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You can look all over this great big world, you can look down every street,

and every bookstore, on every dashboard, every girl you meet.

You can drive out to California, and chase down all your dreams.

I know you'll find someone beautiful, but you'll never find

me.

Hey.

Hey.

Thanks for coming. I didn't, um... I knew I shouldn't have called. I just...

You're the only person that I talk to about this stuff.

In fact, I wasn't even sure you'd still be in town.

I'll be here for a little while.

I have some shoots in and around L.A.

So what's up?

Well, I finally told my father off.

Oh, Jesus Christ.

What happened? I don't know. I just... Years of anger walled up inside of me

just came bursting out.

Basically, I told him that I knew I was a disappointment to him.

He didn't deny it.

Honey, I'm sorry, but...

You know, you've been going through this with him for years and forever, and

maybe this is a good thing. You can just move past this and stop trying to

impress him.

He's still my father.

Well, he's been treating you like shit.

He makes you feel bad about yourself.

How does a father hate his own daughter?

He doesn't hate you.

He hates that you're gay.

It's...

Oh. You are never going to be able to have a normal relationship with anyone

else until you fix this.

I don't.

Okay, see, I just want to grab you and I want to hold you and take you home.

And I can't.

Will you just hold me?

Alan's set for drinks at 6, and he's bringing Tracy.

Oh. Well, um, would you pull my presentation, you know, with all the

colors together? Oh, already got it.

I, uh, I got most of it together last night, and I'll just add the stuff that

we found today.

You work last night?

You gotta get a life.

This is my life. You know what I'm talking about. You need to get out there

and start dating again.

Yeah, okay. What I do not need is a man to complicate my life. I finally just

got things all straightened out. But you need more than this and me. You need to

go get laid because you're cranky.

I am not. You're cranky. You're cranky. Okay. Oh, hello. Did you forget the last

one almost killed me? I didn't forget, but that was a long time ago. You've got

to move on.

Is that what you're doing?

Maybe.

So does that mean that you're going to let Annie go for real this time?

Really start dating someone?

I don't know, like Tracy?

Look, Tracy is intriguing.

Annie's Annie.

Annie's just this wonderful person.

She was there for me when no one else was.

Do you love her? Yes.

Are you in love with her?

I don't know.

But I don't want to lose her.

I mean, can you ever really let someone...

who's made such a huge impact on your life?

I don't think so.

I mean, you just put the feeling somewhere else and move on if you're not

in love anymore.

Sometimes it's the most selfless thing you can do.

All right, I guess that's true.

Hard, but true.

That's so great. Yeah, just work with the wind. It's fine.

So cute.

That's normal. You might want to just crouch down just a little bit, just like

that. Yeah. Get your hands up.

And then right at me.

Chin up just a little bit. That's nice. Big smiles.

Hi. Hi.

You guys, mind if we just take five?

Just a quick.

Hi.

Hi.

You want to sit down?

Sure.

So I thought that we should maybe clear up the air a little bit.

I'm about to sleep over.

Sleep over and then not on a phone call until you needed something because

things blew up with your father?

It's not your fault. It's all me.

I'm a big girl now.

It felt weird feeling so connected to you and then... That's it.

I get you.

Always have.

Blessing first.

But I really need to see you today, just for me.

Because I'm going to do something that I should have been doing for the past

year.

I'm going to get a life.

Can I just call you?

No, she wouldn't.