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the absence show is phenomenal they're very acrobatic it's spontaneously it's

exciting the show is great

the couple on roller skates and holding themselves up

touching and the sensuality of it it

was such a turn on

We can play a little game together, something like the call, what would you

do for some free fucking alcohol?

Just for the fuck of it, we're going to get that Mexican dude over there. Little

Mexican, get up here. Come on, help us out. You.

Yeah, you, Mexican.

Yeah, come on.

We'll make him do all the hard work. There you go. Look at that. All right.

Thank you, man. Puerto Rican, Mexican, same fucking difference.

Puerto Ricans are the only ones that care about that. Thanks.

All right, right over here. Good. I was like all for it for him to be a part of

it and just go.

And it was like, that's my man up there.

You sit in the chair. Relax.

We're going to make these guys work a little. Do a little interracial lap

dance competition.

Don't worry. We have some menudo for you to dance to. You're going to be fine.

The challenge for us was to perform a strip tease.

Ladies and gentlemen, give it up for the little white guy.

All right, good, white guy, that was amazing.

Puerto Rican, you ready for this shit? I hope so, all right.

All right, good, look at that.

I have my crew behind me, rooting me on, and I wasn't gonna disappoint them.

We're just really good under pressure.

He rocked it. Happy, yeah? A little wet? A little wet? Yeah? A little? All right.

Your daughter, Pussy, very wet right now.

Dripping soy sauce coming out of a pussy.

Now even wetter. All right.

All right. I'm giving up about these guys right now. Come on up here, all

right? Let's go.

All right.

Your decision now will be between these two dorky dudes all right now I don't

have like a dollar you could put in the winners pants so put one hand like this

one hand And then we'll count down like three two one and then you grab the

balls of the one you want to win all right All right exactly three two one

you pick a dick ladies over to count down with me When

she decided

that I won, everybody was standing up, rooting me on, and that felt phenomenal.

Absinthe definitely got me in the mood.

It was amazing.

It did set a tone.

We get back to the house, and knowing that at some point we're going to enter

the red room, whether it was the booze or not, but I just could see myself

getting a bit anxious, a little bit more than what I wanted to be at.

I'm good with it. I just don't know if we're OK.

You just tell me. I just wanted to take the time out with her to let her know

I'm with you, whether we do something, whether we don't do something, I'm still

with you.

Let me have a good night.

Let me have a good night.

As we're walking to the red room, I kept reiterating to her, it's at our pace,

whatever we want. If you see somebody, it's fine, and if you don't see

somebody, it's fine.

We were just watching, not participating.

You know, is it going to be me? Am I going to be hesitant?

And hopefully that wand gets to me.

I see her squirming. She's moaning.

She's biting her lip, she's got her eyes closed, and I'm thinking to myself, I

gotta get one of these.

What the fuck?

The magic wand.

He was just around my pussy, above my pussy, and that was just like, holy

shit, intense.

I want that machine.

It was amazing.

Me and him are playing.

And I just looked at him and I was like, let's go to Crystal.

He's like, really?

And I said, yeah. And honestly, it wasn't just because I was picking them.

It was just that very moment I looked up and they were right there. The fact that

I even had that courage just to get up and do it and not even think about it,

you know, it was just the comfort level was there.

The sexiest part behind it was seeing her finally get that confidence and be

like, no, we're going to do this.

Crystal's head game is phenomenal.

She was actually taking me in deep and doing some weird trick where she opened

up her mouth and was flapping her tongue.

And I was like, ah, that's pretty new.

I look

down

and I see Alex.

eating her out, that turned me on.

And then me and him kissed and it was like, it was okay. It was the moment.

Having the taste of pussy was just like, yes, this is wet.

I'm here for her. It was great.

I eventually look over and see Elena on top of Mike, and he's having a good

time. I'm like, okay, I'm really starting to want some cock in me.

Let's do that.

Let's do that.

Yep.

Oh, God.

Having sex with Elena, with people around us, and then seeing her being

secure.

I was completely focused on her.

It was just ecstasy.

Yeah. You?

Yeah. Waking up, first of all, he woke me up really early.

But having him just kissing me and holding me, that was, like, the biggest

thing for me that I could sense there was no disconnect after everything.

That wand.

That toy.

Oh, the, the... Mm-hmm.

Whatever fucking thing.

That was a good night.

When we were in the right room, I finally see you, like, honestly have a

breakthrough. Yeah.

Like, it was good.

Is that because when I went to, like, Crystal and Mike?

Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm.

It was comfortable.

It was fun.

Seeing you be sexual and all that stuff, it really is a turn on.

It was good.

Yeah.

Yeah, you got some breakfast.

You're making coffee?

No, you make me coffee.

The rules are... No, it's weekend. You make me coffee. This is not the weekend.

Oh, my gosh.

Go.

So you guys got together with them, right?

In the red room? Yeah, I saw them.

bits and pieces of it but i didn't i was kind of busy we were a little

preoccupied so was it full or was it no it was just soft and they um they came

up to us and they yeah i saw them approaching you yeah and that it turned

out pretty good she was with um

She kissed on me and then went to Mike and I went to her guy and then she ended

up going back over to her guy and then I went back to Mike and so it was fun.

That's good.

And I think it's nice, especially being a newbie, that you don't really go all

hardcore all the way and then you get in trouble.

It can be overwhelming.

In general, it could just be, you know, some nights you might just want to be

soft swapped. Some nights you might, whether it's chemistry, where your

head's at or anything, you might wind up going crazy and you have sex with five

different people.

I needed an extra 20 minutes. You got the rest of your life to sleep.

Come in.

Hey. Hi.

Morning, guys.

Good morning. How are you doing today?

Good. Yeah, how was your night last night?

Awesome. Had a good time. Okay, well, I want to hear all about it, so Elena, why

don't you and I sit down and have a chat, and you can head out, and we'll

come get you when we're ready for you. Okay.

Okay?

Love you.

Well, you're all smiles this morning, Elena. Why don't you tell me a little

bit about what happened last night? You were getting on the party bus when I

left, so how was your ride? It was nice. I kind of, like, let loose.

And when you got back to the house, what happened?

Got back to the house.

We went into the red room.

OK. Just watching the couples. They brought out these wands, which I told

Alex I wanted one of those.

It's awesome.

We also had a connection with Mike and Crystal.

OK. So I looked at Alex, and I said, are you a kid? And he's like, yeah. I'm

like, OK.

Let's go play with Mike and Crystal.

So you initiated.

I did.

OK. So tell me the details of what you guys did with Mike and Crystal.

I was on top of a mic, rubbing against him, you know, feeling, you know,

obviously his dick on me. It was nice kissing him.

I started kissing her, and Alex went down on her. And so then just to mess

with him, I don't know why, I looked at him. I tapped him and said, hey, can I

get some of that?

So I kind of ate her out. And then me and him kissed.

That, to me, that connection, I just wanted to have that with him. One of

your concerns was around self-consciousness. You said you had

some body image issues.

How did you overcome those?

Those were hard. And it's still a bit. But, you know, the compliments from the

other members in the house, it was nice and felt good.

Is that a part of the lifestyle that's appealing to you, to get a little bit of

attention from other people?

Definitely. The positive reinforcement is a source of self-esteem for you, and

that's awesome.

But also, it does really have to begin within you.

So I was really concerned when you got here yesterday and you said, okay, yeah,

I know I'm not that bad.

I'm not secure.

You know, so that, that, um, yeah.

Okay. Tell me if you need a break at any point, okay?

All of us can be really hard on ourselves.

We live in a culture in which feeling good about our bodies is damn near

impossible.

Have you looked at the source of why you're so hard on yourself?

Um, it's just, it's, I've been like that for years.

You know, it's... One thing I like about the Swing House is the diversity of

bodies that are in here. Oh, definitely. Yeah, when we first got here, like, I

was like, oh, my God.

to seeing everybody just so calm and relaxed and free with themselves.

It's very attractive, isn't it? The people who are just comfortable with

their bodies. It's very attractive.

Body image isn't about the way you look, it's about the way you feel about the

way you look.

So on the days that you feel good about your body, does your body look any

different or is it something else in your life that's giving you a source of

strength? Alex, thanks.

He's always supporting me and always says I'm beautiful.

And there's moments where I'm like, accept it.

Good. And I think you're going to need that.

Yeah.

So it's emotional.

Of course.

That's going to be a concern in the lifestyle, which is why before I think

you continue to pursue that you really have to work on the self-esteem stuff.

Yeah. On your own. On my own. With his support.

Right. But just on my own.

I'll get there.

You will. I know it is serious stuff to think about, but if you're feeling

comfortable, I'll have Alex come in and sit down one-on-one, and then we can sit

down, the three of us, after that.

Sounds good. Okay, thank you. Thanks.

So I heard Elena's version of last night, but I'd

love to hear the story from your perspective. So tell me what happened.

When I left, you were boarding the party bus.

Yes. How is Elena feeling at this point?

She was still a little reserved.

Mm-hmm.

After we came back from the party bus, her nerves kicked in.

So let's just take a quick break.

You know, because at the end of the day, as much as we're here to have fun, I go

home with her. And I got to make sure she ain't broken and shattered. So I got

to take care of her.

So were you able to get over that hump?

Absolutely. OK, so tell me what happened next.

We went into the red room. What were you thinking when you walked into that red

room? You don't know what to think.

You can't assume anything.

Me laying with her and playing with her, and then she was comfortable.

And then, you know, I seen it in her. It just clicked.

And she was like, you know what? Let's go play with Crystal and Mike.

And that's when I was like, all right, she's good. You know, so then we went

over there, and we were playing with them.

And she came over, and she started eating out Crystal as well.

She tapped herself in? Yeah, literally.

We had a blast. We had a good time.

How do you feel about this experience now?

I'm good.

Seeing how it opened her up more has made me feel better because, you know, I

think she's gorgeous and she's beautiful and she's all this, and she still

doesn't see it, you know? So her coming into here and everybody saying it has

helped out.

Let's talk about her self-esteem.

It sounds as though you're her champion, you're her cheerleader.

Is that a lot to hold up for you?

No, because as I'm reassuring her, she reciprocates that to me.

And that's perfect for me.

I've wanted her my entire life.

So to me, it's not a job. It's nothing.

It's something I need to do for us to continue to grow and be strong and just

be one.

Now, I was saying to her earlier that it has to come from within her as well.

Is that a concern for you at all, that she could become dependent on the

attention and the lifestyle as opposed to really working on what's inside?

I don't believe so. Ever since we've been here, all we've done is communicate

it. and kept talking and kept talking and kept talking.

And that's one of the greatest things about this whole experience is that it

has opened us up to be more responsive with each other and talk more. And I

think personally, it made us 100% stronger.

Well, I'm glad you're feeling comfortable.

So why don't the three of us sit down and have a little chat right now? So if

you don't mind going and grabbing Elena, I'll be waiting here.

OK. Thank you.

Well. I think it was important that we sat down one-on-one, but it's just as

important that you two talk with one another, and I'm here to facilitate.

I'll just start by asking you to express to one another how you're feeling with

each other this morning.

I was happy. I am happy.

I'm extremely happy.

There was no disconnect at all.

We talked about some rather emotional issues.

Is it okay for me to share a little bit of what we talked about? You said that

seeing these women feel confident in the diverse array of bodies was really sent

a strong message to you.

This is obviously a demon that the two of you battle together.

Absolutely.

I wish you could see yourself through my eyes so you could see how beautiful you

are.

Because you are.

And, you know, seeing...

How good you've been and so confident?

Beautiful. Being here was really helpful, you know? Like, just seeing

everybody accepting themselves.

It's like I needed that just for myself.

Absolutely. Be nicer to myself.

I'll be the biggest cheerleader with pom-poms. Telling you you could do it,

you know that.

Have you commended yourself for...

Pushing your boundaries, taking a risk. You were the one who initiated the soft

swap last night. It may sound like a strong word, but you need to celebrate.

I don't mean champagne celebrate, but just within yourself say, wow, this is

really cool that I did this and I feel great about it. A lot of people would

not have been able to do it. Right.

I gave her a high five about it.

I did.

That's a celebration.

Absolutely. So if you just stay focused on your accomplishments in the arena of

confidence. Yeah.

You're very brave though because you were talking openly about a

vulnerability and that's something that you perceive as a flaw So you should

commend yourself on that too?

Definitely together as a couple I think personally growing and continue to grow

We're so powerful.

It's a beautiful thing Well, if you guys are feeling good You can go hang out

with the other couples for a little while and I will come get you when it's

time to go home Okay, okay. Thank you guys. Thank you

Funny men, funny guys. Oh, make me laugh. Make her laugh and it makes it

wet. Yeah, that's true.

I'm not that damn funny.

Even the first time I was approached, I had someone dance up on me and say, hey,

by the way, we're swingers.

And my first thought was, ew, because I had such a negative connotation of what

that meant.

And that's really why we're here. I really want to change that stereotype. I

don't want people thinking, ew, when they think about what we do, because

it's not ew.

It's just... It's woo-hoo.

Hey, guys.

Hey, how are you doing?

How are you?

Morning.

How is everyone?

Good. Did you have a good night?

Great night.

So how many times afterward did you have sex by yourself?

Yeah.

And the magic wand.

Magic wand.

Did you order one already? It's going to be online order.

Yeah, we're checking your bags as you leave.

And just so you know, we mentally made love to you all.

The feeling is mutual.

How was it waking up this morning?

Great, it was awesome.

There was no disconnect, and I just felt this stronger.

Most important.

Right.

Everybody was just constantly nurturing us, and there was no pressure

whatsoever. Going into this, you're never going to know what to expect. When

she just turned around and said, well, let's go with them.

I was just like, that's when it just clicked, and I was just like, all right,

she's good.

It's a great analogy for the actual exploration.

You may start out with your partner and you're looking around and you're getting

excited and all of a sudden you literally feel that comfort level just

come into you and you go out and explore and it's just awesome.

Absolutely. Hello, guys.

Looks like you're still having a good time, but unfortunately all good things

must come to an end.

You have a plane to catch, so I'll give you a few minutes to say goodbye and

then I'll meet you out front.

Aw. Bye, Jessica.

Bye. Bye. Aw, we'll miss you guys.

Thank you.

Saying goodbye to the residents was kind of, you know, it was bittersweet. Aw.

The whole experience was amazing.

But I also really liked Danny, and I missed touching the boobs

and all that.

But you never know.

Go forth, young Padawan.

Bye. Bye, guys.

Elena and Alex, we just have one more thing to take care of before you head

home. I have here the contract you signed when you arrived at the swing

house that gave you a two-day pass to indulge your sexual fantasies. And now I

need to know what you want me to do with it. Do you want to tear it up?

Do you want to take it with you?

What I'm asking is, was this just a fling, or do you think you want to swing

again?

I think we could swing.

High five it out. All right. Well, then I'll leave this with you guys and wish

you all the best and safe travels.

Thank you. See you later, guys.

Bye.

I think this was really, really, really a blessing to us.

Yeah.

We didn't fulfill all of our fantasies.

We're walking away with a whole lot more. I'm so sad to go, though.

Yeah. I think we had a good breakthrough.

Definitely. And that's what I care about. The way it helped.

becomes so much stronger, that right there is priceless for us.

If we ever get it next time, you know, balls to the wall.

You got to go?

Got to go.

My girl.