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[DRAMATIC MUSIC]
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♪ ♪
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- Synced & corrected by MementMori -
-- www.addic7ed.com --
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- [OVERLAPPING CHATTER]
- And in your reading,
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pay particular attention
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to what Ernest Hemingway
and Langston Hughes
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had to say about rising fascism in 1937.
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Any questions?
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[EERIE MUSIC]
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♪ ♪
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All right.
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Hi, this is Leela.
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I'm sorry I missed you.
Please leave a message.
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Hey, it's me again.
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Look, I really need to explain
everything that happened.
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I know it's hard, but can
you call me back, please?
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Please.
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If he did it, I...
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I need to know what he did.
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Was it an accident?
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There were seven blows to the
victim's chest, neck, and face.
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But is it not possible
that it was someone else?
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I can't make the pieces fit.
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[STAMMERING] I've known
this man for 15 years.
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Did you ever see him show any violence
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- or a temper?
- Never.
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- Not at all?
- No.
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Did he ever tell you anything
that stood out from his past?
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Some kind of traumatic
childhood experience,
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- or injury, or...
- No.
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I mean, he was beat up pretty badly
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by a friend of his when he was little.
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They worked that out.
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He's got pictures of
them in his old stuff.
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That could be helpful.
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Maybe I could look at
them at some point.
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Yeah.
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What about his parents?
What kind of relationship...
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- [BABY CRYING]
- [WHISPERING] I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
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Did he get along with them?
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His mom passed when he was young.
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Ah.
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His dad is totally absent,
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which Jamie should be angry about.
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- Uh-huh.
- Jamie doesn't get angry.
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He just blames himself.
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Even with us, he...
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Two years ago,
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we were having a hard time.
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Jamie was depressed,
and I got frustrated, and...
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I had an affair.
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It was a stupid thing.
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But when I told Jamie about it, he...
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He just wanted to know what he did.
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He was never angry. Not once.
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[SOLEMN MUSIC]
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And he stayed by me.
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It's 11:00.
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You're supposed to be at
your desk at 9:00 a.m.
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and stay there.
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[OVERLAPPING CHATTER]
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- Time to dig in.
- Harry, what the hell?
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[UNDER BREATH] What the... ? Jesus.
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Look, I just wanna say,
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I'm not happy about what
I did, but I had to.
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How about I just do my
work, and you do yours?
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Come on, Ambrose.
Try to see it from my side.
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I had to follow protocol.
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Without that, everything falls apart.
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I was protecting you. Honestly.
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I've been watching you on this,
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and you're so deep in
the trees with Burns,
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you haven't seen horizon in days.
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Someone had to pull you out.
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[TENSE MUSIC]
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♪ ♪
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What Kierkegaard was defining was
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the qualitative distinction
between God and man.
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Man is so infinitely different from God,
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he can only communicate
with God indirectly.
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What about the potential
to actually encounter God?
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Not sure what you're getting at.
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"When two people relate to
each other authentically
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"and humanly, God is the electricity
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that surges between them."
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Are you suggesting
we take a conversation
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between two humans so seriously
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that we challenge the
awesomeness of God?
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No, but if the conversation
generates the God presence...
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So you're positing man creates God?
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Maybe. In a way,
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- I guess.
- So you "maybe" and "in a way"
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are challenging the importance
of an all-powerful God?
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I just thought...
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Can God create a rock he can't lift?
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Yeah, Thomas Aquinas is not
on the syllabus for this class.
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- Can you answer the question?
- Mr. Haas...
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If you answer yes, then
there exists in the world
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a rock that God can't lift,
ergo he's not all powerful.
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Answer no, and he can't
create such a rock.
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Again, not all powerful.
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So the very idea of an all-powerful God
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is a human creation and
a flawed one at that.
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All right.
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Enough trick questions.
Let's return to Kierkegaard.
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[EERIE MUSIC]
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Wow, nice and neat.
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Is you roommate pre-law
anal or pre-med anal?
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[CHUCKLES] Pre-med.
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Listens to Nickelback when
he's feeling naughty.
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[LAUGHS] Right again.
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That's my mother.
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She passed away when I was 12.
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I'm sorry to hear that.
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Did your dad pick up the slack
on the parenting front?
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Um, yeah...
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[BOTTLE THUDS ON DESK]
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Not really.
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Mine neither.
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And my mom's still around
doing his dishes. [CHUCKLES]
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I keep thinking about the wife too.
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Leela.
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Can you imagine waking up
after all those years,
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realizing you have no
idea who your husband is?
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How'd your painting go today?
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- Nice redirect.
- Oh.
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I'm sorry.
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I have to stop thinking
about Jamie Burns.
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Are you here?
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[MELANCHOLIC MUSIC]
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♪ ♪
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Now I am.
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[INDISTINCT CHATTER]
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[DISTORTED MUSIC]
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♪ ♪
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I talked to my dad.
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He and my stepmother are going
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to the Amalfi Coast for Thanksgiving.
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Who goes to the Amalfi
Coast for Thanksgiving?
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Exactly.
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Screw it. I'll stay here with you.
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What?
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- No, you should go home.
- Why?
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It's just a stupid ritual
driven by the cranberry lobby.
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I'll hang here with you.
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"Have you courage?
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"Not courage before witnesses,
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"but the courage of hermits and eagles,
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which no longer beheld, even by God."
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It's exactly what you were
saying in class that day
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about man creating God.
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But it goes further. Keep going.
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"Brave is he who knows
fear but conquers fear.
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"He who sees the abyss, but with pride.
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"Who grasps the abyss
with the eagle's talons,
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he has courage."
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The courage of the übermensch.
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So you don't forget.
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[ORCHESTRAL MUSIC]
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♪ ♪
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[SECURITY ALARM BEEPING]
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[FOREBODING MUSIC]
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♪ ♪
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What do you want?
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Oh.
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I could ask you the same thing.
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- Is that necessary?
- You're trespassing.
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And you're stalking my wife
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and fucking the detective
that's after me.
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You wanna tell me what that's about?
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Are you scared of me?
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Yes.
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You think I might kill you?
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How do you know
I haven't called the police?
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Have you?
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What the hell is all this?
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You've been following me?
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I wanted to see you.
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Really see you.
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I realize that wasn't
the right way, but...
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But you couldn't help yourself.
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No.
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You've been painting me?
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I have been trying.
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Though with you, it's
difficult to know how.
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- Why?
- I'm not sure.
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I think it's because
you're not in control.
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♪ ♪
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These photos are part of your process?
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Yeah.
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May I?
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[SHUTTER CLICKING]
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How long have you been seeing Harry?
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Only a week or so.
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And what does he tell you about me?
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He worries about you.
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He worries about me?
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About what I might do?
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Both.
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[CAMERA SHUTTER CLICKS]
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Are you gonna show him these pictures?
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No.
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Why not?
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Because this is about you and me.
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Will you take off your clothes?
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[SHUTTER CLICKING]
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May I come closer?
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Why don't you try?
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Look at me.
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Right there.
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[SEAGULLS SQUAWKING]
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You have to tell me what happened.
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[STAMMERS] Is this all
because of Nick, or...
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No.
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No, I've always felt this way.
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Nick just gave me the words for it.
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Felt how?
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Like we're all living the wrong way.
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Nobody seems to care.
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And you felt that way with me too?
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I...
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Did you kill that man at
the party in Brooklyn?
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You gotta tell me, whatever it is,
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if we're gonna have a chance...
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at anything.
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Did you do it?
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[OMINOUS MUSIC]
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Lee, it was just a moment, okay?
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I was so lost, and that guy...
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What? Did he provoke you?
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No, he was helping me.
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And then he turned on me.
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What do you mean?
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I was so helpless, and
then I couldn't control it.
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It came over me.
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What do you mean
you couldn't control it?
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I need help.
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I need you.
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What? Are you against me now?
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No. [STAMMERS]
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I don't know. I don't know.
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- Lee.
- [WHIMPERS]
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It's me, it's me. It's still me.
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I know.
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I have to go. I...
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No, Lee. Please don't.
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No.
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I don't know.
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There's... nothing
really is jumping out.
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Except maybe this.
He's with this kid, Charlie.
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- Oh.
- Who apparently,
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at some point, beat him up.
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You think this is the thing?
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The trauma that led to all of this?
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A lot of kids take a punch.
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It doesn't necessarily
turn them into killers.
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Boys, you mean.
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It's just, I can't figure it out.
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First, he kills his close friend,
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and then a complete stranger,
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and there's no consistent trigger.
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And he's gonna do it again. I know it.
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What if it isn't one thing? One trauma?
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What if it's just...
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A life? A million little things?
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Little cuts, year after year.
267
00:18:36,220 --> 00:18:38,489
Does that turn you into a killer?
268
00:18:38,490 --> 00:18:40,640
Sometimes a dam breaks.
269
00:18:43,370 --> 00:18:45,667
I think he just wants to be seen.
270
00:18:46,950 --> 00:18:48,252
Why do you say that?
271
00:18:50,860 --> 00:18:52,869
He...
272
00:18:52,870 --> 00:18:54,717
I don't know.
273
00:18:55,620 --> 00:18:59,129
Men want intimacy just
like anybody else.
274
00:18:59,130 --> 00:19:01,569
They long for it.
275
00:19:01,570 --> 00:19:03,939
But they're taught that
if they're vulnerable,
276
00:19:03,940 --> 00:19:06,139
they're not men.
277
00:19:06,140 --> 00:19:09,231
It's like there's this
cultural expectation
278
00:19:09,232 --> 00:19:11,530
that's innately traumatizing.
279
00:19:14,720 --> 00:19:17,249
Maybe.
280
00:19:17,250 --> 00:19:19,200
I feel sorry for all of you.
281
00:19:20,460 --> 00:19:23,162
Wounded little boys.
282
00:19:26,207 --> 00:19:28,529
All right, everyone. Let's settle down.
283
00:19:28,530 --> 00:19:31,480
Ready to start. Here you go.
284
00:19:32,964 --> 00:19:35,090
Thanks.
285
00:19:35,091 --> 00:19:36,619
Are you okay?
286
00:19:36,620 --> 00:19:38,802
I just wanna get this over with.
287
00:19:38,803 --> 00:19:40,805
You're ready for this. Don't worry.
288
00:19:42,700 --> 00:19:43,929
Mr. Burns.
289
00:19:43,930 --> 00:19:47,929
- [CLEARS THROAT]
- Yeah?
290
00:19:47,930 --> 00:19:49,379
What are you doing here?
291
00:19:49,380 --> 00:19:51,604
I'm proctoring the A.P.
exam like I always do.
292
00:19:51,605 --> 00:19:52,939
I sent you an email last night.
293
00:19:52,940 --> 00:19:54,318
Tracy was gonna take the lead on this.
294
00:19:54,319 --> 00:19:56,589
[STAMMERS] I must have missed it.
295
00:19:56,590 --> 00:19:57,988
I'm so sorry.
296
00:19:57,989 --> 00:20:00,867
Please follow the directions
on page one of your packets.
297
00:20:00,868 --> 00:20:05,139
You have exactly one hour
and 45 minutes starting now.
298
00:20:05,140 --> 00:20:07,560
May I have a word with you outside?
299
00:20:16,180 --> 00:20:20,199
You need to go right now.
Tracy can finish up.
300
00:20:20,200 --> 00:20:21,219
I'd rather stay.
301
00:20:21,220 --> 00:20:23,079
I wanted someone else
proctoring this exam
302
00:20:23,080 --> 00:20:24,097
and you were informed of that.
303
00:20:24,098 --> 00:20:26,600
- I...
- There is nothing else I can do.
304
00:20:26,601 --> 00:20:28,810
Give me one good reason why
I should listen to you right now.
305
00:20:28,811 --> 00:20:30,645
Fine, you wanna turn
this into something ugly?
306
00:20:30,646 --> 00:20:32,856
- I can do that...
- Mr. B?
307
00:20:32,857 --> 00:20:34,069
It's Emma.
308
00:20:34,070 --> 00:20:35,942
[OMINOUS MUSIC]
309
00:20:35,943 --> 00:20:38,109
[OVERLAPPING CHATTER]
310
00:20:38,110 --> 00:20:39,279
Guys, stand back.
311
00:20:39,280 --> 00:20:41,199
Everybody, just give
her some room, okay?
312
00:20:41,200 --> 00:20:42,699
Jesus. Call the paramedics.
313
00:20:42,700 --> 00:20:44,599
Okay, let's get her on her side.
314
00:20:44,600 --> 00:20:45,952
Oh, my God. What did she take?
315
00:20:45,953 --> 00:20:47,454
Courtney, what did she take?
316
00:20:47,455 --> 00:20:48,949
Adderall. Like, a lot.
317
00:20:48,950 --> 00:20:50,499
Oh, Jesus.
318
00:20:50,500 --> 00:20:52,709
- Okay. Okay, hey, okay.
- God.
319
00:20:52,710 --> 00:20:55,200
You're okay. You're okay.
320
00:21:02,360 --> 00:21:03,549
I'm not doing this.
321
00:21:03,550 --> 00:21:05,919
You don't know what you're gonna do yet.
322
00:21:05,920 --> 00:21:07,846
That's the game.
323
00:21:07,847 --> 00:21:11,399
Haven't, like, 17 people
died over the years?
324
00:21:11,400 --> 00:21:13,599
That's because they didn't
know what they were doing.
325
00:21:13,600 --> 00:21:16,233
[DRAMATIC MUSIC]
326
00:21:16,234 --> 00:21:18,599
♪ ♪
327
00:21:18,600 --> 00:21:20,519
There's rocks everywhere down there.
328
00:21:20,520 --> 00:21:21,780
Come on.
329
00:21:22,980 --> 00:21:26,494
Jamie. Come on.
330
00:21:29,580 --> 00:21:31,050
Shit.
331
00:21:35,169 --> 00:21:37,480
[DOG BARKS IN THE DISTANCE]
332
00:21:41,600 --> 00:21:43,269
You see this notch here?
333
00:21:43,270 --> 00:21:46,012
If you jump from right here,
you'll land in the deep water.
334
00:21:46,013 --> 00:21:47,839
I don't want to do this.
335
00:21:47,840 --> 00:21:49,549
Neither do I.
336
00:21:49,550 --> 00:21:52,969
But if it's our fate, we have to.
337
00:21:52,970 --> 00:21:54,299
Oh, fuck.
338
00:21:54,300 --> 00:21:56,579
[PAPER RUSTLING]
339
00:21:56,580 --> 00:21:58,299
- Pick a number.
- No.
340
00:21:58,300 --> 00:22:00,778
Pick a number, or I'll just jump now.
341
00:22:04,440 --> 00:22:05,610
Four.
342
00:22:09,787 --> 00:22:11,038
Color?
343
00:22:12,480 --> 00:22:13,833
Green.
344
00:22:14,780 --> 00:22:19,087
This is our mutual fate.
It's gonna read jump or stay.
345
00:22:19,088 --> 00:22:21,173
You ready?
346
00:22:24,540 --> 00:22:27,039
God. Come on.
347
00:22:27,040 --> 00:22:28,306
No.
348
00:22:29,690 --> 00:22:32,049
- From the notch.
- Nick.
349
00:22:32,050 --> 00:22:33,260
Nick!
350
00:22:34,770 --> 00:22:37,188
[WATER RIPPLES]
351
00:22:37,189 --> 00:22:39,639
[AMBIENT MUSIC]
352
00:22:39,640 --> 00:22:42,839
- Whoo!
- [PANTING]
353
00:22:42,840 --> 00:22:44,780
Now you!
354
00:22:45,900 --> 00:22:48,709
Come on.
355
00:22:48,710 --> 00:22:50,661
Jamie!
356
00:22:54,590 --> 00:22:56,099
I'm so sorry.
357
00:22:56,100 --> 00:22:58,369
[MONITOR BEEPING]
358
00:22:58,370 --> 00:23:02,139
No, do not apologize.
359
00:23:02,140 --> 00:23:04,174
This is my fault.
360
00:23:04,175 --> 00:23:06,149
I...
361
00:23:06,150 --> 00:23:08,479
I've been going through some things,
362
00:23:08,480 --> 00:23:11,199
and I haven't been there for you.
363
00:23:11,200 --> 00:23:12,719
Not the way I should.
364
00:23:12,720 --> 00:23:16,359
We have to be...
365
00:23:16,360 --> 00:23:18,981
We have to be there for each other.
366
00:23:20,080 --> 00:23:23,277
Because most people don't understand.
367
00:23:27,560 --> 00:23:32,740
But we have to keep going. We do.
368
00:23:32,745 --> 00:23:34,269
[FOOTSTEPS APPROACHING]
369
00:23:34,270 --> 00:23:35,899
Even when it's hard.
370
00:23:35,900 --> 00:23:37,579
What are you doing here?
371
00:23:37,580 --> 00:23:39,559
[STAMMERS] I'm sorry.
372
00:23:39,560 --> 00:23:42,504
I was just checking in on her
and making sure she was okay.
373
00:23:42,505 --> 00:23:43,769
Please go.
374
00:23:43,770 --> 00:23:45,299
Mom, he's only trying to help.
375
00:23:45,300 --> 00:23:47,093
It's all right.
It's all right, I'll leave.
376
00:23:57,620 --> 00:23:59,397
Eli told me about what happened.
377
00:23:59,398 --> 00:24:02,039
That man who came by your place.
378
00:24:02,040 --> 00:24:03,739
Oh, look. Uh...
379
00:24:03,740 --> 00:24:07,737
That was just, he dropped by.
I wasn't expecting him.
380
00:24:07,738 --> 00:24:10,359
- Eli said he was your friend?
- No, no.
381
00:24:10,360 --> 00:24:13,703
He's just someone involved with
the case that I'm working on.
382
00:24:13,704 --> 00:24:15,830
And you punched him?
383
00:24:17,320 --> 00:24:19,200
I was trying to get him to leave.
384
00:24:19,208 --> 00:24:21,109
[SCOFFS] I...
385
00:24:21,110 --> 00:24:23,619
I don't understand.
Was he threatening you two?
386
00:24:23,620 --> 00:24:26,519
You want me to talk to Eli?
387
00:24:26,520 --> 00:24:28,591
Did it scare him to see me like that?
388
00:24:28,592 --> 00:24:31,469
Dad, the problem isn't
that he was scared.
389
00:24:31,470 --> 00:24:33,389
It's that he liked it.
390
00:24:33,390 --> 00:24:36,880
And he's been acting out
what you did over and over.
391
00:24:38,600 --> 00:24:40,939
Why don't I talk to him?
I'll clear it up.
392
00:24:40,940 --> 00:24:44,369
- No...
- It'll be good for him and me.
393
00:24:44,370 --> 00:24:46,819
I think it's better if you
don't see Eli for a while.
394
00:24:48,620 --> 00:24:52,449
Mel, nothing like that is
ever gonna happen again.
395
00:24:52,450 --> 00:24:54,409
It's what I want.
396
00:24:54,410 --> 00:24:56,620
He's too impressionable right now.
397
00:24:59,850 --> 00:25:01,139
Okay.
398
00:25:01,140 --> 00:25:02,549
[DRAMATIC MUSIC]
399
00:25:02,550 --> 00:25:05,629
But what does that
mean for Thanksgiving?
400
00:25:07,400 --> 00:25:10,926
We're... We're gonna spend it with mom.
401
00:25:15,100 --> 00:25:16,470
Okay.
402
00:25:28,950 --> 00:25:31,439
[LINE TRILLING]
403
00:25:31,440 --> 00:25:33,559
You've reached Jamie Burns.
Please leave a message.
404
00:25:33,560 --> 00:25:35,699
[BEEP]
405
00:25:35,700 --> 00:25:38,529
Jamie, I'm sorry about what happened
406
00:25:38,530 --> 00:25:39,700
at the house the other night.
407
00:25:41,040 --> 00:25:44,830
We need to talk. Call me when you can.
408
00:25:46,720 --> 00:25:50,131
[AMBIENT MUSIC]
409
00:25:50,132 --> 00:25:53,539
♪ ♪
410
00:25:53,540 --> 00:25:56,349
Ladies and gentlemen,
just a little reminder.
411
00:25:56,350 --> 00:25:59,489
We have only one hour left
for the silent auction,
412
00:25:59,490 --> 00:26:01,859
so make those bids.
413
00:26:01,860 --> 00:26:05,299
And look for Mike Zukowski
to get in on the 50/50 raffle.
414
00:26:05,300 --> 00:26:10,152
[OVERLAPPING CHATTER]
415
00:26:16,570 --> 00:26:19,119
No, I actually am looking for investors.
416
00:26:19,120 --> 00:26:20,679
I have a lot of ideas
417
00:26:20,680 --> 00:26:22,799
and I've been wanting
to grow the business,
418
00:26:22,800 --> 00:26:24,989
so I'd definitely be interested.
419
00:26:24,990 --> 00:26:26,584
Well, then we should meet and discuss.
420
00:26:26,585 --> 00:26:28,159
I really like what you're doing.
421
00:26:28,160 --> 00:26:31,005
Great, great. Let me get you my card.
422
00:26:31,006 --> 00:26:33,843
Hi. I'm Leela's husband, Jamie.
423
00:26:34,640 --> 00:26:37,050
- Jamie.
- Hi.
424
00:26:37,840 --> 00:26:39,719
- Peter, Sandy.
- Peter, hi.
425
00:26:39,720 --> 00:26:40,729
- Sandy?
- Ah.
426
00:26:40,730 --> 00:26:43,499
- Did you get a bid in?
- Oh, yeah.
427
00:26:43,500 --> 00:26:44,999
We've got the lead bid right now.
428
00:26:45,000 --> 00:26:46,062
- Lead bid?
- Yeah.
429
00:26:46,063 --> 00:26:48,199
- All right.
- [CHUCKLES]
430
00:26:48,200 --> 00:26:50,105
Are you kidding? That's crazy.
431
00:26:50,106 --> 00:26:52,439
This basket is worth three times that.
432
00:26:52,440 --> 00:26:54,319
You know what? I'll bid it up right now.
433
00:26:54,320 --> 00:26:55,989
- Jamie, don't.
- What?
434
00:26:55,990 --> 00:26:58,199
- I... sorry.
- It's for the kids, right?
435
00:26:58,200 --> 00:27:00,719
It was good to meet you.
This is my information.
436
00:27:00,720 --> 00:27:03,034
- And I look forward to meeting up.
- Likewise.
437
00:27:03,035 --> 00:27:04,199
- Good luck.
- Thank you.
438
00:27:04,200 --> 00:27:05,319
- Nice to meet you.
- Yeah.
439
00:27:05,320 --> 00:27:06,680
Have a great night.
440
00:27:08,320 --> 00:27:11,299
- What are you doing?
- I wanted to help out.
441
00:27:11,300 --> 00:27:14,529
But I asked you not to come.
442
00:27:14,530 --> 00:27:18,012
Lee, I didn't want you to be alone.
443
00:27:20,100 --> 00:27:22,400
People are staring.
444
00:27:23,520 --> 00:27:25,179
Whatever, all right?
445
00:27:25,180 --> 00:27:27,099
I don't care. It's just
small town gossip.
446
00:27:27,100 --> 00:27:29,480
It's a town that I need to buy my stuff.
447
00:27:29,481 --> 00:27:30,689
Okay, Lee.
448
00:27:30,690 --> 00:27:32,159
- Okay. Oh, Jesus.
- You okay?
449
00:27:32,160 --> 00:27:34,485
Can you... can you please
just give it a break?
450
00:27:34,486 --> 00:27:36,689
Just please, please leave.
451
00:27:36,690 --> 00:27:37,999
- What?
- Please.
452
00:27:38,000 --> 00:27:39,559
- I'm not doing anything.
- Come on.
453
00:27:39,560 --> 00:27:41,701
- Don't make this a scene.
- Don't. Don't fucking touch me, man.
454
00:27:41,702 --> 00:27:44,699
- She wants you to go.
- I want you to fucking go!
455
00:27:44,700 --> 00:27:46,120
All right?
456
00:27:50,900 --> 00:27:52,889
Look, I... I'm sorry...
457
00:27:52,890 --> 00:27:55,131
- Don't.
- I just wanted to...
458
00:27:55,132 --> 00:27:57,689
I don't want to cause
any trouble, I just...
459
00:27:57,690 --> 00:27:59,260
I wanted to be here with you.
460
00:27:59,261 --> 00:28:00,539
Come on. Let's just go.
461
00:28:00,540 --> 00:28:01,638
Walk with me right now.
462
00:28:01,639 --> 00:28:03,479
What the fuck is your problem, man?
463
00:28:03,480 --> 00:28:04,973
Hey, hey, hey, hey. Easy now.
464
00:28:04,974 --> 00:28:06,479
Easy now. Let's calm down, all right?
465
00:28:06,480 --> 00:28:07,599
Why don't you take a walk with me, sir?
466
00:28:07,600 --> 00:28:09,599
I was just trying to
talk to my wife, okay?
467
00:28:09,600 --> 00:28:11,260
Let's just walk towards the door, sir.
468
00:28:11,270 --> 00:28:13,239
- Nice and easy...
- No, no. I haven't done anything wrong.
469
00:28:13,240 --> 00:28:14,943
Listen, I could take
you into the station
470
00:28:14,944 --> 00:28:17,321
for disorderly conduct, or you
can come with me right now.
471
00:28:18,710 --> 00:28:21,739
- Sir, let's walk.
- Lee.
472
00:28:21,740 --> 00:28:23,509
- Sir.
- What?
473
00:28:23,510 --> 00:28:26,829
Walk. Come on, let's go.
474
00:28:26,830 --> 00:28:29,666
[AMBIENT MUSIC]
475
00:28:29,667 --> 00:28:31,829
♪ ♪
476
00:28:31,830 --> 00:28:32,949
This way.
477
00:28:32,950 --> 00:28:35,699
[CROWD MURMURING]
478
00:28:35,700 --> 00:28:37,298
It's okay. Nobody cares.
479
00:28:37,299 --> 00:28:39,030
Nice and easy.
480
00:28:46,680 --> 00:28:48,969
All right, why don't you
just go home, all right?
481
00:28:48,970 --> 00:28:51,599
Go home? Go home?
482
00:28:51,600 --> 00:28:53,856
Fuck you. This is harassment.
483
00:28:53,857 --> 00:28:57,151
[SCOFFS] Do you want me to arrest you?
484
00:28:57,152 --> 00:28:59,600
Go home. Go.
485
00:29:03,720 --> 00:29:06,320
[SCREAMING]
486
00:29:08,490 --> 00:29:10,791
[CHAIR SLAMMING]
487
00:29:14,030 --> 00:29:16,909
[SCREAMING]
488
00:29:16,910 --> 00:29:19,990
[CLATTERING]
489
00:29:24,700 --> 00:29:27,760
[SNIFFLES] Why?
490
00:29:31,240 --> 00:29:37,220
[CRYING]
491
00:29:43,340 --> 00:29:46,950
[LIGHTS HUMMING]
492
00:29:50,860 --> 00:29:52,659
Hey, frowny face.
493
00:29:52,660 --> 00:29:55,836
You're fucking up my Norman
Rockwell Thanksgiving dinner.
494
00:29:57,380 --> 00:29:58,756
Sorry.
495
00:30:01,250 --> 00:30:02,843
So you chickened out.
496
00:30:03,880 --> 00:30:05,970
You didn't jump.
497
00:30:05,971 --> 00:30:08,639
Punishing yourself isn't the answer.
498
00:30:08,640 --> 00:30:10,300
Yeah.
499
00:30:11,860 --> 00:30:14,009
I don't know.
500
00:30:14,010 --> 00:30:15,481
What?
501
00:30:16,970 --> 00:30:20,419
I've always been like this.
502
00:30:20,420 --> 00:30:24,865
Just like my dad. I hate it.
503
00:30:27,170 --> 00:30:30,149
Don't you get it?
504
00:30:30,150 --> 00:30:31,829
You're supposed to be scared.
505
00:30:31,830 --> 00:30:35,219
- You signed a contract.
- Contract?
506
00:30:35,220 --> 00:30:38,539
When you were born,
you made a deal with fate.
507
00:30:38,540 --> 00:30:39,669
We all did.
508
00:30:39,670 --> 00:30:44,342
If you agree to keep living,
you have to accept the terms.
509
00:30:44,343 --> 00:30:46,759
You aren't immune to anything,
510
00:30:46,760 --> 00:30:49,509
you can die at any moment,
511
00:30:49,510 --> 00:30:51,209
and anything you gain in this life,
512
00:30:51,210 --> 00:30:52,726
you'll eventually have to lose.
513
00:30:54,260 --> 00:30:57,619
- That's kind of depressing.
- It's the truth.
514
00:30:57,620 --> 00:31:00,775
The crime is pretending otherwise.
515
00:31:00,776 --> 00:31:03,379
Expecting the world to be safe,
516
00:31:03,380 --> 00:31:05,159
for things to always stay the same.
517
00:31:05,160 --> 00:31:09,359
That's not life. It's delusion.
518
00:31:09,360 --> 00:31:10,899
And that's why you jump.
519
00:31:10,900 --> 00:31:14,289
You jump because
it's fucking terrifying.
520
00:31:14,290 --> 00:31:16,958
You jump because you wanna live.
521
00:31:16,959 --> 00:31:19,789
[AMBIENT MUSIC]
522
00:31:19,790 --> 00:31:22,439
♪ ♪
523
00:31:22,440 --> 00:31:24,499
Come on.
524
00:31:24,500 --> 00:31:29,220
Come on. Let's go right now.
525
00:31:30,760 --> 00:31:33,259
Here we go round the prickly pear.
526
00:31:33,260 --> 00:31:35,869
Prickly pear, prickly pear.
527
00:31:35,870 --> 00:31:37,979
Here we go round the prickly pear
528
00:31:37,980 --> 00:31:40,310
at 5:00 in the morning.
529
00:31:40,314 --> 00:31:43,229
[SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC]
530
00:31:43,230 --> 00:31:46,779
Oh, my God. No way.
531
00:31:46,780 --> 00:31:48,899
[LAUGHS] Oh, no God here.
532
00:31:48,900 --> 00:31:50,405
Put your faith in the notch.
533
00:31:50,406 --> 00:31:52,759
Nick, I'm not doing this in the dark.
534
00:31:52,760 --> 00:31:54,621
We can't even see the bottom.
535
00:31:55,550 --> 00:31:57,539
This is your moment.
536
00:31:57,540 --> 00:32:00,619
This is where you decide who you are.
537
00:32:00,620 --> 00:32:02,959
Right here, right now.
538
00:32:02,960 --> 00:32:04,779
Why do you need me to jump too?
539
00:32:04,780 --> 00:32:08,093
Why... why can't you just
do all this on your own?
540
00:32:11,060 --> 00:32:15,549
The only reason I was able to jump
541
00:32:15,550 --> 00:32:18,519
is because you were there with me.
542
00:32:18,520 --> 00:32:21,519
[OMINOUS MUSIC]
543
00:32:21,520 --> 00:32:28,405
♪ ♪
544
00:32:34,960 --> 00:32:36,880
[SNIFFLING]
545
00:32:50,580 --> 00:32:53,269
He would've ripped that
chair apart if he could.
546
00:32:53,270 --> 00:32:56,789
He kept bashing it over
and over and screaming.
547
00:32:56,790 --> 00:32:59,309
It reminded me of guys
I saw in Afghanistan.
548
00:32:59,310 --> 00:33:01,279
The stress pushes them to the edge,
549
00:33:01,280 --> 00:33:03,889
and they start firing,
they don't care who they hit.
550
00:33:03,890 --> 00:33:05,810
But, anyway...
551
00:33:07,270 --> 00:33:09,640
I know lately I haven't been much help,
552
00:33:09,650 --> 00:33:12,019
but this guy's on the verge.
553
00:33:12,020 --> 00:33:13,532
I have Pandolfi on him now,
554
00:33:13,533 --> 00:33:15,729
but, I mean, we need
something to bring him in.
555
00:33:15,730 --> 00:33:17,679
I don't have anything.
556
00:33:17,680 --> 00:33:21,409
The most I can hope for at
this point is a confession.
557
00:33:21,410 --> 00:33:23,999
[SIGHS]
558
00:33:24,000 --> 00:33:27,889
You know what his problem is?
He's got no faith.
559
00:33:27,890 --> 00:33:30,089
No higher power.
560
00:33:30,090 --> 00:33:33,512
I'm telling you, I...
I've been to that edge.
561
00:33:34,450 --> 00:33:36,939
After two tours of duty,
I was all fucked up.
562
00:33:36,940 --> 00:33:40,100
And, man, that is not
a place to be alone.
563
00:33:40,102 --> 00:33:41,609
[PHONE RINGING]
564
00:33:41,610 --> 00:33:43,999
But when you're out there
staring at nothing,
565
00:33:44,000 --> 00:33:47,099
faith is the only thing
that'll get you through.
566
00:33:47,100 --> 00:33:49,800
It's Pandolfi. Yeah?
567
00:33:51,880 --> 00:33:53,200
Okay.
568
00:33:54,260 --> 00:33:56,080
Okay.
569
00:33:58,420 --> 00:34:00,339
Got it.
570
00:34:00,340 --> 00:34:02,999
Burns is waiting for you at the
school. He wants to see you.
571
00:34:03,000 --> 00:34:05,479
[DRAMATIC MUSIC]
572
00:34:05,480 --> 00:34:07,169
Good.
573
00:34:07,170 --> 00:34:08,964
What are you gonna do?
574
00:34:09,960 --> 00:34:12,419
I can't let him hurt anybody else.
575
00:34:12,420 --> 00:34:13,899
We gotta be on guard.
576
00:34:13,900 --> 00:34:15,500
I mean, this guy is capable of anything.
577
00:34:16,680 --> 00:34:18,659
With the slightest problem,
you call me, okay?
578
00:34:18,660 --> 00:34:20,559
I'll be tracking your phone.
579
00:34:23,850 --> 00:34:26,209
If you don't hear from me
by the time you wake up,
580
00:34:26,210 --> 00:34:27,489
come find me.
581
00:34:27,490 --> 00:34:29,349
Wait, not until then? Are you sure?
582
00:34:29,350 --> 00:34:30,986
I'll be all right.
583
00:34:44,380 --> 00:34:47,249
[OMINOUS MUSIC]
584
00:34:47,250 --> 00:34:53,040
♪ ♪
585
00:35:12,170 --> 00:35:14,321
[CAR DOOR OPENS, SHUTS]
586
00:35:17,070 --> 00:35:18,900
Glad you wanted to talk.
587
00:35:21,740 --> 00:35:24,839
You've had a pretty rough
night, from what I've heard.
588
00:35:24,840 --> 00:35:27,789
A bit.
589
00:35:27,790 --> 00:35:30,420
But things are becoming clearer now.
590
00:35:31,530 --> 00:35:33,159
Well, you got my message.
591
00:35:33,160 --> 00:35:38,399
I'm sorry about what happened
at my house the other night.
592
00:35:38,400 --> 00:35:40,119
You were scared. That's all.
593
00:35:40,120 --> 00:35:42,973
- [EXHALES]
- We all are.
594
00:35:42,974 --> 00:35:46,479
We never want to admit
that, though, do we?
595
00:35:46,480 --> 00:35:48,059
We'd rather be angry.
596
00:35:48,060 --> 00:35:50,800
Yeah, maybe.
597
00:35:53,060 --> 00:35:56,299
What happened in there,
598
00:35:56,300 --> 00:36:00,459
made me realize I've been
doing this all wrong.
599
00:36:00,460 --> 00:36:05,159
I've been so scared and
trying to go backward.
600
00:36:05,160 --> 00:36:07,206
That's why it's been so hard.
601
00:36:07,207 --> 00:36:11,589
I've been trying to fight
what's happening to me.
602
00:36:11,590 --> 00:36:15,005
But Nick said it all along,
you have to accept the fear.
603
00:36:15,006 --> 00:36:18,279
Embrace it.
604
00:36:18,280 --> 00:36:20,095
And that's when something new opens up.
605
00:36:20,096 --> 00:36:23,639
Oh, well, you can't keep
going on like this.
606
00:36:23,640 --> 00:36:25,559
Neither can you.
607
00:36:27,320 --> 00:36:29,062
It's strange, isn't it?
608
00:36:29,910 --> 00:36:31,549
The one person I need to talk to
609
00:36:31,550 --> 00:36:33,316
is the guy who's trying to lock me up.
610
00:36:34,360 --> 00:36:36,889
I'm just trying to understand you.
611
00:36:36,890 --> 00:36:40,741
No, you're trying to solve me.
612
00:36:42,400 --> 00:36:45,849
I know that underneath
all the detective work,
613
00:36:45,850 --> 00:36:48,029
the case, all of it,
614
00:36:48,030 --> 00:36:49,541
you want the same thing I do.
615
00:36:49,542 --> 00:36:55,500
- And what's that?
- To step into the abyss.
616
00:36:56,930 --> 00:37:00,100
To find some kind of relief.
617
00:37:04,350 --> 00:37:06,349
And that's what you did with Nick.
618
00:37:10,190 --> 00:37:11,730
I want to show you.
619
00:37:13,580 --> 00:37:17,419
It won't be easy for either of us.
620
00:37:17,420 --> 00:37:20,530
But it's the only way you
can really understand.
621
00:37:27,560 --> 00:37:29,372
Show me.
622
00:37:40,440 --> 00:37:44,419
[EERIE MUSIC]
623
00:37:44,420 --> 00:37:50,851
♪ ♪
624
00:37:50,852 --> 00:37:52,879
Here we go round the prickly pear.
625
00:37:52,880 --> 00:37:55,439
Prickly pear, prickly pear.
626
00:37:55,440 --> 00:37:56,919
Here we go round the prickly pear.
627
00:37:56,920 --> 00:37:58,999
Prickly pear, prickly pear,
628
00:37:59,000 --> 00:38:00,820
at 5:00 in the morning.
629
00:38:03,250 --> 00:38:05,866
What are you saying? What is that?
630
00:38:05,867 --> 00:38:09,449
It's T.S. Eliot. "The Hollow Men."
631
00:38:09,450 --> 00:38:12,219
Nick would always say it.
632
00:38:12,220 --> 00:38:14,959
It's about fear, I guess.
633
00:38:14,960 --> 00:38:17,679
How we circle and circle what we want,
634
00:38:17,680 --> 00:38:19,800
but never reach for it.
635
00:38:31,040 --> 00:38:32,309
This grave was supposed to be
636
00:38:32,310 --> 00:38:34,854
like the one we dug back at school.
637
00:38:34,855 --> 00:38:37,300
It was never about killing.
638
00:38:39,490 --> 00:38:40,694
This is for us.
639
00:38:42,300 --> 00:38:43,488
You buried each other.
640
00:38:44,680 --> 00:38:47,149
Once.
641
00:38:47,150 --> 00:38:48,559
It didn't matter who went first.
642
00:38:48,560 --> 00:38:49,779
We flipped a coin.
643
00:38:49,780 --> 00:38:53,189
First, the boards go
over you, then the dirt.
644
00:38:53,190 --> 00:38:55,239
The piping was so you could breathe,
645
00:38:55,240 --> 00:38:57,120
or you'd run out of air.
646
00:38:57,127 --> 00:39:01,029
And after the necessary
time, we dug each other up.
647
00:39:01,030 --> 00:39:02,509
The necessary time?
648
00:39:02,510 --> 00:39:05,092
Four hours, eight hours, ten.
649
00:39:05,093 --> 00:39:07,399
It's better not to know exactly.
650
00:39:07,400 --> 00:39:09,299
And you did this, why?
651
00:39:09,300 --> 00:39:11,580
So you could see what it is to die?
652
00:39:13,040 --> 00:39:15,310
To actually touch the void.
653
00:39:17,390 --> 00:39:19,479
Smell it.
654
00:39:19,480 --> 00:39:24,320
It's only then that we
see past our delusions.
655
00:39:24,321 --> 00:39:26,860
We did that for each other.
656
00:39:30,060 --> 00:39:31,730
And now I wanna do it with you.
657
00:39:33,800 --> 00:39:34,909
Why?
658
00:39:34,910 --> 00:39:38,899
Because I want you to experience it.
659
00:39:38,900 --> 00:39:41,879
The freedom you feel
when you move past fear.
660
00:39:41,880 --> 00:39:44,829
And you need that again now?
661
00:39:44,830 --> 00:39:47,177
Yeah.
662
00:39:48,890 --> 00:39:50,719
Look, there's a more honest life
663
00:39:50,720 --> 00:39:52,800
than the one we've been living.
664
00:39:52,807 --> 00:39:56,499
And I know you've felt it too.
665
00:39:56,500 --> 00:39:58,438
This is our chance to find it.
666
00:39:59,770 --> 00:40:02,229
I know I would dig you up.
667
00:40:02,230 --> 00:40:03,699
What guarantee would I have
668
00:40:03,700 --> 00:40:05,979
that you would do the same for me?
669
00:40:05,980 --> 00:40:07,189
Harry.
670
00:40:07,190 --> 00:40:11,199
The whole point is to
witness each other,
671
00:40:11,200 --> 00:40:13,449
to be there for each other.
672
00:40:13,450 --> 00:40:16,399
Leaving you underground
defeats the purpose.
673
00:40:16,400 --> 00:40:21,127
I can't do this alone. I need you.
674
00:40:24,160 --> 00:40:26,799
Here.
675
00:40:26,800 --> 00:40:30,579
This is my confession.
676
00:40:30,580 --> 00:40:32,055
To both of them.
677
00:40:33,140 --> 00:40:37,509
Take it. Go on.
678
00:40:37,510 --> 00:40:38,779
If I leave you down there,
679
00:40:38,780 --> 00:40:40,119
your colleagues will find that on you.
680
00:40:40,120 --> 00:40:42,690
There's no way I won't go to jail.
681
00:40:42,691 --> 00:40:46,140
But if I dig you up, you burn it.
682
00:40:50,448 --> 00:40:52,150
Is that what you need?
683
00:40:58,240 --> 00:41:01,989
- Yeah.
- Then take it.
684
00:41:01,990 --> 00:41:05,969
Why are you doing this?
685
00:41:05,970 --> 00:41:07,798
I could refuse to burn it.
686
00:41:07,799 --> 00:41:10,889
I'm willing to take that risk.
687
00:41:10,890 --> 00:41:12,119
And after we do this,
688
00:41:12,120 --> 00:41:16,170
you'll realize a confession
doesn't even matter.
689
00:41:20,960 --> 00:41:22,489
You flip.
690
00:41:22,490 --> 00:41:25,719
Heads, I go first. Tails, you go first.
691
00:41:25,720 --> 00:41:28,569
[AMBIENT MUSIC]
692
00:41:28,570 --> 00:41:35,493
♪ ♪
693
00:42:38,660 --> 00:42:40,379
Keep the pipe near your face.
694
00:42:40,380 --> 00:42:42,040
You'll run out of air if you don't.
695
00:42:44,420 --> 00:42:46,189
[SHOVEL SCRAPPING]
696
00:42:46,190 --> 00:42:48,949
[DIRT THUDDING]
697
00:42:48,950 --> 00:42:50,490
Oh, it's...
698
00:43:02,780 --> 00:43:05,980
[BREATHING SHAKILY]
699
00:43:16,000 --> 00:43:18,080
_
700
00:43:31,540 --> 00:43:34,070
[PIPE SCRAPING]
701
00:43:36,680 --> 00:43:38,939
Hey. Hey.
702
00:43:38,940 --> 00:43:41,229
[GROANING]
703
00:43:41,230 --> 00:43:43,705
Hey! Jamie!
704
00:43:46,700 --> 00:43:50,709
Jamie. Jamie.
705
00:43:50,710 --> 00:43:55,119
[PANTING]
706
00:43:55,120 --> 00:43:59,012
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707
00:43:59,013 --> 00:44:01,054
[DRAMATIC MUSIC]
708
00:44:01,055 --> 00:44:08,354
♪ ♪
709
00:44:14,980 --> 00:44:16,880
[DRAMATIC VIOLIN STING]
48661
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