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what's he doing getting ready to go to

work

so he's an

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what time is it must be 7:45

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feels later I can't rely on how it feels

Terry you have to be smart to stick to

the plan

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I was getting ready to watch the live

talk show I've been in different many

different relationships but I've never

know so we have seven minutes maybe he

won't even come down he always comes

down before

just not gonna work it's not gonna work

Chris gonna get mad he's gonna come down

and beat us me - shut up

I hope this sicko given subsist

we blew the breakers couples now he's

really gonna go inside no he's not okay

we just have to six the plant

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stay calm put your knees

did you go to aggravate stay calm to

conversate

none of you matter what you choose there

are three underlying causes should

always look for with PTSD here are these

the one large-scale conflict combat

natural disaster

number two social conflict poverty and

finally intimate conklin domestic

violence physical abuse sexual

harassment etc etc now most survivors

will have complex trauma so each one's

stress profile will be unique that is

why it is so important to deeply examine

the source of the trauma only when we

understand what exactly has happened to

a person can we begin to understand why

they behave the way they do

max you ready max

since Ella has abandoned us has agreed

to fill in as my GA he is going to pass

out your midterms some of you are going

to be disappointed yes this is kind of

an ethical question since Ella isn't our

ta anymore we can ask her out now right

Oh be my guest gibson but please be

advised that bruised ego will not be

considered a medically excused absence

there any questions about your

assignments your grades as max if you

have any questions about your unrequited

crush on

hi coyote the code all right is there

more than one just an unusual name

that's all there you go

dr. Campbell hydaker can I talk to you

yeah some office hours later why don't

you come see me then

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hey you may not remember me I'm Adi we

had introduced oh I'm gonna slip

together oh hi

I was surprised you're not in the events

level we're reading Joanna Russ's how to

suppress women's writing and the female

man crazy yeah I was carrying too many

hours a semester and my ticket next year

so I wanted to ask you something but you

never stuck around after class are you

from Illinois look I read all the

coverage the rescue the trial that's why

I became a journalist I mean after all

hominy Dakota Haggerty stand there being

I'm not her you were the only one who

didn't testify at the trial you've got a

completely untold story and I think

people would find it inspiring well you

are what you've overcome I don't know

what you're talking about but whoever

you're looking for it isn't me just

leave me alone

oh hi oh no I'm I I get warm in small

spaces oh okay I would see so I assume

you want to talk about your midterm well

I was just wondering if there is any

kind of extra credit I can earn now I

understand why you want the door open

well you signed up for my advanced

psychology of trauma class without

completing any of the prerequisites so

I'm not surprised you're struggling I

know I bombed the midterm but I can do

better if you just give me a chance I'm

willing to put the work in James quite

figure you out Dakota because on the one

hand you clearly lack the foundation and

the basics of the subject matter and the

research methodology on the other hand

you have this incredible insight into

the deviant mind your paper on sexual

obsession with lightyears ahead of

anyone else's how did you know all that

from so lacking then why did you approve

my admission to the class colleagues I

did find you interesting he's right

about that I just need to pass this

class my job is on campus and I need to

keep my GPA up to keep it well there are

tutors you can find a study buddy Gibson

is obnoxious but he's also acing the

class

it could mean my whole office hours that

are Shay's bar on Friday evenings it's a

little less intimidating than an office

I'll study harder thanks dr. Campbell

Dakota are you sure you're okay you know

if you have any extenuating

circumstances it would really be in your

best interest to let me and the other

faculty know about them and where we can

make exceptions for you if you need them

get you any help you might need I don't

need special treatment

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sorry please throw me out your buggies

better suited for this yeah sure

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so say

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hey wait

I have to go I'm sorry you haven't

finished yet most trauma survivors are

torn between rejecting their experience

and recreating it this is because the

brain naturally adapts to its

circumstances no matter how horrible

those circumstances might be this is one

of the reasons why soldiers often

request to go back to combat situations

it's the place where their adaptation

makes the most sense to them right on a

smaller scale that's why many of you

will seek out a series of bad

relationships until your friends stage

an intervention

but breaking that cycle staging that

intervention is the key to moving past

to trauma sadly many people never get

there and many people die trying

on that happy note I'll see you all next

week

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you know Campbell was really laying it

on thick today really cuz I thought it

was sugarcoating it usually seems all

the really gnarly stuff until after the

drop date when we're stuck in this class

worse there's no sense in spooking and

armies right I'm maxed by the way yeah I

know I was in class member yeah hey

maybe you could answer something for me

yeah professor Campbell is he usually

overly friendly professor vibes yeah

well I mean he's younger professor he's

funny he's good-looking professor yeah I

get it it's just there's um some stuff

that I've been dealing with for feeling

to deal with I guess and now there's

this person who keeps bringing all that

stuff back up that I'd really I don't

forget I'm sorry I don't know why I'm

telling you all this I was thinking I

relaxed I seriously hope you actually

ever do you need help inside of class or

outside of it let me know hit me up you

never know yeah well

duty calls hey yeah I gotta get back to

work okay thanks look up talk Thanks

yeah anytime

hi what are you doing here

I work here duh I was off last semester

now I'm back did you just start but

you've basically been following me I

mean class the quad now where I work I

told you I don't want to talk about it

so can't you just leave me alone

look if I freaked her out the other day

I'm sorry I'm not always great at social

stuff I just want to be friends

everybody needs friends right Jose good

you're back go down to the supply closet

and get these stuff I'm on hold with

interlibrary loan in the basement yep

that's the one

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and you're sure you didn't lock the door

accidentally I didn't even close it

she couldn't have loved it how do you

know that because well truthfully wasn't

luck when Ari and I arrived

hey I'm not making this up

so what someone's trying to to do what

I'm telling you someone was there

someone is doing this on purpose

like who Adi maybe she didn't follow me

around giving me the creeps

Adi was with me the whole time at the

desk until we heard the commotion maybe

you're right maybe somebody's pulling a

harmless prank either way you're fine

it's important thing so that's it you're

just gonna forget about this I can file

a non criminal incident report or make

you feel better

it's called are you okay what would they

say

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hypertension Martin its to go to

Haggerty yeah I was just wondering is he

is he still in prison

he is okay okay um then have you heard

from Terry or Minda or it has he gotten

any visitors or phone calls that if

privacy was his privacy seriously yeah

no I am I understand Thanks

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some patients will exhibit signs of

trauma but not admit to any traumatic

experience you can tell me why that

might be Dakota because because the

patient may not have begun to process

the trauma yet or because peer-reviewed

studies of my girlfriend show that four

out of five women are completely nuts

more a sad and pathetic excuse for a

human being Gibson and if you weren't so

obviously terrified of women I might

even think it was funny thank you - good

well you're half right just about Gibson

to admit to the trauma is to begin

processing it

max hey I'm assuming you need security

Dietz how to walk eat her car alright

good boy Gibson might be lurking Bush is

plotting his revenge and I really lost

it kind of prove his point for him but

don't worry about it there's honestly a

new crop of guys like him every year and

they grow out of it maybe well Campbell

thinks I need a tutor and believe it or

not he actually suggested Gibson really

he's a smart guy but he's kind of a

horrible judge of character so yeah but

I need some money

um that's somebody you can trust I'm

just kind of too bad Ella flaked out but

um I say are you around Friday morning I

got a couple hours I can kill why don't

you meet me and we'll do it then are you

sure yeah yeah they used to class right

unless you gotta piss Kipps off well

yeah and you know keep my job further my

education someday graduate and have a

good career oh yeah of course that too

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thanks for coming Terry it's really good

to see you

Cynthia what it's Cynthia now say that

other name again and I walk okay got it

you definitely look different I mean you

look great just different you want to

come in

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well thanks for coming I figured I owed

you that some in college finally good

for you

do you talk to Minda at all these days I

couldn't find her no but if he finally

tracked her down forget you ever saw me

well this is my place not much to see

there's a lot of windows yeah I know I

can't get enough light yeah me too

so how's her family pretty much just me

now my dad died when I was there maybe

it's brother better my dad could hardly

even look at me afterwards

like I was dirty yeah

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so what's your life like these days

normal all those years in that basement

I used to dream about doing all the

normal stuff

but I'm actually doing some of those

things it's not fixing anything and I

wasn't

Erica you therapy god that's the last

thing I'd want

it's a dredge up that garbage and relive

it I changed my name became somebody

else somebody who was never even in that

basement you should do the same don't

think I could just erase my past well

then it's going to consume you for the

rest of your life you want some advice

don't try to make up a life you could

have had if you hadn't met Kurt Weber

just move on get the life you want now

and lie to everybody does your fiance

know no nobody from my new life knows

and that's how I want it so don't expect

a wedding invitation what is it that you

want Dakota I wanted to ask you with

anything weird or unsettling it happened

to you lately yeah you found me I mean

has anybody been harassing you stalking

you leaving you weird things what are

you talking about I think someone's

stalking me and that maybe Kurt put him

up to it

who could be talking to Kurt he's locked

up in his cell

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you're the only person I can talk to you

the only one I can trust

wait wait Terry please no do you know

how many crazies came out of the

woodwork sighs so does that part Webber

was some kind of hero and now you're

leading North Karelia Toby's right back

to me I knew coming here was a mistake

don't contact me again ever

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if you want to complain in my boss

you're gonna have to wait till he gets

out of his intramural lacrosse game

excuse me

match what are you doing a friend sent

me a bottle that experimental nail

polish all right what a weird sentence

you know but those guys made to detect

the herb drugs so I'm running a

less-than clinical trial does it work

hard to say there are at least 10

different drugs out there and has one

thing gonna detect them all so I'm

skeptical so it's supposed to be that

color not exactly subtle on a date look

I know I haven't exactly been friendly

but what happened to me it's the kind of

thing that makes you weird with people

friends your family even people you went

through it with okay but then why are

you here because I need a favor from

someone who isn't afraid to ask for it

questions so naturally you thought of me

I'm trying to get Kurt Webber's Prison

vlogs isn't there something that

reporters can do to get that kind of

stuff prisons publicly-funded those

should be public records you think

whoever had something to do what

happened yesterday I don't know I mean

he's still locked up but could be

pulling the strings I mean controls

always a big thing for guys like that

yeah

checks out somebody's stalking me and I

need to know who it is well I need a

good story or else I'm gonna be stuck

covering alumni meet and greets until I

graduate or I die

whichever comes first so somebody's

stalking girls on campus sounds like a

pretty good story to me you sure it

doesn't bother you honestly it's kind of

a relief to have at least one person I'm

not hiding it from you're 21

wait aren't these drugged no control

group making sure the liquor wasn't

making it react oh yeah I'm not a fan of

shots uh beer

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I think this is the first time that

outside let's just hurt it

one thing I don't know if then you live

without a car make me seriously don't

guys I jump it everything you do not

want me on the road

hey Trey - okay

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so this book I was telling you about you

have to read it's nothing Sterling's

badass woman iron okay

but isn't the professor with the parents

what do you mean before he came the

teacher he's involved in this massive

court case we tried to do a story on it

but the records were sealed

what kind of a court case it's mean this

or she tipped us off said Oh sexual

improprieties which could mean almost

anything so you know his grad assistant

Ella just stopped showing up to class

I've learned thought they were dating

she's dropped out of nowhere no one's

heard from her since maybe he didn't

take the break-up too well I'm gonna run

to the ladies room if the waiter comes

by you want to order anything Tommy

Kota shouldn't you be studying some

bringing country right it is I didn't

enjoy it where you can just hug it

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Jesus well gave me a heart attack what

are you doing in here

someone bought this for me in my house

in my bed oh no the last time you saw

one of these uh Kurt Weber's basement

he kept VHS tapes of all of us sorry I

mean uh I mean he didn't know that

though right it was ever in the news no

it's been how could whoever did it know

unless Kurt told them have you watched

it

no how could I Jose is old school

he never wants to let a former Girl

the Gouda you have to take this to the

Commerce

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so after that Horschel you're probably

not gonna be too thrilled about my most

recent developments what does it I

talked to the prison administrator good

news and bad news good news we can't

have access to Weber's prison visitor

logs and his homeless that's great when

can they get here that's the bad news we

have to go get them ourselves what they

aren't exactly in a rush to join the

21st century up there so nothing's

digitized and they won't use state

resources to do a journalist job for

them that's a quote charming people hey

it's no big deal

there on one side of the bars you're on

the other I did a job shadow at Danville

Correctional when I was in high school

totally safe

scary but definitely safe you don't

understand I'm gonna be locked up in

there with him I'll go no you don't know

what he's like he can manipulate

anything and I don't want him to have

any knowledge of you or any way into you

at all ever we could just drop it let it

go it's totally up to you it's totally

your call

Hey certain things weren't coming

oh no I just um some stuff came up

seemed like what I'm just I just worried

about you do you feel like someone's

deliberately trying to drive you nuts

you're giving Gibson way too much credit

you need to let it go

I'm kidding

what's up that's just before when I was

little I thought I always just knew what

to do I didn't think twice I just did it

let's not get us did what I want I mean

I knew what I wanted I can't even get

breakfast in the cafeteria without

second-guessing myself I know that

something happened to you I don't know

what and you don't have to tell me

obviously but something happened and I

experienced I just you know it can

change a person but it doesn't always

have to be for the worse you know maybe

I'll tell you about it sometime what are

you doing tonight if you're free I mean

we can go to O'Shea's grab a drink you

know I mean sometimes these things go

down a little bit easier that way that

sounds nice yeah

Hey Hey you ready can we get that drink

another time I I have this thing I have

to do today yeah

they just promise me you'll be careful

okay okay all right I'll see you get out

sanic Syngenta pop it off

the dead cops I got to take her down

it's gonna go anywhere

he hit me they should be able to see

another I think six ways from Sunday

they took my statement could tell they

thought I was making enough

this rent-a-cop

I know you're nervous I saw you doing

the finger thing what is that anyway

my therapist wanted me to develop a self

soothing ritual something I could do

that wouldn't draw a lot of attention

we're supposed to notice

we weren't counting on my credit Allah

is an observation

but who would be nervous

I think it's amazing that you're doing

this at all

noise dude I've speak catatonic hiding

under my bed I would do it sense of the

things you have you are a certifiable

data

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you can do this rip

absolutely badass remember hey we're

gonna pick up some records regarding one

of the inmate

Dakotah hey we can leave whenever we

want to all right just focus on me it's

just that I haven't been in the same

building as him since I was rescued it's

another reason I didn't testify it's a

big building with lots of guards and

guns he had a gun that he took me

I was at a sleepover in the middle of

the night my friend Sita got up to go to

the bathroom him the closet door opened

and he was in there pointing a gun right

at me Jesus

yeah and he told me that if I screamed

your made any noise he was going to kill

my little sister and that's when I knew

he thought I was Sita so what'd you do

um you know if you didn't know who my

real family was then he couldn't hurt

them

we walked for a few blocks and then he

blindfolded me and threw me in his truck

and we drove around for hours then what

what happened

at first

he

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came to visit me about three or four

times a day

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and then Minda came which was better and

worse at the same time

I wasn't alone anymore but now he had

two people to do horrible things to I

remember her at the trial

he abused us every day not just

physically but psychologically he told

us how happy our parents were that we

were gone how much better their lives

were without us that we should be proud

for sacrificing ourselves he was

protecting us that he loved us

and then he took Terry Ryan off the

street

yeah he got crazier as he got older I

fell asleep impossible so we were

planning an escape I said it before and

I will say it again

okay incredible and someday when you're

ready

people should hear your story Dakota so

I'm gonna better get better from here

right

okay

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no way yeah dr. Campbell Campbell is in

your psych professor dr. example he came

to see Webber

well it doesn't mention Webber's name

specifically but he facilitates a men's

sexual offenders support group right

here at the prison cuz that's not creepy

at all do you think this is enough

evidence he admitted me to his advanced

psych class he singles me out all the

time there's hellos his appearance would

he have been able to check that where

you live my address would be in school

records I hate to say it but it is

adding up and he is a regular visitor to

Kurt Weber's home away from home and

then there's that whole sexual

impropriety stay

what do you want to do go to the cops

but we don't have any real proof

oh he hits him I mean like a sting like

with the wire I think it's time to turn

the tables don't you best do

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together

tell anybody didn't you're the only one

who knows yeah well this pretty much

blows my scoop why would I do this so

that's cool come on neatness

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hey all that stuff they're saying yeah

it's so true Jesus god I wish he had

told me what what difference would it

have made it's my life it was stupid to

think I could just don't run in only

blow off class I will grab that drink we

talked about earlier and we can forget

about everything

wouldn't everyone think I'm just like

Ella talking about you're nothing like

it yeah well let's hope Campbell doesn't

think so what does that mean he's the

one that's been doing all this to me

stalking me threatening me okay look the

code I know that Campbell can be like

kind of a Lech that's a little bit

beyond him right

Oh who else would it be I'm sorry I know

he's your mentor I shouldn't have said

look you can talk to me okay I told you

that

I don't even feel safe at my apartment

anymore he knows where I live I'll say

my place all right I just realized what

that sounded like but it's I swear it's

not I come on all right I live I live

with my mom actually and like we have a

spare bedroom I'm gonna give this to you

it's my address okay so you ever need it

day or night okay

thanks but I can just stay at ease after

she just sold you out and told the

reporters about everything look I just

like you need to be with somebody who's

not gonna cause more problems in the

first place I'm Noopur taxi max I'm I'm

grateful but I'm gonna figure it out on

my own

I don't need your protection and I

really don't want your pity oh no I'm

sorry

I didn't mean to wash out we're gonna do

about Campbell for now just keep going

to class

all right Shelly

good afternoon everyone hello

okay the effects of trauma on psychology

and neurology cannot be separated can

anyone give me an example from the

reading of course okay

well the brain as an organ is finely

calibrated to detect danger it's part of

its survival function but exposure to

trauma especially prolonged or repeated

or intimate trauma can rewire those

dangerous seeking portions of the brain

thus causing it to wrongly perceived

danger in every situation yes Dakotah

what if it's not wrong how do you mean

well if danger really is all around you

then isn't your brain sending you the

right signals well I'm not sure that's a

reason really have you ever walked home

at night with your keys between your

fingers

listened over your shoulder for

footsteps when you enter a public

restroom smile at someone who frightens

you because maybe if you're nice enough

if you don't wound their pride maybe

they won't actually hurt you have you

ever worried that what you're wearing

might draw the wrong kind of attention

or worse make people think that it was

your fault no I haven't

well then respectfully dr. Campbell I

don't think you know how dangerous the

world really is

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hey Jesus look much sorry I were just

looking for Dakota why did she miss

another big study day look in case you

haven't noticed she's got bigger things

to worry about how you realized that but

I can help her she can help herself I

think she's had enough mail protection

don't you I'm just worried about her hey

come on

you should be two of you talked to her

she says there's somebody out there

trying to mess with her tormentor Dakota

has faced down monsters and survived

she's tougher than either of us she

needs help she doesn't need your help

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hi you've reached Dakota Haggerty I

can't come to the phone right now leave

your name and number and I will call you

back

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sorry I am forgot something

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you okay I think so huh I got part of my

license plate it was six 6f6 except

something I can call the cops if you

want me to yeah yeah sure

yeah I'd like to report an attempted

hit-and-run sure

listen Dakota I I've been thinking a lot

about what you said in class like a lot

a lot and I said some really dumb things

to you and to other women too because I

didn't know and I didn't think and and

I'm sorry I'm gonna try to not be such

an entitled jerk

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hey addy it was nice of the cops putting

you up in a hotel local cops still don't

believe me about detective Martin made a

few calls

if Kimball got my address from school

records he can get mine too yeah Dakota

I found something you may not want to

know no tell me

it's okay just tell me Minda I figured

out why you couldn't find her she's dead

isn't she

he killed herself a couple months ago

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what about Campbell's records Dakota did

you see I needed Campbell's records

Jesus at least give yourself I can't I

need to nail the sky before you said you

know you don't in any way what if what

if we're wrong what have had somebody

else you're scared yes I'm scared for

you did you ever think that by focusing

on this guy by letting him live

rent-free in your head you might

actually be making it worse so this is

my fault

no obviously not but you're not a cop

you're the victim it's not on you to

figure my hat eat I can't sleep I hear

footsteps know it there's nobody there

the things I see when I close my eyes

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do you want to know why I'm not

surprised about Minda

because I get it

I get wanting a way to make this oh stop

for good Dakota see what does I need is

to keep moving keep going forward so I

don't slide down into the same place she

was I need to focus on Campbell

whether you help me or not

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so you dated dr. Campbell hung out but I

had to call her every month

how did reaction you cut it off no no he

was mopey but not for long

the man is easily distracted I mean I

knew we weren't serious but come on text

him back it's like a bare minimum

he wasn't possessive at all or

controlling and he's a flirt sure but

trying to build any kind of relationship

with him it's like good luck I don't

know maybe it was me but just always

seemed like his mind was on something

else or someone else

why are you go just curious well if

you're curious to know if it's something

you should invest in I suggest you look

elsewhere all right thanks

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so did she move out all her stuff still

here what did you tell anyone did you

call Ella's parents we didn't want to

freak them out

ana rents paid for the rest of the

semester so okay thanks

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sure alright you have a good day thanks

now bye-bye

hey I'm helping Addie Johnson over at

the school paper do you have a list of

all the research grants that have been

awarded to the department oh great thank

you

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close oh hey rose how are ya a couple

things would be too much trouble to ask

you to email those PDFs again expense

report PDFs okay and then the other

thing is oh one second

thank you

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so now that we understand the

relationship between the brain brain

function and psychology in relation to

trauma PTSD I'd like to I'd like to

discuss and investigate some of the

different therapeutic modalities used to

treat PTSD some of the latest ones such

as neurofeedback EMDR which for those of

you don't know stands for eye movement

desensitization reprocessing thank you

hi

thanks for coming I because you chose a

public place I haven't water you want

something stronger

get a spotter see me I'm gonna get your

house bourbon on the rocks booth so

you've been a little tense and

inattentive in class lately

I think it's been warranted I understand

you know listening thank you sir I

understand why you want it to be in my

class and I also understand why you

wouldn't want to talk about why you

wanted to be in my class is that why you

gave me special treatment no you're

bright and you're intriguing and you're

very pretty those things enough I'm

sorry

I just flirted with you I'm sorry that's

a defense mechanism in life why would

you feel defensive are you afraid to cut

having something that's my fault what do

you mean enough dr. Roy recommended you

you didn't tell me anything and so now I

keep running back over my lectures your

lectures all I ever talk about is trauma

I know on Iran and I thought worse

things that could possibly happen to a

person and the whole time you you just

have just sit there I mean it's no

wonder it was hard for you and you want

me to believe that you had no idea the

entire time that Kurt never told you

anything I have no idea what you're

talking about someone has been torturing

me someone with knowledge of my past and

someone who's been in contact with Kurt

Weber and you think that someone is me

Dakotah no yes I do run a a men's

support group at the prison that is

solely for the purpose of research for

my writing Kurt Weber has never attended

a single meeting so you're saying you

haven't spoken to him once not once and

you just happen to specialize in what

goes on in a predators mind I've read

your journal articles your book you

Frank like someone yeah with experience

yes you're right about that

that is not an accident he was a friend

of my parents

I called him uncle

it was a long time ago that it went on

for years

you're a victim

at the lawsuit you know about that they

were trying to raise the statute of

limitations on abuse I agreed to be a

test case I thought maybe it would fix

things of course it didn't so I started

the support group how can you stand be

the same room with them to talk to them

well you know our stance you know that

most offenders were victims themselves

so I needed to know I needed to know if

you made me like you

I think my research was probably a way

to get some distance I'm gonna

intellectualize what I wasn't ready to

feel

unfortunately Dakota the world is not

gonna make exceptions for you I'm gonna

have to be strong don't be like Ella

wait what are you talking about she was

in a very fragile place and she told me

about some unwanted attention she was

getting from someone so I told her to

stand up to him that boundaries instead

she just disappeared she didn't say who

it was

just copying me on an email at the caddy

it's disappointing listen I have to go

but if I made you feel uncomfortable in

any way I'm sorry

now listen if you're in real danger the

police they're well aware but I think I

can handle my st. Claude

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Hey

you're thirsty how did you know I was

gonna be here

Eddie told me you seemed like really on

edge stressed yeah maybe this off you

feel better

I said I owed you a drink

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you know actually I'm gonna run to the

ladies room really quickly I can hold on

to this they get back watch it

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hi Eddie Johnson here all right coming

to the phone doing something to support

amazing right now you got something

better let me know and I just might call

you back

Eddie it's me it's not Campbell a little

she's that Max is here think you

followed me here and I don't think I

don't think I dropped out of school I

think that he has everything he took her

and he's here then I get out I can't

find a way if I can't I can teach you to

call me back as soon as you get this

okay

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stay in my place

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let's go hey gertie I know you're scared

I know you're probably threatened you

balks excuse

it's what Kurt revered it to

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Oh

Alex isn't here yet but I don't know how

much

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as long as you think

maybe we have all the time in the world

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hey hey did you see my friend for the

other night here put a bag kind of

creepy

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no please

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remember this I know a girl like you

would be wary of taking a drink so I

spiked a lot of picture behind the bar

next you don't have to do this but I

want to open I've always wanted to what

about your mom she'll be home soon

she'll order for the one thing she won't

be interrupting us

you think she'd be okay with this she'd

be proud of you

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does he think that max let me tell me

please don't keep doing this thing we're

repeating my name and it's not working

it's like psych 101 you're gonna have to

try something else

I think it can help me only use the

power to let me go

bow it's all about the taking you know

told me that

Kurt Weber how did you find out about

carp pepper and I always enjoy reading

about the famous ones fantasizing about

how they would do it how I would do it

even better than they did

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what happened with Ella it wasn't only

good she resisted she fought you she

didn't obey just like her said sometimes

they need to be trained max what did you

do

here's someone better than her

you're perfect

I think from the moment I saw you Kurt

and rebirth

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hey those can you do me a huge favor I'm

supposed to drop something off to one of

the grad assistants and I lost the

address

max Peterson uh-huh give me his phone

over T would you you used to camp I

wanted access and he had clearance so

it's like I didn't know it was Ashley

pretty easy to go back he never even

bothered in check I'm gonna tell you

about the airplanes did you take I

didn't want to do that at first would

you here with me right from the very

beginning but Kurt taught me that the

hunt was part of it this bro

so watching those big beautiful eyes

constantly looking over your shoulder

Rachele reminder do you like the planes

the videotapes

I see Kurt knew that nothing would get

to you more than little mementos of them

and he was right

hit-and-run law that was quickly

improvised I want another go see for

myself

Kurt was jealous why would he ever help

you as Euler's first

we were special never forget your first

even from prison he wanted to make sure

you were getting the attention you

deserve and I was giving that to you but

you thought it was Campbell why would

you think that

he was attentive

SADS he's attractive look he said he was

a predatory professor and you were the

victim my student you fell for that

stupid cliche right from the very

beginning you made me think I never do

Sonia sobbing II think it was a little

girl I even let you take the bucket

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hello Eddie what's up thank God you

called okay not what I was expecting if

you were we heard from Dakota of those I

was worried about her I haven't heard

from her it's weird okay I ran into her

at O'Shea's okay but she's like she's

acting really really like really strange

Ellie I'm gonna get this open okay

think about this I feel like she's

isolating herself from everybody that

cares about her I mean first she thought

it was Campbell maybe I was fucking her

and then she thought it was you and now

she thinks is me yeah what if she's

having a psychotic break maybe this is

the think about it she's been suffering

years of abuse from that guy just like

yeah I'm worried about her we should

call the police

let them know anyway she might go campus

my house your house no like Eddie I just

like she's scared Dakota scared no he

did it okay we're gonna get out of here

okay he's not gonna do that okay he's an

amateur okay he's not gonna do that he

doesn't know what he's doing

we're gonna get out of here we're gonna

be safe okay I promise I promise

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passes to me when I got up there okay

okay one two three

all right I'm gonna look for it I'll

talk to you in a little bit okay no wait

I mean if she shows up at your house you

should be there right so make sure

nothing happens to it can you run

where's the nearest person who used to

the nearest neighbor whatever you can

see but go ahead give me your address

she's keys I need to find you Mack

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you understand me

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I'm so sorry I didn't I wasn't even

thinking I should have been here no it's

okay then okay okay look it's you

some of you will go on to do some

research you'll become clinicians or

therapists but none of you no matter

what you choose should ever lose sight

of the real human beings who are at the

center of each case study it's important

that we put a name and a face to the

experience of trauma and its recovery

and so without further ado

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hello my name is Dakota Haggerty some of

you probably already know who I am I'm a

survivor of repeated long-term trauma

and as a result have complex PTSD it's

taken me a lot of work to get to where I

am where I can stand up here and talk to

you guys about this and I still have a

long way to go but I have a strong

support system and I know how important

it is to let others know that they are

not alone

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it'll be worth it

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I want you to read every word of that

letter Kyle you've touched a place in my

heart and made me come alive slow Angela

she's the one she's the one that's just

a little bonus for what for letting me

call you Angela crazy how much you two

look alike