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So, we've got some olives and bruschetta for you. Hope that's all right. OK? Great.

What are your outgoings? Dad, I'm doing everything that I can...

It's not just my business, the sell-out affects the whole...

The council won't help us.

They are my friends. They are your landlords. It's weird.

Three, two... This is a wedding

and you are being disruptive and frankly gross.

I give you Mr and Mrs Lovell!

CHEERING

What's this? We want to give you a deposit for a flat.

SHE SIGHS

FOOTSTEPS APPROACH

LOCK TURNS

DOOR OPENS

Hey.

Why are you awake?

I'm trying to find another option.

But I haven't found one yet.

SHE SIGHS

RAY RUMMAGES

Ray...

..we can't. What? Why?

It's not a good idea.

I know, it's big, I know it's...

Wait a second. Can we talk about it before...

It's just a lot pressure on all of us, if you're locked in like that.

I'm trying to help you.

Why don't you let me?

That's your parents' money.

Ray that's...that's your inheritance. And they're giving it

to me. Why is it a problem?

I've put so much time, and so much love,

and so much of myself into this place.

I've fought so hard for it and the thought of it belonging to

someone else and living upstairs as it gets torn apart

and made into flats or some crappy coffee franchise...

This an amazing offer and I love you for it...

..but I care more about you, about us, than the cafe and...

..I just don't want to fuck up the balance of...

What "balance"?

What does that mean?

Nothing.

It means we're married, Gem.

It's not...

I love your marriage, I just...

You can hold hands when you walk down the street,

and I'm still a "friend".

The lodger.

We've been in love for a year.

Please, just let me show you that I'm a part of this.

That I...

I'm sorry.

We should tell people.

About us. All right, one thing at a time. Ray's right. We should do

something to make things more equal. It's not as simple as that...

It'll be much simpler if we stopped hiding or lying about...

You've never come out to anyone before. I've done it twice

and it was a shit-show both times. We'll have to do it eventually.

You'll come out as a man with a wife and a girlfriend. Your friends

will throw you a parade. It's not the same for us. Ray...

Would you do that?

Can we just slow down for a second? Who do you want to tell? Everyone.

Everyone in the world.

Don't you?

Well, thanks so much, for being so supportive.

Of course! Oh yeah.

I...I know it's a lot to take in...

Well we're just glad that... We're really happy for you,

it's really great!

Good luck talking to Dad.

Thanks Nick.

Bye, guys. Bye, Gem. Bye!

SHE LAUGHS

What the fuck?

Got some very important news. We're having sex with each other.

She was so serious! I thought she was dying!

Why else would you summon someone to your house?

Can I have a very strong coffee to take away, please?

Yeah. Double or triple? Three shots.

It's so typical of her. Why's it any of our business?

Oh, she's just wants to share what's going on.

Ramming her sex-life down our throats.

I don't think that's what she's doing. You've got no idea

what it's like to have an older sister who always broadcasts

her sex life to everyone.

Coming out and going back in again every five minutes.

Well, I expect it was harder for her than for you, darling.

COFFEE MACHINE STEAM FIZZES BARISTA: Oh! Shit.

You all right? Yeah.

PHONE RINGS AND VIBRATES

SHE SIGHS

Hey, Kier.

Yeah, of course.

What do you want to talk to me about?

There you go.

All I'm saying is if your bottom half is fish then you'd have to reproduce

the way a fish does... It's possible you're overthinking this.

Laying mermaid eggs in the water for a merman to come along...

They're mythical. I don't think people have thought through

the practicalities of this fantasy. PHONE NOTIFICATION

I like doing you.

Everyone else just talks about the weather.

Celebrity diets.

Brexit.

Can you look this way?

Moira?

Can you look up?

Moira? Sorry.

You OK?

Is this because I mentioned Brexit?

I'm fine.

Lori, do you want to go out after this?

For a drink?

Five minutes, please.

Yeah.

Sure.

Cool.

I get adrenaline Straight to the heart

I feel like Uma Thurman

Post-overdosing kick start

Reminds me of the time

When I was really sick and I

Had too much pseudoephedrine and I...

CONVERSATION BLEEDS IN

You should just go to the meeting with her and find out...

It's not fair to talk about this when she is not here.

If it was your money, you'd give it to her. And she'd take it.

Yeah, OK, fair point.

Hi, you must be Gemma?

Hi, hi, hi, erm...

This is, our...my...our...um...

Ray. Ray. Hi. Melanie.

So, I wasn't planning on telling you...

..like this...

..or at all, erm...

I'm... Ray's...

Gemma's...

We're all... You're in a polyamorous triad?

RELIEVED: Yeah.

Open or closed?

Er, what?

I was involved with this married guy for a couple of years,

he had this arrangement with his wife,

who was seeing at least one other person and she and I weren't

involved romantically but we got along really well and it ultimately

didn't last long-term but it totally changed my perspective on love

and life and taught me so much about my own expectations and boundaries

and what I really want out of life and I wasn't ever able to talk

to anyone about it, I've never known anyone who would understand

what that was like for me and it was basically the most important period of my life! Oh, God, it feels great

to talk about this stuff!

I have a thousand questions.

Gemma's not picking up, Jase. Have you spoken to her?

I can't really talk now, Est.

We've been best friends since primary school.

She practically lived at mine when her mum died.

And I was there through all the gay stuff and all the bi stuff...

Gay stuff? ..when she met Kieran. You were horrible

when that happened. You're doing the same again. I was concerned.

This is not what concern looks like.

Kieran's cheating on her. Literally not what's happening.

Look, Gemma is going through something huge.

She doesn't need you storming in with your opinions,

and judgments, and making this all about you.

I...

I just miss her.

You know, we used to talk all the time

and now I don't have anybody who will pick up.

Oh, my God, Andy's calling me, I've got to go, Est.

Socks and sliders everywhere and every day

Full English breakfast at a caff, not a cafe

No, no, baby, we don't let strangers come our way

But you should come to my hood, my hood, my hood

Meet me at Morley's, best fried chicken is in South

I'll show you gangsters, don't you go running your mouth...

Service. Hi.

Mopeds are racing, 2am outside my house...

Yo! This is banging. Even if I do say so myself. I agree.

This is proper nice.

What's that, basil?

You clocked on. Yeah.

Look at you, to think you couldn't make toast! Shut up.

Right, what's this guy doing, man?

He's a prospective buyer.

Well, he ain't even looking at any of the cakes.

Not for the cake, for the cafe.

Yeah, man, flats developer probably. Or vape shop.

Fuck off. Yeah, cos we need more of them, apparently.

What about chef school? Have you heard?

Bring yours out, then, come on.

We said we were going to open them together innit. C'mon.

You're acting like it's a DNA test, bruv. Y'know like that...

Yeah? Yeah!

Oi... Ash! Ash! CAROLINE: She was so serious! I thought she was dying!

Can I have a very strong coffee to take away, please? Yeah.

Double shot or triple? Three shots.

It's so typical of her. Why is it any of our business?

She just wants to share what's going on. Coming out

and going back in again every five minutes.

COFFEE MACHINE STEAMS WHIZZES

Oh, shit.

You all right? Yeah. Yeah.

Are you...worried about her?

Think she's making a mistake? Not my problem.

Well, then why this reaction?

Because she's always making trouble.

She gets all the attention. All the sympathy.

She's so angry at Dad for her childhood

but if she only knew what it was like for me.

What are you doing?

Look, I know you want me to get on board your rage train here,

but, honestly, I... I just think Gem's really brave.

You want to have sex with other people? No.

Ugh. No!

I want to have sex with you! When?

Our shitty sex life is not just my fault, you know.

I'm as blue-balled as you are.

Really? Because, honestly, it feels like you just don't like me.

No, it's just... It's quite difficult to get horny

when I'm constantly wondering if you're ever going to cook a meal,

or wipe a surface, or do a fucking grocery shop.

You know, I still do every bedtime and get up with him

every morning and at night. I work! I have a full-time job.

Yes, so do I, but I'm not the one who's completed

four computer games since Christmas.

Our lives aren't equal and you are not doing anything to change that,

so, I'm sick of being blamed for it, actually.

I'm ready, I'll literally go right now. No, not... Oh!

I am just trying to tell you

that you don't notice me until we're in bed.

And, then, every night, I have to look over at like this all pouty,

disappointed, entitled, little face and I just do not want to sit on it.

SHE LAUGHS

I was not planning on saying any of that.

I don't want another baby.

I wasn't planning on saying that, either.

But it's true.

Neither do I.

Really?

Yeah.

I feel like with Colby we...

..I don't know, we won the lottery.

Me, too.

Let's go home.

We're lucky.

It's hard enough with two people.

God knows what they've got ahead of 'em.

You? No, it's all right. It's OK. No problem.

Thank you.

HE SUCKS ON VAPE

Lunch menu.

And your 11 o'clock is here.

Thank you.

Hello. Er, Charlie can you grab an extra chair, thanks?

Thank you. Thank you. Hi. Martin. Hiya, Gemma. Kieran. Ray.

HE CLEARS HIS THROAT

HE VOCALISES

OK...

Well, looking at these numbers...

..no, I'm sorry.

What if we included my salary? Ray.

No, we talked about this before and we agreed...

And a deposit? This isn't an option. I didn't agree.

Oh.

Now this would change everything.

See? No. This isn't... We can't... Kieran, can you please?

Actually, I think we should, explore the possibility of...

Have you two been talking behind my back? Yes.

No. We had to.. No, we haven't talked.. Because you wouldn't

listen. I don't believe this. Gem, we were trying to save

your business. You're the most stubborn person I know.

Let me help you. Just because I don't think this is a good idea.

Nobody's saying that Gem. It doesn't mean I'm rejecting you.

It feels like you are. Wait, sorry, erm...

..what's the situation exactly?

We're, um... These two are married but...

We're... The three of us live together but we're also...

We're married. Ray is... Our girlfriend.

Oh! Erm...

No, I meant, with the deposit.

Um...

Tuna mayo on brown, right? Yeah.

No, hang on.

Surprise me.

Who announces something like that by e-mail?

I know we're not talking but...

..she was my best friend and...

..I don't even know her any more,

after what happened between us.

I think I might even hate her.

Maybe you should talk to her, if it's bothering you this much.

It's not bothering me. She can do what she wants.

What are you doing? I'm going to go.

Listening to you rant about your ex-girlfriend

isn't my idea of a fun first date. Friend. Not girlfriend.

Wait, did you think this was a... Oh.

My mistake. Oh, shit, Lori, sorry. I just needed someone to talk to.

Yeah, I get it. I get that a lot.

Lori, please, don't... SHE CRIES OUT

Oh... Shit! Shit! Shit! Shit!

So much for your modelling career.

Sorry. Not your fault.

You should get it checked out. It's fine. I've broken it loads.

That's...disturbing.

Thank you.

For looking after me.

Shit.

It's fine.

I'm sorry.

I'm...

I'm in a weird place. Wilson's e-mail, it really freaked me out.

I didn't mean to lead you on. I don't know, maybe I did.

I don't really know what I'm doing at the moment. I'm just...

TOILET FLUSHES

..lonely.

Oh, God. Lori, what did I say? Nothing. Are you all right?

I'm fine.

Shall we get burgers?

We've been drinking since four.

I'll try not to break any more of your bones.

OK.

I'll try not to talk about Wilson.

Come here.

Oh, God.

Oh.. Yeah, head up.

Oh. You OK? Yeah...

You knew, didn't you? About the three of 'em.

Before anyone knows.

What are you, some kind of mind-reader or something?

No, they weren't very subtle.

Have you seen the way they look at each other?

All three of them, it's like steel wires.

You gotta duck sometimes, the way they make eye lines.

Yeah.

I did not see it coming. No? Nah.

I'm going to miss this place, you know?

I know myself here.

Chef was the first person to take a risk on me.

Don't know when I'll get that again.

Yeah, man, she's a risk-taker.

Yeah. Yeah.

I mean, I could do with a bit of that myself.

What that?

No, not that!

I mean, when this place closes, it's...

Change can be good, Ash.

We've all got to move on, innit?

I don't have to take it. What?

Yeah, I don't have to take it. Yes, you do.

Let's just reapply together next year, yeah?

What are you talking about? Man, we're meant to go together,

me and him, so let's just stick together, stick to the plan, no.

Fam man. You've got a Golden Ticket right now, you telling me

you're going to rip it up? Come on, man, don't, don't be stupid.

No, listen. I don't want to go to this place here with them posh kids,

thinking that I'm less than them, just cos how I speak. Fam.

Reinvent yourself, innit?

Be like them Shoreditch, man. Just grow one beard.

Wow. You know what I mean?

We'll be there on the other side, waiting for you,

then we can just finesse all the gentrifiers, see it? Yeah?

It's all right to be scared, man.

We've got you, yeah? Yes, man.

Hey! You called me back! After all those messages I left,

I didn't think you'd... Oh, I'm, I'm so sorry.

I should have just said that "I love you and are you OK,

"and do you need anything?"

I know it's hard to get your head around, Est, but, it's good.

I'm happy.

It's also really fucking hard and I have no idea what I'm doing.

Yeah, you do.

Just...trust your instincts.

Love you, Gem.

The corner. The corner.

THEY LAUGH AND CHAT OVER EACH OTHER

You're out of your mind. Where's the... Get the corner you idiot.

I'm a better woman than I have been

Cos I don't think about way back when...

Why has everything shrunk?

Cos you didn't sort them properly, Gemma.

LAUGHTER

It was you who did that dirty deed

I got better things to do

Better things to do

Better things to do

Than remember you...

Wilson was the one who grounded me.

Reminded me of who I am.

Forfeit.

Oh, bollocks.

Shit.

Am I alive?

Yes.

Wait, are you? Oh, I hope you are.

I'd be so sad if you'd... You're bad at this game.

My whole life is this game!

Trying to figure out who or what I am.

I wish I could just cheat and go...

RuPaul? That is hilarious! Oh, shit I ruined the game.

Margaret Atwood is alive.

Oh, good! To Margaret.

I'm glad I broke your nose and didn't go home.

Me too.

I haven't done this in a while.

My girlfriend died a year ago and I haven't really...

Oh, shit, Lori. I'm sorry. I should have said before.

I've been banging on about my stupid problems.

I'm such a wanker.

When you said you were in a weird place, yeah,

I'm right there with you.

What was her name?

Anna.

Wow.

I am clearly not ready to date.

Oh, but it's going so well.

LORI LAUGHS

You should talk to her.

Literally, right now. Call her.

Go and see her.

Don't live with regrets.

Yeah, no. This isn't a good idea. It's your idea!

I know, but maybe you should wait until you're a bit more,

or...or a bit less... It's fine, I'll just walk in, very calmly,

and I'll say, "Hi, Wilson."

And then I'll start pulling her hair out. Yeah, no,

that's not a good... No! No! Intervention! Intervention!

DOOR OPENS

Hello?

I'll cut to the chase.

The upshot is...

..that we found it too late and it's progressed too fast.

We could embark on more intensive treatment...

..but I'm afraid the moment's passed.

Hm.

I appreciate this coming from you, Frances.

When the squadron was on active service, it was my job to

visit families to....

..pass on bad news.

It's not easy.

What does one do now?

Put your affairs in order...

..and talk to your children.

I'm glad you came down.

I thought it was important we...

I thought we should talk.

OK.

And I wanted to come here one last time before it closed.

Just wish it had shut down overnight.

That I'd come down to find the locks had changed.

You know, it's just the months and months of waiting,

and knowing that sometime soon it'll all just...

..just be gone.

Feels cruel.

Do you remember Ray?

Hi, Walter.

Hello, Ray.

Did you talk to Nick?

No.

I felt I should speak with you first.

OK.

As you know, I've always intended to leave the proceeds of my estate,

such as it is, to the Service Charities I've worked with.

Mental health support, PTSD.

Yeah.

I've been speaking with my accountant and it's...

..considerably less than I'd anticipated.

My only real asset is the house and...

And why are we talking about this?

You could use the money.

Dad, no.

I should downsize anyway.

You don't have to worry about me. That old house is too...

Ray has offered to help us buy this place.

As a partner?

Something like that.

I don't think it's a good idea.

The outgoings would be similar, I assume.

There'd be less uncertainty.

I must say I'd feel happier knowing you were more...established.

I don't know, it's...

Making a commitment like that, it's...

So long as everyone knows what they're getting into...

..I can't see that it's a problem.

Seeing you and Nick settled down...

..watching Nick become a father...

..knowing that...

..those who matter most to you are happy...

..that's all you can hope for, as a parent.

Dad, are you all right?

LOUD BANGING

Hello?

Dad, it's OK. It's probably just kids.

What?

HE SIGHS

It's delicious.

Do you like it?

Hm. It's exceptional!

Thanks, Dad.

Saude!

Saude, minha filha!

You can't run a business giving away food.

The point was to treat you.

Fine, then put it in the tip jar.

I feel like we didn't talk about... the things we needed to.

I think we did.

Get back safe, Dad. Thanks.

Argh. It's like I still have a tail.

It's not fair.

Her having two people who love her when we don't have anyone.

Do you think I'm gay?

I can't decide that for you.

We could kiss for a little bit and see?

No.

We could have sex?

I'm not going to do that. Drink this. My Uber's waiting.

But what if I'm in love with you? Moi...

Because it really feels like I am.

That's because you're drunk and sad, and I'm being nice to you.

It's not the same thing.

You're just trying to process some big things.

I'm really scared.

Yeah, it's scary.

But you're going to be completely OK.

I promise.

Actually, no, you're going to feel really terrible tomorrow.

But then you'll start to feel better.

Are you...are you working Thursday?

Is that the aquarium one? Flower show.

I think the water lilies, or something.

I think so.

You should talk to your friend.

See you Thursday.

SCHOOL BELL RINGS

DOOR OPENS

VOICEOVER: Everything I do, I do for my son.

Every day, I do what I can to give him a childhood.

To make him feel loved, and safe, and happy.

It's hard.

I'm doing everything on my own. And I'm slipping.

I'm the age Mum was when we were taken away.

And Danny's the age I was.

That's been a heavy thing to be aware of.

And, every day, I'm more like her.

And not the good bits.

Mum never got the help that she needed.

And I'm not going to mess Danny up because I'm too stubborn

or prideful to admit I have a problem.

So, I'm starting outpatient treatment tomorrow.

It's worked for me before and I need to get serious about it again.

I need to simplify my life, and go to meetings and...

It might get a bit worse before it gets better,

and I don't want Danny to be around to see that, so...

Of course. Whatever you need.

When Kieran told me what you're doing...

..Kier would never do this for the wrong reasons.

Think everything through and listen to everyone.

I've known for a long time that I've needed to do this for myself.

I've just...

..not been brave enough.

You can stay as long as you need, Dee.

Danny?

You're going to stay with these guys, OK? Just for a little while,

OK? Like we talked about, right?

If you need anything, you just call me, OK?

OK.

RAY AND DANNY PLAY

THEY LAUGH

Yeah, OK.

OK, yeah.

Let's buy the cafe.

Together.

It rains love when I'm with you

It rains love when I'm with you

You're my sun when clouds roll through

It rains love when I'm with you

I may not be the richest man...

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