Original subtitles

mune ni idaku kimi eno kotoba

These words I hold for you within my heart,

胸に抱くキミへの言葉

itsuka tsutaetai na

I wish I could tell you someday.

いつか伝えたいな

koboreru binetsu takanaru kodou

Almost feverish as my heart beat faster,

零れる微熱 高鳴る鼓動

hajimari wa wakaranai kedo

I had no idea what that feeling was at first.

始まりは分からないけど

ichido kizuita kesenai omoi

But once I realized it, I can no longer erase my feelings.

一度気付いた 消せない想い

uso niwa mou dekinai kara

I can no longer lie to myself.

嘘にはもう出来ないから

deatta no wa arifureta guuzen dato shitemo

Even if meeting you was just pure accident,

出会えたのがありふれた偶然だとしても

tokubetsu na imi wo kanjiteru

I can sense a special meaning to it.

特別な意味を感じてる

kimi no soba ni irareru koto wo

For letting me stay beside you,

キミのそばに居られることを

itsumo kamisama ni kansha desu

I thank God every day.

いつも神様に感謝です

mayoi no nai kimi no yokogao

I want to keep looking at you from your side,

迷いのないキミの横顔

zutto nagameteitai

your profile is always without a trace of hesitation.

ずっと眺めていたい

kimi to futari sugosu jikan ga

The time I spent alone with you,

キミと二人過ごす時間が

yuruginai chikara wo kureru yo

gives me unwavering strength.

揺るぎない力をくれるよ

fui ni ukabu kimi eno kotoba

Unknowingly these words for you came to my mind,

ふいに浮かぶキミへの言葉

itsuka tsutaetai na

I wish I could tell you someday.

いつか伝えたいな

Honest Feelings

Honest Feelings

Honest Feelings

Honest Feelings

Honest Feelings

Honest Feelings

Honest Feelings

Okay, everyone, get in your seats!

Where're Tsuchi and Sia?

I swear! Darn you, Rin-chan!

Rin-kun, this way! This way!

H-Hey, hold on a second!

Sia, hold on!

Enough's enough!

Whoa, classes started already!

Who cares? We can just skip school.

What?

You say that awfully nonchalantly,

but think about what'll happen if Miss Beni finds out.

Who knows what she'll do to us?

Are you unhappy about going on a date with me?

That's not what I mean.

It's like this...

If you want to go have fun, it doesn't have to be today...

Liar!

That's what you say,

but you haven't spent any time with me lately!

That's not...

Oh...

Maybe you're right...

I am right! So I made up my mind!

You're gonna go on a date with me for the whole day...

...and look only at me!

There's no way I'm letting you get away from me!

Well, that's easy for you to say, but...

If you're gonna insist on saying no...

You're terrible!

This person yanked up my skirt!

H-Hey, wait, Sia?!

My goodness! What is he doing?!

No, this is, um...

Molesting a girl in broad daylight?!

What a lawless bastard!

Hey! Hold it right there!

Why?!

Good grief...

Come on, now, Sia...

Okay, shall we get going?

Yeah...

We're totally late for school now.

Sia?

Is school that important to you?

No, that has nothing to do with this...

But it does!

I have something important I want to tell you today

and I'm asking you out, because I can't talk about it at school.

Something important to tell me?

Why won't you understand?

Sia...

All right.

Doctor, how is my wife?

There is really no easy way to tell you this,

but your wife only has a week to live.

This can't be...

Oh, God!

So, why the heck am I watching a movie?

H-Hey, Sia.

So, what was the important thing you wanted to tell me?

What's gotten into you today?

You're acting kind of weird.

Eek! Rin-kun, I'm so scared!

Get well soon, okay?

H-Hey, Sia...

Nooo!

I'll be fine.

My arms are so sore...

That must have been terrible.

Um, Asa-senpai?

Oh, Kaede-san?

This is rare. What's up?

I believe Rin-kun said he would be dropping by your place today,

and he left early, but...

He's not here?

No...

That's strange.

I was counting on him and waiting for him, but he stood me up.

My...

I rather doubt it, but could he have been in an accident or something?

There's no way he could've been kidnapped, right?

Kidnapped?

Kaede!

Now Fuyou?

I hope Asa-senpai isn't mad...

Hey, hey.

What do you think of this?

What do I think?

Well, it's nice, but I think it might not be very like you...

Aww. Then, how about this one?

Yeah, maybe that'd be better.

Is it okay for us to be doing this?

Then, this time...

You get this!

Whoa, you idiot!

Ma'am? Is something the matter?

Oh? That's strange...

Oh, Rin-kun...

You don't have to be so embarrassed.

Th-That's not the issue here!

Don't worry. I'm fine with it, you know.

What?

If it's to you, I'll show you all of me.

S-Sia...

Now, what should we do next?

Hey, haven't you had enough?

Let's do our dinner shopping and get home soon.

Shopping?!

We don't have to worry about that.

After all, it's gonna be just the two of us until nightfall.

Okay?

You're... really Sia, right?

What?!

O-Of course, I am! If I'm not Sia, who the heck else would I be?

Oh, Rin-kun, let's sit over there.

Sheesh! Come on, Rin-kun!

It's quiet, isn't it, Rin-kun?

Sitting here like this,

it sort of feels like we're all alone in the world.

I'm serious, you know.

With you, I'd let you do anything.

Sia...

So...

Rin-kun...

Rin-kun?

Why?

Don't tell me...

Sia!

Sia...

I'm back.

Oh, Rin, welcome home.

Rin-kun! Thank goodness you are all right!

Uh, um...

So late...

Where the heck is Sia?

Hey, she's back!

Welcome home! I wonder what's for dinner tonight...

Rin...

You're awful... You're awful! Why?! Why did you do this?!

Because you were taking forever to make a move.

That's why I did it for you...

I never asked you to! Don't go doing things on your own!

Then, were you really okay with how things were?!

Are you saying it would've been better never to really know,

forever in that limbo state?!

I was still happy, even then!

If this was how it was going to turn out, I would've been fine with that.

How am I supposed to face Rin-kun after today?

There's something wrong with Rin.

Not kissing you, even when you were urging him to.

I thought that things would definitely go okay for you.

That you'd definitely do well.

That you'd do well! That you could find happiness!

Happiness?

That's right! I mean, you love Rin, don't you?!

Having your feelings get through to him would be the best thing possible!

But...

Don't you want to find happiness?!

Yeah... But, it's okay...

Because there's no way I can find happiness just for myself.

Sia!

Is that because of me?

No! That's not it! That's not it.

You're lying!

It's no use lying to me!

Have you forgotten?! I mean, I'm inside you!

You showing me that kind of consideration doesn't give me any joy.

I'm capable of finding happiness, too.

If you really care about me, you find happiness for yourself.

What? Then...

Just kidding. Sorry.

I say stuff like that,

but it's my fault for popping up from time to time, right?

So...

I'll never show up before you again.

No! You can't do that!

So, find happiness.

Wait! Don't go!

You can't disappear!

Please!

Stay here...

I love you, Sia.

Morning, Tsuchimi-kun. Kaede. Rin-chan.

Hey.

Good morning, Mayumi-chan.

Good morning.

Rin-kun...

I heard about it from Kaede, you know.

So, you've finally had a brush with the law, huh, Tsuchimi-kun?

What do you mean by "finally", you little twerp?

Well, I always thought you'd eventually get in trouble with them.

Mayumi-chan!

Don't tell me you've told the others about this.

Um, what is this about?

Oh, so see, you gotta hear this!

Yah!

Ow! Hey, what was that for?!

Have you ever heard the idiom "spitting into the wind"?!

No, I haven't!

Morning, Rin-chan!

Good morning, Asa-senpai. Ouch!

Good morning.

Good morning!

Hey, Asa-senpai, that was harsher than usual.

I wonder why.

Why don't you put your hand to your heart and ask yourself that?

Oh, that is, well... Yesterday was, well...

What?

This sounds fishy.

Wh-What sounds fishy?

Oh, well.

But I sure was surprised by Kaede.

I never thought she'd actually call the police.

B-But...

Oh, I get it! You put unnecessary ideas into her head, didn't you?!

Taking care of the aftermath was a pain, you know!

That's not my problem.

Blame it on the someone who went and broke his promise with me!

But that has nothing to do with this!

Oh, please wait a minute, Asa-senpai!

I see. Could it be that Rin-kun...

Asa-senpai!

Come on, Asa-senpai!

All right, that's it for today!

Thank goodness!

And thanks to Kaede smoothing things over,

there's no punishment from Miss Beni.

Rin-kun.

Could you spare a little time for me after this?

Please?

The weather's so great!

This is what you call clear autumn weather, right?

Y-Yeah...

Wow!

Look, look! So many flowers!

I wonder what this flower's called.

I'm so glad. You're your usual self today.

How was I yesterday?

I'm sorry for making trouble for you.

But yesterday's Sia was also me.

There's another Sia in me.

What?

This might be too sudden and hard to believe,

but you see...

I was supposed to have a little sister, who was going to be born with me.

Supposed to have?

Then, Sia...

Right, my little sister was a child that no one wanted.

And...

I alone was safely born.

B-But that's...

That's terrible, isn't it?

It's sad, isn't it?

That's why, as she disappeared in my mother's belly,

I took in her thoughts and feelings.

"You don't have to disappear all alone..."

"After all, you're my one and only precious little sister..."

"So let's be together forever..."

"Together with me forever..."

Since that time, I've been two people in one.

One of them is the usual Sia that you see here,

and the other one is...

There are two souls within me.

But the one that lives day-to-day is the usual me.

When something fun happens and I laugh, that's me,

and when I cry, that's also me.

She'll show up on the outside from time to time,

but she's always all alone inside me.

That's why I made up my mind...

...that the me on the outside shouldn't find happiness alone.

Because that wouldn't be fair to her.

Sia...

But thanks to you, I realized something.

That she hated me for thinking that way.

What?

I believed that I shouldn't find happiness just for myself,

but that was never how she wanted things to be.

She got exasperated and interfered with my life,

and she made trouble for you, too, but...

That was what she wanted.

All this time, she's wanted me...

She's wished for the me that's here right now to find happiness.

Sia...

She's given me courage.

The courage to find happiness as the individual Lisianthus.

So...

I am going to say this fresh, all over again.

I love you, Rin-kun! From the bottom of my heart!

Sia...

I'm sorry.

So it's just like I thought, isn't it, Rin?

There must be someone else that you like, isn't there?

Sia...

I'm sorry I kept something so important from you,

when I'd said that I wanted you to get to know me better.

I finally feel like I got everything off my chest!

Come on, let's go, Rin-kun.

Oh, but keep one thing in mind for me.

The world of gods is a polygamous society, you know.

futari de aruiteru

二人で歩いてる

Together we walk,

futari de sagashiteru

二人で探してる

together we search,

demo hitomi ni utsuru no wa

でも瞳に写るのは

but reflected in your pupil...

yurameiteiru kimi no katachi

揺らめいている君の形

...is your own flickering form.

kimi to boku to no aida ni aru no wa

君と僕との間にあるのは

In the moments we were together,

yume tachi ga mazariau noizu no umi

夢たちが混ざり合うノイズの海

the dreams blended into the sea of noise.

kawaranai mono

変わらないもの

Those unchanging things...

kimi no naka ni dake ikizuiteru

君の中にだけ息づいてる

...live on only in you.

sekaijuu de dare mo sawaru kotonai sono takaramono wa

世界中で誰も触ることないその宝物は

In the whole world, nobody could touch that treasure...

kitto kimi no tame ni nani yori tsuyoku kagayaku kara

きっと君のために何より強く輝くから

...for it surely shines brighter than anything, for you.

Preview

We have realized something, in spite of ourselves.

But because we love Rin-kun...

For Rin-sama's sake, as well as for our own...

Next time on Shuffle! Episode 18, "The One Rin Loves".

I shouldn't let things drag on like this, should I?

The One Rin Loves