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mune ni idaku kimi eno kotoba

These words I hold for you within my heart,

胸に抱くキミへの言葉

itsuka tsutaetai na

I wish I could tell you someday.

いつか伝えたいな

koboreru binetsu takanaru kodou

Almost feverish as my heart beat faster,

零れる微熱 高鳴る鼓動

hajimari wa wakaranai kedo

I had no idea what that feeling was at first.

始まりは分からないけど

ichido kizuita kesenai omoi

But once I realized it, I can no longer erase my feelings.

一度気付いた 消せない想い

uso niwa mou dekinai kara

I can no longer lie to myself.

嘘にはもう出来ないから

deatta no wa arifureta guuzen dato shitemo

Even if meeting you was just pure accident,

出会えたのがありふれた偶然だとしても

tokubetsu na imi wo kanjiteru

I can sense a special meaning to it.

特別な意味を感じてる

kimi no soba ni irareru koto wo

For letting me stay beside you,

キミのそばに居られることを

itsumo kamisama ni kansha desu

I thank God every day.

いつも神様に感謝です

mayoi no nai kimi no yokogao

I want to keep looking at you from your side,

迷いのないキミの横顔

zutto nagameteitai

your profile is always without a trace of hesitation.

ずっと眺めていたい

kimi to futari sugosu jikan ga

The time I spent alone with you,

キミと二人過ごす時間が

yuruginai chikara wo kureru yo

gives me unwavering strength.

揺るぎない力をくれるよ

fui ni ukabu kimi eno kotoba

Unknowingly these words for you came to my mind,

ふいに浮かぶキミへの言葉

itsuka tsutaetai na

I wish I could tell you someday.

いつか伝えたいな

It's a little burnt, but I think it should taste fine.

Probably...

This is pretty hard, now that I've actually had to do it.

It really makes me realize how completely dependent I've been.

Where's Kaede?

I guess she's still not feeling well.

She'll be okay.

Come on, eat before it gets cold.

That's okay.

I'll eat with Kaede later.

Okay.

Yeah, you do that.

Rin, I'm sorry.

It's okay.

Kaede.

Kaede, why don't you come to school with me?

Everyone's worried, too, you know.

Well, I'll be going then.

Where Feelings Go

Where Feelings Go

Where Feelings Go

Morning, Rin-kun.

Good morning, Rin-sama.

Is Kae-chan not coming again today?

Yeah, well, she's not quite up to it.

Is she that ill?

Say, Rin-kun, did something happen?

Would you give me a little more time?

I'll tell you everything eventually.

I'm sorry for worrying you guys.

No way. If that's what you want.

But if there is anything we can do, please feel free to let us know.

Thank you, both of you.

Between the world of humans and devils,

there is occasionally a phenomenon that transcends space-time.

Is it because you hate me now?

That's not it.

If I am lacking in any way, I will fix it.

Even with the cooking,

I will learn how to make more of the things you like,

and I will improve my skills even more!

So please don't say that you are leaving this house!

That's not it...

Is it about Asa-senpai?

If it is, I don't mind it at...

That's not it.

If I can just take care of you, that is all that matters to me.

If I can cook meals for you...

...and do the laundry for you...

That's not true, is it? You're okay with that?

What?

We've lived together for all this time,

so I also understand what you...

Devoting myself to you is the one thing I live for!

You are the only thing!

Kaede...

That's why.

That's why I'm leaving this house.

No, that's why I have to leave.

Why does it come down to that?!

I am begging you, don't leave.

Please don't disappear from my life, Rin-kun!

The issue in this case is the effect of the time paradox,

but currently, there are no specific events...

You look so forlorn somehow.

Asa-senpai...

Feel free to eat that, if you like.

Buckwheat noodles and bread won't keep your body going.

Thank you very much.

Is Kaede still not feeling well?

No, not really...

Oh, this is really delicious. Impressive as ever, Asa-senpai.

Thanks.

So, how are things really?

How are things really?

With Kaede.

It's weird that she won't even see Sia-chan and Nerine-chan.

Is it my fault?

No, it's my fault.

I was being unfair.

I allowed everything to remain unresolved up until now...

...and all this while, I have stolen Kaede's time.

Rin-chan...

I finally realized that I cannot allow things to continue like this.

That is why I have decided to leave that house.

I have no regrets.

Nothing has changed, before and now.

I can only use painful words to push Kaede...

To push her forward.

Even though I know that it will cause her more pain.

Yet again, I...

But, this is the only way.

Rin-chan...

At most, I can earn 70,000 from part-time jobs... No, 60,000.

This'll be pretty tight.

Rin-kun?

What are you doing in front of a realtor office?

Oh, just, you know.

Apartments?

Oh, please, Rin-kun!

Looking at stuff like this, you'll make us think you're moving!

Rin-kun?

Rin-sama?

There's something I want to tell you two.

Kaede?

Kaede, I'm coming in.

Kaede?!

Are you serious, Rin-kun?!

What ever for?!

Because I think that's what I have to do.

It's not like you're tired of living with Kae-chan, right?

Of course, not.

I think being able to live with Kaede has helped me a lot.

Then, don't you think there is no reason to go so far as to move out?

Living by yourself is a lot of work!

Cooking, laundry, cleaning...

It's actually pretty hard labor.

And Kaede's done all that by herself all this time.

For me...

Just for me...

Rin-kun, it is morning.

Rin-kun, here is your lunch.

Here you are, Rin-kun. Stomach medicine.

It is about Rin-kun, after all.

It felt like all of that was a matter of course.

Kaede and I both believed that was what happiness was.

But we'd been deluding ourselves along the way somehow.

What?

Both Kaede and I were still caught up in the past.

We'd been stuck in that place, never moving beyond it.

Taking care of you is what I live for.

All this time, Kaede's felt guilty towards me.

She believed what she'd done to me was terrible,

and she was trying to atone for it.

And I was afraid that, like before, Kaede would lose the will to live.

If devoting herself to me was what she lived for,

I convinced myself that it was fine.

But it was you two that made me realize I was wrong.

The important thing is to take a fresh step forward.

You two taught me that.

Rin-kun...

For both Kaede and me,

it's important that we start walking on our own two feet.

That's what you two taught me.

Rin-sama...

That's why I'm leaving that house.

So that, like you two,

we can each walk on our own two feet to find our own happiness.

Good luck, Rin-kun!

You have our support.

But well...

I got a big dose of harsh reality at that realtor office earlier.

That living by myself won't be easy.

I'm sure you'll manage!

Would it be insincere of me?

What do I plan to talk about when I see Kaede anyway?

No!

Maybe I'd better not.

Is it a gift?

Oh, no, not really...

Um, I'm going to visit someone who's sick...

Rin!

Primula...

What are you doing here?

What's up? Did something happen at home?

Kaede's disappeared!

What?!

I wish...

...you'd just die!

Rin-kun...

Kaede...

Asa-senpai...

Looks like we might be in for a shower.

I thought I'd come visit you, but...

If you get wet in the rain, you'll really catch a cold.

You were aware of why I have not been to school?

Rin-chan told me.

Though, I sort of knew anyway.

I see.

Then, you also know that Rin-kun has said he will be leaving the house.

Yeah.

I wasn't good enough.

Kaede...

There is nothing surprising about it.

After all, I have done terrible things to Rin-kun.

Even so, I took care of Rin-kun, devoted myself to Rin-kun...

I did it all just for Rin-kun...

That was the one thing I could do in atonement.

But I have realized something, in spite of myself.

That I had only wanted to be with Rin-kun.

I said it was atonement,

but in the end, all I wanted was to be with Rin-kun.

I have been unfair.

The truth is,

it was because I loved him that I wanted to take care of him.

That is why I always have.

Because I love Rin-kun...

It was unfair of me.

To have turned my atonement into something else in that way.

I think Rin-chan knew that.

I cannot forgive myself, so...

It is only natural that Rin-kun chose you and not me.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry, Kaede.

It is all right.

Since Rin-kun made the choice himself.

Besides, I had made up my mind...

...that I would continue to love Rin-kun, no matter what happened.

But that I would never be loved by Rin-kun.

Kaede...

If it is with you, Rin-kun will surely find happiness, won't he?

If anything, I think he'll be the one bringing happiness to me.

You have really come to love Rin-kun, haven't you?

I'm surprised myself.

I am glad.

Rin-kun has suffered because of me all this time,

so please bring him enough happiness to make up for that as well.

Kaede...

But please allow me one indulgence.

I only want to see...

All I want is to be able to see him,

so please let me stay in love with him.

Just let me stay in love...

Kaede!

I am sorry.

I am... sorry, I am so unfair...

I know how Rin-kun feels and how you feel, and yet...

No way, I'm the one that's unfair.

Ever since I first met you, I should've known how you felt.

I'm sorry.

I'm really sorry.

Kaede?

Kaede?

Kaede?!

Rin-kun...

Thank goodness! I've been looking for you.

I apologize.

What are you doing, getting all wet like that?

I was talking to Asa-senpai.

I asked her to look after you.

Since I can no longer take care of you.

Kaede...

Kaede, my feelings for Asa-senpai are...

Please do not say it!

Do not make me listen to it now.

I know, so I don't want to hear it from you.

We can't do that.

To you...

Because it's you, I have to say it clearly.

I love Asa-senpai.

I thought about a lot of things, too.

Who is it that I need the most right now?

Who is it that I want to be near me the most right now?

And who is it that I love the most?

And that was not me...

You're someone that's precious to me, too.

We've lived together for all this time

and you've always been there with me,

and you've seen more of me than anyone else.

I've spent more time with you than anyone else.

There's no way I'd hate you.

Even if it isn't in the romantic sense, I still love you.

Please don't love me.

Please... don't love me.

Don't. Iove... me...

Don't.

Kaede...

...Iove me.

I'm sorry, Kaede.

Don't love me.

But I...

I love you!

Rin-kun! Rin-kun! Rin-kun!

I am back.

Welcome home, Kaede.

Rimu-chan, look at you...

Yeah, I was just...

Oh, Kaede, you're drenched from the rain.

I'll bring you a towel.

I thought you might be chilled through when you got back,

so I was making a stew.

I just copied what you do, but it should warm you up.

Rimu-chan...

I see,

I had no idea there was something like that between you and Kaede.

I guess it wasn't something I should've asked you about so lightly.

Sorry.

It is all right.

Back then, I was just desperate for Kaede to keep living.

That's so like you.

I just do not think sometimes.

I can understand how Kaede felt.

What?

I couldn't believe that the Kaede I know used to hate you.

When she joined the Cooking Club in middle school,

I asked her why she joined.

She wanted to become a better cook to repay someone's kindness.

Someone she hurt and tormented by lashing out at that person.

But it was thanks to that person that she had become who she was.

I knew that this person was you,

but I didn't actually know what had happened between you two,

so that's why I wanted to ask.

Really, I'm sorry.

It is all right.

I wanted you to know about it, too.

Me? Why?

I think it is probably for the same reason that you wanted to know.

Oh? You are blushing.

I-It's nothing.

So anyway, why did you come all the way to my house to see me?

Wasn't there something you wanted to talk to me about?

Yes.

I told Kaede about you.

Because I had not talked about it yet.

Not only to Kaede, but to you, either.

Asa-senpai...

I love you.

As a man, more than anyone.

Please go out with me as my girlfriend.

Asa-senpai?

What we were talking about just now... What?

Being hated by Kaede...

Wasn't it painful going through something like that?

It would be a lie to say it wasn't,

but at the time, I just wanted to protect Kaede.

No matter what terrible things she did to you?

My fortitude is my one talent, after all.

You're strong, Rin-chan.

That's not true.

No, you are strong. Almost as strong as her.

Her?

She sacrificed herself,

putting up with all kinds of pain and horribly harsh words,

and just protected one child with all her heart.

So, are you going to protect me?

Just like the person that I admire more than anyone in the world?

I will protect you,

no matter what happens.

You were so cool just now.

It made my heart skip just a little in spite of myself.

So, this is my answer to what you asked earlier.

futari de aruiteru

二人で歩いてる

Together we walk,

futari de sagashiteru

二人で探してる

together we search,

demo hitomi ni utsuru no wa

でも瞳に写るのは

but reflected in your pupil...

yurameiteiru kimi no katachi

揺らめいている君の形

...is your own flickering form.

kimi to boku to no aida ni aru no wa

君と僕との間にあるのは

In the moments we were together,

yume tachi ga mazariau noizu no umi

夢たちが混ざり合うノイズの海

the dreams blended into the sea of noise.

kawaranai mono

変わらないもの

Those unchanging things...

kimi no naka ni dake ikizuiteru

君の中にだけ息づいてる

...live on only in you.

sekaijuu de dare mo sawaru kotonai sono takaramono wa

世界中で誰も触ることないその宝物は

In the whole world, nobody could touch that treasure...

kitto kimi no tame ni nani yori tsuyoku kagayaku kara

きっと君のために何より強く輝くから

...for it surely shines brighter than anything, for you.

Preview

We were able to meet Rin-kun,

tell him of our precious feelings,

and now, we...

...will walk on together.

Next time on Shuffle! Episode 22, "Towards A New Tomorrow".

Towards A New Tomorrow

And it begins.