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How's my girl?

Nervous.

Well, that's natural.

Let's go over the plan.

I've known Jordan since college, and he's exactly the type of guy that we

need.

He's smart, handsome but not too handsome, respectful.

We cannot do...

Another round of IVF. We cannot afford it after you failed the last one.

I'm sorry. I shouldn't have said failed. That was weird.

But you know that it was heartbreaking not knowing.

And this time, if there's any complications,

he's right down the street from us.

Do you...

Do you want me to do it? What? No, no, no, no.

I want to do it.

Because, baby, if you can't, I understand.

I can do it. I can do it.

No, I want you to do it.

I want to do it.

This is really important to me. I just... I'm just nervous.

It's okay.

But you're going to be such a good mom.

Your baby's gonna have your laugh.

And your horrible rhythm.

And your perfect smile.

Excuse me, you're trespassing. Hey. Come here.

How you doing?

Oh my god, how long has it been? Oh man, it's been a long time.

Jesus Christ, this place. This is the place.

What are you, I mean, you've been doing fantastic, obviously.

Well, you know, I got a wife and soon to be a baby on the way. Gotta do it.

Yeah, yeah, yeah.

Guest bedroom's that way, kitchen's that way, but you gotta come with me. I want

you to meet my wife. Yeah, yeah, of course, of course, of course.

You been good?

Yeah, yeah.

Hey,

baby.

I'd like you to meet Jordan.

Hey.

How's it going?

Hi.

Oh, she had mentioned that you wanted to do

the...

We decided since Elizabeth doesn't have the same work schedule as me and she's

always been so invested in being a mother, we decided the first one

at least should definitely be her.

Right, honey?

Yep.

Well, should we just get started? Yeah, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, yeah.

Do you want to come over?

Yeah.

It's okay.

Yo, yo, you alright?

Yeah. May I take you?

I need some people back.

Alright.

You... You okay?

Can I get you a pillow or anything?

I'm sorry.

What did I do?

Oh, she's fine. Let me just... Was it me? Are you sure? No, no, no. You're

totally fine. I'm just gonna go check.

As things.

This is so hard.

Come here. I just don't know how to do it.

What can I do to help? I know.

I don't know. I don't even... I just don't know how to do this.

Baby. Come here. Come here. We're gonna figure this out.

First of all, I love you. I love you too.

I don't know why I thought it would be so easy, but it's just not.

Baby.

I'm sorry.

I'm just so sorry.

Mom. I'm sorry.

I've... I've pushed you too much and I've asked for too much from you.

No, it's... I can do it. I can do it. I...

Baby.

I love you.

You're my woman.

It's my job to take care of you. It's my job to fix you.

Can I...

Would it be okay if maybe you and I were intimate first?

So it feels like it's an us thing and he's just auxiliary.

Make you feel more comfortable.

Yeah. It is an us thing.

He's here for five minutes and we're here for the rest of their life.

You and me. Yeah.

I love you so much. I love you too.

I'll fix this, okay?

I'll fix everything, okay?

You do.

You want me to leave, right?

Oh, not at all.

All right.

Sorry. We just decided that it would be best for Liz if we had a moment to

ourselves. Yeah, yeah, yeah. You can just sit right here for a second. Yeah,

sure, sure. We have our moment, and then we'll bring you in. Yeah, yeah. No

problem.

Thanks for waiting.

Can I touch you?

Is it okay? Yeah, yeah.

I'm going to keep my eyes closed for a bit. Just don't take it personally.

It's for us.

Just you. Just you.

Yeah, yeah.

I'm so excited.

Just to get you like

closer and to make sure that she's comfortable I think

You going back and forth?

Are you okay with that? Between you and her?

I mean, yeah, no, that's fine. Yeah, of course, that's why I came, right?

Yeah, for sure.

Sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry.

I'm sorry.

Go back and forth between them. Back and forth?

That's yeah.

I don't like this.

But I like this.

No?

So long as you come to me.

Can you put my glasses in while I stand?

Please.

Is that okay?

Yeah. Yeah, it's okay. Okay. Mm-hmm.

I'm just trying to... Mm-hmm.

Thank you.

All right. This is good.

This is good. We can do it.

I don't want her having to stress out. Use me as much as you can.

And then when you're out of here...

It's like looking at your pretty face.

I

love

you so much.

Let's do it.

Oh, girl.

That's right.

Let me make you feel good, baby.

Let me make you feel good, baby.

This is my extra safe, okay?

Yes,

baby.

So beautiful.

You taste so good on him.

Baby, you taste so good.

I taste you on him.

That's it.

That's it, baby.

Just like that.

Go back, just like it's my strength.

Okay.

100 plus.

Show up. Show up for us, guys.

I want to see you.

I want to see you.

The doctor said the better you feel during, the more likely you are to

conceive. Remember?

Yeah.

Yeah, I remember.

It's okay.

Oh, my God.

Yes.

Yes, baby.

That's it.

Should we try that on top?

Do you want to?

Yeah, I mean, it's supposed to be, like, good, right?

Whatever you want, baby. Let's try it. Let's try it. I feel good.

Yeah. Can you just lay back? Yeah.

You tell me. Yeah, sure.

Right here?

Yeah.

Can you help? Yeah.

I'll catch you.

Yes, baby.

Straight back.

Yes.

Yes.

Thank you.

Anytime now, Jordan.

Yeah, I'm ready.

I'm ready. You can do it whenever.

Actually, you know what? I think it'll just go a little bit fast. Just let me

try something.

Just a second. It'll just go. I have an idea. Okay.

Just let me know when he's close.

Will you say something so I can take over? Okay, okay.

I just don't want to go that far. I know.

You're so good. You're already going to carry this for nine months for us. Let

me help you.

Thank you.

I love you.

Oh my fucking god. Oh my god. Oh my fucking god. Oh my god.

Fuck.

Oh my god, fuck.

Oh, fucking damn it.

I'm fucking crying.

I'm fucking crying.

I'm fucking crying.

Oh, fuck.

Oh, fuck.

Oh fuck.

Oh fuck.

Fuck.

I'm so sorry.

We'll just have to reschedule this.

I didn't know that he was that... I guess it's just been a while since I had

sex with a man.