselves. Promise me.

Well, if we're doing it naturally,

the acupuncturist says I need

a different schedule, based on my cycle.

So how about if I put that on a chart and we can

stick it up there and we both see it?

If that's what it takes, yeah.

And tell your father, thank you.

But we've got this.

So am I giving her the letter to read

or am I reading it to her?

People reading to me gives me the ick.

It's so preformative.

Would you not just remember what you want to say and say it?

Ah, he'd probably lose track if he gets emotional, y'know?

I have a lot to apologise for.

I don't want to forget something.

I've been awful, in fairness.

I reckon just give her the letter,

let her read it in her own time.

I'd want to see her face, though.

I get it.

Yeah, 'cause you both get a kick out of seeing

the forgiveness melt across her face, you narcissist.

She's such a bitch, and yet I can't hate her. I can.

I was telling her about Luke throwing water in my face not

letting me sleep, and she told me I was the controlling one.

He threw water at ya?

Yeah, while I was asleep.

Was he trying to wake you?

Yeah, but could you not try, wake up, Rachel?

Huh? Had you taken something?

Tiny sleeping pill.

No, no. Team Luke.

Team Luke.

You were unconscious. He was terrified.

You can't fool us.

I'm going in.

Are you all right there?

These straws are a crime.

Yeah, but at least you're saving the planet.

Still, though.

Can hold his drink better than you can.

You know what?

After that comment, I'm not sure you deserve this.

Every time you get an ice coffee, you complain about the straw.

Every time. And you listen?

I do listen.

It's funny how you never remember your own spare one.

Thank you.

I don't need foresight like that when I've got you.

Because I'm the best.

You are the best.

I love you.

I love you, too.

Race you to the goal post. Mmhmm. Go!

That's not fair! I'm in heels!

Have you done things for your significant other

that he or she should have done for themselves.

Have you ever experienced any health problems as a result

of your significant other?

Have you ever paid a bill for your loved one?

Stop, Luke. Does that count, Rachel?

When did Rachel start showing signs of addiction?

When did you start noticing your partner's addictive behaviour?

Has she showed any traits of abusiveness in your relationship?

Have you, Rachel?

Rachel, answer me. Rachel! Rachel!

It's just the other side. Oh, Jesus Christ.

Oh, my God. Fuck. Sorry. Oh, my God.

My heart. They can't lock us in here.

We're not prisoners.

Oh, my God.

I'm such an idiot.

If I was smart, I'd come up with some big metaphor

about locking yourself in because you're too stubborn

and to turn the lock.

What has you up?

Can't sleep.

Yeah, same. Going to go for a walk.

Sher there's always a few of us that can't sleep, so.

Hang in there.

Sleep and addicts don't always get on.

Yeah, I don't know what it is.

It's like, once I try and sleep, it's like,

remember that time in fifth class when everyone got a cupcake,

there's none left for you?

Wait, you're telling me that something from 15

years ago as you awake?

Yeah. Bullshit.

Also, they sent my boyfriend that questionnaire.

Just worry that Luke's going to be really cruel when he answers.

He might be. How do I stop him?

Can't.

It's just going to make me sound like such a monster.

Why does it matter what a bunch of addicts think about you?

I just...

I just want to explain the questions to him, you know?

How to answer.

In the context of the ISO, like.

So what, you're just going to rock up to his gaffe at 2:00 AM,

start telling him how to answer questions to make you

look like a normal person?

Yeah, when you put it like that, I mean, yeah.

What do you do when your mind won't shut up?

You mean, when the addict takes over?

I'll show you.

Actually, look at number three there on the list.

God, I'm too tired to read.

Number three.

Choose to let go of control.

Okay.

Stand there. Okay.

Right. So I'm just going to get you to.

You're just going to turn around, right?

Okay. And you're just going to fall into my arms.

Oh, okay. Is that cool?

Yeah. Do you mind if I touch you?

No, please. Wherever, yeah.

Just the shoulders. Okay.

So, turn around.

And then you're just going to...

Well, the under the arms as well

because you're going to fall into me.Okay.

Well, you better catch me. Of course, I'll catch you.

Trusting you here. Why wouldn't I catch you?

Okay, just let it go. Okay, okay.

Yeah. Oh, Jesus.

Nice. That was really good.

That was actually really, really good.

There was a little bit of stiffness there.

So it's just like you're still holding on.

You're not fully...

You're not trusting. Look, here, I'll just show you.

Okay, I'll show you. Alright?

So you catch me and just watch.. I'm catching you?

No time to think. Shut off the head.Okay.Ready?

Okay, let's go. Ready? I'm going to catch you.

Watch my body.

Jesus Christ.

Ow.

Oh, my funny bone.

That's good, Helen. That's good.

Can you tell me a little bit more about the feelings

of anxiety that you experience when you go into the lectures?

I don't know.

I guess it feels like I don't want to commit

to studying because then if I do, I'm just going to fail.

It happened before and what's not going to say it's

going to happen again.

But I did go in a couple of times this week and I felt

like it was a bit better.

But I just don't...

Jesus, knock.

Who knocks on a door in their own home?

Shouldn't you be studying or something?

I am. In bed?

Yes.

When your father was in college, he was chained to the library

and he had massive books weighing his back down as he

walked home every day. Barefoot?

What do you want?

Anna's coming home on Friday.

She moving back in here? Of course she is.

Where else is she going to go?

We need to keep an eye on her with that lung.

She's coming to this room, this bed, which needs to be made

up, and all that clutter has to disappear.

Alright?

Right. I'm off.

Okay.

What's this?

So I was doing this schedule for visiting Anna,

and I thought I would make one for us as well.Right.

We are having sex every day for a week.

Yeah. More than a week.

But I've put it into your calendar, and it'll just pop

up on your screen. Sex now.

What if I'm in a meeting?

I'm joking.

It's not going to say that. It's just my name.

Very subtle. No one will notice.

It's a bit weird planning daily sex

with everything that's going on.

I did think about that, but we're running out of time, Paul.

I don't know what else to tell you.

I know, one month. But you see, it's not one month.

This month it's Anna, next month it'll be Mum,

then Claire need me to my Kate, then you'll be away from work.

There's always something.

Okay, I don't want to upset you.

If you think this is what we should do, I'm happy to do it.

Okay? Yeah, but do you think I'm being selfish?

I don't think you've ever been selfish.

See ya.

Bye.

Rachel.

Rachel, come on, wake up. It's time for group.

Your parents are downstairs.

Josephine is going to get very pissed if she sees

you snuck in a nap.

Can see why Luke tossed water on you.

Come on now.

Time for group, let's go.

God, I love these.

Mine, not so much. It was brutal.

How did you take it?

Externally, with grace, but internally, not so well.

It was horrendous.

Thanks for coming in, Mr. And Mrs Walsh.

We like to start with family for context.

No bother.

I see you haven't managed to complete the questionnaire.

Oh, sorry. Yeah, with Anna and everything that-

And Jack let the printer run out of ink, so.

It would be good to hear how you both have

experienced Rachel's addiction. Well, they haven't.

You didn't know it did drugs, did you?

I wouldn't have dreamed that a child of mine...

Well, see?

I mean, how could they be impacted by something they

didn't know was happening? Touche.

Jackie.

Rachel, please stop interrupting.

I'm not interrupting.

You're just putting thoughts in people's heads.

They didn't know I did drugs, so how could I have impacted them?

You know as well as I do that the personality,

the attitude of someone in addiction

impacts the whole family.

Mum, people in here have beaten up their families.

I mean, they put their parents into debt with drug dealers who've

put petrol bombs in their letter boxes.

I mean, come on, please tell everyone in this room

that I have never, ever, ever done anything like that.

Jesus, if she was at that sorta stuff,

we'd have known there was an issue.

Oh, no, we had no idea.

So she's never caused you any trouble?

What they said no. That's not what we said.

Well, they've all given us grief at one time or another.

Go on.

I don't want to dredge up the past and upset her.

Why?

What happens when you upset Rachel?

What kind of leading question is that?

Stop interrupting. This is quite typical.

We've never been able to have a conversation about Rachel's

troubles without her storming off.

That's bullshit.

You do storm off quite a bit, Rachel.

Are you seriously adding to this, Jackie?

I'm sorry.

Well, I'm sorry, dad. What do you mean by troubles?

Rachel is a troublemaker, not in the petrol bombs,

or stealing kind of way, but we have been on eggshells

around you since you were a child.

Okay, Mary, go easy.

Mrs Walsh is allowed to express herself in this room, Mr Walsh.

For as long as I can remember, it's been like this.

The success of every occasion depended on Rachel.

If she was happy, we had a grand old time.

Her mood dictated the mood of the whole house,

the whole car journey, the whole holiday,

whatever it was. That's a lie.

So you're telling me Claire never ever threw a strop

or stormed around when James left her?

Or Helen's constant critique of everything anyone ever does.

It's different, love.

Everyone has their dramas.

Sure, house, with that many women, how could we avoid it?

But when you're upset or hungover,

you can't just let everyone else be.

The whole house, everyone in it, has to bend to your will.

Do you remember France?

If everyone bent to my will, I wouldn't have any problems.

And that's a lie, you're lying 'cause

I didn't even go to France.

You know the holiday I'm talking about.

This is what we mean, Rachel.

Your intolerance is impossible to live with,

expecting us all to be perfect. Are you joking?

You think I'm only happy when everyone else around

me is perfect?

Well, no wonder I'm never fucking happy.

Look, maybe this was a bad idea.

We didn't come here to upset her.

Jack, don't do that. Do what?

You always do this. What?

You're so uncomfortable I'm upsetting the girls.

You back down. We don't need to be getting into fights here.

It's not a fight. Sounds like a fight to me.

Yeah, calling me intolerant.

No, Rachel. She said your intolerance.

Oh, shut up, you wife beater. I'm not putting up with this.

This is bat shit.

She can't say that to them.

Rachel, stop.

I'm sorry, don't even make me out to be some unreasonable bitch

who grew up abusing their poor and meek parents.

You have no idea what it was like to live with them.

The teeniest mistake was a disaster.

Mum, tell them about the time that you abandoned me, all of us,

because I ate Maggie's Easter egg when I was sick.

What are you talking about?

I ate Maggie's Easter egg and you left for a week and you

didn't come back. When? I don't know.

Easter? Granddad died, love.

That's why she left..

I only ever left for a week when my father died.

And you thought it was your fault?

Yeah, I thought she was angry because I upset Maggie.

Can you not see from that example alone how self-centered you are?

Can you not see

that as my mother, you should have told me why you

left and not left me feeling guilty for 22 years?

For God's sake, Rachel, it's all about you.

Has it even dawned on you to ask about Anna or Aiden

or what's happened? Mary! What's happened?

Aiden is dead. He died.

He's lying in a morgue because he was stupid enough

to go and try and collect you from some pub or other. Mary!

Sit down. Okay.

Can we all just take a second?

He's dead?

What do you mean he's dead?

What do I mean? Dead is dead. What?

But Anna said he was talking. He was.

And now he's dead, and you didn't even think to ask.

He was talking. He was talking, and now he's not.

Why didn't you tell me?

Anna's okay, love.

Does she want to see me?

Okay.

I'm going to finish this session now, everybody.

That kind of information can really derail a recovery.

We're sorry.

We agreed we wouldn't say it.

And what, keep it from me? You drove me to it.

Cool.

Blame me.

Shock, horror.

Oh, God.

Don't.

It's going to be okay.

It is not.

She'll find her a way. Not Rachel! Us.

Jack, I'm sick of seeming like a viper because you are so, so

petrified of people not liking you.

Rachel is going to feel the guilt of Aiden's death

for the rest of her life. Isn't that enough?

I didn't want to be mean. You're saying I am?

I didn't say that.

But you'd think it.

If you were in my ISO, you wouldn't be handing me

chocolate full of holes. I need solid chocolate.

You know, when my mom died, I got in bed surrounded by chocolate.

But then I rolled over in my sleep and woke up looking

like I shit myself. Wow.

If my mum died...

Don't finish that sentence, Rachel.

You know, today was tough.

She was mad, but obviously, she was trying to help.

If you took my mother's side, I'm going to switch rooms.

My room will be available soon.

I mean, you can book in with John Joe.

Oh, gross.

What you did today was really shit, Rachel.

Are you seriously having a go with me after what

I've just been through? You broke my anonymity.

There are rules. Rules?

You know what else are rules, Neil? Laws.

Like not beating your wife. I was drunk.

I'm an alcoholic, and I'm doing something about it,

but using my life to make yours look better is a joke.

You're fucked if you do that in the future.

Really Neil, punching your wife in the face?

Just eat the chocolate if you want it that much.

You know, not everybody caves into their impulses, Neil.

Thank you.

Do you think that crash was my fault?

I mean, I was in a bar waiting for them,

but I was nowhere near the car.

Were they on their way to you?

So, was the Titanic America's fault?

Ow. You alright?

Do you think Celine would give me something for a toothache?

I mean, there's nothing worse than a toothache.

Ask her.

Come back in seven days for a repeat

chest X-ray, and you must take the full course of antibiotics.

Any breathing issues or shortness of breath, come straight back in.

I have a daughter who's a problem with drugs.

Should I be sleeping with those under my pillow?

They're antibiotics.

Was he an organ donor?

Yeah.

What organs did they take?

Like, did they take his eyes or heart, lungs?

I can't really disclose.

You don't need to know that, Anna.

I want to know what parts of him are living in someone else.

I'm so sorry, Anna, but I can't.

Can I go home now?

Yeah.

Actually, maybe we should look at adding some sedatives to your

prescription just in case.

Those would be mood altering,

so you might not want them lying around.

The week I've had, I might take the lot myself.

Mum, like dad, Jesus.

I've problems, too.

Dad? Em...

They'll be under lock and key, doctor.

Mind yourself, Anna. Yeah.

Thanks, doctor. Thank you, then.

I appreciate all you did.

Okay? Thank you.

What time will you be back tonight?

Eh, I don't know.

I've got meetings all day, but a client dinner at 8:00.

Why? Because we have to have sex today.

Right.

A bit busy. When were you thinking?

I don't know. Could you come home before your dinner?

No.

By the time I drive home and rush out of traffic,

it'll be time to turn and go straight back out again.

Yeah, okay.

I'll come to you.

To the office?

Yeah. To have sex?

Yes.

It's a sex day.

Sex at work? Mm-hmm.

I'll be ready. See you later.

You okay? Yeah.

Oh no, mum's put you in my room

in case you need any help or try and off yourself.

Not that I think you will, but you won't, will you?

No.

No, I won't. Good.

Although, Rachel might when she hears we're sharing a room.

She'll be raging. Yeah, I don't want to talk about Rachel.

Grand, more than happy just to talk about myself?

I cleared some space.

This is your side. Please don't get them mixed up.

Don't mean no offence, but your clothes are gross.

I want to go home.

This is home?

No, I mean my home.

Yeah, but the doctor said...

Jesus, Helen, for my clothes.

I just want my clothes.

Sorry. I'm sorry.

It's fine.

Come on, I'll take you.

Yeah?

♪ It must have been love ♪ But it's over

♪ It was all that I wanted...

♪ What do I do without you?

God, sorry.

♪ Where does a broken heart ♪

Jesus Christ, I'm... Yeah, yeah, yeah. Okay.

All right, thanks a mill. Bye, bye, bye.

The dentist will see you in the morning.

Can you not just get me something to numb the pain?

No, because it'll only be back tomorrow.

You know, Rachel, try to see this as an opportunity

to deal with life like an adult.

Let me see this as an opportunity.

You'll be sorry when I'm dead.

Yeah, no one ever died of a tooth ache, Rachel.

That you know of!

Right, well, I'll go check what's in Rachel's wardrobe

and... shame to leave it all hanging there.

Shit, sorry.

I love you.

Anna. Hey, you okay?

Anna. Anna.

Okay, breathe. Just breathe, Anna.

Okay, breathe with me.

Okay, in for four.

One, two, three, four. Hold for five.

Hold for 5, Anna. 5, 4, 3, 2, 1, and out for 6.

You're okay, Anna. You're okay.

Just-blow out the candle. Yeah, blow it out.

Good Anna, good. Yeah?

You're okay. You're okay.

You okay? Thank you.

No bother.

Although you might have another panic attack when you see

the state of Rachel's room.

There's a half eaten, rotting kebab under the bed too.

Although how she got any of it down her if she's doing this much

cocaine is anyone's guess.

Does it always look like this?

She's allergic to people coming in her room.

No wonder she's in rehab.

Hopefully for 12,000 euro

they'll teach her how to clean up after herself.

Should probably get rid of the actual health hazards,

but she could do the rest herself when she gets out.

I'll get a bin bag.

How did I not see this?

Actually, let's go to Harcourt Street.

It's going to be late now.

Yeah, the street will still be there, won't it?

Are you sure you want to do that, Anna?

Are you going to start panting?

Helen, take me to Harcourt Street right now or I'm gonna scream.

Okay. Okay.

Please don't scream at me when I'm driving.

Then take me to Harcourt Street.

She lied to me.

She didn't want to upset you. Do you think I'd never find out?

Do you think I just wouldn't come and check?

I'd never just walk this way again.

Rachel, I doubt she even thought that far ahead.

She's been lying to me about everything for ages.

I was so panicked that night.

I was so panicked to get to her before she did something fucking

stupid that I told Aiden to go the wrong way.

Anna.

We would never have been in the car if it wasn't for her.

Aiden.

You lied as well. Anna.

I knew we shouldn't have come.

This is why.

They've drawn together a list that has everything boxed off.

There's not a... I can't imagine a room in here that they...

I'm trying to think is there anything else they could need.

There's not. Really, really, what we never really mentioned when

we were walking around here was the fact that I wanted to have

a place for my mum to live.

Ow. Stop it.

I barely touched you. What are you doing?

Mum gave Claire a dig together to speak to you.

Why? Mum, why are you being so weird?

Because you're really quiet, love.

All Well, Aidan died, actually.

So I don't know if you heard.

There's no need to speak to me like that, Anna.

Yeah, but Mum, why are you surprised that I'm being quiet?

I think we just thought that there'd be more tears rather

than just... the sound of you breathing.

I'm off to bed.

It still daytime outside, love.

Yeah, I'm tired. It's been a long day.

Would you like some of my good moisturiser, Anna?

Your poor face...

Moisturiser? Mum. What else would I say?

Seriously?

Has she cried yet? To any of you?

Not to me, anyway.

Leave the girl alone. No, dad.

Don't leave her alone. It's not fight club.

She can talk about it.

What's fight club?

What's fight club?

Okay. Well, I'm off.

See you. All right, love.

Oh, boy.

♪ My heart is going low.

♪ As only a woman's heart can be..

♪ As only a woman's, as only a woman's...

♪ As only a woman's heart can know

♪ The tears that drip from my.. Hello?

Have I opened a door to the past?

Yeah, sorry, I'm colonising your room.

Why are you playing Women's Heart?

Do you not have enough to be sad about.

You know.

See, that's the thing. I'm actually not sad.

I don't feel anything.

I thought Mary, you know.

She might stir something.

Maybe you should play that Christmas ad.

You know the one? What's it for again?

The English Department store.

Mmm. Not Debenhams.

You know it always makes you cry. What is it?

I've already watched it on YouTube.

Absolutely nothing.

I think I'm broken.

I always thought heartbreak was like a pain.

Maybe it is like a broken.

Was it not functioning?

It's like, why am I?

Why am I crying? He's dead.

You're in shock.

It's normal, I think.

None of this feels normal.

I'll let you rest.

John Lewis.

♪ ..From my bewildered eyes

Anna, turn that off, come on.

Great. Thanks.

Hi. Hello.

You said 7:30?

I know, but I didn't know how long it would take to find

somewhere, you know? Get set up.

Set up? Did you bring a swing?

I'm nervous.

So am I. There's still people here.

Yeah, but look, they won't see.

Ready, Mr. Paul Garvin?

You know, if we ever do conceive from this,

we can't tell the kids, okay?

Deal? Maggie, stop.

Okay.

Great.

Great job. Thank you.

Phew. What are you doing?

Just giving your sperm a helping hand.

You know, I had a fantasy

for years about us having sex at work.

Really? Yeah.

Didn't think it would be this uncomfortable.

Yeah, well, we're not here to be comfortable, Paul.

We're here to have a baby.

What are you doing? Jesus, you have the ears of a lynx.

Yeah, well I haven't raised five girls

without being able to know the sound of somebody creeping out

when they're supposed to be in bed?

Where's Anna? Asleep, upstairs.

We aren't siamese twins.

No, but you're supposed to be keeping an eye on her.

I was keeping an eye on her, and then she fell asleep.

And I remembered that it's

24-hour study night at the library.

24-hour study night?

Yeah, it's a new thing for night owls, like myself.

I didn't want to miss it.

So what studying in the dark, like?

No, obviously, they turned the lights on.

But yeah, studying at night is meant to be good for...

endorphins.

See you later.

Endorphins!

I don't believe a word out of that girl's mouth.

Is that a mean thing to say?

Being cruel again, am I?

If I had known you wouldn't speak to me for an entire day,

I wouldn't have said anything.

Well, maybe you shouldn't have.

Now, Rachel Walsh. Yeah, here.

You have to get up.

Oh, yes, I see. Yes, yes.

Right. All good.

So I'm fine? Oh, no.

Tooth has to go today. It's infected.

But you'll numb me up, won't you?

Nothing like that for you, I'm afraid,

just good old courage.

Now, back you go.

Oh, my God.

So what are you then? An addict?

An alcoholic?

I'm not an addict.

Okay, but you're in the Cloysters for something.

I love a glass of wine myself.

Only in the evenings, though.

Last weekend, I was on it hard from Friday till Sunday.

I'd have a wee sip of whiskey on Monday to steady myself.

Just a tiny sip.

And a little blast of gas and air.

Now, be good. Let's open.

Now, I'm gonna...

Now...

open, good.

I'm going to wiggle this now.

Right, you might want to rinse.

Where's my tooth?

Okay.

Oh, the makings of a nice rose.

Oh, so you lived then?

Sorry, not only did I live, but I got a tooth removed

without any anaesthesia.

Point out one drug addict that can do that.

I'll wait. You won't wait.

We have to pay. Come on.

And then he takes a drink in the morning,

and he sometimes have a go on the gas and air

for the hangovers.

I'm not the one with the problem.

You never had a drink or a drug in the morning time, no?

Okay.

Come on.

How are you feeling after that ISO?

I really need to talk to Anna. Why don't you?

Josephine has my phone.

I'll talk to her.

Hi... Hi, Anna. It's me. ..this is Anna.

Please leave a message.

Oh my God.

She blocked me.

Hey, it's Aiden.

Please don't leave a message.

Just send a text and I'll get back to you.

Hey, it's Aiden. Please don't leave a message.

Just send a text and I'll get back to you.

Aiden, I just spoke to your mom,

and I just needed to hear your voice.

I...

How could I have been with you last week, and now you're gone?

♪ I woke away from home

♪ Your residing words, reach across my husk

♪ Go long and face it all.

♪ We speak with iron tongues and temper the heart for me.

♪ Our love bore the wildest sea,

♪ If I was you then I'd take it all back

♪ Our love bore the wildest sea.

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