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Day three of my training now completed.

It was a little different than the last time.

Today we actually focused more so on discipline and obeying.

My dom today was little Billy, who it seemed had...

prior military experience.

Yes sir or no sir?

Yes sir.

He started with me bent over, completely, completely displaying my

ass.

She is a masochistic fuck slut.

Loves anal.

The point of today was not to grit my teeth and tough my way through it. It

was supposed to be able to, even without being fucked, enjoying the pain enough

as though I was being fucked.

She says that pain provides a release that she craves.

She's a masochist, but she doesn't quite know why.

The very first time, it was strange because I was able to completely,

completely forget there was something else being used. The cane was being used

upon my back while I was being fucked.

And then today, at first it was kind of like, okay, there's two different things

going on.

And then very slowly, it just kind of just started becoming like one.

Overall sensation.

It wasn't like this going on behind me. This is going on It's going on call my

back. It's kind of melded into one Yeah, then the next thing that we went through

was being able to show the positions that I learned and the at-rest

Presenting myself for sucking cock and then presenting my ass at the same time

The last thing we did today

was taking the obedience and the eroticizing the pain and putting it all

into one.

So I was in mish with my legs pulled back and I like sensory overload.

That's probably the best way to describe it to me. I had so many things happening

at once that I just suddenly wasn't thinking.

Because the next thing you know, there came a hand around my throat, and that

is something that I absolutely love.

And it was just such an overload that I couldn't even sit there and pick apart

what was going on where.

Where in my body, I mean.

What I was feeling exactly at that moment from exact spots. It was just all

one giant thing. And then finally, when I was allowed to come, I know I arched

my back up, and I felt two sharp sensations.

One, just being the orgasm itself, and two, just being this sudden blast of

pain through my side, and I had no clue what it was.

I'm thinking, oh my goodness, what just happened?

I realized the clothespins that were on my side, he had grabbed and just torn

off at the height of orgasm. I couldn't specify what that was.

I felt it, but I felt it in the same time with something else, and at the

immediate time, it just felt good.

My lessons for the day was just discipline and obedience.

And I do recall, of course I recall, the one thing being said was that whenever

in doubt, just obey.

Whenever it is submissive, it is in doubt, to just obey.

And I can do that.

Off to bed for day four.

Statistic? Yes. Submissive? Yes. Veteran? Yes.

Discipline? We'll see.

Welcome to Training of O, Steve.

Thank you. Very pleased to have you here, your first time here.

I'm very happy to be here.

You've been doing some shoots for Tank, and you're getting great reports. I was

lucky to help train Amber.

Especially in...

Eroticizing pain.

That's what we've been working on, isn't that right?

Yes, sir.

Can you tell us just a little bit about your background?

We were talking about rough sex a little earlier.

Yes. I mean, I like to see girls when they enjoy

pleasure and pain at the same time.

I like to slap girls.

while we fuck.

Feel free to add some clips as we talk.

I think you did a pretty good job the last day. She's doing excellent on the

bent down. I don't want to see your asshole.

Hold still.

Well, that fits really nicely with what we've been working on. That is one of

the goals. I think that eroticizing pain, bringing S&M and sex together, and

getting that synergy happening is, you know, always a worthy goal.

Move. Yeah.

Yeah, that turns me on. I mean, the pure S&M, just the hitting, doesn't do it to

me. This will be very fun.

She's doing good.

Yes, yes.

Well, we can have some work.

Very basic goals with her. That is one of them. She wants to experience deeper

submission.

And she has homework every night. And one of the assignments last night was...

Pick up your head. What was your assignment last night? To continue

reading where I left off on the story of O.

And then from there to write down a list of the way that a submissive... of

showing ways that a submissive can submit or become property of another.

Back on the table, aren't you?

Yes, sir. Because what are you bringing?

I'm bringing myself to this table, sir. And you are?

Because I am a masochistic little ass slut here to serve.

You're very valuable.

Thank you, sir. Good girl.

Are you learning anything this week, Amber?

Yes, sir. I am, sir. Tell me a couple of things.

I'm learning obedience, sir. And discipline.

And learning how to serve.

And that I am here to serve the needs and whims of others for my own.

And I'm learning my own self-worth, sir.

Those are all very nice.

Thank you, sir.

You're going to serve Mr. Holmes today.

Yes, sir. Is it Mr. Holmes or sir? What do you prefer?

Mr. Holmes. Mr. Holmes. Mr. Holmes. Yes, sir.

I like that.

And since you are going to be serving, you should be in a collar.

A nice leather service collar around this pretty slut throat of yours.

Thank you, sir, for my leather.

It is my pleasure.

Thank you. Let's see it.

Very pretty, young lady.

Turn around. I want to see you a bit more.

Stretch your legs.

Thank you, sir.

Let's talk about this homework, young lady, while you're getting fucked and

used by this nice man.

Yes, sir.

Let's see.

The assignment was to come up with ways in which a person could relinquish

control, yeah? Yes, sir.

What do we have?

Giving the submissive over to other men.

How does that prove?

One can only give.

What belongs to them, sir?

Bracelets, leather cuffs, necklace, collar.

Why?

Trinkets that show one's position and their submissiveness.

Symbols. Good.

Leash, chain, used in bed chambers at night. Walk your feet like that.

Walk your feet like that.

Tell me about the leash used in the bed chambers at night.

She's not allowed to move anywhere beyond her bed, sir.

aside from standing when asked to, and go from side to side in the bed.

Yes, sir. She's chained in her own sleeping quarters.

Isn't that really hard?

It's kind of a fanciful thing, isn't it? What happens when you have to piss?

Wet the bed, sir. Wet the bed.

Then clean it yourself, I guess. Or I would suppose that being chained in the

privacy of your bedroom is your privacy area, correct, sir?

Being chained in your privacy, would that not be... You have no privacy.

No privacy.

Markings.

Tattoos.

Brands. Brands. In your case, stripes.

Stripes, sir. We striped you the first day. Now you know why, right? Yes, sir.

Not only to remind you of your status.

Mark you.

Mental programming.

Tell me about that.

As in yesterday, sir, the drilling.

To have someone...

The way I showed off my positions each time, sir. What does that do to your

head? If I do not do it perfectly, I was beaten, so I will do it perfectly from

now on, and the way I answer you, too, sir.

It's kind of nice to know exactly how to do things, isn't it? Yes, sir. Do you

find that there's a certain amount of freedom in extreme discipline?

Actually, yes, sir.

Because you know exactly where you're supposed to be, what you're supposed to

be doing.

Isn't that right?

Yes, sir.

Thank you, sir.

Freedom and bondage.

Oddly, yes, sir.

Say it. There's freedom in bondage. There is freedom in bondage, sir. I

agree.

Restrictive clothing, uniform.

Or none.

Or none, sir.

Or as if in China, the abandon of the women's feet so that the men were more

powerful over the women for the women couldn't walk.

Interesting.

Good job, young lady.

Thank you, sir. May I have another?

Thank you, sir. May I have another?

Thank you, sir.

Let's put it all the way down.

Can you feel that?

Stick your tongue out.

Stick that tongue out.

Tongue out.

Good girl.

Good girl. Thank you, sir.

You can be proud of yourself. You've learned a lot.

I have learned a lot, sir. I would like to show you, sir.

Good. Stay the next time.

Tongue out.

Tongue out.

Like my boss.

What do you think, Steve? You think you could put her to use this afternoon for

us? Absolutely.

Give her a chance to serve.

Yeah.

Let's see how she can take that deep penetration.

This is your fucking cunt.

I will call it my cunt now, sir. I want to serve you with my cunt, please.

I'd like having you in my cunt, sir.

And I'd like having you in my ass.

Please, sir.

Tell us about your pain tolerance.

My pain tolerance is for... is to serve my dom, sir.

Very good.

Mr. Holmes might be able to bring these two things together. Pain and sex for

you.

I would like that, sir.

Good, good.

Well, let's work on that. This is a nice little introduction.

Very good.

I'm going to prep a couple of things over here. We'll get you moved into the

next studio, lady.

Yes, sir. Very good.

On your hands and knees.

Stop.

Your knees are too tight together.

Yes, better.

Your cunt should always be available, you know that.

Yes, sir.

Turn out.

Nice.

Good girl.

Thank you, sir.

Okay,

come up show me your nipples

Better. Much better.

Is that it?

Yes, sir.

Good. Look at me.

Look at me

Thank you, sir

You wish that would be a dick, huh?

Yes sir, I do.

We'll come to that later.

Check my feet.

The other one

Good

girl, sit up

Show me your tongue.

Your tongue.

Where will this tongue go?

On your cock, sir?

No. In your ass, sir.

Yes.

Come here.

Oh, yes.

Check my dick while you do that.

Check my dick while you do that.

Stick it in.

Enthusiasm, Slut.

Enthusiasm in service.

It's good

to have a little motivation.

She is just learning, after all.

Let me see your eyes

This is what you crave after all, pain and use?

Is it?

Yes, sir.

Say it, I crave pain and use. I crave pain and use.

Why do you love Cork so much?

Why, sir?

Yes, why?

I just do, sir.

Is it because you're a slut?

Yes, sir.

So now you are.

Very enthusiastic of you.

There's more than one way to be an ass slut, isn't there young lady?

Yes, sir.

You know what?

A real ass slut should always have something in her ass.

Let's go and find something for you.

Shall we find something for her ass? I'll get it. Keep her occupied.

Put that in your ass.

Put that in your ass.

Open your thighs.

Open up.

Nice and wide, young lady. Open up that ass.

Nice and wide.

Take it out and show us your ass.

Good. Fuck it.

Fuck it for us. Fuck it for them.

Nice and deep sleep.

Good girl.

Good girl.

Let's get that ass straight.

Get your ass over here on the side this way

Thank you sir for my BP.

You are very welcome.

Put your hands out over your head.

Good, grab that table.

That's it, beautiful.

I like the red on you. This is nice.

Masochistic fuckslut, aren't you?

Yes, sir, I am. You are here to be beaten and fucked, aren't you?

I am being beaten and fucked, sir.

And I like it.

Keep going. I have a reward for you, young lady.

Yes, sir, it does.

I love it, sir.

Do you like floggers, Amber Wing? Yes, sir, I do, sir.

What could be better than getting fucked and flogged at the same time with a big

plug up your ass?

What could be better, sir?

It's a rhetorical question. Don't bother. Oh, okay.

I hear you say that you are learning to eroticize pain and sex at the same time.

I am learning to eroticize pain and sex at the same time.

You are submitting to the pain.

I am submitting to the pain, sir.

Are you?

Yes, sir, I am.

You're not gritting your teeth and just bearing through it, are you? Sir, I am

enjoying this, sir.

So much.

Thank you, sir.

Do you think it would be possible to orgasm like this?

May I, sir?

I think you should.

Oh, please.

That would be the culmination of pain and sex.

Wouldn't it?

Yes, please. Do tell us when you're close.

I will, sir.

Don't make us wait all day, young lady.

Please, please, please, please.

Oh, there we go.

There we go. There we go.

Oh, may I come, sir? May I come, sir? Once you start growling like an animal,

growl.

Oh, yeah, come on.

Let me come, please. Come on.

Louder. Louder.

I need it, sir. I need it. I need it. I need it. I need it. I need it. I need

it. I need to come.

Oh!

Stand up and present yourself.

Give us a title and get the wall.

Did you just use me for your own pleasure?

No, sir. I'm not GTA 3 for you.

Straighten up, young lady. You are still in service. Attention.

Good. Arms behind your back.

Stay. We'll be back for you when we need you.

Good girl.

Hey.

Keep your eyes front when I'm addressing you, young lady.

Why are you crying?

Sir, I didn't even know I was crying, sir.

That's not what I asked you.

I... Personally, sir, I did not think I was crying until you just addressed me

about it. You're crying now?

What's going through your head?

Nothing but good things right now, sir. Are you happy?

Yes, sir.

You look happy.

My knees cannot stop shaking, sir.

Did you have a nice orgasm?

Yes, sir.

Good. You got fucked hard and looked pretty hard.

I did, sir.

It's nice when sex and pain come together like that, don't you think?

Yes, sir.

So you think maybe these tears are some sort of, what, release?

They certainly could be, sir.

They certainly could be. Not necessarily a bad thing, are they? Oh, no, not at

all. Say thank you for making me cry.

Thank you for making me cry, sir.

It is my pleasure.

Would you like to continue the day?

Yes, sir.

You want some more?

Yes, sir, ma'am. Please have another.

Yes, you may. Go clean yourself up. You've got five minutes. Go.

What is this position, Amber Wayne?

This is attention, sir.

Tell me three things you've learned this week.

I have learned discipline and obeying, sir.

I have learned how to eroticize pain.

And I have learned my own self-worth, sir. And that what I bring to the table

is valuable.

That's very nice. Turn around and show us your ass.

You've earned some very nice marks there. How do you feel about that?

Is it wrong to feel proud about them, sir?

No. I feel proud about them, sir.

Good. You should consider them badges.

I do, sir.

Kneel for me. Face out.

You move very nicely, Miss Rain. Quite an improvement from day one.

Thank you, sir.

Indeed.

Do you feel that... You said in your first essay

that you wanted to be disciplined.

so that no one would discard you.

I do feel more disciplined, sir.

Even I've taken this outside of this room and gone even outside into my

regular life with it as well.

Have you considered that validation comes from within?

Yes, sir.

That's the best place for it to come, don't you think?

Yes, it is.

I agree.

I agree.

That's good. That's good.

I think you've learned a lot.

Stay.

All I want right now is for you to display your

composure while I am cropping sensitive nipples.

Tell me about composure.

It is keeping my myself calm, sir.

Come under duress Yes, sir What else?

Being able to still stay focused sir.

Tell me what?

Tell me the story that you told me off-camera about your inspiration for

composure. I saw one of my She

has I saw a dear friend of mine Sarah Jane do her live feed

while I was monitoring her chat model sir and

The face that she kept while being caned in the very last few minutes of it was

one of absolute composure. And it's something that I've always seen.

I always see that face when enduring the same type of thing, sir.

Is this the face, Amanda?

Yes, sir.

Face of composure?

Yes, sir. It's fucking hot.

Look at this.

It's turning red. Look.

Yes,

sir.

our piece of property even this week.

Not so worthless anymore either.

No, I am not so.

Very valuable.

Very, very good.

I have to admit you're a tough one to rattle.

You are a special challenge.

So for that, you get some more cock.

Thank you, sir.

Turn around and face to your left.

She's all yours, Mr. Holmes.

Please make good use of her.

Thank you very much, Gunnigan.

She's a very talented, lovely cocksucker.

Hunchback.

Slowly, slowly, slowly, slowly, slowly. Let your tongue fly over my dick and

head, yeah.

That is nice.

Can I have that for a second?

Yes.

So do it for him. Show us pain.

In your face.

Let it come out.

Let it come out.

Come out, young lady.

Are

you

enjoying yourself Amber?

Yes, sir.

Yeah, do you like gagging on that cock like that?

Yes, it is, sir. Good. We're giving you a little lesson in preference.

We teach you discipline and we teach you the rules so that you know how best to

break them when required, like now.

Growl, Amber. We want primal fucking release from you.

Give us some energy.

Yeah. Let it out, you hungry little bitch.

Use your hands.

Get in there. Suck that fucking cock like it's the last one you're gonna get.

That's it, you little beast.

Come on, Amber. Be a hungry little fucking slut.

Yeah.

That's it. Good fucking girl.

That's it.

That's it.

Show us how bad you want to serve that cock.

When it's not in your mouth or in your pussy, you should be begging for it.

Please, please, please, please, please. Fuck me.

Please put it back in me. Put it back in me. I don't care where. Any hole. Any

hole that you choose.

Rick.

Yeah. That's it, you hungry girl.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Growling a beret growling. I want to hear some fucking energy coming out of

you

You're whipped as well as fucked, aren't you?

You pain sweat.

Yes, I am. I am a little fucking pain sweat, aren't I? Yep, you are.

I'm hungry with a fucking pain sore.

You need it, don't you? You need it, don't you? Yes, sir. Yes, I need it.

Look at you. You're hungry. I need it, sir. Yes, sir.

I'm fucking hungry.

I'm so hungry.

Fuck him back.

Fuck him with that slut fucking ass.

Work it.

Come on, Miss Rain. Work it.

We want to hear you moan, Miss Rain.

Be a fucking beast for us, Miss Rain.

Come over here.

Little slut. I am a little ass slut.

No, you're not. You're a big slut.

I am a big ass slut.

I'd like to see you come with us, you little fuck.

Maybe I'll slap these nipples until I'm satisfied you've orgasmed enough for us.

What's that sound? After you come, I'll stop hitting your tits, Amber.

Yes, you are going to come for us, little...

Yes sir!

Yes sir!

Go ahead.

Use your hand. Do whatever you have to do.

To make this rip stop.

Oh my god.

Come on.

Come on.

Come on. Come on. Come on. Come on. Please. Please. Please. Do it. Of course

you can.

Do it, you little slut.

You little fucking service whore. You slut.

Filthy bitch. Come on.

Your last task today is to get Mr.

Holmes off.

You should ask him how best to do that.

Yes sir.

Thank you, sir.

I have to come down with the camera because when I pull out, she's going to

drop it.

Well, give us a review of our trainee in your opinion, Mr. Holmes.

What do you think?

First of all, I'm totally amazed by her.

I mean, I would never expect that she can take so much pain. I've

never seen a girl, other than a car accident, be so bruised and then come so

hard at the same time.

I want to thank you very much for having me.

Absolutely. It was a great pleasure to have you here. I'm glad you could make

room in your schedule to come down.

It was a lot of fun.

It is, yeah.

It does not work to be here. It's fun.

Good, good.

Excellent, excellent. You got a mean streak.

Yeah. A very delightful one.

A little.

Okay, I'm heading off.

Okay.

Have a good one and see you next time. Yes, we'll see you next time. Thank you

very much.

That was a long week amber rain a Long week, but a good week. I had fun.

How about you?

Good I'm pleased to hear it. Give me your first impressions of the week speak

freely

I mean, I see myself now holding myself with more grace than I did beforehand.

I see myself now being able to answer with much more discipline than I could

beforehand. I can take much more pain, it seems, than I could beforehand.

And it seems I just can walk around now and say, yes, it is worth it.

Sense of accomplishment, does that sound right?

Yes, sir.

Well, it shows in your face.

We had three main goals here. One was to...

you tell me what were they to establish self-worth sir to restore a sense of

value and then to go on um to eroticize pain and

then to learn discipline and to obey tell me about

self-worth and what do you think about that topic that what i bring to the

table is valuable sir and that it can only start from within Did you consider

that before you got here?

I did, sir. I considered it, but it was never something that was fully believed.

I think that's an important one.

To be a serious player, I think you really need to bring that to the table

because it's easy to have our bearings shaken in BDSM scenes like this.

Yes, sir. It's easy to forget what is real and what isn't. So if you've got

firm self-worth and integrity within, then you can withstand a lot more

rattling. And you don't rattle easily.

That's good.

Tell us about pain and sex in tandem.

In tandem, I happen to prefer both at the same time, actually.

Having a little bit of pain with pleasure seems to intensify both equally

on both spectrums.

It makes the orgasm much harder.

It makes the sex that much more intense.

And it even makes the pain somewhat erotic and sensationally enjoyable.

Interesting. Yeah, you talked about that a little bit in your paper.

What not throughout the week starting with the caning on the first day when

you're getting fucked you remember that?

Yeah,

and then just over on this table when you were getting fucked and flogged at

the same time you ended up In a cathartic state there I did I did I

wasn't quite sure of my surroundings It wasn't until I had to go against

the wall that I really I still had a conscious idea of where I was When I was

against the wall, it just seemed everything went fuzzy. And as I quoted,

I sounded like as though I heard carnival music until I started to come

back to.

Control.

Would you say that you've been controlled this week with homework and

dominance and being confined to your quarters in the evening?

What was that like, being here for the whole week, being immersed in the whole

environment?

That was actually interesting, sir. The armory became my home.

It became my environment, almost something that I would sit there and

think that I was the keeper at night because I was the only one.

Normally, I was the only one here at night by myself.

I happen to enjoy staying in this environment.

Well, we have a security guard or something, right?

There's a security guard around, but you're the only one.

I'm the only one on one floor. On the whole floor?

What's that? Is that creepy?

No. Actually, I happen to relish being by myself quite a bit. I like my

independence.

Even though it was, yes, it was dark, it was night, it was creepy, and

considering the outside surroundings, I happened to still feel safe here, you

know.

I liked it.

Good. Very, very good. You're the first girl to actually stay here for the whole

week. That's what I heard, and I had a bit of pride in that myself.

I reflected in my journal about that.

Good. You're a trailblazer.

Will you take a moment to reflect and add anything that you'd like to in this

closing statement about your week here?

It is a fantasy environment that we build here to some degree

Enjoy it and get lost in it a little bit.

Yes, it is.

Yes, it is indeed.

But hopefully you're taking something with you that nobody can take away from

you, Amber Rain.

Oh, yes, I am.

Good. And you're hopefully leaving with more than you came.

And I'll come back with even more, too.

Excellent.

I'm very proud of you.

Thank you. You were a pleasure to train. I learned something from every girl that

comes here.

And I often feel like the roles are actually reversed because I learn a lot

on these things and everybody else gets to leave and be free and go back to LA

or wherever they come from. And I'm here in the dungeon every day.

I'm actually the prisoner here.

Yeah.

But I'm glad you came. Thank you so much.

Thank you.

I've been asking for a while.

You are dismissed for the time being, young lady, until we need your services

again. I'll come back.

Very good. There you go. Go get yourself cleaned up. I'll see you upstairs.