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Yeah, he does that.

He's supposed to be telling us the route across Mexico.

Sorry, I got bored waiting for my Gary Boulders.

Can you turn away a minute?

I'm back.

I saw these a while ago and...

I

love you.

Yeah, I know.

Don't forget it though.

How do I look?

See you at lunch.

Yeah, see you.

What's the matter?

I forgot for a second.

Forgot what?

It's nothing to do with us.

Ah, girls.

Good. Follow me.

Actually, don't. We're late.

Frankly, Emily, I don't give a damn.

The police are back and they want to talk to you both about Sophia Moore.

So, come along, ladies. This way.

So, how close were you to Sophia?

We didn't know her.

Did you know her, Emily?

No. Are you sure?

We heard you three were quite chummy.

Well, we weren't. Have you ever used MDMA?

Er, it's illegal.

We found traces of it in Sophia's blood.

We think she might have bought it in the club.

Did you see Sophia at the party?

We only saw her... We were only at the party for ten minutes or so.

We went home long before the accident.

We didn't see her.

Emily said you did.

No, I meant since the party. There's been posters everywhere.

What are you looking for exactly?

I just want more of a complete picture.

We just want the truth.

Why did we just lie to the police?

Hey.

It's me.

What's going on?

I did see her at

the party.

It was me who sold her the MDMA.

Since when are you dealing? I needed some money and I thought if I just went

in on this MDMA... I could have lent you some money.

It was for these.

I thought I could keep you safe.

I'm sorry.

Who gave you the MDMA?

Why did you give them our names? Em, calm down. Of course I didn't, man.

Chillax.

It ain't got nothing on us. Oh, and you know that, do you? I nicked the fella's

briefcase.

It's a fucking Bristol Rovers fan whose mum leaves notes in his sandwiches. Look

at that.

But what if they do know?

Oh, that's what'll fuck this.

Getting scared, poking around, causing a fucking scene in the middle of the

corridors. He's right.

Mum's the word, girls.

Don't you want to know where they had our names?

No. Why not? Because I don't want to go to jail.

Could you just mind your own fucking business for once, please?

Okay, sorry.

You just have to act like everything's fine.

I'm a friend of Sophia's.

Thank you for the flowers.

Sorry, what was your name again?

Nancy.

She never mentioned a Nancy.

But that's Sophia for you.

Secretive.

How did you know her?

Just from college and stuff. Are you in with Naomi and Emily and that crowd?

Yeah, I see them sometimes.

I thought they'd have called round by now.

Sophia talked about them non-stop.

Did she?

Did she ever talk to you about me?

Yeah.

Yeah.

She really loved you.

You're lying to me.

It's kind of you.

Hi, Matt.

This is Nancy.

Friend of your sister's.

I'm going upstairs.

Would you like to see her room?

She never used to let me go in there.

It was always so messy.

If you want a memento, just... just let me see what you've taken.

What are you doing?

Nothing.

What's your name again?

Nancy.

Sophia never mentioned a Nancy.

Did you know someone gave her drugs the night she died?

I didn't know.

Were you her girlfriend?

What? No.

Girlfriend? You're fucking lying to me.

They're saying she killed herself.

That's bollocks.

I know she didn't do that.

How?

Because she didn't say goodbye to me.

I'm so sorry.

But I found this.

Mine is closed.

Hands are shaking.

I buy the shit tonight.

For God's sake, wake me up, babe.

I'm kneeling again.

And I keep falling.

What should I do?

I just can't sleep.

Just feel, feel, feel.

It kicks me all the time, all the time

Why didn't you tell me you knew her?

I met her once, at an open day. What open day?

It was an open day. What does it matter?

We're going travelling next year. We decided. You decided.

Look, we went to an open day, we met a girl, we talked, that's it. You should

have told me. Well, how could I without telling you where I met her?

I didn't want a referendum on our relationship over a stupid open day.

Did you know she was gay?

I met her once.

Did you fuck her?

No.

You think I'd shag some random girl behind your back? I'm not saying you did

it. Well, what are you saying?

I'm just asking. Why are you acting like this?

Her mum seems to think we knew her.

What?

I went to her house today.

You promised me you'd stay out of it.

Stay out of it.

Do you know what this is for?

Something to do with the army.

Probably her cadet locker key.

How do you even know that, Naomi?

Where are you going?

I'm going to find out if you're lying.

Oh, nice.

Let's go then.

Fine.

What the fuck?

It's my old toothbrush.

It's your bracelet.

Is this the one you lost?

She went through my rubbish.

Close it.

Please, close it.

It's okay.

She stalked me.

You're very stalkable.

You want to pick a better fake name next time.

There's no Nancys at Roundview.

Only one red-haired girl with a moped. You've been checking up on me.

You lied.

I think it's pretty clear.

She killed herself.

Was it you?

Was it you she killed herself for? No.

And it wasn't Naomi, okay?

She didn't know either of us. She lied about that. She wouldn't lie to me. She

lied to everyone.

I'm sorry you feel angry at her, but it's really not my fucking problem.

I need the truth.

This isn't all of it.

No.

Emily, what are you scared of?

We can help each other.

Is it so out of the question that I might know what's best?

I'm not talking to you.

Emily.

I don't want you to move out.

I don't care.

I'm just trying to help you.

What is this, Sophia?

What did you lock up?

Yes. Oh, no, it's okay. It's just Emily.

Bonsoir. Who's that?

Oh, just my mum.

What's all this?

I'm moving in.

Where? Here.

Uh, isn't that the sort of thing people usually discuss?

I need to, okay?

Okay.

Okay? Okay.

Although, in many ways, it's sort of a violation.

But, fuck it. It's okay.

Really? Really.

It'd be great.

You can be my pyjamas.

You need to do something about your moustache.

I don't know.

I need to see you.

No, now.

I've got something I need to show you.

Tonight.

Why did you?

Why here?

I don't know.

This is where it ends.

I've got something to show you.

I think she wanted you to have this.

I got it from her cadet locker.

I need to know what's in there.

Me too.

It's her work.

Her diary, you know.

Can't we just leave it?

I don't think we can, James.

She's dead.

Let it go.

I can't. See you around.

Why don't we just go home?

Shit!

Matt, come back!

I made this for her.

Woodwork, you know?

I can't stop crying.

I've tried to stop thinking, but it doesn't work.

You don't expect stuff to happen.

You can't control it. You can't control anything.

So I'm at this stupid open day, and everyone's snotty and rude, and then I

see someone.

I'd never even spoken to her at Roundview, but it didn't seem to matter

because then everything got really fun.

And by the time we were on our way home, we were telling secrets.

And I wanted to move my hand.

I wanted to move it so much.

And then she moved hers.

I wish I told Naomi how easy it is for me to love someone.

We're all lonely and all we want is for someone to, you know, pay attention and

tell us we're beautiful and cute and say that they want to.

You've ruined it.

You don't want anyone to care.

You could be dead in a second.

Everything's so fragile.

Didn't you realise that?

We were special.

Who is scared?

I know you do, love.

I hate you.

Oh, love, it's okay.

Listen, I want to tell you something.

Listen to me.

You know, I cheated on your mum once.

What? I was young.

I was too young. I was 19.

I'd been married for two years. Her family.

Always saying what's what.

Scottish people.

God knows I regretted it.

Your Auntie Julie's no better looking now than what she was then.

Her sister?

People do stupid things when they try to act like they're not trapped.

Was it ever the same again?

It was worse.

And then it was okay.

Then it got better.

And then we got you.

And we got all the things we love.

Did she hate herself for taking you back?

What? Hate herself?

What for?

She didn't do anything wrong.

She hated me, though, for a very, very, very long time.

She's tough, your mum, you know. You want to be glad of that.

I'm not like her, Dad.

That's okay too.