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[piano music]
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- When I was first
approached to do
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the documentary, I was
a little apprehensive,
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obviously being a
former police officer
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and they said why don't
just take a meeting
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and see if you guys, you
know, get on the same page.
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And I spoke to him.
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I told him if we were
to move forward
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with this, it could not
under any circumstances
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be a puff piece and you know,
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there might be
people calling you
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a scumbag, piece of shit
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as well as people
saying you deserve
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a second change and
he was okay with that.
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So, once I found out
he was okay with it
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and it wasn't going
to be a puff piece,
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I decided, you know, I think
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it would be a good idea
doing my due diligence
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on what actually happened.
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Once we decided to
move forward, I really
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dug in and did my due
diligence on the case
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and realized that a lot
of stuff that I perceived
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was through tabloids
and the newspaper
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and a lot of other people
had the same perception.
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So basically, it's my
job and hopefully
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when you leave here,
you have an opinion
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of other either way.
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That he either deserves
a second chance
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or he got out because
he is who he is.
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- How you doin'.
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My name's Lillo.
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I'm an addict.
- Hi, Lillo.
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- You know, I went from
the kid in the Bronx Tale.
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You know, rising star
from the neighborhood.
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Starring in the classic
movie to a junkie.
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- [Narrator] Five a.m.
December 10th, 2005.
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Off duty New York police
officer, Daniel Enchautegui
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responded to what sounded
like a break in
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at a neighbor's home.
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The burglary erupted
into a gun fight
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with Broncato and
his accomplice.
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- They said the
police officer is dead.
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He was villainized in
the press immediately.
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- [Narrator] We all
remember Lillo Brancato.
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He was such a rising star.
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Acted with De Niro,
James Gandolfini.
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But his career came to a
screeching halt one night
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when he was involved
in a crime that ended
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with a police officer dead.
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[echoing crash]
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- So Lillo, tell me
about how it was growing
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up in Yonkers.
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How about your childhood?
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Family and all that stuff.
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- We were very middle class.
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Blue collar family.
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It was a very tight knit
community.
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It was all, it was all Italian.
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It was all Italians
with the exception
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of my next door neighbor
which was Puerto Rican.
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But pretty much,
it was all Italian.
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There was a lot goin'
on in the streets.
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You know, we were playin'
stick ball, football.
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Lot of that goin' on.
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Parents yellin' from the
window to get inside.
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You know, yeah, it was a
really, really good childhood.
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Lot of great memories
from my childhood.
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- Was there ever type
of drug use back then?
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Not with you.
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Did you ever witness
any of that stuff
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or was that even a thought or--
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- Absolutely not, absolutely.
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I mean, you would hear
about things, you know,
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in cautionary things,
cautionary stuff in school.
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- Right.
- You know about drugs,
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but that's something that
wasn't really prevalent
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in my life or something
that I ever witnessed.
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Or I really never
paid attention to it,
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only until later on in my
life when it, you know,
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the opportunity to do drugs
started presenting itself.
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- You're on Jones Beach one day
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with your brother--
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- Yeah, brother, like I was
like maybe 10, 15 of us.
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- [Steve] Uh huh,
then what happened?
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- It was the day after
Fourth of July.
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July fifth, 1992, and
you know, we just decided
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let's go to the beach tomorrow.
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We used to go out to
Jones Beach, field four
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and that's a drive.
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Yonkers with traffic, it could
take you
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an hour to get out there,
sometimes even more.
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So we went out there.
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We just went out,
school just ended,
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so this is the beginning
of summer vacation
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and little did I
know that that day
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on the beach was gonna
totally change my life.
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Now, I had heard
about The Bronx Tale
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and I heard that there
was open call auditions
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and that they were
looking for someone
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with no previous
acting experience
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to play Robert De Niro's son
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and a film called A Bronx Tale
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which Robert De Niro would
make his directorial debut.
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And you know, to go
back to what I
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was just sayin',
I thought in my mind,
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that would be pretty
interesting,
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being that people tell
me that I look like him,
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but I said, naw,
there's now way I'll
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ever be in a movie.
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I mean, it's a movie
on the big screen.
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Where the long shot, middle
class, blue collar family,
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it just doesn't
happen every day.
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And my brother, I hear
my brother screaming.
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I didn't know what happened.
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I ran out of the water
and my brother said,
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"hey, you know, remember
that movie we heard
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"about, that
Robert De Niro movie?
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"Well, this guy, he's out
here right, he's out here
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"on the beach today
looking for kids
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"to play the part and I told him
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"that you look like him."
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And the guy's name
is Marco Greco
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and my brother,
and the guy said,
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he told my brother,
"you're right, he
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"does look like him."
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And I just kind rose
to the occasion.
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I knew, I knew this was my shot.
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So, he didn't have to
ask me to do anything.
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I just started
doin' the face and
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the whole thing and
are you talkin' to me
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and the guy's like oh
wow, this guys' great.
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I love this guy.
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So, it was a Sunday, July fifth.
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He said usually we're closed
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at the Belmont Playhouse.
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"Usually we're closed
today, but I like you."
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he goes, can you meet
me in the Bronx tonight
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at this time and for
some reason, I just knew.
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I knew on the ride home
from the beach, I
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just knew that something
was gonna happen
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from this situation.
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I went home, I told my mom.
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It was my next door
neighbor's birthday.
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My aunts were there
and then, ah, you know.
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Her son read for the
part and she was like,
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oh, you know, so and
so read for the part.
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You're not gonna get it.
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They've got so many kids reading
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and you know, it's big.
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So I said, well,
I can only try, right.
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So, I went in that night.
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My two friends drove
me down there
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and the guy, Marco, was there,
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and I'd never seen anything
in the screen play,
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in screen play form.
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The guy just gave me the scene
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and he said, "have you
ever done this before,"
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and I said, "no, I've
never done this before."
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he said,
"well, here's the scene.
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"Just read it, see what it is
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"and I'll come
back in a little bit.
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"Let me know when you're ready
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"and you'll read it."
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And I remember
just lookin' at it
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and just looked like something
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that was familiar to
me and something
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that I possibly would
be capable of doing.
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It was the bathroom
scene when I'm shaving.
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In the original script, De
Niro's shaving
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and I ask him, dad, let
me ask you a question
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about the interracial dating,
you know.
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What his thoughts were on that
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and the whole thing and
that was the audition scene.
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And I read it and I
just knew what to do.
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It just seemed like it
came naturally to me
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and I told the guy,
Marco, I'm ready
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and I read it and the
guy was blown away.
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He was like, wow,
that was great.
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That was the best
anyone's ever read it.
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And then he started asking
me to do other scenes.
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He said, "why don't
you try this scene,"
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and, "do this scene."
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And the character in the
movie, his name was Calogero.
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My father's Sicilian
and so is the character.
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My father is from the
province of Agrigento
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in Sicily in a little town
called Naro
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and in Italy, you have a
lot of these little towns
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that have saints that
come from that town.
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- Right.
- The saint from
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my father's town
was San Calogero
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and my father even went to
the reform school, San Calo,
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when they used to shorten it.
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But you know,
just for like that part,
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that role in that movie
was just meant for me.
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- [Steve] It was all lined up.
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- Yeah, all the stars aligned
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and I was like, wow, man.
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He was like, that was great.
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Then we exchanged
numbers and he said right
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before I left,
he said, "call me in
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"about a week," you know.
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"Call me in about a week
or so and I'll tell you
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"how you did."
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And he said a week, that
seemed kinda distant.
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Maybe I thought
maybe he didn't like me
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as much as I thought
he liked me.
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I was working for
a lawyer at the time.
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It was my summer vacation,
summer job.
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I was filing.
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My father's a builder.
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The lawyer was did the
closings for my father,
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so he was a family
friend and took on
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a summer job at his office and I
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used to file stuff,
answer phones
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and I came home
from work that day
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and some woman
had called on the phone.
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She seemed very professional
and when I heard
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her voice, she asked
for Lillo and that's
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also my father's name and
she said, "can I please speak
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"to Lillo Brancato," and I
said, "yeah, hold on, I'll
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"get my dad for you."
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And she said, "are you
Lillo," and I said yeah.
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She goes, "no, no, I think
I want to speak with you."
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She said, I'm so and so.
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I work in down in
Tribeca Casting
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and we saw your tape
and we loved it.
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We wanna meet and
we would like for you
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to come down and I was
like, wow, you know.
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Now, it's started becoming real.
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The next day I went down
there with my father
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and my uncle and was very
overwhelmed
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'cuz you know, like when
I go down there, I've
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never done, remember,
like I said, I've
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never done this before.
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I've never been to an audition.
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I don't know the whole process.
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I'm not familiar with
any of this.
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So, when I went down
there, my father
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and uncle walked
in the room with me
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and there was like
40 kids there reading
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for the part and you got
kids in the corner reading
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their lines, talking to
the wall like real actors.
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Guys that really wanna do this.
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I was so intimidated
and so overwhelmed
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by the whole thing,
but I just figured
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what, they liked
what I did, so I'm not
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gonna change what I did.
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I'm gonna just keep
going in that direction.
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Obviously they liked me.
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I made it to this point.
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So, I went in and I read.
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They liked me again.
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They said, "listen, can
you come back tomorrow."
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And I kept getting a
call back, call back
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and as that happened,
I noticed
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that there was a lot
less kids in the room
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and at that point,
everyone was introduced
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to me, you know,
on a first name basis
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and then one day they
said we're gonna
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go upstairs and meet Bob
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and I had already
met Chazz Palminteri.
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Seen him in the
building and he would
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always congratulate me.
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Saying thank you
for coming down.
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We really love what
you're doin'.
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Just keep it up.
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Very inspiring,
very inspiring stuff.
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And then they said we're gonna
go upstairs and meet Bob.
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I said okay.
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I just thought Bob is
maybe a script supervisor
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or someone, I didn't
know who it was.
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So, the way it was
set up, I come in
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through the door back there.
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I'm De Niro.
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He's got his back to me
and Chazz is right there.
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So, I can see Chazz.
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I can see his profile
and then he looked over
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and they said, they said,
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the door's a little open.
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It's open and,
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"Bob, Lillo's here to meet you."
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And Bob's you know,
turnin' around
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and then he walked over,
like you know.
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I mean, you can't
explain that moment
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in words and just like
when he came up
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to me and you know, I
remember he'd just finished
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doing a movie,
Mad Dog and Glory,
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so he had that reddish
hair that he had,
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so it wasn't like De Niro,
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the De Niro that I knew
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- Right.
- from seeing on TV
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but it was still De Niro.
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That's still the face.
- Right.
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- We hope they're not
fooled by his fame.
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He's an actor, he's acting
on that stand.
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- What was the
first initial reaction
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with other cops,
the guys who worked
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it when the story broke
the next morning?
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- It was anger, frustration.
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Sorrow.
- Today,
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if you mentioned Lillo
Brancato's name
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to other cops, what would
be the reaction?
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- I think most cops
would be hate.
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You know, yeah,
most cops would be
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just flat out hate.
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You know, it's just really
one of those unfortunate
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things that can happen.
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Life can be very simple,
but somehow us grownups,
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we can complicate things.
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- Mmh hmm.
- And that was
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the product of
something that just
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should never have happened.
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- [Steve] What do
you think Pat would,
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what do you think his
reaction would be to this?
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- Pat would love his
head on a platter.
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- Right.
- You know, especially,
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Pat mentioned he
can be very animated
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and he's pro-cop to the max
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and that what's you
want in somebody
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that's gonna represent you.
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But even cops screw up.
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- Right.
- And there's cops
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that have hit bottom, whether
it be alcohol or drugs.
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And he's human, this is one
of the flaws of being human.
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- [Steve] So police
officer to police officer.
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Why did you think it
was important to come on
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and do this documentary?
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- Because the
young police officer
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that lost his life did
something that I think
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any other police officer
would have done
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and it's unfortunate.
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Lillo Brancato is out
and living his life
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and still can do things and
the young officer is not.
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- The night the, actually
it was in the morning
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when it happened.
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It was about 5:20 a.m.
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I was in my crime scene office.
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We received a phone call
that an officer
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had been shot and
he was likely to die.
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When I got there, the scene was,
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there was a lot of cops
around the peripheral
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because there was, he was,
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the incident happened in
the middle of the block
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- Mmh hmm.
- And it went up
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to towards Westchester Avenue.
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- Mmh.
- So there were a lot
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of cops around the
peripheral of the scene.
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They had it marked off
and the cops actually
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did a great job in preserving
the scene
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because there was a lot
of snow on the ground.
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- Mmh hmm.
- If you were in actually,
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in Daniel's apartment,
you could look
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right out his,
he lived in a basement.
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You could look right
out his window
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and you could see
the window where Bancato
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and Armento tried to get in
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and they broke the window.
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It was directly across.
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He had a clear view
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and he actually went
outside and went
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to approach them
in the driveway.
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So, initially you
don't know exactly
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how it went down because
Armento was removed.
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He ran, him and Brancato ran
towards Westchester Avenue
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and they both left a blood trail
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'cuz Daniel actually
hit them with every shot
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the he fired.
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He hit the both of
them with every shot.
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He didn't miss them.
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So, a couple of the
bullets and fragments
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actually came out.
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Now, they both left
separate blood trails
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going down towards Westchester.
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Lillo actually made
it to the vehicle
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that I believe was a Durango.
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It was on the corner,
right, parked
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right around the
corner on Westchester
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and there was blood all over it
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and that's where the
officers had grabbed him.
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- Mmh hmm.
- Armento was short of that.
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He dumped his gun right away.
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He was where the
cops grabbed him
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and they were wearing
really thin rubber gloves.
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- Mmh hmm.
- I mean, you don't
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even see cheap gloves
like that anymore
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in the emergency room.
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These were really, really
cheap rubber gloves.
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And there was a couple
of them over there
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where Armento was
caught and there was one
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back at the window
sill where they tried
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to get in and that's where
we got Lillo's DNA from.
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From that particular glove.
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It'd be hard to get into the
jury's mind.
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- Right.
- I don't know,
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it might have come down
to how the judge explained
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the law to them
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- Mmh hmm.
- that they didn't
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find him guilty.
- Right.
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- But they found him guilty.
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I was satisfied that at
least they found him guilty
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of the burglary and he
did do some time.
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- Right.
- So hopefully he
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had time to reflect upon the
people you hang out with.
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- Right.
- So, I wrote
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on December 10th, 2005,
the assigned, being me,
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along with Police Officer
Demato, I was training him
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at the time, responded to 3117
Arnot Place
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to assist Detective Schwartz
with a the sheer number
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of the Bronx Homicide
Squad and the department,
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excuse me, the department
investigation
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of a police involved
shooting in which
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the North duty MOS and two
perpetrators exchanged gunfire.
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The off duty MOS was
removed to Jacobi Hospital
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prior to CSU arrival where
he expired from his wound.
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He was shot once in the chest.
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The perpetrators were
also removed to Jacobi
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prior to my arrival and are
reportedly in critical condition
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and then I described the way,
the services that I provide
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in terms of collecting
the evidence.
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I think the fact that
he was who he was,
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it might have had
an affect on the jury.
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Might have had an affect on
the way the whole case went.
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The same thing
if you're in a car,
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somebody has a gun, if the
police come and stop you,
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they pull you out and
you have the gun on you,
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the only person gets
charged is the person
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with the gun on them,
but if that person throws
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the gun down on the
floor, now everybody goes.
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- Right.
- It's the same
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with narcotics, guns.
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So, being that he was
involved in the burglary
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and a police officer
was killed, he should
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have been charged
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and that's the law.
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00:17:34,122 --> 00:17:35,778
- Took me awhile to
decide to go forward
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in a case like this.
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I mean, so emotionally charged.
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Obviously, a police
officer is dead.
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He was villainized in
the press immediately.
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Made to be a monster.
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I have an astounding
respect for police officers.
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I've represented, as you know,
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- Sure.
- a lot of police officers
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in some very difficult times
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and I pride myself in helping
out members of the force
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when they need me.
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00:18:06,257 --> 00:18:08,846
This was obviously
a difficult decision
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for me to make,
but it was a decision
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that I was able to
make pretty comfortably
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once I got to know
Lillo and once I got
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to know the facts of this case.
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- [Steve] Sure and what
was your first impression
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of Lillo at that time?
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- A sweet heart.
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Really a sweet heart of a guy.
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Not the guy I read about.
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Not the arrogant, you know,
sort of abusive individual
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who was callous
or anything like that.
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He was a sweet heart who
clearly had lost control
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of his life,
lost control of his life
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00:18:37,012 --> 00:18:39,842
in the sense that drugs
began to overwhelm him,
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take away the person
that he was that made him
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so successful as a young boy,
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make him so loved
by so many people.
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00:18:46,470 --> 00:18:49,128
- Mmh hmm.
- A lot of people
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really love Lillo Brancato.
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00:18:50,784 --> 00:18:52,890
A lot of people care
about Lillo Brancato
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00:18:52,924 --> 00:18:55,341
and that's why,
I think, this was
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so shocking to so many people.
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But as individual as a
person, you know, look, I
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00:19:00,725 --> 00:19:01,657
was a prosecutor.
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I've been a defense
lawyer a long time.
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I like to not judge people
based on Google searches.
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00:19:08,043 --> 00:19:12,944
I don't judge people based
on third party analysis,
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00:19:12,979 --> 00:19:15,464
but on my own
impressions and I had
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00:19:15,499 --> 00:19:18,329
some tough questions for
him when I first met him,
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00:19:18,364 --> 00:19:19,606
but it was clear to me that
there was
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a good soul inside that
sort of hardened shell
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that had been eroded
by years of drug abuse.
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After that case was
resolved, I still represent
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the many cops
- Right.
482
00:19:30,893 --> 00:19:33,137
- in their times of need,
including
483
00:19:33,172 --> 00:19:34,966
the so-called infamous
rape cops in New York
484
00:19:35,001 --> 00:19:36,830
who were acquitted of
rape after being vilified
485
00:19:36,865 --> 00:19:40,006
for two years in the
press as rapists.
486
00:19:40,040 --> 00:19:41,490
And the funny part
about that is,
487
00:19:41,525 --> 00:19:43,906
the same people who
were giving me
488
00:19:43,941 --> 00:19:45,598
a hard time during
the Brancato case
489
00:19:45,632 --> 00:19:47,462
were the first ones
to call me after
490
00:19:47,496 --> 00:19:49,740
the rape cop
acquittal telling me
491
00:19:49,774 --> 00:19:51,845
how much I've done
for the boys in blue
492
00:19:51,880 --> 00:19:54,089
and how much they
appreciated my help.
493
00:19:54,123 --> 00:19:56,367
So, but that's all part of being
a lawyer.
494
00:19:56,402 --> 00:19:57,403
I don't take it personally.
495
00:19:57,437 --> 00:19:58,576
Once I got to them
about the facts
496
00:19:58,611 --> 00:20:01,234
of the case and
the person, Lillo,
497
00:20:01,269 --> 00:20:04,272
it was clear to me that this was
498
00:20:04,306 --> 00:20:06,722
an individual who had
no legal responsibility
499
00:20:06,757 --> 00:20:08,276
or moral responsibility
for the death
500
00:20:08,310 --> 00:20:10,209
of that police officer,
as tragic as it was.
501
00:20:10,243 --> 00:20:12,866
Another individual did and
he's rightfully serving
502
00:20:12,901 --> 00:20:14,282
the rest of his life in jail.
503
00:20:14,316 --> 00:20:16,629
That's Armento.
- A lot of people
504
00:20:16,663 --> 00:20:18,389
don't realize that house
was his buddy's house.
505
00:20:18,424 --> 00:20:20,219
So, that's important to know.
506
00:20:20,253 --> 00:20:21,047
He wasn't randomly going
around the neighbor
507
00:20:21,081 --> 00:20:22,082
trying to break into a home.
508
00:20:22,117 --> 00:20:23,636
I mean, this was Kenny's house.
509
00:20:23,670 --> 00:20:27,087
His buddy who had
died just recently
510
00:20:27,122 --> 00:20:28,572
but Lillo didn't know it,
but he had been
511
00:20:28,606 --> 00:20:30,090
there hundreds of times before
512
00:20:30,125 --> 00:20:31,057
- Right.
- where Kenny supplied
513
00:20:31,091 --> 00:20:33,232
him with narcotics
to get his fix.
514
00:20:33,266 --> 00:20:34,578
He went there with
Armento that night
515
00:20:34,612 --> 00:20:37,408
and when he went
there, they made
516
00:20:37,443 --> 00:20:38,892
a sufficient amount
of noise where
517
00:20:38,927 --> 00:20:41,861
it's startled, awaken
the neighbor who happened
518
00:20:41,895 --> 00:20:43,069
to be a New York
City Police Officer.
519
00:20:43,103 --> 00:20:45,382
Of course,
Lillo didn't know that.
520
00:20:45,416 --> 00:20:47,280
Lillo didn't know Steve
Armento was carrying a gun.
521
00:20:47,315 --> 00:20:48,799
That was proven in the trial.
522
00:20:50,490 --> 00:20:53,666
And the police
officer fired first
523
00:20:53,700 --> 00:20:55,495
and Armento returned fire and
524
00:20:55,530 --> 00:21:00,362
all this was obviously
of great surprise
525
00:21:00,397 --> 00:21:03,434
to Brancato who was
there to do what he'd
526
00:21:03,469 --> 00:21:04,746
done a hundred times before.
527
00:21:04,780 --> 00:21:06,472
So, there was
no legal liability.
528
00:21:06,506 --> 00:21:08,543
I mean, it's easy
to lump it together
529
00:21:08,577 --> 00:21:10,338
with another individual when
a police officer's shot.
530
00:21:10,372 --> 00:21:12,685
That's our instinct as a
civilized society
531
00:21:12,719 --> 00:21:15,446
and it's right in that
sense to have
532
00:21:15,481 --> 00:21:16,689
a visceral reaction like that,
533
00:21:16,723 --> 00:21:17,966
because when a
police officer dies,
534
00:21:18,000 --> 00:21:19,692
it's tragic, if anyone dies,
it's tragedy.
535
00:21:19,726 --> 00:21:21,107
- Right.
- But someone who
536
00:21:21,141 --> 00:21:23,143
gave their life to
serve the community
537
00:21:23,178 --> 00:21:25,456
as police officers often do,
538
00:21:25,491 --> 00:21:28,977
it really creates
a righteous sense
539
00:21:29,011 --> 00:21:31,117
of indignation and outrage.
- Sure.
540
00:21:31,151 --> 00:21:33,015
- That's a good
visceral reaction,
541
00:21:33,050 --> 00:21:35,294
but we also as
a civilized society
542
00:21:35,328 --> 00:21:36,605
have to step back and look at
543
00:21:36,640 --> 00:21:38,745
the true facts and when I did
544
00:21:38,780 --> 00:21:40,091
in this case and
when the jury did
545
00:21:40,126 --> 00:21:43,336
in this case, they came to
the only right conclusion,
546
00:21:43,371 --> 00:21:45,614
which was Lillo Brancato
was not responsible
547
00:21:46,822 --> 00:21:47,858
for this police officer's death.
548
00:21:47,892 --> 00:21:50,309
- 2005 when the whole
incident happened, you
549
00:21:50,343 --> 00:21:54,243
had uniqueness of
interviewing Lillo's family.
550
00:21:54,278 --> 00:21:56,245
And you got to speak to his mom
551
00:21:56,280 --> 00:21:59,318
and what was that
whole thing like?
552
00:21:59,352 --> 00:22:01,527
- Well, I think that
the climate at the time
553
00:22:01,561 --> 00:22:03,529
as a journalist,
I remember first of all,
554
00:22:03,563 --> 00:22:04,875
when he got arrested,
555
00:22:04,909 --> 00:22:05,979
- Mmh hmm.
- and it was a few months
556
00:22:06,014 --> 00:22:09,328
before, it was in June
2005 when he was arrested
557
00:22:09,362 --> 00:22:11,744
for an uncontrolled substance
558
00:22:11,778 --> 00:22:12,952
- Mmh hmm.
- And I remember
559
00:22:12,986 --> 00:22:14,954
that made a lot of
headlines because any time,
560
00:22:14,988 --> 00:22:16,024
- What were you
doing it for at the time,
561
00:22:16,058 --> 00:22:17,232
if you don't mind me asking.
562
00:22:17,266 --> 00:22:21,132
- At the time, I remember
thinking I knew who he was.
563
00:22:21,167 --> 00:22:24,688
He was certainly someone
who had a great background.
564
00:22:24,722 --> 00:22:26,793
He was a New Yorker, you know.
565
00:22:26,828 --> 00:22:28,830
He was from Yonkers.
- Right.
566
00:22:28,864 --> 00:22:31,557
- And I just remember
hearing, oh, here's
567
00:22:31,591 --> 00:22:33,455
this guy, he got
into drug problems.
568
00:22:33,490 --> 00:22:35,940
He's probably another
celebrity with drug problems.
569
00:22:35,975 --> 00:22:37,597
We've done many
interview like that
570
00:22:37,632 --> 00:22:39,944
and then when I
found out what happened
571
00:22:39,979 --> 00:22:44,673
in December 2005,
it was shocking,
572
00:22:44,708 --> 00:22:47,849
but to be suddenly
charged with murder,
573
00:22:47,883 --> 00:22:49,057
- Right.
- and also charged
574
00:22:49,091 --> 00:22:52,198
with robbery was also
something very, very serious
575
00:22:52,232 --> 00:22:54,683
and then it became not
just another celebrity
576
00:22:54,718 --> 00:22:55,615
caught up in drugs.
577
00:22:55,650 --> 00:22:57,410
It became something
very, very serious
578
00:22:57,445 --> 00:22:59,447
and it was making
headlines everywhere.
579
00:22:59,481 --> 00:23:00,827
- [Steve] Now, how
did it come to pass
580
00:23:00,862 --> 00:23:05,867
that you got to, months
later, interview Lillo's mom
581
00:23:06,281 --> 00:23:08,421
and how did that whole thing
transpire?
582
00:23:08,456 --> 00:23:11,424
- I knew Mel Sacks and
Mel Sacks was the attorney
583
00:23:11,459 --> 00:23:12,391
at the time.
584
00:23:12,425 --> 00:23:13,495
I knew Mel very well.
585
00:23:13,530 --> 00:23:15,014
I had interviewed
him many times.
586
00:23:15,048 --> 00:23:16,809
I'd interview many of his
clients through they years.
587
00:23:16,843 --> 00:23:19,432
He was probably, you know, if
not the best
588
00:23:19,467 --> 00:23:22,642
or one of the best for sure
criminal defense attorneys
589
00:23:22,677 --> 00:23:23,471
- Right.
- in the country,
590
00:23:23,505 --> 00:23:24,575
not just in New York
591
00:23:24,610 --> 00:23:26,957
and Mel and I had
a number of discussions
592
00:23:26,991 --> 00:23:29,166
and he reached out to
me and said, "I would
593
00:23:29,200 --> 00:23:31,375
"like to give
an exclusive to you
594
00:23:31,410 --> 00:23:35,448
"with Lillo Brancato's
mother," and I thought, wow.
595
00:23:35,483 --> 00:23:36,725
I'll take it.
596
00:23:36,760 --> 00:23:37,588
It was interesting
as a journalist
597
00:23:37,623 --> 00:23:39,797
because here I
was interviewing her
598
00:23:39,832 --> 00:23:41,765
and I was looking
right across from her
599
00:23:41,799 --> 00:23:43,905
and you could tell
that this was a woman
600
00:23:43,939 --> 00:23:47,771
who was clearly heartbroken,
who was so devastated.
601
00:23:47,805 --> 00:23:49,911
I thought she'd put a really
human face
602
00:23:49,945 --> 00:23:51,844
on Lillo Brancato
for the public.
603
00:23:52,845 --> 00:23:54,122
Our interview was shown
all over the world.
604
00:23:54,156 --> 00:23:55,848
So many people
saw that interview
605
00:23:55,882 --> 00:23:58,713
and the mother, I thought,
was very heartfelt.
606
00:23:58,747 --> 00:24:00,887
Very compassionate
and you couldn't help
607
00:24:00,922 --> 00:24:02,924
but feel heartbroken
for the mother.
608
00:24:02,958 --> 00:24:04,546
- Right.
- I remember her saying
609
00:24:04,581 --> 00:24:07,584
to me, "my son got a call, was
going off
610
00:24:07,618 --> 00:24:11,484
"to a Christmas party and
then I didn't see him again."
611
00:24:11,519 --> 00:24:12,899
And you could
just tell that this was
612
00:24:12,934 --> 00:24:15,454
this mother who
just loved her son.
613
00:24:15,488 --> 00:24:16,696
She adopted him
- Right.
614
00:24:16,731 --> 00:24:18,249
- when he was a young boy.
615
00:24:18,284 --> 00:24:19,872
Really cared for him
616
00:24:19,906 --> 00:24:21,563
and knew he got
mixed up in drugs,
617
00:24:21,598 --> 00:24:25,015
but was just shocked,
shellshocked by everything
618
00:24:25,049 --> 00:24:25,843
that was happening.
619
00:24:25,878 --> 00:24:27,742
Clearly, he has paid his dues.
620
00:24:27,776 --> 00:24:30,814
I hope he uses this
time also to inspire
621
00:24:30,848 --> 00:24:33,023
other children not
to take the wrong path.
622
00:24:33,057 --> 00:24:35,335
Not to get mixed up in drugs.
623
00:24:35,370 --> 00:24:37,821
And I also hope
that he uses the time
624
00:24:37,855 --> 00:24:39,547
to also honor
law enforcement, too.
625
00:24:39,581 --> 00:24:41,825
Because I think he can
have a powerful message
626
00:24:41,859 --> 00:24:44,310
and inspire other
kids and he's also
627
00:24:44,344 --> 00:24:45,656
a great actor.
628
00:24:45,691 --> 00:24:47,865
I admired his acting back then
629
00:24:47,900 --> 00:24:51,006
and I think he's,
you always want
630
00:24:51,041 --> 00:24:51,904
the best for someone.
631
00:24:51,938 --> 00:24:53,975
You want someone
to have another chance
632
00:24:54,009 --> 00:24:55,528
and maybe there's
an Academy award
633
00:24:55,563 --> 00:24:57,772
in his future, you never know.
634
00:24:57,806 --> 00:25:00,050
- It was one day, Robert
De Niro said to me,
635
00:25:00,084 --> 00:25:00,982
he said, "Lillo,
tomorrow I want you
636
00:25:01,016 --> 00:25:02,915
"to dress like
you're doing to church.
637
00:25:03,985 --> 00:25:06,574
"Wear a collared
shirt and I want you
638
00:25:06,608 --> 00:25:08,645
"to dress nice."
639
00:25:08,679 --> 00:25:10,060
He said, "we're gonna
do what's called
640
00:25:10,094 --> 00:25:11,199
"a screen test."
641
00:25:11,233 --> 00:25:12,476
Now, I didn't know what that was
642
00:25:12,511 --> 00:25:14,202
but you know, we're
gonna do a screen test
643
00:25:14,236 --> 00:25:15,893
and what we're gonna do
is we're gonna actually
644
00:25:15,928 --> 00:25:19,034
put you on film because film
may make you look different.
645
00:25:19,069 --> 00:25:20,967
It may make you look,
you know what I mean.
646
00:25:21,002 --> 00:25:22,935
- Right.
- And I said, yeah.
647
00:25:22,969 --> 00:25:23,867
No problem.
648
00:25:23,901 --> 00:25:26,076
I remember I wore black slacks.
649
00:25:26,110 --> 00:25:29,562
Button down, white button
down shirt, black shoes
650
00:25:29,597 --> 00:25:32,634
and I didn't know what I
was gettin' myself into.
651
00:25:32,669 --> 00:25:35,603
At this point in time, I
thought, you know, I'm C.
652
00:25:35,637 --> 00:25:39,020
I'm C, so I'm just sittin'
there, I'm so nervous.
653
00:25:39,054 --> 00:25:40,331
I'm just sittin' there.
654
00:25:43,127 --> 00:25:44,991
My father's sittin' next to me.
655
00:25:45,026 --> 00:25:47,960
And then, I feel
someone tap my shoulder
656
00:25:49,617 --> 00:25:52,102
and I look and said,
"hey, how you doin', man."
657
00:25:52,136 --> 00:25:54,829
And he said to me, he
said, "hey, how are ya."
658
00:25:54,863 --> 00:25:55,761
He goes, "I'm Phil Barbarino."
659
00:25:55,795 --> 00:25:57,901
He says, "I'm reading
for C also."
660
00:25:57,935 --> 00:25:59,316
He goes, "it's me and you."
661
00:26:00,455 --> 00:26:03,044
Whoo, when he told me
that I was like, oh wow.
662
00:26:03,078 --> 00:26:05,598
I guess I'm not the only, I
guess I'm not the only guy
663
00:26:05,633 --> 00:26:08,636
and I know he got to this point
because he
664
00:26:08,670 --> 00:26:09,740
was good also.
- Right.
665
00:26:09,775 --> 00:26:11,500
- There was something that
got him to this point.
666
00:26:11,535 --> 00:26:13,123
- Right.
- Phil Barbarino was
667
00:26:13,157 --> 00:26:16,298
the kid who shot Sonny
at the end of the movie.
668
00:26:16,333 --> 00:26:17,230
- Right.
- Initially they were
669
00:26:17,265 --> 00:26:19,647
gonna make him C and he was 21,
670
00:26:19,681 --> 00:26:21,303
so the movie would have
been a little different.
671
00:26:21,338 --> 00:26:24,168
It would have been him
at 21 and his friends
672
00:26:24,203 --> 00:26:26,170
would have been
around that age also,
673
00:26:26,205 --> 00:26:28,000
- Right.
- so they would have
674
00:26:28,034 --> 00:26:28,863
been a little older.
675
00:26:29,864 --> 00:26:31,900
Who, by the way,
still a very good friend
676
00:26:31,935 --> 00:26:34,282
of mine to this day, Phil.
677
00:26:35,179 --> 00:26:40,288
I remember, we did
the scene when Sonny
678
00:26:40,322 --> 00:26:43,325
let me borrow his
car and when I gave
679
00:26:43,360 --> 00:26:45,017
it back to him, he found
something under
680
00:26:45,051 --> 00:26:47,088
the engine, under the
hood that he thought
681
00:26:47,122 --> 00:26:50,056
I planted in his car
and nearly got physical
682
00:26:50,091 --> 00:26:52,956
with me and wanted to know
where'd you go in my car
683
00:26:52,990 --> 00:26:54,992
and I begged and pleaded,
Sonny, I'm sorry.
684
00:26:55,027 --> 00:26:56,304
I didn't do anything, I'm
tellin' ya'.
685
00:26:56,338 --> 00:26:57,823
I just went to pick up the girl.
686
00:26:57,857 --> 00:26:58,858
That was the scene.
687
00:27:00,066 --> 00:27:02,275
So, Phil read the scene first.
688
00:27:03,138 --> 00:27:04,450
Had the doors closed.
689
00:27:04,484 --> 00:27:05,658
All I can do is hear him.
690
00:27:05,693 --> 00:27:08,316
Me and my father
were right outside
691
00:27:08,350 --> 00:27:10,249
and all you hear is Chazz,
"where the fuck
692
00:27:10,283 --> 00:27:11,699
"did you go in my car!"
693
00:27:11,733 --> 00:27:14,702
And you hear slap, slap.
694
00:27:14,736 --> 00:27:18,498
You can hear him
slapping this poor guy.
695
00:27:18,533 --> 00:27:21,018
He's slapping the
crap out of him.
696
00:27:21,053 --> 00:27:22,744
What did I sign up
for here, you know,
697
00:27:22,779 --> 00:27:24,194
'cuz I'm thinking
after he's done, I
698
00:27:24,228 --> 00:27:26,161
gotta go in there and
he's gonna beat me up
699
00:27:26,196 --> 00:27:27,024
the same way.
700
00:27:28,129 --> 00:27:30,718
So, Phil came out and
he's all disheveled.
701
00:27:30,752 --> 00:27:31,753
His hair was messed up.
702
00:27:31,788 --> 00:27:33,134
His shirt was ripped.
703
00:27:33,168 --> 00:27:35,308
He had hand prints on his face.
704
00:27:35,343 --> 00:27:37,690
So, I'm like, wow, boy,
they really worked you over.
705
00:27:37,725 --> 00:27:38,898
They worked him over.
706
00:27:38,933 --> 00:27:40,417
So, I'm like, nervous.
707
00:27:40,451 --> 00:27:44,041
Now I'm nervous and
you're gonna beat me
708
00:27:44,076 --> 00:27:45,387
on top of being nervous.
709
00:27:46,734 --> 00:27:49,978
So, I go in there and I,
camera's roll
710
00:27:50,013 --> 00:27:54,017
and we did the
scene and they didn't put
711
00:27:54,051 --> 00:27:55,397
their hands on me once.
712
00:27:57,296 --> 00:27:58,849
So, all weekend I
didn't hear anything.
713
00:27:58,884 --> 00:28:01,127
I remember it
was a Sunday night.
714
00:28:01,162 --> 00:28:04,130
This lady, Robin, called
me and said, "Lillo, Bob
715
00:28:04,165 --> 00:28:06,339
"would like to see you
tomorrow."
716
00:28:06,374 --> 00:28:07,893
I said okay and I
knew this was gonna
717
00:28:07,927 --> 00:28:09,549
be the day.
718
00:28:09,584 --> 00:28:12,621
My life was gonna change
in one way or another.
719
00:28:13,899 --> 00:28:16,798
So, I went down
there with my father.
720
00:28:16,833 --> 00:28:20,077
Robert De Niro, his office
was on the eighth floor.
721
00:28:20,112 --> 00:28:21,458
We used to go to
the seventh floor.
722
00:28:21,492 --> 00:28:23,218
The eighth floor,
you needed the key,
723
00:28:23,253 --> 00:28:26,463
but he had like a balcony
where he could look down.
724
00:28:26,497 --> 00:28:30,260
So now, he would come
out, he knew my father
725
00:28:30,294 --> 00:28:33,746
at this point and he's such
a polite guy, Robert De Niro.
726
00:28:33,781 --> 00:28:35,990
He used to call
my father, Mr. Brancato
727
00:28:36,024 --> 00:28:37,577
and he said, "hey, how
you doin', Mr. Brancato."
728
00:28:37,612 --> 00:28:39,200
They used to speak in Italian.
729
00:28:39,234 --> 00:28:41,029
- Yeah.
- They were right around
730
00:28:41,064 --> 00:28:42,237
the same age, also, you know.
731
00:28:43,791 --> 00:28:45,516
So, he said hello to my father
732
00:28:45,551 --> 00:28:47,795
and he said, "Lillo, come up."
733
00:28:47,829 --> 00:28:50,694
So, I go upstairs
and you got Chazz
734
00:28:50,729 --> 00:28:53,801
and you got De Niro
and De Niro's, he's
735
00:28:53,835 --> 00:28:55,457
just lookin' at me
and he says, he
736
00:28:56,631 --> 00:28:58,978
was making his face and
he says, "well, we liked
737
00:28:59,013 --> 00:29:01,187
"very much what you did."
738
00:29:01,222 --> 00:29:02,775
Now, that was ambiguous.
739
00:29:02,810 --> 00:29:04,087
- Right.
- It could have been we
740
00:29:04,121 --> 00:29:06,779
liked very much what
you did, but you know.
741
00:29:06,814 --> 00:29:08,229
- Right.
- Or we like very much
742
00:29:08,263 --> 00:29:11,784
what you did and
you got the part.
743
00:29:13,821 --> 00:29:15,443
[exhales heavily]
744
00:29:15,477 --> 00:29:17,790
Thank you, Bobby,
you know, thank you.
745
00:29:17,825 --> 00:29:19,688
And to Chazz, thank you so much.
746
00:29:19,723 --> 00:29:22,208
I said, "is it okay if
I go tell my father?"
747
00:29:22,243 --> 00:29:24,141
And when I went to
tell my father, he
748
00:29:24,176 --> 00:29:25,936
came outside with
me to the balcony.
749
00:29:25,971 --> 00:29:29,526
Had his arm around me
and I told my father.
750
00:29:29,560 --> 00:29:31,424
I said, "Pop," I said,
"I got the part."
751
00:29:31,459 --> 00:29:34,427
And my father just looked
up, went like that.
752
00:29:34,462 --> 00:29:35,532
And I said, "you mind if I use
your phone?
753
00:29:35,566 --> 00:29:37,120
"I'd like to call my mother."
754
00:29:37,154 --> 00:29:38,673
And Robert De Niro said,
"yeah, go ahead."
755
00:29:38,707 --> 00:29:39,985
He said, "go use the
one in the bathroom.
756
00:29:40,019 --> 00:29:41,780
"You'll have a little privacy."
757
00:29:41,814 --> 00:29:43,540
So, I went and I
called my mother
758
00:29:43,574 --> 00:29:45,507
and I heard my mother screaming.
759
00:29:45,542 --> 00:29:47,130
My aunts were there, everybody,
they
760
00:29:47,164 --> 00:29:49,373
were all going crazy,
he got the part.
761
00:29:49,408 --> 00:29:50,167
Everybody's going
crazy, you know,
762
00:29:50,202 --> 00:29:52,204
'cuz my mom, she told everybody.
763
00:29:52,238 --> 00:29:54,585
My whole street,
everybody was outside.
764
00:29:54,620 --> 00:29:58,486
Balloons and people whistling,
"Lillo, congratulations!"
765
00:29:58,520 --> 00:30:00,419
I'm thinking to
myself, life can't
766
00:30:00,453 --> 00:30:01,730
get any better than this.
767
00:30:01,765 --> 00:30:03,077
It was like perfect, man.
768
00:30:03,111 --> 00:30:04,216
Like living a dream.
769
00:30:04,250 --> 00:30:06,839
- Biggie said it best,
more money, more problems.
770
00:30:06,874 --> 00:30:08,323
- Right.
- You know what I'm saying.
771
00:30:08,358 --> 00:30:09,531
- Right.
- You know, once you
772
00:30:09,566 --> 00:30:11,913
start to get in that
money and the fame
773
00:30:12,949 --> 00:30:14,743
and things are coming
at you real fast, you
774
00:30:14,778 --> 00:30:16,193
gotta keep up.
- Right.
775
00:30:16,228 --> 00:30:20,784
- And sometimes, trying to
keep up, you might fall.
776
00:30:21,992 --> 00:30:23,580
We had access to everything.
777
00:30:23,614 --> 00:30:26,859
We was on defjam, we
was rollin' with rush.
778
00:30:26,894 --> 00:30:28,067
You know what I'm sayin'.
779
00:30:28,102 --> 00:30:29,828
They gave us
everything we wanted.
780
00:30:29,862 --> 00:30:30,656
You know what I'm sayin'.
781
00:30:30,690 --> 00:30:32,658
To the models, the club life.
782
00:30:32,692 --> 00:30:35,074
Even before I met Jay, you
know what I'm sayin', I
783
00:30:35,109 --> 00:30:37,283
was always goin' to the clubs
and goin'
784
00:30:38,284 --> 00:30:41,667
to joints like Mars and
underground clubs
785
00:30:41,701 --> 00:30:44,532
where hip hop kids
weren't even allowed in,
786
00:30:44,566 --> 00:30:45,844
so I was always
dibbling and dabbing
787
00:30:45,878 --> 00:30:47,949
in certain crowds, but it's
always there
788
00:30:47,984 --> 00:30:49,019
in New York City.
789
00:30:49,054 --> 00:30:50,296
It's not hard to find.
790
00:30:50,331 --> 00:30:53,541
- I met Lillo in Italy,
in Milan Italy, I think,
791
00:30:53,575 --> 00:30:55,923
at a, I used to do a
little bit of print work
792
00:30:55,957 --> 00:30:57,407
and he did some
print work as well
793
00:30:57,441 --> 00:31:00,341
and so I met him back
stage at a fashion show
794
00:31:00,375 --> 00:31:02,205
and then I met him
again in New York City
795
00:31:02,239 --> 00:31:05,139
and we used to hang
around in the clubs
796
00:31:05,173 --> 00:31:09,039
a little bit and you
know, he's a good dude.
797
00:31:09,074 --> 00:31:10,454
I've never actually get crazy.
798
00:31:10,489 --> 00:31:13,423
I mean, he was just
of the most amiable,
799
00:31:13,457 --> 00:31:18,462
just very relaxed, authentic
people you wanna meet.
800
00:31:19,567 --> 00:31:21,569
He was just of those
kinda guys that you
801
00:31:21,603 --> 00:31:23,640
have an instant liking to him.
802
00:31:23,674 --> 00:31:25,953
You can understand
why they canst him
803
00:31:25,987 --> 00:31:28,472
in the film because he
was very, you know, he
804
00:31:28,507 --> 00:31:31,337
was likable, he is likable.
805
00:31:31,372 --> 00:31:35,203
I was completely taken
back because it
806
00:31:35,238 --> 00:31:36,722
was unlike him, you know.
807
00:31:36,756 --> 00:31:39,828
And when I hear more
details about the story,
808
00:31:39,863 --> 00:31:43,832
then I started to understand
how someone like Lillo
809
00:31:43,867 --> 00:31:46,490
could have found himself
in that situation
810
00:31:48,009 --> 00:31:52,186
and sort of guilty by
osmosis or whatever it is,
811
00:31:52,220 --> 00:31:55,085
but so yeah, I was surprised.
812
00:31:55,120 --> 00:31:57,985
Celebrities, it hijacks
the human ego
813
00:31:58,019 --> 00:31:59,952
and it gives people
a sense of hubris
814
00:31:59,987 --> 00:32:02,334
where they just feel
that they're untouchable
815
00:32:02,368 --> 00:32:04,267
and you know, this can't
happen to me.
816
00:32:05,302 --> 00:32:07,097
- How you doin', my name's
Lillo, I'm an addict.
817
00:32:07,132 --> 00:32:08,133
- [Group] Hey Lillo.
818
00:32:09,099 --> 00:32:11,032
- Paulie, thank you for sharing.
819
00:32:11,067 --> 00:32:15,278
You know, I know
today's topic is hope
820
00:32:15,312 --> 00:32:20,317
and back before I ever
came into these rooms, I
821
00:32:20,662 --> 00:32:22,768
didn't think was any hope, just
because of
822
00:32:22,802 --> 00:32:26,772
the negative stigma
attached to drug addiction
823
00:32:26,806 --> 00:32:29,740
and you don't want
to tell anyone.
824
00:32:29,775 --> 00:32:32,019
You can't really go
anywhere for help
825
00:32:32,053 --> 00:32:33,710
because everyone's gonna
look at you like you're
826
00:32:33,744 --> 00:32:37,300
a piece of shit, a piece of
garbage.
827
00:32:37,334 --> 00:32:41,373
And I didn't want to
really let anyone know
828
00:32:41,407 --> 00:32:45,032
and as a result of that,
I just kept getting deeper
829
00:32:45,066 --> 00:32:48,276
and deeper my addiction
to the point where I
830
00:32:48,311 --> 00:32:49,968
was totally powerless.
831
00:32:52,142 --> 00:32:55,042
There was nothing I could
do in my power to stop.
832
00:32:55,076 --> 00:32:57,492
I mean, it felt like there
was a magnet
833
00:32:57,527 --> 00:33:01,393
in my mouth pulling
the drugs and you know,
834
00:33:01,427 --> 00:33:05,121
as Mike said, I went
away for some time also
835
00:33:05,155 --> 00:33:08,848
and it's because of my
lack of self control
836
00:33:08,883 --> 00:33:10,609
when it came to drugs.
837
00:33:12,266 --> 00:33:17,236
And then when I got out
of prison, I started
838
00:33:19,721 --> 00:33:21,827
coming to meetings,
something that I never
839
00:33:22,828 --> 00:33:24,519
really did unless I was
forced to do because
840
00:33:24,554 --> 00:33:26,418
of some case I going, whatever,
841
00:33:26,452 --> 00:33:29,248
and when I first started
coming to meetings, I,
842
00:33:31,940 --> 00:33:35,841
the word hope was
like the word that first
843
00:33:35,875 --> 00:33:39,155
came to mind, because
everyone was so welcoming
844
00:33:39,189 --> 00:33:43,228
and you know, giving
me their phone numbers
845
00:33:43,262 --> 00:33:46,058
and now it's like you
have something behind you.
846
00:33:46,093 --> 00:33:49,303
You have a support
system to fall back on
847
00:33:49,337 --> 00:33:52,823
if you're ever in a
situation where you feel
848
00:33:52,858 --> 00:33:55,757
like you wanna use
and I thank the people
849
00:33:55,792 --> 00:33:57,069
in these rooms so much,
850
00:33:58,070 --> 00:34:01,763
because if it wasn't and
weren't for these rooms, I
851
00:34:01,798 --> 00:34:03,006
don't know where I'd be.
852
00:34:04,766 --> 00:34:07,183
So, yeah, thank you.
853
00:34:08,080 --> 00:34:10,703
I mean, this really
saved my life.
854
00:34:10,738 --> 00:34:13,016
There's nothing worse than
wasted fucking talent.
855
00:34:13,051 --> 00:34:15,467
You had this opportunity
of a lifetime
856
00:34:15,501 --> 00:34:17,296
to become who you are right now.
857
00:34:17,331 --> 00:34:19,057
To be, I would have done
anything to work
858
00:34:19,091 --> 00:34:20,817
with Abel Ferrara.
859
00:34:20,851 --> 00:34:21,818
I don't ever have to
work again after this.
860
00:34:21,852 --> 00:34:23,268
That's the way I felt.
861
00:34:23,302 --> 00:34:25,994
The way I saw it was, I
was still young, you know,
862
00:34:26,029 --> 00:34:28,721
so I was like, God, I've
lost my right to party.
863
00:34:28,756 --> 00:34:31,483
I lost my right to have
a good time, to be young,
864
00:34:31,517 --> 00:34:34,106
because I fucked with that drug.
865
00:34:34,141 --> 00:34:35,866
Like, that drug
was just, then you,
866
00:34:35,901 --> 00:34:37,109
all bets are off after that.
867
00:34:37,144 --> 00:34:38,421
You can't do anything anymore.
868
00:34:38,455 --> 00:34:39,525
Now, you have to get sober
869
00:34:39,560 --> 00:34:41,458
and you gotta stay sober
for the rest of your life.
870
00:34:41,493 --> 00:34:42,908
You don't even have
to be an addict
871
00:34:42,942 --> 00:34:44,116
to become an heroin addict.
872
00:34:44,151 --> 00:34:46,118
You just have to
take heroin five times
873
00:34:46,153 --> 00:34:47,395
and then you realize
you don't know
874
00:34:47,430 --> 00:34:51,123
how to tie your shoes after
your fifth time without out it.
875
00:34:51,158 --> 00:34:52,504
At least for me,
that's how it was.
876
00:34:52,538 --> 00:34:53,884
I don't know if I was an addict
877
00:34:53,919 --> 00:34:55,852
or if I, if it made
me an addict.
878
00:34:55,886 --> 00:34:59,925
I don't even know,
but he, I knew
879
00:34:59,959 --> 00:35:01,651
that it was the
beginning for him.
880
00:35:01,685 --> 00:35:04,205
All I know is Abel Ferrara,
- Right.
881
00:35:04,240 --> 00:35:06,000
- had a massive drug problem.
882
00:35:06,034 --> 00:35:10,142
He was, he used to direct on
his hands and knees, Abel.
883
00:35:10,177 --> 00:35:12,489
Hey, so I want you to do this.
884
00:35:12,524 --> 00:35:14,733
He'd be petting
his hair and stuff
885
00:35:14,767 --> 00:35:16,321
and I remember
even Lillo was like,
886
00:35:16,355 --> 00:35:18,875
what the fuck is this.
- Right.
887
00:35:18,909 --> 00:35:21,636
- How are we gonna
get anything done here.
888
00:35:22,982 --> 00:35:27,539
By the sixth day
of shooting, I noticed
889
00:35:27,573 --> 00:35:30,749
that Lillo was not the
same kid that started
890
00:35:30,783 --> 00:35:32,199
the movie with us.
891
00:35:32,233 --> 00:35:34,097
I remember we had one
scene in a horse
892
00:35:34,132 --> 00:35:36,582
and carriage in
central park and we
893
00:35:36,617 --> 00:35:38,688
were stealing shots
because, A, we
894
00:35:38,722 --> 00:35:43,693
were shooting, winter time,
we shooting snow storms
895
00:35:43,727 --> 00:35:46,834
and blizzards in winter time
for, we were
896
00:35:46,868 --> 00:35:47,973
in a heat wave in New York.
897
00:35:48,007 --> 00:35:49,802
It was that really big heat wave
898
00:35:50,838 --> 00:35:54,566
and this fucking guy
was puking off
899
00:35:54,600 --> 00:35:56,671
the side of the horse and
carriage
900
00:35:56,706 --> 00:35:58,639
the whole time and
I'm like, what's
901
00:35:58,673 --> 00:36:00,192
going on, are you sick?
902
00:36:00,227 --> 00:36:01,780
What's happening?
903
00:36:01,814 --> 00:36:03,368
And it took me a couple
minutes to realize,
904
00:36:03,402 --> 00:36:05,266
it's like, this kid's doing
heroin.
905
00:36:05,301 --> 00:36:06,440
He's doing drugs.
906
00:36:06,474 --> 00:36:09,167
He's fucking high
as hell right now.
907
00:36:09,201 --> 00:36:10,582
He's not withdrawing
'cuz he's not
908
00:36:10,616 --> 00:36:13,101
a junkie yet.
- Right.
909
00:36:13,136 --> 00:36:14,655
- He just got high.
910
00:36:14,689 --> 00:36:17,382
He's new at taking
heroin 'cuz I was
911
00:36:17,416 --> 00:36:20,661
already, I had been
already at a rehab
912
00:36:20,695 --> 00:36:23,181
and stuff and sober
for a few years
913
00:36:23,215 --> 00:36:25,079
and I was like, wow,
he was just starting,
914
00:36:25,113 --> 00:36:26,977
so I thought for sure he
was getting high with Abel.
915
00:36:27,012 --> 00:36:29,670
I was annoyed, I was
really mad at him.
916
00:36:29,704 --> 00:36:31,154
I was, I think I was more mad at
917
00:36:31,189 --> 00:36:33,052
the situation because
I knew how hard
918
00:36:33,087 --> 00:36:34,985
it was for me and
I'm like, don't
919
00:36:35,020 --> 00:36:36,987
go down this road.
920
00:36:37,022 --> 00:36:38,886
You have all this
opportunity in front of you.
921
00:36:38,920 --> 00:36:41,337
Why would you ever do this?
922
00:36:41,371 --> 00:36:44,029
I was still pretty fresh, so,
923
00:36:44,063 --> 00:36:45,789
and they're watching
Abel and it's like
924
00:36:45,824 --> 00:36:47,964
this is what you wanna be?
925
00:36:47,998 --> 00:36:49,552
This isn't like,
I'm a party animal.
926
00:36:49,586 --> 00:36:50,622
I'm a Hollywood actor.
927
00:36:50,656 --> 00:36:52,348
I've just become famous, I wanna
928
00:36:52,382 --> 00:36:54,660
go out and part and
enjoy the high life.
929
00:36:54,695 --> 00:36:57,698
This is, you must
really hate yourself.
930
00:36:57,732 --> 00:37:01,322
Brad Renfro died
right out of Deuces Wild.
931
00:37:01,357 --> 00:37:03,738
That was around the same
time period, I think,
932
00:37:03,773 --> 00:37:05,947
that Lillo got in trouble,
so now, you
933
00:37:05,982 --> 00:37:07,501
have these two really talented,
934
00:37:07,535 --> 00:37:10,711
and Brad Renfro
was this gentle soul.
935
00:37:12,230 --> 00:37:14,473
A mess, you know, so sad.
936
00:37:14,508 --> 00:37:16,648
And Lillo and I
reconnected this year.
937
00:37:16,682 --> 00:37:18,753
The reason why
I'm even here talking
938
00:37:18,788 --> 00:37:21,135
to this camera,
because I asked him
939
00:37:21,169 --> 00:37:24,449
if he would fill in
for me along with
940
00:37:24,483 --> 00:37:26,071
a couple of other
friends of mine
941
00:37:26,105 --> 00:37:29,971
who went through,
who had jail time
942
00:37:30,006 --> 00:37:31,697
and came out on
the other end and
943
00:37:31,732 --> 00:37:34,907
are trying to keep
their lives in
944
00:37:34,942 --> 00:37:37,185
the straight and narrow
and trying to help people.
945
00:37:37,220 --> 00:37:39,878
But that's when I
reached out to Lillo
946
00:37:39,912 --> 00:37:42,398
and I said, will you go
talk at this conference.
947
00:37:42,432 --> 00:37:46,505
So, my whole take
on all of this stuff
948
00:37:46,540 --> 00:37:48,680
as much as it was
awful and there's
949
00:37:48,714 --> 00:37:51,234
all this waste of
talent is that he's
950
00:37:51,269 --> 00:37:53,271
turning it around,
so is it wasted
951
00:37:53,305 --> 00:37:54,272
at this point?
952
00:37:54,306 --> 00:37:55,928
He's taking this
experience and he's turning
953
00:37:55,963 --> 00:37:59,346
it into something that
could help other people
954
00:37:59,380 --> 00:38:02,383
and something that's gonna
work in his favor, I hope.
955
00:38:02,418 --> 00:38:04,247
Put him on a different path.
956
00:38:04,282 --> 00:38:06,387
I always tell,
I asked him to speak at
957
00:38:06,422 --> 00:38:10,426
this thing, which was a,
it's a reentry program.
958
00:38:10,460 --> 00:38:12,635
Kids coming out, people
coming out of jail, not kids.
959
00:38:12,669 --> 00:38:15,603
People coming out of jail
and not having a chance.
960
00:38:15,638 --> 00:38:19,400
They're scarred for life by
that, so what other options?
961
00:38:19,435 --> 00:38:21,299
I mean, just go get
fucking high again, like I
962
00:38:21,333 --> 00:38:23,335
can't even be a
part of society now
963
00:38:23,370 --> 00:38:24,819
because I fucked up?
964
00:38:24,854 --> 00:38:26,545
I see it a different way.
965
00:38:26,580 --> 00:38:28,582
I see a lot of people
who had drug problems
966
00:38:28,616 --> 00:38:31,757
as being highly
sensitive people.
967
00:38:31,792 --> 00:38:34,139
People who forget about
even their problems,
968
00:38:34,173 --> 00:38:35,658
it's how you carry your problems
969
00:38:35,692 --> 00:38:40,352
and how you handle them
and people like us handle
970
00:38:40,387 --> 00:38:45,357
them in this very self
destructive kind of way,
971
00:38:45,978 --> 00:38:48,222
but you can turn that
into something magical.
972
00:38:48,256 --> 00:38:50,431
I believe that,
I really believe that.
973
00:38:50,466 --> 00:38:51,777
- You finished?
974
00:38:51,812 --> 00:38:53,710
[guzzling]
975
00:38:53,745 --> 00:38:55,747
[thuds]
976
00:38:55,781 --> 00:38:56,610
- Thank you, T.
977
00:38:57,921 --> 00:39:00,338
- Was that sugarless,
motherfucker?
978
00:39:00,372 --> 00:39:02,305
The last fuckin' drink
you're ever gonna have.
979
00:39:02,340 --> 00:39:03,341
[sobbing]
980
00:39:03,375 --> 00:39:04,825
- For the sake of God, Marty.
981
00:39:04,859 --> 00:39:05,895
[shouting]
982
00:39:05,929 --> 00:39:07,241
- [Steve] There was
speculation and rumors
983
00:39:07,275 --> 00:39:09,726
that James Gandolfini
actually took you
984
00:39:09,761 --> 00:39:11,452
to the side on the
site of Sopranos
985
00:39:11,487 --> 00:39:15,145
and gave you some words
of wisdom, some advice.
986
00:39:15,180 --> 00:39:16,837
Can you elaborate
on what that was?
987
00:39:16,871 --> 00:39:18,908
- Basically just told me that,
"you have
988
00:39:18,942 --> 00:39:22,221
"something really
good going for yourself,
989
00:39:22,256 --> 00:39:24,120
"being given the
opportunity to be
990
00:39:24,154 --> 00:39:27,261
"in such TV shows and
films, it's a blessing."
991
00:39:28,124 --> 00:39:31,299
And you know, "you
should be really careful
992
00:39:31,334 --> 00:39:32,577
"in the decisions that you make
993
00:39:32,611 --> 00:39:36,270
"and the life that you
live, to not squander this."
994
00:39:37,271 --> 00:39:41,379
And you know, I guess
since back then I
995
00:39:41,413 --> 00:39:43,553
hadn't reached that
moment of clarity, I
996
00:39:43,588 --> 00:39:48,040
kind of brushed off what he
said and I shouldn't have.
997
00:39:48,075 --> 00:39:51,250
But now that I can
look back in hindsight,
998
00:39:51,285 --> 00:39:54,184
wow, that was some
pretty great advice
999
00:39:55,531 --> 00:39:56,670
from a legend.
1000
00:39:56,704 --> 00:40:00,536
- I met Lillo when he was
shooting Renaissance Man
1001
00:40:00,570 --> 00:40:03,711
with, through Mark Wahlberg
who was a friend of mine.
1002
00:40:03,746 --> 00:40:06,611
I met with him and Randy,
who introduced me to him.
1003
00:40:06,645 --> 00:40:08,820
- [Steve] And how did
you guys become tight?
1004
00:40:10,615 --> 00:40:11,616
- Me and Lillo were
tight from the beginning.
1005
00:40:11,650 --> 00:40:14,722
We just were naturally
very, became friends.
1006
00:40:14,757 --> 00:40:18,243
A lot of similar interests
and we just
1007
00:40:18,277 --> 00:40:20,452
always find him an
interesting guy to talk to.
1008
00:40:20,487 --> 00:40:22,005
It's a very interesting
commentary,
1009
00:40:22,040 --> 00:40:23,282
especially about
acting and stuff.
1010
00:40:23,317 --> 00:40:25,733
It's interesting,
the first year he
1011
00:40:25,768 --> 00:40:27,528
was in prison,
he was just as messed up
1012
00:40:27,563 --> 00:40:30,807
as he was before and
I was really angry
1013
00:40:30,842 --> 00:40:32,568
at him and we had
a lot of conversations
1014
00:40:32,602 --> 00:40:35,571
where I really, really, we had
1015
00:40:35,605 --> 00:40:37,607
some tough conversations
where I,
1016
00:40:37,642 --> 00:40:39,298
'cuz as much as I'm
his friend, as much
1017
00:40:39,333 --> 00:40:41,818
as I want to be there
for him as a friend,
1018
00:40:41,853 --> 00:40:44,269
it was, I was very
angry because of
1019
00:40:44,303 --> 00:40:46,064
the loss of life.
1020
00:40:46,098 --> 00:40:47,306
I knew he didn't shoot the guy.
1021
00:40:47,341 --> 00:40:48,963
I knew he was in the wrong place
1022
00:40:48,998 --> 00:40:50,862
at the wrong time, but
he's still responsible
1023
00:40:50,896 --> 00:40:51,725
for being there.
1024
00:40:52,933 --> 00:40:55,073
You know, I always knew,
I was always afraid Lillo
1025
00:40:55,107 --> 00:40:56,902
was gonna hurt himself.
1026
00:40:56,937 --> 00:40:58,732
I really, I thought
he was gonna die.
1027
00:40:58,766 --> 00:41:02,045
I knew he was gonna
die if he didn't stop
1028
00:41:02,080 --> 00:41:04,289
and I kept telling him
and that I kept, I did
1029
00:41:04,323 --> 00:41:06,636
everything in my
power to convince him
1030
00:41:06,671 --> 00:41:09,052
that he's on a road
where he's going
1031
00:41:09,087 --> 00:41:11,330
to die, so I always
expected that.
1032
00:41:11,365 --> 00:41:13,919
I never expected him
to hurt somebody else.
1033
00:41:13,954 --> 00:41:15,507
That was the shocking thing
1034
00:41:15,542 --> 00:41:17,613
and of course,
when the truth came out, he
1035
00:41:17,647 --> 00:41:18,752
certainly didn't
hurt anyone else.
1036
00:41:18,786 --> 00:41:21,099
He was there,
but even being there
1037
00:41:21,133 --> 00:41:22,894
was upsetting for
me and it made me, I
1038
00:41:22,928 --> 00:41:24,378
was very disappointed in him.
1039
00:41:26,276 --> 00:41:27,519
I love the guy,
he's an old friend,
1040
00:41:27,554 --> 00:41:29,452
but you know,
someone loses their life.
1041
00:41:29,487 --> 00:41:30,280
A police officer.
1042
00:41:30,315 --> 00:41:31,972
Just, it's heart breaking
1043
00:41:32,006 --> 00:41:33,560
and I was really angry with him
1044
00:41:34,595 --> 00:41:36,977
from the first time.
1045
00:41:37,011 --> 00:41:39,531
- [Steve] What was the
reaction from friends
1046
00:41:39,566 --> 00:41:43,017
and family that knew
you were close with him,
1047
00:41:43,052 --> 00:41:44,536
that's after the
incident happened.
1048
00:41:44,571 --> 00:41:45,503
- Most of my friends called me
1049
00:41:45,537 --> 00:41:47,539
and said you gotta
get away from this guy.
1050
00:41:47,574 --> 00:41:49,679
He's gonna be nothing but
trouble for you.
1051
00:41:52,510 --> 00:41:53,649
Some people put a lot of
pressure on me
1052
00:41:53,683 --> 00:41:56,444
to get away from,
some of my family
1053
00:41:56,479 --> 00:41:57,929
and a lot of other people.
1054
00:41:57,963 --> 00:41:59,517
He really was a pariah.
1055
00:42:01,864 --> 00:42:05,557
But you know,
the way I look at it, he's
1056
00:42:05,592 --> 00:42:07,076
my friend and he
was my friend when he
1057
00:42:07,110 --> 00:42:08,595
was a movie star.
1058
00:42:08,629 --> 00:42:10,113
He's still gonna be
my friend when he's
1059
00:42:10,148 --> 00:42:11,839
in his worst point in his life.
1060
00:42:11,874 --> 00:42:12,806
That's what friends are for.
1061
00:42:12,840 --> 00:42:14,532
I wouldn't have left him.
1062
00:42:15,981 --> 00:42:19,088
As a friend, I would
never leave him.
1063
00:42:19,122 --> 00:42:20,710
- [Steve] Did you lose
friends because of him?
1064
00:42:20,745 --> 00:42:22,401
- I did lose some friends
because of him.
1065
00:42:22,436 --> 00:42:23,748
- [Steve] Did you lose family
members because of him?
1066
00:42:23,782 --> 00:42:24,887
- Yes.
1067
00:42:26,198 --> 00:42:28,097
- How did I meet Lillo?
1068
00:42:28,131 --> 00:42:30,099
Just with the Rat Pack
we used to run with
1069
00:42:30,133 --> 00:42:31,618
in the city.
1070
00:42:31,652 --> 00:42:33,620
Lillo was the hottest
young actor on the scene
1071
00:42:33,654 --> 00:42:37,002
right then and running
with our little A-listers,
1072
00:42:37,037 --> 00:42:40,696
here comes Lillo out of
nowhere in the Bronx Tale
1073
00:42:40,730 --> 00:42:43,215
and just took New York
by storm and
1074
00:42:45,632 --> 00:42:47,219
met him down at Scores.
1075
00:42:47,254 --> 00:42:48,082
[laughing]
1076
00:42:48,117 --> 00:42:51,741
Gentlemen's club
also and one day he
1077
00:42:51,776 --> 00:42:53,605
was like, hey, you wanna give me
1078
00:42:53,640 --> 00:42:54,537
a ride home?
1079
00:42:54,572 --> 00:42:55,262
I said, naw, man,
I've been drinking,
1080
00:42:55,296 --> 00:42:57,160
but here goes, "my car keys"
1081
00:42:57,195 --> 00:42:59,059
and he took the
car keys and he went
1082
00:42:59,093 --> 00:43:01,164
in a brand new 600 Mercedes.
1083
00:43:01,199 --> 00:43:03,995
Young 18 year old
kid and we bonded
1084
00:43:04,029 --> 00:43:05,065
right after that.
1085
00:43:05,099 --> 00:43:07,585
Lillo was two different people.
1086
00:43:08,655 --> 00:43:10,484
See, we have a
disease that tells us we
1087
00:43:10,518 --> 00:43:12,210
don't have a disease.
1088
00:43:12,244 --> 00:43:14,315
So when Lillo
was sober, Lillo was
1089
00:43:14,350 --> 00:43:16,421
the best person in the world.
1090
00:43:16,455 --> 00:43:19,355
When Lillo was
getting high, then Lillo
1091
00:43:19,389 --> 00:43:22,634
was a whole different
person and I
1092
00:43:22,669 --> 00:43:25,326
could tell you
stories with, when we'd
1093
00:43:25,361 --> 00:43:27,190
be at a hotel room
and have a bunch
1094
00:43:27,225 --> 00:43:29,641
of women and you're
partying and Lillo
1095
00:43:29,676 --> 00:43:31,539
will start doing drugs
and you could
1096
00:43:31,574 --> 00:43:33,783
just see the demon
just taking Lillo on.
1097
00:43:33,818 --> 00:43:37,442
Not where he's violent, but
when paranoia would set in.
1098
00:43:37,476 --> 00:43:40,548
Between you and I, bro,
I see how sick you are
1099
00:43:40,583 --> 00:43:42,412
and sick I was, we gotta
keep each other accountable.
1100
00:43:42,447 --> 00:43:44,311
You know?
1101
00:43:44,345 --> 00:43:45,519
[Lillo mumbles]
1102
00:43:45,553 --> 00:43:46,693
You know I love you, man.
1103
00:43:46,727 --> 00:43:48,453
- I love you, too.
1104
00:43:48,487 --> 00:43:51,214
I think also, if I
didn't go out that night,
1105
00:43:51,249 --> 00:43:52,699
my life wouldn't have
been saved, you know.
1106
00:43:52,733 --> 00:43:54,321
- Right, but you know,
1107
00:43:55,702 --> 00:43:58,256
we wouldn't have
cost two lives, you know.
1108
00:43:58,290 --> 00:44:00,707
And we gotta look at it where,
1109
00:44:00,741 --> 00:44:01,846
and you know we talk about this
1110
00:44:01,880 --> 00:44:02,881
all the time,
1111
00:44:02,916 --> 00:44:05,884
on the phone and doing
devotionals and stuff.
1112
00:44:05,919 --> 00:44:07,955
We know it's not all about us.
1113
00:44:07,990 --> 00:44:09,439
We ain't self centered
about it no more.
1114
00:44:09,474 --> 00:44:11,234
If we could take this all back
1115
00:44:11,269 --> 00:44:13,651
and bring back our victims,
we definitely will.
1116
00:44:14,479 --> 00:44:17,309
All we can do right now,
we apologize.
1117
00:44:17,344 --> 00:44:21,624
We're sorry and God is not
a God of second chance.
1118
00:44:21,659 --> 00:44:23,212
He's a God of another chance
1119
00:44:23,246 --> 00:44:25,801
'cuz we've been through
our second chances.
1120
00:44:25,835 --> 00:44:27,734
- Right.
- Just hope our family
1121
00:44:27,768 --> 00:44:30,633
and their family be
patient with us
1122
00:44:30,668 --> 00:44:32,359
and know that we're sick.
1123
00:44:32,393 --> 00:44:35,845
Lillo, when Lillo
did cocaine, he
1124
00:44:35,880 --> 00:44:37,778
would take a picture
off the wall,
1125
00:44:37,813 --> 00:44:41,195
look for a microphone,
look for a camera,
1126
00:44:41,230 --> 00:44:42,887
go under the bed, go everywhere,
1127
00:44:42,921 --> 00:44:44,751
just like you never seen before.
1128
00:44:44,785 --> 00:44:47,339
Just almost like he
was allergic to cocaine
1129
00:44:47,374 --> 00:44:52,482
and nobody on the party scene
had it worse than Lillo.
1130
00:44:52,517 --> 00:44:55,106
I could tell you this,
1131
00:44:55,140 --> 00:44:58,178
we had a photoshoot at
my house for charity
1132
00:44:58,212 --> 00:45:00,456
and Lillo,
during the day, sober,
1133
00:45:01,319 --> 00:45:02,251
great human being.
1134
00:45:02,285 --> 00:45:04,011
A lot of energy, a lot of
compassion.
1135
00:45:04,046 --> 00:45:06,531
A lot of empathy
toward the foundation
1136
00:45:06,565 --> 00:45:07,739
and toward the people.
1137
00:45:07,774 --> 00:45:10,569
People loved him and
then as the night
1138
00:45:10,604 --> 00:45:12,744
went on, he started drinking and
1139
00:45:12,779 --> 00:45:15,954
the cocaine would
come in, Lillo would
1140
00:45:15,989 --> 00:45:18,232
right away, go into
something else.
1141
00:45:18,267 --> 00:45:21,270
It was so bad that
I had a large house
1142
00:45:21,304 --> 00:45:25,550
right out in this area and I
came home,
1143
00:45:25,584 --> 00:45:28,035
maybe three days
after the function,
1144
00:45:28,070 --> 00:45:30,520
went into a bedroom downstairs.
1145
00:45:30,555 --> 00:45:32,557
We had a big place, 16 bedrooms.
1146
00:45:32,591 --> 00:45:34,317
I don't know why
I went down there.
1147
00:45:34,352 --> 00:45:36,285
I opened up the
closet to get something.
1148
00:45:36,319 --> 00:45:37,458
I don't know why
I was down there.
1149
00:45:37,493 --> 00:45:40,392
'Cuz I opened it up and
Lillo was still here.
1150
00:45:40,427 --> 00:45:41,946
- How many years sober are you?
1151
00:45:43,085 --> 00:45:44,189
- I can probably say that on
1152
00:45:44,224 --> 00:45:49,367
this past November 18th,
2017, celebrated 11 years.
1153
00:45:49,401 --> 00:45:51,610
- [Steve] How's that feel?
1154
00:45:51,645 --> 00:45:52,819
- It feels tremendous.
1155
00:45:52,853 --> 00:45:55,028
I mean, it's not
something I can say
1156
00:45:55,062 --> 00:45:57,927
that gets easier
every day, but it
1157
00:45:57,962 --> 00:45:59,757
gets more rewarding every day.
1158
00:46:01,482 --> 00:46:04,485
While I was away,
one of the best things
1159
00:46:04,520 --> 00:46:08,075
that I learned is how
to manage my emotions
1160
00:46:08,110 --> 00:46:10,560
and what I learned from
experience
1161
00:46:10,595 --> 00:46:14,288
was that no matter how
bad a situation gets,
1162
00:46:14,323 --> 00:46:16,049
either your ability
to deal with it
1163
00:46:17,395 --> 00:46:18,189
will get better
or the situation itself
1164
00:46:18,223 --> 00:46:19,052
will get better.
1165
00:46:20,536 --> 00:46:24,367
And then I came to a realization
that I don't need drugs.
1166
00:46:24,402 --> 00:46:27,370
That God has equipped
me with what's necessary
1167
00:46:27,405 --> 00:46:29,925
to overcome pretty much anything
1168
00:46:29,959 --> 00:46:32,065
and that is one
of the biggest tools
1169
00:46:32,099 --> 00:46:37,035
that I use to keep
sober until this day.
1170
00:46:37,070 --> 00:46:38,347
- Before I bet Lillo,
1171
00:46:40,004 --> 00:46:42,489
an actor by the
name of Phil Barbarino
1172
00:46:42,523 --> 00:46:46,044
had the part of C
and I was going
1173
00:46:46,079 --> 00:46:49,772
in for Mario and then
Jill Greenburg told us
1174
00:46:49,807 --> 00:46:54,294
unofficially that
it was, Phil was
1175
00:46:54,328 --> 00:46:57,159
gonna play C and I was
gonna play Crazy Mario
1176
00:46:57,193 --> 00:46:59,471
and I think she said,
I think Joey had
1177
00:46:59,506 --> 00:47:01,680
the part maybe even before us.
1178
00:47:04,131 --> 00:47:07,203
Joey from Goodfellas, so
Joey was gonna play Slick.
1179
00:47:07,238 --> 00:47:08,826
And she told us this
unofficially
1180
00:47:08,860 --> 00:47:10,897
that we were those characters.
1181
00:47:10,931 --> 00:47:13,865
- [Steve] Now, how did
you guys feel knowing
1182
00:47:13,900 --> 00:47:15,971
that this guy just
came out of nowhere.
1183
00:47:16,005 --> 00:47:20,044
- Well at first, we,
I was on Phil's side.
1184
00:47:20,078 --> 00:47:21,700
At first, so I
was like, this kid.
1185
00:47:21,735 --> 00:47:24,427
Don't worry, Phil, I said, he
doesn't have
1186
00:47:24,462 --> 00:47:27,085
a shot, but I
knew he had a shot.
1187
00:47:27,120 --> 00:47:28,328
- Right.
- And then when I saw
1188
00:47:28,362 --> 00:47:31,434
him act, I thought
he was fantastic.
1189
00:47:31,469 --> 00:47:32,470
I thought he was fantastic
1190
00:47:32,504 --> 00:47:34,610
and I believed that
he was from the Bronx
1191
00:47:34,644 --> 00:47:36,129
and he had that Bronx accent.
1192
00:47:36,163 --> 00:47:37,371
I don't know if Lillo put it on
1193
00:47:37,406 --> 00:47:41,030
or if he just, maybe it's a
Yonkers accent
1194
00:47:41,065 --> 00:47:43,101
that was close to the Bronx,
1195
00:47:43,136 --> 00:47:46,587
but he also spoke,
he also speaks Italian
1196
00:47:46,622 --> 00:47:48,382
and Spanish and stuff like that,
1197
00:47:49,280 --> 00:47:51,765
so he was able to do the
Bronx accent perfect.
1198
00:47:51,799 --> 00:47:53,111
I'm from the Bronx
-Right.
1199
00:47:53,146 --> 00:47:54,941
- So, I know a Bronx
accent when I hear it.
1200
00:47:54,975 --> 00:47:55,803
He had it.
1201
00:47:55,838 --> 00:47:58,220
After Bronx Tale
we actually did,
1202
00:47:58,254 --> 00:47:59,600
we worked again together.
1203
00:48:03,190 --> 00:48:04,916
We knew each
other's families, also,
1204
00:48:04,951 --> 00:48:06,331
from being on set,
so I knew his mom
1205
00:48:06,366 --> 00:48:09,196
and dad and he knew my
mom and dad, my brothers.
1206
00:48:09,231 --> 00:48:12,337
And Lillo has
amazing memory, too,
1207
00:48:12,372 --> 00:48:14,615
'cuz he saw me
years later and asked
1208
00:48:14,650 --> 00:48:18,171
my family by name,
which was impressive.
1209
00:48:18,205 --> 00:48:22,382
But after Bronx Tale,
we had done,
1210
00:48:22,416 --> 00:48:25,143
we had done a
show called Falcone
1211
00:48:25,178 --> 00:48:30,217
about, it was a spin
off of Danny Brasco
1212
00:48:30,252 --> 00:48:32,150
and it was James Russo.
1213
00:48:33,669 --> 00:48:35,947
Titus Welliver was in it.
1214
00:48:35,982 --> 00:48:40,400
It was a, Bobby Moresco,
I think, directed it.
1215
00:48:40,434 --> 00:48:43,506
Anyway, it was gonna
be a big series
1216
00:48:43,541 --> 00:48:44,818
and I was playing Nicky,
the kid.
1217
00:48:44,852 --> 00:48:47,269
He was playing one
of the wise guys.
1218
00:48:47,303 --> 00:48:49,996
And he was a regular in it.
1219
00:48:50,030 --> 00:48:51,963
I was gonna be, I think, a
recurring.
1220
00:48:51,998 --> 00:48:53,965
Something like that,
but he was a regular.
1221
00:48:54,000 --> 00:48:56,278
And then they killed him off
1222
00:48:56,312 --> 00:48:57,900
and I was surprised that
they killed him off.
1223
00:48:57,935 --> 00:48:58,970
I don't know the real story, you
1224
00:48:59,005 --> 00:49:00,213
can ask Lillo about it.
1225
00:49:00,247 --> 00:49:02,318
But I remember him coming, if we
1226
00:49:02,353 --> 00:49:06,012
had a six or seven
o'clock a.m. call time,
1227
00:49:06,046 --> 00:49:09,670
he'd come in wired
from the night before,
1228
00:49:09,705 --> 00:49:12,915
not sleeping, he had
the black under his eyes
1229
00:49:12,950 --> 00:49:17,023
and I knew he was out
from the night before.
1230
00:49:17,057 --> 00:49:19,508
He looked terrible and that's
when I knew
1231
00:49:19,542 --> 00:49:22,614
and then we met out
a couple of times.
1232
00:49:22,649 --> 00:49:24,962
We didn't go out
together, but I'd
1233
00:49:24,996 --> 00:49:27,136
go to a club or an
opening for something
1234
00:49:27,171 --> 00:49:29,863
or an event and he'd be there
1235
00:49:29,897 --> 00:49:32,417
and he was with these kids.
1236
00:49:32,452 --> 00:49:35,662
I forgot their names,
they're just weirdos.
1237
00:49:35,696 --> 00:49:37,733
I mean, this kid Rob
used to wear
1238
00:49:37,767 --> 00:49:40,667
these contact lenses
that were just so weird.
1239
00:49:40,701 --> 00:49:42,565
Terrible piece on his head.
1240
00:49:42,600 --> 00:49:44,326
They were just all around him.
1241
00:49:44,360 --> 00:49:48,986
They were obviously
enabling him.
1242
00:49:49,020 --> 00:49:50,780
His family were
builders in Yonkers.
1243
00:49:50,815 --> 00:49:51,850
They had a lot of money and they
1244
00:49:51,885 --> 00:49:53,197
did very, very well.
1245
00:49:53,231 --> 00:49:55,371
His father worked
like, I've never seen
1246
00:49:55,406 --> 00:49:57,615
anybody work
like his father, like a bull,
1247
00:49:57,649 --> 00:49:58,892
until he had the heart problem,
1248
00:49:58,926 --> 00:50:00,583
but his father was a great guy.
1249
00:50:00,618 --> 00:50:02,240
Worked really, really hard.
1250
00:50:02,275 --> 00:50:04,035
I remember Lillo
always looked great.
1251
00:50:04,070 --> 00:50:05,347
He always drove cool cars
1252
00:50:05,381 --> 00:50:06,589
and stuff like
that and then I saw him
1253
00:50:06,624 --> 00:50:11,629
in the club once, he had
a hole in his sweater.
1254
00:50:13,286 --> 00:50:15,529
He had mangled shoes on
1255
00:50:15,564 --> 00:50:18,774
and he asked me for $20
or something like that
1256
00:50:18,808 --> 00:50:19,809
and I said, you're asking me.
1257
00:50:19,844 --> 00:50:22,053
I should be asking you.
1258
00:50:22,088 --> 00:50:23,606
[high pitched shouting]
1259
00:50:23,641 --> 00:50:25,643
- Hugs and smiles during the
homecoming this afternoon.
1260
00:50:25,677 --> 00:50:27,507
Three and a half
hours after his release
1261
00:50:27,541 --> 00:50:29,336
from an upstate
prison this morning,
1262
00:50:29,371 --> 00:50:32,063
former actor Lillo
Brancato arrived in Yonkers
1263
00:50:32,098 --> 00:50:32,891
a free man.
1264
00:50:32,926 --> 00:50:34,307
- It's a very big day.
1265
00:50:34,341 --> 00:50:35,929
Thank you all for coming.
1266
00:50:35,963 --> 00:50:38,483
I just wanna spend some
time with my family.
1267
00:50:38,518 --> 00:50:40,002
- When you turn this corner,
1268
00:50:40,037 --> 00:50:42,591
what goes on in your mind.
1269
00:50:42,625 --> 00:50:44,075
- A lot of memories, you know.
1270
00:50:44,110 --> 00:50:44,938
I grew up here.
1271
00:50:44,972 --> 00:50:45,870
A lot of good memories
1272
00:50:47,009 --> 00:50:49,253
that all become the bad
memories.
1273
00:50:49,287 --> 00:50:51,255
A lot of guys that I knew
1274
00:50:51,289 --> 00:50:53,636
from this
neighborhood died, drugs.
1275
00:50:54,465 --> 00:50:56,225
Guys I was really,
really close to.
1276
00:50:59,125 --> 00:51:00,643
I remembering taking
care of my friend, Jimmy.
1277
00:51:00,678 --> 00:51:02,059
They used to call him Aruba.
1278
00:51:03,853 --> 00:51:06,097
He passed away in 2009
1279
00:51:07,029 --> 00:51:08,686
and he used to smoke crack
1280
00:51:10,067 --> 00:51:11,723
and I did also, but I wasn't,
you know,
1281
00:51:11,758 --> 00:51:13,277
doing it every day.
1282
00:51:13,311 --> 00:51:15,072
He told me, he said,
"Li, you know what.
1283
00:51:15,106 --> 00:51:17,039
"You keep messing
with that crack pipe,
1284
00:51:17,074 --> 00:51:18,834
"one day it's gonna get you."
1285
00:51:18,868 --> 00:51:20,801
I remember the
day that it got me.
1286
00:51:20,836 --> 00:51:22,769
It was in this very, very,
1287
00:51:24,184 --> 00:51:26,290
this very parking
space right here,
1288
00:51:26,324 --> 00:51:27,705
this parkin' spot.
1289
00:51:27,739 --> 00:51:29,086
I was walking into the store
1290
00:51:29,120 --> 00:51:30,915
to get cigarettes
and this guys parked
1291
00:51:30,949 --> 00:51:33,124
in this car and
was speaking loud,
1292
00:51:33,159 --> 00:51:34,298
that they wanted me to hear it.
1293
00:51:34,332 --> 00:51:36,127
They guy said,
the guys said, he goes,
1294
00:51:36,162 --> 00:51:37,473
"oh, Lillo's a good guy.
1295
00:51:37,508 --> 00:51:39,579
"He never forgot
where he came from."
1296
00:51:39,613 --> 00:51:41,477
So automatically, I'm curious.
1297
00:51:41,512 --> 00:51:43,445
I didn't, I've seen him around.
1298
00:51:43,479 --> 00:51:45,585
I knew who they were,
so I walked over
1299
00:51:45,619 --> 00:51:49,140
to the car and I remember
I looked in the car.
1300
00:51:49,175 --> 00:51:51,073
I said, hey guys, how you doin'.
1301
00:51:51,108 --> 00:51:54,111
The guy's lookin' at me,
said, "yeah, I'm alright."
1302
00:51:54,145 --> 00:51:58,011
And sitting down,
pulls out a crack pipe
1303
00:51:58,045 --> 00:51:59,323
and he looks at me.
1304
00:51:59,357 --> 00:52:01,221
He didn't raise it up so high
1305
00:52:01,256 --> 00:52:02,843
so we could see it from outside.
1306
00:52:02,878 --> 00:52:05,674
It was down here and he said,
he said, "you interested?"
1307
00:52:06,675 --> 00:52:08,780
and I knew what
that was gonna be.
1308
00:52:08,815 --> 00:52:10,403
Once I take that
first hit of crack, I
1309
00:52:10,437 --> 00:52:13,095
could be out for
two days, a week.
1310
00:52:13,130 --> 00:52:16,995
And I said, yeah,
yeah, I'm interested.
1311
00:52:17,030 --> 00:52:19,136
I got in the back
seat of the car.
1312
00:52:19,170 --> 00:52:21,897
I remember we took
a ride up this street
1313
00:52:21,931 --> 00:52:24,071
and we came around
and the crack pipe
1314
00:52:24,106 --> 00:52:26,039
was full of resin,
- Right.
1315
00:52:26,073 --> 00:52:27,282
- So I said to the guys,
I said, no, no, no.
1316
00:52:27,316 --> 00:52:29,594
He was ready to
put a rock in there.
1317
00:52:29,629 --> 00:52:30,871
And I said, no, no, no,
it's fine.
1318
00:52:30,906 --> 00:52:32,632
I'll just, he goes no, no, no.
1319
00:52:32,666 --> 00:52:33,771
He said, "if you're
gonna do it, you do
1320
00:52:33,805 --> 00:52:35,462
"it the right way."
1321
00:52:35,497 --> 00:52:39,432
I remember he put a $20
rock inside the pipe
1322
00:52:39,466 --> 00:52:44,471
and I remember when
I took that hit,
1323
00:52:45,127 --> 00:52:46,473
that was it.
1324
00:52:46,508 --> 00:52:47,336
That was it.
1325
00:52:49,476 --> 00:52:52,617
From that day in July of 2005
1326
00:52:52,652 --> 00:52:56,103
until the day I got arrested,
December 10th, 2005,
1327
00:52:56,138 --> 00:52:58,209
I did not miss one day.
1328
00:52:58,244 --> 00:52:59,831
I smoked crack every single day
1329
00:53:00,694 --> 00:53:03,904
and that crack pipe
got a real hold on me
1330
00:53:03,939 --> 00:53:06,390
to the point where I
used to be in my room,
1331
00:53:06,424 --> 00:53:09,772
look at the mirror and I
was a shadow of myself.
1332
00:53:09,807 --> 00:53:11,809
I was about 135 pounds.
1333
00:53:11,843 --> 00:53:13,086
I looked like a skeleton
1334
00:53:14,121 --> 00:53:16,745
and I would literally like,
so powerless,
1335
00:53:16,779 --> 00:53:19,092
and I used to look
in the mirror crying.
1336
00:53:19,126 --> 00:53:22,544
Please God, please help
me, help me please.
1337
00:53:22,578 --> 00:53:23,959
- [Steve] So when you
see this neighborhood,
1338
00:53:23,993 --> 00:53:26,064
does it bring back more bad
1339
00:53:26,099 --> 00:53:26,927
or more good memories?
1340
00:53:29,309 --> 00:53:30,310
- I would say more bad memories,
1341
00:53:30,345 --> 00:53:32,726
but now that I have reached
1342
00:53:32,761 --> 00:53:35,695
the moment of clarity,
I kinda deal
1343
00:53:35,729 --> 00:53:37,075
with it a little bit better
1344
00:53:38,076 --> 00:53:39,457
and just am so thankful that
1345
00:53:41,390 --> 00:53:43,703
that I did make it
out and that I am
1346
00:53:43,737 --> 00:53:45,498
safe and sound and I am a,
1347
00:53:46,430 --> 00:53:49,260
that I am in a
better place in life.
1348
00:53:49,295 --> 00:53:50,917
And thank God for that.
1349
00:53:50,951 --> 00:53:52,194
- Right.
- Because without Him,
1350
00:53:52,229 --> 00:53:53,299
none of that would
have been possible.
1351
00:53:53,333 --> 00:53:56,267
- [Steve] The iconic, the
working man is a sucker.
1352
00:53:56,302 --> 00:53:58,407
What are your thoughts on that?
1353
00:54:00,064 --> 00:54:03,240
- Well, my old thoughts,
1354
00:54:04,448 --> 00:54:05,690
I would probably have to say
1355
00:54:05,725 --> 00:54:08,245
that I believe
the exact opposite.
1356
00:54:08,279 --> 00:54:10,005
That the working
man is not a sucker.
1357
00:54:10,039 --> 00:54:13,664
My father's a Mason, a builder
1358
00:54:13,698 --> 00:54:15,597
and worked really, really hard
1359
00:54:15,631 --> 00:54:16,770
and I can tell you this.
1360
00:54:16,805 --> 00:54:18,393
He's far from a sucker.
1361
00:54:19,980 --> 00:54:21,637
- Well, my relationship
with Lillo
1362
00:54:21,672 --> 00:54:23,294
was like my relationship
with a lot
1363
00:54:23,329 --> 00:54:26,297
of young studs coming
up in New York.
1364
00:54:26,332 --> 00:54:28,334
Gettin' in the movie game and
1365
00:54:28,368 --> 00:54:30,853
the early '90s to
mid '90s when I
1366
00:54:30,888 --> 00:54:32,303
was running an big
gossip column in
1367
00:54:32,338 --> 00:54:35,133
the New York Daily News,
I was in contact
1368
00:54:35,168 --> 00:54:36,825
with all those guys,
all the young bucks,
1369
00:54:36,859 --> 00:54:40,656
and you know, I remember
the movie premier
1370
00:54:40,691 --> 00:54:43,038
specifically for Bronx Tale,
1371
00:54:43,072 --> 00:54:44,246
because it was a big to-do.
1372
00:54:44,281 --> 00:54:46,110
It was in Tribeca.
1373
00:54:46,144 --> 00:54:48,423
Bob De Niro directing.
1374
00:54:48,457 --> 00:54:49,320
I remember there was a big thing
1375
00:54:49,355 --> 00:54:51,874
with, a lot of people
couldn't get in
1376
00:54:51,909 --> 00:54:53,876
and you know, Lillo was about to
1377
00:54:53,911 --> 00:54:55,947
be crowned as this
new actor that
1378
00:54:55,982 --> 00:54:58,985
was gonna make some
noise for a long time.
1379
00:54:59,019 --> 00:55:02,506
And frankly, you left that
screening
1380
00:55:02,540 --> 00:55:06,199
or the premier saying
this kid fucking held
1381
00:55:06,233 --> 00:55:09,513
his own with Bob De Niro
and Chazz Palminteri,
1382
00:55:09,547 --> 00:55:13,517
heavyweights, he's
gonna be around forever.
1383
00:55:13,551 --> 00:55:15,242
Lillo didn't make me an enemy.
1384
00:55:15,277 --> 00:55:17,555
I never sought, I never
went after him.
1385
00:55:17,590 --> 00:55:20,627
'Cuz you gotta understand,
as an Italian guy,
1386
00:55:20,662 --> 00:55:22,457
there's a certain amount of
movies,
1387
00:55:22,491 --> 00:55:23,906
a certain amount of
movie us Italians see
1388
00:55:23,941 --> 00:55:25,632
that come on TV and
you put the remote
1389
00:55:25,667 --> 00:55:26,909
and you can throw
the remote away.
1390
00:55:26,944 --> 00:55:28,911
When you turn on Rocky or
Godfather
1391
00:55:28,946 --> 00:55:31,604
or Goodfellas or Raging Bull
1392
00:55:31,638 --> 00:55:34,814
or Bronx Tale, Casino even,
you're done
1393
00:55:34,848 --> 00:55:36,263
for the next two hours.
1394
00:55:36,298 --> 00:55:37,368
And when you're one of the stars
1395
00:55:37,403 --> 00:55:39,957
in those movies, you're
like royalty to us.
1396
00:55:39,991 --> 00:55:42,269
So, I would never
go out of my way
1397
00:55:42,304 --> 00:55:44,064
to write something
bad about Lillo,
1398
00:55:44,099 --> 00:55:47,102
but it was getting
increasingly harder not to
1399
00:55:47,136 --> 00:55:49,518
because there were
altercations and fights
1400
00:55:49,553 --> 00:55:53,384
and arguments
that warranted attention
1401
00:55:53,419 --> 00:55:54,385
in the columns.
1402
00:55:54,420 --> 00:55:56,283
There was a club
uptown called Rouge
1403
00:55:56,318 --> 00:55:58,631
that a lot of the
monsters stayed at
1404
00:55:58,665 --> 00:55:59,597
and big time guys.
1405
00:55:59,632 --> 00:56:01,392
Genovese guys, Gambino guys.
1406
00:56:01,427 --> 00:56:03,567
They all converged there.
1407
00:56:03,601 --> 00:56:05,879
These are fuckin' killers.
1408
00:56:05,914 --> 00:56:07,329
They don't take shit.
1409
00:56:07,364 --> 00:56:08,779
Polito would have
worked in there
1410
00:56:08,813 --> 00:56:10,367
with the same attitude like he
1411
00:56:10,401 --> 00:56:12,990
was running his own
show and those guys
1412
00:56:13,024 --> 00:56:14,543
wouldn't have it.
1413
00:56:14,578 --> 00:56:17,408
And again, he's treated
a certain way
1414
00:56:17,443 --> 00:56:18,858
because he's from a
certain movie
1415
00:56:18,892 --> 00:56:22,758
with a certain actor and
they put kid gloves on,
1416
00:56:22,793 --> 00:56:24,415
but there came a time
when he wasn't allowed
1417
00:56:24,450 --> 00:56:26,728
back in that club and
that's a big blow
1418
00:56:26,762 --> 00:56:28,419
to a kid like that.
1419
00:56:28,454 --> 00:56:30,283
I think he has a shot
to break in again
1420
00:56:30,317 --> 00:56:32,250
because he had some
talent and I'm sure he
1421
00:56:32,285 --> 00:56:33,424
still has some talent.
1422
00:56:34,287 --> 00:56:36,462
Up until recently,
everybody in this town
1423
00:56:36,496 --> 00:56:37,359
got a second chance.
1424
00:56:37,394 --> 00:56:38,774
I don't care if your
were Mel Gibson
1425
00:56:38,809 --> 00:56:41,294
and started a race
war on the PCH
1426
00:56:41,328 --> 00:56:43,883
or Woody Allen who married
his adopted daughter.
1427
00:56:43,917 --> 00:56:46,264
I mean, you get second
chances in this town,
1428
00:56:46,299 --> 00:56:47,714
in this business.
1429
00:56:47,749 --> 00:56:49,613
Right now, the climate in
Hollywood is,
1430
00:56:49,647 --> 00:56:52,616
anything you did bad
as a man, you're done.
1431
00:56:52,650 --> 00:56:54,618
What Lillo did didn't
have anything
1432
00:56:54,652 --> 00:56:57,793
of a sexual nature to
it, so if it's simply
1433
00:56:57,828 --> 00:56:59,554
a matter of breaking the law,
1434
00:56:59,588 --> 00:57:02,004
it's a tough spot, but
I think he certainly
1435
00:57:02,039 --> 00:57:03,350
has the ability to come back
1436
00:57:03,385 --> 00:57:04,421
if he wants to.
1437
00:57:04,455 --> 00:57:06,664
That's why that movie
resounded in all of us,
1438
00:57:06,699 --> 00:57:10,427
because I've lived a life
where sometimes you're
1439
00:57:10,461 --> 00:57:13,119
not using the talent that God
bestowed you
1440
00:57:13,153 --> 00:57:14,465
and when you're not using it,
1441
00:57:14,500 --> 00:57:15,915
things go bad in life and you
1442
00:57:15,949 --> 00:57:17,951
can really expect to find
yourself on your ass.
1443
00:57:17,986 --> 00:57:20,022
When you accept that
you have this talent
1444
00:57:20,057 --> 00:57:21,438
that God gave you,
you make your living
1445
00:57:21,472 --> 00:57:23,509
with it, it's truly the gift
that God
1446
00:57:23,543 --> 00:57:25,545
gave you, good things
are gonna happen.
1447
00:57:25,580 --> 00:57:28,479
I think Lillo has a gift
and got a gift from God.
1448
00:57:28,514 --> 00:57:30,585
He fucked his life up,
1449
00:57:30,619 --> 00:57:31,551
but I don't think
that gift left him
1450
00:57:31,586 --> 00:57:33,450
and I think there's
somebody out there
1451
00:57:33,484 --> 00:57:34,278
that's gonna put their hands out
1452
00:57:34,312 --> 00:57:36,142
and allow him back
into the scene.
1453
00:57:36,176 --> 00:57:37,764
- When you start working in film
1454
00:57:38,662 --> 00:57:40,180
and TV business
and make a little
1455
00:57:40,215 --> 00:57:42,424
bit if of money,
you know for me, I
1456
00:57:42,459 --> 00:57:43,736
lived at home with my parents.
1457
00:57:43,770 --> 00:57:44,771
Went to boarding school.
1458
00:57:44,806 --> 00:57:47,981
I was very, lived in a
sort of insulated bubble
1459
00:57:49,327 --> 00:57:51,778
and never really had
to worry too much
1460
00:57:51,813 --> 00:57:53,262
about money, never had to worry
1461
00:57:53,297 --> 00:57:54,678
about buying stuff,
so I never had
1462
00:57:54,712 --> 00:57:55,782
a lot of cash on me.
1463
00:57:55,817 --> 00:57:58,578
Never had a bank account
or anything like that.
1464
00:57:58,613 --> 00:58:01,685
When I started working
a lot in New York City,
1465
00:58:01,719 --> 00:58:03,997
it's not just having, being
recognizable
1466
00:58:04,032 --> 00:58:07,449
or being the new hot guy
or whatever they call it,
1467
00:58:07,484 --> 00:58:08,864
but it's all the sudden having,
1468
00:58:08,899 --> 00:58:13,835
being 18 or 19 and having
$150,000 cash
1469
00:58:13,869 --> 00:58:15,319
in your bank account.
1470
00:58:15,353 --> 00:58:16,527
[laughs]
1471
00:58:16,562 --> 00:58:18,046
- [Steve] Right, could
have been at that point,
1472
00:58:18,080 --> 00:58:20,013
that's like 10 million
at that age.
1473
00:58:20,048 --> 00:58:22,602
- Right and you're
working on jobs
1474
00:58:22,637 --> 00:58:24,742
and you're making
50 here, 75, 100
1475
00:58:24,777 --> 00:58:28,712
and it's just growing in your
bank account
1476
00:58:28,746 --> 00:58:30,921
and really, you know,
when you have
1477
00:58:30,955 --> 00:58:32,060
that kind of cash and never had
1478
00:58:32,094 --> 00:58:34,994
that kind of cash
before, I just didn't see
1479
00:58:35,028 --> 00:58:37,030
there was no limit
to what I could do.
1480
00:58:39,930 --> 00:58:43,554
So, that and sort of the access,
1481
00:58:43,589 --> 00:58:45,832
really it's the money
that creates the access
1482
00:58:47,075 --> 00:58:48,525
and so, the drugs, you know,
1483
00:58:48,559 --> 00:58:51,804
all that stuff becomes
very available
1484
00:58:51,838 --> 00:58:54,013
because you're
supplying the drugs
1485
00:58:54,047 --> 00:58:56,912
and the alcohol for
a lot of the friends.
1486
00:58:56,947 --> 00:58:59,087
So, they'll be finding
stuff for you
1487
00:58:59,121 --> 00:59:00,295
'cuz you're footing the bill,
1488
00:59:00,329 --> 00:59:02,366
- Right.
- And it's,
1489
00:59:02,400 --> 00:59:04,437
it's constant and never ending.
1490
00:59:04,471 --> 00:59:06,750
- So, I would be
remiss if I didn't ask
1491
00:59:06,784 --> 00:59:08,303
the question that's probably
the most important question
1492
00:59:08,337 --> 00:59:09,649
in this whole documentary.
1493
00:59:10,719 --> 00:59:12,928
Do you feel like you
got away with murder?
1494
00:59:14,309 --> 00:59:17,312
- Well, I've always
taken full responsibility
1495
00:59:17,346 --> 00:59:21,074
for how my addiction
and my, you know,
1496
00:59:22,351 --> 00:59:24,595
decision making made a
contribution
1497
00:59:24,630 --> 00:59:27,080
in the death of the heroic
police officer.
1498
00:59:29,082 --> 00:59:30,359
But with that being said,
1499
00:59:32,189 --> 00:59:35,433
I don't feel that I was
directly responsible
1500
00:59:35,468 --> 00:59:38,782
for the death, so
therefore, no, I don't think
1501
00:59:38,816 --> 00:59:41,094
I was, or got away with murder.
1502
00:59:42,095 --> 00:59:42,889
- What were your
initial thoughts
1503
00:59:42,924 --> 00:59:44,684
when you first heard about
1504
00:59:44,719 --> 00:59:46,824
the whole incident?
1505
00:59:46,859 --> 00:59:49,068
- Before we even
knew who it was,
1506
00:59:49,102 --> 00:59:52,174
it was another cop murder.
1507
00:59:53,037 --> 00:59:54,694
- Were you working
the night of or no?
1508
00:59:54,729 --> 00:59:57,283
- I was off that night actually.
1509
00:59:57,317 --> 00:59:59,078
- Okay.
- But a few weeks
1510
00:59:59,112 --> 01:00:01,321
or months prior, another
officer was killed.
1511
01:00:02,909 --> 01:00:04,255
I think it was Officer Dylan
Stewart.
1512
01:00:04,290 --> 01:00:07,017
So, yeah, immediately,
just the initial reports
1513
01:00:07,051 --> 01:00:08,535
that another officer killed.
1514
01:00:09,951 --> 01:00:12,125
I mean, any officer killed
struck us,
1515
01:00:12,160 --> 01:00:13,713
but two almost back to back,
1516
01:00:14,852 --> 01:00:16,682
and then when we
heard who it was,
1517
01:00:18,684 --> 01:00:21,963
someone kind of
privileged who probably
1518
01:00:21,997 --> 01:00:23,620
had a lot goin' for him,
1519
01:00:23,654 --> 01:00:26,001
that struck an even deeper nerve
1520
01:00:26,036 --> 01:00:28,072
in pretty much all of us.
1521
01:00:28,107 --> 01:00:30,627
- What was the,
if you can remember,
1522
01:00:30,661 --> 01:00:31,766
what was the
initial reaction around
1523
01:00:31,800 --> 01:00:34,251
the precinct when,
you know, around
1524
01:00:34,285 --> 01:00:36,633
the funeral time or
right after it happened?
1525
01:00:38,289 --> 01:00:43,294
- Everyone in
general was mad, livid.
1526
01:00:46,504 --> 01:00:47,782
Not just because of what
happened,
1527
01:00:47,816 --> 01:00:49,715
but again, because of who it was
1528
01:00:49,749 --> 01:00:50,957
and that he was, what we view,
1529
01:00:50,992 --> 01:00:52,269
as a privileged person.
1530
01:00:53,650 --> 01:00:54,685
How could this have happened?
1531
01:00:54,720 --> 01:00:56,169
How could he been involved
1532
01:00:56,204 --> 01:00:58,068
and then kind of also a feeling
1533
01:00:58,102 --> 01:01:00,829
of like, almost being
backstabbed
1534
01:01:00,864 --> 01:01:02,797
because, I think, in general,
1535
01:01:02,831 --> 01:01:05,869
a lot of us liked Lillo from
Bronx Tale.
1536
01:01:05,903 --> 01:01:06,697
- Right.
- So, we liked the movie.
1537
01:01:06,732 --> 01:01:07,560
We liked him.
1538
01:01:07,594 --> 01:01:09,148
I talked to a few today,
actually,
1539
01:01:09,182 --> 01:01:10,908
about this and --
1540
01:01:10,943 --> 01:01:12,185
- [Steve] What were their
thoughts?
1541
01:01:12,220 --> 01:01:14,256
- Like it was yesterday.
1542
01:01:14,291 --> 01:01:15,223
He was a scumbag.
1543
01:01:15,257 --> 01:01:16,051
He's a perp.
1544
01:01:16,086 --> 01:01:17,259
He's a piece of shit.
1545
01:01:19,330 --> 01:01:20,504
You know, he should
still be in jail.
1546
01:01:20,538 --> 01:01:21,712
He should have
gotten the death penalty.
1547
01:01:21,747 --> 01:01:23,541
So on and so forth.
- Right.
1548
01:01:25,336 --> 01:01:27,476
- I've yet to find anyone in
NYPD
1549
01:01:27,511 --> 01:01:31,101
who has anything
positive to say about it.
1550
01:01:31,135 --> 01:01:31,998
- Do you think he
deserves a second chance,
1551
01:01:32,033 --> 01:01:33,310
if not why?
1552
01:01:33,344 --> 01:01:35,692
[siren blaring]
1553
01:01:35,726 --> 01:01:37,728
- I don't and I don't
because, I do believe
1554
01:01:37,763 --> 01:01:39,523
in second chances, but for me,
1555
01:01:39,557 --> 01:01:44,562
this was too egregious
to deserve
1556
01:01:44,873 --> 01:01:46,012
a second chance
1557
01:01:47,289 --> 01:01:50,465
and from interviews
I saw with people
1558
01:01:50,499 --> 01:01:53,571
who used to work with him,
Chazz Palminteri, I think.
1559
01:01:53,606 --> 01:01:54,780
I think I've seen
a few interviews
1560
01:01:54,814 --> 01:01:57,023
with him back then,
he said that he
1561
01:01:57,058 --> 01:01:59,232
had heard he'd been
involved in drug activity
1562
01:01:59,267 --> 01:02:01,510
and so on and he
tried to steer him clear
1563
01:02:01,545 --> 01:02:04,203
and he told him this is
gonna lead to trouble.
1564
01:02:04,237 --> 01:02:05,756
So, it sounded like there
were probably people
1565
01:02:05,791 --> 01:02:07,931
around him who
tried to steer him clear
1566
01:02:07,965 --> 01:02:11,037
from that bad
element he was getting into
1567
01:02:11,072 --> 01:02:13,143
and he didn't listen.
1568
01:02:13,177 --> 01:02:15,386
This, things like this happen
1569
01:02:15,421 --> 01:02:16,767
when you're
involved in that activity
1570
01:02:16,802 --> 01:02:20,460
and to me, this is
something that's not worthy
1571
01:02:20,495 --> 01:02:22,152
of a second chance.
1572
01:02:22,186 --> 01:02:23,705
- Why did you think
it was important
1573
01:02:23,740 --> 01:02:28,296
to do this documentary from
a cop's side of things?
1574
01:02:29,366 --> 01:02:31,230
- I figured the public
just needs to know
1575
01:02:31,264 --> 01:02:33,266
how the cops feel.
1576
01:02:33,301 --> 01:02:35,924
In particular NYPD cops.
1577
01:02:35,959 --> 01:02:38,547
That the feeling hasn't changed.
1578
01:02:40,411 --> 01:02:42,241
I hate to use the word
hate, but I'm gonna use
1579
01:02:42,275 --> 01:02:43,069
the word hate.
1580
01:02:43,104 --> 01:02:44,830
Everyone that I
know at NYPD that
1581
01:02:44,864 --> 01:02:48,212
had mentioned Bracato's
name, they hate him.
1582
01:02:48,247 --> 01:02:49,593
Still consider him a scumbag.
1583
01:02:49,627 --> 01:02:51,215
Piece of shit, worthless.
1584
01:02:53,148 --> 01:02:56,634
And wouldn't see
any movie or a project
1585
01:02:56,669 --> 01:02:59,845
with him in it and I felt
1586
01:02:59,879 --> 01:03:02,537
it was just important
to make that known.
1587
01:03:02,571 --> 01:03:04,435
- Well, you know,
1588
01:03:04,470 --> 01:03:06,265
this is Saint Ann's Church.
1589
01:03:06,299 --> 01:03:08,060
This is where I
did my first communion
1590
01:03:08,094 --> 01:03:09,578
back in 1984.
1591
01:03:10,476 --> 01:03:13,755
It's where I did my
confirmation in 1990.
1592
01:03:13,790 --> 01:03:14,998
I don't live too far from here.
1593
01:03:15,032 --> 01:03:17,103
Maybe like two
minutes down the street.
1594
01:03:18,415 --> 01:03:20,417
And you know,
this church has a lot
1595
01:03:20,451 --> 01:03:21,383
of meaning to me.
1596
01:03:21,418 --> 01:03:23,351
I mean, it's like
part of my childhood.
1597
01:03:23,385 --> 01:03:25,456
It's part of who I am.
1598
01:03:25,491 --> 01:03:26,457
And you know,
1599
01:03:28,114 --> 01:03:30,807
and really, only
after I was incarcerated
1600
01:03:30,841 --> 01:03:33,637
did I really realize the
importance
1601
01:03:33,671 --> 01:03:36,398
of having God in
your life, you know,
1602
01:03:36,433 --> 01:03:38,607
because of the bad mistakes and
1603
01:03:38,642 --> 01:03:40,886
the choices that
I made in my life
1604
01:03:40,920 --> 01:03:42,819
and what they resulted in.
1605
01:03:43,750 --> 01:03:45,856
A lot of people left my side.
1606
01:03:45,891 --> 01:03:47,547
A lot of people that
were near and dear to me.
1607
01:03:47,582 --> 01:03:48,721
People that I loved.
1608
01:03:49,687 --> 01:03:50,999
They just weren't there for me.
1609
01:03:51,034 --> 01:03:51,897
Not everyone.
1610
01:03:55,555 --> 01:03:57,764
But one person
who never left my side
1611
01:03:57,799 --> 01:04:00,319
was God, He was always there
1612
01:04:01,182 --> 01:04:06,187
and I now know
because of what I went
1613
01:04:06,601 --> 01:04:09,949
through and the
changes in my life
1614
01:04:09,984 --> 01:04:13,884
of who I was and
then who I became
1615
01:04:13,919 --> 01:04:16,162
the day that I was released.
1616
01:04:16,197 --> 01:04:18,785
Funny how life works itself out
1617
01:04:18,820 --> 01:04:23,825
because, you know, 25
years later at least,
1618
01:04:24,101 --> 01:04:25,654
right next door to this church,
1619
01:04:25,689 --> 01:04:26,932
which is part of this church,
1620
01:04:26,966 --> 01:04:29,141
is where they have
parties and stuff,
1621
01:04:29,175 --> 01:04:32,385
is where I attend Narcotics
Anonymous meetings.
1622
01:04:32,420 --> 01:04:33,628
God does exist.
1623
01:04:35,319 --> 01:04:38,253
This is why I try
to go to church
1624
01:04:39,220 --> 01:04:43,189
as much as possible and
I thank God every day.
1625
01:04:43,224 --> 01:04:46,192
Every day of my life before
I do anything, I pray
1626
01:04:46,227 --> 01:04:49,126
for at least 10
minutes to thank Him
1627
01:04:49,161 --> 01:04:53,234
for giving me the
strength to become
1628
01:04:53,268 --> 01:04:54,960
the person that I am today.
1629
01:04:54,994 --> 01:04:59,205
You know, it's,
I owe it all to Him.
1630
01:04:59,240 --> 01:05:01,207
So, here I am.
1631
01:05:01,242 --> 01:05:04,314
[somber organ music]
1632
01:05:06,626 --> 01:05:08,145
- I feel as though
he got the right amount
1633
01:05:08,180 --> 01:05:11,769
of time just because
he did do a robbery.
1634
01:05:11,804 --> 01:05:13,357
There was a weapon involved
1635
01:05:13,392 --> 01:05:16,671
and knowing the laws and
actually having
1636
01:05:16,705 --> 01:05:18,500
an ex-boyfriend
who went to jail for
1637
01:05:18,535 --> 01:05:19,985
the same thing,
that's what he got.
1638
01:05:20,019 --> 01:05:23,057
He got 10 years and
did 85% of his time
1639
01:05:23,091 --> 01:05:24,817
and I feel as though
that was fair.
1640
01:05:24,851 --> 01:05:26,715
- It's so easy to get bored
1641
01:05:26,750 --> 01:05:29,132
and so then, the next
thing is, what's next.
1642
01:05:29,166 --> 01:05:30,271
I've got everything.
1643
01:05:30,305 --> 01:05:33,308
Like, what else is there?
1644
01:05:33,343 --> 01:05:38,141
And so, drugs and
alcohol and whatever
1645
01:05:38,175 --> 01:05:40,005
comes into the
picture inevitably,
1646
01:05:40,039 --> 01:05:44,492
and it almost always,
it's so hard
1647
01:05:44,526 --> 01:05:47,598
to navigate yourself through
that world.
1648
01:05:47,633 --> 01:05:50,118
- I think that Lillo
is a great artist
1649
01:05:50,153 --> 01:05:54,019
and wanted to keep
working and you know,
1650
01:05:54,053 --> 01:05:55,468
at the end of the day,
1651
01:05:58,471 --> 01:06:01,371
I think it does,
it does put a bit
1652
01:06:01,405 --> 01:06:05,409
of a shadow over
all the amazing work
1653
01:06:05,444 --> 01:06:06,307
that he has done.
1654
01:06:12,761 --> 01:06:14,246
- [Steve] Somebody's
watching this documentary
1655
01:06:14,280 --> 01:06:15,178
who didn't know Lillo
or don't know him
1656
01:06:16,075 --> 01:06:17,766
obviously personally
or don't know much
1657
01:06:17,801 --> 01:06:19,216
about him, what would you like
1658
01:06:19,251 --> 01:06:21,460
them to know about him that
maybe somebody
1659
01:06:21,494 --> 01:06:22,323
wouldn't know?
1660
01:06:23,772 --> 01:06:25,982
- That's he's a
different person.
1661
01:06:26,016 --> 01:06:28,467
He's dedicated to his, you know,
1662
01:06:29,571 --> 01:06:31,228
to his job and his career
1663
01:06:31,263 --> 01:06:34,369
and he's a good kid.
1664
01:06:34,404 --> 01:06:35,198
He's a really good kid.
1665
01:06:35,232 --> 01:06:37,441
He got great heart, you know.
1666
01:06:37,476 --> 01:06:38,753
What he's did,
whatever happened to him,
1667
01:06:38,787 --> 01:06:41,652
it was just, it was from
the drugs, nothing else.
1668
01:06:41,687 --> 01:06:44,069
[applauding]
1669
01:06:45,691 --> 01:06:48,694
- Thank you.
- Thank you, thank you.
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