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I don't want a lodger. We need the money, so...

Ray. Everyone else we've met has been clinically insane.

Are you clinically insane, Ray?

Does pyromaniac count? We're clicking, this is going well.

Do you want help with that box? I'm OK.

Are we gonna address the way you just looked at her.

Should we address the way you just looked at her?

What happened?

Next instruction I get from the universe, I am going to listen.

This programme contains strong language and some violent scenes

I feel a hundred years old.

Hey. Hi. Good morning.

How did you sleep?

Look, I think maybe I overshared a bit last night.

That's OK, we all did.

Uh, I'm not used to drinking and I got a bit carried away,

been out in London and everything, and when we got back, I just...

..undoing my dress.

I'm so embarrassed. No, that was, that wasn't weird.

Why would it be? I get changed in front of people all the time.

We're both completely cool about everything.

I don't have boundaries about that sort of thing.

I just don't want you to think I'm that kind of person.

No, we don't think you're...

Wait, what kind of person? Neither are we.

Anyway...

Bathroom's free. I'm going to be late.

Great. Moi is going to kill me.

What?

Nothing.

PHONE RINGS

You should be asleep.

KIERAN: Went for a run.

You're working nights.

You need to sleep.

Do we need to talk? About what happened last night?

Nothing happened last night.

Yeah, I know, but...

Do we need to talk about the thing that didn't happen?

Nothing didn't happen.

Kieran?

OK.

Yeah, I've got to go.

You ready? Yeah.

Can we get them on set, please?

MAN SHOUTING INSTRUCTIONS

How did it look?

Yeah.

You OK?

Don't worry, it's going to be fine.

Position one.

Whenever the talent is ready, please.

Oh, my God!

Are we not expecting any customers or anything?

Mind it doesn't get in your eyes.

Hang on...

What are you looking for? I thought...

Hang on.

OXYGEN REGULATOR HISSES

DIRECTOR: Get your feet in the straps.

Nice and relaxed. Are you happy?

Yeah? Excellent.

Three. Two. One.

Regulator out. And action.

Wow. Gemma?

Hi, Dad.

Ray. Ray, I'm coming. I'm coming.

Let me through. Let me through.

OK.

I've got you. I've got you.

WOMAN: Can someone help me?

Help!

Nick's got no right calling you up...

He's concerned for you.

We all are. I'm fine.

THUDDING Victor, what are you doing?

Victor, can you be more careful? Please.

What are your outgoings? Don't.

Let me look at your books, I could...

I'm not getting it wrong, Dad.

I'm doing everything that I can.

You should have stayed at that place in Mayfair.

Asher? Asher, can you take that out the front, not through the kitchen?

Please. Sorry, Gemma.

Chef. Uh?

You say "Chef". You don't call her by her name.

She's your employer, not your friend. Dad, it's OK.

I don't work here, mate.

Just take them out. Excuse me? What did you call me?

The fuck's your problem? Asher, take the tiles out.

I'm helping you out. Don't have to be a bitch about it. Asher, get out.

Victor, don't... Ash, mate, relax.

It's not worth it. Relax, man.

What's your name? What's your name?

Your name? I'm Kieran. My name's Kieran. What's your name?

Marina. Marina. Marina's your name.

OK, Marina, I'm just gonna ask you.. Nie, nie, nie.

Nie moge. It hurts. You're in pain.

OK, I'm a paramedic. Look, I'm a paramedic.

Nie, nie, nie. Nie moge.

OK, I know it hurts a little bit,

but you have to, one moment, legs down.

I'm going to ask you to roll onto your side, OK?

Your gonna roll over to your side.

You're doing great. You're doing great.

OK, that's perfect.

Just breathe with me, OK?

Is there anyone else I can call for you, Marina? Anyone?

No. No, I don't have anyone.

OK.

Don't worry, I'm here, OK?

Any second now, the ambulance gonna be here, all right?

But you're doing brilliant.

He made you some sugary tea.

Where's your phone?

I'm fine.

I skipped breakfast.

I was out late.

Drinking.

Drinking with who?

My landlords.

Future husband?

I don't know his name, so...

The tea guy? It's a joke, Wilson.

Unless you like him.

Close your eyes.

Do you need an intervention?

I've watched you drown twice in two weeks.

And you're making some impulsive, crazy decisions.

Would you hold still?

Maybe I should quit too.

Yeah.

You should.

We should be doing this together.

Adventures. London.

Staying out late, drinking.

You shouldn't be alone.

How are you feeling?

That tea's from me.

She said.

Thanks.

No problemo.

Uh, Moira, we're gonna... OK.

MOUTHS

Everyone's here. No, please don't leave me.

I'm not.. I'm not leaving you. I'm not leaving you.

OK, Marina, I've got your shopping.

Everything's gonna be fine. OK?

What's with the silverware?

Oh, there was a fundraiser.

That's why I'm in London.

Oh, I thought you'd come to see me.

I made you this.

I've eaten, thank you.

It's only small.

Nick tells me you've taken a lodger.

You should be settling down, not living like squatters.

Kieran's a good man.

If he intends to make an honest woman of you, he has my permission.

Just eat something, Dad.

Perhaps next time.

I have to be somewhere else.

Oh, of course.

Look, I know this place may not look like much.

And I know you'd prefer better for me

and I know that comes from a good place.

But I am proud of what I've got.

What I've made. What I'm making.

Kieran won't propose to me because he respects the fact

that I think that marriage is bullshit.

But, if he ever did, the only permission he'd require is mine.

Goodbye, Gemma.

Marina, stay with me. Look at me.

Stay with me, Marina. Stay with me.

Look at me, Marina. That's right, stay with me.

Look at me, look at me.

PHONE BUZZING AND BEEPING

All right, Marina, just...

She's fitting. She...

You OK?

Oh, God!

Hey.

Oh. Hey.

How was your thing? Fine.

How was...your day?

Also fine.

No customers. Again.

I thought you might want this.

The poor guy doesn't even known how to talk to me.

Mum died and left him with a queer, angry brown girl

in a quaint little village.

Here. Thank you.

I got put on report

for kissing Sarah Finch

and he stopped talking to me. Entirely.

It wasn't until I was with Kieran

that he remembered he even had a daughter.

Do I smell chlorine?

Oh, yeah. God.

I have to wash my hair.

I've had the same hairstyle since I was 12.

I really want to cut it all off,

but Moi says I should... I should, uh...

stop making impulsive decisions.

Moi is your f...friend, yeah? Best friend.

Moira.

She's on the synchro team.

She has the same hairstyle, too.

The whole team do.

Sorry, I... It's all right.

I actually like people touching my hair.

I've lost my job today.

I'll find something else. What happened?

Nothing.

Nothing.

It was weird.

I was in the water and I sort of...

just had to get out.

Oh, like, um, a panic attack? No, no.

It sounds like it could be... No, it was nothing, really.

I'll find another job.

I promise.

Oh, wow.

Oh, wow.

This is...

This is delicious.

It's, um, my grandmother's recipe.

I've lived off protein shakes my whole life,

so I'm not the best judge, but this is...

..seriously amazing.

Oh, my goodness.

Why are you crying?

Why are you crying? I don't know!

PHONE RINGS

I'll cut it.

I'm all for impulsive decisions.

No.

Yeah, I've seen what you've done to this place,

you think I'm gonna let you near my hair?

GEMMA LAUGHS What are you doing?

Uh, yeah,

I have made a complete pig's bollocks of this.

I went rogue.

Just... Just shave it all off.

Oh, can I?

Obviously no!

DOOR OPENING

Hello? Hi, we're here, we're here, we're in here.

Hi. Hi.

Hi.

How was your day?

Yeah, it was...was fine.

So, you...? Oh, voila.

Oh, voila?

You OK?

I was thinking... I was thinking I'll just call in sick.

What? Why?

I just didn't sleep today and...

Just have a coffee.

Don't you want me... No. ..to be here?

It's just that you never call in sick.

What's going on? Why does...

Why does something have to be going on? Don't be weird.

I'm not being weird. How's that...?

Sorry, I'm just, uh...

Do you have mint tea?

Yes it's, um, in the cupboard.

On the right, yep. Thanks.

Mugs are up here, if you want it.

Oh, sorry...

Anyone want tea?

No, thank you. I won't, thank you.

Oh, Ray, you should let Kieran check you out.

Excuse me?

No... Kieran, um, suffered from panic attacks

when he left the military. I didn't have a panic attack.

Sorry, what? Why are we talking about this?

Nothing. I was, um, I was in the water

and I felt claustrophobic. It wasn't anything.

Well, you had an accident not too long ago, so,

it's only natural that maybe you feel a bit...

I'm fine.

Sorry, could we not...?

I'm gonna get another job.

Don't worry about rent.

No that's...

I didn't mean that.

GEMMA: Hey, K, it's me. Um...

I'm sorry it was weird earlier.

Let's talk about it tomorrow. I hope that's OK.

Ciao. Ciao.

Hey, Gem, it's me.

I missed your call. Again.

Anyway, you'll probably go to bed soon, so...

I'll see you in the morning... Kieran, man.

I'm just... Do you need the bathroom?

No, you go ahead.

I don't mind. No, I need to...

..ideally be after.

Oh. Cool.

I'll be quick.

Just so you know, I've got two job interviews tomorrow.

And a haircut.

Oh, God. I'm so sorry!

Listen, um, about earlier,

with Kieran, I really wasn't trying to make you feel like...

Not a problem.

He's a good person to talk about that sort stuff,

if you feel the need.

You said he had panic attacks?

When we first met, yeah. He... He'd just come out of the army.

He'd seen a roadside bomb.

Oh, God. Yeah, uh...it pretty ruined him.

But he's OK now.

He's done a lot of work on himself.

I'll be quick. No, you take your time.

I think they put milk in both.

Can you just give me a minute?

Let me check.

Can you just give me one minute, bro.

Yeah. Chris!

Yeah, they're both...

It's not even like cow milk. I think it's oat or cashew or...

Oh, my days. Can I please just have five minutes of fucking peace?

Just five fucking minutes!

Well, you're fun tonight.

And you've got glitter on your face.

Ooh. That's actually really nice.

Man, don't make me be the guy that orders cashew milk.

What?

You were married, right? Briefly.

What went wrong?

Really?

Why?

You thinking of proposing?

So what's stopping you, bro?

ALARM CHIMING

Oh, please. Can we please just not take that?

Not very Hippocratic-Oathy of you.

I'm serious, Chris. I can't do it, man.

Don't worry, man. I'll drive.

SIREN

INTERCOM BLEEPING

Have you got any change, mate? Nah, sorry, mate.

Hey, mate. Come on, mate, please.

Hey, calm down. What you doing?

What the fuck are you doing?

Argh! Fuck!

Oi!

Calm down, all right?

Calm down.

CHRIS COUGHS Chris!

Yo! Bro!

Oi!

Get off me! Get off me! Come on, come on!

Get off me!

DULL THUD

PHONE RINGING

Dee?

Ai, meu Deus. Ai, meu Deus. Ai meu Deus do ceu!

Ray? KNOCKING

And I'm telling you that they are frail, elderly people,

they shouldn't be... Where is he? Where is he?

..as soon as they called me. What's happened?

Nurse, Kieran Lovell?

Lovell, the paramedic? He's in recovery.

I need to see him. He's just come out of surgery.

His parents are in the waiting room...

What? Who? They've been here all night.

Next-of-kin Paul and Ruth Howley - parents.

Foster parents. I'm his biological sibling.

This is his sister. I'm his partner. Please...

We're next-of-kin. Can someone just tell me if he's going to be OK?

Deanna? Gemma.

I'm sorry they called you. Are you OK?

He's, uh, out of surgery.

He had a small brain bleed and he's been stabbed.

Oh, God. In the side.

They say he's lost a lot of blood

and there's some damage to his spleen.

Whassup?!

What have you done to your hair?!

Were you at the hospital?

When I had the accident? What's going on?

I hadn't really thought of it.

How...how scary that must have been for you.

And, yesterday, when I freaked out in the water.

Babe...

You're right.

I don't know what I'm doing.

Do you need me to tell you to come home?

Because you can.

You could just drive home right now.

Tell the landlords it was a big mistake and come back.

Or do you need a pre-match pep talk?

TOILET FLUSHES Were you just on the loo?

Come on, Wilson, you wallowy bitch!

Get out of your head!

Setbacks happen so you have to push harder!

Be better! Go, go, go, go, go, go, go!

Bye.

God, they look old.

And how are they still next-of-kin?

We're here now.

You just don't think about updating this shit.

Is his will up to date?

I don't think he has one. He did one when he joined the army.

I didn't know.

Have you called your mum?

I'll call her if he dies. Jesus, Dee.

I'm not in a good place to be dealing with this.

I'm going for a smoke.

Oh, shit.

Danny.

I need to pick him up.

Gem. What the fuck happened?

What?

Thanks. I owe you one.

He'll be all right, Gem. He's a soldier.

Oh, amor.

Oh, meu bichinho.

Que bagunca.

Knock knock.

Hey. I won't bother you.

Just, uh, a few things from home.

How's he doing?

They're keeping him sedated,

but they say he's going to be all right.

Thank God.

How are you doing?

What's with the hat?

I missed my hair appointment.

Oh, no.

Oh, my God, yes.

There's some food and snacks and... Shit, is that...?

And a jumper.

Another jumper.

And socks and pants for Kieran, too!

Is that OK? I didn't want to rummage around without asking, but...

No, it's...

It's really, really thoughtful of you, Ray.

Thank you.

Do you have a will?

My dad made me do one online.

Not that I have anything worth leaving anyone.

He thinks it's something every grown-up should do.

So much to do as a grown-up.

Oh!

Will you do something for me?

Sure. Will you, uh, open up for me tomorrow?

How do you know I won't rob you?

Because there's nothing worth stealing.

And I know where you live.

And my laptop, too!

This is exactly...

WOMAN MOANING

That's was, um...

..porn.

Yep.

You have my number, right? Yeah, yeah.

Will you stay for a bit?

Only if... Is that weird?

No, if you want me to stay... Only if you...

I just don't want to be in your way. No.

Please? Just for a bit?

What are the options again?

Buried.

Cremated...

You sure you want to do this now?

It's sort of soothing to think about my own death.

My mum was buried, but I don't think she wanted that.

To take up space.

I missed her funeral.

Didn't leave hospital for a month.

Dad took me to her grave, but I couldn't really...

I couldn't connect it to her.

I'd go into the attic instead and try on her clothes,

until they stopped smelling like her.

I kept some of her things.

Then the '90s came back and all her horrible shirts...

..became amazing.

Oh, wow, I'm really rambling now.

I'm delirious.

I'd like to be...

..shot into space.

Is that an option?

Um...

I don't see it on the form.

But there is a special requirements section.

There is?

Now, in that case, write down...

.."Staked through the heart."

So you don't rise again.

Got it.

Unlikely, I know, but...

No, you can't be too careful.

Staked then beheaded. Then you've got all bases covered.

Or, or...

Blended? Take all your entrails and...

KIERAN, WEAKLY: Can you get me some water, please?

Gemma?

Gemma?

Just some water...

I'll get someone...

Someone?!

Slowly. Slowly.

Thank you.

You're welcome.

Gemma!

Ow! Oh, babe.

Oh. No, you absolutely can't be doing that.

Fuck this.. Sorry!

HE GROANS, GEMMA LAUGHS

I'm just gonna take your blood pressure.

God, I give you this for a reason. I know.

I know. Ow!

You silly man.

KIERAN CHUCKLES

You're not trying.

I promise...I am.

I want to get you home.

In two or three weeks, babe.

Was this my fault?

Did I make you... No.

We've been working every possible second.

You've not been sleeping.

We've been fighting.

Been thinking about Ray...

How she ignored the signs.

This is a... It's not your fault, Gem.

..big, flashing neon sign.

For what?

I don't know. Something.

One more time.

HE GROANS

There you go.

WHISTLE BLOWS Come on! No running.

KIERAN: Uh, hi.

I just wanted to, um, wanted to say

thank you for the bag of pants.

Gem can't stop talking about you.

I mean, I got stabbed in the spleen,

yet all she's talking about is your pants bag.

It's Kieran, by the way.

PHONE RINGING

Hey, can... Can I...?

CHRIS: Right, we're here, kids.

That'll be 7.99, please.

Can I call you back, I'm...

MOIRA: I've done it! I've quit the team!

I'm coming to London! Hello?

I'm... I'll call you back. All right.

There's still a lot to do, but...

You've done this?

Well, Ray helped.

A lot.

Enjoy your retirement.

Gonna miss you, bro.

You soppy...

Yo,

is that your lodger?

Right, bye, Chris!

Jesus.

Welcome home.

Inside pocket. Thank you.

Nice hair.

What's going on?

Right, Gem, will you show me inside?

Why are there candles? Who...

Did you... I'll see you later.

No, you won't, what the fuck's happening?

Gem, just come inside with me. Good luck. No. Stay where you are!

Look, there's a plan, OK...

No. Not this. Gem, just...

No, is this... Is this what... Is this what's happening?

I'm really not part of it. Just let me talk for a second.

No I won't. Listen, you don't believe in...

I do. OK, well, I don't believe in it.

This is a...this is a crisis move when a relationship is dying. No.

I don't think that's true. Can you please let me go?!

Did my dad set you up to this?

What? No. Ray, can you go upstairs, please?

Yes! You stay where you are!

Is this because you nearly died?

No, it isn't. All right? Gem... That's not a good reason to...

I got the ring before the accident. How long before? The day before.

Yes, all right, fine. It's fucking romantic.

You sneaky bitches.

Yeah, but did anyone clean out the chimney, though?

Ray and I did our best.

HE COUGHS

Look, Gem, if you really don't wanna get married, then...

OK, let's not.

I can't offer you much.

I'm not rich.

I'm impulsive. I'm insecure.

I can't even get down on one knee to do this properly.

You're rubbish, I get it.

What I'm saying is...

..I'm your person.

And I'm not going anywhere.

Because you can't walk unaided.

That's it.

No, that's... I take this whole thing back.

Proposal retracted.

OK... COUGHS

..might actually now be dying.

OK. Fuck it. Fine.

For whatever bullshit male reason,

you clearly need to do this whole thing.

But, for my own legitimate reasons, I don't want to be proposed to.

And I won't take your last name.

But...

..you're right.

You're my person.

And...

..I've been yours for a long time

and I'm going to be yours forever.

And you're not rubbish.

You're a hero.

So let's... I mean...

It feels stupid calling myself your girlfriend anyway.

And "fiancee" sounds pretentious.

So, all right, fine, I'm your wife.

And... LAUGHS

..you're my husband.

That's what we are.

So let's make it official.

Right? I mean...

..I'm saying yes.

What about you?

Answer quicker.

Oh she's good.

She's really good.

It rains love when I'm with you

It rains love when I'm with you

You're my sun

When the clouds roll through

It rains love when I'm with you

I may not be the richest man.

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