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Playboy's video playmate, Charlotte Kemp.

I'm Charlotte Kemp. I'm Miss December of 1982.

I was born in Omaha, Nebraska.

Moving to Chicago is just wonderful.

Chicago is absolutely beautiful. It's one of the cleanest, largest cities I've

ever seen.

I was still living with my parents in Kentucky, and it was too stagnating

there. I was getting fat. I would sit around all day and eat and go exercise,

and I was bored.

I decided to come to Chicago to start modeling.

There's a lot of hustle bustle in the wind, of course. Everything is just

wonderful. I like it here a lot.

I believe my life is heading for good things, always.

I work out an awful lot. I play tennis an awful lot. And I run along the lake.

It's absolutely beautiful.

Everyone runs along the lake.

And it's nice to see the water on one side and to run through the city on the

other. It puts you right in the mood just to run and run. Basically, that's

how I keep in shape.

I was modeling for Playboy Models, and I had met my roommate.

Jill thought that I would be a very good playmate. I thought I was just too

conservative. I couldn't perceive myself in front of a camera and doing nudes.

Jill showed me some of her pictures, and I thought they were absolutely

beautiful. I thought, that's wonderful.

You can really show yourself and be that beautiful.

So David Macy and I, he did my test shooting.

I was impressed with the pictures myself. I thought, boy, you really are

sexier than you thought.

That's different.

It's really different.

I'm so baggy for my test. I don't know.

The next day they called me and said, listen, you're going to be a playmate.

I was extremely intimidated, but I was excited also.

It's opened myself an awful lot. Before, I was embarrassed to see any pictures of

my body like that.

Why be modest if you have a beautiful body?

There's nothing wrong with that. There's nothing wrong with looking at someone's

beautiful body.

I think of sensuality as someone, how they see themselves.

And I think if someone doesn't like themselves, they can't be sensual. It's

a very personal feeling.

And when you don't have it, it's not personal.

It's something that you see in someone else. It's just a whole aura that you

have about you and not what you feel about yourself.

I had a very carefree, nice childhood.

I was a little tomboy, but I was also a cute little girl. I was a little

feminist also.

I was like any other teenager, troubled, disturbed, just a super bitch.

I just had these eyelashes.

I think it was eyelashes that wouldn't end when I was younger.

People would just say, my God, you have the most amazing eyes. Your eyelashes, I

can't believe they don't weigh your head down.

I guess when I was younger, I wasn't that feminine, really.

And I just kind of grew into it, and I liked it a lot. I like the role of a

woman, and I like the role of being very feminine. Also, I think it's neat.

Oh, I'm flying. I love it.

Good? It's pretty clear.

Oh, that's good.

It's a water sediment.

For the strut to compress.

I want to come across this side.

Check the rudder.

Give it a good move there. Shouldn't move too much.

That about completes the checkup.

Okay,

let's fly.

I started taking lessons with Larry, who was with the George Priest Aviation

Service.

It is an escape for me. I just go up there, and you can let your spirit go

when you're flying in a small plane. You concentrate on one thing, flying, and

that's it. All right.

Okay, put your seatbelt on.

It's like when someone listens to good

music. When we sit with our headphones on, there's only one thing we have to

concentrate on is that music.

Same thing with flying.

I think we're ready to go.

Ready to go.

Right now, my goals are traveling, starting back to school, finish my

psychology degree, and enjoying my young life.

My farther goals are to be happy. I don't necessarily want children, but I'd

like to be married somewhere down the road. That's far away.

Into my dream.

This is my fantasy.

How I wish you were here with me.

Welcome into my dream.

Into my dream.

Dreams remind me of all the things.

I've missed.

Could it be I'll remain in a fantasy like this?

Maybe dreams tell of good things to come.

Girl, won't you come today?

Don't let me dream my life away.

What's so wrong with wishing what's the way it could be?

I wish you were real instead of make believe.

So welcome into my dream.

This is my fantasy.

I wish you were here with me.

Welcome into my dream.

I think there's different types of love.

But I think love is hard to realize.

I don't know if I've experienced it fully.

If I like the person, I try to relate to him.

I try to stay away from him.

A little bit. I find myself sometimes not doing that, and I drive myself crazy

when I do that.

I want everything near me, everything I want.

Welcome, welcome, baby.

Won't you please come to me?

I'm in need of your love.

So welcome, baby, into my dream.

This is my fantasy.

Welcome into my dream. I'm yours forever.

Just come to me.