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[DRAMATIC MUSIC]
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♪ ♪
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- Synced & corrected by MementMori -
-- www.addic7ed.com --
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- [OVERLAPPING CHATTER]
- And in your reading,
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pay particular attention
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to what Ernest Hemingway
and Langston Hughes
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had to say about rising fascism in 1937.
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Any questions?
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[EERIE MUSIC]
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♪ ♪
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All right.
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Hi, this is Leela.
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I'm sorry I missed you.
Please leave a message.
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Hey, it's me again.
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Look, I really need to explain
everything that happened.
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I know it's hard, but can
you call me back, please?
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Please.
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If he did it, I...
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I need to know what he did.
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Was it an accident?
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There were seven blows to the
victim's chest, neck, and face.
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But is it not possible
that it was someone else?
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I can't make the pieces fit.
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[STAMMERING] I've known
this man for 15 years.
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Did you ever see him show any violence
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- or a temper?
- Never.
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- Not at all?
- No.
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Did he ever tell you anything
that stood out from his past?
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Some kind of traumatic
childhood experience,
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- or injury, or...
- No.
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I mean, he was beat up pretty badly
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by a friend of his when he was little.
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They worked that out.
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He's got pictures of
them in his old stuff.
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That could be helpful.
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Maybe I could look at
them at some point.
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Yeah.
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What about his parents?
What kind of relationship...
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- [BABY CRYING]
- [WHISPERING] I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
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Did he get along with them?
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His mom passed when he was young.
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Ah.
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His dad is totally absent,
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which Jamie should be angry about.
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- Uh-huh.
- Jamie doesn't get angry.
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He just blames himself.
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Even with us, he...
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Two years ago,
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we were having a hard time.
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Jamie was depressed,
and I got frustrated, and...
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I had an affair.
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It was a stupid thing.
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But when I told Jamie about it, he...
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He just wanted to know what he did.
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He was never angry. Not once.
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[SOLEMN MUSIC]
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And he stayed by me.
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It's 11:00.
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You're supposed to be at
your desk at 9:00 a.m.
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and stay there.
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[OVERLAPPING CHATTER]
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- Time to dig in.
- Harry, what the hell?
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[UNDER BREATH] What the... ? Jesus.
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Look, I just wanna say,
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I'm not happy about what
I did, but I had to.
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How about I just do my
work, and you do yours?
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Come on, Ambrose.
Try to see it from my side.
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I had to follow protocol.
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Without that, everything falls apart.
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I was protecting you. Honestly.
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I've been watching you on this,
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and you're so deep in
the trees with Burns,
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you haven't seen horizon in days.
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Someone had to pull you out.
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[TENSE MUSIC]
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♪ ♪
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What Kierkegaard was defining was
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the qualitative distinction
between God and man.
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Man is so infinitely different from God,
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he can only communicate
with God indirectly.
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What about the potential
to actually encounter God?
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Not sure what you're getting at.
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"When two people relate to
each other authentically
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"and humanly, God is the electricity
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that surges between them."
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Are you suggesting
we take a conversation
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between two humans so seriously
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that we challenge the
awesomeness of God?
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No, but if the conversation
generates the God presence...
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So you're positing man creates God?
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Maybe. In a way,
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- I guess.
- So you "maybe" and "in a way"
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are challenging the importance
of an all-powerful God?
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I just thought...
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Can God create a rock he can't lift?
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Yeah, Thomas Aquinas is not
on the syllabus for this class.
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- Can you answer the question?
- Mr. Haas...
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If you answer yes, then
there exists in the world
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a rock that God can't lift,
ergo he's not all powerful.
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Answer no, and he can't
create such a rock.
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Again, not all powerful.
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So the very idea of an all-powerful God
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is a human creation and
a flawed one at that.
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All right.
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Enough trick questions.
Let's return to Kierkegaard.
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[EERIE MUSIC]
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Wow, nice and neat.
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Is you roommate pre-law
anal or pre-med anal?
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[CHUCKLES] Pre-med.
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Listens to Nickelback when
he's feeling naughty.
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[LAUGHS] Right again.
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That's my mother.
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She passed away when I was 12.
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I'm sorry to hear that.
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Did your dad pick up the slack
on the parenting front?
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Um, yeah...
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[BOTTLE THUDS ON DESK]
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Not really.
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Mine neither.
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And my mom's still around
doing his dishes. [CHUCKLES]
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I keep thinking about the wife too.
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Leela.
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Can you imagine waking up
after all those years,
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realizing you have no
idea who your husband is?
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How'd your painting go today?
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- Nice redirect.
- Oh.
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I'm sorry.
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I have to stop thinking
about Jamie Burns.
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Are you here?
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[MELANCHOLIC MUSIC]
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♪ ♪
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Now I am.
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[INDISTINCT CHATTER]
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[DISTORTED MUSIC]
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♪ ♪
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I talked to my dad.
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He and my stepmother are going
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to the Amalfi Coast for Thanksgiving.
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Who goes to the Amalfi
Coast for Thanksgiving?
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Exactly.
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Screw it. I'll stay here with you.
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What?
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- No, you should go home.
- Why?
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It's just a stupid ritual
driven by the cranberry lobby.
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I'll hang here with you.
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"Have you courage?
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"Not courage before witnesses,
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"but the courage of hermits and eagles,
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which no longer beheld, even by God."
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It's exactly what you were
saying in class that day
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about man creating God.
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But it goes further. Keep going.
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"Brave is he who knows
fear but conquers fear.
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"He who sees the abyss, but with pride.
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"Who grasps the abyss
with the eagle's talons,
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he has courage."
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The courage of the übermensch.
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So you don't forget.
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[ORCHESTRAL MUSIC]
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♪ ♪
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[SECURITY ALARM BEEPING]
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[FOREBODING MUSIC]
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♪ ♪
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What do you want?
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Oh.
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I could ask you the same thing.
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- Is that necessary?
- You're trespassing.
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And you're stalking my wife
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and fucking the detective
that's after me.
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You wanna tell me what that's about?
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Are you scared of me?
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Yes.
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You think I might kill you?
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How do you know
I haven't called the police?
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Have you?
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What the hell is all this?
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You've been following me?
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I wanted to see you.
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Really see you.
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I realize that wasn't
the right way, but...
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But you couldn't help yourself.
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No.
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You've been painting me?
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I have been trying.
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Though with you, it's
difficult to know how.
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- Why?
- I'm not sure.
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I think it's because
you're not in control.
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♪ ♪
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These photos are part of your process?
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Yeah.
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May I?
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[SHUTTER CLICKING]
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How long have you been seeing Harry?
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Only a week or so.
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And what does he tell you about me?
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He worries about you.
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He worries about me?
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About what I might do?
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Both.
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[CAMERA SHUTTER CLICKS]
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Are you gonna show him these pictures?
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No.
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Why not?
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Because this is about you and me.
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Will you take off your clothes?
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[SHUTTER CLICKING]
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May I come closer?
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Why don't you try?
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Look at me.
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Right there.
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[SEAGULLS SQUAWKING]
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You have to tell me what happened.
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[STAMMERS] Is this all
because of Nick, or...
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No.
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No, I've always felt this way.
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Nick just gave me the words for it.
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Felt how?
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Like we're all living the wrong way.
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Nobody seems to care.
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And you felt that way with me too?
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I...
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Did you kill that man at
the party in Brooklyn?
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You gotta tell me, whatever it is,
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if we're gonna have a chance...
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at anything.
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Did you do it?
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[OMINOUS MUSIC]
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Lee, it was just a moment, okay?
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I was so lost, and that guy...
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What? Did he provoke you?
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No, he was helping me.
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And then he turned on me.
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What do you mean?
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I was so helpless, and
then I couldn't control it.
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It came over me.
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What do you mean
you couldn't control it?
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I need help.
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I need you.
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What? Are you against me now?
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No. [STAMMERS]
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I don't know. I don't know.
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- Lee.
- [WHIMPERS]
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It's me, it's me. It's still me.
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I know.
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I have to go. I...
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No, Lee. Please don't.
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No.
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I don't know.
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There's... nothing
really is jumping out.
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Except maybe this.
He's with this kid, Charlie.
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- Oh.
- Who apparently,
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at some point, beat him up.
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You think this is the thing?
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The trauma that led to all of this?
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A lot of kids take a punch.
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It doesn't necessarily
turn them into killers.
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Boys, you mean.
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It's just, I can't figure it out.
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First, he kills his close friend,
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and then a complete stranger,
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and there's no consistent trigger.
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And he's gonna do it again. I know it.
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What if it isn't one thing? One trauma?
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What if it's just...
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A life? A million little things?
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Little cuts, year after year.
267
00:19:23,670 --> 00:19:26,029
Does that turn you into a killer?
268
00:19:26,030 --> 00:19:28,280
Sometimes a dam breaks.
269
00:19:31,180 --> 00:19:33,580
I think he just wants to be seen.
270
00:19:34,960 --> 00:19:36,310
Why do you say that?
271
00:19:39,030 --> 00:19:41,129
He...
272
00:19:41,130 --> 00:19:43,050
I don't know.
273
00:19:44,040 --> 00:19:47,690
Men want intimacy just
like anybody else.
274
00:19:47,700 --> 00:19:50,239
They long for it.
275
00:19:50,240 --> 00:19:52,709
But they're taught that
if they're vulnerable,
276
00:19:52,710 --> 00:19:55,027
they're not men.
277
00:19:55,030 --> 00:19:58,229
It's like there's this
cultural expectation
278
00:19:58,230 --> 00:20:00,650
that's innately traumatizing.
279
00:20:04,030 --> 00:20:06,669
Maybe.
280
00:20:06,670 --> 00:20:08,700
I feel sorry for all of you.
281
00:20:10,020 --> 00:20:12,830
Wounded little boys.
282
00:20:16,010 --> 00:20:18,429
All right, everyone. Let's settle down.
283
00:20:18,430 --> 00:20:21,510
Ready to start. Here you go.
284
00:20:23,090 --> 00:20:25,310
Thanks.
285
00:20:25,330 --> 00:20:26,929
Are you okay?
286
00:20:26,930 --> 00:20:29,179
I just wanna get this over with.
287
00:20:29,180 --> 00:20:31,314
You're ready for this. Don't worry.
288
00:20:33,290 --> 00:20:34,569
Mr. Burns.
289
00:20:34,570 --> 00:20:38,739
- [CLEARS THROAT]
- Yeah?
290
00:20:38,740 --> 00:20:40,289
What are you doing here?
291
00:20:40,290 --> 00:20:42,609
I'm proctoring the A.P.
exam like I always do.
292
00:20:42,610 --> 00:20:43,999
I sent you an email last night.
293
00:20:44,000 --> 00:20:45,439
Tracy was gonna take the lead on this.
294
00:20:45,440 --> 00:20:47,809
[STAMMERS] I must have missed it.
295
00:20:47,810 --> 00:20:49,289
I'm so sorry.
296
00:20:49,290 --> 00:20:52,289
Please follow the directions
on page one of your packets.
297
00:20:52,290 --> 00:20:56,740
You have exactly one hour
and 45 minutes starting now.
298
00:20:56,750 --> 00:20:59,270
May I have a word with you outside?
299
00:21:08,400 --> 00:21:12,589
You need to go right now.
Tracy can finish up.
300
00:21:12,590 --> 00:21:13,649
I'd rather stay.
301
00:21:13,650 --> 00:21:15,589
I wanted someone else
proctoring this exam
302
00:21:15,590 --> 00:21:16,608
and you were informed of that.
303
00:21:16,609 --> 00:21:19,229
- I...
- There is nothing else I can do.
304
00:21:19,230 --> 00:21:21,569
Give me one good reason why
I should listen to you right now.
305
00:21:21,570 --> 00:21:23,479
Fine, you wanna turn
this into something ugly?
306
00:21:23,480 --> 00:21:25,780
- I can do that...
- Mr. B?
307
00:21:25,790 --> 00:21:27,049
It's Emma.
308
00:21:27,050 --> 00:21:29,029
[OMINOUS MUSIC]
309
00:21:29,030 --> 00:21:31,279
[OVERLAPPING CHATTER]
310
00:21:31,280 --> 00:21:32,499
Guys, stand back.
311
00:21:32,500 --> 00:21:34,500
Everybody, just give
her some room, okay?
312
00:21:34,510 --> 00:21:36,087
Jesus. Call the paramedics.
313
00:21:36,090 --> 00:21:38,069
Okay, let's get her on her side.
314
00:21:38,070 --> 00:21:39,504
Oh, my God. What did she take?
315
00:21:39,505 --> 00:21:41,092
Courtney, what did she take?
316
00:21:41,093 --> 00:21:42,629
Adderall. Like, a lot.
317
00:21:42,630 --> 00:21:44,259
Oh, Jesus.
318
00:21:44,260 --> 00:21:46,589
- Okay. Okay, hey, okay.
- God.
319
00:21:46,590 --> 00:21:49,180
You're okay. You're okay.
320
00:21:55,150 --> 00:21:56,389
I'm not doing this.
321
00:21:56,390 --> 00:21:58,859
You don't know what you're gonna do yet.
322
00:21:58,860 --> 00:22:00,949
That's the game.
323
00:22:00,950 --> 00:22:04,689
Haven't, like, 17 people
died over the years?
324
00:22:04,690 --> 00:22:06,989
That's because they didn't
know what they were doing.
325
00:22:06,990 --> 00:22:09,730
[DRAMATIC MUSIC]
326
00:22:09,740 --> 00:22:12,199
♪ ♪
327
00:22:12,200 --> 00:22:14,199
There's rocks everywhere down there.
328
00:22:14,200 --> 00:22:15,501
Come on.
329
00:22:16,770 --> 00:22:20,430
Jamie. Come on.
330
00:22:23,670 --> 00:22:25,200
Shit.
331
00:22:29,540 --> 00:22:31,950
[DOG BARKS IN THE DISTANCE]
332
00:22:36,300 --> 00:22:38,040
You see this notch here?
333
00:22:38,050 --> 00:22:40,909
If you jump from right here,
you'll land in the deep water.
334
00:22:40,910 --> 00:22:42,809
I don't want to do this.
335
00:22:42,810 --> 00:22:44,609
Neither do I.
336
00:22:44,610 --> 00:22:48,199
But if it's our fate, we have to.
337
00:22:48,200 --> 00:22:49,589
Oh, fuck.
338
00:22:49,590 --> 00:22:51,959
[PAPER RUSTLING]
339
00:22:51,960 --> 00:22:53,759
- Pick a number.
- No.
340
00:22:53,760 --> 00:22:56,375
Pick a number, or I'll just jump now.
341
00:23:00,240 --> 00:23:01,460
Four.
342
00:23:05,820 --> 00:23:07,120
Color?
343
00:23:08,640 --> 00:23:10,050
Green.
344
00:23:10,920 --> 00:23:15,569
This is our mutual fate.
It's gonna read jump or stay.
345
00:23:15,570 --> 00:23:17,730
You ready?
346
00:23:21,280 --> 00:23:23,880
God. Come on.
347
00:23:23,890 --> 00:23:25,237
No.
348
00:23:26,480 --> 00:23:29,149
- From the notch.
- Nick.
349
00:23:29,150 --> 00:23:30,410
Nick!
350
00:23:32,010 --> 00:23:34,529
[WATER RIPPLES]
351
00:23:34,530 --> 00:23:37,079
[AMBIENT MUSIC]
352
00:23:37,080 --> 00:23:40,419
- Whoo!
- [PANTING]
353
00:23:40,420 --> 00:23:42,463
Now you!
354
00:23:43,650 --> 00:23:46,579
Come on.
355
00:23:46,580 --> 00:23:48,620
Jamie!
356
00:23:52,790 --> 00:23:54,369
I'm so sorry.
357
00:23:54,370 --> 00:23:56,729
[MONITOR BEEPING]
358
00:23:56,730 --> 00:24:00,660
No, do not apologize.
359
00:24:00,680 --> 00:24:02,809
This is my fault.
360
00:24:02,810 --> 00:24:04,860
I...
361
00:24:04,870 --> 00:24:07,290
I've been going through some things,
362
00:24:07,300 --> 00:24:10,129
and I haven't been there for you.
363
00:24:10,130 --> 00:24:11,779
Not the way I should.
364
00:24:11,780 --> 00:24:15,570
We have to be...
365
00:24:15,590 --> 00:24:18,320
We have to be there for each other.
366
00:24:19,490 --> 00:24:22,820
Because most people don't understand.
367
00:24:27,299 --> 00:24:32,763
But we have to keep going. We do.
368
00:24:32,770 --> 00:24:34,409
[FOOTSTEPS APPROACHING]
369
00:24:34,410 --> 00:24:36,109
Even when it's hard.
370
00:24:36,110 --> 00:24:37,768
What are you doing here?
371
00:24:37,770 --> 00:24:39,919
[STAMMERS] I'm sorry.
372
00:24:39,920 --> 00:24:42,989
I was just checking in on her
and making sure she was okay.
373
00:24:42,990 --> 00:24:44,309
Please go.
374
00:24:44,310 --> 00:24:45,909
Mom, he's only trying to help.
375
00:24:45,910 --> 00:24:47,778
It's all right.
It's all right, I'll leave.
376
00:24:58,810 --> 00:25:00,669
Eli told me about what happened.
377
00:25:00,670 --> 00:25:03,419
That man who came by your place.
378
00:25:03,420 --> 00:25:05,189
Oh, look. Uh...
379
00:25:05,190 --> 00:25:09,419
That was just, he dropped by.
I wasn't expecting him.
380
00:25:09,420 --> 00:25:12,159
- Eli said he was your friend?
- No, no.
381
00:25:12,160 --> 00:25:15,639
He's just someone involved with
the case that I'm working on.
382
00:25:15,640 --> 00:25:17,933
And you punched him?
383
00:25:19,460 --> 00:25:21,419
I was trying to get him to leave.
384
00:25:21,420 --> 00:25:23,409
[SCOFFS] I...
385
00:25:23,410 --> 00:25:26,059
I don't understand.
Was he threatening you two?
386
00:25:26,060 --> 00:25:29,090
You want me to talk to Eli?
387
00:25:29,130 --> 00:25:31,289
Did it scare him to see me like that?
388
00:25:31,290 --> 00:25:34,289
Dad, the problem isn't
that he was scared.
389
00:25:34,290 --> 00:25:36,289
It's that he liked it.
390
00:25:36,290 --> 00:25:39,930
And he's been acting out
what you did over and over.
391
00:25:41,800 --> 00:25:44,239
Why don't I talk to him?
I'll clear it up.
392
00:25:44,240 --> 00:25:47,819
- No...
- It'll be good for him and me.
393
00:25:47,820 --> 00:25:50,382
I think it's better if you
don't see Eli for a while.
394
00:25:52,270 --> 00:25:56,260
Mel, nothing like that is
ever gonna happen again.
395
00:25:56,270 --> 00:25:58,309
It's what I want.
396
00:25:58,310 --> 00:26:00,643
He's too impressionable right now.
397
00:26:03,980 --> 00:26:05,329
Okay.
398
00:26:05,330 --> 00:26:06,799
[DRAMATIC MUSIC]
399
00:26:06,800 --> 00:26:10,069
But what does that
mean for Thanksgiving?
400
00:26:11,930 --> 00:26:15,610
We're... We're gonna spend it with mom.
401
00:26:20,020 --> 00:26:21,450
Okay.
402
00:26:34,540 --> 00:26:37,139
[LINE TRILLING]
403
00:26:37,140 --> 00:26:39,349
You've reached Jamie Burns.
Please leave a message.
404
00:26:39,350 --> 00:26:41,579
[BEEP]
405
00:26:41,580 --> 00:26:44,529
Jamie, I'm sorry about what happened
406
00:26:44,530 --> 00:26:45,813
at the house the other night.
407
00:26:47,190 --> 00:26:51,140
We need to talk. Call me when you can.
408
00:26:53,110 --> 00:26:56,669
[AMBIENT MUSIC]
409
00:26:56,670 --> 00:27:00,219
♪ ♪
410
00:27:00,220 --> 00:27:03,209
Ladies and gentlemen,
just a little reminder.
411
00:27:03,210 --> 00:27:06,489
We have only one hour left
for the silent auction,
412
00:27:06,490 --> 00:27:08,960
so make those bids.
413
00:27:09,211 --> 00:27:12,649
And look for Mike Zukowski
to get in on the 50/50 raffle.
414
00:27:12,650 --> 00:27:17,710
[OVERLAPPING CHATTER]
415
00:27:24,440 --> 00:27:27,099
No, I actually am looking for investors.
416
00:27:27,100 --> 00:27:28,719
I have a lot of ideas
417
00:27:28,720 --> 00:27:30,929
and I've been wanting
to grow the business,
418
00:27:30,930 --> 00:27:33,219
so I'd definitely be interested.
419
00:27:33,220 --> 00:27:34,904
Well, then we should meet and discuss.
420
00:27:34,920 --> 00:27:36,559
I really like what you're doing.
421
00:27:36,560 --> 00:27:39,569
Great, great. Let me get you my card.
422
00:27:39,570 --> 00:27:42,530
Hi. I'm Leela's husband, Jamie.
423
00:27:43,400 --> 00:27:45,910
- Jamie.
- Hi.
424
00:27:46,740 --> 00:27:48,667
- Peter, Sandy.
- Peter, hi.
425
00:27:48,668 --> 00:27:49,749
- Sandy?
- Ah.
426
00:27:49,750 --> 00:27:52,639
- Did you get a bid in?
- Oh, yeah.
427
00:27:52,640 --> 00:27:54,199
We've got the lead bid right now.
428
00:27:54,200 --> 00:27:55,341
- Lead bid?
- Yeah.
429
00:27:55,350 --> 00:27:57,580
- All right.
- [CHUCKLES]
430
00:27:57,600 --> 00:27:59,589
Are you kidding? That's crazy.
431
00:27:59,590 --> 00:28:02,019
This basket is worth three times that.
432
00:28:02,020 --> 00:28:03,979
You know what? I'll bid it up right now.
433
00:28:03,980 --> 00:28:05,719
- Jamie, don't.
- What?
434
00:28:05,720 --> 00:28:08,062
- I... sorry.
- It's for the kids, right?
435
00:28:08,070 --> 00:28:10,689
It was good to meet you.
This is my information.
436
00:28:10,690 --> 00:28:13,109
- And I look forward to meeting up.
- Likewise.
437
00:28:13,110 --> 00:28:14,319
- Good luck.
- Thank you.
438
00:28:14,320 --> 00:28:15,489
- Nice to meet you.
- Yeah.
439
00:28:15,490 --> 00:28:16,910
Have a great night.
440
00:28:18,700 --> 00:28:21,800
- What are you doing?
- I wanted to help out.
441
00:28:21,810 --> 00:28:25,169
But I asked you not to come.
442
00:28:25,170 --> 00:28:28,800
Lee, I didn't want you to be alone.
443
00:28:31,000 --> 00:28:33,400
People are staring.
444
00:28:34,610 --> 00:28:36,339
Whatever, all right?
445
00:28:36,340 --> 00:28:38,340
I don't care. It's just
small town gossip.
446
00:28:38,360 --> 00:28:40,839
It's a town that I need to buy my stuff.
447
00:28:40,840 --> 00:28:42,089
Okay, Lee.
448
00:28:42,090 --> 00:28:43,639
- Okay. Oh, Jesus.
- You okay?
449
00:28:43,640 --> 00:28:46,099
Can you... can you please
just give it a break?
450
00:28:46,100 --> 00:28:48,389
Just please, please leave.
451
00:28:48,390 --> 00:28:49,760
- What?
- Please.
452
00:28:49,770 --> 00:28:51,389
- I'm not doing anything.
- Come on.
453
00:28:51,390 --> 00:28:53,649
- Don't make this a scene.
- Don't. Don't fucking touch me, man.
454
00:28:53,650 --> 00:28:56,769
- She wants you to go.
- I want you to fucking go!
455
00:28:56,770 --> 00:28:58,279
All right?
456
00:29:03,300 --> 00:29:05,369
Look, I... I'm sorry...
457
00:29:05,370 --> 00:29:07,709
- Don't.
- I just wanted to...
458
00:29:07,710 --> 00:29:10,379
I don't want to cause
any trouble, I just...
459
00:29:10,380 --> 00:29:12,049
I wanted to be here with you.
460
00:29:12,050 --> 00:29:13,389
Come on. Let's just go.
461
00:29:13,390 --> 00:29:14,545
Walk with me right now.
462
00:29:14,550 --> 00:29:16,469
What the fuck is your problem, man?
463
00:29:16,470 --> 00:29:18,048
Hey, hey, hey, hey. Easy now.
464
00:29:18,050 --> 00:29:19,619
Easy now. Let's calm down, all right?
465
00:29:19,620 --> 00:29:20,789
Why don't you take a walk with me, sir?
466
00:29:20,790 --> 00:29:22,870
I was just trying to
talk to my wife, okay?
467
00:29:22,880 --> 00:29:24,610
Let's just walk towards the door, sir.
468
00:29:24,620 --> 00:29:26,669
- Nice and easy...
- No, no. I haven't done anything wrong.
469
00:29:26,670 --> 00:29:28,473
Listen, I could take
you into the station
470
00:29:28,474 --> 00:29:30,978
for disorderly conduct, or you
can come with me right now.
471
00:29:32,410 --> 00:29:35,569
- Sir, let's walk.
- Lee.
472
00:29:35,570 --> 00:29:37,419
- Sir.
- What?
473
00:29:37,420 --> 00:29:40,939
Walk. Come on, let's go.
474
00:29:40,940 --> 00:29:43,899
[AMBIENT MUSIC]
475
00:29:43,900 --> 00:29:46,149
♪ ♪
476
00:29:46,150 --> 00:29:47,319
This way.
477
00:29:47,320 --> 00:29:50,189
[CROWD MURMURING]
478
00:29:50,190 --> 00:29:51,899
It's okay. Nobody cares.
479
00:29:51,900 --> 00:29:53,700
Nice and easy.
480
00:30:01,700 --> 00:30:04,089
All right, why don't you
just go home, all right?
481
00:30:04,090 --> 00:30:06,829
Go home? Go home?
482
00:30:06,830 --> 00:30:09,266
Fuck you. This is harassment.
483
00:30:09,270 --> 00:30:12,679
[SCOFFS] Do you want me to arrest you?
484
00:30:12,680 --> 00:30:15,230
Go home. Go.
485
00:30:19,530 --> 00:30:22,240
[SCREAMING]
486
00:30:24,540 --> 00:30:26,940
[CHAIR SLAMMING]
487
00:30:30,340 --> 00:30:33,339
[SCREAMING]
488
00:30:33,340 --> 00:30:36,550
[CLATTERING]
489
00:30:41,620 --> 00:30:44,810
[SNIFFLES] Why?
490
00:30:48,460 --> 00:30:54,700
[CRYING]
491
00:30:59,566 --> 00:31:03,278
[LIGHTS HUMMING]
492
00:31:07,440 --> 00:31:09,319
Hey, frowny face.
493
00:31:09,320 --> 00:31:12,579
You're fucking up my Norman
Rockwell Thanksgiving dinner.
494
00:31:14,240 --> 00:31:15,624
Sorry.
495
00:31:18,270 --> 00:31:19,930
So you chickened out.
496
00:31:21,020 --> 00:31:23,199
You didn't jump.
497
00:31:23,200 --> 00:31:25,999
Punishing yourself isn't the answer.
498
00:31:26,000 --> 00:31:27,730
Yeah.
499
00:31:29,360 --> 00:31:31,599
I don't know.
500
00:31:31,600 --> 00:31:33,142
What?
501
00:31:34,690 --> 00:31:38,279
I've always been like this.
502
00:31:38,280 --> 00:31:42,985
Just like my dad. I hate it.
503
00:31:45,380 --> 00:31:48,489
Don't you get it?
504
00:31:48,490 --> 00:31:50,239
You're supposed to be scared.
505
00:31:50,240 --> 00:31:53,769
- You signed a contract.
- Contract?
506
00:31:53,770 --> 00:31:57,239
When you were born,
you made a deal with fate.
507
00:31:57,240 --> 00:31:58,449
We all did.
508
00:31:58,450 --> 00:32:03,380
If you agree to keep living,
you have to accept the terms.
509
00:32:03,390 --> 00:32:05,909
You aren't immune to anything,
510
00:32:05,910 --> 00:32:08,769
you can die at any moment,
511
00:32:08,770 --> 00:32:10,549
and anything you gain in this life,
512
00:32:10,550 --> 00:32:12,130
you'll eventually have to lose.
513
00:32:13,770 --> 00:32:17,269
- That's kind of depressing.
- It's the truth.
514
00:32:17,270 --> 00:32:20,559
The crime is pretending otherwise.
515
00:32:20,560 --> 00:32:23,279
Expecting the world to be safe,
516
00:32:23,280 --> 00:32:25,149
for things to always stay the same.
517
00:32:25,150 --> 00:32:29,529
That's not life. It's delusion.
518
00:32:29,530 --> 00:32:31,139
And that's why you jump.
519
00:32:31,140 --> 00:32:34,669
You jump because
it's fucking terrifying.
520
00:32:34,670 --> 00:32:37,498
You jump because you wanna live.
521
00:32:37,500 --> 00:32:40,449
[AMBIENT MUSIC]
522
00:32:40,450 --> 00:32:43,209
♪ ♪
523
00:32:43,210 --> 00:32:45,379
Come on.
524
00:32:45,380 --> 00:32:50,300
Come on. Let's go right now.
525
00:32:51,930 --> 00:32:54,529
Here we go round the prickly pear.
526
00:32:54,530 --> 00:32:57,249
Prickly pear, prickly pear.
527
00:32:57,250 --> 00:32:59,469
Here we go round the prickly pear
528
00:32:59,470 --> 00:33:01,879
at 5:00 in the morning.
529
00:33:01,880 --> 00:33:04,989
[SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC]
530
00:33:04,990 --> 00:33:08,689
Oh, my God. No way.
531
00:33:08,690 --> 00:33:10,900
[LAUGHS] Oh, no God here.
532
00:33:10,920 --> 00:33:12,489
Put your faith in the notch.
533
00:33:12,490 --> 00:33:14,949
Nick, I'm not doing this in the dark.
534
00:33:14,950 --> 00:33:16,912
We can't even see the bottom.
535
00:33:17,880 --> 00:33:19,949
This is your moment.
536
00:33:19,950 --> 00:33:23,159
This is where you decide who you are.
537
00:33:23,160 --> 00:33:25,599
Right here, right now.
538
00:33:25,600 --> 00:33:27,559
Why do you need me to jump too?
539
00:33:27,560 --> 00:33:31,050
Why... why can't you just
do all this on your own?
540
00:33:34,070 --> 00:33:38,749
The only reason I was able to jump
541
00:33:38,750 --> 00:33:42,009
is because you were there with me.
542
00:33:42,010 --> 00:33:44,969
[OMINOUS MUSIC]
543
00:33:44,970 --> 00:33:52,281
♪ ♪
544
00:33:59,150 --> 00:34:01,150
[SNIFFLING]
545
00:34:15,500 --> 00:34:18,299
He would've ripped that
chair apart if he could.
546
00:34:18,300 --> 00:34:21,969
He kept bashing it over
and over and screaming.
547
00:34:21,970 --> 00:34:24,599
It reminded me of guys
I saw in Afghanistan.
548
00:34:24,600 --> 00:34:26,669
The stress pushes them to the edge,
549
00:34:26,670 --> 00:34:29,389
and they start firing,
they don't care who they hit.
550
00:34:29,390 --> 00:34:31,460
But, anyway...
551
00:34:32,980 --> 00:34:35,450
I know lately I haven't been much help,
552
00:34:35,460 --> 00:34:37,930
but this guy's on the verge.
553
00:34:37,950 --> 00:34:39,529
I have Pandolfi on him now,
554
00:34:39,530 --> 00:34:41,819
but, I mean, we need
something to bring him in.
555
00:34:41,820 --> 00:34:43,849
I don't have anything.
556
00:34:43,850 --> 00:34:47,739
The most I can hope for at
this point is a confession.
557
00:34:47,740 --> 00:34:50,439
[SIGHS]
558
00:34:50,440 --> 00:34:54,499
You know what his problem is?
He's got no faith.
559
00:34:54,500 --> 00:34:56,845
No higher power.
560
00:34:56,850 --> 00:35:00,420
I'm telling you, I...
I've been to that edge.
561
00:35:01,420 --> 00:35:04,010
After two tours of duty,
I was all fucked up.
562
00:35:04,020 --> 00:35:07,309
And, man, that is not
a place to be alone.
563
00:35:07,310 --> 00:35:08,880
[PHONE RINGING]
564
00:35:08,890 --> 00:35:11,379
But when you're out there
staring at nothing,
565
00:35:11,380 --> 00:35:14,609
faith is the only thing
that'll get you through.
566
00:35:14,610 --> 00:35:17,420
It's Pandolfi. Yeah?
567
00:35:19,590 --> 00:35:20,970
Okay.
568
00:35:22,140 --> 00:35:24,030
Okay.
569
00:35:26,510 --> 00:35:28,510
Got it.
570
00:35:28,520 --> 00:35:31,289
Burns is waiting for you at the
school. He wants to see you.
571
00:35:31,290 --> 00:35:33,869
[DRAMATIC MUSIC]
572
00:35:33,870 --> 00:35:35,629
Good.
573
00:35:35,630 --> 00:35:37,552
What are you gonna do?
574
00:35:38,570 --> 00:35:41,129
I can't let him hurt anybody else.
575
00:35:41,130 --> 00:35:42,669
We gotta be on guard.
576
00:35:42,670 --> 00:35:44,340
I mean, this guy is capable of anything.
577
00:35:45,590 --> 00:35:47,659
With the slightest problem,
you call me, okay?
578
00:35:47,660 --> 00:35:49,640
I'll be tracking your phone.
579
00:35:53,070 --> 00:35:55,529
If you don't hear from me
by the time you wake up,
580
00:35:55,530 --> 00:35:56,859
come find me.
581
00:35:56,860 --> 00:35:58,799
Wait, not until then? Are you sure?
582
00:35:58,800 --> 00:36:00,510
I'll be all right.
583
00:36:14,600 --> 00:36:17,590
[OMINOUS MUSIC]
584
00:36:17,592 --> 00:36:23,682
♪ ♪
585
00:36:43,690 --> 00:36:45,940
[CAR DOOR OPENS, SHUTS]
586
00:36:48,840 --> 00:36:50,750
Glad you wanted to talk.
587
00:36:53,710 --> 00:36:56,939
You've had a pretty rough
night, from what I've heard.
588
00:36:56,940 --> 00:37:00,019
A bit.
589
00:37:00,020 --> 00:37:02,760
But things are becoming clearer now.
590
00:37:03,920 --> 00:37:05,619
Well, you got my message.
591
00:37:05,620 --> 00:37:11,079
I'm sorry about what happened
at my house the other night.
592
00:37:11,080 --> 00:37:12,939
You were scared. That's all.
593
00:37:12,940 --> 00:37:15,909
- [EXHALES]
- We all are.
594
00:37:15,910 --> 00:37:19,569
We never want to admit
that, though, do we?
595
00:37:19,570 --> 00:37:21,229
We'd rather be angry.
596
00:37:21,230 --> 00:37:23,825
Yeah, maybe.
597
00:37:26,470 --> 00:37:29,849
What happened in there,
598
00:37:29,850 --> 00:37:34,180
made me realize I've been
doing this all wrong.
599
00:37:34,190 --> 00:37:39,080
I've been so scared and
trying to go backward.
600
00:37:39,090 --> 00:37:41,220
That's why it's been so hard.
601
00:37:41,240 --> 00:37:45,809
I've been trying to fight
what's happening to me.
602
00:37:45,810 --> 00:37:49,429
But Nick said it all along,
you have to accept the fear.
603
00:37:49,430 --> 00:37:52,850
Embrace it.
604
00:37:52,870 --> 00:37:54,760
And that's when something new opens up.
605
00:37:54,780 --> 00:37:58,470
Oh, well, you can't keep
going on like this.
606
00:37:58,480 --> 00:38:00,480
Neither can you.
607
00:38:02,330 --> 00:38:04,150
It's strange, isn't it?
608
00:38:05,030 --> 00:38:06,739
The one person I need to talk to
609
00:38:06,740 --> 00:38:08,578
is the guy who's trying to lock me up.
610
00:38:09,710 --> 00:38:12,349
I'm just trying to understand you.
611
00:38:12,350 --> 00:38:16,370
No, you're trying to solve me.
612
00:38:18,100 --> 00:38:21,689
I know that underneath
all the detective work,
613
00:38:21,690 --> 00:38:23,969
the case, all of it,
614
00:38:23,970 --> 00:38:25,595
you want the same thing I do.
615
00:38:25,596 --> 00:38:31,810
- And what's that?
- To step into the abyss.
616
00:38:33,310 --> 00:38:36,610
To find some kind of relief.
617
00:38:41,060 --> 00:38:43,150
And that's what you did with Nick.
618
00:38:47,170 --> 00:38:48,780
I want to show you.
619
00:38:50,770 --> 00:38:54,769
It won't be easy for either of us.
620
00:38:54,770 --> 00:38:58,010
But it's the only way you
can really understand.
621
00:39:05,390 --> 00:39:07,270
Show me.
622
00:39:16,820 --> 00:39:20,960
[EERIE MUSIC]
623
00:39:20,970 --> 00:39:27,749
♪ ♪
624
00:39:27,750 --> 00:39:29,870
Here we go round the prickly pear.
625
00:39:29,880 --> 00:39:32,569
Prickly pear, prickly pear.
626
00:39:32,570 --> 00:39:34,089
Here we go round the prickly pear.
627
00:39:34,090 --> 00:39:36,369
Prickly pear, prickly pear,
628
00:39:36,370 --> 00:39:38,270
at 5:00 in the morning.
629
00:39:40,640 --> 00:39:43,529
What are you saying? What is that?
630
00:39:43,530 --> 00:39:47,259
It's T.S. Eliot. "The Hollow Men."
631
00:39:47,260 --> 00:39:50,149
Nick would always say it.
632
00:39:50,150 --> 00:39:52,899
It's about fear, I guess.
633
00:39:52,900 --> 00:39:55,840
How we circle and circle what we want,
634
00:39:55,850 --> 00:39:58,060
but never reach for it.
635
00:40:09,820 --> 00:40:11,139
This grave was supposed to be
636
00:40:11,140 --> 00:40:13,789
like the one we dug back at school.
637
00:40:13,790 --> 00:40:16,340
It was never about killing.
638
00:40:18,630 --> 00:40:19,880
This is for us.
639
00:40:21,560 --> 00:40:22,796
You buried each other.
640
00:40:24,060 --> 00:40:26,629
Once.
641
00:40:26,630 --> 00:40:28,099
It didn't matter who went first.
642
00:40:28,100 --> 00:40:29,379
We flipped a coin.
643
00:40:29,380 --> 00:40:32,969
First, the boards go
over you, then the dirt.
644
00:40:32,970 --> 00:40:35,019
The piping was so you could breathe,
645
00:40:35,020 --> 00:40:37,069
or you'd run out of air.
646
00:40:37,070 --> 00:40:41,189
And after the necessary
time, we dug each other up.
647
00:40:41,190 --> 00:40:42,689
The necessary time?
648
00:40:42,690 --> 00:40:45,399
Four hours, eight hours, ten.
649
00:40:45,400 --> 00:40:47,809
It's better not to know exactly.
650
00:40:47,810 --> 00:40:49,829
And you did this, why?
651
00:40:49,830 --> 00:40:52,210
So you could see what it is to die?
652
00:40:53,730 --> 00:40:56,100
To actually touch the void.
653
00:40:58,270 --> 00:41:00,439
Smell it.
654
00:41:00,440 --> 00:41:05,505
It's only then that we
see past our delusions.
655
00:41:05,510 --> 00:41:08,160
We did that for each other.
656
00:41:11,560 --> 00:41:13,300
And now I wanna do it with you.
657
00:41:15,460 --> 00:41:16,599
Why?
658
00:41:16,610 --> 00:41:20,769
Because I want you to experience it.
659
00:41:20,770 --> 00:41:23,879
The freedom you feel
when you move past fear.
660
00:41:23,880 --> 00:41:26,985
And you need that again now?
661
00:41:27,000 --> 00:41:29,440
Yeah.
662
00:41:31,230 --> 00:41:33,139
Look, there's a more honest life
663
00:41:33,140 --> 00:41:35,319
than the one we've been living.
664
00:41:35,320 --> 00:41:39,160
And I know you've felt it too.
665
00:41:39,170 --> 00:41:41,190
This is our chance to find it.
666
00:41:42,580 --> 00:41:45,139
I know I would dig you up.
667
00:41:45,140 --> 00:41:46,669
What guarantee would I have
668
00:41:46,670 --> 00:41:49,049
that you would do the same for me?
669
00:41:49,050 --> 00:41:50,383
Harry.
670
00:41:50,390 --> 00:41:54,569
The whole point is to
witness each other,
671
00:41:54,570 --> 00:41:56,919
to be there for each other.
672
00:41:56,920 --> 00:42:00,009
Leaving you underground
defeats the purpose.
673
00:42:00,010 --> 00:42:04,939
I can't do this alone. I need you.
674
00:42:08,150 --> 00:42:10,899
Here.
675
00:42:10,900 --> 00:42:14,839
This is my confession.
676
00:42:14,840 --> 00:42:16,367
To both of them.
677
00:42:17,530 --> 00:42:22,089
Take it. Go on.
678
00:42:22,090 --> 00:42:23,409
If I leave you down there,
679
00:42:23,410 --> 00:42:24,809
your colleagues will find that on you.
680
00:42:24,810 --> 00:42:27,504
There's no way I won't go to jail.
681
00:42:27,510 --> 00:42:31,132
But if I dig you up, you burn it.
682
00:42:35,620 --> 00:42:37,390
Is that what you need?
683
00:42:43,740 --> 00:42:47,729
- Yeah.
- Then take it.
684
00:42:47,730 --> 00:42:51,879
Why are you doing this?
685
00:42:51,880 --> 00:42:53,789
I could refuse to burn it.
686
00:42:53,790 --> 00:42:55,824
I'm willing to take that risk.
687
00:42:57,010 --> 00:42:58,319
And after we do this,
688
00:42:58,320 --> 00:43:02,520
you'll realize a confession
doesn't even matter.
689
00:43:07,570 --> 00:43:09,169
You flip.
690
00:43:09,170 --> 00:43:12,539
Heads, I go first. Tails, you go first.
691
00:43:12,540 --> 00:43:15,509
[AMBIENT MUSIC]
692
00:43:15,510 --> 00:43:22,770
♪ ♪
693
00:44:28,870 --> 00:44:30,660
Keep the pipe near your face.
694
00:44:30,670 --> 00:44:32,378
You'll run out of air if you don't.
695
00:44:34,880 --> 00:44:36,673
[SHOVEL SCRAPPING]
696
00:44:36,674 --> 00:44:39,629
[DIRT THUDDING]
697
00:44:39,630 --> 00:44:41,262
Oh, it's...
698
00:44:54,060 --> 00:44:57,400
[BREATHING SHAKILY]
699
00:45:07,914 --> 00:45:09,999
_
700
00:45:24,090 --> 00:45:26,730
[PIPE SCRAPING]
701
00:45:29,530 --> 00:45:31,880
Hey. Hey.
702
00:45:31,890 --> 00:45:34,309
[GROANING]
703
00:45:34,310 --> 00:45:36,890
Hey! Jamie!
704
00:45:40,020 --> 00:45:44,199
Jamie. Jamie.
705
00:45:44,200 --> 00:45:48,819
[PANTING]
706
00:45:48,820 --> 00:45:52,829
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707
00:45:52,830 --> 00:45:54,829
[DRAMATIC MUSIC]
708
00:45:54,830 --> 00:46:03,553
♪ ♪
709
00:46:09,530 --> 00:46:10,893
[DRAMATIC VIOLIN STING]
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