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[TV playing music]

[exercise instructor speaks indistinctly]

- Thanks for letting me make breakfast at your place.

- Mm, and eat my food?

- That, too.

I will go to the supermarket...

one day. How's it going in there?

- Not good. You know, the reason why I pulled out

all of my old workout equipment

and this sublime '80s aerobic video

was to get your endorphins up to make you feel better,

and you're in there scrambling eggs.

- I am too depressed to exercise, Mo.

I ruined my entire life yesterday.

- At least that whole

singing your feelings out loud thing's over, right?

- Yeah, my powers seem to be back to normal.

I mean, if you call a neighbor heart-singing "Umbrella"

as they step out into the rain normal.

- I just call that uninspired. - I have no idea

what I'm supposed to say to Max and Simon today.

Is it possible to have feelings for two guys at the same time?

- Absolutely. I liked two guys once.

One was named Byron. The other one was named Bryan.

It got very complicated.

- I just feel like the universe

keeps pointing me to Max, but if that's the case,

then why can't I stop thinking about Simon?

- [video stops] - Because the heart song wants

what the heart song wants, my love.

- And I want Simon to want me.

I do.

And I know I shouldn't, because...

- He's an engaged man?

He doesn't kiss like one. - No, he does not,

which is why I need to know what he's thinking.

- Well, then, go ask him, and stop torturing you and me,

and go get the clarity you and we need.

- Good idea.

I'm gonna go visit my dad.

And then after,

I am gonna go get clarity from Simon.

At least then I know where I stand.

- Watch your st... ep. - [Zoey moans]

My old Thighmaster is down there

and my Shake Weight and my ab roller.

Oh, I should really stop watching QVC.

- My finger. - I'ma get you some ice.

- Hi, Maggie.

Here's the air mattress you asked to borrow.

- Thank you, Emily.

- Full disclosure:

David and I bought it for a fun camping trip,

and then we both realized we hate camping and fun.

- Well, anything is better

than the office chair I've been sleeping in

for the last week and a half.

- Do you really have to keep doing this to yourself?

- Mitch and I have slept in the same bed together

for over 40 years, and it would just feel

too strange to not be in the same room with him.

- Well, how about having Howie carry him up the stairs?

- Yeah, it would be so horrible if he fell again,

and I think that Mitch feels that being carried is...

Is too demeaning.

But I'm not complaining.

I don't want to miss a single moment.

- Well, I think it's really beautiful,

the lengths you're willing to go to sleep with your husband.

I kicked David out of our room three times last week

because his feet touched mine.

- Well, you never know.

One of these days, you might miss those feet.

Intimacy is very important in a marriage.

It's maybe the most important thing.

- So you would say it's a bad sign then

that David and I haven't had sex in...

In months?

- Well, it ain't great.

- I'm just used to David being the one who initiates,

and he hasn't really done that in a while.

- Emily, come on. You're a modern woman.

Don't wait for him.

You gotta just tell him what you want.

[door opens and closes]

- Hey, Dad.

How you feeling this morning?

- [moans]

[grunts]

Be warned.

I'm gonna start dropping by more often.

I need to absorb your natural positivity

and feed off of it like a grumpy vampire.

Howie: Hey, Zoey. How's it going?

- Uh, honestly?

I think I'm broken.

- Is that duct tape and a popsicle stick?

- Yep.

- It's resourceful, but useless. May I?

- Ow. Ow, ow, ow.

- Oof, inflammation in the extensor tendon

at the MCP joint. How'd that happen?

- I, uh, tripped over an exercise device.

I tried to break my fall on a taxidermied peacock,

but I landed on a disco ball instead.

- Wow, your gym sounds amazing.

Well, I don't think it's broken, but you jammed it pretty good.

I'll just immobilize it with this actual splint,

and that should do the trick.

- Thank you. - [buzz]

- "My turn"?

- We have a ritual that we've been doing

ever since I could walk and fall and hurt myself.

- [kisses]

- Thank you.

The crazy thing is, it actually works.

I guess dads just have a way

of making you feel better, you know?

- I left something on the stove.

- What did I say?

["The Sound of Silence" by Simon and Garfunkel plays]

- ♪ Hello, darkness, my old friend ♪

♪ I've come to talk with you again ♪

♪ Because a vision softly creeping ♪

♪ Left its seeds while I was sleeping ♪

♪ And the vision that was planted in my brain ♪

♪ Still remains

♪ Within the sound of silence

Both: ♪ And in the naked light I saw ♪

♪ Ten thousand people, maybe more ♪

- ♪ People talking without speaking ♪

- ♪ People hearing without listening ♪

Both: ♪ People writing songs

♪ That voices never share

♪ And no one dared

♪ Disturb the sound of silence

♪ And whispered in the sound

♪ Of silence

[music ends]

- So I just heard Howie sing... - [grunts]

- and you joined in with him.

Does that mean you know what's going on?

- "Daughter."

- [buzz]

- Howie's got a daughter? - [grunts]

- And they're having some issues?

And you want me to do something about it?

Well, how can I say no to that?

- You hungry?

I make a mean fluffernutter.

- I'll take a rain check.

But is something bothering you with a family member,

possibly of the daughter persuasion?

- Your pop said something, huh?

Look, I am here to make your lives easier,

not the other way around. - But maybe I can help you.

You have a daughter. I am a daughter.

Plus, I owe you.

- It's just seeing you and Mitch

kinda reminds me of me and my kid, Abigail,

or at least the way we used to be.

She's a senior at Berkeley.

We had a little dust-up a few months back

and haven't talked since.

- Not a word? Nothing?

- Silence. She doesn't want anything to do with me.

- Maybe things have calmed down a bit,

and it couldn't hurt to reach out again?

Besides, no matter how angry we get...

[whispers] daughters always love their fathers.

- Maybe.

Man, I can't believe your dad ratted me out.

The whole reason I like taking care of patients like him

is they're good at keeping secrets.

[Zoey scoffs]

- You are lucky I like you, buddy.

[elevator dings]

- Hey.

- How'd it go with your dad last night?

- It was...

emotional, but necessary.

Thank you for encouraging me to go over there and face him.

- Sure.

- Also, I'm not singing all my feelings anymore.

- That's great.

Right on back to reading other people's souls then,

whether they want you to or not.

[cell phone buzzes]

- Oh, you're gonna love this.

Leif just called in sick the same day

Joan is out of the office for a tech conference.

- Great.

- Now, do we think that's a total coincidence, or...

- You know, I'm really trying not to think

about anybody else's romantic feelings

for anybody else right now, but, uh, you do you.

- Simon.

Could I talk to you for a sec?

- I, uh, wanted to talk to you about the kiss.

You know, our kiss, the one that happened

after I sang "I Want You to Want Me" to you yesterday.

- Yeah. Yes, I remember it. - [both laugh]

- And I actually wanted to talk to you about it, too.

- Oh, that's great. - Yeah.

- So maybe you could go first,

just so I can get a sense of how you're thinking

about this whole crazy thing.

- Mm-hmm, mm-hmm, mm-hmm.

Um, I made a mistake,

as in, it was inappropriate of me to do that.

Um, you just sang those words

and did that thing on the floor, very hot.

Uh, I got lost in the moment, and it shouldn't have happened.

- But it happened.

And I-I mean...

I feel like we both wanted it to happen.

- Clearly we have a connection,

but it's definitely not a connection that I should have,

based on my current relationship status.

So, as much as we do connect...

And I like connecting with you a lot...

It's probably best that we don't connect like that anymore...

I don't think.

Right?

- Uh, thank you for the clarity.

Well, that didn't clarify...

[guitar chord playing]

- Wow.

What exactly is going on in here?

A creative inspiration or a massive cry for help?

- I took my microwave apart just to put it back together.

[sighs] Usually makes me feel better...

- Ever try a facial?

- but it's not working.

'Cause even if I fix this,

I can't fix me, Mo.

I'm broken, and I'm gonna die alone.

- So I take it that conversation with Simon went well?

- He has no clue what he wants.

He's just as confused as ever,

which, in a weird way, might actually be worse

than him just saying he doesn't want to be with me.

- Mm, I hate a wishy-washy man.

Byron was the same way.

Or was it Bryan?

- Here goes nothing.

[popping, zapping]

- Well, you were right about that.

- Great.

Now I'm gonna starve to death, too.

- All my life, I've dealt with men like Simon,

and what he's doing to you and his fiancée isn't right.

Eddie invited him and Jessica over for brunch tomorrow.

The player thinks he's coming for a piece of quiche,

but he's gonna get a piece of my mind instead.

- Whatever. I mean, I appreciate it,

but I doubt anything's gonna change.

- I'm gonna scare that boy straight.

Now take a shower.

You smell like frozen burritos and Hot Pockets.

- I did eat both of those things before I destroyed this.

[keys clacking]

- Maxwell Richman.

- Uh, hi.

- Ava Price, sixth floor.

- Oh. Yeah, I know who you are.

I'm just surprised you know my name.

- I make it my business to know

all the star players at Sprq Point, Maxwell.

- And I'm one of them?

- I'd like to meet with you tomorrow up on six.

How's 11:00 A.M. sharp?

- May I ask why?

- I ask the questions. - Okay.

But isn't tomorrow Saturday?

Oh, let me de-question that. Tomorrow's Saturday.

- Coming in on your day off will be well worth your while.

- Well, even so, I don't have security access

to the sixth floor. - Check your left pocket.

- What?

Okay, that's very impressive.

- So what is all of this?

- Uh, this is Dad's will, uh, his medical directives,

power of attorney, all the fun stuff.

- It's pretty weird seeing it all laid out like this...

his whole life on our kitchen table.

- You know, the sad part is, is that he's...

He's giving me everything.

You get the fishing rod, a lamp, and a couple of belts.

[door closes] - Is that true?

- No, it's not true. I'm just joking around.

I'm trying to stop myself from feeling something.

- Hey, babe. - Hey.

- Can we go home? I'm ready for bed.

- Bed? What are you talking about?

You... you feel sick? It's still so early.

- No, I'm fine. It's just...

we haven't really had a lot of alone time lately.

- Doesn't alone time for you mean a bath,

a book, and "Don't bother me"?

- Yeah, usually, but... - Yeah. Uh, you know,

I'll be home in a bit. I just... I really gotta stay on this

and make sure everything's up to date, okay?

- Okay, fine.

["Buttons" by The Pussycat Dolls plays]

♪ I'm telling you to loosen up my buttons, babe ♪

♪ Uh-huh, but you keep fronting, unh ♪

♪ Saying what you gonna do to me, uh-huh ♪

♪ But I ain't seen nothing, unh ♪

♪ Typical ain't hardly the type I fall for ♪

♪ I like when the physical

♪ Don't leave me asking for more ♪

♪ I'm a sexy mama

♪ Who knows just how to get what I wanna ♪

♪ What I wanna do is spring this on you ♪

♪ Back up all the things that I told you, told you ♪

♪ I'm telling you to loosen up my buttons, babe, uh-huh ♪

♪ But you keep fronting, unh

♪ Saying what you gonna do me, uh-huh ♪

♪ But I ain't seen nothing

♪ Telling you to loosen up my buttons, babe, uh-huh ♪

♪ But you keep fronting, unh

♪ Saying what you gonna do me, uh-huh ♪

♪ But I ain't seen nothing, unh ♪

[music ends]

Just know you have a window, and it's slowly closing.

- What did that mean?

- If I had to guess, mama wants some.

That is a very strange thing that I just said to my brother.

So, um, can you take care of that

while I go curse my existence elsewhere?

- Hey, how's your finger? - Still hurts.

- Then I guess you are better at this caregiver stuff than me.

Because of you, I reached out to my daughter.

- And how'd it go?

- Awesomely super fantastic

when I mentioned you.

- Why would you mention me?

- Abigail is a computer science major,

so maybe I thought I could get her attention

if I said that the daughter of the family that I'm working for

works at Sprq Point and that maybe you'd be open

to meet with Abigail if she wrote me back.

And maybe if you took out all of those maybes,

that's exactly what I did.

- So I was a bargaining chip?

- I'm sorry, Zoey.

But, if you visit her with me,

I will give you anything you want.

Flat-screen TV? Ferrari?

I'm lying, I can really only afford a medium fro-yo.

- Mm.

Then let's go to college.

Who is this Sather guy, and exactly how rich was he?

- Whoop! Incoming.

- Whoa. Nice reflexes.

Did you play ultimate in college?

- No, I played duck the shrapnel in Afghanistan.

- Did you really?

- I was a field medic, three tours.

- Wow. You must have seen...

- Some stuff? Yeah, you could say that.

- How do you go through all that suffering

and not let it break you?

You're always so positive and...

Joyful, even when things are pretty bleak with my dad.

- Your dad's one of the lucky ones.

He's had an awesome life, you know,

with a happy home, a family who's crazy about him.

I lost friends who weren't old enough

to sip their first beer... Well, legally at least.

- Yeah, I get that. It's just hard to maintain perspective

when you're living with someone dying every day.

- One of the reasons I love caregiving so much

is it shows me what an insane gift all of this is,

just walking around on our own two feet, you know,

making our own choices, breathing our own breaths.

[both inhaling deeply]

- Are you getting a whiff of that?

- Sweet, sweet Kush.

Maybe I should've gone to college instead.

- You are bad. - You can try to twist her arm.

One ounce, she's...

- I never do anything without you.

- Here you are, darlings. - Thank you.

Gosh, I really love the vibe in here.

How would you describe it? - "Lady and the Tramp"

meets Lady Bird Johnson meets "Lady Marmalade."

- I love that video. I used to know

all the choreography when I was younger.

- Is that going to be the song

for the first dance at your wedding?

Because you should probably save those moves for the honeymoon.

- Oh. Oh. - [laughing]

- Speaking of your big day, when is it?

We haven't gotten our save-the-date yet.

- Oh, well, it... - We are not sure yet.

- Still trying to find a-a venue.

- Dates, really lock it in.

- But it would be helpful in terms of planning

to just make a decision already.

Still so much to figure out.

Simon: Mm-hmm. Definitely.

Gotta do that.

All right, does anyone need any help in the kitchen?

- Mm-mm. - Uh, no, we got it.

Come on, Jess. Let's go check on the quiche,

which is really just code for "I need another mimosa."

[laughing]

- Do you remember that time when...

- What in the hell are you doing?

- What do you mean? - Don't play games.

You've done enough of that with Zoey.

She told me you two kissed. - She told you that?

- Of course she did. We're joined at the hip.

Now, move. Now. Go. - Uh...

It just happened.

- You have been having an emotional affair

with this girl for months now,

texting her, leaning on her,

showing up to her apartment late at night.

- Whoa... - And whatever it is you think

you are doing to her and that beautiful bride-to-be of yours

in the next room is unacceptable.

- You're right, Mo.

It's just, Zoey and I connect

on this very deep level, many levels actually,

and there's a lot of emotions tied up in that,

many of which I don't want to go into,

because it makes feel like a bad person,

which I'm not, Mo.

If I was, I would not care about the feelings

of that incredible woman in there who has tried very hard

to help me through a very tough time.

It's just...

I don't know what to do...

and it's tearing me up inside.

I-I can't eat, I can't sleep,

and I never meant to hurt anybody. It...

- Hey. - [sighs]

- I understand, but hurt people hurt people,

and you really need to figure this out.

[elevator chimes]

- Welcome to the sixth floor, Maxwell.

- Thank you.

Uh, but I'm... You could just call me Max.

- I don't do nicknames.

Quite the upgrade up here, don't you think?

- Yeah, it's just like the fourth floor, only more...

terrifying? - That's by design,

but I'm thinking it might be time for a mood change up here.

Everyone was very impressed

by your participation in The Chirp presentation.

- Oh, yeah. Well, I was just kinda winging it.

- Well, your off-the-cuff attitude

and bold creative vision are exactly what we're missing.

Sure, my team is good,

but they lack your specific right-brain flair.

You designed the escape room at the holiday party

that no one could get out of.

Franklin Yang had a nervous breakdown.

- Oh, yeah. He got fired that day.

I think the escape room just kinda put it over the top.

- Either way, I'd like to offer you

the chance to manage your own team.

- I'm sorry.

You want me?

- I want you to come up here and shake things up.

I want you to bring your joy and your spirit

and help me bring out everyone's individual flair.

- Well, I'm very flattered

that you think I could do all those things,

but I hadn't really planned on making a move.

I mean, uh, things are pretty fine for me on the fourth floor.

- Are they?

Or are you stuck treading water,

waiting for something to happen that maybe never will?

- Can I think about this?

- My offer is good for 72 hours.

The clock starts now.

- Wow, it's so quiet.

It's like the library,

that I did not spend all of my time in in college.

- Yeah, you're not gonna hear a lot of talking in here.

- How come? - Because this is a deaf dorm.

[soft chatter]

Howie: There she is.

[sighs] That's Abigail.

- I don't speak sign language.

- No, it's okay.

She can read lips, and I'll translate.

- Okay.

- Hey, Abby.

It's been a while.

I'm very happy to see you.

Um, this is the famous Zoey I texted you about.

- Hi. Nice shirt.

I have a print of Ada Lovelace hanging in my apartment.

FYI, Ada was an 18th-century mathematician

who is considered to be one of the first coders.

Love me some Lovelace.

- Same.

- Uh, it's very cool

that you work at Sprq Point.

- Have you thought about applying

to our internship program?

- I would love to

once I'm back from Kenya.

- Amazing.

What are you doing in Kenya?

- Wait. Kenya?

Didn't we decide

that you weren't gonna go on that trip?

I don't care if you got a grant to pay for it.

- [scoffs]

- I'm setting up computers at a school there,

getting kids excited about STEM.

I built a piece of software that teaches them sign language

while they learn English.

- That's so great,

and it'll be amazing for your résumé,

which you should definitely send me.

- Yeah.

- Why would you hide this from me?

How are you gonna get around Kenya?

It's too risky for someone like you, and you're not going.

[instrumental of "Fight Song" by Rachel Platten plays]

[music ends]

I know you're angry.

It's just...

- [sputtering]

Do you need me to translate that for you?

- Pretty sure I got the gist.

- Whoa, what's all this?

Creative inspiration or massive cry for help?

- These were organized by year,

but I think I want to organize them by color.

Or should I go crazy and do it by alphabet?

Uh, no, I think I'm gonna do it by color.

Ooh. Do you want some tea? I'm gonna get some tea.

Oh, and banana bread. Eddie made it. It's delicious.

- For your brunch? How was it?

Did you talk to Simon?

Read him the riot act?

- Chamomile or Earl Grey? You know what?

You look like an Earl Grey kind of girl,

so I'm gonna run to the store and get you some real fast.

- Why are you running away from me?

- I think it's best if you don't look at me

or worry about and focus on what I'm thinking or feeling.

- Uh-oh.

Was it that bad?

- Not bad. I just told him

that I didn't approve of his actions, and he just, uh...

- He what?

- Listen, the truth is...

["The Trouble With Love Is" by Kelly Clarkson plays]

♪ Love can be a many-splendored thing ♪

♪ Can't deny the joy it brings

♪ A dozen roses, diamond rings

♪ Dreams for sale and fairy tales ♪

♪ It'll make you hear a symphony ♪

♪ And you just want the world to see ♪

♪ But like a drug that makes you blind ♪

♪ It'll fool you every time

♪ The trouble with love is

♪ It'll tear you up inside

♪ Make your heart believe a lie ♪

♪ It's stronger than your pride ♪

♪ The trouble with love is

♪ It doesn't care how fast you fall ♪

♪ And you can't refuse the call ♪

♪ See, you've got no say at all ♪

[music stops]

I just sang to you, didn't I?

Woman, when I want to go to the store,

let me go to the store. - What changed with Simon?

Because this is a completely different you than yesterday.

- I don't want to make this any more confusing

than it already is, but he is not a player.

He's tortured by this, and love is messy.

And if you ask me my honest opinion,

I think he's a sweet, sensitive, very confused guy.

And this is the first time I don't have any advice for you.

- What... what are you?

Ugh, where does this go?

- Hey, so it's been almost a day.

Are you... Are you talking to me yet?

'Cause I don't really know what I did...

- Well... - exactly.

- you came home last night when I was already asleep,

sat down next to me in bed, and said, "Wanna do it?"

- It was a bad choice of words.

It's just that Zoey told me that you were in the mood,

so I thought... - Zoey told you?

I'm glad it's clearer

coming from your sister than your own wife.

- Well, I guess I'm just not used to you

being forward like that.

- David, do you have any idea how long it's been?

- Two months, three weeks, and four days.

Or something like that. I don't know.

- So what's the problem? Are you...

Are you not attracted to me anymore or...

- Are you out of your mind? [chuckles] No.

The opposite of that. I'm extremely attracted to you.

It's just your body is going through

all these changes right now, and I don't know

what's going on inside you, what you're feeling.

I-I'm trying to be respectful and...

- Just shut up, and have sex with me.

- You... you mean right now? Because we could go upstairs

and take my race car bed for a spin.

- Definitely not.

I want to finish this bassinet and then go home.

- Great plan. Love that plan.

- David...

the bassinet.

- Yep, on it.

[elevator bell dings]

- Hey, you two.

- Z-dawg, this girl is legit.

We gotta get her an internship.

- Since when do you know sign language?

- Junior year of high school, Tegan Schloss,

dopest body in the land, couldn't hear a lick.

I taught myself to sign for her.

Never sealed the deal, but I did fall in love

with the expressive physical movements of ASL.

- You're a man of constant surprises.

- Thank you for inviting me here.

I'm really excited about Sprq Point.

- Before we get into work stuff,

we need to talk about your father.

- Whoa, you tricked me into coming here

to talk about my dad? - Oh.

- Not cool. - No.

- I added the "not cool" part. - Right.

Um, it's just that your father means a lot to our family,

and you seem really upset right now.

- Ever since I was little, he's always tried

to shelter me from the world and make me better,

whether it was cochlear implants

or hearing aids or speech therapy,

but when nothing fixed me, he was devastated.

- Doesn't that show how much he cares about you?

- Maybe to him, but he always made me feel

like something was wrong with me.

And then I went to college and met people

who didn't view their deafness as a weakness.

I now know I can do anything I want to do.

- Like go to Kenya.

- Exactly.

I could choose to wallow or feel bad for myself,

or I could embrace life, take control,

and make my own destiny.

I'm not gonna let him or anyone else stop me.

I'm not crying. You're crying.

- Hey.

When I said I wanted to discuss the kiss the other day,

I never said how I was feeling,

but...

it's time, and I'm ready.

- Okay. I'm listening.

- Let me start off by saying that I refuse,

refuse to be a home wrecker,

and I will never be the other woman.

Nonetheless, I care about you, Simon, a lot.

We have a chemistry and a bond that is undeniable,

and I guess I was hoping that after the kiss,

you'd have some clarity about all of it,

clarity you still don't have and maybe never will.

So I have to make a change, instead of just sitting around

and waiting and hoping for something to happen.

So this is me saying to you officially

I can't and I won't do this anymore.

[Simon sighs]

- You did not have to get me those.

- I had to do something to thank you

for helping David and I with our issues.

- Well, I'm hoping that means they're resolved.

- Well, if I wasn't already pregnant, I am now.

[both chuckle]

Maggie, is everything okay?

- Yes. I'm sorry.

I'm happy for you, truly.

I just went down memory lane for a second,

which is never a good idea, 'cause that's not...

where we're at.

[door opens and closes]

- Hey, where's Howie?

- He's in the kitchen.

- Can we talk? - Depends.

Are you gonna want half of this fluffernutter or not?

- Oh, I definitely do.

- Then I definitely want to talk to you.

- So I invited Abigail to Sprq Point today,

and I think she has a real chance at interning for us...

after she gets back from Kenya.

- I thought I said that was a no-go.

- You did, but here's the thing.

I somehow have found myself

becoming more of a caregiver like you lately,

and it can be challenging sometimes knowing

the right way and the wrong way to take care of somebody.

- Well, people aren't always their own best advocates.

- But Abigail is.

She knows what she wants.

She's smart, capable. - All due respect,

you have no idea what it's like to raise a deaf child.

The world is a dangerous place, Zoey.

- That's true.

But you also told me that every day is a gift,

and she's not a little girl anymore,

so don't you think it's time that she makes her own choices?

Breathes her own breaths?

- Hey.

I wanted to tell you something.

I got offered a job on the sixth floor.

- You applied for another job?

- No, no. I was...

recruited, actually, by Ava Price.

She wants me to manage her whole engineering team.

- That's huge, Max. Congratulations.

- Thank you. It's a pretty great opportunity.

You think I should take it?

- As your boss, it'll be very hard to lose you,

but as your friend, how could I tell you not to take it?

- And what about the Zoey

who sang "I'm Yours" to me?

- She's...

gonna miss sitting across from you every day.

But she'd never stop you from going after what you want.

Was that the right answer?

- [inhales]

No, but it just gave me mine.

Take it up all the way.

And lift, and lift. - You know, I think

I do actually feel the endorphins kicking in.

- Uh-huh. So do I,

and I don't think I like it, but you seem better.

- Well, I was hanging out

with this super-cool girl this morning,

and you'd think her life would hard 'cause she's deaf,

but she's got it, like, all figured out.

And I'm the one sitting there all down in the dumps

because I occasionally sing

or hear someone sing out loud? What's up with that?

- Ever heard of the term "white privilege"?

- Anyways, she totally motivated me

to go to Simon and speak my truth, and I told him

I am not going to get stuck in this pattern anymore.

- And how'd he react to that?

- No idea. - [scoffs]

- But honestly, I'm okay.

I mean, I'm bummed,

but maybe Simon was just a flirtation,

you know, a special moment in time for both of us.

- So does this mean you're not broken?

- Well, no, I'm definitely broken,

but at least this is starting to feel better.

- God, I'm tired. - [cell phone chimes]

[sighs] - Instructor: And lift!

- [motor whirring] - You know, I always thought

that I would look good in one of these things,

but I wasn't sure. I mean, I could... Oh, hey, Zoey.

- What's all this? - Emily bought us a chairlift.

- Now Mitch can move safely up the stairs

without being carried.

- And we can sleep in the same bed together

like we used to. - [Mitch grunts]

- That is really amazing, Emily.

- It's more than amazing. It's way too much.

- Hey, I did not sell my soul

and go into corporate law for nothing.

I did it so I can buy my family extravagant gifts.

- And so that she can lord it over me

that she's the main breadwinner.

This thing is like the Lamborghini of chairlifts, okay?

In price, not in speed.

I got a few more of these runs left

before I'm outta here. - [Zoey laughs]

- What's wrong with just using a regular flashlight?

Yeah, I'm sure it would be very cool, but...

- What's going on in here?

- We're just fighting over whether or not

she should bring infrared goggles to Africa.

- So I'm guessing Kenya's back on.

- Yes.

- I promised I would video chat with him

over a cell phone once a week

if it would make him feel better.

Yeah, for the record,

I told her that we could do it every other week,

but she could tell I was dying inside.

Maggie: It's that thrilling, right?

David: All right. Yeah, right now...

Howie: Of course I will miss you,

but not enough to buy you infrared goggles.

[instrumental of "Happier" by Marshmello & Bastille plays]

[no audible dialogue]

[elevator dings]

- ♪ Lately, I've been, I've been thinking ♪

♪ I want you to be happier

Both: ♪ I want you to be happier ♪

- ♪ When the morning comes

♪ When we see what we become

♪ In the cold light of day, we're a flame in the wind ♪

♪ Not the fire that we begun

- ♪ Every argument

♪ Every word we can't take back ♪

♪ 'Cause with all that has happened ♪

♪ I think that we both know the way this story ends ♪

- ♪ Then only for a minute

♪ I want to change my mind

♪ 'Cause this just don't feel right to me ♪

- ♪ I want to raise your spirit ♪

- ♪ I want to see you smile

- ♪ Know that means I'll have to leave ♪

♪ Know that means I'll have to leave ♪

♪ Lately, I've been, I've been thinking ♪

- ♪ I want you to be happier - ♪ I want you to be happier

- ♪ When the evening falls

♪ And I'm left there with my thoughts ♪

♪ And the image of you being with someone else ♪

♪ Well, that's eating me up inside ♪

- ♪ But we've run our course

♪ We pretended we're okay

- ♪ Now if we jump together

♪ At least we can swim far away from the wreck we made ♪

- ♪ So I'll go

- ♪ I'll go

- ♪ I'll go, go, go

♪ So I'll go

♪ I'll go

- ♪ I'll go, go, go

♪ I'll go