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Previously on Lost in Fam.

Being in the band without Leia is different.

All I can say is I miss having my best friend up there beside me.

I'm thinking about the fact that I like you.

Ditto. He 100% officially likes me.

Are you trying to be romantic or something?

No, no, no, not at all. I think we're becoming really good friends, and this

is the first time that I've ever had a really good friend.

I've held back in the past, but...

Not anymore. I really want to put myself out there, so I want to do something

big.

Like, I've been thinking a lot about having my first kiss.

Your first kiss is a huge moment.

So many songs are about that moment and I want to experience it for myself.

When I do, I think my whole world will change.

It's a big, big, wide, wide, wonderful world.

Feeling great like a brand new world.

We are the lost and the found.

Don't know where we stand, but it's solid ground.

It's your shot to see what you got.

Only the true love.

Hey.

Oh my goodness, I love croissants.

Oh my gosh, me too.

Leia hates them.

She always says, you never know what's inside.

What? There's always something amazing inside. I know, right?

Here, almond.

Oh, of course. Where have you been all my life? Thank you.

I love hanging out with Maggie.

I get along with her in a way that I never did with Leia. I love a good

croissant-a-palooza.

So, the next one's on me.

Cool. Chocolate? Yes, definitely.

I'm depending on Maggie to fill the void that Leah left behind.

I'm really lucky that she's here for me.

Right now, I'm just putting some lyrics down while I'm inspired.

I swear, I swear I'm the man.

I like to let it flow.

Before I actually kiss a boy, I need a lot of advice.

Jude is one of my best friends.

And he's always the first person I go to for advice.

Hey, Jude.

Hey, what's up?

I... I need your help.

Well, whatever it is, you know I got you.

Okay, well, let's pretend there's this guy that I like and I...

I want to kiss him.

Whoa. I did not expect to hear that from Ava.

So, where do I fit into this?

I've just never kissed anyone before.

I still don't know what you want, Ava.

I need to make sure that when I kiss this guy that it's a good kiss.

Okay. Well, let's see where you're at.

Have you been practicing?

I just told you. No, no, no, no. Like, on your arm.

Like this.

Jude, trust me.

I'm a great arm kisser. I'm pretty sure my arm loves me.

Okay, okay.

Well then, your next step is to do it.

But someone's face?

Okay, but who?

That's what you should do. You need to kiss a guy who you have no feelings for.

Only so that you're not as nervous.

And then, when you become an expert, you bring all that magic to the guy you

like. Know what I mean?

Okay. That was unexpected advice.

Put it right here.

Thanks for the help. No problem.

I would never normally do something like this, but somehow Jude is convincing me.

Whoever this guy is, is really lucky.

Lucky, lucky, lucky.

You okay, man?

No. What are you anxious about, bro?

Okay, well, Leia and I admitted that we had feelings for each other, but we're

not acting on them.

So we're at this weird juncture of what do we do next, and I have no clue, and

it's all I think about.

Hmm. A juncture.

You know what I do when my mind gets all messed up?

That happens to you?

Yeah. I'm human-ish.

What I do is busy work.

Just last week, I made a huge, big batch of pierogies.

and boiled my problems away.

What are pierogies?

They're pierogies, but instead of cheese, I put beef in them.

We need to find that for you. We need to find something that will distract your

mind.

Distract my mind, distract my mind.

Oh!

I got it.

We're gonna wash Pink Midnight.

Theo has had worse ideas.

Maybe busy work is just what I need to keep my mind off Leia.

Have you heard the new Shade Moms album?

Yeah.

So good, right? It changed my life. Oh my goodness, me too.

Who's your favorite band member?

Sybil. Duh.

She's like the best guitar player I've ever heard. I know, right? I know,

right? You know what?

I gotta go.

See you later.

Wait, where are you going?

Oh, I have the recording studio booked.

Do you need some help?

No. I'm just gonna go work on some of my own stuff.

Maggie needs alone time, but I thought we were having fun together.

Okay, well, um, I'll talk to you later. Yeah, for sure. I'll text you when I'm

done. And I'll take this to go.

See you later.

Leia always wanted to hang out with me 24-7.

I don't know what's going on.

We are trying to find someone for Ava to kiss.

Look, I'm trying really hard here, but so far, she's being very choosy. So,

who's it gonna be?

I don't know.

Well, they gotta be breathing, and they need to have lips.

So choose.

Ah, what about him?

His girlfriend is sitting right beside him. Yeah, you're right.

What about him?

He's wearing cargo shorts.

Okay.

What about Hawk?

It's my dude.

A hawk is cool, but we're almost the same height. It's just weird.

You know, for someone who says she doesn't care at all, you care a lot.

I want to be the right person.

I really want to go for this headfirst, but I'm terrified.

John! Yo.

Come on, John.

What's up?

We got a proposition for you, bro.

John.

Sure. John is my friend. John's a nice guy.

John.

Uh,

what's up, guys?

Well, Ava needs someone to kiss, and we were praying that you'd be the perfect

candidate to fit that spot.

Wait, why do you need someone to kiss?

Well, I'm trying to just cross off my list so that I can get good for the guy

that I actually want to kiss, and I need someone to practice on that I have no

feelings for, and I have no feelings for you, so... You know what? That actually

makes a lot of sense. I'm in the same position right now, actually.

Really? After I get my first kiss out of the way, I'll definitely be ready to

kiss Michelle. This is just what I need.

Because these lips have never been kissed.

I can't have unexperienced lips.

No, no, no, no, that's perfect. Think about it, think about it.

You guys both need the experience. So you cannot turn this guy down.

Look at this face. Come on. Look at this face. Come on.

Fine.

I'm out. You two do what you need to do and let me know what goes.

Or don't.

Don't let me know what goes.

Something about this feels strange.

I want Ava to be happy, but I feel conflicted.

See, man, this is exactly what you need.

Your feelings for Leia and your feelings for the van.

So if you wash the van... It's like washing Leia?

No, it's like washing your feelings for Leia away.

I mean, I could see that.

Maybe that's why I'm enjoying this so much is because I'm not thinking about

anything.

They're so zen.

I'm washing away the stress.

Sponge me, bro.

Take those off.

Why? Because Leia wore gloves like that when we washed the old nutcracker, and

it's making me think of her, and then this isn't working anymore.

Is Theo trying to remind me of Leia right now?

Because that's what it feels like.

But my hair is so much shorter than hers, and I'm not fuming.

That's actually pretty good.

We got the eyebrow right.

Forget about it. Just take off the gloves and wash the van.

Okay. But my hands are going to prune all up.

I'm not going to be able to play bass as well.

I just need to be Zen, man. Help me. Okay, okay.

I didn't think this could remind me of Leia at all.

But now I'm thinking of her more than ever.

So, how's it going with Maggie?

Pretty good. I heard you guys are totally BFFing.

I guess.

But she's not you.

Obviously.

I'm really getting sick of her drama.

Leia and I are over for good.

Maggie's my new best friend.

Bye.

I feel like going one day without thinking about Leah is impossible.

I think I can do it.

Of course you can do it, you dimwit.

Sounds like you have some troubles. Yeah.

I'm gonna kiss Ava.

Ava? Yeah.

I can't believe I'm gonna kiss someone today, and it's not Michelle.

Man, you confuse me so much.

And now we're talking about kissing, and now I'm thinking about Leah, and I don't

want to think about Leah.

I don't want to think about Leia.

What's his problem?

His mind is cluttered with Leia thoughts.

I want to support Maggie and show her how much I'm loving her song.

What are best friends for?

I really like Rachel, but I wanted to work on the song on my own.

Sometimes friendships need breathing room.

I got all the time in the world for you.

I see the signs, I see the truth.

You're the keeping kind, here's what I'm gonna do. I'm gonna keep my mind, my

love is all about you.

That was so awesome! Do you want me to stop recording?

No, I can handle it.

Oh, are you sure? It's no problem. I'm right here. No, Rachel, I told you I

wanted to work on this alone.

Got it?

Got it.

What is Maggie's problem?

I thought we were friends.

Sorry to bother you.

John and I wanted to meet somewhere where no one could find us, but I never

imagined my first kiss would be in a storage closet.

Here we go.

I hope Judah's right about this.

Hey. Hey.

Are you ready?

Yeah, yeah.

Do you want a mint? No, no, I'm good. Am I good?

Like eight out of ten. What's your kissing threshold?

Like a six? Okay. Yeah, let's go then.

Where do I?

There?

Yeah, sure.

Do we continue with the kiss?

Well, now the mood's kind of ruined. No, it's just gone. We need to find a place

to kiss that doesn't have so much Luke in it.

Yeah, we're gonna have to reschedule.

Hey, I, uh, I got your text.

Yeah. Yeah.

So let's just get this over with.

I cannot believe my first kiss is actually about to happen.

Okay? Yeah.

Okay. Yeah.

Yeah.

Huh. Huh.

This really did change everything, but not how I thought it would.

Suddenly I think I know who I want to kiss.

And it's scary, but it feels kind of amazing.

Can we talk for a sec?

Hey, guys.

Hey, um, I'm really sorry if I hurt your feelings earlier.

It's just sometimes I like to spend time alone.

It doesn't mean that I don't want to hang out with you.

It just means that I don't want to hang out all the time.

Does that make sense?

It's just all I've ever known about being best friends with Leia is full-on,

all day, every day, 24-7 hanging out.

So, no, I don't really understand.

Yeah, it's just different.

It's something I have to get used to.

That makes sense.

Lesson learned.

People are different.

I tried to turn Maggie into Leia, and that didn't work.

There's only one Leia, thank goodness.

Can we call it a do-over? Start from scratch?

Yeah, for sure.

Losing your best friend is really hard, but I know that Rachel will get through

it.

I'll be there for her.

As soon as I kissed John, I realized Jude is the person that I want to kiss.

How'd it go, kissy face?

Uh... You did kiss him, right?

Yeah. Yeah, I did.

And now you're ready to kiss the boy you like?

I think the hardest thing is going to be telling Jude how I feel about him.

No.

No, I won't.

Oh.

Well, I was glad to help.

Jude, um, again, thanks for the help.

I'd do anything for you, Eva.

Maybe one day I'll be ready for my first real kiss, but not yet.

This is awesome.

I don't even remember her name.

Theo was right.

I feel so much calmer.

I just needed a break from thinking about... you know who.

Hey, Theo!

Code six!

Ow! Uh, I brought some drinks.

Where's Luke?

Uh, Luke needed to unclutter his mind, so he's in the van writing a song.

He is so talented.

And as a fellow songwriter, I need to respect Luke's process.

Okay. Well, just so you guys know, I brought some refreshments because, you

know, songwriters need to stay hydrated.

I just put them down right here on the pavement in case you guys want a few.

We're just one.

Okay. Bye, Theo.

Are you hurt, Luke?

A little.

Writing a song.

Why didn't I think of that to help me with Leia?

All this time, I've seen Leia as a friend.

And now, these feelings just come out of nowhere.

Everything in my life is going so well.

I'm just scared to take a chance.

When I first realized that I think of you all of the time I just thought

it was strange Then we touched

and I know that I fall in love with a friend Don't know how,

don't know when The hardest part of the

day

Is trying to avoid you You might say it's a waste of time Oh yeah

Cause you can't admit you're falling for You can't admit you think something

about me But I'll be there when you change your mind Oh yeah You're

crawling and I know the truth I can't admit I'm falling for you

When will I see you?

Wanna be near you.

Don't wanna leave you.

Waiting patiently under lock key.

Till the day you see that I'm falling, falling, falling, falling.

You might say it's a waste of time. Oh yeah.

Cause you can't.

You can't admit you think something about me.

But I'll be there when you change your mind.

Oh yeah.

You're coming and I know the truth. I can't admit I'm falling for you.

and see what you got only a true light shines as bright as you