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Valecroft.

Mia, are you done? We need you out here.

Yo, Stephanie.

All right, what is it this time?

All right. Okay, Mia, you've got to work till close.

I can't.

Oh, you think you get a free pass, huh?

Hey, Stephanie, don't come in on Saturday.

Hello? Yes.

I was just on my way.

Ax?

Hey, Axie?

It's mommy.

He's not there.

Together

Forever

All the good times we shared

Together

I thought you'd always be there

Forever

Now you changed, you don't care

I'm scared of losing you forever

Tell me, baby, should I keep holding on?

Keep holding on It's hurting deep inside

Don't tell me no more lies

Don't say that it's the end

Don't you walk out that door

Let's just give it one more try

All the good times we shared

Together

I thought you'd always be there

Forever

And the little cowboy had made a friend of the lonely bull.

Together they lived under the lemon tree.

Only the shimmering stars could measure their adventures to come.

Mia, listen, you need another hit.

Reading from old books just doesn't cut it anymore.

You need to feel connected,

like before, like when you pretend you were

writing in for Axel.

Mia?

Ax?

Axel? - Mia?

Axel?

Axel?

I need to get good.

That's why I'm here,

but life makes it so hard.

I know I'm crazy.

The crazy one sees her dead son 10 years later.

I wanted it to be real.

I know it's not.

Ax has so many different faces,

and I wasn't with him.

I wasn't present

when he was all alone.

I was weak,

and I abandoned him,

but now I would give everything

to be with him for his last breath.

I'm sorry.

Making a bit of a scene today, huh?

Yes, I suppose I am.

I wasn't quite ready for that.

I get it.

Congratulations, by the way.

Thanks.

Right across the street, there's a place here

that it does terrible, terrible coffee.

Would you like to have a cup of coffee?

For the longest time,

after my son, Henry,

went missing,

I used to carry a picture of him in my pocket.

Sometimes it felt holding onto something was safer than letting it go,

but you have to let it go, Mia.

That's all I have to do?

Yes.

I've tried to let it go, really.

Everybody feels

pain in their own way,

and they find their own way to survive it.

I'm going to give you my number,

you should ever want to talk or have some more terrible coffee.

Thanks.

It's good to talk to you, Mia.

Hey.

Who do you belong to, sweetie?

You want to come home with me?

Yes?

Come on.

Yes, come on.

This will help you sleep while I get you patched up,

okay?

Get it.

Get it.

Oh.

Here, boy.

Dog?

Dog?

God.

Shit. Here, boy.

Ah.

Axel?

I'm Simon.

Of course, sorry.

You just reminded me of someone.

Mind if I sit?

Sure.

What is it?

An oyster.

You can have it if you like.

It's fine.

I'm not really meant to eat them anyway.

Aren't you a strange little boy to like oysters.

Where do you live?

Down there.

Would you mind if I walk with you a while?

Sure.

Is that your dog?

Yes, I guess he is.

What's his name?

I'm not sure.

You should call him Grandpa.

Grandpa?

What a marvelous name.

Where's your husband?

Aren't you curious?

He left a long time ago.

So did my mom.

Bye.

Will you walk your dog tomorrow?

Yes.

- Will you have more oysters? - Oysters?

Yes.

Don't you be waiting by the gate. Get your ass in here now.

Come inside, boy.

Grandpa.

You need to be straightened out.

I don't want you to be a loser like me.

I don't want you to be a loser like me.

Hey.

Hi.

What's your name?

Mia.

Do you have any oysters?

No, but I have some at home,

if you want.

Okay.

Okay.

Oh, this way.

What do you do?

I write books for kids.

Actually, I just started a new one.

What's wrong with your back?

Nothing.

It looks infected.

Forget it.

Is that why you're not in school?

I'm fighting with my dad.

It's okay.

It can be our secret.

Why don't you go in there and stay on the sofa?

I think you need to see a doctor.

No.

If you won't see one,

at least let me take a look at it.

Are you a nurse?

No, but I know a thing or two.

I got a few things around.

- Fine. - Good.

Would you like something for the pain?

Hi, sleepyhead.

Hey.

We got to get you home so your dad doesn't worry.

Are you hungry?

I better go.

Of course.

I didn't expect you to fall asleep.

We'll have breakfast and leave together.

Come on.

I'm going to write a fairy tale,

especially for you.

They're for kids.

No. There's so much more.

I want you to know the injuries on your back,

that's not okay.

No one should do that to you.

It was my fault.

No, it was not your fault.

Bring your plate to the kitchen.

It looks so good on you, Axel.

No.

- Please wear it. - No, I hate it.

I hate you.

Where is Dad?

Daddy left us.

I miss him.

Look, we're better off just the two of us, okay?

Come on.

I just need some help moving something downstairs.

It's too heavy for me.

Fine.

Then we'll get you home.

I appreciate you helping me.

We'll be done in a minute.

Come on.

Whose room is this?

What do you want moved?

The bed. Could you shift it that way a bit?

Actually, Simon, could you help me move the mirror?

What is this?

Hey.

Let me out. Hey.

- It's not what it looks like. - Hey.

It's not what it looks like.

Let me out. Hey.

Hey.

Hey.

Let me out.

Let me out. Hey.

Caught between now and a dream, curious

only to feel

There's a dark soul hiding underneath your skin

There's a dark place hiding within

Hey.

There's a dark soul

hiding underneath your skin. - Is anyone there?

There's a dark place within.

There's a dark place within.

Simon?

Let me out.

I will, sweetheart.

I just need you to calm down a little, okay?

I am calm.

Simon, I'm scared if I let you out, you're going to hurt me.

If?

No, no, no. I mean when.

Simon, I mean when.

When you calm down, I'll let you out.

Please let me out.

You're scaring me, Simon.

Please calm down so I can take you home.

Fuck you.

I'll come back when you're ready to behave.

Hello?

Hi, it's Mia from the support group.

Is everything okay?

Yes.

Do you need to talk to someone?

Maybe.

Have you seen the boy again?

John, I'm sorry. I don't know why I called.

You were so kind,

and I think I did something really stupid.

I don't know what I'm doing.

I just thought...

I'm sorry I called.

Hey, do you want some more terrible coffee?

Yes.

How about after group?

Great.

I know it's hard, Brad, but please continue.

I just feel like I've been through all this before,

like I'm destined to just keep repeating the same feelings...

No. Wake up.

Wake up.

Oh, you've calmed down.

I'm sorry, Simon.

I made a mistake.

I don't know what to do.

You just look so similar to my Axel.

So what?

Help. I'm in here.

Help.

Hey, calm down.

Calm down.

Calm down.

Okay, sweetie.

Come on. Come on.

Hey, there you go.

That's it. That's it.

A little help would be nice.

Shit.

Shit.

Stupid.

Stupid. Stupid.

Stupid. Stupid.

Stupid.

Hey.

Hey.

May I join you?

Sure.

I wanted to apologize for not showing up.

- That's fine. - No, really, it's not.

What happened?

Work.

A lead. I got caught up in it.

You're a detective?

You got me.

I'm working a missing kid.

Who?

He's a little boy.

He's hanging around here.

It's been on the news.

Oh, I don't really watch the news.

Oh, right.

I got a picture of him right here.

I haven't seen him.

I don't really see anyone.

I get it.

Is this your dog?

Yes.

No,

I found him.

Do you know the owners?

No,

I'm afraid not.

I don't.

I've grown pretty fond of him.

Oh, I bet.

If you feed it and you love it,

it's yours.

It's good to see you.

Overcooked.

I'm scared.

It's okay, Axel.

I won't let anything happen to you.

I want to go home.

Honey, this is home.

Please, Mom.

I don't want to be here.

Don't do this.

I have to.

You're going to be just fine.

Hey.

I made you some dinner.

Can I go home?

Yes.

Tomorrow?

No.

- The next day? - No.

- The day after? - You should try the food.

You can't leave yet.

I'm going to make you something.

A present.

A book. - One week then.

One week. You can write your book in one week.

Fine.

One week.

Seven days, but only if you're good.

You clean that up.

Mommy.

Mommy, help.

All I'm saying is they could be related.

Yes, I know what they're saying,

but they told me my son Henry was a runaway, too.

Remember?

Look,

please,

just tell me everything you can about this kid Simon.

Just give me a fucking solid.

Okay.

Is that his dad's address?

Thank you.

You know my dad's going to come looking for me?

Of course he is.

You're going to be in so much trouble.

Hello?

Is anyone in there?

It's Detective Peterson.

Anyone?

Shut up. Shut up.

I have to get out of here.

Smells good. I'm starving.

It's good.

I used to make it for...

Axel?

How's the book coming?

I know what you're doing.

Just trying to be nice, miss.

Don't call me...

I'm onto you, buster.

Four more days.

Hey, John.

Hey, Frank.

Hope I'm not interrupting anything.

How's Mary?

Better.

You don't look too surprised to see me.

Was that you watching us at the Coopers' house the other day?

No, definitely not.

He told me to stay away from all that police stuff.

You know me.

I listen.

If we're being honest,

I see your face every night.

I see your face more than I see my little boy's.

That's the face of the man

who promised me that he'd find my son.

No.

You coming here,

that doesn't surprise me at all.

Hey, I know what you're doing.

You remember what happened last time a kid went missing?

This needs to stop.

Let the police handle it.

No more of this private investigator shit.

You're retired.

- I was discharged. - You're lucky the charges were dropped.

Hey, they tried to pull me off my son's case.

This kid is not going to bring Henry back.

Simon was a delinquent.

His father was a drunk.

No wonder he ran off.

He's probably better off wherever he is.

He doesn't have to deal with his father's suicide.

Suicide?

Poison.

Just look after Mary.

Okay?

You know what, Frank?

I'm sorry.

You're doing the best you can.

I'll tell Mary you said hi.

Get the fuck off my porch.

Changed your hair.

Guess what day it is.

Simon, you've been a wonderful guest.

Have you finished your book?

Drink your milk.

Not quite.

I was hoping for one more day.

No.

Simon, I'm sorry, but your father's dead.

You're a liar.

I can take care of you.

I can cook for you.

We can be the best of friends,

and you'll have a little brother to take care of.

- No. - One more week,

baby.

Then...

then you'll want me to be your mother.

Never.

I hate you.

Shut up.

Hello?

Hey, Mia.

It's John.

One second.

Hi.

Hey.

You look different.

Yes, I felt like a change.

It's a really bad time.

Yes, I was just checking in on you.

I'm fine.

Actually,

I was handing out these.

Who's that?

That's actually my son,

Henry.

Oh, he's beautiful.

I thought you were looking for the missing boy?

I am.

It's pathetic, but I was hoping there was a connection.

You're not really a detective, are you?

Not anymore.

I do some consultancy work, private investigation.

I like to keep busy. - I'm sorry.

It's really not a good time.

I didn't mean to bother you.

Good to see you.

Mommy, help.

Hey, Mia.

Are you okay?

I'm just going to sit here for a moment,

okay?

All right.

I don't know what's wrong with me.

I keep seeing him.

If I'm being honest, Mia, I envy you.

I don't see Henry.

I'm sorry I never asked you about him.

I didn't handle it well.

I didn't want to believe it.

I made shit up.

I really made a mess of things.

I felt like someone had come in and stolen everything away from me.

I just do things to keep busy.

That's why I go to the groups.

We are not the only people in the world to go through this.

We're not alone.

You have to let it go, Mia.

Let it go?

How can you say that when you're doing the exact opposite?

I'm sorry. I didn't mean to offend you.

It's fine.

I think you should come back to the group.

Just being there,

I think it can help.

Maybe.

Okay.

Could I have juice instead?

You don't want your lemonade?

She's a liar.

If I offended you the other day, I'm sorry.

No. No, I was quite touched.

It's nice someone cares.

All right.

I have a confession.

Uh-oh.

We've met before.

I don't think so.

No, really.

It was a few years back.

You were at one of your book signings.

I was with my son.

What a beautiful mop of hair.

Though, I think it needs a bit of taming, mister.

Thank you.

Come on.

I do remember.

He was a really sweet boy.

Yes,

he was.

Help.

Help.

Hello?

When I lost Henry,

I didn't want to be in a world that he wasn't part of.

Trying to find this missing kid,

it's got me triggered.

Help.

This town, this place.

We should get out for a day.

Drive to the coast,

visit a beach.

The beach?

Yes.

Help.

Help. I'm in here.

I would love that.

Really?

We'll do that.

I need your help.

Help me.

John, would you mind leaving?

All of a sudden, I don't feel so good.

Sure.

Is there something I can do?

I just need a little space.

Hey, John. It's Frank.

They've closed the case on Henry.

I'm sorry.

Is there anything you'd like to talk about?

Fair enough.

I want a proper shower.

I always bring you water and soap.

In the big bathroom.

Do you think you deserve it?

Of course you can shower.

I want you to be happy here.

You're growing so big.

I can't keep feeding you.

She's so fucking crazy.

She sees things.

I can overpower her.

I'm stronger and she's pregnant.

I'll smash her.

I need to get upstairs first.

Make her trust me.

Then we attack.

I've noticed a real improvement in your behavior, Simon.

I've got a special present for you.

You're so nice to me, Mom.

You're such a good boy.

Sometimes I feel like I'm screaming, I need help.

The walls are closing in and I'm going under.

I feel like a fish that's drowning and begging for someone

to catch me, to pull me out.

I know I do these things to myself,

but I realize

I can choose.

I can choose to let it mold me or not.

I have fantasies where characters in my books come to life.

They talk to me and sometimes I talk to them back.

I know it's not real,

but it helps me write, so why not?

I think my books

help me deal with things.

They're a way of holding onto my past.

Yes, or a way of creating a new future.

There are things I want to tell you,

but I'm afraid of what might happen.

Don't worry.

I've got a lot of time.

Mia, I'm starting to worry.

This isn't like you and we still need to finish the book.

Please stop avoiding me and call me back,

okay?

You're out of control.

Hey, you need to calm down.

Stop.

Simon, I've been thinking.

Would you like to have dinner together tomorrow?

Upstairs?

To celebrate.

Sounds great.

We'll have fun.

This is going to be the most perfect night.

I'm so excited.

All right.

Okay, steps are right in front of you.

Open your eyes.

Ta-da.

Take a seat.

What's this?

Have a look.

Now?

Of course, silly.

Should we have a glass of milk?

No.

Not even one glass?

What do you think?

I love it.

What's your favorite thing about it?

I like the ending.

Eat your food.

What's going on?

Don't look at him, baby. He's not real.

Stay away from him. Okay, Simon, get downstairs.

You can't have him.

He's not yours.

I'll feed you.

Crazy, insane bitch.

Let's see, Mia.

You're lucky to be alive.

Not many people could survive that fall.

Shame about the pelvic trauma, though.

Seems you won't be having any more children.

So much could have been avoided if only you were just there for your son

when he needed you most.

Hey.

Wait.

What do you mean you just lost it?

You don't just lose a baby.

Well, of course you do.

I thought you'd be quite familiar with it.

I am.

This isn't some casual thing you just toss aside.

Something's happened.

You need help, Mia.

You're going to be the one to help me

when you can't even help yourself?

You've completely lost touch with reality.

Miscarriages happen.

It's a part of life.

All I can say is,

I'm better than ever.

Now, please, stop with all this nonsense.

I got to go.

Okay.

Bye.

Wait.

Let's go see how he's doing.

Morning, Axel darling.

You schizo.

I'm not Axel.

I never was.

Now listen, baby, you hit your head pretty hard.

You're probably suffering from amnesia.

You're fucking crazy.

No more of that language, mister.

Hey, stop that.

Oh, it's going to be okay, baby.

We've started the chemotherapy early, and there's no way I'm going

to let it get you.

You got to hold in there.

Most of the time, it's the chemo that kills the patient,

not the cancer.

I need you to be strong.

Don't worry.

I'll be with you every step of the way.

Stop.

Stop.

Stop.

Stop.

Hey.

Hey.

Stop.

Stop. - Now, let's dance.

Stop.

I can't stop the feeling that I'll fly for you

Just give me a chance

I can't stop the feeling that I'll fly for you

Just one more chance

For all the love that I can share

Just call my name and I'll be there

I can't stop feeling for you I can't stop feeling.

Where are you?

Stop.

No.

Stop it.

Stop.

You can't.

Stay strong.

You need to be strong.

- Mia? - Yes?

Mia?

Get out here.

Mia, you've got to work the clothes.

Mia.

Shame about the pelvic trauma, though.

Wait.

It means we won't be having any more children.

Mia.

We need a print.

We need the books to do the printing.

Mia.

So much could have been avoided if you were just there for your son

when he needed them most.

You need to feel connected, like before.

Like when you were pretending you were writing your tracks.

Hey, Mia, are you okay?

John?

You've been in there a while.

Hey.

How long have you been there?

What?

Who let you into my house?

You did.

I've been waiting.

To go to the beach?

Oh, yes.

I must have forgotten.

I just need a few things.

Mia.

You know what? I like what I'm wearing.

Mia, what happened?

Oh, I know. I'll make a picnic.

Mia, can we talk?

Hey,

Mia,

we're not going to go to the beach today.

Don't be silly.

This is what's going to happen.

I'm going to call the counselor from the group.

She's going to come over, and we're going to help you.

Okay? - John, this will be ready in no time.

Axel can come, and we'll have a marvelous day,

okay?

Mia, Axel is...

Is there someone else in the house?

No, just you and me.

Axel's at the hospital, unless you see someone.

Do you see someone?

Mia, the first time you called me,

you said that you'd done something.

What was that?

You know, I can't seem to recall.

You know what, Mia? I just remembered I have a thing.

What about the beach?

Tomorrow? Tomorrow.

Okay.

Tomorrow.

I'll call you.

No.

No, no.

How could you?

It's okay.

Hey.

It's okay. I'm sorry.

I know she knows something.

I'm doing this for you and Henry.

I thought I'd return this for you.

Nice dress.

Where did you get it?

It's a secret.

Did I let you into my house?

No. The door was open.

Of course.

We have to have a conversation.

Well, let's have it in the dining room.

Sounds like a special occasion.

Help.

I owe you an apology,

and I'd like to help you.

Would you like that,

the way you helped me?

This is all an act, right?

Why?

How did you know where Simon's dad lived?

You're so investigative.

It's adorable.

Did you know he was poisoned?

That's a tragedy.

I'm sure he'll be dearly missed.

Let me help you.

We can make this right.

Make it right?

I want to, but how?

I want to tell you, but I'm scared.

Everything will change.

I won't let anything happen to you.

I forgot the lemonade.

Mia, sit down.

I'll be back in two shakes of a rabbit's tail.

What a marvelous surprise.

You're awake.

Simon's back is much better.

Tell me,

do you think if I look more like her, he'll like me?

You're doing great.

There once was a little pirate.

His hair was fair.

All he wanted was a mom.

Just stop.

I thought this is what you wanted.

Just tell me everything you know about the boy.

Henry?

What?

See, didn't I tell you that would feel so much better?

You look like a sophisticated pirate.

- Can I go now? - One more thing.

This burns.

It's much better this way, Axe.

Stop calling me that.

I'm Henry.

I want you to tell me what's going on.

You preach about being free, but you're not.

You hold onto it for dear life.

You never let go, but that's okay.

If we can get through this, we can get through anything,

together.

Mia, please.

Oh, sit down, please.

It's perfect right here.

We can be real together.

We can have a life.

We can raise him as our own.

Please.

Hello?

I don't think we can come back from this.

Mia, is there someone down here?

Mia?

Jesus.

Hey, Kid.

Help. Help me.

I'm going to get you out of here.

Don't you move, you naughty, naughty little boy.

I can't save him.

Can I?

Jesus. I'm sorry.

John, are you all right?

What am I going to do about you?

Sometimes a mother needs to clip its baby's wings to keep it

from hurting itself.

It's okay.

Trust me, this'll be much better for both the of us.

Unless you want to be a good boy?

Good.

Hey, you.

You're almost there, baby boy.

Just got to hold in there.

One more treatment,

then we'll get some X-rays to see if we got it all.

Please, stop.

You're so close, honey.

I'm not going to let it get you.

You've made it this far.

You don't have to do this.

Be strong.

Hey, remember,

you're a fighter, kiddo.

Don't go.

Don't leave me.

You're spineless.

Worthless coward.

Mia, this book is amazing.

I love everything about it.

This is exactly what we need for another hit.

Where did you find your inspiration?

You always did like oysters.

All the good times we shared together

I thought you'd always be there forever

Now you change, you don't care

I'm scared of losing you forever

Always thought we were meant to be

But now I can tell that you were not so happy

I don't want to lose your love

Just give it one more chance and we can find the answer

Now tell me, baby, should I keep holding on?

It's burning deep inside

Don't tell me no more lies

Don't say that it's the end

Don't you walk out that door

Let's just give it one more try

All the good times we shared together

I thought we'd always be there forever

Now you change, you don't care

I'm scared of losing you forever

All the good times we shared together

I thought we'd always be there forever

Now you change, you don't care I'm scared of losing you

All the good times we shared together

I thought you'd always be there forever

Now you change, you don't care

I'm scared of losing you, forever

Always thought we were meant to be

But now I can tell that you were not so happy

I don't want to lose your love

Just give it one more chance and we can find an answer

Now tell me, baby, should I keep holding on?

It's burning deep inside

Don't tell me no more lies

Don't say that it's the end

Don't you walk out that door

Let's just give it one more try

All the good times we shared, together

I thought we'd always be there forever

Now you change, you don't care

I'm scared of losing you, forever

All the good times we shared, together

I thought you'd always be there forever

Now you change, you don't care

I'm scared of losing you