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what's he doing getting ready to go to
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so he's an
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what time is it must be 7:45
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feels later I can't rely on how it feels
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Terry you have to be smart to stick to
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I was getting ready to watch the live
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talk show I've been in different many
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different relationships but I've never
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know so we have seven minutes maybe he
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won't even come down he always comes
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down before
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just not gonna work it's not gonna work
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Chris gonna get mad he's gonna come down
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and beat us me - shut up
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I hope this sicko given subsist
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we blew the breakers couples now he's
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really gonna go inside no he's not okay
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we just have to six the plant
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stay calm put your knees
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did you go to aggravate stay calm to
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none of you matter what you choose there
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are three underlying causes should
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always look for with PTSD here are these
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the one large-scale conflict combat
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number two social conflict poverty and
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finally intimate conklin domestic
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violence physical abuse sexual
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harassment etc etc now most survivors
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will have complex trauma so each one's
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stress profile will be unique that is
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why it is so important to deeply examine
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the source of the trauma only when we
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understand what exactly has happened to
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a person can we begin to understand why
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they behave the way they do
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max you ready max
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since Ella has abandoned us has agreed
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to fill in as my GA he is going to pass
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out your midterms some of you are going
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to be disappointed yes this is kind of
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an ethical question since Ella isn't our
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ta anymore we can ask her out now right
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Oh be my guest gibson but please be
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advised that bruised ego will not be
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considered a medically excused absence
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there any questions about your
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assignments your grades as max if you
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have any questions about your unrequited
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hi coyote the code all right is there
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more than one just an unusual name
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that's all there you go
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dr. Campbell hydaker can I talk to you
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yeah some office hours later why don't
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you come see me then
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hey you may not remember me I'm Adi we
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had introduced oh I'm gonna slip
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together oh hi
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I was surprised you're not in the events
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level we're reading Joanna Russ's how to
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suppress women's writing and the female
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man crazy yeah I was carrying too many
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hours a semester and my ticket next year
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so I wanted to ask you something but you
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never stuck around after class are you
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from Illinois look I read all the
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coverage the rescue the trial that's why
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I became a journalist I mean after all
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hominy Dakota Haggerty stand there being
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I'm not her you were the only one who
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didn't testify at the trial you've got a
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completely untold story and I think
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people would find it inspiring well you
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are what you've overcome I don't know
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what you're talking about but whoever
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you're looking for it isn't me just
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leave me alone
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oh hi oh no I'm I I get warm in small
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spaces oh okay I would see so I assume
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you want to talk about your midterm well
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I was just wondering if there is any
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kind of extra credit I can earn now I
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understand why you want the door open
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well you signed up for my advanced
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psychology of trauma class without
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completing any of the prerequisites so
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I'm not surprised you're struggling I
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know I bombed the midterm but I can do
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better if you just give me a chance I'm
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willing to put the work in James quite
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figure you out Dakota because on the one
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hand you clearly lack the foundation and
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the basics of the subject matter and the
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research methodology on the other hand
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you have this incredible insight into
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the deviant mind your paper on sexual
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obsession with lightyears ahead of
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anyone else's how did you know all that
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from so lacking then why did you approve
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my admission to the class colleagues I
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did find you interesting he's right
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about that I just need to pass this
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class my job is on campus and I need to
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keep my GPA up to keep it well there are
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tutors you can find a study buddy Gibson
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is obnoxious but he's also acing the
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it could mean my whole office hours that
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are Shay's bar on Friday evenings it's a
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little less intimidating than an office
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I'll study harder thanks dr. Campbell
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Dakota are you sure you're okay you know
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if you have any extenuating
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circumstances it would really be in your
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best interest to let me and the other
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faculty know about them and where we can
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make exceptions for you if you need them
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get you any help you might need I don't
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need special treatment
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sorry please throw me out your buggies
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better suited for this yeah sure
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so say
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hey wait
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I have to go I'm sorry you haven't
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finished yet most trauma survivors are
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torn between rejecting their experience
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and recreating it this is because the
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brain naturally adapts to its
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circumstances no matter how horrible
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those circumstances might be this is one
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of the reasons why soldiers often
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request to go back to combat situations
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it's the place where their adaptation
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makes the most sense to them right on a
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smaller scale that's why many of you
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will seek out a series of bad
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relationships until your friends stage
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an intervention
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but breaking that cycle staging that
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intervention is the key to moving past
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to trauma sadly many people never get
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there and many people die trying
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on that happy note I'll see you all next
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you know Campbell was really laying it
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on thick today really cuz I thought it
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was sugarcoating it usually seems all
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the really gnarly stuff until after the
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drop date when we're stuck in this class
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worse there's no sense in spooking and
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armies right I'm maxed by the way yeah I
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know I was in class member yeah hey
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maybe you could answer something for me
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yeah professor Campbell is he usually
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overly friendly professor vibes yeah
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well I mean he's younger professor he's
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funny he's good-looking professor yeah I
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get it it's just there's um some stuff
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that I've been dealing with for feeling
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to deal with I guess and now there's
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this person who keeps bringing all that
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stuff back up that I'd really I don't
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forget I'm sorry I don't know why I'm
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telling you all this I was thinking I
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relaxed I seriously hope you actually
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ever do you need help inside of class or
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outside of it let me know hit me up you
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never know yeah well
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duty calls hey yeah I gotta get back to
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work okay thanks look up talk Thanks
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hi what are you doing here
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I work here duh I was off last semester
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now I'm back did you just start but
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you've basically been following me I
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mean class the quad now where I work I
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told you I don't want to talk about it
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so can't you just leave me alone
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look if I freaked her out the other day
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I'm sorry I'm not always great at social
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stuff I just want to be friends
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everybody needs friends right Jose good
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you're back go down to the supply closet
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and get these stuff I'm on hold with
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interlibrary loan in the basement yep
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and you're sure you didn't lock the door
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accidentally I didn't even close it
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she couldn't have loved it how do you
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know that because well truthfully wasn't
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luck when Ari and I arrived
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hey I'm not making this up
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so what someone's trying to to do what
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I'm telling you someone was there
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someone is doing this on purpose
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like who Adi maybe she didn't follow me
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around giving me the creeps
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Adi was with me the whole time at the
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desk until we heard the commotion maybe
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you're right maybe somebody's pulling a
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harmless prank either way you're fine
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it's important thing so that's it you're
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just gonna forget about this I can file
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a non criminal incident report or make
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it's called are you okay what would they
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hypertension Martin its to go to
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Haggerty yeah I was just wondering is he
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is he still in prison
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he is okay okay um then have you heard
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from Terry or Minda or it has he gotten
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any visitors or phone calls that if
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privacy was his privacy seriously yeah
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no I am I understand Thanks
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some patients will exhibit signs of
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trauma but not admit to any traumatic
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experience you can tell me why that
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might be Dakota because because the
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patient may not have begun to process
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the trauma yet or because peer-reviewed
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studies of my girlfriend show that four
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out of five women are completely nuts
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more a sad and pathetic excuse for a
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human being Gibson and if you weren't so
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obviously terrified of women I might
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even think it was funny thank you - good
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well you're half right just about Gibson
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to admit to the trauma is to begin
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max hey I'm assuming you need security
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Dietz how to walk eat her car alright
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good boy Gibson might be lurking Bush is
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plotting his revenge and I really lost
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it kind of prove his point for him but
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don't worry about it there's honestly a
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new crop of guys like him every year and
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they grow out of it maybe well Campbell
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thinks I need a tutor and believe it or
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not he actually suggested Gibson really
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he's a smart guy but he's kind of a
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horrible judge of character so yeah but
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um that's somebody you can trust I'm
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just kind of too bad Ella flaked out but
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um I say are you around Friday morning I
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got a couple hours I can kill why don't
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you meet me and we'll do it then are you
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sure yeah yeah they used to class right
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unless you gotta piss Kipps off well
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yeah and you know keep my job further my
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education someday graduate and have a
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good career oh yeah of course that too
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thanks for coming Terry it's really good
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to see you
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Cynthia what it's Cynthia now say that
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other name again and I walk okay got it
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you definitely look different I mean you
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look great just different you want to
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come in
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well thanks for coming I figured I owed
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you that some in college finally good
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for you
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do you talk to Minda at all these days I
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couldn't find her no but if he finally
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tracked her down forget you ever saw me
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well this is my place not much to see
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there's a lot of windows yeah I know I
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can't get enough light yeah me too
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so how's her family pretty much just me
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now my dad died when I was there maybe
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it's brother better my dad could hardly
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even look at me afterwards
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like I was dirty yeah
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so what's your life like these days
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normal all those years in that basement
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I used to dream about doing all the
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normal stuff
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but I'm actually doing some of those
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things it's not fixing anything and I
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wasn't
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Erica you therapy god that's the last
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thing I'd want
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it's a dredge up that garbage and relive
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it I changed my name became somebody
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else somebody who was never even in that
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basement you should do the same don't
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think I could just erase my past well
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then it's going to consume you for the
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rest of your life you want some advice
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don't try to make up a life you could
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have had if you hadn't met Kurt Weber
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just move on get the life you want now
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and lie to everybody does your fiance
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know no nobody from my new life knows
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and that's how I want it so don't expect
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a wedding invitation what is it that you
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want Dakota I wanted to ask you with
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anything weird or unsettling it happened
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to you lately yeah you found me I mean
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has anybody been harassing you stalking
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you leaving you weird things what are
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you talking about I think someone's
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stalking me and that maybe Kurt put him
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up to it
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who could be talking to Kurt he's locked
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up in his cell
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you're the only person I can talk to you
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the only one I can trust
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wait wait Terry please no do you know
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how many crazies came out of the
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woodwork sighs so does that part Webber
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was some kind of hero and now you're
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leading North Karelia Toby's right back
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to me I knew coming here was a mistake
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don't contact me again ever
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if you want to complain in my boss
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you're gonna have to wait till he gets
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out of his intramural lacrosse game
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excuse me
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match what are you doing a friend sent
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me a bottle that experimental nail
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polish all right what a weird sentence
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you know but those guys made to detect
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the herb drugs so I'm running a
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less-than clinical trial does it work
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hard to say there are at least 10
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different drugs out there and has one
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thing gonna detect them all so I'm
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skeptical so it's supposed to be that
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color not exactly subtle on a date look
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I know I haven't exactly been friendly
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but what happened to me it's the kind of
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thing that makes you weird with people
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friends your family even people you went
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through it with okay but then why are
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you here because I need a favor from
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someone who isn't afraid to ask for it
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questions so naturally you thought of me
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I'm trying to get Kurt Webber's Prison
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vlogs isn't there something that
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reporters can do to get that kind of
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stuff prisons publicly-funded those
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should be public records you think
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whoever had something to do what
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happened yesterday I don't know I mean
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he's still locked up but could be
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pulling the strings I mean controls
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always a big thing for guys like that
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yeah
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checks out somebody's stalking me and I
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need to know who it is well I need a
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good story or else I'm gonna be stuck
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covering alumni meet and greets until I
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graduate or I die
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whichever comes first so somebody's
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stalking girls on campus sounds like a
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pretty good story to me you sure it
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doesn't bother you honestly it's kind of
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a relief to have at least one person I'm
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not hiding it from you're 21
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wait aren't these drugged no control
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group making sure the liquor wasn't
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making it react oh yeah I'm not a fan of
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shots uh beer
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I think this is the first time that
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outside let's just hurt it
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one thing I don't know if then you live
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without a car make me seriously don't
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guys I jump it everything you do not
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want me on the road
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hey Trey - okay
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so this book I was telling you about you
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have to read it's nothing Sterling's
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badass woman iron okay
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but isn't the professor with the parents
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what do you mean before he came the
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teacher he's involved in this massive
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court case we tried to do a story on it
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but the records were sealed
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what kind of a court case it's mean this
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or she tipped us off said Oh sexual
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improprieties which could mean almost
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anything so you know his grad assistant
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Ella just stopped showing up to class
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I've learned thought they were dating
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she's dropped out of nowhere no one's
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heard from her since maybe he didn't
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take the break-up too well I'm gonna run
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to the ladies room if the waiter comes
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by you want to order anything Tommy
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Kota shouldn't you be studying some
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bringing country right it is I didn't
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enjoy it where you can just hug it
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Jesus well gave me a heart attack what
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are you doing in here
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someone bought this for me in my house
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in my bed oh no the last time you saw
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one of these uh Kurt Weber's basement
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he kept VHS tapes of all of us sorry I
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mean uh I mean he didn't know that
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though right it was ever in the news no
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it's been how could whoever did it know
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unless Kurt told them have you watched
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it
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no how could I Jose is old school
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he never wants to let a former Girl
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the Gouda you have to take this to the
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Commerce
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[Music]
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so after that Horschel you're probably
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not gonna be too thrilled about my most
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recent developments what does it I
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talked to the prison administrator good
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news and bad news good news we can't
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have access to Weber's prison visitor
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logs and his homeless that's great when
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can they get here that's the bad news we
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have to go get them ourselves what they
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aren't exactly in a rush to join the
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21st century up there so nothing's
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digitized and they won't use state
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resources to do a journalist job for
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them that's a quote charming people hey
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it's no big deal
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there on one side of the bars you're on
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the other I did a job shadow at Danville
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Correctional when I was in high school
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totally safe
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scary but definitely safe you don't
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understand I'm gonna be locked up in
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there with him I'll go no you don't know
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what he's like he can manipulate
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anything and I don't want him to have
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any knowledge of you or any way into you
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at all ever we could just drop it let it
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go it's totally up to you it's totally
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your call
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Hey certain things weren't coming
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oh no I just um some stuff came up
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seemed like what I'm just I just worried
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about you do you feel like someone's
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deliberately trying to drive you nuts
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you're giving Gibson way too much credit
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you need to let it go
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I'm kidding
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what's up that's just before when I was
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little I thought I always just knew what
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to do I didn't think twice I just did it
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let's not get us did what I want I mean
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I knew what I wanted I can't even get
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breakfast in the cafeteria without
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second-guessing myself I know that
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something happened to you I don't know
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what and you don't have to tell me
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obviously but something happened and I
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experienced I just you know it can
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change a person but it doesn't always
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have to be for the worse you know maybe
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I'll tell you about it sometime what are
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you doing tonight if you're free I mean
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we can go to O'Shea's grab a drink you
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know I mean sometimes these things go
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down a little bit easier that way that
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sounds nice yeah
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Hey Hey you ready can we get that drink
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another time I I have this thing I have
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to do today yeah
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they just promise me you'll be careful
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okay okay all right I'll see you get out
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sanic Syngenta pop it off
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the dead cops I got to take her down
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it's gonna go anywhere
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he hit me they should be able to see
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another I think six ways from Sunday
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they took my statement could tell they
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thought I was making enough
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this rent-a-cop
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I know you're nervous I saw you doing
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the finger thing what is that anyway
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my therapist wanted me to develop a self
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soothing ritual something I could do
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that wouldn't draw a lot of attention
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we're supposed to notice
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we weren't counting on my credit Allah
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is an observation
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but who would be nervous
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I think it's amazing that you're doing
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this at all
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noise dude I've speak catatonic hiding
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under my bed I would do it sense of the
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things you have you are a certifiable
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data
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you can do this rip
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absolutely badass remember hey we're
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gonna pick up some records regarding one
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of the inmate
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Dakotah hey we can leave whenever we
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want to all right just focus on me it's
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just that I haven't been in the same
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building as him since I was rescued it's
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another reason I didn't testify it's a
553
00:40:18,929 --> 00:40:29,509
big building with lots of guards and
554
00:40:22,048 --> 00:40:29,509
guns he had a gun that he took me
555
00:40:36,659 --> 00:40:47,940
I was at a sleepover in the middle of
556
00:40:45,539 --> 00:40:51,420
the night my friend Sita got up to go to
557
00:40:47,940 --> 00:40:54,630
the bathroom him the closet door opened
558
00:40:51,420 --> 00:40:56,700
and he was in there pointing a gun right
559
00:40:54,630 --> 00:41:00,000
at me Jesus
560
00:40:56,699 --> 00:41:01,559
yeah and he told me that if I screamed
561
00:41:00,000 --> 00:41:03,539
your made any noise he was going to kill
562
00:41:01,559 --> 00:41:08,460
my little sister and that's when I knew
563
00:41:03,539 --> 00:41:11,279
he thought I was Sita so what'd you do
564
00:41:08,460 --> 00:41:14,429
um you know if you didn't know who my
565
00:41:11,280 --> 00:41:16,580
real family was then he couldn't hurt
566
00:41:14,429 --> 00:41:16,579
them
567
00:41:17,739 --> 00:41:23,639
we walked for a few blocks and then he
568
00:41:22,059 --> 00:41:31,150
blindfolded me and threw me in his truck
569
00:41:23,639 --> 00:41:34,379
and we drove around for hours then what
570
00:41:31,150 --> 00:41:34,380
what happened
571
00:41:39,900 --> 00:41:43,139
at first
572
00:41:43,489 --> 00:41:46,529
he
573
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[Music]
574
00:41:46,530 --> 00:41:54,590
came to visit me about three or four
575
00:41:52,079 --> 00:41:54,590
times a day
576
00:41:54,840 --> 00:42:00,479
[Music]
577
00:41:57,389 --> 00:42:03,969
and then Minda came which was better and
578
00:42:00,478 --> 00:42:06,509
worse at the same time
579
00:42:03,969 --> 00:42:11,399
I wasn't alone anymore but now he had
580
00:42:06,510 --> 00:42:16,830
two people to do horrible things to I
581
00:42:11,400 --> 00:42:16,829
remember her at the trial
582
00:42:19,940 --> 00:42:34,170
he abused us every day not just
583
00:42:28,170 --> 00:42:39,869
physically but psychologically he told
584
00:42:34,170 --> 00:42:42,090
us how happy our parents were that we
585
00:42:39,869 --> 00:42:46,980
were gone how much better their lives
586
00:42:42,090 --> 00:42:51,329
were without us that we should be proud
587
00:42:46,980 --> 00:42:55,309
for sacrificing ourselves he was
588
00:42:51,329 --> 00:42:55,309
protecting us that he loved us
589
00:42:57,440 --> 00:43:02,490
and then he took Terry Ryan off the
590
00:43:02,010 --> 00:43:05,220
street
591
00:43:02,489 --> 00:43:08,368
yeah he got crazier as he got older I
592
00:43:05,219 --> 00:43:15,539
fell asleep impossible so we were
593
00:43:08,369 --> 00:43:18,230
planning an escape I said it before and
594
00:43:15,539 --> 00:43:18,230
I will say it again
595
00:43:20,360 --> 00:43:28,369
okay incredible and someday when you're
596
00:43:26,690 --> 00:43:34,710
ready
597
00:43:28,369 --> 00:43:35,640
people should hear your story Dakota so
598
00:43:34,710 --> 00:43:37,699
I'm gonna better get better from here
599
00:43:35,639 --> 00:43:37,699
right
600
00:43:46,318 --> 00:43:52,480
okay
601
00:43:49,239 --> 00:43:52,479
[Music]
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[Music]
603
00:44:22,690 --> 00:44:31,030
no way yeah dr. Campbell Campbell is in
604
00:44:27,969 --> 00:44:31,809
your psych professor dr. example he came
605
00:44:31,030 --> 00:44:33,940
to see Webber
606
00:44:31,809 --> 00:44:36,940
well it doesn't mention Webber's name
607
00:44:33,940 --> 00:44:40,119
specifically but he facilitates a men's
608
00:44:36,940 --> 00:44:42,280
sexual offenders support group right
609
00:44:40,119 --> 00:44:43,750
here at the prison cuz that's not creepy
610
00:44:42,280 --> 00:44:46,180
at all do you think this is enough
611
00:44:43,750 --> 00:44:47,860
evidence he admitted me to his advanced
612
00:44:46,179 --> 00:44:51,609
psych class he singles me out all the
613
00:44:47,860 --> 00:44:52,660
time there's hellos his appearance would
614
00:44:51,610 --> 00:44:54,940
he have been able to check that where
615
00:44:52,659 --> 00:44:57,609
you live my address would be in school
616
00:44:54,940 --> 00:45:00,880
records I hate to say it but it is
617
00:44:57,610 --> 00:45:03,309
adding up and he is a regular visitor to
618
00:45:00,880 --> 00:45:04,300
Kurt Weber's home away from home and
619
00:45:03,309 --> 00:45:07,139
then there's that whole sexual
620
00:45:04,300 --> 00:45:07,140
impropriety stay
621
00:45:08,019 --> 00:45:12,099
what do you want to do go to the cops
622
00:45:10,420 --> 00:45:19,090
but we don't have any real proof
623
00:45:12,099 --> 00:45:21,339
oh he hits him I mean like a sting like
624
00:45:19,090 --> 00:45:25,230
with the wire I think it's time to turn
625
00:45:21,340 --> 00:45:30,579
the tables don't you best do
626
00:45:25,230 --> 00:45:30,579
[Music]
627
00:45:35,050 --> 00:45:37,740
together
628
00:45:39,869 --> 00:45:43,349
tell anybody didn't you're the only one
629
00:45:42,088 --> 00:45:45,298
who knows yeah well this pretty much
630
00:45:43,349 --> 00:46:06,859
blows my scoop why would I do this so
631
00:45:45,298 --> 00:46:06,858
that's cool come on neatness
632
00:46:08,710 --> 00:46:11,840
[Music]
633
00:46:13,818 --> 00:46:26,039
hey all that stuff they're saying yeah
634
00:46:17,250 --> 00:46:28,079
it's so true Jesus god I wish he had
635
00:46:26,039 --> 00:46:30,989
told me what what difference would it
636
00:46:28,079 --> 00:46:34,019
have made it's my life it was stupid to
637
00:46:30,989 --> 00:46:37,049
think I could just don't run in only
638
00:46:34,019 --> 00:46:38,338
blow off class I will grab that drink we
639
00:46:37,050 --> 00:46:39,119
talked about earlier and we can forget
640
00:46:38,338 --> 00:46:40,949
about everything
641
00:46:39,119 --> 00:46:44,579
wouldn't everyone think I'm just like
642
00:46:40,949 --> 00:46:48,299
Ella talking about you're nothing like
643
00:46:44,579 --> 00:46:50,519
it yeah well let's hope Campbell doesn't
644
00:46:48,300 --> 00:46:52,010
think so what does that mean he's the
645
00:46:50,519 --> 00:46:56,670
one that's been doing all this to me
646
00:46:52,010 --> 00:46:58,380
stalking me threatening me okay look the
647
00:46:56,670 --> 00:47:00,599
code I know that Campbell can be like
648
00:46:58,380 --> 00:47:01,530
kind of a Lech that's a little bit
649
00:47:00,599 --> 00:47:05,670
beyond him right
650
00:47:01,530 --> 00:47:07,319
Oh who else would it be I'm sorry I know
651
00:47:05,670 --> 00:47:09,059
he's your mentor I shouldn't have said
652
00:47:07,318 --> 00:47:11,239
look you can talk to me okay I told you
653
00:47:09,059 --> 00:47:11,240
that
654
00:47:13,719 --> 00:47:16,989
I don't even feel safe at my apartment
655
00:47:15,340 --> 00:47:20,410
anymore he knows where I live I'll say
656
00:47:16,989 --> 00:47:22,299
my place all right I just realized what
657
00:47:20,409 --> 00:47:24,730
that sounded like but it's I swear it's
658
00:47:22,300 --> 00:47:28,960
not I come on all right I live I live
659
00:47:24,730 --> 00:47:33,090
with my mom actually and like we have a
660
00:47:28,960 --> 00:47:36,460
spare bedroom I'm gonna give this to you
661
00:47:33,090 --> 00:47:39,750
it's my address okay so you ever need it
662
00:47:36,460 --> 00:47:42,760
day or night okay
663
00:47:39,750 --> 00:47:45,070
thanks but I can just stay at ease after
664
00:47:42,760 --> 00:47:47,980
she just sold you out and told the
665
00:47:45,070 --> 00:47:49,539
reporters about everything look I just
666
00:47:47,980 --> 00:47:50,920
like you need to be with somebody who's
667
00:47:49,539 --> 00:47:54,489
not gonna cause more problems in the
668
00:47:50,920 --> 00:47:57,460
first place I'm Noopur taxi max I'm I'm
669
00:47:54,489 --> 00:47:57,729
grateful but I'm gonna figure it out on
670
00:47:57,460 --> 00:48:00,730
my own
671
00:47:57,730 --> 00:48:08,230
I don't need your protection and I
672
00:48:00,730 --> 00:48:08,590
really don't want your pity oh no I'm
673
00:48:08,230 --> 00:48:14,260
sorry
674
00:48:08,590 --> 00:48:21,010
I didn't mean to wash out we're gonna do
675
00:48:14,260 --> 00:48:23,160
about Campbell for now just keep going
676
00:48:21,010 --> 00:48:28,640
to class
677
00:48:23,159 --> 00:48:28,639
all right Shelly
678
00:48:42,539 --> 00:48:48,449
good afternoon everyone hello
679
00:48:58,510 --> 00:49:08,869
okay the effects of trauma on psychology
680
00:49:03,829 --> 00:49:12,440
and neurology cannot be separated can
681
00:49:08,869 --> 00:49:15,670
anyone give me an example from the
682
00:49:12,440 --> 00:49:19,490
reading of course okay
683
00:49:15,670 --> 00:49:22,789
well the brain as an organ is finely
684
00:49:19,489 --> 00:49:25,639
calibrated to detect danger it's part of
685
00:49:22,789 --> 00:49:28,369
its survival function but exposure to
686
00:49:25,639 --> 00:49:32,659
trauma especially prolonged or repeated
687
00:49:28,369 --> 00:49:34,190
or intimate trauma can rewire those
688
00:49:32,659 --> 00:49:36,409
dangerous seeking portions of the brain
689
00:49:34,190 --> 00:49:42,130
thus causing it to wrongly perceived
690
00:49:36,409 --> 00:49:45,108
danger in every situation yes Dakotah
691
00:49:42,130 --> 00:49:47,090
what if it's not wrong how do you mean
692
00:49:45,108 --> 00:49:48,679
well if danger really is all around you
693
00:49:47,090 --> 00:49:50,930
then isn't your brain sending you the
694
00:49:48,679 --> 00:49:55,219
right signals well I'm not sure that's a
695
00:49:50,929 --> 00:49:56,269
reason really have you ever walked home
696
00:49:55,219 --> 00:49:58,149
at night with your keys between your
697
00:49:56,269 --> 00:49:59,500
fingers
698
00:49:58,150 --> 00:50:00,940
listened over your shoulder for
699
00:49:59,500 --> 00:50:03,699
footsteps when you enter a public
700
00:50:00,940 --> 00:50:06,220
restroom smile at someone who frightens
701
00:50:03,699 --> 00:50:08,558
you because maybe if you're nice enough
702
00:50:06,219 --> 00:50:13,929
if you don't wound their pride maybe
703
00:50:08,559 --> 00:50:15,069
they won't actually hurt you have you
704
00:50:13,929 --> 00:50:16,538
ever worried that what you're wearing
705
00:50:15,068 --> 00:50:18,489
might draw the wrong kind of attention
706
00:50:16,539 --> 00:50:21,028
or worse make people think that it was
707
00:50:18,489 --> 00:50:23,439
your fault no I haven't
708
00:50:21,028 --> 00:50:26,230
well then respectfully dr. Campbell I
709
00:50:23,440 --> 00:50:28,829
don't think you know how dangerous the
710
00:50:26,230 --> 00:50:28,829
world really is
711
00:50:30,159 --> 00:50:33,428
[Music]
712
00:50:47,010 --> 00:50:50,789
[Music]
713
00:50:54,119 --> 00:51:04,059
hey Jesus look much sorry I were just
714
00:50:59,260 --> 00:51:07,900
looking for Dakota why did she miss
715
00:51:04,059 --> 00:51:09,430
another big study day look in case you
716
00:51:07,900 --> 00:51:11,108
haven't noticed she's got bigger things
717
00:51:09,429 --> 00:51:13,328
to worry about how you realized that but
718
00:51:11,108 --> 00:51:15,338
I can help her she can help herself I
719
00:51:13,329 --> 00:51:18,400
think she's had enough mail protection
720
00:51:15,338 --> 00:51:18,759
don't you I'm just worried about her hey
721
00:51:18,400 --> 00:51:19,990
come on
722
00:51:18,760 --> 00:51:22,150
you should be two of you talked to her
723
00:51:19,989 --> 00:51:24,729
she says there's somebody out there
724
00:51:22,150 --> 00:51:27,180
trying to mess with her tormentor Dakota
725
00:51:24,730 --> 00:51:30,519
has faced down monsters and survived
726
00:51:27,179 --> 00:51:35,250
she's tougher than either of us she
727
00:51:30,518 --> 00:51:35,250
needs help she doesn't need your help
728
00:51:42,780 --> 00:51:47,170
[Music]
729
00:51:49,369 --> 00:51:54,319
hi you've reached Dakota Haggerty I
730
00:51:51,559 --> 00:51:55,579
can't come to the phone right now leave
731
00:51:54,320 --> 00:51:57,700
your name and number and I will call you
732
00:51:55,579 --> 00:51:57,699
back
733
00:51:58,750 --> 00:52:01,949
[Music]
734
00:52:07,000 --> 00:52:10,239
[Music]
735
00:52:26,750 --> 00:52:32,329
sorry I am forgot something
736
00:52:40,289 --> 00:52:45,929
[Music]
737
00:52:52,630 --> 00:52:57,959
[Music]
738
00:53:09,269 --> 00:53:12,429
[Music]
739
00:53:17,480 --> 00:53:27,088
you okay I think so huh I got part of my
740
00:53:22,679 --> 00:53:30,539
license plate it was six 6f6 except
741
00:53:27,088 --> 00:53:34,190
something I can call the cops if you
742
00:53:30,539 --> 00:53:34,190
want me to yeah yeah sure
743
00:53:35,630 --> 00:53:42,970
yeah I'd like to report an attempted
744
00:53:38,269 --> 00:53:42,969
hit-and-run sure
745
00:53:45,000 --> 00:53:51,539
listen Dakota I I've been thinking a lot
746
00:53:48,329 --> 00:53:55,019
about what you said in class like a lot
747
00:53:51,539 --> 00:53:58,380
a lot and I said some really dumb things
748
00:53:55,019 --> 00:54:02,460
to you and to other women too because I
749
00:53:58,380 --> 00:54:05,730
didn't know and I didn't think and and
750
00:54:02,460 --> 00:54:08,039
I'm sorry I'm gonna try to not be such
751
00:54:05,730 --> 00:54:11,159
an entitled jerk
752
00:54:08,039 --> 00:54:11,159
[Music]
753
00:54:17,139 --> 00:54:31,179
hey addy it was nice of the cops putting
754
00:54:28,630 --> 00:54:32,740
you up in a hotel local cops still don't
755
00:54:31,179 --> 00:54:35,099
believe me about detective Martin made a
756
00:54:32,739 --> 00:54:37,359
few calls
757
00:54:35,099 --> 00:54:44,139
if Kimball got my address from school
758
00:54:37,360 --> 00:54:50,440
records he can get mine too yeah Dakota
759
00:54:44,139 --> 00:54:54,329
I found something you may not want to
760
00:54:50,440 --> 00:54:54,329
know no tell me
761
00:54:56,079 --> 00:55:06,219
it's okay just tell me Minda I figured
762
00:55:01,989 --> 00:55:08,009
out why you couldn't find her she's dead
763
00:55:06,219 --> 00:55:12,829
isn't she
764
00:55:08,009 --> 00:55:14,519
he killed herself a couple months ago
765
00:55:12,829 --> 00:55:18,489
[Music]
766
00:55:14,518 --> 00:55:20,169
what about Campbell's records Dakota did
767
00:55:18,489 --> 00:55:22,239
you see I needed Campbell's records
768
00:55:20,170 --> 00:55:24,699
Jesus at least give yourself I can't I
769
00:55:22,239 --> 00:55:27,880
need to nail the sky before you said you
770
00:55:24,699 --> 00:55:29,380
know you don't in any way what if what
771
00:55:27,880 --> 00:55:33,068
if we're wrong what have had somebody
772
00:55:29,380 --> 00:55:37,539
else you're scared yes I'm scared for
773
00:55:33,068 --> 00:55:39,009
you did you ever think that by focusing
774
00:55:37,539 --> 00:55:40,449
on this guy by letting him live
775
00:55:39,009 --> 00:55:43,358
rent-free in your head you might
776
00:55:40,449 --> 00:55:44,309
actually be making it worse so this is
777
00:55:43,358 --> 00:55:48,848
my fault
778
00:55:44,309 --> 00:55:50,259
no obviously not but you're not a cop
779
00:55:48,849 --> 00:55:55,719
you're the victim it's not on you to
780
00:55:50,259 --> 00:56:00,509
figure my hat eat I can't sleep I hear
781
00:55:55,719 --> 00:56:00,509
footsteps know it there's nobody there
782
00:56:00,840 --> 00:56:08,440
the things I see when I close my eyes
783
00:56:06,579 --> 00:56:09,730
[Music]
784
00:56:08,440 --> 00:56:12,900
do you want to know why I'm not
785
00:56:09,730 --> 00:56:12,900
surprised about Minda
786
00:56:13,048 --> 00:56:16,099
because I get it
787
00:56:16,420 --> 00:56:25,300
I get wanting a way to make this oh stop
788
00:56:21,789 --> 00:56:27,340
for good Dakota see what does I need is
789
00:56:25,300 --> 00:56:28,840
to keep moving keep going forward so I
790
00:56:27,340 --> 00:56:33,949
don't slide down into the same place she
791
00:56:28,840 --> 00:56:35,950
was I need to focus on Campbell
792
00:56:33,949 --> 00:56:42,170
whether you help me or not
793
00:56:35,949 --> 00:56:42,169
[Music]
794
00:56:46,170 --> 00:56:50,730
so you dated dr. Campbell hung out but I
795
00:56:49,650 --> 00:56:53,789
had to call her every month
796
00:56:50,730 --> 00:56:55,318
how did reaction you cut it off no no he
797
00:56:53,789 --> 00:56:57,869
was mopey but not for long
798
00:56:55,318 --> 00:57:00,000
the man is easily distracted I mean I
799
00:56:57,869 --> 00:57:01,318
knew we weren't serious but come on text
800
00:57:00,000 --> 00:57:03,028
him back it's like a bare minimum
801
00:57:01,318 --> 00:57:05,460
he wasn't possessive at all or
802
00:57:03,028 --> 00:57:07,469
controlling and he's a flirt sure but
803
00:57:05,460 --> 00:57:10,199
trying to build any kind of relationship
804
00:57:07,469 --> 00:57:12,929
with him it's like good luck I don't
805
00:57:10,199 --> 00:57:14,699
know maybe it was me but just always
806
00:57:12,929 --> 00:57:17,038
seemed like his mind was on something
807
00:57:14,699 --> 00:57:21,149
else or someone else
808
00:57:17,039 --> 00:57:23,369
why are you go just curious well if
809
00:57:21,150 --> 00:57:25,650
you're curious to know if it's something
810
00:57:23,369 --> 00:57:28,990
you should invest in I suggest you look
811
00:57:25,650 --> 00:57:43,489
elsewhere all right thanks
812
00:57:28,989 --> 00:57:43,488
[Music]
813
00:57:45,710 --> 00:57:50,510
so did she move out all her stuff still
814
00:57:48,079 --> 00:57:52,849
here what did you tell anyone did you
815
00:57:50,510 --> 00:57:53,630
call Ella's parents we didn't want to
816
00:57:52,849 --> 00:57:55,190
freak them out
817
00:57:53,630 --> 00:58:01,260
ana rents paid for the rest of the
818
00:57:55,190 --> 00:58:18,970
semester so okay thanks
819
00:58:01,260 --> 00:58:22,190
[Music]
820
00:58:18,969 --> 00:58:22,788
sure alright you have a good day thanks
821
00:58:22,190 --> 00:58:26,990
now bye-bye
822
00:58:22,789 --> 00:58:28,910
hey I'm helping Addie Johnson over at
823
00:58:26,989 --> 00:58:30,048
the school paper do you have a list of
824
00:58:28,909 --> 00:58:32,420
all the research grants that have been
825
00:58:30,048 --> 00:58:32,730
awarded to the department oh great thank
826
00:58:32,420 --> 00:58:42,530
you
827
00:58:32,730 --> 00:58:42,530
[Music]
828
00:58:44,280 --> 00:58:52,450
close oh hey rose how are ya a couple
829
00:58:50,530 --> 00:58:54,700
things would be too much trouble to ask
830
00:58:52,449 --> 00:58:57,339
you to email those PDFs again expense
831
00:58:54,699 --> 00:59:02,099
report PDFs okay and then the other
832
00:58:57,340 --> 00:59:02,100
thing is oh one second
833
00:59:06,690 --> 00:59:09,838
thank you
834
00:59:10,460 --> 00:59:17,809
[Music]
835
00:59:18,039 --> 00:59:22,670
so now that we understand the
836
00:59:20,119 --> 00:59:26,089
relationship between the brain brain
837
00:59:22,670 --> 00:59:32,180
function and psychology in relation to
838
00:59:26,090 --> 00:59:33,980
trauma PTSD I'd like to I'd like to
839
00:59:32,179 --> 00:59:36,349
discuss and investigate some of the
840
00:59:33,980 --> 00:59:41,030
different therapeutic modalities used to
841
00:59:36,349 --> 00:59:45,199
treat PTSD some of the latest ones such
842
00:59:41,030 --> 00:59:46,910
as neurofeedback EMDR which for those of
843
00:59:45,199 --> 00:59:58,899
you don't know stands for eye movement
844
00:59:46,909 --> 00:59:58,899
desensitization reprocessing thank you
845
01:00:07,219 --> 01:00:13,768
hi
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01:00:10,068 --> 01:00:18,389
thanks for coming I because you chose a
847
01:00:13,768 --> 01:00:19,078
public place I haven't water you want
848
01:00:18,389 --> 01:00:23,219
something stronger
849
01:00:19,079 --> 01:00:27,599
get a spotter see me I'm gonna get your
850
01:00:23,219 --> 01:00:30,479
house bourbon on the rocks booth so
851
01:00:27,599 --> 01:00:32,400
you've been a little tense and
852
01:00:30,478 --> 01:00:36,929
inattentive in class lately
853
01:00:32,400 --> 01:00:43,639
I think it's been warranted I understand
854
01:00:36,929 --> 01:00:43,639
you know listening thank you sir I
855
01:00:44,719 --> 01:00:50,429
understand why you want it to be in my
856
01:00:46,650 --> 01:00:51,869
class and I also understand why you
857
01:00:50,429 --> 01:00:54,389
wouldn't want to talk about why you
858
01:00:51,869 --> 01:00:59,130
wanted to be in my class is that why you
859
01:00:54,389 --> 01:01:02,338
gave me special treatment no you're
860
01:00:59,130 --> 01:01:06,989
bright and you're intriguing and you're
861
01:01:02,338 --> 01:01:08,239
very pretty those things enough I'm
862
01:01:06,989 --> 01:01:10,999
sorry
863
01:01:08,239 --> 01:01:13,338
I just flirted with you I'm sorry that's
864
01:01:10,998 --> 01:01:19,808
a defense mechanism in life why would
865
01:01:13,338 --> 01:01:19,808
you feel defensive are you afraid to cut
866
01:01:23,309 --> 01:01:31,469
having something that's my fault what do
867
01:01:26,190 --> 01:01:35,190
you mean enough dr. Roy recommended you
868
01:01:31,469 --> 01:01:37,619
you didn't tell me anything and so now I
869
01:01:35,190 --> 01:01:40,619
keep running back over my lectures your
870
01:01:37,619 --> 01:01:42,809
lectures all I ever talk about is trauma
871
01:01:40,619 --> 01:01:44,309
I know on Iran and I thought worse
872
01:01:42,809 --> 01:01:46,529
things that could possibly happen to a
873
01:01:44,309 --> 01:01:49,170
person and the whole time you you just
874
01:01:46,530 --> 01:01:52,530
have just sit there I mean it's no
875
01:01:49,170 --> 01:01:55,079
wonder it was hard for you and you want
876
01:01:52,530 --> 01:01:56,519
me to believe that you had no idea the
877
01:01:55,079 --> 01:01:59,819
entire time that Kurt never told you
878
01:01:56,519 --> 01:02:02,550
anything I have no idea what you're
879
01:01:59,820 --> 01:02:05,160
talking about someone has been torturing
880
01:02:02,550 --> 01:02:06,510
me someone with knowledge of my past and
881
01:02:05,159 --> 01:02:11,089
someone who's been in contact with Kurt
882
01:02:06,510 --> 01:02:17,820
Weber and you think that someone is me
883
01:02:11,090 --> 01:02:20,610
Dakotah no yes I do run a a men's
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01:02:17,820 --> 01:02:22,650
support group at the prison that is
885
01:02:20,610 --> 01:02:24,840
solely for the purpose of research for
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01:02:22,650 --> 01:02:26,400
my writing Kurt Weber has never attended
887
01:02:24,840 --> 01:02:28,500
a single meeting so you're saying you
888
01:02:26,400 --> 01:02:31,139
haven't spoken to him once not once and
889
01:02:28,500 --> 01:02:34,409
you just happen to specialize in what
890
01:02:31,139 --> 01:02:36,690
goes on in a predators mind I've read
891
01:02:34,409 --> 01:02:40,039
your journal articles your book you
892
01:02:36,690 --> 01:02:44,159
Frank like someone yeah with experience
893
01:02:40,039 --> 01:02:56,039
yes you're right about that
894
01:02:44,159 --> 01:02:57,179
that is not an accident he was a friend
895
01:02:56,039 --> 01:03:02,690
of my parents
896
01:02:57,179 --> 01:03:02,690
I called him uncle
897
01:03:06,269 --> 01:03:11,150
it was a long time ago that it went on
898
01:03:08,730 --> 01:03:11,150
for years
899
01:03:14,199 --> 01:03:17,099
you're a victim
900
01:03:18,480 --> 01:03:24,960
at the lawsuit you know about that they
901
01:03:23,369 --> 01:03:28,230
were trying to raise the statute of
902
01:03:24,960 --> 01:03:30,480
limitations on abuse I agreed to be a
903
01:03:28,230 --> 01:03:34,289
test case I thought maybe it would fix
904
01:03:30,480 --> 01:03:41,639
things of course it didn't so I started
905
01:03:34,289 --> 01:03:45,509
the support group how can you stand be
906
01:03:41,639 --> 01:03:47,480
the same room with them to talk to them
907
01:03:45,510 --> 01:03:50,750
well you know our stance you know that
908
01:03:47,480 --> 01:03:53,309
most offenders were victims themselves
909
01:03:50,750 --> 01:03:54,750
so I needed to know I needed to know if
910
01:03:53,309 --> 01:04:00,449
you made me like you
911
01:03:54,750 --> 01:04:03,059
I think my research was probably a way
912
01:04:00,449 --> 01:04:05,338
to get some distance I'm gonna
913
01:04:03,059 --> 01:04:07,429
intellectualize what I wasn't ready to
914
01:04:05,338 --> 01:04:09,420
feel
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01:04:07,429 --> 01:04:12,358
unfortunately Dakota the world is not
916
01:04:09,420 --> 01:04:17,539
gonna make exceptions for you I'm gonna
917
01:04:12,358 --> 01:04:20,250
have to be strong don't be like Ella
918
01:04:17,539 --> 01:04:24,449
wait what are you talking about she was
919
01:04:20,250 --> 01:04:26,369
in a very fragile place and she told me
920
01:04:24,449 --> 01:04:30,289
about some unwanted attention she was
921
01:04:26,369 --> 01:04:34,920
getting from someone so I told her to
922
01:04:30,289 --> 01:04:37,559
stand up to him that boundaries instead
923
01:04:34,920 --> 01:04:39,510
she just disappeared she didn't say who
924
01:04:37,559 --> 01:04:43,759
it was
925
01:04:39,510 --> 01:04:43,760
just copying me on an email at the caddy
926
01:04:44,000 --> 01:04:55,559
it's disappointing listen I have to go
927
01:04:48,679 --> 01:05:00,079
but if I made you feel uncomfortable in
928
01:04:55,559 --> 01:05:00,079
any way I'm sorry
929
01:05:01,039 --> 01:05:06,389
now listen if you're in real danger the
930
01:05:03,329 --> 01:05:11,119
police they're well aware but I think I
931
01:05:06,389 --> 01:05:11,119
can handle my st. Claude
932
01:05:11,639 --> 01:05:14,799
[Music]
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01:05:20,539 --> 01:05:23,759
[Music]
934
01:05:26,050 --> 01:05:28,620
Hey
935
01:05:29,469 --> 01:05:34,399
you're thirsty how did you know I was
936
01:05:33,559 --> 01:05:39,109
gonna be here
937
01:05:34,400 --> 01:05:43,608
Eddie told me you seemed like really on
938
01:05:39,108 --> 01:05:45,909
edge stressed yeah maybe this off you
939
01:05:43,608 --> 01:05:45,909
feel better
940
01:05:47,369 --> 01:05:50,690
I said I owed you a drink
941
01:05:53,679 --> 01:05:56,789
[Music]
942
01:05:57,440 --> 01:06:05,088
you know actually I'm gonna run to the
943
01:05:59,659 --> 01:06:09,848
ladies room really quickly I can hold on
944
01:06:05,088 --> 01:06:09,849
to this they get back watch it
945
01:06:18,130 --> 01:06:21,419
[Music]
946
01:06:24,019 --> 01:06:30,079
[Music]
947
01:06:37,460 --> 01:06:41,400
[Music]
948
01:06:48,289 --> 01:06:53,869
[Music]
949
01:06:51,079 --> 01:06:55,130
hi Eddie Johnson here all right coming
950
01:06:53,869 --> 01:06:56,750
to the phone doing something to support
951
01:06:55,130 --> 01:06:58,130
amazing right now you got something
952
01:06:56,750 --> 01:06:58,699
better let me know and I just might call
953
01:06:58,130 --> 01:07:01,640
you back
954
01:06:58,699 --> 01:07:03,289
Eddie it's me it's not Campbell a little
955
01:07:01,639 --> 01:07:05,210
she's that Max is here think you
956
01:07:03,289 --> 01:07:06,710
followed me here and I don't think I
957
01:07:05,210 --> 01:07:07,970
don't think I dropped out of school I
958
01:07:06,710 --> 01:07:11,659
think that he has everything he took her
959
01:07:07,969 --> 01:07:13,429
and he's here then I get out I can't
960
01:07:11,659 --> 01:07:14,599
find a way if I can't I can teach you to
961
01:07:13,429 --> 01:07:16,719
call me back as soon as you get this
962
01:07:14,599 --> 01:07:16,719
okay
963
01:07:39,179 --> 01:07:42,639
[Music]
964
01:07:46,130 --> 01:07:49,260
[Music]
965
01:08:06,710 --> 01:08:12,599
[Music]
966
01:08:09,170 --> 01:08:15,280
stay in my place
967
01:08:12,599 --> 01:08:18,649
[Applause]
968
01:08:15,280 --> 01:08:18,649
[Music]
969
01:08:25,840 --> 01:08:29,149
[Applause]
970
01:08:29,460 --> 01:08:40,319
[Music]
971
01:08:48,189 --> 01:08:51,249
[Music]
972
01:09:13,599 --> 01:09:20,219
let's go hey gertie I know you're scared
973
01:09:17,319 --> 01:09:23,699
I know you're probably threatened you
974
01:09:20,219 --> 01:09:23,698
balks excuse
975
01:09:30,609 --> 01:09:34,440
it's what Kurt revered it to
976
01:09:35,359 --> 01:09:39,420
[Music]
977
01:09:37,390 --> 01:09:39,420
Oh
978
01:09:47,439 --> 01:09:51,849
Alex isn't here yet but I don't know how
979
01:09:49,699 --> 01:09:51,849
much
980
01:09:53,550 --> 01:09:57,350
[Music]
981
01:09:57,449 --> 01:10:01,170
as long as you think
982
01:10:06,529 --> 01:10:10,269
maybe we have all the time in the world
983
01:10:21,909 --> 01:10:25,028
[Applause]
984
01:10:25,149 --> 01:10:29,409
[Music]
985
01:10:37,488 --> 01:10:42,029
hey hey did you see my friend for the
986
01:10:40,560 --> 01:10:44,180
other night here put a bag kind of
987
01:10:42,029 --> 01:10:44,179
creepy
988
01:10:52,670 --> 01:10:55,868
[Music]
989
01:10:56,010 --> 01:11:01,789
no please
990
01:10:58,500 --> 01:11:01,788
[Music]
991
01:11:07,399 --> 01:11:17,000
[Music]
992
01:11:13,859 --> 01:11:17,000
[Applause]
993
01:11:35,199 --> 01:11:39,229
[Music]
994
01:12:00,909 --> 01:12:07,340
remember this I know a girl like you
995
01:12:05,359 --> 01:12:11,019
would be wary of taking a drink so I
996
01:12:07,340 --> 01:12:16,640
spiked a lot of picture behind the bar
997
01:12:11,020 --> 01:12:25,190
next you don't have to do this but I
998
01:12:16,640 --> 01:12:26,420
want to open I've always wanted to what
999
01:12:25,189 --> 01:12:28,369
about your mom she'll be home soon
1000
01:12:26,420 --> 01:12:31,359
she'll order for the one thing she won't
1001
01:12:28,369 --> 01:12:31,359
be interrupting us
1002
01:12:31,920 --> 01:12:37,219
you think she'd be okay with this she'd
1003
01:12:34,800 --> 01:12:37,219
be proud of you
1004
01:12:37,909 --> 01:12:41,170
[Music]
1005
01:12:44,720 --> 01:12:50,990
does he think that max let me tell me
1006
01:12:46,729 --> 01:12:54,069
please don't keep doing this thing we're
1007
01:12:50,989 --> 01:12:59,149
repeating my name and it's not working
1008
01:12:54,069 --> 01:13:00,139
it's like psych 101 you're gonna have to
1009
01:12:59,149 --> 01:13:03,589
try something else
1010
01:13:00,140 --> 01:13:06,280
I think it can help me only use the
1011
01:13:03,590 --> 01:13:06,279
power to let me go
1012
01:13:08,590 --> 01:13:16,199
bow it's all about the taking you know
1013
01:13:13,420 --> 01:13:16,199
told me that
1014
01:13:17,310 --> 01:13:25,289
Kurt Weber how did you find out about
1015
01:13:21,750 --> 01:13:29,460
carp pepper and I always enjoy reading
1016
01:13:25,289 --> 01:13:32,760
about the famous ones fantasizing about
1017
01:13:29,460 --> 01:13:34,020
how they would do it how I would do it
1018
01:13:32,760 --> 01:13:37,389
even better than they did
1019
01:13:34,020 --> 01:13:40,030
[Music]
1020
01:13:37,389 --> 01:13:43,420
what happened with Ella it wasn't only
1021
01:13:40,029 --> 01:13:46,630
good she resisted she fought you she
1022
01:13:43,420 --> 01:13:52,300
didn't obey just like her said sometimes
1023
01:13:46,630 --> 01:13:54,510
they need to be trained max what did you
1024
01:13:52,300 --> 01:13:54,510
do
1025
01:13:56,079 --> 01:13:59,670
here's someone better than her
1026
01:14:00,369 --> 01:14:03,939
you're perfect
1027
01:14:04,800 --> 01:14:14,520
I think from the moment I saw you Kurt
1028
01:14:12,539 --> 01:14:19,590
and rebirth
1029
01:14:14,520 --> 01:14:23,200
[Music]
1030
01:14:19,590 --> 01:14:24,489
hey those can you do me a huge favor I'm
1031
01:14:23,199 --> 01:14:26,349
supposed to drop something off to one of
1032
01:14:24,489 --> 01:14:26,710
the grad assistants and I lost the
1033
01:14:26,350 --> 01:14:33,190
address
1034
01:14:26,710 --> 01:14:42,989
max Peterson uh-huh give me his phone
1035
01:14:33,189 --> 01:14:47,169
over T would you you used to camp I
1036
01:14:42,989 --> 01:14:48,399
wanted access and he had clearance so
1037
01:14:47,170 --> 01:14:50,199
it's like I didn't know it was Ashley
1038
01:14:48,399 --> 01:14:51,789
pretty easy to go back he never even
1039
01:14:50,199 --> 01:14:54,429
bothered in check I'm gonna tell you
1040
01:14:51,789 --> 01:15:00,220
about the airplanes did you take I
1041
01:14:54,430 --> 01:15:01,210
didn't want to do that at first would
1042
01:15:00,220 --> 01:15:04,210
you here with me right from the very
1043
01:15:01,210 --> 01:15:07,380
beginning but Kurt taught me that the
1044
01:15:04,210 --> 01:15:07,380
hunt was part of it this bro
1045
01:15:08,060 --> 01:15:13,900
so watching those big beautiful eyes
1046
01:15:09,979 --> 01:15:13,899
constantly looking over your shoulder
1047
01:15:14,488 --> 01:15:23,379
Rachele reminder do you like the planes
1048
01:15:19,760 --> 01:15:25,210
the videotapes
1049
01:15:23,380 --> 01:15:27,069
I see Kurt knew that nothing would get
1050
01:15:25,210 --> 01:15:29,609
to you more than little mementos of them
1051
01:15:27,069 --> 01:15:31,829
and he was right
1052
01:15:29,609 --> 01:15:34,389
hit-and-run law that was quickly
1053
01:15:31,829 --> 01:15:36,449
improvised I want another go see for
1054
01:15:34,390 --> 01:15:36,450
myself
1055
01:15:38,460 --> 01:15:45,180
Kurt was jealous why would he ever help
1056
01:15:40,319 --> 01:15:50,809
you as Euler's first
1057
01:15:45,180 --> 01:15:50,810
we were special never forget your first
1058
01:15:53,279 --> 01:15:56,340
even from prison he wanted to make sure
1059
01:15:55,140 --> 01:15:58,020
you were getting the attention you
1060
01:15:56,340 --> 01:16:01,260
deserve and I was giving that to you but
1061
01:15:58,020 --> 01:16:03,830
you thought it was Campbell why would
1062
01:16:01,260 --> 01:16:03,829
you think that
1063
01:16:05,429 --> 01:16:10,899
he was attentive
1064
01:16:08,189 --> 01:16:12,460
SADS he's attractive look he said he was
1065
01:16:10,899 --> 01:16:13,750
a predatory professor and you were the
1066
01:16:12,460 --> 01:16:15,310
victim my student you fell for that
1067
01:16:13,750 --> 01:16:18,069
stupid cliche right from the very
1068
01:16:15,310 --> 01:16:29,050
beginning you made me think I never do
1069
01:16:18,069 --> 01:16:32,460
Sonia sobbing II think it was a little
1070
01:16:29,050 --> 01:16:32,460
girl I even let you take the bucket
1071
01:16:44,170 --> 01:16:47,680
[Music]
1072
01:16:52,789 --> 01:16:59,789
[Music]
1073
01:16:55,579 --> 01:17:02,930
[Applause]
1074
01:16:59,789 --> 01:17:02,930
[Music]
1075
01:17:09,270 --> 01:17:17,410
hello Eddie what's up thank God you
1076
01:17:13,750 --> 01:17:19,600
called okay not what I was expecting if
1077
01:17:17,409 --> 01:17:20,739
you were we heard from Dakota of those I
1078
01:17:19,600 --> 01:17:29,680
was worried about her I haven't heard
1079
01:17:20,739 --> 01:17:32,199
from her it's weird okay I ran into her
1080
01:17:29,680 --> 01:17:36,180
at O'Shea's okay but she's like she's
1081
01:17:32,199 --> 01:17:36,179
acting really really like really strange
1082
01:17:41,850 --> 01:17:46,140
Ellie I'm gonna get this open okay
1083
01:17:52,300 --> 01:17:55,750
think about this I feel like she's
1084
01:17:54,310 --> 01:17:58,000
isolating herself from everybody that
1085
01:17:55,750 --> 01:18:00,100
cares about her I mean first she thought
1086
01:17:58,000 --> 01:18:01,270
it was Campbell maybe I was fucking her
1087
01:18:00,100 --> 01:18:08,010
and then she thought it was you and now
1088
01:18:01,270 --> 01:18:15,820
she thinks is me yeah what if she's
1089
01:18:08,010 --> 01:18:17,680
having a psychotic break maybe this is
1090
01:18:15,819 --> 01:18:20,159
the think about it she's been suffering
1091
01:18:17,680 --> 01:18:26,770
years of abuse from that guy just like
1092
01:18:20,159 --> 01:18:27,930
yeah I'm worried about her we should
1093
01:18:26,770 --> 01:18:31,390
call the police
1094
01:18:27,930 --> 01:18:37,990
let them know anyway she might go campus
1095
01:18:31,390 --> 01:18:52,810
my house your house no like Eddie I just
1096
01:18:37,989 --> 01:18:54,250
like she's scared Dakota scared no he
1097
01:18:52,810 --> 01:19:19,210
did it okay we're gonna get out of here
1098
01:18:54,250 --> 01:19:21,159
okay he's not gonna do that okay he's an
1099
01:19:19,210 --> 01:19:22,149
amateur okay he's not gonna do that he
1100
01:19:21,159 --> 01:19:23,229
doesn't know what he's doing
1101
01:19:22,149 --> 01:19:26,699
we're gonna get out of here we're gonna
1102
01:19:23,229 --> 01:19:26,699
be safe okay I promise I promise
1103
01:19:33,010 --> 01:19:37,340
[Music]
1104
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passes to me when I got up there okay
1105
01:19:37,340 --> 01:19:47,630
okay one two three
1106
01:19:44,890 --> 01:19:50,450
all right I'm gonna look for it I'll
1107
01:19:47,630 --> 01:19:52,220
talk to you in a little bit okay no wait
1108
01:19:50,449 --> 01:19:53,210
I mean if she shows up at your house you
1109
01:19:52,220 --> 01:20:00,610
should be there right so make sure
1110
01:19:53,210 --> 01:20:02,869
nothing happens to it can you run
1111
01:20:00,609 --> 01:20:04,130
where's the nearest person who used to
1112
01:20:02,869 --> 01:20:11,119
the nearest neighbor whatever you can
1113
01:20:04,130 --> 01:20:18,279
see but go ahead give me your address
1114
01:20:11,119 --> 01:20:18,279
she's keys I need to find you Mack
1115
01:20:46,579 --> 01:20:51,479
[Music]
1116
01:20:48,159 --> 01:20:51,479
[Applause]
1117
01:20:58,949 --> 01:21:02,729
you understand me
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01:21:25,020 --> 01:21:28,089
[Music]
1119
01:21:36,039 --> 01:21:44,328
[Music]
1120
01:21:53,460 --> 01:21:57,329
I'm so sorry I didn't I wasn't even
1121
01:21:55,948 --> 01:22:03,589
thinking I should have been here no it's
1122
01:21:57,329 --> 01:22:03,590
okay then okay okay look it's you
1123
01:22:15,229 --> 01:22:21,239
some of you will go on to do some
1124
01:22:18,868 --> 01:22:25,259
research you'll become clinicians or
1125
01:22:21,238 --> 01:22:27,839
therapists but none of you no matter
1126
01:22:25,260 --> 01:22:30,030
what you choose should ever lose sight
1127
01:22:27,840 --> 01:22:33,300
of the real human beings who are at the
1128
01:22:30,029 --> 01:22:35,698
center of each case study it's important
1129
01:22:33,300 --> 01:22:38,300
that we put a name and a face to the
1130
01:22:35,698 --> 01:22:40,929
experience of trauma and its recovery
1131
01:22:38,300 --> 01:22:47,180
and so without further ado
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01:22:40,930 --> 01:22:51,930
[Music]
1133
01:22:47,180 --> 01:22:54,900
hello my name is Dakota Haggerty some of
1134
01:22:51,930 --> 01:22:58,199
you probably already know who I am I'm a
1135
01:22:54,899 --> 01:23:02,399
survivor of repeated long-term trauma
1136
01:22:58,198 --> 01:23:03,899
and as a result have complex PTSD it's
1137
01:23:02,399 --> 01:23:06,269
taken me a lot of work to get to where I
1138
01:23:03,899 --> 01:23:09,000
am where I can stand up here and talk to
1139
01:23:06,270 --> 01:23:11,520
you guys about this and I still have a
1140
01:23:09,000 --> 01:23:15,899
long way to go but I have a strong
1141
01:23:11,520 --> 01:23:18,030
support system and I know how important
1142
01:23:15,899 --> 01:23:21,469
it is to let others know that they are
1143
01:23:18,029 --> 01:23:21,469
not alone
1144
01:23:21,810 --> 01:23:34,190
[Music]
1145
01:23:31,680 --> 01:23:38,640
it'll be worth it
1146
01:23:34,189 --> 01:23:38,639
[Applause]
1147
01:23:38,979 --> 01:23:49,479
I want you to read every word of that
1148
01:23:47,109 --> 01:23:52,479
letter Kyle you've touched a place in my
1149
01:23:49,479 --> 01:23:56,349
heart and made me come alive slow Angela
1150
01:23:52,479 --> 01:24:00,250
she's the one she's the one that's just
1151
01:23:56,350 --> 01:24:03,310
a little bonus for what for letting me
1152
01:24:00,250 --> 01:24:05,789
call you Angela crazy how much you two
1153
01:24:03,310 --> 01:24:05,789
look alike
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