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Hua Xu Yin

Episode 32

Who did you see in your dreams?

Why are you crying?

Tell me.

Who are you?

Who exactly are you? Who is the one who I love?

You or Jin Que? Do I love Jin Que?

You tell me! Do I love Jin Que?

From the first time I saw you,

you were the current Jin Que.

But...I destroyed that you by my own hand.

I just wanted to train you into the best assassin.

I made you cold, just like a sword.

You became my best assassin. The sharpest sword!

Don't look at me like that.

The way you are looking at me now, is making you go further and further away from me.

It seems like I don't even recognize you anymore.

This look...

was once...the look of the woman who made my heart move the most.

Until...

Jin Que appeared. She was just like the you of the past.

The you that I hadn't defiled.

The one who made my heart move, the you that I loved.

I started to hallucinate that I had the same feelings as when I was with that version of you.

I started to fail to distinguish between which was you and which was Jin Que.

You two are so similar...yet you are entirely different.

Do you know? All that I'm doing now,

is to keep the you of the past.

Do you know? It's just to keep the you of the past, to keep you here!

I switched you and Jin Que, sent you into the palace.

I have no regrets.

The way you look at me has changed.

It's become very cold.

I don't have regrets about that either.

Until one day,

I found out that the way you look at His Highness changed as well.

You looked at him in the way you used to look at me!

Then I knew,

that I'd truly lost you.

I started to regret.

I thought I could cut you away.

I could give you up.

I thought Jin Que could replace you.

Only now do I know, my heart couldn't give you up!

The person I love is you

The person I love is you

I used you to fight against Rong Yuan,

not only because I hoped you could kill him.

I also hoped that you would break away from him.

But I never would have thought,

that he could block everything for you.

I know that all you've done for him

must be out of loyalty, right?

Tell me.

In your heart, you don't love him at all.

It's gratitude, right? Tell me.

Tell me! You are repaying your gratitude, right?

You say, you tell me

I'm telling you

Ever since the day you gave me up,

from the day I endured great pain to take away the scars on my body,

Love...had already died in my heart.

But he was warm to me.

He let me know, how a woman who was loved,

to be valued, how that felt.

So whether I loved him or not,

it's not important now anymore.

No matter if I had gratitude or love for him,

Or if I was just a burden to you.

Those things aren't important.

Because in my heart...I only have His Highness.

The one who once cared for me,

no matter if he was wrongly blamed or looked down upon, he still cared for me, that person!

He is the only one.

What about me?

Don't you have Jin Que already?

She's dead.

Jin Que is dead.

How did she die?

You stabbed her once.

And then was also hurt by the ice.

Can she be saved?

I used the soul gathering sword to keep her soul.

But I have no way to bring her back to life.

Jin Que!

How can you be so stupid?

Do you think that you can run away from everything this way?

Right now my only remaining family member is you!

All of this is my fault.

I should have left you at home.

I shouldn't have let you come here.

Perhaps...

all of this wouldn't have happened.

Why is she the one lying here instead of you?

You first forsook me and now I forsook Jin Que!

I left Jin Que by your side,

not to let her to have this sort of ending!

Do you think that this is the ending that I want?

Leaving her by my side,

I thought that at least I could keep part of you.

But in the end, I couldn't keep anything.

I won't submit to fate!

Is this all that I want?

Why didn't you ever come see her when you cared for her?

She went to the palace to see you, why didn't you ever see her?

Because you hate her. You hated your little sister.

Have you ever thought if Jin Que's heart felt terrible?

Was her heart not regretful?

Every day when you spent your days happy with Rong Yuan,

Do you know, that she was secretly crying?

So...you and I are both...culprits who killed her.

Since you...have already put down all of the past,

then why...

Why don't you use yourself to exchange for her?

I've already let everything go...what are you being regretful for?

Since you already stole Rong Xun,

you should have valued this love well.

Why be regretful?

You even lost your life for it!

I'd forgiven you long ago.

If you didn't steal him away,

how would I have known,

that there would be a man that loved me so much in my life?

I just didn't come in time to say it!

I'd forgiven you long ago.

I must bring you back to life.

Do you really want to get the soul gathering sword?

I've already fulfilled my promise.

The explosion three years ago didn't use up all the wandering flames.

I've been secretly developing it during this time.

Right now the wandering flame that I have, is even stronger than the one in the past.

Good! I agree to the exchange. You are indeed fast, King of Wei.

I like cooperating with fast people the most.

If I get the wandering flames,

I will definitely help you get the Kingdom of Wei back.

The two of us will work together and use our strengths.

Then we will split the world among us again. How about it?

Where is the person I want?

The person you want is here.

But...I'm a bit curious. Why do you want to save him?

You probably don't want the soul gathering sword for him.

Then...why is it?

I've troubled you to make an effort. This is my own problem.

Okay. I won't meddle.

As long as you give me the wandering flames,

you can use the soul gathering sword as you want.

What is that?

If he isn't treated, he will die.

You can heal him?

I can. He has to open the secret compartment for me.

Then how can you heal Su Yu?

Feel moved?

I won't.

There is only one person in the Nine Lands

who can open this secret compartment.

-That's Su Yu?-Correct.

There is a requirement to open the secret compartment.

What is it?

They must put all their power in their body into the secret compartment.

What will happen when he opens the secret compartment?

Come!

How are you feeling? Are you okay now?

What is going on? What happened?

I'm saving you!

You've always been the one saving me.

Today, it's my turn to save you.

My injury?

Let's go! There isn't anyone here right now, let's hurry and leave.

Where are you two going?

Escaping!

Come with me.

No! Ziyan is still in there.

Take us there.

Come this way.

Let's go!

Ziyan! How are you doing?

Sir! I'm fine.

You're still alive. You're still alive!

Enough. This is a prison. Let's hurry and leave.

Ying Ge! Come, get up. Get up.

Ying Ge, how can you be like this?

No matter what, you must keep your body well!

Drink the medicine.

Jin Que.

I have caused Jin Que to die.

Since things are like this...what do you plan to do?

Let me think about it.

I've never thought that you'd be so kind to Ying Ge.

This was originally a fate that couldn't be kept for long.

Since we've already escaped,

in the face of things right now,

we must go back to the Kingdom of Chen first to see your father.

What do you plan to do?

Following you of course!

But...right now you're going to back to see your father.

The secret compartment is still with Rong Xun.

If your father asks...

Ying Ge!

Why did you have to stop me?

Let me die with His Highness!

His Highness gave up his life for me, I can do that too!

Ying Ge, don't be like this!

His Highness wanted you to live on well.

He'll be brokenhearted this way!

Live on...

What will I live on for?

Jin Que is dead.

His Highness also died because of me.

I don't even have family now.

What meaning is there to continue living?

Ying Ge!

Tonight we must take turns watching over her.

Looking at the way she is, she can go onto the path towards her death at any time.

But we cannot watch over her for life!

Howo about we enter the Hua Xu Tune

and destroy these memories?

That is one way to do it.

Not good. That is too dangerous.

If you meet anything dangerous in the illusion,

what will Sir do?

Then do you have a better way?

Are we to watch her destroy herself?

Okay then, I will go too.

Ziyan, it's fine. Stay here and take care of Ying Ge.

I can protect myself.

If Rong Xun didn't take in Rong Xun that year,

then everything will be different.

The best thing is to let Ying Ge not meet either Rong Xun or Rong Yuan.

She won't have love or hate.

This way she won't be in pain.

Thank you two. But...

Please stop wasting your efforts to make me an illusion.

Why? Do you not want to escape pain?

No. I don't need to escape.

Why?

Because all of these memories, no matter if it is pain,

sadness, or sweet,

it is all still a part of my life.

In here there is my pain, my hate,

and also the love His Highness had for me.

All that happened is valuable.

Even if I will be sad when I think about it,

I still don't want to forget any of it.

Why is it like this?

Because Ying Ge's love within her heart is very strong.

This love, is in her life,

the warmest and most valuable memories.

She doesn't want them to be erased.

Actually...what's so bad about getting rid of the things that haunt your heart?

He who answers to the heavens, may His Highness live for a million years!

May Your Highness live for a million years!

Why is it that today, when I am taking the throne,

I haven't heard many well wishes?

Ever since I was exiled at fourteen years old,

I have only kept one belief in my heart.

That is...to get back all that belongs to me.

But today...I have finally succeeded in this goal.

I took the highest seat in the Kingdom of Zheng

and gained them all in my hand.

But why?

I feel like...I have also lost a lot.

Wu Xiong. Madam Jin Que's revival ceremony..

How are preparations going?

Your Highness. Madam Jin Que's body

may have had it's soul locked in by the soul gathering sword,

but the person is already dead.

I'm just afraid that...this time...I'm afraid...

Nonsense!

Even the highest throne in the Kingdom of Zheng

I can take it back!

There's no reason why I cannot bring my wife's life back.

Your Highness, Madam Jin Que has died long ago.

No!

Jin Que won't leave me.

Without my order,

no one can leave me.

To save Jin Que, find me quickly.

So many notes have the same message written on them.

It must be Rong Xun's doing.

The goal is to have Ying Ge see this letter.

Ying Ge will definitely go find him.

But what do we do if this is a trap?

How is Ying Ge doing?

She won't really talk.

But just looking at her, she seems relatively more calm.

Calm is most frightening.

Last time she was also very calm.

But in the end, she took a knife to try to commit suicide.

Someone like her,

the calmer she is the more it proves that she's planning something.

It's rare for us to get a chance to see such a beautiful ocean!

Yes. It was difficult for me to live ever since I was a child.

Afterwards I became an assassin.

My heart became harder and harder.

My life was spent in such a passing rush.

It seems like I never had a chance to stop.

And take a good look at the scenery.

A lot of people's lives,

are spent in a rush.

Actually in my opinion, what was missed is the best.

It was only when I was together with His Highness.

Only during that time,

did I feel like I was truly living.

It was also when I was with him,

did I like watching the sunset.

And quietly watch the sun rise.

The sunrise is very short,

but is so gorgeous,

and so fine.

In the past, I felt like your life was a miserable existence.

But now that I think about it, you were blessed.

At the least, you once had true love.

Even though your love was very short,

but it truly once existed.

It was also days that you truly valued.

Did you know?

The most painful thing for a person is when you want to love but cannot love.

You want to hate yet you cannot hate.

You must hide your true emotions.

And live while wearing a mask.

Su Yu is truly in love with you.

If you forsake him...you will regret it.

Perhaps in this life of mine,

I am fated to live in regret.

I am telling you as an assassin who was once forsaken by someone.

In everything, no matter what the end is like,

you must keep your fate within your control.

In life...in death.

In happiness or pain.

You must at least go through these four things.

You must do it willingly.

If I told you

that I am very dangerous to you,

I could do something that would harm you.

What would you do?

Then at least, I won't be bored.

Thank you for taking care of me for so many days.

But if His Highness if gone, I have no reason to live.

I have never willingly owed anyone anything.

Now Jin Que has hope of coming back to life.

I've decided to use my life to exchange for Jin Que's awakening.

She couldn't have gone to find Rong Xun by herself!

If it is like this, she wouldn't have used every method possible to escape from there.

You are saying that she's going for revenge?

Rong Xun has already taken the throne.

The palace is very heavily guarded.

As long as the three of us go, isn't that sending ourselves to our deaths?

Ziyan, go look for some news first.

I will use this opportunity to steal the secret compartment back.

Be my backup, in case anything happens.

Thank you Madam, please go slowly.

Hello customer, are you here for eating or staying?

Two rooms.

Two rooms! Customers, please come this way.

How are things coming along?

I am accompanying Su Yu to enter the Kingdom of Zheng.

Su Yu is planning take the opportunity to steal the secret compartment back.

Su Yu has finished planning?

Su Yu's plan has finished planning.

But Ying Ge went by herself first.

You don't need to care about Ying Ge.

No matter what,

Su Yu must personally open the secret compartment.

And then?

There is no after.

Just what price do you want Su Yu to pay?

Price? You are talking to me about a price now?

Don't forget, you are the princess of the Kingdom of Wei.

The mission of a princess of a destroyed country,

is to revive the country!

Don't let your stubborness

let the people of the Kingdom of Wei become innocent sacrifices.

You have no path to retreat.

Because once you have gone to this path,

we are carrying hope on our bodies.

A hope to revive the Kingdom of Wei.

Our lives don't belong to ourselves. They belong to the Kingdom of Wei.

For this high hope,

we cannot care about any price to pay.

So...I must have Su Yu open the secret compartment.

Are you going to go back on your word?

I have no right to do that.

How is it? What did you discover?

I investigated a lot of things. There are many things that put suspicion on Jun Fu.

Let's not talk about other things yet.

Let's just first talk about how easily

she took you out of the heavily guarded Ping Mansion.

That itself is very suspicious.

Including, during this journey, I found out

that there has been someone following us.

Have you discovered who it is?

The identity isn't clear yet.

But Jun Fu is definitely not as simple as we thought.

Don't make rash accusations without solid evidence.

Sir, please believe me! You must distance yourself from Jun Fu!

I know Jun Fu well.

From the time she was princess of the Kingdom of Wei, I knew her.

She is quite simple.

No matter who simple she was as Ye Zhen,

she's already become a calculating conniving illusionist!

Okay, I understand.

-Sir!-You can go. Wait for my command.

Sir! You've already died once for her!

If you feel like you owe her, you've already paid her back!

Have you forgotten how you came back to life?

How big of a price are you going to pay for coming back to life?

For Zhen'er's safety,

I cannot let her join in on our plan.

What are you thinking about?

Nothing really.

I'm thinking about how you once flew with me in the sky.

Such a beautiful night...I am really reminiscing about that feeling.

But...even if we cannot fly, you don't need to be sad.

This is good enough. As long as you have the heart to do that, that's enough.

Okay okay, don't be sad.

Gambling House

Your Highness. Wait for me. I'm coming soon.

Go! Go!

Zheng

My name is Ying Ge. Hurry and go send the message through.

Zheng

A pass of the Kingdom of Zheng?

♫ Before going far away, ♫

♫ leave tenderness for the wind and rain. ♫

♫ Before tenderness, ♫

♫ forget the wanderings of half a lifetime. ♫

♫ Before forgetting, ♫

♫ sharp blades will be cast out of broken shards. ♫

♫ Before breaking, ♫

♫ bury yourself in the dust. ♫

♫ In the blink of an eye, ♫

♫ you are not you. ♫

♫ Is the fleeting time heartless, ♫

♫ or is true love hard to preserve? ♫

♫ To the ends of the earth, ♫

♫ we will leave and return together. ♫

♫ Until when will this love song be sung? ♫

♫ To the ends of the earth, ♫

♫ we will leave and return together. ♫

♫ Until when will this love song be sung? ♫