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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:07,140 --> 00:00:10,760 [DRAMATIC MUSIC] 2 00:00:10,761 --> 00:00:16,117 ♪ ♪ 3 00:00:16,118 --> 00:00:21,118 - Synced & corrected by MementMori - -- www.addic7ed.com -- 4 00:00:24,540 --> 00:00:26,119 - [OVERLAPPING CHATTER] - And in your reading, 5 00:00:26,120 --> 00:00:27,279 pay particular attention 6 00:00:27,280 --> 00:00:29,429 to what Ernest Hemingway and Langston Hughes 7 00:00:29,430 --> 00:00:32,658 had to say about rising fascism in 1937. 8 00:00:34,330 --> 00:00:36,030 Any questions? 9 00:00:36,640 --> 00:00:38,839 [EERIE MUSIC] 10 00:00:38,840 --> 00:00:40,249 ♪ ♪ 11 00:00:40,250 --> 00:00:41,539 All right. 12 00:00:41,540 --> 00:00:42,679 Hi, this is Leela. 13 00:00:42,680 --> 00:00:45,559 I'm sorry I missed you. Please leave a message. 14 00:00:45,560 --> 00:00:48,579 Hey, it's me again. 15 00:00:48,580 --> 00:00:52,499 Look, I really need to explain everything that happened. 16 00:00:52,500 --> 00:00:55,620 I know it's hard, but can you call me back, please? 17 00:01:01,100 --> 00:01:02,396 Please. 18 00:01:04,231 --> 00:01:08,339 If he did it, I... 19 00:01:08,340 --> 00:01:11,250 I need to know what he did. 20 00:01:12,690 --> 00:01:14,620 Was it an accident? 21 00:01:17,140 --> 00:01:21,040 There were seven blows to the victim's chest, neck, and face. 22 00:01:23,580 --> 00:01:27,460 But is it not possible that it was someone else? 23 00:01:32,660 --> 00:01:34,399 I can't make the pieces fit. 24 00:01:34,400 --> 00:01:37,765 [STAMMERING] I've known this man for 15 years. 25 00:01:37,770 --> 00:01:42,809 Did you ever see him show any violence 26 00:01:42,810 --> 00:01:45,259 - or a temper? - Never. 27 00:01:45,260 --> 00:01:47,089 - Not at all? - No. 28 00:01:47,090 --> 00:01:50,509 Did he ever tell you anything that stood out from his past? 29 00:01:50,510 --> 00:01:53,821 Some kind of traumatic childhood experience, 30 00:01:53,822 --> 00:01:55,823 - or injury, or... - No. 31 00:01:55,824 --> 00:01:58,769 I mean, he was beat up pretty badly 32 00:01:58,770 --> 00:02:00,328 by a friend of his when he was little. 33 00:02:00,329 --> 00:02:01,329 They worked that out. 34 00:02:01,330 --> 00:02:03,995 He's got pictures of them in his old stuff. 35 00:02:03,996 --> 00:02:05,419 That could be helpful. 36 00:02:05,420 --> 00:02:07,169 Maybe I could look at them at some point. 37 00:02:08,300 --> 00:02:09,789 Yeah. 38 00:02:09,790 --> 00:02:12,256 What about his parents? What kind of relationship... 39 00:02:12,257 --> 00:02:15,636 - [BABY CRYING] - [WHISPERING] I'm sorry. I'm sorry. 40 00:02:17,640 --> 00:02:20,069 Did he get along with them? 41 00:02:20,070 --> 00:02:23,059 His mom passed when he was young. 42 00:02:23,060 --> 00:02:24,500 Ah. 43 00:02:25,990 --> 00:02:28,481 His dad is totally absent, 44 00:02:28,482 --> 00:02:32,402 which Jamie should be angry about. 45 00:02:32,403 --> 00:02:34,800 - Uh-huh. - Jamie doesn't get angry. 46 00:02:36,960 --> 00:02:38,951 He just blames himself. 47 00:02:39,980 --> 00:02:42,320 Even with us, he... 48 00:02:43,400 --> 00:02:45,889 Two years ago, 49 00:02:45,890 --> 00:02:48,042 we were having a hard time. 50 00:02:48,043 --> 00:02:53,215 Jamie was depressed, and I got frustrated, and... 51 00:02:54,820 --> 00:02:58,209 I had an affair. 52 00:02:58,210 --> 00:03:01,305 It was a stupid thing. 53 00:03:01,306 --> 00:03:04,230 But when I told Jamie about it, he... 54 00:03:05,900 --> 00:03:08,840 He just wanted to know what he did. 55 00:03:13,890 --> 00:03:17,759 He was never angry. Not once. 56 00:03:17,760 --> 00:03:20,449 [SOLEMN MUSIC] 57 00:03:20,450 --> 00:03:22,720 And he stayed by me. 58 00:03:26,060 --> 00:03:27,659 It's 11:00. 59 00:03:27,660 --> 00:03:29,339 You're supposed to be at your desk at 9:00 a.m. 60 00:03:29,340 --> 00:03:30,559 and stay there. 61 00:03:30,560 --> 00:03:32,319 [OVERLAPPING CHATTER] 62 00:03:32,320 --> 00:03:35,899 - Time to dig in. - Harry, what the hell? 63 00:03:35,900 --> 00:03:37,676 [UNDER BREATH] What the... ? Jesus. 64 00:03:41,620 --> 00:03:43,969 Look, I just wanna say, 65 00:03:43,970 --> 00:03:46,619 I'm not happy about what I did, but I had to. 66 00:03:46,620 --> 00:03:50,260 How about I just do my work, and you do yours? 67 00:03:50,270 --> 00:03:52,398 Come on, Ambrose. Try to see it from my side. 68 00:03:52,399 --> 00:03:53,816 I had to follow protocol. 69 00:03:53,817 --> 00:03:56,570 Without that, everything falls apart. 70 00:03:58,740 --> 00:04:01,009 I was protecting you. Honestly. 71 00:04:01,010 --> 00:04:02,449 I've been watching you on this, 72 00:04:02,450 --> 00:04:04,619 and you're so deep in the trees with Burns, 73 00:04:04,620 --> 00:04:06,259 you haven't seen horizon in days. 74 00:04:06,260 --> 00:04:07,900 Someone had to pull you out. 75 00:04:12,850 --> 00:04:16,297 [TENSE MUSIC] 76 00:04:16,298 --> 00:04:22,679 ♪ ♪ 77 00:04:31,440 --> 00:04:34,689 What Kierkegaard was defining was 78 00:04:34,690 --> 00:04:38,840 the qualitative distinction between God and man. 79 00:04:38,850 --> 00:04:40,949 Man is so infinitely different from God, 80 00:04:40,950 --> 00:04:45,243 he can only communicate with God indirectly. 81 00:04:45,244 --> 00:04:48,538 What about the potential to actually encounter God? 82 00:04:48,539 --> 00:04:51,069 Not sure what you're getting at. 83 00:04:51,070 --> 00:04:53,779 "When two people relate to each other authentically 84 00:04:53,780 --> 00:04:56,039 "and humanly, God is the electricity 85 00:04:56,040 --> 00:04:57,500 that surges between them." 86 00:04:57,506 --> 00:04:59,639 Are you suggesting we take a conversation 87 00:04:59,640 --> 00:05:02,489 between two humans so seriously 88 00:05:02,490 --> 00:05:05,839 that we challenge the awesomeness of God? 89 00:05:05,840 --> 00:05:10,229 No, but if the conversation generates the God presence... 90 00:05:10,230 --> 00:05:12,771 So you're positing man creates God? 91 00:05:14,100 --> 00:05:15,479 Maybe. In a way, 92 00:05:15,480 --> 00:05:19,479 - I guess. - So you "maybe" and "in a way" 93 00:05:19,480 --> 00:05:23,580 are challenging the importance of an all-powerful God? 94 00:05:25,460 --> 00:05:26,549 I just thought... 95 00:05:26,550 --> 00:05:29,489 Can God create a rock he can't lift? 96 00:05:29,490 --> 00:05:32,139 Yeah, Thomas Aquinas is not on the syllabus for this class. 97 00:05:32,140 --> 00:05:34,250 - Can you answer the question? - Mr. Haas... 98 00:05:34,251 --> 00:05:37,499 If you answer yes, then there exists in the world 99 00:05:37,500 --> 00:05:41,729 a rock that God can't lift, ergo he's not all powerful. 100 00:05:41,730 --> 00:05:44,199 Answer no, and he can't create such a rock. 101 00:05:44,200 --> 00:05:46,060 Again, not all powerful. 102 00:05:46,070 --> 00:05:48,749 So the very idea of an all-powerful God 103 00:05:48,750 --> 00:05:52,760 is a human creation and a flawed one at that. 104 00:05:54,070 --> 00:05:55,729 All right. 105 00:05:55,730 --> 00:06:00,359 Enough trick questions. Let's return to Kierkegaard. 106 00:06:00,360 --> 00:06:02,459 [EERIE MUSIC] 107 00:06:02,460 --> 00:06:04,929 Wow, nice and neat. 108 00:06:04,930 --> 00:06:08,479 Is you roommate pre-law anal or pre-med anal? 109 00:06:08,480 --> 00:06:10,869 [CHUCKLES] Pre-med. 110 00:06:10,870 --> 00:06:13,819 Listens to Nickelback when he's feeling naughty. 111 00:06:13,820 --> 00:06:16,560 [LAUGHS] Right again. 112 00:06:20,510 --> 00:06:22,749 That's my mother. 113 00:06:22,750 --> 00:06:24,839 She passed away when I was 12. 114 00:06:24,840 --> 00:06:26,880 I'm sorry to hear that. 115 00:06:30,660 --> 00:06:34,310 Did your dad pick up the slack on the parenting front? 116 00:06:35,650 --> 00:06:37,299 Um, yeah... 117 00:06:37,300 --> 00:06:38,950 [BOTTLE THUDS ON DESK] 118 00:06:40,530 --> 00:06:41,818 Not really. 119 00:06:43,410 --> 00:06:44,980 Mine neither. 120 00:06:47,115 --> 00:06:50,077 And my mom's still around doing his dishes. [CHUCKLES] 121 00:07:06,930 --> 00:07:09,637 I keep thinking about the wife too. 122 00:07:09,638 --> 00:07:11,659 Leela. 123 00:07:11,660 --> 00:07:14,475 Can you imagine waking up after all those years, 124 00:07:14,476 --> 00:07:17,490 realizing you have no idea who your husband is? 125 00:07:20,090 --> 00:07:22,939 How'd your painting go today? 126 00:07:22,940 --> 00:07:26,420 - Nice redirect. - Oh. 127 00:07:30,070 --> 00:07:32,576 I'm sorry. 128 00:07:32,577 --> 00:07:34,910 I have to stop thinking about Jamie Burns. 129 00:07:39,460 --> 00:07:41,589 Are you here? 130 00:07:41,590 --> 00:07:44,469 [MELANCHOLIC MUSIC] 131 00:07:44,470 --> 00:07:48,219 ♪ ♪ 132 00:07:48,220 --> 00:07:49,927 Now I am. 133 00:07:49,928 --> 00:07:52,729 [INDISTINCT CHATTER] 134 00:07:52,730 --> 00:07:57,839 [DISTORTED MUSIC] 135 00:07:57,840 --> 00:08:05,590 ♪ ♪ 136 00:08:11,540 --> 00:08:13,029 I talked to my dad. 137 00:08:13,030 --> 00:08:14,529 He and my stepmother are going 138 00:08:14,530 --> 00:08:16,325 to the Amalfi Coast for Thanksgiving. 139 00:08:16,326 --> 00:08:18,899 Who goes to the Amalfi Coast for Thanksgiving? 140 00:08:18,900 --> 00:08:20,179 Exactly. 141 00:08:20,180 --> 00:08:22,999 Screw it. I'll stay here with you. 142 00:08:23,000 --> 00:08:24,569 What? 143 00:08:24,570 --> 00:08:26,219 - No, you should go home. - Why? 144 00:08:26,220 --> 00:08:28,979 It's just a stupid ritual driven by the cranberry lobby. 145 00:08:28,980 --> 00:08:30,500 I'll hang here with you. 146 00:08:32,440 --> 00:08:34,340 "Have you courage? 147 00:08:34,347 --> 00:08:36,019 "Not courage before witnesses, 148 00:08:36,020 --> 00:08:38,639 "but the courage of hermits and eagles, 149 00:08:38,640 --> 00:08:41,312 which no longer beheld, even by God." 150 00:08:41,313 --> 00:08:44,269 It's exactly what you were saying in class that day 151 00:08:44,270 --> 00:08:46,650 about man creating God. 152 00:08:46,651 --> 00:08:49,528 But it goes further. Keep going. 153 00:08:49,529 --> 00:08:53,099 "Brave is he who knows fear but conquers fear. 154 00:08:53,100 --> 00:08:55,629 "He who sees the abyss, but with pride. 155 00:08:55,630 --> 00:08:58,759 "Who grasps the abyss with the eagle's talons, 156 00:08:58,760 --> 00:09:00,149 he has courage." 157 00:09:00,150 --> 00:09:04,820 The courage of the übermensch. 158 00:09:07,880 --> 00:09:09,549 So you don't forget. 159 00:09:09,550 --> 00:09:12,429 [ORCHESTRAL MUSIC] 160 00:09:12,430 --> 00:09:19,340 ♪ ♪ 161 00:09:22,120 --> 00:09:26,066 [SECURITY ALARM BEEPING] 162 00:09:31,400 --> 00:09:34,249 [FOREBODING MUSIC] 163 00:09:34,250 --> 00:09:40,620 ♪ ♪ 164 00:10:10,280 --> 00:10:12,210 What do you want? 165 00:10:13,540 --> 00:10:14,860 Oh. 166 00:10:15,700 --> 00:10:17,779 I could ask you the same thing. 167 00:10:17,780 --> 00:10:21,909 - Is that necessary? - You're trespassing. 168 00:10:21,910 --> 00:10:23,539 And you're stalking my wife 169 00:10:23,540 --> 00:10:26,259 and fucking the detective that's after me. 170 00:10:26,260 --> 00:10:27,919 You wanna tell me what that's about? 171 00:10:31,830 --> 00:10:33,133 Are you scared of me? 172 00:10:34,640 --> 00:10:36,427 Yes. 173 00:10:36,428 --> 00:10:38,346 You think I might kill you? 174 00:10:39,580 --> 00:10:41,949 How do you know I haven't called the police? 175 00:10:41,950 --> 00:10:43,440 Have you? 176 00:11:01,730 --> 00:11:03,705 What the hell is all this? 177 00:11:05,380 --> 00:11:06,917 You've been following me? 178 00:11:08,620 --> 00:11:11,579 I wanted to see you. 179 00:11:11,580 --> 00:11:13,300 Really see you. 180 00:11:15,130 --> 00:11:19,609 I realize that wasn't the right way, but... 181 00:11:19,610 --> 00:11:21,473 But you couldn't help yourself. 182 00:11:24,020 --> 00:11:25,470 No. 183 00:11:29,390 --> 00:11:30,880 You've been painting me? 184 00:11:32,030 --> 00:11:33,800 I have been trying. 185 00:11:35,640 --> 00:11:38,819 Though with you, it's difficult to know how. 186 00:11:38,820 --> 00:11:43,620 - Why? - I'm not sure. 187 00:11:44,860 --> 00:11:48,539 I think it's because you're not in control. 188 00:11:48,540 --> 00:11:54,460 ♪ ♪ 189 00:12:17,237 --> 00:12:20,739 These photos are part of your process? 190 00:12:20,740 --> 00:12:22,660 Yeah. 191 00:12:37,700 --> 00:12:38,758 May I? 192 00:12:51,460 --> 00:12:54,919 [SHUTTER CLICKING] 193 00:12:54,920 --> 00:12:57,640 How long have you been seeing Harry? 194 00:13:00,550 --> 00:13:02,824 Only a week or so. 195 00:13:05,700 --> 00:13:07,537 And what does he tell you about me? 196 00:13:08,970 --> 00:13:10,890 He worries about you. 197 00:13:15,160 --> 00:13:17,699 He worries about me? 198 00:13:17,700 --> 00:13:21,219 About what I might do? 199 00:13:21,220 --> 00:13:23,052 Both. 200 00:13:23,053 --> 00:13:24,389 [CAMERA SHUTTER CLICKS] 201 00:13:24,390 --> 00:13:26,306 Are you gonna show him these pictures? 202 00:13:27,880 --> 00:13:29,219 No. 203 00:13:29,220 --> 00:13:30,980 Why not? 204 00:13:32,312 --> 00:13:35,210 Because this is about you and me. 205 00:13:42,000 --> 00:13:44,530 Will you take off your clothes? 206 00:14:11,460 --> 00:14:18,180 [SHUTTER CLICKING] 207 00:14:25,540 --> 00:14:27,860 May I come closer? 208 00:14:29,230 --> 00:14:30,829 Why don't you try? 209 00:15:03,900 --> 00:15:05,360 Look at me. 210 00:15:08,300 --> 00:15:10,000 Right there. 211 00:15:15,957 --> 00:15:19,586 [SEAGULLS SQUAWKING] 212 00:15:21,960 --> 00:15:23,715 You have to tell me what happened. 213 00:15:26,468 --> 00:15:29,929 [STAMMERS] Is this all because of Nick, or... 214 00:15:29,930 --> 00:15:31,806 No. 215 00:15:33,160 --> 00:15:36,329 No, I've always felt this way. 216 00:15:36,330 --> 00:15:38,438 Nick just gave me the words for it. 217 00:15:39,240 --> 00:15:40,482 Felt how? 218 00:15:42,630 --> 00:15:45,100 Like we're all living the wrong way. 219 00:15:47,170 --> 00:15:49,616 Nobody seems to care. 220 00:15:50,880 --> 00:15:53,828 And you felt that way with me too? 221 00:15:55,650 --> 00:15:57,373 I... 222 00:16:06,640 --> 00:16:10,300 Did you kill that man at the party in Brooklyn? 223 00:16:12,610 --> 00:16:15,015 You gotta tell me, whatever it is, 224 00:16:15,016 --> 00:16:17,190 if we're gonna have a chance... 225 00:16:18,750 --> 00:16:20,355 at anything. 226 00:16:23,710 --> 00:16:25,568 Did you do it? 227 00:16:29,180 --> 00:16:31,359 [OMINOUS MUSIC] 228 00:16:31,360 --> 00:16:35,019 Lee, it was just a moment, okay? 229 00:16:35,020 --> 00:16:37,899 I was so lost, and that guy... 230 00:16:37,900 --> 00:16:39,949 What? Did he provoke you? 231 00:16:39,950 --> 00:16:42,739 No, he was helping me. 232 00:16:42,740 --> 00:16:44,420 And then he turned on me. 233 00:16:45,200 --> 00:16:46,790 What do you mean? 234 00:16:47,720 --> 00:16:51,159 I was so helpless, and then I couldn't control it. 235 00:16:51,160 --> 00:16:52,550 It came over me. 236 00:16:53,600 --> 00:16:55,760 What do you mean you couldn't control it? 237 00:16:58,820 --> 00:17:00,590 I need help. 238 00:17:03,690 --> 00:17:05,191 I need you. 239 00:17:14,100 --> 00:17:15,742 What? Are you against me now? 240 00:17:15,743 --> 00:17:18,639 No. [STAMMERS] 241 00:17:18,640 --> 00:17:20,581 I don't know. I don't know. 242 00:17:20,582 --> 00:17:21,969 - Lee. - [WHIMPERS] 243 00:17:21,970 --> 00:17:25,127 It's me, it's me. It's still me. 244 00:17:25,128 --> 00:17:26,840 I know. 245 00:17:29,440 --> 00:17:30,819 I have to go. I... 246 00:17:30,820 --> 00:17:32,759 No, Lee. Please don't. 247 00:17:32,760 --> 00:17:34,040 No. 248 00:17:42,360 --> 00:17:44,000 I don't know. 249 00:17:45,820 --> 00:17:48,900 There's... nothing really is jumping out. 250 00:17:50,590 --> 00:17:54,609 Except maybe this. He's with this kid, Charlie. 251 00:17:54,610 --> 00:17:56,259 - Oh. - Who apparently, 252 00:17:56,260 --> 00:17:58,399 at some point, beat him up. 253 00:17:58,400 --> 00:18:00,829 You think this is the thing? 254 00:18:00,830 --> 00:18:02,789 The trauma that led to all of this? 255 00:18:02,790 --> 00:18:04,039 A lot of kids take a punch. 256 00:18:04,040 --> 00:18:05,918 It doesn't necessarily turn them into killers. 257 00:18:05,919 --> 00:18:08,212 Boys, you mean. 258 00:18:10,690 --> 00:18:12,591 It's just, I can't figure it out. 259 00:18:12,592 --> 00:18:14,599 First, he kills his close friend, 260 00:18:14,600 --> 00:18:15,919 and then a complete stranger, 261 00:18:15,920 --> 00:18:18,829 and there's no consistent trigger. 262 00:18:18,830 --> 00:18:22,179 And he's gonna do it again. I know it. 263 00:18:22,180 --> 00:18:25,560 What if it isn't one thing? One trauma? 264 00:18:25,570 --> 00:18:27,470 What if it's just... 265 00:18:29,020 --> 00:18:32,609 A life? A million little things? 266 00:18:32,610 --> 00:18:36,219 Little cuts, year after year. 267 00:18:36,220 --> 00:18:38,489 Does that turn you into a killer? 268 00:18:38,490 --> 00:18:40,640 Sometimes a dam breaks. 269 00:18:43,370 --> 00:18:45,667 I think he just wants to be seen. 270 00:18:46,950 --> 00:18:48,252 Why do you say that? 271 00:18:50,860 --> 00:18:52,869 He... 272 00:18:52,870 --> 00:18:54,717 I don't know. 273 00:18:55,620 --> 00:18:59,129 Men want intimacy just like anybody else. 274 00:18:59,130 --> 00:19:01,569 They long for it. 275 00:19:01,570 --> 00:19:03,939 But they're taught that if they're vulnerable, 276 00:19:03,940 --> 00:19:06,139 they're not men. 277 00:19:06,140 --> 00:19:09,231 It's like there's this cultural expectation 278 00:19:09,232 --> 00:19:11,530 that's innately traumatizing. 279 00:19:14,720 --> 00:19:17,249 Maybe. 280 00:19:17,250 --> 00:19:19,200 I feel sorry for all of you. 281 00:19:20,460 --> 00:19:23,162 Wounded little boys. 282 00:19:26,207 --> 00:19:28,529 All right, everyone. Let's settle down. 283 00:19:28,530 --> 00:19:31,480 Ready to start. Here you go. 284 00:19:32,964 --> 00:19:35,090 Thanks. 285 00:19:35,091 --> 00:19:36,619 Are you okay? 286 00:19:36,620 --> 00:19:38,802 I just wanna get this over with. 287 00:19:38,803 --> 00:19:40,805 You're ready for this. Don't worry. 288 00:19:42,700 --> 00:19:43,929 Mr. Burns. 289 00:19:43,930 --> 00:19:47,929 - [CLEARS THROAT] - Yeah? 290 00:19:47,930 --> 00:19:49,379 What are you doing here? 291 00:19:49,380 --> 00:19:51,604 I'm proctoring the A.P. exam like I always do. 292 00:19:51,605 --> 00:19:52,939 I sent you an email last night. 293 00:19:52,940 --> 00:19:54,318 Tracy was gonna take the lead on this. 294 00:19:54,319 --> 00:19:56,589 [STAMMERS] I must have missed it. 295 00:19:56,590 --> 00:19:57,988 I'm so sorry. 296 00:19:57,989 --> 00:20:00,867 Please follow the directions on page one of your packets. 297 00:20:00,868 --> 00:20:05,139 You have exactly one hour and 45 minutes starting now. 298 00:20:05,140 --> 00:20:07,560 May I have a word with you outside? 299 00:20:16,180 --> 00:20:20,199 You need to go right now. Tracy can finish up. 300 00:20:20,200 --> 00:20:21,219 I'd rather stay. 301 00:20:21,220 --> 00:20:23,079 I wanted someone else proctoring this exam 302 00:20:23,080 --> 00:20:24,097 and you were informed of that. 303 00:20:24,098 --> 00:20:26,600 - I... - There is nothing else I can do. 304 00:20:26,601 --> 00:20:28,810 Give me one good reason why I should listen to you right now. 305 00:20:28,811 --> 00:20:30,645 Fine, you wanna turn this into something ugly? 306 00:20:30,646 --> 00:20:32,856 - I can do that... - Mr. B? 307 00:20:32,857 --> 00:20:34,069 It's Emma. 308 00:20:34,070 --> 00:20:35,942 [OMINOUS MUSIC] 309 00:20:35,943 --> 00:20:38,109 [OVERLAPPING CHATTER] 310 00:20:38,110 --> 00:20:39,279 Guys, stand back. 311 00:20:39,280 --> 00:20:41,199 Everybody, just give her some room, okay? 312 00:20:41,200 --> 00:20:42,699 Jesus. Call the paramedics. 313 00:20:42,700 --> 00:20:44,599 Okay, let's get her on her side. 314 00:20:44,600 --> 00:20:45,952 Oh, my God. What did she take? 315 00:20:45,953 --> 00:20:47,454 Courtney, what did she take? 316 00:20:47,455 --> 00:20:48,949 Adderall. Like, a lot. 317 00:20:48,950 --> 00:20:50,499 Oh, Jesus. 318 00:20:50,500 --> 00:20:52,709 - Okay. Okay, hey, okay. - God. 319 00:20:52,710 --> 00:20:55,200 You're okay. You're okay. 320 00:21:02,360 --> 00:21:03,549 I'm not doing this. 321 00:21:03,550 --> 00:21:05,919 You don't know what you're gonna do yet. 322 00:21:05,920 --> 00:21:07,846 That's the game. 323 00:21:07,847 --> 00:21:11,399 Haven't, like, 17 people died over the years? 324 00:21:11,400 --> 00:21:13,599 That's because they didn't know what they were doing. 325 00:21:13,600 --> 00:21:16,233 [DRAMATIC MUSIC] 326 00:21:16,234 --> 00:21:18,599 ♪ ♪ 327 00:21:18,600 --> 00:21:20,519 There's rocks everywhere down there. 328 00:21:20,520 --> 00:21:21,780 Come on. 329 00:21:22,980 --> 00:21:26,494 Jamie. Come on. 330 00:21:29,580 --> 00:21:31,050 Shit. 331 00:21:35,169 --> 00:21:37,480 [DOG BARKS IN THE DISTANCE] 332 00:21:41,600 --> 00:21:43,269 You see this notch here? 333 00:21:43,270 --> 00:21:46,012 If you jump from right here, you'll land in the deep water. 334 00:21:46,013 --> 00:21:47,839 I don't want to do this. 335 00:21:47,840 --> 00:21:49,549 Neither do I. 336 00:21:49,550 --> 00:21:52,969 But if it's our fate, we have to. 337 00:21:52,970 --> 00:21:54,299 Oh, fuck. 338 00:21:54,300 --> 00:21:56,579 [PAPER RUSTLING] 339 00:21:56,580 --> 00:21:58,299 - Pick a number. - No. 340 00:21:58,300 --> 00:22:00,778 Pick a number, or I'll just jump now. 341 00:22:04,440 --> 00:22:05,610 Four. 342 00:22:09,787 --> 00:22:11,038 Color? 343 00:22:12,480 --> 00:22:13,833 Green. 344 00:22:14,780 --> 00:22:19,087 This is our mutual fate. It's gonna read jump or stay. 345 00:22:19,088 --> 00:22:21,173 You ready? 346 00:22:24,540 --> 00:22:27,039 God. Come on. 347 00:22:27,040 --> 00:22:28,306 No. 348 00:22:29,690 --> 00:22:32,049 - From the notch. - Nick. 349 00:22:32,050 --> 00:22:33,260 Nick! 350 00:22:34,770 --> 00:22:37,188 [WATER RIPPLES] 351 00:22:37,189 --> 00:22:39,639 [AMBIENT MUSIC] 352 00:22:39,640 --> 00:22:42,839 - Whoo! - [PANTING] 353 00:22:42,840 --> 00:22:44,780 Now you! 354 00:22:45,900 --> 00:22:48,709 Come on. 355 00:22:48,710 --> 00:22:50,661 Jamie! 356 00:22:54,590 --> 00:22:56,099 I'm so sorry. 357 00:22:56,100 --> 00:22:58,369 [MONITOR BEEPING] 358 00:22:58,370 --> 00:23:02,139 No, do not apologize. 359 00:23:02,140 --> 00:23:04,174 This is my fault. 360 00:23:04,175 --> 00:23:06,149 I... 361 00:23:06,150 --> 00:23:08,479 I've been going through some things, 362 00:23:08,480 --> 00:23:11,199 and I haven't been there for you. 363 00:23:11,200 --> 00:23:12,719 Not the way I should. 364 00:23:12,720 --> 00:23:16,359 We have to be... 365 00:23:16,360 --> 00:23:18,981 We have to be there for each other. 366 00:23:20,080 --> 00:23:23,277 Because most people don't understand. 367 00:23:27,560 --> 00:23:32,740 But we have to keep going. We do. 368 00:23:32,745 --> 00:23:34,269 [FOOTSTEPS APPROACHING] 369 00:23:34,270 --> 00:23:35,899 Even when it's hard. 370 00:23:35,900 --> 00:23:37,579 What are you doing here? 371 00:23:37,580 --> 00:23:39,559 [STAMMERS] I'm sorry. 372 00:23:39,560 --> 00:23:42,504 I was just checking in on her and making sure she was okay. 373 00:23:42,505 --> 00:23:43,769 Please go. 374 00:23:43,770 --> 00:23:45,299 Mom, he's only trying to help. 375 00:23:45,300 --> 00:23:47,093 It's all right. It's all right, I'll leave. 376 00:23:57,620 --> 00:23:59,397 Eli told me about what happened. 377 00:23:59,398 --> 00:24:02,039 That man who came by your place. 378 00:24:02,040 --> 00:24:03,739 Oh, look. Uh... 379 00:24:03,740 --> 00:24:07,737 That was just, he dropped by. I wasn't expecting him. 380 00:24:07,738 --> 00:24:10,359 - Eli said he was your friend? - No, no. 381 00:24:10,360 --> 00:24:13,703 He's just someone involved with the case that I'm working on. 382 00:24:13,704 --> 00:24:15,830 And you punched him? 383 00:24:17,320 --> 00:24:19,200 I was trying to get him to leave. 384 00:24:19,208 --> 00:24:21,109 [SCOFFS] I... 385 00:24:21,110 --> 00:24:23,619 I don't understand. Was he threatening you two? 386 00:24:23,620 --> 00:24:26,519 You want me to talk to Eli? 387 00:24:26,520 --> 00:24:28,591 Did it scare him to see me like that? 388 00:24:28,592 --> 00:24:31,469 Dad, the problem isn't that he was scared. 389 00:24:31,470 --> 00:24:33,389 It's that he liked it. 390 00:24:33,390 --> 00:24:36,880 And he's been acting out what you did over and over. 391 00:24:38,600 --> 00:24:40,939 Why don't I talk to him? I'll clear it up. 392 00:24:40,940 --> 00:24:44,369 - No... - It'll be good for him and me. 393 00:24:44,370 --> 00:24:46,819 I think it's better if you don't see Eli for a while. 394 00:24:48,620 --> 00:24:52,449 Mel, nothing like that is ever gonna happen again. 395 00:24:52,450 --> 00:24:54,409 It's what I want. 396 00:24:54,410 --> 00:24:56,620 He's too impressionable right now. 397 00:24:59,850 --> 00:25:01,139 Okay. 398 00:25:01,140 --> 00:25:02,549 [DRAMATIC MUSIC] 399 00:25:02,550 --> 00:25:05,629 But what does that mean for Thanksgiving? 400 00:25:07,400 --> 00:25:10,926 We're... We're gonna spend it with mom. 401 00:25:15,100 --> 00:25:16,470 Okay. 402 00:25:28,950 --> 00:25:31,439 [LINE TRILLING] 403 00:25:31,440 --> 00:25:33,559 You've reached Jamie Burns. Please leave a message. 404 00:25:33,560 --> 00:25:35,699 [BEEP] 405 00:25:35,700 --> 00:25:38,529 Jamie, I'm sorry about what happened 406 00:25:38,530 --> 00:25:39,700 at the house the other night. 407 00:25:41,040 --> 00:25:44,830 We need to talk. Call me when you can. 408 00:25:46,720 --> 00:25:50,131 [AMBIENT MUSIC] 409 00:25:50,132 --> 00:25:53,539 ♪ ♪ 410 00:25:53,540 --> 00:25:56,349 Ladies and gentlemen, just a little reminder. 411 00:25:56,350 --> 00:25:59,489 We have only one hour left for the silent auction, 412 00:25:59,490 --> 00:26:01,859 so make those bids. 413 00:26:01,860 --> 00:26:05,299 And look for Mike Zukowski to get in on the 50/50 raffle. 414 00:26:05,300 --> 00:26:10,152 [OVERLAPPING CHATTER] 415 00:26:16,570 --> 00:26:19,119 No, I actually am looking for investors. 416 00:26:19,120 --> 00:26:20,679 I have a lot of ideas 417 00:26:20,680 --> 00:26:22,799 and I've been wanting to grow the business, 418 00:26:22,800 --> 00:26:24,989 so I'd definitely be interested. 419 00:26:24,990 --> 00:26:26,584 Well, then we should meet and discuss. 420 00:26:26,585 --> 00:26:28,159 I really like what you're doing. 421 00:26:28,160 --> 00:26:31,005 Great, great. Let me get you my card. 422 00:26:31,006 --> 00:26:33,843 Hi. I'm Leela's husband, Jamie. 423 00:26:34,640 --> 00:26:37,050 - Jamie. - Hi. 424 00:26:37,840 --> 00:26:39,719 - Peter, Sandy. - Peter, hi. 425 00:26:39,720 --> 00:26:40,729 - Sandy? - Ah. 426 00:26:40,730 --> 00:26:43,499 - Did you get a bid in? - Oh, yeah. 427 00:26:43,500 --> 00:26:44,999 We've got the lead bid right now. 428 00:26:45,000 --> 00:26:46,062 - Lead bid? - Yeah. 429 00:26:46,063 --> 00:26:48,199 - All right. - [CHUCKLES] 430 00:26:48,200 --> 00:26:50,105 Are you kidding? That's crazy. 431 00:26:50,106 --> 00:26:52,439 This basket is worth three times that. 432 00:26:52,440 --> 00:26:54,319 You know what? I'll bid it up right now. 433 00:26:54,320 --> 00:26:55,989 - Jamie, don't. - What? 434 00:26:55,990 --> 00:26:58,199 - I... sorry. - It's for the kids, right? 435 00:26:58,200 --> 00:27:00,719 It was good to meet you. This is my information. 436 00:27:00,720 --> 00:27:03,034 - And I look forward to meeting up. - Likewise. 437 00:27:03,035 --> 00:27:04,199 - Good luck. - Thank you. 438 00:27:04,200 --> 00:27:05,319 - Nice to meet you. - Yeah. 439 00:27:05,320 --> 00:27:06,680 Have a great night. 440 00:27:08,320 --> 00:27:11,299 - What are you doing? - I wanted to help out. 441 00:27:11,300 --> 00:27:14,529 But I asked you not to come. 442 00:27:14,530 --> 00:27:18,012 Lee, I didn't want you to be alone. 443 00:27:20,100 --> 00:27:22,400 People are staring. 444 00:27:23,520 --> 00:27:25,179 Whatever, all right? 445 00:27:25,180 --> 00:27:27,099 I don't care. It's just small town gossip. 446 00:27:27,100 --> 00:27:29,480 It's a town that I need to buy my stuff. 447 00:27:29,481 --> 00:27:30,689 Okay, Lee. 448 00:27:30,690 --> 00:27:32,159 - Okay. Oh, Jesus. - You okay? 449 00:27:32,160 --> 00:27:34,485 Can you... can you please just give it a break? 450 00:27:34,486 --> 00:27:36,689 Just please, please leave. 451 00:27:36,690 --> 00:27:37,999 - What? - Please. 452 00:27:38,000 --> 00:27:39,559 - I'm not doing anything. - Come on. 453 00:27:39,560 --> 00:27:41,701 - Don't make this a scene. - Don't. Don't fucking touch me, man. 454 00:27:41,702 --> 00:27:44,699 - She wants you to go. - I want you to fucking go! 455 00:27:44,700 --> 00:27:46,120 All right? 456 00:27:50,900 --> 00:27:52,889 Look, I... I'm sorry... 457 00:27:52,890 --> 00:27:55,131 - Don't. - I just wanted to... 458 00:27:55,132 --> 00:27:57,689 I don't want to cause any trouble, I just... 459 00:27:57,690 --> 00:27:59,260 I wanted to be here with you. 460 00:27:59,261 --> 00:28:00,539 Come on. Let's just go. 461 00:28:00,540 --> 00:28:01,638 Walk with me right now. 462 00:28:01,639 --> 00:28:03,479 What the fuck is your problem, man? 463 00:28:03,480 --> 00:28:04,973 Hey, hey, hey, hey. Easy now. 464 00:28:04,974 --> 00:28:06,479 Easy now. Let's calm down, all right? 465 00:28:06,480 --> 00:28:07,599 Why don't you take a walk with me, sir? 466 00:28:07,600 --> 00:28:09,599 I was just trying to talk to my wife, okay? 467 00:28:09,600 --> 00:28:11,260 Let's just walk towards the door, sir. 468 00:28:11,270 --> 00:28:13,239 - Nice and easy... - No, no. I haven't done anything wrong. 469 00:28:13,240 --> 00:28:14,943 Listen, I could take you into the station 470 00:28:14,944 --> 00:28:17,321 for disorderly conduct, or you can come with me right now. 471 00:28:18,710 --> 00:28:21,739 - Sir, let's walk. - Lee. 472 00:28:21,740 --> 00:28:23,509 - Sir. - What? 473 00:28:23,510 --> 00:28:26,829 Walk. Come on, let's go. 474 00:28:26,830 --> 00:28:29,666 [AMBIENT MUSIC] 475 00:28:29,667 --> 00:28:31,829 ♪ ♪ 476 00:28:31,830 --> 00:28:32,949 This way. 477 00:28:32,950 --> 00:28:35,699 [CROWD MURMURING] 478 00:28:35,700 --> 00:28:37,298 It's okay. Nobody cares. 479 00:28:37,299 --> 00:28:39,030 Nice and easy. 480 00:28:46,680 --> 00:28:48,969 All right, why don't you just go home, all right? 481 00:28:48,970 --> 00:28:51,599 Go home? Go home? 482 00:28:51,600 --> 00:28:53,856 Fuck you. This is harassment. 483 00:28:53,857 --> 00:28:57,151 [SCOFFS] Do you want me to arrest you? 484 00:28:57,152 --> 00:28:59,600 Go home. Go. 485 00:29:03,720 --> 00:29:06,320 [SCREAMING] 486 00:29:08,490 --> 00:29:10,791 [CHAIR SLAMMING] 487 00:29:14,030 --> 00:29:16,909 [SCREAMING] 488 00:29:16,910 --> 00:29:19,990 [CLATTERING] 489 00:29:24,700 --> 00:29:27,760 [SNIFFLES] Why? 490 00:29:31,240 --> 00:29:37,220 [CRYING] 491 00:29:43,340 --> 00:29:46,950 [LIGHTS HUMMING] 492 00:29:50,860 --> 00:29:52,659 Hey, frowny face. 493 00:29:52,660 --> 00:29:55,836 You're fucking up my Norman Rockwell Thanksgiving dinner. 494 00:29:57,380 --> 00:29:58,756 Sorry. 495 00:30:01,250 --> 00:30:02,843 So you chickened out. 496 00:30:03,880 --> 00:30:05,970 You didn't jump. 497 00:30:05,971 --> 00:30:08,639 Punishing yourself isn't the answer. 498 00:30:08,640 --> 00:30:10,300 Yeah. 499 00:30:11,860 --> 00:30:14,009 I don't know. 500 00:30:14,010 --> 00:30:15,481 What? 501 00:30:16,970 --> 00:30:20,419 I've always been like this. 502 00:30:20,420 --> 00:30:24,865 Just like my dad. I hate it. 503 00:30:27,170 --> 00:30:30,149 Don't you get it? 504 00:30:30,150 --> 00:30:31,829 You're supposed to be scared. 505 00:30:31,830 --> 00:30:35,219 - You signed a contract. - Contract? 506 00:30:35,220 --> 00:30:38,539 When you were born, you made a deal with fate. 507 00:30:38,540 --> 00:30:39,669 We all did. 508 00:30:39,670 --> 00:30:44,342 If you agree to keep living, you have to accept the terms. 509 00:30:44,343 --> 00:30:46,759 You aren't immune to anything, 510 00:30:46,760 --> 00:30:49,509 you can die at any moment, 511 00:30:49,510 --> 00:30:51,209 and anything you gain in this life, 512 00:30:51,210 --> 00:30:52,726 you'll eventually have to lose. 513 00:30:54,260 --> 00:30:57,619 - That's kind of depressing. - It's the truth. 514 00:30:57,620 --> 00:31:00,775 The crime is pretending otherwise. 515 00:31:00,776 --> 00:31:03,379 Expecting the world to be safe, 516 00:31:03,380 --> 00:31:05,159 for things to always stay the same. 517 00:31:05,160 --> 00:31:09,359 That's not life. It's delusion. 518 00:31:09,360 --> 00:31:10,899 And that's why you jump. 519 00:31:10,900 --> 00:31:14,289 You jump because it's fucking terrifying. 520 00:31:14,290 --> 00:31:16,958 You jump because you wanna live. 521 00:31:16,959 --> 00:31:19,789 [AMBIENT MUSIC] 522 00:31:19,790 --> 00:31:22,439 ♪ ♪ 523 00:31:22,440 --> 00:31:24,499 Come on. 524 00:31:24,500 --> 00:31:29,220 Come on. Let's go right now. 525 00:31:30,760 --> 00:31:33,259 Here we go round the prickly pear. 526 00:31:33,260 --> 00:31:35,869 Prickly pear, prickly pear. 527 00:31:35,870 --> 00:31:37,979 Here we go round the prickly pear 528 00:31:37,980 --> 00:31:40,310 at 5:00 in the morning. 529 00:31:40,314 --> 00:31:43,229 [SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC] 530 00:31:43,230 --> 00:31:46,779 Oh, my God. No way. 531 00:31:46,780 --> 00:31:48,899 [LAUGHS] Oh, no God here. 532 00:31:48,900 --> 00:31:50,405 Put your faith in the notch. 533 00:31:50,406 --> 00:31:52,759 Nick, I'm not doing this in the dark. 534 00:31:52,760 --> 00:31:54,621 We can't even see the bottom. 535 00:31:55,550 --> 00:31:57,539 This is your moment. 536 00:31:57,540 --> 00:32:00,619 This is where you decide who you are. 537 00:32:00,620 --> 00:32:02,959 Right here, right now. 538 00:32:02,960 --> 00:32:04,779 Why do you need me to jump too? 539 00:32:04,780 --> 00:32:08,093 Why... why can't you just do all this on your own? 540 00:32:11,060 --> 00:32:15,549 The only reason I was able to jump 541 00:32:15,550 --> 00:32:18,519 is because you were there with me. 542 00:32:18,520 --> 00:32:21,519 [OMINOUS MUSIC] 543 00:32:21,520 --> 00:32:28,405 ♪ ♪ 544 00:32:34,960 --> 00:32:36,880 [SNIFFLING] 545 00:32:50,580 --> 00:32:53,269 He would've ripped that chair apart if he could. 546 00:32:53,270 --> 00:32:56,789 He kept bashing it over and over and screaming. 547 00:32:56,790 --> 00:32:59,309 It reminded me of guys I saw in Afghanistan. 548 00:32:59,310 --> 00:33:01,279 The stress pushes them to the edge, 549 00:33:01,280 --> 00:33:03,889 and they start firing, they don't care who they hit. 550 00:33:03,890 --> 00:33:05,810 But, anyway... 551 00:33:07,270 --> 00:33:09,640 I know lately I haven't been much help, 552 00:33:09,650 --> 00:33:12,019 but this guy's on the verge. 553 00:33:12,020 --> 00:33:13,532 I have Pandolfi on him now, 554 00:33:13,533 --> 00:33:15,729 but, I mean, we need something to bring him in. 555 00:33:15,730 --> 00:33:17,679 I don't have anything. 556 00:33:17,680 --> 00:33:21,409 The most I can hope for at this point is a confession. 557 00:33:21,410 --> 00:33:23,999 [SIGHS] 558 00:33:24,000 --> 00:33:27,889 You know what his problem is? He's got no faith. 559 00:33:27,890 --> 00:33:30,089 No higher power. 560 00:33:30,090 --> 00:33:33,512 I'm telling you, I... I've been to that edge. 561 00:33:34,450 --> 00:33:36,939 After two tours of duty, I was all fucked up. 562 00:33:36,940 --> 00:33:40,100 And, man, that is not a place to be alone. 563 00:33:40,102 --> 00:33:41,609 [PHONE RINGING] 564 00:33:41,610 --> 00:33:43,999 But when you're out there staring at nothing, 565 00:33:44,000 --> 00:33:47,099 faith is the only thing that'll get you through. 566 00:33:47,100 --> 00:33:49,800 It's Pandolfi. Yeah? 567 00:33:51,880 --> 00:33:53,200 Okay. 568 00:33:54,260 --> 00:33:56,080 Okay. 569 00:33:58,420 --> 00:34:00,339 Got it. 570 00:34:00,340 --> 00:34:02,999 Burns is waiting for you at the school. He wants to see you. 571 00:34:03,000 --> 00:34:05,479 [DRAMATIC MUSIC] 572 00:34:05,480 --> 00:34:07,169 Good. 573 00:34:07,170 --> 00:34:08,964 What are you gonna do? 574 00:34:09,960 --> 00:34:12,419 I can't let him hurt anybody else. 575 00:34:12,420 --> 00:34:13,899 We gotta be on guard. 576 00:34:13,900 --> 00:34:15,500 I mean, this guy is capable of anything. 577 00:34:16,680 --> 00:34:18,659 With the slightest problem, you call me, okay? 578 00:34:18,660 --> 00:34:20,559 I'll be tracking your phone. 579 00:34:23,850 --> 00:34:26,209 If you don't hear from me by the time you wake up, 580 00:34:26,210 --> 00:34:27,489 come find me. 581 00:34:27,490 --> 00:34:29,349 Wait, not until then? Are you sure? 582 00:34:29,350 --> 00:34:30,986 I'll be all right. 583 00:34:44,380 --> 00:34:47,249 [OMINOUS MUSIC] 584 00:34:47,250 --> 00:34:53,040 ♪ ♪ 585 00:35:12,170 --> 00:35:14,321 [CAR DOOR OPENS, SHUTS] 586 00:35:17,070 --> 00:35:18,900 Glad you wanted to talk. 587 00:35:21,740 --> 00:35:24,839 You've had a pretty rough night, from what I've heard. 588 00:35:24,840 --> 00:35:27,789 A bit. 589 00:35:27,790 --> 00:35:30,420 But things are becoming clearer now. 590 00:35:31,530 --> 00:35:33,159 Well, you got my message. 591 00:35:33,160 --> 00:35:38,399 I'm sorry about what happened at my house the other night. 592 00:35:38,400 --> 00:35:40,119 You were scared. That's all. 593 00:35:40,120 --> 00:35:42,973 - [EXHALES] - We all are. 594 00:35:42,974 --> 00:35:46,479 We never want to admit that, though, do we? 595 00:35:46,480 --> 00:35:48,059 We'd rather be angry. 596 00:35:48,060 --> 00:35:50,800 Yeah, maybe. 597 00:35:53,060 --> 00:35:56,299 What happened in there, 598 00:35:56,300 --> 00:36:00,459 made me realize I've been doing this all wrong. 599 00:36:00,460 --> 00:36:05,159 I've been so scared and trying to go backward. 600 00:36:05,160 --> 00:36:07,206 That's why it's been so hard. 601 00:36:07,207 --> 00:36:11,589 I've been trying to fight what's happening to me. 602 00:36:11,590 --> 00:36:15,005 But Nick said it all along, you have to accept the fear. 603 00:36:15,006 --> 00:36:18,279 Embrace it. 604 00:36:18,280 --> 00:36:20,095 And that's when something new opens up. 605 00:36:20,096 --> 00:36:23,639 Oh, well, you can't keep going on like this. 606 00:36:23,640 --> 00:36:25,559 Neither can you. 607 00:36:27,320 --> 00:36:29,062 It's strange, isn't it? 608 00:36:29,910 --> 00:36:31,549 The one person I need to talk to 609 00:36:31,550 --> 00:36:33,316 is the guy who's trying to lock me up. 610 00:36:34,360 --> 00:36:36,889 I'm just trying to understand you. 611 00:36:36,890 --> 00:36:40,741 No, you're trying to solve me. 612 00:36:42,400 --> 00:36:45,849 I know that underneath all the detective work, 613 00:36:45,850 --> 00:36:48,029 the case, all of it, 614 00:36:48,030 --> 00:36:49,541 you want the same thing I do. 615 00:36:49,542 --> 00:36:55,500 - And what's that? - To step into the abyss. 616 00:36:56,930 --> 00:37:00,100 To find some kind of relief. 617 00:37:04,350 --> 00:37:06,349 And that's what you did with Nick. 618 00:37:10,190 --> 00:37:11,730 I want to show you. 619 00:37:13,580 --> 00:37:17,419 It won't be easy for either of us. 620 00:37:17,420 --> 00:37:20,530 But it's the only way you can really understand. 621 00:37:27,560 --> 00:37:29,372 Show me. 622 00:37:40,440 --> 00:37:44,419 [EERIE MUSIC] 623 00:37:44,420 --> 00:37:50,851 ♪ ♪ 624 00:37:50,852 --> 00:37:52,879 Here we go round the prickly pear. 625 00:37:52,880 --> 00:37:55,439 Prickly pear, prickly pear. 626 00:37:55,440 --> 00:37:56,919 Here we go round the prickly pear. 627 00:37:56,920 --> 00:37:58,999 Prickly pear, prickly pear, 628 00:37:59,000 --> 00:38:00,820 at 5:00 in the morning. 629 00:38:03,250 --> 00:38:05,866 What are you saying? What is that? 630 00:38:05,867 --> 00:38:09,449 It's T.S. Eliot. "The Hollow Men." 631 00:38:09,450 --> 00:38:12,219 Nick would always say it. 632 00:38:12,220 --> 00:38:14,959 It's about fear, I guess. 633 00:38:14,960 --> 00:38:17,679 How we circle and circle what we want, 634 00:38:17,680 --> 00:38:19,800 but never reach for it. 635 00:38:31,040 --> 00:38:32,309 This grave was supposed to be 636 00:38:32,310 --> 00:38:34,854 like the one we dug back at school. 637 00:38:34,855 --> 00:38:37,300 It was never about killing. 638 00:38:39,490 --> 00:38:40,694 This is for us. 639 00:38:42,300 --> 00:38:43,488 You buried each other. 640 00:38:44,680 --> 00:38:47,149 Once. 641 00:38:47,150 --> 00:38:48,559 It didn't matter who went first. 642 00:38:48,560 --> 00:38:49,779 We flipped a coin. 643 00:38:49,780 --> 00:38:53,189 First, the boards go over you, then the dirt. 644 00:38:53,190 --> 00:38:55,239 The piping was so you could breathe, 645 00:38:55,240 --> 00:38:57,120 or you'd run out of air. 646 00:38:57,127 --> 00:39:01,029 And after the necessary time, we dug each other up. 647 00:39:01,030 --> 00:39:02,509 The necessary time? 648 00:39:02,510 --> 00:39:05,092 Four hours, eight hours, ten. 649 00:39:05,093 --> 00:39:07,399 It's better not to know exactly. 650 00:39:07,400 --> 00:39:09,299 And you did this, why? 651 00:39:09,300 --> 00:39:11,580 So you could see what it is to die? 652 00:39:13,040 --> 00:39:15,310 To actually touch the void. 653 00:39:17,390 --> 00:39:19,479 Smell it. 654 00:39:19,480 --> 00:39:24,320 It's only then that we see past our delusions. 655 00:39:24,321 --> 00:39:26,860 We did that for each other. 656 00:39:30,060 --> 00:39:31,730 And now I wanna do it with you. 657 00:39:33,800 --> 00:39:34,909 Why? 658 00:39:34,910 --> 00:39:38,899 Because I want you to experience it. 659 00:39:38,900 --> 00:39:41,879 The freedom you feel when you move past fear. 660 00:39:41,880 --> 00:39:44,829 And you need that again now? 661 00:39:44,830 --> 00:39:47,177 Yeah. 662 00:39:48,890 --> 00:39:50,719 Look, there's a more honest life 663 00:39:50,720 --> 00:39:52,800 than the one we've been living. 664 00:39:52,807 --> 00:39:56,499 And I know you've felt it too. 665 00:39:56,500 --> 00:39:58,438 This is our chance to find it. 666 00:39:59,770 --> 00:40:02,229 I know I would dig you up. 667 00:40:02,230 --> 00:40:03,699 What guarantee would I have 668 00:40:03,700 --> 00:40:05,979 that you would do the same for me? 669 00:40:05,980 --> 00:40:07,189 Harry. 670 00:40:07,190 --> 00:40:11,199 The whole point is to witness each other, 671 00:40:11,200 --> 00:40:13,449 to be there for each other. 672 00:40:13,450 --> 00:40:16,399 Leaving you underground defeats the purpose. 673 00:40:16,400 --> 00:40:21,127 I can't do this alone. I need you. 674 00:40:24,160 --> 00:40:26,799 Here. 675 00:40:26,800 --> 00:40:30,579 This is my confession. 676 00:40:30,580 --> 00:40:32,055 To both of them. 677 00:40:33,140 --> 00:40:37,509 Take it. Go on. 678 00:40:37,510 --> 00:40:38,779 If I leave you down there, 679 00:40:38,780 --> 00:40:40,119 your colleagues will find that on you. 680 00:40:40,120 --> 00:40:42,690 There's no way I won't go to jail. 681 00:40:42,691 --> 00:40:46,140 But if I dig you up, you burn it. 682 00:40:50,448 --> 00:40:52,150 Is that what you need? 683 00:40:58,240 --> 00:41:01,989 - Yeah. - Then take it. 684 00:41:01,990 --> 00:41:05,969 Why are you doing this? 685 00:41:05,970 --> 00:41:07,798 I could refuse to burn it. 686 00:41:07,799 --> 00:41:10,889 I'm willing to take that risk. 687 00:41:10,890 --> 00:41:12,119 And after we do this, 688 00:41:12,120 --> 00:41:16,170 you'll realize a confession doesn't even matter. 689 00:41:20,960 --> 00:41:22,489 You flip. 690 00:41:22,490 --> 00:41:25,719 Heads, I go first. Tails, you go first. 691 00:41:25,720 --> 00:41:28,569 [AMBIENT MUSIC] 692 00:41:28,570 --> 00:41:35,493 ♪ ♪ 693 00:42:38,660 --> 00:42:40,379 Keep the pipe near your face. 694 00:42:40,380 --> 00:42:42,040 You'll run out of air if you don't. 695 00:42:44,420 --> 00:42:46,189 [SHOVEL SCRAPPING] 696 00:42:46,190 --> 00:42:48,949 [DIRT THUDDING] 697 00:42:48,950 --> 00:42:50,490 Oh, it's... 698 00:43:02,780 --> 00:43:05,980 [BREATHING SHAKILY] 699 00:43:16,000 --> 00:43:18,080 _ 700 00:43:31,540 --> 00:43:34,070 [PIPE SCRAPING] 701 00:43:36,680 --> 00:43:38,939 Hey. Hey. 702 00:43:38,940 --> 00:43:41,229 [GROANING] 703 00:43:41,230 --> 00:43:43,705 Hey! Jamie! 704 00:43:46,700 --> 00:43:50,709 Jamie. Jamie. 705 00:43:50,710 --> 00:43:55,119 [PANTING] 706 00:43:55,120 --> 00:43:59,012 - Synced & corrected by MementMori - -- www.addic7ed.com -- 707 00:43:59,013 --> 00:44:01,054 [DRAMATIC MUSIC] 708 00:44:01,055 --> 00:44:08,354 ♪ ♪ 709 00:44:14,980 --> 00:44:16,880 [DRAMATIC VIOLIN STING] 48661

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