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Is this it?

I think so.

Should we have a look? Yeah.

Look at that.

It's so big.

Happy?

Happy.

Come on.

- I closed my eyes. - I closed my eyes.

Drew back the curtain,

to see for certain-

Of what I thought I knew.

Christ.

Mum, what is it?

Oh, my god!

Mum will see to it.

Careful.

Move. Go on, jump.

Three, two, one.

Yes.

Do your parents know you're here?

Give it a go, love.

It's good for you, especially if you're a bit frigid.

Charming.

Adam, Adam, Adam, Adam, Adam.

Go on, jump it.

- Go on, Adam. - Come on.

- Go on, Adam. - What a pussy.

Go on, chickenshit.

Go on [inaudible 00:04:26].

Is frigid like arthritis?

Maybe seawater helps.

Helps what?

Your arthritis. I don't have arthritis, Evie.

Hi, hi, Yvonne.

You made it.

Hi there.

Permission to come aboard?

Lovely to see you.

Evie,

you remember Tony, don't you?

Met at Carol and Dave's wedding. When was that?

Look at you. Spit of your mother, aren't you?

Gorgeous.

Tony's just passing through.

- He's going to stay a day or two. - Yeah.

You said it was our holiday.

Then to your mummy time.

Let's not be rude.

Come on in. Do you fancy a drink?

Hey, I saw a few kids your age in the village just now.

Why don't you go and say hello?

It'll be fine.

Come on in.

What?

Oh, my god!

What are you looking at?

You some sort of pervert?

Hey, dad.

Miss you.

I know you and mum need space or whatever, but some weird bloke's arrived.

I reckon he just invited himself.

Yeah, of course you can.

She's having to laugh at all of his jokes.

They're not even funny.

That's a good one.

I heard those idiots on the swing shouting and that.

I don't mind.

You should, about stuff like that.

Taking him out with you?

She's my best friend.

Can't be much conversation.

She talks all the time.

What's she saying now then?

Knock, knock.

- Who's there? - Adam.

Adam who?

Adam My Way, and let me in.

I can show you somewhere really cool to hide if you want,

- if you promise not to tell anyone. - Crossed my heart and hope to die.

Don't do that.

It's down here.

Come on.

It's all right.

Come on.

My dad used to work here.

Until they laid them all off.

Where does he work now?

He had to go away.

Why?

Hurry up down there. I need 10 tons of tin before noon.

Not good.

What?

Live in the walls of the mine.

Warning, the mine is going to collapse.

Bam.

Have you ever seen one?

Don't see them, hear them.

Ghosts of dead miners.

That's what some say.

Just stay close.

Turn your torch on.

Adam.

Adam.

Adam?

Come on, over here.

That's one of the shafts.

Underground tunnels take you out to sea.

Listen.

Ready?

Wait for it.

The knockers, they're actually real.

What?

You can't tell anyone.

I've got to go.

Wait.

Dad, it was amazing.

Don't tell Mum, but there was this boy.

Just a friend boy, not a boyfriend.

Anyway, he took me to this place.

There was

this knocking from inside.

You look gorgeous, though.

Merlot. Oh, I like it mature.

Oh, Evie.

Come and try some delicious local cheeses.

Here you go, love.

Cut you a bit. Come on then.

Now then, try that. The cheddar.

Go on.

All right.

Down it goes.

Where it's gone, nobody knows.

I'll have another bit. - Yeah.

Off she goes. Ta-ta.

- A bit of Stilton. - Oh, very nice.

I saw you. Who is she?

I don't know. Evie or something.

She might be your Wendy.

I'm not Peter Pan, though.

You'll never get a girlfriend if you're so mean.

Thank you so much.

You okay, darling? What's wrong?

Go wash your hands for me.

Right, boy?

What is that face for? What have you said to your sister?

Nothing.

What did he want?

He came to fix the toilet.

I could have done that.

Don't need to be inviting blokes around.

Just the male population of Cornwall.

What, inviting him around for a party, are we?

That's dad's technique. Looks like a bloodbath.

Evie's going to think you're so weird. - Shut up.

Flammy said the nicer the boys are, the more they fancy you.

Shut up. I don't fancy her.

We're going to find you a moral, and you're going to be nice to her, okay?

You can take your sister with you and all.

Look at you.

We knew you'd like it, do you?

Yeah.

Tony's making a cheeky carbonara.

I thought he didn't eat cheese. It's not true.

Mum, we don't have any secrets, do we?

You wish. Mummy's very boring.

So Tony's just a friend then?

As opposed to what? A spy?

An assassin?

He'd love it if we thought that.

Oh.

What is it?

It's a few stretch marks.

You've had a spurt, that's all.

All part of being a woman.

That's a secret.

Don't be long, love. You've got your new friends downstairs.

Happy birthday to you.

Happy birthday to you.

Happy birthday, dear Evie.

Happy birthday to you.

Amazing, Tony. What a voice.

Evie and I like to sing, don't we, Evie?

I close my eyes.

You can open them now.

Can't wish for everything, darling.

Oh, there we go. Go on, one more.

Yeah, and again.

That's better. They want some cake.

There we go.

One, two, three,

four, five, seven.

What's this?

Oh, it's just a thing I talk to.

You talk to yourself?

No, I use it to talk to my dad,

so he doesn't miss anything when he's not here.

Can I talk to mine? He missed out a lot.

Don't, that's not yours. Give it back.

Go on, give it back.

You don't even care.

Wait.

Please, just once.

Okay, speak into there.

Hey, Dad, it's me, Tink.

My feet are size 11 now.

I can climb trees higher, and I can run for a stop.

Hello.

Yeah.

Yeah, all fine.

Tony made it in the end.

Jackie's Tony, so that's nice.

That's okay, isn't it?

Conference all right?

Not with an hour, are you?

Okay, okay. If you say so.

Anyway, maybe call back later.

She's got some friends around.

One of them is a boy.

I know. Bless her.

I think she likes him.

Bye.

Look what it says on Evie's tape.

That's just a friend.

We've got to go. Can she come to the show?

Come on.

Thanks for having us.

He's taking me back, Dad,

to our special place.

I'm not scared.

Not with Adam.

Adam.

I've brought the recorder. What for?

The knockers.

To get proof.

Shhh.

Go away.

Leave me alone.

I can hear you.

What do you want from me?

Please!

It didn't sound like a ghost, Adam.

I have to tell Mum. You can't.

Wait. We go to jail for trespassing.

Lord of all kindliness,

Lord of all grace,

Your hands swift to welcome,

Your arms to embrace.

Be there at our homing,

and give us, we pray,

Your love in our hearts, Lord,

at the eve of the day.

Adam.

Thanks for waiting.

How are you both?

What?

What? He's not been in practice ever, Adam.

Mum.

You must have noticed.

Go and wait outside for me.

Go on.

He can be so like his dad.

I just don't want him wandering around,

stuck in his head the whole time with no purpose.

You can't protect him from his own thoughts, Debbie.

No more than you could do that for Tom.

Those were not his thoughts, Vicar.

You are like some monster, dragging him into a dark place.

God help me, I'll protect my son.

Have you told him yet?

It's been 3 years.

Do you not think maybe it's time?

Time for what?

The note that Tom left.

He wasn't thinking straight. God knows what that meant.

I just wonder how you can move on as a family.

And what?

And what?

Yeah.

What do you want from me?

Please!

There's something he doesn't know, Dad.

Should I tell him?

You don't lie to people you love.

Do you?

Hmm.

Mum?

Are you dreaming up again? Go on.

I was thinking- Evie, please.

Maybe you and Daddy could get married again.

Why would we do that?

To show that you love each other.

Once is enough.

I wasn't there.

How do I know?

Because we've got you, haven't we?

You're our love.

Why are you in there?

Go away.

Hey, kid.

I'm not a kid.

Not in this life.

Tell me.

There was no way out.

I had no choice.

I had to jump. Shut up.

Mom said dad's not coming tonight.

He said he would if he could.

I shall head back.

Will you tell him?

Tell him what?

Tell him what it's like to see me dance.

I think it will make him happy.

Find your seats, ladies and gentlemen.

It's the only time that your [inaudible 00:42:46] are judging.

Hello, love. You alright? Good to see you.

What do you want to drink? You have something.

I'm getting Debbie a drink.

All right.

Can I have a lemonade, please?

- It was not too late to enter. - Go back.

Well, how about you, mate?

This is your chance Adam. What?

Why don't you do that song that your dad likes?

You know what? I'm going to go and tell him.

No, Mom. I don't care about-

About getting into the county finals?

You've got new experiences, love.

You've got new people and new places.

First up, it's the sisters.

Come on, love. Please, make me proud.

Hey, you look lovely.

I believe we do, yes.

I'm going to get the booze, then.

All right, love. You must be Evie.

It's really nice to meet you. What's your name?

Yvonne. Pleasure to meet you, too.

Thank you so much for the birthday tea.

The kids were raving about the cake.

Oh. It's just a classic Victoria.

Come and join us. Evie, do you want to sit next to Adam?

Here we are. Wine?

I'm all right, thank you. She doesn't drink.

Good job. You have to check her ID.

Tell me it was your big sister.

To our youngest act, The Sparkling Stars.

You didn't go back, did you?

And now for a late entry, a wild card in B, the young Adam Pascal.

Back in, you lot.

Or what? Tommy going to come after me?

Shut up.

What's he doing?

Adam?

You stay here, young lady.

Mom, let me go. Let's just leave.

Adam?

He's a liar.

Messing with our heads.

They're lying to you, too.

Are you stupid?

Adam.

The truth's important, isn't it?

I suppose.

So, there shouldn't ever be any secrets between us.

If you like.

Because I heard something the other day by your dad.

Idiots at the show, I bet.

Saying he was funny in the head.

No, it was your mum.

Something on a note he left.

I don't think he's coming back, Adam.

Adam?

Adam, I… Just go.

I'm sorry, I…

I don't want you here. Go.

Hello.

She doesn't like people staring. It's rude.

Quite a scene last night, wasn't it, darling?

It was disgusting.

Well, we were right to leave when we did.

It was disgusting and gross.

You're disgusting for doing it. Making us leave?

It was a community event.

We should have never gone in the first place.

What? So you can come back and shag?

Where on earth have you learnt language like that?

Huh?

"Oh, ah, Tony." Oh, that's disgusting.

Fat cow.

What did you say?

I said you're a fat cow. You're a fat, ugly old cow.

When dad finds out what you did, he's going to leave us for good,

and then no one will want you.

You stay in your room today.

I should never have let you out in the first place.

You're far too immature. You'll not be seeing that Adam, either.

He's turned you into a vile child.

Can you wash, too, please?

It smells like something's died in here.

Disgusting, actually.

Wasn't yesterday evening wonderful?

A time to come together in celebration and friendship.

You don't need me to tell you,

these are difficult times for our community.

Closure of the mind, financial hardship.

Mum.

But I'm convinced they will provide enough-

I'll speak to you about it later.

for us to prove our strength.

I don't know what's going on in that head of yours,

but Pete has been nothing but good to us.

Whether it be friends, family-

Did he even know?

- Who and what? - Dad.

Did he even know when he left?

If you will allow me to share a story with you.

When I was a young schoolboy,

I had the profound realisation that I would not live forever.

That one day I would leave my family, this world, leave it all behind.

I became angry.

What is the point of anything if we are to lose everything.

Are you coming downstairs?

Tony's gone now.

Just you and me tonight.

He jumped.

I'm sorry. The man.

In the mine.

He jumped.

What? He wanted to die.

So he jumped.

You said he was a liar.

You said he was a bad person.

Because you're not supposed to do that.

You don't just give up.

He killed him.

He might not be dead.

We can go back.

You'll save him.

I know you can.

Dad.

I'm sorry.

He hurt you.

You can come up now.

It's okay.

Maybe he found a way out.

One of the tunnels to the sea, like you said.

Say something, please.

What do you want?

I know what you mean.

I don't need you.

You've got to fight.

Fight what?

The monsters.

The sadness.

My mum says that if you pretend to be happy, then

sooner or later, it'll be normal.

You just have to practice.

What are you doing?

No, you'll fall. Get off me.

I'm going down. No, you can't.

Get off. Stop, stop, Jesus!

Stop. Please come up.

Please don't make him go down.

I'll come up.

But not while you're there.

Why?

You don't need to see me.

You saved me.

Walk away.

And don't come back.

Please.

You do the right thing, yeah?

Dad, it's me.

I hope you're okay wherever you are.

Dawn's on the talent show.

She's all right, big head now.

You'd be proud of her dad.

But it's okay.

I know you couldn't be there.

It's okay.

You should talk to your mum, you know.

You must get tired of all that pretending.

Here you are, sleepy head.

I was about to wake you up.

I've got a pickup over in Penzance this morning.

I wondered if you want to keep me company.

Dawn's got downs.

What are you doing?

Packing, darling.

Can you start doing the same, too?

There's no point being here, is there? Not like this.

Why did you do it?

That should never have happened.

I'm sorry.

Was it because you missed dad?

Because you don't think he's missing you?

Evie.

I'm sorry.

Your dad doesn't love me any more.

Why didn't you tell me?

I just want you to be happy.

How am I supposed to be happy if you're so sad?

I'm not sad.

I'm not sad.

Stop pretending, Mum.

You're not a child.

No.

I'm your mother.

I'm your friend.

I'm going to go say bye.

Why have we stopped?

Your dad proposed to me up here. Did you know that?

He left this.

Before he went.

If you want it.

I don't know what it meant.

He weren't thinking straight, so God knows.

The morning he went, I knew something was wrong.

Yeah, because he left two kids alone.

He always did that.

This was different.

I saw him by the cliffs.

I ran towards him, but I had Dawn.

She fell, and when I looked up, he was gone.

I'm sorry, Mum.

Why did you say?

Because you kept saying he was coming back.

That he was just off.

That's what you said.

I didn't know what to…

I'm sorry, Mum.

You didn't do nothing wrong.

Can you stop looking there, okay?

It's all over.

Everything feels different.

Like nothing is ever what it seems.

Like no one ever says what they mean.

You're coming up, aren't you?

Adam will come back.

Please come up.

You can't be dead.

Adam can't find you.

Not like this.

We heard you'd come to say bye.

Your mum said about Nana dying and that.

I heard you saved a lost boy.

Adam did.

Adam saved him.

Secret forever.

I love you, Evie.

Whenever you're ready.

Come on.

Our Father, who art in heaven.

Holy be thy name.

Thy kingdom come.

Thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven.

Give us this day our daily bread.

And forgive us our trespasses.

As we forgive those who trespass against us.

This is the story of Evie Marie Saunders

and her friend, Adam.

August 14th, 1991.

Everything is real.

Everything is true.