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This song is so nice

I wish I could stop time

Korn

Korn

Pharm

It’s okay

Hello

Hello, Dean

Who is this?

Pharm

Is that you?

Del

What’s the matter?

Oh! Nothing

Dean didn’t come back home last night

But if he’s with you then I don't have to be worried anymore

Well

Feel free to do whatever you want

Hello Del!

Can you tell Dean that if he wants to stay another night there, please let me know?

I won’t disturb you anymore

Del wait!

Del!

Don!

Dean

Dean

Dean!

Dean!

Dean!

Yes?

That’s my phone

Okay

3 PM

Okay. I will drop him off

Take him home for me then

Dean! Don’t look!

Why do you have to close my eyes?

Did you see?

Why are you like this?

Manaow just called. She said you guys will study for exam at 3 PM

I will drop you off and Team will take you home

I have a car

But I want to drop you off

Was Manaow shocked when you picked up the phone?

She screamed so loud into my ears

Let me see

Are your eyes still burning?

Your eyes are still red

Not anymore

I had a nice dream this time

Even though I felt a little bit empty inside

I heard a song too

It’s like a song that my mom used to open

I think you should take a shower first

I will shower after you

Okay

Let me go then

Your phone screen wallpaper

You can change it

No need to use the picture that you secretly photographed

Dean

You didn’t go back home last night?

Can I borrow a shirt?

You think you can wear my shirt?

Sorn’s shirt

You have his shirt, don’t you?

Here

Thank you

Dean

Have you talked to Pharm yet?

I think I will talk to him today

If there’s anything we can help, you can call us

We will be here all day

Of course

Dean

Do you want coffee?

Where is it?

I can do it myself

Over there

There’s palm sugar too

Mix it with your coffee so it will smell nicer

I saw lotus flowers

For paying respect to Buddha?

I will use them to wrap the dessert

Huh?

Wrap the dessert?

Yes

Manaow just called me and she asked for a dessert

I went to the market to buy banana leaf but I couldn’t find any

So, I bought lotus flowers instead

Stop asking

The food will get cold

Today you have to be my assistant and help me make the dessert

We should move in together

Is this okay?

Thank you

What are you making?

Ja Mong Kut

Ja Mong Kut

Isn’t it supposed to be yellowish-orange?

And it looks like a crown

That is called Dara Thong or Thong Ake Grajung

It was invented during Phibun era

But the one that I’m making is Ja Mong Kut

It was invented since King Rama II

Actually, you don’t need to use Pandan leaf

But I like the smell so I put it in too

My grandmother told me how this dessert was invented

But I couldn’t remember the detail

I always use the wrong name

Back then, there was a book that published the wrong name of this dessert

It turned out that the book was widely used for the original names of Thai desserts

It’s too late to fix it now

Do you know?

If we bake this with fragrant candle

The dessert will smell even nicer

Del told me that when you're making desserts

You are very delicate and focused

That’s right

Because the charm of Thai desserts comes from their beauty that requires a lot of time to create

Even if you do it for fun, you still have to pay attention to detail

Do you understand?

About last night…

It’s about Intouch

Dean

Yes

Can I ask you something?

If I know more about Intouch

Will it change our relationship?

It won’t

It will never change

If

I listen to what you’re going to say

Will I be sad or happy?

I think…

Sad

If so

I don’t want to know about it yet

If it makes me sad

Then I think it’s better to not know about it

Also

We cannot change what already happened

Do you know?

I never use lotus petals to wrap desserts before

But there were images that came right into my mind

I think Intouch saw this before

Apart from feeling sad sometimes

I think it’s okay to let it all go

That’s right

There's one song that I really like its lyrics

“If the past memories come back to me”

“I will choose to remember only the good ones”

“So there will be only the beauty of tomorrow”

It’s the old song that my mom used to open

It has a really good meaning

Why are you frowning?

I give up

Give up?

I surrender to you

I've totally fallen for you

Can I kiss you?

I'll kiss you now

Dean

Dean

Dean

Pharm

I’m sorry

Open your mouth

Come on

Does it taste good?

Don’t do something like that again, okay?

Okay

I will never do something like that again

Team

This morning I called Pharm

And?

What?

What happened to Pharm?

What happened to Pharm?

Listen to me carefully

Dean

Pick

Up

The

Phone

I’m sure now

Finally

What’s wrong with you? You should be happy for him

Your mouth is so smelly

I’m sorry

About Pharm…I’m sure!

Are you okay?

Is it Pharm?

Sure. Open the door. We have to ask him

I need to calm down

Come here

Come

Come here

Quick

What?

Confess to me now

Confess about what?

About the reason that Dean answering the phone

It was early in the morning

Don’t tell me that he didn’t sleep over

Isn’t that normal?

Manaow

Normal...

It will be normal if you’re not his boyfriend

But you guys are…

What?

Manaow

Holy shit!

What?

Don’t tell me…

He “ate” you already

Ate me?

I’m sure he did

Let me check

Stop it

Let me check

I won’t let you eat the dessert now

Come on

Give it to me

You already ate, let me have it too

I haven’t

You did!

I can see it

You guys…

I will find out the truth. I will put a camera into your room

Put a camera in my room?

What is it?

What are you doing?

Reading novel. Stop it

What novel?

I’m not telling you

Hi Dean

Why didn’t you tell us that you were going to sleep over at Pharm’s room?

I’m sorry

It was very late

Here’s the dessert

Thank you

What is this pink wrapping thing? It’s so cute

Pharm said they are lotus petals

What is this dessert? I’ve never seen it before

Ja Mong Kut

Isn’t it supposed to be yellowish-orange?

You should ask Pharm for the detail

Don, look

We can eat the whole thing?

Of course not. You have to open it first

It’s so cute

When are our parents coming back?

Around the end of the year or maybe new year

They are finding the tickets

But…

I don’t think they can make it before your swimming competition

You two

Have you guys ever met grandmother?

You…

Don’t hate our grandma?

What are you talking about?

Who said I hate her?

Well

Dad said

His mother didn’t like our mom

She hated our mom’s side of the family

So, we thought…

I wasn't taught to hate anyone

So

Have you ever met our grandmother?

We visit her quite often but we didn’t tell you

We…

We are scared that you will be angry

But

Our grandmother always asks about you

I show her many pictures of you

I want to meet her

I want to meet our grandmother

I hope it can be today

Can you take me to meet her?

Then

Wait a second

Hello

Yes

Are you at home?

Oh, you’re home

We are going to visit you today

Okay

Got it

See you later

She’s at home

Her house is not far from here

So

Should we go today?

What’s wrong with you?

Read the text. That’s how you read it

Make sure you read it correctly

Dean: I gotta go Pharm: Are you okay?

Dean: I gotta go Pharm: ...

Pharm: I come to study at Team's room

What are you doing?

You guys are not even two hours apart yet

You’re texting him already?

I just feel worried

Are you sure there's nothing wrong?

Nothing

I’m just overthinking

Manaow

Can I borrow your pencil?

Here

I'm using it

Find another one in my bag

Why do you have so many?

You said you’re going to borrow pencil…

You’re asking me why?

Come nearer

None of your business!

You’re so nosy. You know?

Come here

Why?

Nothing

You like it?

No

The color is so nice

Your lips are very dry

Stay still

Trust me. It’s just lip balm

I think it’s unfair to Team

I need to go to the toilet

Come here

Manaow!

I don’t think it’s a good idea

It is!

It’s very good

That's why I have so many of these lipsticks

You can apply it on cheeks too?

Of course, you can

I apply it on my cheek and my eyes

Manaow, you should try

You can apply it on eyes but teeth…

Can you apply it on your teeth?

Teeth?

Who apply it on teeth? Are you crazy?

Do you think it’s possible?

You only apply it on eyes and cheeks

We should try

Fine. We can try

I see many girls like to apply it on their teeth too

Let’s me see

I think this is wasting…

Guys, I’m sorry for what I’ve done...

I think we should study now

No. Let me paint your teeth first

You can just drop me off here

Are you sure?

Do you want me to meet your parents?

It’s okay

I’ll see you later then

Get home safely

Hello An

Hello

How are you?

Did you wait long?

I miss you so much

She keeps saying that she misses you

What did your mom cook for you?

Papaya salad

Papaya salad. Did you have fun? What else did you do today?

We’re here

Grandma

Why do you come to see me so suddenly?

I miss you so much

You’re so sweet

Hello grandma

Hello

You have special guest today

Dean

Is that you?

Dean

You finally come to see me?

Dean

I miss you so much

You finally come to see me

You’ve grown up already

I miss you

Do you know…

That I miss you?

I’m so sorry

I’m sorry that I never came to see you

It’s okay

I understand

I’m not mad at you at all

I miss you everyday

Dean

I have so many things to tell you

I also have so many things that I want to talk to you

I miss you

My grandson

We will find something to eat first then

An

You can actually use these lotus petals to do so many things

A few days ago, that you made the dessert

You used lotus petals to wrap it

The smell was so nice

There are many benefits

Lotus petals can be used to make salad

Miang Kham too

Or we can use them to wrap desserts to make them smell nicer

Why does it taste so bad?

A good medicine tastes bitter

But no one eats just a petal alone

That’s why I use these petals to make salad

Look

You should use them to wrap desserts

I like it

Okay

Next time then

Okay

Thank you

Let me help you

Sure

Or do you want to eat another petal?

No way

Come on

I will eat the salad

You can help me to do this

Put this one more

You can cut this

Are you sure you want me to do this?

I’m not sure now

I’m quite worried

Try this first

Let’s see

If you like it or not

Try it

I think we need to put more lime juice

More?

A lot more

Let’s do this together

I'm craving right now!

I guarantee you

It will be delicious!

I understand

That your father’s side of the family doesn’t like your mom

Your mom was precocious

She got pregnant before she even finished high school

Your great-grandfather was so angry

He almost called the police to arrest your father

In the end

For the sake of his great-grandson

He let your parents get married

I’m so glad that your grandmother loved you so much

She might be strict

But she loved her grandchildren very much. You don't have to worry

What’s that?

Dessert

This…

This is Ja Mongkut

I haven’t seen this dessert for so long

There’re not much people using lotus petals to wrap it

It’s very rare

When I was young, I loved to make desserts too

I used lotus petals for wrapping as well

Someone I know liked it

Where did you buy it?

The person who made this must be very skillful

The smell…

Is very nice

My lover made it

You have a girlfriend already?

She is very skillful

It’s so rare to find young people who can make Thai desserts

Next time bring her along too

Grandma

Yes?

My lover...

Is a man

(Intouch Chatphokin)

(Born: August 30, 1969)

(Died: August 30, 1988)

Dean

What did you just say?

What do you mean?

He is a man

No matter what happens

Don’t hurt yourself

Please don’t

I’m begging you

Please

Please

You don’t have to worry

Trust me

I will not commit a suicide

I’m sorry

I don’t understand

I couldn’t protect him

No one will die this time

Even if my dad is against it

It will not be the same as before

Dean…

You’re saying…

You’re saying…

I’m sorry

That I couldn’t protect him

I’m sorry

That I was the cause of Intouch's death

I’m sorry

That I caused you to lose your beloved brother

Why are you saying sorry?

It was his own decision

It wasn’t

It wasn’t Korn’s fault

An

No

Korn

He’s in here

He lives in me

He wanted to tell you

“I’m sorry”

Grandma!

Someone!

Help

Don’t

Are you tired?

Are you in pain?

Are you hurt?

You trust me?

My grandson

My grandson never lies

I’m sorry

I’m really sorry

Dean

You’re saying that…

You have Korn’s memories?

Yes

Most of my memories…

It’s about Intouch and family

Apart from that

I can barely remember

How about In?

Intouch couldn’t cook that well

But he never forgets your cooking skill

Thank you

Thank you so much

Thank you for loving him

Thank you for finding him

Thank you so much

Welcome…

Welcome back

Yes

Yes grandma

I miss you

I miss you so much

I’m back

Don’t ever leave me again

Please

I promise

I promise you

I will not go anywhere

Pharm: I’m home

Pharm: I think I studied too much. My brain is gone

Dean: Keep fighting. I have rewards for you after the exam

What are you doing here?

Can I sleep with you tonight?

Move

Move

How am I supposed to sleep?

You’re not going to move, right?

What are you doing?

You’re not moving

What the hell are you doing?

I was just joking around

You cannot sleep again?

Yeah

You can just tell me next time

Okay

Win

I almost forgot

Merry Christmas

Why are you saying it now?

Can you take me to see the lights?

Tell me when you’re free

I’ll take you there

Win

Can I hug you?

I cannot sleep

He will be handsome when he wakes up

Very handsome

New eyebrows

Nose too

A little bit on nose bridge

Why does it seem easy to use?

Because this is MYSS

Easy to use. Long-lasting. Time-saving

It's hard for me to wake up early in the morning

So, I have this makeup to save my life

He has eyebrows now

His nose is highlighted

I think we’re missing something

You’re right

Anyone who sees him will be surprised

I will take you to see the Christmas lights

This is my clothes

How did you get it?

It doesn’t matter where we’re going

What matters is…

Who you’re going with