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Tracy.

Hi.

I wanted to... Sometimes I'd like to come here to draw.

Please, join me.

It'll be nice.

Okay.

What do you think?

It's beautiful.

It's got everything a photograph would have.

Except there's so much more.

Okay.

Your turn.

Okay.

Start from the back.

Yeah.

It's good, Tracy.

It's better than good.

You really do have a gift.

Thanks.

Do you always see things this way?

I don't know.

You hungry?

I'm starved.

Well, I'm hot.

I'm gonna go for some first.

Do you want a cup? Uh, you go.

Miss Collins?

Tracy.

I've got something to show you.

You and me.

It's great.

Excuse me a minute, Tracy.

I think that's me.

Hi.

I thought Miss Collins was going to be here.

No, Mary likes to sleep in on the weekends.

She won't be coming then?

Not today.

I must have misunderstood.

She was going to take me sailing, but I guess she forgot.

It's okay.

It's no big deal, really.

It's no problem.

You want to go out?

Yeah, I'd love to.

Great day for sailing.

Perfect, isn't it?

Yeah.

Perfect.

Have you been sailing long?

Ever since I was a kid.

Did you teach Miss Collins to sail?

No, she was sailing before we met.

Have you known each other long?

For a couple of years.

Are you Miss Collins' boyfriend?

Are you gonna marry her?

Then she'd want a baby of her own.

You'd probably need a better job.

So you'd have to take her away from here.

You've got quite the imagination, don't you?

Dress is beautiful. You look gorgeous.

Tonight is gonna change your life.

Okay, okay.

Poquita.

Hey, let me help you.

Okay?

You okay?

Dana, we gotta go. Oh, God, wait.

Baby, it's all right. Just calm down, baby. Mama's here. It's okay.

Breathe, Tracy.

Breathe. Breathe.

Just relax. How long has it been going on? An hour ago. So where's the inhaler?

I tried.

It just makes everything worse.

Honey, don't panic. It's okay.

Just relax.

We're going to get up now, all right? Stand up.

That's it.

Okay.

Dana.

I can't go.

Okay, fine. It's the awards, for God's sakes. Hello.

All right, honey. I just can't go. I can't leave her like this. Listen, she's

going to be fine. She's always having these attacks. She always gets them,

don't you, baby?

Why don't you go over there and you win that award for us, okay, honey?

This is your night to shine, Dana.

All right, darling.

All right, you're going to be okay. I love you.

I'll call you guys from the car. Okay, honey.

Don't leave me here.

Daddy, I want to go.

I love you.

Tracy, Tracy, come down there.

Stay, please.

Honey, please.

Mommy, take me with you. Oh, I love you, Tracy.

We're here in the middle of what is the event of the year for Hollywood.

The who's who of showbiz have turned out for tonight's gala festivities. And the

award for best actress in a supporting role goes to Dana Laszlo.

My husband. I need to thank my husband.

Evan. Evan, I love you. And last but not least, my daughter, Tracy.

I love you so much, Tracy. And I'm so sorry you weren't with me here tonight.

It's a thanksgiving.

You better stay home! I hate you!

I won't let my daughter be hounded by the press day after day, stigmatized

forever. No, I won't let that happen.

I did it.

I pushed Evan.

We were arguing and I pushed him.

And he fell.

You leave me no choice but to accept your plea of guilty to involuntary

manslaughter.

I therefore sentence you to three years in the California Women's Correctional.

Leave a message. Hi, baby.

It's me.

Are you screening me?

I'm on the road, and I can't wait to see you.

We'll be together.

And I'm not going anywhere, I promise.

I've got a big surprise for you.

You're going to love it.

All right, baby. Well, I hope you're having a great day, and I love you.

Bye, honey.

Bye. I hope you're having a great day and I love you.

I hope you're having a great day and I love you.

I hope you're having a great day and I love you.

I hope you're having a great day and I love you.

I'm so sorry.

It was an accident?

He was out sailing.

We don't know what happened.

Somehow he fell overboard and drowned.

That's terrible.

The school's been shattered.

We're in shock.

Tracy more than anyone.

Is she okay?

I'm concerned.

I feel very close to Tracy.

She's going to need support.

I'm glad you're here for her.

She needs you.

Are you okay?

I was going to marry David.

We, uh... We tried to keep it a secret, but...

We knew everyone knew.

I'm gonna miss Tracy.

I'm so sorry.

Thank you.

Tracy?

I'm here now, B.

And I'm not going anywhere.

So you're gonna tell me what this big surprise is?

If I told you, then it wouldn't be a surprise now, would it?

Bet I can get it out of you.

I don't know about that.

Here we go.

This is our winery.

Ours and our partner Carl's.

Carl! Hello, Dana.

He's a really nice guy. Gonna like him.

This is where we start our new life, baby.

Wow, this is so cool!

Welcome to your new home, baby.

Mom, this is totally awesome!

I can't believe you did all this.

I did all this for you, so you would be happy.

So what do you think?

Are you kidding? I love it.

You did all this for me. I love you so much, Mama.

Oh, I love you so much, too, baby.

Tarvin.

Let me see you, baby. So grown up, I had a beautiful...

Isn't it wonderful all of us all together again?

Oh.

It's perfect.

Maybe. What's the matter?

Nothing. I just... Can I sleep with you tonight?

Sure you can.

Strange, huh?

A new house.

Mom, does Carmen have to stay with us?

What?

I don't know.

I thought it was gonna be just you and me.

It is just you and me, baby.

Besides... Carmen's like family.

And we need all the help we can get.

I've sunk just about everything we have into this place.

I mean everything.

It's gonna be hard work, but I think it's gonna be okay.

And Carmen, she's known you since you were a baby.

And you love her.

And she loves you.

I know it's strange being in a new house and a new life.

But it's going to be okay.

You'll see.

I just know it.

Hey, Mom.

Night, night, honey.

Hello.

This is my daughter, Tracy.

Hi, I'm Carl. Hi.

Your mother speaks of you often.

I understand you're quite the artist.

She says the same thing about you.

Hardly. I'm just someone who understands grapes.

Don't listen to him, honey. He's a legend around here.

So when are we going to harvest?

When the grapes are ready.

Come on.

What do you think?

Not yet.

Not yet.

Look, Dana, this is all from last week here.

Carl, you need to bring in a business manager. I don't understand any of this.

Well, I'll help you.

Excuse me.

Hey! Hey!

Johnny!

How are you, huh?

Johnny, look at you. You look great.

Must be true what they say about wine being good for you.

This gives me a headache.

Dana?

This is Johnny.

Hi, Johnny.

Hi.

Johnny's my brother.

Oh.

Just like him not to tell me his new partner was so beautiful.

Johnny will be visiting for a while.

Hmm? Staying with me.

Great.

But seeing more of you help.

Enjoy your steak.

Come on.

Let me show you your room.

You're good.

Long strokes, nice stady rhythm.

I used to do some swimming myself back in high school.

Coach thought I could go places.

But you didn't, did you?

Too many rules.

I like to go my own way.

I'm Johnny.

The little brother.

My mother told me.

So then you must be the little girl.

That's okay.

Okay, watch out.

Good.

Okay.

So hot!

Manu?

Nice place.

You and Carl have got here.

It's beautiful, isn't it?

Yep.

Carl's... He's wonderful.

When he was a kid, they tested him in school.

His IQ was off the charts.

Could have become anything he wanted.

Maybe he did.

Maybe.

He used to help our father in the vineyards back in Germany.

Not long after we came here, father died in an accident.

Mom got sick a couple of years later.

So... Carl had a little shit-ass brother to raise.

Hardly more than a kid himself.

And that would be you?

Yeah, that would be me.

Well, Carl seems to really care about family and... Something I...

I know about.

I care about family too?

What about you and...

What about us?

Are you asking if Carl and I are lovers?

Am I asking if you're lovers? No.

Are you?

No.

I'm not looking for a relationship right now.

It'll be good.

Please, please!

Tonight, we'll celebrate more than a new harvest.

We'll celebrate the beginning of a new label.

And a new family.

With much hard work.

And perhaps a little bit of luck.

This time next year, we'll all be here with one another.

Toasting another harvest.

With the first vintage of our very own.

Let's get started!

Thank you.

Have some wine.

I have been.

Cheers.

Cheers.

Mmm.

I like it.

It's good.

Oh.

Hi.

Hi.

Want some?

Can you put it together?

I love the rain.

Fire?

My God, it's Tracy's room.

What happened?

Where's Tracy?

Tracy!

Tracy!

I'm sorry, Mommy.

Honey. The candle.

Okay. It's okay. I wanted to take a bath. Oh, my God. It was just an

accident. Okay.

It must have been the wind. It's okay. It's all that matters is that you're

safe. It doesn't matter. It's okay.

You're wet.

Come on, let's everybody get out of the smoke. Thank God you're all right.

Everybody, let's just get out of the smoke. I'm so sorry. It's okay, honey.

It's not your fault.

Come on.

Come on.

What I mean wrong with me? You've got the whole damn ocean.

What? Where are you going?

You bumped into me.

I did not.

You like to play games, huh?

How did you get this number?

I told you I'm good for it.

Hey, back off.

You get your money, okay?

Hey, threaten me again, you son of a... You're in trouble,

aren't you?

That was a private conversation.

I can keep a secret.

It'll be our secret.

What do you say?

Come on, darling.

You can trust me.

Be careful, little girl.

Some games can be dangerous.

Stop spying on me, okay?

You don't give me orders, Tracy. I don't work for you.

Your mother has given up a lot for you. She has a chance to be happy here.

Hey, I won't let you spoil it for her again.

You stay away from that man, hey? And you stop playing these little games of

yours. Or you'll what?

Tell my mother?

I don't know what is happening to you, Poquita.

This is delicious.

I don't know why you don't sit down with us. It's silly.

Isn't it?

Gracias, senora. I've already eaten.

You okay?

Fine.

You're not eating.

I'm just not hungry, that's all.

I'm 17, Mom. You don't have to treat me like a damn baby all the time.

I know. I told you I'm not hungry, okay?

Go to bed.

Good idea.

Maybe you'll feel better in the morning.

I already paid this.

Thank you, Carmen.

What's wrong?

Dana, I need to speak with you.

Okay.

Sit down.

It's about Tracy.

I know she hasn't been eating right lately, but she still loves your

cooking. The problem is not with the food.

I don't think she's well.

Mentally.

I'm sorry to be the one to tell you this.

And I'm... I'm so sorry for Tracy.

Carmen, you don't know what you're saying.

And she's doing things.

Trying to turn people away from you.

What things?

What people? What?

She's a little moody lately. She's a teenager.

Hey.

This is not something new.

She loves you.

Very much.

Too much, maybe.

So you're saying that a daughter loves her mother and you're turning it into

something bad?

I think she gets jealous when it seems she must share you with anyone else.

She needs help.

She's not well.

Maybe we should have seen it before.

Like... When Mr.

Lazarus... No!

Stop it!

Hey! I can't!

Hey, this is not easy! It hurts me to say this!

But please, listen to the truth.

I will pray for her.

Let me help you.

Let me take you to the

Wake up, sleepyhead.

That wasn't bad.

Hot cocoa and toast. My favorite.

Just like when I was little.

I thought you deserved a treat.

With Carmen gone, that's about all I could manage.

Where is she?

Sunday, she's at church.

Have you seen Carmen?

She should be back from church by now.

You think they know

you're here?

I don't know.

I changed my cell number when I thought there might be trouble.

Look. In time, money was... There's no time, goddammit!

I'm sorry, Carl.

I didn't mean to.

I know you've done nothing but try to help.

No, stop running away.

We'll work something out.

Wanna go for a ride?

Sure.

What's wrong?

Nothing.

You sure?

Uh-huh.

You can tell me.

Is it a woman?

Is it money?

How much?

Fifty grand.

Wow.

I wish I could help you.

You love her very much.

Protect her, maybe too much.

I was very young when I had Tracy.

Too young.

It was one of those stupid things.

I was a kid.

17. Tracy's agent.

When she was young, I was with her all the time.

It was just her and I.

And then I met Evan.

He encouraged me to take up acting.

And...

Everything changed after that. I began to work all the time. And I would go

sometimes for weeks, months even, on location.

And after... I

swore that I would never neglect her again, that she would always come first.

Can you understand that?

Here you go.

Enjoy.

I'm just really concerned about her.

You say she's Mexican?

She got a green card?

I beg your pardon?

She's an American.

Listen,

lady. We can't even file a missing persons report for 48 hours.

Take it easy, okay?

Why do I have to wait 48 hours?

I'm sure she'll show up.

Fine. Thank you for your time.

Right. Have a nice day.

Prick.

I have to see a distributor.

Will you be all right?

I'll be fine.

The police aren't being that helpful.

I'll see you later.

Hi.

Tracy was a good student. I think she had a genuine talent.

But she could be needy sometimes.

Not that all teenage girls don't crave attention.

But Tracy, she somehow required it.

She could make you feel that her entire world, her entire being depended upon

it. She's very attached to her mother.

I think it goes beyond attachment.

More like a fixation, really.

Maybe she saw you as a mother figure.

Yes, I suppose she did.

And to be quite honest, it made me feel a little uncomfortable.

What about the teacher who died?

Did you ever find out what happened?

All I know is that he lost his life.

And I lost a very good man.

Mom, if I join you, I want to apologize.

I'm really embarrassed about the other day.

Forget about it.

Just let's be friends, okay?

What's wrong with you?

Son of a bitch!

I'll kill you! Get off my daughter! I didn't think for Christ's sake! Stop it!

It's her! She's been all over me!

Don't believe him!

Please keep him away from me!

You stay away from me.

You're out of line, Tracy.

I know what you're up to.

What am I doing?

He came on to me!

You're acting like a little slut.

You're the slut.

I haven't slept with him. You have.

Have you seen Tracy?

No. What happened?

Your fucking brother was kissing my daughter. What?

I want him out of here. I want him out.

Dana.

Dana, listen, I'm sorry.

I may not be of any help.

Get him out.

Johnny, what did you do with her?

I don't want to talk about it.

Johnny, I warned you about her.

Go off me, damn it! Johnny!

Stop!

I'll be leaving tomorrow.

Just so you know, I never touched that girl.

I'm sorry, honey.

If they would just leave us alone.

Why can't it be just you and me?

Why do we need anybody else?

It is just you and me, baby.

Okay, well, let me know.

Thank you.

Karma's disappearance is official now.

They're treating it as missing persons.

Strange.

Does she have any relatives?

Not that I know of it.

We were her family.

How's Tracy this morning?

She's not with you.

I'm letting her sleep in.

If you want to take the day off, spend some time with her.

No, no.

I'd rather work.

Keep myself busy.

Dana, listen, I'm... I'm sorry about what happened yesterday.

Me too.

Johnny is a good guy.

Even if it doesn't always look like that.

I didn't do anything wrong.

You weren't there.

I saw what he did.

Dana, I know what Tracy means to you, but sometimes mothers, they... You don't

like her, do you?

That's not true. I know what she's been through, but maybe she's still

traumatized.

Are you saying that there's something wrong with my daughter?

Dana, please. I'm your friend

Sleep well?

Your mother's not here so you can save your breath.

Screaming rape won't do you any good.

Is that why you're here?

To rape me?

You never stop playing your games, do you?

Why should I I like games don't you

Besides I'm good

Your

mother's not the only actress

in this house is she

I spoke with Mary Collins yesterday.

I just wanted to let you know I'll be there watching you.

I really don't think you should be here right now.

Dana, please.

There's a lot of things I want to say.

I've never felt like this about anybody else before, and... I

would never do anything to hurt you. You gotta believe me.

I don't know what I believe anymore.

Okay, fair enough, but... If this is it, if

you can't see your way past what happened... I don't know what happened.

No, that's my point. You don't know.

Say so in the matter here, right now.

That's your call.

No.

It's your call.

It's not what I'm asking for, anyway.

We can work this out.

Let's just talk tomorrow.

I just... I need to have some time.

What?

Hello? It's me, Dana.

Dana?

I need you.

Come to the house.

Now. I'm coming.

Dana?

The shadow of my kiss No matter

where you are With whom you are You'll think of

me You

won't forget

me

Just wait.

What is it?

You're all wet.

I took care of them.

It's just you and me.

Come on.

Honey?

What's going on?

Come on, Mommy.

Come on.

Come. Huh?

Trace?

Come.

What are you doing?

Close your eyes.

Why, what?

I took care of them. What does that mean?

Look.

See, see, see.

Oh, baby.

Do you wanna see?

Such a beautiful day today.

Look, not a cloud in the sky.

Getting stronger and stronger.

Soon you'll be able to walk.

Just you and me, Mom.

Just you and me, baby.

Thank you.