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Where am I?

I have lost myself.

Who am I?

I've forgotten since.

Am I nothing?

Waiting for no one.

Is there something out there? Self-focus and sometimes

thinking about all the mistakes that you know to me now.

I'm too tired but I don't want to leave I'll miss the best part of asking You're

going round in circles, I'm losing myself Far from this garden, I'm

somewhere else I'm too tired but I don't want to leave I'll miss the best part of

asking

Wow, you look a proper mess.

Relax. Just takes practice.

Tell you, if I drink any more of this, I'm not gonna need any flusher.

Chill out, babes. You'll be fine. No, I won't. It'll look crap because I can't

do it right.

Tell me.

Come on. Tell Ashley.

I feel like...

I shouldn't be doing this.

The OTT.

Midnight Sun.

First piece of makeup I ever owned.

Curse you, Vanessa.

Aww, she bought it for you?

Nah.

Nicked it from her glove box.

Oh, fuck!

What was that about, eh?

I will not have that kind of behaviour on my pitch ever, do you understand?

I've spoken to your mum.

Yeah, she's not happy.

Theo mate, this is serious.

If Simi and his family want to go to the police, you might be facing a criminal

record.

Theo mate, what's going on with you?

Because I feel like I've been talking to a brick wall for months now.

Is there something going on at home?

Is that what it is?

Are you wearing Chanel?

What's the point of wearing gloss if you've got football later?

What's the point of wearing Chanel if you're going to work?

Waste of good perfume.

Harold's leaving due tonight. I thought I'd make a bit of an effort.

God.

Hey! Hey, what are you doing?

Here.

What time are you going to be back?

Oh, I'm not late.

What's for tea? Tea?

Isn't it fishy, chippy Fridays with the footy lads tonight?

I'm not going.

Oh, why not?

See ya. I just don't want to go, okay?

Alright, alright. Don't bite my head off.

Might try the filleted cod.

Anton says this place does really good fish.

Well, go easy on the Chanel, yeah?

Doesn't go well with the smell of fried cod.

Here we go again.

She is entitled to her own life, you know.

Yeah, but Anton?

What was he like, 20 years younger than her?

Well, she's hot. And I think she's cleaned off filthy knickers for long

enough. Shut up.

Bet he's hung like a church candle.

Honestly,

if it was the other way around, nobody would mind. No, look, I'm not saying

that, right?

Women can do anything guys can.

She works with him.

It's tacky.

Don't shit where you eat, right?

Yeah, yeah, yeah. Women can do anything guys can.

Bin man, ice cream man, fucking ombudsman.

Ombudsman? I don't know, but you never hear about any ombudswoman, do you?

Life would suck without you, Len.

You're the...

Fizz in my champagne.

The strawberries in your daiquiri.

Your makeup looks stunning today, I love it.

Ta!

Channeling my inner Katie Burns.

Ah, love Katie Burns. Her makeup is always on point.

She's actually got the balls to go out and wear it.

Why don't you?

Dirty fucking beater!

You know I had trials, don't you?

Charlton, West Ham, Spurs.

Yeah, you name it.

My prime, I could have run rings around you, lad.

Yeah, if it wasn't for my knee, who knows where I'd be now.

Look, if you want to kick a footy, run a park with some mates, then be my guest.

But we're not pissing about in here, OK?

This team should be League One.

And on my pitch, we wear the same kit, we follow the same game plan, and we all

think as one.

But Simeon's... I'm not going to tell you this again.

You don't bring personal drama onto my pitch, okay?

Whatever it is, leave it at home.

Now here's what's going to happen. You're going to go outside, and you're

going to tell him that you're sorry.

It was self-defence.

What he looks like.

is you winding up the other lads and then getting violent when you get a

reaction that you don't like.

Deserved.

All this aggro over that.

Even now, because I'm wasting away out here.

I'll go hards with you on a panini.

We could be outside right now.

Hello?

Hello?

You're not dealing with this shit every day. I have to deal with you, don't I?

Look, if you showed up with a new haircut, they'd take the piss. I mean,

I'd probably take the piss, actually. I'd take the piss if you didn't.

Cheers.

Stop trying to hide. This whole blending in thing ain't really working for you,

hun, is it?

Why can't you just join another team?

I know they used to be your mates, but it doesn't really seem like it anymore,

does it?

Won't another team just be the same?

They can't all be like this, can they?

You're nuts

Pout the shit out of it.

Proper stinks in here.

I'm gonna fucking kill him.

You got any grated cheese?

I think that's all this is missing.

Oh, I know exactly what he's doing, this sly little shit.

Oh, look, they're all wading in now. Ha ha ha, awkward.

Just ignore them, babes. They've gotten out better today.

Hey, has your mum got any of that tiger bread left to dip in? Oh, you shut up!

Why'd you make me put the lippy on?

Me? You pushed me into doing this shit, and I'm the one who has to deal with it.

Are you actually joking right now?

None of this would happen if it weren't for you.

You've scared the life out of me.

So how was Anton's cod?

Is that my coat?

I was too young for you, you know.

It's actually a bit sad.

Right.

Whatever's gotten into you, it stops as of now, okay?

Because I'm sick of this attitude.

You haven't got a clue, have you?

Look, I'm not talking about this right now, okay?

But we will talk about it in the morning, believe me.

Now just go to bed.

I said upstairs, now!

I hate you.

Am I what you are for now?

You're an ungrateful, spoilt little freak.

who's going to throw it all away because he wants to play dresser.

It's pathetic.

You don't deserve to be wearing that kit.

No, but I... I am talking.

You better wipe that smack off your face because if you don't, mate, they'll

leave you alive out there.

Oi!

Sit down! You dirty fucking bender!

There's a fizz in your champagne.

There's strawberries in my daiquiri.

I've spoken to Simeon, some of the other lads, and they're all saying the same

thing.

There's no room for violence in this game, Theo.

You know why they take the piss.

It's just banter, okay?

Everyone takes a piss out of everyone else.

Don't take it so personally.

But between me and you, if you want to turn up wearing that stuff,

then you've got to accept there might be consequences.

Come on, let's nip this in the bud. You and Simeon can kiss and make up.

Good lad.

You're doing the right thing.

If you walk out that door you'll regret it.

I'm sorry, Mum.

Do you want to get in serious trouble? Is that it?

Because if you want to throw your life down the toilet, you're going the right

way about it. I was standing up for myself.

You've got to be smarter, Theo.

You can't just go around beating the shit out of someone just because they

say something you don't like.

What are you, some kind of thug?

I'm sorry.

I'm sick.

and tired of them making me feel like a joke.

Your coach gave me a right earful on the phone.

I told him to piss off.

And I thought you were getting a bit old for that midnight

sun if you tidy your room properly and

you do my makeup for my next date with Anton.

Okay.

Let's get you home, get some ice on that face.

And I need a G&T.

Can I have one?

No.

Put your seatbelt on.

Wow.

Maybe the one.

Is there something out there that's out of focus?

Spend some time thinking about it All the mistakes catching up to me now I'm

too tired but I don't wanna leave I'll miss the best part if I sleep You're

going around in circles, I'm losing myself Far from the start and I'm

somewhere else I'm too tired but I don't wanna leave I'll miss the best part if I

sleep

I'm dreaming another memory of the emptiness inside of me

and all the possibilities.

I'm tired of all the dreaming.

Instead of focus, I'm breathing in and out. I'm running out. I'm running

out of time. Spend some time thinking about all the mistakes.