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"It will change as times goes by", that is the only hope I believe in.

I don't know what I will do if I'm still like this when I get older.

Even if I go to a counseling center, they only tell me things I already know.

This girl I know cut her wrist before.

They said it was because her mom found out that she had a girlfriend.

I don't even like who I am, my family...

...probably feel just as bad.

Just thinking about it...

...makes me scared.

I'm scared too...

...that my feelings will be revealed.

That someone will find out and point their finger at me.

Why does it have to be me?

Did you guys hear? There's a lesbian in Room 4.

Really? Daebak!

Who is it?

I don't know...

...but someone said they saw her kissing another girl in the bathroom.

Are you crazy? Why would girls want to do that with each other?

But who could it be?

If she's in Room 4...

Jooyeon, did you hear anything?

No.

Just guessing, but...

...she's probably an ahn-yeo-dweh.

...she's so ugly and knows boys won't like her. So she's doing it on purpose.

What's an ahn-yeo-dweh ?

Glasses... Acne...

...Pig!

Class president...the teacher said we should study independently.

Okay.

You're Kim Jooyeon in Room 3, right?

It seemed like you were looking for someone earlier.

Shouldn't you have gone to Room 5 instead?

What... are you talking about?

Her... Choi Naree.

If you're going to be that obvious...just confess

Or hide it completely.

People on the same side...

...can tell by just looking.

I didn't shock you, did I ?

If I did I'm sorry.

You just looked like you needed a friend.

You're going to blur my face, right?

I don't have any thoughts of coming out in Korea yet, ...

...so you have to be extra careful.

Don't worry and thank you.

If you enter it in a film festival and get an award, the entire world will know about it.

Are you okay with that?

I'm not even sure if I'm going to submit it.

To be honest, I'm using this movie as an excuse to meet people.

I don't have the courage to go to centers or counseling.

Instead, with this, I can ask questions without even looking the in the eyes.

And act as I didn't hear them when talking about awkward topics.

But... can you really tell by just looking?

It shows when you like someone.

It doesn't matter if they're of the opposite sex or the same.

Is Choi Naree your first love?

No.

In middle school I liked someone in the same class.

Since everyone is like that around that age, I thought it would end there.

And you? Since when were you like this?

Middle school for me too?

A close friend knows already.

And I have a girlfriend right now.

What?

Are you confident enough...

...to live like this when you're older?

If this is who I am, then I have to accept it.

What do you think of meeting adults for this?

Adults?

Yeah.

There's a site I signed up for in my aunt's name.

Do you want to try it out?

I'm sorry.

I didn't think you would meet me if I said I was young.

I'm sorry, but I'm not in the position to listen to someone's problems right now.

If you have problems, you should find someone your age.

Wait!

There was a time when you were in my age...

But wasn't it hard then?

I won't waste your time and I won't film if you're uncomfortable with that,...

... but please help me.

I'll start...

You said you live with your lover.

Do you think you could live with her forever?

Yeah.

Then... I'm curious if there actually exists couples that have lived together forever?

Of course.

Can the feeling of liking a girl change when you become an adult?

Instead of doing it like this, may I take a look?

Yes.

You said your name was Jooyeon?

Yes.

I think it would take a night and two days to answer all of these questions.

Look here..

One minute...

Where are you right now?

Lee Youngeun.

Youngeun! Where are you now?

Where?

I understand.

I'll be there so wait for me.

I'm sure you're busy. I'm sorry.

I don't know if it will help you, but if you go there you can find people who will answer your questions.

I'm sorry, but I have to leave.

Naree. It's not what you think.

Jooyeon. Come and eat some fruits.

Yes.

At today's press conference, top star Lee Sera revealed that she's lesbian.

Oh my. What is this about?

The entertainment world has fallen into a state of shock with news of Lee Sera coming out.

Because Lee Sera has taken roles of frail and innocent characters...

The world is coming to an end.

Why is she telling the whole world as if it's something to be proud of?

I wonder how her parents feel?

After preciously raising her she likes girls.

I'm sure her mom wants to bite her tongue and die.

Hi.

Hey.

Are you okay?

Did you see the news about Lee Sera yesterday?

Ah, that?

Mmmm.

My mom said that Sera's mother probably wants to bite her tongue and die.

Most likely.

I bet every mother in this world would do the same.

Do your parents know?

Of course they don't.

Even if everyone else in the world knows, I hope my parents never find out.

Flip to the next one. Hold on. Let's look at each of them.

But where did you find this?

The bathroom.

Is there anyone's picture other than Choi Naree?

No, it's totally Naree's stalker.

Hey!

Didn't you say there was a lesbian in Room 4? Maybe it's hers?

What?

Does that make Choi Naree a lesbian too?

Give it to me.

Why?

Who knows, there might be some rated pictures.

What was that?

Isn't she the class president in Room 4?

Could it be... Yoon Yeokyung and Choi Naree?

Lately there have been some scandalous rumors at the school.

You kids learning bizarre things at such a young age.

From now on, girls holding hands will get 1 penalty point.

Short hair, 3 points.

5 points penalty for hugging or other skin-ship.

Going to the bathroom together and you will be called to the teacher's office. Do you understand.

No, we don't understand.

Didn't I tell you not to be so obvious? This is my last advice ~ Comrad.

Big news!

Yeokyung was called to the teacher's office.

Why?

Photos of Yeokyung and her girlfriend were spread through the classroom.

Then is the lesbian in Room 4 really Yeokyung?

See, I told you so.

But it's not Naree. After looking at her uniform they said she doesn't go to our school.

What's important is that the photos are no joke.

Yeokyung!

You make me sick.

Oh. It's Yeokyung.

Crazy Bitch.

I'm transferring to another school.

I think it's a little far from here.

They said we have to move too.

Are you okay?

I'm okay with everything else, but my mom won't stop crying.

Why did I end up like this?

I regretted it for the first time.

Yeokyung...

If other students talk bad about me after I transferred, you have to do the same.

And if they talk about boys, you have to join their conversation.

People like you are going to get caught even by those that aren't on your side.

You get what I mean, right?

In the end all that matters is: "I can't get caught".

I'll contact you when I get a new phone.

You better not ignore it because it's a number you don't know.

You are a student, right?

Yes.

I'm sorry. But students can't come in here.

You can come back when you're older. Okay?

Excuse me...

Jooyeon?

Oh, hello.

Do you know her?

Yes, I told her to come here.

You found it pretty well.

Thank you.

How old are you?

I'm 18.

I see.

Are they also...?

Yeah.

How does it feel coming to the club for the first time.

I was surprised that it was a lot more normal than I expected.

How should I put it? I thought it would stand out more.

But you didn't bring your camera?

I was going to introduce you to someone to interview.

I stopped with the movie.

Why?

Did you get caught?

No, it's nothing like that.

But my friend had to transfer school after someone spread photos of her around the school.

I see.

Are you okay?

After meeting her I even considered coming out.

But I think that's too much for me to handle right now.

I thought it'd be easier after putting one foot down...

...but I learned that you could fall straight down after that.

Shall we toast?

Youngeun.

Can you talk right now?

I'm about to have a meeting. Why? Is something wrong?

No, I was wondering if you could come home early tonight.

I told you that my department is having a get-together today.

Ah, that's right.

Sorry. I'll try not to be too late.

Who was that? Your lover?

Did you know?

If a person doesn't date for a long time, there's a change in their hormones,...

...causing women to get male hormones, and men gets female hormones.

Then that means women likes women and the men would like men.

Do you believe that a woman can like another woman?

Are you crazy?

Why would someone leave perfectly normal men for women?

Right! That's why I'm saying you need to start dating before your hormones change.

Stop worrying about other people's dating life and worry about your own work.

Ah, Yeungeun I brought your favorite chicken.

Youngeun. Won't you even look at me?

I'm sorry. I'm sorry.

I wanted to leave early, but people kept offering drinks.

Youngeun. Forgive me~

What is this?

A mistake.

A mistake?

You've got to be kidding me?

You're crying?

You're crying again?

Is your crying going to solve this problem?

I'm sorry.

Really!!!

I can't be gone for long.

Tell me. It's a lie, right?

You're playing a prank on me, right?

It's not a lie and it's not a prank.

When was it?

About two months ago...

...when I left the house after fighting with you.

Who is it?

I asked you who it is?

Someone I used to date before I met you.

You...

You used to date men?

No. I can explain.

Before meeting you...

Are you kidding me right now?

Is it fun to date both men ad women?

It's not like that.

Then what is it?

If you left and slept with another guy, you shouldn't even have come back home!

What do you expect me to do now?

I just...

...needed reassurance.

Reassurance?

Is pregnancy the answer you were looking for?

Then why did you go out with me?

"Now that I'm old and done messing around, I'm going to get pregnant and devote to a man".

Isn't that what you're doing?

Where are you going?

Youngeun...

I'm not done talking!

That frail girl isn't one to go around making mistakes.

A mistake?!

She left, cheated on me and got pregnant! And that's called a mistake?

No, what I mean was...

Just keep quiet.

How serious was your quarrel for Youngeun to walk out?

You know I get drunk easily.

So a female co-worker that lives nearby gives me a ride home after work parties.

But one day she suddenly asked me: "What kind of relationship do you have with her?"

See. There's always a reason.

Aij.

Go on.

That same day she saw a comment I posted on a café site I go on and she flipped.

Someone had posted: "My girlfriend wants to break up with me. What should I do?"

I replied: "It's not like you can get married, so I would be cool and let her go".

She then said to me: "That's not being cool, rather it's needing reassurance".

And said that if I were to break up with her, she would hold onto me if that person was her.

I'm getting angry just thinking about it again.

I mean, how can a person looking for reassurance go out and cheat?

With a man at that.

Unnie.

Did you get married because you cheated and got pregnant too?

What?

Isn't that why you left Younghee and got married?

Why are you putting out your anger on us?

It's not like that.

I got married and had kids forcibly because of my father, but...

...Youngeun doesn't even have parents.

Regardless...

...Youngeun betrayed me.

Traitor.

She can't do that to me when she knows how much I love her.

What are you doing?

Can't you hear me?

Are you saying you want to break up?

Is this what you wanted?

I'm sorry.

That's medication for depression.

You have a pharmacist as a friend.

Let me know if there's anything wrong, okay?

When's the next meeting?

At 4 o'clock.

I don't know the number so I can't cancel.

Bright Sunshine?

Are you meeting guys through internet?

I'll try to push the meeting back about half an hour.

Try your best. I'll get back as soon as I can.

Yes.

Excuse me.

Are you Neverending ?

I'm Bright Sunshine.

You said your name is Jooyeon?

Yes.

I think it would take a night and two days to answer all of these questions.

Look here...

Wait a minute.

Where are you right now?

Lee Youngeun.

Youngeun where are you?

Where?

Youngeun.

What's wrong? Did something happen?

Tell me why you're like this! What's wrong?

I went...

...to get an abortion.

What?

So did you do it?

Did you get an abortion?!

No.

You're really out of your mind.

I'm so scared...

...and I could only think of you.

I'm sorry. You're probably busy.

When I said I dated a man before I met you, I wasn't lying.

Honestly, it wasn't just one or two, but there were a few.

Because I wanted to live like an average woman.

I started dating men as soon as I started college.

People probably thought I was boy crazy...

...since I was introduced to five men in a day at one point.

But...

...I realized that I couldn't live like that...

...after I met you.

"This is the type of love I can feel."

And I was happy.

Until I heard that you were going on a blind date last spring.

I knew it was because of your mother, but...

I thought of many things.

"What's going to happen to me if we break up?"

I was dependent on you. I had no job or a home.

"How can I hold on to you?"

I think it was when it started. I became suspicious of you.

So then, is that why you started to take medicine?

The day I left after arguing with you I wanted to test myself one last time.

"Shouldn't I be able to love a man by now?"

I felt the need to hold onto him, so I did, like I was crazy.

But...

...when morning came...

...I got so scared.

I didn't even know what I had just done.

Fool.

If you were having such a hard time...

...you should have come to me first.

I'm sorry.

Do you know how restless I felt?

Did you think I'd feel any different?

We're equally different.

I'm not going anywhere.

So don't think stupid things like that ever again.

Understand?

Yes.

You made a good choice.

You shouldn't hurt your family for your own happiness.

It's a good thing you didn't go to your parents.

But that's the only thing I can do for Youngeun.

What do I do if I can't so it before I die?

What if...

What if...

What if you had a daughter...

...and that daughter said she wanted to live a life like you.

How would you think you would feel?

Is it hard?

If you feel like that, how do you think your mother would feel?

Even if you feel bad. Hiding it from your parents is the best thing.

Looking at it like that, you're really incredible.

Unnie...

...Perhaps?...

...have you ever regretted it?

Regret?

After confessing to my husband...

I haven't been able to see my son or daughter for the past 10 years.

I can't say I don't regret it.

But as time passed away...

...I'm not the only one being punished.

Wasn't the news on Lee Sera shocking?

Why? I liked how she was so confident.

It's not a crime for someone to like another person.

What? You said it was crazy the other day.

I never said that.

Haven't you heard the saying: "God approves of love between same-sex while man rejects it"

Then are you saying you understand those people?

What is there not to understand? It's just that their lover is of the same sex.

Such deep empathy...

...can't you display that to this junior colleague? On top of that I'm of opposite sex.

So what did you say to him?

"Your size is to small".

What?

He must have been disappointed.

He needed a wake up call. I was about to come out to him.

You wanna try that out?

I don't want to.

Why not? It's all for fun.

Let's go.

Hey, wait a second.

Compatibility?

Between you two?

Yes.

Can you see if we'll be together until death do us part?

Eh. Looks like you're a fake. Let's go.

Who are you calling a fake? Sit!

What should we name the baby?

Should we take a character from each of our names?

If it's a boy Hanyoung and if it's a girl Nayoung.

It sounds good.

I wish we have twins.

What?

Hanna.

We'll live well, right?

Of course. Even that fortune teller said we're soulmates.

That's true.

He said we're a match made in heaven.

Youngeun.

There's something I wanted to say earlier.

The way you dressed today you're showing too much skin.

Look how short your skirt is and you're parading your chest around.

Then, what about you?

Do you know how many women you looked at today?

You're biting your nails again?

Why are you changing the subject?

(MonoSodiumGlutamate - Flavour-enhancing additive)

Did you add MSG again?

No.

Let me see.

I told you I didn't.

Yes, you did.

A little. Just a little. Not more than a baby's tear.

How are you going to have any flavor without it?

I always tell you that it's not good for your health.

Eat it like this just for today, since it's my birthday.

Everyday is your birthday, isn't it?

I'm really sick of all your nagging.

You really don't listen.

What am I going to do with you?

Isn't this to flashy?

No. You have to dress like this when you get older so you look more lively. Spin around once.

Looks good.

I can't wear this. It's uncomfortable.

I picked this out just for you.

Are you ignoring sincerity?

I'll wear it next time.

I'm telling you it'd fine.

I'll get it.

Make sure you wear that.

Who are you?

Is this Choi Hyangja's house?

May I know who's asking?

I'm Choi Hyangja's eldest daughter, Kim Dojin.

Stop complaining and come out.

Hold on. What's got you, yelling so early in the morning.

Just come out.

A regular to the club brought this tea from her trip to China.

Today is our first time drinking it.

Why don't you try it?

I'll leave you two to talk. I'm going to head out to the club.

Don't leave.

It's okay.

It was nice meeting you Dojin.

Ten years have passed, but you still look the same.

You just grew a little taller.

How have you been?

You haven't been ill?

I'm getting married next month.

Marriage?

Yes.

That's good for you.

What does your fiance do for a living?

He's a student.

We're going to leave for America after getting married, to get his doctoral degree.

And we're going to settle down there once he finishes his studies.

I see.

No matter where you go, you'll do well.

You were like that since you were little.

Doing everything you had to do without having anyone to tell you to.

You're going to eat lunch before leaving, right?

I'll go and get some groceries from across the street.

No.

I'm leaving soon.

It'll just be a couple of minutes. Just wait a little.

Why did you set so many things?

There isn't much. Now eat.

You liked sautéed aster scaber when you were little, right?

I'll do it myself. Just leave it alone.

Try this too.

The pork has been marinated well.

Your fiance ...

...how much does he knows?

He thinks you passed away.

That's good.

Your tongue might slip so never talk about it.

I want to give you a wedding present.

Is there anything you need?

It's okay.

Will you be okay even if there isn't anyone at the wedding?

The reception would be so empty.

I can take care of it.

I'm sorry.

I'm your mother, but there is nothing I can do for you.

That club she talked about earlier, is it owned by you two?

It's a store Myunghee had for a while, but it's just like a bar.

Then...

It's a place where only people like us go to.

There are a few regulars that heard of us through other people.

Can I...

...go there once?

I just...

...want to go once.

Are you okay?

She said she's going to America.

She came to say goodbye because I'm still her mother.

Unnie. Could I get some more water?

I'll go.

Is the person at the bar over there the one from the magazine?

Yeah.

Isn't she incredible?

The person serving lives with her.

So she's the one from that pure love story?

One got married and came back, while the other waited for 20 years.

That's really incredible.

I wonder how much she must have missed her.

I feel like dying not seeing you for a day.

Really?

Of course.

She's a good drinker.

I thought studious people weren't good at drinking.

I guess she isn't like me.

I feel buzzed after one shot.

What do you mean one shot? You pass out after half a shot.

That's true.

But I'm not feeling drunk today.

Miss Choi Hyangja...

...you look drunk already.

I'm not drunk at all.

Let's go inside.

I'll do it.

Stand up.

She wasn't like this before, showing her drinking habits.

I think she's in a good mood because you came.

I heard from someone in the club...

...that love between you two was pretty incredible.

Not really.

Marriage...

Why didn't you get married?

Hyangja couldn't go against her father's wishes.

But I couldn't bear to live like that.

Why did you let my mom go then?

If you hadn't then my brother and I wouldn't have been born.

And everyone would have been happy.

The actions of both of you...

...only seems irresponsible to me.

Because of that beautiful love of yours...

...my deceased father, I and my brother...

...had to go through hell-like times.

I think there's been a misunderstanding.

Hyangja didn't come out in order to live with me.

People look at us and say we're like 20 year olds in a pure love story.

That type of love doesn't exist in this world.

You push it off to one side of your heart and live on.

She once told me that...

...throughout her marriage it felt like living with a mask on.

Whether she was eating or washing her face.

"None of it was me".

Having to live like that forever, she just wanted to confess to her husband.

She said, if it wasn't for that she probably would have died.

And not long after they got divorced.

It was an obvious conclusion.

She lived in regret for 10 years after that.

If she new that the confession would have caused her ...

... to break ties with her children...

...she probably...

...would have hidden it in her heart until she died.

And then I coincidentally met Hyangja again at the club.

Just how we met at the café in Myundong 30 years ago.

At that moment I thought...

"I think I really have to live with her forever now".

It's my will.

She lives without a husband or children.

I felt Hyangja would be lost if I was to leave the world first.

And Hyangja doesn't know this yet, but I'm planning til to sell the shop soon.

A potential buyer appeared too.

I want us to go somewhere nice and quiet, and live there until we die.

I'm really glad I got to meet you before that happened.

Dojin.

I'm sorry.

Did you add it again?

If I were you I would have given up complaining by now. Just eat it.

I think Dojin takes after her mother. She eats salty food as well.

Of course. She's my daughter.

The plane has probably taken of by now.

Probably.

Don't worry.

She's going to do well.

Hurry up and eat. Your soup is getting cold.

Okay.

I'm proud.

What made you want to get a shared ownership?

I said it was okay but Hanna suggested it.

Wow.

But don't you feel sad? I'm sure you've grown attached to this place.

We're more relieved than sad.

We have to hurry up and leave.

Do you have a nice place in mind?

We're going to build a pension somewhere with fresh air an lots of water.

Can we visit you then?

You're free to visit, but never beg me to hand it over like this place.

We're not open today.

Good day.

Welcome.

Good day.

I invited them.

We have to have a party for your last day.

Let's go over there.

Let's go.