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A month ago,
you were in med school
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being taught
by doctors.
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Today
you are the doctors.
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The seven years you spend here
as a surgical resident
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will be the best
and worst of your life.
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♪ Da, da, dum, da, dum ♪
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♪ Da, da, dum, da, dum ♪
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There's an old joke
doctors like to tell.
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"Hey, Doc, it hurts
when I go
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- like this."
- ♪ Da, da, dum, da, dum ♪
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♪ Da, da, dum, da, dum ♪
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And the doctor says,
"Well, don't go like this."
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♪ Meet me in the crowd ♪
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It's a lame joke,
but it's nonetheless true.
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- ♪ People, people ♪
- Okay, folks. Meeting time.
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Please take your seats.
♪ Throw your love around ♪
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As human beings,
we can't help
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but want to follow
our instincts...
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♪ Love me, love me ♪
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- Hey!
- ♪ Take it into town ♪
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I, uh,
went back to the loft
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and got you another bag
of your stuff.
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Oh. Couldn't find those ugly,
fuzzy socks you like.
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♪ Happy, happy ♪
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...to follow our guts...
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- That face is over socks?
- ♪ Put it in the ground ♪
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...our primal urges...
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Uh, some bills, some junk,
and, uh, top letter.
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♪ Everyone around ♪
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♪ Love them, love them ♪
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...no matter how much
it may hurt.
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♪ Put it in your hands ♪
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♪ Take it, take it ♪
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♪ There's no time to cry ♪
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♪ Happy, happy ♪
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♪ Put it in your heart ♪
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♪ Where tomorrow shines ♪
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♪ Shiny,
happy people laughing ♪
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I'll sit with you.
We can read it together.
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I got it.
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I got it.
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♪ Da, da, dum, da, dum ♪
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- ♪ Da, da, dum, da, dum ♪
- You know where to find me.
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♪ Da, da, dum, da, dum ♪
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♪ Da, da, dum, da, dum ♪
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♪ Shiny, happy people
holding hands ♪
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♪ Shiny, happy people
laughing ♪
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Dear Jo...
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Mer, this is not
the way I wanted to do this.
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Dear Dr. Bailey, I regret to
inform you, blah, blah, blah,
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that I will not be
returning to Grey-Sloan.
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The last thing on Earth
I want to do is hurt you,
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but I'm leaving.
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I already left, actually.
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I'm gone.
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*GREY'S ANATOMY*
Season 16 Episode 16
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Episode Title: "Leave a Light On"
Aired on: 03/05/2020
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Synchronized by srjanapala
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This is not the way I wanted to
do this, but you know me.
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Any chance
to take the easy way out.
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Or maybe that used to be true.
I don't know.
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God, I hate nurses.
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I'm Alex.
I'm with Jeremy.
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You're, uh... You're with
the Nazi, right?
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She may not have pneumonia,
you know?
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She could be splinting,
or have a P.E.
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Like I said,
I hate nurses.
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What did you just say?
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Did you just
call me a nurse?
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Well,
if the white cap fits.
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What I do know is
I owe you the truth,
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and I don't know how else
to tell you.
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But you know as well as I do
if I showed up on your doorstep,
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you'd yell
or give me guilt or crap
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or whatever you do that
seems to always set me straight.
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We're grown-ups.
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We can't run.
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We have to face up to
the stupid things we do.
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- Alex!
- Get off!
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Supposedly, if you
face up to them,
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something good comes out of it.
I don't know what.
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You were always the one
to set me straight...
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God, I smell good!
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You know what it is?
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It's the smell
of open-heart surgery.
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It's awesome.
It is awesome.
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- You gotta smell me.
- I don't want to smell you.
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- ...to point out when I was
being an ass. - Oh, yes, you do.
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You have got
to be kidding me!
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Okay, I have more important
things to deal with than you.
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I have roommates and boy
problems and family problems.
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You wanna act like a little
frat-boy bitch? That's fine.
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You wanna take credit for
your saves and everybody else's?
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That's fine, too.
Just stay outta my face.
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And for the record,
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you smell like crap!
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And when that didn't work,
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you'd flop in my bed
and say the one perfect thing
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that would make sense.
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But the thing is,
I can't come back.
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I can't face you.
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You can go.
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What are you gonna do
if I leave?
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It's just us now.
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There were five of us,
and now it's just you and I.
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And it can't be just me.
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It seems like
five seconds ago,
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we were the interns
hiding in the tunnels.
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- Alex!
- Get off.
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Look, I'm not gonna stay
in Seattle
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just because you don't want
to be alone.
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I deserve the guilt
and to be called an ass,
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but I don't want to be
set straight.
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I don't want you
to say the right thing
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because the one perfect thing
isn't in Seattle.
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Not anymore.
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Yang left me
her shares and her board seat
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and... she left me you,
too.
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It's just us now.
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I don't know... if you need
somebody to bitch to
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or just be...
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My person.
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I don't know
what you mean.
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But you do.
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Apparently,
I'm your emergency contact.
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I want waffle Sundays.
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Like a family,
all of us...
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Everybody, all together.
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Okay.
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I want to do that
as long as we can.
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- It's important to me.
- God, get off! Stop it!
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Oh, my God.
Ohh.
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But I swear, it's not
about work or you or Jo.
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It's about me.
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I left.
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And I'm with Izzie.
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This is probably the part
where you're gonna get on your phone
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and call a million times
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and leave hateful messages
on my machine
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till I call you back.
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But I can't, Mer.
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I can't lie to you,
and I can't promise
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I'm gonna come home
because it's not home anymore.
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- Go make her happy.
- Yeah.
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When you were in danger
of losing your license,
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when I called everyone
to write letters
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and show up on your behalf,
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I called Izzie, too.
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I want to say
I hoped she wouldn't answer,
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but the truth is
I hoped she would.
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I want to say,
"I had to call her for you,"
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but that would be a lie.
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The truth is
your trial gave me
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an excuse good enough
to call her.
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'Cause I wanted to know
where she landed.
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Today is the day my life begins.
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All my life,
I've been just me...
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Just a smart-mouth kid.
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- ♪ Beyond a story book ♪
- Today I become a man.
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Today I become a husband.
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Today I become accountable
to someone other than myself.
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♪ And learn our souls
are all we own ♪
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Today I become accountable
to you,
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to our future,
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to all the possibilities
that our marriage has to offer.
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Together,
no matter what happens,
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I'll be ready...
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I wanted to know
if she was alive and well.
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Screw the DNR.
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Hand me those paddles.
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- Clear.
- I wanted to hear her voice.
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I'm a bride.
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- Iz, come on. I'm getting her a real one.
- I love this one,
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and that makes it
a real one.
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When she picked up,
I blurted out the whole thing
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about you picking up trash
off the street
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and needing a letter that proved
you're better than that.
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And she laughed and said,
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"Of course she'd be
trash-picking,
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trying to save the world."
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Today, Izzie Stevens,
our life together begins.
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And I, for one,
can't wait.
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And then these voices
were in the background
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and a girl was singing
this song about
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"greasy, grimy gopher guts"
that I learned in first grade
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and I started laughing and
I asked if she had kids and...
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Izzie got quiet.
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For so long, she was quiet,
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and finally, she said,
"Yeah, I have kids."
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- "Twins."
- ♪ I know that I am nothing new ♪
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And it turns out
they're my kids, Mer.
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- ♪ There's so much more than me and you ♪
- Izzie's and my kids.
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She had our kids.
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♪ But, brother,
how we must atone ♪
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♪ Before we turn to stone ♪
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I love Jo.
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Deeply. Still.
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I think I always will.
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And if it was just about
two women I love,
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I'd choose my wife.
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You know I would.
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- Hey.
- But it's not just her.
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Izzie made our kids.
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I snooched into a cup
for you today.
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Um... thank you?
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She was single
and wanted children
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and couldn't have 'em because
the cancer nuked her eggs.
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But she had our embryos.
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Back then
I was too freaked out
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to care about what she did with
them if we never used them.
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You think a Dixie cup
full of my swimmers
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will make everything okay?
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It's crap. This is crap.
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You just can't go messing
with people's heads like that.
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Even if she freezes
the embryos,
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you think... you think
we'll get a chance to use them?
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You think
she'll still be here?
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You think she'll survive
all this?
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Do you think...
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She t-told me...
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She told me she was seeing
a ghost, okay?
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And I'm so used to all
the crazy chicks in my life
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that I didn't even...
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I'm a doctor.
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A doctor!
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And I didn't even think
to...
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And now she's...
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This is...
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This is wrong.
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This isn't
how it's supposed to happen.
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I know.
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- It's crap.
- I know.
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I hate this.
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I know.
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This isn't...
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This isn't how we...
How we were supp...
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This isn't how I wanted
to do this.
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This isn't how Izzie and I
were supposed to make a baby.
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So I signed papers
saying she could do
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whatever she wanted
with them.
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And so she used them.
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And she had twins.
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Eli and Alexis.
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I should have told Jo
or told you, but I didn't.
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I got through the trial
and then I came here
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and I met the kids.
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Met my kids, Mer.
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They're five.
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And hilarious and stubborn
as hell, just like Izzie.
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Like this little team
that gangs up on me
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with stubbornness
and sticky hands.
252
00:11:57,487 --> 00:11:59,910
Hi, horsey!
253
00:11:59,995 --> 00:12:02,111
And the second I walked
in the door,
254
00:12:02,482 --> 00:12:04,168
they wanted to show me
their rooms
255
00:12:04,253 --> 00:12:06,512
and the look on their faces
when they were showing me
256
00:12:06,597 --> 00:12:09,013
all their toys and books
and...
257
00:12:09,098 --> 00:12:12,496
asked if they could
call me...
258
00:12:12,718 --> 00:12:14,114
Dad.
259
00:12:15,188 --> 00:12:16,692
They both want to be doctors,
260
00:12:16,777 --> 00:12:19,341
and Izzie teaches them
to bake just like her.
261
00:12:19,426 --> 00:12:21,449
And they scribble
pictures of stethoscopes
262
00:12:21,534 --> 00:12:23,449
all over the walls in chalk.
263
00:12:23,902 --> 00:12:25,645
And Alexis...
264
00:12:25,752 --> 00:12:26,996
...oh,
she's got Izzie's eyes.
265
00:12:27,081 --> 00:12:31,270
And... Eli smiles crooked
just like I do.
266
00:12:31,355 --> 00:12:34,846
And now I live on a freaking
farm in Nowhere, Kansas.
267
00:12:38,018 --> 00:12:39,216
And the kids play
with the chickens
268
00:12:39,300 --> 00:12:42,386
and Izzie goes to work
as a surgical oncologist.
269
00:12:44,402 --> 00:12:46,738
Oh, and she's amazing, Mer.
270
00:12:46,971 --> 00:12:48,567
The progress she's made.
271
00:12:48,652 --> 00:12:49,973
She's alive.
272
00:12:50,058 --> 00:12:52,262
And she's a miracle
and keeping other people alive.
273
00:12:52,347 --> 00:12:54,563
And I'm applying
to the hospital nearby.
274
00:12:56,731 --> 00:12:59,262
And I wanted to be mad at Izzie
for keeping them from me,
275
00:12:59,347 --> 00:13:03,285
but I can't because all I am
is grateful she made them.
276
00:13:03,399 --> 00:13:06,349
Oh, they're so damn smart,
smarter than I was at their age.
277
00:13:06,434 --> 00:13:08,144
Hell, sometimes at my age.
278
00:13:08,691 --> 00:13:10,370
And they get to
have everything...
279
00:13:10,692 --> 00:13:12,967
A home where they feel safe
and loved,
280
00:13:13,051 --> 00:13:14,418
and they play "sleepover,"
281
00:13:14,503 --> 00:13:16,709
where they just keep
swapping beds non-stop,
282
00:13:16,794 --> 00:13:19,090
all night until
they land in ours at 4:00 a.m.
283
00:13:20,426 --> 00:13:22,382
And they wake up
with two parents,
284
00:13:23,004 --> 00:13:25,217
when I rarely
ever even had one.
285
00:13:25,301 --> 00:13:26,465
Oh, I love them, Mer,
286
00:13:26,550 --> 00:13:28,416
with every inch of me
and every cell,
287
00:13:28,501 --> 00:13:30,215
and I get to be their dad.
288
00:13:31,015 --> 00:13:33,957
I'm the guy who lied
and said I only had one ball
289
00:13:34,049 --> 00:13:35,713
to get into Seattle Grace.
290
00:13:35,798 --> 00:13:37,283
And it worked.
291
00:13:37,368 --> 00:13:40,382
I got a job and a career I love
based on a lie
292
00:13:40,467 --> 00:13:43,507
that no one really cared about,
and I made it work.
293
00:13:45,199 --> 00:13:46,878
And when I look at my kids
294
00:13:46,963 --> 00:13:49,709
and doubt if I know
how to do right by them,
295
00:13:49,941 --> 00:13:54,067
I just think of you and Zola
and Bailey and Ellis.
296
00:13:54,573 --> 00:13:56,847
You're so brave. And you've
grown into this incredible mother,
297
00:13:56,931 --> 00:13:58,927
this incredible surgeon.
298
00:14:00,051 --> 00:14:01,104
You did that.
299
00:14:02,713 --> 00:14:05,129
You always said Cristina
was your person.
300
00:14:05,214 --> 00:14:07,130
Then I was your person.
301
00:14:07,215 --> 00:14:10,315
But you've always been
your own damn person,
302
00:14:10,518 --> 00:14:12,987
a force of freaking nature.
303
00:14:13,222 --> 00:14:16,245
You've never needed
anyone but you.
304
00:14:16,861 --> 00:14:18,180
And you can come here,
you know?
305
00:14:18,265 --> 00:14:20,261
You... You...
You could show up at my door
306
00:14:20,346 --> 00:14:22,112
and... and get me
to walk away from all this
307
00:14:22,197 --> 00:14:24,501
and just go back to you
and Jo and the hospital
308
00:14:24,586 --> 00:14:27,066
- and everyone who helped me get here.
- ...two... one!
309
00:14:27,151 --> 00:14:29,317
But I hope you don't.
310
00:14:29,448 --> 00:14:30,932
Mer,
you are my best friend,
311
00:14:31,017 --> 00:14:32,513
and I will miss the hell
out of you,
312
00:14:32,598 --> 00:14:38,182
but I'm finally
exactly where I should be.
313
00:14:38,579 --> 00:14:40,831
I never had that before.
314
00:14:41,665 --> 00:14:45,281
So, I hope you do come here
one day,
315
00:14:45,784 --> 00:14:47,823
but not to ask me to leave.
316
00:14:48,283 --> 00:14:50,456
I hope you come
to meet my kids
317
00:14:50,605 --> 00:14:52,861
and they get to call you
"Auntie Mer."
318
00:14:53,430 --> 00:14:56,878
Because you'll love them,
and they'll love you.
319
00:14:57,072 --> 00:14:58,854
And until you're ready
to do that,
320
00:15:00,266 --> 00:15:02,262
try not to hate me too much.
321
00:15:02,510 --> 00:15:03,800
Please?
322
00:15:05,180 --> 00:15:08,346
Alex.
323
00:15:20,392 --> 00:15:22,018
I'm sorry.
324
00:15:24,525 --> 00:15:26,165
You deserve
more than a letter.
325
00:15:26,564 --> 00:15:27,886
I'm your intern
for the day.
326
00:15:27,971 --> 00:15:30,073
Oh. Well, hello, intern.
You have a name?
327
00:15:30,158 --> 00:15:31,221
Jo Wilson.
328
00:15:31,306 --> 00:15:33,821
Oh, nice. I like chicks
with boys names.
329
00:15:34,298 --> 00:15:35,766
And this right here,
330
00:15:35,907 --> 00:15:39,269
this cowardice, this letter?
331
00:15:40,126 --> 00:15:41,809
It's officially
the worst thing I've ever done.
332
00:15:44,688 --> 00:15:46,135
But it's about me, Jo.
333
00:15:46,220 --> 00:15:47,134
It's not about you.
334
00:15:47,219 --> 00:15:50,438
- I don't live in my car anymore, jerk.
- It's not what you deserve.
335
00:15:50,523 --> 00:15:53,752
You deserve and have earned so
much better than this. I got you a couch.
336
00:15:53,837 --> 00:15:55,565
Hey,
powdered sugar's your favorite.
337
00:15:55,649 --> 00:15:57,314
Yeah, no.
Uh, this is great.
338
00:15:57,399 --> 00:15:58,649
You wanted to hear me
say the words.
339
00:15:58,733 --> 00:16:02,110
So I'm...
saying them right now.
340
00:16:04,436 --> 00:16:06,242
I love you, Jo.
341
00:16:06,687 --> 00:16:08,714
- I love that you
are brilliant and brave,
342
00:16:08,798 --> 00:16:10,345
and no matter
what you go through...
343
00:16:10,430 --> 00:16:11,525
Hey, Brooke.
344
00:16:11,611 --> 00:16:13,142
Oh, wait. It's...
It's "Jo" now, right?
345
00:16:14,992 --> 00:16:16,907
...you never
let it hold you back.
346
00:16:16,992 --> 00:16:20,126
Do I look like him?
You have my father's eyes...
347
00:16:20,211 --> 00:16:21,462
You have an out.
348
00:16:24,695 --> 00:16:26,688
It makes you stronger,
kinder.
349
00:16:27,036 --> 00:16:28,532
You made me kinder.
350
00:16:28,617 --> 00:16:29,962
That works?
The compliments thing?
351
00:16:30,047 --> 00:16:31,203
Mm-hmm.
352
00:16:31,452 --> 00:16:32,868
God, you're sexy.
353
00:16:33,007 --> 00:16:34,321
Doesn't work on me.
354
00:16:34,406 --> 00:16:35,445
Ohh!
355
00:16:35,545 --> 00:16:38,454
Oh. A little warning
when people are over
356
00:16:38,539 --> 00:16:39,368
would be nice.
357
00:16:39,453 --> 00:16:42,649
You loved me for exactly
who I was, and I loved you.
358
00:16:42,734 --> 00:16:43,979
I'm gonna marry
that girl.
359
00:16:44,542 --> 00:16:46,485
Ohh! Yes!
360
00:16:46,570 --> 00:16:47,689
I love you.
361
00:16:47,985 --> 00:16:51,024
Maybe it's not fair to say that,
but it's true.
362
00:16:51,570 --> 00:16:52,189
What's also true is...
363
00:16:54,849 --> 00:16:56,265
...I'm in love with Izzie.
364
00:17:02,826 --> 00:17:03,992
When I asked you
365
00:17:04,077 --> 00:17:05,508
if you wanted
to move in with me,
366
00:17:05,593 --> 00:17:06,984
you said that you did
367
00:17:07,069 --> 00:17:08,384
and that you could
picture a life with me,
368
00:17:08,468 --> 00:17:10,992
but you never said anything
about babies.
369
00:17:11,077 --> 00:17:14,078
You said,
"Maybe we could get a dog."
370
00:17:14,163 --> 00:17:16,509
- Do you want a dog?
- No, I want to know what we're doing here.
371
00:17:16,593 --> 00:17:18,625
I love you,
and you love me.
372
00:17:18,710 --> 00:17:20,367
I know,
but when I look ahead...
373
00:17:20,452 --> 00:17:21,414
Why are we
looking ahead?
374
00:17:21,499 --> 00:17:23,656
If you had or maybe
you do have, for all I know,
375
00:17:23,741 --> 00:17:26,079
a bunch of Izzie babies walking
around with your face on them...
376
00:17:26,163 --> 00:17:27,351
And why
are we doing it now?
377
00:17:27,436 --> 00:17:29,859
And... And I'm just
the "Let's get a dog" girl?
378
00:17:29,944 --> 00:17:31,968
You always ask about Izzie,
what she was like.
379
00:17:32,053 --> 00:17:33,407
Well, that...
That girl right there.
380
00:17:33,491 --> 00:17:35,054
That... That's what Izzie
was like.
381
00:17:35,139 --> 00:17:38,101
I imagined this whole life
for her where she was baking
382
00:17:38,186 --> 00:17:40,148
and happy
and had a bunch of kids.
383
00:17:40,233 --> 00:17:42,101
Alex, if you want
to know how she is,
384
00:17:42,186 --> 00:17:43,297
you should just call her.
385
00:17:43,382 --> 00:17:45,172
And I never imagined me
in that picture.
386
00:17:45,257 --> 00:17:46,460
You should call Izzie.
387
00:17:46,545 --> 00:17:48,037
But suddenly, I am.
388
00:17:48,615 --> 00:17:50,769
Not suddenly.
That's a lie there.
389
00:17:51,373 --> 00:17:53,241
There was a part of me
that always wondered,
390
00:17:53,326 --> 00:17:55,077
always
wanted to know,
391
00:17:55,162 --> 00:17:58,859
always felt
like we left things unresolved,
392
00:17:59,521 --> 00:18:01,217
unfinished.
393
00:18:01,817 --> 00:18:05,946
So, when Mer needed all those
letters, I reached out to her.
394
00:18:06,537 --> 00:18:08,601
I reached out to Izzie
and we started talking
395
00:18:08,686 --> 00:18:10,507
and it scared the crap
out of me
396
00:18:10,592 --> 00:18:13,439
because it felt like
no time had passed,
397
00:18:14,131 --> 00:18:17,015
like Izzie and I were
kind of frozen together in time,
398
00:18:17,100 --> 00:18:19,744
and now... now we're not.
399
00:18:19,829 --> 00:18:20,835
She's not.
400
00:18:20,920 --> 00:18:22,359
She's here in Kansas,
401
00:18:22,443 --> 00:18:25,359
on a farm in this incredible
place in the middle of nowhere.
402
00:18:25,443 --> 00:18:27,269
And I never,
in a million years,
403
00:18:27,353 --> 00:18:30,439
would think I belong here,
but I do.
404
00:18:31,383 --> 00:18:32,947
And I can't lie to you...
405
00:18:33,031 --> 00:18:34,939
...and pretend the truth
isn't the truth...
406
00:18:35,024 --> 00:18:37,461
That I love you
and I love Izzie.
407
00:18:38,273 --> 00:18:42,010
But if it was just me missing
her or nostalgia or whatever...
408
00:18:42,095 --> 00:18:43,002
Will you stay with me?
409
00:18:43,087 --> 00:18:44,727
...I would have been able to
walk away
410
00:18:44,812 --> 00:18:46,062
and come back to you.
411
00:18:48,236 --> 00:18:50,359
But Izzie had my kids.
412
00:18:51,291 --> 00:18:54,104
And I know you get
what that really means.
413
00:18:54,189 --> 00:18:55,690
I know you of all people
414
00:18:55,775 --> 00:18:58,345
understand why
I can't just leave now...
415
00:18:58,494 --> 00:19:01,809
...why I can't miss
another second of my kids' lives.
416
00:19:02,509 --> 00:19:04,689
I have a chance
to make this family whole,
417
00:19:05,189 --> 00:19:08,206
and I just hope you love me back
enough to let me take it.
418
00:19:09,572 --> 00:19:12,362
I need to give these kids
the family you and I never had,
419
00:19:12,447 --> 00:19:16,049
with barbecuing out on
the back porch and soccer games
420
00:19:16,134 --> 00:19:17,978
and movie nights
and book reports.
421
00:19:18,311 --> 00:19:19,804
- Mom.
- Mom.
422
00:19:26,335 --> 00:19:28,390
I didn't know
she would have my kids,
423
00:19:28,475 --> 00:19:30,317
and now that she does,
424
00:19:30,766 --> 00:19:33,058
I don't know how to look anyone
in the eye if I don't stay
425
00:19:33,143 --> 00:19:36,359
and do everything I can
to make this work...
426
00:19:36,952 --> 00:19:40,280
Make this a life,
make this a family.
427
00:19:41,756 --> 00:19:42,913
You were wrong.
428
00:19:43,139 --> 00:19:45,479
You're not
the "Let's get a dog" girl.
429
00:19:45,686 --> 00:19:47,133
And I was never holding
a candle
430
00:19:47,218 --> 00:19:48,664
or those pieces of paper
431
00:19:48,780 --> 00:19:51,741
thinking anything
would ever change.
432
00:19:52,217 --> 00:19:54,608
When I asked you to marry me,
I meant it.
433
00:19:56,554 --> 00:19:58,485
And we'll be together
forever, right? You and me.
434
00:19:58,569 --> 00:20:00,328
And if we have kids,
we'll be great.
435
00:20:00,413 --> 00:20:02,099
I'll be a great dad,
and you'll be great,
436
00:20:02,183 --> 00:20:03,765
and it'll be just us.
437
00:20:03,850 --> 00:20:05,836
We won't need anybody else,
okay?
438
00:20:05,921 --> 00:20:09,109
When I told you I love you,
I meant it.
439
00:20:10,115 --> 00:20:12,149
But Izzie has our kids, Jo.
440
00:20:12,825 --> 00:20:14,304
Our kids.
441
00:20:14,514 --> 00:20:16,899
And the way you and I grew up,
I...
442
00:20:17,569 --> 00:20:19,883
I-I came to meet them,
to start to know them.
443
00:20:19,968 --> 00:20:22,350
I missed five years
of their lives.
444
00:20:22,483 --> 00:20:23,769
And not because I was a junkie
like my dad
445
00:20:23,853 --> 00:20:26,399
or off my meds like my mom.
446
00:20:26,991 --> 00:20:30,019
I didn't exist to them until
I walked through the front door.
447
00:20:30,741 --> 00:20:34,269
And once I did, I had this
family I never knew I had
448
00:20:34,353 --> 00:20:37,142
on this insane farm,
and I wish I'd...
449
00:20:38,345 --> 00:20:41,514
I wish getting everything
I always wanted
450
00:20:41,599 --> 00:20:43,928
didn't have to hurt you
in the process.
451
00:20:55,239 --> 00:20:56,859
But I can't lie to you.
452
00:20:57,481 --> 00:20:58,919
And I can't come home.
453
00:20:59,153 --> 00:21:00,786
Are you asking me
to a dance?
454
00:21:00,958 --> 00:21:04,754
No, I'm... I'm asking you
to come back home.
455
00:21:06,583 --> 00:21:08,006
I'm not coming home, Jo.
456
00:21:08,091 --> 00:21:09,256
I can't face you.
457
00:21:09,341 --> 00:21:10,490
I can't look you in the eye
458
00:21:10,575 --> 00:21:12,928
because I wouldn't be able to
walk away.
459
00:21:13,013 --> 00:21:15,388
Maybe "I love you"
is wrong to say,
460
00:21:15,473 --> 00:21:19,474
but... thank you
for making me better
461
00:21:19,559 --> 00:21:21,535
and taking care of me
when I needed it,
462
00:21:21,691 --> 00:21:25,332
for taking care of yourself
when you needed it, too.
463
00:21:25,832 --> 00:21:27,208
I went to a lawyer.
464
00:21:27,293 --> 00:21:29,177
I signed divorce papers.
465
00:21:29,262 --> 00:21:31,149
I left everything to you.
It's yours.
466
00:21:31,473 --> 00:21:34,649
You worked for every cent
you ever owned and then some.
467
00:21:35,176 --> 00:21:37,731
I also left you my shares
in Grey-Sloan.
468
00:21:37,840 --> 00:21:41,254
Whatever you choose to do with
them, I know it will be amazing.
469
00:21:41,356 --> 00:21:42,450
Just like you.
470
00:21:44,226 --> 00:21:45,843
You know, I, uh...
471
00:21:46,113 --> 00:21:48,189
I barely saw you
this week,
472
00:21:48,856 --> 00:21:51,137
and it sucked.
473
00:21:52,348 --> 00:21:55,193
I'll find another job.
Whatever.
474
00:21:55,278 --> 00:21:58,149
I, uh, but I don't want
to never see you again.
475
00:21:58,233 --> 00:22:02,979
Oh, you deserve everything good
in this life, Jo.
476
00:22:03,415 --> 00:22:05,858
I hope you find
so much better than me.
477
00:22:06,395 --> 00:22:07,551
Thank you.
478
00:22:08,832 --> 00:22:10,494
I'm... I'm sorry.
479
00:22:11,207 --> 00:22:13,148
I don't know how to end this.
480
00:22:13,957 --> 00:22:15,348
I don't want to.
481
00:22:17,707 --> 00:22:19,268
Goodbye.
482
00:22:26,755 --> 00:22:29,295
I'm guessing
you're not surprised by this,
483
00:22:29,380 --> 00:22:31,881
and definitely not happy
about it.
484
00:22:32,856 --> 00:22:34,717
They called me Evil Spawn
most of the time
485
00:22:34,802 --> 00:22:36,084
growing up in your hospital.
486
00:22:36,169 --> 00:22:37,381
Nice panties, Yang.
487
00:22:38,675 --> 00:22:40,711
In your dreams,
Evil Spawn.
488
00:22:40,795 --> 00:22:42,211
It's probably
one of the better nicknames
489
00:22:42,295 --> 00:22:44,591
I had most of my life,
to be honest.
490
00:22:44,675 --> 00:22:46,631
I earned the name.
491
00:22:46,715 --> 00:22:48,817
I know it, you know it.
492
00:22:48,902 --> 00:22:53,791
Morning, people. Hell,
you probably know that better than anyone.
493
00:22:53,875 --> 00:22:56,381
Truth is, you didn't like me
very much in the beginning.
494
00:22:59,636 --> 00:23:01,593
I didn't really like you much,
either.
495
00:23:01,678 --> 00:23:03,398
Sloppy, sloppy, sloppy.
496
00:23:03,483 --> 00:23:06,210
Redo these and return them to me
before lunch, understood?
497
00:23:06,295 --> 00:23:08,203
- Understood.
- Karev, don't tempt me.
498
00:23:08,288 --> 00:23:10,148
And, Karev, see the chief
by the end of the day.
499
00:23:10,232 --> 00:23:10,890
What for?
500
00:23:10,975 --> 00:23:12,832
Do I look psychic to you?
He's the chief.
501
00:23:12,917 --> 00:23:14,092
He asked, you go.
502
00:23:14,177 --> 00:23:15,741
Karev,
go stand in the hall.
503
00:23:15,873 --> 00:23:17,324
- Karev, cover the pit.
- Pit!
504
00:23:17,409 --> 00:23:19,310
Hate being an intern.
505
00:23:19,443 --> 00:23:23,061
You were mean and impatient...
and knew everything,
506
00:23:23,146 --> 00:23:25,077
and you liked everyone else
but me,
507
00:23:25,162 --> 00:23:26,427
even when you pretended
you didn't.
508
00:23:26,511 --> 00:23:28,128
Are you sure
they're balloons?
509
00:23:28,644 --> 00:23:31,136
You have reason to believe
they're not balloons?
510
00:23:31,221 --> 00:23:32,459
This one here's
got a face.
511
00:23:32,839 --> 00:23:34,120
They all do.
512
00:23:34,901 --> 00:23:36,155
I'll be damned.
513
00:23:36,417 --> 00:23:39,004
They're Judys.
Judys?
514
00:23:39,355 --> 00:23:44,074
He swallowed
the heads of ten Judy dolls.
515
00:23:44,159 --> 00:23:46,893
Or you were convinced
I had "it"...
516
00:23:47,198 --> 00:23:51,042
That something that would make
them great someday.
517
00:23:51,143 --> 00:23:53,840
Hell, you named your kid
after O'Malley.
518
00:23:53,925 --> 00:23:56,050
And Mer named her kid after you,
and you...
519
00:23:57,611 --> 00:24:00,746
...you just seemed like all
my other teachers before you
520
00:24:00,831 --> 00:24:03,808
who took one look at me,
decided I was garbage,
521
00:24:03,893 --> 00:24:06,222
and that was
all I'd ever be.
522
00:24:06,635 --> 00:24:08,120
But here's the thing.
523
00:24:08,690 --> 00:24:12,160
Unlike everyone else,
you let me grow the hell up.
524
00:24:12,245 --> 00:24:14,887
- He saved a baby's life.
- You gave me crap when I deserved it.
525
00:24:14,972 --> 00:24:17,472
You pushed my buttons
and my limits when I needed it.
526
00:24:17,557 --> 00:24:20,191
What the hell? You are not some
hotshot surgeon right now.
527
00:24:20,276 --> 00:24:22,307
Yeah, it's a teaching hospital
and all that,
528
00:24:22,548 --> 00:24:25,033
but you did more than that,
and you know it.
529
00:24:25,222 --> 00:24:27,807
Why is there a trailer
in my parking spot?
530
00:24:28,026 --> 00:24:30,433
Is one of these yours?
My bad.
531
00:24:30,533 --> 00:24:32,136
And, sure,
it'd be pretty great
532
00:24:32,221 --> 00:24:33,769
if I just
stayed there forever
533
00:24:33,877 --> 00:24:36,214
and repaid you
for everything you did for me.
534
00:24:37,415 --> 00:24:39,582
But you and I both know
I can't.
535
00:24:41,229 --> 00:24:42,901
Never could.
536
00:24:43,244 --> 00:24:45,026
You helped me
grow the hell up,
537
00:24:45,111 --> 00:24:46,823
and you took a bullet
out of my stomach.
538
00:24:46,923 --> 00:24:48,142
You paged me?
539
00:24:48,401 --> 00:24:50,730
I did. I have a surgery.
540
00:24:50,815 --> 00:24:52,322
You're actually gonna let me
near a patient?
541
00:24:52,406 --> 00:24:53,689
You are the patient.
542
00:24:53,774 --> 00:24:55,332
Get in there and get
on that table. Oh...
543
00:24:56,635 --> 00:24:58,776
I don't need a reminder
of this thing.
544
00:24:58,861 --> 00:25:00,707
I'm gonna carry
that day around with me
545
00:25:00,792 --> 00:25:02,542
every day
for the rest of my life.
546
00:25:02,627 --> 00:25:04,548
I don't need a reminder
every time I look at you.
547
00:25:04,666 --> 00:25:07,816
And I'm tired
of bullying you,
548
00:25:07,901 --> 00:25:09,458
so I am asking you,
549
00:25:09,768 --> 00:25:13,533
please, get in there
and get your shirt off.
550
00:25:15,868 --> 00:25:17,620
You protected Jo
from herself,
551
00:25:17,705 --> 00:25:19,167
and if I started
the whole list
552
00:25:19,252 --> 00:25:21,064
of everything
I learned from you,
553
00:25:21,244 --> 00:25:22,448
I would never stop writing.
554
00:25:22,533 --> 00:25:24,549
And right now my hand hurts.
555
00:25:25,299 --> 00:25:27,049
So just know this.
556
00:25:27,292 --> 00:25:29,878
It took me
a long time to say it,
557
00:25:30,228 --> 00:25:32,595
but I'm a good peds surgeon.
558
00:25:33,885 --> 00:25:35,168
I'm an okay guy.
559
00:25:35,775 --> 00:25:37,298
I'm still trying.
560
00:25:37,916 --> 00:25:41,400
But I'm a really
damn good surgeon.
561
00:25:41,540 --> 00:25:43,488
- We got movement!
- And I don't mind saying it now
562
00:25:43,572 --> 00:25:45,642
because I didn't
figure it out myself.
563
00:25:46,384 --> 00:25:49,297
You kicked my ass
and asked more of me than anyone
564
00:25:49,382 --> 00:25:51,420
and hired other teachers
who kicked my ass
565
00:25:51,505 --> 00:25:52,647
and asked more of me.
566
00:25:52,732 --> 00:25:54,798
Karev, I hear that
you're the future of peds.
567
00:25:54,882 --> 00:25:57,588
Excuse me? - Yeah, a little birdie
named Bailey whispered it in my ear.
568
00:25:57,672 --> 00:25:59,521
I want you to work with me today so I
can see if she's right.
569
00:25:59,605 --> 00:26:00,605
What did she say?
570
00:26:00,732 --> 00:26:02,343
That you're the best babysitter
in the hospital.
571
00:26:02,427 --> 00:26:03,708
Shut up.
572
00:26:03,792 --> 00:26:05,498
And I know who I am.
573
00:26:05,582 --> 00:26:09,053
I'm not that guy with a million
Catherine Fox Awards on a shelf.
574
00:26:09,138 --> 00:26:10,459
Goodbye, Mom.
575
00:26:10,544 --> 00:26:12,482
Bye.
576
00:26:13,021 --> 00:26:15,548
A junkie dad,
a crackpot mom,
577
00:26:15,632 --> 00:26:18,878
and somehow Karev
still became a doctor.
578
00:26:18,962 --> 00:26:21,779
I'm not easily impressed,
but I'm impressed.
579
00:26:21,864 --> 00:26:23,874
I became the guy you
trusted to run the hospital
580
00:26:23,958 --> 00:26:24,912
and keep your secrets.
581
00:26:24,997 --> 00:26:26,668
And now...
It's okay.
582
00:26:26,752 --> 00:26:29,498
...and now I'm a surgeon,
a friend,
583
00:26:29,583 --> 00:26:32,717
a father of two incredible kids
with Izzie Stevens,
584
00:26:32,802 --> 00:26:36,088
which I'm sure is breaking
your brain.
585
00:26:36,356 --> 00:26:38,207
- But it's true.
- Nothing!
586
00:26:38,529 --> 00:26:40,048
I'm all these things.
587
00:26:40,132 --> 00:26:41,548
She been out there
all day?
588
00:26:41,632 --> 00:26:43,838
And by the way,
I have a shot
589
00:26:43,922 --> 00:26:46,466
at being Chief of Peds
at Shawnee County here,
590
00:26:46,654 --> 00:26:49,201
but I'm guessing
you're the last person
591
00:26:49,286 --> 00:26:51,482
I should put down as a rec
right now.
592
00:26:53,042 --> 00:26:56,588
Okay, look, the... the kids
keep asking for pizza sushi,
593
00:26:56,672 --> 00:26:58,998
and I have to go tell them
that's not a thing.
594
00:26:59,082 --> 00:27:01,575
And if I say any more
in this letter,
595
00:27:02,042 --> 00:27:04,668
there are going to be feelings
all over the place.
596
00:27:05,044 --> 00:27:06,411
Yours, not mine.
597
00:27:07,008 --> 00:27:09,356
And, really,
I'm just writing to say goodbye.
598
00:27:10,510 --> 00:27:11,878
And thanks.
599
00:27:12,283 --> 00:27:13,597
And that sounds lame and small
600
00:27:13,682 --> 00:27:14,895
compared to everything
you've done,
601
00:27:14,979 --> 00:27:17,971
but there it is.
602
00:27:19,526 --> 00:27:21,760
Goodbye, and thanks.
603
00:27:23,806 --> 00:27:25,647
I love you, Dr. Bailey.
604
00:27:27,900 --> 00:27:29,119
Dr. Alex Karev.
605
00:27:38,644 --> 00:27:42,068
- Richard, alcoholic.
- Hi, Richard.
606
00:27:46,333 --> 00:27:47,725
See one,
607
00:27:48,458 --> 00:27:49,770
do one,
608
00:27:50,333 --> 00:27:51,529
teach one.
609
00:27:52,825 --> 00:27:55,661
That's been the motto
of every hospital I run,
610
00:27:55,896 --> 00:27:58,680
every teacher I've loved.
611
00:27:59,091 --> 00:28:03,896
I loved being a surgeon,
saving lives,
612
00:28:04,333 --> 00:28:07,910
giving people back
their families,
613
00:28:08,912 --> 00:28:11,944
their loved ones,
and their friends.
614
00:28:12,044 --> 00:28:16,458
Giving them back to them
when all seemed lost.
615
00:28:17,354 --> 00:28:20,295
And I loved my students,
not because of ego...
616
00:28:23,515 --> 00:28:25,350
I'm done.
I'm done! I'm done!
617
00:28:25,434 --> 00:28:29,890
...but because it gave me that
same rush, that same feeling...
618
00:28:29,974 --> 00:28:33,350
That's why I'm the chief.
619
00:28:34,084 --> 00:28:37,250
It's like you're helping
to keep people alive,
620
00:28:37,335 --> 00:28:39,429
keep families alive.
621
00:28:40,903 --> 00:28:43,724
And then this morning,
I wake up to a letter
622
00:28:43,841 --> 00:28:46,850
from a student of mine,
who, well,
623
00:28:46,934 --> 00:28:50,930
let's just say he's not the one
I would have put money down on.
624
00:28:51,014 --> 00:28:53,230
What happens, uh,
if I... if I take the exam
625
00:28:53,314 --> 00:28:55,520
for a second time
and I don't pass?
626
00:28:55,604 --> 00:28:58,420
You will no longer be a surgical
resident at Seattle Grace.
627
00:28:58,505 --> 00:28:59,880
Failing again
is not an option.
628
00:28:59,988 --> 00:29:01,970
- What's the big deal?
- Well, the big deal is you're...
629
00:29:02,054 --> 00:29:05,943
You're sweaty and you
and you smell.
630
00:29:06,028 --> 00:29:07,850
And you're not going
into my OR.
631
00:29:07,934 --> 00:29:09,194
What the hell's the matter
with you today?
632
00:29:09,278 --> 00:29:10,850
This is a teaching hospital,
okay?
633
00:29:10,935 --> 00:29:12,568
You were the chief
for 20 years.
634
00:29:12,653 --> 00:29:14,680
You're supposed to be
teaching your residents.
635
00:29:14,841 --> 00:29:17,100
Oh, I think I taught you
something today.
636
00:29:17,310 --> 00:29:20,230
You don't give up a
once-in-a-lifetime surgery,
637
00:29:20,314 --> 00:29:23,998
not for any reason,
not for anyone, not ever.
638
00:29:24,083 --> 00:29:26,020
But he... he did the work.
639
00:29:26,104 --> 00:29:29,180
Yeah.
He... He showed up.
640
00:29:29,264 --> 00:29:32,640
He... He stepped up.
641
00:29:32,880 --> 00:29:35,430
Became an excellent student,
642
00:29:35,514 --> 00:29:38,430
a stellar surgeon.
10 blade.
643
00:29:38,514 --> 00:29:40,100
You're an underdog,
aren't you, Karev?
644
00:29:40,184 --> 00:29:41,640
It's not that you don't
have the skills.
645
00:29:41,724 --> 00:29:42,930
You have the skills.
646
00:29:43,014 --> 00:29:46,100
But you're scrappy.
You're a fighter.
647
00:29:46,419 --> 00:29:48,060
I like that.
648
00:29:48,255 --> 00:29:49,600
I always root
for the underdog.
649
00:29:50,130 --> 00:29:52,208
A fine teacher.
650
00:29:53,121 --> 00:29:55,778
He was working
with the best of the best.
651
00:29:57,262 --> 00:30:00,769
But instead,
652
00:30:01,099 --> 00:30:03,498
he chose to abandon it all
653
00:30:03,583 --> 00:30:06,935
for who he says
is the woman he loves.
654
00:30:07,895 --> 00:30:11,442
And for the two children
they now have.
655
00:30:12,786 --> 00:30:16,420
You know, I wanted to
look him straight in the eye
656
00:30:16,505 --> 00:30:19,725
and yell at him and...
And tell him
657
00:30:19,810 --> 00:30:21,522
that he's made a mistake,
658
00:30:21,607 --> 00:30:23,950
that it feels like a mistake.
659
00:30:25,771 --> 00:30:27,680
I've been there before,
yeah.
660
00:30:27,942 --> 00:30:31,470
I've fallen in love with two
people at the same time,
661
00:30:31,555 --> 00:30:32,685
and...
662
00:30:35,232 --> 00:30:37,568
And I know all you can do
is go with what your...
663
00:30:37,653 --> 00:30:40,583
Your bones and your guts
and your heart tell you to.
664
00:30:40,700 --> 00:30:43,600
I wanted to grab him
and shake him and tell him,
665
00:30:43,684 --> 00:30:46,013
"Don't give it all away.
666
00:30:46,224 --> 00:30:48,935
Not now.
Not for... for this."
667
00:30:51,177 --> 00:30:54,942
But I missed my chance to watch
my own child grow into an adult.
668
00:30:56,511 --> 00:31:00,427
And I would give anything to
have those years with Maggie.
669
00:31:00,745 --> 00:31:02,388
I'd do anything.
670
00:31:04,231 --> 00:31:05,966
I guess, um...
671
00:31:07,356 --> 00:31:09,107
I just wanted
to say goodbye.
672
00:31:10,661 --> 00:31:12,521
I just wanted
to say goodbye.
673
00:31:12,724 --> 00:31:14,247
Hey, Dr. Webber.
674
00:31:14,519 --> 00:31:16,229
I-I didn't want to work here,
either.
675
00:31:16,314 --> 00:31:19,522
You know, at Grey-Sloan,
I inherited a-a legacy.
676
00:31:19,607 --> 00:31:21,326
Bailey's legacy,
your legacy.
677
00:31:21,411 --> 00:31:22,671
You know, I mean,
every choice I made,
678
00:31:22,755 --> 00:31:25,247
I heard your voice in my head...
"Don't settle. Do better."
679
00:31:25,394 --> 00:31:27,584
At Grey-Sloan,
failing was our last option.
680
00:31:27,669 --> 00:31:28,930
But here,
failure's the culture.
681
00:31:29,364 --> 00:31:30,470
But we can change that.
682
00:31:30,554 --> 00:31:32,140
Help me turn
this place around.
683
00:31:32,427 --> 00:31:34,140
Help me do the impossible.
684
00:31:34,224 --> 00:31:37,263
I wanted to say thank you
for helping me
685
00:31:37,354 --> 00:31:42,028
to be a better doctor,
better teacher.
686
00:31:42,855 --> 00:31:44,419
I mean, anything.
687
00:31:46,677 --> 00:31:47,350
But he up and left...
688
00:31:47,434 --> 00:31:49,470
Karev! Do better!
689
00:31:49,554 --> 00:31:53,890
...with only a note
and an apology, and that's it,
690
00:31:54,162 --> 00:31:57,600
not considering that I might
want to say goodbye
691
00:31:57,771 --> 00:31:59,020
as a teacher...
692
00:31:59,104 --> 00:32:00,560
Watch your back,
Karev.
693
00:32:00,644 --> 00:32:02,680
I may decide to teach you
something tomorrow.
694
00:32:03,755 --> 00:32:05,309
Time of...
695
00:32:05,394 --> 00:32:06,717
...as a colleague...
696
00:32:06,802 --> 00:32:08,230
Time of death... 15:42.
697
00:32:08,314 --> 00:32:10,631
...as a friend.
698
00:32:11,173 --> 00:32:12,576
See one.
699
00:32:12,810 --> 00:32:14,350
Do one.
700
00:32:14,646 --> 00:32:16,302
Teach one.
701
00:32:17,054 --> 00:32:21,881
I've
seen people leave.
702
00:32:22,332 --> 00:32:25,168
I've done the leaving.
703
00:32:25,716 --> 00:32:29,430
Richard! Richard!
Richard!
704
00:32:29,514 --> 00:32:31,319
I was gonna ask you
to be by my side
705
00:32:31,404 --> 00:32:32,256
for the rest of our lives.
706
00:32:32,341 --> 00:32:34,020
I'm not sorry
about a damn thing.
707
00:32:37,740 --> 00:32:41,216
And lately, it seems like
all the people I love just...
708
00:32:42,264 --> 00:32:44,318
...they just disappear.
709
00:32:45,834 --> 00:32:48,140
And...
710
00:32:48,677 --> 00:32:50,310
I can't...
711
00:32:50,638 --> 00:32:54,279
find a way to make it stop.
712
00:33:03,216 --> 00:33:05,437
Alex, if you want to
know how she is,
713
00:33:05,522 --> 00:33:07,513
you should just call her.
714
00:33:07,597 --> 00:33:08,646
You should call Izzie.
715
00:33:08,731 --> 00:33:09,694
No.
716
00:33:09,779 --> 00:33:11,263
No, it's okay.
717
00:33:11,419 --> 00:33:12,577
No.
718
00:33:12,779 --> 00:33:15,553
I mean,
I-I-I don't need to call her.
719
00:33:15,975 --> 00:33:18,053
I know how she is.
720
00:33:18,413 --> 00:33:20,223
I mean, she's, uh...
721
00:33:20,428 --> 00:33:22,923
She's married
with three kids,
722
00:33:23,007 --> 00:33:28,553
and she lives somewhere,
I think, uh, kind of woodsy?
723
00:33:30,467 --> 00:33:32,763
And she's a surgeon
and she goes to work every day,
724
00:33:32,847 --> 00:33:37,364
so she refuses to hire help,
so her house is always a mess.
725
00:33:38,276 --> 00:33:41,669
And it has Christmas decorations
all over it
726
00:33:41,754 --> 00:33:45,012
because she won't let
her husband take them down.
727
00:33:47,339 --> 00:33:48,552
It smells like muffins,
728
00:33:48,637 --> 00:33:50,864
and she's...
729
00:33:50,949 --> 00:33:52,359
She's smiling.
730
00:33:54,635 --> 00:33:57,671
When I picture her,
she's always smiling.
731
00:33:57,967 --> 00:34:01,598
I don't need to call her because
I want it to stay that way.
732
00:34:02,846 --> 00:34:07,176
I picture her
as happy as I am with you.
733
00:34:08,677 --> 00:34:10,423
You imagined
a whole life for her?
734
00:34:10,590 --> 00:34:13,223
Oh, yeah.
It's way better than wondering.
735
00:34:16,347 --> 00:34:19,583
- ♪ Oh, oh, oh, oh ♪
- Hi, Izzie Stevens. Washington.
736
00:34:19,668 --> 00:34:22,473
Hi, Alex Karev. Iowa.
737
00:34:22,567 --> 00:34:23,771
What program are you in?
738
00:34:23,856 --> 00:34:25,673
- Surgery.
- ♪ Oh, oh, oh, oh ♪
739
00:34:25,757 --> 00:34:26,774
Seriously?
740
00:34:26,859 --> 00:34:27,904
Seriously.
741
00:34:28,167 --> 00:34:29,691
Morning, Dr. Model.
742
00:34:29,879 --> 00:34:30,882
Dr. Evil Spawn.
743
00:34:30,967 --> 00:34:33,383
- Ooh. Nice tat.
- ♪ Oh, oh, oh, oh ♪
744
00:34:33,467 --> 00:34:35,061
Do you ever wake up
in the morning and realize
745
00:34:35,145 --> 00:34:38,303
nobody likes you
and, I don't know, care?
746
00:34:38,387 --> 00:34:39,590
Oh.
747
00:34:40,177 --> 00:34:41,223
I think
somebody likes me.
748
00:34:41,307 --> 00:34:42,736
What is she doing?
749
00:34:43,559 --> 00:34:45,963
She's hanging out
with Alex.
750
00:34:48,347 --> 00:34:51,154
- ♪ Let's go to sleep with clearer heads ♪
- What?
751
00:34:51,239 --> 00:34:53,114
There's a discussion
we could have
752
00:34:53,199 --> 00:34:55,279
if you wanted to have
one.
753
00:34:55,364 --> 00:34:57,093
I kissed you
with tongue...
754
00:34:57,177 --> 00:35:00,037
- ♪ And hearts too big to fit our beds ♪
- ...and I plan to do it again and again.
755
00:35:00,121 --> 00:35:01,801
Get used to it.
756
00:35:01,886 --> 00:35:02,903
Ow!
757
00:35:03,096 --> 00:35:04,342
I care about you.
758
00:35:04,427 --> 00:35:05,513
♪ And maybe
we won't feel so alone ♪
759
00:35:05,597 --> 00:35:07,383
And I'm not gonna stop
caring about you,
760
00:35:07,467 --> 00:35:09,013
no matter how hard
you push me away.
761
00:35:09,097 --> 00:35:10,696
Shut up
and get out of my room.
762
00:35:10,781 --> 00:35:11,963
No.
763
00:35:12,085 --> 00:35:14,512
- I care about you.
- ♪ Before we turn to stone ♪
764
00:35:14,597 --> 00:35:16,142
And I know
you care about me, too.
765
00:35:16,227 --> 00:35:17,723
It is not too late
for us.
766
00:35:17,807 --> 00:35:19,110
Admit that
you care about me, too.
767
00:35:19,194 --> 00:35:21,696
I know you do.
I care about you.
768
00:35:21,781 --> 00:35:23,486
♪ And if you wait for someone else's
hand ♪ - I care about you.
769
00:35:23,570 --> 00:35:26,071
I care about you.
I care about you.
770
00:35:26,156 --> 00:35:28,093
I...
771
00:35:28,327 --> 00:35:31,164
- ♪ Then you will surely fall down ♪
- I think with you, you make me better.
772
00:35:31,248 --> 00:35:33,954
Oh! You make me
want to be better.
773
00:35:34,124 --> 00:35:35,723
You make me
want to be good.
774
00:35:36,147 --> 00:35:37,633
And I think I can.
775
00:35:37,717 --> 00:35:39,303
♪ And if you wait for someone
else's hand ♪ - With you, I think I can.
776
00:35:39,387 --> 00:35:41,055
And if you want to be scared,
that's okay.
777
00:35:41,140 --> 00:35:42,173
Just be scared with me.
778
00:35:42,258 --> 00:35:43,907
I don't want to be
the future of this hospital
779
00:35:43,991 --> 00:35:47,460
- if you're not there with me.
- ♪ You'll fall ♪
780
00:35:47,806 --> 00:35:53,092
♪ You'll fall ♪
781
00:35:55,889 --> 00:35:57,828
I didn't know you still
felt that way about me.
782
00:35:57,913 --> 00:35:58,802
Me neither.
783
00:36:00,757 --> 00:36:03,616
- ♪ I know that I am nothing new ♪
- I love you.
784
00:36:04,522 --> 00:36:05,687
What?
785
00:36:05,772 --> 00:36:07,013
I love you.
786
00:36:07,171 --> 00:36:08,383
I freaking love you.
787
00:36:08,467 --> 00:36:10,430
I can totally see you
in ten years...
788
00:36:10,515 --> 00:36:12,118
- ♪ There's so much more ♪
- ...a little salt and pepper in your hair,
789
00:36:12,202 --> 00:36:15,383
- big-shot attending.
- ♪ Than me and you ♪
790
00:36:15,515 --> 00:36:17,117
You're gonna be
a rock star, Alex.
791
00:36:17,202 --> 00:36:18,223
Shut up.
792
00:36:18,307 --> 00:36:23,513
♪ But, brother,
how we must atone ♪
793
00:36:23,726 --> 00:36:25,383
I love you.
794
00:36:25,866 --> 00:36:31,553
♪ Before we turn to stone ♪
795
00:36:34,092 --> 00:36:40,179
♪ Before we turn to stone ♪
796
00:36:48,765 --> 00:36:50,370
You taking my spot
on the couch tonight?
797
00:36:54,022 --> 00:36:55,263
Miranda, is...?
798
00:36:55,347 --> 00:36:57,923
Alex Karev
isn't coming back.
799
00:36:58,271 --> 00:37:00,030
Left his wife,
800
00:37:01,061 --> 00:37:03,123
his friends, his job.
801
00:37:04,130 --> 00:37:10,179
Alex Karev is now a father
of two with Izzie Stevens.
802
00:37:12,998 --> 00:37:16,592
And, if they take my
recommendation seriously,
803
00:37:16,677 --> 00:37:20,921
he'll soon be Chief of Peds
at Shawnee Memorial.
804
00:37:24,097 --> 00:37:25,804
What's this got to do
with Joey?
805
00:37:27,677 --> 00:37:30,578
Now,
it is a matter of luck,
806
00:37:30,663 --> 00:37:35,303
of grace that Alex Karev
is who he is today.
807
00:37:35,851 --> 00:37:41,000
He could have just as easily
been lost to this world,
808
00:37:41,085 --> 00:37:42,723
aimless.
809
00:37:42,807 --> 00:37:46,343
But he survived his home,
810
00:37:46,741 --> 00:37:49,593
his family,
his foster homes
811
00:37:49,677 --> 00:37:51,593
and became a man,
812
00:37:52,093 --> 00:37:54,593
now a father,
813
00:37:55,452 --> 00:37:58,288
a fine surgeon by luck,
814
00:37:59,061 --> 00:38:00,804
by chance.
815
00:38:02,795 --> 00:38:06,461
Joey's future shouldn't
be a matter of chance.
816
00:38:06,546 --> 00:38:11,061
A child's future
can't be a matter of luck.
817
00:38:14,632 --> 00:38:15,999
Okay.
818
00:38:17,366 --> 00:38:18,803
"Okay"?
819
00:38:19,022 --> 00:38:20,827
Just like that? "Okay"?
820
00:38:22,217 --> 00:38:25,241
I just wanted to
talk about it.
821
00:38:25,741 --> 00:38:27,781
I mean, you and I,
look, we... we both make
822
00:38:27,866 --> 00:38:31,303
these big, sweeping decisions
without each other.
823
00:38:31,483 --> 00:38:34,133
You... You had a heart attack
and didn't tell me.
824
00:38:34,499 --> 00:38:36,757
You... You had a miscarriage
and shut me out.
825
00:38:36,850 --> 00:38:38,765
You... You change
careers like sweaters.
826
00:38:39,331 --> 00:38:41,960
Yeah.
827
00:38:43,319 --> 00:38:46,280
And I am down
for all of it. I...
828
00:38:47,085 --> 00:38:51,305
All the change and the easy
and the hard that comes with it.
829
00:38:51,390 --> 00:38:53,280
Of course Joey
should have you.
830
00:38:53,390 --> 00:38:54,673
Should have us.
831
00:38:54,757 --> 00:38:57,210
He should have a family.
832
00:38:57,387 --> 00:38:58,819
But...
833
00:39:00,047 --> 00:39:07,038
that family needs to learn to
talk to each other first, okay?
834
00:39:10,476 --> 00:39:12,272
I'm sorry.
835
00:39:12,637 --> 00:39:13,708
I know.
836
00:39:13,793 --> 00:39:15,293
I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
837
00:39:19,046 --> 00:39:21,632
Congratulations,
Miranda.
838
00:39:21,717 --> 00:39:22,969
It's a boy.
839
00:39:23,054 --> 00:39:25,187
A teenage boy!
840
00:39:26,757 --> 00:39:29,223
It's another boy.
841
00:39:36,097 --> 00:39:37,673
♪ I don't know what,
I don't know what ♪
842
00:39:37,757 --> 00:39:39,633
♪ I don't know
what's happening ♪
843
00:39:39,717 --> 00:39:43,226
- You can quit hovering.
- I'm not hovering.
844
00:39:43,311 --> 00:39:45,763
♪ I swallow the pain,
drink in your poison ♪ - I'm... deciding
845
00:39:45,847 --> 00:39:50,173
whether to come in or give you
space... - ♪ Darling, it hurts so sweet ♪
846
00:39:50,310 --> 00:39:52,882
- ♪ I try to run, try to run ♪
- ...or take you day drinking.
847
00:39:52,967 --> 00:39:54,883
♪ But I come back again ♪
848
00:39:55,130 --> 00:39:57,366
Okay, whiskey it is.
849
00:39:57,513 --> 00:39:59,531
♪ I look in your eyes, don't have
a choice, yeah ♪ -
850
00:40:00,974 --> 00:40:03,748
♪ You'll be the death of me ♪
851
00:40:03,887 --> 00:40:06,171
Pierce is paging me
for a cecal bascule
852
00:40:06,256 --> 00:40:08,046
for one of
our cabbage patients.
853
00:40:10,177 --> 00:40:13,263
- Okay.
- ♪ It'll cut you deep ♪
854
00:40:13,356 --> 00:40:15,157
- Whiskey tonight.
- ♪ It'll watch you bleed ♪
855
00:40:15,451 --> 00:40:17,633
Today I am working.
856
00:40:17,717 --> 00:40:21,423
♪ Nothing hits as hard
as when we touch ♪
857
00:40:21,507 --> 00:40:26,162
- ♪ How beautiful and brutal is your love? ♪
- You're my hero.
858
00:40:26,318 --> 00:40:27,389
Mine, too.
859
00:40:27,474 --> 00:40:29,138
We hold onto hope,
860
00:40:30,169 --> 00:40:32,724
thinking one small detail,
861
00:40:32,824 --> 00:40:34,208
one tiny piece of information
862
00:40:34,293 --> 00:40:36,329
will somehow
make things right,
863
00:40:36,811 --> 00:40:37,990
make it different,
864
00:40:38,365 --> 00:40:40,263
make it okay...
865
00:40:40,763 --> 00:40:43,092
stop the world
from spinning off its axis.
866
00:40:43,240 --> 00:40:46,663
Mom, Uncle Alex said when
I finish my science project,
867
00:40:46,763 --> 00:40:48,177
I'm supposed to show him.
868
00:40:48,296 --> 00:40:49,514
Can you show me?
869
00:40:49,599 --> 00:40:51,116
He helped me
come up with it.
870
00:40:51,201 --> 00:40:52,633
It's a dog feeder.
See?
871
00:40:52,717 --> 00:40:54,319
When the dog walks
on this lever,
872
00:40:54,404 --> 00:40:57,046
the pulley tips
the bucket over and...
873
00:40:57,131 --> 00:40:59,302
That is so smart!
874
00:40:59,529 --> 00:41:01,202
All we need is a dog.
875
00:41:03,388 --> 00:41:06,053
So, can I show him?
876
00:41:06,224 --> 00:41:09,963
Can we go and show Uncle Alex
right now, please?
877
00:41:10,138 --> 00:41:12,568
- ♪ Don't care how hard I gotta suffer ♪
- Um...
878
00:41:12,653 --> 00:41:13,923
Come sit here.
879
00:41:14,007 --> 00:41:17,013
♪ I'm waking up
in your covers ♪
880
00:41:17,097 --> 00:41:20,173
- ♪ Beautiful and brutal ♪
- Your Uncle Alex loves you so much.
881
00:41:20,257 --> 00:41:21,599
♪ Cuts you deep ♪
882
00:41:21,684 --> 00:41:23,223
And I just got a letter
from him.
883
00:41:23,307 --> 00:41:25,178
- ♪ It'll watch you bleed ♪
- You did? - I did.
884
00:41:25,263 --> 00:41:26,383
When the truth is...
885
00:41:26,468 --> 00:41:28,224
♪ Nothing hits
as hard as when we touch ♪
886
00:41:28,315 --> 00:41:30,755
...there's really
no good way to say goodbye.
887
00:41:30,902 --> 00:41:35,842
♪ How beautiful
and brutal is your love? ♪
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