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RuPaul's Best Friend
Race.disclaimer at top

Laganja Estranja:
I feel very attacked!

Vanjie: I was trying
to reach closure with you!

Silky: If I would've lip synced
for my life today, bitch,

I was ready to do so!

RuPaul: This is Untucked,
backstage at the competition

to become America's
next drag superstar.

Girl, if you're not
watching Untucked,

you're only getting
half the story.

Director: That's a break
on the main stage.

All cameras re-po.

RuPaul: Jan.

Widow Von'Du.

Jackie Cox.

Sherry Pie.

Gigi Goode.

Aiden Zhane.

You are all nominated

for outstanding performance
by a drag queen

in a medical drama.

The winner of this week's
challenge is Sherry Pie.

Ladies,
you may leave the stage.

Oh, my God.

This is my first time

to be put in the top
of a challenge,

and I am feeling good
about myself

and good about my performance
and good about the fact

that I have given the judges
what they have asked for.

To finally be here,

I, in this moment,
couldn't ask for anything more.

I'm definitely happy
I've made it to the top so far

in the two challenges

that I feel like highlight
my strengths,

which are the improv
and the acting challenge.

But am I gonna win
one of these challenges?

I'm the Susan Lucci
of Season 12!

Where's my win?
Where's my daytime Emmy?

Queens walking.
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-Copy that, here we go.
-Untucked cameras rolling.

Speeding.

Whoo!

Yay. She did it.

Ha ha ha!

Girl.

Can we just talk about the fact

that we all are the tops
this week?

-That's nice.
-Salamati, girls.

And cheers to Miss Sherry Pie.

Cheers, Miss Sherry Pie!

She is sitting above us all.

I have an idea for a game.

I think
if we're gonna spill T,

I have been watching
this giant shade button--

Shade button?

This whole--and I think
every time we feel the shade,

somebody has to hit it.

Well, you better hit it,
like, three times right now.

I can be Vanna White
in this situation.

Again!

Okay, Jan,
you have to be responsible.

-Okay.
-There.

I'm in a good position
to get up and go.

So I'll come sit with y'all.

All I have to say

is being able to be in the top
half of the group this week

is just amazing.

I'm not gonna lie.
This may be shady.

Not because I thought
your performance was bad,

but I'm a little surprised
to see you here.

Only because we had to memorize
a bunch of lines,

and the other two who dropped
lines were Jaida and Nicky.

They're in the bottom,
and you're not, so...

Hit the button.
Hit the goddamn button.

[thunder-like]
[whooshing]

When I did ask for my lines,

I only asked once,
and then I moved on.

I didn't continue to stumble.

I took my deep breath,
and I did it.

[slurps]

I really, really hope

that I did not steamroll
Nicky again.

She chose that role.

She didn't necessarily--
Okay, she--

-Oh, no, here it is!
-Oh, no!

Here it is!

Get the shade button ready!

This is not shade.
I mean, you can hit that button

as many times as you want
for fun, but this is not shade.

[thundering]

When we were choosing roles, I
convinced her to be that role.

The baby is really iconic,

but it doesn't have
a lot of lines.

Yeah, but wouldn't it be cool if
you were able to get the baby

with the smallest amount
of lines,

and, like,
kill it as the baby?

All right, let's go with that.

The judges wanted to see
her personality,

and they wanted to see her,
quote, weird.

The effort was there.

But I think that she
is missing the point.

She is.

Because just by painting
your face in a silly way

doesn't show that you're silly,
you know what I mean?

It doesn't show
your walls are down.

And I think that
is what she keeps missing.

Honestly, I'm kinda surprised
that Brita is up there,

because I thought
she was really funny.

It's hard, because I think

we're a really strong season
in terms of acting.

This is a fabulous season.
Yeah.

And it was kind of
one of those things

where it's you
have to really step up.

RuPaul: All right, ladies,
I think we've heard enough.

Now, while you untuck backstage,

the judges and I
will deliberate.graphic

[sighs] Oh!

-Hi, ladies.
-Hi.

Cocktail.

How are we feeling?

They said that everybody's
performance was good,

and that it came down to,
like, little details.

They said basically like
trying to fine-tooth comb it

and see, like,
what issues they could find.

But then the gag was

that they asked us
who should leave tonight.

Oh.

Oh.

Are you guys comfortable
saying who you said?

Yeah, I said Heidi,

and then everybody else
chose Nicky.

Yeah, well, I said myself, too.

Yeah, Nicky did say herself.

I said based on the acting

and the fact that I'm competing
with American people,

I think that
I delivered the least,

because, obviously, like, I'm
not gonna be on the same level.

If we would have done this
in French,

it would be a whole other story.

I knew when
it came down to the outfit

it was going to be me.

I expected
all the other girls to say me,

at the end of the day.

It is what it is.

Brita, you look twisted
right now.

I was just shook that
I'm in the bottom again

when I am serving you looks
every single time

compared to other people.

And it sucks being up there
with your sisters,

who you have to say
who's gonna go home,

when you think that someone else
in this room who was safe

should be going home instead.

I'm shook about it.

Well, say it. Who do you think
should go home?

Aiden.

Initially when I
came into this competition

I said that I was not going
to compare myself to anybody,

because I'm only
in a competition with myself.

But that ain't true, sis,
because this is a competition,

and I'm working so hard.

And I'm really giving everything
that I have to do this,

and I don't think that Aiden
should have been safe.

Also, we did "Three Girls,
One Brain," sis,

and I felt like Sherry and I
were carrying you.

[slurps]

We did this last challenge.

I felt like again
I was carrying you.

Like, did you give me
an over-the-top--

Well, bitch,
at the end of the day,

I'm sitting here safe.

Do you think
that you should be safe?

Like we had discussed
before you girls got here,

going into this challenge,
I did have to ask for my line.

But once I was given my lines,
I moved the fuck on.

I took a deep breath--

Wait, wait, wait.
Wait. wait, wait, wait.

Girl.

Child, what it sounds like
you're saying

is that, like,
they gave me my line

and I still kept fucking up.

They said at the end of the day,
I had fucked up my line.

They could tell
I got in my head.

But when I got out
of that space, I delivered.

To be honest,
looking at you performing

and looking at Jaida performing,

she should be safe
and you should be in the bottom.

This is my thing--

Can I say one thing
to get this out of the way

for the rest
of this fucking season?

Because from day fucking one
of this competition,

I have had pretty much everybody
in this goddamn place

coming for me.

-Oh.
-And at the end of--

I was the first to be picked
out, with you, as the weakest.

Okay, yeah, very true.

I was the one
in my group challenge

to be dragged
by my own teammate.

Not dragged.

Let me finish.
Let me finish.

When did I come for you,
because--

Let her finish.
Let her finish.

Let me finish!

Well, I mean, I just got
completely interrupted.

Regardless of who or whatever--

Child.

I have been taking it
from all directions.

Everybody in this competition

been taking it from all
different directions, bitch.

I took it
when I was doing a challenge

that was not nothin'
I was comfortable with,

but I still did what the hell
I had to do.

I have to focus on
what I'm doing.

I don't have time.

The girls are just being
so petty, messy, and just--

Girl, I need my personal space.

The constant verbal assault
on Aiden

is starting
to really piss me off.

And these girls just keep going
and going and going,

and it's frustrating,
because I'm over here, like,

I know I'm about to have
to lip sync for my life,

and y'all just like, oh,
you should be in the bottom.

Oh, you should be in the bottom
because of this.

Oh, you should be
in the bottom cause of this.

Focus on your damn self.

I'm over it. I'm so done.

If I go home today,
I'll go home.

Hey, look at me, look at me,
look at me.

You're gonna be fine,
but I think you're frustrated.

Just let that out
in the performance.

They're focused on Aiden.

Aiden's safe.
Leave her alone, like--

Yeah, then you focus on you.

Okay.

If you don't like that I'm here
and I'm fucking safe today--

Girl, I don't care
if you're here.

I'm not talking to you
specifically.

I am talking to everybody
as a whole,

because I have had
multiple people,

and I don't have any, like,
hate towards Brita or Sherry

for kind of calling me out
in our group challenge.

But at the end of the day,
who gives a shit?

Us, because our fucking ass
is about to be kicked out.

Are you serious?

I understand that.

When I see you fucking sleeping
for two hours on the couch

when I'm working my ass off
on an outfit--

And I was in the bottom
in that challenge, wasn't it?

Of course I'm gonna be mad.

No, but I'm the one
that had to lip sync.

Like, I worked so hard on that
while you were sleeping.

At the end of the day,
it doesn't fucking matter, okay?

The bitch is safe.
Leave her the fuck alone.

I'm gonna worry about Heidi
right now, okay?

Fuck you, fuck you,
fuck you,

fuck you, and fuck you.

I'm gonna worry about Heidi.

What is that about?
What is all of this about?

Y'all need to leave it alone.

Leave her alone.
She's clearly bothered.

But nobody's attacking her.

You all have been calling out
my name this entire time.

What do you mean,
nobody's attacking her?

Aiden, Aiden, Aiden,
Aiden, Aiden, Aiden, Aiden.

-We are having a conversation--
-All the time.

And had you not
interrupted me so rudely,

I would have been able
to finish my statement

like I was going to.

What I had said was

was that the judges
have asked you for personality,

and they wanted to see
who you were,

and you showed
something different,

and you showed something
that they were looking for.

I'm not trying
to get on your back.

I was just saying as a whole,

I am the one person
in this competition

who has been called out
or pointed at

multiple fucking times.

And that is fine.

If everybody here thinks
I am the weak link, great.

Then let me be
the fucking weak link,

and I will go home
when I go home.

But you have to understand,

being that one person who is
constantly being pointed at

or whatever
gets fucking tiring.

[slurps]

I wanna talk to you.

It's not that I care

if these other girls
have an opinion about me.

Have your opinions,
give your critiques.

But in a moment

where I have been put
in the top of a challenge,

I don't need these other bitches
trying to tear me down

because they're feeling poorly
about themselves

for not knowing
what they need to do

to rise to the occasion.

When we were called forward
and you guys weren't,

I had no idea what to think

and who was gonna be safe
and who wasn't.

This is one of my favorite looks
that you've ever worn,

and did you get critiqued
on this look?

Did they tell you?

I mean, yeah, Michelle
said she didn't like this.

It looks like
I'm going to the club.

I was like, okay, sis,

what girl's going to the club
in this?

Like, I can't change
what I brought or who I am.

I think I look great.
I don't understand it.

Like, I don't know.
I don't know.

I just--
it's just so upsetting.

You have to consider that, like,
I was in almost every scene.

Like, sis...grr.

But doesn't that say anything?
Anything?

Like, bitch, I've been
training for this shit,

and I'm, like, ready,

and, like, I just keep on
ending up in the bottom.

Keep on ending up in the bottom.

I haven't even won anything yet.

It's crazy.

Bitch, I've won New York City's
entertainer of the year.

I mean, I always work so hard
to always be at the top.

I don't belong in the bottom.

That's not me.
I'm not that girl.

Fuck, bitch, like, I can't--

If I have to stay
the weakest...[mumbles]

I'm so confused.

I literally said that
to everybody in the room.

I was like, I'm so surprised
that Brita is there.

You, in my mind, stepped up
from where you were last week.

It is made apparent to me
that we can't play nice anymore.

Like, people
are dropping like flies,

and we're going one by one.

Like, we can be cordial
to each other,

but, like, I am not playing--

This is a game now.

I mean, I thought I was playing
the game, but I guess not.

Take control.

Girl, this is about to get real.

The competition is fierce.

So fierce.

But I'm not going to be
in the bottom again.

So when Aiden
ends up in the bottom,

I hope that she's going up
against one of the other girls

that has the fire
behind their eyes like I do,

so that they can send her home.

You wanna play
the big girl game,

the RuPaul's Drag Race
big girl game?

Playing the game, sis.

I came here to win.

Yeah.

I see both sides of this.

-Thank you.
-You're not wrong

that a lot of energy
was directed at you.

Why we've been feeling this way,
I think--

and I could be wrong--

is because
we haven't had that true...

-That same connection with me.
-Sister connection with you.

Aiden is very stuck in her ways,

and I don't think
she trusts the rest of us.

She thinks we all come
from these big cities

where drag is something
totally different.

But it's like girl, it may not
be RuPaul's Best Friend Race,

but it has to be RuPaul's
Colleague and Co-worker Race.

This is not a solo competition

until you're at
the very, very end.

You haven't, like, come up
to any of us to kiki with us,

so then we're not gonna,
I guess,

have your back in this scenario.

But this is where
this is coming from.

Nicky: Yeah.

Whew. I'm gonna bring Sherry
her cocktail.

She left it here.

You all right, Miss Thing?

You good?subtitle

Listen to me. They love
what they see about you.

I am incredibly proud of you.

Do not underestimate yourself

because you don't have
a fucking $2.000 costume.

I think your performance
was strong,

and what I love
is that you pour your soul

into every single performance
that you're doing.

Don't doubt yourself.

If you have to lip sync,
lip sync,

and may the best woman win,
and it's fine.

But do not doubt yourself.

I don't think I have any more
chance than you.

And don't mess up my armor,

because I tried to chrome it
as much as I could.

[both laugh]

I love you,
and I'm proud of you, okay?

I love you, too.

Queens, five minutes.

Five minutes for the runway.

Thank you, Five.

At this point I'm starting
to get in my head,

but at the same time
I feel iconic, I feel great.

And if I have to lip sync,
I'm gonna let them have it.

I am upset. I am confused.

I had just started getting some
traction in this competition,

I got shot back down.

I want to ride this bus
till the wheels fall off.

I did not come here
just to go home.

I don't wanna go home.

Queens, runway time.

We're going back to the runway.

This way, this way, this way,
this way, this way.

RuPaul: Welcome back, ladies.

I've made some decisions.

Nicky Doll, Heidi.

The time has come for you
to lip sync for your life.

Heidi, shantay you stay.

Nicky Doll,
we have to say au revoir.

Now sashay away.

It is incredibly painful
to be on that stage

and finally realizing
this dream,

and being stuck for something
that you can't really control.

I have a language barrier,

and I feel like a prisoner
in my own drag persona.

And my insides just wanna, like,
scream

and showcase who I am,

but it was not easy.

It's sad
and really frustrating.

Oh, my God,
I'm gonna miss that place.

Aw.

Heidi.

"Dear Nicky,
I love you so much.

"Getting to meet you

"has been one
of the best times of my life.

"I am saddened
that we had to lip sync,

"but I know
it's just the beginning

"of a beautiful friendship,

"almost as beautiful
as you and your soul.

"Remember
to stay soft and supple.

Love, Heidi."

Aw. We've built something
so special.

And I thought I didn't get
to show enough who I am,

but by reading those letters,

I really feel like I've shown
my personality and my heart.

So it's just humbling.

All right, Heidi,

you get my Nicki Minaj wig
that I didn't wear.

I'm sure you're gonna slay it
better than me.

This is for you, my love.

I really learned
that you can be a look queen,

but you can also not take
yourself too seriously.

Oh, my God.

Let's go home.

It's time to not be scared
of being ridiculous,

and use all my quirkiness
and fun

and weirdness and French
to stand out.

And from now, I'm gonna use
my weakness as my strength.

Unh!

[sighs]

From France to America
and now the world,

thank you.graphic

♪ I am American,
American, American ♪

♪ I am American, American ♪

♪ The red, white, and blue ♪

♪ I am American,
American, American ♪

♪ I am American, American ♪

♪ Just like you, too ♪

♪ Am-Am-Am-Am-American,
American, American

♪ I am American, American ♪

♪ The red, white, and blue ♪

♪ I am American, American ♪

♪ Just like you, too ♪