All language subtitles for Jacqueline.And.Jilly.S01E03_English

(whooshing)

(jingle)

I will sail the seven seas

Through every
storm and breeze

With tropic heat
and arctic cold

The freshest
cargo in the hold

This is the life,
the life for me

A sailor gay on
the roaring sea

(tense breathing)

We could go anywhere

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

We could go anywhere

Yeah, yeah, uh

We could go anywhere,
uh, let's get it

Yeah, we could go to LA

Miami to Philippines

Conversation plus the way
that you fill them jeans

Got me head first
like guillotine

Know what, so
what, I doze off

Plus single
mother on the solo

Just being in the PJs
mos really no show

Your ambition alone
got me motivated

Stick with me and we
can go the distance

And we could see
the whole globe

You hitting books you so
you can better yourself

Like we want more than
what's daily in front of us

Yellowstone Park

In the mountains letting
our lungs stretch

So wowie Maui and we wowee

Tequila lookin' great
with your sundress

Live music flaring with
your tongue stretched

You deserve it,
feels good to live

By all that purpose

- [Mrs. Mitchell] How long
will you be gone this time?

- I'll let you know.

I spoke with Julie's
probation officer.

Chuck knows his boss.

Worked out a
community service deal

for when Jilly
completes treatment.

- That's good.

I'll get your briefcase.

Travel safe, hmm.

- Give her some space Jackie.

- What the hell
took you so long.

- Just relax.

- Did you get it?

- Chill Jills, I
just got in the door.

I swear, I am leaving
this hell hole tonight.

My boyfriend's gonna
pick me up and we're

driving toe Vegas to
elope, so that's that.

- Yeah, I don't think that's

such a good idea Angie.

Can I have it?

- God, you're persistent.

Knock yourself out.

Couldn't get one of
your fancy friends

to grab that crap for you.

I mean really, took a
big chunk out of my day.

Like you care.

(sighing)

What?

Do you need some help?

So?

- It's positive.

- That sucks.

(dramatic jingling)

- And why not a cruise?

- See what I mean?

- Mrs. Mitchell, a
cruise ship environment

is not a responsible
choice for Jilly right now.

- And besides, I want to
be at the beach house.

- Why?

- Feeling grounded is extremely
important Mrs. Mitchell.

Program meetings,
therapy, community service

at the wildlife
refuge are all part

of Jilly's recovery and
working with Mother Nature

would be very therapeutic.

- How can you be so sure?

- Because it worked for me.

- Oh, I see.

- Well, what about a
real change of scenery

for my daughter.

- Mom, our old beach
house is the perfect

change of scenery.

- No air conditioning.

- May not be good
enough for you.

- [Mrs. Mitchell]
Full of cobwebs.

- But it's what I need, Mom.

Gram-Gram left it
for us to enjoy.

- It's crap.

- Mom, I did the rehab.

I should have some say
about where I want to be

and what I want to do for my

own outpatient program, right?

- Not while we're paying for it.

- Always about the
money with you.

- [Mrs. Mitchell] Stop it.

- Jilly, please sit, sit down.

- [Mrs. Mitchell] Don't start.

- Stop using my
recovery as a veil.

- What?

- You're just avoiding
your own issues Mom.

- [Mrs. Mitchell] I have no
idea what she's talking about.

- Yeah, me going on
a cruise would mean

that you wouldn't
have to be around Dad.

- That is ridiculous.

Dr. Alma, my husband
is a very busy man.

He works long hours,
causes stress,

strain in the family.

- No, he cheats on her

and they sleep in
separate bedrooms.

- Jilly!

- What you think I don't know.

- Ladies, snipping
at each other is

neither productive
for your relationship,

nor will it help you reach
your recovery goals Jilly.

- Exactly.

We're here to
focus on you Jilly,

not air family matters
that are first of all,

completely untrue Dr. Alma.

My husband and I
are fine, Jilly,

we want what's best.

- So then you should trust me.

- I understand your
apprehension Mrs. Mitchell,

but I fully support
Jilly's decision

to continue her
recovery in Virginia.

Look we've mapped
out a solid plan.

- Have you?

- My colleague Dr. Abel
has been brought up

to be on Julie's case.

- Dr. Abel?

- I'm sorry, I sent you an email

two weeks ago
notifying that I'll

be leaving for vacation.

- I don't remember receiving,

I don't know how I missed that,

but anyway, where are
you going on vacation?

- India.

- India, I love India.

You know years ago,
my husband and I

went to India to
Rajasthan area and Jaipur,

it was very luxurious.

We honeymooned there,
it was wonderful.

- Yes, well, I'll
be outside Delhi

in Aheraj, volunteering
at a leprosy colony.

- A leprosy colony?

- India is home to 58% of newly

diagnosed patients worldwide.

- That's fascinating,
I thought you said

you were going on a vacation.

- I am, it's called a working
vacation Mrs. Mitchell.

- Hmm.

- Anyway, as I was saying,
I've briefed Dr. Abel.

I admire him more than
any other doctor I know

in the psychiatric field.

- I guess that's reassuring.

- Mrs. Mitchell, the
imperativeness of Jilly

continuing her outpatient
program is paramount.

Jilly, you've come
such a long way,

but don't forget
you're vulnerable.

- I know.

- When you leave treatment,
I'll be tough at first,

believe me, but recovery
is one day at a time

and you have the tools you
need for a full recovery

if you use them.

Addiction affects
the whole family.

You need to heal together.

Jilly, there is no
doubt in my mind

that your parents love you

and there's no greater
power than love.

(gentle music)

I was afraid of
climbing mountains

But now I'm willing to fly

My tears have
filled fountains

Left me empty inside

Finally it came to me

I was being my worse enemy

And the battles
I've been fighting

Were against me

Positivity I chip me mood

Me I rock this
brand new attitude

Dancing to this
rhythm of life

I'm a lady so all youse
better treat me accordingly

Just like a queen wearing
my crown I deserve it

I'm a lady so all youse
better treat me accordingly

Just like a queen wearing
my crown I deserve it

- Would you try
knocking next time.

- Really mom?

Listen I'm going into town.

- Well, give me a second
and I'll come with you.

- No, I'll be fine,
stop policing me.

- Your father's coming
home for dinner,

don't be late.

- So he says, bye.

- Be safe.

I'm a lady so all youse
better treat me accordingly

(Jilly laughing)

- You still what it takes.

Just like old times.

- Yes, and I see that I
can still beat you Chris.

Just like when we were kids.

- Oh, yeah.

Well, you sure I can't
get you something stronger

than this ginger ale
you been nursing?

- No, that's okay.

- How are you guys
doing tonight?

- Hey Lorraine.

- You know I don't
mind losing to someone

as beautiful as you.

- Seriously, did
you just say that?

- Seriously, I did.

Just like old times Jilly.

- Not quite.

- Come on, you know what I mean.

I asked you to marry
me once, remember?

- Who could forget.

- Proposed to you at the prom.

- With a gum wrapper.

- Okay, so it was a
little unconventional,

but you shouldn't
hold it against me.

Or my love for you.

- Okay, are you done Casanova?

- You laughed at me like for
a really, really long time.

- Hysterical, like
who does that?

- You scarred me for life.

- Well, I mean it was a
million years ago, so.

- Not for me.

Jilly, I know this
sounds crazy, but I.

- Stop changing
the subject Chris.

And just pay up.

Come on.

Come on.

- Okay.

Hey, why don't we
go back to my place.

I got some bitchin' weed.

- Um, actually no, I've
got to get home, so.

- Home, it's early, you got
like a curfew or something?

- Yeah, it's
something like that.

- What are you doing?

- I'm just gonna get
an Uber really quick.

- Oh, put that thing away,

I'll give you a ride on my bike.

- Okay, yeah, if you insist.

- Yes, I insist.

You ever been on a bike before.

- [Jilly] I haven't
actually so drive safe.

- Well, you're gonna love it.

Ladies first.

- All right.

- Where could she be?

I've been texting her all night.

Should we call the police?

- Absolutely not.

Always jumping to conclusions
without the facts.

Could have stayed where I was,

finished up business.

- Yeah, finished up business

with one of your mistresses.

- Don't start.

- Just stating the facts.

- Well, your facts
are wrong again.

- Jilly just had to be
here at this cottage.

- Probably wanted to get
away from all your cush.

- I think I know how
to raise my daughter.

- Oh, so now she's
your daughter.

- You know what I mean.

(door clicking)

Oh, that's her.

- Where were you?

- We've been worried sick.

- Are you serious?

Look, if I knew I was gonna
be under house arrest,

I could have stayed in rehab.

- Stop being fresh.

- Who brought you home?

- A friend.

- A friend, what friend?

- What is this?

I can't believe you two.

Next you'll be
asking me to like pee

in a cup or something.

- And that's not a bad idea.

- [Jilly] That's very funny mom.

- Jilly, you had us worried.

All right, you're under our care

whether you like it or not.

We're just trying to help you.

- Dad, get off my back.

All I did was meet a
friend at a tavern.

- At a tavern?

- See, that right there
is reckless Jilly.

You have no business in
a bar, it's a trigger.

- [Jilly] Here we go.

- Did you forget
what Dr. Alma said?

- Nothing happened.

- This time.

- Right.

- I thought being
at the beach house,

I would have some freedom.

But I'm starting to
feel like a prisoner.

- Well, too damn bad.

When you got loaded
and crashed your car,

you lost a piece of your
independence young lady.

- Where do you
think you're going?

- Now you're gonna
do things our way.

- Jilly, get back here.

- Leave me alone.

(dramatic music)

Pills, I put them here.

(heavy breathing)

(startled breathing)

- Thank you so much.

It's my first time.

- All right, everybody,
how we doing today?

- [All] Good.

- Okay, good, we're
about to get started.

Welcome to the Garden
of Zen Yoga Studio.

Do I have any first time
yogis here with me today?

Aha, yes, welcome,
what's your name.

- [Alex] Alex.

- Alex, welcome Alex, namaste.

Anyone else?

Yes, what's your name?

- [Jacqueline] Jacqueline.

- Jacqueline, welcome,

thank you for joining us today.

Before we get
started, I want to set

your intentions for today.

What brought you here?

Why are you here today?

Everyone stand up
and let's begin.

(gonging)

Hands over head,
reaching to the sky.

Nice and stretched.

And over to your left
please, reach, reach, reach

to the top and up
through the middle.

And over to your right.

Continue to reach back
to the other side.

Great job.

Again, over to the left.

Terrific.

Up through the
center to the right.

Really feel your
fingers pointing up

to the sky.

Fantastic.

Beautiful.

Now come down to the
top, stop at the top.

And down through
your heart center

and shake it out, shake it out.

All right, everybody
flex your toes.

Hands over your head.

Sit up and ch-ch, double
breath to your toes.

Now we're gonna turn
over and we're gonna move

on to camel pose.

Now remember, you do
you in this class.

Camel pose is going
to be different

for each and every person.

We're going to be opening
up the heart chakra,

opening the throat chakra.

This is where you
allow the energy

to come through you,
to come out of you.

Beautiful.

Wow, beautiful camel.

Fantastic.

Looks great everybody.

Listen, okay, terrific.

Looking good.

Yes, excellent.

Okay.

- I really don't
think I can do this.

This is so hard.

I'm thirsty, I'm
hot, I'm overwhelmed,

do I really have to go.

- I understand.

- It's too much,
it's over the top.

- I would love you
to stay in the room

with the rest of
the group please.

Listen, all right,
let's find ourselves

in savasana please.

Lay down, I want
you to lay down.

Head to the top of your mat.

Now listen.

This is your first class.

It's natural for
feel lightheaded

and overwhelmed at
some of the postures.

I'm just gonna ask
you to breathe.

You open up chakras where
a lot of emotion is held,

so just let go, okay, all right.

Take it right back
please all the way.

All right, there you go.

All right class, terrific.

Again, while we lie here,
remember what brought

you here today.

- Wow, that was
an amazing class.

- Thank you.

- I'm a little rusty but.

- Namaste, oh, you did fine.

Namaste.

- So, listen, some of the ladies

were talking about
a camping retreat.

They said Sandy
Bottom Nature Park.

Does that sound right.

- Yeah, those were
incredible healing grounds.

- Really?

- Yeah, in fact I have
some information somewhere,

give me a second.

- Mom.

- You mad at me?

- No, how could I be.

- I tried.

I don't know how I talked
myself into this yoga class.

I mean I have a heat
rash on my back.

- Well, we struggled
together mom

and it was a beautiful thing

and you did great.

- You think so.

- Is this your mom?

- Yes.

- [Instructor] Oh,
you look so young.

- Oh, if you say so.

Here it is, here's your mat.

- [Instructor] Oh, thank you.

- And I'll definitely be back.

- [Mrs. Mitchell] I
can't say that I will.

- Namaste Mrs. Mitchell.

- A nama who?

- Come on, Mom, let's get
some ice cream, sorry.

(gentle music)

(light thundering)

- Oh.

You know honey, I hope
this weather clears up.

Oh, that's a beauty.

- You shocked me today,

showing up at my yoga class.

- I shocked myself, I struggled.

But I needed to do something to

get rid of my frickin' anger.

- Mom, I cannot
believe that just came

out of your mouth.

- Well, believe
it, I'm not a saint

and quite frankly,
it's liberating to say

what's on my mind.

I'm sorry about last night.

- Well, I'm sorry for
worrying you and dad.

- Oh.

- Love you Mom.

- I love you more sweetheart.

I just want to make
everything all better for you.

- Well, we'll get there,
baby steps, right.

- Right.

What do you say
in your meetings.

It works.

- [Together] If you work it.

- Right.

Honey.

I'm so.

I'm so sorry.

I just feel so
responsible that we let

them prescribe all
those pills to you

after your accident.

- Mom, it's not your fault.

It's not Daddy's.

We're working at
this as a family

and that's all that matter.

- You are so amazing.

What's up for tomorrow?

- Well, my sponsor
has me writing

in my journal a lot and
my community service.

- Good.

- But after that I'm doing
this forest bathing hike.

- Forest bathing, hmm.

That sounds interesting.

Maybe I'll join.

- Well, Mom, you haven't
really hiked in like forever

or in your life, so,
there's bugs and mud.

I don't think it's really
a good fit for you.

- Right, but neither
was the yoga class

and I still did it, right?

So, maybe I'll
surprise us both again.

- Okay, come on.

What?

- What?

- Let's go.

There's this one,
it's really cool.

- Girl you were
lucky, you were lucky.

Hi, Yami.

- Sophie.

- This is interesting.

- How long you here Ms. Hubert?

- Oh, I'm just gonna be
here for a couple of days.

- Okay, well it's so good.

- No, no, no, don't get up.

I know how long it takes
to finish those braids.

It's okay, so good to see you.

But I hear you and
your mom went on

quite the hike today?

- Oh, yeah, Stella is
getting her groove back.

Did she tell you
about our yoga class.

- Mm-hmm, no, but thank you.

- Wait, for what?

- Well, all this activity
has worn poor Stella

out so much that I finally
beat her in tennis.

- I let her win.

I let you win, you know
the ace was like luck.

- Okay, you keep telling
yourself that, okay.

Anyway, it is good to see you
looking like yourself Jilly.

- Thank you.

I owe and Mr.
Huber a big apology

for what happened last month.

- I appreciate that and I
will be sure to tell Chuck.

- Thank you.

(gentle music)

I was a afraid of
climbing mountains

But now I'm willing to fly

My tears have built