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*

[applause]

- Thank you.

We owe a great debt of gratitude
to one man in particular.

He championed us, supported us,

and happily, along the way,
befriended us.

Without his help,

this incredible
new emergency department

would never have
become a reality.

Our Mayor, Rahm Emanuel.

[applause]

Thank you.

- On behalf of all the people
of the City of Chicago,

all the families,
all the parents

who will be bringing their kids
and their family members here

in dire need of care,

I want to thank you
ahead of schedule

for what you do every day

to making sure
that everybody counts

in the City of Chicago.

Thank you.

[applause]

[crash]

[overlapping shouting]

- Sir, you okay?

You all right?
Everybody okay?

Sir, can I see that
for a second?

Can I see that for
a second?

All right,
it doesn't look too bad.

You're gonna be all right.

Call out if you need some help!

Miss, are you calling 911?
- Yeah.

- It's all gonna be all right.

[indistinct cries]

Take a look at that
for a second?

All right, you're okay.
Miss, is he doing all right?

all: Whoo!
[applause]

[cell phone rings]
[pager beeps]

[cell phones ringing]
[beeping]

[cell phones beeping]

[low chatter]

[cell phones ring]

[sirens wailing]

- CFD Plan 2, mass cas.

Multiple trauma patients
minutes away.

Let's go!

[sirens wailing]

[indistinct radio chatter]

- What do we have?

- 45-year-old male,
left leg amputation.

- Treatment two!

- Train motorman. GCS 3.
BP of 90 by palp.

- Maggie, where we going?

- Go to trauma 4.

- Maggie, I need the x-ray here.
- I got you.

- Crossing.
- Whoa, whoa, hold it, hold it.

Watch out!

- Katrina, how are all these
walk-ins making it through?

Let's set a perimeter.

- Let's get her
into treatment 2.

[siren wailing]

- [groans]

He keeps biting down.
I can't get the blade in.

Look, you bag him.
I'll do CPR.

[grunting]

Come on.
We're almost there.

It's not time yet.
[grunts]

- Trigger all-hazard
disaster plan.

- Yes, ma'am.
- Page to PhoneTree.

- Right away.

- 28-year-old male,
crush injuries,

severed artery,
massive blood loss.

- Trauma three just opened.

- Got a tourniquet
on his right leg.

Tried to intubate
but couldn't get his jaw open.

He lost his pulse
on the ride.

- Put him on our monitor
and rapid transfuser.

Grab 4 units of O-neg,
and start with a round of epi.

- Already hit him
with the epi times two.

Still no pulse.
He's in fib.

- Let's get him in the bay.
I got it from here, man.

- Nope, he's mine.

- Okay,
who the hell is this guy?

- Says he's a doc.

- Get off the gurney, Doc.
I'm senior resident in this ER.

- Yeah? Well,
I'm your new trauma fellow.

- Dr. Halstead!

- Female, early 20s,
head trauma.

GCS 3,
unresponsive in the field.

- Trauma 2 just opened.

- Still GCS 3.

We got to change
that king airway

to a formal ET tube.

- I'll get a line
in the groin.

[girl cries]

- Where's your line?

- Left AC,
obvious femur fracture.

Good distal pulse.
- It's blown.

- Sweetheart, we're going
to take good care of you.

- You have to go back
for my daddy!

I love my daddy!

- You know anything about that?

- Pretty sure
her father was loaded.

Must've been sent
to Sinai or County.

- Okay, sweetie, look,
you see this lady right here?

- Uh-huh.
- Her name is Maggie.

She can find anybody,
anywhere, okay?

I promise she'll find your daddy
for you.

- Better believe I will, hon.

- Hold compressions.

[flatline tone]

You are?

- Sarah Reese,
fourth year med student.

- Can you do a cordis
in the groin?

- Mm-hmm.
- Get a left femoral in there.

- Yes, sir.

- There, you're sterilized.
Now stick it.

- He's a patient,
not a pin cushion.

- I can't find a vein.

- All right.
Shock to 120.

[power up whine]
Clear.

- No pulse.

- Again.
200.

Clear.

[heart monitor beeps]

- I have a pulse.
Sinus tach at 112.

- And...he's back.

Get a BP
and keep giving him blood.

Send a rainbow of tubes
and a type and cross.

Get his blood gas
and get him to the OR.

- Did you find my dad yet?

- We will, sweetheart.
Don't you worry.

All right, now we're gonna put
something in your arm

to give you medicine.
It's just gonna be

be a little pinch, okay?
- No, no, no!

- Make a fist for me, honey.
- Squeeze my hand.

- Look at me.
Squeeze my hand.

We're gonna count to three.
Look at me.

One, two, three.

- Ow.

- All done. Good job!
- Excellent.

- There you go.
- Excellent.

- Let's get x-ray in here.
- Yeah.

[machine beeps]

- No gag reflex.
Didn't even need sedation.

Not good.

- We got another problem.

This woman's pregnant.

- Dr. Rhodes, welcome.
Oh, are you all right?

- Yeah, I'm fine.
- Sharon Goodwin.

- Pleasure to meet you.
Is every day like this?

- Some days we're busy.

- 20-year-old male,
cystic fibrosis.

Complaining of chills,
labored breathing.

Temp's 98.

- Jamie, is that you?

- Hi, Maggie.

- Back so soon?

- I missed you guys.

- Respiratory rate is 26.

Let's take him
to treatment 6.

- All our ER docs are busy.

Can you take care
of our friend?

- No problem.

- Maggie?
- Yes.

- Let Dr. Charles know
that Jamie's down here.

- Sure thing.

- Deep breath.

[Jamie inhales, coughs]

- Hey, Jamie.

- Maybe today...wasn't such...
a good day to drop in.

- Oh, we always
got time for you.

- Let's get a CBC, a CMP, Coags,
a chest x-ray, and an ABG.

Now, Mr. Dilson, I see that
you're use inhaled antibiotics,

tobramycin, albuterol.

You wear a vibration jacket
at night and use a humidifier.

- Yeah.
- That's all good.

- I caught...a cold.
- A whopper.

- Well, we got to make sure

that it doesn't turn
into pneumonia.

You've had a few episodes.

- A few means...three.

[labored breathing]
I've had...more.

- Well, we're going to take
good care of you here, okay?

You're at Northwestern?
- Yeah.

- Well, we better get you
out of here quick

so you don't miss
those mid-terms.

- Make a fist.

- Hey, who's my next patient?

- The red tags
have all been handled.

Why don't you sit down
for a minute?

- You know, exercise is good
for pregnant women.

Come on.
Next patient.

- All right. Treatment 1.
- Thank you.

- Crib party Sunday.
- Crib party?

- Maggie and I are gonna
come by,

help you put
the baby's crib together.

- I'll bring the Allen wrenches
and deep dish from Kitchen 17.

- You guys do not
have to do that.

- Not if you think
that you're gonna do

the single-mom thing
all by yourself,

not with us around.

- Takes a village.

- Thanks, guys.

I don't know
what I'd do without you.

- Why am I putting
in this bolt?

Where's my good-for-nothing
resident?

- Put in her 12 hours.
Had to knock off.

- These new rules--ridiculous,
and bad for medicine.

"Oh, I'm so tired.
Oh, I can't work."

Everybody's so damn spoiled,
the whole generation.

- Gina?
Gina! Oh, my God.

- Mrs. Donahue--
- What happened to her?

- Dr. Abrams,
Dr. Halstead,

this is Mrs. Donahue,
the baby's mother.

- Thanks, Maggie.

You're the baby's
mother?

- Biological mother.

My husband Joel and I,
he's--he's at work.

He's on his way here.
We're the parents.

Gina's our surrogate.

- Opening pressure's 18.
I'm done.

- Look at her.
[sniffs]

Is she going to be okay...
and the baby?

- Baby checks out fine.
- [gasps] Oh!

- Healthy heartbeat.

Amniotic sac
and placenta are intact.

Gina, though, I'm afraid,

suffered a traumatic head injury
and so far, she's unresponsive.

We need to contact her family,
if you have any information.

- My husband and I
are pretty much her family.

She--she's been living
with us since

before the embryo was implanted.

- Okay.

- She's gonna get better,
isn't she?

She's gonna be okay?

- I can't promise anything.

- [cries]

No, I can't believe this.

What about the baby?

It's too soon to deliver,
isn't it?

She's only 24 weeks.

- Yes, the baby needs
more time.

- What does that mean?

Are we gonna
lose our child, too?

Oh, my God.
- No, Mrs. Donahue.

I'm not saying that,
and I'm not giving up on Gina,

but if the worst did happen,

it might be possible
to keep her on life support

long enough for the fetus
to become viable.

- So...so what,
Gina just becomes...

a human incubator?

.

- Dr. Rhodes,
I thought you could use these.

- Thank you.

- How'd that happen?

- Must have snagged it
on the wreckage.

- You know, we do have a couple
of doctors around here.

I could hook you up.

- I don't need one,
but I could use a nurse though.

Come be my other hand.

- Oh, nice.

You closed that
like a plastic surgeon.

Where'd you pick that up?

- Riyadh.

Spent a year there
after my residency.

Saudis paid me well
not to leave unsightly scars.

Could you pinch
those two sides together?

There we go.
- What about a tetanus shot?

- No, I am current,
April, uh...

April Sexton.

English? Irish?

- My family's from Brazil.

Our real last name
is Sanguessuga,

but my parents thought Sexton
sounded more American,

and people
could actually pronounce it.

Where're you from?

- Chicago.

Born and bred.

Been away for a while.

- Welcome home.

- Two and four.
Three is headed to the OR.

- All righty.

- Who's young Rambo over there?

- Hmm?

Oh, that's Connor Rhodes,
the new trauma fellow.

- Mm-hmm.

- He's gonna light up some
estrogen receptors around here.

- I'll say.
He lit mine.

- Well, that's all I need.

- Where's Jamie again?
- Treatment 5.

- [murmurs] a dream.

- Your daughter's stable.

She has a pretty serious
leg fracture,

but she's okay,
just a little shaken up.

The orthopedic resident is
on his way to put a cast on her.

- And what about my husband?
I can't get any information--

- We made some calls.

Your husband's
down the road at Sinai.

They were able to stabilize him,
but his injuries are serious.

The last word I had,
he was headed into surgery.

- How is this happening?

They were just going
on a father-daughter day trip.

She wanted to go to the zoo.
What--

- Ms. Lewis, the best thing
you can do right now

is just be there
for your daughter.

We'll keep checking
on your husband, okay?

All right.

[machines beep]

- There. You can see
her feet and a hand.

Everything looks good,
Mr. and Mrs. Donahue.

- Oh, thank you for doing this.
We just needed to see her again.

- She...she just
squeezed my hand.

I swear, I felt it.

- Her reflexes are still intact.

Movement can occur,
but it's not purposeful.

- No, she--
she just did it again,

right when you wiped
her stomach.

She responded.

- Tell me
that wasn't purposeful.

- Dr. Troy,
let's get a repeat CAT scan.

- You haven't seen...
even one?

- Hand to God, J,
I swear I keep meaning to.

I just--

You need another blanket here,
buddy.

How many "Fast and "Furious
movies are there anyway?

I mean, seriously.

- Seven.

- Yeah?
- Yeah.

- I got a lot
of catching up to do.

- Well, the last one's the best.
- How about this?

I'm gonna start with
the last and move back--deal?

[knock at door]
- Okay.

- Dr. Rhodes, dressed.

I'm Dr. Charles,
Head of Psychiatry.

Welcome to Chicago Med.

- Pleasure.
Thank you.

You two know each other?

- Old pals.

Known Jamie since he was...
eight?

- He taught me...
how to play chess.

- Big mistake.
Beats me every time.

Not kidding.

[all chuckle]

- Jamie, I've got
your test results back.

I wish they were
a little more encouraging.

You're pancytopenic, which means
that your cell counts are low.

You've got a blood pH of 7.14,
which means that you--

- I know.

- I'd like to intubate you,
put you to sleep,

get you on a ventilator.

You're getting fatigued.

This would
just allow you to rest

so that the antibiotics
can do their job.

- I've been
intubated eight times.

I think I'll skip it.

- All right.
I'll check back in later, huh?

- Hey.

Well, there's something
I don't often see--

Will Halstead
looking stumped.

- Why is it brain injuries
are never

like you read in the textbooks?

My pregnant TBI patient,
bilateral contusions.

She was a GCS 3.
And now, all of a sudden,

she's exhibiting movement,
and she's improved to a 6.

- Well, that's good news.
- Yeah.

The baby's parents
will be happy.

Oh, she's a--
she's a surrogate.

- Oh. Wow.

I don't know how
they do that.

Carry a baby
and then give it up?

I mean, I know it brings
a lot of joy

to other people,
but still...

Thanks.
- Yeah.

- [groans]

You meet the new guy yet,
Rhodes?

- You could say that.

Likes to throw
his weight around.

I don't know, strikes me
as a little arrogant.

Hey, I am not arrogant.

- No, no.
Not at all.

You just happen to know more
than anybody else.

- Dr. Rhodes,
this is Ms. Acosta.

She's the girlfriend
of your patient, Jorge Melendez.

El Dr. Rhodes es el medico
de Jorge.

- Ms. Acosta.

Your boyfriend
has suffered severe injuries.

[speaking Spanish]

Esta en coma,
pero estable.

- [gasps]
Coma?

- Does he have any family
that we could contact, familia?

- No.

I am all he has.

El no tiene nadie.

- [speaks Spanish]

- [whispers]
He speaks Spanish?

- * But to me, you're as fair
as you were, Maggie *

* When you and I were young

- Hey, Herrmann.
- Hey, Herrmann.

[Herrmann giggles]

- You boys hanging in there?

- Well, you know,
it's a train wreck.

- Hm.
- You?

- Same.

Is that from the crash site?

- Yeah, it's the first load.

Cell phones, shoes,
wallets, purses.

- Thank you.

- You're welcome.

- Jorge.
[sobs]

- We're keeping him cool
to prevent fever.

- Oh, Jorge.

[sobs]
Jorge.

[cries]

Jorge.

- "Still, he was determined
to make it.

"With an extra shovel of coal,
he started up the hill.

"The little train
had never faced

"such a long
uphill climb before.

"He was glad that he was red

"and that none
of the other trains

could see him there."
- Mrs. Donahue?

This is my colleague,
Dr. Manning.

- Hi.

- We, uh, we read to the baby
every night

so she'll recognize our voices.

- I do that, too.

- Sherry?
- Dr. Halstead?

- Need to blow down her CO2,

take her off the vent
and bag her,

give her a dose of mannitol,

and increase her dopamine drip
to 12.

- Right away.
- Doctor?

- Gina's intracranial pressure
is rising.

- What does that mean?

- You said
that she was getting better.

- Well, she is, in that
her function was improving,

but the swelling
of her brain is getting worse.

- We're gonna try to control it
with medication.

- And what if the medication
doesn't work?

- Then she'll require surgery.

The procedure's called
a "decompressive craniectomy."

- Would that be dangerous
to the baby?

- There is always a risk
for the fetus,

and for the mother as well,
so, yes.

- That's why we hope
the medication does the trick.

- [speaking softly]

- Dr. Charles,
Jamie has pneumonia,

and if there's any hope
of beating it,

I need to get him
on a ventilator now.

- You heard what he said.
He doesn't want that.

- Well, we're past
what Jamie wants.

- No, you know what,
doctor?

We're actually not past
what Jamie wants.

Kid has been
so brutalized his entire life.

He has a right to say no.

- Intubating Jamie
is the only hope we have

of keeping him alive.

- What's that gonna give him?
A week? Ten days?

- It could be six months,
a year, more,

and in that time,
anything could happen.

New treatments are coming
along every day.

Now, is he on the list?

- Right at the top,
but a match is highly unlikely.

He has HLA antibodies
from an islet cell transplant.

- Well, have you spoken
to his next of kin?

Have they weighed in on this?

- There isn't anybody.
Dad took off years ago.

His mom's an alcoholic,
bounces in and out.

- Look, Dr. Charles,

you know what's gonna happen.

Jamie will lose consciousness,

and as his doctor, I'm gonna
put him on a ventilator,

but by then
it may be too late,

and there won't be
any more choices

no matter what
anybody wants.

I'm Sarah Reese.

I'm a fourth year
medical student.

Um, Dr. Manning sent me in
to check on Rachel

before we sign her out.

This is for you.

- Oh, thanks.
What's his name?

- Why don't you give him
a name?

I need to...talk to your mom.

So, about your husband...
- What?

- No, no. He's okay.
He's still in surgery.

The OR nurse
says it's going well.

As soon as we hear something,
I'll let you know.

Rachel?

Rachel, can you hear me?
- What is wrong?

What's happening?

- I can't find a pulse.
- Oh, my God.

- Code blue, Treatment 3.

Code blue,
Treatment 3.

- Code--
a little help here!

.

- Code blue, Treatment 3.
Code blue.

- You're not compressing
the heart, Sarah.

You gotta go harder.
- But she's so small.

I don't want to--
- Harder! Do it, let's go!

Come on, Sarah! Harder!

Hold!

There we go. Back in sinus.
Get a BP.

- What happened?

- She arrested.
We got her back.

- I can't get an IV.

- Hand me a drill.
I'll get an IO line.

[saw whirs]
I got a line.

All right, let's get her
a CT/PE study and up to PICU.

Mom, you can come with us.

- Good job.

- I-I just...

I just broke
a little girl's ribs.

- Reese, you saved
the girl's life.

- Jamie.
- Huh?

- You know more about CF
than most doctors.

- I'm an expert.

- So you know what will happen

if we don't put you
on a ventilator.

- [coughs]

Dr. Charles...it's okay.

[wheezy inhale]
I've had a good life.

- Whoa, whoa, whoa!
[laughs]

What movie is that from?

[Jamie coughs]

- No, no, no.
Jamie, look at me.

It's me, your corner man.

You got a lot
of fight left in you.

I'm not ready
to throw in the towel.

One more round.

- For you?

- Yeah.
For me.

- Yeah, okay.
Okay.

- Mariana?

Hi.
I'm Maggie.

This...
this is Jorge's.

Entiendes?
- Yes.

- Inside...I found this.

"From J.M. to M.A."

You're not his girlfriend.

You're his fiancée.

- Prometida.
- Prometida.

- Jorge.

[elevator bell rings]

- Natalie, what happened
with the little girl?

- She had
a cardiac contusion.

Bruising
caused her to arrest.

She's good now,
but it was a real scare.

- Thank you.
- Yeah.

- Your comatose guy--

seems like you'd want to put him
on the hypothermic protocol

and protect his brain.

- Well, I just gave him
20 units of blood.

His pH is only 7.2,

and he's too cold
to make a clot,

so I didn't see
how the hypothermic protocol

would help him.

- Hey, you're the fellow.
I'm just a resident.

Heard you're local.
Me, too.

Where'd you grow up?

- Lake Shore Drive.

- [whistles]
Nice.

Well, I doubt we have
any friends in common.

Canaryville.
- Oh.

- Where'd you go to med school?
Johns Hopkins? Stanford?

- No. I went to UAG.

- Where's that?
- Guadalajara.

- Didn't see that coming.
[phone beeps]

Got to go.

- Her ICP is unresponsive?

- Her CPP is 40.

- Sherry, get me Dr. Abrams.

- You--you're planning
to do the surgery?

- What about our baby?

- The meds we've been
giving Gina

haven't been effective.

Her intracranial pressure,
the brain swelling,

is getting
to a dangerous level,

and we shouldn't
wait any longer.

- I'm not sure
we can consent to that.

- It's not really
a matter of consent.

- Well, actually, Doctor,
it is.

We have a surrogacy contract
with Gina.

A rider to that
is a Medical Power of Attorney,

giving us
the right to make decisions

on Gina's behalf.

- I don't see how we can
sign off on a procedure

knowing it will endanger
our child.

- Mr. and Mrs. Donahue,
Gina needs this surgery.

- It's her only hope.

- But it's not a guarantee
she's gonna recover.

- No, but without the surgery,
I can guarantee she won't.

- You would just allow
her condition to worsen?

- This is our child!

What would you do
to save your child?

- Code blue, ICU.
Code blue, ICU.

Code blue,
ICU.

- Jorge!
[cries]

- I'll take over!

- Ma'am, I'm sorry,
we need some more room.

- [sobbing]
- Hold compressions.

- No pulse.
- Sinus tach.

He's profoundly hypotensive.

Amp of Epi,
max of dopamine, max of vaso.

- You're gonna
max him on pressors.

.

- That contract's obscene.

I mean,
the Donahues control everything,

what Gina can eat, drink,
how much she sleeps,

even what she wears.

We have to perform
this operation.

- Well, I'd advise against that

because this is really
comprehensive,

and nicely drawn up,
I might add.

- The lady probably didn't even
know what she was signing.

- We can't prove that.

- We can't just stand by
and let her die.

- I guarantee if we
perform this operation,

regardless of the outcome,

we'll be sued,
and they'll likely win,

and millions.

- And that's
how we make our decisions?

By how much
it's gonna cost us?

- All right, get off
the high horse, Dr. Halstead.

How about we call
the Ethics Committee?

- Be faster to call a judge,

but I'm not gonna
burn a favor on this.

- This is ridiculous!

Why aren't you trying
to help us?

- He is,
and you need to back off!

- So much easier to run
a hospital without doctors.

- Please.

- Jorge's brain
was without oxygen for too long.

Paso much tiempo
sin oxigeno.

- Dead?
- Si.

Su corazon sigue latiendo,
pero el...

no esta aqui.

I'm so sorry.

[footsteps approach]

- Mariana.

Mariana, this is Ms. Goodwin,
our hospital administrator,

and Yolanda Cruz
from Gift of Hope.

They would like
to speak to you.

- Thank you, Dr. Rhodes.

- Senorita Acosta,
[speaking Spanish]

- Let's get Mr. Melendez typed
for organ donation just in case.

Keep him on the ventilator.

- Okay.

- Your first day, you already
found my hiding spot.

I'm Nat.

- Connor.

I don't suppose
you keep a bottle

stashed up here, do you?

- Not in my condition.

I heard about your patient.

Tough one.
- Yeah.

I just keep wondering--

- If there was anything else
you could've done?

I know.

- Is your husband a doc,
too?

- No.
[cell phone beeps]

Excuse me.

[knocks]

Hi.
I have some good news.

Somebody would like
to say hello to you.

- Oh, God.
David!

- Judy.

I'm fine.
How's Rachel?

- She's good.
She's sleeping.

The doctors said her tests
are good.

They just want to keep her here
a day or two.

David, I didn't know
where you were.

I don't know what I would do
if I lost you.

- Ms. Donahue,

I'm Sharon Goodwin,
Chief of Services.

I know about your situation.

- And you think we're monsters.

- No, no.

I think that you
and your husband

are faced with
a very difficult decision.

- We just wanted
to have a baby.

That's all.

It's supposed to be so simple,
so natural, and instead--

- I understand.

- We love Gina,

but this is our last chance
to have a child.

There's no more embryos,
no more eggs.

What are we supposed to do?

- You have to ask yourself
what you can live with.

How are you gonna feel
a week from now?

A month or a few years?

Gina handed over her life
to you in that contract.

She trusted you
to make the right decision.

- What would you do
if you were me?

- I'd want to live up
to that trust.

- [sighs/sobs]

- Removing cranial flap now.

Swelling's pretty pronounced.

If we waited any longer,
she would have herniated.

- Fetal heartbeat steady.
[heart monitor beeps]

- I don't recall
inviting you into my OR.

Give me suction here.
- Yes, Doctor.

All right, as soon as
I cauterize this,

we can get into the dura.

[beep alarm]
- Fetal heart rate is dropping.

- I haven't opened the dura yet.

- Patient's BP is falling.
- 110.

- Well, I'm almost there.
- 100.

- Tracings look like crap.

That strip doesn't correct
in 30 seconds,

we're crash-sectioning her.
- Give me suction here.

.

[engine revving]

- Here we go.

[engine revving]

- Dr. Charles?

A crash victim
I'd been treating has died.

He's a match for Jamie.

- Let's get him some lungs.

- Only thing, his fiancée
won't give consent.

- Where is she?

- [clears throat]

It was a difficult surgery,
but it went well.

Dr. Abrams was able to relieve
the pressure on Gina's brain.

Both Gina and the baby
came through just fine, so far.

Dr. Abrams will be out
to speak to you shortly.

- Thank you.

[both laugh]

- He's 20 years old.

Without new lungs,
he will die.

- [speaking Spanish]

- Your fiancé...
- Su prometida...

- The man you love...
- El hombre que amabas...

- The man who loved you...

- El hombre
que te amaba...

- Can save his life.
- Puede salvar su vida.

- [speaking Spanish]

- Wait.

Si.
[speaks Spanish]

Yes.

- Thank you.

- I'll alert
the transplant team.

- Central line.

I can't tell you
how many times I missed

before I finally got it.

- I know how to do it.
I just couldn't do it in there.

- It takes practice,
that's all.

- I'm fine with him.
I never miss.

- Yeah,
he's the ideal patient.

You can't hurt him,

and his life's not hanging
in the balance.

- If this rotation
weren't a requirement,

I wouldn't be here.

- Where would you be?

- I'm a lab person.

- Pathology?
- Maybe.

- Every med student,

once they start dealing
with patients,

thinks they'd do better
in Pathology.

I did.

[sentimental music]

*

- Nat?

You okay?

- The first few months
after Jeff died...

[sniffs]

I still kept waiting for him
to walk through the door.

I don't anymore.

[sobs]

- Come here.

[background chatter]

- "Death, vicious death,
leave a green branch for love."

You do speak Spanish.
- Nope.

- But you know Lorca.

- Third wife was from Spain.
Loved Lorca.

Came in handy
when we were courting.

- [chuckles]

They got the first lung in.

- Halfway there.

Jamie made that for me
when he was eight.

You know, I was brought in
to help him cope

with his condition

and all the things
he wouldn't be able to do.

Did not need my help.

I mean, this kid did more things
than most kids his age ever do.

He went out for the swim team
in high school.

A kid with CF
taught me how to cope.

- Going back to the hospital?

- Yeah.

Wouldn't mind being there
when he wakes up.

- Can I come?

- Sure.

[gentle music]

*

[wolf howls]