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Previously, on the summer, I tried to pretty.

I told everyone that I applied to Finch because it was a good school.

A truest of all was that I just wanted to be near him.

Now here we are.

We are going to do this for the rest of our lives.

I got off the waitlist for study abroad.

Paris.

Have you and Conrad started your speech for the dedication ceremony?

Half of cousins is coming to see Susanna's memorial garden.

I went to get my cabin gown and my name was minimalist.

I'm not graduating.

We keep coming back to each other.

It feels like it's never really over.

I got that summer clinic job.

Have you ever been in love once?

So what was her name?

Billy.

Wait like your brother's girlfriend?

Hey, Jeremy.

Look, I am not going to be able to make the dedication.

Oh, it happens in Cabo's days in Cabo.

Did you hook up with Lacey Bronzer and spring break?

It happened when we were on a break.

It didn't mean anything to me.

I swear to you!

You ruined everything!

Bells.

Should we go in a coffee room?

I thought you said you had to get at least to be on

your media ethics midterm or you were so screwed.

Fine.

You are no fun.

Wait, what's this important flight update for Cabo?

Since when are you going to Cabo?

Yeah, I told you about the last minute flight of books.

I think I would have remembered you going to Mexico.

Bells is my last spring break and you're going to be in Philly, so...

Yeah, but we said we might meet up in cousins.

I thought you were trying to spend more time with your dad.

If you don't try to guilt trip me about my dad, I just saw him last weekend.

Does something happen with you guys?

You've been kind of moody since then.

Something worse than visiting my dead mom's grave?

No.

Okay, that's... that's not fair.

I just... I think you're being a little bit selfish.

Okay, sorry.

Can you just stop writing me?

If you want to come to Cabo, then just come.

No, I don't want to crash your boys' trip.

This is not just boys.

The sororities you're going to.

Oh, so girls were invited just not girlfriends.

Cool.

Look, I promise I'm not interested in whatever wet

t-shirt contest or whatever it is that you're picturing.

It's not that.

What is it?

What is wrong with you right now?

You're the one who didn't even tell me that you're leaving the country.

Yeah, because you hate any of you.

What did I ever say that?

You don't have to.

I can feel you judging us.

Sorry if I'm a dumbass who's probably gonna bomb his midterms.

Sorry if I want to have a little fun and spring break.

And I'm sorry that I'm not such straight A over

it, she were going to med school like Conrad.

Oh, my God.

Please, please don't put your inferiority complex on me.

I wonder where that came from.

Well, then start with me, so maybe look at your dad.

Wow.

Well, we think I'm so stupid and selfish that why even with me?

Fuck it, and I'm always your time.

Ridiculous right now.

You think everything I do is ridiculous and I'm sick of it.

So what's this ending?

Are you serious?

Yes, I'm serious.

Okay, fine.

If that's how you feel, it is.

It is.

Great.

Okay, awesome.

Bye.

Bye.

I went home for spring break and we still hadn't talked.

I can't believe it's been five days and he still hasn't texted me.

Haven't you also not texted him?

Yeah, but he's the one who picked the fight out of nowhere.

Why don't you just come with me to New York for a couple of days?

We can like run around the city after I crushed my interview.

I'm too depressed.

Stop looking at Instagram.

I just still don't even know what the hell happened.

Okay, I'm heading out.

Bye, Mom.

Well, the good news is he looks emotionally destroyed.

I mean, I knew he was down about his grades, but I just stop obsessing.

You want to know what's going on?

Why don't you ask him?

Yeah, but he's just talked to him when he gets back.

Guys are like dogs.

They hide when they've screwed up and even the world's

best boyfriend, it's going to fuck up sometimes.

You know he feels bad about it.

Like it's jam.

You're his oxygen.

He can't breathe without you.

I really thought Taylor was right.

So when we got back to school, I went to see him.

Are you really not going to come find me?

I mean, you pick a fight, walk out the door and I don't hear from you for a week.

Total asshole, Billy.

I fucked up and I fucked up really bad.

Hey, no, it's okay.

No.

No, it's not.

I had a shitty week and I took it out on you.

I'm just sorry.

I'm sorry, Billy.

Look, I mean, we had a fight.

It's not the end of the world.

I'm just this one.

It's just me and you want to get back to you there.

We never stopped being together.

Billy, when I was in Cabo, I thought I was having him.

I just can't believe I was lost to you or something so stupid.

You couldn't ever lose me.

I got you this.

I was just on the beach and I was just thinking about you.

I didn't even know if you ever talk again, but

it's really stupid and you don't have to worry.

No.

I love it.

I love you.

What was this?

Taylor's here.

I'm gonna sleep.

Kinda.

She's asleep.

Okay, I just want to talk to her.

I think she should rest right now.

Fine.

This is a breakfast burrito extra because we bake it in the way she likes it.

Just make sure she eats something.

Okay.

Bye.

Billy, I swear I obviously had no idea about Lacey.

You know I would have killed them both for you.

Okay, please just call me back.

Just call me back.

No, I wouldn't get any closer unless you want your balls cut off.

Please, just tell me how she is.

I don't know if she won't talk to me either.

Your side chick is in my sorority, so now I'm just like guilty by association.

Taylor, please, hear me out.

No, I have always been on your side.

I was the freaking CEO of Team Jeremiah.

Now to find out that you've just scummy little fucking hot tub cheater.

It's insane.

I didn't cheat, we were on a break.

No, that's bullshit.

You're not getting off on this like technicality.

You're broken up for all of two seconds, Jeremiah.

And then you got her this like cheap ass pukashell bracelet to make it up to her.

Like, what are you doing?

What are you thinking?

You're the expert on cheating now.

Excuse me?

You heard me?

Howard Davis and Mia.

Don't turn it around on me.

You were supposed to be the ideal.

You were supposed to deserve her.

But you don't, and you probably never did.

Can you get out of here?

Hey, this is Taylor, leave the message.

Adam called you in for this meeting too, huh?

Yep, yeah.

Fine, wait, it's been a Sunday, sitting in the background while the grown-ups talk.

Do you get to the dossier site now on Friday?

Yep, yep, yep, yep, yep.

So you saw it start K-dex?

Start K-dex like like the game.

You started?

I knew you were a gamer.

Jesus, we have bigger nerd cliche, please.

No, no, relax.

All right, he's the program.

That's your computer engineering at Princeton, remember?

Yes, how could I forget it is in your email signature.

Mm-hmm.

Look, just do me a favor, all right.

Read the dossier.

Then call your girlfriend.

Okay.

Yeah, well, I actually, um, actually broke up with my girlfriend.

That was, uh, that was my, my ex.

Well, ex?

Oh, my god, no, no, stop immediately.

No, I'm, no personal stuff.

All right, I'm not the co-worker who's going to be invested in your little dramas.

I don't care.

Yeah.

All right.

Um, stuck edX.

Every VC shop is going to try to move on this company, all right?

So we really need to be on the ball with us.

Stop it.

Copy.

Got you.

Thank you.

You just have to make it to the library.

One thing out of time.

Yeah, but everything leads to him.

Like, I can't just study.

I also have to call and quit my summer job

because obviously I'm not going to be in cousins.

Because Jeremiah.

And then I have to figure out how to tell my mom that

I can't bring myself to go to Susanna's memorial.

Because again, Jeremiah.

And I might never even go to the summer house again because of fucking Jeremiah.

Okay, one thing out of time is not going to work for you.

No, no, nothing's going to work because everything is...

Hey, you're going to be okay.

I'll meet you after study group.

It's not just Lacey, I can't avoid.

I see Jeremiah everywhere.

Even when he isn't really there.

I know I want to.

I always think things could be... If I be...

And I'll guilty us to feel free.

I wish I hated you.

I shall stand in a parallel plane.

Just do different endings.

You learn to repair.

And I learn to keep me in mind.

Everywhere I go, there's a memory of us.

From when we were golden.

You're from New York.

You're from New York.

You're from New York.

So... I just need to not be here.

Hi.

Mom, hi.

Quick question.

Can you send me my birth certificate?

Overnight, if possible.

Hello to you too, my loving daughter.

I'm fine.

Thanks for asking.

How are you?

Sorry.

How are you, Mom?

I have an extremely dull conference.

Which means I am nowhere near your birth certificate.

What do you need it for anyway?

A passport.

I found out I got off the wait list for Paris.

That's fantastic.

Honey, congratulations.

How's Jare taking it?

I know I'll miss you, but he must be so proud.

Yeah.

Mom, I gotta go.

Okay.

I love you.

Bro.

You're a tweaking.

You need to...

Have a loud.

Try to send me the guy a guy.

May help, he's a pain.

I just lost the most important person in my life.

Sorry if I don't have the energy to be alive.

Oh, you don't think I know about breakups?

I know about breakups.

You saw me after Sean.

You two were together for two seconds.

Redbird felt like something to me.

I can't believe I fucked it up this bad.

Dude, I dig your girl.

I really do.

And I say this with love, but...

You two were broken up.

Right?

And you were wasted as hell.

At least he was all over your face.

Bro, it's not an excuse.

I should have told her as soon as I got back.

Yeah.

Yeah, probably.

Bell, he's been the sinner of my world since I lost my mom.

She's everything to me.

And losing her feels like...

It feels like I'm losing the best part of myself.

That's a beautiful man.

So fight for her.

Stop saying you're sorry.

Find a way to show her.

Make it sound so easy.

I don't think it's supposed to be.

I just can't believe it.

He acts so devoted, but he's just as shady as the rest.

I swear if he comes to her dorm, it's on site.

Don't smile, please.

That won't be a problem.

Kind of sucks or not leaving for Paris tomorrow.

Do you think I'm being too hard on him?

Look, if you really thought you were broken up, technically it's not cheating.

But to keep it a secret, that tells me he knew what he did was wrong.

And he chose to keep it from you.

That's the part I can't get over.

What Anna could didn't know was that I had a secret too.

It was the day after Christmas last year.

My mom was at a writer's retreat.

Steven was visiting friends.

Jared was going skiing with his dad in Conrad.

I figured why I'd be home alone when I could be at my favorite place in the world.

So I borrowed Steven's car and went to cousins.

You okay?

Yeah, yeah, sorry.

Just the flash got to me.

Okay.

Next.

Billy, no, please don't leave.

I made the biggest mistake of my life.

Please just talk to me.

I'll tell you anything.

I'll tell you anything.

I just don't want any more secrets between us.

Okay.

How did it happen?

I was really sad.

I was drunk.

She was just there.

How many times?

Why?

Karen, how could you do this to me?

Billy, please.

I know I don't deserve you.

But I love you more than anyone else in the world.

And it kills me to see you hurting.

And I would do anything to take it back.

You can't undo what you did.

Billy, please.

I'm sorry.

I'm so sorry.

I've never loved anyone but you.

I love him too.

And I want to forgive him.

I just don't know how.

You were supposed to be one person who would never hurt me.

And I was a person who hurt me the most.

Laurel.

Elliot.

Hey.

Oh.

Fancy books you got there.

Oh, yeah.

Well, I've already read the McCrief translation twice, so.

How's one does?

Yeah.

Yeah.

I've decided it's the year that I finally read.

I don't know.

She should do... How do you?

In the original French.

Go for it.

Live on the edge.

You know, you and I, we could start our own book group if you're interested.

Unfortunately, Professor Martin dropped out of French for first year college.

What are you doing here?

Open up a word with you.

In private.

Professor.

Okay.

See you later, Elliot.

Sure.

I'll be at the Philbert symposium if you want to drop by.

Okay.

Sounds great.

What was that?

Sure.

Cheers are a lot of flirt with professors now.

He's an adjunct.

And maybe I was flirting back.

Well, and I was doing MFA ever.

You have eaten them alive in about five minutes.

What's a history professor doing at a lit conference anyway?

Researching potential crossover courses.

Our provost is looking for ways to make history sexy again.

And a lit conference is definitely the way to do that.

Shoot me, Dad.

Please make your way in the ballroom.

Be for tropes of old English epic poetry.

Thank you.

That sounds boring as shit.

Okay.

New plan.

We find somewhere to drink this.

Still a wide opener.

I can't do that.

Oh, you're right.

Okay.

Welcome to day one.

By the end of the summer, I expect half of you will still be here.

Don't piss me off and we'll be fine.

Okay.

First patient.

We have a 15-year-old boy came in following the seizure.

Any thoughts on what might be going on?

I want to start off with our first years.

What do you say?

Uh, could be puberty hormones.

He's 15.

Uh, he's also recovering from the flu.

And fevers are the most common cause of seizures at his age.

Very good.

They also give him nausea meds at the ER and that doesn't crease risk.

Good catch.

Sometimes it's just the obvious answer.

Absolutely.

Thank you.

Dr. Mazzie, I'll keep that in mind.

Okay.

Next patient.

Are you trying to make me the med student that gets cut on day one?

I'm sure that's just enough.

It's fine.

I'll take that off.

Make it up in the next one.

Look, I know that climbing up in a Mazzie's ass.

It's just a coping mechanism for your all-consuming love.

Your brother's girlfriend.

Why did I tell you that?

Because you weren't like you're new to.

Well, whatever.

Save this place to hang out at an academic conference is in the hotel gym.

Nice!

Give me your phone.

Mine's dead and I want to call the kid.

It's in my room.

Also, the kids are fine.

Also, you're upside down.

Yes.

Yes, I am.

Ooh.

Why are you doing?

Getting some things off my chest.

Why did I ask?

You know, even though our marriage went to shit, we ended up being pretty good.

Go, parents.

Yes, we did.

Oh, my God.

I just remembered.

Belly called me today to say she is studying abroad next semester in Paris.

Do you know how the prison police found Quasimodo?

They followed a hunch.

Please never tell that joke again.

I used to love my jokes.

Used to laugh so hard, beer would come out, you know.

In fact, wasn't that why you slept with me on our first day?

I was fake laughing, and I planned to sleep with you all along.

You did?

Mind if I work in?

No, it's all yours.

We're done here.

Appreciate it.

Why are you here?

You haven't responded to my text all day.

It's finals.

It's a stressful time.

Hey, are you okay?

What's wrong?

I'm hungry.

Okay, then let's just grab some food.

Come on, get in.

Karen, what do you want to go eat?

I don't know.

What?

I broke up a meal.

I hope you didn't do that for me.

What?

I'm sorry.

I thought you'd be happy that I just wanted to be with you.

But after the other night, sleeping over.

See the night?

You're wrong.

And I've told you before.

I just want this to be casual.

Okay, it's never casual with you and me.

Taylor, you know that.

Let's just stop fucking around.

You don't do it for real, so we don't keep hurting other people.

They don't even know about us.

That doesn't matter.

It's still not stopped.

Taylor, I want you and me to have a fresh start.

You know, free and clear and clean.

We've tried before.

We've tried a million times because we don't work.

We've never worked.

Taylor, you are the only girl I want to be with.

I'm telling you.

Stop.

Stop!

No, don't.

I can't do this.

What do you talk?

You pull over and let me out of the car.

Taylor, no.

Taylor, I need you to listen to me.

Please.

If you please just let me out of the car.

You're in the middle of the road, Taylor.

I'm not doing that.

I want to leave.

Pull over and let me out of the fucking car.

Fine!

Fine!

Fuck!

Here!

I'm pulling over!

Taylor, what the fuck?

Taylor, I told you, I don't want fuck.

Oh, my God.

I'm really sorry.

What happened?

I was in the car.

You were arguing.

You were arguing.

I jumped out and he was trying to come after me.

What?

It's just my fault.

No, no, no, it's not your fault.

Yeah.

You were Stephen Conklin.

Yeah, yeah.

Is he okay?

Uh, initial scan show cracked rub and a cerebral contusion.

It's a cerebral contusion.

It's a bruise on the brain.

We won't know how serious it is until the swelling goes down until then.

We'll keep him sedated.

So we just wait and see is that it?

There's some paperwork to fill out and someone

will need to make decisions on his behalf.

Can that be one of you?

I'm a sister.

Sister works.

What kind of decisions do I?

It's in the paperwork there.

I need to try my parents again.

Okay, I will try them.

I will do it.

I don't know Stephen's fucking insurance if

he's on our parents' insurance or his job?

How much more than I was fucking blood type?

I think I remember Stephen bragging about being a universal donor.

Of course, even bragging about anything.

Okay.

Oh, negative.

Oh, negative.

I'm going to try your parents again.

I think I should let a few other people know.

Who am I going to call chair?

I don't know.

Now we're going.

I wanted to throw up thinking about him, but now I just...

I just want to say he was fair.

She will know what to say to my people.

I'm going to be your chair today.

I'm going to try it down your parents.

I will call chairs down that too.

Just fill out the paperwork and leave the rest of me.

I'm going to do it.

Thank you.

Can you call that Conrad too?

Because he just might understand what all these means.

I got you.

I'm going to call Conrad.

I'll hop in the next flight.

No, it's fine.

Laurel and John will probably be here by then.

Well, tell me what the doctor said exactly.

He's kind of a dick.

He basically blew us off.

We're trying to get updates.

Well, maybe I can help.

Where's he admitted?

We're at Providence General.

But how?

I will figure it out.

I just want to do something.

Hey, how's Belly?

She's fine.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Great.

Well, just keep me up there, okay?

Yep.

I'll do.

All right.

Dr. Namaze.

Excuse me?

What's up?

A friend of mine was in a car accident.

Very close friend.

More like family.

And he's at Providence General.

Is there any chance you know anyone in neurology there?

The head of neurology is a friend of a friend.

Well, his name is Stephen Conklin.

Do you think there's any possible way that you could make a call?

I'll see what I can do.

Thank you.

Do you think you need to take the day?

No.

I'm good.

Okay.

Jair is in the lobby.

Yeah, I know.

He just wants to be nearby if we need him.

He's not gonna come try and talk to you or anything.

That's so sweet.

Why does he have to be so sweet?

Should I text him?

Is it about Conklin?

Yeah.

I'm Dr. Junkwan.

I head up the neurology team.

I'm taking over your brother's case.

Does that mean he's gotten worse?

No.

It means someone well-connected is looking out for you.

I got a call from a colleague at Stanford.

Stephen is sedated in sleeping.

He's stable and I've ordered a CT scan.

Have you seen him yet?

Well, let's get you back there.

We allow two visitors, immediate family only.

So I'll presume this is Stephen's other sister.

Follow me.

Any news on your front?

No.

Make sure you shouldn't just go out there.

Well, I don't even know what I had to do if I did.

It's not like I'm a doctor yet.

Plus, we've barely talked over the last few years.

No cell phones.

Yeah.

How did everything go with those blood drives?

Great.

This is mislabeled.

Oh, that's mine.

That was my mistake.

I'll mistake that put your patient at risk.

I'll fix it right now.

You should've gone home when I gave you the chance.

It won't happen again.

No, it won't.

You're done here.

You're not ready for this.

You're firing me for one mistake.

Dr. Lamaze, please.

You may see this as one mistake.

But this is about you not knowing your limits, which makes you a walking liability.

My liability.

I'm talking about you.

No.

You can always apply again next year.

Right there.

Stephen, can I tell you a secret?

I've never loved anyone like I love you.

Do you know how scary that is?

I know I act like I don't care.

I care so, so much.

I'm always afraid that it's just a matter of time before

you come to me and you tell me that I'm not worth it.

You're just gonna be like...

Actually, you're not worth it.

So if you're gonna just keep pushing your way, if originally

you don't mean anything to me, then you can't hurt me.

I don't know how to stop doing that.

Yeah, the first time we got together, you remember you told me that you were

like, you told me that you wouldn't give up on us.

You have no idea how badly I wanted to believe you.

I have good news.

I have good news.

The CT scan is clear.

The CT scan is clear.

What does that mean?

The swelling on Stephen's brain has gone down

and we can start waiting him off the sedatives.

It'll be a while until he wakes up.

We'll let you know when he's ready for visitors.

Thank you.

It's okay.

He's gonna be okay.

I've just been scared.

I'm really sorry to dump this on you.

I know that I know you don't think that Stephen and I should get back to you.

No, I never should have judged you.

But you're right.

We've been all over families.

Not wanting to let go of Stephen, but still keeping Davis around us.

It's like emotional buffer.

It's shitty.

It's selfish.

And Stephen was trying to do the right thing.

And I'm just freaked.

But all of this...

I think that if he realized that even though I'm

so scared, I'm so scared to lose Stephen again.

I'm more scared not to try.

I'm gonna break up with Davis.

Whatever you want to do, I support you.

Right, how rough do I look right now?

I look hot.

I'm not gonna lie.

I looked that bad.

Just go back to the house.

Eat something, shower.

You heard the doctor.

He's not gonna be up for a little while.

Thanks, babe.

Hey.

If you want to get back with Jeremiah, just do it.

I never said that.

I make him beg.

Obviously, but don't just throw away everything

you guys have had for the past four years.

Like not if it's still what you want.

Oh.

Oh.

Still not a morning person, huh?

My eyes are crispy.

Can you bring me some of your contact solution?

Oh, my God.

John, get in here.

Oh, my God.

What's going on?

Stephen, what's going on?

Stephen, was it an accident?

Is he okay?

He's gonna be fine.

I've been trying to keep it together, but I was so scared.

And I can't imagine how terrified you must have been.

I'm so, so sorry.

Have you been there all alone?

No, no.

Taylor's here and she's been amazing.

I'm so excited.

The chair's here.

He's too late.

Mom, thanks.

I've been so crazy.

Listen, sweetheart.

I'll be there as soon as I can.

And I'll track down your dad and let him know.

I love you so much, Billy.

I love you.

Stephen, is it a car accident?

He's okay.

He's okay.

He's gonna be fine.

But Billy couldn't reach either of us last night.

I just need me and they'll not be in fine.

We hadn't seen each other much over the years.

And we hadn't been alone together since.

Hey.

That day at the motel.

Hey.

Why are you holding a poker?

Oh.

I thought you were a burglar.

Of course you did.

Where's Jeremy?

He and your dad are on the way to show money.

Right.

Aren't you supposed to be meeting them there?

Yeah, my flight cop.

To live because of the weather.

They're trying to rebook me for the 28th.

What are you doing here?

My mom is on a retreat in the mountains and Stevens in New York.

I was all on at home.

So... You have chocolate all over your face.

No, I don't.

What did you do?

You just stick your whole head in the same time.

Shut it!

You cold, I can start a fire.

I think it's maybe a little late for a fire.

I think I'm just gonna crash.

Merry Christmas, Billy.

Till I get to see you.

You too.

The next morning, right when I woke up, I had

this funny feeling that he had already left.

Ow!

Ow!

You okay?

Oh!

Only me alone.

Your heart, can you move?

I thought you were gone.

No.

Still here.

Let me help you out.

No, no, no.

Ow!

Just... just give me a minute.

Okay.

How bad does it hurt on a scale from 1 to 10?

11.

You're such a baby when it comes to the pan.

Oh, not!

I mean, that fall you took was no joke.

Seriously, it was like when animals slip and fall in cartoons, I'm banana peels.

You calling me an animal?

I'm gonna pick you up, and I'm gonna carry to the couch.

No, no, no, no, just... just...

No, just I'm too heavy for you, just... Okay, I didn't hear it.

I know I can't bench press my body weight like Jared, but I can pick you up, Ellie.

Ready?

Okay, come on.

Okay.

Ow!

You're okay.

Ready?

Whoa!

Ow!

Watch your legs.

You're okay.

Yeah.

Ow!

That's when I had this sudden thought.

A part of me will always love you.

We spent the day together, but not together.

All to see without my eyes, the first time that you'll give us me, the bonus by the

time I... Entertainingly expressive, age-blank-blank-blank-blank-why?

M.E.

M.E.

M.E.

M.E.

M.E.

M .E.

M.E.

M.E.

M.E.

M .E.

She's better off for Glasgow.

You're insane.

Rick and Elsa are obviously men for each other.

Their little love story is nothing, compared with

the work that Lazzler was doing for the resistance.

Oh my god.

It's going to get more firewood.

You are way too young to be this cynical.

Yeah.

Hey!

I'm actually in cousins.

I got super lonely so I drove up.

No, I came by myself.

Yeah, he, um... Hello?

Hello?

Hello?

Can you hear me?

Yeah, I can hear you listening.

Uh, I never mind this.

I'm ready now.

I'm ready now.

I'm ready now.

Okay.

Bye bye.

Okay.

Okay, love you.

Sure.

Hey, I would have told Jerry that you're here too.

Don't worry about it.

I never told Jeremiah that Conrad was with me

at cousins because there was nothing to tell.

Nothing happened with Conrad.

Nothing was ever gonna happen.

The next morning Conrad was gone.

He left just like I thought he would.

No goodbye.

Just gone like a ghost.

Conrad Fisher.

The ghost of Christmas past.

Come in.

Hey.

Can you take your shoes off?

I'm gonna be here for like a sack.

I was just on my way in and... Can't interrupt

in my face that I got fired on day one?

No, jerk.

I wanted to see all your friends doing.

Yeah, he's gonna be okay.

Thanks.

Good.

Alright, this is for you.

Thank you.

You're welcome.

Um... So look, um... About yesterday.

I mean, we all know no no mazis.

A hard ass.

I'm fine.

Cool.

That's... Actually, I was gonna say that she kind of has a point.

Uh... Look, you know I always tell you the truth, right?

And the truth is that you're smart as hell.

Obviously, but you need to pay more attention to your feelings.

Excuse me?

Well, you can deny your emotions all you want.

They're not going anywhere.

And... As long as you're afraid to face them,

they'll run you, not the other way around.

Hello, what a bit nice.

Hello.

Steven, you ready for a visitor?

Oh, you're awake.

How?

How?

How?

Careful of a spread.

No, no, no, break another one.

Why don't you?

It's barely cracked, you baby.

It's a... It's mom and dad, where are they?

They're on their way.

Hey.

I'm gonna give you two a minute.

I'm glad you're alive.

You scared these shit out of everyone.

You know that?

Belly was worried to death.

I knew you were just being a drama queen, obviously.

Was it a combo?

So?

Yeah, but... medically induced.

All right.

Steven, choking.

I was worried about you, too, basically.

Yeah, you know, I've been thinking a lot about what you said since I woke up.

You know, before the crash?

Me, too.

And you were right.

You and me, we don't work.

What?

If we... never ran into each other that day, New

York, we were just gone about our lives and been fine.

So let's just pretend we didn't...

I've never been able to think earlier when it comes to you, too.

I couldn't let you go.

You know I love a challenge, but... It is a wake-up call.

You were right.

You and me, we don't work.

Good.

Then we're on the same page.

Yeah, yeah, finally.

I'm gonna go find Belly.

First love's are important.

Conrad was mine.

For the rest of my life, I would think of him fondly.

The way you do your first pet, the first car you drove.

But they're not as important as last.

Steven's gonna be okay.

Thank God.

Do you wanna get some air?

Yeah, yeah.

I was with them.

I was... I am so mad at you.

You have every right to be.

I'm sorry for what I did to you, and I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner.

I'm sorry you found out the worst way possible.

I know it's gonna take a lot of work for you to even begin to trust me again,

but I'm willing to do whatever it takes if you let me.

I'm sorry, too.

Sorry for what?

Sorry for everything leading up to that fight.

And to Cabo... I can see how you thought we were broken up.

You can.

Yeah, but I... I don't understand how you

could just move on to somebody else so easily.

And I could barely function.

How are you okay enough to have sex with someone?

No, barely.

I was completely numb that whole week.

I didn't even feel like I was there when Lacey and I... when we had sex... after I...

I just sat in the shower and cried for... I don't even know how long.

Just thinking how could I deserve you after that?

Maybe we... shouldn't let one mistake erase all these years.

I mean, if we both believe that what we have is bigger than our mistakes, then.

.. maybe we can just start over.

I want that... bells... I want that so much.

You can't ever hurt me like that again.

I promise.

I promise.

I don't wanna mess this up again.

You won't... after Stephen... I get it now.

I'm life's too short.

Not to spend it with the person that you love.

I want to be with you always.

No matter what.

I just can't imagine my life without you.

And either... Billy has always been our story, yours... and mine.

Nobody else's.

What are you thinking?

The future is... it's crazy.

I don't know what to say.

Would you?

Yes.

You don't even know what I'm about to say.

Try me.

Is it your uncle?

Will you marry me?

Yes, Billy.

You're a fool.

You're a fool.

You're alone.

You're a pretty damn fool.

I'm dead.

I'm dead.

We all heard into our names before we met each other.

I bet we've sailed the Milky Way.

Walked on the sun together.

How could I forget?

Though it's now good.

They took me by surprise, but suddenly I missed your face.

I knew that smile for most words.

I know that I have loved you for it.

It's taken me.