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Previously on Lost and Found.

Honestly, I never thought in a million years that our band would be back

together. It's the best feeling in the world.

I'm just really happy I got my best friends back.

You need to kiss a guy who you have no feelings for. You know what I mean?

Huh.

Staying up late and working all night, it can grind you down. If you need

anything or anyone to talk to, I'm here.

It's nice of John to worry about me, but I feel great.

There's nothing for John to worry about.

I wrote this song called You Could Have It All because I finally feel like

that's possible for me.

Some stuff has happened with my family that put me through some really dark

times. But now I have the band and I have Michelle and it's finally starting

to feel like things are going my way.

I've been working with the band a lot lately.

I've been recording and producing and it feels really good.

It's Music Week.

It's a giant festival in the city.

We're recording some demos right now to get out there before our showcase.

Music Week is an amazing chance to get discovered.

Musicians play all across the city in different venues.

We could get discovered this week.

Music week is super important. So I've been staying up really late and not even

sleeping sometimes But I'm just trying to get the tracks as good as they can be

That's

a good one, that's the one you're using yeah, that was a really good take

Thank you so much for doing this. You're a lifesaver. Yeah.

Are you sure you'll be able to get the demos done by tonight?

This is a lot to take on, but I can do it. I know I can.

Yeah, yeah, I can do it by tonight. We could help.

No, no, I got it. I can do it.

Okay, thanks.

Yeah.

The band has put a lot of trust in me, and I'm not going to let them down.

It's your shot.

See what you got.

Only a true light shines as bright as you.

Now, remember, you call me as soon as the show is over.

Let me know what time you'll be home. Yes.

I have a plan.

Today, I'm gonna change my look and become the brand-new me.

As soon as I can ditch my mother.

Yo, yo, who's that?

E-Dawg?

What's up?

Uh, Jude. This is my mom.

Oh.

Um... Oh.

Okay.

Um, I find I must exit myself.

I'm glad I got my first kiss out of the way, but Jude and I have been weird ever

since I kissed John.

He seems nice.

Yeah, he is. Well, have a good show, E-dog.

All right.

All right.

I'm feeling pretty overwhelmed with all the work I have to do.

I'm trying not to panic, but it's really hard.

I really want to talk to Giselle right now. She's really good at putting things

into perspective.

Hello?

Hi, Giselle, can you talk?

Not really. We're going on in five minutes.

What's going on?

I just feel so much pressure with all the music stuff, and I don't think I can

do it by myself.

Well, is someone around? Maybe they can help.

No, if I do that, they'll all hate me.

They already think I'm a failure. This will just prove it.

Clara, I think you're just being way too hard on yourself.

Yeah, you're right.

Maybe you can call Mom and Dad. Maybe they can help.

Okay. Okay.

Yeah, go. You get ready. Okay.

I'll call you later tonight, all right? Bye.

Bye.

Is everything okay?

Yeah.

Giselle can't help me.

I can't call my parents.

They don't understand.

I'm all alone.

So are you ready to rock music week?

I am so ready. It's going to be like the Leia, Rachel reunion.

Spectacular.

That was really good. It's good. It's good. Catchy. I'm so happy Leia and I

are hanging out again.

The band's back together and everything's great.

I really, really missed you.

What did you miss most about me?

What I missed most about you is how

unstoppable you are.

Oh, that's so sweet. You know, like, no one, no one gets in Leia's way. That's

what I keep telling people.

So, what about me?

You know, I really like how grounded you are. You're really connected to the

Earth and... Present in the moment.

I really need you in my life.

I need you too.

We should work on the song. Right, right, the song.

Amazing!

My friendship with Leia is so special, and I didn't realize how special it was

until I lost it.

I just hope that never happens again.

What is going on? Just tell me right now, because my mind is going crazy.

This is the new Ava.

Ava 2.0?

Oh my goodness, you look amazing.

This is definitely going to open up your world.

Ava has grown so much since I've known her. She's really coming out of her

shell. Yay!

Watch the extensions.

I need to do something big to prove to everyone that I'm not the same shy,

scared little girl that I used to be.

Hey. What are you doing here?

I just wanted to see how it was going. Yeah, well, I'm not done yet, so... Oh,

that's cool.

Yeah, it's... I don't know why you're coming in here and why you're checking

on me.

Do you think I'm incapable?

Clara, I think you can do it. No, but what you're doing right now is you're

distracting me.

Because I need time if you think that I can finish it.

And now I don't have any time, and it's not going to be done by tonight.

Okay, easy.

It's not a problem if it's not done by tonight. What do you mean it's not a

problem? You don't think I can do it.

You came in here and you're trying to take over because you you don't trust me

and you don't you don't like me what and I don't know because I'm trying so hard

to get this done for you and Okay, I just need time

Hey. Hey.

I just had the weirdest encounter with Clara.

Yeah? Yeah. I went to the recording studio to see how the songs were coming

along, and she didn't really seem too happy that the demos weren't finished.

And she pushed me out of the control room. Like, physically pushed you? Yeah.

I'm worried about her, man.

Me too.

Maybe we put a little too much pressure on her to finish the demos on her own.

We offered to help.

She just didn't want it.

We should go check on her.

Make sure she's okay.

Maybe you should check on her.

She'd probably respond better to you anyway.

Yeah, you know what? I'll do that.

I was hoping Clara was better, but I guess she isn't.

If Luke's worried about her, something is definitely going on.

Leave me alone.

I'll leave you alone in a second, okay?

Do you want some water or something?

No, I just need a minute and then I can keep working on the track.

Forget about the track.

I'm more worried about you.

Luke obviously told John that I'm not finished the tracks.

Pretty soon everyone's gonna know that I'm a failure.

Clara.

Everyone was right.

I should never have gotten to Lost and Found in the first place.

I don't deserve to be here.

I just want to disappear.

Seeing Clara like this is... It's seeing something I never wanted to see again.

It never leaves and it just haunts you.

six seven eight one two three four five six seven eight one two leia we're not

doing that really i wanted to spice it up a little you know stick to the

choreography no body rolls okay i feel like leia and i are equals now maybe the

time apart was good i'm really taking more control in this friendship five six

seven eight one two three four five six seven eight one two three four

Hey. What's up?

I was wondering if you wanted to go to Java Junction. Maybe get a drink.

My treat.

Luke's here. I know the drill.

Rehearsal's over.

Um... Luke.

Thank you very much for the kind invitation, but I'm actually in the

middle of rehearsing a song with my best friend.

So, some other time?

Seriously?

Yeah.

It's cool.

We'll do it some other time.

Anyway, I'll see you later. Okay.

Okay, bye. Have fun.

That was awesome.

What was?

The way you turned down Luke for me.

It was, wasn't it?

I am so happy that Rachel and I are friends again.

So I'm not going to take this relationship for granted.

Jude. Whoa.

Hey. Hey.

Uh, is there a dress-up theme for Music Week, or... Well, uh, what do you think?

It's lovely.

You just don't look like yourself at all. What do I look like? You see, your

other look was... And this one? This one is more...

But that's just my opinion.

This is not the reaction that I was going for.

I wanted to impress Jude, but he doesn't seem impressed at all.

Rachel and I are the first to perform at Music Week, and I'm so excited.

Rachel and

I collaborated on this song. It's called Amazing, and it's kind of a love song to

our friendship.

We be stepping on the downbeat.

We be table dancing in the street.

Every second, every day is double speed We get together, we go forever

Don't it feel crazy, it's oh so amazing We tear the walls down, all

over this town now This feels like a new beginning for us.

Our friendship has been through a lot, but we're stronger than ever.

Claire's been in there in the dark for a while.

She hasn't...

said anything.

How you doing in there?

Look, do you want me to call Giselle or your parents?

No one's home.

Look, you don't want to be alone right now.

We need to call someone.

No one gets it.

It's like my whole life, everything is totally wrong.

And I don't know how to fix it.

I wish I didn't understand what's going on with Clara.

But I watched my mom go through the same thing for a long time.

I can't leave her alone.

I can't.

Aren't you up next for music week?

Um, I decided not to. What happened to your outfit and everything? You looked

awesome.

It just started to feel wrong.

Look, I was looking forward to seeing the new Ava.

Ever since I got here, I've been trying to be two different people.

One at home, where I felt safe, and one here, which was exciting and terrifying

and... Now after trying to be whatever that was, it

just turned into a disaster.

I just don't feel like I belong here anymore.

Ava doesn't understand that you don't just wake up one day and know who you

are. It's all a work in progress.

Give me your hand.

You don't have to look different for everyone to see you differently.

You just need to get up on that stage and be yourself.

I like these extensions.

How does it look?

All the memories of my

mom.

It's all rushing back.

Everything I couldn't do.

Everything I should have done better.

I need to do that with Clara now.

I know it's hard.

When I look at you, I see a very sensitive person.

And it's one of the things that makes you so creative.

But it opens you up to a lot of feelings that other people don't get.

It's tough.

My mom was like you.

I loved her a lot.

And no matter how much I loved her,

I couldn't make her happy.

I still kept trying.

She didn't see how much she was loved.

I wish she did, but she didn't.

And I think you have the same problem.

There are people who care about you, who care about what happens to you.

I think we should call those people who love you.

And we should bring them here.

And we should tell them that you need a break.

Okay?

Okay.

Okay.

It's okay.

It's okay.

All right, please give a warm round of applause for Ava!

This song is dedicated to my best friend Mary for

always supporting me.

I fought a good fight.

I was stranded in the darkness.

I had to get it right.

And figure out the answers.

There's a feeling that I get.

This is the real me. I may not be that all out brand new Ava, but I'm not the

old one either.

Like a runaway train that ain't never gonna stop.

Turn on my heart and make it beat stronger.

Turn on my...

Seeing Ava up there really makes me think that I wish we were more than

friends.

Let me see what I can do about that.

I'm gonna keep growing and changing.

I'm going to keep taking chances, and sometimes they're going to be right, and

sometimes they're going to be wrong.

But I'm going to go for it.

It's okay.

I got a hold of Mr. T.

He called Claire's parents.

I'm glad they were able to get here in time.

It feels like it just happened yesterday.

I came up the stairs and I wanted to show my mom this stupid drawing I'd done

in class.

I opened the door to her room and I found her lying on the bed.

I thought she was sleeping.

My mom...

took her own life.

But what she didn't realize is that when she did it took a big part of ours.

It crushed me.

I thought I'd put the past behind me.

I thought that life was gonna be easy now.

I actually thought that I could be happy.

I was wrong.

I'm never gonna get past what happened to my mom.

but a solid ground it's your show you see what you got only a true light

shines as bright as you