All language subtitles for A Million Little Things s02e17_English

Gary: Jon, when you left us...

Hey, it's Jon.
Do me a favor.

Love each other.

...our world
came crashing down.

[ Voice breaking ]
What is this?

You spoke at his funeral!

I trusted you!

[ Sophie yells ]

But somehow...

This is for you.

...we found ways to heal...

Finally did it.
I quit my job!

...to move on...

It doesn't have
to mean anything.

Just have some fun.

...to find ourselves.

Of course I'm still
interested in the fellowship.

I would love to do it.

Your Aunt Lindsay's
an alcoholic,

and I have
the same problem.

Since I've been sober,
I've been thinking a lot.

Do you remember
the lake house?

You ever wonder
why we stopped going?

Doesn't mean
we don't miss you.

You keep saying that
you need to know

who you are
without cancer.

Maybe I need to figure out
who I am without you.

I just wish I could've
been there for you...

I didn't stay by your side
and Rutledge you through chemo

so you could
piss your life away.

...the way you were for us.

You're gonna beat this.

[ Monitors beeping,
gas hissing ]

[ Cheers and applause
on video game ]

Gary:
Jon, after this game,

why don't you
take it easy, okay?

Here comes Kyrie.

And from way downtown --

Bang!
And the crowd goes wild!

Whoa, dude. Your IV.

Oh, and he steals
the ball!

Would you stop
moving, please?

Hey, you're
running out of time.

[ Whistle blows ]
What?

[ Cheers and applause
continue ]

Well, if I can get
this back in,

you'll have more time,
alright?

Man: Oh!
[ Whistle blows ]

What is this?
Tatum sets the moving pick.

Why is this not...

♪♪

Phone charger?

Jon, this isn't --

Mendez moves
the ball down court --

Oh, but he gets trapped
in the corner!

This isn't -- This isn't
gonna work, man.

What's he gonna do?

There's 10 seconds left.
Can he get the shot?

I need some help in here!
Somebody help me!
Ten, nine, eight...

Crowd: Seven, six,

five, four, three...
[ Buzzer ]

Is this
really what you want?

...two, one.

[ Buzzer blares, echoes ]

Too late, Gary.

No.
It's over.

No.

Maggie, wait!

I -- [ Sighs ]

Jon. Jon?!

[ Inhales sharply ]

[ Breathing heavily ]

♪♪

Hey, it's Jon.

I was hoping to speak to you,
not just leave a message,

but, uh...

I just need you to
do me a favor.

Love each other.

[ Charlie coos ]

Is that
the voicemail again?

[ Sighs ]

Eddie, you have to stop
torturing yourself.

[ Sighs ] I don't think
I should go

to this dinner for Jon
tonight.

Of course you should!
It's been a year.

Delilah wants
everyone there.

Well, Sophie doesn't.

She's barely talked
to me in months.

[ Sighs ] She just...

needs more time.

Yeah, I guess.

Hey, you look great.

Oh, yeah?

You ready
for your interview?

I thought you were gonna
wear the pinstripes.

I was. But Charlie thought
this would be better.

Oh, yeah?
How'd she tell you that?

She spit up all over
the other one.

Ah.

But that's okay, Charlie,
'cause you were totally right.

All hail Pharaoh Theo!

What is happening?

It's for his
biography presentation.

He picked King Tut.

He was only 9 years old
when he ruled.

Back then, the laws
were a lot looser.

[ Chuckles ]

I was clearly born
at the wrong time.

[ Knock on door ]

Oh, that must be
Darcy and Liam.

[ Door opens ]
Darcy: Liam, the purpose
of the knock

is for them to let you in.

[ Door closes ]
We're here!

Liam, shoes.
Hey, Darcy.

Liam's here!
Oh, hey. Cool hat.

Liam: Hey, Theo.

[ Chuckles ]
Thanks again for
watching the kids.

Sure. No problem.
I got to run.

Hey.

You got this. Crush it.

Totally crush it.

Consider it crushed.

Gary: Okay, this is gonna be
a little awkward...

but it's better that you're
hearing this from a friend --

you're white.

You cannot pull off
those shoes.

Don't worry about
the parking.

Dad, I'm picking you up
and taking you there.

Dude, hurry up
and get off the phone.

We're making fun of Ed's shoes.

Pops, we talked
about this.

You are going.

I-I'm picking you up
at noon.

[ Cellphone beeps ]

That was your dad, huh?
Yeah.

I'm taking him to his first
therapy session later.

That shrink is gonna
need a shrink.

[ Chuckles ]

Gentlemen, I am glad
we are doing this today.

Yeah, man.
Yeah, me too.

And if Jon were here, I know
exactly what he'd do.

He would huddle us
in a circle, and he'd say,

"What in the hell are those?"

I told you.

What? They're cool!

Yeah, like,
on Nick Cannon.

[ Chuckles ]

[ Cellphone vibrates ]

Mr. Mendez.
Texting, or you playing?

Oh, he's playing.
Just a different game.

Last night,
he went one-on-one

with the cashier from that
new laser tag place,

which we can now
never go to.

Wait, you got her number

while you were chaperoning
Theo's playdate?

Look, I --

May I field this one?

Theo's friend's mom
scored the digits.

You got a mom to do
your dirty work?

I know.
It's whack, right?

[ Laughs ]

"Digits"?

"Whack"?

This is why you can't
wear those shoes.

[ Chuckles ]
You know what?

[ Chuckles ]

Am I doing this right?

Honestly?

Sure.

Just crank evenly.

Okay.

Evenly.

[ Whispering ]
I thought I was.

[ Chuckles ]

Hi!

Hi.
Hi!

I just dropped by
to see if I could help.

Perfect timing.

She's tagging in.

Mwah. You know what?
This is good.

I actually need to take care of
some stuff at work.

But I will
be back tonight.

Thank you.

And thank you all
for being here.

It means a lot
to me and the kids.

Even though he's gone, Jon's
still bringing us together.

I'm sorry, D.
Uh, I didn't mean to --

What? No. No, no, no, no.
It's not you.

No. It's just, um --
just the whole day.

I'm gonna go, uh,
get some dishes.

D?
Yeah, let me.

You just, uh, stay here

and crank evenly.

Mm-hmm.
That's right.

How'd the job interview go?

They made me an offer
in the room.

Well, don't sound
so excited.

There's something that
one of the partners said

that bugged me.

He said, "You know,
it'll be good

to have someone like you
on the team."

Oh, God,
and let me guess.

He had no idea
how offensive that was.

None.

I just feel like I'm going
out of the frying pan

into another frying pan.

Well, if you don't think
it's gonna make you happy,

hold out
for something else.

I'm sorry.

Today's not the day
to talk about this.

Hey.

A year ago,
our friend killed himself.

I can't think of a better time
to talk about our happiness.

How are the kids doing?

Sometimes I feel
they're stronger than I am.

Oh, and if today
wasn't hard enough,

guess who texted
while we were at the cemetery?

Hm?

Miles.
Okay.

Yeah, admittedly,
not the best timing.

You think?
[ Laughs ]

It was supposed to be
a one-night thing.

I don't know
why he's texting.

Oh, that's because
Millennials prefer texting
over phone calls.

Exactly.
He's way too young for me.

Our lives are
completely different.

Yeah, 'cause his life
is texting a beautiful woman,

and your life
is ignoring a hot man.

Whatever happened
to having a little fun?

I'm not sure
I'm ready to move on.

Well, if you're not ready,
that's fine.

But if it's because
you feel guilty

or you think
you don't deserve it,

I don't accept that.

[ Chuckles ]

That's -- That's got to be
the worst

I think I've ever
seen you play.

[ Sighs ]
He's gonna think --

It's the shoes!

You see what you did?
Sorry.

Hey, uh...

I had that dream
about him again last night.

[ Zipper closes ]

There were some fun
new additions this time.

Maggie was there.
[ Chuckles ]

Leaving me again.
It was awesome.

And the chemo machine

was plugged in
with a-a phone charger.

[ Laughs ]

Come on! No jokes
about me dumping women

for leaving phone chargers
at my place?

If you recall, Jon was all over
that last time we saw him.

A year ago, I called you out

for not quitting a job
that you hated

and you for staying
in a loveless marriage.

Congratulations.
You both did it.

You -- You -- You both
turned your life around.

Me?

Nothing's changed.

Still pissing my life away.

Gary, don't say that.
come on.

I am incapable...
of real emotion.

Although, to be fair,
emotion can be dangerous.

Just ask the guy
who offed himself.

Oh, wait, we can't.

Whoa.
Dude. [ Scoffs ]
Careful what you say.

Last person who questioned
my life decisions

ended up killing themself.

So bust my balls,

then find a tall building
to throw yourselves off of.

[ Chuckles ]

♪♪

Eddie:
There's my angry friend.

[ Sighs ]

Where's Rome?

[ Bag thuds ]

He's driving
his dad to therapy.

Gary: He should've
taken me with him.

Sorry about all that.

[ Sighs ]
Believe me.

[ Pats back ]
I get it.

I dreamt about him
last week.

That guy gets around.

[ Chuckles ]

Yeah, I don't remember much,
but it was weird.

We were on a boat,
and I was drinking...

[ Bell dings in distance ]

Mm. [ Laughs ]

Hey, grab me another beer,
will you?

You know
I can't do that.

Fine.

I'll just get it myself.

♪♪

[ Grunts ]

[ Water splashing ]

Jon?

Jon!

Jon!!

[ Muffled ] Jon!

Aah! Jon!

Just grab my hand!

Right -- Grab my hand!

♪♪

When I finally got
ahold of him, it wasn't him.

Aah!

It was this girl's hand
reaching out to me.

All I remember

is this teal nail polish.

Weird, huh?

Is it?

You know, I don't think
you need Freud

to figure this one out.

Who else
you feeling guilty about?

A teenage girl maybe?

[ Sighs ]

Sophie.

Of course.

And the beer is because
you're an alcoholic.

Yeah.
Yeah.

Thanks.

Your mom,
she loved her hymns.

Yeah, I know, Pop.

But we're gonna miss
your appointment if
we don't leave soon.

Good, 'cause I don't
even know

what I'm supposed to
talk about.

He's just gonna
ask you some questions,

and you're gonna have
a conversation.

And you'll see -- having
somebody to talk to is great.

Why can't I talk to
Maggie?

At least she's not
a stranger.

Not appropriate.
Believe me, I've tried.

I like her.

She fought cancer.

That takes guts.

Totally. Let's talk about it
in the car.

I read your script.

[ Script thuds ]

Found it
in your mother's drawer

when I was going through
her things.

The cover says,
"Based on a true story."

So, is it true?

The part about you
taking all those pills?

Yeah.

But I'm in
a much better place --

How could you not
tell me?

I tried to tell you.

Was that before or after

you decided to write
a whole movie about it?

What do you think
I was trying to do

the day
that we fixed my sink?

And all you ended up doing

was shaming me
for taking anti-depressants.

When we lost your mother,

you said we needed
to talk more.

The whole reason I agreed
to see a shrink

was because we were trying
to do things differently.

So you know what?

I'm not going.

Why should I talk to anyone

when you can't even talk to
your own father?

See?

This.

Your reaction is exactly why
I didn't tell you.

You find out that I --
I tried to kill myself,

and instead of making sure
that I'm okay,

once again,
you attack me.

Talking about Maggie's brave
for fighting cancer?

I'm -- I'm fighting
a disease!

I'm brave, too!

You know what?

Do what you want.
Do what you want.

I don't care
if you don't go.

I'm done
trying to help you.

[ Doorbell rings ]

[ Sighs ]
Mom, Eddie's here.

Uh, hey, ac-- actually,
can we talk for a second?

[ Door closes ]

[ Bag thuds ]

I heard you haven't
been playing guitar.

[ Sighs ]

♪♪

Look, all I know

is that...during the toughest
times of my life,

music was there for me.

And I just don't want you to
give up something that you love

and something
that you are so good at.

[ Sighs ]

Well,
you're right, Eddie.

Music is an escape.

Or at least it should be.

Except now, every time
I pick up a guitar,

all I think about is you.

It was bad enough
what you did to my dad,

but during all those
lessons, during all those songs,

you were also lying to me.

[ Sighs ] Soph...

Don't.

[ Sighs ]

I'm sorry.

No, it's okay.

I'll talk to her.

She's upset.

We -- We went to
the cemetery this morning.

[ Sighs ]

You still haven't
been, have you?

You should go, Eddie.
It's time.

You haven't been
since the funeral.

I know.

It's just...

How can I ask
for forgiveness from Jon

when his own daughter
won't even forgive me?

♪♪

[ Knock on door ]

♪♪

Smoothies.

Uh-oh.

To what do I owe
the pleasure?

I saw my dad,

and I bought you
a smoothie,

and I thought I'd talk to you
while you drank it.

Got you the largest one
they had.

Great.

Well, if you don't want
the job, don't take it.

What am I supposed to do?
Not work?

You've always talked about
hanging your own shingle.

Why not now?

[ Laughs ]
Are you kidding?

We can't afford that.
The startup costs are huge.

We have savings.

And plus,
the label's already talking

about pairing me
with some new artists.

Eddie, I can't put it all
on you.

Yes, you can.

Katherine, after all the years
of supporting my dreams,

let me finally
support yours.

For the first time
in a very long time,

I've got this.

I have got us.

Rome:
I couldn't believe it.

Well, the truth is,
your dad probably feels guilty.

But that does not make
his response okay.

You came into my life
at just the right moment.

Seriously, I-I do not know

what I would do
without you.

♪♪

Whoa.
[ Crying ]

Maggie,
are you alright?

Oh, God, Maggie,
you're not...?

No, no, I'm o--
I'm fine.

[ Sniffles ]
I'm healthy. I just...

[ Sighs ] What is the, uh --
the rule here

when it's patient-doctor
confidentiality?

For us patients?

Strictly enforced.
Why?

I haven't told anyone
this yet, but...

I got
the Oxford Fellowship.

[ Laughs ] Maggie,
that's fantastic!

[ Chuckles ]

Isn't it?

Why am I more excited
than you are?

Oh, I'm excited.

It's everything I wanted.
I just --

For the first time
in my life, I'm...

I'm not sure
I want to leave.

Delilah: You're gonna
set the timer?

Woman, this is not
my first rodeo.

Oh, hey!
Gary: Hey.

Thanks for being here.
Ohh.

Is that Eddie's, uh,
soccer mom van
I saw driving away?

Yeah, he took Katherine home
so she could change.

But hopefully
he's coming back, too.

I know I'm early.

Have a beer.
[ Chuckles ]

[ Exhales sharply ]
I slept with this girl
I met at laser tag.

And you came early
to tell us that?

Yeah, actually.

I mean, I knew
I needed to end it.

Probably shouldn't have
started it.

But instead of ghosting her
or texting her --

which I've heard
some other men do --

I showed up
like a gentleman...

Nice.
...and did it properly.
Yeah.

Okay, well, I'm sure
she really appreciated that.

She did.
I mean, she's totally fine.

[ Bottle thuds ]
It's me.

I don't know
what to do now.

Um...
Um...

You can help
with the salad.

No, I mean my life.

[ Sighs ] I don't know
how I'm gonna fix my life.

So, what prompted
this existential crisis?

Your husband.

He's haunting
my dreams now.

Oh.

I wish I had dreams
about him.

I never do anymore.
[ Chuckles ]

It's almost like he doesn't
want to talk to me.

[ Cellphone vibrates ]

Oh, uh, pardon me.

Hey, babe.
Yeah, how'd it go?

Wait, what do you mean?

What's going on?

[ "Children of God" plays loudly
on stereo ]
Regina: Walter!

Walter.

♪ ...God ♪

Did you not hear me
ring the bell?

♪ The children of God ♪

[ Sighs ]

[ Music stops ]

If you're here
because of what happened,

it wasn't my fault.

He didn't tell me
either.

What?

I found his suicide note
in a drawer weeks later.

So I get it.

I was upset, too.

But then I got over it
because he needed me.

He needs you, too.

For what?

To be there for him.

♪♪

I know you love him,

but you make it so hard
for him to see that.

That's not true.

Oh, Walter, come on!

It took him 30 years
to find out

that you were the one who put
those stars above his bunk bed

when he was a kid.

The dinner we're
going to tonight?

It could've just
as easily been for Rome.

Walter, I almost lost
my husband.

You almost lost your son.

You know what I think?

I think you're scared
to look too closely at him

because you might end up
seeing yourself there.

♪♪

[ Silverware clacking softly ]

[ Inhales sharply ]

[ Clears throat, sighs ]

I, uh...

I heard
about you and Eddie.

[ Sighs ]

Yeah, look, I --

I don't really want to
talk about it.

Great.

I'll talk, then.

[ Silverware clatters ]

[ Sighs ]

♪♪

I'm mad, too.

What he did
was terrible.

But if I let
that one thing

undermine everything else...

then when he said
that he cared about me,

I don't believe it.

When he said he was my friend,
I don't believe him.

When he said that, uh,
he was looking out for me...

...I don't believe it.

And yet somehow I found a way
to forgive your dad.

♪♪

You see, Soph, I need to believe
that he loved me, okay?

I need to believe that.

So I will not let
that one thing that he did

undermine all the other things
that he did for me.

You can't let one mistake
define a person.

[ Doorbell rings ]

[ Door opens ]

-Hey, guys. Come on in.
-Hi.

-Hey, Danny.
-Hi.

Cool hat.

Technically
it's a headdress.

Yeah, it is!

You know, you get weirder
every time I see you, kid.

[ Chuckling ]
Thanks, Uncle Gary.

You got it.
Come on.

So, tell me about
this headdress.

Oh, it's a presentation
at school.
Wow.

Delilah:
Is that Jon's scotch set?
Hey.

Aww.

After dinner, I thought
we could toast Jon together.

Seems only fitting.

I'd love that.
Okay.

[ Door closes ]

Hey.

Hey.

Gary:
[ English accent ] Well!

If it isn't
Baroness Bloom.

Brought us some crisps,
have you?

Why are you doing
an English accent?

[ Normal accent ] Oh, we've been
playing "Downton Abbey."

Danny's a big fan.

Oh. [ Sighs ]

When are those two
getting back together?

Rome: [ Scoffs ]

No time soon.

Why would you say that?

Um, what?
I don't -- I don't know.

Why -- Why would you say
your thing?

[ Gasps ] Rome.
What do you know?

Things.

What do you know?

[ Glasses clinking ]

Ladies.
Mm.

Oh, look at you!

Bringing cheese dip, even though
you're lactose intol.

Now, that's a friend.

[ Chuckles ]

Maggie: Hey.
So, he bought her
a bottle of wine

so that she wouldn't
feel bad about being stood up?

What are you doing?
What's in the bag?

Yeah,
and she had no idea.

And I promised
I wouldn't tell...her.

Which was fine, until she told
me she wished it was Gary.

What does that mean?

It means she's still
in love with him,

he's still in love with her,
and neither will admit it.

What are you two
whispering about?

Nothing.
Lasagna.

And lasagna.

What's up?
You know when you said

you wished there
was something we could do

to help honor Jon?

Yeah.

I think I have an idea.

[ Knock on door ]

Coming!

Sophie.

What are you doing here?

I need you to come with me.

♪♪

[ Gearshift clicks,
engine shuts off ]

♪♪

I heard my mom say
that you hadn't visited yet.

Look, I'm just so tired
of being mad.

I just want to move on.

♪♪

You should visit him.

♪♪

[ Breathes deeply ]

♪♪

♪♪

[ Water running ]
Oh, God! Sorry, sorry.
Whoa!

[ Chuckles ]
It's okay.

[ Water shuts off ]
[ Inhales sharply ]

But, hey,
it's not the first time

we've met up
in a bathroom.

Yeah.

Right back
where we started.

Been feeling that
all day.

Mm.

[ Sighs ]

Hey, uh...

When I first met you [Sighs]
you were dying.

And I think maybe
I was dying, too.

I just didn't know it.

But I was broken.
[ Chuckles ]

And you were right.

Instead of dealing with that,
I tried to save you.

The way that
I couldn't save Jon.

And I know now that I put
way too much pressure

on our relationship.

And I screwed it up.

And I just didn't want today
to go by without saying that.

Thank you.

But it's not
all on you, Gary.

Um, cancer wasn't
the only problem

I brought to our
relationship.

I was broken, too.

♪♪

[ Sniffs ] Well...

[ Sighs ]

I'm gonna
let you pee now.

After all, you have
a tiny bladder.

♪♪

Eddie: [ Voice breaking ]
For so long,

I wondered whether or not
you knew.

But the thing is,
it doesn't matter.

I knew.

I knew what we did.

[ Sniffles ]

And I'm sorry, Jon.

[ Sighs ]

I am so sorry.

♪♪

I love you, man.

♪♪

Thank you for this.

He would've been
so proud of you.

There's something I think
you might want to hear.

[ Sniffles ]

[ Cellphone beeps ]

Hey, it's Jon.

I was hoping to speak to you,
not just leave a message,

but, uh...

I just need you
to do me a favor.

Love each other.

♪♪

[ Sighs ]

Well, you know...

If that's
what he wanted,

then I think
he'd be pretty happy.

'Cause that's exactly
what we're doing.

♪ The houses caught fire ♪

♪ Caught fire in the fields ♪

♪ And the light was astounding ♪

♪ I spent many years ♪
[ Indistinct conversations ]

♪ Many years in the darkness ♪
Ooh.

Little vino for you,
Katie?
Katherine: Yes.

Vino?

Theo: Some for me?
No, sir.

Theo, I got you.

♪ ...my best ♪

♪ We all need someone ♪

[ Both chuckle ]

♪ To love and to hold ♪

♪ We all need shelter
to keep us from the cold ♪

What?
We got cookies.

[ Laughter ]
♪ We all need laughter ♪

♪ When life gets hard ♪

♪ We all need someone
to love us for who we are ♪

[ Chuckles ]
Hey.

[ Indistinct conversations ]

♪♪

[ Laughs ]

♪♪

It's awesome.

♪ We all need shelter ♪
Hi!

Ooh!

♪ To keep us from the cold ♪

♪ We all need laughter
when life gets hard ♪

♪ We all need someone
to love us for who we are ♪

[ Glass clinking ]

What is he doing?

Is he making a toast?

I'd like to make a toast.

The Egyptians believed
that you die twice --

once when you take
your final breath

and then again the last time
someone says your name.

They believed
your spirit lived on

as long as people
kept remembering you.

So as long as we always
keep remembering Uncle Jon,

he'll never really be gone.

Was that okay?

That was more
than okay, Theo.

That is a tough act
to follow, young man.

[ Chuckles ]
That was great.

But I-I would like
to add something.

So much has happened
since he passed.

We were lost.

And -- And now, it feels

like we're all finally
in a better place.

All of us.

Not because he died.

It's because he
convinced us to live.

♪♪

♪♪

Let's all raise a glass.

To Jon.

To Jon.
To Jon.
To Jon.

-To Jon.
-Jon.

-Jon.
-Jon.

[ Glasses clinking ]
So good.

[ Liquid pours ]

Rome: Oh!

♪♪

[ Indistinct conversations ]

Hey.

Hey.

You okay?

Yeah.

No. [ Chuckles ]

[ Chuckles ]

You know, before things
got bad between Jon and me,

there was
this one Saturday.

The kids were at camp,

and he had just
come up for air

from this big deal
that he had closed,

and we were
supposed to go out

to a fancy restaurant
for dinner.

We ended up staying in.

We just spent
the whole night in bed

laughing and talking
and just being together.

[ Glass thuds ]

I miss who we were.

Oh, D.

It's just that with
everything that's happened --

the shock of his death
and my guilt over the affair,

almost losing the house --

the one thing I never got
to do was grieve my husband.

And I know -- [ Laughs ]

I know it probably
doesn't make any sense.

Trust me,
it makes perfect sense.

I'd give anything
to go back

and have a second chance
with him.

[ Laughter ]

D, you still want to
do this now?

Yes, let's do it!

Come.
What are we doing?
Okay, let's go.

Uh...
[ Clears throat ]

Delilah:
Everybody, come on.

Grab your coats. We're taking
a little road trip.

Mm-hmm.

Where are we going?

It's a surprise.

Can I open them yet?

Regina:
[ Chuckles ]
Gary: Come on, you guys.

This woman doesn't need
any more surprises.

Okay.

You can
open your eyes now.

Ta-da!

[ Chuckles ]

Where are we?

We're right above
Someday.

It's part of the old
Griffin Street Bakery.

And we've been using it
as storage for the restaurant.

Sure, it needs some TLC,

but because it's part of
the lease Jon negotiated --

The rent's already
being paid by Someday.

So the space is yours,
i-if you want it --

for your new office.

♪♪

[ Chuckles ]

You can't be serious.

Jon would have wanted
you to have this.

You gave me my house.

The least I can do is --
is give you an office.

With your name
on the door.

Wow.
Mm-hmm.

I don't know
what to say.

[ Laughter ]

To be honest, I wasn't sure

I'd ever feel like
part of the group again

after Jon was gone.

He was the one that always
made me feel like I belonged.

Not anymore.

You really are
like family to me.

So, thank you.

[ Chuckles ]

You're welcome.

You had nothing
to do with this.

That's not true.
I helped with the, uh...

No -- No.
You didn't.

No, I didn't.
Right.

[ Laughs ]
To new beginnings!

Hear, hear!

-To new beginnings!
-New beginnings!

-New beginnings.
-Yay!

New beginnings.
[ Chuckles ]

[ Glasses clink ]

[ Indistinct conversations ]

[ Both sigh ]

[ Sniffs ] That was
a nice toast at dinner.

Oh, yeah.

I've been thinking
a lot about that day.

Like what could've
happened if things had gone

maybe just a little bit
differently.

Like if -- if you hadn't
called me seven times.

Dude, I'd have
swallowed those pills.

Nah, I just hit redial.

No, come on, man,
I'm being serious.

You never stopped
trying to reach me.

You didn't give up.

And I realized,
like, "Wow."

No matter how bad
you feel,

no matter how hopeless
it seems,

it's never too late
to start over.

♪♪

Yeah.

[ Indistinct conversations ]

♪♪

I am not supposed to
tell you this.

But Maggie's
going to Oxford.

She leaves in a week.

[ Sighs ]

[ Sighs ]

Hey. Maggie.

You're not seriously
sneaking out, are you?

Yeah, I just didn't
want to ruin the moment.

Uh-huh.

What's up?

Nothing.

When we were at Delilah's,

Gary said all of this stuff
to me about our relationship,

and I can't help
but feel like

if he had said that
when we broke up,

maybe we would
still be together.

Well, then why aren't you?

Gina.

We've moved on.

We're in completely
different places.

[ Sighs ]

No, you're not.

At the restaurant that day,
you know,

you said you kind of wished
that wine was from Gary?

Well, it was.

What?
Yeah.

Maggie, he's still
in love with you.

[ Exhales sharply ]

I can't -- I can't even
process that right now.

I'm going to Oxford.

♪ As I walk ♪

♪ This wicked world ♪

[ Indistinct conversations ]

♪ Searching for light
in the darkness of insanity ♪

You look happy.

Very.

♪ I ask myself ♪

You know, earlier,
when Rome talked about

how we're all
in a better place?

Yeah.

I was thinking
about us, too.

♪ ...hatred ♪

Our anniversary
is coming up.

I know.

12 years.

[ Chuckles ]

I was thinking...

what if we renewed
our vows?

♪♪

♪ What's so funny 'bout
peace, love and understanding? ♪

Eddie Saville,

will you marry me?

Again?

♪ What's so funny 'bout
peace, love... ♪

You have no idea
how badly I want to do that.

♪♪

♪ And as I walk on ♪

♪ Through troubled times ♪
[ Knock on door ]

♪ My spirit gets so... ♪

Dad, what are you
doing here?

Brought something over
for the baby.

Okay.

♪ Sometimes ♪

And...

I wanted to say...

I'm glad you're here.

♪ And where is the harmony? ♪

Thanks.

♪ Sweet harmony ♪

♪ 'Cause each time
I feel it slippin' away ♪

♪ It just makes me wanna cry ♪
Come on in.

[ Sighs ]

♪ What's so funny 'bout ♪

[ Sniffles ]

♪ Peace,
love and understanding? ♪

♪ Oooooh ♪

♪ What's so funny 'bout
peace, love and understanding? ♪
[ Ringing ]

Hi.

[ Chuckles ] Yeah.

Uh, look, I know this is
probably the last thing

you were expecting, but...

any chance you want
to meet for a drink?

♪ Ooooooh ♪

Need a second just to get this
out of the way.

You ready, Pop?

Ready when you are.

♪ Who are the trusted? ♪

Regina: Oh. The stars --

just like the ones
you had when you were a kid.

Hmm.

Thank you.

♪ Sweet harmony, now ♪

♪ 'Cause each time
I feel it slippin' away ♪

♪ It just makes me wanna cry ♪

There you are.
[ Sighs ]

I, uh, wasn't sure
you'd be up for this.

Well,
if we're being honest,

I'm a little surprised
you reached out.

But I'm glad you did.

So am I.

What happened
with Becky?

[ Chuckles ]

I realized she was
just another rebound.

So, what does that
make me?

A fresh start.

♪ Understanding ♪

♪♪

Hey. So, I was thinking maybe...
we do our vows here at home.

I love that idea.

♪♪

Eddie! There you are.

I'll, uh, be right back.

I got to call my sister.

Okay. Make sure
you invite her to the vows.

[ Ringing ]

Hey, Lindsay, it's me.
Um...

Look, I need to talk.

I had a dream
about Alex, and...

I-I need to know what happened
the night she died.

[ Cellphone beeps ]

[ Cellphone vibrating ]

[ Sighs ]

Jon: You should
answer it, Delilah.

[ Vibrating continues ]

I mean, give the guy
a break already.

[ Chuckles ]

I don't want to
answer it.

He's not you.

Yeah.

But I wasn't me,
either.

Not at the end.

We both know
that I broke my vows

long before
you broke yours.

I stopped
being there for you.

You have to let me go.

If you want to know
what I want...

it's for you to be happy.

I miss you so much.

♪♪

[ Footsteps approaching ]

Sophie: Mom?

♪♪

[ Chuckles softly ]

♪♪

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