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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:28,469 --> 00:00:33,469 Subtitles by explosiveskull 2 00:01:32,466 --> 00:01:34,033 Jeremy is leaving! 3 00:01:34,036 --> 00:01:36,504 - Hey, bud. - Jeremy is leaving! 4 00:01:39,075 --> 00:01:42,009 Hey, not my head... phones, Josh. 5 00:01:42,010 --> 00:01:43,643 Jeremy is leaving! 6 00:01:43,645 --> 00:01:45,478 - What's with him today? - I don't know. 7 00:01:45,479 --> 00:01:46,480 Have you seen my shoes? 8 00:01:47,682 --> 00:01:49,018 - He has my shoes? - Yes. 9 00:01:49,852 --> 00:01:50,953 Josh! 10 00:02:09,972 --> 00:02:12,405 - Josh! - Jeremy is leaving! 11 00:02:12,407 --> 00:02:13,605 We know. Stop! 12 00:02:13,608 --> 00:02:15,109 Jared, stop chasing your brother! 13 00:02:15,110 --> 00:02:16,877 - Give me my shoes. - Jeremy is leaving! 14 00:02:16,878 --> 00:02:19,680 Tom. Do something! 15 00:02:19,681 --> 00:02:20,980 Jared, stop chasing your brother. 16 00:02:20,983 --> 00:02:22,049 Jeremy is leaving. 17 00:02:22,050 --> 00:02:24,018 That... That's it? Really? 18 00:02:24,020 --> 00:02:26,152 - Jeremy is leaving. - We know. Stop. 19 00:02:26,155 --> 00:02:28,090 Come on, dude. Give me a minute. 20 00:02:29,424 --> 00:02:31,390 Sit down, buddy. 21 00:02:31,393 --> 00:02:32,793 Give me the shoes. 22 00:02:32,795 --> 00:02:33,862 Here's your shoes. 23 00:02:35,798 --> 00:02:37,497 Listen. 24 00:02:37,498 --> 00:02:40,167 I know, I'm leaving, 25 00:02:40,168 --> 00:02:41,769 and you're upset and you don't know what to do. 26 00:02:41,771 --> 00:02:42,805 So just take a deep breath, okay? 27 00:02:44,605 --> 00:02:46,341 Jeremy is leaving. 28 00:02:47,075 --> 00:02:48,741 I know. 29 00:02:48,743 --> 00:02:50,545 Here. Listen to this. 30 00:02:51,579 --> 00:02:52,979 This is gonna cheer you up. 31 00:02:54,750 --> 00:02:56,615 Just like the show, right? 32 00:02:56,617 --> 00:02:57,787 Watch this. 33 00:02:59,121 --> 00:03:00,586 "Kirk to Enterprise." 34 00:03:00,588 --> 00:03:01,889 You try it. 35 00:03:01,890 --> 00:03:04,024 "Kirk to Enterprise. Hello?" 36 00:03:04,026 --> 00:03:05,557 Listen, I'm leaving for a while, 37 00:03:05,560 --> 00:03:07,193 but I want you to have this, okay? 38 00:03:07,195 --> 00:03:09,930 And I promise you I'm right on the other side. 39 00:03:09,931 --> 00:03:11,198 But that's your phone. 40 00:03:11,199 --> 00:03:13,933 I'll get another one. New life, new phone. 41 00:03:13,936 --> 00:03:15,637 - Sweet. - It's yours, buddy. 42 00:03:16,503 --> 00:03:18,004 I love you, okay? 43 00:03:18,007 --> 00:03:19,105 Okay, come on. 44 00:03:19,108 --> 00:03:20,539 Here we go. Let's do it. 45 00:03:20,542 --> 00:03:22,742 - Let's go. - Come on. 46 00:03:22,745 --> 00:03:24,478 - Thanks, Dad. - You got it. 47 00:03:26,081 --> 00:03:27,481 - Jeremy. - Yeah? 48 00:03:31,552 --> 00:03:33,555 Are you sure you don't wanna take the old guitar? 49 00:03:35,156 --> 00:03:36,457 Dad, it's yours. 50 00:03:37,093 --> 00:03:38,025 Yeah, I know, 51 00:03:38,026 --> 00:03:40,694 but you play it ten times more than I do. 52 00:03:40,695 --> 00:03:42,028 Dad, I'm not taking your guitar. 53 00:03:42,031 --> 00:03:43,497 That's your story. 54 00:03:47,937 --> 00:03:49,638 Let's get you to college. 55 00:03:59,081 --> 00:04:00,146 I love you, Mom. 56 00:04:00,149 --> 00:04:01,650 I love you, son. 57 00:04:02,685 --> 00:04:04,117 Be good. 58 00:04:04,120 --> 00:04:05,185 Okay, son. 59 00:04:05,187 --> 00:04:07,820 - Love you, Dad. - Love you. 60 00:04:07,823 --> 00:04:08,923 See you soon. 61 00:04:08,925 --> 00:04:10,123 Hey. Love you guys. 62 00:04:10,126 --> 00:04:11,826 - Bye. - Bye-bye. Love you. 63 00:04:13,228 --> 00:04:14,496 Jeremy. 64 00:04:16,531 --> 00:04:17,531 Come here. 65 00:04:25,540 --> 00:04:27,641 No way. 66 00:04:29,543 --> 00:04:30,877 It's a gift from all of us. 67 00:04:30,879 --> 00:04:32,213 How did you afford this? 68 00:04:33,682 --> 00:04:34,848 They took out a loan. 69 00:04:34,850 --> 00:04:37,050 And we all agreed to no Christmas gifts this year. 70 00:04:37,052 --> 00:04:38,518 We worked it out. 71 00:04:38,519 --> 00:04:40,552 - Sure. - Yeah. 72 00:04:40,555 --> 00:04:42,889 You gotta go. 73 00:04:42,891 --> 00:04:45,093 For me, music is a hobby. 74 00:04:45,694 --> 00:04:46,928 For you, 75 00:04:48,730 --> 00:04:49,798 it's a gift. 76 00:04:51,867 --> 00:04:53,567 So, go write your story. 77 00:04:55,704 --> 00:04:56,769 Go on. 78 00:04:56,771 --> 00:04:58,038 Hurry up. 79 00:05:03,846 --> 00:05:06,048 What would you have done if he took your old guitar? 80 00:05:08,884 --> 00:05:10,850 Well, I... 81 00:05:10,853 --> 00:05:12,952 I would've kept that one. 82 00:06:48,750 --> 00:06:49,918 Thank you so much. 83 00:06:55,290 --> 00:06:57,026 Thanks. Thank you. 84 00:07:11,173 --> 00:07:13,005 Welcome to Calvary Chapel College. 85 00:07:13,007 --> 00:07:14,240 Not a bad front yard, huh? 86 00:07:14,242 --> 00:07:15,978 Not bad at all. 87 00:07:27,923 --> 00:07:29,091 - Hi. - What's up? 88 00:07:37,899 --> 00:07:39,067 Wait up! 89 00:07:55,216 --> 00:07:56,250 Hold up. 90 00:07:56,252 --> 00:07:57,850 Hey, man. Uh, Norm sent me to help load in. 91 00:07:57,853 --> 00:07:59,019 - Norm did? - Yeah. 92 00:07:59,021 --> 00:08:00,723 Okay. Wait, who's Norm? 93 00:08:21,944 --> 00:08:23,345 Hey, man. You're Jean-Luc, right? 94 00:08:24,279 --> 00:08:26,913 Yeah. Are you in the crew? 95 00:08:26,915 --> 00:08:29,048 Jeremy. I'm Jeremy. 96 00:08:29,050 --> 00:08:30,783 I'm, uh... I'm a student here. 97 00:08:30,786 --> 00:08:32,788 I'm a freshman. I'm new. I play the guitar. 98 00:08:33,154 --> 00:08:35,154 Uh, cool. 99 00:08:35,157 --> 00:08:36,190 Dude, I love your music. 100 00:08:36,192 --> 00:08:37,957 You're, like, the reason I came to school here. 101 00:08:37,960 --> 00:08:40,894 - You're a legend. - Oh, don't know about that. 102 00:08:40,895 --> 00:08:43,263 Uh, anyway, I was wondering, if, uh, 103 00:08:43,264 --> 00:08:46,299 I could ask you some questions sometime about music? 104 00:08:46,302 --> 00:08:48,037 The industry, how to make it? 105 00:08:49,471 --> 00:08:50,471 "Make it?" 106 00:08:51,273 --> 00:08:52,274 Yeah. 107 00:08:53,875 --> 00:08:54,942 You're asking the wrong question. 108 00:08:54,943 --> 00:08:56,876 It's not about making it. 109 00:08:56,879 --> 00:09:00,316 It's about whatever our songs give people. You know? 110 00:09:01,450 --> 00:09:02,884 So, what do you wanna give people? 111 00:09:04,419 --> 00:09:06,154 - Figure that out first. - Yeah. 112 00:09:07,489 --> 00:09:09,158 Nice to meet you, man. 113 00:09:13,261 --> 00:09:14,327 Hey. 114 00:09:14,330 --> 00:09:15,831 Yes? Yes? 115 00:09:17,533 --> 00:09:19,235 Do you know how to tune a guitar? 116 00:09:21,036 --> 00:09:22,738 Yeah. 117 00:09:23,572 --> 00:09:24,940 Half a step down. 118 00:09:32,947 --> 00:09:38,585 ? Take My hand and walk where I lead 119 00:09:38,586 --> 00:09:44,390 ? Keep your eyes on Me alone 120 00:09:44,393 --> 00:09:50,029 ? Don't you say why were the old days better 121 00:09:50,032 --> 00:09:55,469 ? Just because you're scared of the unknown 122 00:09:55,471 --> 00:10:00,042 ? Take My hand and walk 123 00:10:01,176 --> 00:10:03,544 ? Take My hand and walk 124 00:10:06,548 --> 00:10:12,254 ? Take My hand and walk 125 00:10:16,292 --> 00:10:18,357 That was so good. Love it. 126 00:10:18,360 --> 00:10:20,229 Hey, kid. Guitar! 127 00:10:23,932 --> 00:10:24,998 - Here you go. - Thanks, man. 128 00:10:45,421 --> 00:10:47,287 Excuse me. I'm so sorry. 129 00:10:56,298 --> 00:10:57,298 - Hi. - Hi. 130 00:10:59,067 --> 00:11:00,302 I, um... 131 00:11:01,370 --> 00:11:02,538 I'm Jeremy. 132 00:11:03,339 --> 00:11:04,373 Melissa. 133 00:11:05,206 --> 00:11:06,373 "Melissa." 134 00:11:06,375 --> 00:11:07,576 Yep. 135 00:11:08,443 --> 00:11:10,110 I saw you tonight. 136 00:11:10,111 --> 00:11:12,446 I mean, I was watching you. "Watching?" 137 00:11:13,514 --> 00:11:15,049 Watched you. 138 00:11:16,184 --> 00:11:17,318 You were watching me? 139 00:11:19,321 --> 00:11:20,422 Okay. 140 00:11:21,523 --> 00:11:23,255 - Okay. - Melissa. 141 00:11:23,258 --> 00:11:24,259 I gotta go. 142 00:11:25,193 --> 00:11:26,259 Bye. 143 00:11:26,260 --> 00:11:28,327 - Well, I sing too. - Hmm? 144 00:11:28,330 --> 00:11:30,499 I sing. I saw you singing. 145 00:11:31,366 --> 00:11:32,368 Nice. 146 00:11:34,937 --> 00:11:35,937 Bye. 147 00:11:44,312 --> 00:11:45,379 A record deal 148 00:11:45,380 --> 00:11:47,114 two years after you graduated here. 149 00:11:47,115 --> 00:11:49,182 How? 150 00:11:49,183 --> 00:11:51,217 I just kept writing songs, man. 151 00:11:51,220 --> 00:11:52,284 It's all about the songs. 152 00:11:52,287 --> 00:11:55,455 Write what you care about, what you're afraid of. 153 00:11:55,456 --> 00:11:58,959 Whatever it is, it needs to be truth. 154 00:11:58,961 --> 00:12:00,562 Is that what you write about? The truth? 155 00:12:02,029 --> 00:12:04,633 Brother, I write love songs, to God. 156 00:12:06,000 --> 00:12:07,701 Mostly to God. 157 00:12:07,703 --> 00:12:09,369 Sometimes to a girl. 158 00:12:09,370 --> 00:12:10,705 I'm writing one right now for a girl, 159 00:12:10,706 --> 00:12:12,640 and this girl, man, she is... 160 00:12:14,442 --> 00:12:17,076 So, yeah. 161 00:12:17,078 --> 00:12:19,513 Write what you love, yeah? Get after it. 162 00:12:19,514 --> 00:12:21,414 Hasten the day. 163 00:12:21,417 --> 00:12:22,518 What does that mean? 164 00:12:24,186 --> 00:12:26,286 You know, a day with no more pain, 165 00:12:26,288 --> 00:12:29,357 no suffering, every tear wiped away. 166 00:12:32,394 --> 00:12:35,227 Our music pulls that closer. 167 00:12:35,230 --> 00:12:36,298 So... 168 00:12:37,633 --> 00:12:39,000 Hasten the day. 169 00:12:48,342 --> 00:12:51,613 ? Why it has to hurt so much 170 00:12:54,450 --> 00:12:57,952 ? Give Me all your sadness ? 171 00:13:00,690 --> 00:13:02,692 So, you actually do sing. 172 00:13:04,326 --> 00:13:05,392 And? 173 00:13:05,394 --> 00:13:06,493 And... 174 00:13:06,495 --> 00:13:10,999 I have pretty high standards when it comes to music, 175 00:13:12,100 --> 00:13:13,368 but it's good. 176 00:13:15,070 --> 00:13:16,436 Like, very good, or... 177 00:13:16,437 --> 00:13:18,205 Yeah, pretty good. 178 00:13:18,206 --> 00:13:20,105 Oh, just "pretty good." 179 00:13:20,107 --> 00:13:22,043 Yeah, pretty good. 180 00:13:23,177 --> 00:13:24,178 Do you write your own songs? 181 00:13:25,080 --> 00:13:26,546 I'm working on some stuff. 182 00:13:26,548 --> 00:13:27,715 Can I hear it? 183 00:13:27,716 --> 00:13:29,349 - Can you hear it? - Yeah. 184 00:13:29,350 --> 00:13:31,150 Sure, if I can read your journal. 185 00:13:31,153 --> 00:13:33,054 What? No. 186 00:13:35,090 --> 00:13:37,225 - I should get to class. - Yeah. 187 00:13:38,059 --> 00:13:40,192 You keep singing, Jeremy. 188 00:13:40,195 --> 00:13:42,095 - Camp. - Hmm? 189 00:13:42,096 --> 00:13:45,499 - Jeremy Camp is my full name. - Okay. 190 00:13:45,500 --> 00:13:46,735 Jeremy Camp. 191 00:13:49,337 --> 00:13:51,071 Hey, what are you doing tonight? 192 00:13:51,072 --> 00:13:52,538 Tonight? Oh, that depends. 193 00:13:52,540 --> 00:13:54,307 There's lots of stuff I could be doing, really. 194 00:13:54,308 --> 00:13:55,408 A lot of things. 195 00:13:55,409 --> 00:13:59,546 Oh, okay. Well, if you find yourself free at 8:00, 196 00:13:59,548 --> 00:14:01,480 I'll be at the beach, Oceanside Pier. 197 00:14:01,482 --> 00:14:04,083 You know, stop on by. 198 00:14:04,086 --> 00:14:05,150 It's a date. 199 00:14:05,153 --> 00:14:06,485 What? No. 200 00:14:06,488 --> 00:14:09,322 It's not a date. 201 00:14:09,323 --> 00:14:10,791 Really? Because you literally just asked me out 202 00:14:10,793 --> 00:14:12,491 just right over here. 203 00:14:12,494 --> 00:14:13,730 We'll see. 204 00:14:16,097 --> 00:14:19,231 Oh, yeah, and you should, um, bring your guitar as well. 205 00:14:19,234 --> 00:14:20,701 Okay. 206 00:14:20,702 --> 00:14:22,736 - It's a date. - Not a date! 207 00:14:22,739 --> 00:14:23,806 Not. 208 00:14:25,541 --> 00:14:26,708 It's a date. 209 00:14:29,510 --> 00:14:30,679 It's definitely a date. 210 00:14:47,361 --> 00:14:48,427 Oh, hey. 211 00:14:48,429 --> 00:14:50,197 - Hi! You showed up. - Hey. 212 00:14:51,533 --> 00:14:54,600 See? Told you it wasn't a date. 213 00:14:54,602 --> 00:14:55,668 Yeah. 214 00:14:55,671 --> 00:14:57,504 - Hey. Good to see you. - Hey, man. 215 00:14:57,505 --> 00:15:00,139 Uh, you guys... I didn't know you guys were friends. 216 00:15:00,142 --> 00:15:01,607 Oh, yeah. He's my best friend. 217 00:15:01,610 --> 00:15:03,778 No, you just keep taking my food. 218 00:15:03,779 --> 00:15:06,613 Well, why won't you share these? 219 00:15:06,615 --> 00:15:08,648 How long have you, uh, been friends for? 220 00:15:08,649 --> 00:15:10,350 Oh, um... 221 00:15:10,351 --> 00:15:13,253 Like, freshman year. I was working at Sunset Point. 222 00:15:13,254 --> 00:15:14,453 Right, at the restaurant. 223 00:15:14,456 --> 00:15:15,755 - Mmm-hmm. - And then we kind of started 224 00:15:15,758 --> 00:15:17,692 this, uh, tradition, I guess, here. 225 00:15:17,693 --> 00:15:19,292 Mmm-hmm. Oh, actually, though, 226 00:15:19,293 --> 00:15:21,394 you were truly my running partner 227 00:15:21,395 --> 00:15:23,495 - for my first year at school. - Well, not by choice. 228 00:15:23,498 --> 00:15:25,164 And then he decided to become a rock star 229 00:15:25,167 --> 00:15:26,332 and get lazy on me. 230 00:15:26,335 --> 00:15:27,602 Yeah. Here we are. 231 00:15:31,440 --> 00:15:33,206 You brought your guitar. 232 00:15:33,207 --> 00:15:35,341 I did. Well, you asked me to. 233 00:15:35,344 --> 00:15:36,876 Right, right. I did. 234 00:15:36,879 --> 00:15:40,346 Maybe you should, um, start us off with a song. 235 00:15:40,349 --> 00:15:41,948 We always start off with a song, so it would be nice... 236 00:15:41,951 --> 00:15:42,984 Oh, no. I'm not... 237 00:15:42,985 --> 00:15:43,985 No. Let's hear what you got. Come on. 238 00:15:43,986 --> 00:15:46,452 Hey, you guys, this is Jeremy Camp. Right? 239 00:15:47,522 --> 00:15:49,254 And he's going to, uh, sing for us. 240 00:15:49,256 --> 00:15:50,758 Except, no, I'm not going to. 241 00:15:50,759 --> 00:15:53,528 Please? Come on. Do you have a song that you like? 242 00:15:54,931 --> 00:15:57,630 All right. I guess I'm playing a song. 243 00:15:59,701 --> 00:16:01,201 Uh, Find Me In The River? 244 00:16:01,202 --> 00:16:03,171 Yeah. I love that song. 245 00:16:03,873 --> 00:16:04,874 All right. 246 00:16:10,412 --> 00:16:12,413 ? Find me in the river 247 00:16:16,585 --> 00:16:19,855 ? Find me on my knees 248 00:16:22,490 --> 00:16:24,894 ? I've walked Against the water 249 00:16:28,363 --> 00:16:31,232 ? Now I'm waiting if you please 250 00:16:34,703 --> 00:16:37,605 ? We've longed To see the roses 251 00:16:40,777 --> 00:16:43,679 ? But never Felt the thorns 252 00:16:46,982 --> 00:16:49,786 ? And bought our pretty crowns 253 00:16:52,653 --> 00:16:55,624 ? But never paid the price 254 00:16:59,260 --> 00:17:01,660 ? We didn't count on suffering 255 00:17:04,866 --> 00:17:07,769 ? We didn't count on pain 256 00:17:10,740 --> 00:17:13,776 ? But if the blessing's In the valley 257 00:17:16,913 --> 00:17:19,949 ? Then in the river I will wait 258 00:17:24,653 --> 00:17:27,619 ? Find me in the river 259 00:17:27,622 --> 00:17:30,656 ? Find me there 260 00:17:30,659 --> 00:17:36,864 ? Find me on my knees With my soul laid bare 261 00:17:36,865 --> 00:17:42,869 ? Even though You're gone And I'm cracked and dry 262 00:17:42,872 --> 00:17:45,574 ? Find me in the river 263 00:17:47,375 --> 00:17:50,644 ? I'm waiting here for you 264 00:17:53,347 --> 00:17:55,785 ? I'm waiting here for you 265 00:17:59,488 --> 00:18:02,457 ? I'm waiting here for you 266 00:18:10,799 --> 00:18:12,433 So nice. 267 00:18:24,747 --> 00:18:26,946 - Whoo. Hey. What are you... - Hey. What are you... 268 00:18:26,949 --> 00:18:28,082 What are you doing here? 269 00:18:28,084 --> 00:18:31,486 This is where I walk every morning. 270 00:18:32,354 --> 00:18:33,452 Uh... 271 00:18:33,454 --> 00:18:36,422 Huh. But, how did... What did... 272 00:18:36,423 --> 00:18:37,656 Nice view. 273 00:18:37,659 --> 00:18:40,359 Well, yeah. It is really nice. 274 00:18:40,362 --> 00:18:42,797 This is, like, my favorite place to run. 275 00:18:42,798 --> 00:18:44,566 Do you wanna join? 276 00:18:46,134 --> 00:18:47,500 Run? 277 00:18:47,501 --> 00:18:48,567 Yeah. 278 00:18:48,569 --> 00:18:49,804 I'm not really dressed. 279 00:18:49,806 --> 00:18:52,507 Okay. Well, bet I could beat you. 280 00:18:53,607 --> 00:18:55,142 I bet you couldn't. 281 00:18:55,144 --> 00:18:56,443 Yeah? 282 00:18:57,378 --> 00:18:58,913 Better give it a try, then. 283 00:18:58,914 --> 00:18:59,980 I'm not running. 284 00:18:59,981 --> 00:19:01,717 Better run. Fast! 285 00:19:05,554 --> 00:19:07,554 You're huffing pretty hard back there. 286 00:19:07,556 --> 00:19:09,557 I'm fine. 287 00:19:12,694 --> 00:19:14,127 Hey, can I ask you something? 288 00:19:14,130 --> 00:19:15,561 Yeah. 289 00:19:15,564 --> 00:19:18,463 What's the deal with you and Jean-Luc? 290 00:19:18,465 --> 00:19:21,500 You guys, like, a thing? Or... 291 00:19:21,502 --> 00:19:22,568 Oh. 292 00:19:22,570 --> 00:19:24,137 It's, um... 293 00:19:26,407 --> 00:19:27,606 It's complicated. 294 00:19:27,608 --> 00:19:28,508 How so? 295 00:19:28,509 --> 00:19:31,611 He was my first friend here, actually. 296 00:19:31,613 --> 00:19:36,018 But, uh, I think this year, his feelings for me, um, 297 00:19:37,720 --> 00:19:38,885 have changed. 298 00:19:38,887 --> 00:19:42,690 And I never felt that way about him, so... 299 00:19:42,692 --> 00:19:45,460 So, uh, what do you feel about me? 300 00:20:02,077 --> 00:20:03,746 - This is last night? - Yeah. 301 00:20:04,779 --> 00:20:05,846 You want me to play it for you, 302 00:20:05,847 --> 00:20:06,980 give you a feel for the tempo? 303 00:20:06,982 --> 00:20:08,915 No. It's about the words. 304 00:20:08,917 --> 00:20:11,684 - Is there a bridge? - Yeah. It's... 305 00:20:14,623 --> 00:20:17,960 ? So you will call And I will answer 306 00:20:18,928 --> 00:20:20,928 ? Yeah 307 00:20:20,930 --> 00:20:24,566 ? I hold you All through the night 308 00:20:24,967 --> 00:20:26,566 ? Yeah 309 00:20:26,567 --> 00:20:30,873 ? Yeah, you will make it All right 310 00:20:32,507 --> 00:20:34,473 ? Yeah 311 00:20:34,476 --> 00:20:38,011 ? And I will guard you Through the night ? 312 00:20:43,585 --> 00:20:45,685 Thank you. 313 00:20:45,688 --> 00:20:47,153 Since we're all having such a great time, 314 00:20:47,155 --> 00:20:49,157 I'd like to do something a little different. 315 00:20:50,525 --> 00:20:52,792 I have a new friend, 316 00:20:52,795 --> 00:20:56,697 and this friend wrote a song that I think is pretty good. 317 00:20:56,699 --> 00:20:58,932 And I'd like to bring him out so he can sing it right now. 318 00:20:58,934 --> 00:21:03,568 So please welcome my friend, Jeremy Camp! 319 00:21:05,507 --> 00:21:06,941 - I'm not gonna... - Go! 320 00:21:06,942 --> 00:21:09,679 - I'm not gonna... Melissa! - Oh, my God, go. Go, go, go! 321 00:21:21,958 --> 00:21:23,757 Hello, everyone. 322 00:21:26,962 --> 00:21:29,832 This is kind of, uh, unexpected. Um... 323 00:21:33,667 --> 00:21:35,670 This song is basically just, um, 324 00:21:36,838 --> 00:21:40,039 just a bunch of questions that I have. 325 00:21:42,845 --> 00:21:44,511 So... 326 00:22:02,897 --> 00:22:06,866 ? In only a moment Truth was seen 327 00:22:06,868 --> 00:22:09,303 ? Revealed this mystery 328 00:22:09,305 --> 00:22:13,976 ? The crown that showed No dignity, He wore 329 00:22:15,845 --> 00:22:19,246 ? And the King was placed 330 00:22:19,248 --> 00:22:22,582 ? For all the world To show disgrace 331 00:22:22,584 --> 00:22:28,057 ? But only beauty flowed From this place 332 00:22:30,159 --> 00:22:33,828 ? Would you take the place Of this man? 333 00:22:36,832 --> 00:22:41,002 ? Would you take the nails From His hands? 334 00:22:43,605 --> 00:22:47,242 ? Would you take the place Of this man? 335 00:22:50,145 --> 00:22:53,848 ? Would you take the nails From His hands? 336 00:22:54,316 --> 00:22:55,884 ? Oh, oh 337 00:22:59,154 --> 00:23:00,722 ? Yeah 338 00:23:01,891 --> 00:23:04,059 ? Oh 339 00:23:05,361 --> 00:23:06,727 ? Yeah 340 00:23:10,165 --> 00:23:13,836 ? Would you take the place Of this man? 341 00:23:16,771 --> 00:23:20,675 ? Would you take the nails From His hands? 342 00:23:23,412 --> 00:23:27,883 ? Would you take the place Of this man? 343 00:23:30,152 --> 00:23:33,654 ? Would you take the nails From His hands? 344 00:23:35,090 --> 00:23:36,690 ? Oh, yeah 345 00:23:45,300 --> 00:23:48,134 You were really amazing tonight. 346 00:23:48,136 --> 00:23:49,869 - Yeah? - Mmm-hmm. 347 00:23:49,872 --> 00:23:51,673 So, does this answer my question? 348 00:23:52,173 --> 00:23:53,174 What? 349 00:23:55,076 --> 00:23:58,010 You are a piece of work, you know that? 350 00:23:58,012 --> 00:23:59,078 And? 351 00:23:59,080 --> 00:24:01,214 And I made a promise 352 00:24:01,217 --> 00:24:03,250 that I wouldn't get distracted this year. 353 00:24:03,251 --> 00:24:06,686 And you're very distracting, potentially. 354 00:24:06,689 --> 00:24:08,122 A promise to who? 355 00:24:08,124 --> 00:24:09,323 God. 356 00:24:09,325 --> 00:24:13,093 And my sister, but mostly God. 357 00:24:13,095 --> 00:24:15,695 Actually, it's pretty equal between the two of them. 358 00:24:15,698 --> 00:24:17,031 You should meet my sister. 359 00:24:18,032 --> 00:24:19,835 So, I understand you now. 360 00:24:21,470 --> 00:24:23,403 What? 361 00:24:23,404 --> 00:24:25,372 You don't like to disappoint people. 362 00:24:25,374 --> 00:24:27,175 That's not true. 363 00:24:28,144 --> 00:24:30,045 Okay, it's sometimes... 364 00:24:30,913 --> 00:24:32,114 Okay, it's true. 365 00:24:33,115 --> 00:24:34,648 This is about Jean-Luc. 366 00:24:36,719 --> 00:24:37,853 I can't. I... 367 00:24:40,189 --> 00:24:41,856 I really don't wanna hurt him. 368 00:24:44,326 --> 00:24:47,794 So, yeah. That's why I should just 369 00:24:47,796 --> 00:24:48,931 never look at you again. 370 00:24:49,964 --> 00:24:50,965 Melissa. 371 00:24:53,001 --> 00:24:54,002 Okay. 372 00:24:55,037 --> 00:24:56,805 Permission to speak freely? 373 00:24:57,338 --> 00:24:58,339 Okay. 374 00:24:59,474 --> 00:25:01,242 What if this is destiny? 375 00:25:02,510 --> 00:25:04,978 What if we were supposed to meet 376 00:25:04,980 --> 00:25:07,047 and we were supposed to feel this way about each other, 377 00:25:07,048 --> 00:25:09,384 and God wants us to run towards it, not away from it? 378 00:25:11,287 --> 00:25:13,355 I think we wouldn't wanna miss that, right? 379 00:25:20,996 --> 00:25:22,397 Just promise me you'll think about it. 380 00:25:42,050 --> 00:25:43,317 Raj. 381 00:25:46,020 --> 00:25:48,020 Sleeping. 382 00:25:49,325 --> 00:25:50,491 Yeah? 383 00:25:52,361 --> 00:25:53,394 Hi. 384 00:25:54,462 --> 00:25:55,528 Okay. 385 00:25:55,530 --> 00:25:56,731 Oh. 386 00:26:01,036 --> 00:26:02,238 Hey. 387 00:26:04,205 --> 00:26:06,040 I thought about it. 388 00:26:06,808 --> 00:26:08,410 All night, actually. 389 00:26:09,912 --> 00:26:11,079 And okay. 390 00:26:11,980 --> 00:26:13,048 "Okay?" 391 00:26:14,516 --> 00:26:15,982 Yes. 392 00:26:15,984 --> 00:26:17,550 Okay. 393 00:26:17,553 --> 00:26:19,152 One date. 394 00:26:19,153 --> 00:26:20,321 Oh. 395 00:26:22,523 --> 00:26:24,891 Yep. Okay, yeah. All right. 396 00:26:24,893 --> 00:26:27,426 I mean, okay. 397 00:26:27,429 --> 00:26:29,330 Cool. Okay. 398 00:26:36,572 --> 00:26:37,972 Yes! 399 00:26:42,243 --> 00:26:45,547 It should be starting pretty soon. 400 00:26:47,415 --> 00:26:50,083 Here we are. 401 00:26:50,085 --> 00:26:53,252 This was always my favorite room when I was a little girl. 402 00:26:53,255 --> 00:26:55,355 You grow up around here? 403 00:26:55,356 --> 00:26:56,357 Mostly. 404 00:26:58,559 --> 00:27:00,559 What do you wanna do when you graduate? 405 00:27:02,498 --> 00:27:04,230 Everything. 406 00:27:04,232 --> 00:27:06,532 All of it, you know? 407 00:27:06,535 --> 00:27:08,268 But apparently, 408 00:27:08,269 --> 00:27:10,269 I'm supposed to choose just one thing, 409 00:27:10,271 --> 00:27:13,039 and I can't seem to do that. 410 00:27:13,041 --> 00:27:15,044 So, that's why I like to come here. 411 00:27:16,412 --> 00:27:18,345 The stars always seem to help. 412 00:27:21,115 --> 00:27:22,182 Enjoy the show. 413 00:27:22,183 --> 00:27:24,053 It's starting. 414 00:27:28,656 --> 00:27:29,657 Wow. 415 00:27:33,528 --> 00:27:34,962 Mmm-hmm. 416 00:27:40,336 --> 00:27:42,037 I love them. 417 00:27:45,374 --> 00:27:48,208 My dad used to take us sailing a lot, 418 00:27:48,210 --> 00:27:50,309 and you have not seen stars 419 00:27:50,311 --> 00:27:52,314 until you've seen them on the open ocean. 420 00:27:57,419 --> 00:27:58,453 Mmm. 421 00:28:00,455 --> 00:28:02,458 Do you see that right there? 422 00:28:04,559 --> 00:28:06,028 That little blob of light? 423 00:28:07,195 --> 00:28:09,998 That's right, the little blob of light. 424 00:28:12,601 --> 00:28:14,401 It's called Andromeda. 425 00:28:14,403 --> 00:28:17,037 That's the farthest thing visible to the naked eye, actually. 426 00:28:17,038 --> 00:28:18,171 What is it, a star? 427 00:28:18,173 --> 00:28:20,108 No, it's a galaxy. 428 00:28:21,477 --> 00:28:27,247 See, our sun is one star in the Milky Way galaxy. 429 00:28:27,249 --> 00:28:29,717 Do you know how many stars there are in the Milky Way? 430 00:28:29,719 --> 00:28:31,351 I have no clue. 431 00:28:31,353 --> 00:28:32,952 Three hundred billion. 432 00:28:32,954 --> 00:28:33,987 Yeah. Right. 433 00:28:33,989 --> 00:28:38,692 And Andromeda is a galaxy with one trillion stars. 434 00:28:38,694 --> 00:28:40,561 They all shine together. 435 00:28:42,029 --> 00:28:44,498 So, that, my new friend, 436 00:28:44,500 --> 00:28:46,501 is the definition of wonder. 437 00:28:50,972 --> 00:28:54,143 God is so infinitely vast, 438 00:28:55,176 --> 00:28:57,011 and this is His painting. 439 00:28:58,646 --> 00:29:00,980 We paint with brushes, 440 00:29:00,982 --> 00:29:04,318 He paints with a billion stars and a trillion galaxies. 441 00:29:07,522 --> 00:29:09,290 And He knows my name. 442 00:29:12,493 --> 00:29:16,265 The God of a trillion stars knows my name. 443 00:29:17,700 --> 00:29:20,067 And He has a destiny just for me. 444 00:29:22,503 --> 00:29:24,173 And I'm gonna figure it out, 445 00:29:25,240 --> 00:29:26,474 someday. 446 00:29:36,351 --> 00:29:38,319 So that's how I see the world, 447 00:29:39,354 --> 00:29:41,355 and myself in it. 448 00:29:48,730 --> 00:29:50,265 What are you thinking? 449 00:29:52,667 --> 00:29:55,037 That I've never met anyone like you before. 450 00:29:56,739 --> 00:30:01,108 Well, I'm just one star in an infinite galaxy. 451 00:30:06,315 --> 00:30:08,317 Some stars shine brighter than others. 452 00:30:22,064 --> 00:30:23,698 - This is you, right? - No, that's not me. 453 00:30:23,700 --> 00:30:25,365 - You sure? - Nope. No, no, no. Shh. 454 00:30:25,366 --> 00:30:27,067 It's late! You're gonna wake people up. This is me. 455 00:30:27,068 --> 00:30:28,167 This is me. 456 00:30:28,170 --> 00:30:30,439 - Okay. - This is me. 457 00:30:30,839 --> 00:30:32,039 Um... 458 00:30:33,174 --> 00:30:34,676 So, Friday night? 459 00:30:35,477 --> 00:30:37,376 Yes. 460 00:30:37,378 --> 00:30:39,278 But, um, could we just keep it 461 00:30:39,280 --> 00:30:42,082 between us right now at first, you know? 462 00:30:42,084 --> 00:30:44,483 - Yeah. No, of course. Of course. - Right? 463 00:30:44,486 --> 00:30:46,318 I'm great at keeping secrets. 464 00:30:46,320 --> 00:30:48,121 Oh, I'm great at keeping secrets too. 465 00:30:48,123 --> 00:30:49,355 Great. It's a secret, then. 466 00:30:49,357 --> 00:30:50,358 Total secret. 467 00:30:54,797 --> 00:30:56,131 - Good night. - Good night. 468 00:31:12,548 --> 00:31:14,280 Hey, sis. 469 00:31:14,282 --> 00:31:17,419 So, I met someone. 470 00:31:18,619 --> 00:31:20,721 Joshua Tree. Perfect album. 471 00:31:20,722 --> 00:31:22,556 No way. I think I have it. 472 00:31:22,557 --> 00:31:24,791 His name is Jeremy. Jeremy Camp. 473 00:31:24,794 --> 00:31:28,295 He plays music. I love his songs. 474 00:31:28,297 --> 00:31:29,229 It's so good. 475 00:31:29,230 --> 00:31:30,398 Right. So, how do you play this? 476 00:31:32,401 --> 00:31:33,402 Okay, Prince? 477 00:31:36,171 --> 00:31:38,073 And I don't know, there's something about him. 478 00:31:39,540 --> 00:31:41,741 That is the dryer. 479 00:31:41,743 --> 00:31:44,445 You may wanna start with the washer. 480 00:31:45,781 --> 00:31:46,980 Right. 481 00:31:46,982 --> 00:31:48,615 But we're just gonna get to know each other. 482 00:31:48,616 --> 00:31:50,352 That's it. 483 00:31:51,887 --> 00:31:53,087 What? 484 00:31:54,323 --> 00:31:57,356 - I mean, come on. - That was amazing. 485 00:31:57,358 --> 00:31:58,657 Favorite place? 486 00:31:58,660 --> 00:31:59,828 Ocean. 487 00:32:00,896 --> 00:32:02,696 Definitely ocean. 488 00:32:38,299 --> 00:32:40,366 Community service. 489 00:32:40,368 --> 00:32:43,202 When you realize that life is bigger than you. 490 00:32:43,204 --> 00:32:44,637 - You grow when you see... - I don't care. 491 00:32:44,640 --> 00:32:45,740 Mr. Camp. 492 00:32:45,741 --> 00:32:47,674 Hmm? Yes? 493 00:32:47,676 --> 00:32:48,677 You wanna come back to Earth? 494 00:32:50,712 --> 00:32:51,912 Honestly, not really. 495 00:32:53,582 --> 00:32:54,914 Aw. 496 00:32:54,916 --> 00:32:56,650 You got a little girlfriend? 497 00:32:56,652 --> 00:32:59,854 So cute. No, really. It's really, really cute. 498 00:32:59,855 --> 00:33:01,320 - All right, you guys... - Sorry. 499 00:33:01,323 --> 00:33:02,657 ...sign-ups are in the back. 500 00:33:05,894 --> 00:33:07,259 What's this? 501 00:33:07,261 --> 00:33:08,996 Right now, it's just a blank tape. 502 00:33:08,998 --> 00:33:10,663 Mmm-mmm. Tapes have soul. 503 00:33:10,665 --> 00:33:12,432 Why are you giving this to me? 504 00:33:12,433 --> 00:33:15,402 Well, our record label's paying for a new album. 505 00:33:15,403 --> 00:33:17,569 So I called the engineer. He's a friend of mine. 506 00:33:17,571 --> 00:33:19,707 If we hustle, we'll have an extra couple of hours. 507 00:33:19,709 --> 00:33:23,242 I can get you in there, and we can turn that into your demo. 508 00:33:23,244 --> 00:33:25,011 - No. - Two songs, maybe three. 509 00:33:25,013 --> 00:33:26,613 I'll send it off to some producers. 510 00:33:26,615 --> 00:33:28,549 I don't know what to say. Are you serious? 511 00:33:28,984 --> 00:33:30,416 Yeah. 512 00:33:30,419 --> 00:33:32,019 That's amazing. 513 00:33:32,020 --> 00:33:33,854 - That's... - Very cool. 514 00:33:33,855 --> 00:33:35,622 - You're invited too. - Hmm? 515 00:33:35,624 --> 00:33:38,657 - Yeah. - Oh, no. I don't need to go... 516 00:33:38,660 --> 00:33:40,292 No, no, no. Forget that. 517 00:33:40,295 --> 00:33:41,394 Forget that. I want you there. 518 00:33:41,395 --> 00:33:42,362 I don't wanna go. 519 00:33:42,364 --> 00:33:44,663 I have a song that I'd like to play for you. 520 00:33:44,665 --> 00:33:46,701 - It'll be fun. - Oh. Um, 521 00:33:46,702 --> 00:33:47,666 I don't think that's a... 522 00:33:47,669 --> 00:33:49,806 Hey, look, can I talk to Melissa for a minute? 523 00:33:52,909 --> 00:33:54,406 Yeah, yeah, sure. 524 00:33:54,409 --> 00:33:56,576 - Uh... Oh, okay. - I'll call you later. 525 00:33:56,577 --> 00:33:57,944 Yeah. I'll, uh, 526 00:33:57,947 --> 00:33:59,412 - see you later? - Yeah. 527 00:33:59,413 --> 00:34:00,817 - Yep. Bye. - Bye. 528 00:34:03,051 --> 00:34:04,921 You were out there for a long time. 529 00:34:07,321 --> 00:34:08,489 Did he ask you out? 530 00:34:09,423 --> 00:34:10,425 Sort of. 531 00:34:11,326 --> 00:34:12,860 Okay. And? 532 00:34:12,862 --> 00:34:14,494 Doesn't this all just bother you? 533 00:34:14,496 --> 00:34:15,963 Yeah, of course it bothers me, Melissa. 534 00:34:15,965 --> 00:34:17,030 You should just tell him. 535 00:34:17,032 --> 00:34:19,467 I can't tell him. I... 536 00:34:22,771 --> 00:34:23,940 Are you wearing his jacket? 537 00:34:26,507 --> 00:34:27,509 Yeah. 538 00:34:28,811 --> 00:34:30,143 You're wearing Jean-Luc's jacket? 539 00:34:30,146 --> 00:34:32,478 Yes. He gave it to me. He said I didn't have enough clothes. 540 00:34:32,481 --> 00:34:33,579 And I actually really like it. 541 00:34:33,581 --> 00:34:35,750 Wow. This is just... I, I... 542 00:34:35,751 --> 00:34:38,585 I really cannot look at you in the jacket. 543 00:34:38,586 --> 00:34:40,320 He gave me the jacket. 544 00:34:40,322 --> 00:34:41,489 It's not like I took it from him. 545 00:34:43,025 --> 00:34:44,423 Maybe... 546 00:34:44,425 --> 00:34:47,427 Maybe we should just rethink all of this. 547 00:34:47,429 --> 00:34:48,862 Rethink what, us dating? 548 00:34:48,864 --> 00:34:51,831 See, now you're mad and everyone seems to be mad. 549 00:34:51,833 --> 00:34:53,434 I'm not mad. 550 00:34:57,840 --> 00:34:59,639 Jeremy! 551 00:34:59,641 --> 00:35:01,643 - He's right there. - Hi! 552 00:35:04,045 --> 00:35:05,577 Hey! 553 00:35:05,579 --> 00:35:07,614 Is this your girlfriend? 554 00:35:07,615 --> 00:35:09,451 - Perfect. - Josh! 555 00:35:12,789 --> 00:35:14,420 So, how long you two been dating? 556 00:35:14,422 --> 00:35:16,690 Um... 557 00:35:16,692 --> 00:35:19,893 It's... Not like that. 558 00:35:19,896 --> 00:35:23,398 Yeah. We're just trying to get to know each other. 559 00:35:24,699 --> 00:35:27,967 He's really told us all about you, 560 00:35:27,969 --> 00:35:29,670 - like a broken record. - Mom. 561 00:35:30,605 --> 00:35:32,072 - Jeremy. - What? 562 00:35:32,074 --> 00:35:33,807 I love Melissa. 563 00:35:33,809 --> 00:35:36,043 Jeremy has a girlfriend! 564 00:35:36,045 --> 00:35:37,612 Josh, that's enough. Come on. 565 00:35:38,079 --> 00:35:39,079 Eat your food. 566 00:35:39,081 --> 00:35:40,612 Jeremy has a... 567 00:35:40,614 --> 00:35:41,717 Jared, shut up. 568 00:35:44,753 --> 00:35:46,856 Okay, you're walking really fast. 569 00:35:47,956 --> 00:35:49,956 - Why are you so mad? - I'm not mad. 570 00:35:49,958 --> 00:35:51,657 Really? 'Cause you seem mad to me. 571 00:35:51,659 --> 00:35:53,793 Maybe it's because you're embarrassed by your family, 572 00:35:53,795 --> 00:35:54,929 and I don't get that. 573 00:35:54,931 --> 00:35:57,130 I wasn't embarrassed by them. 574 00:35:57,132 --> 00:35:59,967 So, you're embarrassed by me, then? 575 00:35:59,969 --> 00:36:01,835 I'm embarrassed by the fact 576 00:36:01,838 --> 00:36:03,737 that you don't want anyone to know that we're dating. 577 00:36:03,739 --> 00:36:06,505 It's... It's awkward. 578 00:36:06,507 --> 00:36:07,574 What are we doing here? 579 00:36:07,576 --> 00:36:08,708 What do you even want? 580 00:36:08,710 --> 00:36:10,878 Give Jean-Luc his jacket back. 581 00:36:14,951 --> 00:36:17,485 Oh, my gosh. 582 00:36:23,092 --> 00:36:25,760 ? This is my desire 583 00:36:29,065 --> 00:36:31,967 ? This is my return 584 00:36:35,570 --> 00:36:38,572 ? This is my desire 585 00:36:40,876 --> 00:36:43,510 ? To be used by You 586 00:36:49,117 --> 00:36:50,820 ? Oh, yeah 587 00:36:52,487 --> 00:36:54,586 ? Yeah 588 00:36:54,588 --> 00:36:57,092 ? This is my desire 589 00:37:00,028 --> 00:37:02,998 ? To be used by You 590 00:37:05,166 --> 00:37:06,635 ? Yeah 591 00:37:12,108 --> 00:37:13,108 How was that? 592 00:37:14,509 --> 00:37:15,574 Really great. 593 00:37:15,577 --> 00:37:17,512 Look who it is. Look who's here. 594 00:37:18,545 --> 00:37:20,114 When did you write that? 595 00:37:20,115 --> 00:37:22,614 Uh, last night. 596 00:37:22,617 --> 00:37:23,920 After a conversation with a friend. 597 00:37:25,153 --> 00:37:27,253 All right, everyone. Let's take five. 598 00:37:27,255 --> 00:37:28,621 Gonna go work on something, 599 00:37:28,623 --> 00:37:30,523 but I'll see you in a bit. 600 00:37:30,525 --> 00:37:32,161 Can you hear me? Do you wanna come in here? 601 00:37:40,601 --> 00:37:42,170 - Hey. - Hey. 602 00:37:43,570 --> 00:37:44,739 That was a really nice song. 603 00:37:45,507 --> 00:37:46,574 I'm sorry. 604 00:37:47,509 --> 00:37:48,641 Yeah, yeah. 605 00:37:48,643 --> 00:37:50,880 I'm really sorry. 606 00:37:52,248 --> 00:37:54,083 I'm really sorry. 607 00:37:54,581 --> 00:37:56,516 Um... 608 00:37:56,518 --> 00:37:58,918 I've been learning a new song, just the chorus. 609 00:37:58,920 --> 00:38:00,721 Oh. 610 00:38:00,722 --> 00:38:02,190 - Can I play it to you? - Sure. 611 00:38:07,295 --> 00:38:11,563 ? I love you I love you, I love you 612 00:38:11,565 --> 00:38:16,072 ? I love you, I love you I love you ? 613 00:38:20,175 --> 00:38:21,744 Is that about God? 614 00:38:24,112 --> 00:38:25,512 Not entirely. 615 00:38:29,684 --> 00:38:30,786 Melissa. 616 00:38:31,585 --> 00:38:33,121 Yeah? 617 00:38:35,690 --> 00:38:36,992 I love you. 618 00:38:43,733 --> 00:38:45,565 Mmm. 619 00:38:45,567 --> 00:38:49,103 I don't think that I'm ready for that. 620 00:38:49,105 --> 00:38:50,106 Um... 621 00:38:55,945 --> 00:38:56,945 Oh. 622 00:38:58,780 --> 00:39:00,347 Jean-Luc! Hey, hey. 623 00:39:00,349 --> 00:39:01,916 I'm so sorry. 624 00:39:03,284 --> 00:39:04,885 I did not want any of that to happen. I just... 625 00:39:04,887 --> 00:39:06,019 Dude, let me explain. 626 00:39:06,021 --> 00:39:07,586 Don't bother. There's nothing to explain. 627 00:39:07,588 --> 00:39:09,056 Hear me out. Dude, I wanted to tell you, 628 00:39:09,057 --> 00:39:10,289 I just didn't know what to say. 629 00:39:10,291 --> 00:39:12,592 The truth. 630 00:39:12,594 --> 00:39:14,230 You should've just told me the truth. 631 00:39:17,967 --> 00:39:19,135 Melissa, you... 632 00:39:35,684 --> 00:39:37,186 - Hi. - Hi. 633 00:39:38,219 --> 00:39:40,353 Um, can I come in? 634 00:39:40,356 --> 00:39:41,623 I... 635 00:39:42,992 --> 00:39:44,860 I don't think that's a good idea. 636 00:39:49,998 --> 00:39:51,166 This is for you. 637 00:39:52,201 --> 00:39:53,202 It's, uh... 638 00:39:54,202 --> 00:39:55,268 It's another journal. 639 00:39:55,271 --> 00:39:56,702 I figure, after what I've done, 640 00:39:56,704 --> 00:39:58,039 you could use a lot more pages. 641 00:39:59,041 --> 00:40:00,041 Mmm. 642 00:40:02,643 --> 00:40:03,846 Wait. 643 00:40:05,347 --> 00:40:06,882 I'm sorry that happened. 644 00:40:08,284 --> 00:40:10,016 Obviously. 645 00:40:10,018 --> 00:40:11,019 But 646 00:40:12,253 --> 00:40:14,155 I'm also kind of relieved. 647 00:40:14,989 --> 00:40:16,255 Relieved? 648 00:40:16,257 --> 00:40:17,224 Yeah. 649 00:40:17,226 --> 00:40:19,159 I don't even know what that means. 650 00:40:19,161 --> 00:40:21,260 I am not relieved. 651 00:40:21,262 --> 00:40:22,963 I don't think Jean-Luc is relieved. 652 00:40:22,965 --> 00:40:24,697 Okay. "Relieved" isn't the right word. 653 00:40:24,699 --> 00:40:27,103 I'm happy that this is not a secret anymore. 654 00:40:28,070 --> 00:40:29,969 I didn't wanna hurt him, okay? 655 00:40:29,972 --> 00:40:32,139 So, I'm sorry, I just really don't wanna see you right now. 656 00:40:32,141 --> 00:40:33,907 Hold on. What are you saying? We're breaking up? 657 00:40:33,909 --> 00:40:35,309 Call it what you want. 658 00:40:35,311 --> 00:40:36,711 Why, I call it breaking up. 659 00:40:38,713 --> 00:40:39,715 Okay. 660 00:40:45,920 --> 00:40:47,322 Then I don't wanna see you for a while. 661 00:41:27,929 --> 00:41:29,329 Hello? 662 00:41:29,331 --> 00:41:31,398 Kirk to Enterprise. 663 00:41:33,235 --> 00:41:34,300 Hey, buddy. 664 00:41:34,302 --> 00:41:36,269 It's almost Christmas. 665 00:41:36,271 --> 00:41:38,271 I'm coming home. 666 00:41:38,273 --> 00:41:40,007 I miss you. 667 00:41:40,009 --> 00:41:41,074 I miss you too. 668 00:41:41,076 --> 00:41:42,842 We put up the Christmas tree. 669 00:41:42,844 --> 00:41:43,846 Yeah? 670 00:41:52,855 --> 00:41:53,856 Thank you. 671 00:41:55,490 --> 00:41:56,692 All right. 672 00:42:05,900 --> 00:42:07,467 Hey, Mom. 673 00:42:07,469 --> 00:42:09,235 Merry Christmas. 674 00:42:25,019 --> 00:42:26,021 Son. 675 00:42:26,322 --> 00:42:27,387 Hmm? 676 00:42:27,389 --> 00:42:29,458 How are things with Melissa? 677 00:42:31,860 --> 00:42:33,829 Jeremy has a girlfriend? 678 00:42:34,463 --> 00:42:35,898 No, buddy. 679 00:42:37,833 --> 00:42:39,835 Jeremy doesn't. 680 00:42:52,014 --> 00:42:53,313 Hello? 681 00:42:58,519 --> 00:42:59,788 Jeremy. 682 00:43:02,123 --> 00:43:03,590 Jeremy. 683 00:43:03,592 --> 00:43:05,125 There's a call for you. 684 00:43:05,126 --> 00:43:07,061 Some guy with the name Jean-Luc. 685 00:43:08,264 --> 00:43:09,797 Sounds important. 686 00:43:11,300 --> 00:43:12,632 Jean-Luc? 687 00:43:12,635 --> 00:43:15,469 Sorry to just call. I didn't know if you'd heard. 688 00:43:15,471 --> 00:43:16,472 Heard what? 689 00:43:17,438 --> 00:43:18,974 Melissa's sick. 690 00:43:21,876 --> 00:43:23,210 Well, is everything okay? 691 00:43:23,211 --> 00:43:24,512 Jeremy, it's pretty bad. 692 00:43:25,280 --> 00:43:27,115 You should get here. 693 00:43:34,889 --> 00:43:36,858 Jeremy, there's a map on the seat. 694 00:43:41,864 --> 00:43:43,329 You sure this is okay? 695 00:43:43,331 --> 00:43:44,398 Yeah, fine. Go. 696 00:43:44,400 --> 00:43:46,333 Just be careful. It's a long drive. 697 00:43:46,335 --> 00:43:47,400 Call us when you get there. 698 00:43:47,402 --> 00:43:48,403 Yeah. 699 00:44:23,905 --> 00:44:25,204 Hi. 700 00:44:25,206 --> 00:44:27,309 Uh, I'm here to see Melissa Henning. I'm a friend of hers. 701 00:44:34,182 --> 00:44:36,150 Hey. Hey. 702 00:44:37,353 --> 00:44:39,318 - You're Jeremy, right? - Yeah. 703 00:44:39,320 --> 00:44:40,454 Okay. 704 00:44:40,456 --> 00:44:44,291 Hi. We're Melissa's family. She's told us all about you. 705 00:44:44,293 --> 00:44:45,561 Nice to meet you. 706 00:44:47,096 --> 00:44:49,128 Hi. You must be Heather. 707 00:44:49,130 --> 00:44:50,398 Mmm-hmm. Big sis. 708 00:44:51,467 --> 00:44:52,568 Uh, how is she? 709 00:44:54,036 --> 00:44:55,235 She's awake. 710 00:44:55,237 --> 00:44:56,670 Yeah. 711 00:44:56,672 --> 00:44:58,438 And I'm sure she'd love to see you. 712 00:44:58,440 --> 00:44:59,541 - Come on. - Yeah. 713 00:45:00,976 --> 00:45:03,010 Hey. Look who I found. 714 00:45:04,713 --> 00:45:05,981 Hi. 715 00:45:06,447 --> 00:45:07,449 Hi. 716 00:45:08,282 --> 00:45:09,585 When did you get here? 717 00:45:10,284 --> 00:45:11,286 Last night. 718 00:45:11,987 --> 00:45:13,253 I drove. 719 00:45:13,255 --> 00:45:15,454 You drove? From Indiana? 720 00:45:15,456 --> 00:45:16,525 Yeah. 721 00:45:17,226 --> 00:45:18,291 Huh. 722 00:45:18,293 --> 00:45:19,492 You know what? Let's... 723 00:45:19,494 --> 00:45:20,963 Let's give them a minute, okay? 724 00:45:29,739 --> 00:45:31,340 So, um, 725 00:45:32,974 --> 00:45:34,476 what's going on? 726 00:45:35,177 --> 00:45:36,177 Um... 727 00:45:36,746 --> 00:45:38,112 They... 728 00:45:40,114 --> 00:45:43,016 They removed a, um, tumor 729 00:45:43,018 --> 00:45:45,219 the size of an orange from my stomach, 730 00:45:46,521 --> 00:45:48,590 tested it, 731 00:45:50,559 --> 00:45:53,126 and it turns out 732 00:45:53,128 --> 00:45:55,097 it's Stage 3C cancer, 733 00:45:57,365 --> 00:45:58,967 whatever that means. 734 00:45:59,601 --> 00:46:00,702 And, um, 735 00:46:01,637 --> 00:46:03,172 it spread to my liver. 736 00:46:04,106 --> 00:46:06,275 So, the truth is, 737 00:46:07,309 --> 00:46:11,713 the odds are not altogether in my favor. 738 00:46:14,182 --> 00:46:15,715 Melissa, I'm so sorry. 739 00:46:15,717 --> 00:46:18,253 Don't be. It's okay. 740 00:46:20,456 --> 00:46:21,456 I'm okay. 741 00:46:23,291 --> 00:46:24,557 Somehow. I mean, 742 00:46:24,559 --> 00:46:26,195 I can't really describe it. It's, like, 743 00:46:29,264 --> 00:46:30,599 warm, 744 00:46:31,768 --> 00:46:33,268 like a blanket. 745 00:46:35,170 --> 00:46:39,505 I've been listening to this Ginny Owens song, 746 00:46:39,507 --> 00:46:40,509 If You Want Me To. 747 00:46:41,210 --> 00:46:42,442 Do you know it? 748 00:46:42,443 --> 00:46:43,543 Yeah. 749 00:46:43,545 --> 00:46:45,715 I just keep thinking, maybe God 750 00:46:49,050 --> 00:46:51,219 has chosen something bigger for me, 751 00:46:53,387 --> 00:46:55,724 something I wouldn't have chosen for myself. 752 00:46:57,592 --> 00:47:00,460 But to be honest with you, 753 00:47:00,461 --> 00:47:02,498 I am so scared. 754 00:47:05,601 --> 00:47:08,070 But I have to believe there's a reason. 755 00:47:10,472 --> 00:47:13,072 If one person's life is changed 756 00:47:13,074 --> 00:47:15,177 by what I go through, 757 00:47:17,646 --> 00:47:19,347 it will all be worth it. 758 00:47:29,123 --> 00:47:30,623 Look, man. I should've told you. 759 00:47:30,626 --> 00:47:31,826 Yeah. 760 00:47:31,827 --> 00:47:33,693 Yeah, you should've told me. 761 00:47:33,695 --> 00:47:36,565 It took me a while, but I see it now, you two. 762 00:47:38,367 --> 00:47:40,800 Oh, man. I don't know what I'm supposed to do. 763 00:47:40,802 --> 00:47:43,405 I mean, I wanna be there for her and I wanna help. 764 00:47:44,873 --> 00:47:47,273 I don't even really know what we are, you know? 765 00:47:47,275 --> 00:47:49,409 How she feels about me. 766 00:47:49,411 --> 00:47:51,112 We've talked about it, 767 00:47:53,347 --> 00:47:55,317 but if she really is that sick, 768 00:47:58,820 --> 00:48:00,521 it's just hard to know what's ahead. 769 00:48:02,692 --> 00:48:04,793 There's only one question you need to answer. 770 00:48:07,496 --> 00:48:08,831 Can you live without her? 771 00:48:30,887 --> 00:48:32,086 God, 772 00:48:34,255 --> 00:48:36,425 if she tells me she loves me... 773 00:48:40,228 --> 00:48:41,597 This is ridiculous. 774 00:48:43,565 --> 00:48:44,798 It's ridiculous. 775 00:48:56,945 --> 00:48:58,778 - Hi. - Hey. 776 00:48:58,780 --> 00:48:59,782 You came back. 777 00:49:00,782 --> 00:49:02,682 These are for you. 778 00:49:02,684 --> 00:49:06,286 Oh. They're so beautiful. Thank you. 779 00:49:06,288 --> 00:49:08,253 Yeah. I thought I'd add to the collection you got. 780 00:49:12,661 --> 00:49:14,628 You kept that. 781 00:49:14,630 --> 00:49:17,297 Oh, yeah. I've been using it for a while, actually. 782 00:49:17,298 --> 00:49:19,300 I never got to say thank you. 783 00:49:20,635 --> 00:49:22,568 Still, uh... Still can't read it? 784 00:49:22,570 --> 00:49:24,438 No, you cannot read it. 785 00:49:29,411 --> 00:49:30,579 Will you, um... 786 00:49:31,813 --> 00:49:32,947 Could you just help... 787 00:49:32,949 --> 00:49:34,815 Could you just help me up for a second? 788 00:49:34,817 --> 00:49:36,318 Yes. Yeah. 789 00:49:37,385 --> 00:49:39,385 Okay. All right. 790 00:49:39,387 --> 00:49:41,724 Yeah. There we go. There we go. 791 00:49:43,893 --> 00:49:44,927 This is... 792 00:49:46,427 --> 00:49:47,827 Okay. This is... 793 00:49:47,829 --> 00:49:50,731 What I'm about to say is gonna be... 794 00:49:50,733 --> 00:49:52,431 Might be weird. 795 00:49:52,434 --> 00:49:53,800 Could be weird. 796 00:49:53,802 --> 00:49:55,570 - All right. - Um... 797 00:49:56,706 --> 00:49:59,809 Okay, uh, so, I... 798 00:50:00,777 --> 00:50:03,576 Well, uh, the other day, 799 00:50:03,577 --> 00:50:05,880 when you came by, 800 00:50:05,882 --> 00:50:08,682 it just, uh... It just really... 801 00:50:08,684 --> 00:50:10,784 It meant a lot to me. 802 00:50:12,253 --> 00:50:13,387 After you left, 803 00:50:14,523 --> 00:50:16,891 I had this feeling, 804 00:50:16,893 --> 00:50:20,762 like God wanted me to pray for you. 805 00:50:22,329 --> 00:50:23,597 Okay. 806 00:50:25,001 --> 00:50:26,501 And for your wife. 807 00:50:28,536 --> 00:50:30,505 - My wife? - Yeah. Is that weird? 808 00:50:31,505 --> 00:50:33,407 - I'm not sure yet. - Okay. 809 00:50:34,643 --> 00:50:37,478 So, I started praying, 810 00:50:38,780 --> 00:50:41,514 and then the more I prayed, 811 00:50:41,516 --> 00:50:43,284 the more I realized, 812 00:50:49,858 --> 00:50:50,927 I love you. 813 00:50:55,396 --> 00:50:56,398 I love you. 814 00:50:58,500 --> 00:50:59,501 Mmm. 815 00:51:01,704 --> 00:51:03,237 I... 816 00:51:04,505 --> 00:51:05,639 I love you. 817 00:51:06,943 --> 00:51:07,943 I do. 818 00:51:13,048 --> 00:51:14,715 And you don't have to say anything back. 819 00:51:14,717 --> 00:51:15,949 - I just really felt... - Wait, wait, wait. 820 00:51:15,952 --> 00:51:18,085 Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait. 821 00:51:18,086 --> 00:51:20,722 - Yeah? - Uh, um... 822 00:51:24,927 --> 00:51:27,559 Can you just, uh... Just wait here for one minute? 823 00:51:27,561 --> 00:51:29,797 Just a minute. I'll be right back. 824 00:51:29,798 --> 00:51:31,364 Just wait here. I'll be right back. 825 00:51:31,365 --> 00:51:32,431 Okay. Yeah. 826 00:51:32,434 --> 00:51:34,702 Just, uh, don't move. 827 00:51:34,704 --> 00:51:37,338 - I can't move. - I'll be right back. 828 00:52:07,536 --> 00:52:09,568 That wasn't really a minute. 829 00:52:09,570 --> 00:52:11,471 I think you said "minute," right? 830 00:52:11,472 --> 00:52:12,940 Oh, yeah, no. I'm sorry. 831 00:52:12,942 --> 00:52:15,811 Yeah. It was, for sure, like, a while. 832 00:52:22,083 --> 00:52:23,617 - Keep them closed. - Okay. 833 00:52:30,458 --> 00:52:31,626 Open. 834 00:52:36,463 --> 00:52:37,465 What? 835 00:52:47,009 --> 00:52:48,675 How did you... 836 00:52:48,677 --> 00:52:50,177 That's why it took me so long. 837 00:52:50,179 --> 00:52:51,512 Yeah. 838 00:52:57,452 --> 00:52:59,420 I wanted to bring the galaxy to you. 839 00:53:05,492 --> 00:53:06,996 I want you to know 840 00:53:08,797 --> 00:53:12,467 that whatever this is, and wherever it takes us, 841 00:53:13,601 --> 00:53:15,001 that I'm with you. 842 00:53:15,003 --> 00:53:17,670 Every step, every moment, I'm with you. I'm in. 843 00:53:17,672 --> 00:53:19,574 I'm so in. 844 00:53:20,775 --> 00:53:21,777 And, um... 845 00:53:23,577 --> 00:53:25,577 And, you know, I figure if we're gonna get married, 846 00:53:25,579 --> 00:53:26,614 we have a lot to talk about. 847 00:53:30,018 --> 00:53:31,719 - Married? - Yeah. 848 00:53:33,121 --> 00:53:34,789 I love you. 849 00:53:35,556 --> 00:53:37,994 I love you, I do, madly. 850 00:53:38,960 --> 00:53:40,193 So marry me. 851 00:53:40,195 --> 00:53:42,661 And I know relationships need to be prayed about, 852 00:53:42,664 --> 00:53:44,164 and you can take as much time as you need. 853 00:53:44,166 --> 00:53:45,498 But that's why I brought you here... 854 00:53:45,500 --> 00:53:46,568 Yes. 855 00:53:48,237 --> 00:53:49,635 Yes. 856 00:53:49,637 --> 00:53:51,539 Yeah, I'll marry you. I'll marry you. 857 00:53:53,074 --> 00:53:54,076 Yes. 858 00:54:07,588 --> 00:54:10,059 Married? You're gonna marry her? 859 00:54:10,960 --> 00:54:12,161 But will she get better? 860 00:54:13,494 --> 00:54:14,559 I... I don't know. 861 00:54:14,561 --> 00:54:15,563 Son, 862 00:54:17,266 --> 00:54:19,266 you're only 20 years old. 863 00:54:19,268 --> 00:54:20,867 You just met this girl. 864 00:54:20,869 --> 00:54:22,202 I love her, Dad. 865 00:54:22,204 --> 00:54:23,804 And that's wonderful, but... 866 00:54:23,806 --> 00:54:26,840 Look, look, look. Why don't you just... 867 00:54:26,842 --> 00:54:29,175 Just slow down, 868 00:54:29,177 --> 00:54:31,610 take a little more time, you know? 869 00:54:31,612 --> 00:54:33,847 Go one step at a time here. 870 00:54:33,849 --> 00:54:34,849 Dad, 871 00:54:36,985 --> 00:54:38,186 I'm supposed to be with her. 872 00:54:40,222 --> 00:54:42,891 I can't explain it. I just... I know that. 873 00:54:44,659 --> 00:54:47,161 And I don't want it to just be her story and my story. 874 00:54:47,163 --> 00:54:48,998 I want it to be our story. 875 00:54:50,932 --> 00:54:53,135 I know you're worried, and I get it. 876 00:54:54,170 --> 00:54:55,802 But... 877 00:54:55,804 --> 00:54:58,572 I'm gonna marry this girl. 878 00:55:07,248 --> 00:55:08,951 - Hey. - Hey. 879 00:55:10,251 --> 00:55:11,253 Thanks. 880 00:55:13,655 --> 00:55:14,956 We made some breakfast. 881 00:55:17,760 --> 00:55:19,126 Wanna have some? 882 00:55:19,128 --> 00:55:20,494 Yeah. Sure. 883 00:55:23,965 --> 00:55:25,134 I brought you something. 884 00:55:31,239 --> 00:55:32,775 I want you to have this. 885 00:55:34,010 --> 00:55:35,108 Mom. 886 00:55:35,110 --> 00:55:37,244 My mom wore it her whole life till my wedding day, 887 00:55:37,246 --> 00:55:40,081 and I've never taken it off since. 888 00:55:45,788 --> 00:55:46,887 Are you sure? 889 00:55:46,889 --> 00:55:48,056 Of course. 890 00:55:49,157 --> 00:55:50,693 I just want her to feel welcome. 891 00:56:01,836 --> 00:56:03,139 When you go. 892 00:56:24,827 --> 00:56:26,161 Are you sure about this? 893 00:56:26,829 --> 00:56:27,628 Melissa, I love you. 894 00:56:28,898 --> 00:56:31,000 And I believe God is gonna heal you. 895 00:56:37,139 --> 00:56:38,974 Our life starts now. 896 00:56:44,914 --> 00:56:47,114 Thank you. 897 00:56:47,115 --> 00:56:49,315 We've all heard his hit single climbing the charts, 898 00:56:49,318 --> 00:56:51,018 but tonight, 899 00:56:51,019 --> 00:56:53,786 he's coming at you with something brand-new. 900 00:56:53,789 --> 00:56:56,255 Please welcome Jeremy Camp. 901 00:57:03,766 --> 00:57:05,768 - It's a good song. - Thanks, man. 902 00:57:09,137 --> 00:57:10,369 Thank you. 903 00:57:16,778 --> 00:57:17,913 Thanks, Jean-Luc. 904 00:57:19,248 --> 00:57:20,414 He's a legend. 905 00:57:20,416 --> 00:57:23,382 Uh, my name is Jeremy Camp 906 00:57:23,385 --> 00:57:24,485 and tonight I'm gonna play you 907 00:57:24,487 --> 00:57:27,389 an original song called Right Here. 908 00:57:42,438 --> 00:57:46,275 ? All the world is watching 909 00:57:49,144 --> 00:57:52,947 ? All the world does care 910 00:57:55,451 --> 00:58:01,355 ? Even when the world Weighs on my shoulder now 911 00:58:01,356 --> 00:58:05,427 ? These feelings I can bear 912 00:58:07,329 --> 00:58:12,867 ? I know that You're here 913 00:58:15,003 --> 00:58:19,175 ? Everywhere I go I know You're not far away 914 00:58:20,809 --> 00:58:22,443 ? You're right here 915 00:58:24,012 --> 00:58:25,114 ? You're right here 916 00:58:28,284 --> 00:58:32,753 ? Everywhere I go I know You're not far away 917 00:58:34,088 --> 00:58:35,990 ? You're right here 918 00:58:37,393 --> 00:58:39,427 ? You're right here 919 00:58:42,498 --> 00:58:45,300 ? All these thoughts I've wasted 920 00:58:49,204 --> 00:58:52,740 ? All these thoughts I've feared 921 00:58:55,443 --> 00:58:58,914 ? Even when these thoughts have faded 922 00:59:02,016 --> 00:59:05,920 ? I still know that You're here 923 00:59:07,456 --> 00:59:12,994 ? And my hope is in You 924 00:59:24,940 --> 00:59:26,208 I love you. 925 00:59:41,956 --> 00:59:45,193 ? Everywhere I go I know You're not far away 926 00:59:47,396 --> 00:59:49,431 ? You're right here 927 00:59:50,898 --> 00:59:52,900 ? You're right here 928 00:59:55,204 --> 00:59:59,407 ? Everywhere I go I know You're not far away 929 01:00:00,876 --> 01:00:03,045 ? You're right here 930 01:00:04,213 --> 01:00:06,414 ? You're right here 931 01:00:26,402 --> 01:00:29,271 I want to introduce you guys to someone special tonight. 932 01:00:30,306 --> 01:00:32,306 This is my fiancee, Melissa. 933 01:00:34,510 --> 01:00:36,045 Go ahead and stand up, babe. 934 01:00:41,182 --> 01:00:42,583 Come on. Stand up. 935 01:00:46,121 --> 01:00:48,289 I know, I'm taken. I'm sorry. 936 01:00:54,929 --> 01:00:58,032 Earlier this year, we had some tough news, 937 01:01:00,501 --> 01:01:02,204 some really tough news. 938 01:01:06,041 --> 01:01:09,277 I've never seen a faith like yours, babe. 939 01:01:10,411 --> 01:01:11,545 It's a beacon for me. 940 01:01:11,547 --> 01:01:13,882 It's a beacon for everyone who knows you. 941 01:01:15,050 --> 01:01:17,250 It reminds me of a story. 942 01:01:17,251 --> 01:01:19,518 There was a woman who was sick for a long time, 943 01:01:19,521 --> 01:01:20,619 a really long time. 944 01:01:20,621 --> 01:01:22,056 But she had this... 945 01:01:23,025 --> 01:01:25,458 This total faith 946 01:01:25,460 --> 01:01:27,293 that if she could just touch Jesus, 947 01:01:27,295 --> 01:01:29,396 just touch his clothes, 948 01:01:29,398 --> 01:01:31,664 that she would be healed. 949 01:01:31,666 --> 01:01:34,134 And that's exactly what she did. 950 01:01:34,135 --> 01:01:35,702 She broke through the crowd, 951 01:01:35,704 --> 01:01:37,572 and with everything that she had, 952 01:01:38,708 --> 01:01:40,074 she reached for Him. 953 01:01:43,045 --> 01:01:46,380 Just like I see you do at every single concert, Melissa, 954 01:01:46,382 --> 01:01:48,117 reaching out in faith, 955 01:01:49,150 --> 01:01:50,552 touching heaven. 956 01:01:54,623 --> 01:01:55,889 Can we do something special 957 01:01:55,891 --> 01:01:58,358 for the most special person in my life tonight? 958 01:02:01,396 --> 01:02:03,362 Can we pray for her? 959 01:02:03,364 --> 01:02:06,166 Because I believe that God still heals. 960 01:02:06,168 --> 01:02:09,103 - You guys agree? - Yeah! 961 01:02:10,072 --> 01:02:11,706 Yes. 962 01:02:11,708 --> 01:02:12,905 Anyone who's sitting around her, 963 01:02:12,907 --> 01:02:15,608 why don't you go ahead and lay a hand on her. 964 01:02:15,610 --> 01:02:18,313 If not, just put your hands in the air. 965 01:02:27,121 --> 01:02:29,023 God, heal the love of my life. 966 01:02:34,663 --> 01:02:36,197 Heal her tonight. 967 01:02:55,416 --> 01:02:57,585 Melissa, your hair isn't what makes you beautiful. 968 01:03:02,391 --> 01:03:03,456 Hey. 969 01:03:03,458 --> 01:03:04,460 Um... 970 01:03:05,695 --> 01:03:07,393 Why don't you go take a walk or something? 971 01:03:07,396 --> 01:03:09,498 This is kind of a big deal for her. 972 01:03:10,632 --> 01:03:12,431 - Okay. - Yeah. 973 01:03:12,434 --> 01:03:13,532 I'm sorry. I didn't mean to... 974 01:03:13,534 --> 01:03:15,603 No, no, no. It's okay. Just, you know... 975 01:03:16,505 --> 01:03:17,570 All right. 976 01:03:37,192 --> 01:03:38,625 Yeah. You know, she's... 977 01:03:38,626 --> 01:03:41,427 Um, she's living at home now. 978 01:03:41,429 --> 01:03:43,463 I'm just helping take care of her. 979 01:03:43,465 --> 01:03:45,599 And I just think that, um... 980 01:03:45,601 --> 01:03:47,302 That school can wait. 981 01:03:48,670 --> 01:03:51,206 Right now, this is the only thing that matters to me. 982 01:03:52,608 --> 01:03:55,077 So, I'll be a semester, 983 01:03:55,777 --> 01:03:57,144 maybe more. 984 01:03:58,780 --> 01:04:01,280 Well, son, that's noble. 985 01:04:01,282 --> 01:04:04,353 But I wonder, is it really wise? 986 01:04:07,155 --> 01:04:08,590 Well, it's, uh... 987 01:04:09,423 --> 01:04:11,126 It's what's necessary, sir. 988 01:04:17,164 --> 01:04:19,231 So, even after the chemotherapy, 989 01:04:19,233 --> 01:04:22,436 we're seeing growth in your scan. 990 01:04:25,842 --> 01:04:28,173 I'm seeing them on your ovaries. 991 01:04:28,175 --> 01:04:29,510 And I'm sorry, 992 01:04:30,847 --> 01:04:34,414 but you're going to need a hysterectomy. 993 01:04:34,416 --> 01:04:38,150 I know that this is a serious decision, 994 01:04:38,152 --> 01:04:40,320 but I recommend that it be done very soon. 995 01:04:40,322 --> 01:04:41,387 How soon? 996 01:04:41,389 --> 01:04:43,425 In the next week, two at the most. 997 01:04:45,626 --> 01:04:48,460 Our doctors are extremely skilled, and the risks are low. 998 01:04:48,463 --> 01:04:50,530 Wait. 999 01:04:50,532 --> 01:04:53,268 Are you telling me that I'm not gonna be able to have children? 1000 01:04:56,204 --> 01:04:57,269 I'm afraid so. 1001 01:04:57,271 --> 01:04:58,306 Hey. It's okay. 1002 01:05:00,809 --> 01:05:02,711 No, no, it's not. 1003 01:05:03,846 --> 01:05:05,213 I love kids. 1004 01:05:06,248 --> 01:05:08,581 You're so good with kids. 1005 01:05:08,583 --> 01:05:11,251 Melissa, it's my professional opinion 1006 01:05:11,253 --> 01:05:13,288 that this is absolutely necessary, 1007 01:05:14,456 --> 01:05:16,155 given your condition 1008 01:05:16,157 --> 01:05:17,257 and what we're seeing on the tests. 1009 01:05:17,259 --> 01:05:19,860 Well, then run more tests, please. Just run more tests. 1010 01:05:19,862 --> 01:05:21,128 We've run them all. 1011 01:05:22,463 --> 01:05:24,099 And they're very conclusive. 1012 01:05:25,300 --> 01:05:26,365 Mmm. 1013 01:05:33,675 --> 01:05:35,210 Want me to make you something? 1014 01:05:36,510 --> 01:05:37,813 No, I got it. 1015 01:05:39,715 --> 01:05:41,516 - Here. Let me do it. - No, no. It's okay. 1016 01:05:42,483 --> 01:05:44,119 I need a second. 1017 01:06:24,693 --> 01:06:25,695 Oh! 1018 01:06:32,367 --> 01:06:34,168 Oh, no. Oh, God. 1019 01:06:37,338 --> 01:06:38,505 Hey. 1020 01:06:38,507 --> 01:06:40,809 No, no. I'm sorry. I'm sorry, I'm sorry. 1021 01:06:42,610 --> 01:06:45,614 Okay, okay. I just can't... 1022 01:06:57,324 --> 01:06:58,693 Welcome back to The Fish, 1023 01:06:58,695 --> 01:06:59,693 Los Angeles, 1024 01:06:59,695 --> 01:07:00,827 and we have a great young artist 1025 01:07:00,829 --> 01:07:02,063 in the studio with us today, Jeremy Camp. 1026 01:07:02,065 --> 01:07:04,898 Yes. And Jeremy's gonna do some songs 1027 01:07:04,900 --> 01:07:06,498 live for us in just a minute. 1028 01:07:06,501 --> 01:07:07,666 But first, Jeremy, 1029 01:07:07,668 --> 01:07:10,436 you have some pretty big news you wanted to share with us? 1030 01:07:10,438 --> 01:07:11,538 I do, yeah. 1031 01:07:11,539 --> 01:07:13,505 First off, thank you so much for having me. 1032 01:07:13,507 --> 01:07:17,476 Um, for everyone listening, my fiancee's name is Melissa. 1033 01:07:17,478 --> 01:07:18,846 Uh, 1034 01:07:18,847 --> 01:07:21,280 she has a huge surgery coming up this week, 1035 01:07:21,282 --> 01:07:22,949 and it's really serious. 1036 01:07:22,952 --> 01:07:25,719 And basically, she needs a miracle. 1037 01:07:25,722 --> 01:07:28,353 So I just wanted to ask everyone listening, 1038 01:07:28,356 --> 01:07:31,391 if you could just stop what you're doing and pray. 1039 01:07:31,393 --> 01:07:33,927 I'll do the playing. You guys do the praying. 1040 01:07:33,929 --> 01:07:35,561 Thank you. 1041 01:08:20,877 --> 01:08:22,409 - Hey, buddy. - Hey. 1042 01:08:22,944 --> 01:08:24,043 I, uh... 1043 01:08:24,046 --> 01:08:25,747 I stopped by the radio station, 1044 01:08:27,015 --> 01:08:29,082 and it's like the whole city's praying. 1045 01:08:29,085 --> 01:08:31,018 Dude, these letters are pouring in from everywhere. 1046 01:08:31,020 --> 01:08:32,652 No way. 1047 01:08:32,654 --> 01:08:34,890 I thought you'd want to have them. 1048 01:08:35,957 --> 01:08:37,356 Hang in there. 1049 01:08:37,359 --> 01:08:38,527 Thanks, man. 1050 01:09:00,783 --> 01:09:02,051 Can I sit with you? 1051 01:09:03,417 --> 01:09:04,418 Yeah. 1052 01:09:16,097 --> 01:09:18,567 It's so weird seeing her here. 1053 01:09:19,935 --> 01:09:21,636 She's always been the strong one. 1054 01:09:24,739 --> 01:09:26,042 Yeah. 1055 01:09:28,043 --> 01:09:30,912 I'm really glad that in the midst of all of this, 1056 01:09:32,413 --> 01:09:33,716 someone is choosing her, 1057 01:09:35,117 --> 01:09:36,752 someone really special. 1058 01:09:38,420 --> 01:09:41,520 Thank you for giving her a chance... 1059 01:09:41,523 --> 01:09:42,524 Jeremy! 1060 01:09:42,792 --> 01:09:43,792 Jeremy! 1061 01:09:47,195 --> 01:09:48,461 Yeah. 1062 01:10:02,577 --> 01:10:03,743 Mmm. 1063 01:10:10,152 --> 01:10:11,153 Hey. 1064 01:10:12,889 --> 01:10:13,890 Jeremy. 1065 01:10:21,462 --> 01:10:23,063 Your cancer, 1066 01:10:23,064 --> 01:10:25,064 it's gone. 1067 01:10:25,067 --> 01:10:27,069 They didn't go through with the surgery. 1068 01:10:28,703 --> 01:10:30,072 You're cancer-free. 1069 01:10:31,672 --> 01:10:34,176 And that is the story you're gonna tell our kids one day. 1070 01:10:41,182 --> 01:10:42,682 You know what you are? 1071 01:10:42,685 --> 01:10:44,617 If anyone here has ever wondered 1072 01:10:44,618 --> 01:10:45,787 if miracles still happen, 1073 01:10:47,055 --> 01:10:48,990 or if God still heals, 1074 01:10:51,092 --> 01:10:52,225 then I wanna introduce you 1075 01:10:52,228 --> 01:10:54,195 to the most beautiful girl in this room. 1076 01:11:22,657 --> 01:11:23,993 You're a miracle. 1077 01:11:25,659 --> 01:11:26,828 That's what you are. 1078 01:11:38,975 --> 01:11:40,208 It's unbelievable. 1079 01:11:41,143 --> 01:11:44,110 I spoke to the doctor myself. 1080 01:11:44,113 --> 01:11:46,680 There is literally no medical explanation, 1081 01:11:46,681 --> 01:11:48,613 none whatsoever. 1082 01:11:48,615 --> 01:11:49,682 That is awesome. 1083 01:11:49,685 --> 01:11:50,951 For everyone listening out there, 1084 01:11:50,953 --> 01:11:52,685 on positive, encouraging K-LOVE, 1085 01:11:52,688 --> 01:11:54,887 she's 100% cancer-free. 1086 01:11:54,890 --> 01:11:56,622 Amen. Yes, she is. 1087 01:12:40,735 --> 01:12:42,836 I will love you, 1088 01:12:42,837 --> 01:12:44,771 cherish you, 1089 01:12:44,774 --> 01:12:45,841 honor you, 1090 01:12:46,942 --> 01:12:49,309 every moment of every day 1091 01:12:49,310 --> 01:12:50,813 without hesitation 1092 01:12:51,613 --> 01:12:52,782 and never looking back. 1093 01:12:53,983 --> 01:12:56,250 I'll encourage you, 1094 01:12:56,252 --> 01:12:57,720 lift you up, 1095 01:12:58,787 --> 01:13:00,787 I'll be your muse 1096 01:13:00,789 --> 01:13:03,024 and your anchor. 1097 01:13:04,760 --> 01:13:06,627 I'll be the love of your life 1098 01:13:07,729 --> 01:13:10,198 and your biggest fan. 1099 01:13:11,367 --> 01:13:13,301 Until death do we part. 1100 01:13:14,369 --> 01:13:16,738 Nope, past that. 1101 01:13:18,006 --> 01:13:19,742 I will love you past that. 1102 01:13:22,377 --> 01:13:25,213 Son, you may kiss the bride. 1103 01:13:31,153 --> 01:13:32,652 Ladies and gentlemen, 1104 01:13:32,654 --> 01:13:35,021 - Mr. and Mrs. Jeremy Camp. - Aw. 1105 01:14:37,853 --> 01:14:39,752 Through the storm and out the other side. 1106 01:14:39,755 --> 01:14:40,756 Can you believe it? 1107 01:14:41,422 --> 01:14:42,791 Mmm-mmm. 1108 01:14:45,994 --> 01:14:48,898 Thank you, Jeremy Camp. 1109 01:14:50,265 --> 01:14:53,500 I think I would have died without you. 1110 01:14:53,502 --> 01:14:55,738 I would have been lost and alone at sea. 1111 01:14:58,373 --> 01:15:00,842 God sent you to save me. 1112 01:15:04,947 --> 01:15:07,780 Melissa Camp. 1113 01:15:07,783 --> 01:15:10,216 I like the sound of that. 1114 01:15:10,219 --> 01:15:11,518 - Ready? - Yeah. 1115 01:15:11,520 --> 01:15:14,355 - Okay. One, two, three. - ...two, three. 1116 01:15:22,131 --> 01:15:22,931 What did you wish for? 1117 01:15:24,233 --> 01:15:25,801 I wrote down some names... 1118 01:15:26,902 --> 01:15:29,136 Names I've been dreaming of. 1119 01:15:29,137 --> 01:15:31,006 - Family? - Mmm-hmm. 1120 01:15:35,277 --> 01:15:38,177 I've got a surprise for you tomorrow. 1121 01:15:38,180 --> 01:15:39,347 - Really? - Mmm-hmm. 1122 01:16:16,085 --> 01:16:17,149 Phew. 1123 01:16:17,152 --> 01:16:19,154 That's, uh, so strange. 1124 01:16:19,988 --> 01:16:21,087 What? 1125 01:16:21,090 --> 01:16:23,356 Oh, uh... I don't know. 1126 01:16:23,359 --> 01:16:24,957 You've never been sailing 1127 01:16:24,960 --> 01:16:26,295 and I'm the one who gets sick. 1128 01:16:37,972 --> 01:16:40,841 ? Will I believe You 1129 01:16:40,842 --> 01:16:43,078 ? When You say 1130 01:16:45,280 --> 01:16:51,052 ? That Your hand will guide me In every way 1131 01:17:00,328 --> 01:17:03,063 ? Walk by me 1132 01:17:12,608 --> 01:17:16,145 Jeremy. Hey. Hey. 1133 01:17:21,317 --> 01:17:23,085 Something's wrong. 1134 01:17:24,953 --> 01:17:28,256 Something is really wrong. 1135 01:17:39,902 --> 01:17:40,969 Hey. 1136 01:17:41,636 --> 01:17:42,837 How does it feel? 1137 01:17:54,382 --> 01:17:56,416 - Jeremy. - Hey. Wanna come in? 1138 01:17:56,417 --> 01:17:58,587 No. Actually, let's talk out here. 1139 01:18:05,493 --> 01:18:07,060 So, what's going on? 1140 01:18:07,061 --> 01:18:09,997 She's having a little pain, feeling bloated. 1141 01:18:11,567 --> 01:18:14,502 Liss, hey. I'm sure it's fine. 1142 01:18:15,337 --> 01:18:16,670 The cancer's come back. 1143 01:18:16,671 --> 01:18:18,873 It's spreading rapidly. It's all over her body. 1144 01:18:25,079 --> 01:18:27,546 Okay. What does that mean? 1145 01:18:27,548 --> 01:18:29,582 That means we have to have another surgery? 1146 01:18:29,585 --> 01:18:32,618 No. No more surgeries. 1147 01:18:32,621 --> 01:18:33,622 What? Chemo then? 1148 01:18:35,990 --> 01:18:38,025 No. We're stopping treatments. 1149 01:18:39,395 --> 01:18:41,461 There's nothing else we can do. 1150 01:18:41,462 --> 01:18:42,529 I'm afraid to say 1151 01:18:42,530 --> 01:18:44,132 she only has a few weeks, 1152 01:18:45,134 --> 01:18:46,402 a couple months at the most. 1153 01:18:48,069 --> 01:18:49,404 I'm so sorry, Jeremy. 1154 01:19:38,020 --> 01:19:39,020 I'll be right back. 1155 01:20:43,252 --> 01:20:44,719 Okay. 1156 01:20:44,720 --> 01:20:46,188 This should help with the pain. 1157 01:20:51,326 --> 01:20:52,327 Squirt. 1158 01:20:54,262 --> 01:20:55,530 Clamp. 1159 01:20:57,099 --> 01:20:58,100 Swab. 1160 01:21:11,646 --> 01:21:12,648 Okay. 1161 01:21:15,784 --> 01:21:16,786 We got this. 1162 01:21:23,190 --> 01:21:24,359 We got this. 1163 01:21:30,465 --> 01:21:33,734 Is there a concert I didn't know about? 1164 01:21:33,735 --> 01:21:36,337 Not a great turnout, Jeremy Camp. 1165 01:21:38,407 --> 01:21:40,108 No. I just wanted you to see it. 1166 01:21:43,377 --> 01:21:44,378 See what? 1167 01:21:46,280 --> 01:21:47,448 Where it happened for me. 1168 01:21:49,551 --> 01:21:50,787 This is where I was standing. 1169 01:21:52,889 --> 01:21:54,555 Right here, 1170 01:21:55,757 --> 01:21:57,457 when I fell in love with you. 1171 01:21:59,796 --> 01:22:01,596 Come on. "Fell in love?" 1172 01:22:02,765 --> 01:22:04,498 - On the first night? - Yeah. 1173 01:22:07,936 --> 01:22:09,805 You were sitting right there. 1174 01:22:12,908 --> 01:22:17,880 The girl who sat there seems so far away now. 1175 01:22:20,817 --> 01:22:22,819 I feel like a shadow of her. 1176 01:22:26,287 --> 01:22:27,622 On our first date, 1177 01:22:29,457 --> 01:22:30,760 you said, 1178 01:22:32,828 --> 01:22:33,927 "Some stars 1179 01:22:33,930 --> 01:22:35,596 "shine brighter than others." 1180 01:22:37,899 --> 01:22:40,502 You know the stars that shine the brightest? 1181 01:22:44,940 --> 01:22:47,175 The ones with the shortest life. 1182 01:22:49,444 --> 01:22:50,880 And when they die, 1183 01:22:52,748 --> 01:22:56,649 they explode in a supernova. 1184 01:22:56,652 --> 01:22:57,653 It's... 1185 01:22:58,654 --> 01:23:00,521 It's the most beautiful thing. 1186 01:23:02,356 --> 01:23:05,927 Color and light all mixed together, 1187 01:23:08,765 --> 01:23:09,931 God's painting. 1188 01:23:12,902 --> 01:23:14,969 The death of a single star 1189 01:23:14,970 --> 01:23:17,569 outshines everything else in the galaxy. 1190 01:23:17,572 --> 01:23:18,573 Melissa. 1191 01:23:23,912 --> 01:23:25,979 What if I'm not supposed to be healed? 1192 01:23:25,981 --> 01:23:28,350 No, don't. Don't. 1193 01:23:29,518 --> 01:23:30,382 Don't say that. 1194 01:23:30,385 --> 01:23:32,487 I want you to promise me something. 1195 01:23:35,757 --> 01:23:37,489 I want you to find someone else. 1196 01:23:37,492 --> 01:23:38,895 Don't. Don't. 1197 01:23:50,471 --> 01:23:51,974 You're going to be healed. 1198 01:23:54,810 --> 01:23:55,909 I promise you that. 1199 01:23:55,912 --> 01:23:56,912 Jeremy. 1200 01:23:59,280 --> 01:24:00,614 Would you just stop? 1201 01:24:03,819 --> 01:24:06,956 Stop making promises that aren't yours to make. 1202 01:24:37,953 --> 01:24:39,086 Jeez. Did I forget the dose? 1203 01:24:39,087 --> 01:24:41,554 It hurts. It hurts. 1204 01:24:41,555 --> 01:24:42,957 So bad. 1205 01:24:42,958 --> 01:24:44,657 - I'm okay. I'm okay. - Melissa. No. You're not okay. 1206 01:24:44,658 --> 01:24:45,725 - Come on. - No. I'm okay. 1207 01:24:45,728 --> 01:24:47,362 We're going to the hospital. Come on. 1208 01:24:49,430 --> 01:24:51,967 Help! Somebody help! 1209 01:24:52,835 --> 01:24:54,068 Somebody help! 1210 01:24:54,069 --> 01:24:56,703 Nurse, we're gonna need a wheelchair! 1211 01:25:30,840 --> 01:25:32,541 When's the last time you slept? 1212 01:25:39,015 --> 01:25:41,081 Go home. Get some rest. Go shower. 1213 01:25:41,082 --> 01:25:43,582 - We got this. - I can't. 1214 01:25:43,585 --> 01:25:44,854 Just get a few hours. 1215 01:25:46,555 --> 01:25:47,854 Come on. Go home. 1216 01:25:50,625 --> 01:25:51,961 She is my home. 1217 01:26:13,716 --> 01:26:14,716 Hey. 1218 01:26:16,185 --> 01:26:17,385 Hey. 1219 01:26:28,662 --> 01:26:29,998 Did you finish the song, 1220 01:26:32,001 --> 01:26:34,002 the one from our honeymoon? 1221 01:26:36,838 --> 01:26:38,405 Yeah. 1222 01:26:40,141 --> 01:26:42,043 Will you please play it for me? 1223 01:27:21,649 --> 01:27:26,988 ? Would you believe me When I say 1224 01:27:28,523 --> 01:27:32,929 ? That Your hand Will guide every way 1225 01:27:35,064 --> 01:27:41,037 ? Every moment, every day 1226 01:27:43,939 --> 01:27:48,810 ? Well, I will walk by faith 1227 01:27:50,947 --> 01:27:54,884 ? Even when I don't see 1228 01:27:57,686 --> 01:28:02,524 ? Even a broken road 1229 01:28:03,960 --> 01:28:08,029 ? Prepares Your will for me 1230 01:28:18,006 --> 01:28:23,578 ? Well, I will walk by faith 1231 01:28:26,983 --> 01:28:30,819 ? Even when I don't see 1232 01:28:35,190 --> 01:28:39,661 ? Even when I don't see 1233 01:28:55,211 --> 01:28:59,148 That was so beautiful. 1234 01:29:24,372 --> 01:29:25,573 Are you okay? 1235 01:29:31,947 --> 01:29:32,948 You okay? 1236 01:29:35,283 --> 01:29:36,284 It's God. 1237 01:29:38,087 --> 01:29:39,353 - It's God. - What do you mean? 1238 01:29:39,354 --> 01:29:41,220 I'm healed. 1239 01:29:41,222 --> 01:29:43,323 It doesn't hurt anymore. I can't feel it. 1240 01:29:43,324 --> 01:29:44,725 You were right. 1241 01:29:44,726 --> 01:29:46,326 I'm telling you, I'm healed. 1242 01:29:46,328 --> 01:29:47,360 I think I'm okay. I think I'm okay. 1243 01:29:47,363 --> 01:29:48,996 Babe, lie down, lie down. I'll get the doctor. 1244 01:29:48,997 --> 01:29:50,231 You have to believe me. 1245 01:29:51,699 --> 01:29:52,768 Just believe me. 1246 01:29:54,235 --> 01:29:55,270 I'm okay. 1247 01:29:56,671 --> 01:29:59,238 Okay. I'm gonna get the doctor. 1248 01:29:59,240 --> 01:30:01,408 Excuse me, can I get a doctor for my wife? 1249 01:30:01,409 --> 01:30:03,243 Okay. Slow down. What's the issue? 1250 01:30:03,244 --> 01:30:06,680 Dr. Furst, Melissa's awake. 1251 01:30:07,783 --> 01:30:10,019 Someone help! Someone help! 1252 01:30:20,296 --> 01:30:21,628 I love you. 1253 01:30:34,409 --> 01:30:35,944 She's with Jesus. 1254 01:30:42,184 --> 01:30:43,284 No. 1255 01:30:50,426 --> 01:30:52,795 I didn't get to say goodbye. 1256 01:31:05,474 --> 01:31:07,073 I'm Tom Camp. 1257 01:31:07,076 --> 01:31:08,975 I'm looking for my son, Jeremy. 1258 01:31:08,978 --> 01:31:10,212 Mr. Camp. 1259 01:31:11,247 --> 01:31:12,880 He's still in the room. 1260 01:32:47,243 --> 01:32:49,141 Get some sleep. 1261 01:32:49,144 --> 01:32:50,409 See you in the morning. 1262 01:32:50,412 --> 01:32:53,814 Mom and I will have breakfast ready for you when you get up. 1263 01:32:53,815 --> 01:32:54,984 Dad? 1264 01:32:58,988 --> 01:33:00,088 Can I ask you a question? 1265 01:33:02,591 --> 01:33:03,859 Anything. 1266 01:33:11,266 --> 01:33:13,969 I remember I prayed and prayed in this room 1267 01:33:16,305 --> 01:33:18,006 for Josh to be born healthy. 1268 01:33:21,076 --> 01:33:22,511 It didn't happen. 1269 01:33:24,947 --> 01:33:27,115 And you prayed for so long for your ministry. 1270 01:33:30,485 --> 01:33:31,487 Still nothing. 1271 01:33:33,555 --> 01:33:35,923 Dad, I begged God to heal Melissa. 1272 01:33:41,630 --> 01:33:43,332 What am I supposed to do with that? 1273 01:33:49,938 --> 01:33:53,573 Are you asking if Josh's disabilities 1274 01:33:53,574 --> 01:33:54,810 were disappointing? 1275 01:33:59,047 --> 01:34:00,381 Yes, they are. 1276 01:34:04,086 --> 01:34:06,586 Did I have big dreams that didn't come true? 1277 01:34:06,587 --> 01:34:07,588 Sure. 1278 01:34:10,958 --> 01:34:14,128 Do I understand why Melissa isn't here anymore? 1279 01:34:17,298 --> 01:34:19,467 No, son, I don't. 1280 01:34:22,904 --> 01:34:23,905 I'm sorry. 1281 01:34:26,975 --> 01:34:28,844 But I know my life is full. 1282 01:34:32,347 --> 01:34:34,014 I feel rich, 1283 01:34:34,015 --> 01:34:35,451 and I'm proud of this family. 1284 01:34:40,322 --> 01:34:41,520 Honestly, at the time, 1285 01:34:41,523 --> 01:34:44,091 I didn't agree with what you did. 1286 01:34:44,092 --> 01:34:45,327 I didn't understand it. 1287 01:34:48,229 --> 01:34:51,033 You chose willingly to walk into the fire with her. 1288 01:34:52,634 --> 01:34:55,237 Right beside her, all the way to the end. 1289 01:34:59,608 --> 01:35:01,240 But then, 1290 01:35:01,243 --> 01:35:05,113 that's exactly what I would do for your mom and you boys. 1291 01:35:08,182 --> 01:35:09,518 That's what love is. 1292 01:35:15,123 --> 01:35:17,292 And I got to watch my son do that. 1293 01:35:19,695 --> 01:35:20,895 For his wife. 1294 01:35:22,597 --> 01:35:23,532 That was a privilege. 1295 01:35:27,603 --> 01:35:30,271 I don't know the answers to your questions. 1296 01:35:34,176 --> 01:35:35,377 But I do know this, 1297 01:35:37,279 --> 01:35:38,645 that my life is not full 1298 01:35:38,646 --> 01:35:41,048 in spite of the disappointments. 1299 01:35:45,186 --> 01:35:46,689 It's full because of them. 1300 01:35:53,127 --> 01:35:54,262 I'm proud of you. 1301 01:35:56,998 --> 01:35:58,065 I love you, Dad. 1302 01:36:27,261 --> 01:36:28,262 Jeremy. 1303 01:36:30,265 --> 01:36:32,097 I'm healed. 1304 01:36:32,100 --> 01:36:34,100 I think I'm healed. It's God. 1305 01:36:34,101 --> 01:36:36,403 You know the stars that shine the brightest? 1306 01:36:36,404 --> 01:36:38,037 The ones with the shortest life. 1307 01:36:38,039 --> 01:36:39,171 You're going to be healed. 1308 01:36:39,173 --> 01:36:40,606 I need a doctor! 1309 01:36:40,609 --> 01:36:42,108 I promise you. 1310 01:36:42,109 --> 01:36:43,476 It doesn't hurt anymore. 1311 01:36:43,479 --> 01:36:44,511 I can't feel it. 1312 01:36:44,512 --> 01:36:47,079 You were right. You have to believe... 1313 01:37:04,632 --> 01:37:06,068 Why did You do this? 1314 01:38:28,818 --> 01:38:29,819 Jeremy. 1315 01:38:31,887 --> 01:38:34,921 I know you'll find this someday. 1316 01:38:34,923 --> 01:38:39,694 See? I'm finally letting you read my journal. 1317 01:38:39,695 --> 01:38:43,431 And I've thought a lot about the day I realized I loved you. 1318 01:38:44,701 --> 01:38:45,702 Remember? 1319 01:38:52,875 --> 01:38:58,211 I just watched you there, awestruck by your gift. 1320 01:38:58,212 --> 01:39:01,382 Knowing God would use it someday to touch the world. 1321 01:39:02,650 --> 01:39:04,886 I felt that day the same way I do now. 1322 01:39:08,824 --> 01:39:11,292 You're asleep on my shoulder right now. 1323 01:39:12,661 --> 01:39:13,793 I guess one of the benefits 1324 01:39:13,796 --> 01:39:16,163 of the pain is that it's hard to sleep. 1325 01:39:17,431 --> 01:39:21,368 Which means I have a lot of time to think. 1326 01:39:21,369 --> 01:39:23,569 And I've thought a lot about the stories 1327 01:39:23,572 --> 01:39:26,341 you love to tell at your concerts. 1328 01:39:27,408 --> 01:39:28,810 You're so good at it. 1329 01:39:30,212 --> 01:39:31,445 Ancient stories, 1330 01:39:32,314 --> 01:39:34,248 still relevant and true. 1331 01:39:35,717 --> 01:39:38,787 In one story, God grants healing. 1332 01:39:39,756 --> 01:39:42,488 Miracles do happen. 1333 01:39:42,490 --> 01:39:46,427 Yet to another, His call is to suffer, and even die. 1334 01:39:48,730 --> 01:39:50,532 And I realized something, 1335 01:39:52,600 --> 01:39:55,601 they both have value. 1336 01:39:55,604 --> 01:39:58,905 Because each is a chapter in a bigger story. 1337 01:39:58,908 --> 01:40:03,576 Each is the stroke of a brush on His beautiful canvas. 1338 01:40:03,578 --> 01:40:09,417 Each is the light of one star helping to form a galaxy. 1339 01:40:11,921 --> 01:40:13,820 And I think I'm one of those lucky people 1340 01:40:13,823 --> 01:40:15,623 meant to experience both. 1341 01:40:17,626 --> 01:40:19,960 I had my miracle. 1342 01:40:19,962 --> 01:40:22,698 It led to the perfect day with you. 1343 01:40:23,331 --> 01:40:25,664 It was enough. 1344 01:40:25,667 --> 01:40:29,737 I've learned that suffering doesn't destroy faith, 1345 01:40:29,738 --> 01:40:30,907 it refines it. 1346 01:40:32,506 --> 01:40:34,875 And God is worth trusting. 1347 01:40:34,877 --> 01:40:37,212 Even when we can't see. 1348 01:40:38,546 --> 01:40:40,479 I'm safe in His arms 1349 01:40:40,481 --> 01:40:42,682 going bravely into the light with a peace 1350 01:40:42,685 --> 01:40:45,287 that I can't understand. 1351 01:41:01,069 --> 01:41:03,637 So, do one thing for me, Jeremy Camp, 1352 01:41:04,472 --> 01:41:06,305 for my sake. 1353 01:41:06,307 --> 01:41:09,811 For the sake of your gift and everyone meant to hear it. 1354 01:41:13,448 --> 01:41:14,448 When you're ready, 1355 01:41:17,686 --> 01:41:18,921 pick up your guitar. 1356 01:42:55,717 --> 01:42:57,583 And now, we have an artist 1357 01:42:57,586 --> 01:42:59,185 with his first gold record 1358 01:42:59,188 --> 01:43:02,122 with five number one hit singles. 1359 01:43:02,123 --> 01:43:03,957 He has a story to tell. 1360 01:43:03,960 --> 01:43:07,426 Let's welcome my friend Jeremy Camp. 1361 01:43:24,079 --> 01:43:25,444 What's going on, guys? 1362 01:43:25,447 --> 01:43:27,082 My name is Jeremy Camp. 1363 01:43:27,716 --> 01:43:29,750 Uh... 1364 01:43:29,752 --> 01:43:34,487 A few years ago, I met a girl named Melissa, 1365 01:43:34,488 --> 01:43:37,158 and she is, and always will be, the love of my life. 1366 01:43:38,659 --> 01:43:41,560 Melissa died with this incomprehensible, 1367 01:43:41,563 --> 01:43:43,796 selfless faith. 1368 01:43:43,798 --> 01:43:46,801 She was always reaching for heaven. 1369 01:43:49,137 --> 01:43:51,006 And I believe she finally touched it. 1370 01:43:54,010 --> 01:43:55,341 I believe she finally touched it, 1371 01:43:55,344 --> 01:43:58,746 and she had to tell me that there would be another day, 1372 01:43:58,747 --> 01:44:00,747 with no more pain, 1373 01:44:00,750 --> 01:44:02,614 with no more tears, with no more sorrow, 1374 01:44:02,617 --> 01:44:05,921 another day where I would get to see her again. 1375 01:44:07,689 --> 01:44:11,591 I know I'm not the only one hurting here today. 1376 01:44:11,592 --> 01:44:13,559 She told me that if just one person's life 1377 01:44:13,560 --> 01:44:14,962 was changed by her story, 1378 01:44:14,963 --> 01:44:16,595 then it would've all been worth it. 1379 01:44:16,597 --> 01:44:17,631 Just one. 1380 01:44:20,668 --> 01:44:21,935 So, this one's for her. 1381 01:44:34,615 --> 01:44:40,122 ? I still believe In Your faithfulness 1382 01:44:44,827 --> 01:44:50,532 ? I still believe in Your truth 1383 01:44:55,070 --> 01:45:01,509 ? I still believe In Your holy word 1384 01:45:04,113 --> 01:45:09,750 ? Even when I don't see I still believe 1385 01:45:20,561 --> 01:45:24,731 ? Though the questions Fog up my mind 1386 01:45:24,734 --> 01:45:28,203 ? With promises I still seem to bear 1387 01:45:29,939 --> 01:45:34,742 ? Even when answers Slowly unwind 1388 01:45:34,743 --> 01:45:39,313 ? It's my heart I see You prepare 1389 01:45:39,314 --> 01:45:43,953 ? But it's now that I feel 1390 01:45:44,854 --> 01:45:47,622 ? Your grace fall like rain 1391 01:45:48,791 --> 01:45:53,027 ? From every fingertip 1392 01:45:53,029 --> 01:45:57,831 ? Washing away my pain 1393 01:45:57,832 --> 01:45:59,135 ? Yeah 1394 01:46:00,970 --> 01:46:06,141 ? I still believe In Your holy word 1395 01:46:09,878 --> 01:46:16,786 ? Even when I don't see I still believe 1396 01:46:18,921 --> 01:46:21,724 ? I still believe 1397 01:46:23,958 --> 01:46:27,261 ? I still believe 1398 01:46:27,262 --> 01:46:29,095 ? Oh 1399 01:46:29,097 --> 01:46:35,970 ? I still believe in You 1400 01:46:44,412 --> 01:46:46,012 ? I still believe 1401 01:47:13,208 --> 01:47:15,109 Jeremy. 1402 01:47:15,110 --> 01:47:17,978 Uh, you don't, uh, know me. 1403 01:47:17,979 --> 01:47:20,850 I feel like I knew her, your wife. 1404 01:47:22,417 --> 01:47:23,650 Melissa. 1405 01:47:25,988 --> 01:47:27,820 I was there the night that you prayed over her. 1406 01:47:27,823 --> 01:47:29,358 We were the next band. 1407 01:47:30,893 --> 01:47:33,025 I'd just gotten in from South Africa 1408 01:47:33,028 --> 01:47:36,297 and I was, uh, going through a really hard time. 1409 01:47:37,800 --> 01:47:41,100 And I honestly was trapped 1410 01:47:41,103 --> 01:47:45,106 in this web of, like, apathy and disappointment. 1411 01:47:48,176 --> 01:47:51,913 I had lost someone close to me. 1412 01:47:54,382 --> 01:47:56,685 I was angry and hurt and... 1413 01:47:58,487 --> 01:48:00,820 I thought the world was full of hypocrites 1414 01:48:00,823 --> 01:48:03,057 and I was the worst of them. 1415 01:48:04,792 --> 01:48:06,929 I guess I just wanted to know 1416 01:48:08,497 --> 01:48:12,868 that God was real, somewhere in the universe, 1417 01:48:15,804 --> 01:48:17,938 like, to a person. 1418 01:48:17,939 --> 01:48:21,210 An actual person in an actual, meaningful way. 1419 01:48:22,744 --> 01:48:23,877 And I looked at her, 1420 01:48:23,878 --> 01:48:25,912 your wife, that night. 1421 01:48:25,914 --> 01:48:29,885 She was, like, glowing 1422 01:48:31,753 --> 01:48:33,956 with something I've never had. 1423 01:48:35,090 --> 01:48:36,926 Her story and your story, it... 1424 01:48:37,960 --> 01:48:39,795 It rescued me. 1425 01:48:45,301 --> 01:48:46,801 I'm the one 1426 01:48:48,938 --> 01:48:50,872 whose life was changed. 1427 01:48:51,974 --> 01:48:54,143 And there will be millions more. 1428 01:48:58,213 --> 01:49:00,015 I just wanted you to know that. 1429 01:49:01,182 --> 01:49:02,184 Thank you. 1430 01:49:04,220 --> 01:49:05,753 It means a lot. 1431 01:49:14,063 --> 01:49:15,529 Hey. 1432 01:49:15,530 --> 01:49:16,899 What's your name, again? 1433 01:49:18,132 --> 01:49:19,134 Adrienne. 1434 01:49:56,171 --> 01:49:57,805 You were right. 1435 01:49:59,608 --> 01:50:01,510 I've never seen stars like this before. 1436 01:50:06,314 --> 01:50:07,483 I love you, Melissa. 1437 01:50:10,286 --> 01:50:11,487 And I'm gonna tell your story. 1438 01:50:52,194 --> 01:50:53,527 I feel very protective 1439 01:50:53,529 --> 01:50:54,627 of Jeremy and Melissa's story, 1440 01:50:54,630 --> 01:50:56,462 I think, because of how much 1441 01:50:56,465 --> 01:50:58,265 the Lord did in my life. 1442 01:50:58,266 --> 01:51:00,536 That it was something that I needed to hear. 1443 01:51:03,171 --> 01:51:05,372 God was telling me to pick my guitar up, and I'm like, 1444 01:51:05,373 --> 01:51:06,907 "The last I wanna do is pick my guitar up." 1445 01:51:06,908 --> 01:51:11,043 I remember feeling the presence of God so thick in that room. 1446 01:51:11,046 --> 01:51:13,380 Like, just, like, I needed that. 1447 01:51:13,381 --> 01:51:17,118 Right what came out was just, 1448 01:51:18,052 --> 01:51:19,219 "Okay. I still believe." 1449 01:51:19,220 --> 01:51:22,555 Literally. Like, "I still believe in You." 1450 01:51:22,557 --> 01:51:25,324 That's what I wanted to say. 1451 01:51:25,327 --> 01:51:27,927 This is something that God gave me as a gift to heal me, 1452 01:51:27,930 --> 01:51:30,399 and I believe that God was gonna use it to heal many people. 1453 01:52:07,820 --> 01:52:12,820 Subtitles by explosiveskull 97678

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