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Here in Italy at the seats and at the table I traveled a lot and with my fellow fellow workers and people, my friends and friends

I went very well into this regard but they have presented a occurs

that society is also experiencing a lot of ever-atas instance...

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What makes you understand that all these treasures, all this brilliance of our society

is if it is able to distract and sometimes all life to a person

does not fill it up but distracts it

We lived in such a super accelerated society that it is not time to stop

because if we are very tired, we are sitting on the couch and see the TV

or we take a video game, which is what makes us feel

why? because I want to disconnect

I have a tremendous day and I want to disconnect

I have to stop

I have to say that and of course, facing yourself with the reality of your misery is very difficult

I have to say that and of course, facing yourself with the reality

I remember here I came to see a young man who was here two or three days ago

and at the end of the day, he felt this man with many experiences

he had a special kind of energy, you know that there are people who have those bones

and then he arrived here, here in the first room he was hallucinating

he was almost trembling and in other two or three places he said

this is energy and he told me

and how have I gained India in search of energy if we have it here in Osair?

if I had gone to Malaya and India and I was looking for energy and experimenting

if it turns out that you have it here in the buttons

that is, they speak of positive energies

and the Teluric too, one day he said that he wanted to say

the Teluric energies that say that come out of the earth

he said to him a Buddhist, but they do not mention it to God

the energy, well, it is light, they say, I do not know what it is

but the energy for excellence is Jesus Christ

look at us here, my sister, she always says

we are in a privileged place and it is true

I want to say this about my sister when she comes out

her hands when she has sex

and now it is her time

and everything about her time

yes

Yes, 100% that I felt like these people was a few persons

to us where I am

and we all have their butts

and that now we have to shut up

for the first time we were

standing on her left high

and there she ran down

and then we used to be on the disadvantage

and we were beaten up

in gym

next to us

a day playing

was the first center

and I put five to go

You told that

I am having Kiara

and what could they continue to do

so that in the meantime

it didn't rain for me

because when I left the foot

I left the work I had

I saw Kiara

and I saw him

I was able to know

that I learned to read

I had to work

and I had to work

to get rid of all the books

and I lost my hand

I was able to see everything

and since the eight and nine years

I have been playing with

a kind of hotelist,

a brother of a cultist

a brother of a cultist

and a brother of a cultist

and a brother of a cultist

and a brother of a cultist

and a brother of a cultist

and a brother of a cultist

like Black Mette

and all you had to do

and then I really thought

about bringing this ahead

but it's been a few years

and it really happened

because

the only thing that I remember

was

I had lost my train

I had lost my train

and I felt totally tired

I didn't know what to do with my life

and I didn't want to do anything

but the only thing was to deliver it

and almost many nights

I didn't sleep, I went to sleep

to be reading, listening to the metal

and to deliver it

to the devil

and all those things

and it was a very hard experience

that I really suffered

this was my mother

my father died when I was 15

I was also here

because of my prayers

as well as the prayers

of a mother

for her son

and

forgive me

well, it's that they always

are excited

to see where

they took me from

and

and

and

and

and

and

and

and

and

and

and

in

years

and

ready

and

and

and I was from 77

I ended my studies

in London, I was in Biazartes

and in London I went to New York

where I worked with an architect

and in art galleries

and I painted, after Biazartes, to earn my life

and work in galleries

I met many wonderful artists

at that time

and

then I moved to Paris

where I married

with my woman, Dominique, who knew

New York

and she was singing opera

and we had a daughter

called Anna

who is now 28 years old

and we separated

from each other for 20 years

and we horizontallyenta

and made a separate film

between my ex-wife

We reunited in кies

very good

and she followed her career

and in Paris I had a lot of success

as a painter and as an interior designer

working with very good people

and in 1999

to 2000 I came to Spain

and I went to Toledo

and there I opened the doors

of the great monasteries and churches in Toledo

and that's how I started

my way

and I was almost 22 years old

living in such a bad way

and I tell you my mother's prayers

and that I sought

and I found a group of prayer

there in my city

and I kept praying

a lot of time for me

and that's how I felt

that I invaded my body

and I cried

I cried, I cried, I cried

but I felt like I was another

and I was happy

because during all those years

I had never had peace

so I lived clearly obsessed

with being evil

I admired the great saints in real life

and everything else

and well, the Lord knows how to do things

He called me

and said yes

Well, in my case

I went in very soon to the monastery

with 18 years old

and very young

my previous life was

a pretty good family

with a good economic situation

without problems

it's more like a lot of money

I don't come from a world

in which I needed something

but everything was the opposite

I had everything

I had all the possibilities

to study an American college

Catholic college

where he was able to transmit the faith

to the boys

and I remember

that

it was very different

I arrived there

and the American character

is very different

I decided

to go to my village

and

to walk

and I remember

that

once I went to the chapel

I just went through

I liked it, it was a pretty place

I had no doubts

it was good

I felt

I found a book

in English, I opened it

and started reading

but it was the first time

I approached the prayer

with a different mentality

not by routine

because I was transmitting it

but because I wanted it

but the fact is that

once

I opened it

I listened

well, it was really

I liked it

I liked that day

and so

because of a unconscious way

I went doing that

and suddenly I noticed

that I liked it a lot

a lot

had

as I went

from those books

even though I was

thinking

but I looked ahead

is my silence

for me

and I saw that

it was a world that could try

in a way

to give a sense to this life

why?

I am here

and for what?

to have a sense of all this

and I went from my hand

and I felt religious

with the global sense of my life

and I grew up

so for me

the religious sense

was like a response

to that sense

and one of the things

that convinced me

that it was real and true

is that as I grew

that religious sense

my life began to make sense

and order

and I noticed

later and later

suddenly

a

indescribable feeling

very painful

but placent at the same time

the conversation is something very powerful

it is something inexplicable

that is

it changes you completely

you

you

it is the moment of the conversation

when you know

that you have a response

a very important question

it is when you turn the fear

it is the moment of freedom

of

the fear of being

the sense of

responsibility

it is a moment of total freedom

then

before

start to have a knowledge

of God

then

we must

take the food

of the slave

to use the food

of the free man

of the man who faces death

can say

I am not afraid

the word

is

the word

is

the word

is

the first thing

is

a intuition

it is not defined

it is

you love your girlfriend

she was there

she took

a kiss

how did you decide to marry your girlfriend?

well, you are

I am always afraid

it is always an adventure

it is always a risk

but

it is also

who made me proud

you say in public

it is who made me proud

God puts a desire in the heart

and the person who experiments

is in reality

a desire

little by little

and

normally

it has to be needed

it is to be

the ordinary dynamic of an adventure

sometimes, if there are invocations

we are going to say

we are going to say

but it is not to be

ordinary

ordinary is

an adventure

in a similar style

that

is similar to the heart

and little by little

it is delivered

to repeat

and that's for you

and the Lord

Remeber

my beloved Lord

I owned by Him

my dreams

have become a decision

to have a lot of children

but when I went to the Lord

I said

look, it looks fair

this is the boy you want for me

and I saw a coincidence

in me

because I was actually

what was really in the heart

was that I couldn't be the other one

I don't know the Lord

I don't know who I am

and I don't want to be the same

I was like, what was it?

the love was the true love

and that was what I was filled with

because it was one of the things I had planned

to explain

I don't think

I don't like what I do

and my life is very happy

but

it's something that I miss

if I tell you the truth

I'm a little surprised

because one day

I said to the Lord

what else could I give you

because for me

although I continued to go to dinner

with my friends

I would go to the theatre

I was missing

what else could I give you

and I said to the Lord

and clearly

today I understood

that the Lord told me

I don't need anything

what else could I give you

better

leave everything

and come with me

how can I leave everything

everything

leave everything

with me

but what do I do with my children

you don't have to do

I have done it

leave everything and come with me

and my grandchildren

and my friends

my community

leave everything

and come with me

macho

I am very surprised

but come to the eyes of the Lord

a little boy

a little boy

a little boy

you see how much

well, I'm not going

I'm not going

I'm not going

and here I am

and here I am

my good

how are you?

I'm fine

what happens

you were going to call the morning

that's the day of holidays

do you have any opportunity

what happens

what happens

what happens

what happens

what happens

we are vocation

we are vocation

in the sense that we are made

to perfection

and we have to find our way

that's the vocation

for which you have your gift

your way of perfection

of development

and nobody has left

without a personal project

of development

without a personal gift

there are many others that we have to discover

that we have

that name

that gift

and that project in the heart

and then

recognize it

as a gift of God

because it's very easy to say

I don't believe in God

and this is a gift

and when you have many, many

many want to leave you

you say no, I stay here

because I want you to answer me

if you really live

because who needs to say God

who needs to say God

if you really live

your path

you have to be able to

your path

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When you realize that a friend can't stop the day's plan.

We'll be together and talk about what's going on.

If you have a concern, the share.

If you're more lost, you'll notice it.

But you're going to be with your friend.

You're trying to find yourself with your friend or the person you want.

The real fundamental thing is that the man in the background is talking to God.

He'll keep that dialogue with God.

He'll march there and die.

If he's the same, he'll take me to a similar human being.

In a marriage, there'll be aspects that, when one is married,

they benefit them more humanly.

When they're already 60 years old, it's not the same.

But what always remains is that if they don't keep that dialogue of intimacy between the wife and wife, they'll die.

They'll march.

That will always be like this.

It's the first fundamental thing.

It depends a bit on each day.

But many times it's easy to sit in front of the mirror,

or sit in front of an image of the Lord, of the Virgin.

And the Lord, look, and look at the Lord.

This is the opportunity for God.

That you have light, that you have peace, that you have strength,

what you need.

Give an opportunity to God.

Start where you can.

What you're most desperate to love, that you're saying you're interested,

is what you do.

It's a precious thing, right?

To do the prayer.

And go to more.

But the most important thing is to rank.

To rank.

That person does experience.

That they're ahead of God.

I have more light, I have more strength,

I have more peace, I have more faith, I need it.

The prayer has no magic in which it always works.

It's a mystery that you try to live, right?

And you can't dominate it.

Music

I've loved a lot, much more the long story of the show,

I think it's more human, more open and more true.

The prayer as I find with God,

I can have a meeting with dialogue or dialogue,

but I also can have dialogue and I don't have a meeting.

We talk a lot and I don't know if you have said anything.

The prayer as I find, a meeting that sometimes you can talk to God,

you will speak, you will expose God, your reality, your desire,

other times you are the one you listen to.

With what happens in the years, what you have to listen to more

and speak less, right? With God.

This is what you listen to.

Sometimes God will illuminate your life,

that will encourage you, other times you will correct yourself.

Sometimes you will worry, other will worry.

Sometimes you will console yourself, other will regret you,

or you will regret it and you will need it.

But prayer, especially when you say little by little,

you are giving the intimacy of God,

little by little, it is a peaceful job, it is a time job.

There is no such a week, I am going to start doing prayer,

it is that I am going to be here, no, that is not true.

Take the angels, read them, listen,

let God give you a word your life,

silence, let it be a word that guides your steps.

That is how many problems of prayer are solved.

When we are, well, it is a monologue that does not work, that does not work.

Before the Eucharist, after breakfast, we have an hour, more or less.

The divine reading, the divine reading means reading the Bible,

but reading does not pass red, but reading the meditation of the Bible.

And that is the food of our life,

at least it must be.

There is where you are configuring with Christ,

and where throughout the day, there is our silence,

and not talking to the birds, apart from that there is not so many women together,

there is a lot of work with you.

Well, apart from that, it is that what you have lived during the reading,

you are humiliating it, you are thinking it, you are doing it yourself,

throughout the day.

I do not believe that it is to pray,

to make a prayer, to make prayer,

and it seems that it is fine.

And suddenly God falls,

and that does not work,

what before prayer,

suddenly leaves to be,

and only silence.

And one has to wait there,

to advance,

one seems that he does not have a C,

he does not have a C,

he is curious,

because it turns around,

and that silence that seemed,

that was where God was not,

begins to see,

that is where God is.

But in that sense,

what helps you to listen to other things that we do not listen to.

And even God.

Even God and brothers.

If it is the problem today of the family coexistence,

no one listens to anyone.

Everyone goes to their grandmother,

to their work, to their things,

and comes home to the mobile.

And when there is a conversation in a family,

each of us,

and that is the absence of silence,

and there are no noises,

but the head is in other things,

we are not with antennae,

so,

we have to synthesize what we want.

We can synthesize,

something, we are going to say,

finally,

we can go to silence,

and need silence to come to us.

Or we can put ourselves in the abrogine of the world,

and that is not listening to us,

not listening to others,

and conforming with noises.

It is a state of peace.

More than a silence of not going.

You can reach a spiritual silence

in the soil metro in Madrid.

So, we are not talking about a physical silence.

It is also like going to the desert,

or how it is said that we are going to the desert,

in Christ, the 40 days in the desert.

That is not so much a physical place,

as an animal state,

and it is conceptual,

it is a concept that allows you to find answers.

No.

A environment where you can focus on me,

where you can enter between me,

where you can listen to the birds,

remove the noises from the engines,

from the factories.

In order to find an adequate environment

to be able to connect with me.

Although we do not leave this place,

however, there is no need to leave much,

because everything is here.

And above all,

this is not clear what we are going to do.

But,

we are not going to leave this place,

although we are not going to leave this place,

however, we are not going to leave this place,

because everything is here.

And above all,

it is clear what you take in your heart.

Without your heart, there is a lot of noise,

evidently outside,

you do not hear anything.

In your heart, there is a little silence,

everything speaks of God.

Nature has all its meaning

for us in these two versions,

in which it is a book in which we read to God

and in which our biological life continues

with the rhythm of nature.

We are a little like the mountains.

We take care of the mountains with the sun.

I say that the plants and animals

are the best friends of the man,

because the cuisines respond to you.

You respond to the cuisines

and you see the fruit,

it is very gratifying.

So, for me, it is a source of joy

in my personal life.

I have to book a lot,

apart from doing exercise

in the physical book,

and I think of all those intellectual aspects

of prayer,

of study, of reading.

But, you respond a lot

and the beauty,

to create beauty,

to see beauty.

It is clear that you help yourself

to give the jump,

to discover it.

As you say in Pablo,

for analogy,

in creation we see.

We see.

We see.

We see God,

the work of God.

So,

nothing more,

that you open your eyes,

you don't need to think a lot.

When you are in silence,

I am the most minimal sound,

the smell of the grill,

the animals that are around there,

even the grass,

that the wind moves.

You don't need to think a lot,

simply,

leave your heart in silence,

and that is simply,

today is,

and then you see.

You have to understand

that the nominator is the beauty, right?

And that beauty,

that closes the creation

in itself.

I think I always say it.

God is the best gardener, right?

It is a wonderful time.

Once upon a time,

I remembered

the time you chose God and

where God became one.

So,

then you have written

you till now,

where God is the creator...

That is...

The Tuesday

when we are the creator.

You do it for the delicious food.

They are incredible,

working day and night.

Why? Because they have to eat.

From there,

they can.

Well,

there is something else.

That is,

everything is a miracle.

We are full of miracles.

So, when we start with miracles,

if we live pure miracles,

and we look at ourselves,

and we are miracles.

We are God,

we are God.

We are God,

we are God.

God,

God,

God.

We are God.

We are God.

We have the strength as we order

that we continue to cultivate the earth.

So,

from that contact with the earth,

you want the animals not to go away.

Well, they make us a little,

to us also in humildes.

They make us do not lose contact with the real,

with the, well, with the terror of the earth,

with the suffering of the hands, with the help,

everything that is supposed to work on the earth.

But life is very simple,

it is from Nazareth.

To understand the life of the man,

you have to look at the very face of the earth.

The life of the Lord,

two years has fallen out,

one three years!

Because, it has been

beautiful.

It is very organised.

It is democratic.

We learn the offices of the others.

So, you also know what you are talking about.

Tell me about it.

What are you talking about?

Down.

Down.

With my hands.

You deliver to the community.

It is very beautiful.

But, that is what we know.

We know that we are in the presence of God,

that we are in the presence of God,

that we are in the presence of God,

that we see, and that we see.

If I am cleaning up here, I will try to do it as best as possible.

With all the effort and that I can stay at home,

with my hands.

And then, with a lot of pleasure, in a way.

Down.

Down.

Down.

Down.

Down.

Down.

Down.

Down.

Down.

Down.

Down.

Down.

Down.

Down.

Down.

Down.

Down.

Down.

Down.

Down.

Down.

I have not chosen this community.

In every person we go.

It is the Lord who has given me to the sister,

the little one, the little one, the little one.

And each one has something good for me.

Something good for me.

So, it is trying to live with the good that each person has

in the community,

and to give the same thing,

the good that you can give to the community.

Here, the brother,

who always makes us easy,

and doesn't care what he gives you,

or sometimes gives it well.

Amen.

Amen.

Amen.

Amen.

Amen.

Amen.

Amen.

Amen.

Amen.

Amen.

Thank you.

Greetings to you.

We have to try to do things with love, with love to the Lord.

And that routine of the day,

continue to have the worship very important,

because sometimes we lose in the day to day.

We lose.

To keep the love, the call of love first,

to keep the joy, the enthusiasm.

We lose.

We lose.

We lose.

We lose.

We lose.

We lose.

We lose.

The glory of the Messiah.

The glory of the Messiah.

The glory of the Messiah.

The glory of the Messiah.

The glory of the Messiah.

The glory of the Messiah.

We are not doing anything.

I teach and do my work.

But we have to be.

What does it mean?

It means being authentic.

I teach and do your work with soul, soul and heart.

Thinking that with your work,

we are the most useless ones in the city.

We are parasites.

We are nothing.

But we are like the green area of cities.

A green area.

Nothing.

But it is not essential.

For example, it would be Madrid.

I always say the city of the river.

Without green areas.

People would get angry.

So I had a green area.

And I refreshed the soul.

So we are green areas.

The little ones.

We show the path of God.

Although we are useless ones.

We are.

And I say it from the heart.

We are.

It is a call to be with God.

The loneliness is intimacy.

The call of intimacy.

It is not the loneliness of the void.

It is always the heart.

It is logically clear that yes.

But our call is not that.

The call is to be only with God.

That is to live with intimacy with God.

To meet with Him.

The man said to go from our body.

He said to go from our body.

He said to go from our body.

He said to go from our body.

The man of today,

he has the time to land the loneliness.

But it is not loneliness.

It is not loneliness.

It is the individualism.

It is the terrible thing.

That kind of loneliness.

What experiments so many ancients

and we see that they are alone.

It is not the loneliness of the reclusion.

The loneliness of the reclusion.

It is all the opposite.

It is a loneliness.

We are living in your cell.

But it is a loneliness that is with God.

It is a loneliness that is with God.

It is an empty space.

I find you a couple of weeks,

I would be the messenger.

I enter or complete with you.

I give you my arms.

And it's over.

It's no hurry.

You can walk.

You can walk.

You find God and you enter the peace.

It is peace and joy.

After breakfast

She chose the same bed of yours.

Nobody wants to talk about you.

Nobody wants to talk about you in person.

And the treasure for yourself is that of the reclusions you can.

The treasure for yourself is that of the treasure.

The treasure for myself is that of the treasure.

I don't need more.

I don't need more.

They haven't been here for so many years now.

I'm happy to see them.

That's what makes them calm.

I don't know what their mother was before.

They were tall and red-ish.

They were red-ish.

They were colored.

They should be here every day.

Now it's a beautiful day.

I can't be so beautiful.

But if she was happy before, now I'm more.

It's a bit more hard to see the happiness.

It's moments that say that we've been through for a long time.

That smile that we've done.

That's another thing.

They said that San Francisco needed few things.

And those that needed few things needed few things.

So we're not a bit of an equal person.

We need few things.

And those things that needed few things needed few things.

Not only what we get.

But what we also have.

We must share it with others.

That's why it's a sense of experience.

But also because it's just as if happiness is achieved.

It's something that is difficult for a man to understand.

But there's the secret of happiness.

That is what I give and I don't give what I receive.

But I already say it.

I mean, yes, loneliness, monastic silence.

But they are, I find, I hear, that it's dialogue.

So it's very different from what the world can think.

And there's always a certain thing.

Everything tells the most happy man and the most free of the world.

It's a freedom and a deep mouth.

That's not authentic.

Also, having faith gives you a hope.

There's something later.

The one who lives without faith and says that he ends up here.

Because many times he says that he lives here.

Maybe before suffering, before suffering.

Well, I've heard many times that in the right of God.

But because of me, if I was faithful.

Why does this allow me?

The suffering is not easy to understand.

Sometimes, it generates a lot of suffering.

We have to plante ourselves.

Why?

Death.

We all die one day.

From thinking that I have to find myself with the reality of death one day.

I have to plante myself all my life completely.

Why am I living?

Why one day of dying?

Is there any answer to this?

Is there any reason to be suffering?

Life is hard already.

It's hard to be a child.

It's hard.

Life is hard.

It's hard.

Life is hard.

It's very difficult.

Everything.

If you're a good person,

a kind person, a nice person,

the paths open.

The love for life is important.

The love for life.

They are willing to discover, to travel, to want to try everything.

To enjoy life.

I had a great privilege to be able to enjoy life.

To have met a wonderful woman with whom I had a wonderful daughter.

I had a wonderful daughter.

It's hard too.

In many respects.

My parents divorced.

My father was also suicide.

As my brother.

My back was suicide.

And all at the time of three years.

That was the most painful thing.

The loss of being loved.

And the faith in the inner of the despair and pain.

There is when you discover that there is something on top of you,

outside of you, inside of you, something that you cannot explain.

A man who is present in your life.

The blood of Christ saves me from this eternal life.

When the cross dies, it says,

it is full of anger.

It is complete.

The Earth and the metaphors一次.

The first one, the second one, the fullが Will.

I cannot look into what will happen.

In reality it is the Lord who gives us every day and who gives us the possibility of living.

I did not say anything.

The only thing is that there is nothing to do with it.

So I proposed a treatment because I was thinking of a very special treatment.

I wanted to go inside a farm that seems to be discovered against the cancer.

But I can see that my cancer is not special.

It is like the person who is very good.

So I did not go inside that possibility.

I was going to confess.

I said to the Lord,

why are you so late?

All the days are waiting for you.

I will tell you everything.

Wait, I will tell you.

I, as if it were him.

I told you.

You shut up.

You shut up.

Now I told you, as if it were you.

What do you care?

You follow me.

I told you.

I told you.

I told you.

I told you.

Well, I will never tell you more.

How many days?

No.

What he wants every day.

In his house.

In his sleeping bag.

From his Hospital, I came from Virginia.

From Regina.

There no more.

We were nothing more than this.

Nothing more than this.

We were nothing more than this.

Using this

My life is temporal.

That is temporal.

It'll take a while so that...

Yes, this makes you open the face of necklace.

in yourиться, won't it?

But you what?

It's immortal.

You need to...

I think no one needs death.

Because much we hope for something better.

It's something that comes.

There's no need to look for it.

And in fact, I've seen your brothers.

They even cost you to die.

Yes, I don't remember.

The agony was long.

Also...

And bad.

A bad agony.

It was broken.

Well...

It could have been here.

But...

With a normalness.

I think it was not there.

If it was quickly, you have to move to the hospital.

Quickly to the hospital.

In the house.

The children don't see it.

And you say,

If death is part of life.

It's the last chapter.

And the total that...

Well, it was...

respectively between the 15th and 15th of the last year.

And in October,

in the end of October,

a cancer was detected.

And a rape was found.

And a more aggressive cancer.

A more aggressive one.

And in Barcelona,

the oncologist who attended me,

a beautiful person,

told me that I would stay like a 10 months of life.

And that was bad.

Well, that's already calculating.

Because it doesn't have to be calculated,

at least.

It's because it's sadistic, right?

But it doesn't have to be calculating.

So...

Which could be living in January?

Like many in January, right?

And...

So, of course...

I say thank you.

I say...

I say...

10 months of life.

I say...

And that doesn't happen.

And I can't believe it.

In this way, I'm going to cut it off,

because...

I say...

What are you thinking about?

And we were back to the monastery.

And I told the brothers...

They told me,

I'm going.

I'm going.

I'm going because I don't have the sense to stay here.

Because it's a load for the whole community.

And then...

I think...

The brothers were a part of the mother.

I don't want to go.

I don't want to go.

Mother, don't let me go.

And in total, in all the things...

In the end, I called my mother and my girlfriend.

And well, these weeks I've asked you to stop working.

And in all the time, we're going to be in the end together.

Look at you, you're funny.

You know?

So, of course, when you think that this is over here...

Well, that's the problem.

Well, this load is life.

And you don't want to die in any way.

And you think that, of course, because there's no future.

But when you find God and see that...

That's just a step and a path.

Well, it changes...

Because, of course, it's the fear.

What people have today is a lot of fear.

Fear, terror.

And what they feel.

What they're always scared of.

They're afraid, they're afraid of death, they're afraid of being sick.

They're afraid of pain, they're afraid of everything.

And in that fear, well...

Someone likes to get sick.

And then, it's like a child.

And then, it's like a child.

And then, it's like a child.

And then, it's like a child.

And then, it's like a child.

And then...

The

I was at the hospital, I had a mobile phone, so I called my daughter, I was 11 and a half

at night, I had the phone in the middle of the night, and that's not an

time, I thought it was going to happen, because it's not normal for anyone to call me,

knowing our lives for those hours.

Indeed, my daughter told me that there was an accident, a cow died in the

carcass, without any signs, she didn't have any broken bones, she

raised her back and died in three or four hours, after a

week of health that had happened in Algarve, in Portugal, well, the

PASCO's camphors returned home, they were on Tuesday and left

by her way, ten minutes from her home.

I could at that moment thank God

understand that if I'm right, you want a

I left a 13-year-old girl, another eleven,

they come to see me, always that they can frequently eat, because here the

frequency is another, but well, let's live.

From then on death is a tremendous mystery, but it is the encounter of

the ending with the father, and there is no need to be afraid, because if you live

configuring you with Christ, what you wish is to get to the father as a

child, Christ, only if I can understand the death, it's like a

part, sorry, but it's like a part, you are managing where your life is,

you are managing your birth to eternity, when you arrive at that moment, the

cow, the calf, or whatever it is, you produce that encampment, that

moment to reach the light, and then it is the fullness, at that moment it is

the fullness, there is no need to be true, you make a new life for the one

you have been called, because the path we are going to journey is for that, we don't

do it to die, if we die, then after the path of life, we find ourselves with the father.

And at that moment when the light comes, then when God takes you, he takes you from the

hand, he takes you as much intensity, and you lose all the fear of everything, that

experience has it, precisely when you are sick, when you are

going to the hospital at a certain moment, I have totally felt

abandoned, and I have understood why Jesus said to him that he was

my father, because I am in the cross, because he has abandoned me,

and there it was where the presence, almost a physical presence of God, that

was, that was for me the most important, and from there it totally changed, my

way of seeing God, and of seeing others, of course, because God makes you

human, but the capacity to suffer is in the force, in love, in love, what

love has, in the capacity of suffering, on the human, on the human, it

waits for everything, love waits for everything, and it does not happen, it

would not be beautiful, so if one begins to love and continues to love,

it happens to what happens in his life, it happens to what happens, until the

end, yes, that is my God, God loves, always, never fails in love, sometimes

that suffering costs the gift that God wants to give us, cost the gift that God

wants to give us later, I do not know if it is explained to me, but it is not

left to be a mystery, a mystery, and what is true is that when a person suffers,

that there are very painful sufferings, people who suffer a lot, well, thanks to

that Jesus Christ has died in the cross, he has come out of the account of the man,

we can all say that we do not suffer alone, he suffered alone, but no one

has ever suffered alone. The mystery of the cross is a mystery, but it is there,

why God was together with Jesus and not below the cross, not because he wanted to

suffer and wanted to appear, but because he wanted to show that he was on the side

by giving, then Jesus delivered his life, if he had not given it, I would not have

reached his love, that's how it is, it reaches the extreme.

For me, the best part is to be with Christ, right? Now if my presence in this world

is necessary, then I will wait for him, but to see what is important, the best with

the best part is to be with Christ.

So, it is a more difficult question, for example, it is the question of saying,

where God was in Auschwitz, because the war, where God was.

He was a photo of a child that everyone has known, not that he had the

arms raised and a soldier of the hand that he had, the rifle, in which he was

in the soldier with the rifle, or in the child that raised his hands.

God, with the cross, is with the humanity that suffers, with the poor, with the humanity that

suffers violence, it is not in the man who makes violence, it is with the woman or with the

child that suffers violence, that the set, that the arm, that says,

it is not in the modality to save the soldier of the hand, to save the man who makes

violence, to accept the violence that is suffering.

God knows, then, with the last one.

Good evening, Jesus.

Here I bring the medicine, that we have to take care of, and then we will

take care of it, it seems good to you.

I brought this to you, to the tendons, and I will tell you, and I will give you the

opportunity to use it.

I have done well, and here I have done well,

and everything has gone well.

When you get out, because you still have a route,

how many? How many are you still looking at me?

A lot. A lot. A lot. A lot.

Yes, yes, there is a lot of vitality.

I don't know, when I give you my money, I give you my money.

I give you my money.

I give you my money.

Well, it is good.

Yes, yes, that is very good.

Very good.

But how am I going to have the fear to meet with my father?

I have not put an idea of a God, a winner.

A God, a God who is waiting for us, with the list of, with the

book of God.

That is mental, totally erroneous.

On the contrary, the definition of God is so much

that he is very handsome.

God is love.

And now, I give you what you want, love.

Love is very serious, no.

It is not worth it, it is not a mistake.

It is not a mistake, it is a mistake, it is a mistake.

It is a mistake, it is a mistake, it is a mistake, it is a mistake.

Well, that is God.

And that is what we want, that is love.

So of course.

This is the discovery of God's eyes,

that you have in your mind.

Why?

Why is a person, for example, that for the world?

Well, it is a mistake, no.

You have to discard how to tell your father.

You have to discard.

Well, a person, my first friend, for example,

is in a small village.

He can't speak, he will only say,

he will laugh, he will see.

He has the same feeling,

but he has a problem in the part,

and he will laugh, and he will see.

And why does he have the value of that person's life?

Because it is a mother of God's creature,

God has loved, that exists.

And no one loves anyone, that is to say,

it is good that you exist, right?

It is good for me that you exist.

So that is to discover that God does not want us,

does not want us to be useful,

that we do things effective.

He wants us, for us, for ourselves.

It is the purest love and the most free love.

So.

When, in the end, I do not know,

as I said, no, my plans.

And yes, to God's plans.

That is a freedom and a feeling of,

I do not know, of liberation.

That is the feeling for one.

It is to give the people the Lord of your life,

that are experienced in small things,

like it is the day of,

I have to fight potatoes.

I do not know.

But,

it is to look at me,

to love me,

and that is what makes me free.

Christ gives us a new command.

Love the one to the others as I have loved.

Nobody listens to it.

That is the problem.

Here you come to deliver life.

That is what we do not understand.

That is what we do not understand.

To have this awareness that we are pilgrims,

that we keep a sky and a new earth,

a country,

but that this is not,

it is compromised,

deeply,

to build the land,

without forgetting the sky.

I believe that the values

that we try to live here,

are the values that will solve the world.

If we all look on the other side,

there is no one,

no one would steal,

we would defend the poor,

we would defend the indefense.

I do not know,

I would not reign the strongest law.

And that is what we are called.

It is the true greatness.

It is the true greatness of that human being

that does not lose anything.

You do not have to feel in possession.

You live with love.

You live with gratitude.

You do not have to think about it.

You do not have to think about it.

You do not have to fill what is left,

into the mind.

To make it so long to put together

love is what stops us.

One of the four best reasons

is what comes back to us.

Sometimes in the past,

you realise that it is.

It seems to me that

so many people are waiting to pay to self.

Love, love, because you are willing to love,

because it is you.

And if you are, you,

it doesn't matter.

There you are.

There you are healthy.

There is strength for the others.

Our way of life, we have no other.

But that it is a authentic life.

That we do not know how to say to the father

a group of soldiers,

that is, no one comes.

There are some races, some old ones.

And we have a great worth.

I, personally, I am very grateful

when we did the organ project

for the European Union,

and it is to do it for you.

And I have the successor then.

Let me sit down.

Okay, let me sit down.

I told myself the other day,

Mrs. and what good people are going to do, I say,

look, good people are going to...

is to try to flourish there where God has planted you.

And what do you want to flourish?

To give life.

I have to flourish here because God has planted me here.

So I have to give life as a gift and life.

Little by little, little by little, little by little,

which has put a lot of effort.

And you, your environment, you have to do the same.

You have to deliver life.

That is...

God has done great things with us.

He has given us everything.

Well, love with love is paid, right?

You have to, in the end, feel the life of love, right?

Take the love and it becomes a hell.

But with the hells that there are in that hell,

because love is taken away.

Well, let's put love and it's a waste of time.

Let's start working on this, right?

I also feel the gospel of the Church.

I pray for it, Anata.

In the sense that every day,

the struggle has a part in me to give the evil in my heart

because there is my heart, it can be a little less.

And the God's reign, in my heart, can be a little more luminous.

And I feel here that I have put a battle here, but it's a battle.

The 24 hours of the day, if in the heart of one,

it is more luminous, the world will be more luminous.

The gospel will be more extended.

The Kingdom of God will be more present in the world, right?

Well, look, even if it is only so that people who are in the field

and do the campaign that touches,

what does that campaign mean?

Or that when you are throwing the door, someone gives you a good day.

If you see that there is a woman,

who are in the fields,

who the monastery is open,

who there are women who are crazy.

Who is behind those women who are inside?

Who is behind those women who are inside?

Language

I heard someone say, look, this is a advice, like they said and I wanted to say to the future of the world.

Only one thing, don't forget God.

Why?

Because I found myself with what Christ lives.

I know, Christ is alive.

And that is my heart.

You know why?

Christ lives where you are.

It is a experience that I say much more than words.

If a man is all his life oriented to material things, how can he find the meaning of a spiritual experience?

Why does it need a certain time?

A time of loneliness, of silence, in which a man asks himself, what is the meaning of life?

Where do you want?

I am asking, I am asking, if this thing is asked, why does a man trust himself?

He prefers material things.

It is a question of his own.

That is why it is an important freedom.

It is the biggest gift that God has made for him.

It can be said that yes, it can be said that no.

It can be said that no.

It can be said that no.

It can be said that no.

It can be said that no.

It can be said that no.

It can be said that no.

It can be said that no.

It can be said that no.

It can be said that no.

God.

God.

God.

God.