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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:01,960 --> 00:00:05,936 Richard: A month ago, you were in med school being taught by doctors. 2 00:00:05,960 --> 00:00:10,186 Today you are the doctors. 3 00:00:10,210 --> 00:00:12,356 The seven years you spend here as a surgical resident 4 00:00:12,380 --> 00:00:14,806 will be the best and worst of your life. 5 00:00:20,540 --> 00:00:22,766 Meredith: There's an old joke doctors like to tell. 6 00:00:24,120 --> 00:00:26,306 "Hey, Doc, it hurts when I go like this." 7 00:00:30,080 --> 00:00:32,460 And the doctor says, "Well, don't go like this." 8 00:00:37,120 --> 00:00:40,096 It's a lame joke, but it's nonetheless true. 9 00:00:42,040 --> 00:00:43,516 Okay, folks. Meeting time. 10 00:00:46,250 --> 00:00:48,436 As human beings, we can't help 11 00:00:48,460 --> 00:00:50,356 but want to follow our instincts... 12 00:00:54,000 --> 00:00:55,306 I, uh, went back to the loft 13 00:00:55,330 --> 00:00:56,806 and got you another bag of your stuff. 14 00:00:56,830 --> 00:00:58,976 Oh. Couldn't find those ugly, fuzzy socks you like. 15 00:01:00,500 --> 00:01:02,096 To follow our guts... 16 00:01:04,380 --> 00:01:05,896 Our primal urges... 17 00:01:05,920 --> 00:01:11,806 Uh, some bills, some junk, and, uh, top letter. 18 00:01:17,920 --> 00:01:21,016 No matter how much it may hurt. 19 00:01:56,920 --> 00:01:58,936 I'll sit with you. We can read it together. 20 00:01:58,960 --> 00:02:00,040 I got it. 21 00:02:01,500 --> 00:02:03,556 I got it. 22 00:02:41,500 --> 00:02:42,936 Alex: Dear Jo... 23 00:02:44,500 --> 00:02:49,226 Mer, this is not the way I wanted to do this. 24 00:02:49,250 --> 00:02:53,936 Dear Dr. Bailey, I regret to inform you, blah, blah, blah, 25 00:02:53,960 --> 00:02:56,726 that I will not be returning to Grey-Sloan. 26 00:02:56,750 --> 00:03:01,016 The last thing on Earth I want to do is hurt you, 27 00:03:01,040 --> 00:03:03,146 but I'm leaving. 28 00:03:03,170 --> 00:03:06,556 I already left, actually. 29 00:03:06,580 --> 00:03:08,750 I'm gone. 30 00:03:16,420 --> 00:03:20,356 This is not the way I wanted to do this, but you know me. 31 00:03:20,380 --> 00:03:22,476 Any chance to take the easy way out. 32 00:03:22,500 --> 00:03:24,556 Or maybe that used to be true. I don't know. 33 00:03:24,580 --> 00:03:26,210 God, I hate nurses. 34 00:03:28,170 --> 00:03:31,396 I'm Alex. I'm with Jeremy. 35 00:03:31,420 --> 00:03:33,186 You're, uh... You're with the Nazi, right? 36 00:03:33,210 --> 00:03:34,476 She may not have pneumonia, you know? 37 00:03:34,500 --> 00:03:36,806 She could be splinting, or have a P.E. 38 00:03:36,830 --> 00:03:39,976 Like I said, I hate nurses. 39 00:03:40,000 --> 00:03:42,186 What did you just say? 40 00:03:42,210 --> 00:03:44,186 Did you just call me a nurse? 41 00:03:44,210 --> 00:03:46,096 Well, if the white cap fits. 42 00:03:46,120 --> 00:03:48,266 Alex: What I do know is I owe you the truth, 43 00:03:48,290 --> 00:03:50,710 and I don't know how else to tell you. 44 00:03:52,670 --> 00:03:55,516 But you know as well as I do if I showed up on your doorstep, 45 00:03:55,540 --> 00:03:57,596 you'd yell or give me guilt or crap 46 00:03:57,620 --> 00:04:00,226 or whatever you do that seems to always set me straight. 47 00:04:00,250 --> 00:04:01,856 We're grown-ups. 48 00:04:01,880 --> 00:04:03,306 We can't run. 49 00:04:03,330 --> 00:04:05,596 We have to face up to the stupid things we do. 50 00:04:05,620 --> 00:04:06,686 - Alex! - Get off! 51 00:04:06,710 --> 00:04:08,686 Supposedly, if you face up to them, 52 00:04:08,710 --> 00:04:11,146 something good comes out of it. I don't know what. 53 00:04:11,170 --> 00:04:13,806 You were always the one to set me straight... 54 00:04:13,830 --> 00:04:16,080 God, I smell good! 55 00:04:17,500 --> 00:04:19,356 You know what it is? 56 00:04:19,380 --> 00:04:22,646 It's the smell of open-heart surgery. 57 00:04:23,671 --> 00:04:25,896 It's awesome. It is awesome. 58 00:04:25,920 --> 00:04:29,806 - You gotta smell me. - I don't want to smell you. 59 00:04:29,830 --> 00:04:31,186 Alex: To point out when I was being an ass. Oh, yes, you do. 60 00:04:31,210 --> 00:04:34,226 You have got to be kidding me! 61 00:04:34,250 --> 00:04:37,856 Okay, I have more important things to deal with than you. 62 00:04:37,880 --> 00:04:41,056 I have roommates and boy problems and family problems. 63 00:04:41,080 --> 00:04:44,056 You wanna act like a little frat-boy bitch? That's fine. 64 00:04:44,080 --> 00:04:46,856 You wanna take credit for your saves and everybody else's? 65 00:04:46,880 --> 00:04:49,726 That's fine, too. Just stay outta my face. 66 00:04:49,750 --> 00:04:51,356 And for the record, 67 00:04:51,380 --> 00:04:53,266 you smell like crap! 68 00:04:53,290 --> 00:04:54,896 Alex: And when that didn't work, 69 00:04:54,920 --> 00:04:57,056 you'd flop in my bed and say the one perfect thing 70 00:04:57,080 --> 00:04:58,146 that would make sense. 71 00:04:58,170 --> 00:05:02,516 But the thing is, I can't come back. 72 00:05:06,790 --> 00:05:08,226 I can't face you. 73 00:05:08,250 --> 00:05:10,226 You can go. 74 00:05:10,250 --> 00:05:11,726 What are you gonna do if I leave? 75 00:05:11,750 --> 00:05:13,476 It's just us now. 76 00:05:13,500 --> 00:05:16,896 There were five of us, and now it's just you and I. 77 00:05:16,920 --> 00:05:18,806 And it can't be just me. 78 00:05:18,830 --> 00:05:20,016 It seems like five seconds ago, 79 00:05:20,040 --> 00:05:21,356 we were the interns hiding in the tunnels. 80 00:05:21,380 --> 00:05:23,096 Alex! Get off. 81 00:05:23,120 --> 00:05:24,226 Look, I'm not gonna stay in Seattle 82 00:05:24,250 --> 00:05:25,856 just because you don't want to be alone. 83 00:05:25,880 --> 00:05:28,356 I deserve the guilt and to be called an ass, 84 00:05:28,380 --> 00:05:31,096 but I don't want to be set straight. 85 00:05:31,120 --> 00:05:33,396 I don't want you to say the right thing 86 00:05:33,420 --> 00:05:36,436 because the one perfect thing isn't in Seattle. 87 00:05:36,460 --> 00:05:38,186 Not anymore. 88 00:05:38,210 --> 00:05:40,556 Yang left me her shares and her board seat 89 00:05:40,580 --> 00:05:42,896 and... she left me you, too. 90 00:05:42,920 --> 00:05:45,556 It's just us now. 91 00:05:45,580 --> 00:05:47,096 I don't know... if you need somebody to bitch to 92 00:05:47,120 --> 00:05:50,146 or just be... 93 00:05:50,170 --> 00:05:52,516 My person. 94 00:05:52,540 --> 00:05:53,856 I don't know what you mean. 95 00:05:53,880 --> 00:05:55,476 But you do. 96 00:05:55,500 --> 00:05:57,646 Alex: Apparently, I'm your emergency contact. 97 00:05:57,670 --> 00:05:59,016 I want waffle Sundays. 98 00:05:59,040 --> 00:06:01,016 Like a family, all of us... 99 00:06:01,040 --> 00:06:03,556 Everybody, all together. 100 00:06:03,580 --> 00:06:05,096 Okay. 101 00:06:05,120 --> 00:06:06,646 I want to do that as long as we can. 102 00:06:06,670 --> 00:06:09,936 - It's important to me. - God, get off! Stop it! 103 00:06:09,960 --> 00:06:13,686 Oh, my God. Ohh. 104 00:06:17,210 --> 00:06:20,896 But I swear, it's not about work or you or Jo. 105 00:06:20,920 --> 00:06:22,856 It's about me. 106 00:06:22,880 --> 00:06:24,170 I left. 107 00:06:25,750 --> 00:06:27,766 And I'm with Izzie. 108 00:06:36,170 --> 00:06:38,396 Alex: This is probably the part where you're gonna get on your phone 109 00:06:38,420 --> 00:06:39,556 and call a million times 110 00:06:39,580 --> 00:06:41,096 and leave hateful messages on my machine 111 00:06:41,120 --> 00:06:43,016 till I call you back. 112 00:06:43,040 --> 00:06:45,516 But I can't, Mer. 113 00:06:45,540 --> 00:06:47,686 I can't lie to you, and I can't promise 114 00:06:47,710 --> 00:06:50,556 I'm gonna come home because it's not home anymore. 115 00:06:50,580 --> 00:06:52,556 - Go make her happy. - Yeah. 116 00:07:01,880 --> 00:07:04,596 When you were in danger of losing your license, 117 00:07:04,620 --> 00:07:06,306 when I called everyone to write letters 118 00:07:06,330 --> 00:07:09,476 and show up on your behalf, 119 00:07:09,500 --> 00:07:12,766 I called Izzie, too. 120 00:07:12,790 --> 00:07:14,686 I want to say I hoped she wouldn't answer, 121 00:07:14,710 --> 00:07:17,686 but the truth is I hoped she would. 122 00:07:17,710 --> 00:07:21,016 I want to say, "I had to call her for you," 123 00:07:21,040 --> 00:07:22,936 but that would be a lie. 124 00:07:22,960 --> 00:07:25,226 The truth is your trial gave me 125 00:07:25,250 --> 00:07:27,356 an excuse good enough to call her. 126 00:07:30,290 --> 00:07:32,726 'Cause I wanted to know where she landed. 127 00:07:32,750 --> 00:07:35,516 [ Ingrid Michaelson's "Turn to Stone" plays I Alex: Today is the day my life begins. 128 00:07:35,540 --> 00:07:38,266 All my life, I've been just me... 129 00:07:38,290 --> 00:07:40,396 Just a smart-mouth kid. 130 00:07:43,580 --> 00:07:46,896 Today I become a husband. 131 00:07:46,920 --> 00:07:49,856 Today I become accountable to someone other than myself. 132 00:07:52,330 --> 00:07:54,806 Today I become accountable to you, 133 00:07:54,830 --> 00:07:56,686 to our future, 134 00:07:56,710 --> 00:08:00,356 to all the possibilities that our marriage has to offer. 135 00:08:00,380 --> 00:08:03,686 Together, no matter what happens, 136 00:08:03,710 --> 00:08:05,056 I'll be ready... 137 00:08:05,080 --> 00:08:07,476 I wanted to know if she was alive and well. 138 00:08:07,500 --> 00:08:09,056 Richard: Screw the DNR. 139 00:08:09,080 --> 00:08:10,516 Hand me those paddles. 140 00:08:10,540 --> 00:08:13,096 - Clear. - I wanted to hear her voice. 141 00:08:13,120 --> 00:08:16,646 I'm a bride. 142 00:08:16,670 --> 00:08:19,806 Iz, come on. I'm getting her a real one. I love this one, 143 00:08:19,830 --> 00:08:21,596 and that makes it a real one. 144 00:08:21,620 --> 00:08:24,016 Alex: When she picked up, I blurted out the whole thing 145 00:08:24,040 --> 00:08:25,976 about you picking up trash off the street 146 00:08:26,000 --> 00:08:29,396 and needing a letter that proved you're better than that. 147 00:08:29,420 --> 00:08:30,556 And she laughed and said, 148 00:08:30,580 --> 00:08:31,976 "Of course she'd be trash-picking, 149 00:08:32,000 --> 00:08:33,726 trying to save the world." 150 00:08:33,750 --> 00:08:36,726 Today, Izzie Stevens, our life together begins. 151 00:08:36,750 --> 00:08:39,436 And I, for one, can't wait. 152 00:08:39,460 --> 00:08:41,266 And then these voices were in the background 153 00:08:41,290 --> 00:08:42,896 and a girl was singing this song about 154 00:08:42,920 --> 00:08:46,396 "greasy, grimy gopher guts" that I learned in first grade 155 00:08:46,420 --> 00:08:51,516 and I started laughing and I asked if she had kids and... 156 00:08:51,540 --> 00:08:54,146 Izzie got quiet. 157 00:08:54,170 --> 00:08:55,856 For so long, she was quiet, 158 00:08:55,880 --> 00:08:58,896 and finally, she said, "Yeah, I have kids." 159 00:09:02,540 --> 00:09:07,806 And it turns out they're my kids, Mer. 160 00:09:13,040 --> 00:09:15,396 She had our kids. 161 00:09:32,580 --> 00:09:34,356 I love Jo. 162 00:09:34,380 --> 00:09:38,306 Deeply. Still. 163 00:09:38,330 --> 00:09:40,646 I think I always will. 164 00:09:40,670 --> 00:09:42,856 And if it was just about two women I love, 165 00:09:42,880 --> 00:09:45,146 I'd choose my wife. 166 00:09:45,170 --> 00:09:47,146 You know I would. 167 00:09:47,170 --> 00:09:48,766 Hey. But it's not just her. 168 00:09:48,790 --> 00:09:50,186 Izzie made our kids. 169 00:09:50,210 --> 00:09:53,186 I snooched into a cup for you today. 170 00:09:53,210 --> 00:09:57,356 Um... thank you? 171 00:09:57,380 --> 00:09:59,356 She was single and wanted children 172 00:09:59,380 --> 00:10:01,856 and couldn't have 'em because the cancer nuked her eggs. 173 00:10:01,880 --> 00:10:04,306 But she had our embryos. 174 00:10:06,830 --> 00:10:08,396 Back then I was too freaked out 175 00:10:08,420 --> 00:10:11,306 to care about what she did with them if we never used them. 176 00:10:11,330 --> 00:10:12,936 You think a Dixie cup full of my swimmers 177 00:10:12,960 --> 00:10:14,266 will make everything okay? 178 00:10:14,290 --> 00:10:19,396 It's crap. This is crap. 179 00:10:19,420 --> 00:10:22,186 You just can't go messing with people's heads like that. 180 00:10:22,210 --> 00:10:23,856 Even if she freezes the embryos, 181 00:10:23,880 --> 00:10:25,936 you think... you think we'll get a chance to use them? 182 00:10:25,960 --> 00:10:28,726 You think she'll still be here? 183 00:10:28,750 --> 00:10:30,266 You think she'll survive all this? 184 00:10:30,290 --> 00:10:31,516 Do you think... 185 00:10:31,540 --> 00:10:32,806 She t-told me... 186 00:10:32,830 --> 00:10:35,436 She told me she was seeing a ghost, okay? 187 00:10:35,460 --> 00:10:37,556 And I'm so used to all the crazy chicks in my life 188 00:10:37,580 --> 00:10:38,710 that I didn't even... 189 00:10:42,960 --> 00:10:44,396 I'm a doctor. 190 00:10:44,420 --> 00:10:47,000 A doctor! 191 00:10:48,460 --> 00:10:49,960 And I didn't even think to... 192 00:10:52,790 --> 00:10:53,856 And now she's... 193 00:10:53,880 --> 00:10:56,016 This is... 194 00:10:56,040 --> 00:10:59,356 This is wrong. 195 00:10:59,380 --> 00:11:01,306 This isn't how it's supposed to happen. 196 00:11:01,330 --> 00:11:02,726 I know. 197 00:11:02,750 --> 00:11:05,186 It's crap. I know. 198 00:11:05,210 --> 00:11:06,646 I hate this. 199 00:11:06,670 --> 00:11:07,726 I know. 200 00:11:07,750 --> 00:11:09,040 This isn't... 201 00:11:12,620 --> 00:11:15,646 This isn't how we... How we were supp... 202 00:11:15,670 --> 00:11:17,436 This isn't how I wanted to do this. 203 00:11:17,460 --> 00:11:19,936 This isn't how Izzie and I were supposed to make a baby. 204 00:11:19,960 --> 00:11:21,936 So I signed papers saying she could do 205 00:11:21,960 --> 00:11:23,806 whatever she wanted with them. 206 00:11:23,830 --> 00:11:26,306 And so she used them. 207 00:11:26,330 --> 00:11:28,806 And she had twins. 208 00:11:28,830 --> 00:11:31,556 Eli and Alexis. 209 00:11:34,830 --> 00:11:38,226 I should have told Jo or told you, but I didn't. 210 00:11:38,250 --> 00:11:40,976 I got through the trial and then I came here 211 00:11:41,000 --> 00:11:42,766 and I met the kids. 212 00:11:42,790 --> 00:11:46,896 Met my kids, Mer. 213 00:11:46,920 --> 00:11:48,686 They're five. 214 00:11:48,710 --> 00:11:53,396 And hilarious and stubborn as hell, just like Izzie. 215 00:11:55,420 --> 00:11:57,226 Like this little team that gangs up on me 216 00:11:57,250 --> 00:11:59,476 with stubbornness and sticky hands. 217 00:11:59,500 --> 00:12:02,396 Hi, horsey! 218 00:12:02,420 --> 00:12:04,596 And the second I walked in the door, 219 00:12:04,620 --> 00:12:06,726 they wanted to show me their rooms 220 00:12:06,750 --> 00:12:08,646 and the look on their faces when they were showing me 221 00:12:08,670 --> 00:12:11,146 all their toys and books and... 222 00:12:11,170 --> 00:12:14,856 asked if they could call me... 223 00:12:14,880 --> 00:12:17,396 Dad. 224 00:12:17,420 --> 00:12:19,096 They both want to be doctors, 225 00:12:19,120 --> 00:12:21,516 and Izzie teaches them to bake just like her. 226 00:12:21,540 --> 00:12:23,766 And they scribble pictures of stethoscopes 227 00:12:23,790 --> 00:12:25,976 all over the walls in chalk. 228 00:12:26,000 --> 00:12:27,976 And Alexis... 229 00:12:28,000 --> 00:12:29,356 Oh, she's got Izzie's eyes. 230 00:12:29,380 --> 00:12:33,396 And Eli smiles crooked just like I do. 231 00:12:33,420 --> 00:12:36,896 And now I live on a freaking farm in Nowhere, Kansas. 232 00:12:40,210 --> 00:12:41,556 And the kids play with the chickens 233 00:12:41,580 --> 00:12:44,726 and Izzie goes to work as a surgical oncologist. 234 00:12:46,540 --> 00:12:48,936 Oh, and she's amazing, Mer. 235 00:12:48,960 --> 00:12:50,686 The progress she's made. 236 00:12:50,710 --> 00:12:52,476 She's alive. 237 00:12:52,500 --> 00:12:54,556 And she's a miracle and keeping other people alive. 238 00:12:54,580 --> 00:12:56,856 And I'm applying to the hospital nearby. 239 00:12:59,330 --> 00:13:01,646 And I wanted to be mad at Izzie for keeping them from me, 240 00:13:01,670 --> 00:13:05,856 but I can't because all I am is grateful she made them. 241 00:13:05,880 --> 00:13:08,596 Oh, they're so damn smart, smarter than I was at their age. 242 00:13:08,620 --> 00:13:11,146 Hell, sometimes at my age. 243 00:13:11,170 --> 00:13:12,476 And they get to have everything... 244 00:13:12,500 --> 00:13:15,016 A home where they feel safe and loved, 245 00:13:15,040 --> 00:13:16,766 and they play "sleepover," 246 00:13:16,790 --> 00:13:19,056 where they just keep swapping beds non-stop, 247 00:13:19,080 --> 00:13:21,436 all night until they land in ours at 4:00 a.m. 248 00:13:22,710 --> 00:13:24,726 And they wake up with two parents, 249 00:13:24,750 --> 00:13:27,266 when I rarely ever even had one. 250 00:13:27,290 --> 00:13:28,646 Oh, I love them, Mer, 251 00:13:28,670 --> 00:13:30,596 with every inch of me and every cell, 252 00:13:30,620 --> 00:13:33,356 and I get to be their dad. 253 00:13:33,380 --> 00:13:36,016 I'm the guy who lied and said I only had one ball 254 00:13:36,040 --> 00:13:37,896 to get into Seattle Grace. 255 00:13:37,920 --> 00:13:39,646 And it worked. 256 00:13:39,670 --> 00:13:42,556 I got a job and a career I love based on a lie 257 00:13:42,580 --> 00:13:45,620 that no one really cared about, and I made it work. 258 00:13:47,290 --> 00:13:49,226 And when I look at my kids 259 00:13:49,250 --> 00:13:52,056 and doubt if I know how to do right by them, 260 00:13:52,080 --> 00:13:56,266 I just think of you and Zola and Bailey and Ellis. 261 00:13:56,290 --> 00:13:58,896 You're so brave. And you've grown into this incredible mother, 262 00:13:58,920 --> 00:14:00,976 this incredible surgeon. 263 00:14:02,040 --> 00:14:04,976 You did that. 264 00:14:05,000 --> 00:14:07,476 You always said Cristina was your person. 265 00:14:07,500 --> 00:14:09,476 Then I was your person. 266 00:14:09,500 --> 00:14:12,096 But you've always been your own damn person, 267 00:14:12,120 --> 00:14:15,476 a force of freaking nature. 268 00:14:15,500 --> 00:14:19,186 You've never needed anyone but you. 269 00:14:19,210 --> 00:14:20,396 And you can come here, you know? 270 00:14:20,420 --> 00:14:22,476 You... You... You could show up at my door 271 00:14:22,500 --> 00:14:24,556 and... and get me to walk away from all this 272 00:14:24,580 --> 00:14:26,856 and just go back to you and Jo and the hospital 273 00:14:26,880 --> 00:14:29,226 and everyone who helped me get here. All: Two... one! 274 00:14:29,250 --> 00:14:31,476 Alex: But I hope you don't. 275 00:14:31,500 --> 00:14:33,356 Mer, you are my best friend, 276 00:14:33,380 --> 00:14:34,936 and I will miss the hell out of you, 277 00:14:34,960 --> 00:14:40,896 but I'm finally exactly where I should be. 278 00:14:40,920 --> 00:14:43,896 I never had that before. 279 00:14:43,920 --> 00:14:47,596 So, I hope you do come here one day, 280 00:14:47,620 --> 00:14:50,596 but not to ask me to leave. 281 00:14:50,620 --> 00:14:53,056 I hope you come to meet my kids 282 00:14:53,080 --> 00:14:55,396 and they get to call you "Auntie Mer." 283 00:14:55,420 --> 00:14:59,186 Because you'll love them, and they'll love you. 284 00:14:59,210 --> 00:15:02,396 And until you're ready to do that, 285 00:15:02,420 --> 00:15:04,476 try not to hate me too much. 286 00:15:04,500 --> 00:15:07,146 Please? 287 00:15:07,170 --> 00:15:10,396 Alex. 288 00:15:25,830 --> 00:15:27,516 Alex: I'm sorry. 289 00:15:29,420 --> 00:15:31,686 You deserve more than a letter. 290 00:15:31,710 --> 00:15:33,186 I'm your intern for the day. 291 00:15:33,210 --> 00:15:35,016 Oh. Well, hello, intern. You have a name? 292 00:15:35,040 --> 00:15:36,436 Jo Wilson. 293 00:15:36,460 --> 00:15:38,516 Oh, nice. I like chicks with boys names. 294 00:15:38,540 --> 00:15:40,856 And this right here, 295 00:15:40,880 --> 00:15:44,766 this cowardice, this letter? 296 00:15:44,790 --> 00:15:47,306 It's officially the worst thing I've ever done. 297 00:15:48,670 --> 00:15:50,896 But it's about me, Jo. 298 00:15:50,920 --> 00:15:52,516 It's not about you. 299 00:15:52,540 --> 00:15:55,936 I don't live in my car anymore, jerk. It's not what you deserve. 300 00:15:55,960 --> 00:15:58,806 You deserve and have earned so much better than this. I got you a couch. 301 00:15:58,830 --> 00:16:00,306 Hey, powdered sugar's your favorite. 302 00:16:00,330 --> 00:16:02,396 Yeah, no. Uh, this is great. 303 00:16:02,420 --> 00:16:04,146 You wanted to hear me say the words. 304 00:16:04,170 --> 00:16:06,460 So I'm... saying them right now. 305 00:16:09,040 --> 00:16:11,686 I love you, Jo. 306 00:16:11,710 --> 00:16:13,726 I love that you are brilliant and brave, 307 00:16:13,750 --> 00:16:15,146 and no matter what you go through... 308 00:16:15,170 --> 00:16:16,596 Hey, Brooke. 309 00:16:16,620 --> 00:16:18,476 Oh, wait. It's... It's "Jo" now, right? 310 00:16:20,330 --> 00:16:22,096 You never let it hold you back. 311 00:16:22,120 --> 00:16:24,646 Do I look like him? You have my father's eyes... 312 00:16:24,670 --> 00:16:26,356 You have an out. 313 00:16:29,670 --> 00:16:31,976 It makes you stronger, kinder. 314 00:16:32,000 --> 00:16:33,556 You made me kinder. 315 00:16:33,580 --> 00:16:35,016 That works? The compliments thing? 316 00:16:35,040 --> 00:16:36,226 Mm-hmm. 317 00:16:36,250 --> 00:16:37,726 God, you're sexy. 318 00:16:37,750 --> 00:16:39,266 Doesn't work on me. 319 00:16:39,290 --> 00:16:41,056 Ohh! 320 00:16:41,080 --> 00:16:43,226 Oh. A little warning when people are over 321 00:16:43,250 --> 00:16:44,556 would be nice. 322 00:16:44,580 --> 00:16:47,226 You loved me for exactly who I was, and I loved you. 323 00:16:47,250 --> 00:16:49,476 I'm gonna marry that girl. 324 00:16:49,500 --> 00:16:51,596 Ohh! Yes! 325 00:16:51,620 --> 00:16:53,186 I love you. 326 00:16:53,210 --> 00:16:56,016 Maybe it's not fair to say that, but it's true. 327 00:16:56,040 --> 00:16:57,686 What's also true is... 328 00:17:00,000 --> 00:17:01,476 I'm in love with Izzie. 329 00:17:07,830 --> 00:17:09,056 When I asked you 330 00:17:09,080 --> 00:17:10,646 if you wanted to move in with me, 331 00:17:10,670 --> 00:17:12,266 you said that you did 332 00:17:12,290 --> 00:17:13,596 and that you could picture a life with me, 333 00:17:13,620 --> 00:17:15,806 but you never said anything about babies. 334 00:17:15,830 --> 00:17:19,096 You said, "Maybe we could get a dog." 335 00:17:19,120 --> 00:17:21,596 Do you want a dog? No, I want to know what we're doing here. 336 00:17:21,620 --> 00:17:23,596 I love you, and you love me. 337 00:17:23,620 --> 00:17:25,016 I know, but when I look ahead... 338 00:17:25,040 --> 00:17:26,516 Why are we looking ahead? 339 00:17:26,540 --> 00:17:28,686 If you had or maybe you do have, for all I know, 340 00:17:28,710 --> 00:17:31,146 a bunch of Izzie babies walking around with your face on them... 341 00:17:31,170 --> 00:17:32,396 And why are we doing it now? 342 00:17:32,420 --> 00:17:34,516 And... And I'm just the "Let's get a dog" girl? 343 00:17:34,540 --> 00:17:36,686 You always ask about Izzie, what she was like. 344 00:17:36,710 --> 00:17:38,396 Well, that... That girl right there. 345 00:17:38,420 --> 00:17:40,096 That... That's what Izzie was like. 346 00:17:40,120 --> 00:17:43,186 I imagined this whole life for her where she was baking 347 00:17:43,210 --> 00:17:45,226 and happy and had a bunch of kids. 348 00:17:45,250 --> 00:17:46,976 Jo: Alex, if you want to know how she is, 349 00:17:47,000 --> 00:17:48,396 you should just call her. 350 00:17:48,420 --> 00:17:49,976 And I never imagined me in that picture. 351 00:17:50,000 --> 00:17:51,146 You should call Izzie. 352 00:17:51,170 --> 00:17:53,186 But suddenly, I am. 353 00:17:53,210 --> 00:17:56,266 Not suddenly. That's a lie there. 354 00:17:56,290 --> 00:17:58,146 There was a part of me that always wondered, 355 00:17:58,170 --> 00:17:59,976 always wanted to know, 356 00:18:00,000 --> 00:18:04,356 always felt like we left things unresolved, 357 00:18:04,380 --> 00:18:06,936 unfinished. 358 00:18:06,960 --> 00:18:11,436 So, when Mer needed all those letters, I reached out to her. 359 00:18:11,460 --> 00:18:13,896 I reached out to Izzie and we started talking 360 00:18:13,920 --> 00:18:15,396 and it scared the crap out of me 361 00:18:15,420 --> 00:18:18,936 because it felt like no time had passed, 362 00:18:18,960 --> 00:18:22,396 like Izzie and I were kind of frozen together in time, 363 00:18:22,420 --> 00:18:24,766 and now... now we're not. 364 00:18:24,790 --> 00:18:25,856 She's not. 365 00:18:25,880 --> 00:18:27,856 She's here in Kansas, 366 00:18:27,880 --> 00:18:30,856 on a farm in this incredible place in the middle of nowhere. 367 00:18:30,880 --> 00:18:32,766 And I never, in a million years, 368 00:18:32,790 --> 00:18:35,936 would think I belong here, but I do. 369 00:18:35,960 --> 00:18:37,976 And I can't lie to you... 370 00:18:38,000 --> 00:18:39,646 And pretend the truth isn't the truth... 371 00:18:39,670 --> 00:18:42,976 That I love you and I love Izzie. 372 00:18:43,000 --> 00:18:46,856 But if it was just me missing her or nostalgia or whatever... 373 00:18:46,880 --> 00:18:48,186 Will you stay with me? 374 00:18:48,210 --> 00:18:49,936 I would have been able to walk away 375 00:18:49,960 --> 00:18:51,210 and come back to you. 376 00:18:53,210 --> 00:18:55,856 But Izzie had my kids. 377 00:18:55,880 --> 00:18:58,856 And I know you get what that really means. 378 00:18:58,880 --> 00:19:00,726 I know you of all people 379 00:19:00,750 --> 00:19:03,096 understand why I can't just leave now... 380 00:19:03,120 --> 00:19:07,306 why I can't miss another second of my kids' lives. 381 00:19:07,330 --> 00:19:10,186 I have a chance to make this family whole, 382 00:19:10,210 --> 00:19:13,396 and I just hope you love me back enough to let me take it. 383 00:19:14,880 --> 00:19:17,766 I need to give these kids the family you and I never had, 384 00:19:17,790 --> 00:19:21,056 with barbecuing out on the back porch and soccer games 385 00:19:21,080 --> 00:19:23,476 and movie nights and book reports. 386 00:19:23,500 --> 00:19:24,896 Both: Mom. 387 00:19:31,580 --> 00:19:33,266 Alex: I didn't know she would have my kids, 388 00:19:33,290 --> 00:19:35,806 and now that she does, 389 00:19:35,830 --> 00:19:38,556 I don't know how to look anyone in the eye if I don't stay 390 00:19:38,580 --> 00:19:41,856 and do everything I can to make this work... 391 00:19:41,880 --> 00:19:46,306 Make this a life, make this a family. 392 00:19:46,330 --> 00:19:48,226 You were wrong. 393 00:19:48,250 --> 00:19:50,976 You're not the "Let's get a dog" girl. 394 00:19:51,000 --> 00:19:52,186 And I was never holding a candle 395 00:19:52,210 --> 00:19:53,646 or those pieces of paper 396 00:19:53,670 --> 00:19:57,146 thinking anything would ever change. 397 00:19:57,170 --> 00:19:59,356 When I asked you to marry me, I meant it. 398 00:20:01,750 --> 00:20:03,596 Alex: And we'll be together forever, right? You and me. 399 00:20:03,620 --> 00:20:05,186 And if we have kids, we'll be great. 400 00:20:05,210 --> 00:20:07,596 I'll be a great dad, and you'll be great, 401 00:20:07,620 --> 00:20:09,016 and it'll be just us. 402 00:20:09,040 --> 00:20:10,806 We won't need anybody else, okay? 403 00:20:10,830 --> 00:20:14,226 When I told you I love you, I meant it. 404 00:20:14,250 --> 00:20:17,646 But Izzie has our kids, Jo. 405 00:20:17,670 --> 00:20:19,306 Our kids. 406 00:20:19,330 --> 00:20:22,396 And the way you and I grew up, I... 407 00:20:22,420 --> 00:20:25,056 I-I came to meet them, to start to know them. 408 00:20:25,080 --> 00:20:27,476 I missed five years of their lives. 409 00:20:27,500 --> 00:20:29,266 And not because I was a junkie like my dad 410 00:20:29,290 --> 00:20:31,896 or off my meds like my mom. 411 00:20:31,920 --> 00:20:35,516 I didn't exist to them until I walked through the front door. 412 00:20:35,540 --> 00:20:39,766 And once I did, I had this family I never knew I had 413 00:20:39,790 --> 00:20:43,436 on this insane farm, and I wish I'd... 414 00:20:43,460 --> 00:20:46,436 I wish getting everything I always wanted 415 00:20:46,460 --> 00:20:48,726 didn't have to hurt you in the process. 416 00:20:59,960 --> 00:21:02,356 But I can't lie to you. 417 00:21:02,380 --> 00:21:03,896 And I can't come home. 418 00:21:03,920 --> 00:21:05,856 Alex: Are you asking me to a dance? 419 00:21:05,880 --> 00:21:09,556 No, I'm... I'm asking you to come back home. 420 00:21:11,420 --> 00:21:13,186 I'm not coming home, Jo. 421 00:21:13,210 --> 00:21:14,187 I can't face you. 422 00:21:14,211 --> 00:21:15,766 I can't look you in the eye 423 00:21:15,790 --> 00:21:18,096 because I wouldn't be able to walk away. 424 00:21:18,120 --> 00:21:20,476 Maybe "I love you" is wrong to say, 425 00:21:20,500 --> 00:21:24,436 but thank you for making me better 426 00:21:24,460 --> 00:21:26,686 and taking care of me when I needed it, 427 00:21:26,710 --> 00:21:30,686 for taking care of yourself when you needed it, too. 428 00:21:30,710 --> 00:21:32,056 I went to a lawyer. 429 00:21:32,080 --> 00:21:33,896 I signed divorce papers. 430 00:21:33,920 --> 00:21:36,646 I left everything to you. It's yours. 431 00:21:36,670 --> 00:21:40,146 You worked for every cent you ever owned and then some. 432 00:21:40,170 --> 00:21:42,766 I also left you my shares in Grey-Sloan. 433 00:21:42,790 --> 00:21:45,596 Whatever you choose to do with them, I know it will be amazing. 434 00:21:45,620 --> 00:21:47,556 Just like you. 435 00:21:49,250 --> 00:21:50,766 You know, I, uh... 436 00:21:50,790 --> 00:21:53,686 I barely saw you this week, 437 00:21:53,710 --> 00:21:57,186 and it sucked. 438 00:21:57,210 --> 00:22:00,056 I'll find another job. Whatever. 439 00:22:00,080 --> 00:22:03,646 I, uh, but I don't want to never see you again. 440 00:22:03,670 --> 00:22:08,476 Oh, you deserve everything good in this life, Jo. 441 00:22:08,500 --> 00:22:11,356 I hope you find so much better than me. 442 00:22:11,380 --> 00:22:12,596 Thank you. 443 00:22:12,620 --> 00:22:15,976 I'm... I'm sorry. 444 00:22:16,000 --> 00:22:18,646 I don't know how to end this. 445 00:22:18,670 --> 00:22:20,460 I don't want to. 446 00:22:22,540 --> 00:22:24,766 Goodbye. 447 00:22:34,960 --> 00:22:37,186 Alex: I'm guessing you're not surprised by this, 448 00:22:37,210 --> 00:22:40,146 and definitely not happy about it. 449 00:22:40,170 --> 00:22:42,096 They called me Evil Spawn most of the time 450 00:22:42,120 --> 00:22:44,186 growing up in your hospital. 451 00:22:44,210 --> 00:22:45,646 Nice panties, Yang. 452 00:22:46,880 --> 00:22:48,976 In your dreams, Evil Spawn. 453 00:22:49,000 --> 00:22:50,476 It's probably one of the better nicknames 454 00:22:50,500 --> 00:22:52,856 I had most of my life, to be honest. 455 00:22:52,880 --> 00:22:54,896 I earned the name. 456 00:22:54,920 --> 00:22:56,726 I know it, you know it. 457 00:22:56,750 --> 00:23:02,056 Morning, people. Hell, you probably know that better than anyone. 458 00:23:02,080 --> 00:23:04,646 Truth is, you didn't like me very much in the beginning. 459 00:23:06,880 --> 00:23:09,226 I didn't really like you much, either. 460 00:23:09,250 --> 00:23:11,096 Sloppy, sloppy, sloppy. 461 00:23:11,120 --> 00:23:13,686 Redo these and return them to me before lunch, understood? 462 00:23:13,710 --> 00:23:15,596 - Understood. - Karev, don't tempt me. 463 00:23:15,620 --> 00:23:17,266 And, Karev, see the chief by the end of the day. 464 00:23:17,290 --> 00:23:18,476 What for? 465 00:23:18,500 --> 00:23:20,146 Do I look psychic to you? He's the chief. 466 00:23:20,170 --> 00:23:21,186 He asked, you go. 467 00:23:21,210 --> 00:23:22,936 Karev, go stand in the hall. 468 00:23:22,960 --> 00:23:24,936 Karev, cover the pit. Pit! 469 00:23:24,960 --> 00:23:26,596 Hate being an intern. 470 00:23:26,620 --> 00:23:30,896 You were mean and impatient... and knew everything, 471 00:23:30,920 --> 00:23:32,266 and you liked everyone else but me, 472 00:23:32,290 --> 00:23:34,186 even when you pretended you didn't. 473 00:23:34,210 --> 00:23:35,436 Are you sure they're balloons? 474 00:23:35,460 --> 00:23:38,186 You have reason to believe they're not balloons? 475 00:23:38,210 --> 00:23:40,146 This one here's got a face. 476 00:23:40,170 --> 00:23:42,096 They all do. 477 00:23:42,120 --> 00:23:43,686 I'll be damned. 478 00:23:43,710 --> 00:23:46,476 They're Judys. Judys? 479 00:23:46,500 --> 00:23:51,436 He swallowed the heads of ten Judy dolls. 480 00:23:51,460 --> 00:23:54,306 Alex: Or you were convinced I had "it"... 481 00:23:54,330 --> 00:23:57,976 That something that would make them great someday. 482 00:23:58,000 --> 00:24:00,646 Hell, you named your kid after O'Malley. 483 00:24:00,670 --> 00:24:03,476 And Mer named her kid after you, and you... 484 00:24:05,170 --> 00:24:08,146 You just seemed like all my other teachers before you 485 00:24:08,170 --> 00:24:11,186 who took one look at me, decided I was garbage, 486 00:24:11,210 --> 00:24:13,856 and that was all I'd ever be. 487 00:24:13,880 --> 00:24:15,896 But here's the thing. 488 00:24:15,920 --> 00:24:19,766 Unlike everyone else, you let me grow the hell up. 489 00:24:19,790 --> 00:24:22,646 He saved a baby's life. You gave me crap when I deserved it. 490 00:24:22,670 --> 00:24:25,016 You pushed my buttons and my limits when I needed it. 491 00:24:25,040 --> 00:24:27,476 What the hell? You are not some hotshot surgeon right now. 492 00:24:27,500 --> 00:24:29,556 Yeah, it's a teaching hospital and all that, 493 00:24:29,580 --> 00:24:32,936 but you did more than that, and you know it. 494 00:24:32,960 --> 00:24:34,726 Why is there a trailer in my parking spot? 495 00:24:34,750 --> 00:24:38,146 Is one of these yours? My bad. 496 00:24:38,170 --> 00:24:39,226 And, sure, it'd be pretty great 497 00:24:39,250 --> 00:24:41,356 if I just stayed there forever 498 00:24:41,380 --> 00:24:43,516 and repaid you for everything you did for me. 499 00:24:43,540 --> 00:24:46,670 But you and I both know I can't. 500 00:24:48,460 --> 00:24:50,306 Never could. 501 00:24:50,330 --> 00:24:52,396 You helped me grow the hell up, 502 00:24:52,420 --> 00:24:54,396 and you took a bullet out of my stomach. 503 00:24:54,420 --> 00:24:55,556 You paged me? 504 00:24:55,580 --> 00:24:58,186 I did. I have a surgery. 505 00:24:58,210 --> 00:25:01,056 You're actually gonna let me near a patient? You are the patient. 506 00:25:01,080 --> 00:25:03,146 Get in there and get on that table. Oh... 507 00:25:04,330 --> 00:25:06,356 I don't need a reminder of this thing. 508 00:25:06,380 --> 00:25:08,306 I'm gonna carry that day around with me 509 00:25:08,330 --> 00:25:09,806 every day for the rest of my life. 510 00:25:09,830 --> 00:25:11,976 I don't need a reminder every time I look at you. 511 00:25:12,000 --> 00:25:14,976 And I'm tired of bullying you, 512 00:25:15,000 --> 00:25:17,056 so I am asking you, 513 00:25:17,080 --> 00:25:20,670 please, get in there and get your shirt off. 514 00:25:23,290 --> 00:25:25,016 You protected Jo from herself, 515 00:25:25,040 --> 00:25:26,596 and if I started the whole list 516 00:25:26,620 --> 00:25:28,016 of everything I learned from you, 517 00:25:28,040 --> 00:25:29,896 I would never stop writing. 518 00:25:29,920 --> 00:25:31,856 And right now my hand hurts. 519 00:25:31,880 --> 00:25:34,806 So just know this. 520 00:25:34,830 --> 00:25:37,476 It took me a long time to say it, 521 00:25:37,500 --> 00:25:39,830 but I'm a good peds surgeon. 522 00:25:41,000 --> 00:25:42,766 I'm an okay guy. 523 00:25:42,790 --> 00:25:44,896 I'm still trying. 524 00:25:44,920 --> 00:25:49,096 But I'm a really damn good surgeon. 525 00:25:49,120 --> 00:25:50,436 We got movement! And I don't mind saying it now 526 00:25:50,460 --> 00:25:52,766 because I didn't figure it out myself. 527 00:25:52,790 --> 00:25:56,896 You kicked my ass and asked more of me than anyone 528 00:25:56,920 --> 00:25:58,646 and hired other teachers who kicked my ass 529 00:25:58,670 --> 00:25:59,936 and asked more of me. 530 00:25:59,960 --> 00:26:02,396 Karev, I hear that you're the future of peds. 531 00:26:02,420 --> 00:26:05,186 Excuse me? Yeah, a little birdie named Bailey whispered it in my ear. 532 00:26:05,210 --> 00:26:08,096 I want you to work with me today so I can see if she's right. What did she say? 533 00:26:08,120 --> 00:26:09,856 That you're the best babysitter in the hospital. 534 00:26:09,880 --> 00:26:11,306 Shut up. 535 00:26:11,330 --> 00:26:13,096 Alex: And I know who I am. 536 00:26:13,120 --> 00:26:16,436 I'm not that guy with a million Catherine Fox Awards on a shelf. 537 00:26:16,460 --> 00:26:17,516 Goodbye, Mom. 538 00:26:17,540 --> 00:26:20,186 Bye. 539 00:26:20,210 --> 00:26:23,146 Bailey: A junkie dad, a crackpot mom, 540 00:26:23,170 --> 00:26:26,476 and somehow Karev still became a doctor. 541 00:26:26,500 --> 00:26:29,226 I'm not easily impressed, but I'm impressed. 542 00:26:29,250 --> 00:26:31,306 Alex: I became the guy you trusted to run the hospital 543 00:26:31,330 --> 00:26:32,227 and keep your secrets. 544 00:26:32,251 --> 00:26:34,266 And now... It's okay. 545 00:26:34,290 --> 00:26:36,936 And now I'm a surgeon, a friend, 546 00:26:36,960 --> 00:26:40,146 a father of two incredible kids with Izzie Stevens, 547 00:26:40,170 --> 00:26:43,686 which I'm sure is breaking your brain. 548 00:26:43,710 --> 00:26:45,806 But it's true. Nothing! 549 00:26:45,830 --> 00:26:47,646 I'm all these things. 550 00:26:47,670 --> 00:26:49,146 She been out there all day? 551 00:26:49,170 --> 00:26:51,436 And by the way, I have a shot 552 00:26:51,460 --> 00:26:53,646 at being Chief of Peds at Shawnee County here, 553 00:26:53,670 --> 00:26:56,516 but I'm guessing you're the last person 554 00:26:56,540 --> 00:27:00,556 I should put down as a rec right now. 555 00:27:00,580 --> 00:27:04,186 Okay, look, the... the kids keep asking for pizza sushi, 556 00:27:04,210 --> 00:27:06,596 and I have to go tell them that's not a thing. 557 00:27:06,620 --> 00:27:09,556 And if I say any more in this letter, 558 00:27:09,580 --> 00:27:12,266 there are going to be feelings all over the place. 559 00:27:12,290 --> 00:27:14,516 Yours, not mine. 560 00:27:14,540 --> 00:27:17,436 And, really, I'm just writing to say goodbye. 561 00:27:17,460 --> 00:27:19,476 And thanks. 562 00:27:19,500 --> 00:27:21,056 And that sounds lame and small 563 00:27:21,080 --> 00:27:22,306 compared to everything you've done, 564 00:27:22,330 --> 00:27:26,856 but there it is. 565 00:27:26,880 --> 00:27:29,120 Goodbye, and thanks. 566 00:27:31,210 --> 00:27:33,170 I love you, Dr. Bailey. 567 00:27:35,120 --> 00:27:36,726 Dr. Alex Karev. 568 00:27:48,750 --> 00:27:53,186 - Richard, alcoholic. - Hi, Richard. 569 00:27:55,620 --> 00:27:57,976 See one, 570 00:27:58,000 --> 00:27:59,896 do one, 571 00:27:59,920 --> 00:28:02,726 teach one. 572 00:28:02,750 --> 00:28:05,976 That's been the motto of every hospital I run, 573 00:28:06,000 --> 00:28:08,806 every teacher I've loved. 574 00:28:08,830 --> 00:28:14,356 I loved being a surgeon, saving lives, 575 00:28:14,380 --> 00:28:18,146 giving people back their families, 576 00:28:18,170 --> 00:28:21,936 their loved ones, and their friends. 577 00:28:21,960 --> 00:28:27,396 Giving them back to them when all seemed lost. 578 00:28:27,420 --> 00:28:30,306 And I loved my students, not because of ego... 579 00:28:33,581 --> 00:28:35,476 I'm done. I'm done! I'm done! 580 00:28:35,500 --> 00:28:40,016 But because it gave me that same rush, that same feeling... 581 00:28:40,040 --> 00:28:43,476 That's why I'm the chief. 582 00:28:43,500 --> 00:28:47,096 It's like you're helping to keep people alive, 583 00:28:47,120 --> 00:28:50,726 keep families alive. 584 00:28:50,750 --> 00:28:53,226 And then this morning, I wake up to a letter 585 00:28:53,250 --> 00:28:56,976 from a student of mine, who, well, 586 00:28:57,000 --> 00:29:01,056 let's just say he's not the one I would have put money down on. 587 00:29:01,080 --> 00:29:03,356 What happens, uh, if I... if I take the exam 588 00:29:03,380 --> 00:29:05,646 for a second time and I don't pass? 589 00:29:05,670 --> 00:29:08,056 You will no longer be a surgical resident at Seattle Grace. 590 00:29:08,080 --> 00:29:10,186 Failing again is not an option. 591 00:29:10,210 --> 00:29:12,096 Alex: What's the big deal? Richard: Well, the big deal is you're... 592 00:29:12,120 --> 00:29:15,856 You're sweaty and you and you smell. 593 00:29:15,880 --> 00:29:17,976 And you're not going into my OR. 594 00:29:18,000 --> 00:29:19,096 What the hell's the matter with you today? 595 00:29:19,120 --> 00:29:20,686 This is a teaching hospital, okay? 596 00:29:20,710 --> 00:29:22,596 You were the chief for 20 years. 597 00:29:22,620 --> 00:29:24,806 You're supposed to be teaching your residents. 598 00:29:24,830 --> 00:29:27,226 Oh, I think I taught you something today. 599 00:29:27,250 --> 00:29:30,356 You don't give up a once-in-a-lifetime surgery, 600 00:29:30,380 --> 00:29:33,936 not for any reason, not for anyone, not ever. 601 00:29:33,960 --> 00:29:36,146 But he... he did the work. 602 00:29:36,170 --> 00:29:39,306 Yeah. He... He showed up. 603 00:29:39,330 --> 00:29:42,766 He... He stepped up. 604 00:29:42,790 --> 00:29:45,556 Became an excellent student, 605 00:29:45,580 --> 00:29:48,556 - a stellar surgeon. - 10 blade. 606 00:29:48,580 --> 00:29:50,226 Richard: You're an underdog, aren't you, Karev? 607 00:29:50,250 --> 00:29:51,686 It's not that you don't have the skills. 608 00:29:51,710 --> 00:29:53,056 You have the skills. 609 00:29:53,080 --> 00:29:56,226 But you're scrappy. You're a fighter. 610 00:29:56,250 --> 00:29:58,186 I like that. 611 00:29:58,210 --> 00:29:59,726 I always root for the underdog. 612 00:29:59,750 --> 00:30:02,896 A fine teacher. 613 00:30:02,920 --> 00:30:06,856 He was working with the best of the best. 614 00:30:06,880 --> 00:30:10,896 But instead, 615 00:30:10,920 --> 00:30:13,436 he chose to abandon it all 616 00:30:13,460 --> 00:30:17,686 for who he says is the woman he loves. 617 00:30:17,710 --> 00:30:22,556 And for the two children they now have. 618 00:30:22,580 --> 00:30:26,226 You know, I wanted to look him straight in the eye 619 00:30:26,250 --> 00:30:29,556 and yell at him and... And tell him 620 00:30:29,580 --> 00:30:31,306 that he's made a mistake, 621 00:30:31,330 --> 00:30:33,880 that it feels like a mistake. 622 00:30:35,500 --> 00:30:37,806 I've been there before, yeah. 623 00:30:37,830 --> 00:30:41,596 I've fallen in love with two people at the same time, 624 00:30:41,620 --> 00:30:42,750 and... 625 00:30:44,750 --> 00:30:47,516 And I know all you can do is go with what your... 626 00:30:47,540 --> 00:30:50,556 Your bones and your guts and your heart tell you to. 627 00:30:50,580 --> 00:30:53,726 I wanted to grab him and shake him and tell him, 628 00:30:53,750 --> 00:30:56,266 "Don't give it all away. 629 00:30:56,290 --> 00:30:58,306 Not now. Not for... for this." 630 00:31:00,960 --> 00:31:06,686 But I missed my chance to watch my own child grow into an adult. 631 00:31:06,710 --> 00:31:10,686 And I would give anything to have those years with Maggie. 632 00:31:10,710 --> 00:31:12,330 I'd do anything. 633 00:31:13,920 --> 00:31:17,186 I guess, um... 634 00:31:17,210 --> 00:31:20,516 I just wanted to say goodbye. 635 00:31:20,540 --> 00:31:22,766 I just wanted to say goodbye. 636 00:31:22,790 --> 00:31:24,726 Hey, Dr. Webber. 637 00:31:24,750 --> 00:31:26,356 I-I didn't want to work here, either. 638 00:31:26,380 --> 00:31:29,476 You know, at Grey-Sloan, I inherited a-a legacy. 639 00:31:29,500 --> 00:31:31,186 Bailey's legacy, your legacy. 640 00:31:31,210 --> 00:31:32,596 You know, I mean, every choice I made, 641 00:31:32,620 --> 00:31:35,436 I heard your voice in my head... "Don't settle. Do better." 642 00:31:35,460 --> 00:31:37,556 At Grey-Sloan, failing was our last option. 643 00:31:37,580 --> 00:31:39,056 But here, failure's the culture. 644 00:31:39,080 --> 00:31:40,596 But we can change that. 645 00:31:40,620 --> 00:31:42,266 Help me turn this place around. 646 00:31:42,290 --> 00:31:44,266 Help me do the impossible. 647 00:31:44,290 --> 00:31:47,396 I wanted to say thank you for helping me 648 00:31:47,420 --> 00:31:52,766 to be a better doctor, better teacher. 649 00:31:52,790 --> 00:31:54,096 I mean, anything. 650 00:31:56,290 --> 00:31:57,476 But he up and left... 651 00:31:57,500 --> 00:31:59,596 Karev! Do better! 652 00:31:59,620 --> 00:32:04,016 With only a note and an apology, and that's it, 653 00:32:04,040 --> 00:32:07,726 not considering that I might want to say goodbye 654 00:32:07,750 --> 00:32:09,146 as a teacher... 655 00:32:09,170 --> 00:32:10,686 Watch your back, Karev. 656 00:32:10,710 --> 00:32:12,806 I may decide to teach you something tomorrow. 657 00:32:13,581 --> 00:32:15,436 Time of... 658 00:32:15,460 --> 00:32:16,646 as a colleague... 659 00:32:16,670 --> 00:32:18,356 Time of death... 15:42. 660 00:32:18,380 --> 00:32:20,856 As a friend. 661 00:32:20,880 --> 00:32:22,056 See one. 662 00:32:22,080 --> 00:32:24,476 Do one. 663 00:32:24,500 --> 00:32:27,096 Teach one. 664 00:32:27,120 --> 00:32:32,516 I've seen people leave. 665 00:32:32,540 --> 00:32:35,436 I've done the leaving. 666 00:32:35,460 --> 00:32:39,556 Woman: Richard! Richard! Richard! 667 00:32:39,580 --> 00:32:41,226 Richard: I was gonna ask you to be by my side 668 00:32:41,250 --> 00:32:42,266 for the rest of our lives. 669 00:32:42,290 --> 00:32:44,146 I'm not sorry about a damn thing. 670 00:32:47,670 --> 00:32:50,880 And lately, it seems like all the people I love just... 671 00:32:52,330 --> 00:32:54,646 they just disappear. 672 00:32:54,670 --> 00:32:58,266 And... 673 00:32:58,290 --> 00:33:00,436 I can't... 674 00:33:00,460 --> 00:33:03,686 find a way to make it stop. 675 00:33:15,290 --> 00:33:17,266 Alex, if you want to know how she is, 676 00:33:17,290 --> 00:33:19,646 you should just call her. 677 00:33:19,670 --> 00:33:20,646 You should call Izzie. 678 00:33:20,670 --> 00:33:21,597 No. 679 00:33:21,621 --> 00:33:23,396 No, it's okay. 680 00:33:23,420 --> 00:33:25,016 No. 681 00:33:25,040 --> 00:33:27,686 I mean, I-I-I don't need to call her. 682 00:33:27,710 --> 00:33:30,186 I know how she is. 683 00:33:30,210 --> 00:33:32,356 I mean, she's, uh... 684 00:33:32,380 --> 00:33:35,056 She's married with three kids, 685 00:33:35,080 --> 00:33:40,686 and she lives somewhere, I think, uh, kind of woodsy? 686 00:33:42,540 --> 00:33:44,896 And she's a surgeon and she goes to work every day, 687 00:33:44,920 --> 00:33:50,436 so she refuses to hire help, so her house is always a mess. 688 00:33:50,460 --> 00:33:53,646 And it has Christmas decorations all over it 689 00:33:53,670 --> 00:33:59,016 because she won't let her husband take them down. 690 00:33:59,040 --> 00:34:00,686 It smells like muffins, 691 00:34:00,710 --> 00:34:02,686 and she's... 692 00:34:02,710 --> 00:34:04,120 She's smiling. 693 00:34:06,920 --> 00:34:10,016 When I picture her, she's always smiling. 694 00:34:10,040 --> 00:34:15,146 I don't need to call her because I want it to stay that way. 695 00:34:15,170 --> 00:34:19,330 I picture her as happy as I am with you. 696 00:34:20,750 --> 00:34:22,556 You imagined a whole life for her? 697 00:34:22,580 --> 00:34:25,356 Oh, yeah. It's way better than wondering. 698 00:34:29,670 --> 00:34:31,516 Hi, Izzie Stevens. Washington. 699 00:34:31,540 --> 00:34:34,516 Hi, Alex Karev. Iowa. 700 00:34:34,540 --> 00:34:35,806 What program are you in? 701 00:34:37,830 --> 00:34:38,597 Seriously? 702 00:34:38,621 --> 00:34:39,726 Seriously. 703 00:34:39,750 --> 00:34:41,266 Morning, Dr. Model. 704 00:34:41,290 --> 00:34:43,016 Dr. Evil Spawn. 705 00:34:45,540 --> 00:34:47,056 Do you ever wake up in the morning and realize 706 00:34:47,080 --> 00:34:50,436 nobody likes you and, I don't know, care? 707 00:34:50,460 --> 00:34:52,226 Oh. 708 00:34:52,250 --> 00:34:53,356 I think somebody likes me. 709 00:34:53,380 --> 00:34:55,356 What is she doing? 710 00:34:55,380 --> 00:34:58,096 She's hanging out with Alex. 711 00:35:03,120 --> 00:35:04,856 There's a discussion we could have 712 00:35:04,880 --> 00:35:07,056 if you wanted to have one. 713 00:35:07,080 --> 00:35:09,226 I kissed you with tongue... 714 00:35:11,920 --> 00:35:13,396 Get used to it. 715 00:35:13,420 --> 00:35:15,146 Ow! 716 00:35:15,170 --> 00:35:16,476 Izzie: I care about you. 717 00:35:17,670 --> 00:35:19,516 And I'm not gonna stop caring about you, 718 00:35:19,540 --> 00:35:21,146 no matter how hard you push me away. 719 00:35:21,170 --> 00:35:22,436 Shut up and get out of my room. 720 00:35:22,460 --> 00:35:24,096 No. 721 00:35:26,670 --> 00:35:28,146 And I know you care about me, too. 722 00:35:28,170 --> 00:35:29,856 It is not too late for us. 723 00:35:29,880 --> 00:35:31,016 Admit that you care about me, too. 724 00:35:31,040 --> 00:35:33,306 I know you do. I care about you. 725 00:35:35,460 --> 00:35:37,806 I care about you. I care about you. 726 00:35:37,830 --> 00:35:40,596 I... 727 00:35:43,290 --> 00:35:46,056 Oh! You make me want to be better. 728 00:35:46,080 --> 00:35:47,856 You make me want to be good. 729 00:35:47,880 --> 00:35:49,766 And I think I can. 730 00:35:51,460 --> 00:35:52,936 And if you want to be scared, that's okay. 731 00:35:52,960 --> 00:35:54,306 Just be scared with me. 732 00:35:54,330 --> 00:35:56,170 I don't want to be the future of this hospital. 733 00:36:08,080 --> 00:36:09,686 I didn't know you still felt that way about me. 734 00:36:09,710 --> 00:36:10,936 Me neither. 735 00:36:15,580 --> 00:36:17,396 What? 736 00:36:17,420 --> 00:36:19,146 I love you. 737 00:36:19,170 --> 00:36:20,516 I freaking love you. 738 00:36:20,540 --> 00:36:22,266 I can totally see you in ten years... 739 00:36:27,540 --> 00:36:28,806 You're gonna be a rock star, Alex. 740 00:36:28,830 --> 00:36:30,356 Shut up. 741 00:36:35,670 --> 00:36:37,516 I love you. 742 00:37:00,540 --> 00:37:02,596 You taking my spot on the couch tonight? 743 00:37:06,000 --> 00:37:07,396 Miranda, is...? 744 00:37:07,420 --> 00:37:10,056 Alex Karev isn't coming back. 745 00:37:10,080 --> 00:37:12,896 Left his wife, 746 00:37:12,920 --> 00:37:16,266 his friends, his job. 747 00:37:16,290 --> 00:37:21,580 Alex Karev is now a father of two with Izzie Stevens. 748 00:37:25,330 --> 00:37:28,726 And, if they take my recommendation seriously, 749 00:37:28,750 --> 00:37:32,790 he'll soon be Chief of Peds at Shawnee Memorial. 750 00:37:36,170 --> 00:37:37,596 What's this got to do with Joey? 751 00:37:39,750 --> 00:37:42,556 Now, it is a matter of luck, 752 00:37:42,580 --> 00:37:47,436 of grace that Alex Karev is who he is today. 753 00:37:47,460 --> 00:37:52,306 He could have just as easily been lost to this world, 754 00:37:52,330 --> 00:37:54,856 aimless. 755 00:37:54,880 --> 00:37:58,476 But he survived his home, 756 00:37:58,500 --> 00:38:01,726 his family, his foster homes 757 00:38:01,750 --> 00:38:03,726 and became a man, 758 00:38:03,750 --> 00:38:06,726 now a father, 759 00:38:06,750 --> 00:38:10,726 a fine surgeon by luck, 760 00:38:10,750 --> 00:38:13,356 by chance. 761 00:38:15,000 --> 00:38:18,726 Joey's future shouldn't be a matter of chance. 762 00:38:18,750 --> 00:38:22,420 A child's future can't be a matter of luck. 763 00:38:26,420 --> 00:38:29,096 Okay. 764 00:38:29,120 --> 00:38:30,936 "Okay"? 765 00:38:30,960 --> 00:38:34,266 Just like that? "Okay"? 766 00:38:34,290 --> 00:38:37,646 I just wanted to talk about it. 767 00:38:37,670 --> 00:38:39,726 I mean, you and I, look, we... we both make 768 00:38:39,750 --> 00:38:43,436 these big, sweeping decisions without each other. 769 00:38:43,460 --> 00:38:46,266 You... You had a heart attack and didn't tell me. 770 00:38:46,290 --> 00:38:48,726 You... You had a miscarriage and shut me out. 771 00:38:48,750 --> 00:38:51,436 You... You change careers like sweaters. 772 00:38:51,460 --> 00:38:55,096 Yeah. 773 00:38:55,120 --> 00:38:58,806 And I am down for all of it. I... 774 00:38:58,830 --> 00:39:03,096 All the change and the easy and the hard that comes with it. 775 00:39:03,120 --> 00:39:05,096 Of course Joey should have you. 776 00:39:05,120 --> 00:39:06,806 Should have us. 777 00:39:06,830 --> 00:39:09,436 He should have a family. 778 00:39:09,460 --> 00:39:12,096 But... 779 00:39:12,120 --> 00:39:18,880 that family needs to learn to talk to each other first, okay? 780 00:39:22,290 --> 00:39:24,686 I'm sorry. 781 00:39:24,710 --> 00:39:25,726 I know. 782 00:39:25,750 --> 00:39:27,250 I'm sorry. I'm sorry. 783 00:39:31,120 --> 00:39:33,766 Congratulations, Miranda. 784 00:39:33,790 --> 00:39:34,806 It's a boy. 785 00:39:34,830 --> 00:39:36,936 A teenage boy! 786 00:39:38,830 --> 00:39:41,356 It's another boy. 787 00:39:51,790 --> 00:39:55,266 You can quit hovering. I'm not hovering. 788 00:40:07,040 --> 00:40:09,516 Okay, whiskey it is. 789 00:40:15,960 --> 00:40:18,146 Pierce is paging me for a cecal bascule 790 00:40:18,170 --> 00:40:19,766 for one of our cabbage patients. 791 00:40:27,290 --> 00:40:29,766 Today I am working. 792 00:40:38,250 --> 00:40:39,266 Mine, too. 793 00:40:39,290 --> 00:40:41,976 We hold onto hope, 794 00:40:42,000 --> 00:40:44,356 thinking one small detail, 795 00:40:44,380 --> 00:40:46,476 one tiny piece of information 796 00:40:46,500 --> 00:40:48,596 will somehow make things right, 797 00:40:48,620 --> 00:40:50,146 make it different, 798 00:40:50,170 --> 00:40:52,396 make it okay... 799 00:40:52,420 --> 00:40:55,096 stop the world from spinning off its axis. 800 00:40:55,120 --> 00:40:58,476 Mom, Uncle Alex said when I finish my science project, 801 00:40:58,500 --> 00:40:59,806 I'm supposed to show him. 802 00:40:59,830 --> 00:41:01,096 Can you show me? 803 00:41:01,120 --> 00:41:02,856 He helped me come up with it. 804 00:41:02,880 --> 00:41:04,766 It's a dog feeder. See? 805 00:41:04,790 --> 00:41:06,356 When the dog walks on this lever, 806 00:41:06,380 --> 00:41:08,396 the pulley tips the bucket over and... 807 00:41:08,420 --> 00:41:11,096 That is so smart! 808 00:41:11,120 --> 00:41:13,096 All we need is a dog. 809 00:41:14,920 --> 00:41:18,186 So, can I show him? 810 00:41:18,210 --> 00:41:22,096 Can we go and show Uncle Alex right now, please? 811 00:41:24,210 --> 00:41:26,056 Come sit here. 812 00:41:33,580 --> 00:41:35,356 And I just got a letter from him. 813 00:41:37,040 --> 00:41:38,516 When the truth is... 814 00:41:40,380 --> 00:41:43,096 There's really no good way to say goodbye. 59313

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