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I'm Rebecca Moore,

one of the most famous porn stars in the world.

And for years, whenever my friends had a wild sex story-

Anyone I was ever gonna tell, it would be you, Rebecca.

They ran to my home in the country.

To tell me all the naughty little details.

He wants me to come over,

fuck his virgin ass- - Yeah.

Give him food, and he's got a knife.

Now that I've retired-

I wanna know everything.

I want to collect incredible sex stories.

It was the best sex ever.

When someone tells you-

Dick is there, it's huge.

About sex they love-

This is a fucking good story.

They're actually telling you so much more.

And then I begin to give him

a good, hard spanking.

How hard?

Hard.

These are true stories.

He was showing me the goods,

and I was not unhappy with the view.

I'm there for the dick, Rebecca!

This is the "Best Sex Ever".

I had a dream about a cowboy last night,

so I decided to dress like one.

Yee-haw!

And look what's waiting in my letter box.

Another naughty letter.

And they always send me three words

to tease me about their sex story,

"Best sex ever."

Ooh, anal beads, crying,

and train schedules.

Oh, look!

There's somebody coming up my drive now!

Hello!

Deeva! - How are you?

Mwah, mwah!

It's a pleasure to met you. - And a pleasure.

- We are matching. - Oh, we are.

Come this way.

Get it out.

I can't wait to hear about this.

You'll have to tell me more about this crying.

Honestly, I'm happy to.

Come on in!

Come to the garden.

Have a seat. - Thank you.

Relax.

Welcome to my garden.

I wanna get to know you a little bit.

Please, Deeva, tell me all about yourself.

So, I am Deeva.

I'm in my early 30s.

I know you can't tell.

But I am a cabaret performer,

so I'm a burlesque performer. - Yeah.

A cabaret host, and dancer,

and then I also work in comms during the day.

- Deeva. - Yes.

I am so excited to hear about your story.

What was your best sex ever?

Okay, so.

Going back eight years.

Yeah?

I was 24.

Oh, quite young.

Very inexperienced.

- Oh. - Very new to the gay scene.

So I didn't have a plethora of information,

and I was also deeply romantic.

Yeah, I think we are when we're younger, aren't we?

Right?

I still had this romantic essence about sex,

but also was starting to kind of veer

into exploring things a little bit more,

trying things that I had never tried before.

So really, you're looking for a kinky Prince Charming?

Yeah, I am.

Me too.

- Think I still am now. - Yeah.

I'd seen all the fantasies in porn,

and I'd heard stories from all my friends,

but everything still seemed like a fantasy,

and it didn't seem like something

that I could have got involved with.

Mm.

And when I looked at all of those things,

they weren't people who looked like me.

Right.

In any of these scenes,

so it all never seemed like it could come true.

Right.

Yeah, that must be really hard,

you know, feeling like, "This is not gonna happen for me."

Yeah.

I think it all changed, though,

because I was traveling a lot with work,

so I was going up to Manchester quite often,

and I think this is where it all really changed.

So, Manchester,

good gay scene, yeah?

Very good gay scene.

So you don't know this at this point?

I don't know this at this point.

I'm on the apps. - Yeah.

Yeah, I'm on the Yellow Pages.

And started chatting to this blank profile.

- Oh. - Which, you know.

Are you okay with the blank profiles?

- I was then. - Mm-hmm.

Because it was like attention.

- We were young. - We were young, right?

I've got- - You have to learn.

I've got a much more robust

- vetting system now. - Yeah.

But we've been chatting for a few days

at this point, really interesting 'cause this person

was actually really nice. - Yeah.

But their photos were horrendous.

They were blurry.

We'd been chatting, and I finally

was gonna meet this man,

and he made me feel really comfortable over text,

so I thought I'm gonna give him a shot.

I had a train to catch later on that day,

so I said, "Cool.

I'm gonna meet you,"

and I had something very specific planned for him.

- You did? - Yeah, yeah.

Oh, tell me.

Coffee.

- A biggie. - Yeah, yeah.

And I just- - Coffee.

I just said to him, "Listen, I'll come meet you,

and we can grab a coffee,

and we can just have a chat." - Yeah.

"And then I've gotta get my train."

Okay.

I said, and this is the naivete kicking in,

I would come to his flat for coffee.

I got to the flat, and I press the buzzer,

and he buzzed me up.

I walk out into the hallway.

Literally out of nowhere, like at the end of the hall,

this little face pops out of a door.

Oh, gosh.

And he was like, "Over here!"

And I was like, "Oh."

So I get to the door. - Yeah.

And I look at him.

He's so hot. - Oh.

And he's just got this aura about him,

which is like cool and calm and collected,

and very astute, like he's very sure of himself.

Was he older, younger, same age?

So he's older at this point.

So I came into his flat,

and I was still a bit nervous,

still a bit anxious. - Yeah.

And now he's hot, so I'm like,

whoa, like you know the butterflies in the stomach.

Yeah.

He looks a little bit Mediterranean,

so he's not quite tall,

but he's taller than me. - Yeah.

So I wanna say, like, six foot-ish.

And then got a nice little buzz cut,

and he's got black hair,

like, jawline. - Yeah.

He's not built, he's not muscular,

but he's beefy, and- - Yeah.

And he's just sitting there,

and he's like, the manspread is insane.

So it's like straight out,

like sitting back, and I'm like, "Oh."

- Very confident. - And it's confidence.

- Yeah. - And I was like, "Ooh."

And he gets the coffee, we're just sitting there

having coffee, and he slides over a little bit.

Yeah?

And this is the romance, right?

Yeah.

This is where I'm like, oh, this is actually romantic.

Yeah, that is.

I agree.

So we're having this coffee,

and then the chat kinda progresses,

and then he goes in for a kiss.

Were you waiting for him, or-

I was definitely waiting for him.

Yeah, yeah.

I wanted this Cinderella moment,

in my head. - Yeah.

And in that moment, I already felt myself melting

into his arms, and I was like,

this is very, like-

- Hot. - Hot.

Mm.

So then he says, "Do you wanna just go cuddle,

and lie down?"

So I'm like, "Yeah."

So then he takes me into the bedroom,

he puts music on, and he lights a few candles,

and then the lights go off,

and like, it's almost like the room has changed

completely, and it's very sultry.

And he says to me, he was like, "Get on your knees."

I thought we were here for a cuddle.

I've already overstepped my coffee mug, right?

So then in my head, I'm like, "I'm gonna do it."

I remember him saying, "Are you okay with this?"

And I was like, "Yeah, I am."

And at this point, he's starting to take his top off,

and then he looks at me, and he's like,

"Take yours off, too."

Yeah.

Wow, like I can't believe this is happening to me.

And that's at the the point where he, like,

basically takes his trousers off.

And I'm just face to face with his penis.

Ooh.

I just remember looking at it

and thinking, "This is a really pretty dick."

Yeah.

I just remember him literally looking at me

and not saying anything, but just like guiding my face

towards it, and I was like,

this is really hot. - Yeah.

And at that point, I was like,

I'm pretty sure I will do whatever he wants me to do.

I was like, ooh, I've gotta give this man

the best blowjob I've ever given.

So I was really concentrating on that.

When there's something at the back of your throat, right?

And you're gagging a little bit,

sometimes you don't look the most attractive

when you're looking up.

And I just remember crying,

and this is the most romantic thing

that's ever happened to me.

He just looked at me, and then just like

wiped a tear off my face with his thumb.

And I just thought-

So tender.

But also like, he was so in control.

It was so hot. - Yeah.

I remember looking at the time,

being like, I've missed this train.

Fuck the train.

So we then ended up having sex.

He was really tender, and very,

every time we did something,

he'd be like, "Is this good for you?"

And I'd be like, "Yes."

And if it wasn't, and I said no, he would stop.

Really-

Consent is horny, isn't it?

It was really horny sex.

And that just made me feel so comfortable,

and willing to try other stuff with him.

Yeah, yeah.

We both came.

He came inside me, but the condom.

Yeah, yeah.

Did you enjoy that?

- I really enjoyed it. - Yeah.

- It was really hot. - Very intimate, isn't it?

- Yeah. - Yeah.

So we were like, just in bed,

and he was like, "Do you wanna shower?"

He was like, "For your train?"

And I was like, "Yeah, thank you."

And so I get in the shower,

and then he joins me,

and I was like, "Oh, I wasn't expecting this."

And then next thing I know,

he basically was rock hard again.

And I was like- - Round two.

- Are we doing round two? - Oh my god.

And in my head, I'm like,

am I prepared for round two? - Yeah.

So we ended up having the most sensual shower sex.

- Really passionate? - Do you know what I mean?

Like, head pushed against the wall,

all of that kinda stuff.

I will say also, this doesn't happen to people like me.

This is the kind of stuff

that happens in other people's worlds,

or happens in movies and porn.

Do you, I get what you're saying,

but I feel like,

I don't think those magical moments

are happening everyday- - No, no.

Do you know what I mean?

So that's why we hold onto them.

So we come out of the shower.

Yeah.

Like, toweling off.

I've decided to take the last train home, basically.

Yeah.

He then asks if I've got any experience with toys.

He opens up his drawer,

and there's just like an array of sex toys.

He unfurled it, like it was a set of chef's knives.

But it was like different sized butt plugs,

going from small to big.

I love it.

And I was like, "This is what?"

And you can imagine my eyes,

I was like, wow. - This is amazing.

But there were like anal beads, like different sizes.

Yeah.

- And just various sex toys. - Yeah.

So he was like, "Cool, would you like to try them?"

And I was like, "Yeah, why not?"

- Fun. - Right?

Yeah.

And then he was like, "Have you tried anal beads before?"

And I was like, "No," and he was like, "Cool.

We'll start with the small ones."

Next thing I know, I'm at the biggest one.

I'm like, how? - Yeah.

And in my head as well, I'm like,

is my asshole gonna recover from this?

Like, I've gotta get a two and a half hour train

back to London.

So I was saying,

it's all that confusion, all this mystery,

and then all these questions-

And this internal fight.

Yeah, this internal fight,

being like, oh my god, I'm so naughty,

but this is so great.

And basically, we just ended up playing again

for another hour or two. - Yeah.

And we fucked again,

and genuinely, by the end of it,

I was like, I feel like I've explored

to my heart's content. - Yeah.

And I was like, "Did you have a good time?"

He was like, "I had a great time."

Yeah.

He cared about me as a person,

not just as-

That is sexy.

At the time, I needed that validation so much,

because it was opening a door for me.

Yeah.

And showed me that I could do all of this stuff

if I wanted to. - Yeah.

And that it wasn't just gatekept

for a certain type of person,

or certain scenario.

In a weird way, he's become my mentor,

like we still see each other now.

- I love that. - Right.

I was gonna ask if you see him still.

Yeah, like every time I go up to Manchester,

we try and hang out,

either as friends, or just like have fun.

He sounds a very important part

of your journey, as well.

He is, and he still will be.

What a hot story.

Honestly, and the sex is still really good.

The best-

- The best sex ever. - Sex ever.

I know it should be obvious

that being kind is a big part of sex,

but it really is, isn't it?

It's quite erotic- - 100%.

- Being caring. - Yeah.

Oh, you've left me with a warm feeling inside.

Thank you so much for coming,

and sharing your amazing story with me.

I loved it. - Thank you.

Aw, thank you so much, lovely.

Mwah.

See you again soon, Deeva. - See you soon, darling.

Bye-bye.

Deeva has taken me back to those early

inexperienced times when I'd meet up with somebody,

and I would just expect to be treated

like a piece of meat, which, at times, I liked.

But there's nothing quite like

a little bit of kindness in between those kink roles.

I think those mentors, or those sex mentors,

play a really big role in our lives.

And right on cue, I have somebody phoning in now

for some mentorship, so I'll see you real soon

back in the garden.

I woke up this morning

feeling a little bit dominant,

so I put on something a little dom,

because I know I'm gonna be hearing some great sexy stories,

and look what I got in here.

I've got myself another letter,

with those three little clues

as to the sex story.

Ex-boyfriend, ooh.

Panties.

The weekend.

Joey!

- How are you, lovely? - Hello, my darling!

You've come all this way to the English countryside.

Oh, your house is so gorgeous.

- Come on in. - Absolutely.

I'm gonna make you a cup of tea.

How have you been, darling?

- Amazing, and you? - Amazing.

I can't wait to hear about this story.

I'll bet you've got a great one!

How are you?

Have a seat. - Amazing.

Welcome to my garden.

It's gorgeous.

Well, I bet it took quite a few planes

to get here.

Yeah, and some automobiles, you know.

- Yeah? - But we made it.

So I know loads about you, Joey.

Yeah.

- We're very good friends. - Mm-hmm.

We're both in the same line of work.

Yes.

But let's tell everybody a little bit more about yourself.

So porn obviously, I started porn

the night that I turned 18.

A few fashion shows, that's how we met.

Yes.

A little reality TV, how we met again.

Mm-hmm.

I don't know anything, you've given me the three words.

I'm so excited to find out

Joey Mills' best sex ever.

So, I don't know if you've ever met my ex,

but the longest relationship-

You lived together and everything, didn't you?

- Oh yeah. - Yeah.

From like the start of the relationship

to the end of it.

We got together through porn. - Yeah.

And then everything, pretty much our entire sex life

was filmed. - Yeah.

Our sex was just very transactional,

and we didn't really have a lot of sex to begin with.

I guess when you're living with someone,

it's always like an opportunity

to make some money.

And well we might, we'll get into it,

it's killing two birds with one stone,

but I guess that can kind of affect your sex life

a little bit. - 100%.

Like it's connecting that psyche

with work all the time.

'Cause essentially, you're having no sex

that's not work.

Do you know that "turn the cameras off"

is a real aphrodisiac for some people?

I've done it.

Oh yeah.

They're like, "Oh my god, this is real."

'Cause I did it as a line,

I was like, "Let's turn the cameras off,"

like, "Let's just be us."

Yeah.

And then it was a-

That makes it so much better.

Uh-huh.

I mean yeah, 'cause we started to grow apart

at some point, and then really start to wonder,

like, are we together

to make the porn? - Yeah.

Like, for the money,

is that the only reason keeping us together?

And we eventually just grew apart

from each other, separated.

So what was it about the relationship

that kind of made it fizzle?

Just that he really wanted a dog,

and I knew, like we're traveling way too much

to have a dog.

Living in a tiny apartment,

but I just kept telling him, "Maybe one day,

maybe one day, maybe one day."

And so he would never-

- Big decision. - Yeah.

But I would be like, "Okay, do this and this and this,

and then we can do whatever."

And he just wouldn't do it, usually.

So I was like, "If you buy everything to have a dog,

we can get a dog."

Okay.

What do you mean by "buy everything to get a dog"?

- Like, crates, dog food. - Okay.

Leashes, collars.

The whole nine, right? - Yeah.

A week later, everything's there to have a dog.

And I'm like, for fuck's sake.

Did you actually think he wasn't gonna do that?

When somebody wants a dog-

Well he never did anything else I asked him to do.

So no.

I was hoping to use a little reverse psychology on him.

Oh.

So really, once we got to that point,

it was very much we're at different points in our lives,

we need to figure ourselves out.

So we broke up,

and then I would say probably like

after six months, well, we had to separate the OnlyFans.

And then we had to start getting the videos

from each other. - Right.

So we're sending the videos back and forth, and-

- Are you getting on? - Yeah.

Yeah.

- And we're getting on. - Yeah?

And we're getting off on them.

- Okay. - Yeah.

- That kind of ex. - For sure.

But when we were together, we never really

like explored our kinks.

So then we start throwing in some porn

that's not with us two,

where it's just like, "Oh, here's a kink video

that I think is hot," and then he would send me

something that he thought was hot.

How'd it make you feel?

Did you like his? - I did.

I'll try anything once.

So, give us some examples of the kinks

that you two are chatting about.

- Power play in general. - Yeah.

Like degradation, where you know-

- Oh. - Yeah.

Which, I'm into degradation,

so I can make that work. - Yes.

I can happily make that work.

Yes.

So was it degradation on him, or you?

- On me. - Okay.

And then mine was like some pup play.

Oh.

- Chastity. - Yeah.

I like pup play, but I don't like the hoods.

Okay.

But I think the rest of it's hot.

- The leads? - Yeah.

So eventually, with all of back to forth messaging,

he invites me to New York for a week,

and that's where he's living at the time.

And I get there, and I walk into the apartment.

Yeah?

And guess what I fucking see?

The dog cage.

With no puppy. - No puppy!

I'm the puppy!

I'm the puppy.

So I walk in.

Crate. - Yeah.

But then I see him standing over it,

and he's always had like a huge chest,

like muscly arms, a little sweaty,

'cause it's a New York summer,

and he's on the top floor, and the AC sucks there.

How'd you feel?

Instantly horny, or? - Very much so.

Like if I see a sweaty man.

Oh.

We had kind of pre-discussed before,

like I only want you to use me

as essentially a sex slave this whole weekend.

- No emotions. - Yeah, very much.

I'm immediately told to get on my knees,

which is so fucking hot. - Yeah.

And then it's like sweaty dick into my face.

Yeah.

- Love worshiping balls. - Yeah.

So all of that, and then immediately,

he's like, "I'm doing my kink, of course."

So he puts me in a pair of panties,

puts lipstick on me,

which, I'm like- - Ah.

The panties don't really do it for me.

So this is your, yeah, okay.

Yeah, but I make do.

Are you turned on?

For sure.

Like seeing him turned on definitely turned me on.

Yeah.

And so I always knew he was into feet as well,

but he wanted to lick on my feet,

but he never asked me to suck on his, or anything.

And that's where I'm finding out

that that's what he's more into,

is he wants to dominate you with his feet.

Sucking toes, it's just like a dick.

Yeah.

It's just smaller and chunkier.

Right?

And I love- - So did you know that?

That, and I love giving massages,

so I'm like, it's just a different part of the body

to focus on.

So with the panties also came a collar.

- Oh. - Of course.

A collar and a leash.

And he brings me over, he puts me on my knees

in front of him on the couch.

Yeah.

He lets me eat his ass,

which he never let me do before.

And that, I just wanna be in somebody's crotch.

Yeah.

I think is what it is, like-

You know your strengths.

Very much.

I'm very orally talented.

And eventually, he's tired of that,

and he's like, "I'm gonna fuck you."

And you're like, "Mm."

Right, I'm like, "Finally,

after two hours of playing with your feet."

Yeah.

So how's he tell you, 'cause he's still in dom mode.

How are we-

Oh, I'm being referred to as like,

a faggot, a whore. - Yeah.

- So very degrading, verbal. - Yeah.

And he was never super verbal before.

How are you feeling about this verbal?

I kinda had to milk it out him a little-

- Yeah. - Milk it out of him

a little bit. - Go further.

Yeah.

Because it's also like- - More slurs.

Yeah.

I get harder.

Yeah, like the more offensive you are,

the more I'm gonna like it.

Yeah, it's consensual.

- Yeah. - Yeah.

So he has me on doggie on the couch,

and starts fingering my ass,

puts me in the cage. - Yeah.

After years of sitting in this house-

- I fucking paid for this. - Right?

And then that probably went on

for probably 30 minutes.

And he's done, and he just goes

and watches TV, leaves me in the dog crate.

And then when he wants more.

Yeah?

He pulls me out,

and then we're fucking missionary.

He's spitting in my face, he's slapping me.

That's the sex I like.

- Yeah. - Yeah.

Starts playing with my nipples,

which I never really realized I was that into

until then.

Oh, so you got another new one?

Yeah.

Like, I'm learning things-

So do you have both nipples,

or just one?

What do you mean?

So sometimes, one's more sensitive than the other,

and it's like one, focusing on one.

Or you can have them both.

I didn't know that.

It's both. - Both?

- Yeah. - I'm both.

So eventually he puts me in the prone,

and I don't even know if he knew

that I could really come hands free.

I mean, I know I had a few times.

Yeah.

But I don't think he realized

that it was like a guaranteed thing

if he put me in this position.

So he's fucking me, and immediately,

I'm like, "I'm gonna come."

- You tell him. - Oh yeah.

And what's he do?

So finally he releases his hold on me and comes.

He breeds me.

And I'm the type of person, I wanna be bred deep,

and I really pulled him in, as deep as you could get.

And I look at him, and he points to the crate,

tells me to get in.

And I'm like, okay, this is hot.

I'm here for this.

Throws a blanket over it.

And we go to sleep, and I slept there all night.

Oh!

If you weren't gonna let him have that dog-

Right?

You were gonna be the fucking dog.

Joey, that was an amazing story.

I wanna know what made this your best sex ever?

Kind of the contrast from it going

from somebody that you just really did not fuck with

to like somebody that is almost the only person

that you wanna fuck with.

I knew you'd have a great story for me.

Thank you so much for coming all this way

to tell your best sex ever.

I will be here anytime you ask.

Oh, I love you, Joey!

Thank you so much for having me!

- Oh, I love you! - Aw!

Bye, Joey!

Oh!

Aw.

That was a really kinky story.

I absolutely loved that,

how much Joey and his boyfriend,

his, well, his ex-boyfriend,

learned so much about each other.

But my god, were they going for hours?

I was racking up, this must have been

a 24 hour fuck session.

I do like those.

Mm, daddy.