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Are you ready? 4 00:00:26,860 --> 00:00:28,685 Not at all. 5 00:00:33,032 --> 00:00:34,767 We talk to Graham Windsor. 6 00:00:34,867 --> 00:00:38,228 He had his first chord our public interview to give since the incident. 7 00:00:38,328 --> 00:00:40,829 Good morning, Graham. - Good morning. 8 00:00:40,931 --> 00:00:42,791 Thank my story to share with you. 9 00:00:43,710 --> 00:00:45,744 It is therefore promises to be fascinating one story. 10 00:00:46,546 --> 00:00:48,238 Tell me ... where did it start? 11 00:00:48,465 --> 00:00:50,165 Was it on the set? 12 00:00:51,217 --> 00:00:54,470 No, actually it started in Palm Springs. 13 00:02:23,184 --> 00:02:24,960 I answered today no phone, Bernie. 14 00:02:25,060 --> 00:02:26,620 You just did, Graham. 15 00:02:26,729 --> 00:02:29,256 To remind you Today I want to talk to anyone. 16 00:02:29,356 --> 00:02:30,924 Not even with you. 17 00:02:31,192 --> 00:02:34,298 You can not keep hiding. The press desperate for an explanation. 18 00:02:34,319 --> 00:02:35,921 Let them do. 19 00:02:36,030 --> 00:02:39,783 Graham, they can make or they can break you. 20 00:02:40,034 --> 00:02:42,293 I'm already broken. End of story. 21 00:02:42,327 --> 00:02:46,346 We can work this out. - You can do it, it's your job. 22 00:02:46,415 --> 00:02:48,709 Before I pay you outrageous amount of money. 23 00:02:50,128 --> 00:02:52,178 Are you going to tell them the truth or what? 24 00:02:52,338 --> 00:02:54,681 Bernie, you're a great manager. 25 00:02:54,881 --> 00:02:56,742 But you're telling the media never the truth. 26 00:02:56,842 --> 00:02:58,644 Graham, I'm your manager. 27 00:02:58,844 --> 00:03:01,079 And I tell you that you ... - Bye, Bernie. 28 00:03:01,179 --> 00:03:02,431 Graham ! 29 00:03:49,645 --> 00:03:52,481 For the third time, this is not a nudist residence. 30 00:03:52,857 --> 00:03:55,867 Before you can go anywhere in Palm Springs. 31 00:03:56,194 --> 00:03:59,011 But where do I get a service like this? - In the sauna down the street. 32 00:03:59,196 --> 00:04:01,615 Just be a good boy and pull it to. 33 00:04:03,034 --> 00:04:05,160 Everyone has' m already seen. What does it matter? 34 00:04:05,912 --> 00:04:08,996 Because I have rules. - You know what they say about rules? 35 00:04:09,000 --> 00:04:10,849 That you will be thrown out, if you do not show up. 36 00:04:11,125 --> 00:04:13,777 Jesus, rejected by people I trust. 37 00:04:13,877 --> 00:04:16,978 Why does that look familiar? - The Martyrdom suits you not. 38 00:04:17,507 --> 00:04:20,158 That might make me over not cast for the new series. 39 00:04:20,258 --> 00:04:22,636 Yeah, that's probably the reason. Put this on. 40 00:04:24,555 --> 00:04:28,063 Coffee? - Can you make in your room with those expensive coffee. 41 00:04:28,141 --> 00:04:30,810 Do I look like I know how a machine works? 42 00:04:31,729 --> 00:04:33,688 If you're not fucking was so clever ... 43 00:04:34,023 --> 00:04:35,890 Then I was not in this shit. 44 00:04:36,025 --> 00:04:39,027 Coffee in five minutes. If you're dressed. 45 00:05:05,638 --> 00:05:06,863 What? 46 00:05:08,891 --> 00:05:11,017 I need time for myself, I have already told you. 47 00:05:12,353 --> 00:05:14,379 Stop. Stop calling me. 48 00:05:17,650 --> 00:05:19,150 Really? 49 00:05:19,735 --> 00:05:22,279 Well, there it was but should have thought for you gave that interview. 50 00:05:24,824 --> 00:05:26,825 No! No, we ... 51 00:05:27,285 --> 00:05:29,700 We would not disclose until the right time. 52 00:05:29,791 --> 00:05:32,700 You blew it, because you love 've become on Anderson Cooper. 53 00:05:34,542 --> 00:05:37,419 You know ... I'll let you know when I come back home. 54 00:05:39,380 --> 00:05:41,923 No, I thought you though it would be gone. 55 00:05:48,501 --> 00:05:51,708 Where do you think I am? We have this two months ago reserved. 56 00:05:52,108 --> 00:05:53,408 Yes ... 57 00:05:55,021 --> 00:05:58,982 Talk to anybody about this, please. Can you do that for me? 58 00:05:59,692 --> 00:06:01,208 Thank you. 59 00:06:02,653 --> 00:06:04,621 And call me no more while I'm gone. 60 00:06:46,155 --> 00:06:48,740 Hey! Do you know where I can check? 61 00:06:54,246 --> 00:06:55,638 Thank you. 62 00:07:00,002 --> 00:07:03,797 Are you Graham Windsor not? That soap actor? 63 00:07:05,716 --> 00:07:07,283 Not anymore. 64 00:07:09,261 --> 00:07:12,430 Yes, I have seen on the internet ... 65 00:07:17,937 --> 00:07:20,188 What did you do on the Internet? 66 00:07:20,439 --> 00:07:25,151 What? You mean your sex video? 67 00:07:26,153 --> 00:07:28,822 Yes, I have seen. 68 00:07:29,240 --> 00:07:32,158 Course. What did you think? 69 00:07:34,411 --> 00:07:36,353 I've seen better. 70 00:07:38,249 --> 00:07:40,057 Wait a minute ... 71 00:07:40,876 --> 00:07:43,962 I know you too. - Yeah, right. 72 00:07:45,130 --> 00:07:47,700 You're the big gay marriage activist, Trey Reed. 73 00:07:48,384 --> 00:07:51,386 That's me. "Marry her." 74 00:07:51,679 --> 00:07:53,796 I've read all your statements on Proposition 8. 75 00:07:53,973 --> 00:07:56,448 And I've seen the manifestations you have organized. Impressive. 76 00:07:59,270 --> 00:08:01,970 Apparently not impressive enough for you ... 77 00:08:02,170 --> 00:08:03,565 your closet to drag you to join us. 78 00:08:03,816 --> 00:08:05,116 That's not fair. 79 00:08:05,276 --> 00:08:08,111 Please, say that all actors in which the cabinet. 80 00:08:08,362 --> 00:08:10,262 Too bad that video was needed you ... 81 00:08:11,865 --> 00:08:15,810 seriously in the zijk turn, so you would admit that you are one of us. 82 00:08:15,910 --> 00:08:17,695 No, wait. 83 00:08:18,372 --> 00:08:20,832 You do not have any official statement made, is not it? 84 00:08:21,875 --> 00:08:23,276 It's nobody's business. 85 00:08:23,376 --> 00:08:27,005 You're a public figure, it affects us all. 86 00:08:28,674 --> 00:08:31,534 By the way ... I've read about your divorce. 87 00:08:31,844 --> 00:08:34,053 Your case will be yours now fixed totally awesome. 88 00:08:34,388 --> 00:08:37,865 'Gay marriage activist cheating spouse. The divorce is deployed. 89 00:08:38,000 --> 00:08:40,735 Apparently the gay community the marriage is not so good. " 90 00:08:41,437 --> 00:08:43,379 And that does not even Fox News. 91 00:08:43,579 --> 00:08:46,666 There is much more to it. You must understand that anyway? 92 00:08:46,817 --> 00:08:49,527 The media distort the truth. 93 00:08:49,820 --> 00:08:51,854 When you do, and not with me? 94 00:08:53,824 --> 00:08:55,892 The immortal words of Dolly Parton: 95 00:08:55,992 --> 00:08:59,495 "Come down from the cross, anyone who has required pole. " 96 00:09:00,998 --> 00:09:04,917 Well, a pole need apparently your specialty. 97 00:09:08,839 --> 00:09:13,176 You're in Suite No. 3. That's it. 98 00:09:15,095 --> 00:09:17,096 Are you alone? 99 00:09:18,182 --> 00:09:20,007 The reservation was for a couple. 100 00:09:22,728 --> 00:09:24,519 The plans have changed. 101 00:09:24,938 --> 00:09:27,315 I am sorry 102 00:09:30,027 --> 00:09:32,362 Should I leave the cake in the room? 103 00:09:33,906 --> 00:09:35,681 I had clean forgotten. 104 00:09:35,949 --> 00:09:37,600 I can 't take away ... 105 00:09:37,868 --> 00:09:39,559 Forget it. 106 00:09:40,204 --> 00:09:42,254 Well, it is very quiet. 107 00:09:42,581 --> 00:09:45,884 There is a very quiet young man Suite No. 4 in. 108 00:09:46,084 --> 00:09:47,919 And a nice couple in No. 1. 109 00:09:48,170 --> 00:09:49,804 And in No. 2? 110 00:09:50,672 --> 00:09:53,341 There's ... 111 00:09:57,346 --> 00:09:58,812 Super. 112 00:09:59,848 --> 00:10:02,850 Hopefully his room many closets. 113 00:10:05,229 --> 00:10:07,355 It is a suite, room no. 114 00:10:08,398 --> 00:10:11,575 And let him alone. It's a nice boy. 115 00:10:11,819 --> 00:10:14,554 It is one of the reasons why we have so many problems ... 116 00:10:14,654 --> 00:10:16,539 to be accepted by society. 117 00:10:16,739 --> 00:10:18,190 If more actors came out of the closet ... 118 00:10:18,199 --> 00:10:20,685 I know people like you would want that all actors were gay. 119 00:10:20,785 --> 00:10:22,536 You know what? They're not. 120 00:10:23,080 --> 00:10:23,780 Really? 121 00:10:23,788 --> 00:10:27,466 Believe it or not, but I'm two years reporter been bought for us this hotel. 122 00:10:27,751 --> 00:10:30,778 I have interviewed many actors whose everyone assumed they were gay. 123 00:10:30,879 --> 00:10:34,899 And you know what? Maybe three of them were that maximum. 124 00:10:37,553 --> 00:10:39,144 Who then? 125 00:10:40,180 --> 00:10:41,664 Do not bother. 126 00:10:41,807 --> 00:10:43,315 Trust me. 127 00:10:43,475 --> 00:10:47,350 And those who were gay, found that they had good reason to stay in the closet. 128 00:10:47,688 --> 00:10:51,880 Financial reasons, you mean. - You probably never do anything for money. 129 00:10:54,152 --> 00:10:55,928 He's coming here for years. 130 00:10:56,321 --> 00:10:57,580 I like him. 131 00:10:57,698 --> 00:10:59,540 He just wants to work. 132 00:11:00,325 --> 00:11:02,209 What's wrong with that? 133 00:11:03,996 --> 00:11:06,263 Nothing ... I think. 134 00:11:06,415 --> 00:11:08,407 Well, you think is correct. 135 00:11:08,709 --> 00:11:11,219 Until now this hotel their hideout. 136 00:11:11,419 --> 00:11:13,421 Where nobody cared who they were. 137 00:11:14,214 --> 00:11:15,381 They? 138 00:11:15,424 --> 00:11:18,075 He and his friend. Ex-boyfriend. 139 00:11:18,175 --> 00:11:20,836 Well, at this point probably nevertheless ex-boyfriend. 140 00:11:22,014 --> 00:11:24,164 Was the one who with him was to be seen in the video? 141 00:11:25,934 --> 00:11:27,993 Are you a reporter? 142 00:11:28,270 --> 00:11:30,279 God, no. I hate reporters. 143 00:11:31,440 --> 00:11:34,690 Except you, of course. - I hate reporters. 144 00:11:35,360 --> 00:11:38,195 So we came to Palm Springs and we bought the hotel. 145 00:11:38,864 --> 00:11:40,823 To start a new life. 146 00:11:42,117 --> 00:11:44,400 We? - My partner, Philip, and I. 147 00:11:45,370 --> 00:11:47,463 And then he died and ... 148 00:11:47,873 --> 00:11:49,840 I sat here all alone. 149 00:11:52,836 --> 00:11:55,402 I am sorry - That's a good thing ... 150 00:12:04,598 --> 00:12:06,841 You would also be grateful for everything you have. 151 00:12:10,854 --> 00:12:13,222 How are we going to such a topic? 152 00:12:14,024 --> 00:12:16,917 I asked about the sex video the queen in the closet. 153 00:12:17,027 --> 00:12:18,343 Right, right, right ... 154 00:12:18,445 --> 00:12:20,846 I honestly have no idea with whom he was on that video to be seen. 155 00:12:20,946 --> 00:12:22,806 I'm not looking at anything. 156 00:12:24,534 --> 00:12:26,327 Okay, I saw the pictures on the internet. 157 00:12:31,291 --> 00:12:32,399 What? 158 00:12:32,501 --> 00:12:34,877 If the Grahams boyfriend those video leaked ... 159 00:12:36,546 --> 00:12:38,430 the pain should not do? 160 00:13:09,621 --> 00:13:11,747 Happy birthday, dammit. 161 00:13:25,637 --> 00:13:27,971 Sorry about that later. - Rightly. 162 00:13:31,518 --> 00:13:33,452 I mean, thank you. 163 00:13:36,106 --> 00:13:37,748 It's just ... 164 00:13:38,233 --> 00:13:40,041 It's just what? 165 00:13:42,612 --> 00:13:45,614 I do not understand. I really do not understand ... 166 00:13:46,324 --> 00:13:51,220 that you do not get up and say: "This is who I am. Point on the line. ' 167 00:13:51,496 --> 00:13:55,391 You would not really understand. Your whole existence revolves around being gay. 168 00:13:55,917 --> 00:13:57,467 Pardon? 169 00:13:58,712 --> 00:14:00,654 You work every day with gay issues. 170 00:14:00,754 --> 00:14:02,807 You live firmly in the middle of West Hollywood. 171 00:14:03,008 --> 00:14:06,568 Your friends are probably all gay. In the evening, you sit in gay clubs. 172 00:14:06,635 --> 00:14:08,537 You spend your holidays by on gay cruises. 173 00:14:08,637 --> 00:14:11,464 You are a professional gay. - So what? 174 00:14:11,766 --> 00:14:13,901 Somebody has to fight for our rights. 175 00:14:14,101 --> 00:14:17,187 And that's your choice. I chose to be an actor. 176 00:14:17,287 --> 00:14:19,740 And the only way I work can get by staying in the closet. 177 00:14:20,066 --> 00:14:22,802 The audience does not need to know everything about my private life. 178 00:14:22,902 --> 00:14:25,295 How can you two so easily separated from each other? 179 00:14:25,447 --> 00:14:28,131 The public has a right to know. - No. 180 00:14:28,283 --> 00:14:30,000 The public has a right to know of cases in the closet ... 181 00:14:30,020 --> 00:14:32,736 politicians who vote against laws for gay rights. 182 00:14:32,954 --> 00:14:35,139 They have no right to know who I sleep. 183 00:14:36,458 --> 00:14:38,542 You would be better to understand than anyone. 184 00:14:38,835 --> 00:14:40,285 Do not you dare. 185 00:14:42,297 --> 00:14:44,698 You fight for years equal marriage rights. 186 00:14:44,799 --> 00:14:46,640 What is great. Somebody has to do it. 187 00:14:46,850 --> 00:14:50,504 But you pretended to be someone who believed in the sanctuary of marriage. 188 00:14:50,722 --> 00:14:53,574 If someone who is dedicated, monogamous relationship. 189 00:14:53,808 --> 00:14:56,043 You do yourself as the ideal gay man and ... 190 00:14:56,143 --> 00:14:57,911 look what's to yourself. 191 00:14:58,104 --> 00:15:00,731 You appears not to be different than all others in this country. 192 00:15:01,024 --> 00:15:03,942 You're perfect for you, while your spouse is cheating. 193 00:15:04,778 --> 00:15:07,337 You shouted to the world: "Gay people can the marriage!" 194 00:15:07,572 --> 00:15:09,598 And you can not even think of yourself. 195 00:15:12,827 --> 00:15:14,352 Fuck you. 196 00:15:17,707 --> 00:15:21,166 Are you going to hide it. Just pretend everything is okay. 197 00:15:22,712 --> 00:15:25,589 We will all do if everything is okay ... 198 00:15:40,089 --> 00:15:41,989 Hey. - Hey ... 199 00:15:42,107 --> 00:15:43,656 Important evening? 200 00:15:44,901 --> 00:15:46,459 We shall see. 201 00:15:57,038 --> 00:15:59,055 Now it's my turn to say sorry. 202 00:15:59,290 --> 00:16:02,951 It's not your fault, not quite. 203 00:16:06,297 --> 00:16:08,290 My ex had even phoned me earlier. 204 00:16:09,008 --> 00:16:10,450 Before we ... 205 00:16:12,345 --> 00:16:14,513 changed in Krystle and Alexis? 206 00:16:16,933 --> 00:16:18,350 Who are they? 207 00:16:18,768 --> 00:16:20,736 The youth ... No sense of the gay culture. 208 00:16:20,936 --> 00:16:23,355 I know enough about the gay culture. 209 00:16:24,315 --> 00:16:26,567 Did you ever "Whatever happend to Baby Jane?" 210 00:16:27,485 --> 00:16:28,652 Yes. 211 00:16:29,362 --> 00:16:32,406 This is a TV movie about a girl that fell into a pit, right? 212 00:16:34,450 --> 00:16:35,992 Never mind. 213 00:16:36,327 --> 00:16:39,246 Listen, I want to make it because I have just had such a bastard. 214 00:16:55,638 --> 00:16:57,463 What did you think? 215 00:16:58,850 --> 00:17:01,185 Alcohol, lots of alcohol ... 216 00:17:02,645 --> 00:17:04,679 Thanks for letting me use your computer for. 217 00:17:05,565 --> 00:17:08,150 I can not believe my laptop forgot. 218 00:17:09,110 --> 00:17:11,486 No problem, just not at my watch porn. 219 00:17:12,572 --> 00:17:14,489 Porn on a laptop? 220 00:17:14,824 --> 00:17:16,491 Never thought of that. 221 00:17:22,081 --> 00:17:24,666 I am really nailed to the cross. 222 00:17:25,126 --> 00:17:26,893 The Republicans? 223 00:17:27,086 --> 00:17:28,862 Of course, that was to be expected. 224 00:17:28,962 --> 00:17:31,965 But a slap in the face of the gay media, since I had not counted on. 225 00:17:33,217 --> 00:17:34,509 Like what? 226 00:17:36,679 --> 00:17:40,764 This gay news site says I gave all the opposition ... 227 00:17:41,600 --> 00:17:44,811 what they need to say that the gay marriage can not handle. 228 00:17:45,188 --> 00:17:47,272 That sounds familiar. - Shut up. 229 00:17:48,316 --> 00:17:50,092 The hearing of a foreign is a ... 230 00:17:50,192 --> 00:17:52,277 but to read it as the full printed. 231 00:17:54,447 --> 00:17:56,281 Stupid gay blogs. 232 00:17:57,158 --> 00:18:01,078 One moment you're the hero and following the pariah. 233 00:18:01,412 --> 00:18:02,871 So is that it is. 234 00:18:02,971 --> 00:18:07,626 I gave them exclusive interviews, photos, everything. 235 00:18:07,961 --> 00:18:12,531 All they needed to get people to persuade it to accept gay marriage. 236 00:18:12,631 --> 00:18:14,841 And they turn against me at the first opportunity. 237 00:18:15,134 --> 00:18:16,926 Surprised you serious? 238 00:18:17,387 --> 00:18:20,330 Journalists love scandals. And even more gay journalists. 239 00:18:20,430 --> 00:18:22,749 Yeah, but you'd think they at least make an effort ... 240 00:18:22,849 --> 00:18:24,935 to the community and its leaders to support. 241 00:18:26,396 --> 00:18:28,146 So you're a leader. 242 00:18:31,818 --> 00:18:34,995 Yes ... I am. 243 00:18:36,406 --> 00:18:38,289 And I'm proud. 244 00:18:40,827 --> 00:18:42,577 Let's drink to leaders. 245 00:18:54,215 --> 00:18:56,216 At that level you're no different than me. 246 00:19:01,264 --> 00:19:02,705 What do you mean? 247 00:19:02,932 --> 00:19:05,016 There is a public image of you where you need to answer. 248 00:19:05,268 --> 00:19:07,377 Everyone expects that you're perfect ... 249 00:19:07,477 --> 00:19:09,563 that you meet the image that they have of you. 250 00:19:10,022 --> 00:19:13,333 Yeah, but you can not meet everyone's expectations. 251 00:19:13,609 --> 00:19:14,826 Not always. 252 00:19:14,944 --> 00:19:17,020 But if you do not, they turn against you. 253 00:19:17,447 --> 00:19:18,755 Yes we can ... 254 00:19:21,868 --> 00:19:24,786 I've read about you, you know ... in the press. 255 00:19:25,663 --> 00:19:27,080 Really? 256 00:19:27,290 --> 00:19:28,631 Yes, really. 257 00:19:28,749 --> 00:19:30,950 You also get mail when you are in the closet. 258 00:19:32,128 --> 00:19:34,954 And it's clear that you really believe in to fight for our rights. 259 00:19:35,214 --> 00:19:37,290 Yeah, whatever that may be worth these days. 260 00:19:37,592 --> 00:19:39,509 That's worth a lot. 261 00:19:40,720 --> 00:19:44,331 And I always get angry when people in the gay community criticize ... 262 00:19:44,432 --> 00:19:46,600 because you would fight for a in their lost cause. 263 00:19:46,809 --> 00:19:50,295 Or if they say you better money can funds for AIDS research ... 264 00:19:50,396 --> 00:19:51,897 or you can fight better against discriminatory laws ... 265 00:19:52,398 --> 00:19:54,307 instead of fighting for equality of marriage. 266 00:19:55,359 --> 00:19:56,776 What are you saying? 267 00:19:56,903 --> 00:19:58,945 I've never seen tricks to the critics. 268 00:19:59,989 --> 00:20:01,915 You seem totally focused on your mission. 269 00:20:02,115 --> 00:20:04,150 This is the person you should show. 270 00:20:04,785 --> 00:20:08,235 But undoubtedly there are also days you might want to scream ... 271 00:20:08,371 --> 00:20:11,124 to those bastards that you just want to attack. 272 00:20:11,751 --> 00:20:13,660 Whether you feel like your fight complete to give. 273 00:20:13,836 --> 00:20:15,111 Yes, right? 274 00:20:20,134 --> 00:20:22,452 Everyone has their own purpose. 275 00:20:22,552 --> 00:20:25,247 And everybody thinks that its purpose is much is more important than that of another. 276 00:20:25,347 --> 00:20:26,640 But you can not say in public. 277 00:20:28,601 --> 00:20:32,354 Everyone fights for the same ... 'Pink dollar, "so ... 278 00:20:32,855 --> 00:20:35,440 Yes, it's frustrating. 279 00:20:35,650 --> 00:20:37,968 And now you sit still with your own personal problems. 280 00:20:38,068 --> 00:20:40,320 And I'm not asking you what happened. That's nothing to me. 281 00:20:41,322 --> 00:20:42,889 You are the only one. 282 00:20:42,989 --> 00:20:45,892 And I understand how difficult it must be every day to go out ... 283 00:20:45,993 --> 00:20:49,537 and the virtue of marriage to speak, while you have it so hard. 284 00:20:51,666 --> 00:20:53,750 You have no idea. 285 00:20:55,127 --> 00:20:56,636 For me it is just as. 286 00:20:56,837 --> 00:21:00,415 I always have that soap opera star, every minute as I appear in public. 287 00:21:00,716 --> 00:21:04,928 I have the series representation and the joy to be part of a super torque. 288 00:21:05,100 --> 00:21:07,622 Super Couples are stupid if you see them during the day. 289 00:21:07,722 --> 00:21:09,499 I know all of this. 290 00:21:10,142 --> 00:21:12,919 But that's the role I play, in public anyway. 291 00:21:13,019 --> 00:21:15,981 Home here or am I just Graham. 292 00:21:16,732 --> 00:21:20,276 An insecure actor. Someone more will then play in a soap. 293 00:21:20,945 --> 00:21:24,656 Someone who always gets the notes production that he must shine on TV. 294 00:21:25,908 --> 00:21:28,852 Someone who values ??his career and in his spare time ... 295 00:21:28,952 --> 00:21:30,870 and who knows that it is important to both to be kept separate. 296 00:21:32,248 --> 00:21:34,690 Would not it be great if you could have two roles merge? 297 00:21:36,377 --> 00:21:38,712 To be yourself 24 hours at 24? 298 00:21:42,133 --> 00:21:44,509 Frankly, I would not like to live. 299 00:21:45,386 --> 00:21:46,978 And I'm not alone. 300 00:21:47,179 --> 00:21:50,724 So-called 'normal people' are also different in the office than at home. 301 00:21:51,225 --> 00:21:53,192 So we survive. 302 00:21:53,394 --> 00:21:55,295 So when people like me say ... 303 00:21:55,395 --> 00:21:59,090 people like you out of the closet should come ... 304 00:21:59,191 --> 00:22:00,800 is the same as when you against an accountant says ... 305 00:22:00,901 --> 00:22:03,903 that all his customers need to know that he loves SM ... 306 00:22:04,196 --> 00:22:07,180 or that he loves knitting or that he is an alcoholic. 307 00:22:07,366 --> 00:22:10,185 Wait, you compare a gay to be Well with an alcoholic too? 308 00:22:10,286 --> 00:22:11,486 No ... 309 00:22:12,496 --> 00:22:14,138 Well ... yes! 310 00:22:14,373 --> 00:22:17,375 In the sense that it is something that most see it as something private. 311 00:22:18,252 --> 00:22:21,300 Something they do with anyone else sharing, unless they want to. 312 00:22:22,339 --> 00:22:24,574 People can not live without their private lives ... 313 00:22:24,674 --> 00:22:26,968 their secrets and their fantasies. 314 00:22:27,428 --> 00:22:31,070 What you get to see people on the surface, is but a fraction of who they are. 315 00:22:32,933 --> 00:22:35,560 And if you find better public figure than the private person? 316 00:22:37,730 --> 00:22:39,563 Then you need more wine. 317 00:22:43,444 --> 00:22:45,853 Speaking about the clash between your public and your private life ... 318 00:22:46,030 --> 00:22:47,697 I got an offer got a job. 319 00:22:48,032 --> 00:22:49,323 Really? 320 00:22:49,783 --> 00:22:51,651 Yes, even for the lead. 321 00:22:51,994 --> 00:22:53,452 Which? 322 00:22:54,163 --> 00:22:57,040 Porn. It's called "The Hunk & The Restless." 323 00:22:59,126 --> 00:23:00,835 And who would you be? 324 00:23:08,219 --> 00:23:10,077 Do you think you will get home safely? 325 00:23:11,222 --> 00:23:12,538 Probably. 326 00:23:19,021 --> 00:23:20,496 You're there. 327 00:23:21,023 --> 00:23:22,565 Sleep well. 328 00:23:23,817 --> 00:23:25,476 Thanks for the wine. 329 00:23:25,861 --> 00:23:27,519 When you want ... 330 00:23:28,530 --> 00:23:29,922 To rest. 331 00:23:35,913 --> 00:23:37,363 To rest. 332 00:23:46,006 --> 00:23:49,592 I'm not here first public statement on passing through a video on the internet. 333 00:23:50,302 --> 00:23:52,745 There's just say all problems started, remember? 334 00:23:52,845 --> 00:23:55,014 Good, good, good. And Twat? 335 00:23:55,432 --> 00:23:56,466 The what? 336 00:23:56,558 --> 00:24:00,400 The Twat! If they have a short statement passing through the Internet. 337 00:24:01,355 --> 00:24:02,930 I do not think that's so hot. 338 00:24:03,107 --> 00:24:04,824 No matter, the youth is crazy. 339 00:24:05,067 --> 00:24:07,035 If I do this, I want to do well. 340 00:24:07,235 --> 00:24:08,803 That I owe my fans. 341 00:24:08,904 --> 00:24:11,010 You are your fans owe nothing. They are what you owe. 342 00:24:11,035 --> 00:24:12,900 They owe you their support. 343 00:24:12,910 --> 00:24:14,875 And a national tabloid? 344 00:24:15,411 --> 00:24:17,228 Not big enough for a cover. 345 00:24:17,496 --> 00:24:18,888 A soap-sheet? 346 00:24:19,039 --> 00:24:21,020 I doubt still interested ... 347 00:24:21,130 --> 00:24:23,610 the cover to devote to an actor who was fired. 348 00:24:23,710 --> 00:24:25,678 The TV company has too many control over those magazines. 349 00:24:25,878 --> 00:24:28,881 Let me just explain something to you ... - If someone once did. 350 00:24:29,091 --> 00:24:31,955 This is no ordinary coming-out story. 351 00:24:32,056 --> 00:24:35,096 You are now continuously from the cabinet. 352 00:24:35,889 --> 00:24:38,900 But not everyone is filmed while he had sex with another man. 353 00:24:39,000 --> 00:24:43,100 That makes you a villain, a pervert, a sex addict ... 354 00:24:43,181 --> 00:24:45,106 in their eyes, not in mine, Boobula. 355 00:24:45,482 --> 00:24:46,632 What should I do? 356 00:24:46,859 --> 00:24:49,132 Well, I have something for you to find in England ... 357 00:24:49,153 --> 00:24:50,905 where nobody cares with whom the actors sleep. 358 00:24:50,946 --> 00:24:53,489 But no dispensation from American press, if you wanted to mean. 359 00:24:54,408 --> 00:24:57,310 There is a gay site ... 360 00:24:57,410 --> 00:24:59,871 referred to one or other trivial pop star. 361 00:25:00,080 --> 00:25:03,107 And they want to do an interview, but only if it is exclusive. 362 00:25:03,207 --> 00:25:04,651 Is that our best option? 363 00:25:04,751 --> 00:25:07,211 When people see you, make them for you while you ... 364 00:25:08,130 --> 00:25:10,757 you know, anally penetrated. 365 00:25:11,884 --> 00:25:14,635 Bernie, use those words Please never more. 366 00:25:14,845 --> 00:25:16,136 As you wish. 367 00:25:17,431 --> 00:25:19,807 What if ... - What if what? 368 00:25:21,351 --> 00:25:24,187 What if we Parkers name drop? 369 00:25:24,730 --> 00:25:26,630 Graham, think 's after what you say. 370 00:25:26,899 --> 00:25:30,032 A. You come across vindictive. B. Would you do that to him? 371 00:25:31,487 --> 00:25:33,228 No, indeed not. 372 00:25:33,989 --> 00:25:35,231 What then? 373 00:25:35,491 --> 00:25:39,410 Bernie, how much I enjoy of these early phones ... 374 00:25:40,037 --> 00:25:42,071 You need me here just to think about. 375 00:25:42,289 --> 00:25:43,714 I'll call you soon. 376 00:26:08,398 --> 00:26:09,548 Hello? 377 00:26:11,818 --> 00:26:14,237 You really need to stop with me always calling. 378 00:26:15,948 --> 00:26:17,973 No, I'm not with anyone else. 379 00:26:18,283 --> 00:26:20,167 That was you, remember? 380 00:26:21,870 --> 00:26:23,090 Listen ... 381 00:26:23,391 --> 00:26:26,150 I took the blame so no would know why we really are apart. 382 00:26:26,165 --> 00:26:27,991 What do you want from me? 383 00:26:29,419 --> 00:26:32,421 No ... No, no. 384 00:26:33,340 --> 00:26:35,190 Talk to my lawyer. 385 00:27:22,723 --> 00:27:24,407 I give up! 386 00:27:28,520 --> 00:27:29,745 Good morning. 387 00:27:31,231 --> 00:27:32,406 Good morning. 388 00:27:33,525 --> 00:27:35,258 Sleep well? 389 00:27:35,819 --> 00:27:37,236 Very good. 390 00:27:38,572 --> 00:27:39,938 Coffee? 391 00:27:46,621 --> 00:27:48,038 I'd love to. 392 00:27:56,798 --> 00:27:58,758 That was the best coffee ever. 393 00:28:03,013 --> 00:28:04,872 Did not you prefer decaffeinated? 394 00:28:05,098 --> 00:28:06,406 Absolutely not! 395 00:28:10,604 --> 00:28:12,412 Shall we 's drink? 396 00:28:27,996 --> 00:28:30,322 This was definitely not your sex video. 397 00:28:32,501 --> 00:28:35,044 They always say that I such a versatile actor. 398 00:28:35,504 --> 00:28:38,097 Yeah, tell that. 399 00:28:38,924 --> 00:28:40,900 Would the manager heard us? 400 00:28:42,219 --> 00:28:44,762 Honey, your manager Beverly Hills has heard about us. 401 00:28:45,305 --> 00:28:48,320 It is not the first time he two men working together properly. 402 00:28:48,809 --> 00:28:50,810 Yes, that's true. 403 00:28:51,686 --> 00:28:54,605 Hence they condoms and lube lay in the rooms. 404 00:28:55,398 --> 00:28:57,333 That was always so nice here. 405 00:29:00,111 --> 00:29:01,586 Are you serious? 406 00:29:12,958 --> 00:29:14,950 Could me and my ex busy ever heard? 407 00:29:16,002 --> 00:29:18,128 If it also so toeging, then probably. 408 00:29:19,339 --> 00:29:21,507 We thought we were so careful. 409 00:29:22,050 --> 00:29:23,926 We were never together to public events. 410 00:29:24,427 --> 00:29:26,261 We lived separately. 411 00:29:27,264 --> 00:29:30,224 This was one of the few places where we could be ourselves. 412 00:29:31,560 --> 00:29:33,769 What happens in Palm Springs remains in Palm Springs? 413 00:29:34,813 --> 00:29:35,771 Something like that, yes. 414 00:29:39,901 --> 00:29:41,935 We have seen good times. 415 00:29:45,949 --> 00:29:48,984 How long have you been together? If I may ask ... 416 00:29:49,494 --> 00:29:50,936 Five years. 417 00:29:53,081 --> 00:29:54,681 What happened? 418 00:29:54,833 --> 00:29:56,691 Life, I guess ... 419 00:29:58,712 --> 00:30:02,972 Well, that's not true. It started when he was discharged. 420 00:30:03,800 --> 00:30:05,725 By who? - The series. 421 00:30:06,011 --> 00:30:07,786 Was he in your series? 422 00:30:07,971 --> 00:30:09,888 Did I not tell you? 423 00:30:10,265 --> 00:30:11,765 No ... 424 00:30:13,852 --> 00:30:15,693 Who was it? 425 00:30:17,397 --> 00:30:19,106 Will you not tell? 426 00:30:19,858 --> 00:30:21,608 Our little secret. 427 00:30:25,155 --> 00:30:27,614 It was my brother. - What? 428 00:30:28,658 --> 00:30:32,102 Parker Ryland. That's not his real name. 429 00:30:34,831 --> 00:30:36,849 Graham Windsor is your real name is? 430 00:30:37,208 --> 00:30:38,759 Sadly though. 431 00:30:38,918 --> 00:30:41,970 I think my parents wanted I would be beaten at school. 432 00:30:49,471 --> 00:30:51,421 I can not believe ... 433 00:30:53,767 --> 00:30:57,853 you had sex with the man that your brother was playing. 434 00:30:58,897 --> 00:31:00,689 My twin brother. 435 00:31:01,149 --> 00:31:02,407 Pardon? 436 00:31:02,734 --> 00:31:05,277 He played my identical twin brother. 437 00:31:07,572 --> 00:31:09,531 And how did that exactly work? 438 00:31:10,367 --> 00:31:13,309 Well, first I played two brothers, but that was I was sitting. 439 00:31:13,370 --> 00:31:15,354 So the writers sent one of my characters ... 440 00:31:15,454 --> 00:31:18,582 to a fire in the jungle of Peru, where he was looking for our mother and ... 441 00:31:19,000 --> 00:31:21,710 the plastic surgeons did not what he looked like, so ... 442 00:31:22,462 --> 00:31:24,446 They found easily another person? 443 00:31:24,714 --> 00:31:27,633 5 inches shorter and 5 years younger. 444 00:31:29,052 --> 00:31:31,036 That was never really explained. 445 00:31:31,805 --> 00:31:35,657 Anyway ... 446 00:31:38,019 --> 00:31:43,315 he was fired, I was promoted and a better storyline ... 447 00:31:43,691 --> 00:31:45,634 and he received no other offers. 448 00:31:47,821 --> 00:31:49,662 That must have been difficult. 449 00:31:50,323 --> 00:31:55,369 Very difficult. Everything went wrong then and eventually we broke up. 450 00:31:56,204 --> 00:31:58,280 It is now six months ago. 451 00:32:05,797 --> 00:32:07,731 Do you think he leaked the video? 452 00:32:10,510 --> 00:32:12,177 Who else? 453 00:32:13,847 --> 00:32:15,321 Are you sure? 454 00:32:17,016 --> 00:32:19,059 What happened, happened. 455 00:32:21,604 --> 00:32:23,572 Want some coffee? 456 00:32:25,316 --> 00:32:27,075 I think the filters are. 457 00:32:27,277 --> 00:32:29,144 Then we have to improvise. 458 00:32:45,336 --> 00:32:48,013 I'm so sorry ... I'm so sorry. 459 00:32:48,213 --> 00:32:50,556 There no one answered when I knocked. - No problem. 460 00:32:50,632 --> 00:32:54,011 I brought new towels. And you just need one. 461 00:32:54,846 --> 00:32:55,954 Thank you. 462 00:32:56,097 --> 00:32:58,073 Can I get you anything else? 463 00:32:58,725 --> 00:32:59,991 Hey! 464 00:33:01,352 --> 00:33:03,769 You seem to have everything you need. - Can I have one? 465 00:33:04,981 --> 00:33:06,973 Well, then I'll go. 466 00:33:07,275 --> 00:33:09,568 Let me know if you need anything else. 467 00:33:10,778 --> 00:33:11,800 There is something ... 468 00:33:11,810 --> 00:33:14,710 Learn more condoms and lubricant, I get it. How soon? 469 00:33:14,805 --> 00:33:16,607 Now. - Of course. 470 00:33:16,909 --> 00:33:18,100 And ... 471 00:33:24,250 --> 00:33:27,861 Yes, there is a shop in the city who specializes in such things. 472 00:33:27,961 --> 00:33:29,879 They have everything you want. 473 00:33:34,677 --> 00:33:36,144 What did you ask him now? 474 00:33:36,346 --> 00:33:38,163 What we talked about earlier. 475 00:33:39,182 --> 00:33:42,100 You know, do not you we were talking about ... 476 00:33:43,019 --> 00:33:44,945 I have one of these in my room. 477 00:33:45,647 --> 00:33:47,113 Really? 478 00:33:47,315 --> 00:33:48,665 Come on. 479 00:33:49,692 --> 00:33:51,809 Not true. - Well true. 480 00:33:52,362 --> 00:33:54,054 But he is one of the largest actors ever. 481 00:33:54,154 --> 00:33:56,490 Please ... He is one of the largest fagots ever. 482 00:33:57,450 --> 00:33:59,076 Why nobody knows him? 483 00:33:59,786 --> 00:34:01,186 Why do I not love him? 484 00:34:01,286 --> 00:34:04,298 Because they do not want to know, the fans anyway. 485 00:34:04,498 --> 00:34:06,541 He is discreet and macho. 486 00:34:08,044 --> 00:34:10,036 Well, not so macho if you think about it. 487 00:34:12,131 --> 00:34:14,040 And how do you know him? 488 00:34:15,259 --> 00:34:17,386 It is an open secret in the industry. 489 00:34:18,179 --> 00:34:20,639 And start the hell not about all those secret queers. 490 00:34:21,015 --> 00:34:22,373 No, you know. 491 00:34:22,934 --> 00:34:24,767 Everyone knows it. 492 00:34:25,186 --> 00:34:27,187 The players know it, the producers know it ... 493 00:34:28,022 --> 00:34:29,306 And the public? 494 00:34:29,482 --> 00:34:32,492 Who believe everything the pr. the TV station tells them. 495 00:34:33,236 --> 00:34:38,015 I had three real engagements, invented and made public by the TV station. 496 00:34:38,115 --> 00:34:40,099 All about the image to protect. 497 00:34:40,451 --> 00:34:43,236 But they want themselves good looking actors, right? 498 00:34:43,538 --> 00:34:47,630 Young, good looking actors are for the media and for extra gay audience. 499 00:34:48,334 --> 00:34:52,202 But when I fixed values is anyone still interested. 500 00:34:52,254 --> 00:34:54,197 You're not that old? 501 00:34:57,426 --> 00:35:01,000 In the series are my children as old that they themselves already have children. 502 00:35:01,264 --> 00:35:03,890 I'm forty and I have three grandchildren in the series. 503 00:35:04,392 --> 00:35:06,292 Well, I did anyway. 504 00:35:06,727 --> 00:35:08,528 No chance that your job is still back? 505 00:35:08,813 --> 00:35:10,188 No. 506 00:35:10,565 --> 00:35:12,390 Why did not you process filed against them? 507 00:35:12,567 --> 00:35:14,292 Moral clause. 508 00:35:14,402 --> 00:35:16,311 They did not fire me because I'm gay. 509 00:35:21,075 --> 00:35:23,226 They fired you for the sake of sex video. 510 00:35:23,326 --> 00:35:25,295 What actually everyone can happen ... 511 00:35:25,788 --> 00:35:27,739 gay or straight, male or female ... 512 00:35:28,583 --> 00:35:30,575 They have in fact already someone else for my role. 513 00:35:30,710 --> 00:35:32,051 That was quick. 514 00:35:32,211 --> 00:35:34,546 They use someone else temporarily for a few days ... 515 00:35:35,047 --> 00:35:38,425 and they leave a big name show up of a series that last year stopped. 516 00:35:39,594 --> 00:35:42,996 The irony is that with many more men West Hollywood then I slept. 517 00:35:47,018 --> 00:35:48,951 That did not sound quite right. 518 00:35:50,271 --> 00:35:52,180 It sounded very good. 519 00:35:56,068 --> 00:35:57,435 Good morning. 520 00:36:03,242 --> 00:36:04,809 What are you doing? 521 00:36:07,747 --> 00:36:09,197 Put that thing away. 522 00:36:09,248 --> 00:36:12,417 What? The camera of this thing? 523 00:36:12,960 --> 00:36:14,728 The camera, asshole. 524 00:36:14,962 --> 00:36:17,805 If you mean a direction would indicate I'll be right. 525 00:36:21,052 --> 00:36:23,100 Good morning, fans. 526 00:36:23,212 --> 00:36:27,874 This is Ryland and Graham Parker Windsor of your favorite TV series. 527 00:36:27,974 --> 00:36:29,317 Hold on. 528 00:36:51,999 --> 00:36:53,875 Say 'hi' to your fans, Graham. 529 00:37:00,675 --> 00:37:02,650 There's not really a tape in, huh? 530 00:37:13,020 --> 00:37:14,821 Do you really want to do? 531 00:37:15,314 --> 00:37:17,239 Who is to know? 532 00:37:17,441 --> 00:37:19,434 Erase it again afterwards? 533 00:37:20,611 --> 00:37:22,629 After we have seen it a few times. 534 00:37:34,166 --> 00:37:35,991 You like that? 535 00:37:36,961 --> 00:37:40,378 You know I like it. Shut up and fuck me. 536 00:37:54,770 --> 00:37:59,515 You refused your partner in the video to be identified. 537 00:37:59,733 --> 00:38:00,992 Indeed. 538 00:38:01,152 --> 00:38:02,334 Why? 539 00:38:02,570 --> 00:38:03,970 What do you care? 540 00:38:04,071 --> 00:38:06,005 Well ... - Exactly what I thought. 541 00:38:06,740 --> 00:38:09,876 I ask you, not what you have in your bedroom performs or with whom you do it. 542 00:38:10,077 --> 00:38:12,220 Why should I answer questions about my private life? 543 00:38:12,913 --> 00:38:14,680 Because you're famous. 544 00:38:24,658 --> 00:38:26,425 Here I best to just touch. 545 00:38:26,635 --> 00:38:29,012 On a bathrobe two sizes too big for you? 546 00:38:29,597 --> 00:38:32,415 Indeed, one size ... fits like a rod on a pig. 547 00:38:33,184 --> 00:38:35,167 Too many jokes, too little time. 548 00:38:35,769 --> 00:38:38,611 I meant this. - This did not only owe me. 549 00:38:38,898 --> 00:38:41,182 Alex has made the coffee and bought sandwiches. 550 00:38:41,442 --> 00:38:43,450 I poured the juice. 551 00:38:44,320 --> 00:38:45,700 Not. 552 00:38:45,887 --> 00:38:48,323 This ... Outdoor seating breakfast. 553 00:38:49,116 --> 00:38:52,527 I know. It seems that the second season of "Dallas". 554 00:38:55,289 --> 00:38:56,672 Tells you nothing? 555 00:38:56,999 --> 00:38:58,240 No. 556 00:38:58,959 --> 00:39:00,356 How old are you again? 557 00:39:00,502 --> 00:39:03,763 Old enough to know that I am home outside wants to eat, as here. 558 00:39:04,173 --> 00:39:06,933 Have you any patio or garden to your home in L.A.? 559 00:39:07,217 --> 00:39:09,243 No, it's an apartment. 560 00:39:09,970 --> 00:39:11,754 In West Hollywood? 561 00:39:14,141 --> 00:39:16,074 Guilty ... - I knew it. 562 00:39:16,142 --> 00:39:18,353 Hey, I need to be where the action is. 563 00:39:20,147 --> 00:39:22,865 You live firmly in the Hollywood Hills. 564 00:39:23,025 --> 00:39:25,992 Well, what? - Typical actors. 565 00:39:26,028 --> 00:39:30,490 All your money on big houses and fast cars. 566 00:39:31,158 --> 00:39:34,060 Most of my money I actually to expensive takeaway ... 567 00:39:34,160 --> 00:39:36,946 I eat for my huge TV, while I'm looking to DVDs. 568 00:39:38,582 --> 00:39:40,500 How many gay movies you have in your collection? 569 00:39:42,336 --> 00:39:45,000 Not much. - Of course. 570 00:39:45,088 --> 00:39:47,974 People like you are too afraid to gay movies in their rack already. 571 00:39:48,190 --> 00:39:51,678 Someone had better at thinking you ... "Oh, a gay '. 572 00:39:52,179 --> 00:39:53,513 I 'Brokeback Mountain'. 573 00:39:54,014 --> 00:39:56,606 Honey, please! My grandmother 'Brokeback Mountain'. 574 00:39:57,559 --> 00:39:59,919 Have you gay magazines lie on your side table? 575 00:40:02,731 --> 00:40:05,391 Typically, but not really surprising. 576 00:40:05,984 --> 00:40:08,861 Apparently nobody reads it gay publications. 577 00:40:09,196 --> 00:40:13,799 Most go bankrupt together with the gay bookstores. 578 00:40:14,034 --> 00:40:15,835 Many gay men have gone bankrupt. 579 00:40:16,036 --> 00:40:19,997 We are sorry. I remember that I secretly gay bookstores went, when I was young. 580 00:40:20,290 --> 00:40:22,291 Before I became a professional actor. 581 00:40:22,793 --> 00:40:26,746 I leafed through the magazines like to about famous gay people to read. 582 00:40:27,005 --> 00:40:28,923 When there were not so many. 583 00:40:30,050 --> 00:40:31,859 And now they read about you. 584 00:40:33,595 --> 00:40:35,021 Oh, God ... 585 00:40:37,099 --> 00:40:40,526 I'm working on an article about why gay publications fail. 586 00:40:40,894 --> 00:40:43,229 Really? Where do you publish? 587 00:40:44,148 --> 00:40:45,480 Funny. 588 00:40:45,773 --> 00:40:48,500 Do you want to hear my theory or not? - Yeah, you know. 589 00:40:48,776 --> 00:40:51,537 It's not the economy and certainly not to a lack of stories. 590 00:40:51,905 --> 00:40:54,860 I believe the gay media die ... 591 00:40:54,980 --> 00:40:57,777 because they have turned their backs to the community. 592 00:40:58,662 --> 00:41:00,588 Previously they published real gay stories. 593 00:41:00,747 --> 00:41:05,785 Profiles of gay artists, actors, musicians, writers, leader figures, whatever. 594 00:41:05,961 --> 00:41:10,989 And when they realized that they had sold more advertising ... 595 00:41:11,189 --> 00:41:13,968 if they are on the cover straight up. 596 00:41:14,845 --> 00:41:16,837 A straight ally with the community. 597 00:41:17,890 --> 00:41:19,465 And then came the divas. 598 00:41:19,766 --> 00:41:20,766 The divas? 599 00:41:20,866 --> 00:41:23,586 Yeah, who would want to read about an emerging gay singer ... 600 00:41:23,686 --> 00:41:26,244 if you can read a profile of ... 601 00:41:26,645 --> 00:41:29,375 Madonna and Vanessa Williams? 602 00:41:29,693 --> 00:41:31,410 I think Vanessa Williams super. 603 00:41:31,528 --> 00:41:33,245 Yes, all of us. 604 00:41:34,281 --> 00:41:36,800 But that's not the point. The point is that ... 605 00:41:36,890 --> 00:41:42,340 when the national gay publications stopped really gay men to profile ... 606 00:41:42,623 --> 00:41:44,716 they will no longer were a weekday tabloid ... 607 00:41:44,816 --> 00:41:46,700 same content offered as others. 608 00:41:46,877 --> 00:41:49,128 Besides the pictures of handsome models in their underwear. 609 00:41:49,796 --> 00:41:54,800 Yes, indeed ... Here, we are of course. 610 00:41:57,304 --> 00:42:03,200 But the worst is that we accept, and we love it. 611 00:42:04,645 --> 00:42:08,648 We beg to report Kylie's last tour ... 612 00:42:10,525 --> 00:42:15,821 rather more reviews on latest book by Christopher Rise. Yet? 613 00:42:16,323 --> 00:42:19,467 It is no wonder that all our gay bookshops go. 614 00:42:19,660 --> 00:42:21,894 You give Kylie Minogue is to blame for that gay bookstores closing? 615 00:42:21,994 --> 00:42:25,831 No, no. Well ... yes, in a sense. 616 00:42:26,917 --> 00:42:32,380 Look, if our own media stores really gay books would promote ... 617 00:42:32,415 --> 00:42:37,843 and gay movies and gay musicians ... then people would buy their work. 618 00:42:38,887 --> 00:42:41,180 Everyone supports his own people. 619 00:42:41,890 --> 00:42:43,582 Except us. 620 00:42:45,060 --> 00:42:46,919 What do you think they will write about me? 621 00:42:50,941 --> 00:42:54,635 Either you are a pathetic not dare to come out of the closet ... 622 00:42:54,735 --> 00:42:58,698 either a bad role model because you had unprotected sex. 623 00:42:58,701 --> 00:43:01,030 We had long been a solid relationship. 624 00:43:01,034 --> 00:43:03,803 They do not care. They saw you fucking without condom ... 625 00:43:03,912 --> 00:43:05,179 so you're a villain. 626 00:43:05,272 --> 00:43:09,049 I do not have to apologize because I have sex had with my friend. - I know, I know ... 627 00:43:10,377 --> 00:43:12,203 But you have a third option. 628 00:43:13,171 --> 00:43:16,215 You become a 'professional gay'. 629 00:43:19,469 --> 00:43:22,204 What? Unfair outed by homophobic press. 630 00:43:22,304 --> 00:43:26,626 You serves as the Grand Marshal and Pride Parade over the country. 631 00:43:26,730 --> 00:43:28,669 You come up against the double standard in the industry. 632 00:43:28,770 --> 00:43:31,130 For example, if I know filmmaker had been ... 633 00:43:31,230 --> 00:43:33,670 then gave one to which sex video. - Right. 634 00:43:33,899 --> 00:43:36,736 And you act in a reality TV show ... 635 00:43:37,279 --> 00:43:39,271 You have someone write your memoirs. 636 00:43:40,240 --> 00:43:44,243 And you're doing local theater productions ... of 'Bent'. 637 00:43:44,494 --> 00:43:46,378 Seriously? Are my options? 638 00:43:46,621 --> 00:43:50,124 I set the rules do not. You're not Chad Allen. 639 00:43:50,417 --> 00:43:51,984 Jesus, thank you. 640 00:43:52,252 --> 00:43:53,786 You're much sexier. 641 00:43:53,920 --> 00:43:55,420 That's better. 642 00:44:01,803 --> 00:44:03,596 Do you know the rules or of bowls? 643 00:44:04,139 --> 00:44:05,714 Are we playing? 644 00:44:05,807 --> 00:44:07,933 Play your not happy with big balls? 645 00:44:08,602 --> 00:44:09,802 And ... 646 00:44:15,609 --> 00:44:17,484 I am now playing or what? 647 00:44:19,154 --> 00:44:20,929 Yes, you won. 648 00:44:25,619 --> 00:44:28,120 Hello ... Sorry to disturb you. 649 00:44:28,622 --> 00:44:30,664 I'm going out to dinner tonight. 650 00:44:31,291 --> 00:44:33,242 In an Italian around the corner. 651 00:44:33,877 --> 00:44:35,850 You guys might want to go? 652 00:44:36,630 --> 00:44:38,000 Thanks, Alex, but ... 653 00:44:38,100 --> 00:44:41,367 I do not think it is smart for us to together to be seen in public. 654 00:44:41,470 --> 00:44:43,235 I was just thinking the same thing. 655 00:44:43,386 --> 00:44:45,246 Who would you see here now? 656 00:44:45,346 --> 00:44:46,905 You'd be surprised. 657 00:44:47,140 --> 00:44:48,306 Well then ... 658 00:44:50,393 --> 00:44:53,654 Maybe Trey cooks it for you, if you ask him politely. 659 00:44:56,274 --> 00:44:58,050 Would you like to cook for me? 660 00:45:02,322 --> 00:45:03,989 I can do that. 661 00:45:10,497 --> 00:45:13,415 You follows no soaps on TV? 662 00:45:17,712 --> 00:45:19,037 Not really. 663 00:45:21,341 --> 00:45:23,475 Only when I hear that there are gay story lines in it. 664 00:45:24,177 --> 00:45:26,044 So not really often. 665 00:45:30,850 --> 00:45:32,534 Why do you ask? 666 00:45:34,104 --> 00:45:36,105 I just had to think of someone ... 667 00:45:43,905 --> 00:45:45,313 Your ex? 668 00:45:46,032 --> 00:45:51,303 No. A friend ... A mentor, actually. 669 00:45:51,621 --> 00:45:53,538 He died last year. 670 00:45:55,083 --> 00:45:56,358 Sorry. 671 00:45:57,043 --> 00:45:58,744 He was 92 years old. 672 00:45:58,962 --> 00:46:00,846 It did not really unexpected. 673 00:46:01,464 --> 00:46:03,882 He was one of the original actors of the series. 674 00:46:03,982 --> 00:46:05,718 He was there from the very beginning. 675 00:46:07,721 --> 00:46:08,961 That is ... 676 00:46:13,727 --> 00:46:15,435 That is very long. 677 00:46:15,895 --> 00:46:17,546 Almost sixty years. 678 00:46:18,314 --> 00:46:20,081 Why did you think of him? 679 00:46:20,942 --> 00:46:22,968 When he died, the station was worried ... 680 00:46:23,069 --> 00:46:26,363 that his death would be announced by his partner since 55 years. 681 00:46:27,657 --> 00:46:29,474 Then he came just out of the closet. 682 00:46:30,243 --> 00:46:32,478 Seriously? Did you? 683 00:46:32,578 --> 00:46:34,571 Course. Everyone knew it. 684 00:46:35,165 --> 00:46:37,666 Another open secret of our industry. 685 00:46:38,835 --> 00:46:40,619 But the fans did not know. 686 00:46:41,588 --> 00:46:45,074 He was one of the patriarchs of the series, had romances with the great ladies ... 687 00:46:45,176 --> 00:46:47,176 fought against business rivals. 688 00:46:47,635 --> 00:46:50,400 He was a sounding board for the children of his character ... 689 00:46:50,501 --> 00:46:52,881 and his grandchildren and great-grandchildren. 690 00:46:53,641 --> 00:46:55,600 Not long after I the series started ... 691 00:46:55,601 --> 00:46:57,800 he invited me to his home out on a dinner. 692 00:46:58,104 --> 00:47:00,138 Frankly, I was terrified. 693 00:47:01,775 --> 00:47:03,124 Why? 694 00:47:03,401 --> 00:47:05,218 Because he was a legend. 695 00:47:05,779 --> 00:47:07,738 And I had almost not worked with him. 696 00:47:07,939 --> 00:47:09,970 I felt honored he invited me. 697 00:47:10,386 --> 00:47:11,600 And what happened? 698 00:47:11,659 --> 00:47:14,236 I came to him, alone, nervous ... 699 00:47:14,621 --> 00:47:18,665 He welcomed me and introduced me his partner, Donald. 700 00:47:19,876 --> 00:47:23,003 "No questions, no hesitations, this is my partner, Donald. ' 701 00:47:24,172 --> 00:47:26,465 So he was open to people with whom he worked. 702 00:47:30,678 --> 00:47:33,263 You wonder why there are not more actors coming out. 703 00:47:33,681 --> 00:47:36,308 And I asked him the same question when I got to know him better. 704 00:47:38,478 --> 00:47:40,979 Someone of that age would never come out of the closet when he was young. 705 00:47:42,232 --> 00:47:43,465 Yet? 706 00:47:44,275 --> 00:47:46,251 No, and that's a part of it. 707 00:47:46,986 --> 00:47:48,987 But for him it was more than that. 708 00:47:50,573 --> 00:47:51,440 How? 709 00:47:51,533 --> 00:47:55,737 We talked a few years ago, when I thought about it from the closet. 710 00:47:55,912 --> 00:47:57,345 Really? 711 00:47:59,999 --> 00:48:02,000 Did you think about getting out of the closet? 712 00:48:02,669 --> 00:48:04,603 Everyone talked of course out of my head. 713 00:48:04,837 --> 00:48:07,047 And, well ... here we are. 714 00:48:11,261 --> 00:48:13,378 And what advice did the man you given? 715 00:48:15,181 --> 00:48:18,650 "I'm perfectly happy with my life, as it is, "he told me. 716 00:48:19,852 --> 00:48:22,354 He loved being so long same character to play. 717 00:48:23,523 --> 00:48:26,033 He loved to be recognized by his fans as he came out. 718 00:48:26,233 --> 00:48:28,527 But who knew only the character, not him. 719 00:48:32,740 --> 00:48:34,632 And that was enough for him? 720 00:48:35,743 --> 00:48:39,288 He said: "I am almost 60 years as an actor at work. 721 00:48:39,956 --> 00:48:42,140 I am incredibly well paid for what I do. 722 00:48:42,375 --> 00:48:45,000 And I have all the time to spend with the love of my life ... 723 00:48:45,044 --> 00:48:46,778 and with my family in the series. 724 00:48:46,878 --> 00:48:48,805 I could not have asked for more. " 725 00:48:50,883 --> 00:48:52,784 That has always stayed with me. 726 00:49:03,062 --> 00:49:04,450 Well ... 727 00:49:07,000 --> 00:49:08,950 He seems like a happy man. 728 00:49:10,903 --> 00:49:12,403 That was he. 729 00:49:13,239 --> 00:49:16,241 Maybe it nobody ever knew who he was until he was dead. 730 00:49:21,581 --> 00:49:23,414 Would you like to live ... 731 00:49:24,250 --> 00:49:27,753 if that whole video thing had not happened? 732 00:49:29,756 --> 00:49:33,008 I do not know. These are different times. 733 00:49:34,635 --> 00:49:37,262 Lifetime employment security is something of the past. 734 00:49:38,931 --> 00:49:40,515 As well as privacy. 735 00:50:38,282 --> 00:50:40,199 How's that guy that you're out? 736 00:50:41,150 --> 00:50:42,910 Usually harmless. 737 00:50:54,006 --> 00:50:55,581 You're a natural. 738 00:50:56,409 --> 00:50:58,343 One of the two must have money. 739 00:50:58,845 --> 00:51:01,278 Or a giant penis. - Or both. 740 00:51:02,348 --> 00:51:04,249 So why are you after me ... 741 00:51:06,352 --> 00:51:09,646 Funny how you rarely see gay people dating outside their own world. 742 00:51:10,273 --> 00:51:13,191 Says the man who datete with his own fictional twin brother. 743 00:51:15,194 --> 00:51:16,761 I mean it. 744 00:51:18,281 --> 00:51:21,722 Bears bears, teenagers with teenagers, elderly elderly. 745 00:51:22,994 --> 00:51:24,878 And then you see such torque. 746 00:51:27,456 --> 00:51:29,399 How did your ex look like? 747 00:51:32,378 --> 00:51:35,822 What I thought he wore fixed the same clothes. 748 00:51:35,922 --> 00:51:37,866 He saved his money. What are you saying? 749 00:51:37,966 --> 00:51:40,719 Nothing, it's just an observation. 750 00:51:43,723 --> 00:51:45,689 They look happy. 751 00:51:47,059 --> 00:51:48,226 Yes. 752 00:51:50,229 --> 00:51:52,062 That should be fun. 753 00:52:04,619 --> 00:52:07,203 Do you mind if I get my emails still at nakijk? - No, go ahead. 754 00:52:07,245 --> 00:52:08,663 Thank you. 755 00:52:17,757 --> 00:52:23,345 A folder named 'Parker' ... Do you have pictures of your ex on your laptop? 756 00:52:23,596 --> 00:52:24,913 Well ... 757 00:52:25,013 --> 00:52:28,641 It's okay. It is difficult for someone to let go. 758 00:52:29,352 --> 00:52:30,618 Right. 759 00:52:33,022 --> 00:52:35,539 Can I see what he looks like? - No, do not. 760 00:52:38,611 --> 00:52:40,411 What is this video? 761 00:52:46,452 --> 00:52:48,336 Wait, this is your sex video. 762 00:52:54,460 --> 00:52:55,994 Is that your ex? 763 00:52:56,128 --> 00:52:58,695 I can explain. - You can see him in the video. 764 00:52:58,800 --> 00:53:01,908 This is Parker Ryland and Graham Windsor ... 765 00:53:02,009 --> 00:53:03,802 of your favorite TV series. 766 00:53:07,223 --> 00:53:08,981 You can see him. 767 00:53:10,017 --> 00:53:14,004 This is not the video on the internet. Which was updated. This is the entire recording. 768 00:53:15,898 --> 00:53:19,198 If Parker had let him drain, why you have the entire film than on your computer? 769 00:53:23,364 --> 00:53:25,122 Was it you? 770 00:53:25,991 --> 00:53:28,008 I can explain. - Really? 771 00:53:28,494 --> 00:53:31,996 Can you explain why you own sex video leaked on the internet? 772 00:53:32,206 --> 00:53:35,166 There is ... it's complicated. 773 00:53:36,377 --> 00:53:37,802 Probably. 774 00:53:44,051 --> 00:53:45,885 It was a PR stunt. 775 00:53:48,556 --> 00:53:49,880 What? 776 00:53:51,725 --> 00:53:54,102 I wanted out of the series of steps, but they would not let me go. 777 00:53:54,854 --> 00:53:57,172 And I wanted to come out, but that was not my manager. 778 00:53:57,273 --> 00:53:59,132 I wanted people knew who I was. 779 00:53:59,232 --> 00:54:01,425 I can not believe you're saying this. - Do you know how hard it is ... 780 00:54:01,485 --> 00:54:03,850 in order to find other roles if you sit in a soap? 781 00:54:04,000 --> 00:54:06,700 And people need you so than seriously? Really? 782 00:54:06,739 --> 00:54:08,633 I wanted to be noticed. 783 00:54:09,285 --> 00:54:11,478 I have been working for twenty years as an actor ... 784 00:54:11,578 --> 00:54:14,414 and who really knew me until last month? 785 00:54:15,082 --> 00:54:17,942 And I thought, since gay actors currently so in vogue ... 786 00:54:20,087 --> 00:54:22,964 Did you know the following Neil Patrick Harris to be? 787 00:54:25,092 --> 00:54:27,760 I see myself more as John Borrowman type. 788 00:54:28,053 --> 00:54:29,700 Why did not you just out of the closet? 789 00:54:29,721 --> 00:54:32,932 You said it yourself! Also in soaps one begins gay actors to adopt. 790 00:54:33,267 --> 00:54:35,562 I was afraid they would let me stay and my character gay would make. 791 00:54:35,602 --> 00:54:38,313 That would ruin everything I past twenty years before that series did. 792 00:54:38,413 --> 00:54:41,274 Eventually they will forget the video and only me ... 793 00:54:41,609 --> 00:54:44,777 an openly gay actor as good a heterosexual can play as another. 794 00:54:46,572 --> 00:54:48,180 Do not fool yourself. 795 00:54:48,824 --> 00:54:52,493 They call you a fagot once you turn your back. 796 00:54:53,787 --> 00:54:56,456 Yes? Maybe they do. 797 00:54:57,583 --> 00:55:00,920 But finally I will speak the truth and my public and private life to flow together. 798 00:55:00,960 --> 00:55:02,045 Since we're talking about? 799 00:55:02,055 --> 00:55:04,113 Why grind your Parker not with you out of the closet? 800 00:55:04,213 --> 00:55:07,091 Because he did not want to, okay? Why we broke up. 801 00:55:08,177 --> 00:55:10,993 Because I wanted out of the closet and he did not. 802 00:55:11,972 --> 00:55:14,307 All the more reason for him outing ... 803 00:55:14,327 --> 00:55:16,317 I could not do it. I love him. 804 00:55:16,977 --> 00:55:19,417 I will always love him, but that is past. 805 00:55:19,438 --> 00:55:22,347 It is not the same as what we have. - Do not pretend you care about me. 806 00:55:22,650 --> 00:55:24,909 You've been lying to me since the moment we met. 807 00:55:27,821 --> 00:55:29,397 And you're not? 808 00:55:31,659 --> 00:55:33,317 What I thought 809 00:55:37,456 --> 00:55:39,800 Judge me for what I did. I deserve it. 810 00:55:40,623 --> 00:55:44,795 But if you're ready to give me your truth to tell, I will waiting for you. 811 00:56:36,890 --> 00:56:38,665 He's right. 812 00:56:42,229 --> 00:56:43,996 About what? 813 00:56:44,940 --> 00:56:46,757 About telling the truth. 814 00:56:49,403 --> 00:56:51,845 You have no idea what's going on. 815 00:56:52,906 --> 00:56:56,107 I know he cares about you. That everyone sees. 816 00:56:56,301 --> 00:57:00,700 And you apparently to him, otherwise you were long gone after that fight. 817 00:57:01,248 --> 00:57:02,690 Walk fuck. 818 00:57:04,710 --> 00:57:07,428 No, thanks, man. Do not be. 819 00:57:12,009 --> 00:57:15,595 Do you see? So you can not be angry, if you still can laugh. 820 00:57:18,599 --> 00:57:20,600 Why would I take advice from you? 821 00:57:21,101 --> 00:57:23,936 Because I'm gay and I and wen there Just to. 822 00:57:38,660 --> 00:57:40,953 You got me here, no time noticed, huh? 823 00:57:43,582 --> 00:57:45,057 Course. 824 00:57:46,585 --> 00:57:47,901 You're in ... 825 00:57:49,755 --> 00:57:50,946 this. 826 00:57:51,089 --> 00:57:54,967 Almost, it's that one. I am literally 'The boy next door'. 827 00:57:55,677 --> 00:57:57,661 Sorry, I had the ... 828 00:57:58,263 --> 00:57:59,931 quite busy? 829 00:58:01,683 --> 00:58:04,101 Yes, I have several times heard. 830 00:58:06,271 --> 00:58:07,547 Since your first hug ... 831 00:58:07,647 --> 00:58:10,900 you only focus for that man in suite # 2. 832 00:58:11,485 --> 00:58:15,100 Furthermore, have I not so many times, I'm usually within. 833 00:58:15,489 --> 00:58:18,224 And now you tell me your story of your lost love ... 834 00:58:18,329 --> 00:58:21,485 and that despite everything still in love believes. Blah, blah, blah ... 835 00:58:21,662 --> 00:58:24,664 That I could, but let's in essence, okay? 836 00:58:25,082 --> 00:58:26,899 'Ricky's life, episode 101. 837 00:58:28,043 --> 00:58:30,503 I'm Rick way. 838 00:58:30,962 --> 00:58:32,237 I'm Trey. 839 00:58:32,506 --> 00:58:34,582 "Trey, Celebrity 'will tell you. 840 00:58:35,634 --> 00:58:37,343 Do you see? It is al 841 00:58:37,443 --> 00:58:39,845 My life in a nutshell: I grew up in Kansas ... 842 00:58:40,097 --> 00:58:43,330 I moved to Los Angeles on my 18th, have far too much partying ... 843 00:58:43,684 --> 00:58:47,003 and I was far too busy with my appearance. 844 00:58:49,356 --> 00:58:51,190 Now you hear me say I'm pretty good look. 845 00:58:52,192 --> 00:58:54,759 Sorry, you look pretty good. - I know, right? 846 00:58:56,196 --> 00:58:57,930 Well, I am now thirty years ... 847 00:58:58,032 --> 00:59:00,057 I've never had a serious relationship ... 848 00:59:00,159 --> 00:59:02,034 and I have skin cancer. 849 00:59:03,870 --> 00:59:06,504 I am sorry - That's okay. 850 00:59:06,623 --> 00:59:09,667 Of course it is not in order, but everyone says it's okay. 851 00:59:10,382 --> 00:59:12,336 So remember, use your sunscreen. 852 00:59:13,255 --> 00:59:16,882 It'll be okay, but ... if not ... 853 00:59:19,553 --> 00:59:22,288 Otherwise I would do anything so someone would give me enough ... 854 00:59:22,389 --> 00:59:26,358 to come after me to tell me the truth to tell you about something that hurts me. 855 00:59:26,601 --> 00:59:28,126 It is not so easy. 856 00:59:28,228 --> 00:59:31,439 No, indeed. It is easy to say 'I love you'. 857 00:59:32,149 --> 00:59:34,775 It is difficult to say "I messed up, I've hurt you. ' 858 00:59:35,068 --> 00:59:37,077 "But, damn, I still love you. ' 859 00:59:42,576 --> 00:59:44,900 That they had a pillow embroidery or so. 860 00:59:46,788 --> 00:59:49,582 You're right, that they had to do. 861 00:59:52,252 --> 00:59:56,343 Well, I gotta go. Tonight my dinner with Andre. 862 00:59:57,000 --> 00:59:58,474 Great movie. 863 00:59:58,717 --> 01:00:01,560 What movie? I'm just eating with my friend Andre. 864 01:00:01,760 --> 01:00:04,180 He gave me before the best drug. 865 01:00:06,433 --> 01:00:07,974 The good old days ... 866 01:00:10,103 --> 01:00:13,140 Remember: if you do something to tell you, do it ... 867 01:00:13,400 --> 01:00:14,948 before it is too late. 868 01:00:33,460 --> 01:00:34,801 An atoning sacrifice. 869 01:00:35,462 --> 01:00:37,012 I'm busy. 870 01:00:39,299 --> 01:00:40,632 What? 871 01:00:41,968 --> 01:00:44,762 I'm working on a statement to the press, if you would like to know. 872 01:00:45,138 --> 01:00:46,847 My big outing. 873 01:00:49,601 --> 01:00:51,009 Good for you. 874 01:00:52,437 --> 01:00:54,980 I mean it. I'm happy you that step. 875 01:00:57,317 --> 01:00:59,985 'Coming out' ... I sound like a southerner. 876 01:01:02,447 --> 01:01:04,657 This is a role that I give you ever want to see play. 877 01:01:06,660 --> 01:01:08,295 Can I come in? 878 01:01:24,600 --> 01:01:26,612 I want to tell you the truth about my divorce. 879 01:01:28,098 --> 01:01:30,015 I've read them all on the Internet. 880 01:01:33,019 --> 01:01:35,879 You should know that you do not must believe what you read. 881 01:01:36,982 --> 01:01:38,790 Have you not deceived him? 882 01:01:42,153 --> 01:01:43,996 It's more complicated than that. 883 01:01:49,119 --> 01:01:54,606 You see, we were not really married. 884 01:01:55,375 --> 01:01:59,870 I mean, are legal and all, but ... 885 01:02:01,962 --> 01:02:04,366 not like you're a real marriage represents. 886 01:02:05,218 --> 01:02:07,052 I do not understand. 887 01:02:10,515 --> 01:02:12,958 It was just a marriage. 888 01:02:14,227 --> 01:02:17,170 A marriage? What does that mean? 889 01:02:27,449 --> 01:02:30,576 I fought so many years for the right to marry. 890 01:02:30,869 --> 01:02:36,748 And when we got just that opportunity, for Proposition 8 was through ... 891 01:02:40,420 --> 01:02:42,754 I found that I had to marry to prove myself. 892 01:02:43,715 --> 01:02:45,298 This is unbelievable. 893 01:02:45,467 --> 01:02:47,317 How could it happen ... 894 01:02:47,760 --> 01:02:52,764 as the main protagonist of the case stood on the side? 895 01:02:53,766 --> 01:02:57,594 All others hurried to San Francisco to get married there ... 896 01:02:57,812 --> 01:03:00,546 even though they knew that it probably not legally would remain valid. 897 01:03:02,275 --> 01:03:04,184 I really believe in marriage. 898 01:03:05,487 --> 01:03:06,787 Really. 899 01:03:07,989 --> 01:03:09,490 And I believe ... 900 01:03:10,617 --> 01:03:13,994 that the gay community it better than anyone. 901 01:03:18,750 --> 01:03:20,333 The problem is ... 902 01:03:22,962 --> 01:03:24,087 my husband that believeth. 903 01:03:25,423 --> 01:03:26,923 Go on. 904 01:03:27,675 --> 01:03:29,576 I wonder what else is coming. 905 01:03:29,969 --> 01:03:31,895 He has fallen in love with someone ... 906 01:03:34,474 --> 01:03:36,233 and he wants to be with him. 907 01:03:40,313 --> 01:03:42,180 I suppose not blame him. 908 01:03:43,608 --> 01:03:47,577 We had no such relationship. 909 01:03:49,155 --> 01:03:52,824 We were just roommates with additional benefits. 910 01:03:54,410 --> 01:03:56,587 Financial and legal, not sexual. 911 01:03:56,787 --> 01:03:58,705 Why does he apparent than no longer? 912 01:03:59,332 --> 01:04:04,294 That boy that he is in love, lives in Toronto. 913 01:04:05,672 --> 01:04:08,340 He wants to move there and married. 914 01:04:11,344 --> 01:04:13,286 Start a new life. 915 01:04:14,180 --> 01:04:16,356 I can not stop him. I do not want. 916 01:04:16,641 --> 01:04:19,851 Why write them all you're the one who has gone weird? 917 01:04:20,144 --> 01:04:22,362 Graham. 918 01:04:28,361 --> 01:04:32,455 I owe him so much. 919 01:04:32,865 --> 01:04:34,866 I put him in this shit concerned. 920 01:04:35,868 --> 01:04:39,854 I could not let him blame by the press. 921 01:04:40,915 --> 01:04:43,942 If I get the criticism over me, then he gets no criticism. 922 01:04:44,877 --> 01:04:48,988 I know it's a stupid plan. 923 01:04:50,675 --> 01:04:53,660 But I thought that the best solution. 924 01:04:54,012 --> 01:04:55,920 You know, for the matter ... 925 01:04:56,597 --> 01:05:00,692 You talk about the case as if it is real, if it were a person. 926 01:05:01,728 --> 01:05:04,571 The case would have gone, whether you're married or not. 927 01:05:06,065 --> 01:05:08,099 I thought I could make the difference. 928 01:05:08,609 --> 01:05:11,911 But all you've done, the whole thing is ridiculous. 929 01:05:13,573 --> 01:05:15,907 Those of us who really like to get married ... 930 01:05:16,367 --> 01:05:19,911 and yes, I would love to get married ever ... 931 01:05:20,413 --> 01:05:22,666 we turn to the deeds of people like you. 932 01:05:22,706 --> 01:05:26,380 What do you mean? - That we always heterosexual couples accuse ... 933 01:05:26,390 --> 01:05:28,244 she married for the wrong reasons. 934 01:05:28,421 --> 01:05:32,290 Whether they were drunk in Las Vegas, or accidentally pregnant geraakten ... 935 01:05:32,592 --> 01:05:34,000 But you ... 936 01:05:36,304 --> 01:05:39,439 What? Say it. 937 01:05:40,516 --> 01:05:42,592 You married for the attention of the press? 938 01:05:45,229 --> 01:05:47,263 Do not be a hypocrite. 939 01:05:47,899 --> 01:05:50,901 That's exactly what you did, by that video of your release. 940 01:05:51,444 --> 01:05:53,078 That's not the same. 941 01:05:53,237 --> 01:05:55,681 People look at me with same standard as you. 942 01:05:55,781 --> 01:05:57,429 I'm an actor, dammit! 943 01:05:57,450 --> 01:05:59,417 Everything we do revolves around publicity. 944 01:06:00,787 --> 01:06:02,353 Even this? 945 01:06:02,955 --> 01:06:05,757 No. Absolutely not. 946 01:06:07,325 --> 01:06:08,650 It is different. 947 01:06:08,850 --> 01:06:12,639 There are people who really look up to you. You make a difference in the world. 948 01:06:13,299 --> 01:06:16,900 How can marry for publicity good or noble? 949 01:06:16,920 --> 01:06:19,938 That's not, okay? I know now. 950 01:06:22,808 --> 01:06:25,810 And now I have the effects of wear. 951 01:06:27,188 --> 01:06:29,013 I've lost everything, Graham. 952 01:06:30,983 --> 01:06:33,568 I lost my 'technically seen' husband, who is also my best friend. 953 01:06:35,488 --> 01:06:37,447 I lost the respect of my colleagues. 954 01:06:40,326 --> 01:06:41,759 And now you. 955 01:06:45,706 --> 01:06:47,724 Allows for you than from you've lost me? 956 01:06:50,294 --> 01:06:52,236 Come on, you know that well enough. 957 01:06:53,553 --> 01:06:55,548 I do not know much more. 958 01:06:58,970 --> 01:07:00,636 Just go. 959 01:07:25,997 --> 01:07:27,688 What's wrong? - Nothing. 960 01:07:36,090 --> 01:07:38,950 That's my 'public face' Graham where it always has. 961 01:07:39,050 --> 01:07:42,357 You ask what's wrong and I answer automatically with 'nothing' ... 962 01:07:42,389 --> 01:07:44,347 as you know well enough that there is something wrong. 963 01:07:45,391 --> 01:07:47,517 You should always keep your self confident face up, huh? 964 01:07:47,727 --> 01:07:49,728 You do not have to do you do not want. 965 01:07:50,896 --> 01:07:52,363 Not to me. 966 01:07:52,648 --> 01:07:55,600 I know I have a few more days had reserved ... 967 01:07:56,694 --> 01:07:59,312 but I have to leave early. Is that okay? 968 01:07:59,447 --> 01:08:01,306 Of course that's fine. 969 01:08:01,410 --> 01:08:04,034 But you get no money back, if you wanted to ask. 970 01:08:06,704 --> 01:08:08,579 Since I do not care. 971 01:08:10,124 --> 01:08:12,007 Where do you do it? 972 01:08:14,045 --> 01:08:15,519 Never mind. 973 01:08:17,323 --> 01:08:18,923 You care for him. 974 01:08:19,258 --> 01:08:22,258 That is clear. - Not for him. 975 01:08:22,385 --> 01:08:26,723 Please, most gay men have the maturity of teenage girls. 976 01:08:26,974 --> 01:08:29,059 And that is exactly how he behaves. 977 01:08:30,269 --> 01:08:32,069 He'll come around. 978 01:08:34,065 --> 01:08:35,731 I think not. 979 01:08:37,276 --> 01:08:41,470 If we're 'normal' people were ... 980 01:08:41,989 --> 01:08:44,015 then we could perhaps solve this. 981 01:08:44,115 --> 01:08:48,019 So since you're a bit famous in a certain part of society ... 982 01:08:48,119 --> 01:08:50,455 the rules of love not for you? 983 01:08:52,792 --> 01:08:55,293 I will take the almighty Debbie Allen quote: 984 01:08:58,088 --> 01:08:59,872 "You had big dreams ... 985 01:09:00,591 --> 01:09:04,168 and now you will learn eventually that famous little cost. ' 986 01:09:07,097 --> 01:09:08,406 Debbie who? 987 01:09:09,600 --> 01:09:11,542 Let me not start ... 988 01:09:11,977 --> 01:09:13,769 But that's not the point. 989 01:09:17,358 --> 01:09:18,716 Why is that? 990 01:09:18,818 --> 01:09:20,944 You've worked hard to stand where you stand today. 991 01:09:21,821 --> 01:09:24,546 You have worked hard for our community and for our rights. 992 01:09:25,324 --> 01:09:27,784 And that is something that nobody of you may decrease. 993 01:09:28,327 --> 01:09:30,353 But ... - There's always a but ... 994 01:09:30,453 --> 01:09:32,539 Papa Do not interrupt if he 's word is ... 995 01:09:33,165 --> 01:09:36,392 But if you are familiar, people will judge you. 996 01:09:36,544 --> 01:09:39,650 Right or wrong, they will have a higher level of responsibility you expect. 997 01:09:39,671 --> 01:09:40,972 That's not fair. 998 01:09:41,048 --> 01:09:43,266 Do you think America is built on honesty? 999 01:09:43,842 --> 01:09:46,310 Do you think the people around honesty give? No. 1000 01:09:47,012 --> 01:09:51,050 Finally give the people but for one thing: 1001 01:09:52,935 --> 01:09:54,235 Sex. 1002 01:09:55,187 --> 01:09:56,495 Truth. 1003 01:09:56,689 --> 01:09:58,364 That. 1004 01:09:59,900 --> 01:10:01,717 Be honest with yourself. 1005 01:10:02,903 --> 01:10:06,322 Be honest with the media and the public. 1006 01:10:07,366 --> 01:10:09,166 But especially ... 1007 01:10:09,868 --> 01:10:11,802 Be honest with Graham. 1008 01:10:13,372 --> 01:10:15,264 Tell him what you feel for him. 1009 01:10:19,211 --> 01:10:21,020 And if he says no? 1010 01:10:22,423 --> 01:10:26,259 Send him here and I lay it all out. 1011 01:11:07,426 --> 01:11:09,226 I fucked up. 1012 01:11:12,097 --> 01:11:13,556 What did you say? 1013 01:11:13,891 --> 01:11:17,051 I fucked up and I've hurt you, but, damn it, I still love you. 1014 01:11:20,397 --> 01:11:23,507 It is an old saying that I've somewhere 've seen standing on a pole. 1015 01:11:24,985 --> 01:11:26,744 What was that last one? 1016 01:11:30,282 --> 01:11:32,249 I might be in love with you. 1017 01:11:34,995 --> 01:11:36,653 Good to know. 1018 01:11:47,966 --> 01:11:51,460 We are clearly not perfect. - That is clear. 1019 01:11:51,804 --> 01:11:56,104 And unfortunately, we must consider how our relationship ... - Our relationship? 1020 01:11:56,140 --> 01:11:59,885 will affect our careers and how the media will jump on it. 1021 01:12:01,772 --> 01:12:03,447 You're in the middle of a divorce. 1022 01:12:03,649 --> 01:12:06,550 And you stand for something bigger, be yourself. 1023 01:12:09,029 --> 01:12:10,696 Where is it us? 1024 01:12:11,365 --> 01:12:13,340 Where would you like? 1025 01:12:18,163 --> 01:12:20,156 We will always have Palm Springs. 1026 01:12:23,669 --> 01:12:25,594 We can also have West Hollywood. 1027 01:12:30,008 --> 01:12:32,301 Perhaps, once ... 1028 01:12:35,389 --> 01:12:36,956 But not now. 1029 01:12:41,562 --> 01:12:43,362 I am leaving tomorrow. 1030 01:12:44,523 --> 01:12:45,981 So do I. 1031 01:12:49,236 --> 01:12:51,220 I see you before I leave? 1032 01:12:52,573 --> 01:12:54,298 I would like it. 1033 01:14:03,769 --> 01:14:06,437 Hey, it's me. 1034 01:14:07,064 --> 01:14:09,315 Do not hang up. I call not to argue. 1035 01:14:12,402 --> 01:14:14,845 You stay in our house as long as you deem necessary. 1036 01:14:14,946 --> 01:14:19,458 And I want you absolutely have to see before you move to Toronto. 1037 01:14:23,288 --> 01:14:24,722 You know ... 1038 01:14:27,918 --> 01:14:30,769 You were my best friend since ... 1039 01:14:33,006 --> 01:14:34,882 longer than I can remember. 1040 01:14:40,138 --> 01:14:43,959 And I will not lose, but so forget what I said earlier. 1041 01:14:46,770 --> 01:14:48,721 I blame you not know what you've done. 1042 01:14:54,945 --> 01:14:58,364 Yes, yes ... Anderson Cooper is to puke. 1043 01:14:59,032 --> 01:15:02,559 No, no, that's okay. It's okay. 1044 01:15:03,703 --> 01:15:06,630 I do not really care anymore what the press says about me. 1045 01:15:08,875 --> 01:15:10,642 I know the truth. 1046 01:15:13,380 --> 01:15:14,513 Yes ... 1047 01:15:16,908 --> 01:15:18,308 You too. 1048 01:15:22,848 --> 01:15:26,016 Bernie? I'm sorry to call so late, but it is important. 1049 01:15:27,727 --> 01:15:29,895 I want you to make a statement tomorrow for the press. 1050 01:15:30,897 --> 01:15:33,832 I want you to say that I am proud to an openly gay, ... 1051 01:15:34,067 --> 01:15:35,568 and an openly gay actor. 1052 01:15:35,570 --> 01:15:38,362 And I apologize opposite my fans because I was not honest with them was. 1053 01:15:41,408 --> 01:15:45,429 No. No apologies for the video. It was wrong for him to bring. 1054 01:15:45,453 --> 01:15:48,003 But I pay every day of my life for in one way or another. 1055 01:15:49,583 --> 01:15:51,417 I tell you the details when I see you. 1056 01:15:53,837 --> 01:15:56,171 I do not do interviews with the media. 1057 01:15:56,506 --> 01:16:00,968 We post it on my website and that's it. 1058 01:16:02,387 --> 01:16:06,023 No exclusive interviews, not begging for a front page story. 1059 01:16:06,349 --> 01:16:08,150 Now I'm done with it. 1060 01:16:12,063 --> 01:16:13,772 I hope I am ready. 1061 01:16:16,359 --> 01:16:17,910 We see you again? 1062 01:16:18,194 --> 01:16:19,869 Count on that. 1063 01:16:24,784 --> 01:16:30,034 Are you going to leave? - Yeah, I gotta get back to my old business. 1064 01:16:30,540 --> 01:16:31,823 So do I. 1065 01:16:33,460 --> 01:16:35,252 I'm waiting for you in the car. 1066 01:16:40,550 --> 01:16:42,600 Despite what happened between you ... 1067 01:16:43,136 --> 01:16:44,470 I hope you 'll also come back. 1068 01:16:44,571 --> 01:16:45,921 Absolutely. 1069 01:16:46,222 --> 01:16:50,192 Properly. You like something easier to in the pool than he. 1070 01:16:50,769 --> 01:16:55,330 And I know we are not alone which make use of the pool ... 1071 01:16:55,607 --> 01:16:57,065 our naked. 1072 01:16:59,944 --> 01:17:01,854 Maybe I will change that rule. 1073 01:17:03,198 --> 01:17:04,447 Do that. 1074 01:17:05,950 --> 01:17:07,309 Best of luck. 1075 01:17:07,494 --> 01:17:08,802 Thank you. 1076 01:17:10,330 --> 01:17:11,822 I'm gonna need it. 1077 01:17:33,478 --> 01:17:34,920 This was it so? 1078 01:17:37,857 --> 01:17:40,492 You know it is not currently well for us to be seen together. 1079 01:17:44,155 --> 01:17:45,864 Familiar faces. 1080 01:17:48,284 --> 01:17:50,502 Always worried about how something happens. 1081 01:17:54,833 --> 01:17:56,675 Perception is everything. 1082 01:18:01,798 --> 01:18:03,548 Love is everything. 1083 01:18:06,886 --> 01:18:08,812 Maybe I'm not ready. 1084 01:18:09,889 --> 01:18:11,281 Not yet. 1085 01:18:16,187 --> 01:18:18,163 When you're ready, you know where you can reach me. 1086 01:18:28,366 --> 01:18:29,608 Well then ... 1087 01:18:36,666 --> 01:18:38,308 Will I see you again? 1088 01:18:42,108 --> 01:18:43,808 I'll see you at. 1089 01:19:40,563 --> 01:19:43,800 You know that saying that what happens Palm Springs in Palm Springs continues ... 1090 01:19:43,910 --> 01:19:45,516 Yes ... - To hell with it. 1091 01:19:46,486 --> 01:19:49,287 I do not care what other and thinks that you should not do. 1092 01:19:50,657 --> 01:19:51,965 You're right. 1093 01:19:52,241 --> 01:19:53,575 I'm always right. 1094 01:19:53,743 --> 01:19:55,460 What did you have in mind? 1095 01:19:56,454 --> 01:19:57,963 Going back to L.A. 1096 01:19:58,456 --> 01:20:01,730 eating in a restaurant, maybe a movie ... 1097 01:20:02,460 --> 01:20:03,835 Too old? 1098 01:20:04,003 --> 01:20:05,536 Not for me. 1099 01:20:05,922 --> 01:20:07,555 Step over but. 1100 01:20:08,508 --> 01:20:10,075 And my car? 1101 01:20:11,327 --> 01:20:13,537 I came back riding with a big romantic gesture ... 1102 01:20:13,638 --> 01:20:15,430 and you're worried about your car? 1103 01:20:19,811 --> 01:20:21,286 Do you have room for here? 1104 01:20:21,396 --> 01:20:23,154 Throw it in the trunk. 1105 01:20:23,856 --> 01:20:26,208 Happy. And my luggage? 1106 01:20:26,859 --> 01:20:28,310 Smarty. 1107 01:20:31,030 --> 01:20:34,723 And if there's a photographer on hold and the pictures on the internet move? 1108 01:20:36,119 --> 01:20:38,003 Nothing would make me happier. 1109 01:21:05,314 --> 01:21:08,224 And how did it go with Graham Windsor and Trey Reed? 1110 01:21:08,651 --> 01:21:10,134 How we went? 1111 01:21:12,447 --> 01:21:13,738 Coffee? 1112 01:21:13,906 --> 01:21:15,782 Coffee sounds good. 1113 01:21:17,076 --> 01:21:18,660 We're going to drink coffee. 1114 01:21:18,744 --> 01:21:22,113 Lots and lots of coffee. 1115 01:21:22,915 --> 01:21:24,482 And then what? 1116 01:21:24,709 --> 01:21:26,084 And then? 1117 01:21:28,838 --> 01:21:30,747 What happens next ... 1118 01:21:31,007 --> 01:21:32,857 that is not your business. 1119 01:21:34,857 --> 01:21:38,857 Translator? Checking and editing: Goffini 1120 01:21:39,000 --> 01:21:42,146 Download Movie Subtitles Searcher from www.OpenSubtitles.org 85028

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