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Abortion is never okay. Not under any circumstance.

Even rape?

Yes, it is a life.

It is a life, no matter how it was conceived.

Whether that life was conceived in marriage or rape,

it is still a life.

What about the life of the mother?

Are you seriously saying her life doesn't matter?

A baby is innocent, regardless of the means.

Are you serious right now?

You're saying that in cases of rape and incest?

Yes, absolutely.

I am saying that under any and all circumstances,

abortion is murder!

Okay, okay, okay.

Thank you, Ashley.

Thank you, Linnae.

Um. Phew.

Um, it's-it's-it's always good

to have this debate in a safe space.

Look, in this classroom,

we remember not to take anything discussed personally.

Right?

Right?

Right.

Well, unfortunately,

that discussion has taken up most of our class time.

Which turns out is fine since Veronica missed class.

We'll start presentations Monday.

Enjoy the weekend.

Don't tell me.

Yet another existing experience in Gender Studies?

Yes.

I can't believe that early childhood education majors

have to take this nonsense.

I know.

That's part of the reason why I'm transferring to Bethel.

Wait, what?

I'm transferring next semester.

You can't leave me.

Beca, it's bad enough my roommate is-

I know. Let's not talk about her.

Now, you're leaving me?

How can you even afford it?

I got an early childhood education scholarship

through the Jessup Family Foundation.

It's not fair that Christia College

costs more than a house.

It's her, isn't it?

Yes. Money once again.

I can't believe I have to pay rent

to live with someone so rude.

Do you realize how much easier our lives would be

if we could both go to Bethel?

I bet we would be dating our future husbands right now.

Oh my god, he saw me.

Ash.

Why can't guys like him like girls like us?

They do, but they...

They won't wait.

Not guys like him.

I just wish guys like him

would save themselves from marriage, you know?

I just want to lose my virginity

in the most beautiful way possible,

the way I always pictured it.

Two pure souls coming together under a blessed union of God.

- Ashley- - That's special

because there's no connection like the one we've had.

We've waited our whole lives for this moment.

We've withstood temptation and imposters.

And we've found each other.

Sex isn't just about the physical.

Our souls join together to transcend our bodies.

Why can't guys like him wait?

Beca?

Hello? Beca, are you still there?

Beca?

Do we have to listen to this?

Don't you ever listen to any good music?

Shit.

Like what? Guns N' Roses?

"Yankee Doodle Dandy"

is better than the shit you listen to.

♪ I've been practicing ♪

♪ Been doing this since I was three ♪

The shit I do for booty.

♪ Uh-huh ♪

Hey!

You owe me $500.

Don't come out of that room unless you got it.

Dang. Why do you have to be so rude?

She's a dumb, racist, White bitch!

What?

How do you know she's racist, huh?

And

you're White.

Please save all documents

and complete all printing at this time.

I've been waiting for you.

Um, excuse me, miss,

the lab is closing. - Oh.

Oh my god.

Wow.

Well, it's not funny. I'm done with her.

She's ridiculous.

Ash, look.

The answer to your prayers.

Has anybody seen Veronica or Linnae?

I'd like to remind everyone

that class attendance is part of your grade.

- Ash. - Hey.

Hey. I tried calling you.

My phone ran out of minutes.

It's the good thing about living at home.

No bills or roommates.

You don't have to brag.

Come on. Did you ever call about the nanny job?

No. I don't have a phone, remember?

Here, you can use mine.

Hi, my name is Ashley Higgins.

I saw your flyer for childcare at IU Eastside.

Is this position still available?

Um, today at 6:00 PM is fine. Thank you.

Did you get it?

Yes. And she's been so nice.

How many kids are you taking care of?

I didn't ask.

Ash.

Can I please have a moment of relief?

Why? Why?

Can we listen to something?

Anything else?

Not if you want to hit this.

Oh, hell no! You owe me money.

I got a job. I will have it when I come back.

I promise.

Right. You're finally doing sex work.

What? No.

Shell, leave the girl alone!

Don't come back here without that money.

♪ I'm just a slut ♪

♪ I'm just a slut ♪

Judah?

Hi. My name is Ashley Higgins.

I saw your flyer for childcare at IU Eastside.

Is this possession still available?

Well, yes, it certainly is.

Are you available this weekend?

Yes. I would love to start as soon as possible.

That sounds lovely, Ashley.

Now, we're a bit south of town.

My son Judah will come pick you up.

May I have your address?

Uh, I guess. 1133 Riverside Drive.

That is so lovely.

Judah will pick you up at 6:00 PM today.

Thank you, Ashley.

Um.

Oh. Anything wrong?

No, nothing's wrong.

Today at 6:00 PM is fine. Thank you.

Hello.

You must be Ashley. Please.

We have quite a large family.

I keep getting little blessings sent from heaven.

I thought since I went through the change,

but God has other plans.

We run a strict Christian household.

We don't allow any outside noise into the house.

That's a relief.

Oh. May I ask why you say that?

This is my first time away from my family at IU East.

Oh.

And I'm having a hard time.

May I ask what your struggle is?

It's the culture. I don't fit in.

But also, it's very hostile towards me.

It must be challenging for someone

with Christian values to attend a public school.

I try to find joy in the experience.

That's an excellent attitude.

Thank you.

I think it's God's plan that you're here.

If you weren't at IU East, we never would have met.

May I show you the nursery?

Yes, please.

Shh. The babies are sleeping.

You're very blessed.

The babies just woke up from their nap.

Let's go back downstairs.

Hubby will be home soon.

I just love sewing.

There's so many babies you have too.

- Where's Mom? - Now, Daddy

will be here soon.

Oh, I'm right here, Daddy.

Well, you must be...

Ashley. Oh, I must have forgot.

I am so forgetful these days.

Ashley, this is Daddy.

Hello.

No need to be shy, young lady.

Lift up your voice so the Lord can hear you.

Hello!

That's better.

You got some mighty loud lung power right there.

Thank you.

Mom, truck's ready.

Take care of our babies now.

Oh, who's that sweet little baby?

Are you a good baby?

Yes, you are. Yes, you are.

Look at your toes. Look at your little toes.

Who's that sweet little baby?

Are you a good baby? Yes, you are.

It's okay. Shh, shh.

Do you need to be changed?

It's okay. I promise, I can handle this.

Do you have diapers?

Babies are crying.

You can't leave babies crying.

I know. Where are the diapers?

Where are the diapers, please?

That's mama's canning closet.

Here.

I got it.

Thank you.

It's okay. Shh.

It's okay. It's okay.

Good girl. It's okay.

Do you drink tea?

Oh. Oh, yes, I do.

It's gonna be a long night for you with the kids.

Is black okay?

- Yeah. - Okay.

Where are the boys?

They have chores.

You're here for the, the baby.

You're great with babies, Judah.

Thanks.

Are you okay?

I just, I need some air.

This is nice.

One day, I'm going to have a big house and a big family

and we're going to live out in the country

away from all the nonsense of the world.

All the nonsense?

Yes. There's just more of it each day.

But right here,

this is perfect.

Look at it.

The tea.

Oh, it's hot.

It will cool.

Would you like to sit?

Uh, I should stand.

Oh.

What kind of tea is this? I like black tea.

Is it black tea? - Yes.

I, I have to use the bathroom.

Oh, that's bitter.

Where is that sugar?

What were you doing down there?

I heard screaming.

I think there's a wild animal stuck.

You're not supposed to be down there.

What happened?

She got away.

You idiot!

Every time. You idiots.

- Get her, get her, get her. - Get her, get her, get her.

Get her, get her!

Please, Beca, please answer me.

Judah. Why are you calling me?

Beca, you have to help me.

Ash, why do you have Judah's phone?

Beca, please, please help me.

Beca, please help me.

Beca.

Judah, why does Ashley have your phone?

Get her, mommy.

Get her, mommy. Get her, get her!

Get her, mommy! Get her.

Get her, mommy. Get her, mommy.

Get her, mommy! - Get her, get her.

Shh.

It's dead.

We can get out. We have to get out.

You think there's a way out?

There has to be.

We could just crawl under the gate.

And then?

Run.

Stop.

You're only gonna make it worse.

We have to get out.

No, no. What are you...

Stop! No!

What are you doing? Stop!

Who's making all that noise?

Get her, mommy.

No!

- Get her, mommy. - Get her, mommy.

- Get her. - Get her, mommy.

- Get her, mommy. Get her. - Get her, mommy. Get her.

- Get her, mommy. - Get her!

- Get her. - Get her, mommy.

- Get her. - Get her!

Get her, mommy! - Get her, mommy. Get her.

It is a life no matter how it is conceived.

Remember that?

- Get her. Get her. - Get her!

- Get her, mommy. - Get her!

- Get her. - Get her, mommy.

- Get her, get her. - Get her!

- Get her, get her! - Get her, mommy.

- Get her, mommy. - Get her, mommy.

- Get her! - Get her, mommy!

- Get her! - Get her!

- Get her, mommy. - Get her!

- Get her, mommy. - Get her, mommy!

Get her, mommy!

Get her, mommy. - Get her, mommy!

- Get her! - Come on! Get her!

- Get her. - Get her, mommy!

- Get her! - Get her!

Get her!

Yes?

Where are you?

I have a headache.

Are you okay?

I...

I fell asleep. I'm so sorry.

I'll come get you. Just give me the address.

Let me call you back, okay?

Wait, wait, wait.

I'm sorry. I forgot to call back.

Where are you?

By the library.

Don't move. I'm coming to pick you up.

I'm not going anywhere.

Nomi, get in.

Where are your shoes?

I don't know.

What do you mean

you don't know? - I mean I don't know.

Why do you have these pants on?

You were wearing a skirt last night.

Maura,

I don't remember anything.

Oh no.

Can we just go? I feel sick.

Shit. Fucking car.

Why are we here? I just want to go home.

Look, I just want to help.

You don't remember what happened last night.

Your shoes are missing.

I'm not gonna say anything happened to you,

but if something did, we need plan B.

I'm going in.

Oh my god. You're wearing a bathrobe?

Do not get out of the car.

Fine. I'll go through the drive-through.

When did you become so bougie?

How can I help you?

Yeah, I need plan B.

I need some ID.

I was here last week.

You didn't ask me if I needed it then, okay?

I can't sell this to you.

Lady, lady, this is not an assault rifle.

This is gonna stop broke ass Hoosiers from spawning.

So, you're gonna give me the fucking...

Yes, you can! Give that shit to me.

God damn it. Give me the plan B!

Miss, I am going to call the police.

Fine. We'll go, we'll go.

Let's just go.

Oh.

Hey.

Are you okay?

Yeah.

Hey, I'm, I'm really sorry.

I didn't mean to fall asleep on you like that.

♪ Uh-huh ♪

Maybe if you didn't smoke so much.

I barely smoke.

You're right. Fuck!

♪ Uh-huh ♪

Okay, well,

maybe we'll talk when you get out?

♪ Just a slut ♪

♪ Uh-huh ♪

♪ I'm just a slut ♪

♪ Uh-huh ♪

♪ I'm just a slut ♪

♪ Uh-huh ♪

♪ I'm just a slut ♪

♪ Uh-huh ♪

♪ Get the booty go ♪

♪ Boom, boom, boom-boom, boom, boom-boom, boom ♪

Can you turn the party lights off?

But these are our only lights.

I don't care. Just do it.

♪ Uh-huh, uh-huh ♪

I like myself.

Hey, hey.

We can u, we can use my grow light as a lamp.

Nice.

Was I supposed to be somewhere?

Stop smoking, M.

Hey, hey. I'm really sorry.

This whole thing is my fault.

- Thanks. - I got you something.

I got this delivered.

Oh, thank you.

See, you roll with me. I'll take care of you.

Fuck CVS and those long receipts. You feel better?

You want to talk about it? - I get things done.

No.

I don't want to talk about it

because Maura is a jerk

and can't do anything right

in her life. - I'm a go-getter.

Meow, meow, meow, meow, meow, meow.

Where's my food already?

Calm down. They'll get here.

Everyone looks like a chicken wing.

Huh?

On Instagram,

everyone looks like a Hot Topic chicken wing.

Stop.

She laughs. Finally.

Meow.

Oh my god.

What?

This girl.

She used to be, ugh, an extreme scene kid.

She's like a Jesus freak now.

Meow.

She had a bad trip and...

Yeah, it happens, you know, sometimes.

She was always really extreme.

And you're not extreme?

Oh. Oh, I'm completely unhinged.

Totally.

Why do you think I smoke so much?

Honestly, I'd hate to see you totally sober.

Now you know why I do what I do.

Oh, chicken wings.

Chicken wings. Oh.

Mm.

♪ I got my chickens here ♪

♪ I love you, baby ♪

♪ All through the year ♪

Meow.

Oh.

- Meow. - Oh, dang.

- I keep getting sick. - It's the weed.

You just gotta take it slow.

I don't think that plan B worked.

What?

This is stupid. I-I need to know.

Do you need me to drive you somewhere?

Because my chicken wings just got here.

And I just puked right here.

How you can even eat still?

Hmm.

Is that bad that I'm eating?

- Get off my couch. - Why?

All you do all day is sit on my couch, smoking weed,

forgetting to show up when you say you will.

Now, even when I puke,

you're still willing to eat chicken wings.

Meow.

Okay, fine.

We'll go.

I'm taking these!

Whatever.

You ready?

No, my card got declined.

This is so stupid.

Pregnancy tests should be free.

Mm.

They are at those fake care clinics.

What care clinics?

The ones that are fake Planned Parenthoods, you know.

Can we go?

I mean, it's shady.

Just get your pregnancy test and get out.

That's the whole point.

Never gonna finish these chicken wings.

Nomi.

Yeah?

You can follow me.

Do you need a pregnancy test today?

Yeah.

And how would you feel if it was positive?

I don't know.

How many sexual partners have you had?

I don't know.

Have you had anal sex?

I don't know.

Are you currently on birth control?

No.

Why are you asking me all these questions?

It's okay.

Let's just start with a test and we can go from there.

Okay?

Okay.

We have your test results.

Okay.

You tested positive for pregnancy.

You're about three weeks in.

No, no. No, this can't happen.

I worked too hard! This can't- - Shh. It's okay.

- Yeah. - It's okay.

I understand.

I've been where you are.

That's why I'm here.

To help others.

It's going to be okay.

I'd rather die than have this baby.

I understand it's a lot to go through.

I don't want it.

I didn't, I didn't even know I had sex.

You were raped?

Can you not say that, please?

I'm sorry. I understand.

Thank you.

Listen, um, I'm not supposed to do this,

but I know of a place that can help you.

Help?

Help you.

It's a woman doctor.

She helps girls like you take care of things.

Um, we don't do that here, but she can help you.

Do I call her or just show up at the house?

She only takes in-person visits, no phone calls.

She figures if you found her, you need her.

Thank you.

I understand.

I've been where you are.

I hope you find the help you need.

I hope so, too.

Oh god. Oh, I fell asleep.

I know. You're always falling asleep.

- What happened? - Did you get my text?

- No, I- - I'm pregnant.

No.

I'm sorry! I don't know why I'm such a fuck up.

This never would have happened if I was with you that night.

I don't want to talk about it, Maura.

I never want to talk about it!

Fuck.

Hey.

It's okay.

We'll go to Chicago.

With what money?

I'll sell some weed.

I-I found a place.

Beca Riley.

So, that's what she's doing these days?

You know her?

She's the bad trip girl.

Okay, so?

She had a bad trip, but she's trying to help me.

This is Indiana.

If it's local, it's illegal.

Yes.

Fuck, Maura!

Okay.

Okay. We'll do it.

You, we can do it.

I support you. It's-it's my fault.

I don't think it's a good idea.

It's your choice.

♪ Uh-huh ♪

Not a good choice, but it's your choice.

♪ Uh-huh ♪

I still don't think you should go.

♪ I'm just a slut ♪

♪ I'm just a slut ♪

♪ Uh-huh ♪

♪ I'm just a slut ♪

♪ Uh-huh ♪

♪ I'm just a slut ♪

Of course I'll be awake. God.

♪ Boom-boom, boom-boom ♪

When am I not awake?

Maura?

Self-love.

You get things done.

You show up on time.

Everything is working out for you.

Keep thinking positive thoughts

and positive things will happen.

You show up on time.

Who is it?

Uh, a nurse gave me your contact information.

She says you help girls like me.

Oh, yes. Come right in.

Please come in.

Follow me.

Do you have any questions?

Will it be painful?

You will feel a little discomfort.

Any bleeding?

Just a little. But no more than your cycle.

Put your feet in the stirrups.

Ooh, ooh, it's, uh, uh, cold.

Yes, it is.

Oh, yes. Please close your eyes.

What are those?

What is that?

Uh, uh, that's just standard procedure.

It's so you don't hurt the baby with your legs.

Baby?

Uh, you need to put your arms by your sides.

Um, I-I think I changed my mind, okay?

Is it because I said baby and not fetus?

Y-yeah.

I'm sorry. It just slipped out.

It won't take long.

Yeah.

Okay. I feel really uncomfortable right now.

Uncomfortable?

You feel uncomfortable?

How uncomfortable is it for the baby?

The baby you're trying to murder!

How uncomfortable is he?

What? I-I changed my mind.

I-I don't want this. Can I go?

Please let me go! I don't want it.

I don't want it. Just let me go, please.

You do.

"I'd rather die than have this baby." Remember that?

What?

Got what you wanted.

- No! - You can't get off.

- No, let me go! - You're not going anywhere.

Baby killer.

She's exhausted.

I don't think she can get out.

Just in case.

I don't know.

Are you on birth control?

No.

Well, you're eight weeks.

Yeah, I don't, I don't know what, I don't know what to do.

Well, there are choices

laid in place for times like these.

You make it sound like I'm getting a mole removed.

It can be that easy.

I don't know. I don't think I can afford it.

A baby or the choice?

I'm gonna need you to relax.

This is gonna be a little bit discomfort.

Okay, that's it.

Now, I changed my mind. I don't wanna do it.

But it is done.

No.

You lied to me. Put it back.

You lied to me. Put it back.

Miss, I'm gonna need you to settle down a little bit.

What did you do to me?

You're quite distraught.

What did you do to me?

This is the help you need.

You have to eat for the baby.

You have to eat for the baby.

It's for the baby.

It's-it's for the baby. Are you listening, mother womb?

Ugh!

You're gonna eat sooner or later.

Hi. Hey.

Can I help you with anything?

Do we need more Christmas decorations?

I want to catch all the good deals

at the Christmas in July sale.

Yeah, actually, we could use some stockings

and more tinsel for the new babies.

That's an excellent idea, Beca.

What would I do without you?

Because you get things done.

You show up.

You wake up early.

You eat breakfast.

Nomi?

I fell asleep.

I fell asleep. We can go.

Positive thoughts.

Because you get things done.

You show up.

Fucking asshole, Maura. God.

Everything's working out.

No, Nomi. No, this is not good.

Nomi, I'm coming.

I'm sorry. I fell asleep.

Are you

okay?

Of course she's not okay.

She's in Pennywise's house.

Beca.

Hello. Can I help you?

Yeah, hi. I'm looking for Nomi Rogers.

She came here earlier today.

We haven't seen anyone come here.

Beca.

I'm sorry. I'm having trouble placing you.

You know me.

I'm sorry I'm having trouble placing you.

Really? Are you?

You're having trouble placing me?

Beca, I used to sell you weed.

And this goody goody act you have going on doesn't fool me,

bad trip girl.

Okay, get out.

Get out. - Where's Nomi?

- Mom? - Where the fuck is Nomi?

Where the fuck is she? God damn it.

Tell me where the fuck she is.

Tell me where she is!

She's in the next room!

What does that even mean?

She's in there! She's in there!

Take me or I will fucking kill you!

Okay.

You know I will. I'm fucking crazy!

Go limp. Go limp.

Don't fucking do anything. You know I will.

I'm crazy! Go limp! - Yeah.

- Go fucking limp! Go limp! - Okay.

Take me or I will fucking kill you!

You know I'm fucking crazy!

Where is she?

- You're never going - Nomi!

to get away with this.

I know who you are. I know who you are.

I love you. I don't want you to go to hell.

Going to hell. - Shut up!

God damn it. Shut the fuck!

What happened?

Hell is real.

I don't want you to go to hell.

Get it off! Let's go!

You're going to hell.

There's only one way. And that's Jesus' way.

And you've disobeyed His Word. - Come on! Fuck!

I love you. - Shut up!

The fuck, you asshole, Nomi.

I swear to God, you ever do this shit to me again.

Can I help you, ladies?

Maura!

Oh!

Oh shit.

Ugh!

Don't fucking touch me! Get off me!

I'm gonna...

Get off of me!

Please don't touch me! Stop touching me!

Get off me. Don't fucking touch me.

Don't touch me.

Maura! Maura!

Maura. Maura, wake up.

Maura!

I fell asleep. I'm sorry.

It's okay. Let's just get out of here.

I'm here. I'm here!

No, it's a trick.

- We can't leave her here. - I'm here!

Listen to your loud ass friend, please!

Let's just go and call the cops!

I never call the cops! And this is when you do.

- I'm here! - I'm going.

- No! - I'm here!

Yeah, yeah. These bitches are crazy.

I'll never listen to gangster rap.

I'll never smoke weed.

These bitches are crazy!

Oh my god.

She's down.

She stays.

Ugh.

Ah.

Uh.

Chantel 6660. Chantel-

Hi, I'm here to see Rachel Tipton. She just had a baby.

What is your relation to the patient?

I am the baby's father.