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Miss Feng, do you feel this secret relationship

is emotionally unfair to you?

Of course not.

Neither of us wants to pressure the other.

This actually keeps us more stable.

Then why go public now?

We got caught during my set visit.

So we just admitted it.

Rumor says Mr. Zhen is shooting a gay film.

And it's pretty bold.

Does that bother you?

Not at all.

It's just acting.

If it weren't a gay film,

I might worry more.

Have you met his co-star?

Mr. Zhang? I have.

He's really nice.

We even had hot pot together.

Stop watching, bro.

Please, Zhun. I'm begging you.

Get a grip.

You are just shooting a gay film.

You're not gay.

What about Danyi?

I won't hold her back.

I'll break up with her.

What?

Are you crazy?

Fine, fine.

Forget gay or not gay.

His relationship is already public.

And you still want to dive in?

That's just stupid.

My phone.

Give me my phone back.

Move, please.

Since you went public with Miss Feng,

why say your feelings are uncertain?

I don't like the media prying into my private life.

Interviewing me is your job.

My love life is mine.

You just admitted you're in love.

Is it not Miss Feng?

Sorry,

but I don't owe the world every detail.

Does that mean in relationships,

you're irresponsible?

Who am I responsible to?

Only the person I love.

"Deep In" (Episode 8)

We've got other work to do, everyone leave.

Who am I responsible to?

Only the person I love.

Everyone, please disperse.

Well, it shouldn't be you.

It can't be you, bro.

Fan service is enough.

Don't catch feelings under any circumstance.

Wu, finally you are here.

Talk some sense into Zhun.

Zhen Xin must have bewitched him.

He's lost it.

You okay?

I'm fine.

How is he?

Are reporters still blocking him?

He's at the hotel.

His private doctor went too.

Private doctor?

What's wrong with him?

Acute gastroenteritis.

Zhao Chen said it's nothing serious.

He's on an IV.

He's safe for now.

But later, they'll need a press conference.

It's my stomach.

I'm willing.

Where are you going?

To see him.

Calm down.

Outside the hotel,

reporters are everywhere.

I don't care.

I want to see him.

I can't wait another second.

Let me go.

I...

I'm in love with him.

Zhang Zhun.

Wake the fuck up.

"Love"

isn't a word you throw around.

You're both men.

Can you be a little realistic?

What if the company finds out?

How will you survive in this industry?

Fine.

Even if

I let you go,

what are you going as?

Zhang Zhun.

As myself.

You...

This time I'm not fine.

Something is wrong.

In and out of the show,

I fell for him.

Senior.

Let me be selfish once.

Zhun.

Fuck.

Zhun.

You did that on purpose.

Of course not.

We just got caught.

I had to admit it.

Or what?

Should I tell them we broke up,

and you climbed into a man's bed?

No.

I need to see him.

Are you out of your mind?

The reporters are still out there.

Want him labeled the male homewrecker?

Can't you hold back?

Play around in the show, fine.

But once it's over?

Move in and play house?

Mr. Zhang seems decent.

Don't ruin him.

I'm not playing.

I want to announce our breakup.

Fine.

All in the same line of work.

I don't want to ruin you.

But

my price is high.

Maybe hold on a bit longer?

Who's that?

He looks familiar.

Mr. Zhang.

Come in,

Mr. Zhang.

Mr. Zhang is the film's other male lead.

Stop filming.

You really came.

Sorry.

I didn't mean to provoke you.

I just

wanted to see him.

The doctor said

it's nothing serious.

He just ate too spicy

and hurt his stomach.

You came empty-handed?

What?

Should I have brought fruit?

You came late,

and brought nothing.

Come and tell me your dream, Mr. Gao.

See?

You can accept other people's touch.

No.

Only yours.

Did you forget your line?

You're supposed to say,

I can hear your heartbeat.

Can you hear mine?

Honey.

Keep rehearsing.

I'll get you some milk.

She knows.

Help me.

I feel awful.

Is your stomach hurting?

Zhen Xin.

Where the fuck does it hurt?

Everywhere.

Hurry.

Help me.

You...

Why are you so horny?

Aren't martial artists strict about this stuff?

Why get your ears pierced?

Just...

Pretty.

It is pretty.

You're on an IV.

Behave.

Zhun.

I'm glad you came.

Honey.

Done rehearsing?

I still have something to do.

I'll go first.

I'll walk you out.

Take care of yourself.

Your taste

is still excellent.

Thanks.

I don't want to wait anymore.

Me neither.

Spill.

How much?

What terms?

Fifty million.

Plus one movie.

Two S-tier dramas.

Big-budget, TV-aired productions.

At least second female lead.

Fifty million?

You're worth that price?

It's him... who's probably worth it.

Fine.

I'll wire it in installments.

But we can't go public yet.

Thanks to you, Honey,

this luxury car deal is rare.

Give it a few more days.

What luxury car wants you?

One made for mistresses?

Say one more word,

and it's another ten million.

How many days do I wait?

The brand hasn't confirmed yet.

But

you know me.

I won't delay your business.

If needed,

I can even help you.

Neither of us

wants to burn bridges.

Right?

The sooner, the better.

Normally, with Mr. Zhen's situation,

we'd pause for a few more days.

But we're short on time.

The crew can't just sit around.

So we resume today.

Got it.

Is Mr. Zhen better?

Can he shoot?

Look.

There he is.

Mr. Zhen.

You recovered fast.

Someone was concerned about me.

Director Zhou.

I'd naturally heal faster. Here you are.

Mr. Zhang. Director Zhou.

Hey.

Mr. Zhen.

Let's rehearse first.

In this scene,

Fang Chi brings Gao Zhun to a bar as a reward.

Then someone hits on him,

asks Gao Zhun for his number,

and sends a hookup message.

Fang Chi gets furious.

So he leaves with Gao Zhun.

Later, he comes back, saying he forgot his glasses,

and beats the guy up.

AD.

Is the guy here?

Hey?

Tommy.

Tommy.

I'm here~

Hi~

Let's rehearse then.

OK~

Let's run it once.

Later, say to Mr. Zhang,

"Hey, handsome. Got a boyfriend?"

Then follow your feeling.

Mr. Zhang, just act naturally.

Let's run it.

Okay.

Hey, handsome~ Yes, that's it.

Got a boyfriend?~

Sir, don't touch his chest.

Put your hand on his shoulder.

Not his chest?

I can't feel it that way.

That's not my character.

Fine, fine.

We'll do it your way.

Mr. Zhen, got a light?

Hey, handsome~

Got a boyfriend?~

Too much, sir.

Huh?

How do you feel about this extra scene?

Not bad.

Which film school?

He isn't professionally trained.

He

is actually gay.

He's even kind of known in that circle.

He got picked on purpose.

Yeah.

Director Chen asked around to find and cast him.

He said

straight guys might not have the right vibe.

Casting AD.

I'm heading out.

Coming.

It has to be like this.

That's how we do it.

You go first.

Well, AD,

Go over the blocking with Mr. Zhang.

I'll go over there to take a look.

Mr. Zhen.

I'm really into your face~

I'm Tommy~

You dare use your real name?

You were all tender with that other one just now~

Why so sharp with me?~

Slept with him?~

Watch your mouth.

With the way you two look at each other,

sparks are flying.

Even an idiot can see it~

What do you think

of my type?~

Huh?

I'm not in your circle.

True.

His type is nice.

He looks so fuckable.

This kind of "lady"

acts all proper before you crack them.

But once you do,

they get real slutty~

What?

Did I hit a nerve?~

Gonna hit me?

Big star.

Big Best Actor.

I don't believe you'd dare do it here.

Ah!

Ah!

He's hitting me!

What are you doing?

Help!

He's hitting me! Nobody fucking move.

Action.

Help!

Artists have heavy hands.

Sorry.

I'm not blaming you.

Don't leave.

Please.

I won't.

Stay for what?

I'm scared.

I'm really scared.

I keep the lights on all night and don't dare close my eyes.

When those memories haunt me,

I only think of you.

Don't pull me in and push me away.

I can't take it.

How could I push you away?

It's just sometimes,

I don't know what to do.

Is it because...

is it because I'm dirty and don't deserve you?

This is just therapy.

You held my hand.

You held it like a lover.

And everything you did before...

I can't live without you now.

I think about you every second.

Does that make you proud?

Mr. Gao.

Calm down.

If I hadn't been raped,

if I were fine,

would you want me then?

If you hadn't been raped,

we never would have met.

If you hadn't been raped,

you wouldn't even look at me.

You're a peacock,

proud in your own world.

Did it have to happen

for me to meet you?

Don't let go.

Break me if you must, but don't let go.

Cut.

This feeling

won't happen again.

This is what you two created.

Mr. Zhang. The car is here.

Hey.

You go back.

I'll talk with Mr. Zhen.

Oh.

Director Chen, Mr. Zhen.

I'll head out, then.

Zhen Xin.

I think that little girlfriend of yours is nice.

Stop messing around.

But I only want to love him.

I don't want to meddle either.

But for cutie Qin's sake,

I have to warn you.

In this industry,

one wrong step can destroy you.

Loving someone isn't wrong.

You're in the show,

aren't you scared it's [just] a moment of passion?

If you die tomorrow,

will you stop eating today?

I'm heading out, Director.

Young and reckless.

How could you know

how cruel the world can be?

Fine.

Just great.

[Call from Zhen Xin]

Hello?

Open the door.

What?

I said open the door.

Why are you here in the middle of the night?

Please have pity on me, Mr. Zhang.

Take me in.

Take you in?

She kicked you out?

Yeah.

We broke up.

So of course I got kicked out.

She didn't say anything?

No.

A jerk whose heart isn't with her

is annoying to look at.

Then

did she cry?

Why would she cry?

Let me tell you.

Women are tougher than men.

Hey.

What are these?

Don't look. It's not done.

You made them yourself?

Yes.

Leopard and kitty.

Leopard.

Kitty.

Yes.

I really should hold [sounds like leopard] my kitty tight.

Sleep early.

I'll set an alarm.

I'll wake you tomorrow.

What are you doing with your hand?

Don't you want it?

I...

We still have filming tomorrow.

This isn't right.

I know.

So

tonight,

I'll "help" you.

Actually,

I had a dream like this.

That time I got drunk.

I dreamed of you.

Just like this.

You were "helping" me.

Did you like that dream?

I did.

Wake up.

Time for makeup.

I know.

Zhun.

Um... The call time changed.

Makeup is two hours earlier.

I left breakfast here.

Also, I did ring the bell.

That sprint could make the Olympics.

Mr. Jia.

I sent your follow-up details to your phone.

See you next week.

Mr. Gao.

Mr. Gao, you can go in now.

Sir.

What a coincidence.

Why are you here?

I'm here for therapy.

And you?

Oh.

Me too.

Hey.

Sir.

The art museum from last week,

the prep work is done.

I can never catch you at the office.

I haven't had a chance to report.

How about...

Mr. Gao.

It's your turn.

He actually came here.

What

is wrong with him?

Just ordinary insomnia.

But he doesn't look like someone who can't sleep.

You care a lot about him.

I...

Remember.

Stay away from him.

As far as possible.

Why?

Did he say something?

You

must never meet him alone.

Can you tell me

what he did?

Do I have to say it?

I don't like you getting close to other men.

Especially him.

Can you do that?

I will.

I can do that.

Have you been sleeping well?

My head is a mess.

If I say I've been thinking about you,

is that wrong?

Thinking about me?

What?

Your hands.

Your voice.

Anyway,

when I think of you,

I don't think of the bad things.

Actually,

you can stay at my place.

Really?

I'm turning off the light.

Wait.

Can you

hold my hand first?

I haven't

slept with the light soff in a long time.

We can keep them on tonight.

No.

I want you to see

that I'm trying.

You're doing well.

Don't be afraid.

I'm here.

Dr. Fang.

Mm.

Fang.

Dr. Fang.

I'm here.

Kiss me.

Please.

You can't depend on me completely.

Please.

Just once.

Please kiss me.

Gao Zhun.

Don't leave me alone.

Don't reject me.

Get off.

Hello?

Sir.

Are you asleep?

I...

Sir.

Sir.

Are you there?

Sir.

Where are you?

Sir.

Hello.

Sir. Where are you?

Sir.

Can you hear me?

Who are you with?

Come in.

Sir.

These are the materials for next month's exhibition venue.

Put them on the desk.

Thanks.

I'll read them later.

Justin.

Sir.

Last night,

where did you go?

Justin.

Let go of me.

Let go.

Sir.

Do you think teasing me like this

is fun?

Then as you wish,

I'm hooked.

Let go of me.

Hey.

Honestly, Zhang Zhun,

I didn't know you could act this well.

I underestimated you before.

No hard feelings.

You're too kind, Mr. Jiang.

If this film works,

we should thank Chairman Jiang for investing.

Come on.

You're so modest,

you're making me embarrassed.

With you all in it,

the box office is safe.

That candy...

The way he stared at it just now,

didn't he look like a black panther watching prey?

I almost didn't dare move.

He

gets like that sometimes.

The way you look at him

is interesting too.

Like what?

Hard to say.

A leopard cat.

Alert,

but unable to look away.