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(whooshing)

(jingle)

I will sail the seven seas

Through every storm and breeze

With tropic heat and arctic cold

The freshest cargo in the hold

This is the life, the life for me

A sailor gay on the roaring sea

(tense breathing)

We could go anywhere

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

We could go anywhere

Yeah, yeah, uh

We could go anywhere, uh, let's get it

Yeah, we could go to LA

Miami to Philippines

Conversation plus the way that you fill them jeans

Got me head first like guillotine

Know what, so what, I doze off

Plus single mother on the solo

Just being in the PJs mos really no show

Your ambition alone got me motivated

Stick with me and we can go the distance

And we could see the whole globe

You hitting books you so you can better yourself

Like we want more than what's daily in front of us

Yellowstone Park

In the mountains letting our lungs stretch

So wowie Maui and we wowee

Tequila lookin' great with your sundress

Live music flaring with your tongue stretched

You deserve it, feels good to live

By all that purpose

- [Mrs. Mitchell] How long will you be gone this time?

- I'll let you know.

I spoke with Julie's probation officer.

Chuck knows his boss.

Worked out a community service deal

for when Jilly completes treatment.

- That's good.

I'll get your briefcase.

Travel safe, hmm.

- Give her some space Jackie.

- What the hell took you so long.

- Just relax.

- Did you get it?

- Chill Jills, I just got in the door.

I swear, I am leaving this hell hole tonight.

My boyfriend's gonna pick me up and we're

driving toe Vegas to elope, so that's that.

- Yeah, I don't think that's

such a good idea Angie.

Can I have it?

- God, you're persistent.

Knock yourself out.

Couldn't get one of your fancy friends

to grab that crap for you.

I mean really, took a big chunk out of my day.

Like you care.

(sighing)

What?

Do you need some help?

So?

- It's positive.

- That sucks.

(dramatic jingling)

- And why not a cruise?

- See what I mean?

- Mrs. Mitchell, a cruise ship environment

is not a responsible choice for Jilly right now.

- And besides, I want to be at the beach house.

- Why?

- Feeling grounded is extremely important Mrs. Mitchell.

Program meetings, therapy, community service

at the wildlife refuge are all part

of Jilly's recovery and working with Mother Nature

would be very therapeutic.

- How can you be so sure?

- Because it worked for me.

- Oh, I see.

- Well, what about a real change of scenery

for my daughter.

- Mom, our old beach house is the perfect

change of scenery.

- No air conditioning.

- May not be good enough for you.

- [Mrs. Mitchell] Full of cobwebs.

- But it's what I need, Mom.

Gram-Gram left it for us to enjoy.

- It's crap.

- Mom, I did the rehab.

I should have some say about where I want to be

and what I want to do for my

own outpatient program, right?

- Not while we're paying for it.

- Always about the money with you.

- [Mrs. Mitchell] Stop it.

- Jilly, please sit, sit down.

- [Mrs. Mitchell] Don't start.

- Stop using my recovery as a veil.

- What?

- You're just avoiding your own issues Mom.

- [Mrs. Mitchell] I have no idea what she's talking about.

- Yeah, me going on a cruise would mean

that you wouldn't have to be around Dad.

- That is ridiculous.

Dr. Alma, my husband is a very busy man.

He works long hours, causes stress,

strain in the family.

- No, he cheats on her

and they sleep in separate bedrooms.

- Jilly!

- What you think I don't know.

- Ladies, snipping at each other is

neither productive for your relationship,

nor will it help you reach your recovery goals Jilly.

- Exactly.

We're here to focus on you Jilly,

not air family matters that are first of all,

completely untrue Dr. Alma.

My husband and I are fine, Jilly,

we want what's best.

- So then you should trust me.

- I understand your apprehension Mrs. Mitchell,

but I fully support Jilly's decision

to continue her recovery in Virginia.

Look we've mapped out a solid plan.

- Have you?

- My colleague Dr. Abel has been brought up

to be on Julie's case.

- Dr. Abel?

- I'm sorry, I sent you an email

two weeks ago notifying that I'll

be leaving for vacation.

- I don't remember receiving,

I don't know how I missed that,

but anyway, where are you going on vacation?

- India.

- India, I love India.

You know years ago, my husband and I

went to India to Rajasthan area and Jaipur,

it was very luxurious.

We honeymooned there, it was wonderful.

- Yes, well, I'll be outside Delhi

in Aheraj, volunteering at a leprosy colony.

- A leprosy colony?

- India is home to 58% of newly

diagnosed patients worldwide.

- That's fascinating, I thought you said

you were going on a vacation.

- I am, it's called a working vacation Mrs. Mitchell.

- Hmm.

- Anyway, as I was saying, I've briefed Dr. Abel.

I admire him more than any other doctor I know

in the psychiatric field.

- I guess that's reassuring.

- Mrs. Mitchell, the imperativeness of Jilly

continuing her outpatient program is paramount.

Jilly, you've come such a long way,

but don't forget you're vulnerable.

- I know.

- When you leave treatment, I'll be tough at first,

believe me, but recovery is one day at a time

and you have the tools you need for a full recovery

if you use them.

Addiction affects the whole family.

You need to heal together.

Jilly, there is no doubt in my mind

that your parents love you

and there's no greater power than love.

(gentle music)

I was afraid of climbing mountains

But now I'm willing to fly

My tears have filled fountains

Left me empty inside

Finally it came to me

I was being my worse enemy

And the battles I've been fighting

Were against me

Positivity I chip me mood

Me I rock this brand new attitude

Dancing to this rhythm of life

I'm a lady so all youse better treat me accordingly

Just like a queen wearing my crown I deserve it

I'm a lady so all youse better treat me accordingly

Just like a queen wearing my crown I deserve it

- Would you try knocking next time.

- Really mom?

Listen I'm going into town.

- Well, give me a second and I'll come with you.

- No, I'll be fine, stop policing me.

- Your father's coming home for dinner,

don't be late.

- So he says, bye.

- Be safe.

I'm a lady so all youse better treat me accordingly

(Jilly laughing)

- You still what it takes.

Just like old times.

- Yes, and I see that I can still beat you Chris.

Just like when we were kids.

- Oh, yeah.

Well, you sure I can't get you something stronger

than this ginger ale you been nursing?

- No, that's okay.

- How are you guys doing tonight?

- Hey Lorraine.

- You know I don't mind losing to someone

as beautiful as you.

- Seriously, did you just say that?

- Seriously, I did.

Just like old times Jilly.

- Not quite.

- Come on, you know what I mean.

I asked you to marry me once, remember?

- Who could forget.

- Proposed to you at the prom.

- With a gum wrapper.

- Okay, so it was a little unconventional,

but you shouldn't hold it against me.

Or my love for you.

- Okay, are you done Casanova?

- You laughed at me like for a really, really long time.

- Hysterical, like who does that?

- You scarred me for life.

- Well, I mean it was a million years ago, so.

- Not for me.

Jilly, I know this sounds crazy, but I.

- Stop changing the subject Chris.

And just pay up.

Come on.

Come on.

- Okay.

Hey, why don't we go back to my place.

I got some bitchin' weed.

- Um, actually no, I've got to get home, so.

- Home, it's early, you got like a curfew or something?

- Yeah, it's something like that.

- What are you doing?

- I'm just gonna get an Uber really quick.

- Oh, put that thing away,

I'll give you a ride on my bike.

- Okay, yeah, if you insist.

- Yes, I insist.

You ever been on a bike before.

- [Jilly] I haven't actually so drive safe.

- Well, you're gonna love it.

Ladies first.

- All right.

- Where could she be?

I've been texting her all night.

Should we call the police?

- Absolutely not.

Always jumping to conclusions without the facts.

Could have stayed where I was,

finished up business.

- Yeah, finished up business

with one of your mistresses.

- Don't start.

- Just stating the facts.

- Well, your facts are wrong again.

- Jilly just had to be here at this cottage.

- Probably wanted to get away from all your cush.

- I think I know how to raise my daughter.

- Oh, so now she's your daughter.

- You know what I mean.

(door clicking)

Oh, that's her.

- Where were you?

- We've been worried sick.

- Are you serious?

Look, if I knew I was gonna be under house arrest,

I could have stayed in rehab.

- Stop being fresh.

- Who brought you home?

- A friend.

- A friend, what friend?

- What is this?

I can't believe you two.

Next you'll be asking me to like pee

in a cup or something.

- And that's not a bad idea.

- [Jilly] That's very funny mom.

- Jilly, you had us worried.

All right, you're under our care

whether you like it or not.

We're just trying to help you.

- Dad, get off my back.

All I did was meet a friend at a tavern.

- At a tavern?

- See, that right there is reckless Jilly.

You have no business in a bar, it's a trigger.

- [Jilly] Here we go.

- Did you forget what Dr. Alma said?

- Nothing happened.

- This time.

- Right.

- I thought being at the beach house,

I would have some freedom.

But I'm starting to feel like a prisoner.

- Well, too damn bad.

When you got loaded and crashed your car,

you lost a piece of your independence young lady.

- Where do you think you're going?

- Now you're gonna do things our way.

- Jilly, get back here.

- Leave me alone.

(dramatic music)

Pills, I put them here.

(heavy breathing)

(startled breathing)

- Thank you so much.

It's my first time.

- All right, everybody, how we doing today?

- [All] Good.

- Okay, good, we're about to get started.

Welcome to the Garden of Zen Yoga Studio.

Do I have any first time yogis here with me today?

Aha, yes, welcome, what's your name.

- [Alex] Alex.

- Alex, welcome Alex, namaste.

Anyone else?

Yes, what's your name?

- [Jacqueline] Jacqueline.

- Jacqueline, welcome,

thank you for joining us today.

Before we get started, I want to set

your intentions for today.

What brought you here?

Why are you here today?

Everyone stand up and let's begin.

(gonging)

Hands over head, reaching to the sky.

Nice and stretched.

And over to your left please, reach, reach, reach

to the top and up through the middle.

And over to your right.

Continue to reach back to the other side.

Great job.

Again, over to the left.

Terrific.

Up through the center to the right.

Really feel your fingers pointing up

to the sky.

Fantastic.

Beautiful.

Now come down to the top, stop at the top.

And down through your heart center

and shake it out, shake it out.

All right, everybody flex your toes.

Hands over your head.

Sit up and ch-ch, double breath to your toes.

Now we're gonna turn over and we're gonna move

on to camel pose.

Now remember, you do you in this class.

Camel pose is going to be different

for each and every person.

We're going to be opening up the heart chakra,

opening the throat chakra.

This is where you allow the energy

to come through you, to come out of you.

Beautiful.

Wow, beautiful camel.

Fantastic.

Looks great everybody.

Listen, okay, terrific.

Looking good.

Yes, excellent.

Okay.

- I really don't think I can do this.

This is so hard.

I'm thirsty, I'm hot, I'm overwhelmed,

do I really have to go.

- I understand.

- It's too much, it's over the top.

- I would love you to stay in the room

with the rest of the group please.

Listen, all right, let's find ourselves

in savasana please.

Lay down, I want you to lay down.

Head to the top of your mat.

Now listen.

This is your first class.

It's natural for feel lightheaded

and overwhelmed at some of the postures.

I'm just gonna ask you to breathe.

You open up chakras where a lot of emotion is held,

so just let go, okay, all right.

Take it right back please all the way.

All right, there you go.

All right class, terrific.

Again, while we lie here, remember what brought

you here today.

- Wow, that was an amazing class.

- Thank you.

- I'm a little rusty but.

- Namaste, oh, you did fine.

Namaste.

- So, listen, some of the ladies

were talking about a camping retreat.

They said Sandy Bottom Nature Park.

Does that sound right.

- Yeah, those were incredible healing grounds.

- Really?

- Yeah, in fact I have some information somewhere,

give me a second.

- Mom.

- You mad at me?

- No, how could I be.

- I tried.

I don't know how I talked myself into this yoga class.

I mean I have a heat rash on my back.

- Well, we struggled together mom

and it was a beautiful thing

and you did great.

- You think so.

- Is this your mom?

- Yes.

- [Instructor] Oh, you look so young.

- Oh, if you say so.

Here it is, here's your mat.

- [Instructor] Oh, thank you.

- And I'll definitely be back.

- [Mrs. Mitchell] I can't say that I will.

- Namaste Mrs. Mitchell.

- A nama who?

- Come on, Mom, let's get some ice cream, sorry.

(gentle music)

(light thundering)

- Oh.

You know honey, I hope this weather clears up.

Oh, that's a beauty.

- You shocked me today,

showing up at my yoga class.

- I shocked myself, I struggled.

But I needed to do something to

get rid of my frickin' anger.

- Mom, I cannot believe that just came

out of your mouth.

- Well, believe it, I'm not a saint

and quite frankly, it's liberating to say

what's on my mind.

I'm sorry about last night.

- Well, I'm sorry for worrying you and dad.

- Oh.

- Love you Mom.

- I love you more sweetheart.

I just want to make everything all better for you.

- Well, we'll get there, baby steps, right.

- Right.

What do you say in your meetings.

It works.

- [Together] If you work it.

- Right.

Honey.

I'm so.

I'm so sorry.

I just feel so responsible that we let

them prescribe all those pills to you

after your accident.

- Mom, it's not your fault.

It's not Daddy's.

We're working at this as a family

and that's all that matter.

- You are so amazing.

What's up for tomorrow?

- Well, my sponsor has me writing

in my journal a lot and my community service.

- Good.

- But after that I'm doing this forest bathing hike.

- Forest bathing, hmm.

That sounds interesting.

Maybe I'll join.

- Well, Mom, you haven't really hiked in like forever

or in your life, so, there's bugs and mud.

I don't think it's really a good fit for you.

- Right, but neither was the yoga class

and I still did it, right?

So, maybe I'll surprise us both again.

- Okay, come on.

What?

- What?

- Let's go.

There's this one, it's really cool.

- Girl you were lucky, you were lucky.

Hi, Yami.

- Sophie.

- This is interesting.

- How long you here Ms. Hubert?

- Oh, I'm just gonna be here for a couple of days.

- Okay, well it's so good.

- No, no, no, don't get up.

I know how long it takes to finish those braids.

It's okay, so good to see you.

But I hear you and your mom went on

quite the hike today?

- Oh, yeah, Stella is getting her groove back.

Did she tell you about our yoga class.

- Mm-hmm, no, but thank you.

- Wait, for what?

- Well, all this activity has worn poor Stella

out so much that I finally beat her in tennis.

- I let her win.

I let you win, you know the ace was like luck.

- Okay, you keep telling yourself that, okay.

Anyway, it is good to see you looking like yourself Jilly.

- Thank you.

I owe and Mr. Huber a big apology

for what happened last month.

- I appreciate that and I will be sure to tell Chuck.

- Thank you.

(gentle music)

I was a afraid of climbing mountains

But now I'm willing to fly

My tears have built