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Look.

Open your eyes.

Siddiq: Cheryl? Cheryl, here.

Drink.

♪ Call me back darlin'

♪ When you hear me call your name ♪

♪ If I don't hear you, I'll think somebody came ♪

♪ And if I can't find you, I'll wait on down the hill ♪

♪ And if you don't find me, I'll think you been killed ♪

♪ And if you don't find me, I'll run on down the road ♪

♪ Find me the Sheriff, tell him what I know ♪

♪ Find me the Preacher and pray for your soul ♪

♪ No safe place, child

♪ No safe place, child

♪ No safe place, child

♪ No safe place, child

♪ We don't know why

♪ We don't know why

♪ Come back, my baby

♪ Come back alive

♪ No safe place, child

♪ No safe place, child

♪ No safe place, child

♪ No safe place, child

♪ We don't know why

♪ We don't know why

♪ Come back, my baby

♪ Come back alive

Come on. Get out.

We need the cell.

You know him?

He's one that watches the Guardians.

I mean, the walkers.

So he knows where your mother's horde is?

Probably.

You've put us all at risk.We have to find that horde

before it shows up at our gates.

So you decide for all of us?

Knowing what it could mean?

Doesn't matter anymore.

We still gotta find them.

I'm gonna be in there with you,

and Siddiq is gonna treat his wounds first.

He bleeds until he answers.

That's not your call. None of this is.

You did what you did,

but I'm not gonna let it go from bad to worse,

and I think the council would agree.

Including Michonne.

Come on. You can stay with me.

You can go on up.

Thanks for having my back with Gabriel.

It's just the truth.

The Whisperer's not gonnagive it up easy.

If you wanna sit this out,I get it.

Whoa-ho-ho!

Down, boy.

Yeah, good boy.

Come on.

It's still yours.

This'll help with the bruises.

I had worse.

Me, too.

The Whisperer, what else do you know about him?

Only thathe won't betray my mom.

The ones that watch the horde are loyal.

She gives them no choice.

Neither will I.

What else?

People will die, right?

I hate them.

But I know them, too.

Alpha drew a line,

and you need to choose which side you're on.

I wish I'd left with Henrywhen he asked.

So do I.

My mom twists people.

Gets them to do what she wants.

Makes them thinkit's what they want.

People obey 'cause they thinkthey have no other choice.

But if you let him see...

what you have here,

that a place like thiscan survive...

An idea like that is dangerous.

It would spread.

And there's nothing my mom could do to stop it.

Don't try anything.

Never.

He's gonna need stitches.

I know you.

Look.

Dante can take it from here.

I'm fine.

I'm fine.

Outside.

Now.

Look.

You have bread every day.

Yeah.

Made fresh this morning.

Got some extra, if you'd like.

How do your people make so much?

With flour.

But...every day?

Seems like a lot of peopledoing just that.

As many as needed.

Oh.

From my daughter.

You have children?

Just the one.

About all I can handle.

And there are more?

There are.

Do you...?

Children hold you back.

Make you weak.

What about a family, then?

Brothers or sisters?

I'm an only child.

Let's get started.

So, what's it gonna be?

Honey or jam?

Strawberry or apple?

All of it.

Not a problem.

We have plenty here.

For lunch, I was thinking salted fish.

I like to wrap 'em up in a fresh piece of lettuce,

add a little --

What do you want?

Well, right now, we're just gonna talk.

Pass.

Okay.

Then, eat.

Good?

No.

You okay?

Yeah.

Am I okay?

Yep.

Nice and pasty.

Still look good, though.

Damn right.

I mean, if it weren't for Gabriel,

I would be making my move.

Don't let that stop you.

Man doesn't havea jealous bone in him.

Oh, yeah?

Okay, scoot over.

I've been thinking...

Mm-hmm.

...about Eugene.

Sorry.

It's your other other man.

Yeah.

We set a date to talk,and I missed it.

I justdon't want him to think

that I was dissing him or anything.

He'll be fine.

That guy, he bounces back.

Not everybody does.

I did, uh, check out a few of his baby tips.

The poop chart -- that shit was on point.

I mean, literally.

Eugene is a bona fide shit-ologist.

We have a kid together, Mami.

Yes, we do.

I didn't think I'd be a mamiin this world.

Try not to think about it.

Freaks me out every time.

I just...

wanna do it right.

Wanna be a good dad.

Freaks me outthat you're a dad, too.

Thanks.

No,she's lucky to have you.

We both are.

Here, sit up, sit up.

Okay? Yeah.

You okay?

Yeah.

Just got a lot of patients to see

and miles to go before I sleep.

Okay, come on.

Where's the horde?

Tell me.

Lady,you have the animal in you.

If we were out there,

I would take youlike a bitch in heat.

Unh!

That's enough.

You're all weak.

Gonna start with your fingers first.

Then both your ears.

Then we'll take all your teeth.

You lie to yourselves.

To each other.

You fight for what?

Sandwiches?

You ignore the truth

when it's staring youin the face.

I would never betray Alpha.

She rescued me.

She protects me.

She loves me.

She loves us all.

She sacrificedher own daughter for us.

She killed Lydia?

Oh.

She did.

And I am willing

to give my life for her.

Stop.

This ends now.

You're not getting Lydia mixed up in this.

He swallowed every ounceof Alpha's bullshit.

Every ounce.

If he seesthat Lydia's alive and well,

gets it that his great leader lied to him,

then maybe that changes something.Please.

That kid's been through enough.

Let hermake up her own mind.

This is the only way, and you know it.

That good, huh?

It's a little better than last time, yeah.

Know how I know a man's lying?

His lips are moving.

Cheryl, you're gonna get through this.

Okay?

I'll make sure of it.

Sit down, Doc.

You look worse than I do.

Close your peepers.

Rest.

Cheryl, I can't -- I --

Ain't for me.

I made my peace.

But others...

need to haveyour head on straight.

Go ahead.

Yeah.

She's actually a pretty good rider.

Mostly I think she just uses it as an excuse

to stay out with her friends.

Did you ever ride?

Sometimes.

Yeah, I couldn't get enough.

Find every excuseto stay out as long as I could,

keep going, even if it was just up and down our street.

As kids, we'd always try

to take the long way homearound the lake.

Brother or sister?

I'm sorry. I...

I had a brother.

Yeah, he was a couple years younger than me.

He, uh...

He loved cars.

Only thing he loved more than cars was people.

And...they loved him.

And I still think about him every day.

You know, I know what it's like

to lose someone that you love that much,

and I know that it helps to talk about it.

What you're doing...

these questions...

you know, digging for intel...

I suppose I should be doing the same,

but what's the point?

So maybe we just...

talk about nothing worth reporting, you know?

You know, I can go on and on about my brother,

and maybe you can --

We walk in darkness,we are free.

We bathe in blood, we are free...

Whisperer: We walk in darkness,we are free.

We bathe in blood, we are free...

Gabriel: I don't know.

We came back, and he was shaking in pain.

We walk in darkness...

Put your healin' hands on me, Doc.

I'm burning up here.

What's the problem?

How the hell should I know?!

Just make it stop!

I'm on this, Jefe. No. Come on.

All right, his breathing's labored.

Pupils dilated, his muscles are convulsing,

but no signs of infection.

It doesn't make sense.

Hey, hey! Easy!

Hold him!

Look, Dante, in my bag,grab the red bark!

Red bark!

Easy. Hey, hey, easy.

Easy, easy.

Hey.

No, Carol.

This morning...

Did you give this to him?

Yeah, for pain and inflammation.

You killed him.

How?

No, that's yarrow.

It's hemlock.

I -- I didn't know.

I -- I didn't know.

I thought, uh --

What? You thought what?

I never thought hemlock would bein the bag because, um...

Because what, Dante?

Because you packed it.

One less Guardian for our horde.

The man with the metal arm?

Aaron.

He has a daughter.

Is that all you've learned?

Did you ask...

after your sister's child?

There is nothing to ask.

He is one of them.

He will slaughter our kind.

He will search out your weaknesses.

He will use your sisteragainst you.

Remove your mask.

We are always being tested.

We must remain strong.

I believe in you.

Never doubt that.

You are my Gamma.

Tell me.

This Aaron...

he tempts you with his lies.

Do not be seduced.

Gabriel: If people find out,they'll panic.

If Alpha finds out...

She won't.

I'll clean up the mess.

I'll help.

'Cause it's not your messto clean.

Lydia: We're not going hunting,are we?

You still wanna help?

Yeah.

Good.

Cheryl?

Hey.

I was gonna come try to find youbut, uh...

Siddiq: Cheryl, you're gonna get through this.

It's hemlock. I'll make sure of it.

You killed him.

Open your eyes.

Look.

Look.

Enid!

I heard what happened.

Don't want to talk about it.

Go home. You should be in bed.

No.

Start or we go back in.

Drown together.

There's nothing to say.

He died because of my --

Unh-unh.

No,I want the real shit.

Whatever's been eating you up for weeks -- spill.

It's like I'm still there...

all the time.

It's like I never left.

But it's just pieces.

And they're all jumbled together

like a puzzle or something.

The screams and...

the smell...

the blood, everything...

I can't get it to stop.

People are dying.

Cheryl is already --

Cheryl was sick.

You're doing everything you can.

You're not alone.

You mean Dante?

Do you know why he bothers me so much?

Enid.

'Cause when he's there...

I just think about how much I miss her.

But then, I get to remember how I failed her, so...

No.

No,this isn't your fault.

What that skin bitch didain't on you.

You weren't there.

Okay? You...

Enid, Tara, the...

People that I love died right in front of me.

And now I get to watch it over and over and over.

And I did nothing.

I did nothing!

I just -- I didn't move.

I didn't help.

I just watched.

Now, because of me, more people...

Look, I'm just -- I'm not smart enough.

Bullshit.

Bullshit.

You have to pull through.

You have to fight it.

For Coco.

Me.

And everyone else that loves you.

And you can.

You will.

Because you're not alone.

And you're the smartest personI know.

Except me, of course.

I still can't figure out why you're sick.

The patients, you don't live together,

you don't work together,

you don't even eat the same things.

There's not a common denominator.

At least not one that I can...

What?

Nothing.

Go home, okay?

Go home.

Yaah!

Yaah!

No, no. It's --

That's yours now. A gift.

I don't want anythingfrom you.

Take it or I'll burn it.

All right.

No more games.

I ask questions,and you answer, got it?

Don't do this.

This isn't you.

You...

have no idea who I am.

Now, how many peopledo you have?

Let him go.

Let him go.

No.

No.

No.

Your mother told her people that she killed you.

You said you wanted my help.

I did.

You used me.

Lydia, I'm sorry.

You're just like her.

Lydia...

You said you wanted me to choose a side?

I choose mine.

You can't go out there.

It's too dangerous.

You can't stop me.

Unh! Aah.

Aaron: Wait.

They could be watching.

Dante: Hey.

I know it's late, but I saw the light on --

Leave me alone.

Just wanna chat for sec, Jef.

I am not your jef.

Sure you are, Chief.

Mm.

I'll go, but...

not before saying sorry.

With Eugene gone, I gotta...

pitch in with the water.

I haven't pulled my weight.

Stop.

Stop. This is my fault.

It's not yours.

It is not anyone else's.

Yeah.

I know you want this blame.

For a sec, everything else makes sense, right?

Well, I'm sorry, bro -- ain't how it works.

Look, this place is special.

And I got that right away.

It -- It works 'cause it's a village.

It takes everyone here to build, grow, and fight,

raise rug rats and heal people.

Everyone carries equal weight.

So, when something happens, it's all our fault, yeah?

And when one of us is suffering...

we're here to help.

You don't even know me, man.

Sure do.

You're my friend.

It's gonna be okay.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Look.

Enid!

Look.

Open your eyes.

N-o-o-o!

Open your eyes.

Get off!

I didn't want this!

Not you!

Not like this.

Close your eyes.

Close your eyes.