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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:31,399 --> 00:00:33,801 "MY VOICE, 2 00:00:33,801 --> 00:00:35,569 MY VOICE DOESN'T CARRY THE HATE 3 00:00:35,569 --> 00:00:37,805 YOU PERCEIVE." 4 00:00:37,805 --> 00:00:38,706 COME ON, 5 00:00:38,706 --> 00:00:39,473 KALINDRA. 6 00:00:41,309 --> 00:00:43,211 "VOICES CARRY HATE, LIFE IS 7 00:00:43,211 --> 00:00:45,079 DESTROYED." 8 00:00:45,079 --> 00:00:45,679 FUCK. 9 00:00:47,115 --> 00:00:48,182 INFLUENCE THE BACK ROW, 10 00:00:48,182 --> 00:00:49,583 THE FRONT ROW WILL LOVE YOU. 11 00:00:49,583 --> 00:00:50,751 THINK ABOUT THE FRONT ROW, 12 00:00:50,751 --> 00:00:53,154 THE BACK ROW WILL FORGET YOU. 13 00:00:53,154 --> 00:00:54,422 YOU'RE JUST AS GOOD AS EVERYONE 14 00:00:54,422 --> 00:00:55,556 ELSE. 15 00:00:56,790 --> 00:00:58,058 FIND YOUR VOICE. 16 00:03:02,516 --> 00:03:04,318 * YEAH, I PLAN TO REIMBURSE 17 00:03:04,318 --> 00:03:05,253 * THE GHETTO WITH THE * 18 00:03:05,253 --> 00:03:06,287 * KNOWLEDGE THEY GAVE ME 19 00:03:06,287 --> 00:03:07,721 * STREET CORNER TALK BE THE * 20 00:03:07,721 --> 00:03:08,756 * COLLEGE THAT SAVED ME * 21 00:03:10,991 --> 00:03:12,293 HEY, CAN I GET A PACK OF 22 00:03:12,293 --> 00:03:13,594 MARLBORO SMOOTHS, PLEASE? 23 00:03:17,465 --> 00:03:19,567 I'M SORRY, WE DON'T HAVE ANY. 24 00:03:19,567 --> 00:03:20,734 HOW ABOUT VIRGINIA SLIMS? 25 00:03:24,972 --> 00:03:26,006 YOU KNOW, WE'RE LOW 26 00:03:26,006 --> 00:03:27,275 ON CIGARETTES. 27 00:03:27,275 --> 00:03:29,677 SORRY, WE'RE JUST -- WE'RE OUT. 28 00:03:30,844 --> 00:03:31,579 ALRIGHT. 29 00:03:36,484 --> 00:03:38,286 YOU'RE RONNIE STEPNEY. 30 00:03:38,286 --> 00:03:40,588 DIDN'T YOU PLAY FOR DORSEY HIGH? 31 00:03:40,588 --> 00:03:42,523 YEAH, BACK IN THE DAY. 32 00:03:42,523 --> 00:03:43,457 I REMEMBER YOU. 33 00:03:48,496 --> 00:03:50,631 WELL, I GUESS I'LL GET MY 34 00:03:50,631 --> 00:03:51,732 CIGARETTES SOMEWHERE ELSE. 35 00:03:58,439 --> 00:03:59,573 IT'S 10:38, PEDEY. 36 00:04:00,541 --> 00:04:01,575 MY BAD, BRO. 37 00:04:01,575 --> 00:04:02,543 SISTER HAD MY CAR. 38 00:04:02,543 --> 00:04:04,512 YOU USED THAT ONE LAST TIME. 39 00:04:04,512 --> 00:04:06,347 HAD IT THEN, TOO. 40 00:04:06,347 --> 00:04:07,415 IT EVER OCCUR TO YOU THIS IS A 41 00:04:07,415 --> 00:04:08,482 FUCKING JOB? 42 00:04:08,482 --> 00:04:10,484 WHAT THIS IS IS A GAS STATION 43 00:04:10,484 --> 00:04:11,885 WITH FUCKING PUMPS THAT DON'T 44 00:04:11,885 --> 00:04:12,586 EVEN WORK. 45 00:04:12,586 --> 00:04:14,555 THIS AIN'T NO FUCKING JOB. 46 00:04:15,556 --> 00:04:16,390 I'M GONNA GO PISS THEN WE'LL 47 00:04:16,390 --> 00:04:17,658 SWITCH OUT REGISTERS. 48 00:04:38,946 --> 00:04:41,715 KALINDRA? 49 00:04:41,715 --> 00:04:42,650 KALINDRA. 50 00:04:42,650 --> 00:04:43,984 YEAH, I'M IN THE BATHROOM. 51 00:04:43,984 --> 00:04:44,518 OKAY. 52 00:04:48,489 --> 00:04:49,657 MESSAGE 1: 53 00:04:49,657 --> 00:04:50,958 Hey, it's Mom. 54 00:04:50,958 --> 00:04:52,726 I really expected my daughter to 55 00:04:52,726 --> 00:04:54,428 come... 56 00:04:54,428 --> 00:04:56,564 Hey, Ronnie, it's Lem, man. 57 00:04:56,564 --> 00:04:57,965 Holla at ya nigga, man. 58 00:04:57,965 --> 00:04:58,666 Where you at? 59 00:05:01,001 --> 00:05:01,902 Kalindra, it's Earl. 60 00:05:01,902 --> 00:05:02,770 What's the deal? 61 00:05:02,770 --> 00:05:03,937 Look, I did some hoodoo, and I'm 62 00:05:03,937 --> 00:05:05,406 sure I can get you the Nuyorican 63 00:05:05,406 --> 00:05:05,973 gig. 64 00:05:05,973 --> 00:05:06,974 It'll only be for a month... 65 00:05:06,974 --> 00:05:07,675 HEY, BABY. 66 00:05:07,675 --> 00:05:08,476 HEY. 67 00:05:08,476 --> 00:05:09,743 I'M LATE, DINNER'S IN THE OVEN. 68 00:05:09,743 --> 00:05:10,811 YOU GOOD? 69 00:05:10,811 --> 00:05:12,380 YEAH, WHAT WAS EARL TALKING 70 00:05:12,380 --> 00:05:13,381 ABOUT? 71 00:05:13,381 --> 00:05:14,415 THE NUYORICAN IS OFFERING A 72 00:05:14,415 --> 00:05:15,583 WAITRESS JOB THIS SUMMER. 73 00:05:15,583 --> 00:05:16,784 HE THINKS I CAN GET THE JOB AND 74 00:05:16,784 --> 00:05:17,885 BE AROUND ALL THE POETS WHO 75 00:05:17,885 --> 00:05:18,952 PERFORM THERE. 76 00:05:18,952 --> 00:05:21,021 THIS IS THE PLACE IN NEW YORK? 77 00:05:21,021 --> 00:05:22,356 YEAH. 78 00:05:22,356 --> 00:05:24,024 SO, YOU'VE NEVER BEEN OUT OF 79 00:05:24,024 --> 00:05:24,958 CALIFORNIA, NOW YOU WANNA GO 80 00:05:24,958 --> 00:05:26,093 FOR A MONTH? 81 00:05:26,093 --> 00:05:28,362 TO LEARN, THEN BRING IT BACK. 82 00:05:28,362 --> 00:05:29,963 YOU SURE ABOUT THAT? 83 00:05:29,963 --> 00:05:31,064 YEAH, BABE. 84 00:05:31,064 --> 00:05:32,400 TONIGHT'S THE FIRST NIGHT I'M 85 00:05:32,400 --> 00:05:33,367 GOING UP AT THE LOUNGE. 86 00:05:33,367 --> 00:05:34,001 IT'S A REALLY BIG DEAL, YOU 87 00:05:34,001 --> 00:05:34,768 WANNA COME? 88 00:05:34,768 --> 00:05:36,437 I GOTTA WORK A DOUBLE, I AIN'T 89 00:05:36,437 --> 00:05:37,505 TRYIN' TO BE OUT LATE. 90 00:05:37,505 --> 00:05:38,739 DUDE, WE NEVER DO ANYTHING 91 00:05:38,739 --> 00:05:39,840 TOGETHER ANYMORE, AND YOU DON'T 92 00:05:39,840 --> 00:05:41,141 EVEN LIKE THAT JOB ANYWAY. 93 00:05:41,141 --> 00:05:42,443 ASK ME, I THINK YOU SHOULD QUIT. 94 00:05:42,443 --> 00:05:44,778 AND DO WHAT AFTER SIX YEARS? 95 00:05:44,778 --> 00:05:46,079 COACH KIDS' BASKETBALL OR 96 00:05:46,079 --> 00:05:47,381 WHATEVER YOU WANT, IT'S A GAS 97 00:05:47,381 --> 00:05:48,048 STATION. 98 00:05:48,048 --> 00:05:49,016 WELL, ONE OF US HAS GOTTA HOLD 99 00:05:49,016 --> 00:05:50,150 DOWN A JOB IN CASE YOU DECIDE TO 100 00:05:50,150 --> 00:05:51,985 GO TO NEW YORK WITHOUT ME. 101 00:05:51,985 --> 00:05:53,053 OUCH. 102 00:05:54,588 --> 00:05:55,723 "WHY DON'T YOU TAKE A CHANCE AND 103 00:05:55,723 --> 00:05:58,526 STEP OUTSIDE YOUR COMFORT ZONE? 104 00:05:58,526 --> 00:06:00,093 WHY DON'T YOU STOP PIMPING OUT 105 00:06:00,093 --> 00:06:01,529 YOUR SPIRITUAL SIDE AND START 106 00:06:01,529 --> 00:06:02,863 SHOWING US WHAT'S GOING ON DEEP 107 00:06:02,863 --> 00:06:04,965 INSIDE BECAUSE THE TRUTH JUST 108 00:06:04,965 --> 00:06:06,767 SOUNDS DIFFERENT AND EVEN IF 109 00:06:06,767 --> 00:06:07,801 I DON'T AGREE WITH THE 110 00:06:07,801 --> 00:06:09,036 SPECIFICS, I BELIEVE IT'S 111 00:06:09,036 --> 00:06:10,771 REALISTIC BECAUSE TWO 112 00:06:10,771 --> 00:06:12,440 TRUTHS CAN OCCUPY THE SAME 113 00:06:12,440 --> 00:06:13,106 SPACE..." 114 00:06:13,106 --> 00:06:13,974 SO RONNIE WASN'T FEELING YOUR 115 00:06:13,974 --> 00:06:15,709 NUYORICAN THING, HUH? 116 00:06:15,709 --> 00:06:17,811 I'LL WORK ON HIM. 117 00:06:17,811 --> 00:06:19,046 YOU'VE NEVER BEEN FURTHER THAN 118 00:06:19,046 --> 00:06:21,048 BAKERSFIELD. 119 00:06:21,048 --> 00:06:22,450 IN MY MIND I HAVE. 120 00:06:23,784 --> 00:06:27,655 NEW YORK IS, LIKE, FAR, KAL-- 121 00:06:27,655 --> 00:06:28,656 WHAT'S GOING ON WITH YOU AND 122 00:06:28,656 --> 00:06:29,690 STEVE? 123 00:06:31,925 --> 00:06:34,828 OKAY, YOU DON'T EVEN LIKE STEVE, 124 00:06:34,828 --> 00:06:36,163 AND YOU BRINGIN' HIM UP, SO THAT 125 00:06:36,163 --> 00:06:37,465 MEANS YOU REALLY DON'T WANNA 126 00:06:37,465 --> 00:06:37,898 TALK ABOUT IT. 127 00:06:37,898 --> 00:06:38,632 NO, I DON'T LIKE 128 00:06:38,632 --> 00:06:40,167 THAT IS HIS BABY'S MOTHER COMES 129 00:06:40,167 --> 00:06:41,702 BETWEEN THE TWO OF YOU. 130 00:06:41,702 --> 00:06:42,903 AND I DIDN'T LIKE THAT HE MOVED 131 00:06:42,903 --> 00:06:43,937 IN WITH HER, EITHER. 132 00:06:43,937 --> 00:06:45,072 WELL, IT WAS ONLY FOR SIX 133 00:06:45,072 --> 00:06:46,640 MONTHS, AND HE IS LIVING WITH 134 00:06:46,640 --> 00:06:47,608 HIS FATHER NOW, 135 00:06:47,608 --> 00:06:48,609 SO YOU AIN'T GOT TO WORRY ABOUT 136 00:06:48,609 --> 00:06:49,142 THAT. 137 00:06:49,142 --> 00:06:50,110 GREAT, BY FORTY HE'LL HAVE HIS 138 00:06:50,110 --> 00:06:51,011 OWN PLACE. 139 00:06:51,011 --> 00:06:54,615 YOU EVIL. 140 00:06:54,615 --> 00:06:56,049 UGH, THE MEN WE CHOOSE. 141 00:06:56,049 --> 00:06:57,885 THE MEN WE CHOOSE. 142 00:06:57,885 --> 00:06:58,819 ALRIGHT, Y'ALL, SO I'M GONNA 143 00:06:58,819 --> 00:06:59,487 GIVE YOU THE RULES. 144 00:06:59,487 --> 00:07:00,220 SO, EACH POET GETTING UP 145 00:07:00,220 --> 00:07:01,154 ON-STAGE, YOU HAVE THREE MINUTES 146 00:07:01,154 --> 00:07:01,955 TO DO YOUR THING. 147 00:07:01,955 --> 00:07:02,823 IF YOU GO OVER THREE MINUTES, 148 00:07:02,823 --> 00:07:03,624 YOU'RE GONNA HEAR THIS: 149 00:07:05,092 --> 00:07:05,993 AND THEN IF YOU KEEP GOING, THIS 150 00:07:05,993 --> 00:07:06,827 GONNA HAPPEN: 151 00:07:09,530 --> 00:07:10,130 ALRIGHT, SO PLEASE DON'T LET 152 00:07:10,130 --> 00:07:11,064 THAT HAPPEN TO YOU. 153 00:07:11,064 --> 00:07:12,500 SO, COMING TO THE STAGE, PLEASE 154 00:07:12,500 --> 00:07:13,534 PUT YOUR HANDS TOGETHER FOR 155 00:07:13,534 --> 00:07:15,068 KALINDRA STEPNEY, Y'ALL. 156 00:07:15,068 --> 00:07:16,470 GIVE IT UP FOR KALINDRA. 157 00:07:16,470 --> 00:07:17,004 RIP IT. 158 00:07:33,987 --> 00:07:36,624 "IF YOU THINK MY VOICE CARRIES 159 00:07:36,624 --> 00:07:38,959 THE HATE OF MY ANCESTORS... 160 00:07:41,128 --> 00:07:42,162 YOU'RE WRONG. 161 00:07:43,531 --> 00:07:45,799 IT DOESN'T CARRY HATE, 162 00:07:45,799 --> 00:07:46,867 BUT THE FRUSTRATIONS OF THE 163 00:07:46,867 --> 00:07:49,570 DISAPPOINTED, 164 00:07:49,570 --> 00:07:51,171 THE DARKNESS THAT ENVELOPS THE 165 00:07:51,171 --> 00:07:53,541 LIGHT AT THE END OF THE TUNNEL. 166 00:07:53,541 --> 00:07:55,609 MY VOICE IS FROM THE HOLLOWNESS 167 00:07:55,609 --> 00:07:57,077 OF THE WELL WE FELL DOWN DEEP IN 168 00:07:57,077 --> 00:07:59,079 AND CLAWED WITH OUR FINGERNAILS 169 00:07:59,079 --> 00:08:00,748 OUT OF ONLY TO BE PUSHED BACK 170 00:08:00,748 --> 00:08:03,216 DOWN AGAIN, STANDING IN THE 171 00:08:03,216 --> 00:08:05,653 WAIST-DEEP WATER KNOWING, 172 00:08:05,653 --> 00:08:07,521 KNOWING, KNOWING THAT IF ONE DAY 173 00:08:07,521 --> 00:08:09,890 THE WHITE GOD FOUND A TOUCH OF 174 00:08:09,890 --> 00:08:11,792 BLACKNESS IN HIS SOUL, SOMEBODY 175 00:08:11,792 --> 00:08:13,527 WOULD SPEAK OUT. 176 00:08:15,529 --> 00:08:17,064 SOMEBODY WOULD SAY THAT THE HATE 177 00:08:17,064 --> 00:08:18,532 YOU THOUGHT YOU HEARD COMING 178 00:08:18,532 --> 00:08:20,033 FROM US WAS NOTHING BUT THE 179 00:08:20,033 --> 00:08:25,773 ECHOES OF YOUR OWN WHITE MIND. 180 00:08:25,773 --> 00:08:26,840 IF YOU THINK MY VOICE CARRIES 181 00:08:26,840 --> 00:08:28,576 THE HATE OF MY ANCESTORS YOU'RE 182 00:08:28,576 --> 00:08:30,744 WRONG. 183 00:08:30,744 --> 00:08:33,080 MY ANCESTORS NEVER HAD A VOICE. 184 00:08:33,080 --> 00:08:35,649 THEY WERE TOO BUSY LISTENING 185 00:08:35,649 --> 00:08:36,884 TO YOU." 186 00:08:44,592 --> 00:08:45,593 YES. 187 00:08:45,593 --> 00:08:47,995 ALRIGHT, UM, JUDGES, ON THE 188 00:08:47,995 --> 00:08:48,929 COUNT OF THREE PUT YOUR SCORE 189 00:08:48,929 --> 00:08:50,230 CARDS UP IN THE AIR. 190 00:08:50,230 --> 00:08:54,234 ONE, TWO, THREE. 191 00:08:54,234 --> 00:08:57,204 WE HAVE A 6.2, 192 00:08:57,204 --> 00:08:59,006 WE HAVE A 7.0... 193 00:08:59,006 --> 00:09:01,241 LOOK, I DON'T DAMN WHAT THE 194 00:09:01,241 --> 00:09:04,912 SCORE WAS, THAT SHIT WAS HOT. 195 00:09:04,912 --> 00:09:05,779 YOU GOTTA SAY THAT, YOU'RE MY 196 00:09:05,779 --> 00:09:06,179 BEST FRIEND. 197 00:09:06,179 --> 00:09:07,615 NO, I'M TELLING YOU THE TRUTH. 198 00:09:07,615 --> 00:09:08,348 WELL, AT LEAST I HOST THE COFFEE 199 00:09:08,348 --> 00:09:09,282 SHOP. 200 00:09:09,282 --> 00:09:10,150 IT'S NOT ON THE LEVEL OF THESE 201 00:09:10,150 --> 00:09:11,952 POETS, BUT IT MAKES ME FEEL GOOD 202 00:09:11,952 --> 00:09:12,786 ABOUT MYSELF. 203 00:09:12,786 --> 00:09:14,121 I HEAR YOU. 204 00:09:14,121 --> 00:09:15,155 COME ON, LET'S GO GET A DRINK. 205 00:09:15,155 --> 00:09:17,290 I CAN'T STAY, I GOTTA GO HOME. 206 00:09:17,290 --> 00:09:18,692 MY MOM'S WATCHING MICHAEL, SO I 207 00:09:18,692 --> 00:09:19,359 GOTTA GO. 208 00:09:19,359 --> 00:09:20,227 ARE YOU SERIOUS? 209 00:09:20,227 --> 00:09:21,194 YES. 210 00:09:21,194 --> 00:09:22,796 BUT I'M NOT TIRED. 211 00:09:22,796 --> 00:09:24,832 WELL... 212 00:09:24,832 --> 00:09:25,933 GO TO SKINNY'S. 213 00:09:25,933 --> 00:09:27,601 ALRIGHT. 214 00:09:27,601 --> 00:09:28,669 AND HAVE A DRINK FOR ME. 215 00:09:28,669 --> 00:09:30,137 LORD KNOWS I NEED ONE. 216 00:09:30,137 --> 00:09:30,838 I LOVE YOU. 217 00:09:30,838 --> 00:09:31,605 LOVE YOU, TOO. 218 00:09:31,605 --> 00:09:32,339 TEXT ME WHEN YOU GET HOME SO I 219 00:09:32,339 --> 00:09:33,373 KNOW YOU MADE IT SAFELY. 220 00:09:33,373 --> 00:09:34,942 ALRIGHT. 221 00:09:37,945 --> 00:09:38,946 SAYONARA. 222 00:09:40,781 --> 00:09:41,782 YOU LOOK CUTE. 223 00:09:48,689 --> 00:09:50,223 JUST FUCK HER MOM AND PICK UP 224 00:09:50,223 --> 00:09:51,358 THE PHONE AND CALL HER. 225 00:09:51,358 --> 00:09:52,225 YOU SAY THAT SHIT LIKE IT'S SO 226 00:09:52,225 --> 00:09:52,660 EASY. 227 00:09:52,660 --> 00:09:53,961 "FUCK HER MOM"-- THAT'S FUCKING 228 00:09:53,961 --> 00:09:54,995 CHANTELLE WE'RE TALKING ABOUT. 229 00:09:54,995 --> 00:09:55,663 IT IS EASY. 230 00:09:55,663 --> 00:09:56,864 JUST CALL HER. 231 00:09:56,864 --> 00:09:57,798 WHAT CAN I GET YOU? 232 00:09:57,798 --> 00:09:58,832 SEVEN AND SEVEN, PLEASE. 233 00:10:04,972 --> 00:10:05,973 HOW YOU DOIN'? 234 00:10:08,408 --> 00:10:10,978 UM, MY NAME'S CURTIS. 235 00:10:12,312 --> 00:10:13,246 YOU GO TO A LOT OF THE POETRY 236 00:10:13,246 --> 00:10:14,848 READS, I RECOGNIZE YOU. 237 00:10:15,683 --> 00:10:16,416 HOW'S THAT? 238 00:10:16,416 --> 00:10:17,851 HE HIDES IN PLAIN SIGHT 239 00:10:17,851 --> 00:10:18,986 THESE DAYS. 240 00:10:18,986 --> 00:10:20,087 LOOSEN UP, WILL. 241 00:10:21,254 --> 00:10:24,091 THIS IS WILL, MY OLDER BROTHER. 242 00:10:25,325 --> 00:10:26,293 AND HE DOES THIS EVERY TIME I 243 00:10:26,293 --> 00:10:28,328 MEET A GIRL WHO GETS WITHIN FIVE 244 00:10:28,328 --> 00:10:29,229 FEET OF ME. 245 00:10:29,229 --> 00:10:30,263 THAT AIN'T MANY. 246 00:10:31,699 --> 00:10:32,833 YOU FURTHER THAN FIVE FEET. 247 00:10:36,403 --> 00:10:38,672 OKAY, WHAT DO YOU SAY I GIVE YOU 248 00:10:38,672 --> 00:10:39,406 A REASON TO RETHINK THE 249 00:10:39,406 --> 00:10:40,708 DISTANCE? 250 00:10:41,775 --> 00:10:43,310 AND HOW WOULD YOU DO THAT? 251 00:10:47,214 --> 00:10:48,381 I DON'T KNOW, MAYBE A POEM OR 252 00:10:48,381 --> 00:10:49,382 SOMETHING. 253 00:10:52,052 --> 00:10:53,787 YOU'RE A POET WHO GOES TO SAM'S, 254 00:10:53,787 --> 00:10:55,222 BUT YOU WON'T GET ON STAGE? 255 00:10:56,089 --> 00:10:57,057 HE'S SCARED. 256 00:10:57,057 --> 00:10:58,291 I MEAN, DON'T GET ME WRONG, 257 00:10:58,291 --> 00:10:59,960 HE'S ALWAYS GOT TALENT. 258 00:10:59,960 --> 00:11:01,061 YOU'RE KILLIN' ME, DUDE. 259 00:11:01,061 --> 00:11:01,762 COME ON, MAN, YOU'RE THROWIN' 260 00:11:01,762 --> 00:11:02,262 ME UNDER THE BUS. 261 00:11:02,262 --> 00:11:03,196 SHUT UP. 262 00:11:03,196 --> 00:11:04,097 SHUT UP? 263 00:11:04,097 --> 00:11:04,898 YEAH, SHUT UP. 264 00:11:04,898 --> 00:11:05,899 I GOT YEARS ON YOU. 265 00:11:05,899 --> 00:11:07,835 DON'T DISRESPECT ME 266 00:11:07,835 --> 00:11:09,803 IN FRONT OF COMPANY. 267 00:11:14,908 --> 00:11:18,812 IT'S BROTHER SHIT, EXCUSE US. 268 00:11:18,812 --> 00:11:20,013 I MAY GET SOME PARTS WRONG, 269 00:11:20,013 --> 00:11:22,950 BUT YOU KNOW... 270 00:11:22,950 --> 00:11:24,718 THERE'S POINTS FOR TRYING. 271 00:11:26,754 --> 00:11:28,255 YEAH, THERE'S POINTS FOR TRYING. 272 00:11:41,134 --> 00:11:43,003 "WHAT DOES IT PROFIT A MAN TO 273 00:11:43,003 --> 00:11:46,273 GAIN THE WHOLE WORLD... 274 00:11:46,273 --> 00:11:48,275 YET LOSE HIS SOUL? 275 00:11:48,275 --> 00:11:49,209 I MEAN, ARE THE RICHES THAT HE 276 00:11:49,209 --> 00:11:51,078 WOULD GAIN SO ENCHANTING 277 00:11:52,780 --> 00:11:54,848 THAT HE'D RISK A SICKNESS SO 278 00:11:54,848 --> 00:11:57,084 DEEP THAT HIS LIFE WOULD CEASE 279 00:11:57,084 --> 00:11:58,051 WHEN WEALTH BEGINS? 280 00:11:58,051 --> 00:11:59,286 DEATH DOESN'T COME LIKE A THIEF 281 00:11:59,286 --> 00:12:00,854 IN THE NIGHT. 282 00:12:02,155 --> 00:12:05,058 NAH, SEE DEATH COMES IN BROAD 283 00:12:05,058 --> 00:12:06,994 DAYLIGHT SMILING... 284 00:12:09,129 --> 00:12:10,998 ENTICING YOU TO TAKE AND TAKE 285 00:12:10,998 --> 00:12:12,833 AND TAKE, 286 00:12:12,833 --> 00:12:14,501 LULLING YOU LIKE THE LOVER WHO 287 00:12:14,501 --> 00:12:17,270 WHISPERS MURDER, CARESSING YOUR 288 00:12:17,270 --> 00:12:19,807 EARS." 289 00:12:19,807 --> 00:12:21,174 THAT'S MY POEM. 290 00:12:22,943 --> 00:12:24,111 YEAH. 291 00:12:24,111 --> 00:12:26,113 I HEARD YOU SPIT IT TWICE, 292 00:12:26,113 --> 00:12:28,348 DOUGHBOYS AND GENGHIS CONE. 293 00:12:28,348 --> 00:12:29,182 YOU REALLY WORKIN' WITH THE 294 00:12:29,182 --> 00:12:30,150 CROWD, GETTING BETTER, SISTER, 295 00:12:30,150 --> 00:12:31,751 EVERY TIME I SEE YOU UP. 296 00:12:33,220 --> 00:12:35,122 THAT'S MY POEM. 297 00:12:35,122 --> 00:12:37,357 YOU SHOULD SEE YOUR FACE. 298 00:12:37,357 --> 00:12:39,092 YOU WANNA IMPRESS ME? 299 00:12:39,092 --> 00:12:40,193 COME AT ME WITH YOUR OWN FLOW, 300 00:12:40,193 --> 00:12:41,161 AND DON'T LET IT BE ONE OF THOSE 301 00:12:41,161 --> 00:12:42,329 "MY DICK IS LIKE THE TASTE OF 302 00:12:42,329 --> 00:12:43,496 CHOCOLATE" POEMS. 303 00:12:46,299 --> 00:12:47,935 WOW, HOW ABOUT, "I REALLY LIKE 304 00:12:47,935 --> 00:12:49,903 THAT YOU APPRECIATED MY POEM"? 305 00:12:49,903 --> 00:12:51,238 HOW ABOUT YOU PAY FOR MY DRINK? 306 00:12:56,509 --> 00:12:59,312 LIKE HE CAN AFFORD HER DRINK. 307 00:12:59,312 --> 00:13:00,914 NICE MOVE, PLAYER. 308 00:13:00,914 --> 00:13:02,282 I'M TRYIN' HERE, MAN, SHIT. 309 00:13:04,051 --> 00:13:05,518 YOU KNOW, MAYBE SHE LEFT BECAUSE 310 00:13:05,518 --> 00:13:07,254 THE WAY YOU DELIVERED THE POEM 311 00:13:07,254 --> 00:13:08,155 SUCKED. 312 00:13:53,901 --> 00:13:55,102 It was good, Ronnie, whoo! 313 00:15:21,688 --> 00:15:22,389 HEY. 314 00:15:27,995 --> 00:15:29,396 I'M SORRY. 315 00:15:29,396 --> 00:15:31,264 WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT? 316 00:15:31,264 --> 00:15:33,967 NEW YORK. 317 00:15:33,967 --> 00:15:37,737 IT-IT'S JUST I FELT WHEN I HEARD 318 00:15:37,737 --> 00:15:40,107 THAT THAT YOU WERE MOVING 319 00:15:40,107 --> 00:15:41,341 TOWARDS SOMETHING WITHOUT ME 320 00:15:41,341 --> 00:15:41,641 AND I-- 321 00:15:41,641 --> 00:15:43,610 NO, I JUST WANNA BE A BETTER 322 00:15:43,610 --> 00:15:44,644 POET. 323 00:15:44,644 --> 00:15:45,545 IT'S LIKE GOING TO SCHOOL, 324 00:15:45,545 --> 00:15:46,346 YOU KNOW? 325 00:15:46,346 --> 00:15:47,580 YEAH. 326 00:15:47,580 --> 00:15:50,984 I KNOW THIS HAS BEEN YOUR OUTLET 327 00:15:50,984 --> 00:15:53,153 SINCE YOU... 328 00:15:53,153 --> 00:15:54,521 SINCE WE LOST THE BABY-- 329 00:15:54,521 --> 00:15:55,555 YOU KNOW WHAT? 330 00:15:55,555 --> 00:15:56,956 YOU SHOULD COME HEAR ME. 331 00:15:58,691 --> 00:16:00,727 YEAH, MAYBE ONE DAY. 332 00:16:19,712 --> 00:16:23,016 HEY, POET, BACK TO WORK. 333 00:16:29,056 --> 00:16:32,025 "DANCING, BUT MY FEET WON'T 334 00:16:32,025 --> 00:16:33,160 MOVE. 335 00:16:33,160 --> 00:16:35,028 I DON'T HEAR MUSIC, THERE'S 336 00:16:35,028 --> 00:16:36,229 NOTHING TO MOVE TO, 337 00:16:36,229 --> 00:16:38,231 GIVE A FUCK TO. 338 00:16:38,231 --> 00:16:41,168 THEN WHY DO I KEEP DANCIN'? 339 00:16:41,168 --> 00:16:42,269 I KEEP DANCING BECAUSE 340 00:16:42,269 --> 00:16:45,538 EVENTUALLY THE MUSIC WILL START, 341 00:16:45,538 --> 00:16:46,573 BECAUSE EVENTUALLY THE THUMP 342 00:16:46,573 --> 00:16:47,807 THUMP OF MY HEART WILL BE 343 00:16:47,807 --> 00:16:49,642 ACCOMPANIED BY THE IVORIES OF MY 344 00:16:49,642 --> 00:16:50,743 SPIRIT AND JOINED BY THE 345 00:16:50,743 --> 00:16:53,146 SAXOPHONE OF MY SOUL, AND MY 346 00:16:53,146 --> 00:16:54,514 FEET WILL MOVE. 347 00:16:54,514 --> 00:16:56,183 BUT NOT SOME NEGRO SPIRITUAL 348 00:16:56,183 --> 00:16:57,617 SHUFFLE. 349 00:16:57,617 --> 00:16:58,651 THIS IS WHAT I TRULY GIVE A FUCK 350 00:16:58,651 --> 00:17:01,121 ABOUT KINDA DANCE, LIKE I'M 351 00:17:01,121 --> 00:17:03,456 DANCING ON A CLOUD, 352 00:17:03,456 --> 00:17:05,758 A CLOUD OF GROOVIN' PUSSY WET ON 353 00:17:05,758 --> 00:17:07,360 SLOW JAMS. 354 00:17:07,360 --> 00:17:08,495 CAN YOU HEAR IT? 355 00:17:10,397 --> 00:17:13,233 POO, POO, SHH, POO, POO, POO, 356 00:17:13,233 --> 00:17:16,536 SHH, SHHHH." 357 00:17:19,106 --> 00:17:20,407 THAT WAS AMAZING. 358 00:17:20,407 --> 00:17:21,374 THANK YOU, GIRL. 359 00:17:21,374 --> 00:17:23,610 GIRL, I KNOW YOU BEEN TELLING ME 360 00:17:23,610 --> 00:17:25,245 FOREVER I SHOULD PUT MY POETRY-- 361 00:17:25,245 --> 00:17:25,745 YOU NEED TO GET UP THERE 362 00:17:25,745 --> 00:17:26,513 AND DO IT. 363 00:17:26,513 --> 00:17:27,814 EVERYBODY KNOWS ME AS A DJ, 364 00:17:27,814 --> 00:17:28,815 I'M JUST NERVOUS. 365 00:17:36,456 --> 00:17:38,158 HEY, MY MAN, YOU SEEN KALINDRA? 366 00:17:39,559 --> 00:17:40,460 YOU'RE WELCOME, BABY. 367 00:17:41,528 --> 00:17:42,229 YOU JUST LET ME KNOW, BRING IT 368 00:17:42,229 --> 00:17:43,330 TO ME NEXT WEEK. 369 00:17:43,330 --> 00:17:44,097 OKAY. 370 00:17:44,097 --> 00:17:44,631 AND I'LL LOOK AT IT. 371 00:17:44,631 --> 00:17:45,432 OKAY. 372 00:17:45,432 --> 00:17:46,333 NOT THAT I'M A PROFESSIONAL. 373 00:17:46,333 --> 00:17:47,734 HERE YOU ARE, HE TOLD ME YOU 374 00:17:47,734 --> 00:17:48,768 WERE IN HERE. 375 00:17:48,768 --> 00:17:50,237 SISTER, YOU MIND IF I GET JUST A 376 00:17:50,237 --> 00:17:51,471 SECOND? 377 00:17:53,240 --> 00:17:53,773 THANK YOU. 378 00:17:53,773 --> 00:17:54,541 ALRIGHT, BYE. 379 00:17:55,842 --> 00:17:57,144 WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE? 380 00:17:57,144 --> 00:17:58,678 CAN WE TRY THIS AGAIN? 381 00:18:00,147 --> 00:18:01,414 LOOK, I'M MARRIED. 382 00:18:03,416 --> 00:18:05,485 SO, THAT'S WHY YOU ALWAYS ALONE? 383 00:18:05,485 --> 00:18:06,153 YOU NEED TO GO. 384 00:18:07,320 --> 00:18:08,621 GIVE ME A SECOND HERE. 385 00:18:08,621 --> 00:18:09,756 DO YOU ME TO CALL SECURITY? 386 00:18:09,756 --> 00:18:11,724 LET ME JUST GET A SECOND. 387 00:18:14,561 --> 00:18:15,428 I'M STARTING TO UNDERSTAND WHO 388 00:18:15,428 --> 00:18:16,529 I'M FUCKIN' WITH. 389 00:18:20,400 --> 00:18:21,701 "IS IT NEFERTITI 390 00:18:24,171 --> 00:18:26,839 OUT TO DISCOVER THE RICHES 391 00:18:26,839 --> 00:18:29,909 OF THE NILE? 392 00:18:29,909 --> 00:18:31,678 OR IS IT CLEOPATRA 393 00:18:31,678 --> 00:18:32,745 READY TO GIVE UP HER LIFE SO 394 00:18:32,745 --> 00:18:36,216 SOON AFTER I HAVE GIVEN UP MINE? 395 00:18:38,451 --> 00:18:41,654 IF NOT TWO WOMEN WHOSE NAMES 396 00:18:41,654 --> 00:18:43,323 ARE OUR HISTORY, 397 00:18:47,627 --> 00:18:51,331 MAYBE DELILAH OUT TO RULE THIS 398 00:18:51,331 --> 00:18:53,833 SAMSON INTO A PLACE OF 399 00:18:53,833 --> 00:18:56,203 VULNERABILITY. 400 00:18:56,203 --> 00:18:57,337 SHEAR MY LOCKS, 401 00:19:02,209 --> 00:19:03,576 AND THEN TURN ME OVER TO OTHERS 402 00:19:03,576 --> 00:19:05,278 WHO WOULD DO AS THEY WISH. 403 00:19:05,278 --> 00:19:08,415 WHO AM I SPEAKIN' WITH? 404 00:19:08,415 --> 00:19:10,817 WHO, AS UNCANNILY EXPOSE 405 00:19:10,817 --> 00:19:13,786 MY DELIGHT IN HER, 406 00:19:13,786 --> 00:19:15,955 AND IF I FIND OUT 407 00:19:15,955 --> 00:19:18,891 THAT YOU ARE EVE 408 00:19:18,891 --> 00:19:21,561 WITH A POISON APPLE IN YOUR 409 00:19:21,561 --> 00:19:25,365 GRASP, I'M GONNA ASK ME TO BITE. 410 00:19:25,365 --> 00:19:28,368 BUT RATHER, TELL ME WHERE WE 411 00:19:28,368 --> 00:19:30,703 WILL GO AFTER WE GET KICKED 412 00:19:30,703 --> 00:19:33,940 OUTTA HEAVEN LATER TONIGHT 413 00:19:37,844 --> 00:19:40,280 'CAUSE NOT ONLY DO I EXCITE AND 414 00:19:40,280 --> 00:19:42,549 THINGS UNKNOWN, BUT I HAVE A 415 00:19:42,549 --> 00:19:46,319 TENDENCY TO BE DRAWN TO THE... 416 00:19:46,319 --> 00:19:47,620 WELL, TO THE TURBULENCE THAT 417 00:19:47,620 --> 00:19:50,257 RESIDES IN A WOMAN'S LOINS 418 00:19:50,257 --> 00:19:52,592 MUCH LIKE THE CALM RESIDES 419 00:19:52,592 --> 00:19:58,365 IN THE EYE OF A STORM. 420 00:19:58,365 --> 00:20:00,367 SO IF I NEVER KNOW, IF I NEVER 421 00:20:00,367 --> 00:20:02,535 UNDERSTAND, I'M COOL WITH THAT. 422 00:20:05,272 --> 00:20:08,275 'CAUSE, YOU SEE, KAL, 423 00:20:08,275 --> 00:20:09,976 I DON'T MIND BEIN' A MAN FUCKED 424 00:20:09,976 --> 00:20:10,710 WITH... 425 00:20:15,282 --> 00:20:16,549 AS LONG AS I AIN'T THE MAN 426 00:20:16,549 --> 00:20:17,950 FUCKED OVER. 427 00:20:20,853 --> 00:20:21,688 SO... 428 00:20:24,291 --> 00:20:26,893 TELL ME SOMETHING: 429 00:20:26,893 --> 00:20:29,529 CAN I FUCK WITH YOU? 430 00:20:29,529 --> 00:20:30,930 HMMM?" 431 00:20:35,768 --> 00:20:37,036 THIS IS STARTING TO BECOME A 432 00:20:37,036 --> 00:20:39,606 REGULAR THING HERE. 433 00:20:39,606 --> 00:20:41,641 KAL, WILL, WILL, KAL. 434 00:20:41,641 --> 00:20:42,309 HELLO. 435 00:20:42,309 --> 00:20:43,576 HI, HOW ARE YOU? 436 00:20:43,576 --> 00:20:44,611 IT'S A PLEASURE. 437 00:20:44,611 --> 00:20:45,512 HEY. 438 00:20:45,512 --> 00:20:47,647 NOW, YOU ARE THE FIRST 439 00:20:47,647 --> 00:20:48,915 WOMAN THAT HE'S HAD A CONNECTION 440 00:20:48,915 --> 00:20:50,917 WITH SINCE HE'S BEEN HERE. 441 00:20:50,917 --> 00:20:52,419 AND I AM TRYING TO FIGURE OUT 442 00:20:52,419 --> 00:20:54,020 WHAT YOU BEEN HITTING HIM WITH. 443 00:20:54,020 --> 00:20:55,588 THIS IS WHY YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE 444 00:20:55,588 --> 00:20:56,623 AN OLDER BROTHER. 445 00:20:59,392 --> 00:21:00,059 WHEN YOU GET TIRED OF A YOUNG 446 00:21:00,059 --> 00:21:00,960 THING, YOU KNOW... 447 00:21:00,960 --> 00:21:03,796 OKAY. 448 00:21:03,796 --> 00:21:05,031 HE'S FUNNY. 449 00:21:05,031 --> 00:21:06,533 YEAH, HE'S FUNNY. 450 00:21:08,768 --> 00:21:10,403 SO, WHAT DOES HE MEAN, LIKE, 451 00:21:10,403 --> 00:21:11,571 SINCE YOU BEEN BACK? 452 00:21:12,705 --> 00:21:14,674 OH, WILL AND I GREW UP IN 453 00:21:14,674 --> 00:21:15,842 PHILLY. 454 00:21:15,842 --> 00:21:16,709 HE'S BEEN OUT HERE FOR A MINUTE, 455 00:21:16,709 --> 00:21:18,010 I JOINED THREE MONTHS AGO. 456 00:21:20,980 --> 00:21:22,382 DID YOU EVER GO ON THE MIC BACK 457 00:21:22,382 --> 00:21:23,350 THERE? 458 00:21:25,685 --> 00:21:26,619 NAH. 459 00:21:27,854 --> 00:21:30,457 I FEEL LIKE DUDES-- 460 00:21:30,457 --> 00:21:32,459 A LOT OF DUDES GET UP, AND THEY 461 00:21:32,459 --> 00:21:33,993 PIMP POETRY FOR PUSSY. 462 00:21:33,993 --> 00:21:35,695 YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN? 463 00:21:35,695 --> 00:21:36,095 WELL, YEAH, 464 00:21:36,095 --> 00:21:37,364 YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN 'CAUSE YOU 465 00:21:37,364 --> 00:21:38,431 THOUGHT I DID THE SAME THING. 466 00:21:38,431 --> 00:21:39,732 NO, I DIDN'T THINK THAT. 467 00:21:39,732 --> 00:21:41,368 I THINK IT'S WACK, AND I'M NOT 468 00:21:41,368 --> 00:21:43,370 REALLY INTO PIMPING MYSELF LIKE 469 00:21:43,370 --> 00:21:44,637 THAT. 470 00:21:44,637 --> 00:21:45,505 WHAT ABOUT YOU, YOU BEEN BACK 471 00:21:45,505 --> 00:21:46,406 EAST? 472 00:21:46,406 --> 00:21:47,907 WELL, I'M HOPING TO GO TO 473 00:21:47,907 --> 00:21:48,941 NEW YORK AND PERFORM AT THE 474 00:21:48,941 --> 00:21:50,743 NUYORICAN. 475 00:21:50,743 --> 00:21:51,844 WORD. 476 00:21:51,844 --> 00:21:53,380 I'VE BEEN TO THE NUYORICAN. 477 00:21:53,380 --> 00:21:54,914 BAD POETS THERE, TOO. 478 00:21:55,948 --> 00:21:57,584 UH, IT'S THE MECCA IN REGARDS TO 479 00:21:57,584 --> 00:21:58,785 POETRY. 480 00:21:58,785 --> 00:22:00,587 IT'S A PLACE. 481 00:22:00,587 --> 00:22:01,754 YOU SEXY, KAL, YOU KNOW THAT? 482 00:22:04,791 --> 00:22:05,858 AND I'M MARRIED, HE'S HOME 483 00:22:05,858 --> 00:22:06,793 ASLEEP. 484 00:22:08,127 --> 00:22:09,496 AND YOUR HUSBAND LETS YOU ROAM 485 00:22:09,496 --> 00:22:10,797 THE STREETS AT NIGHT? 486 00:22:10,797 --> 00:22:11,564 HE'S NOT THAT INTERESTED 487 00:22:11,564 --> 00:22:12,699 IN POETRY. 488 00:22:12,699 --> 00:22:14,901 FUCK POETRY, 489 00:22:14,901 --> 00:22:15,802 WHAT ABOUT HIS WIFE? 490 00:22:18,705 --> 00:22:20,407 GOOD QUESTION. 491 00:22:20,407 --> 00:22:21,541 THAT QUESTION MEANS I NEEDS TO 492 00:22:21,541 --> 00:22:22,041 GET HOME. 493 00:22:25,912 --> 00:22:26,546 OKAY. 494 00:22:28,981 --> 00:22:29,649 SO, I GUESS I SHOULDN'T HAVE 495 00:22:29,649 --> 00:22:30,717 SAID THE WHOLE SEXY THING AND 496 00:22:30,717 --> 00:22:32,385 TALK ABOUT YOUR HUSBAND, HUH? 497 00:22:32,385 --> 00:22:35,555 WOW, PERSISTENT. 498 00:22:35,555 --> 00:22:37,657 NO, INTERESTED. 499 00:22:37,657 --> 00:22:38,558 THIS IS ME. 500 00:22:38,558 --> 00:22:39,058 OKAY. 501 00:22:39,058 --> 00:22:40,727 INTERESTED IN WHAT? 502 00:22:41,794 --> 00:22:44,030 INTERESTED IN YOUR STORY. 503 00:22:46,165 --> 00:22:47,767 AND WHAT'S YOUR STORY? 504 00:22:52,038 --> 00:22:52,905 HEARTBREAK. 505 00:23:00,713 --> 00:23:01,581 REBIRTH. 506 00:23:05,485 --> 00:23:06,519 I'M TRYING TO FIND MY PLACE, 507 00:23:06,519 --> 00:23:07,420 YOU KNOW? 508 00:23:09,856 --> 00:23:11,123 I NEVER EXPECT YOU TO BE AT A 509 00:23:11,123 --> 00:23:12,692 LOSS FOR WORDS. 510 00:23:17,564 --> 00:23:19,799 WELL, DELIVERING POEMS AND 511 00:23:19,799 --> 00:23:22,001 WRITING POEMS... 512 00:23:22,001 --> 00:23:22,869 THAT'S TOTALLY DIFFERENT THAN 513 00:23:22,869 --> 00:23:25,071 TALKING REAL SHIT. 514 00:23:25,071 --> 00:23:26,405 AND THIS IS REAL SHIT. 515 00:23:30,710 --> 00:23:33,980 WELL, I GOTTA GO HOME, CURTIS... 516 00:23:33,980 --> 00:23:34,947 JACKSON. 517 00:23:34,947 --> 00:23:37,884 CURTIS JACKSON. 518 00:23:37,884 --> 00:23:39,552 YOU DON'T HAVE TO LAUGH AT IT, 519 00:23:39,552 --> 00:23:40,487 THAT'S MY NAME. 520 00:23:40,487 --> 00:23:41,420 KALINDRA 521 00:23:44,824 --> 00:23:46,859 STEPNEY. 522 00:23:46,859 --> 00:23:47,994 THAT'S YOUR NAME. 523 00:23:47,994 --> 00:23:48,961 THAT'S MY NAME. 524 00:23:48,961 --> 00:23:50,863 KALINDRA STEPNEY. 525 00:23:54,000 --> 00:23:55,167 KALINDRA STEPNEY, YOU REMIND ME 526 00:23:55,167 --> 00:23:57,670 OF A LINE FROM SHAKESPEARE. 527 00:23:57,670 --> 00:23:58,738 "TO BE OR NOT TO BE?" 528 00:24:00,807 --> 00:24:02,008 "IN THY FACE, I SEE HONOR, 529 00:24:02,008 --> 00:24:03,175 TRUTH, AND LOYALTY." 530 00:24:05,945 --> 00:24:07,113 AND WHERE'S THAT FROM? 531 00:24:16,523 --> 00:24:18,791 THAT CAN'T HAPPEN. 532 00:24:29,869 --> 00:24:30,269 WHAT? 533 00:24:30,269 --> 00:24:32,204 IS THE POEM IN YOUR HEAD THAT 534 00:24:32,204 --> 00:24:33,105 DAMN GOOD? 535 00:24:33,105 --> 00:24:34,807 I'M SORRY, I'M SORRY, HONEY. 536 00:24:34,807 --> 00:24:35,808 WHAT'D YOU SAY? 537 00:24:35,808 --> 00:24:37,510 STEVE AND I-- 538 00:24:37,510 --> 00:24:38,945 DAPH, THIS GUY HAS BEEN REALLY 539 00:24:38,945 --> 00:24:39,712 SHITTY TO YOU. 540 00:24:39,712 --> 00:24:40,513 HE'S DIFFERENT SINCE WE'VE 541 00:24:40,513 --> 00:24:42,682 GOTTEN BACK TOGETHER. 542 00:24:42,682 --> 00:24:43,750 ARE YOU LAUGHING? 543 00:24:43,750 --> 00:24:44,984 WELL, OKAY, 544 00:24:44,984 --> 00:24:46,919 PICTURE THIS: UNTIL I CAN FIND A 545 00:24:46,919 --> 00:24:48,120 DECENT MOTHERFUCKER THAT WILL 546 00:24:48,120 --> 00:24:52,925 LOVE ME AND ALSO MY KID, THEN 547 00:24:52,925 --> 00:24:54,527 STEVE'S ALL I GOT. 548 00:24:56,863 --> 00:24:58,030 YOU EVER MET SOMEONE WHO MOVED 549 00:24:58,030 --> 00:24:59,632 YOU FROM THE MOMENT YOU MET HIM? 550 00:25:01,067 --> 00:25:03,536 NEGRO, IF I HAD I WOULDN'T BE 551 00:25:03,536 --> 00:25:06,005 WITH STEVE'S ASS RIGHT NOW. 552 00:25:06,005 --> 00:25:07,640 WELL, HE MIGHT STILL BE OUT 553 00:25:07,640 --> 00:25:08,575 THERE, AND IF YOU GET WITH THIS 554 00:25:08,575 --> 00:25:09,241 FOOL, YOU'RE NEVER GONNA MEET 555 00:25:09,241 --> 00:25:09,742 HIM. 556 00:25:09,742 --> 00:25:13,312 OR MAYBE I'VE ALREADY MET HIM, 557 00:25:13,312 --> 00:25:14,981 I JUST HAVE TO RIDE A ROUGH TIME 558 00:25:14,981 --> 00:25:15,782 RIGHT NOW. 559 00:25:15,782 --> 00:25:16,749 YOU LOVE HIM? 560 00:25:18,284 --> 00:25:20,286 I DO. 561 00:25:20,286 --> 00:25:22,221 BUT NOT MORE THAN YOU, BUT YOU 562 00:25:22,221 --> 00:25:23,089 DON'T HAVE A DICK AND YOU KNOW 563 00:25:23,089 --> 00:25:24,156 I LOVE THAT DICK, GIRL, 564 00:25:24,156 --> 00:25:25,625 ESPECIALLY WHEN IT'S DUG. 565 00:26:02,695 --> 00:26:04,230 WHY YOU ALWAYS GOTTA HARASS ME? 566 00:26:04,230 --> 00:26:05,364 WHY CAN'T YOU JUST LEARN HOW TO 567 00:26:05,364 --> 00:26:05,665 COOK? 568 00:26:05,665 --> 00:26:07,166 ONE, TWO, THREE, IT'S EASY. 569 00:26:07,166 --> 00:26:09,268 RONNIE, LIKE I NEVER COOK? 570 00:26:09,268 --> 00:26:10,837 YOU COOK ABOUT AS MUCH AS 571 00:26:10,837 --> 00:26:11,871 WEREWOLVES COME OUT, LIKE ONCE A 572 00:26:11,871 --> 00:26:12,939 MONTH. 573 00:26:12,939 --> 00:26:13,873 YEAH, WELL, IF A WEREWOLF WAS 574 00:26:13,873 --> 00:26:15,074 MARRIED TO YOUR ASS IT WOULDN'T 575 00:26:15,074 --> 00:26:16,042 COME OUT AT ALL. 576 00:26:19,178 --> 00:26:20,747 MARRIAGE IS HARD ON YOU, 577 00:26:20,747 --> 00:26:21,681 ISN'T IT? 578 00:26:21,681 --> 00:26:23,349 WHAT YOU TALKING ABOUT? 579 00:26:23,349 --> 00:26:24,951 COOKING. 580 00:26:24,951 --> 00:26:26,085 YOU HATE BEING MARRIED BECAUSE 581 00:26:26,085 --> 00:26:27,219 YOU HAVE TO COOK. 582 00:26:27,219 --> 00:26:29,355 YOU AIN'T NEVER LIKE COOKING. 583 00:26:29,355 --> 00:26:30,356 YOU ALWAYS MAKE A PRODUCTION, 584 00:26:30,356 --> 00:26:31,691 I DO WHAT'S EASY. 585 00:26:32,792 --> 00:26:33,660 YOUR DADDY LIKES IT WHEN I MAKE 586 00:26:33,660 --> 00:26:35,662 A PRODUCTION. 587 00:26:35,662 --> 00:26:36,629 WHAT ABOUT YOU? 588 00:26:38,898 --> 00:26:40,066 I LOVE IT WHEN YOUR DADDY'S 589 00:26:40,066 --> 00:26:41,868 HAPPY. 590 00:26:41,868 --> 00:26:42,969 TOOK A LONG TIME TO GET TO THIS 591 00:26:42,969 --> 00:26:44,170 POINT. 592 00:26:50,977 --> 00:26:53,680 SO TAKE THE EASY ROUTE? 593 00:26:53,680 --> 00:26:54,847 YES. 594 00:26:54,847 --> 00:26:56,683 AND LET TIME DO ITS WORK. 595 00:26:56,683 --> 00:26:57,850 HMM, TIME. 596 00:26:59,285 --> 00:26:59,852 MM HMM. 597 00:26:59,852 --> 00:27:02,789 TIME WILL TAKE ALL THE FIGHT AND 598 00:27:02,789 --> 00:27:05,291 ANGER OUT OF A MAN. 599 00:27:05,291 --> 00:27:06,659 YOUR FATHER JUST WOKE UP, AND HE 600 00:27:06,659 --> 00:27:08,861 REALIZED THAT FIGHTING ME WASN'T 601 00:27:08,861 --> 00:27:10,029 HELPING HIM. 602 00:27:11,731 --> 00:27:13,165 YOU'VE JUST GOT TO BE WILLING TO 603 00:27:13,165 --> 00:27:15,367 STICK AROUND. 604 00:27:15,367 --> 00:27:16,903 AND IF YOU LOVE HIM YOU WILL. 605 00:27:18,337 --> 00:27:19,038 REALLY? 606 00:27:22,008 --> 00:27:23,042 MEN AIN'T ALL THAT DIFFERENT, 607 00:27:23,042 --> 00:27:26,312 WHOEVER IT IS, KALINDRA. 608 00:27:26,312 --> 00:27:27,446 THEY'RE CHILDREN THAT NEVER 609 00:27:27,446 --> 00:27:28,715 WEAN. 610 00:27:33,119 --> 00:27:33,986 AND THE ONES THAT DON'T FIGHT 611 00:27:33,986 --> 00:27:35,054 YOU WITH THEIR FISTS WILL FIGHT 612 00:27:35,054 --> 00:27:37,023 YOU WITH THEIR HEART. 613 00:27:37,023 --> 00:27:38,657 AND THAT CAN BE UGLY, TOO. 614 00:27:41,794 --> 00:27:45,732 YOU AND RONNIE'LL FIGURE IT OUT. 615 00:27:45,732 --> 00:27:46,933 AND YOU WON'T HAVE TO GO THROUGH 616 00:27:46,933 --> 00:27:49,001 MOST OF THE THINGS I WENT 617 00:27:49,001 --> 00:27:51,037 THROUGH, THANK GOD. 618 00:27:51,037 --> 00:27:52,104 PSSHT, THIRTY YEARS IS A LONG 619 00:27:52,104 --> 00:27:54,306 TIME TO BE MARRIED. 620 00:27:54,306 --> 00:27:55,942 THIRTY YEARS IS A LONG TIME TO 621 00:27:55,942 --> 00:27:57,043 BE ANYTHING. 622 00:28:03,315 --> 00:28:04,250 AND YOU'LL TELL YOUR KIDS 623 00:28:04,250 --> 00:28:05,852 THE SAME THING. 624 00:28:05,852 --> 00:28:06,819 YOU MIGHT HAVE TO WAIT ON THE 625 00:28:06,819 --> 00:28:07,920 GRANDKIDS. 626 00:28:07,920 --> 00:28:09,221 SHE GOT A BUG UP HER ABOUT GOING 627 00:28:09,221 --> 00:28:10,923 TO LIVE IN NEW YORK FOR A WHILE. 628 00:28:14,794 --> 00:28:16,262 ENOUGH JUST ISN'T ENOUGH, IS IT? 629 00:28:19,231 --> 00:28:20,800 SOMETIMES I WONDER JUST WHY YOU 630 00:28:20,800 --> 00:28:23,235 CAN'T SETTLE. 631 00:28:48,427 --> 00:28:49,328 YOU MAY HAVE TO WAIT 632 00:28:49,328 --> 00:28:50,396 ON GRANDKIDS. 633 00:28:50,396 --> 00:28:51,363 THANKS. 634 00:28:51,363 --> 00:28:52,965 OH, I'M TO FUCKING BLAME? 635 00:28:52,965 --> 00:28:54,066 NO, YOU KNOW HOW HARD IT IS FOR 636 00:28:54,066 --> 00:28:55,001 ME TO TELL MY MOM WHAT I WANNA 637 00:28:55,001 --> 00:28:56,002 DO WITHOUT GETTING A DAMN 638 00:28:56,002 --> 00:28:57,203 LECTURE. 639 00:28:57,203 --> 00:28:58,170 WELL, YOU'RE NOT SETTLED, 640 00:28:58,170 --> 00:28:59,205 KALINDRA. 641 00:28:59,205 --> 00:29:00,072 GROWN PEOPLE FIGURE OUT WHAT THE 642 00:29:00,072 --> 00:29:00,973 FUCK THEY'RE GONNA DO, AND THEY 643 00:29:00,973 --> 00:29:01,473 STICK WITH IT. 644 00:29:01,473 --> 00:29:02,341 THEY DON'T GO FLYIN' ALL OVER 645 00:29:02,341 --> 00:29:03,209 THE MOTHERFUCKIN' PLACE TRYING 646 00:29:03,209 --> 00:29:04,276 TO CONFUSE OTHER PEOPLE. 647 00:29:04,276 --> 00:29:05,544 HOW SETTLED DO I HAVE TO BE WHEN 648 00:29:05,544 --> 00:29:07,179 I'M A MINIMUM WAGE WAITRESS? 649 00:29:07,179 --> 00:29:08,147 IF YOU'RE CONFUSED, THAT'S 650 00:29:08,147 --> 00:29:09,015 'CAUSE OF WHO YOU ARE. 651 00:29:09,015 --> 00:29:10,516 MMM, BOY, YOU ARE FUCKING 652 00:29:10,516 --> 00:29:12,484 SELFISH, DUDE. 653 00:29:12,484 --> 00:29:13,319 BECAUSE I WANNA DO SOMETHING 654 00:29:13,319 --> 00:29:14,353 OUTSIDE OF WHAT EVERYONE 655 00:29:14,353 --> 00:29:16,088 EXPECTS? 656 00:29:16,088 --> 00:29:16,989 YOU WANT ME TO SAY "FINE, GO TO 657 00:29:16,989 --> 00:29:17,890 NEW YORK, I'LL WAIT 'TIL YOU 658 00:29:17,890 --> 00:29:19,859 FUCKING COME BACK"? 659 00:29:19,859 --> 00:29:20,359 YEAH. 660 00:29:20,359 --> 00:29:21,193 I'M NOT. 661 00:29:41,914 --> 00:29:43,115 SO YOU WON'T EVEN LET ME FILL 662 00:29:43,115 --> 00:29:43,883 OUT AN APPLICATION? 663 00:29:43,883 --> 00:29:44,550 NO, I'M NOT GONNA LET YOU FILL 664 00:29:44,550 --> 00:29:45,818 OUT AN APPLICATION 'CAUSE I'M 665 00:29:45,818 --> 00:29:46,919 NOT GONNA LET YOU GET THIS BAR 666 00:29:46,919 --> 00:29:47,854 CLOSED DOWN. 667 00:29:47,854 --> 00:29:49,188 BUT I REALLY AM TWENTY-ONE. 668 00:29:49,188 --> 00:29:50,556 ON YOUR BEST DAY YOU'RE NOT 669 00:29:50,556 --> 00:29:52,091 TWENTY-ONE, ALRIGHT? 670 00:29:52,091 --> 00:29:54,160 YOU NEED THE JOB THAT BADLY? 671 00:29:54,160 --> 00:29:55,962 YES, MY MOM'S SICK, 672 00:29:55,962 --> 00:29:56,929 I REALLY NEED TO HELP OUT AROUND 673 00:29:56,929 --> 00:29:57,563 THE HOUSE. 674 00:29:57,563 --> 00:29:58,564 THERE'S NOT THAT MUCH WORK 675 00:29:58,564 --> 00:29:59,265 GOING AROUND. 676 00:29:59,265 --> 00:29:59,899 ALRIGHT, ALRIGHT. 677 00:29:59,899 --> 00:30:00,967 LISTEN, PUT YOUR NUMBER IN 678 00:30:00,967 --> 00:30:01,433 THERE. 679 00:30:01,433 --> 00:30:02,601 I'LL MAKE A PHONE CALL. 680 00:30:02,601 --> 00:30:04,036 IT'S NOT GONNA BE A BAR, 681 00:30:04,036 --> 00:30:05,504 BUT IT'LL BE WORK. 682 00:30:05,504 --> 00:30:06,873 YOU'LL DO THAT? 683 00:30:06,873 --> 00:30:07,974 YEAH, I'LL DO IT, ALRIGHT? 684 00:30:07,974 --> 00:30:09,041 THANKS. 685 00:30:09,041 --> 00:30:10,476 ALRIGHT, I'LL CALL YOU, OKAY? 686 00:30:10,476 --> 00:30:11,377 OKAY. 687 00:30:12,945 --> 00:30:13,579 OH, SORRY. 688 00:30:13,579 --> 00:30:14,246 IT'S ALRIGHT. 689 00:30:14,246 --> 00:30:15,614 WHERE'S CURTIS? 690 00:30:15,614 --> 00:30:16,582 AT HOME. 691 00:30:16,582 --> 00:30:18,017 WHAT, YOU THOUGHT HE'D BE HERE? 692 00:30:18,017 --> 00:30:19,952 YEAH, I DID. 693 00:30:19,952 --> 00:30:21,854 YOU DIG HIM, DON'T YOU? 694 00:30:21,854 --> 00:30:23,956 I APPRECIATE HIS POETRY. 695 00:30:24,891 --> 00:30:27,159 HA, APPRECIATE HIS POETRY? 696 00:30:27,159 --> 00:30:28,060 OKAY. 697 00:30:28,060 --> 00:30:30,296 LISTEN, I'M GONNA BE STRAIGHT 698 00:30:30,296 --> 00:30:31,864 WITH YOU, ALRIGHT? 699 00:30:31,864 --> 00:30:33,099 HE'S FLOATIN' RIGHT NOW, AND I 700 00:30:33,099 --> 00:30:34,934 DON'T KNOW WHEN HE'S GONNA LAND, 701 00:30:34,934 --> 00:30:37,904 SO DON'T PLAY WITH HIS EMOTIONS. 702 00:30:37,904 --> 00:30:38,604 WHAT HAPPENED TO HIM BACK IN 703 00:30:38,604 --> 00:30:39,438 PHILLY? 704 00:30:40,639 --> 00:30:41,941 HE'S GONNA HAVE TO TELL YOU 705 00:30:41,941 --> 00:30:43,175 THAT. 706 00:30:43,175 --> 00:30:44,610 4250 UNDERWOOD. 707 00:31:36,462 --> 00:31:37,896 WHOSE PLANT? 708 00:31:39,298 --> 00:31:41,167 MINE. 709 00:31:41,167 --> 00:31:43,669 HORTICULTURIST? 710 00:31:43,669 --> 00:31:45,237 NO. 711 00:31:45,237 --> 00:31:46,238 THERAPY. 712 00:31:46,238 --> 00:31:47,306 THERAPY? 713 00:31:49,475 --> 00:31:50,576 TAKE CARE OF SOMETHING THAT 714 00:31:50,576 --> 00:31:52,178 CAN'T TAKE CARE OF ME BACK. 715 00:31:53,479 --> 00:31:55,147 WHERE'D YOU LEARN THAT FROM? 716 00:31:56,148 --> 00:31:59,485 BACK HOME, I HAD SOME ISSUES 717 00:31:59,485 --> 00:32:01,087 AND A HOMEY OF MINE SHARED THAT 718 00:32:01,087 --> 00:32:02,021 WITH ME WHEN I WAS IN A 719 00:32:02,021 --> 00:32:02,421 SITUATION . 720 00:32:02,421 --> 00:32:04,123 HE ALSO SAID, "CARE ABOUT WHAT 721 00:32:04,123 --> 00:32:05,124 YOU CARE ABOUT, FUCK THE REST." 722 00:32:05,124 --> 00:32:07,726 SO, FOR NOW, 723 00:32:07,726 --> 00:32:09,295 I CARE ABOUT THE PLANT. 724 00:32:11,063 --> 00:32:12,231 YOU MUST'VE HAD A ROUGH TIME 725 00:32:12,231 --> 00:32:13,199 BACK HOME. 726 00:32:18,004 --> 00:32:19,972 TATTOOS TELL THE STORY. 727 00:32:26,378 --> 00:32:27,579 HOW LONG YOU BEEN WRITING? 728 00:32:30,016 --> 00:32:31,417 SINCE I WAS A SHORTY. 729 00:32:33,085 --> 00:32:35,087 BUT I STOPPED. 730 00:32:35,087 --> 00:32:35,687 HOW ABOUT YOU? 731 00:32:37,423 --> 00:32:40,159 I JUST STARTED LIKE A YEAR AGO. 732 00:32:40,159 --> 00:32:41,427 YOU SHOULD BE PROUD. 733 00:32:43,195 --> 00:32:45,464 I MEAN, I KNOW A LOT OF PEOPLE, 734 00:32:45,464 --> 00:32:46,532 YOU KNOW, THEY WRITE FOR YEARS, 735 00:32:46,532 --> 00:32:47,399 AND THEY SUCK. 736 00:32:50,002 --> 00:32:53,605 SO, WHAT GOT YOU WRITING? 737 00:32:53,605 --> 00:32:54,573 WELL, A LOT OF THINGS. 738 00:32:56,042 --> 00:32:57,243 WE ALMOST HAD A BABY. 739 00:32:58,677 --> 00:33:00,512 AND I JUST NEEDED AN OUTLET. 740 00:33:04,683 --> 00:33:06,652 DON'T WE ALL. 741 00:33:06,652 --> 00:33:09,255 NO ONE'S EVER DONE THAT BEFORE. 742 00:33:09,255 --> 00:33:11,023 WHAT? 743 00:33:11,023 --> 00:33:12,224 REMEMBER MY POETRY. 744 00:33:15,561 --> 00:33:17,263 YEAH. 745 00:33:19,065 --> 00:33:22,168 YOU AND IT SPOKE TO ME. 746 00:33:30,676 --> 00:33:32,478 YOU KNOW WHEN YOU SAID MY POEM 747 00:33:32,478 --> 00:33:33,212 BACK I THOUGHT YOU WERE 748 00:33:33,212 --> 00:33:34,280 MOCKING ME, RIGHT? 749 00:33:36,182 --> 00:33:36,782 YEAH. 750 00:33:39,685 --> 00:33:41,187 IT'S GOOD. 751 00:33:41,187 --> 00:33:42,054 COULD BE BETTER, IF YOU DON'T 752 00:33:42,054 --> 00:33:43,055 MIND ME SAYING SO. 753 00:33:44,490 --> 00:33:46,225 YOU'RE ENTITLED TO YOUR OPINION. 754 00:33:48,294 --> 00:33:49,461 YEAH, WELL, THANKS. 755 00:33:51,363 --> 00:33:53,299 YOU READ? 756 00:33:53,299 --> 00:33:54,032 YEAH. 757 00:33:55,134 --> 00:33:57,069 POETS? LIKE YOU READ POETS? 758 00:33:57,069 --> 00:33:58,504 YEAH. 759 00:33:58,504 --> 00:33:59,571 REALLY READ? 760 00:33:59,571 --> 00:34:02,474 YOU KNOW, LIKE YEATS AND FROST 761 00:34:02,474 --> 00:34:05,711 AND... 762 00:34:05,711 --> 00:34:07,213 OTHER DEAD WHITE 763 00:34:07,213 --> 00:34:08,414 MOTHERFUCKERS THAT AREN'T VERY 764 00:34:08,414 --> 00:34:09,548 INTERESTING, BUT THEY TEACH US 765 00:34:09,548 --> 00:34:11,650 HOW TO BE BETTER POETS. 766 00:34:11,650 --> 00:34:13,119 THE BLACK POETS THAT WRITE IN 767 00:34:13,119 --> 00:34:14,420 THEIR CRAZY DIALECT, ALL THE 768 00:34:14,420 --> 00:34:15,821 POETS. 769 00:34:15,821 --> 00:34:17,689 WELL, MAYBE NOT THAT DEEP, BUT-- 770 00:34:17,689 --> 00:34:18,824 NOT THAT DEEP, BUT YOU EXPECT TO 771 00:34:18,824 --> 00:34:19,458 BE BETTER. 772 00:34:19,458 --> 00:34:20,159 HOW? 773 00:34:20,159 --> 00:34:21,593 I'M BEING JUDGED BY SOMEONE WHO 774 00:34:21,593 --> 00:34:23,095 WON'T STEP UP TO THE PLATE? 775 00:34:23,095 --> 00:34:26,232 SO, YOU DON'T WANNA GET BETTER. 776 00:34:26,232 --> 00:34:27,399 YOU REALLY GOT A LOT TO SAY 777 00:34:27,399 --> 00:34:28,800 ABOUT WHAT EVERYBODY ELSE DOES, 778 00:34:28,800 --> 00:34:29,868 ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU'RE FLOATING 779 00:34:29,868 --> 00:34:31,203 THROUGH LIFE. 780 00:34:34,673 --> 00:34:35,774 FOLLOW ME. 781 00:34:37,843 --> 00:34:39,211 "AND MOST ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU 782 00:34:39,211 --> 00:34:40,346 HAVE FORGOTTEN SUNDAY, WHEN 783 00:34:40,346 --> 00:34:41,513 YOU HAVE FORGOTTEN SUNDAY 784 00:34:41,513 --> 00:34:43,782 HALVES IN BED, 785 00:34:43,782 --> 00:34:45,584 OR ME SITTING IN THE FRONT-ROOM 786 00:34:45,584 --> 00:34:47,653 RADIATOR IN THE LIMPING 787 00:34:47,653 --> 00:34:49,821 AFTERNOON LOOKING OFF DOWN THE 788 00:34:49,821 --> 00:34:50,856 LONG STREET." 789 00:34:52,724 --> 00:34:54,460 THAT'S A BAD GIRL. 790 00:34:57,163 --> 00:34:58,497 GWENDOLYN BROOKS, BEAUTIFUL 791 00:34:58,497 --> 00:34:59,898 BLACK WOMAN. 792 00:34:59,898 --> 00:35:02,134 KINDA LIKE SOMEBODY I KNOW. 793 00:35:04,503 --> 00:35:06,338 SHE NEVER THOUGHT HER STUFF 794 00:35:06,338 --> 00:35:07,339 WOULD BE HEARD, BUT SHE KEPT 795 00:35:07,339 --> 00:35:08,707 WRITING. 796 00:35:08,707 --> 00:35:10,442 SHE JUST KEPT WRITING ABOUT HER 797 00:35:10,442 --> 00:35:13,445 LOVES AND ABOUT THE BULLSHIT 798 00:35:13,445 --> 00:35:14,746 THAT BROKE HER DOWN. 799 00:35:16,348 --> 00:35:18,250 SHE WROTE ABOUT THINGS THAT 800 00:35:18,250 --> 00:35:20,552 MADE HER HUMAN, GOOD AND BAD, 801 00:35:20,552 --> 00:35:21,820 FOR EVERYBODY TO HEAR. 802 00:35:26,258 --> 00:35:27,559 WELL, I'M NOT POURING MY HEART 803 00:35:27,559 --> 00:35:28,560 OUT FOR EVERYBODY TO BE IN MY 804 00:35:28,594 --> 00:35:29,361 BUSINESS. 805 00:35:33,799 --> 00:35:35,234 WELL, THEN WHY YOU GET UP ON 806 00:35:35,234 --> 00:35:36,202 STAGE? 807 00:35:39,671 --> 00:35:40,606 YOU GOT IT ALL FIGURED OUT, 808 00:35:40,606 --> 00:35:42,441 DON'T YOU? 809 00:35:42,441 --> 00:35:43,575 NOT EVERYTHING. 810 00:35:45,844 --> 00:35:47,913 SOME SHIT, 811 00:35:47,913 --> 00:35:48,914 BUT NOT EVERYTHING. 812 00:35:53,219 --> 00:35:55,921 HEY, I DON'T THINK YOU CAN 813 00:35:55,921 --> 00:35:59,157 PREPARE UNEXPECTED. 814 00:36:11,870 --> 00:36:18,444 * SO FRIGHTENING IT'S FRAGILE * 815 00:36:18,444 --> 00:36:21,313 * YOU'LL NEVER HEAR ME SING * 816 00:36:21,313 --> 00:36:25,384 * BUT IT'S IN MY EYES * 817 00:36:25,384 --> 00:36:28,754 * BEEN TORN DOWN * 818 00:36:28,754 --> 00:36:31,990 * BUT I RECONSTRUCTED AFTER * 819 00:36:31,990 --> 00:36:37,763 * THE DESTRUCTION HE DID * 820 00:36:37,763 --> 00:36:41,833 * STILL I'M AFRAID * 821 00:36:41,833 --> 00:36:44,870 * I CHECKED CAREFULLY * 822 00:36:44,870 --> 00:36:49,007 * I TRUST IN YOU, BABY * 823 00:36:49,007 --> 00:36:51,810 * DO YOU CARE FOR ME? * 824 00:36:51,810 --> 00:36:56,315 * OOH, LAY ME DOWN * 825 00:36:56,315 --> 00:36:58,917 * LOVE ME HOW I WANT AND * 826 00:36:58,917 --> 00:37:02,554 * DESERVE TO BE LOVED * 827 00:37:02,554 --> 00:37:04,556 * BY A MAN 828 00:37:04,556 --> 00:37:07,759 * DO I HAVE TO SAY THAT I'M * 829 00:37:07,759 --> 00:37:11,297 * FALLING DEEPLY? * 830 00:37:11,297 --> 00:37:14,500 * DO I HAVE TO SAY, LOVE, THAT * 831 00:37:14,500 --> 00:37:17,536 * YOUR FINGERTIPS * 832 00:37:17,536 --> 00:37:20,606 * I COULD SHOW YOU BETTER THAN * 833 00:37:20,606 --> 00:37:23,775 * I COULD EVER TELL * 834 00:37:53,672 --> 00:37:54,806 HEY, KAL. 835 00:37:54,806 --> 00:37:56,642 WHADDUP, DEEKY DEEK? 836 00:37:56,642 --> 00:37:57,643 TRYING TO GET EVERYBODY READY 837 00:37:57,643 --> 00:37:58,043 TO ROLL. 838 00:37:58,043 --> 00:37:59,077 HEY, THERE'S SOMEBODY HERE 839 00:37:59,077 --> 00:37:59,911 ASKING ABOUT YOU. 840 00:37:59,911 --> 00:38:00,579 WHO THAT? 841 00:38:01,947 --> 00:38:03,449 HEY, CAN YOU DO ME A FAVOR AND 842 00:38:03,449 --> 00:38:04,015 GO ON NEXT? 843 00:38:04,015 --> 00:38:05,050 NICOLE'S NOT HERE WITH HER 844 00:38:05,050 --> 00:38:06,318 ALWAYS-LATE ASS. 845 00:38:06,318 --> 00:38:06,918 YEAH, BABE. 846 00:38:09,988 --> 00:38:11,790 "READ EACH OF MY SELVES UNTIL 847 00:38:11,790 --> 00:38:13,925 I KNOW MYSELF WELL ENOUGH TO 848 00:38:13,925 --> 00:38:15,761 CREATE CURES FOR US BOTH, AND I 849 00:38:15,761 --> 00:38:18,464 WILL GROW LAVENDER FROM MY SCALP 850 00:38:18,464 --> 00:38:19,398 THAT YOU CAN PRUNE 851 00:38:19,398 --> 00:38:20,766 WITH YOUR PRESENCE WHENEVER YOU 852 00:38:20,766 --> 00:38:22,434 CHOOSE TO. 853 00:38:22,434 --> 00:38:25,371 BITE ME WHENEVER YOU CHOOSE 854 00:38:25,371 --> 00:38:25,871 TO..." 855 00:38:25,871 --> 00:38:26,505 HEY. 856 00:38:26,505 --> 00:38:26,872 HEY, BABE. 857 00:38:26,872 --> 00:38:27,506 WHERE YOU BEEN? 858 00:38:27,506 --> 00:38:27,873 I GOTTA GO UP. 859 00:38:27,873 --> 00:38:28,740 OKAY. 860 00:38:28,740 --> 00:38:29,808 "WE WILL TAME HUNGER, 861 00:38:29,808 --> 00:38:31,443 BREED A NEW PEOPLE, 862 00:38:31,443 --> 00:38:33,011 AND FIND A WAY TO LOVE EACH 863 00:38:33,011 --> 00:38:34,780 OTHER FOREVER." 864 00:38:41,019 --> 00:38:42,888 ALRIGHT, Y'ALL, IT LOOK LIKE 865 00:38:42,888 --> 00:38:44,790 NICOLE HAD BETTER THINGS TO DO, 866 00:38:44,790 --> 00:38:45,991 BUT DON'T WORRY, I GOT A LITTLE 867 00:38:45,991 --> 00:38:47,893 SOMETHIN' TO HOLD YOU OVER. 868 00:38:49,495 --> 00:38:50,729 I THINK I'M GONNA TRY THIS ONE 869 00:38:50,729 --> 00:38:51,930 OFF THE TOP OF MY DOME. 870 00:38:55,967 --> 00:38:59,571 "WHY KILL ME SOFTLY WITH A SONG? 871 00:38:59,571 --> 00:39:03,709 WHY NOT CELEBRATE MY EXISTENCE? 872 00:39:03,709 --> 00:39:05,777 WHY NOT DANCE IN MY LIFE AND 873 00:39:05,777 --> 00:39:08,747 SHOW ME, LOVE ME, GIVE ME MY 874 00:39:08,747 --> 00:39:11,750 NEXT BREATH WITH YOUR KISS? 875 00:39:11,750 --> 00:39:14,453 IS THAT TOO HARD TO DO? 876 00:39:14,453 --> 00:39:16,121 IS IT TOO HARD TO LOOK FROM 877 00:39:16,121 --> 00:39:17,789 BEHIND THE HARDNESS OF YOUR OWN 878 00:39:17,789 --> 00:39:19,891 HEART TO HEARTEN ME? 879 00:39:19,891 --> 00:39:22,127 AND IF YOU KILL ME SOFTLY, 880 00:39:22,127 --> 00:39:23,929 IS IT NOT STILL MURDER? 881 00:39:23,929 --> 00:39:25,397 AND IF YOU MURDER ME, 882 00:39:25,397 --> 00:39:26,665 DOES NOT PART OF YOU DIE, AND 883 00:39:26,665 --> 00:39:28,166 WITH A SONG? 884 00:39:28,166 --> 00:39:29,435 A SONG WHICH IS JUST A 885 00:39:29,435 --> 00:39:30,636 MODULATION OF PITCHES, 886 00:39:30,636 --> 00:39:32,571 THOSE PITCHES SO QUICKLY TURNING 887 00:39:32,571 --> 00:39:34,172 INTO A SCREAM FOR HELP, 888 00:39:34,172 --> 00:39:35,541 FOR LOVE , 889 00:39:35,541 --> 00:39:38,510 FOR HOPE? 890 00:39:38,510 --> 00:39:40,412 LIFT MY VOICE, BROTHER. 891 00:39:41,146 --> 00:39:42,514 THAT WAY I CAN SING YOUR PRAISES 892 00:39:42,514 --> 00:39:43,549 EVERYDAY." 893 00:39:45,884 --> 00:39:47,919 "I DON'T USE SHEET MUSIC WHEN 894 00:39:47,919 --> 00:39:49,154 I WRITE STREET MUSIC..." 895 00:39:49,154 --> 00:39:50,155 THOUGHT I'D SNEAK UP ON YOU. 896 00:39:53,625 --> 00:39:55,627 SO, ALL THESE PEOPLE THINK THAT 897 00:39:55,627 --> 00:39:56,662 YOU'RE GOOD. 898 00:39:58,597 --> 00:40:00,599 WELL, I'D BE AFRAID TO ASK. 899 00:40:02,868 --> 00:40:04,670 I GOTTA GO TO THE BATHROOM. 900 00:40:04,670 --> 00:40:05,671 OKAY. 901 00:40:15,814 --> 00:40:17,015 "...WE'RE LOSIN', 902 00:40:17,015 --> 00:40:19,217 WE'RE LOSIN'..." 903 00:40:19,217 --> 00:40:20,719 IT'S NOT A GOOD TIME. 904 00:40:20,719 --> 00:40:22,954 LET'S JUST BOUNCE. 905 00:40:22,954 --> 00:40:25,924 MY HUSBAND'S HERE. 906 00:40:25,924 --> 00:40:27,826 OH, YOU WEREN'T LYING? 907 00:40:27,826 --> 00:40:28,894 I NEVER LIED TO YOU. 908 00:40:31,096 --> 00:40:32,731 YOU'RE REALLY MARRIED. 909 00:40:32,731 --> 00:40:34,500 I THOUGHT YOU WERE BULLSHITTIN'. 910 00:40:34,500 --> 00:40:36,835 IT'S NOT A GOOD TIME, OKAY? 911 00:40:36,835 --> 00:40:38,470 NAH, THAT'S COOL. 912 00:40:38,470 --> 00:40:40,138 I THINK I'M JUST GONNA GO HOLLA 913 00:40:40,138 --> 00:40:41,707 AT YOUR HUSBAND FOR A MINUTE. 914 00:40:46,545 --> 00:40:47,178 "...WHILE OUR NIGHTMARES KEEP 915 00:40:47,178 --> 00:40:48,213 US PREPARED FOR WORST-CASE 916 00:40:48,213 --> 00:40:49,180 SCENARIO. 917 00:40:49,180 --> 00:40:50,115 THAT IS THE DAY WHEN WE HAVE TO 918 00:40:50,115 --> 00:40:52,551 PLAY OUR STEREOS VERY LOW 919 00:40:52,551 --> 00:40:54,920 UNLESS THEY TUNED INTO POT RADIO 920 00:40:54,920 --> 00:40:57,188 BRAGGIN' AND BOASTIN'..." 921 00:40:57,188 --> 00:40:59,190 MIND IF I COP A SEAT, BROTHER? 922 00:40:59,190 --> 00:40:59,958 GO AHEAD. 923 00:41:03,495 --> 00:41:04,262 "...THE NUMBER ONE PERCUSSION 924 00:41:04,262 --> 00:41:05,564 WHEN THE BLOOD GET TO RUSHIN'" 925 00:41:05,564 --> 00:41:07,533 HOW ARE YOU, BROTHA? 926 00:41:07,533 --> 00:41:08,667 I'M COOL, MAN, HOW ARE YOU? 927 00:41:08,667 --> 00:41:10,035 I'M GOOD, GOOD. 928 00:41:10,035 --> 00:41:12,270 SOLID. 929 00:41:12,270 --> 00:41:13,839 YOU A POET? 930 00:41:13,839 --> 00:41:15,106 NAH. 931 00:41:15,106 --> 00:41:16,808 I JUST REALLY DIG THE VIBE. 932 00:41:16,808 --> 00:41:17,676 YOU? 933 00:41:17,676 --> 00:41:20,512 TRYIN' TO WIDEN MY HORIZONS. 934 00:41:21,780 --> 00:41:22,781 I HEARD THAT. 935 00:41:22,781 --> 00:41:23,749 THAT NEVER HURT. 936 00:41:26,117 --> 00:41:27,886 WHERE DO YOU KNOW KALINDRA FROM? 937 00:41:27,886 --> 00:41:30,121 I KNOW HER FROM HERE. 938 00:41:30,121 --> 00:41:31,222 OTHER POETRY SPOTS AROUND 939 00:41:31,222 --> 00:41:33,291 TOWN, TOO. 940 00:41:33,291 --> 00:41:34,793 YOU EVER HEAR HER DO HER THING? 941 00:41:34,793 --> 00:41:37,095 UH, NO, NOT UNTIL TONIGHT. 942 00:41:37,095 --> 00:41:38,029 OH. 943 00:41:38,029 --> 00:41:40,131 ALRIGHT, THAT WAS EXCELLENT. 944 00:41:40,131 --> 00:41:41,533 ALRIGHT, I JUST WANNA TAKE TIME 945 00:41:41,533 --> 00:41:43,869 TO SAY THANK YOU TO MY HUSBAND 946 00:41:43,869 --> 00:41:45,136 FOR COMING OUT TONIGHT. 947 00:41:47,939 --> 00:41:49,307 I APPRECIATE YOU. 948 00:41:49,307 --> 00:41:51,743 AND NEXT UP WE HAVE 949 00:41:51,743 --> 00:41:55,213 MR. MARKY MARK. 950 00:41:55,213 --> 00:41:56,047 YOU'RE MARRIED TO HER, AND YOU 951 00:41:56,047 --> 00:41:56,948 NEVER HEARD HER SPIT? 952 00:41:58,584 --> 00:42:01,553 NO, I'M JUST SAYING, YOU KNOW, 953 00:42:01,553 --> 00:42:03,121 IF THAT WERE MY WIFE-- 954 00:42:03,121 --> 00:42:04,590 -MM HMM? 955 00:42:04,590 --> 00:42:05,256 I THINK IF I AIN'T LISTENING, 956 00:42:05,256 --> 00:42:06,191 SHE GOTTA BE TALKING TO 957 00:42:06,191 --> 00:42:07,192 SOMEBODY ELSE. 958 00:42:07,192 --> 00:42:08,560 WELL, IT'S A GOOD THING SHE'S 959 00:42:08,560 --> 00:42:09,728 NOT YOUR WIFE, ISN'T IT? 960 00:42:12,664 --> 00:42:13,732 TRUE. 961 00:42:29,214 --> 00:42:31,049 FUCK, RONNIE. 962 00:42:31,049 --> 00:42:32,283 I FORGOT TO TELL YOU, 963 00:42:32,283 --> 00:42:35,086 YOU WERE REALLY GOOD. 964 00:42:35,086 --> 00:42:35,987 THANKS. 965 00:42:39,290 --> 00:42:40,258 I DON'T KNOW WHY YOU WANNA GO TO 966 00:42:40,258 --> 00:42:42,193 NEW YORK, HELL, WE'VE NEVER 967 00:42:42,193 --> 00:42:44,029 BEEN APART LONGER THAN TWO DAYS, 968 00:42:44,029 --> 00:42:46,798 BUT I'LL THINK ABOUT IT. 969 00:42:51,970 --> 00:42:54,039 WHY DON'T YOU CELEBRATE MY 970 00:42:54,039 --> 00:42:54,973 EXISTENCE? 971 00:43:14,192 --> 00:43:15,961 I'M SORRY ABOUT THE OTHER DAY. 972 00:43:15,961 --> 00:43:17,095 WHY ARE YOU APOLOGIZING? 973 00:43:17,095 --> 00:43:18,063 YOU TOLD THE TRUTH, I BELIEVED 974 00:43:18,063 --> 00:43:18,997 DIFFERENTLY. 975 00:43:20,198 --> 00:43:21,299 I'VE NEVER DONE ANYTHING LIKE 976 00:43:21,299 --> 00:43:22,400 THIS BEFORE, NEVER. 977 00:43:22,400 --> 00:43:23,802 There's a first time 978 00:43:23,802 --> 00:43:25,136 FOR EVERYTHING, RIGHT? 979 00:43:27,238 --> 00:43:28,740 CURTIS, CAN I SEE YOU? 980 00:43:28,740 --> 00:43:29,808 FOR WHAT? 981 00:43:29,808 --> 00:43:31,209 TO TALK. 982 00:43:31,209 --> 00:43:32,377 THE PARK ON 62nd NEAR THE 983 00:43:32,377 --> 00:43:33,712 BASKETBALL COURTS, OKAY? 984 00:43:35,681 --> 00:43:36,648 YEAH, ALRIGHT. 985 00:43:39,284 --> 00:43:41,319 HELLO. 986 00:43:41,319 --> 00:43:43,755 HEY, KAL, TELEPHONE FOR YOU. 987 00:43:48,660 --> 00:43:49,294 HELLO? 988 00:43:51,697 --> 00:43:52,964 FIFTEEN YEARS I'VE HAD THIS 989 00:43:52,964 --> 00:43:54,032 PLACE, AND NOTHING LIKE THIS 990 00:43:54,032 --> 00:43:55,366 HAS EVER HAPPENED. 991 00:43:55,366 --> 00:43:56,334 WELL, WHERE IS HE? 992 00:44:17,155 --> 00:44:19,190 BABE, WHAT HAPPENED? 993 00:44:22,728 --> 00:44:23,194 FINE. 994 00:44:25,931 --> 00:44:27,766 I TOLD THIS MOTHERFUCKER PEDEY! 995 00:44:27,766 --> 00:44:28,934 I FUCKING TOLD PEDEY, 996 00:44:28,934 --> 00:44:30,836 "STOP FUCKING COMING LATE!" 997 00:44:30,836 --> 00:44:32,938 IT FUCKS WITH EVERYBODY'S HOURS! 998 00:44:32,938 --> 00:44:33,905 THIS MOTHERFUCKER TELLS ME TO 999 00:44:33,905 --> 00:44:35,106 GET OFF OF FUCKING DEREK'S DICK 1000 00:44:35,106 --> 00:44:36,674 AND BE MY OWN FUCKING MAN! 1001 00:44:40,345 --> 00:44:41,079 WHAT DID YOU DO? 1002 00:44:41,079 --> 00:44:41,947 OH, I BROKE HIS FUCKING NOSE. 1003 00:44:41,947 --> 00:44:42,380 NO. 1004 00:44:42,380 --> 00:44:44,049 YEAH, I DID. 1005 00:44:44,049 --> 00:44:45,183 I BROKE HIS FUCKING NOSE. 1006 00:44:45,183 --> 00:44:47,118 OKAY, ALRIGHT. 1007 00:44:47,118 --> 00:44:48,219 COME ON. 1008 00:44:52,791 --> 00:44:54,192 I CAN'T LET PEDEY SUE ME 1009 00:44:54,192 --> 00:44:55,293 BECAUSE THIS HAPPENED ON MY 1010 00:44:55,293 --> 00:44:55,961 PREMISES. 1011 00:44:55,961 --> 00:44:56,762 FUCK YOU, DEREK! 1012 00:44:56,762 --> 00:44:57,462 FUCK YOU AND THIS MOTHERFUCKIN' 1013 00:44:57,462 --> 00:44:58,229 GAS STATION! 1014 00:44:58,229 --> 00:44:58,964 YOU SHOULD'VE FIRED THAT 1015 00:44:58,964 --> 00:44:59,998 MOTHERFUCKER A LONG TIME AGO! 1016 00:45:02,734 --> 00:45:03,501 I'M SORRY, KALINDRA. 1017 00:45:03,501 --> 00:45:04,770 YEAH, ME TOO. 1018 00:45:20,085 --> 00:45:21,419 * TODAY I SAY GOODBYE TO * 1019 00:45:21,419 --> 00:45:23,121 * SOMETHING THAT HAS BEEN VERY * 1020 00:45:23,121 --> 00:45:24,489 * PROMINENT IN MY LIFE * 1021 00:45:24,489 --> 00:45:26,457 * LOVE LOVE 1022 00:45:26,457 --> 00:45:27,926 * IT HAD ME ON A HIGH * 1023 00:45:27,926 --> 00:45:29,194 * THEN PUSHED ME OFF THE EDGE * 1024 00:45:29,194 --> 00:45:31,162 * LIKE IT WANTED ME TO DIE * 1025 00:45:31,162 --> 00:45:33,331 * BUT I WILL NOT BE DEFEATED * 1026 00:45:33,331 --> 00:45:34,232 * BY LOVE * 1027 00:45:34,232 --> 00:45:34,966 * LOVE LOVE * 1028 00:45:34,966 --> 00:45:37,268 * I HAD BEEN BROKEN BY LOVE * 1029 00:45:37,268 --> 00:45:38,970 * SO I'M SO ELATED THESE GATES * 1030 00:45:38,970 --> 00:45:41,372 * ARE OPEN FOR LOVE * 1031 00:45:41,372 --> 00:45:43,074 * FILLED OUT UNTIL NEXT TIME * 1032 00:45:43,074 --> 00:45:44,542 * I'M TIRED OF WRITIN' SONGS * 1033 00:45:44,542 --> 00:45:45,543 * ABOUT YOU, POURED MY * 1034 00:45:45,543 --> 00:45:46,778 * HEART INSIDE MY POEMS * 1035 00:45:46,778 --> 00:45:47,745 * HOPE YOU KNOW * 1036 00:45:50,481 --> 00:45:51,817 EVERY TIME I TRY TO GET AHEAD IN 1037 00:45:51,817 --> 00:45:53,885 LIFE, IT COMES AND BITES ME IN 1038 00:45:53,885 --> 00:45:55,086 THE ASS. 1039 00:45:55,086 --> 00:45:56,554 THAT'S NOT TRUE, BABE. 1040 00:45:56,554 --> 00:45:57,923 I BLOW MY KNEE OUT, 1041 00:45:57,923 --> 00:46:00,491 MY BASKETBALL CAREER'S OVER. 1042 00:46:00,491 --> 00:46:01,993 THEY TAKE AWAY MY SCHOLARSHIP, 1043 00:46:01,993 --> 00:46:03,128 AND I CAN'T FINISH SCHOOL, AND I 1044 00:46:03,128 --> 00:46:05,196 GET STUCK IN THIS SHITTY JOB. 1045 00:46:07,799 --> 00:46:08,900 MY MOM WAS RIGHT. 1046 00:46:08,900 --> 00:46:10,135 DON'T START. 1047 00:46:10,135 --> 00:46:10,836 IT'S WHAT SHE SAID, 1048 00:46:10,836 --> 00:46:11,402 I'D WIND UP LIKE MY DRUNK 1049 00:46:11,402 --> 00:46:13,038 ASS DADDY. 1050 00:46:13,038 --> 00:46:14,239 YOU GOTTA GET PAST THAT SHIT. 1051 00:46:17,142 --> 00:46:17,976 YOU'RE GONNA HAVE TO PUT OFF 1052 00:46:17,976 --> 00:46:19,577 GOING TO NEW YORK. 1053 00:46:19,577 --> 00:46:23,014 WE DON'T HAVE ENOUGH MONEY. 1054 00:46:23,014 --> 00:46:24,282 I'LL FIND ANOTHER JOB, BABY. 1055 00:46:27,919 --> 00:46:29,054 YEAH, I KNOW YOU WILL. 1056 00:46:34,225 --> 00:46:36,027 NO, EARL, I'M NOT GONNA BE ABLE 1057 00:46:36,027 --> 00:46:38,063 TO COME TO NEW YORK. 1058 00:46:38,063 --> 00:46:40,331 YEAH, UM, RONNIE LOST HIS JOB. 1059 00:46:42,300 --> 00:46:44,302 YEAH. 1060 00:46:44,302 --> 00:46:46,071 NO, I'M STILL WRITING. 1061 00:46:48,139 --> 00:46:50,275 YEAH, WELL, THE NUYORICAN AIN'T 1062 00:46:50,275 --> 00:46:51,376 GOIN' ANYWHERE, RIGHT? 1063 00:46:53,478 --> 00:46:54,479 RIGHT, WELL, I'LL GET UP. 1064 00:47:52,170 --> 00:47:53,638 DO YOU WANT WINGS OR LEGS? 1065 00:47:53,638 --> 00:47:54,439 A WING, PLEASE. 1066 00:47:54,439 --> 00:47:55,140 EXCELLENT. 1067 00:47:55,140 --> 00:47:56,107 JUST WATER TO DRINK? 1068 00:47:56,107 --> 00:47:56,942 YES, PLEASE. 1069 00:47:56,942 --> 00:47:57,475 AWESOME. 1070 00:47:57,475 --> 00:47:58,176 THANK YOU. 1071 00:47:58,176 --> 00:47:59,044 IT'S MY PLEASURE, THANK YOU. 1072 00:48:01,179 --> 00:48:02,447 HI, I'LL BE RIGHT WITH-- 1073 00:48:03,982 --> 00:48:04,582 YOU. 1074 00:48:19,130 --> 00:48:20,598 YOU TWO SEE ANYTHING YOU LIKE? 1075 00:48:20,598 --> 00:48:22,333 EVERYTHING. 1076 00:48:22,333 --> 00:48:23,168 YOU KNOW THIS IS MY FAVORITE 1077 00:48:23,168 --> 00:48:23,935 SPOT. 1078 00:48:23,935 --> 00:48:25,336 YEAH, THAT'S WHAT YOU SAID. 1079 00:48:26,938 --> 00:48:28,539 KAL, I DIDN'T KNOW YOU WORKED... 1080 00:48:28,539 --> 00:48:29,507 HERE. 1081 00:48:29,507 --> 00:48:31,076 YOU GUYS KNOW EACH OTHER? 1082 00:48:31,076 --> 00:48:32,410 YEAH. 1083 00:48:32,410 --> 00:48:33,678 SOMETHIN' LIKE THAT. 1084 00:48:33,678 --> 00:48:35,646 KAL, THIS IS JASMINE. 1085 00:48:35,646 --> 00:48:37,082 HI. 1086 00:48:37,082 --> 00:48:38,449 HAVEN'T SEEN YOU AT ANY OF THE 1087 00:48:38,449 --> 00:48:40,018 READINGS LATELY. 1088 00:48:40,018 --> 00:48:41,519 WHAT READS? 1089 00:48:41,519 --> 00:48:43,221 POETRY. 1090 00:48:43,221 --> 00:48:44,922 YOU DO POETRY? 1091 00:48:47,025 --> 00:48:47,692 HERE I THOUGHT YOU WERE JUST AN 1092 00:48:47,692 --> 00:48:48,960 A AND R GUY. 1093 00:48:48,960 --> 00:48:49,995 A AND R? 1094 00:48:49,995 --> 00:48:51,696 CONGRATS. 1095 00:48:51,696 --> 00:48:53,464 IT AIN'T WHAT YOU THINK. 1096 00:48:59,470 --> 00:49:01,339 YOU TWO ON A DATE? 1097 00:49:01,339 --> 00:49:02,607 I'M FEELING HIM OUT. 1098 00:49:04,075 --> 00:49:05,310 WORD OF ADVICE? 1099 00:49:05,310 --> 00:49:06,377 NEVER KEEP HIM WAITING AND 1100 00:49:06,377 --> 00:49:07,979 ALWAYS BE UPFRONT WITH HIM. 1101 00:49:10,081 --> 00:49:12,017 CURTIS, CAN YOU HAVE YOUR FRIEND 1102 00:49:12,017 --> 00:49:13,184 TAKE OUR ORDER NOW? 1103 00:49:16,654 --> 00:49:18,256 WHAT CAN I GET YOU? 1104 00:49:19,090 --> 00:49:19,590 LOUIS! 1105 00:49:19,590 --> 00:49:21,126 YO. 1106 00:49:21,126 --> 00:49:22,360 WE NEED MORE FILTERS, BABE. 1107 00:49:22,360 --> 00:49:23,361 ALRIGHT, I'LL GET SOME FROM THE 1108 00:49:23,361 --> 00:49:24,262 BACK. 1109 00:49:32,037 --> 00:49:33,338 YOU KNOW WHAT? 1110 00:49:33,338 --> 00:49:34,372 WHY DON'T YOU PAY THE CHECK? 1111 00:49:45,683 --> 00:49:47,218 HOW MUCH DO I OWE YOU, KAL? 1112 00:49:50,788 --> 00:49:53,024 I WAITED TWO FUCKING HOURS AT 1113 00:49:53,024 --> 00:49:53,724 THE PARK. 1114 00:49:53,724 --> 00:49:55,260 CURTIS, I TRIED TO COME. 1115 00:49:55,260 --> 00:49:56,161 I DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU'RE TRYING 1116 00:49:56,161 --> 00:49:58,063 TO PULL, BUT YOU AIN'T GOT AN 1117 00:49:58,063 --> 00:49:59,164 HONEST FUCKING BONE IN YOUR 1118 00:49:59,164 --> 00:50:01,566 BODY, YOU KNOW THAT? 1119 00:50:01,566 --> 00:50:02,433 YOU MIGHT BE THE ONLY PERSON I 1120 00:50:02,433 --> 00:50:04,202 EVER WANTED TO BE HONEST WITH. 1121 00:50:05,570 --> 00:50:06,504 SAVE IT UP FOR YOUR HUSBAND, 1122 00:50:06,504 --> 00:50:07,405 KAL. 1123 00:50:09,474 --> 00:50:10,375 IT'S ALL THERE. 1124 00:50:10,375 --> 00:50:11,542 TIP? 1125 00:50:11,542 --> 00:50:12,243 TIP? 1126 00:50:12,243 --> 00:50:13,378 BE HONEST, THAT'S YOUR TIP. 1127 00:50:28,326 --> 00:50:29,060 HEY. 1128 00:50:30,395 --> 00:50:32,530 GUESS MY DICK DOES TASTE LIKE 1129 00:50:32,530 --> 00:50:33,631 CHOCOLATE. 1130 00:50:35,466 --> 00:50:37,034 OUCH. 1131 00:50:38,436 --> 00:50:39,504 IS SHE HERE? 1132 00:50:41,606 --> 00:50:42,340 IT DIDN'T END SO WELL. 1133 00:50:42,340 --> 00:50:43,508 THANKS A LOT, KAL. 1134 00:50:45,310 --> 00:50:46,444 LOOK, MY HUSBAND GOT FIRED FROM 1135 00:50:46,444 --> 00:50:47,545 HIS JOB. 1136 00:50:47,545 --> 00:50:48,746 HE NEEDED ME AND THAT'S WHY I 1137 00:50:48,746 --> 00:50:49,780 DIDN'T COME. 1138 00:50:49,780 --> 00:50:52,150 LOOK, KAL, WHATEVER YOU GOT 1139 00:50:52,150 --> 00:50:53,384 GOING ON WITH YOUR OLD MAN, 1140 00:50:53,384 --> 00:50:54,252 IF THIS IS PAYBACK, 1141 00:50:54,252 --> 00:50:56,387 YOU GOTTA, 1142 00:50:56,387 --> 00:50:57,488 YOU GOTTA WORK THAT SHIT OUT. 1143 00:51:01,359 --> 00:51:03,428 IF YOU WANT ME TO LEAVE, I WILL. 1144 00:51:07,732 --> 00:51:10,835 I DON'T MIND YOU STAYING. 1145 00:51:10,835 --> 00:51:11,769 SHE MIGHT MIND. 1146 00:51:11,769 --> 00:51:13,871 OOH, 1147 00:51:13,871 --> 00:51:15,240 DON'T DO THAT. 1148 00:51:17,142 --> 00:51:18,143 MENAGE? 1149 00:51:18,509 --> 00:51:19,043 * THIS MIGHT BE 1150 00:51:19,043 --> 00:51:25,616 * THE ONLY TIME FOR US * 1151 00:51:25,616 --> 00:51:28,253 * BABY, TAKE YOUR TIME, * 1152 00:51:28,253 --> 00:51:31,156 * DON'T YOU RUSH * 1153 00:51:31,156 --> 00:51:31,822 SHE'S CUTE. 1154 00:51:33,691 --> 00:51:35,493 LOOK AT THAT SMILE, SHE'S REALLY 1155 00:51:35,493 --> 00:51:36,861 CUTE. 1156 00:51:36,861 --> 00:51:38,129 HOW LONG'S IT BEEN SINCE YOU 1157 00:51:38,129 --> 00:51:38,863 SEEN HER? 1158 00:51:40,865 --> 00:51:42,200 THREE YEARS. 1159 00:51:43,434 --> 00:51:44,835 OH. 1160 00:51:44,835 --> 00:51:46,137 WHAT'S HER NAME? 1161 00:51:48,173 --> 00:51:49,274 ALANA. 1162 00:51:49,274 --> 00:51:51,142 ALANA-- I LIKE THAT. 1163 00:51:53,411 --> 00:51:54,445 WHY SO LONG, THOUGH? 1164 00:51:56,781 --> 00:51:58,383 HER MAMA, CHANTELLE. 1165 00:52:02,887 --> 00:52:03,854 THERE MUST BE A BIG STORY BEHIND 1166 00:52:03,854 --> 00:52:04,855 THAT. 1167 00:52:06,724 --> 00:52:08,426 WELL, SHE DOIN' ALRIGHT. 1168 00:52:10,761 --> 00:52:13,464 ACTUALLY, I'M FRIENDS WITH HER 1169 00:52:13,464 --> 00:52:14,799 MOM'S COUSIN, SO SHE KEEPS ME UP 1170 00:52:14,799 --> 00:52:15,833 ON WHAT'S GOING ON WITH MY 1171 00:52:15,833 --> 00:52:17,235 DAUGHTER. 1172 00:52:17,235 --> 00:52:18,703 SHE HAS DEVELOPMENTAL ISSUES. 1173 00:52:18,703 --> 00:52:20,205 OH. 1174 00:52:20,205 --> 00:52:21,339 THEY SAY SHE'S TWO GRADES BEHIND 1175 00:52:21,339 --> 00:52:22,307 WHERE SHE SHOULD BE. 1176 00:52:27,345 --> 00:52:28,446 THEN WHY ARE YOU HERE INSTEAD OF 1177 00:52:28,446 --> 00:52:29,914 BACK THERE FIGHTING FOR HER? 1178 00:52:31,916 --> 00:52:32,950 FOR A WOMAN THAT DOESN'T LIKE TO 1179 00:52:32,950 --> 00:52:34,552 SHARE A LOT ABOUT HERSELF YOU 1180 00:52:34,552 --> 00:52:36,187 SURE ARE GETTIN' TO KNOW A LOT. 1181 00:52:36,187 --> 00:52:37,755 OOH, TOUCHE. 1182 00:52:42,793 --> 00:52:43,661 HOW'S THE NEW JOB? 1183 00:52:43,661 --> 00:52:44,562 WHAT NEW JOB? 1184 00:52:44,562 --> 00:52:45,296 YOU KNOW, 1185 00:52:45,296 --> 00:52:45,830 THE A AND R GIG. 1186 00:52:49,400 --> 00:52:50,668 I DON'T HAVE AN A AND R GIG. 1187 00:52:50,668 --> 00:52:52,270 I WAS AN ASSISTANT ON THE VIDEO 1188 00:52:52,270 --> 00:52:53,304 SHE WAS ON. 1189 00:52:53,304 --> 00:52:54,205 I WAS TRYING TO TELL THE GIRL I 1190 00:52:54,205 --> 00:52:56,374 WAS IN A AND R AS AN ASSISTANT. 1191 00:52:56,374 --> 00:52:57,942 I DIDN'T GET PASSED A AND R. 1192 00:52:59,610 --> 00:53:00,978 AND SHE WAS PUSHIN' UP ON YOU 1193 00:53:00,978 --> 00:53:03,614 INSTANTLY. 1194 00:53:03,614 --> 00:53:05,483 THAT GREEN-EYED BITCH. 1195 00:53:05,483 --> 00:53:06,784 WHAT? 1196 00:53:06,784 --> 00:53:08,386 DAMN. 1197 00:53:08,386 --> 00:53:09,654 SO YOU HIT IT? 1198 00:53:09,654 --> 00:53:11,389 DON'T YOU SEE US RIGHT NOW? 1199 00:53:11,389 --> 00:53:12,690 WHAT? NO, I'M JUST CURIOUS 1200 00:53:12,690 --> 00:53:14,459 WHAT IT'S LIKE TAPPIN' THAT. 1201 00:53:21,666 --> 00:53:23,334 SO WHY ME, KALINDRA? 1202 00:53:27,838 --> 00:53:29,340 WHY THE BOY FROM PHILLY? 1203 00:53:35,680 --> 00:53:37,282 "SINCE I'VE GIVEN INTO MY DEMONS 1204 00:53:37,282 --> 00:53:40,885 MY GUILT THRUSTS ME FORWARD. 1205 00:53:40,885 --> 00:53:43,254 MY BODY CALLS MY SPIRIT INTO 1206 00:53:43,254 --> 00:53:44,722 QUESTION AND, 1207 00:53:44,722 --> 00:53:46,391 WELL, I DON'T HAVE THE ANSWERS." 1208 00:53:46,391 --> 00:53:48,025 ANOTHER POEM. 1209 00:53:48,025 --> 00:53:49,294 HOW ABOUT A STRAIGHT ANSWER? 1210 00:53:54,432 --> 00:53:56,701 YEAH. 1211 00:53:56,701 --> 00:53:58,369 SO WHAT'S THE DEAL WITH THIS 1212 00:53:58,369 --> 00:53:59,704 DUDE YOU RUNNIN' FROM? 1213 00:54:02,807 --> 00:54:03,808 IT'S HARD TO FIND THE RIGHT 1214 00:54:03,808 --> 00:54:05,576 WORDS. 1215 00:54:05,576 --> 00:54:06,844 WELL, WHEN YOU DO FIND THE RIGHT 1216 00:54:06,844 --> 00:54:09,614 WORDS I'LL BE RIGHT HERE 1217 00:54:09,614 --> 00:54:10,648 READY TO LISTEN. 1218 00:54:14,585 --> 00:54:16,621 OKAY, BUT IT DOESN'T LOOK LIKE 1219 00:54:16,621 --> 00:54:18,389 EITHER OF US ARE BIG ON TALKING. 1220 00:54:26,364 --> 00:54:27,465 YOU KNOW WHY I REMEMBERED YOUR 1221 00:54:27,465 --> 00:54:28,333 POEM? 1222 00:54:30,935 --> 00:54:32,503 'CAUSE WHEN YOU GOT ON THE MIC 1223 00:54:35,740 --> 00:54:36,374 IT WAS LIKE YOU MEANT EVERY WORD 1224 00:54:36,374 --> 00:54:37,475 OF IT. 1225 00:54:39,377 --> 00:54:40,611 IT WAS LIKE YOUR SOUL DEPENDED 1226 00:54:40,611 --> 00:54:43,013 ON EVERY SINGLE WORD, 1227 00:54:43,013 --> 00:54:43,981 LIKE YOU'D DIE IF YOU DIDN'T 1228 00:54:43,981 --> 00:54:45,450 GET ALL THAT SHIT OUT. 1229 00:54:47,852 --> 00:54:48,786 I LOVED EVERY FUCKIN' PART OF 1230 00:54:48,786 --> 00:54:50,621 IT. 1231 00:54:50,621 --> 00:54:53,391 I GET WHAT YOU MEANT, 1232 00:54:53,391 --> 00:54:56,060 WHAT YOU WANTED IT TO MEAN, 1233 00:54:56,060 --> 00:54:57,728 LIKE YOU SAT DOWN AND WROTE 1234 00:54:57,728 --> 00:54:59,930 JUST FOR ME. 1235 00:54:59,930 --> 00:55:01,499 I WAS FEELIN' IT. 1236 00:55:05,069 --> 00:55:06,904 YET YOU THINK I CAN GET BETTER. 1237 00:55:06,904 --> 00:55:08,038 THERE'S SOME THINGS YOU'RE DAMN 1238 00:55:08,038 --> 00:55:08,973 NEAR PERFECT AT. 1239 00:55:08,973 --> 00:55:09,840 HMMM. 1240 00:55:14,479 --> 00:55:15,346 SO ROUND TWO? 1241 00:55:15,346 --> 00:55:17,715 I GOTTA GO, POETRY CALLS. 1242 00:55:18,783 --> 00:55:20,451 COFFEE SHOP? 1243 00:55:20,451 --> 00:55:22,653 YES, THE PLACE FOR 1244 00:55:22,653 --> 00:55:24,955 UNDERDEVELOPED POETS. 1245 00:55:24,955 --> 00:55:26,023 THEN TAKE YOUR ASS AND GET 1246 00:55:26,023 --> 00:55:26,824 DEVELOPED. 1247 00:55:33,898 --> 00:55:34,899 PEACE. 1248 00:55:52,583 --> 00:55:53,951 "KISS ME LIKE JULY, 1249 00:55:53,951 --> 00:55:56,621 LIKE FIREWORKS, RUNNING IN THE 1250 00:55:56,621 --> 00:55:58,389 SPRINKLERS, LIKE FIREFLIES, 1251 00:55:58,389 --> 00:56:00,491 LIKE SLEEP AFTER FULL DAY 1252 00:56:00,491 --> 00:56:01,559 YES, KISS ME... " 1253 00:56:01,559 --> 00:56:02,927 WHOO! 1254 00:56:02,927 --> 00:56:04,094 WHADDUP, BITCH? 1255 00:56:04,094 --> 00:56:05,162 HEY, HEFFER. 1256 00:56:05,162 --> 00:56:06,797 WHERE YOU BEEN? 1257 00:56:06,797 --> 00:56:07,598 YOU AND MICHAEL FELL OFF THE 1258 00:56:07,598 --> 00:56:08,466 FACE OF THE EARTH. 1259 00:56:08,466 --> 00:56:10,100 WELL, YOU KNOW, LOVE'LL DO THAT 1260 00:56:10,100 --> 00:56:12,136 TO YOU SOMETIMES. 1261 00:56:12,136 --> 00:56:12,937 STEVE. 1262 00:56:12,937 --> 00:56:15,172 KALINDRA. 1263 00:56:15,172 --> 00:56:17,041 I NEED TO TALK TO YOU. 1264 00:56:17,041 --> 00:56:17,875 NOW? 1265 00:56:17,875 --> 00:56:19,744 WHENEVER YOU HAVE SOME TIME. 1266 00:56:19,744 --> 00:56:20,945 RIGHT. 1267 00:56:20,945 --> 00:56:23,948 OH, GIRL, I HAVE THIS POEM 1268 00:56:23,948 --> 00:56:26,684 THAT IS SO HOT. 1269 00:56:26,684 --> 00:56:27,852 I MEAN, IT'S A LOVE POEM. 1270 00:56:27,852 --> 00:56:28,853 LOVE? 1271 00:56:28,853 --> 00:56:31,155 THIS SHIT IS LIKE-- 1272 00:56:31,155 --> 00:56:32,557 IT'LL GET YOU MOIST. 1273 00:56:32,557 --> 00:56:35,125 UGH, I HATE THAT WORD. 1274 00:56:35,125 --> 00:56:37,027 P, CAN DAPHNE GO UP NEXT? 1275 00:56:37,027 --> 00:56:38,463 SHE GOT TWENTY DOLLARS, SHE CAN 1276 00:56:38,463 --> 00:56:39,630 DO ANYTHING. 1277 00:56:39,630 --> 00:56:40,798 TWENTY DOLLARS? 1278 00:56:40,798 --> 00:56:41,632 HE SAID TWENTY DOLLARS. 1279 00:56:41,632 --> 00:56:42,867 GO. 1280 00:56:42,867 --> 00:56:44,068 OKAY, 'CAUSE I AIN'T PAYING 1281 00:56:44,068 --> 00:56:44,869 TWENTY DOLLARS. 1282 00:56:44,869 --> 00:56:45,636 FOLLOW HIS ASS UP. 1283 00:56:46,771 --> 00:56:47,572 DO YOUR THING, BABY. 1284 00:56:47,572 --> 00:56:48,806 EARN THAT TWENTY. 1285 00:56:52,877 --> 00:56:53,811 PEOPLE CAN CHANGE, KALINDRA. 1286 00:56:55,780 --> 00:56:57,081 WHEN YOU GOT A 1287 00:56:57,081 --> 00:56:58,783 MAN PUTTIN' HIS HANDS ON YOU, 1288 00:56:58,783 --> 00:56:59,817 YOU AIN'T GOT NO RIGHT TO BE 1289 00:56:59,817 --> 00:57:00,918 EXTRA ABOUT WHAT GOES ON 1290 00:57:00,918 --> 00:57:03,120 BETWEEN ME AND DAPHNE. 1291 00:57:03,120 --> 00:57:04,455 EXCUSE ME? 1292 00:57:04,455 --> 00:57:05,155 YOU HEARD ME. 1293 00:57:06,724 --> 00:57:08,626 ALREADY TOLD ME, YOU KNOW. 1294 00:57:08,626 --> 00:57:09,794 NIGGA KNOCKS YOU ON YOUR ASS A 1295 00:57:09,794 --> 00:57:11,161 FEW TIMES. 1296 00:57:11,161 --> 00:57:12,897 LOOK, YOU DEAL WITH YOUR SHIT 1297 00:57:12,897 --> 00:57:15,733 BEFORE YOU TRY TO GET INTO MINE. 1298 00:57:15,733 --> 00:57:18,068 THEN WE CAN BE COOL. 1299 00:57:18,068 --> 00:57:18,903 ALRIGHT? 1300 00:57:20,938 --> 00:57:22,507 I LIKE THAT GREEN. 1301 00:57:22,507 --> 00:57:23,874 IT'S MONEY. 1302 00:57:28,779 --> 00:57:29,580 DON'T TELL THAT NIGGA MY 1303 00:57:29,580 --> 00:57:30,247 BUSINESS. 1304 00:57:30,247 --> 00:57:32,216 COME ON, KALINDRA. 1305 00:57:32,216 --> 00:57:33,618 I MEAN, I WAS AT THE HOSPITAL 1306 00:57:33,618 --> 00:57:34,919 WITH YOU, I LET YOU STAY AT MY 1307 00:57:34,919 --> 00:57:36,053 PLACE WHEN RONNIE WAS CUTTIN' 1308 00:57:36,053 --> 00:57:36,754 OUT. 1309 00:57:36,754 --> 00:57:37,655 WHAT THE HELL WAS I SUPPOSED TO 1310 00:57:37,655 --> 00:57:38,689 SAY WHEN STEVE ASKED? 1311 00:57:38,689 --> 00:57:39,189 YOU SAY IT'S NONE OF HIS 1312 00:57:39,189 --> 00:57:40,224 BUSINESS. 1313 00:57:40,224 --> 00:57:42,560 OKAY, I'M SORRY. 1314 00:57:42,560 --> 00:57:43,594 HE SHOULDN'T HAVE SAID ANYTHING. 1315 00:57:43,594 --> 00:57:44,862 YOU'RE DAMN RIGHT. 1316 00:57:44,862 --> 00:57:46,931 KALINDRA, I'M SORRY. 1317 00:57:46,931 --> 00:57:47,898 AT LEAST I KNOW WHAT I CAN TELL 1318 00:57:47,898 --> 00:57:48,799 YOU AND WHAT I CAN'T. 1319 00:57:49,834 --> 00:57:51,536 WORK ON THAT POEM. 1320 00:57:51,536 --> 00:57:52,603 IT'S FLAT. 1321 00:57:54,104 --> 00:57:55,640 UHH. 1322 00:57:56,674 --> 00:58:04,148 "MY ACHES ACHE. 1323 00:58:04,148 --> 00:58:07,718 MY PAIN SINGS OUT. 1324 00:58:07,718 --> 00:58:11,121 FUCK THIS. 1325 00:58:11,121 --> 00:58:13,991 WHO THE FUCK GIVES A FUCK? 1326 00:58:13,991 --> 00:58:14,959 DOES SOMEONE GIVE A SHIT ABOUT 1327 00:58:14,959 --> 00:58:17,628 ME, MY PAIN, MY SHIT? 1328 00:58:17,628 --> 00:58:18,663 I'M SICK OF BEING THE BITCH 1329 00:58:18,663 --> 00:58:22,199 FOR YOU, MOTHERFUCKER. 1330 00:58:22,199 --> 00:58:22,867 DO I FEEL GUILTY ABOUT HOW I 1331 00:58:22,867 --> 00:58:23,968 LIVE MY LIFE? 1332 00:58:23,968 --> 00:58:25,169 FUCK YEAH. 1333 00:58:25,169 --> 00:58:26,904 BUT NOT THE GUILT YOU THINK, 1334 00:58:26,904 --> 00:58:28,906 YOU LOW PIECE OF SHIT." 1335 00:58:28,906 --> 00:58:29,574 KALINDRA, WAKE THE FUCK UP. 1336 00:58:29,574 --> 00:58:31,075 HEY. 1337 00:58:31,075 --> 00:58:32,843 YOU WERE MUMBLING IN YOUR SLEEP. 1338 00:58:32,843 --> 00:58:33,578 WHICH? 1339 00:58:34,812 --> 00:58:37,247 UM, 1340 00:58:37,247 --> 00:58:37,982 UH, THE BLUE. 1341 00:58:37,982 --> 00:58:39,283 BLUE? OKAY, PURPLE. 1342 00:58:40,284 --> 00:58:41,285 THE MANAGER FROM SAV-ON REALLY 1343 00:58:41,285 --> 00:58:42,887 LIKED ME OTHER DAY, 1344 00:58:42,887 --> 00:58:43,520 JUST CALLED, SAID THAT THE 1345 00:58:43,520 --> 00:58:44,722 DISTRICT MANAGER WANTS TO MEET 1346 00:58:44,722 --> 00:58:45,189 ME. 1347 00:58:45,189 --> 00:58:46,090 I THINK THEY'RE GOING TO HIRE 1348 00:58:46,090 --> 00:58:47,992 ME. 1349 00:58:47,992 --> 00:58:49,226 THAT'S GOOD, THAT'S REALLY GOOD. 1350 00:58:51,128 --> 00:58:52,062 HAVE A GOOD INTERVIEW. 1351 00:59:01,071 --> 00:59:03,007 THIS BITCH IS MARRIED AND YOU 1352 00:59:03,007 --> 00:59:04,308 BONED HER ANYWAY? 1353 00:59:06,811 --> 00:59:08,679 WHY? 1354 00:59:08,679 --> 00:59:10,180 'CAUSE I LIKE HER, BRO. 1355 00:59:10,180 --> 00:59:11,749 I FUCKING LIKE HER, MAN. 1356 00:59:11,749 --> 00:59:13,250 ALL THE SHIT THAT YOU FIND 1357 00:59:13,250 --> 00:59:15,586 YOURSELF IN, WHY WOULD YOU PUT 1358 00:59:15,586 --> 00:59:16,787 YOURSELF IN THE SAME SITUATION 1359 00:59:16,787 --> 00:59:18,022 YOU WERE IN BACK IN PHILLY? 1360 00:59:18,956 --> 00:59:19,824 IT'S NOT THE FUCKING SAME 1361 00:59:19,824 --> 00:59:20,891 SITUATION AS CHANTELLE 1362 00:59:20,891 --> 00:59:21,659 IN PHILLY. 1363 00:59:21,659 --> 00:59:23,628 IT'S THE SAME SITUATION EXCEPT 1364 00:59:23,628 --> 00:59:25,195 NOW YOU'RE DOING WHAT WAS DONE 1365 00:59:25,195 --> 00:59:25,996 TO YOU! 1366 00:59:25,996 --> 00:59:28,332 HOW DOES THAT MAKE YOU FEEL? 1367 00:59:28,332 --> 00:59:29,667 SHE'S EXACTLY WHAT I NEED RIGHT 1368 00:59:29,667 --> 00:59:30,567 NOW. 1369 00:59:33,070 --> 00:59:35,272 NO, WHAT YOU NEED 1370 00:59:35,272 --> 00:59:37,642 IS A JOB 1371 00:59:37,642 --> 00:59:38,843 AND SOME COMMON SENSE. 1372 00:59:42,046 --> 00:59:43,881 DON'T TURN THIS INTO SOME LOVE 1373 00:59:43,881 --> 00:59:45,650 AT FIRST SIGHT BULLSHIT. 1374 00:59:59,263 --> 01:00:00,164 HEY. 1375 01:00:00,164 --> 01:00:02,332 LOTS OF CONSTRUCTION, HUH? 1376 01:00:02,332 --> 01:00:03,333 HEY, WILL. 1377 01:00:05,369 --> 01:00:06,370 WHAT GOES ON BETWEEN YOU AND 1378 01:00:06,370 --> 01:00:07,672 YOUR HUSBAND IS NONE OF MY 1379 01:00:07,672 --> 01:00:10,074 BUSINESS, BUT HE IS MY BUSINESS, 1380 01:00:10,074 --> 01:00:11,876 AND YOU SHOULDN'T BE HERE. 1381 01:00:22,720 --> 01:00:23,821 YOU TOLD HIM I WAS MARRIED? 1382 01:00:23,821 --> 01:00:25,355 AND NOW HE HATES ME. 1383 01:00:25,355 --> 01:00:26,356 NO, HE DOESN'T HATE YOU. 1384 01:00:26,356 --> 01:00:27,692 HE'S MY OLDER BROTHER, SO HE'S 1385 01:00:27,692 --> 01:00:29,226 TRYING TO PROTECT ME, KALINDRA. 1386 01:00:29,226 --> 01:00:31,328 HE DOESN'T FUCKIN' HATE YOU. 1387 01:00:31,328 --> 01:00:32,697 OLD GIRL, WHAT'S HER NAME? 1388 01:00:32,697 --> 01:00:33,731 CHANTELLE? 1389 01:00:33,731 --> 01:00:34,331 YEAH. 1390 01:00:34,331 --> 01:00:35,232 SHE MUST'VE REALLY DONE A JOB ON 1391 01:00:35,232 --> 01:00:37,201 YOU MORE THAN YOU'RE LETTING ON. 1392 01:00:43,941 --> 01:00:45,042 I PUT CHANTELLE'S BOYFRIEND IN 1393 01:00:45,042 --> 01:00:47,878 THE HOSPITAL. 1394 01:00:47,878 --> 01:00:50,114 THAT'S WHY SHE WON CUSTODY. 1395 01:00:50,114 --> 01:00:52,182 I SPENT THREE AND HALF YEARS IN 1396 01:00:52,182 --> 01:00:53,050 JAIL. 1397 01:00:54,318 --> 01:00:55,185 JAIL? 1398 01:00:56,420 --> 01:00:57,755 I THREW HER BOYFRIEND, HIS NAME 1399 01:00:57,755 --> 01:00:58,956 WAS KEVIN, I THREW HIS STUPID 1400 01:00:58,956 --> 01:01:00,090 ASS OFF A BALCONY. 1401 01:01:01,291 --> 01:01:02,793 PARALYZED HIM FROM THE WAIST 1402 01:01:02,793 --> 01:01:04,895 DOWN. 1403 01:01:04,895 --> 01:01:05,996 OH MY GOD. 1404 01:01:09,099 --> 01:01:11,836 AND HERE I AM TRYING TO GET IT 1405 01:01:11,836 --> 01:01:14,371 BACK. 1406 01:01:14,371 --> 01:01:16,206 WHEN DID YOU GET OUT? 1407 01:01:16,206 --> 01:01:18,042 A WEEK BEFORE I CAME HERE, AND 1408 01:01:18,042 --> 01:01:19,710 THE WORST PART ABOUT IT IS THAT 1409 01:01:19,710 --> 01:01:20,878 SHE WASN'T EVEN SLEEPING WITH 1410 01:01:20,878 --> 01:01:21,979 THE DUDE. 1411 01:01:21,979 --> 01:01:23,480 WHY DID IT HAPPEN? 1412 01:01:23,480 --> 01:01:25,182 HE THOUGHT THAT SHE WAS BREAKING 1413 01:01:25,182 --> 01:01:26,851 UP WITH HIM TO GET BACK WITH ME. 1414 01:01:26,851 --> 01:01:30,287 HE CAME AT ME-- 1415 01:01:30,287 --> 01:01:31,822 HE CAME AT ME WITH A GUN. 1416 01:01:33,357 --> 01:01:34,925 I LOST MY COOL. 1417 01:01:38,262 --> 01:01:39,864 WOW. 1418 01:01:42,767 --> 01:01:45,269 WELL, 1419 01:01:45,269 --> 01:01:47,772 THAT'S THE PAST. 1420 01:01:47,772 --> 01:01:48,973 YOU CAN START YOUR LIFE OVER 1421 01:01:48,973 --> 01:01:50,207 NOW. 1422 01:01:50,207 --> 01:01:51,408 I DID, KALINDRA. 1423 01:01:55,179 --> 01:01:57,915 AND THEN ALONG CAME 1424 01:01:57,915 --> 01:01:59,383 THIS REALLY PRETTY, 1425 01:01:59,383 --> 01:02:01,986 BRIGHT, PASSIONATE 1426 01:02:01,986 --> 01:02:02,953 POET. 1427 01:02:07,024 --> 01:02:08,192 WITH THE SAME FUCKING BAGGAGE. 1428 01:02:10,995 --> 01:02:13,263 IT SCARED THE SHIT OUT OF ME. 1429 01:02:31,982 --> 01:02:33,851 I THOUGHT I RECOGNIZED YOU, 1430 01:02:33,851 --> 01:02:34,351 KALINDRA. 1431 01:02:35,820 --> 01:02:37,221 HEY, MISS LEONA. 1432 01:02:37,221 --> 01:02:38,789 HEY, BABY. 1433 01:02:38,789 --> 01:02:39,824 I JUST STOPPED IN TO PICK UP 1434 01:02:39,824 --> 01:02:40,958 SOME FOOD ON MY WAY HOME FROM 1435 01:02:40,958 --> 01:02:42,092 WORK. 1436 01:02:42,092 --> 01:02:42,960 YES, MA'AM. 1437 01:02:44,962 --> 01:02:47,564 UM, MISS LEONA IS ONE OF MY 1438 01:02:47,564 --> 01:02:49,366 MOTHER'S FRIENDS. 1439 01:02:49,366 --> 01:02:51,135 AND HE IS? 1440 01:02:51,135 --> 01:02:53,971 I'M ONE OF KALINDRA'S FRIENDS. 1441 01:02:53,971 --> 01:02:55,439 WE MET AT A POETRY READING, 1442 01:02:55,439 --> 01:02:56,506 LIKE A LOUNGE. 1443 01:02:56,506 --> 01:02:57,541 YEAH, HE'S HELPING ME. 1444 01:02:57,541 --> 01:02:59,109 WE'RE ACTUALLY GOING OVER SOME 1445 01:02:59,109 --> 01:03:00,945 POETRY, AND HE'S KINDA COACHING 1446 01:03:00,945 --> 01:03:02,112 ME ALONG. 1447 01:03:02,112 --> 01:03:03,380 YOU A POET, KALINDRA? 1448 01:03:03,380 --> 01:03:04,381 YES, MA'AM. 1449 01:03:04,381 --> 01:03:05,382 WELL, CHARLAYNE NEVER TOLD ME 1450 01:03:05,382 --> 01:03:06,583 ABOUT THAT. 1451 01:03:06,583 --> 01:03:07,918 WELL, SHE THINKS IT'S JUST A 1452 01:03:07,918 --> 01:03:08,886 PHASE. 1453 01:03:08,886 --> 01:03:11,021 MMM, WELL, IF YOUR MAMA DON'T 1454 01:03:11,021 --> 01:03:12,456 KNOW YOU, WHO DOES? 1455 01:03:14,258 --> 01:03:16,793 ANYWAY, I GOTTA GO. 1456 01:03:18,295 --> 01:03:19,196 I'M HERE TO PICK UP A TO-GO 1457 01:03:19,196 --> 01:03:20,430 ORDER. 1458 01:03:20,430 --> 01:03:21,565 OKAY, I'LL CHECK ON THAT. 1459 01:03:24,101 --> 01:03:25,235 HERE YOU GO. 1460 01:03:30,540 --> 01:03:31,208 GOOD LUCK WITH YOUR POETRY, 1461 01:03:31,208 --> 01:03:32,209 BABY. 1462 01:03:32,209 --> 01:03:33,077 THANK YOU, MA'AM, I APPRECIATE 1463 01:03:33,077 --> 01:03:33,543 IT. 1464 01:03:38,048 --> 01:03:38,983 DEFINITELY GONNA HEAR ABOUT 1465 01:03:38,983 --> 01:03:39,884 THAT, HUH? 1466 01:03:39,884 --> 01:03:42,086 GOD, AM I. 1467 01:03:42,086 --> 01:03:44,021 YEAH. 1468 01:03:44,021 --> 01:03:45,355 YOU TELL YOUR BROTHER 1469 01:03:45,355 --> 01:03:46,423 I WON'T MY SHITHEAD HUSBAND 1470 01:03:46,423 --> 01:03:47,925 ANYWHERE NEAR YOU. 1471 01:03:51,261 --> 01:03:52,462 YOU TELL YOUR SHITHEAD HUSBAND 1472 01:03:52,462 --> 01:03:54,231 THAT I CAN HANDLE MYSELF. 1473 01:03:54,231 --> 01:03:55,532 I CAN SEE THAT. 1474 01:04:02,072 --> 01:04:02,973 SO YOU'RE SURE YOU'RE NOT GONNA 1475 01:04:02,973 --> 01:04:05,409 RUN FROM ME 1476 01:04:05,409 --> 01:04:09,646 AND THIS THING WE GOT GOING 1477 01:04:09,646 --> 01:04:10,614 'CAUSE OLD GIRL SAW US? 1478 01:04:12,449 --> 01:04:13,317 WELL, IT'LL COME TO A NATURAL 1479 01:04:13,317 --> 01:04:14,451 END ANYWAY, RIGHT? 1480 01:04:15,920 --> 01:04:17,054 EVERYTHING COMES TO A NATURAL 1481 01:04:17,054 --> 01:04:17,621 END. 1482 01:04:17,621 --> 01:04:18,889 THE QUESTION IS IF THE ENDING IS 1483 01:04:18,889 --> 01:04:20,324 GONNA BE GOOD OR BAD. 1484 01:04:26,330 --> 01:04:27,197 IT'S ONLY A JOB INTERVIEW, YOU 1485 01:04:27,197 --> 01:04:28,065 DON'T HAVE TO LET IT RUIN YOUR 1486 01:04:28,065 --> 01:04:29,566 ENTIRE NIGHT. 1487 01:04:29,566 --> 01:04:30,600 THIS MOTHERFUCKER TELLS ME I 1488 01:04:30,600 --> 01:04:32,102 DON'T HAVE ENOUGH EXPERIENCE IN 1489 01:04:32,102 --> 01:04:33,603 THE DRUGSTORE FIELD. 1490 01:04:33,603 --> 01:04:35,139 I'M LIKE, EXPERIENCE? 1491 01:04:35,139 --> 01:04:36,606 MANAGING IS HANDLING PEOPLE AND 1492 01:04:36,606 --> 01:04:37,541 SOLVING ANY PROBLEM THAT THEY 1493 01:04:37,541 --> 01:04:38,475 HAVE. 1494 01:04:38,475 --> 01:04:39,343 IT DOESN'T MATTER IF YOU DO IT 1495 01:04:39,343 --> 01:04:41,278 IN A DRUGSTORE, PHARMACY, 1496 01:04:41,278 --> 01:04:42,112 FOOTLOCKER, GAS STATION, 1497 01:04:42,112 --> 01:04:43,513 WHEREVER. 1498 01:04:43,513 --> 01:04:44,949 DID YOU TELL HIM THAT? 1499 01:04:44,949 --> 01:04:46,183 COME ON, PEOPLE NEVER LISTEN TO 1500 01:04:46,183 --> 01:04:47,351 WHAT THEY DON'T WANT TO HEAR. 1501 01:04:47,351 --> 01:04:49,019 WELL, SOMETIMES YOU GOTTA SPEAK 1502 01:04:49,019 --> 01:04:50,120 UP ANYWAY. 1503 01:04:50,120 --> 01:04:53,457 WELL, MAYBE I CAN ATTACH A POEM 1504 01:04:53,457 --> 01:04:56,360 TO MY APPLI-CA-TION-TION 1505 01:04:56,360 --> 01:04:58,028 BECAUSE RONNIE IS 1506 01:04:58,028 --> 01:05:01,398 FEELING DEPLETED AND DE-FEA-TED 1507 01:05:01,398 --> 01:05:04,534 NOT BEING THE PRO-PER SORT OF 1508 01:05:04,534 --> 01:05:05,635 MAN-A-GER. 1509 01:05:05,635 --> 01:05:07,671 YOU CAN BE SUCH AN ASSHOLE. 1510 01:05:09,639 --> 01:05:11,375 WOW. 1511 01:05:13,143 --> 01:05:15,445 SEE? YOU LISTENED. 1512 01:05:19,416 --> 01:05:20,717 NEXT TIME I'M IN AN INTERVIEW, 1513 01:05:20,717 --> 01:05:22,052 I WILL SPEAK MY PIECE. 1514 01:05:46,610 --> 01:05:47,411 YOU KNOW YOUR BOY GOT BALLS, 1515 01:05:47,411 --> 01:05:48,512 RIGHT? 1516 01:05:48,512 --> 01:05:49,579 KNOCKIN' OUT FOOLS SMOOTH THE 1517 01:05:49,579 --> 01:05:50,447 FUCK OUT. 1518 01:05:50,447 --> 01:05:52,082 THAT'S WHAT I'M TALKIN' ABOUT. 1519 01:05:52,082 --> 01:05:53,150 I BET HIS ASS WON'T BE LATE FOR 1520 01:05:53,150 --> 01:05:54,184 WORK NO MORE. 1521 01:05:54,184 --> 01:05:55,252 NOW HE DOESN'T HAVE A JOB. 1522 01:05:55,252 --> 01:05:56,153 A JOB? 1523 01:05:56,153 --> 01:05:57,754 HE'LL GET ANOTHER JOB. 1524 01:05:57,754 --> 01:05:59,556 BUT HE GOT HIS SWAG BACK LIKE 1525 01:05:59,556 --> 01:06:01,225 WHEN WE WAS IN HIGH SCHOOL. 1526 01:06:01,225 --> 01:06:02,692 THAT'S WHAT I'M TALKIN' ABOUT, 1527 01:06:02,692 --> 01:06:03,593 RUNNIN' SHIT. 1528 01:06:03,593 --> 01:06:04,728 BACK IN THE DAYS WE WAS HOOPIN' 1529 01:06:04,728 --> 01:06:06,196 WE HAD SHIT ON LOCK, 1530 01:06:06,196 --> 01:06:07,397 ON MOTHERFUCKIN' LOCK. 1531 01:06:07,397 --> 01:06:08,298 ON LOCK! 1532 01:06:08,298 --> 01:06:09,099 WE USED TO GO OUT TO VENICE 1533 01:06:09,099 --> 01:06:10,300 BEACH FOR LIKE FORTY-EIGHT HOURS 1534 01:06:10,300 --> 01:06:12,502 AND MAKE LIKE 300 DOLLARS. 1535 01:06:12,502 --> 01:06:14,704 BITCHES, WEED, AND HOOPS, 1536 01:06:14,704 --> 01:06:16,006 THAT'S IT, THAT'S ALL. 1537 01:06:16,006 --> 01:06:18,108 NO, NO, KALINDRA ALL EARTHY, 1538 01:06:18,108 --> 01:06:19,509 AND SHE AIN'T TRYIN' TO HEAR 1539 01:06:19,509 --> 01:06:21,045 YOUR GANGSTER ASS. 1540 01:06:21,045 --> 01:06:22,312 RONNIE TRYIN' TO HEAR ME. 1541 01:06:22,312 --> 01:06:23,080 THANK YOU. 1542 01:06:23,080 --> 01:06:24,548 LET THEM KNOW WE STILL UP ON IT. 1543 01:06:24,548 --> 01:06:26,550 NO MATTER HOW MUCH TIME PASS, 1544 01:06:26,550 --> 01:06:28,252 WE STILL THEM NIGGAS FROM BACK 1545 01:06:28,252 --> 01:06:29,719 IN THE DAYS THAT'LL BRING YOU 1546 01:06:29,719 --> 01:06:30,487 YOUR HAT. 1547 01:06:30,487 --> 01:06:31,255 WHAT? 1548 01:06:31,255 --> 01:06:32,422 I FEEL YOU, BABY, I FEEL YOU. 1549 01:06:32,422 --> 01:06:33,757 I KNOW YOU FEEL ME. 1550 01:06:33,757 --> 01:06:35,025 I'M KNOWING IT 'CAUSE THIS MY 1551 01:06:35,025 --> 01:06:35,525 BOY. 1552 01:06:35,525 --> 01:06:36,626 YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN? 1553 01:06:36,626 --> 01:06:38,162 BUT KALINDRA ONLY WANT HIM TO BE 1554 01:06:38,162 --> 01:06:39,229 SOME NEW MILLENIUM OL' 1555 01:06:39,229 --> 01:06:41,198 SOFT ASS NIGGA. 1556 01:06:41,198 --> 01:06:42,032 WHATCHA GONNA BUY HIM SOME 1557 01:06:42,032 --> 01:06:43,400 SKINNY JEANS NEXT? 1558 01:06:43,400 --> 01:06:44,501 LEM. 1559 01:06:44,501 --> 01:06:45,602 WHAT? 1560 01:06:45,602 --> 01:06:46,670 RELAX. 1561 01:06:48,672 --> 01:06:49,673 WHY YOU STARING AT ME LIKE THAT, 1562 01:06:49,673 --> 01:06:51,375 KALINDRA? 1563 01:06:51,375 --> 01:06:53,643 YOU STILL DO THAT, UH, 1564 01:06:53,643 --> 01:06:56,246 SPOKEN WORD POETRY, 1565 01:06:56,246 --> 01:06:57,281 WHAT IS THAT? 1566 01:06:59,383 --> 01:07:00,450 YEAH, LEM. 1567 01:07:00,450 --> 01:07:01,318 WELL, BLESS YOUR BROTHER LEM 1568 01:07:01,318 --> 01:07:02,552 WITH SOMETHING. 1569 01:07:02,552 --> 01:07:03,653 ENLIGHTEN ME. 1570 01:07:03,653 --> 01:07:04,688 SHOW ME THE PATH, I'M WALKING 1571 01:07:04,688 --> 01:07:05,689 IN THE DARK. 1572 01:07:05,689 --> 01:07:06,723 WHAT? 1573 01:07:06,723 --> 01:07:08,658 STOP. 1574 01:07:08,658 --> 01:07:10,427 WHAT, IS HER SHIT WACK? 1575 01:07:10,427 --> 01:07:11,761 IF IT'S WACK, I WON'T BOTHER. 1576 01:07:11,761 --> 01:07:12,796 IS HER SHIT WACK? 1577 01:07:12,796 --> 01:07:13,630 Y'ALL HEARD HER SHIT? 1578 01:07:13,630 --> 01:07:15,132 DAMN, LEM. 1579 01:07:15,132 --> 01:07:16,366 WHAT, MAMA, I'M JUST-- 1580 01:07:16,366 --> 01:07:17,567 RONNIE! 1581 01:07:17,567 --> 01:07:18,635 WHAT? 1582 01:07:18,635 --> 01:07:20,737 TELL YOUR BOY HE NEEDS TO CHILL. 1583 01:07:20,737 --> 01:07:21,771 KALINDRA AIN'T LISTENING TO THIS 1584 01:07:21,771 --> 01:07:22,672 MOTHERFUCKER-- 1585 01:07:42,526 --> 01:07:43,460 WHY YOU HANGING OUT WITH THESE 1586 01:07:43,460 --> 01:07:44,361 NIGGAS? 1587 01:07:46,230 --> 01:07:48,365 THEY'RE MY FRIENDS. 1588 01:07:48,365 --> 01:07:49,266 THEY'VE BEEN MY FRIENDS SINCE I 1589 01:07:49,266 --> 01:07:50,300 WAS LITTLE, THEY'RE GONNA BE MY 1590 01:07:50,300 --> 01:07:51,168 FRIENDS WHEN DON'T NOBODY GIVE 1591 01:07:51,168 --> 01:07:52,402 A FUCK. 1592 01:07:52,402 --> 01:07:54,338 HE WAS TRYING TO EMBARRASS ME. 1593 01:07:54,338 --> 01:07:55,339 NO, NO, HE WASN'T, THAT WAS 1594 01:07:55,339 --> 01:07:56,473 JUST LEM BEING LEM. 1595 01:07:56,473 --> 01:07:57,407 PISSIN' ON ME BECAUSE I WANT 1596 01:07:57,407 --> 01:07:59,409 SOMETHING BETTER OUT OF MY LIFE. 1597 01:07:59,409 --> 01:08:00,810 KALINDRA, EVERYBODY AIN'T 1598 01:08:00,810 --> 01:08:03,413 SHOOTIN' FOR THE STARS LIKE YOU. 1599 01:08:03,413 --> 01:08:05,115 YOU JUST GOTTA ACCEPT THAT. 1600 01:08:11,588 --> 01:08:13,657 YOU USED TO. 1601 01:08:13,657 --> 01:08:14,524 AND LOOK AT WHAT FUCKING 1602 01:08:14,524 --> 01:08:17,194 HAPPENED. 1603 01:08:17,194 --> 01:08:18,462 A DREAM AIN'T NOTHING BUT 1604 01:08:18,462 --> 01:08:20,130 SOMETHING YOU WAKE UP FROM, K. 1605 01:08:29,173 --> 01:08:30,207 YOU WANNA BE HERE BY YOURSELF? 1606 01:08:30,207 --> 01:08:32,742 MM HMM. 1607 01:08:32,742 --> 01:08:33,710 OKAY. 1608 01:08:42,352 --> 01:08:44,388 "I DIDN'T KNOW I NEEDED TO SAY 1609 01:08:44,388 --> 01:08:45,689 'RESCUE ME,' I THOUGHT YOU SAW 1610 01:08:45,689 --> 01:08:47,324 ME FLAILING. 1611 01:08:47,324 --> 01:08:49,459 WHEN YOU CLAIM A WOMAN, LAY HER 1612 01:08:49,459 --> 01:08:50,594 ON HER BACK AND PRETEND YOU ARE 1613 01:08:50,594 --> 01:08:52,196 APPENDAGE. 1614 01:08:52,196 --> 01:08:54,364 CALL HER BY HER GOD-GIVEN NAME." 1615 01:08:55,165 --> 01:08:55,832 CHRIS, THANK YOU SO MUCH. 1616 01:08:55,832 --> 01:08:57,334 MY BAD FOR MAKING YOU WAIT 1617 01:08:57,334 --> 01:08:57,901 THAT LONG. 1618 01:08:57,901 --> 01:08:58,735 NOT AT ALL, I REALLY LIKE 1619 01:08:58,735 --> 01:08:59,803 LISTENING TO THE POETRY. 1620 01:08:59,803 --> 01:09:01,238 SO YOU WANNA MAKE A SLAM TEAM, 1621 01:09:01,238 --> 01:09:01,938 HUH? 1622 01:09:01,938 --> 01:09:03,873 YEAH, I THINK IT'S TIME FOR ME 1623 01:09:03,873 --> 01:09:05,175 TO BE AROUND PEOPLE THAT MAKE ME 1624 01:09:05,175 --> 01:09:06,343 STEP MY GAME UP. 1625 01:09:06,343 --> 01:09:07,244 YOU DO KNOW MOST PEOPLE DON'T 1626 01:09:07,244 --> 01:09:08,278 MAKE THE CUT, RIGHT? 1627 01:09:08,278 --> 01:09:10,314 WELL, YOU GOTTA AT LEAST TRY, 1628 01:09:10,314 --> 01:09:11,715 RIGHT? 1629 01:09:11,715 --> 01:09:12,749 A'IGHT. 1630 01:09:12,749 --> 01:09:14,784 SLAM TRYOUTS NEXT WEEK. 1631 01:09:14,784 --> 01:09:15,619 ALRIGHT. 1632 01:09:15,619 --> 01:09:16,420 ALRIGHT. 1633 01:09:16,420 --> 01:09:17,354 NEXT WEEK. 1634 01:09:40,744 --> 01:09:41,878 * THE WAY YOU DANCE AND LOOK 1635 01:09:41,878 --> 01:09:43,447 * IN THE MOONLIGHT 1636 01:09:43,447 --> 01:09:44,848 * I PROMISE IT WAS LOVE 1637 01:09:44,848 --> 01:09:46,383 * AT FIRST SIGHT 1638 01:09:46,383 --> 01:09:47,451 * AND I CAN'T LET THIS 1639 01:09:47,451 --> 01:09:48,985 * MOMENT PASS 1640 01:09:48,985 --> 01:09:51,821 * I WANT THIS NIGHT TO LAST 1641 01:09:51,821 --> 01:09:52,889 * THE WAY YOU SPEAK 1642 01:09:52,889 --> 01:09:54,624 * YOUR WORDS SO SOFTLY 1643 01:09:54,624 --> 01:09:55,692 * I'M TELLING THE TRUTH 1644 01:09:55,692 --> 01:09:57,494 * YOU KILLING ME SOFTLY 1645 01:09:57,494 --> 01:09:58,862 * NO AMOUNT OF PAIN 1646 01:09:58,862 --> 01:10:00,530 * IN YOUR PAST 1647 01:10:00,530 --> 01:10:01,598 * IS THE FACT I WANT 1648 01:10:01,598 --> 01:10:03,300 * YOU TO GRASP 1649 01:10:05,502 --> 01:10:06,770 "AND IF I HAVE TO SCALE 1650 01:10:06,770 --> 01:10:09,473 MOUNTAINS TO HAVE YOU, I WILL 1651 01:10:09,473 --> 01:10:11,641 LIKE A MOUNTAIN GOAT WITH BABY 1652 01:10:11,641 --> 01:10:15,412 HORNS WHO CAN'T KNOCK DOWN SHIT 1653 01:10:15,412 --> 01:10:17,714 WHO SAYS TO HIMSELF, 1654 01:10:17,714 --> 01:10:19,949 'THESE HORNS DON'T WORK FOR 1655 01:10:19,949 --> 01:10:21,551 SHIT, BUT I'M OUT TO FIND 1656 01:10:21,551 --> 01:10:22,652 MY MAMA'" 1657 01:10:25,422 --> 01:10:28,358 NICE, HUH? 1658 01:10:28,358 --> 01:10:29,459 THAT AIN'T, 1659 01:10:29,459 --> 01:10:30,494 THAT AIN'T THE POEM YOU DOING 1660 01:10:30,494 --> 01:10:31,561 FOR THE TRYOUT. 1661 01:10:31,561 --> 01:10:32,662 YEAH. 1662 01:10:32,662 --> 01:10:33,530 WHATCHA THINK? 1663 01:10:35,799 --> 01:10:36,800 THAT SHIT SUCKS. 1664 01:10:45,809 --> 01:10:46,643 WHAT? 1665 01:10:46,643 --> 01:10:47,744 I'M LYING. 1666 01:10:47,744 --> 01:10:48,445 OH, MAN. 1667 01:10:48,445 --> 01:10:49,846 I'M LYING. 1668 01:10:49,846 --> 01:10:51,247 CRAZY ASS. 1669 01:10:52,882 --> 01:10:53,983 WOW. 1670 01:10:53,983 --> 01:10:55,652 YOU DIDN'T LIKE IT? 1671 01:10:55,652 --> 01:10:56,686 I WAS THINKING IF I GOTTA SAY 1672 01:10:56,686 --> 01:10:57,621 THIS SHIT IS GOOD JUST TO HIT 1673 01:10:57,621 --> 01:10:59,423 IT, I'LL DO IT, BUT DAMN, 1674 01:10:59,423 --> 01:11:00,457 I AIN'T GOTTA LIKE IT. 1675 01:11:01,291 --> 01:11:02,359 THAT SHIT WAS AWFUL, THAT WAS 1676 01:11:02,359 --> 01:11:02,992 HORRIFIC. 1677 01:11:02,992 --> 01:11:04,461 YOU STRAIGHT HATED ON ME. 1678 01:11:04,461 --> 01:11:06,062 NO, THEM BABY GOATS WITH BABY 1679 01:11:06,062 --> 01:11:07,464 HORNS AND SHIT HATED ON YOU. 1680 01:11:07,464 --> 01:11:08,565 THEY HAVE LITTLE HORNS. 1681 01:11:08,565 --> 01:11:08,998 THE WHAT? 1682 01:11:08,998 --> 01:11:10,334 DO THAT AGAIN. 1683 01:11:11,735 --> 01:11:12,702 DO THAT AGAIN. 1684 01:11:12,702 --> 01:11:13,903 ALRIGHT, THEN, MR. BIG STUFF, 1685 01:11:13,903 --> 01:11:14,971 WHY DON'T YOU GET UP AND SHOW ME 1686 01:11:14,971 --> 01:11:15,739 HOW IT'S DONE? 1687 01:11:15,739 --> 01:11:17,807 WRITE A POEM FOR ME. 1688 01:11:17,807 --> 01:11:19,476 NAH. 1689 01:11:19,476 --> 01:11:21,478 WHAT DO YOU MEAN, NAH? 1690 01:11:21,478 --> 01:11:22,979 NAH. 1691 01:11:22,979 --> 01:11:24,381 I'LL WRITE ONE ABOUT YOU 1692 01:11:25,682 --> 01:11:28,985 FOR WHEN THIS... 1693 01:11:28,985 --> 01:11:30,554 FANTASY WE GOT GOING ENDS 1694 01:11:30,554 --> 01:11:31,921 YOU'LL NEVER FORGET ME. 1695 01:11:37,527 --> 01:11:38,995 COME ON. 1696 01:11:38,995 --> 01:11:40,730 LET ME GO RUB MY BOOTY ON YOU. 1697 01:11:40,730 --> 01:11:41,465 * HEY HOMEY TELL ME WHATCHU 1698 01:11:41,465 --> 01:11:42,832 * THINK RIGHT QUICK 1699 01:11:42,832 --> 01:11:44,033 * JUST A OUTTA TOWN BROTHA 1700 01:11:44,033 --> 01:11:45,569 * WITH A STYLE SO SICK AND 1701 01:11:45,569 --> 01:11:46,603 * I WALK QUICK 1702 01:11:46,603 --> 01:11:47,704 * THIS IS THE BEGINNIN' 1703 01:11:47,704 --> 01:11:48,972 * I STARTED OUT WITH RAGS 1704 01:11:48,972 --> 01:11:50,507 * NOW I'M COLLECTIN' MY LINENS 1705 01:11:50,507 --> 01:11:51,575 * I'M JUST LIVIN' 1706 01:11:51,575 --> 01:11:52,108 * HOW I'M LIVIN' 1707 01:11:52,108 --> 01:11:53,410 * I GET IT HOW I GET IT 1708 01:11:53,410 --> 01:11:53,977 * SO I'M LIVIN' 1709 01:11:53,977 --> 01:11:54,744 * HOW I'M LIVIN' 1710 01:11:54,744 --> 01:11:55,979 * YOU BETTER NOT FORGET IT 1711 01:11:55,979 --> 01:11:56,580 * 'CAUSE I'M LIVIN' 1712 01:11:56,580 --> 01:11:57,947 * HOW I'M LIVIN' 1713 01:11:57,947 --> 01:11:59,649 NO, DAPH, I'M NOT AVOIDING YOU. 1714 01:12:00,884 --> 01:12:02,386 YEAH, I AM STILL MAD. 1715 01:12:03,387 --> 01:12:03,987 HOLD ON. 1716 01:12:06,022 --> 01:12:07,357 THAT'S MY MAMA, LET ME CALL 1717 01:12:07,357 --> 01:12:07,791 YOU BACK. 1718 01:12:11,094 --> 01:12:11,795 HEY, MAMA. 1719 01:12:12,729 --> 01:12:13,897 SO, YOU JUST ROLL AROUND WITH 1720 01:12:13,897 --> 01:12:15,699 SOME MAN AND DON'T GIVE A DAMN 1721 01:12:15,699 --> 01:12:17,100 WHAT SOMEONE ELSE MIGHT THINK. 1722 01:12:17,100 --> 01:12:18,001 MISS LEONA DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT 1723 01:12:18,001 --> 01:12:19,436 SHE'S TALKING ABOUT. 1724 01:12:19,436 --> 01:12:20,103 YOU WERE KISSING THIS MAN IN 1725 01:12:20,103 --> 01:12:21,037 PUBLIC. 1726 01:12:21,037 --> 01:12:22,439 MM HMM. 1727 01:12:22,439 --> 01:12:24,774 AND LEONA SAW THAT, TOO. 1728 01:12:24,774 --> 01:12:26,075 AND YOU KNOW SHE KNOWS RONNIE'S 1729 01:12:26,075 --> 01:12:27,611 FAMILY. 1730 01:12:27,611 --> 01:12:28,812 SHE ONLY CAME TO ME BECAUSE I'M 1731 01:12:28,812 --> 01:12:30,880 HER FRIEND. 1732 01:12:30,880 --> 01:12:32,148 LIFE NEVER JUMPED IN YOUR FACE 1733 01:12:32,148 --> 01:12:33,817 AND SAID, "SURPRISE, WHAT YOU 1734 01:12:33,817 --> 01:12:34,751 THINK IS, AIN'T"? 1735 01:12:34,751 --> 01:12:36,420 THIS AIN'T NO POETRY, KALINDRA. 1736 01:12:36,420 --> 01:12:38,422 THIS IS REAL LIFE. 1737 01:12:38,422 --> 01:12:39,389 RONNIE LOVES YOU AND YOU OUT 1738 01:12:39,389 --> 01:12:41,157 SCREWING AROUND BEHIND HIS BACK. 1739 01:12:41,157 --> 01:12:43,460 THAT MAN PUT ME IN THE HOSPITAL! 1740 01:12:43,460 --> 01:12:44,594 HE KNOWS HE WAS WRONG. 1741 01:12:44,594 --> 01:12:46,095 AND HE'S GROWING INTO A GOOD 1742 01:12:46,095 --> 01:12:46,963 MAN. 1743 01:12:46,963 --> 01:12:47,831 YOU NEED TO TALK TO YOUR 1744 01:12:47,831 --> 01:12:49,433 HUSBAND. 1745 01:12:49,433 --> 01:12:50,434 AS LONG AS I'VE BEEN AWARE OF 1746 01:12:50,434 --> 01:12:51,435 WHAT THE FUCK GOES ON AROUND 1747 01:12:51,435 --> 01:12:54,671 HERE, I USED TO TELL MYSELF, 1748 01:12:54,671 --> 01:12:56,440 "MAMA'S SO STRONG FOR PUTTING UP 1749 01:12:56,440 --> 01:12:57,807 WITH DADDY'S SHIT." 1750 01:12:57,807 --> 01:12:59,943 BUT YOU KNOW WHAT? 1751 01:12:59,943 --> 01:13:01,478 YOU NEED HELP. 1752 01:13:03,880 --> 01:13:06,616 HONEY, THE BIBLE SAYS, 1753 01:13:06,616 --> 01:13:09,553 "FOR BETTER OR FOR WORSE." 1754 01:13:09,553 --> 01:13:10,520 THEN MAYBE THE BIBLE'S FUCKING 1755 01:13:10,520 --> 01:13:11,455 WRONG. 1756 01:13:11,455 --> 01:13:12,722 YOU WATCH YOUR MOUTH. 1757 01:13:12,722 --> 01:13:13,557 WHAT DID YOU GET OUT OF YOUR 1758 01:13:13,557 --> 01:13:14,123 LIFE, MAMA? 1759 01:13:14,123 --> 01:13:14,824 MORE WORSE THAN GOOD, 1760 01:13:14,824 --> 01:13:16,059 THAT'S FOR SURE. 1761 01:13:16,059 --> 01:13:17,661 AFTER ALL THESE YEARS, WHAT IS 1762 01:13:17,661 --> 01:13:20,597 THERE TO BE PROUD OF? 1763 01:13:20,597 --> 01:13:22,999 I NEVER RAN, 1764 01:13:22,999 --> 01:13:24,434 NO MATTER HOW TOUGH IT GOT. 1765 01:13:26,836 --> 01:13:27,771 MAYBE THAT'S WHY I'VE BEEN 1766 01:13:27,771 --> 01:13:29,072 RUNNIN' EVER SINCE. 1767 01:14:24,060 --> 01:14:24,928 HEY. 1768 01:14:27,597 --> 01:14:29,165 PEDEY'S SUING ME. 1769 01:14:29,165 --> 01:14:30,667 DEREK JUST CALLED TO TELL ME. 1770 01:14:32,702 --> 01:14:33,703 AND YOUR MOTHER CALLED. 1771 01:14:33,703 --> 01:14:34,938 SHE SOUNDED ALL PISSED OFF AND 1772 01:14:34,938 --> 01:14:36,606 SHIT, SO I TOLD HER I WOULD CALL 1773 01:14:36,606 --> 01:14:37,674 HER ASS BACK. 1774 01:14:40,744 --> 01:14:41,945 RONNIE WE NEED TO TALK. 1775 01:14:41,945 --> 01:14:42,946 OH, WE'RE TALKING. 1776 01:14:46,215 --> 01:14:47,183 I THINK ONE OF US NEEDS TO MOVE 1777 01:14:47,183 --> 01:14:48,251 ON, AND I THINK IT NEEDS TO BE 1778 01:14:48,251 --> 01:14:49,519 ME. 1779 01:14:57,761 --> 01:14:58,628 WHAT? 1780 01:14:58,628 --> 01:14:59,963 WE'VE GONE ON TOO LONG. 1781 01:14:59,963 --> 01:15:00,830 THIS HASN'T BEEN GOOD FOR EITHER 1782 01:15:00,830 --> 01:15:01,765 OF US. 1783 01:15:03,733 --> 01:15:05,535 DON'T FUCK WITH ME, KALINDRA. 1784 01:15:05,535 --> 01:15:06,803 WE DON'T WORK ANYMORE, RONNIE. 1785 01:15:09,539 --> 01:15:11,708 I AIN'T GOT TIME FOR THIS. 1786 01:15:11,708 --> 01:15:12,676 I-- 1787 01:15:15,111 --> 01:15:17,614 TURN THE FUCKING TV OFF, PLEASE. 1788 01:15:26,656 --> 01:15:28,992 WE DON'T WORK ANYMORE? 1789 01:15:28,992 --> 01:15:29,893 YOU'VE BEEN LETTIN' THAT POETRY 1790 01:15:29,893 --> 01:15:30,727 SHIT FUCK WITH YOUR HEAD, ALL 1791 01:15:30,727 --> 01:15:33,830 THAT MUMBO JUMBO HALF RAP SHIT. 1792 01:15:33,830 --> 01:15:34,798 I AIN'T NEVER STOPPED LOVING 1793 01:15:34,798 --> 01:15:35,932 YOU, KALINDRA. 1794 01:15:35,932 --> 01:15:37,634 I'VE NEVER STOPPED LOVING YOU. 1795 01:15:37,634 --> 01:15:38,301 I DON'T THINK WHAT WE HAVE IS 1796 01:15:38,301 --> 01:15:39,168 LOVE, RONNIE. 1797 01:15:39,168 --> 01:15:40,303 WELL, I DO, I DO. 1798 01:15:40,303 --> 01:15:41,137 NO, UH-UH. 1799 01:15:41,137 --> 01:15:42,772 I'VE SEEN LOVE. 1800 01:15:42,772 --> 01:15:43,707 WHAT WE'RE DOING, WE'RE JUST 1801 01:15:43,707 --> 01:15:44,774 EXISTING. 1802 01:15:46,910 --> 01:15:47,744 DID YOU NOT HEAR WHAT I JUST 1803 01:15:47,744 --> 01:15:48,578 FUCKING SAID? 1804 01:15:50,814 --> 01:15:51,480 DID YOU NOT HEAR WHAT I JUST 1805 01:15:51,480 --> 01:15:53,049 SAID ABOUT MOTHERFUCKIN' PEDEY? 1806 01:15:53,049 --> 01:15:54,117 IT'S ALWAYS ABOUT YOU, 1807 01:15:54,117 --> 01:15:55,819 WHY SHOULD THINGS CHANGE NOW? 1808 01:15:55,819 --> 01:15:56,853 GET THE FUCK OFF ME, RONNIE! 1809 01:15:56,853 --> 01:15:57,754 YOU SAY YOU WANNA MOTHERFUCKIN' 1810 01:15:57,754 --> 01:15:58,287 TALK, THEN YOU TRY TO 1811 01:15:58,287 --> 01:15:59,022 MOTHERFUCKIN' LEAVE. 1812 01:15:59,022 --> 01:15:59,756 WE'RE GONNA TALK RIGHT 1813 01:15:59,756 --> 01:16:00,957 MOTHERFUCKING NOW! 1814 01:16:00,957 --> 01:16:02,291 WHY DID YOU WAIT 'TIL NOW?! 1815 01:16:02,291 --> 01:16:03,593 WHY DON'T YOU GROW UP?! 1816 01:16:03,593 --> 01:16:04,761 WHEN YOU GONNA REALIZE, 1817 01:16:04,761 --> 01:16:05,662 WHEN YOU GONNA REALIZE THAT YOU 1818 01:16:05,662 --> 01:16:07,597 HATE YOUR MOTHERFUCKIN' SELF? 1819 01:16:07,597 --> 01:16:08,798 SIT YOUR ASS DOWN. 1820 01:16:08,798 --> 01:16:10,066 GET THE FUCK UP! 1821 01:16:11,968 --> 01:16:12,636 YOU A MOTHERFUCKIN'-- 1822 01:16:13,970 --> 01:16:15,304 LET'S MOTHERFUCKIN' TALK. 1823 01:16:15,304 --> 01:16:16,740 OKAY, BITCH, YOU WANNA FUCKING 1824 01:16:16,740 --> 01:16:17,373 TALK? 1825 01:16:17,373 --> 01:16:18,675 YOU AIN'T GET IT, DO YOU? 1826 01:16:18,675 --> 01:16:20,009 I'M THE ONLY MOTHERFUCKER THAT 1827 01:16:20,009 --> 01:16:21,611 WILL PUT UP WITH YOUR BLACK ASS. 1828 01:16:21,611 --> 01:16:22,378 THE ONLY THING I HAD TO PUT UP 1829 01:16:22,378 --> 01:16:23,146 WITH IS YOU, RONNIE. 1830 01:16:23,146 --> 01:16:24,147 YOU DON'T THINK I HAD TO PUT UP 1831 01:16:24,147 --> 01:16:25,348 WITH YOU BLAMING EVERYBODY 1832 01:16:25,348 --> 01:16:27,917 ELSE FOR YOUR FUCKED UP LIFE? 1833 01:16:27,917 --> 01:16:28,718 STAY-- 1834 01:16:28,718 --> 01:16:29,719 GET THE FUCK OFF ME! 1835 01:16:29,719 --> 01:16:31,921 STAY IN THIS ROOM, KALINDRA. 1836 01:16:31,921 --> 01:16:33,389 YOU COME OUT, YOU GET WHAT YOU 1837 01:16:33,389 --> 01:16:34,691 DESERVE. 1838 01:17:38,121 --> 01:17:39,689 THANK YOU. 1839 01:17:39,689 --> 01:17:40,924 SHUT UP. 1840 01:17:40,924 --> 01:17:41,825 YOU KNOW NO MATTER WHAT'S GOING 1841 01:17:41,825 --> 01:17:42,926 ON BETWEEN US, WE ARE STILL 1842 01:17:42,926 --> 01:17:44,027 BEST FRIENDS. 1843 01:17:55,271 --> 01:17:57,340 IF HE COMES OVER HERE, 1844 01:17:57,340 --> 01:17:58,341 I GOT YOUR BACK. 1845 01:18:16,125 --> 01:18:17,160 I THOUGHT YOU SAID THINGS GOT 1846 01:18:17,160 --> 01:18:18,127 BETTER. 1847 01:18:19,996 --> 01:18:20,864 THEY DID. 1848 01:18:22,799 --> 01:18:23,867 I'VE BEEN SEEING THIS GUY. 1849 01:18:25,234 --> 01:18:27,837 SEEING? 1850 01:18:27,837 --> 01:18:28,938 DOES RONNIE KNOW? 1851 01:18:28,938 --> 01:18:30,807 NO. 1852 01:18:30,807 --> 01:18:32,241 WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME? 1853 01:18:32,241 --> 01:18:34,010 I WANTED TO, BUT-- 1854 01:18:34,010 --> 01:18:36,780 BUT YOU THOUGHT I WOULD TELL 1855 01:18:36,780 --> 01:18:37,747 STEVE. 1856 01:18:42,085 --> 01:18:45,789 LOOK, I WILL NEVER TELL STEVE 1857 01:18:45,789 --> 01:18:47,256 ANYTHING ELSE THAT YOU TELL ME 1858 01:18:47,256 --> 01:18:49,292 EVER AGAIN. 1859 01:18:49,292 --> 01:18:50,259 FUCK A PROMISE, BITCH. 1860 01:18:50,259 --> 01:18:51,427 YOU GOTTA PINKY SWEAR. 1861 01:18:51,427 --> 01:18:53,496 I MOTHERFUCKIN' PINKY SWEAR. 1862 01:18:57,166 --> 01:18:58,234 YOU KNOW WHAT ELSE? 1863 01:19:00,904 --> 01:19:02,171 YOU'RE GONNA BE ALRIGHT. 1864 01:19:06,175 --> 01:19:07,877 YOU'RE GOING TO BE OKAY. 1865 01:19:14,017 --> 01:19:17,020 SO, I'M NOT SEEING YOU TONIGHT? 1866 01:19:17,020 --> 01:19:18,121 We had a-- I don't know what 1867 01:19:18,121 --> 01:19:21,825 HAPPENED, IT JUST CAME OVER ME 1868 01:19:21,825 --> 01:19:24,193 ALL OF A SUDDEN. 1869 01:19:24,193 --> 01:19:25,962 THE FLU? 1870 01:19:25,962 --> 01:19:27,230 Yeah. 1871 01:19:27,230 --> 01:19:29,532 I, UM... 1872 01:19:29,532 --> 01:19:30,566 I THINK I NEED TO JUST LAY LOW 1873 01:19:30,566 --> 01:19:31,434 FOR LIKE A WEEK 1874 01:19:31,434 --> 01:19:32,335 or so. 1875 01:19:32,335 --> 01:19:33,269 YOU SURE IT'S THE FLU AND NOT 1876 01:19:33,269 --> 01:19:35,004 THE EXCUSE TO SHOW ME THE DOOR? 1877 01:19:37,340 --> 01:19:39,008 YOU SAYIN' I CAN'T GET SICK? 1878 01:19:41,811 --> 01:19:42,545 OKAY. 1879 01:19:45,181 --> 01:19:46,415 YOU'RE SICK, I'LL CHECK ON YOU 1880 01:19:46,415 --> 01:19:47,316 TOMORROW. 1881 01:20:12,541 --> 01:20:15,411 YO, UM, FLU SEASON WAS OVER, 1882 01:20:15,411 --> 01:20:18,514 LIKE, TWO MONTHS AGO. 1883 01:20:18,514 --> 01:20:19,548 SO SAYS THE KNOWLEDGEABLE 1884 01:20:19,548 --> 01:20:20,816 BARTENDER. 1885 01:20:22,151 --> 01:20:23,086 WELL, YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE A 1886 01:20:23,086 --> 01:20:25,154 ROCKET SCIENTIST. 1887 01:20:25,154 --> 01:20:26,322 AND YOU AIN'T, BRO. 1888 01:20:28,424 --> 01:20:29,258 AND I STOPPED WATERING YOUR 1889 01:20:29,258 --> 01:20:31,394 PLANTS, LIKE, TWO WEEKS AGO. 1890 01:20:31,394 --> 01:20:33,229 YOU MIGHT WANNA CHECK ON THEM. 1891 01:20:47,110 --> 01:20:51,014 Hey, Kalindra, it's Curtis. 1892 01:20:51,014 --> 01:20:52,916 You okay? 1893 01:20:52,916 --> 01:20:54,317 Just calling to check on you. 1894 01:20:54,317 --> 01:20:55,651 Kalindra Stepney, this is 1895 01:20:55,651 --> 01:20:57,153 Curtis Jackson. 1896 01:20:57,153 --> 01:21:00,323 I am wondering your whereabouts. 1897 01:21:00,323 --> 01:21:00,990 You tell me we were good and 1898 01:21:00,990 --> 01:21:03,292 solid and copasetic. 1899 01:21:03,292 --> 01:21:03,993 I'm trying to make sure that's 1900 01:21:03,993 --> 01:21:05,661 still the case. 1901 01:21:05,661 --> 01:21:07,130 Hoping you feel the same, 1902 01:21:07,130 --> 01:21:10,199 so why not give me a call? 1903 01:21:10,199 --> 01:21:11,067 Peace. 1904 01:21:37,393 --> 01:21:39,028 THIS PLACE IS ALWAYS EMPTY. 1905 01:21:45,134 --> 01:21:48,371 AND YOU HAD THE FLU. 1906 01:21:48,371 --> 01:21:50,974 YEAH, I, UH, I DIDN'T KNOW HOW 1907 01:21:50,974 --> 01:21:52,308 TO TELL YOU I GOT MUGGED. 1908 01:21:55,111 --> 01:21:57,213 YOUR HUSBAND. 1909 01:21:57,213 --> 01:22:00,383 HE'S SOMETHIN' ELSE, HUH? 1910 01:22:00,383 --> 01:22:02,185 JUST LETS YOU ROAM THE STREETS. 1911 01:22:08,958 --> 01:22:09,993 OH, NO. 1912 01:22:09,993 --> 01:22:11,127 WHAT THE FUCK? 1913 01:22:11,127 --> 01:22:12,095 HE DID THIS TO YOU? 1914 01:22:12,095 --> 01:22:12,695 PLEASE DON'T. 1915 01:22:15,331 --> 01:22:16,699 PLEASE. 1916 01:22:16,699 --> 01:22:19,135 WHY ARE YOU HERE? 1917 01:22:19,135 --> 01:22:21,004 I THOUGHT I WAS HERE TO TALK. 1918 01:22:21,004 --> 01:22:22,671 I CAN'T TALK AT WORK. 1919 01:22:25,208 --> 01:22:26,042 YEAH, 'CAUSE THERE'S SO MANY 1920 01:22:26,042 --> 01:22:26,675 PEOPLE IN HERE, HUH? 1921 01:23:05,114 --> 01:23:06,149 RONNIE CALLED HERE TODAY-- 1922 01:23:06,149 --> 01:23:07,383 I DON'T WANNA TALK ABOUT IT. 1923 01:23:07,383 --> 01:23:08,451 HE'S JUST TRYING TO TELL YOU 1924 01:23:08,451 --> 01:23:10,119 WHAT HAPPENED. 1925 01:23:10,119 --> 01:23:12,655 AND I TOLD HIM-- 1926 01:23:12,655 --> 01:23:14,223 DADDY. 1927 01:23:14,223 --> 01:23:16,392 I TOLD HIM 1928 01:23:16,392 --> 01:23:19,295 TO STAY THE HELL AWAY FROM YOU. 1929 01:23:19,295 --> 01:23:21,030 IF YOU GO BACK TO HIM, 1930 01:23:21,030 --> 01:23:22,331 YOU'D BE STUPID. 1931 01:23:26,335 --> 01:23:29,138 I HIT HER, YEAH, I KNOW, I KNOW. 1932 01:23:29,138 --> 01:23:31,340 BUT IT'S DIFFERENT WHEN IT'S 1933 01:23:31,340 --> 01:23:32,575 YOUR ONLY CHILD. 1934 01:23:36,145 --> 01:23:38,814 MAYBE IF YOUR GRANDPARENTS 1935 01:23:38,814 --> 01:23:40,183 HAD BEEN JUST A LITTLE BIT 1936 01:23:40,183 --> 01:23:41,150 SMARTER, THEY'D HAVE KEPT 1937 01:23:41,150 --> 01:23:44,487 YOUR MOTHER... 1938 01:23:44,487 --> 01:23:45,688 AWAY FROM ME. 1939 01:24:15,284 --> 01:24:17,520 OKAY, KICKED DOWN SYNDROME GIRL 1940 01:24:17,520 --> 01:24:19,555 IS OVER WITH TONIGHT. 1941 01:24:19,555 --> 01:24:20,423 YOU GONNA GET UP AND 1942 01:24:20,423 --> 01:24:21,190 WE GOIN' OUT. 1943 01:24:21,190 --> 01:24:21,657 RIGHT NOW. 1944 01:24:21,657 --> 01:24:22,691 UH-UH 1945 01:24:22,691 --> 01:24:23,459 GET UP. 1946 01:24:23,459 --> 01:24:24,393 NO. 1947 01:24:24,393 --> 01:24:25,494 COME ON, GIRL, I GOTTA POEM FOR 1948 01:24:25,494 --> 01:24:27,096 YOU, TOO. 1949 01:24:27,096 --> 01:24:28,631 "ROSES ARE RED, 1950 01:24:28,631 --> 01:24:29,698 VIOLETS ARE BLUE, 1951 01:24:29,698 --> 01:24:32,235 GET YOUR ASS UP..." 1952 01:24:32,235 --> 01:24:33,302 I'M STILL WORKIN' ON THE END 1953 01:24:33,302 --> 01:24:33,736 PART. 1954 01:24:33,736 --> 01:24:34,737 COME ON, GIRL. 1955 01:24:34,737 --> 01:24:36,805 GET UP. 1956 01:24:36,805 --> 01:24:38,541 * I'M MOVING ON 1957 01:24:38,541 --> 01:24:40,309 * TO NEW HORIZONS 1958 01:24:40,309 --> 01:24:42,478 OKAY. 1959 01:24:42,478 --> 01:24:43,312 DAPH. 1960 01:24:43,312 --> 01:24:45,381 YES? 1961 01:24:45,381 --> 01:24:46,349 WHAT ARE YOU DOIN'? 1962 01:24:46,349 --> 01:24:48,617 COME ON. 1963 01:24:48,617 --> 01:24:49,552 I KNOW HOW MUCH THIS MEANS 1964 01:24:49,552 --> 01:24:50,353 TO YOU. 1965 01:24:50,353 --> 01:24:53,189 AND IF YOU GIVE IT UP NOW, 1966 01:24:53,189 --> 01:24:54,323 YOU'RE GONNA REGRET IT. 1967 01:24:55,891 --> 01:24:57,326 WHAT? 1968 01:24:57,326 --> 01:24:58,494 THAT'S HIM. 1969 01:24:58,494 --> 01:24:59,395 WHERE? 1970 01:25:00,863 --> 01:25:01,530 RIGHT THERE BY 1971 01:25:01,530 --> 01:25:02,365 THE WINDOW. 1972 01:25:04,167 --> 01:25:04,900 PULL OVER. 1973 01:25:04,900 --> 01:25:05,601 PULL OVER? 1974 01:25:05,601 --> 01:25:06,302 PULL OFF! 1975 01:25:06,302 --> 01:25:08,671 OKAY, I'M PULLING OFF, SHIT. 1976 01:25:20,683 --> 01:25:22,185 HELLO? 1977 01:25:22,185 --> 01:25:22,851 So you leave because of me 1978 01:25:22,851 --> 01:25:25,554 OR BECAUSE YOU CAN'T GO IN? 1979 01:25:25,554 --> 01:25:26,922 I WAITED ON YOU TO SHOW A FEW 1980 01:25:26,922 --> 01:25:28,491 TIMES. 1981 01:25:28,491 --> 01:25:30,226 WHY? 1982 01:25:30,226 --> 01:25:33,729 SO YOU COULD SEE ME ON STAGE. 1983 01:25:33,729 --> 01:25:35,398 WHAT? 1984 01:25:35,398 --> 01:25:36,365 WELL, KAL, I FIGURED IT DIDN'T 1985 01:25:36,365 --> 01:25:38,267 MAKE ANY SENSE TO DO A POEM I 1986 01:25:38,267 --> 01:25:39,268 WROTE ABOUT YOU IF YOU WEREN'T 1987 01:25:39,268 --> 01:25:40,603 THERE TO HEAR ME DO IT. 1988 01:25:43,572 --> 01:25:44,573 TURN THE CAR AROUND. 1989 01:25:44,573 --> 01:25:45,741 WHAT? 1990 01:25:45,741 --> 01:25:46,742 TURN AROUND. 1991 01:25:46,742 --> 01:25:47,810 ALRIGHT, ALRIGHT, I'M TURNING. 1992 01:25:51,214 --> 01:25:52,181 ALRIGHT, COMING UP NEXT TO THE 1993 01:25:52,181 --> 01:25:55,451 MIC IS... 1994 01:25:55,451 --> 01:25:56,619 CURTIS JACKSON. 1995 01:26:02,858 --> 01:26:03,492 DID YOU KNOW THAT'S FIFTY CENT'S 1996 01:26:03,492 --> 01:26:04,560 NAME? 1997 01:26:04,560 --> 01:26:05,361 YEAH. 1998 01:26:16,705 --> 01:26:21,244 "THIS LITTLE LADY BROKENHEARTED, 1999 01:26:21,244 --> 01:26:22,378 SO THIS LITTLE LADY TURNED 2000 01:26:22,378 --> 01:26:24,447 STONE. 2001 01:26:24,447 --> 01:26:28,684 SOME LITTLE LADY'S CUPID DARTED, 2002 01:26:28,684 --> 01:26:31,987 SOME LITTLE LADY'S ALL ALONE. 2003 01:26:31,987 --> 01:26:33,756 SO, THIS LITTLE LADY GOES 2004 01:26:33,756 --> 01:26:36,492 WEE, WEE, WEE, WEE 2005 01:26:36,492 --> 01:26:39,795 ALL THE WAY BACK TO POEM. 2006 01:26:39,795 --> 01:26:42,898 AND POEM GOES BACK TO ME 2007 01:26:42,898 --> 01:26:45,668 LIKE SPINE TO TUMMY. 2008 01:26:45,668 --> 01:26:47,603 I COME TO YOU UNDEFINED, 2009 01:26:47,603 --> 01:26:49,605 RAW, FULL OF FLAW, 2010 01:26:49,605 --> 01:26:51,307 BURIED ALIVE LIKE AN UNMARKED, 2011 01:26:51,307 --> 01:26:54,777 UNWRAPPED, SWADDLED MUMMY 2012 01:26:54,777 --> 01:26:56,545 LEFT BEHIND THE DOOR, 2013 01:26:56,545 --> 01:26:57,880 TRAPPED INSIDE A FLOOR BOARD 2014 01:26:57,880 --> 01:27:00,349 OF A PYRAMID. 2015 01:27:00,349 --> 01:27:01,650 MY MAMA BEEN TELLIN' ME I NEED 2016 01:27:01,650 --> 01:27:02,985 EVEN MORE LORD THAN I DID AS A 2017 01:27:02,985 --> 01:27:05,588 KID 'CAUSE NOW I'M IN A GAME OF 2018 01:27:05,588 --> 01:27:08,724 HIDE-AND-GO-SEEK WITH SELF. 2019 01:27:08,724 --> 01:27:10,393 AND I CAN'T SEEM TO REMEMBER 2020 01:27:10,393 --> 01:27:12,495 WHERE SHE HID. 2021 01:27:12,495 --> 01:27:14,363 IT'S LIKE I'M LOCKED BEHIND 2022 01:27:14,363 --> 01:27:15,898 THESE THIRTY-TWO BARS OF THIS 2023 01:27:15,898 --> 01:27:17,833 RHYME LIKE I'M SERVIN' 2024 01:27:17,833 --> 01:27:19,368 A THIRTY-TWO YEAR BID FOR MY 2025 01:27:19,368 --> 01:27:21,870 HUSBAND'S CRIME. 2026 01:27:21,870 --> 01:27:24,673 AND HE'S STILL FILTHY! 2027 01:27:24,673 --> 01:27:27,643 BUT I FEEL GUILTY! 2028 01:27:27,643 --> 01:27:28,944 LIKE HE DONE GEPPETTOED THE 2029 01:27:28,944 --> 01:27:30,513 PINOCCHIOS OUTTA MY SOUL 2030 01:27:30,513 --> 01:27:33,015 WITH BLOWS TO MY NOSE. 2031 01:27:33,015 --> 01:27:34,283 NOW IT'S EVEN HARD TO SMELL THE 2032 01:27:34,283 --> 01:27:35,418 ROSE THAT ARE RIGHT UNDERNEATH 2033 01:27:35,418 --> 01:27:37,320 MY TOES AND DOCTORS SUPPOSE I 2034 01:27:37,320 --> 01:27:40,456 DONE LOST MY MIND 2035 01:27:40,456 --> 01:27:41,690 LIKE THE SCARECROW HAS SCARED 2036 01:27:41,690 --> 01:27:45,361 CROW, JUST CRY AT THE BEAUTIFUL 2037 01:27:45,361 --> 01:27:47,696 DEATH OF A ONCE BEAUTIFUL LOVE 2038 01:27:47,696 --> 01:27:49,765 NOW PHOTOGRAPHED PERFECTLY AND 2039 01:27:49,765 --> 01:27:51,834 FRAMED IN A CHALK OUTLINE. 2040 01:27:51,834 --> 01:27:54,303 I AM A PRODIGAL DOVE 2041 01:27:54,303 --> 01:27:55,771 JUST FLYIN' TO FIND MY WAY 2042 01:27:55,771 --> 01:27:57,906 BACK HOME AND LATELY OLD LADIES 2043 01:27:57,906 --> 01:27:59,875 BEEN OFFERING ME TEN PENNIES FOR 2044 01:27:59,875 --> 01:28:00,743 MY THOUGHTS. 2045 01:28:00,743 --> 01:28:02,411 I TURN 'EM INTO A DIME AND TELL 2046 01:28:02,411 --> 01:28:05,514 THEM IT WAS BECAUSE I LOVED HIM, 2047 01:28:05,514 --> 01:28:06,148 THAT'S THE REASON I DIDN'T FIGHT 2048 01:28:06,148 --> 01:28:07,883 BACK. 2049 01:28:07,883 --> 01:28:09,585 THE MORE HE FOUGHT EACH TIME, 2050 01:28:09,585 --> 01:28:12,721 DEAR GOD, I SWEAR I'M TRYIN' 2051 01:28:12,721 --> 01:28:14,056 THROUGH EARS SCARRED THAT ARE 2052 01:28:14,056 --> 01:28:15,558 EVEN BECOMING BLIND, IT'S 2053 01:28:15,558 --> 01:28:17,326 GETTIN' HARD TO HEAR HOW THIS 2054 01:28:17,326 --> 01:28:19,628 SCENE'S SUPPOSED TO PLAY OUT. 2055 01:28:19,628 --> 01:28:20,696 IMAGINE WHAT IT FEELS LIKE TO BE 2056 01:28:20,696 --> 01:28:22,531 KICKED OUT OF YOUR OWN SKIN, 2057 01:28:22,531 --> 01:28:25,368 RAZOR THIN WITH RAZOR THIN 2058 01:28:25,368 --> 01:28:26,935 STICKS THAT ARE SPROUTING FROM 2059 01:28:26,935 --> 01:28:29,638 MY WORDS, IT HURTS MY MOUTH 2060 01:28:29,638 --> 01:28:30,873 WHEN I SPEAK. 2061 01:28:30,873 --> 01:28:32,007 BUT EVERY TIME I WRITE THEM IN 2062 01:28:32,007 --> 01:28:33,576 STONE, IT'S LIKE I'M HURTING 2063 01:28:33,576 --> 01:28:34,343 THEM. 2064 01:28:34,343 --> 01:28:37,045 I AM A POETESS, BROKEN, FLIRTIN' 2065 01:28:37,045 --> 01:28:38,914 WITH A PEN 2066 01:28:38,914 --> 01:28:41,850 THAT DON'T EVEN LIKE MY HAND. 2067 01:28:41,850 --> 01:28:44,853 I AM A DILAPIDATED WO-MAN, SO 2068 01:28:44,853 --> 01:28:46,855 WHOA, MAN. 2069 01:28:46,855 --> 01:28:48,524 WHOA. 2070 01:28:48,524 --> 01:28:51,126 YOU GOTTA HANDLE ME WITH CARE. 2071 01:28:51,126 --> 01:28:52,861 CAN'T YOU SEE I GOT EMPTY ROOMS 2072 01:28:52,861 --> 01:28:56,532 INSIDE OF HERE? 2073 01:28:56,532 --> 01:28:57,633 AND FILLED WITH DIRT ON MY 2074 01:28:57,633 --> 01:28:58,701 WALLS, 2075 01:28:58,701 --> 01:29:00,068 THOUGH FRANTICALLY AND PATIENTLY 2076 01:29:00,068 --> 01:29:01,804 I STILL SIT NEXT TO A BROKEN 2077 01:29:01,804 --> 01:29:04,840 PHONE AWAITING GOD'S CALL. 2078 01:29:04,840 --> 01:29:05,841 THIS POEM WASN'T WRITTEN TO BE 2079 01:29:05,841 --> 01:29:07,576 TALL AND HANDSOME, BUT I'M 2080 01:29:07,576 --> 01:29:09,512 ADMITTIN' THAT IT'S DARK, 2081 01:29:09,512 --> 01:29:11,614 FULL OF CALLOUS FISTS THAT BEAT 2082 01:29:11,614 --> 01:29:16,952 ME AND BEAT ME AND BEAT ME 2083 01:29:16,952 --> 01:29:19,455 UNTIL MY HEART SPLIT. 2084 01:29:19,455 --> 01:29:20,623 SO, IF THIS HERE BE 2085 01:29:20,623 --> 01:29:23,426 WOMAN'S ANONYMOUS, 2086 01:29:23,426 --> 01:29:25,928 HELLO, 2087 01:29:25,928 --> 01:29:27,430 I AM THE WIFE OF A PIECE 2088 01:29:27,430 --> 01:29:30,599 OF SHIT, 2089 01:29:30,599 --> 01:29:31,467 AND ON THE SIDE I BEEN 2090 01:29:31,467 --> 01:29:32,868 DATIN' SATAN AND THAT 2091 01:29:32,868 --> 01:29:34,770 MOTHERFUCKER GOTTEN ME HATIN' MY 2092 01:29:34,770 --> 01:29:37,440 LIFE AND GOTTEN ME THINKIN' 2093 01:29:37,440 --> 01:29:38,674 THERE'S GOTTA BE MORE TO THE 2094 01:29:38,674 --> 01:29:41,810 STAGE THAN AN ENCORE OF RAGE. 2095 01:29:45,113 --> 01:29:47,983 SO, DEAR GOD, 2096 01:29:47,983 --> 01:29:51,620 PLEASE, 2097 01:29:51,620 --> 01:29:54,457 PLEASE LET ME IN ON YOUR SECRET 2098 01:29:54,457 --> 01:29:56,659 ON HOW A BEAUTIFUL BUT BROKEN 2099 01:29:56,659 --> 01:29:58,494 BIRD CAN STILL SING WHEN SHE'S 2100 01:29:58,494 --> 01:30:00,963 LOCKED UNDERNEATH THE CAGE 2101 01:30:00,963 --> 01:30:03,632 WHEN ALL SHE EVER DREAMED OF 2102 01:30:03,632 --> 01:30:06,502 WAS TO FIND THE LOVE WORTHY 2103 01:30:06,502 --> 01:30:09,538 OF HER PEN 2104 01:30:09,538 --> 01:30:11,406 AND HER PAGE. 2105 01:30:22,951 --> 01:30:25,621 PEACE TO MY BEAUTIFUL DAUGHTER, 2106 01:30:25,621 --> 01:30:27,690 PEACE BE WITH HER. 2107 01:30:27,690 --> 01:30:29,492 MAY GOD WATCH OVER HER. 2108 01:30:59,522 --> 01:31:00,188 HE JUST POURED HIS HEART AND 2109 01:31:00,188 --> 01:31:01,790 SOUL OUT ON THAT ONE. 2110 01:31:01,790 --> 01:31:03,125 WHY DON'T WE TAKE A BREAK? 2111 01:31:38,894 --> 01:31:40,195 HOW LONG YOU BEEN HERE? 2112 01:31:42,531 --> 01:31:43,899 A MOMENT. 2113 01:31:43,899 --> 01:31:45,000 WILL LET ME IN. 2114 01:31:48,203 --> 01:31:49,738 HE LIKES ME AGAIN. 2115 01:31:56,645 --> 01:31:57,813 I LOVE YOU, TOO. 2116 01:32:02,050 --> 01:32:02,951 YOU SHOULD SEE IF SHE'LL LET YOU 2117 01:32:02,951 --> 01:32:05,153 TALK TO YOUR DAUGHTER. 2118 01:32:05,153 --> 01:32:06,922 CHANTELLE. 2119 01:32:06,922 --> 01:32:08,223 I TRIED TO CALL CHANTELLE. 2120 01:32:08,223 --> 01:32:09,658 SHE HUNG UP THE PHONE. 2121 01:32:09,658 --> 01:32:10,559 KEEP TRYING. 2122 01:32:10,559 --> 01:32:12,260 IT'S NOT THAT EASY, KAL. 2123 01:32:12,260 --> 01:32:14,597 THEN STOP FIGHTING. 2124 01:32:14,597 --> 01:32:15,764 END IT. 2125 01:32:15,764 --> 01:32:18,166 RIGHT HERE, RIGHT NOW. 2126 01:32:18,166 --> 01:32:19,267 WHAT ABOUT THE BULLY? 2127 01:32:21,637 --> 01:32:23,338 RONNIE. 2128 01:32:23,338 --> 01:32:25,240 I'M LEAVING HIM 2129 01:32:25,240 --> 01:32:27,042 FOR GOOD. 2130 01:32:27,042 --> 01:32:28,644 I DON'T WANT YOU TO GO BACK. 2131 01:32:30,045 --> 01:32:31,179 DON'T GO BACK. 2132 01:32:35,618 --> 01:32:37,285 LOOK AT ME. 2133 01:32:37,285 --> 01:32:38,754 STAY WITH ME. 2134 01:32:42,290 --> 01:32:44,359 I NEED YOU. 2135 01:32:44,359 --> 01:32:45,628 I WANT TO GET TO KNOW YOU 2136 01:32:45,628 --> 01:32:47,362 BETTER. 2137 01:32:47,362 --> 01:32:50,198 I WANT TO GET TO KNOW YOU, TOO. 2138 01:32:50,198 --> 01:32:53,802 DON'T YOU FUCK WITH ME. 2139 01:32:53,802 --> 01:32:55,871 I'M NOT, I'M NOT. 2140 01:33:23,265 --> 01:33:25,701 WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE? 2141 01:33:25,701 --> 01:33:28,771 I CAME TO SEE MY WIFE. 2142 01:33:28,771 --> 01:33:31,707 HOW YA DOING? 2143 01:33:31,707 --> 01:33:33,942 FINE. 2144 01:33:33,942 --> 01:33:35,310 I'M NOT GONNA BITE YOU. 2145 01:33:46,154 --> 01:33:49,091 I GOT A JOB, I START NEXT WEEK. 2146 01:33:49,091 --> 01:33:50,192 DEPARTMENT STORE CLERK. 2147 01:33:50,192 --> 01:33:51,694 IT'S NOT GREAT, BUT IT'LL DO. 2148 01:33:55,764 --> 01:33:56,865 LOOK, MAYBE WE COULD GO TO 2149 01:33:56,865 --> 01:33:58,033 THERAPY, BABY, GET A NEW HANDLE 2150 01:33:58,033 --> 01:33:59,067 ON SHIT. 2151 01:33:59,067 --> 01:33:59,835 RONNIE-- 2152 01:33:59,835 --> 01:34:00,903 COME ON, KALINDRA, THINK OF ALL 2153 01:34:00,903 --> 01:34:01,704 THE SHIT THAT WE'VE BEEN 2154 01:34:01,704 --> 01:34:03,038 THROUGH, BUT WE STUCK TOGETHER. 2155 01:34:05,674 --> 01:34:06,374 I CAN'T HANDLE YOU PUTTIN' YOUR 2156 01:34:06,374 --> 01:34:07,943 HANDS ON ME ANYMORE. 2157 01:34:10,746 --> 01:34:11,714 WE'VE BEEN TOGETHER SINCE 2158 01:34:11,714 --> 01:34:12,815 FRESHMAN YEAR OF HIGH SCHOOL, 2159 01:34:12,815 --> 01:34:13,749 KALINDRA. 2160 01:34:15,784 --> 01:34:16,719 JUST GIVE ME A SECOND. 2161 01:34:18,721 --> 01:34:19,922 PLEASE. 2162 01:34:23,992 --> 01:34:24,927 YOU GOTTA BE OUT BEFORE DAPHNE 2163 01:34:24,927 --> 01:34:26,061 GETS BACK. 2164 01:34:26,061 --> 01:34:27,129 OKAY. 2165 01:34:31,967 --> 01:34:34,369 LEM SAYS I SHOULD SAY FUCK IT, 2166 01:34:34,369 --> 01:34:35,470 GO OUT AND FUCK AS MANY HOES 2167 01:34:35,470 --> 01:34:37,239 AS I CAN. 2168 01:34:37,239 --> 01:34:39,742 THAT'S LEM FOR YOU. 2169 01:34:39,742 --> 01:34:41,276 I TOLD HIM TO SHUT THE FUCK UP. 2170 01:34:43,078 --> 01:34:44,212 WOW. 2171 01:34:44,212 --> 01:34:45,180 I'M SURE HE DIDN'T TAKE THAT 2172 01:34:45,180 --> 01:34:46,114 VERY WELL. 2173 01:34:46,114 --> 01:34:47,382 NO. 2174 01:34:47,382 --> 01:34:48,183 BUT HE AIN'T FIGHTIN' TO GET 2175 01:34:48,183 --> 01:34:48,951 HIS WIFE BACK. 2176 01:34:54,489 --> 01:34:56,224 SO I GUESS SINCE I'M OUT THE 2177 01:34:56,224 --> 01:34:58,193 WAY, NEW YORK IS BACK ON, HUH? 2178 01:34:59,862 --> 01:35:01,997 NO, TIMING'S NOT RIGHT. 2179 01:35:04,399 --> 01:35:05,267 WHY DIDN'T YOU EVER TALK TO ME 2180 01:35:05,267 --> 01:35:06,368 ABOUT US, KALINDRA? 2181 01:35:09,037 --> 01:35:11,073 I DIDN'T THINK IT MATTERED. 2182 01:35:11,073 --> 01:35:12,040 I MEAN, OUR LIVES HAVE BEEN 2183 01:35:12,040 --> 01:35:13,008 NOTHING BUT PAIN AND 2184 01:35:13,008 --> 01:35:15,243 MISUNDERSTANDING AND FIGHTING 2185 01:35:15,243 --> 01:35:17,212 AND ARGUING AND FUCKIN'. 2186 01:35:17,212 --> 01:35:18,246 IT'S BEEN ABOUT MAKING MY 2187 01:35:18,246 --> 01:35:20,348 PARENTS HAPPY AND NEVER TALKING 2188 01:35:20,348 --> 01:35:21,884 ABOUT YOUR MOTHER. 2189 01:35:21,884 --> 01:35:22,785 IT'S BEEN ABOUT EVERYBODY 2190 01:35:22,785 --> 01:35:23,786 BUT US. 2191 01:35:23,786 --> 01:35:24,920 THAT'S NOT TRUE. 2192 01:35:24,920 --> 01:35:27,022 IT IS TRUE, RONNIE. 2193 01:35:27,022 --> 01:35:27,990 YOU'VE BEEN STUCK IN YOUR PAIN 2194 01:35:27,990 --> 01:35:30,058 FOR SO LONG, AND I FELT SO SORRY 2195 01:35:30,058 --> 01:35:31,860 FOR YOU THAT 2196 01:35:31,860 --> 01:35:33,428 I LET YOU STAY THERE. 2197 01:35:33,428 --> 01:35:35,030 AND I WAS WRONG FOR THAT, I WAS 2198 01:35:35,030 --> 01:35:36,431 WRONG FOR NOT TELLING YOU HOW 2199 01:35:36,431 --> 01:35:38,233 DISAPPOINTED I'VE BEEN FOR SO 2200 01:35:38,233 --> 01:35:39,802 MANY YEARS. 2201 01:35:39,802 --> 01:35:41,069 YOUR PARENTS GOT PAST IT. 2202 01:35:41,069 --> 01:35:42,737 WHO WANTS TO BE LIKE MY PARENTS? 2203 01:35:47,042 --> 01:35:47,910 YOU KNOW, THIS POETRY SHIT WAS 2204 01:35:47,910 --> 01:35:48,944 GOOD FOR YOU, KALINDRA. 2205 01:35:48,944 --> 01:35:51,013 I DIDN'T HAVE THAT. 2206 01:35:51,013 --> 01:35:52,080 AND AFTER THE BABY DIED, YOU HAD 2207 01:35:52,080 --> 01:35:53,215 SOMETHING, I DIDN'T HAVE 2208 01:35:53,215 --> 01:35:54,082 ANYTHING. 2209 01:35:55,784 --> 01:35:56,985 YOU KNOW, I GOT ALL THIS SHIT 2210 01:35:56,985 --> 01:35:58,553 GOING ON INSIDE OF ME. 2211 01:35:58,553 --> 01:36:00,422 DON'T NOBODY EVER ASK 2212 01:36:00,422 --> 01:36:02,991 ME WHAT THE FUCK I THINK. 2213 01:36:02,991 --> 01:36:05,360 WHEN DID YOU EVER STOP TO 2214 01:36:05,360 --> 01:36:09,231 THINK TO ASK ME WHAT I THOUGHT? 2215 01:36:09,231 --> 01:36:10,565 YOU KNOW, IT'S HURTS ME JUST AS 2216 01:36:10,565 --> 01:36:12,067 MUCH ON THE INSIDE AS IT DOES 2217 01:36:12,067 --> 01:36:14,169 YOU OR ANYBODY ELSE. 2218 01:36:14,169 --> 01:36:15,403 I NEVER THOUGHT, I'M SORRY. 2219 01:36:15,403 --> 01:36:18,240 ALL I TRIED TO DO WAS BE STRONG. 2220 01:36:18,240 --> 01:36:18,907 THAT'S IT. 2221 01:36:18,907 --> 01:36:20,008 I CAN'T HAVE NOBODY THINKIN' I'M 2222 01:36:20,008 --> 01:36:20,909 A FUCKIN' PUNK. 2223 01:36:20,909 --> 01:36:23,045 I KNOW, I KNOW. 2224 01:36:23,045 --> 01:36:24,146 I NEVER THOUGHT, I'M SORRY. 2225 01:36:31,586 --> 01:36:33,121 COME HERE. 2226 01:36:33,121 --> 01:36:33,856 I'M SORRY. 2227 01:36:35,523 --> 01:36:37,059 WASN'T I HERE FOR YOU? 2228 01:36:37,059 --> 01:36:37,860 HMM? 2229 01:36:37,860 --> 01:36:38,861 WASN'T I HERE FOR YOU AND FOR 2230 01:36:38,861 --> 01:36:40,528 THE BABY WHEN YOUR PARENTS TOLD 2231 01:36:40,528 --> 01:36:42,497 YOU THAT YOU WEREN'T SHIT? 2232 01:36:42,497 --> 01:36:43,331 WHEN NOBODY ELSE WAS HERE FOR 2233 01:36:43,331 --> 01:36:45,067 YOU WASN'T I HERE FOR YOU? 2234 01:36:45,067 --> 01:36:46,034 GET YOUR HANDS OFF ME. 2235 01:36:46,034 --> 01:36:46,835 IS THERE ANOTHER NIGGA, 2236 01:36:46,835 --> 01:36:47,870 KALINDRA? 2237 01:36:47,870 --> 01:36:48,570 WHAT WOULD IT MATTER IF 2238 01:36:48,570 --> 01:36:49,504 THERE WAS? 2239 01:36:49,504 --> 01:36:50,805 'CAUSE I'M YOUR FUCKING HUSBAND. 2240 01:36:52,307 --> 01:36:53,041 YES. 2241 01:36:54,076 --> 01:36:54,877 AND HE DOESN'T PUT HIS HANDS 2242 01:36:54,877 --> 01:36:56,078 ON ME. 2243 01:36:56,078 --> 01:36:58,080 WHO WILL YOU BE ANGRY WITH WHEN 2244 01:36:58,080 --> 01:36:59,581 YOU'RE DONE WITH ME, RONNIE? 2245 01:36:59,581 --> 01:37:00,949 YOU COULD CARE LESS THAT THERE'S 2246 01:37:00,949 --> 01:37:02,317 ANOTHER MAN. 2247 01:37:02,317 --> 01:37:03,385 YOU'RE ALWAYS GONNA FIND A 2248 01:37:03,385 --> 01:37:05,053 REASON TO PUT YOUR GODDAMN HANDS 2249 01:37:05,053 --> 01:37:06,288 ON ME AND THAT'S WHY I STOPPED 2250 01:37:06,288 --> 01:37:07,555 LOVING YOU. 2251 01:37:07,555 --> 01:37:08,857 I-I-I DIDN'T MEAN TO. 2252 01:37:08,857 --> 01:37:09,424 YOU CAN'T HIDE BEHIND THAT 2253 01:37:09,424 --> 01:37:11,126 ANYMORE. 2254 01:37:11,126 --> 01:37:11,927 LEAVE. 2255 01:37:13,896 --> 01:37:14,829 PLEASE. 2256 01:37:38,954 --> 01:37:39,621 I'M NERVOUS. 2257 01:37:39,621 --> 01:37:40,622 I'VE NEVER BEEN ON A PLANE 2258 01:37:40,622 --> 01:37:41,356 BEFORE, YOU KNOW. 2259 01:37:43,158 --> 01:37:45,994 GOT EVERYTHING YOU NEED. 2260 01:37:45,994 --> 01:37:47,662 NOTHING TO WORRY ABOUT. 2261 01:37:47,662 --> 01:37:48,931 GOT YOUR THREE POEMS, RIGHT? 2262 01:37:48,931 --> 01:37:50,365 YEAH. 2263 01:37:50,365 --> 01:37:51,566 YOU GOT IT ALL MEMORIZED? 2264 01:37:51,566 --> 01:37:53,168 YES. 2265 01:37:53,168 --> 01:37:54,402 LOOK AT YOU. 2266 01:37:54,402 --> 01:37:55,570 I'M ON TOP OF IT. 2267 01:37:55,570 --> 01:37:56,438 YOU CONFIDENT? 2268 01:37:59,975 --> 01:38:01,143 WELL, THEN FUCK THE REST. 2269 01:38:01,143 --> 01:38:02,610 FUCK THE REST. 2270 01:38:02,610 --> 01:38:03,445 FUCK THE REST. 2271 01:38:03,445 --> 01:38:04,546 FUCK THE REST. 2272 01:38:06,381 --> 01:38:07,582 YOU DO CARE. 2273 01:38:09,217 --> 01:38:10,418 YEAH. 2274 01:38:11,486 --> 01:38:12,087 * DOWN DOWN DOWNTOWN * 2275 01:38:12,087 --> 01:38:14,556 * EAST OR WEST SIDE * 2276 01:38:14,556 --> 01:38:17,225 * I JUST WANT HER FOR A BRIDE * 2277 01:38:17,225 --> 01:38:24,232 * SHE'S A NEW YORK CITY GIRL * 2278 01:38:24,232 --> 01:38:33,108 * IN A BIG OL' FANCY WORLD * 2279 01:38:33,108 --> 01:38:35,210 * I JUST HOPE THERE'S ROOM FOR * 2280 01:38:35,210 --> 01:38:38,280 * ME * 2281 01:38:38,280 --> 01:38:40,382 * COULD THERE BE ROOM 2282 01:38:40,382 --> 01:38:47,455 * FOR ME IN HER HIGH SOCIETY * 2283 01:38:47,455 --> 01:38:52,627 * HIGH SOCIETY * 2284 01:38:52,627 --> 01:38:56,098 * HER SKIN OF GOLDEN BROWN * 2285 01:38:56,098 --> 01:38:58,133 * I FEEL THE WARMTH OF * 2286 01:38:58,133 --> 01:39:04,306 * SUNLIGHT IN HER SMILE 2287 01:39:04,306 --> 01:39:08,676 * OH BABY * 2288 01:39:08,676 --> 01:39:11,346 * THE TYPE OF EYES THAT SEE * 2289 01:39:11,346 --> 01:39:14,983 * RIGHT THROUGH MY GAMES * 2290 01:39:14,983 --> 01:39:23,191 * SHE TAMES MY INNER CHILD * 2291 01:39:23,191 --> 01:39:25,727 * DRIVES ME WILD * 2292 01:39:25,727 --> 01:39:27,529 * AT TIMES I'M LIVIN' FOR * 2293 01:39:27,529 --> 01:39:29,364 * THE MOMENT * 2294 01:39:29,364 --> 01:39:31,433 * OTHER TIMES I'M STUCK * 2295 01:39:31,433 --> 01:39:32,534 * IN THE PAST * 2296 01:39:38,206 --> 01:39:41,243 "I'M A GRANDSON OF ADVERSITY... 2297 01:39:43,678 --> 01:39:45,347 DIRECT DESCENDANTS OF UNCLE 2298 01:39:45,347 --> 01:39:47,782 SAM'S DRAFT PICKS OF A LATINO 2299 01:39:47,782 --> 01:39:49,584 BUT WE A SPANISH ASSIMILATION 2300 01:39:49,584 --> 01:39:52,387 WHOSE PRIOR CULTURE 2301 01:39:52,387 --> 01:39:54,256 WAS INFLUENCED BY BOTH 2302 01:39:54,256 --> 01:39:56,691 AFRICAN AND ASIAN TRADERS 2303 01:39:56,691 --> 01:39:59,461 PRIMO, I AM BOTH DECEITFUL 2304 01:39:59,461 --> 01:40:02,464 PILLAGER AND PEACEFUL VILLAGER 2305 01:40:03,498 --> 01:40:05,100 I'M THE EURO-CENTRIC IMMUNE 2306 01:40:05,100 --> 01:40:07,502 SYSTEM SURVIVING THE COLD, 2307 01:40:07,502 --> 01:40:08,770 ARABIC BEAUTY THAT WAS 2308 01:40:08,770 --> 01:40:10,572 ENSLAVED AND SOLD 2309 01:40:10,572 --> 01:40:13,041 I AM DEADLY ARROW, BELLY OF 2310 01:40:13,041 --> 01:40:14,342 THE BEAST WITH THE SMALLPOX 2311 01:40:14,342 --> 01:40:15,443 CURE 2312 01:40:15,443 --> 01:40:17,112 MY PEOPLE'S BLOOD IS SO MIXED, 2313 01:40:17,112 --> 01:40:20,582 BUT OUR SOUL IS JUST SO PURE 2314 01:40:20,582 --> 01:40:22,784 NOW I LIVE AT THE TOP OF THE 2315 01:40:22,784 --> 01:40:24,586 METROPOLITIS GRID 2316 01:40:24,586 --> 01:40:26,321 SWINGIN' FROM COCONUT PALMS TO 2317 01:40:26,321 --> 01:40:28,323 CITY LIGHT POSTS AS A KID 2318 01:40:28,323 --> 01:40:29,757 SO WHEN YOU CHECKIN' FOR WORDS, 2319 01:40:29,757 --> 01:40:32,327 COUSIN, KNOW WHO YOU SEEKIN' 2320 01:40:32,327 --> 01:40:35,230 I AM, AND ALWAYS HAVE BEEN, 2321 01:40:35,230 --> 01:40:36,398 A NUYORICAN. 2322 01:40:42,104 --> 01:40:42,770 ONE MORE TIME FOR ABBOTT 2323 01:40:42,770 --> 01:40:44,472 GETTA WORDS 2324 01:40:44,472 --> 01:40:46,141 LAYIN' IT DOWN, 2325 01:40:46,141 --> 01:40:47,742 REPRESENTIN' THE NEW YORK 2326 01:40:47,742 --> 01:40:49,677 TO THE FULLEST. 2327 01:40:49,677 --> 01:40:50,845 BX! 2328 01:40:50,845 --> 01:40:52,347 BRONX, BABY. 2329 01:40:53,648 --> 01:40:57,119 SO, COMING UP NEXT-- 2330 01:40:57,119 --> 01:40:58,120 MAN I DIDN'T THINK THIS WAS 2331 01:40:58,120 --> 01:40:59,287 GONNA HAPPEN, K-- 2332 01:40:59,287 --> 01:41:02,090 MY FRIEND'S NEW, 2333 01:41:02,090 --> 01:41:03,625 NOT NEW-NEW, 2334 01:41:03,625 --> 01:41:05,093 KINDA NEW TO POETRY. 2335 01:41:05,093 --> 01:41:07,362 I WAS THE SECOND PERSON SHE TOLD 2336 01:41:07,362 --> 01:41:08,330 THAT SHE WAS GONNA START WRITING 2337 01:41:08,330 --> 01:41:10,465 POETRY AFTER SHE TOLD HERSELF. 2338 01:41:10,465 --> 01:41:13,201 AND SHE PROMISED ME THAT SHE 2339 01:41:13,201 --> 01:41:14,136 WOULD MAKE IT TO THE NUYO 2340 01:41:14,136 --> 01:41:15,703 ONE DAY, AND HERE SHE IS. 2341 01:41:15,703 --> 01:41:17,339 I'M REAL PROUD OF HER. 2342 01:41:17,339 --> 01:41:19,607 WELCOME TO THE STAGE 2343 01:41:19,607 --> 01:41:21,409 KALINDRA STEPNEY. 2344 01:41:21,409 --> 01:41:22,344 COME ON, Y'ALL. 2345 01:41:22,344 --> 01:41:23,545 MAKE SOME NOISE. 2346 01:41:26,314 --> 01:41:29,317 REPRESENTIN' THE WEST COAST. 2347 01:41:29,317 --> 01:41:31,519 WEST SI-DE. 2348 01:41:31,519 --> 01:41:34,322 YES. 2349 01:41:34,322 --> 01:41:35,890 NOW, Y'ALL KNOW THE ROUTINE FOR 2350 01:41:35,890 --> 01:41:37,159 POETS THAT HAVEN'T BEEN ON THIS 2351 01:41:37,159 --> 01:41:38,160 STAGE BEFORE, SO WE'RE GONNA DO 2352 01:41:38,160 --> 01:41:38,726 IT ON THE COUNT OF THREE, 2353 01:41:38,726 --> 01:41:39,294 ALRIGHT? 2354 01:41:39,294 --> 01:41:39,794 HERE WE GO. 2355 01:41:39,794 --> 01:41:41,496 ONE, TWO, THREE. 2356 01:41:41,496 --> 01:41:44,866 VIRGIN. 2357 01:41:44,866 --> 01:41:46,268 CONGRATULATIONS, YOUR CHERRY'S 2358 01:41:46,268 --> 01:41:47,269 JUST BEEN POPPED. 2359 01:42:12,527 --> 01:42:13,628 "WHO THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU 2360 01:42:13,628 --> 01:42:15,730 ARE? 2361 01:42:15,730 --> 01:42:18,833 WHO THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU 2362 01:42:18,833 --> 01:42:20,335 ARE? 2363 01:42:20,335 --> 01:42:23,505 WAS THE QUESTION POSED TO ME 2364 01:42:23,505 --> 01:42:25,307 ASKED IN YOUR FURTIVE GLANCES 2365 01:42:25,307 --> 01:42:27,575 WHEN I DARED TO SPEAK UP 2366 01:42:27,575 --> 01:42:29,311 ASKED AFTER MAKIN' LOVE WHEN WE 2367 01:42:29,311 --> 01:42:30,578 WERE SUPPOSED TO BE FUCKIN' 2368 01:42:30,578 --> 01:42:31,513 AND AFTER FUCKIN' WHEN WE WERE 2369 01:42:31,513 --> 01:42:33,948 SUPPOSED TO BE MAKIN' FOREVER. 2370 01:42:33,948 --> 01:42:36,251 IT WAS ASKED WHEN YOU WERE 2371 01:42:36,251 --> 01:42:38,520 RELENTLESS IN YOUR ANGER 2372 01:42:38,520 --> 01:42:39,921 DEAD SILENT IN YOUR 2373 01:42:39,921 --> 01:42:41,356 DISAPPOINTMENT 2374 01:42:41,356 --> 01:42:43,425 FURIOUS IN YOU SELF HATRED 2375 01:42:43,425 --> 01:42:45,493 NEVER REALLY WANTING AN ANSWER 2376 01:42:45,493 --> 01:42:47,429 NEVER CARED WHAT THE ANSWER WAS 2377 01:42:47,429 --> 01:42:48,963 IT WAS ASKED TO THROW ME INTO A 2378 01:42:48,963 --> 01:42:51,566 CONTEMPLATIVE SILENCE 2379 01:42:51,566 --> 01:42:52,800 AND IT WORKED 2380 01:42:54,836 --> 01:42:57,872 I WAS SCARED TO ANSWER 2381 01:42:57,872 --> 01:43:00,408 SCARED I WOULDN'T HAVE AN ANSWER 2382 01:43:00,408 --> 01:43:01,409 'WHO THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU 2383 01:43:01,409 --> 01:43:03,345 ARE' SCREAMED IN MY FACE AS YOUR 2384 01:43:03,345 --> 01:43:05,647 PUNCHES LANDED ON MY SKIN LIKE A 2385 01:43:05,647 --> 01:43:07,349 WHIP ON A SLAVE'S BACK 2386 01:43:07,349 --> 01:43:08,983 WHISPERED BETWEEN YOUR SORROWFUL 2387 01:43:08,983 --> 01:43:11,919 MAKEUP CRIES OF A ABUSED CHILD 2388 01:43:11,919 --> 01:43:15,890 WHO BECAME A GNARLED MAN. 2389 01:43:15,890 --> 01:43:18,926 WELL, I WANNA ANSWER 2390 01:43:18,926 --> 01:43:23,231 AS A MATTER OF FACT, I AM HAPPY 2391 01:43:23,231 --> 01:43:27,001 TO ANSWER YOUR QUESTION 2392 01:43:27,001 --> 01:43:33,275 I AM ME 2393 01:43:33,275 --> 01:43:34,742 NOW, HOLD ON 2394 01:43:34,742 --> 01:43:35,877 BECAUSE WHEN I SAY THAT YOU GET 2395 01:43:35,877 --> 01:43:37,312 CONFUSED, IT'S UNDERSTANDABLE 2396 01:43:37,312 --> 01:43:38,680 BECAUSE WHEN YOU TELL SOMEONE 2397 01:43:38,680 --> 01:43:39,847 WHO DOESN'T REALLY KNOW YOU 2398 01:43:39,847 --> 01:43:41,649 THE ANSWER TO THE QUESTION IS ME 2399 01:43:41,649 --> 01:43:43,017 THEY DON'T THINK OF ME, 2400 01:43:43,017 --> 01:43:43,885 THEY THINK OF THE ME THEY HAVE 2401 01:43:43,885 --> 01:43:45,753 CREATED, ONLY THAT'S NOT THE ME 2402 01:43:45,753 --> 01:43:46,754 I'M TALKIN' ABOUT 2403 01:43:46,754 --> 01:43:47,822 I'M TALKIN' ABOUT THE ME YOU 2404 01:43:47,822 --> 01:43:49,291 DON'T SEE, THE ME YOU TAKE 2405 01:43:49,291 --> 01:43:50,692 FOR GRANTED, THE ME THAT DOESN'T 2406 01:43:50,692 --> 01:43:51,893 EVEN KNOW IT'S ME UNTIL I SAY 2407 01:43:51,893 --> 01:43:55,797 'OH YES, THAT'S ME' 2408 01:43:55,797 --> 01:43:58,300 IN ALL MY MOTHERFUCKIN' GLORY 2409 01:43:58,300 --> 01:43:59,967 AND ALL MY FUCKED-UP-NESS 2410 01:43:59,967 --> 01:44:01,603 AND ALL THE WAYS I HAVE YET TO 2411 01:44:01,603 --> 01:44:02,437 UNDERSTAND 2412 01:44:02,437 --> 01:44:04,739 BITCH? YEAH, THAT'S ME 2413 01:44:04,739 --> 01:44:06,408 SELFISH? THAT'S ME, TOO 2414 01:44:06,408 --> 01:44:09,344 ANGRY, BITTER, LOVING, WARM, 2415 01:44:09,344 --> 01:44:12,747 TENDER, BRILLIANT-- ALL ME 2416 01:44:12,747 --> 01:44:13,881 SO DAMN ME THAT I DON'T KNOW WHO 2417 01:44:13,881 --> 01:44:15,850 ME IS 'CAUSE I GOT SO MANY MES 2418 01:44:15,850 --> 01:44:17,619 WRAPPED UP IN ME 2419 01:44:19,654 --> 01:44:21,323 BUT I FIGURED THIS SHIT OUT 2420 01:44:24,626 --> 01:44:27,362 AND I WANT THE CLOCK TO GO BACK 2421 01:44:27,362 --> 01:44:29,731 I WANTED TO TAKE YOU AND ME ALL 2422 01:44:29,731 --> 01:44:32,667 THE WAY BACK TO THE VERY FIRST 2423 01:44:32,667 --> 01:44:34,469 TIME YOU ASKED ME THAT QUESTION 2424 01:44:34,469 --> 01:44:36,003 TO THE VERY FIRST TIME YOU WERE 2425 01:44:36,003 --> 01:44:38,473 SO FUCKING CONFUSED BY MY ME 2426 01:44:38,473 --> 01:44:39,807 THAT IT WASN'T REALLY A QUESTION 2427 01:44:39,807 --> 01:44:41,309 IT WAS A CONDEMNATION, 2428 01:44:41,309 --> 01:44:42,910 AN ACCUSATION, A WAY OF PUTTIN' 2429 01:44:42,910 --> 01:44:44,346 ME IN MY PLACE 2430 01:44:44,346 --> 01:44:46,381 SO GO FOR IT 2431 01:44:46,381 --> 01:44:48,883 ASK ME 2432 01:44:48,883 --> 01:44:49,884 WHO THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU 2433 01:44:49,884 --> 01:44:51,519 ARE, KALINDRA? 2434 01:44:54,489 --> 01:44:55,390 WELL, MOTHERFUCKA, I'M GLAD 2435 01:44:55,390 --> 01:44:57,425 YOU ASKED 2436 01:44:57,425 --> 01:44:58,960 LIKE YAHWEH, GOD FORMED FROM 2437 01:44:58,960 --> 01:45:01,463 THE WORD 'HAYAH': I AM 2438 01:45:01,463 --> 01:45:03,431 I AM THE ALPHA AND OMEGA 2439 01:45:03,431 --> 01:45:05,800 I AM STRONG, I AM WEAK 2440 01:45:05,800 --> 01:45:07,835 I AM KIND AND I AM FILLED WITH 2441 01:45:07,835 --> 01:45:09,070 THE KIND OF LOVE THAT YOU WILL 2442 01:45:09,070 --> 01:45:10,772 NEVER TAKE AWAY 2443 01:45:10,772 --> 01:45:12,840 I AM SICK OF YOUR SHIT, SO I'M 2444 01:45:12,840 --> 01:45:14,376 GONNA STOP THIS DATE FROM EVER 2445 01:45:14,376 --> 01:45:15,777 BECOMING A RELATIONSHIP 2446 01:45:15,777 --> 01:45:17,545 SO YOU WILL NEVER LAY YOUR HANDS 2447 01:45:17,545 --> 01:45:20,081 ON ME AND CURSE ME AND ABUSE ME 2448 01:45:20,081 --> 01:45:21,383 BECAUSE YOU DON'T KNOW WHO THE 2449 01:45:21,383 --> 01:45:22,750 FUCK YOU ARE 2450 01:45:22,750 --> 01:45:24,886 I AM GOING TO ALLOW THIS 2451 01:45:24,886 --> 01:45:27,054 BACK TO THE FUTURE MOMENT TO BE 2452 01:45:27,054 --> 01:45:29,891 SO THAT I WILL NEVER LOSE SIGHT 2453 01:45:29,891 --> 01:45:31,993 OF THE VERY SIMPLE BUT TRUE FACT 2454 01:45:31,993 --> 01:45:33,761 THAT I AM 2455 01:45:33,761 --> 01:45:36,731 ME 2456 01:45:36,731 --> 01:45:38,966 THAT'S WHO THE FUCK I AM! 2457 01:45:45,907 --> 01:45:48,009 WHEN I REALIZED WHY I THOUGHT 2458 01:45:48,009 --> 01:45:49,977 I WAS WRITING POETRY AND WHY I 2459 01:45:49,977 --> 01:45:51,646 WASN'T REALLY LIVING 2460 01:45:51,646 --> 01:45:54,382 WAS THE SAME, 2461 01:45:54,382 --> 01:45:56,851 THINGS CHANGE. 2462 01:45:56,851 --> 01:45:57,819 AND I DIDN'T NEED TO GET THE 2463 01:45:57,819 --> 01:45:59,554 APPROVAL I'D BEEN SEEKING. 2464 01:46:01,122 --> 01:46:02,824 I'D FOOLED MYSELF INTO THINKING 2465 01:46:02,824 --> 01:46:04,959 I WAS EXPRESSING MY PROBLEMS IN 2466 01:46:04,959 --> 01:46:07,161 MY POEMS. 2467 01:46:07,161 --> 01:46:09,130 I WAS LYING. 2468 01:46:09,130 --> 01:46:10,164 I HADN'T EVEN TOLD MYSELF THE 2469 01:46:10,164 --> 01:46:12,434 PROBLEMS. 2470 01:46:12,434 --> 01:46:14,436 I TOOK HIS ABUSE, BUT I ACCEPTED 2471 01:46:14,436 --> 01:46:16,671 MY OWN TOWARD MYSELF AND 2472 01:46:16,671 --> 01:46:18,406 I DIDN'T NEED TO. 2473 01:46:18,406 --> 01:46:20,975 NO ONE NEEDS TO. 2474 01:46:23,110 --> 01:46:25,146 IF WHERE YOU ARE IN LIFE DOESN'T 2475 01:46:25,146 --> 01:46:27,181 FEEL RIGHT IN YOUR HEART, 2476 01:46:27,181 --> 01:46:28,816 AND IF WHAT'S IN YOUR HEART 2477 01:46:28,816 --> 01:46:32,420 DOESN'T FEEL RIGHT IN YOUR LIFE, 2478 01:46:32,420 --> 01:46:33,955 YOU HAVE TO MAKE YOURSELF HEARD 2479 01:46:33,955 --> 01:46:35,590 AFTER YOU HEAR YOURSELF. 2480 01:46:37,559 --> 01:46:38,793 THAT WASN'T TAUGHT TO ME. 2481 01:46:40,628 --> 01:46:41,596 THE WOMEN IN MY LIFE NEVER 2482 01:46:41,596 --> 01:46:43,431 SPOKE THE THINGS THAT WERE 2483 01:46:43,431 --> 01:46:45,132 IN THEIR HEARTS. 2484 01:46:45,132 --> 01:46:46,668 MAYBE THEY NEVER SPOKE IT 2485 01:46:46,668 --> 01:46:48,002 BECAUSE THEY WERE SCARED, NOT 2486 01:46:48,002 --> 01:46:49,136 OF THEIR HUSBANDS, BUT WHERE 2487 01:46:49,136 --> 01:46:50,905 THEIR LIVES WOULD BE IF THEY 2488 01:46:50,905 --> 01:46:52,474 WERE ALONE, 2489 01:46:52,474 --> 01:46:54,108 IF THEY DECIDED NOT TO BEAR THE 2490 01:46:54,108 --> 01:46:55,877 BURDEN WOMEN ARE EXPECTED TO 2491 01:46:55,877 --> 01:46:57,845 WILLINGLY BEAR. 2492 01:47:00,114 --> 01:47:01,583 SOMETIMES WE FOCUS TOO MUCH ON 2493 01:47:01,583 --> 01:47:03,751 HOW WE'LL BE SEEN AND JUDGED. 2494 01:47:05,687 --> 01:47:06,788 AND IF WE DON'T HAVE PEOPLE IN 2495 01:47:06,788 --> 01:47:08,790 OUR LIVES WHO WON'T HARM US 2496 01:47:08,790 --> 01:47:10,191 BECAUSE OF THE HATE THEY HAVE 2497 01:47:10,191 --> 01:47:11,726 FOR THEMSELVES, THEN LIFE IS 2498 01:47:11,726 --> 01:47:13,828 PRETTY MISERABLE. 2499 01:47:13,828 --> 01:47:15,062 AND WHO WANTS TO LEAD A 2500 01:47:15,062 --> 01:47:15,997 MISERABLE LIFE? 2501 01:47:17,799 --> 01:47:19,601 SO, I TOLD MYSELF, 2502 01:47:19,601 --> 01:47:21,202 "BEFORE YOU WRITE ANOTHER WORD, 2503 01:47:21,202 --> 01:47:23,771 FIND OUT WHO YOU ARE 2504 01:47:23,771 --> 01:47:25,239 SO THIS SORT OF THING 2505 01:47:25,239 --> 01:47:29,076 NEVER HAPPENS AGAIN." 2506 01:47:29,076 --> 01:47:30,578 I THINK THAT IF YOU ARE TO BE 2507 01:47:30,578 --> 01:47:32,614 VERY TRUE TO YOURSELF 2508 01:47:32,614 --> 01:47:35,149 AND LISTEN, 2509 01:47:35,149 --> 01:47:37,752 REALLY LISTEN TO THE THINGS 2510 01:47:37,752 --> 01:47:39,153 YOU NEVER SAY, 2511 01:47:39,153 --> 01:47:40,555 YOU WON'T HAVE TO BE IN THIS 2512 01:47:40,555 --> 01:47:42,757 ROOM OR IN A PRISON CELL 2513 01:47:42,757 --> 01:47:45,693 OR IN THE JAIL OF YOUR OWN FEARS 2514 01:47:45,693 --> 01:47:46,928 WRITING WHEN THE TRUTH IS 2515 01:47:46,928 --> 01:47:49,263 WAITING ON YOU TO JUST SPEAK IT. 2516 01:47:49,263 --> 01:47:51,566 BUT YOU HAVE TO LISTEN. 2517 01:47:51,566 --> 01:47:55,169 YOU HAVE TO BE QUIET AND LISTEN, 2518 01:47:55,169 --> 01:47:56,203 NOT TO THE GARBAGE EVERYBODY 2519 01:47:56,203 --> 01:47:57,872 PUTS INTO YOUR SOUL, THE THINGS 2520 01:47:57,872 --> 01:48:00,107 YOU FIGHT EVERY DAY JUST TO MAKE 2521 01:48:00,107 --> 01:48:01,909 YOURSELF FEEL WORTHY OF WALKING 2522 01:48:01,909 --> 01:48:03,244 THIS EARTH... 2523 01:48:07,214 --> 01:48:08,149 YOU HAVE TO LISTEN TO YOUR 2524 01:48:08,149 --> 01:48:09,483 SPIRIT. 2525 01:48:11,653 --> 01:48:15,089 LISTEN TO YOUR SOUL. 2526 01:48:50,157 --> 01:48:52,760 * I LIVE TO LEARN * 2527 01:48:52,760 --> 01:48:55,229 * AND BREAK THE SPELL * 2528 01:48:55,229 --> 01:48:57,965 * THERE'S A TIME TO LAUGH * 2529 01:48:57,965 --> 01:49:00,768 * AND A TIME TO YELL * 2530 01:49:00,768 --> 01:49:03,237 * I'M NOT AFRAID * 2531 01:49:03,237 --> 01:49:05,807 * TO STAND OR FALL * 2532 01:49:05,807 --> 01:49:08,576 * LIKE A ROSE IN BLOOM * 2533 01:49:08,576 --> 01:49:10,211 * ON A FERTILE SOIL * 2534 01:49:10,211 --> 01:49:14,649 * MY LOVE 2535 01:49:14,649 --> 01:49:20,855 * WILL TAKE YOU HIGHER * 2536 01:49:20,855 --> 01:49:23,625 * SWEET DEW * 2537 01:49:23,625 --> 01:49:25,292 * SWEET DEW * 2538 01:49:25,292 --> 01:49:28,863 * SCENT OF DESIRE * 2539 01:49:28,863 --> 01:49:31,198 * OOH * 2540 01:49:31,198 --> 01:49:37,939 * NO DOUBT WE CAN GROW DEEPER * 2541 01:49:37,939 --> 01:49:41,909 * WE CAN GO DEEPER * 2542 01:49:41,909 --> 01:49:44,278 * I'M READY, I'M HERE * 2543 01:49:44,278 --> 01:49:47,615 * RIGHT NOW I'M REAL * 2544 01:49:47,615 --> 01:49:53,821 * I'M READY * 2545 01:49:53,821 --> 01:49:58,325 * RELATIONSHIPS ARE TRICKY AND * 2546 01:49:58,325 --> 01:50:01,028 * SOMETIMES EVEN LOVE IS A * 2547 01:50:01,028 --> 01:50:03,965 * MEANS TO AN END 2548 01:50:03,965 --> 01:50:06,133 * A ROSE IN BLOOM * 2549 01:50:06,133 --> 01:50:08,903 * I REACH TO TOUCH THE SKY * 2550 01:50:08,903 --> 01:50:11,706 * MY ROOTS GO DEEP * 2551 01:50:11,706 --> 01:50:14,676 * I WAS BORN TO THRIVE * 2552 01:50:14,676 --> 01:50:17,912 * MY LOVE * 2553 01:50:17,912 --> 01:50:20,414 * WILL TAKE YOU HIGHER 2554 01:50:20,414 --> 01:50:24,118 * WILL TAKE YOU HIGHER, BABE * 2555 01:50:24,118 --> 01:50:26,854 * SWEET DEW * 2556 01:50:26,854 --> 01:50:28,322 * SWEET DEW * 2557 01:50:28,322 --> 01:50:31,058 * SCENT OF DESIRE * 2558 01:50:31,058 --> 01:50:34,696 * SCENT OF DESIRE * 2559 01:50:34,696 --> 01:50:35,963 * NO DOUBT * 2560 01:50:35,963 --> 01:50:39,033 * NO DOUBT * 2561 01:50:39,033 --> 01:50:41,235 * WE CAN GO DEEPER * 2562 01:50:41,235 --> 01:50:45,206 * WE CAN GO DEEPER * 2563 01:50:45,206 --> 01:50:47,775 * I'M READY, I'M HERE * 2564 01:50:47,775 --> 01:50:51,112 * RIGHT NOW I'M REAL * 2565 01:50:51,112 --> 01:50:55,817 * I'M READY * 2566 01:50:55,817 --> 01:51:00,087 * MY LOVE * 2567 01:51:00,087 --> 01:51:02,757 * WILL TAKE YOU HIGHER * 2568 01:51:02,757 --> 01:51:06,293 * WILL TAKE YOU HIGHER, BABE * 2569 01:51:06,293 --> 01:51:07,762 * SWEET DEW * 2570 01:51:07,762 --> 01:51:10,732 * SWEET DEW * 2571 01:51:10,732 --> 01:51:13,100 * SCENT OF DESIRE * 2572 01:51:13,100 --> 01:51:16,804 * SCENT OF DESIRE * 2573 01:51:16,804 --> 01:51:18,039 * NO DOUBT * 2574 01:51:18,039 --> 01:51:21,075 * NO DOUBT * 2575 01:51:21,075 --> 01:51:23,745 * WE CAN GO DEEPER * 2576 01:51:23,745 --> 01:51:27,314 * WE CAN GO DEEPER * 2577 01:51:27,314 --> 01:51:29,884 * I'M READY, I'M HERE * 2578 01:51:29,884 --> 01:51:33,821 * RIGHT NOW I'M REAL * 2579 01:51:33,821 --> 01:51:35,923 * I'M READY * 148922

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